and I could powre out my soul in much sorrow and remorse for sin O me thought I could spend a whole night in praying for what my soul wanted That which I much desired in prayer was still that my sinful soul might be healed of sin and that running issue of sin that ran and ceased not might be stopped Yet in this my time and those dayes I seldom desired pardon of sin till I were fitted for mercies But now I see we are pardoned freely I cannot even now but say this O rest not therefore in your own duties lest you perish in the sparks you kindle as I had almost done I observed a good providence of the Lord to me in providing me still many Christians to complain to in this my condition OBSERVATIONS on the former Discourse I. Of the Preachers several dealings with this Party to settle them and not in a way of beleeving first I Observe That now this soul questioning the truth of all their assurances they labour to perswade it to faith or beleeving upon a ground of Sanctification in themselves which hath no evidence nor for the present can bring any demonstration to the spirit For Satan and the Parties own suspecting heart will not let them beleeve any truth in that which they have found so faulty As for instance a man that hath had cause to be jealous of his wife hath seen some miscarriages all the friends she can make are not able to satisfie and take away all grounds of fear jealousie from him by their perswasion but he will still suspect because he once had some real ground and unlesse they can take away this they cannot perswade him to that So in that soul where there hath been real failings and a spiritual discerning of its own unrighteousnesse all the perswasions of others cannot make it have any good opinion of it self nor perswade it of its righteousnesse unlesse they can take away that unrighteousnesse sin and make it to be no sin and no unrighteousnesse For the soul which is onely troubled for sin must be setled upon some thing which is not sin and upon a righteousnesse either in it self or some other or there can be no setlement peace or comfort in that soul And yet this is the common way of dealing with souls and bringing them up into assurance as thus Repent and pray and live an holy life and walk according to the Law of God and if they answer they cannot do thus O then say they can you not desire to pray and repent and if they say they cannot desire O but then say they can you not desire that you may desire And thus they winde them up by acts of their own spirit and run them out to the end of their own workings when alas these desires of desires and the spining of such fine threds in divinity are not strong enough to binde up a broken spirit This is but the broken work of a soul for how many have desired to enter in have not been able Nay Who is there not that have a desire All the world of common beleevers are carried on by this principle of a desire We see now the vanity of such reasonings with a soul troubled for sin and questioning the truth of the spiritual work in themselves Such kinde of arguing may give some hints to the soul that hath the Spirit of God in it some spiritual actings to pacifie and perswade it a while because it findes something in it self agreeable to such a discourse but these are too narrow and weak to bear up the burden of sin and legal terrours like the bottom and point of a top which being so small may for some time that it is in motion bear up the body of the top as wee see but when the motion is done the top fals having nothing proportionable to support it So the soul turns upon some hints of comfort a while but flattens again And this is the furthest and strongest satisfaction the discourse of such Divines can give yet I despise them not in this Light they have so they contend not against the more glorious light of truth but the Lord if he please reveal more unto them But you will say how will you deal then with a soul thus puzzled and questioning I answer I shall not dare to place them on any bottom of their own righteousnesse or to satisfie themselves by something only in themselves that were to take the disease for the Physitian to give them no oyntment but blood of their own wound to heal them nor should I take that other way which many do that are of this legal strain too as to apply promises to them first which many times instead of drawing the soul to Christ puts it further off bringing some conditions which the soul questioning in themselvs dares not meddle with before it be prepared by Christ and his freenesse But you will say what way will you take then I answer That way which the Scriptures reveal to me First the laying down and establishing and bringing forth a perfect righteousnesse even the righteousnesse of Christ and then shewing forth the way of common right and interest to this righteousnesse which is contained in the freest promises for bringing souls to close with and partake of this perfection and righteousnesse more plainly thus Christ crucified is the foundation and corner-stone and rock for sinners The righteousnesse of this Christ is every way perfect and compleat This righteousnesse is that which hath taken away the sins of the world so as no sin is now to be satisfied for nor no new righteousnesse to be wrought by any for salvation onely all that will be saved are to beleeve their interest and right in this righteousnesse and already purchased salvation And for the way of coming by a right or purchasing an interest in this righteousnesse or salvation it is held out without price or works in the freest clearest promises of salvation to sinners onely for taking and receiving beleeving in all being wrought to our hands So us this is as good a ground for one to beleeve on as another without exception and in this way of salvation to beleeve is life eternal and not to beleeve is condemnation He that beleeveth hath everlasting life and he that beleeveth not is condemned and this being a Scripture way I would leave the soul upon these principles and under this Commandment Beleeve on the Lord Jesus Christ for this is the Commandment that ye beleeve on his Son c. But you will say what if a soul answer I cannot beleeve I am not elected I shall answer then to such a soul thus You are bound to beleeve because it is a Commandment and you are not to make an objection from election or reprobation against your beleeving for that were to set one part of the truth against the other And thus you misinterpret both God and his Word But you
will say How if a soul answer I cannot beleeve for all this I answer This being a Scripture-way and the clearest way revealed to salvation I shall commend such to the Lord who is the onely Author and finisher of Faith Heb. 12.2 And for establishing souls upon any works of their own as a way means or ground of assurance as that upon such a measure of repentance or obedience they may beleeve by I dare not deal in any such way of our own righteousnesse because I finde no infallible mark in any thing of our own sanctification save in a lower way of perswasion or motive I finde in the Old or New Testament scarce any beleever that stood the surest but they had some cause through sin and corruption and that unregenerate law in their members to suspect their righteousnesse as David and Peter and Paul c. And likewise the stream of the Word runs all against our own righteousnesse But you will say What are all the divers Scriptures which set us upon trial and examination of our saith and works I answer There is another kinde of analogy and rule to interpret these by more principal and not of assurance for salvation These are rather marks for others then our selves to know us by as in the Epistles of John and James c. And for those other few Scriptures they are rather to be interpreted to the testimony of the Spirit of God witnessing and perswading then to the mixt spiritually carnal works of our obedience and holinesse which can give but a mixed act of assurance at the best being of a mixed nature of flesh and spirit But you will say What way of assurance would you commend to a soul thus troubled I answer Christ in the Word and Promise to beleeve in for assurance This was that way the Lord himself commended to his Disciples as to Peter when he knew he should deny him and foretold him of it and knew how it would discourage him and wound him yet he puts not Peter to this course saying Peter thou art an holy obedient loving Apostle remember this to comfort thy self under thy denial But he says Peter I have prayed for thee that thy faith fail not And thus he laid him in an encouragement from a word or promise to beleeve by and not from any thing in himself and so to his Disciples when he was to leave them he laid them not in assurances thus O my Disciples though I am from you yet ye have been thus and thus penitent humble loving obedient and let this be your ground and assurance when I am gone But he layes in words and promises You beleeve in God beleeve also in me I will sâ—â—d the Comforter and I will see you again And these are the grounds for their assurance to beleeve by and this was Abrahams way He beleeved the promise in hope against hope And so all that walk in the steps of the faith of our father Abraham II. The unstablenesse of such as are not converted in a pure Gospel-way I observe that the calling and conversion which souls have in a legally-Gospel-way not from a pure and clear apprehension of Jesus Christ revealed in the Gospel Covenant or Promises though there may be truth in such a calling and Christ received yet the manner being not in the way of pure Gospel-dispensation the soul may be exceedingly puzzled and perplexed so though Christ may be truely there yet being not in a Gospel-form but a legal the soul may mistake and lose the knowledge of Christ as when Christ was in the habit of a Gardiner many knew him not and when he walked with the two Disciples to Emans they knew him not And thus many under the Law though they had Christ as truely then as now yet not in that form not manifested in the flesh and the free Promises as now And Christ observes this to his Disciples Ye beleeve in God says he implying how their Faith was more carried out to God as then then to himself and therefore he addes Beleeve also in me that is Now let me manifested in the flesh be the truth whom you beleeve III. The several wayes which the Lord makes use on to salvation I observe That the Lord doth improve many ways and means to bring a soul under the power of the Gospel as several accidents and occasions though those things are not properly or principally to be called the ministery of Christ or the Gospel-Ordinance for revealing Jesus Christ but they are like the Chariot in which the Eunuch rid which was onely an outward accommodation to his receiving Christ but the proper and more immediate means was the Book of the Prophets which he had with him in his Chariot We see Paul was by a sudden accident brought into a way for the Gospel to have the free passage to his soul nor did that accident or occasion serve as the means of his receiving Christ but Ananias was sent to him the means instituted by the Lord to be a way of conveying the power of Christ upon his soul Faith cometh by hearing and the Gospel is that Power of God unto salvation and the Spirit comes by the preaching of Faith IV. The want of pure Gospel knowledge in Jesus Christ is the cause of many distractions in beleevers I observe When the Lord sends the light of Jesus Christ into a soul that hath formerly been in darknesse and in the shadow of death then it begins to see its corruptions and lusts and if there were any master-sin or chief-sin which had dominion as lust in some pride in others revenge in others worldly mindednesse in others then the soul presently is pricked upon the discovery of that and there is a remorse and perplexity in the soul They in the Acts after Peter had laid open their sin of shedding the blood of Christ were pricked to the heart for it and were inwardly troubled and wounded saying Men and Brethren what shall we do And if there be not a clear understanding of Jesus Christ and the Gospel the soul thus wounded will groan under many legal convictions the soul will hardly distinguish its condition from a worse or more miserable even that of sorrowing under the power of the Law Had not Peter been assured of the love of Christ and had his word that his faith should not fail his tears and Judas sorrowing had been all of one colour and kinde to the present and not clearly enlightned apprehension as Joseph who till he had opened himself to his Brethren was mistaken by them for a cruel and a harsh Governour but when they saw it was their Brother Joseph O what meltings and embracings were then amongst them Many a soul convinced by that Spirit which Christ hath sent to reprovo the world of sin walks sadly under the wound or burden not knowing the nature or condition of such a spiritual wound and many Preachers like some Chirurgions who keep their Patients
from healing too soon that they may make the cure the more admired do accordingly keep such souls with their wounds open and if they powre in any thing it is rather Wine then Oyl rather something of the Law then the Gospel so as they are not onely long in healing and getting peace through Jesus Christ But they carry a scar with them still and are as it were lame in their consciences a long time after like some poor Patients that have had as much of the sound flesh cut a way as the rotten and so have been healed though but to a bodily infirmity all their life time All this is for want of the knowledge of the Spirit of Adoption being in such a soul and the spirits workings in the clear apprehensions of Christ as it is not enough to enlighten the world that there is a Sun but there must be a clear body of Air for this Sun to shine through and of the application of Gospel-promises of perswading to faith and beleeving in Jesus Christ for the pardon of sin which settle and assure and establish a soul more and the light that comes in through such Gospel-applications and power will exceedingly melt a soul and wound a soul But they are the woundings and meltings of love and the Spirit of Adoption not of fear and bondage but of power love and of a sound minds Mary wept and washed Christs feet Peter wept bitterly not in fear but in love witnesse her Box of Oyntment Peters profession Lord thou knowest I love thee The passions which this Gospel-way works in the soul are such as bring inlargements and flowings and powrings out of Spirit But the passions which the Law works bring in a straightning a contraction or gathering up or narrownesse into the Spirit and therefore it is called bondage and fear V. The opening Jesus Christ in the Gospel is the best and surest way to deal with sinners I observe They that are wounded for sin and are enlightned to discern it and are so wrought on by the spirit as to feel and be sensible of it being taken into Covenant with God in Christ their stony heart taken out and yet dark in the purer conceivings of the Gospel such are ready rather to put away Gospel-promises then receive them and imagine themselvs rather in fitnesse for judgement then mercy or grace And then if Preachers run to the Law in their dealing with such souls for their thorow humiliation as they say or pretend and not to the Gospel Faith in Jesus Christ they bring fire and not water to quench them and so kindle them the more and setting the everlasting burnings of the Law before their souls put them all into a spiritual flaâ—m and vexation Nathan delt otherwise with David though under the Old Testament where there was more priviledge for the Law 2 Sam. 12.13 I have sinned saith David The Lord hath put away thy sin saith Nathan This is as Solomon saith To give strong drink to him that is ready to peâ—ish and wine unto those that be of an heavy hâ—art Prov. 13.6 If any one sin saith John we have an Advocate with the Father Christ Jesus the righteous Here is Gospel applyed to the very sin and the Physitian brought home to the sick and Jesus Christ brought to the very gates of a groaning spirit I know the Divinity of some former ages to these present times made up all their receipts for distempered souls of so much Law and so much Gospel and usually but a grane or dram of Gospel to a pound of Law not being then clear enough in judgement to unmingle things which Antichrist had confounded and put together as the two Testaments and two Covenants and not rightly discerning Christs manner or way of preaching and the Apostles both in their holding forth Law and Gospel Now we know that the Apostle saith Received ye the Spirit by the preaching of the Law or the preaching of Faith Gal. 3.2 And therefore they that would make the Law the Ministery of life and of the spirit are not of such a spiritual discerning as the Lord hath now revealed and such put a soul upon a legal method of conversion or coming to Christ First they must be kept so long under the Law for humiliation and contrition and confession and then brought to the Gospel as many Books and Teachers do when as the Law is not of any power to infuse such gracious passions into the soul as the Gospel cals for Blessed are they that mourn and they that are poor But this is not the mourning spirit under the Law nor the poor spirit under the curse of the Law for sin But the Gospel-mournings and Gospel-poverty even mournings of love like the groanings of the Turtle Cant. 2.12 If they be onely such as the Law brings forth and presses the soul into they are no better then the contritions of Esau and Judas but if they be such as the Law or Spirit of Jesus Christ or the Law of life works in the soul then they are of a more spiritual and pretious nature but this is from the Gospel and the preaching of Faith What Law did Peter preach to Cornelius or Philip to the Eunuch or Ananias to Paul or Paul to the Jaylor and his houshold but only Jesus Christ nor can you finde the Law I mean the Law in its form or Covenant preached but to those that were under the Law and pretended to stand by the Law and to set up a righteousnesse by the Law as the Pharisees and Jews c. Though in all this I esteem no lesse of the Law then any other as it was a Law for the people of God under Moses and hath something of the Image of God in it But now we are under a better Law a more excellent Law and a more spiritual Commandment Even that Law which was but a few single beams of righteousnesse even ten but a decalogue of righteousnesse yet now in the Gospel the righteousnesse of God is brought forth in more glorious and spiritual Commandments and for ten there are scores and with this righteousnesse of God the righteousnesse of Christ is brought forth which makes the condition of Gods people a blessed condition so as they stand righteous now in all their obedience to the righteousnesse of God which is the more pure transcending and excellent Law of the Commandments of the Gospel or the more perfect Rule of the righteousnesse of God in the righteousnesse of Christ so as the New Testament is both the Law and Gospel or the righteousnesse of God and Christ more excellently manifested Do we therefore make voide the Law by the preaching of Faith Yea We establish the Law Christ being the end of the Law for righteousnesse VI A further opening of the doubtings of a soul not clearly discerning the power of the Gospel I observe A soul that is not informed by a pure Gospel-light nor apprehends not clearly the
they may help it to go the faster as that of shunning occasions strictnesse severity in duties and watchfulnesse But it is Christ crucified which is the power of all and in all it is Christ lifted up as Moses lifted up the Serpent which strikes in more soundnesse into the wounded beholder then any other meerly legal way or experiment wherein many beleevers have toyled and carnally fished all their time for power over some corruptions and like Peter and the rest have caught little or nothing because Jesus Christ was not in the company There is danger in putting too much upon the sin of relapsing or back-sliding in beleevers To conclude I would have men tender now they make conversion such a mortification to that particular sin or act which was the sin of the unregenerate condition lest while they lay down a law to prevent a sinning again or a second wounding by the same sin they make that sin if committed again as it may be wound the beleever more even to the danger of unbeleef then which there cannot be a greater to hinder true mortification because that any unbeleef keeps the soul and Christ as it were asunder and from closing in the souls own apprehension and all that time there can be little power brought home from Christ by Faith against that sin My reasons are these 1. Because that sinful nature is not wholly healed in this life so there remains a natural inclination to that particular sin as well as another nay rather because nature is more byassed towards it then any other 2. The wound pricking or sorrow that any soul enlightned by Jesus Christ feels for that sin is not of such an exceeding or rather infinite vertue as to abolish it or to lay in such a perpetual impression upon the soul that the soul should live under the image of that remorse and wound and so never dare or adventure to commit it again I finde no such lasting and continuing and firm or thorow work in the spiritual motions operations and impressions but by degrees Christ upbraided his Disciples how soon their hearts were hardned and we finde the spiritual affection and resolution of Peter wherein his soul was raised up on high wasting and flatting in his denial The gales and breathings of the spirit are like the winde Joh. 3. which makes a thing move or tremble while the power of the Air is upon it but as that slakens or breaths so doth it 3. There is no promise that I can finde for the present against the never committing again such a particular act or sin which he lived in in his unregenerate state I know there are differences made and certain works set down to know a sin by that is committed in a regenerate state before as the weaknesse and contrary dispositions or reluctancy in which it is committed 〈◊〉 Paul implies in Rom. 7. c. Though here some of these Divines may be puzzled in this way of their differences too for take a man in the strength of natural or common light living under a powerful word or Preacher by which his Candle as Solomon saith is better lighted then it was such a man shall sin against as seeming strong convictions as the other if not more But by the way I humbly conceive there are certain dampings of Satan and flesh and blood together with the withdrawings of the Spirit on Gods part that will puzzle the best that goes so exactly by marks and sense more then by Faith for the way of the spirit is not so grosse carnal discernible as the Divinity of former times and of some of this present age would make it It is as hard to trace and finde the impressions of the Spirit as the way of a bird as Solomon sayes in the Air The Spirit that is of God knows only the way of the Spirit And the Apostle speaks many things too as he says because of the infirmity of our flesh We must not therefore form up the things of the spirit too much for the feelings of flesh and blood And they that write so of a regenerate mans estate and set us down such infallible signes as we meet with commonly do take their experiences too low and carnally and mistaking the Allegory and way of the Word or Scriptures which speaks of things because of the infirmity of our flesh write upon spiritual workings as Philosophers upon Moral vertues and do bring down the spirit into the very Allegory and so allegorize and incarnate or make fleshly the things of the spirit And so do many both preach and write of regeneration as a work of nature though not a natural work 4. The restraints of the spirit or that Law of Jesus Christ in the soul is not made sure to the soul as concerning particular acts or sins but onely concerning the power of sinful nature in general and the weakning and destroying of that Neither are the particular Laws or Commandments in the Gospel always in their power upon the soul but when the Spirit of Christ doth take them and apply them and quicken them unto the soul and put a spiritual Majesty upon them The Conclusion concerning the mystical and spiritual mortification To conclude The experiences of the spirit in those that are spiritual are not all in one degree some more some lesse and the Law of the spirit in those that are spiritual will carry them against the law of sin and flesh because it is both contrary to the flesh and likewise of a spiritual and transforming nature and so gathers strength in us against the body of sin and is still working it self a greater part and dominion in us and fashioning us like unto Jesus Christ both in righteousnesse and true holinesse and the people of the Lord are very rarely found in the great sins of their unregenerate estate especially if they were grosse ones such as the light of their natural conscience abhors as well as the purer light of the spirit as adultery murder c. then they are doubly armed against them and so may more rarely commit them but if they be such particular acts or sins as are not so clearly condemned by nature as some kinde of lustings with hypocrisie passion lying c. they may the more easily be committed again because the light in nature is but faint or little thâ—â— opposes them or which takes part with the light of the spirit against them These things may be sufficient to let us see into the nature of back-sliding in the regenerate ones and to binde up the broken hearted that are faln as well as to shew a more excellent way to keep from falling in the strength of Jesus Christ And therefore let this be written upon the heart and on the palms of the hands of all both wounded and whole beleevers That we are compleatly or perfectly mortified or dead to sin by our being planted into Christ and the fellowship of his death And
of this nature without Christ who is a beleevers sanctification as well as righteousnesse But to stop the issuâ— of the soul in these questions and scruples with this Question Quest Can you have any assurance that the change that is in any childe of God in this life or their sanctification is such in any particular act or work as there is no spot of sin in it Is it not mixt of flesh spirit Why then do you feel after it so as you do Since the best and throrowst sanctification in any is not pure enough for the eyes of the Lord why make you it then any bottom for assurance You see all the while you have so done you can finde like Noahs Dove no rest for the soal of your foot for saith Christ When you have done all you can you are but unprofitable servants and all our righteousnesse is but as filthy rags and while you gaze on your work of sanctification you finde a rottennesse in every part of it and call all into question and finde fault both with your repentance mortification and new obedience and all therefore you must take Christ in here for sanctification still to settle and establish your spirit Answ But what use is there then of my sanctification Are not the fruits and effects of the spirit in me such as follow immediately upon my being justified Quest Yea they are the natural flowings and workings of your faith they help to evidence your faith and comfort your faith in their kinde and degree But as I said before they are given to be a light in some measure to your own and others consciences Let your light so shine before men and glorifie God in your bodies and in your spirits Shew me thy faith by thy works they are the bracelets of the Spouse they are the beams of Christ the Sun of righteousnesse Now clouds may hinder the beams from enlightning a room but the Sun is still where he was the Tree you know is there where it was when the Apples or Grapes may be blown down so the glory of sanctification may be often darkned and the fruits of it blown down by the winde of temptation spoken on in the Parable Yet then such promises as these are laid in for such a season Who is among you that feareth the Lord that obeyeth the voice of his servant that walketh in darknesse and hath no light Let him trust in the Name of the Lord and stay upon his God Isai. 50.10 And the vision is for an appointed time but at the end it shall speak and not lie though it tarry waite for it waite for it because it will surely come and not tarry But the just shall live by faith Habac. 2.3 4. Answ But why do the Apostles presse sanctification and the new man so and love and new obedience c. in all their Epistles Quest I answered this partly before Sanctification is the beginning of the forming of Christ here in this life in one part of him which is Holinesse which shall be perfected in the life to come when we shall be fashioned like unto his glorious Body Sanctification is the witnesse to the Righteousnesse of Christ which being a glory out of sight to the soul and the world is made clearer by faith and holinesse to both So as in sanctification both soul and body flesh and spirit joyn to glorifie the riches of Christ Ye are bought with a price glorifie God in your bodies and in your spirits and walk as children of the light and of the day So as the wisdom of the spirit is seen much in the Word in pressing sanctification and praising sanctification both to set forth the nature of the spirit in beleevers and to quicken flesh and blood against an empty formal Profession CHAP. V. The Parties third Doubt concerning Faith or Beleeving which I call the Great The third Doubt is WHether you do beleeve or no The great Gospel-secret concerning Faith or Beleeving FIrst I shall shew you my thoughts concerning the nature of this Doubt It is one thing to beleeve and another thing to know we beleeve I suppose none ought to question whether they do beleeve or no but to beleeve till they be perswaded that they do beleeve more and more of the truth of their faith or beleef righteousnesse being revealed from faith to faith My grounds for this are these 1. Christs command to beleeve and this is his Commandment That we should beleeve on the Name of his Son Jesus Christ Now Commands of this nature are to be obeyed not disputed Good servants do not reason their duty out first with themselves but fall to doing as they are commanded 2. I finde not any in the whole course of Christs preaching or the Disciples when they preached to them to beleeve asking the question Whether they beleeved or no or whether their Faith were true Faith or no I finde one saying Lord I beleeve help my unbeleef But not Lord whether do I beleeve or no And Lord encrease my faith But not Lord whether is this true faith I have or no It would be a strange question in any that were bidden to a Feast to ask the Master of the Feast whether his dainties were real or a delusion would not such a question disparage him for a Sorcerer So in the things of the Spirit to be over-jealous of the Truth of them as many poor tempted souls are doth not be come the faithfulnesse of Jesus Christ The way to be sure of the truth of the good things is to taste and see how good the Lord is Spiritual things are best felt and tasted with feeding upon them Eat O friends drink yea drink abundantly O beloved 3. For any to doubt whether they do beleeve or no I finde to be a question onely fit and proportionable for Christ himself to satisfie who is called the Author and finisher of our Faith None can prove more properly to a soul it beleeves then he on whom it beleeves Who can more properly shew one that he sees then the light which enlightens him for that very purpose 4. Faith is truely and simply this A being perswaded more or lesse of Christs love and therefore it is called A beleeving with the heart Now what infallible signe is there to perswade any that they are perswaded when themselves question the truth of their perswasion There may be some things which may strengthen and help which I shall hereafter shew you from the Word which are by way of effects and properties of this faith and beleef but none can simply perswade a soul that it doth beleeve but he on whom it doth beleeve God shall perswade Japhet Who can more principally and with clearer satisfaction perswade the Spouse of the good will of him she loves but himself Can all the love-tokens or testimonial Rings and Bracelets They may concur and help in the manifestation but it is the voice of the beloved My beloved
1 Joh. 2.27 And I will put my Law in their mindes Heb. 8.10.11 And the comforter whom I will send he shall teach you Joh. 14.26 1 Thes. 4.9 Acts 2.17 Thus whatever doctrine of holinesse is in the new Testament we are to receive it because it is now the doctrine of him who is the Lord Jesus Christ the Lord as well as Jesus Christ and one who commands as well as saves Nor is there any Covenant of works in such kinde of obedience Life is given us to make us obey but not for obeying XXXVIII The new Covenant further set forth to be meerly a promise THe Covenant that is called the new Covenant that God makes with his now under the Gospel is all on his own part without any thing on mans he makes himself ours and makes us his all is of his own doing though a Covenant in the strict legal common sense is upon certain articles of agreement and conditions on both sides to be performed Thus stood the old Covenant there was life promised on condition of obedience and so in covenants and contracts betwixt man and man but now there is a Covenant or rather promise in Jesus Christ who is called the Mediator or Mannager of the Covenant in which God gives himself freely in Christ to be the God of a poor sinner Christ undertaking all both with the father and the soul such a kinde of covenant was established with Noah Gen. 9.11 Behold I establish my covenant c. nothing required on mans part This is called a new Covenant for it is clear against the strain of the old wherein man was to have his life upon condition yet it were good that we did not rest too much in the notion of a covenant nor is it the way of a covenant that the Gospel uses but rather the promise or grace or salvation for the Spirit uses the word Covenant onely by way of allusion and because the soul being under the power of the spirit doth it self contract and covenant with God to obey though God gives no life in such a way of a covenant or obedience And I observe that the usage of this word hath a little corrupted some in their notion of free-grace makes them conceive a little too legally of it And I conceive that the Doctrine of it in Heb. 8.10 c. I will write my law c. And I will take away your stony heart c. And put a new spirit within you Jer. 31.31 Hezek 36.26 doth clear it to be onely promise and grace and free-love to a sinner for if any thing were to be done for life or salvation we should darken the glory of free-grace and make it a promise neither wholly of grace nor wholly of works And if it be of grace it is no more of works otherwise grace is no more grace Rom. 11.6 Nor is this promise of salvation given to sinners as sinners barely simply and singly nor as qualified or conditioned not to sinners as sinners for God can onely love in Christ nor as qualified and conditioned for so life should be purchased by us rather then for us so as we are onely sinners in our own and others judgements but truely loved in Christ when the promise comes And thus the Scripture cals us ungodly and sinners and children of wrath Not that we are so but seem so or not so in Gods account but the worlds So as here is ground enough for any to offer salvation to the veriest sinners and for the veriest sinners to receive for God is in Christ reconciling the world unto himself not imputing their trespasses unto them and hath committed to us the word of reconciliation 2 Cor. 5.19 XXXIX The way of assurance for beleevers THe surest knowledge that any one hath that they have received the promise is the closing of their heart with Christ the real receiving and beleeving the relying and going out of the heart upon Christ The just shall live by faith Rom. 1.17 We walk by faith and not by sight This was the assurance the Father of the faithful had who staggered not at the promise but gave glory to God Yet this assurance is such as the soul cannot be content with onely there is something in man beside faith to be satisfied reason will have more light to see by and therefore the working of the spirit in new obedience and love and repentance and self-denial are such glimmerings as the soul may be refreshed by though not strengthned by and comforted by though not supported by Works though they cannot assure by themselves yet raised up by faith may with it cheer up the soul if we beleeve more of those works then we see or feel and so strengthen them by faith they may be like the tokens and change of raiment by which Jacob was perswaded that Joseph was alive by these we may be better perswaded that we live and live in Christ Therefore the soul being a reasonable and discoursive spirit is much satisfied in such a way when the Spirit of God helps it to reason and draw conclusions as thus The Word sayes Whosoever beleeves shall not perish But I beleeve saith the Soul and therefore according to this Word shall not perish The Word sayes To beleeve is to receive or put confidence in or trust as in John 1.12 But I receive Jesus Christ for mine I trust in him for salvation therefore I beleeve The Word sayes Repentance love self-denial obedience to the Will of God are all the fruits of the spirit but these are in me I can repent and love and deny my self and obey The Word sayes That we are compleat in Christ and righteous in Christ but when I repent or love or obey I beleeve I am in Christ and therefore my love and repentance and obedience is such as I may beleeve though not in themselves yet in him to be good and spiritual And thus a beleever may beleeve for assurance and yet reason for assurance and some other questions a beleever may put to his own spirit and draw it out into more conclusions for beleeving Am I Christs or my own If I be Christs do I walk with Christ And live to Christ And obey Christ Do I delight in Christ and those that are Christs Or do I live to my self to my lust To my profit or credit To others or the world XL The Gospel-Ministration very glorious THe ministration of the Gospel exceeds in glory for now under the ministery of Jesus Christ himself the heavenly things themselves are brought forth the free-love of God in Jesus Christ and the free-love of Jesus Christ himself all the powrings out of spirit and the full discoveries of love were reserved for Christs own day the Kingdom of God the righteousnesse the justification the forgivenesse of sins the spirit of comfort the glorious liberty of peace and joy unspeakable are the glory of Christ come in the flesh the treasures that went with his
righteousnesse looks on them and loves them in his own glory so as they both love one another Christ and His delight in one another Thou hast ravished my heart my sister my spouse thou hast ravished my heart with one of thy eyes with one chain of thy neck saith Christ and saith the Spouse My beloved is the fairest amongst ten thousands XXVI Christs love in Heaven to us or Christ exalted THe love of Christ is more now in Heaven towards us by how much more the love of God is gloriously shed abroad within him yet his nature is the same for he is no lesse man nor more God then he was but more excellently God and man even the man Christ Jesus XXVII The Gospel is Christ revealed THe Gospel is Christ himself and love revealed or the Word of God in the Word or the glad tydings of what he hath done and suffered for sinners and over whom he hath conquered being Captain of our salvation having spoiled principalities and powers making a shew of them openly and triumphing over them Col. 1.15 It is the ministery of life and peace and glory or God speaking to men from Heaven and intreating them to beleeve that he was born of the seed of David suffered died and rose again for their justification and that they are sitting together with him in heavenly places XXVIII The Mystery of Christ in the Gospel a Mystery of Love THe whole businesse of Christ as it was begun in love and brought forth in love unto the world and all the actings and workings of it from Gods being in Christ to Christs sitting at the right hand of God are but a Gospel or Story of unspeakable love revealed to the world so the carrying on of all yet is in love man in this Gospel is only to be perswaded of such love in love and sweetly tempted and drawn to love again in the ministery of the Gospel and the Spirit of love and adoption is shed abroad by the Gospel in the souls of men to reconcile them who are otherwise enemies in their mindes by wicked works and to make them love him who never was an enemy to them in Jesus Christ in whom they were chosen though the mystery is revealed to us under a particoloured work of sin and grace XXIX A Beleevers glorious freedom THe Spirit of Christ sets a beleever as frâ—e from Hell the Law and bondage here on Earth as if he were in Heaven nor wants he any thing to make him so but to make him beleeve that he is so for Satan sin sinful flesh and the Law are all so neer and about him in this life that he cannot so walk by sight or in the clear apprehension of it but the just do live by faith and faith is the evidence of things not seen XXX All the sins of beleevers done away on the Crosse THere is no sin to be committed which Christ did not pay down the price of his Blood for upon the Crosse making peace through the blood of his Crosse and yet a beleever will sin as tenderly as if all his sins were to pay for yet knowing that he is not redeemed to sin but from sin not that he may sin but that sinning he may not suffer for sin Christ is risen for our justification XXXI Christ offered to sinners CHRIST in the Gospel cals out of Heaven to sinners by that very name and tels them he hath salvation for them if they will beleeve him Nor doth he stand upon what sins lesse or more greater or smaller so as none can say they are not called on and proffered salvation be they never so sinful XXXII A Beleever must live in Christ not in himself A Beleever hath a twofold condition yet as a beleever but one in Christ in himself yet he ought ever to consider himself in Christ by faith not in himself in Christ he hath perfectly obeyed the whole Law perfectly suffered and satisfied for all his sins to the Justice of God and in Christ is perfectly just and righteous and therefore it is said that our life is hid with Christ in God and we are raised up with Christ and made to sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus even already but in himself there is a body of lust corruption and sin and there is a Law revealing sin accusing and condemning So as if a beleever live onely by sense reason and experience of himself and as he lives to men he lives both under the power and feeling of sin and the Law but if he live by faith in Christ beleeving in the life righteousnesse obedience satisfaction and glory of him he lives out of the power of all condemnation and unrighteousnesse And thus a beleever is blessed onely in a righteousnesse without not within and all his assurance confidence comforts are to flow into him through a channel of faith not of works beleeving himself happy for what another even Christ hath done for him not what he hath done or can do for himself XXXIII How Christ and a beleever were one in sin and righteousnesse ALL the ground of a beleevers righteousnesse and salvation and exemption from the Law sin and the curse is from the nature office and transaction or work of Christ and Gods accounting or imputing Christ stood clothed in our nature betwixt God and man and in that with all the sins of beleevers upon him God having laid on him the iniquities of us all In his Office he obeyed suffered satisfied and offered up himself and now sits as a Mediator to perpetuate or make his sacrifice obedience suffering and righteousnesse everlasting and thus bringing in everlasting righteousnesse And God he accounts reckons or imputes all that is done in our nature as done by us calling things that are not as if they were and in his person as in our person And thus he is made sin for us who knew no sin that we might be made the righteousnesse of God in him XXXIV We must come before God as having put on Christ first not as sinners and unrighteous A Beleever in all his dealings with God either by Prayer or other way of drawing neer is to state and consider himself thus in Christ in the first place and to put on the relation of Sonship and Righteousnesse and to look at or consider sins no otherwise in himself then as debts paid and cancelled by the blood of Christ and by this all bondages fears and doubtings are removed and his Spirit is free For the Son hath made him free And now he comes in the spirit of adoption and calls God Father and here begins all faith hope confidence love liberty when as others dare not beleeve themselves in such a condition till upon terms of humiliation sorrow for sin works of righteousnesse they have as they think a reasonable measure price or satisfaction to come with and then begin to beleeve hope and be confident And thus in way of compounding and bargaining with God
deal with him at all occasions but such submit not to the righteousnesse of God and the free-gift of justification by grace and give not glory to God For they that beleeve upon something first in themselves shall as they have kindled a fire lie down in the sparks of their own kindling and have nothing in Christ because they will not have all in him for we must either have all in him or nothing And though some will have all in Christ for salvation yet they will have something in themselves to beleeve their interest in this salvation and though this be not to reject Christ for righteousnesse yet it is to reject his free-promise or Word of assurance for this righteousnesse and rather to be perswaded upon sight then faith and sense then promise and something in our selves them in himself XXXV The Law is now in the Spirit and in the Gospel for a beleever to walk by THe Gospel is both a perfect law of life and righteousnesse of grace and truth and therefore I wonder at any that should contend for the ministery of the Law or Ten Commandments under Moses which is of lesse glory then that which is now revealed and exceeds in glory and should strive for a Law without the Gospel which is in the Gospel Nor is the holinesse and sanctification now such as is fashioned by the Law or outward Commandment but by the preaching of faith by which the Spirit is given which renews and sanctifies a beleever and makes him the very Law of Commandments in himself and his heart the very two Tables of Moses And though the Law be a beam of Christ in substance and matter yet we are not to live by the light of one beam now when the Sun of righteousnesse is risen himself that was a sitter light for those who lived in the region and shaddow of death And it is with the Law now or light of righteousnesse as it was with the light in the Creation when that which was scattered was gathered into one body of light So Christ now being revealed holinesse and righteousnesse as well as grace and love is revealed in him and gathered up in him And what need we light up a Candle for the children of the day to see by What is there any striving for a stream in the channel when the fountain is open Nor doth it become the glory of Christ revealed to be beholding to any of the light upon Moses face The word is now made flesh and dwels amongst us and we behold his glory as the glory of the onely begotten Son full of truth as well as grace XXXVI Legal and Gospel-Commandments and Duties GOspel-Commandments and Legal Commandments do not commandin the same power in the same manner or to the same end The Law commands us to obey to love to fear to be holy that God may be our God we his people the Gospel commands us to obey love because we are the people of such a God The Law commands us in the power of God as a Law-giver and Tutor or Minister the Gospel in the power of a Father the Law commands by promises and threatnings blessings and cursings the Gospel perswades rather then commands and rather by promises and exhorts rather then bids and reasons us to duty rather then enforces and rather draws us then drives us and by setting forth promises and priviledges and prerogatives and works done on Gods part and Christs part for us and in love rather argues us into doing working loving reflections again and Christ is chiefly propounded both for holinesse and obedience for mortification and newnesse of life So as the Gospel commands us rather by patern then precept and by imitation then command Heb. 12.1 2 3. Nor to the same End The end of the Law was to bondage fear tutorship revealing of sin outward obedience and conformity The end of Gospel-laws is to love newnesse of spirit praise and thanksgiving for righteousnesse and life received and testimony to our righteousnesse received in Christ Having these promises let us cleanse our selves from all filthinesse both of flesh and spirit Rom. And thus Christs yoke is easie and his burden light and his Commandments are not grievous for they are Commandments that carry life and power quicken to that duty they command like the Sun who warmeth us in the very shining upon us and we work and walk and live under the Gospel as being saved already and redeemed and bringing forth the power of this redemption and salvation though the spirit of adoption freely working to the praise of that free-grace and freely obeying for such free redemption and doing every thing in love because of the love shed abroad in our hearts and neither taking in judgements nor hell or damnation nay nor Heaven nor glory to force on the work or quicken the duty but doing all from the Law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus except when corruption or temptation hinders the freenesse and spiritualnesse in the duty XXXVII The Gospel in the holinesse and grace of it THere is doctrine of holinesse in the Gospel as well as grace love and there are commands for obedience as well as tydings of forgivenesse The grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all Teaching us that denying ungodlinesse c. we should live soberly righteously and godly Tit. 2.12 And this kinde of Gospel is such in the revelation of it as fits both God and man God the Father may be seen in commanding holinesse and the Spirit in forming the holinesse commanded and the Son in redeeming us to holinesse even to the will both of the father and the spirit And this Gospel fits man who is made up both of flesh spirit and so hath need of a law without and in the letter as well as in the heart and spirit The Law is spiritual but we are carnal Rom. 7. Nor can such a state of flesh and spirit be ordered by a law onely within for the Word and Law of the spirit meerly is for a spiritual condition or estate of glory as Angels who onely live by a law spiritual or word of Revelation But our estate here being partly carnal must needs be ordered yet in part by the Law of a carnal Commandment and yet this Law is not such as it was before a meer Law in the letter but it is now under the Gospel a law of life spirit and glory it is a Law in the hand of Christ and with the promises of Christ about it to make it spiritual indeed And this is according to the just wise and righteous distribution which God hath made to our divers estate of flesh and spirit by dealing out to us both the word and spirit the letter and life Therefore the Word is called Scriptures given by inspiration and is profitable for doctrine c. 2 Tim. 3.16 17. And the Spirit is called the anointing and teacheth all things
FREE-GRACE OR THE FLOWINGS OF CHRISTs Blood free ' to Sinners Being an Experiment oâ—Jesus Christ upon one who hath been in the bondage of a troubled Conscience at times for the space of about twelâ—â— yeers till now upon a clearer discovery of Jesus Christ and the Gospel Wherein divers secrets of the seâ—â—â— of sin and temptations are experimentaâ—â—â—â—â—ed and by way of Observation conâ—â—â—â—ing a natural condition and a mixed conditioâ— of Law and Gospel With a further revealing of the Gospel in its glory liberty freenesse andsimplicity for Salvation By John Saltmarsh Preacher of the Gospel at Brasteed in Kent The second Edition corrected London Printed for Giles Calvert dwelling at the black Stred-Eagle at the West-end of Pauls 1646. TO My Honorable Friends Sir John Wray Knight and Baronet Sir William Strickland Knight and Baronet Both Members of the Honorable House of Commons HONORABLE IKnow ye both well to have loved the acquaintance of Truth long and in those times when truth was an errour and light darknesse in the account of most therefore I hope the same Lord will not cease to reveal to ye more of himself till ye come to know as ye shall be known The truths if I mistake them not I here present you are of Free-grace such things as if cleared to the World would enlighten us more in the mystery of iniquity then any other There is one thing appears to us in the discovery of this which is love God loving us freely and sending out his Spirit of love into our hearts this should be that onely principle of power in beleevers now under the Gospel love began all the work of salvation in God and love should carry on this work of salvation in men· This is a way of service which none know but those whom the Son hath made free indeed The Lord fill ye with this love that ye may obey as gloriously as ye are commanded in the Gospel and that the experiences of Free-grace may dwell richly in ye that ye may spiritually judge of the siner and more subtile parts of Antichrist All is not in that grosse Idolatry which is seen and felt there is more of mystery then so in it I could not but thus publikely acknowledge ye who are such publike Assertors of that Liberty we of this Kingdom enjoy at this day and because ye have acknowledged me in many favours to my self formerly for which I am Your Servant in the Lord JOH. SALTMARSH AN Occasional Word IT would be matter of much peace amongst beleevers if the names of Antinomian and legal Teacher and the rest might be laid down and no mark or name to know one another by but that of beleevers that hold thus and thus for distinction Surely carnal suspitions and jealousie do much encrease our differences Some hearing the doctrine of Free-grace think presently there will follow nothing but loosenesse and libertinism and the other hearing of holinesse of duties and obedience think there will follow nothing but legalnesse and bondage and self-righteousnesse and upon these jealousies each party over-suspecting the others doctrine bends against one another in expressions something too uncomely for both and there are some unwarrantable notions to be found on all sides But let us consider Can the Free-grace of Jesus Christ tempt any one to sin of it self Can a good Tree bring forth evil fruit And shall we call every one Antinomian that speaks Free-grace or a little more freely then we do If any man sin more freely because of forgivenesse of sins that man may suspect himself to be forgiven for in all Scriptures and Scripture-examples the more forgivenesse the more holinesse Mary loved much because much was forgiven to her and righteous and holinesse blood and water Jesus and Lord and Christ called and justified are still to be found together in the Word There are some too of another sort who make some noise of Free-grace but if all were well observed it is not so free as it seems I have heard of a Gentleman that because he would seem very free to his Neighbours bid fill out Wine freely but he had commanded the servants beforehand to burn it that it should be too hot for any of them to drink I wish the Wine in the Gospel by some be not over-much heated by the Law and conditions and qualifications that poor souls cannot taste of it freely and yet seem to fill it out freely too Free-grace may be there in the notion of it yet not in the truth of it The Arminians boast themselves to be as great Patrons of Free-grace as others And why Because they teach that all that is still given to man is for Christ and in Christ and though by Faith and works yet all that is free-gift So the Papists boast of Free-grace That Christ is given freely from the Father for sinners and it is of Free-grace that we are accepted though of works too So as surely there is some other way of carrying Free-grace then by joyning men so into the work for else it is but a Popish an Arminian Free-grace Jesus Christ hath appeared more of late and his glory hath been more abroad then this Kingdom ever saw before and indeed Antichrist goes never rightly down but when Christ is lifted up and if Jesus Christ had been more in the divinity of these latter times and in their Preachings for Reformation and Moses lesse we had not onely had more of his grace but more of his glory then we yet see Yet I do not see that the power of Christ crucified is so abroad among beleevers as it should be but some several Ordinances are rather the businesse of this age Yet thus it hath been alwayes whenever there were any shadows or carnal Ordinances beleevers went more after them then Christ himself Under the Law it was so and under the Gospel it is so some outward truths of Christ are sought after more then Christ himself and we make more of the beams then the Sun of righteousnesse and rather warm our selves by the sparks then the fire like those Souldiers who cast lots for his Garments but let his Body alone upon the Crosse not but that every thing of Christ is precious yet nothing so precious as himself So as These things ought we to have done and not to leave the other undone I hope by this time Free-grace is no Antinomianism amongst beleevers yet it hath been ever Satans policy and the Lords providence to manage a truth sometimes through a whole age yea and ages too in another name then its own and some other age have seen it for a truth which God would not reveal to those unthankful times Light hath walked abroad in a vail of darknesse and Truth in the likenesse of errour and Christ hath been crucified by those who after knew him for their Lord of glory and were wounded for him whom they had wounded themselves O that the times we live in had not too many
his from God but from Communion with God p. 130. 12. Christ in the flesh Ibid. 13. Christs being in our own nature p. 131. 14. Christs love Ibid. 15. Christ doing and suffering for our sakes p. 132. 16. Christs Mediatorship Ibid. 17. The right general Redemption by the second Adam p. 133. 18. Christs love p. 134. 19. Christs blood Ibid. 20. Christs blood powred out p. 135. 21. Christs Vesture dipt in blood Ibid. 22. Christs comelinesse p. 136. 23. Christs beauty Ibid. 24. Christs names p. 137. 25. Christ and His Ibid. 26. Christs love in Heaven to us or Christ exalted p. 138. 27. The Gospel is Christ revealed Ibid. 28. The mystery of Christ in the Gospel a mystery of love p. 139. 29. A beleevers glorious freedom p. 140. 30. All the sins of beleevers done away on the Crosse Ibid. 31. Christ offered to sinners p. 141. 32. A beleever must live in Christ not in himself Ibid. 33. How Christ and a beleever were one in sin and righteousnesse p. 143. 34. We must come before God as having put on Christ first not as sinners and unrighteous p. 144. 35. The Law is now in the Spirit and in the Gospel for a beleever to walk by p. 146. 36. Legal and Gospel-commands and duties p. 147. 37. The Gospel in the holinesse and grace of it p. 150. 38. The new Covenant further set forth to be meerly a promise p. 15â— 39. The way of assurance for beleevers p. 155. 40. The Gospel Ministration very glorious p. 157. 41. In what kinde the Gospel is glorious p. 160. 42. The form of the Gospel or way of dispensation p. 163. 43. Gospel promises p 164. 44. God under the Law and the Gospel legal and Gospel-worshippers p. 166. 45. God and His in Reconciliation p. 169. 46. The fears of weak beleevers and their remedies p. 171. 47. Remedies to each fear p. 175. 48. Legal conversion p. 177. 49. When the Spirit of adoption works not freely p. 179. 50. Opinions make men legal p 181. 51. Jesus Christ offered to sinners as sinners p. 184. 52. The simplicity of the Gospel salvation easie and plain p. 190. 53. Christ and every part of Christ to be studied and beleeved in p. 194. The several wayes of Free-grace and the general point searched p. 197. THe first way of Free-grace free without all conditions of Grace Ibid. A second way of Free-grace free onely with conditions p. 198 A third way of Free grace free onely upon condition p. 199. A fourth way of Free-grace free meerly in extent Ibid. Some Truths of Free grace sparkling in former Writers and in some famous approved men of our times in Testimony to what is in this Discourse of Free-grace p. 204. THe Law by the Preaching of it cannot reform but onely Faith Ibid. No preparatory works before Christ p. 205. Free-grace hath many enemies We should stand for Free-grace p. 206. Faith is no condition of the new Covenant of Grace Ibid. We have all in Christ p. 207. Christ is every thing to us p. 208. God was never an enemy to his p. 209. That we and those commonly called Antinomians differ little Ibid. Concerning our not resting on sight or our own graces for assurance p. 211. The Law as given by Moses no rule to Christians p 212. Faith before Justification is no Grace p. 213. God is never an enemy to his though sinning p. 214. Christ promised to sinners as sinners p. 215. A beleevers Law is Christ and his Spirit p. 216. ERRATA Page 198. lin. 19. and pag. 199. lin. 17. and pag. 202 lin. 21. for intervenings read interfeerings The flowings of Christs Blood freely to Sinners Occasioned by an Experimental Discourse CHAP. I. Of the Parties natural condition and how they felt themselves in their state of nature before they could perswade themselves they had taken Christ Quest WHat manner of life did you lead as you can well remember Answ I continued in a course of some particular sins long Quest Had you no fits of terrour of conscience in your continuance in those sins Answ I had some gripings and accusations in my continuance in those sins but they tarried not with me Quest Had you any reluctancy in sinning or did you it with full consent Answ Yea with full consent to my remembrance Quest Were you much delighted in those sins so as you committed them with greedinesse or were you over-powred partly through the strength of corruption Answ I delighted in them and felt no over-powring of that kinde Quest In this your natural state how far did the light of conscience check you or put you upon any Reformation Answ Upon some duties of Prayer and hearing the Word and checks divers times I had Quest Were not your checks such as put you upon some other religious duties Quest Did you not see any need of Christ Answ Yea but it was I thought rather for my self-ends then for love to Christ One asked me if I could be contented without Christ if it were possible that I had my sins pardoned and peace of conscience and not have Christ I answered I did not know Quest But after all these proceedings and soul-conflicts which I perceive you had and your dealings with many concerning your condition How came you to that assurance of your calling and the spirit as you were once perswaded you had Answ I shall relate unto you my experiences which I had as I was then assured on of my calling First When I was minded to make away my self for my sin the Lord sent into my minde this word I have loved thee with an everlasting love Ah thought I then hath God loved me with such an everlasting love and shall I sin against such a God! Secondly I had many doubts and fears but through the strength of Christ I overcame all These doubts and fears arose from the examination of my self how I could finde the work in my soul agreeable to that testimony for I was much afraid of being deluded Thirdly The promise in Isai. 55.1 did stay my heart and Christ in my partaking of him in his Ordinances did sweetly witnesse and exceedingly that he was my Christ Fourthly I went on for some time full of joy and of comfort upon these promises and another I had Fear not I will be with thee I will never leave thee I will never forsake thee Fifthly I was in fears again that I could not pray but I had a promise I will fulfill the desires of them that fear me These and many more were my grounds and evidences which I thought were right then when I had them Sixthly Sometimes in hearing the Word Christ did witnesse to my soul yet but seldom But O how I did strive against this work as I thought of my being called to put away all promises of mercy from me I may justly say The Lord saved me whether I would or no Sometimes I was dead and could not pray sometimes very much quickned and stirred up
which exceeds in glory till with open face they behold as in a glasse the glory of the Lord Which glory would exceedingly force away the darknesse and clouds of ignorance fears and doubts from the soul which like smoak arises from the fire and kindling of the Law in weak beleevers We know green wood with any fire in it will set all the room on a smoak so beleevers whose spiritual Principles are but green and have any sparks of the Law and the curse for sin kindling in them will be fuller of smoak then light therefore they are called smoaking flax I will not quench the smoaking flax CHAP. III. Of the Parties falling into the same sins in some measure which they had lived in in their unregenerate estate from whence all their late bondage hath been Quest I Pray relate to me how long you continued in your back-sliding till the Lord let you see it to the terrour of your soul as you thought Answ No long time for I saw it shortly after then I had great terrours almost in a despairing way and then I questioned all my assurances and evidences of Gods love I had and promises I had received Then I went to my friend the Preacher full of terrour who desired to know the cause and I told him Then he asked me how it came to be so with me I told him through violence of temptation and natural corruption He told me the sin was not mine but so far as I consented but that could not satisfie me He asked me If God were not able to forgive it I told him I questioned not Gods ability but his will I desired some particular instances of him of any falling into the same sin again I knew the Saints of God had faln into divers great sins but not into the same He then alleadged to me that of the Prophet of back sliding Israel but because he could not clear to me that it was the same sin I was not comforted by it Many and divers promises both he and all the rest applied unto me I was sometimes refreshed yet but for a while They chid me oftentimes and said I lookt for such a measure of grace which I did not but the truth of grace in me and indeed they never told me of any promises but still there was such qualifications in them as I questioned all Quest It seems then this was your case You could not perswade your self of the truth of your light because of your returning to sin nor finde such conditions in your self upon which you could rightly as you thought apply the promises I pray let me know some particular temptations you have had if you think good Answ I was tempted to make away my self lest the longer I lived the more I should dishonour Religion Satan came again to me to eat something with pins in it to choak my self that it might not appear how I died which I did but in mercy I found no harm the Lord prevented it I know not how Many times I have been tempted by divers means to destroy my self but was still prevented by several providences I have been much tempted to keep alone The temptations I had came in alwayes most violently and furiously I could scarce hold I was not my self The Lord once when I thought to have stabbed my self sent in a wicked fellow who brought a Book and read by which I was mercifully prevented I found still in all my temptations I was prevented by some providence and upheld If in the temptation I could but get to consider once then it ended and in this course I have lived and continued most OBSERVATIONS I. The danger of placing assurance most in mortification of sin I Observe That Satan doth tempt our naturall corruption exceedingly to the same sins which have reigned most in us in the times of our unregenerate condition for by that he may the more easily draw us to unbeleef and perswade us against the love of God in Christ and to question our calling because we are naturally apt to take measure of our graces and Gods love to us first by the mortification of sin in us and dying to former lusts and if we finde that otherwise then we would we presently let go our hold upon the promises and slaken our beleeving and perswade our selves that because it is thus and thus with us and corruption quickening again we were deceived in our selves that sure the Spirit was never in us because we finde some goings back and fallings again in the same way we did at first I confesse in natural causes and things the outward working and effects do give the best assurance concerning the truth of their essence or being but that is not the onely way of spiritual assurances they are more by way of word and promise then work and operation Abraham beleeved in hope against hope Rom. 4. II. The danger of drawing our comforts most from the change in the outward man I observe That the soul naturally examines its spiritual state or condition by calling to minde former wayes and times of uncleannesse and by comparing times and seasons the latter with the former and the assurances and comforts of many are raised upon this very foundation of comparison Therefore if Satan can force them or entice them into any part of the former conversation he knows he can exceedingly puzzle and perplex them keep them long under bondage I know the Apostle sets forth the Churches state of Corinth c. by comparing times Such were some of you but ye are washed c. But this is not by way of putting true beleevers upon a method for assurance but in describing and comparing the outward state of the Church-way with what they were before And hence it is that relapsing fallings again into the same sins do bring such anguish and terrour upon such souls even almost to confusion of face nay he makes many souls by this one snare go desperatly forward to sin upon a new score or tally as if it were in vain for them to perswade themselves of Christ or the love of God but rather to sin it out in this life not considering that the Blood of Christ cleanseth us from all sin 1 Joh. 1.7 and that if we sin we have an Advocate with the Father 1 Joh. 2.1 but go upon an empty and half despairing beleef for salvation like some bankrupts that having once broken ran desperately into more and more debt and finding themselves unable to discharge some they take no care for any as they who said It is vain to serve God and what profit is it that we have kept his Ordinance Mal. 3. III. The spiritual condition in this life more in being justified from sin then cleansed from sin I observe likewise That a soul which is once brought into these entanglements of back-slidings such as have no clear Gospel-light nor understanding to undeceive unwinde themselvs fall under very sad
temptations at length For whither may not Satan roll such a poor soul that is tumbling down the Hill already And they that weigh their state of grace onely in the scale of mortification of sin as it is commonly taken for dying to particular acts cannot be so infallibly or certainly perswaded as they that place their assurance most in Christ in the free promises because sin hath ever a stronger side in us then the spirit And in this life the sin is more taken away then the lust and our blessednesse is more in having the curse of it removed then the corruption and our justification is more glorious then our sanctification and our forgivenesse from sin more then our cleansing from sin For the just shall live by Faith which is not a life by sense and sanctification meerly but a life by beleeving for life in another in Christ and therefore our life is said to be hid with Christ and Christ is called our life when Christ who is our life c. I speak now to the weak and wounded beleevers for sin not to the carnal and unregenerate in sin IV. The greatest temptations upon sinning in an enlightned condition I observe That the temptations of self-murdering and self-destroying are much from an inward perplexity restlessenesse of soul for sin in an enlightned condition so as a wounded spirit who can bear And that a yeelding up the soul to the least violence of temptations is very dangerous and that the fury of temptations is best allayed by considering and gaining time upon the temptation and not closing too soon These are the fiery darts the Apostle speaks off Darts because they come as shot into the soul and fiery as enflaming the spirit Now the spirit of God is a more pure peaceable and easie to be intreated spirit and the workings of it more gracious temptations being so quick violent raging are best resisted in Christs own way and method he did not stand hearkning and parleying but applyed the Word presently in his own power against them It is written thus and thus And in the Apostles way Resist the divel and he will flee from you neither give place to the divel And amongst all the spiritual Artillery the shield of Faith is the strongest and we may sooner beleeve Satan from us and beleeve unto victory and conquering through Christ In whom we are more then conquerours as the Apostle saith then by reasoning or arguing for then we fight against a temptation in our own power but by beleeving in Christs power V. That back-sliding or relapsing is much mistaken and mortification of sin of the more mystical mortification beleevers have I observe That this one mistake in some Preachers and people hath deceived many That a soul converted doth scarce fall back into the same sin and that such a fall or relapse is a ground for us to question all Now we must know that the spring and fountâ—in from whence that sin flows which was a powerful sin in the unregenerate state is lust or the law in the members or the body of sin or the flesh there are all these and more names for sinful nature Now the converting a soul to Christ doth not heal this fountain of sinful nature wholly nor take it away quite but there is still a power in the flesh lusting against the spirit so as it is both possible and easie for the same particular sin or act of corruption to break out and appear upon the juncture of the same temptations and Gods taking off for a time his power of restraint and spirit We know corruption may gather strength in the regenerate ones and so the fountain may bubble at the same place after conversion as before Conversion takes not away corruption from the nature of man but ingrafts or plants in a new nature of spirit into the nature of man which weakens and impairs and works out the flesh and the inward growing of the new man causeth a perishing of the outward man and we being now in the second Adam who is the quickning Spirit the old man or Adam is put off daily with his former lusts yet not so but that we may be much lost in our account as many are for there is great deceitfulnesse in mortification of sin as it is commonly taken for the not actings of sin or conceivings of lust is not pure mortification because there may be lust or sinful nature yet that lust through the power of some Law Covenant Promise or Legal watchfulnesse as is usual with some under Legal conversion may be so kept under that it breaks not out and yet it is there as in the paring of the nails or cutting of the hair or pruning of the tree there is a cutting off but not a cutting out nor an eradicating or rooting up of such a nature and so long there may be a breaking out a springing a gain and so in corruption or sinful nature So as I conceive it is rather tradition then truth that converted persons can scarce relapse into the same particular sin yet we have been told of a strange power which contrition or repentance brings with it to the melting away the former sin quite or at least to lay in such a spiritual restraint upon the soul that it shall scarce ever commit the particular sin of its unregenerate state again For my part I like the notion well if it did not cast a snare upon souls that are weak and of a back-sliding nature As for example If one ride through a stony way where he hath often faln his fals may make him ride more watchfully and carefully but they cannot secure him against falling again But surely mortification of sin is not purely understood it is not the restraint or legal watchfulnesse over a particular sin in which many a Papist as well as legal Professors abound and so a preserving the soul by a carnally-spiritual carefulnesse from thaâ— sin as a Keeper that hath a Lion in a chain who is onely tame because he cannot break out nor is it onely a spiritual change or transforming power the spirit brings with it into our nature but it is a more spiritual thing yet it is an implanting or embodying with Christ in the fellowship of his sufferings passion death and resurrection and it is a dying to the dominion of sin more then to the nature of sin even to the sting and strength of sin which is the Law as the Apostle saith For if the not acting such or such a sin or the spiritually-carnal change as the sanctification of this life is there being no pure in dwelling inherent righteousnesse in any were pure mortification Then not onely your Popish Anchorites or Eremites would excel who live in their Cell and Wildernesse and keep their corruptions as Jaylours keep their prisoners in Irons and Grates that they break not out and wander so abroad as other mens corruptions that have more liberty and yet they
we are but dying to sin in that spiritual mortification of our sinful nature in this life And therefore let not any particular acts of sin discourage any considering they are more excellently dead or mortified in Christ nor let such an excellent and glorious way of mortification tempt any to a neglect of mortification of sin in the body no more then the free-grace of God in forgivenesse of sins ought to tempt any to take liberty to sin Some Scriptures concerning falling away interpreted BUt for all this there are certain Scriptures which have a sound of much terrour in them against back-sliders as in Heb. 6.4 5. For it is impossible for those that were once enlightned c. And in 2 Pet. 2.20 21. For it had been better for them not to have known the way and some others of this sort Now these places are much misinterpreted for these concern not true beleevers but such as fall from the common enlightning as in Heb. 6.8 2 Pet. 2.22 and form of Profession which never had the power of God and the spirit in it but so far as to bring them into the number of beleevers or Church of visible Saints of which sort John speaks on They went out from us because they were not of us yet the Apostles write this to the Churches because they should know that a form of Profession meerly cannot secure any unlesse there be the power and these Cautions which do more immediately and directly belong to Apostates and false Professors yet have their use upon true beleevers and Saints too as of quickning and watchfulnesse and close walking with God and of praise that they whom the Lord preserves from such Apostacy may be more awakened to glorifie his free-grace upon themselves that stand as appears in Heb. 6.9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18. In which places the Apostle raises up their thoughts into the immutability of the Covenant in which they now stand and that they cannot fall away now God having assured it by an Oath Yet if any shall object further But these places shew how fair a Profession one may make and how far one may go in the way of Christ and then fall off And here the soul may doubt and say But O am not I one of this kinde because I am faln back But I answer No soul can make any such application in true a Gospel-sense unlesse it fall or apostate from the Faith of Christ which is here spoken on and meant and not of particular sins or failings committed But against the power of these and all other places which Satan would interpret to the wounding of a spirit we must know the onely remedy is beleeving as Abraham did in hope against hope and that can never fall away that can beleeve and no sin can damn it if it will but beleeve the pardon of that sin which every beleever ought to do This is the Commandment that ye beleeve 1 Joh. 5. Not considering sins singly and by parts but considering himself a righteous person in Christ and justified when Christ rose for our justification For the consideration of the pardon of sin in this sense that our Divines have commonly taught and preached it not minding the spiritual Analogy of the Word concerning the righteousnesse of a beleever breeds all this distraction for some delt out Christs blood as the Pope his pardons for one sin after another never stating a beleever in the righteousnesse of Christ and so in a fully pardoned condition Ephes. 5.27 Revel. 1.5 CHAP. IV. The Party after such openings of the frame of their spirit is now discoursed with upon certain particular Questions Quest LEt me know now in order what your doubts are which you think if you were satisfied in your soul could be at peace Answ I question whether I am in Christ Quest What grounds have you to question your being in Christ Answ 1. My falling back into sin 2. I do not finde that change in the whole man 3. I cannot beleeve Quest Doubt 1. This is then your first Doubt That you are not therefore beloved of God or in Christ because you fell back again into your sin so as you did Suppose I prove to you that no sin can make one lesse beloved of God or lesse in Christ Answ Then I shall conclude that sin cannot hinder the love of God to my soul Quest I shall prove that no sin can make one lesse beloved of God or lesse in Christ 1. The mercies of God are called sure mercies his love an everlasting love his Covenant an everlasting Covenant I am perswaded saith Paul that neither death nor life nor principalities nor powers c. shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord So then to whom he is once merciful he is ever merciful whom he once loves he ever loves whom he once takes into Covenant he is ever theirs I am the Lord I change not 2. Whom the Father loves he loves in the Son in whom he is well pleased and his Son is alwayes alike beloved of him the same yesterday and to day and for ever and whom he loves in his Son he accounts as his son he is made unto us righteousnesse sanctification and redemption So as we being not beloved for our own sakes but for the Sons nothing in us can make God love us lesse because he loves us not for our selves nor any thing in our selves but in and through his Son in whom he is well pleased 3. If God should love us lesse or more as we are lesse or more sinful then he should be as man and as the Son of man and if beleevers stood upon these terms with God then how are these Scriptures true He rose again for our justification who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods elect Who shall condemn There is no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus The Foundation of God standeth sure He ever liveth to make intercession for them So as God is ever the same that loves and his love is as himself ever the same and Christ in whom we are beloved ever the same Doubt 2. Your other doubt is this You finde not a change in the whole man What mean you by this change in your own sense Answ I mean not a perfect change but a newnesse in all the powers and parts of soul and body which I suppose to be sanctification Quest Is the end which you propound to your self in finding out this change of the whole man for grounding any assurance on of Gods love and your being in Christ Answ Yea because they that are in Christ are so changed and there is such a work wrought all things are become new and old things are passed away Now I finde not this Quest The scope of your doubt then is that because you feel not your self sanctified you think you are not justified I shall allow you your
spake and said unto me rise up my Love my fair one saith the Spouse 5. We ought to beleeve till we be perswaded that we do beleeve because the more we do beleeve the more we shall be perswaded to beleeve according to that place in the Ephesians In whom also after ye beleeved ye were sealed with the holy Spirit of promise And he that beleeveth hath the witnesse though there is more to be said to this last Scripture The way to be warm is not onely to ask for a fire or whether there be a fire or no or to hold out the hands towards it and away and wish for a greater but to stand close to that fire there is and to gather heat 6. We ought I suppose no more to question our Faith which is our first and foundation Grace then we ought to question Christ the foundation of our Faith For as all Christian Religion is destroyed by the one so all the salvation in that Religion to any soul in particular by the other Therefore it is said they entered not in because of unbeleef And again The Word did not profit being not mixed with Faith in them that heard it And hence is the Apostles caution Take heed lest there be in any of you an heart of unbeleef 7. It is Satans greatest policy to put a soul upon such a question For by this he sets on the soul for evidence from things which he knows can afford little but a questionable assurance as perswasion most upon marks and signes of our own sanctification or works which cannot hold good without Faith it self to bring down Christ upon them For he puts us clean back if we observe We are proving our faith by our works when as no works can be proved solidly good but by our faith for without Faith it is impossible to please God We know that every piece of coyn or money is valued according to the image and superscription that it bears and if Cesar be not there though it be still silver yet it is not coyn it is not so currant and he that hath it cannot make such use of it and so assure himself to trade with it as otherwise he might do So there is not any thing of sanctification currant and of true practical use comfort to be a beleever unlesse Jesus Christ be there and the Image of Christ which is righteousnesse c. or true holinesse While Satan puzzles us in questioning our faith or beleeving he keeps us off from beleeving knowing that this is the condemnation He that beleeveth not is condemned already We are first to beleeve and all other gifts will follow c. HEre I cannot but wonder at any that keep souls in acts of preparation and qualification from the act of beleeving as if we could beleeve too suddenly and many a one loses some degrees of faith while they are seeking it thus in the evidence of their works for while faith is kept off from Christ and the soul suspended faith decayes and becomes weaker and weaker when as if it were still exercised upon Christ in the promises it would soon bring a clearer and more undeceivable evidence with it then can any other way be ministred unto it In the Gospel all are immediately called to beleeve to day if ye will hear his voice Sirs saith the Jaylor what must I do to be saved Beleeve say they on the Lord Jesus Christ And this is the work that ye beleeve on him whom he hath sent saith Christ and saith Philip to the Eunuch If thou beleevest with all thy heart thou mayst and he answered and said I beleeve So as I shall draw this conclusion for many that are in the dark in this point both Preachers and people That none can beleeve too hastily in Jesus Christ our righteousnesse because righteousnesse is revealed from faith to faith and while we beleeve not we live not properly for the just shall live by faith and while we beleeve not we may after a sort be said to be under condemnation for he that beleeveth not is condemned So as we ought not to stay the exercise of our faith either for repentance or humiliation or any other grace but we ought to beleeve that we may have these for faith worketh by love c. And adde to your faith vertue saith the Apostle and to vertue knowledge and to knowledge temperance and to temperance patience and to patience godlinesse and to godlinesse brotherly kindnesse All these are to be added to faith or work from faith nor are we to stay our beleeving till we be assured by some signes that we do beleeve we must beleeve that we may know that we do beleeve for the witnesse comes by beleeving The spirit bearing witnesse Yet to these I allow you any examination or tryal of your faith which may consist with beleeving Well I shall put some Questions to you after these grounds Quest Is faith alwayes with full assurance Answ Nay Quest Can you conclude you have no faith because you have no full assurance Answ Nay Quest You say well for there are degrees of beleeving one degree is to beleeve another is to be assured you beleeve There are in the Word beleevers of several ages some are called little ones weak ones babes children strong men some are such as have been sound beleevers and are made weak through sin and temptation and ignorance of the Covenant of free-grace and their righteousnesse in Christ and the glorious estate of a beleever under grace as a man that is not perfectly healed of some infirmity For the nature and properties of true saving Faith which I told you on They are better discerned in the Word Christ then in the soul that hath them because they are not in the soul purely but with mixture of corruption which like mud in the water troubles the sight and the spiritual discerning and that makes so many beleevers who can spiritually judge care so little to see themselves in their own righteousnesse but in Christs as Paul and be found in him not having mine own righteousnesse The nature and properties of true saving faith is almost the businesse of the whole new Testament 1. The nature of faith is this It is called the ground of things hoped for and the evidence of things that are unseen 2. The properties are everywhere described by repentance and humiliation and love godlinesse and purity and charity meeknesse and all holy conversation and prayer and hearing and obeying the Will of God All these are with true faith and a beleever is one who though he hath all these yet he will not behold them in himself but in Christ and as Paul I live yet not I but Christ liveth in me Now the great mistake which I finde in this and ages before is the singling out the properties of a true faith and sending a beleever for his assurance most thither in himself which caused the beleevers of
of an higher order fell too as well as man so as by this the power of God was made known to the creature and the creatures subjection or dependency upon God to it self This change running through the order of the whole Creation Rom. 8. The creature being thus brought by it self under a change of condition God raises himself advantages and glory from hence to make out himself before the creatures in his power will mercy love c. that the world may know him more and know that there is yet an infinitenesse in him not to be known and all our knowledge is bounded in those things which he hath made out for himself to be known by To the time of sinning then or the first disobedience the Lord revealed himself only in glory and goodnesse his glory was in the creating and commanding his goodnesse in giving any thing a created being or subsistence for obeying and laying out his Image or resemblance upon one creature above all the rest and making man to have dominion under him yet for him over the Creation But man now failing under the power and curse of a law God reveals himself in mercy and in a notion of compassion and pitty and seeks out man who was now a sinner and brings to him the tydings of something in a promise which though it might be dark to him who was now in the region and shadow of death yet God made it something clearer by his dealings and carriage towards him making coats for him and cloathing him and taking care for him and so holding forth something of compassion towards him yet mingling it so with the curse and change in the creation and his condition that he might live as well under the anguish of the curse as the power and comfort of the promise And how much of Christ Adam knew how much the first Adam knew of the second is not revealed not much surely for this time and that under the law was the time of the hiding of this Mystery in promises and sacrifices and the keeping it secret till that which was called the Fulnesse of time was come and Christ was manifest in the flesh II. Gods Free-grace to sinners more discovered WE find the Scriptures set forth God in a notion of Free-grace and therefore we must so order our apprehensions and conceptions of God that we may know him in his Free-grace as well as in his Love and look on him and consider him in this order of working God first and more properly had mercy upon man faln and under the curse and he is called a God shewing mercies and great in mercy and rich in mercy and plenteous in mercy abundant in mercy and father of mercies and the Lord God merciful and gracious So as sinful man who by the power of sin and the curse was under condemnation for death entered by sin yet by a power more infinite then that of sin and the curse was raised up to be the subject of this mercy and that onely thing about which this free-grace or mercy was exercised And thus light was wrought out of darknesse and good out of evil And now a work of redemption more glorious then that of creation is beginning to the world and Gods work of mercy is exceeding the work of his power and yet infinitenesse in both for God himself was to become a creature or the son of man in this second work which he was not in the first And thus we see how this change in the creature makes only way and liberty for the fulnesse of God to work out to the sons of men as well in a work of redemption as creation and saving those that were made as well as making them yet this work of redemption was carried at first in a Mystery rather of mercy then love for there was little but a promise of the womans seed revealed so as here was rather mercy appearing as yet then love and a remedy propounded to man for sin by that time the sin was committed to shew that God was never an enemy though man was And so much of Gods good will onely revealed as man might rather conceive himself not destroyed then saved and rather not damned then redeemed And that in the Prophet sets forth God rather at first in mercy and compassion to us None eye pittied thee to have compassion of thee when I passed by thee and saw thee polluted in thy blood I said unto thee Live Ezek. 16.6 And the Apostle cals us vessels of mercy that he might make known the riches of his glory on his vessels of mercy Rom. 9.23 So as in this manner of revealing the infinite work of Salvation we may be better satisfied then by going out into the glory of Gods counsels where we may lose our selves rather in the fulnesse of Truth then finde any So as thus God hath drawn out things more to our reason for how can we think God who is infinitely pure whose eyes are purer theâ— to behold iniquity can love a sinner as a sinner All love is from something amiable in the thing loved But what is there in man faln and corrupted for God to love or delight in to make his delight with the sons of men where is the comelinesse Therefore God must from mâ—er grace more properly then love order some righteousnesse or new glory for man in which he may beautifie adorn and love him And this is the righteousnesse of Jesus Christ in which we are said to be chosen and predestinated to the adoption of sons Thus God in free-grace had mercy on us and gave Christ for us and in him we are made capable of the love of God and â—ccepted in the beloved Ephes. 1.6 and not as some that man was elected before Christ the body before the head and Christ for man as shall appear more fully in another place III. More of Gods Free-grace and Love of mans sin and redemption discovered THe Scriptures reveal to us a pure God a just God a perfect Law the first man sinning a Law broken a Curse entering mercy working in a promise of life a way of salvation darkly discovered Jesus Christ this way this Jesus Christ given for sinners and yet purchasing sinners all this wrought in time and yet a predestination and election of grace before all time God loving us and giving Christ for us and yet loving us in the same Christ These things are thus brought forth in the Word and the Spirit of God can onely guide us into safe constructions of the mystery thus revealed and how to draw the work of Redemption into such order that sin death by the first man may appear and righteousnesse and life by the second and something of the counsels of God concerning both before either was brought forth to the world and yet but something and not all I finde before sin and righteousnesse did thus appear in the world that God is said to predestinate and
which can work that and yet that shall be no spiritual work neither the pressing things legal and as meer commands from the Word may there is something of the Law in the heart beforehand and by nature to side with the Commandments in the Word and so to work something within as well as without and so there may be an obedience or conformity of the spirit of man and yet no spiritual obedience nor conformity 2. There are Gospel-terrours as well as legal as Hell and Hell-fire and the worm that never dies and condemnation and Jesus Christ Judge of quick and dead c. All these in the Word carry such an Image of wrath as they work fear and passions c. which force on the soul to reform and yet but to a form of godlinesse not to the power 3. There are certain ends nature propounds to it self for conforming as life eternal c. and reputation and men-pleasing there are exhortations perswasions of preackers or friends or acquaintance there is education there is examples of judgement upon sinners godly society c. All these carry in them a power to make men do something and but something in the way of Religion All these being of an operative and working nature may bring forth a thing like conversion which indeed is but a restraint at best or a more purely natural condition Nature is of it self excellent and if not originally corrupted more excellent We see how temperate meek just wise liberal merciful many have been and amongst Papists how self-denying contemplative divinely practical and morally excelling and amongst Formalists in Religion how severe strict professing and practising in Religious duties So as the way for pure conversion and to be spiritually renewed is by Jesus Christ He that hath the Son hath life Faith and not works quicken us XLIX When the spirit of adoption works not freely WHen they put something of satisfaction towards God upon any thing they do upon any performance or obedience as if God were prevailed with by any thing of their own When they take in Christ for a Mediator but by the way not resting wholly on him and in him but as it were to make up all sure with God they look rather on the by upon his intercession When they are in bondage to some outward circumstances of worship as time or place or persons that they cannot pray but at such hours or in such places c. When they do things meerly as commanded from the power of an outward commandment or precept in the Word that brings forth but a legal or at best but a mixt obedience and service of something a finer hypocrisie When they do because of some Vow or Covenant they have made c. it is more properly the service of the old Testament and part of their bondage for wanting the power and fulnesse of the Spirit of adoption to work them to obedience freely from within they were under the power of outward principles to put them on from without When they come to God in any act of worship as prayer c. as to a Creator rather then a Father and as a God rather then a God in Christ they put themselves under such an infinite glory purity and justice as they can neither have accesse with Faith nor boldnesse When they take any outward thing to move them rather then apply to Christ for strength life and spirit for the more any motion or obedience is caused from things without the more forced and unnatural is all such obedience and the lesse from a spiritual power within When they measure their forgivenesse by their sin and sanctification and can beleeve no more then they have peace for and that peace upon something of their own performed and not from beleeving on him who hath performed all God hath not given us the spirit of fear but of power of love and of a sound minde 2 Tim. 1.8 or of a minde not corrupted with any of these L. Opinions which make men legal THere are certain principles by which some are religious which carry them off much from the Gospel-way of obedience 1. Men naturally think it impossible that they should be accepted of God and justified and do nothing themselves for it and in it Hereupon flesh and blood can hardly be brought off to beleeve forgivenesse of sins nakedly and freely for nothing in themselves But to take a way this consider that forgivenesse of sins is of a meer grace and mercy and gift By grace ye are saved it is the gift of God Eph. 2.8 and through Jesus Christ through the Redemption of his blood Rom. 3.24 As a Prince raises up a beggar and Pharaoh's daughter brought up Moses so are we raised up freely and in mercy 2. Men think that whatsoever they perform in obedience to God that God cannot but approve it because they themselves approve it for good hereupon men come to look on themselves as doing something for life and salvation But to take off men from any such self-love and opinion in the work os salvation consider there is sin in every thing they do 1 John 1 8. If we say we have no sin we deceive our selves And there is none righteous no not one Rom. 3.10 Neither doth God judge as man judgeth God seeth not as man seeth man looketh on the outward appearance but God beholdeth the heart 1 Sam. 16.7 God hath ballances to weigh thy actions and to be laid in the ballance they are altogether lighter then vanity Psal. 62.9 3. Men naturally think it impossible to be damned for good works and serving God in a mans own fashion and surely none are condemned simply for good but as that good is evil in some kinde or degree and hereupon men raise up hopes and comforts to themselves from such a course of life as they live in with God Thus from something they fansie good in their own way and from something they fansie in God of mercy and forgivenesse to sinners upon this they venture themselves But to take away this consider though God be merciful yet he is onely merciful of his own fashion not of ours not in the way we may corruptly think him Thou thoughtest that I was altogether such a one as thy self Psal. 50.21 Gods love and grace have wayes and fashions of their own they move in and if we be not in their way we shall not receive of his fulnesse The Jews were very zealous after God yet not in Gods fashion but went about to establish their own righteousnesse The Papist is a follower after God and the legal formal poor ignorant Protestant runs in a course of obedience and serving God yet it is not in Gods way of righteousnesse and so they misse of â—alvation for not seeking it purely in Christ their righteousnesse LI. Jesus Christ offered to sinners as sinners THe Apostle hath a pretious doctrine and it is this This is a faithful saying and worthy of all
former ages to walk in bondage though with the spirit of adoption and to make up their assurance much like the beleevers under the Law from their obedience and repentance and humiliation in themselves Christ being much in the dark to them and little seen then And much of the same darknesse covers this age we live in who are very dark in that mystery of glory which Paul speaks on in beleevers as sorrowing and yet alwayes rejoycing as dying and yet behold we live as having nothing and yet possessing all things But I pray what temptation had you concerning your not beleeving Answ I thought I was one of those that could not beleeve and that I being such a sinner it was not for me to beleeve Quest For your being one of those that could not beleeve I shall speak to it in these Questions 1. Is there any exception against you in particular in the whole Book of God As to say you such a one or such a one cannot beleeve you have no right to Christ 2. Can the counsels of God concerning the vessels of wrath be known Can any say I am not elected seeing his wisdom is unsearchable and his wayes past finding out 3. Are not some called at the eleventh hour of the day 1. The thief upon the Crosse at the hour of his death Is not this Satans temptation then to perswade you to conclude any thing for your condemnation before hand 2. For your other doubt of being such a sinner and therefore not daring to beleeve I shall put these Questions to you 1. Do not they that would beleeve onely if their sins were lesse or lesse hainous beleeve rather upon some ground in themselves then Gods command 2. Do not the promises belong to sinners as sinners Answ Yea but as repentant sinners Quest What were the Churches of the Corinthians Ephesians Colossians and what was Paul before Christ came to him Were they sinners or qualified And what were all that beleeved before they beleeved Answ They were sinners Quest Came not the promise to Adam even then when he was dead in sin Answ Yea. Quest Whether were not you in their condition or no that is a sinner according to your own apprehension Answ Yea. Quest Whether are not you then as free for Christ to come to as they were Answ Yea. Quest Whether are not the promises as free and open to you as to them You being all alike sinners and Gods will being revealed no more for ones election then anothers no more for their election then yours Answ Yea. Quest Whether are any promises made to any in Christ or out of Christ onely in themselves Is not Christ the onely qualified person for all promises And so through Christ derived upon all his we being said to be compleat in him Doth not all fulnesse dwell in him and all receive of his fulnesse And are not all the promises in him Yea and Amen These Conclusions then I shall draw forth 1. Election and condemnation being secret things belong to the Lord and were not revealed in the Word to the end to hinder any from beleeving for that were against Gods goodnesse and mercy revealed and they that make such use of them serve not the Lords ends but Satans for such an end is against the sweet simplicity of the Gospel of Christ 2. The onely ground for any to beleeve is the Word or Promise not any thing more or lesse in themselves This is the Commandment that ye beleeve on the Son of God 3. The promises of Christ are held forth to sinners as sinners not as repenting sinners or humble sinners as any condition in us upon which we should chalenge Christ for then it is no more of grace but of works Now we are freely justified by his grace 4. What ever promise there is which hath any condition in it it is ours in him that is in Christ who was the onely conditioned and qualified person for all promises all being in him Yea and Amen and all being compleat in him who is the fulnesse A short Preface HAving thus far discoursed occasionally upon these Temptations I shall adde a few Observations more for clearing the way of Salvation a little further and then I shall open the several wayes of Revelation that the Mystery of Godlinesse hath been received in and in what seekings and in what degrees Free-grace hath been enquired for in this present age I. Gods first revealing himself to man in Goodnesse and Free-grace GOD hath revealed himself under several notions and names and orders of working to man and in them we are to rest and not to form up Meditations beyond them for beyond them is infinitenesse and glory and we may sooner be dazled then discern any thing of God or the workings in himself There lie the depthes of the wisdom of God and the unsearchablenesse of his wayes and who can know the minde of the Lord or who hath been his counsellour God then that he might make himself out to the creature first reveals himself in goodnesse and makes man according to something in himself so as there is more Image of a God in him then in any other thing below For God said let us make man in our Image after our likenesse Gen. 1.26 And herein is the goodnesse of God that he gives any being to any thing but himself and any glorious being to man more then to any other For what is man that he regardeth him or the son of man that he visiteth him He hath made him a little lower then the Angels and crowned him with glory Psal. 8. Man being thus created must know himself to be but man and a creature and therefore hath a law given out to live by to order his obedience to him that made him But man being made meerly by the will of God is made onely to continue by the same will and not unchangeably good that the creature might consider the glory he had not to be his own but onely at the pleasure of him that made him which will and pleasure was revealed in the law of the Tree of life and executed upon the obedience and disobedience in the creature or man to this law And now man sins and disobeyes and by this is brought to see the power of him that created him who in this beginning of things revealed himself onely in glory power and dominion to the world and in no other form or notion to the creatures he made but of Lord or Creator or Law-giver I finde there was infinite wisdom of God appeared in the suffering the fall and disobedience of man for by this the creature came to see and acknowledge it self under the power of a law and in subjection and dependency to him that created it So as the glory of God was much advantaged by such a change which if the creature had never experienced could not have been so evident nor clear And hence it is that the Angels or spirits