soul dead in sin is full of peace the wicked one troubleth him not The peace of God in the soul is a peace flowing from the removal of guilt by justifying grace Rom. 5.1 being justified by faith in his blood we have peace with God but the peace of Satan in the soul arises and is maintained by a stupidness of spirit and insensibleness of guilt upon the conscience The peace of God is a peace from sin that fortifies the heart against it The peace of God that passeth all understanding 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus Philip 4.7 the more of this peace there is in the soul the more is the soul fortified against sin But the peace of Satan is a peace in sin the strong man armed keeps the house and there all is at peace Luk. 11.21 The Saints peace is a peace with God but not with sin the sinners peace is a peace with sin but not with God and this is a peace better broke then kept it is a false a dangerous an undoing peace my brethren death and judgment will break all peace of conscience but onely that which is wrought by Christ in the soul and is the fruit of the blood of sprinkling when he gives quietness who then can make trouble Job 34.29 Now that peace that death will break why should you keep who would be fond of that quietness which the flames of Hell will burn in sunder and yet how many travel to Hell through the fools paradice of a false peace Oh break off this peace for we can have no peace with God in Christ whilst this peace remains in our hearts intus existens prohibet alienum The Lord Christ gives no peace to them that will not seek it and that man will never seek it that doth not see his need of it and he that is at peace in his lust sees no need of the peace of Christ The sinner must be wounded for sin and troubled under it before Christ will heal his wounds and give him peace from it 2. Labour after a through work of conviction Direct 2 every conviction will not do it the almost Christian hath his convictions as well as the true Christian or else he had never gone so far but they are not sound and right convictions or else he had gone farther God will have the soul truely sensible of the bitterness of sin before it shall tast the sweetness of mercy The Plow of conviction must go deep and make deep furrows in the heart before God will sow the precious seed of grace and comfort there that so it may have depth of earth to grow in This is the constant method of God first to shew man his sin then his Saviour first his danger then his redeemer first his wound then his cure first his ownvileness then Christs righteousness We must be brought to cry out unclean unclean to mourn for him whom we have peirced and then he sets open For us a fountain to wash in for sin and for uncleanness Zach. 12. and the four last verses compared with Zach. 13. and the first verse That is a notable place Job 33.27 28. He looked upon men and if any say I have sinned and perverted that which was right and it profited me not He will deliver his soul from going into the pit and his life shall see the light The sinner must see the unprofitableness of his unrighteousness before he profits by Christs righteousness The Israelites are first stung with the fiery Serpents Num. 21 6â—8 and then the brazen Serpent is set up Ephraim is first throughly convinced and then Gods bowels of mercy work towards him Thus it was with Paul Manasseh the Jaylor c. So that this is the unchangeable method of God in working grace to begin with conviction of sin Oh therefore labour for through convictions and there are three things we should especially be convinced of First Be convinced of the evil of sin the filthy and heinous nature of it this is the greatest evil in the World it wrongs God it wounds Christ it grieves the holy spirit it ruineth a precious soul all other evils are not to be named with this My Brethren though to do sin be the worst work yet to see sin is the best sight for sin discovered in its vileness makes Christ to be desired in his fulness But above all labour to be convinced of the mischief of an unsound heart what an abhorring it is to God what certain ruine it brings upon the soul Oh think often of the Hypocrites hell Mat. 24.51 Secondly Be convinced of the misery and desperate danger of a natural condition for till we see the plague of our hearts and the misery of our state by nature we shall never be brought out of our selves to seek help in another Thirdly Direct 3 Be convinced of the utter insufficiency and inability of any thing below Christ Jesus to minister releif to thy soul in this case all things besides Jesus Christ are Physitians of no value Iob 13 4. duties performances prayers tears self-righteousness avail nothing in this case they make us like the Troupes of Tema Iob. 6.19.20 to return ashamed at our disappointment from such failing brooks Alass It is an infinite righteousness that must satisfie for us for it is an infinite God that is offended by us If ever thy sin be pardoned it is infinite mercy that must pardon it if ever thou be reconciled to God it is infinite merit must do it if ever thy heart be changed and thy state renewed it is infinite power must effect it and if ever thy soul escape hell and be saved at last it is infinite grace must save it In these three things right and sound conviction lieth And wherever the Spirit of God worketh these through convictions it is in order to a true and sound conversion For by this means the soul is brought under a right qualification for the receiving Christ You must know that a sinner quatenus a sinner can never come to Christ for he is dead in sin in enmity against Christ an enemy to God and the grace of God but there are certain qualifications that come between the souls dead state in sin and the work of conversion and closing with Christ Se Nortons Orthod Fvangelist p. 130. whereby the soul is put into a capacity of receiving the Lord Jesus Christ For no man is brought immediately out of his dead state and made to beleive in Jesus Christ There are termini mediantes some qualifications comming in between now sound convictions are the right qualifications for the sinners receiving Christ Mat. 9.12.13 for he came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance that is such as see themselves sinners and thereby in a lost condition so Luke explains it The son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost Luk. 19.10
he is annointed and sent to bind up the broken hearted to comfort all that mourn Isa 61 1 2 Oh therefore if you would be sound Christians get sound convictions ask those that are beleivers indeed and they will tell you had it not been for their convictions they had never sought after Christ foâ— fanctification and salvation they will tell you they had perished if they had not perished periissem nisi periissem they had been in eternal bondage but for their spiritual bondage had they not been lost as to themselves they had been utterly lost as to Christ 3. Never rest in convictions Direction 3 till they end in conversion this is that wherein most men miscarry they rest in their convictions and take them for conversion as if sin seen were therefore forgiven or as if a sight of the want of grace were the truth of the work of grace That is a notable place in Hos 13.13 Ephraim is an unwise Son for he should not stay long in the place of the breaking forth of Children The place of the breaking forth of Children is the Womb as the child comes out of the womb so is conversion born out of the womb of conviction Now when the child sticks between the Womb and the World it is dangerous it hazard's the life both of Mother and Child so when a sinner rests in conviction and goes no farther but sticks in the place of the breaking forth of Children this is very dangerous and hazards the life of the soul You that are at any time under convictions Oh take heed of resting in them do not stay long in the place of the breaking forth of children though it is true that conviction is the first step to conversion yet it is not conversion a man may carry his convictions along with him into hell What is that which troubleth poor creatures when they come to dye but this I have not improved my convictions at such a time I was convinced of sin but yet I went on in sin in the face of my convictions in such a Sermon I was convined of such a duty but I slighted the conviction I was convinced of my want of Christ and of the readiness of Christ to pardon and save but alass I followed not the conviction My brethren remember this slighted convictions are the worst death-bed companions There are two things especially which above all others make a death-bed very uncomfortable 1. Purposes and promises not performed 2. Convictions slighted and not improved When a man takes up purposes to close with Christ and yet puts them not into execution and when he is convinced of sin and dutie and yet improves not his convictions Oh this will sting and wound at last Now therefore hath the Spirit of the Lord been at work in your souls have you ever been convinced of the evil of sin of the misery of a natural estate of the insufficiency of all things under Heaven to help of the fulness and righteousness of Jesus Christ of the necessity of and resting upon him for pardon and peace for sanctification and salvation have you ever been really convinced of these things Oh then as you love your own souls as ever you hope to be saved at last and injoy God for ever improve these convictions and be sure you rest not in them till they rise up to a through close with the Lord Jesus Christ and so end in a sound and perfect conversion Thus shall you be not onely almost but altogether Christians FINIS THE TABLE A AFflictions and the pressures of outward evils will make a man pray p. 109 C Christian What meant by it p. 5 Many are almost and yet but almost Christians p. 9 Whence is it that many go so far as to be almost Christians p. 15 160 Whence it is that many are but almost Christians when they have gone thus far p. 180 Caution to take heed we be not almost and yet but almost Christians p. 227 This condition of all other Greatly unprofitable p. 228 Exceedingly uncomfortable p. 229 Desperately dangerous p. 232 Combate against sin may be In a man that is but an almost Christian p. 70 71 Church members not alway real Christians p. 80 Change Visible changes may be in a Christian not renewed p. 90 to 93. Christ A man may suffer for Christ and yet not be sincere with Christ p. 111 What suffering is a note of sincerity p. 112 Suffering as a Christian p. 113 114 Call A man may be called of God and yet be but almost a Christian call two fold p. 115 116. Conviction How to know whither our conviction is onely from a natural conscience or from the spirit p. 18 Natural conviction what p. 180 Spiritual conviction what p. 181 Spiritual conviction an essential part of sound conversion p. 187 Slight conviction the cause of much Hypocrisie p. 188 Conscience What is the difference between a natural and renewed conscience Answered in seven particulars p. 160 to 175 D DEsires see grace Delight A man may delight in the Word and Ordinances and yet be but almost a Christian p. 79 Duties A man may do all as to external Duties and Worship that a true Christian can and yet be but almost a Christian p. 146 Wherein the difference between them doth lye p. 147 to 150 Directions for the obtaining a through work in the heart the being not onely almost but altogether Christians p. 271 to the end E Examination our duty to inquire whether we are either but almost or altogether Christians p. 213 Arguments pressing upon us its practice p. 114 to 118 Eight Characteristical Notes for tryal p. 218 to 226 Exhortation to be not onely almost but altogether Christians p. 246 Motives to it p. 247 to 270 F FAith A man may have faith and yet not be a beleiver p. 121 Saving faith what called in Scripture p. 123 Common faith what p. 114 to 118 G GIfts A man may have great gifts and yet be but almost a Christian p. 31 Gifts for the good of others p. 32 Gifts from the Common work of the Spirit p. 32 Beyond the power of gifts to change the heart Gifts may decay and perish p. 37 Desires of grace are grace 73 74 what not p. 75 H HOpe Great hopes of Heaven not alway true hope p. 83 Properties of true hope Ibid Groundless hopes p. 84 85. K KNowledge A man may have much of it and yet be but almost a Christian p. 27 Threefold end men have in desiring knowledge L LOve A man may love the people of God and yet not with a true love p. 128 What Love to the Children of God is a true love p. 130 For what an almost Christian Loves a Saint p. 132 His Love onely carnal p. 133 Lust Espoused in the heart hinders a hearty closure with Christ p. 203 M MOtives pressing Christians to go farther then those that have gone farthest and yet fell short p. 247 N
praesentiam Lumb 1. sent dist 17 but dwels in Saints onely per inhabitationis gratiam the Hypocrite may have the spirit for a season but not to abide in him for ever 2. A man may have the spirit and yet not be born of the spirit Joh. 3.4 5. every true Christian is born of the spirit a Hypocrite may have the gifts of the spirit but not the graces the spirit may be in him by way of illumination but not by way of sanctification by way of conviction but not by way of conversion though he may have much common grace for the good of others yet he may have no special grace for the good of himself though his profession be spiritual yet is his state and condition carnal 3. A man may have the spirit onely as a spirit of bondage thus many have the spirit working onely to bondage The spirit of bondage is an operation of the holy Ghost by the law convincing the conscience of sin and of the curse of the law and working in the soul such an apprehension of the wrath of God as makes the thoughts of God a terrour to him This spirit may be and often is without saving grace this operation of the spirit was in Cain and Judas Though none that receive the spirit of adoption but they first receive the spirit of bondage yet many receive the spirit of bondage that never receive the spirit of adoption 4. A man may have the spirit of God working in him and yet it may be resisted by him it is said of the Jews Isa 63.10 they rebelled and vexed his holy spirit and the same sin is charged upon their Children Acts 7.51 ye stiff necked and uncircumcised in heart ye have always resisted the holy Ghost as your Fathers did so do ye The Hypocrite retains not the spirit so long as to come up to Regeneration Adoption but quenches the motions of it and thereby miscarries eternally 5. A man may have the spirit and yet sin that unpardonable sin he may have the Holy Ghost and yet sin the sin against the Holy Ghost nay no man can sin this sin against it but he that hath some degree of it The true beleiver hath so much of the spirit such a work of it in him that he cannot sin that sin He that is born of God sins not to wit that sin unto death for that is meant 1 John 5.16 17 18. The carnal professed sinner he cannot sin that sin because he is carnal and sensual having not the spirit Jude 19. A man must have some measure of the spirit that sins this sin so hath the Hypocrite he is said to be partaker of the Holy Ghost Heb. 6.4 and he onely is capable of sinning the sin against the holy Ghost Now then if a man may have the spirit transiently onely not abidingly if a man may have the spirit and yet not be born of the spirit if he may have the spirit onely as a spirit of bondage if a man may have the spirit working in him and yet it may be resisted by him if a man may have the spirit and yet sin that unpardonable sin against it then surely a man may have the spirit of God and yet be but almost a Christian 16. A man may have faith and yet be but almost a Christian Lu 8.13 the stony ground that is those hearers set out by the stony ground for a while beleived It is said Joh. 2.23 that many beleived in the name of Christ Fides mi nime fide quippe ex miraculus nata yet Christ durst not commit himself to them Though they trusted in Christ yet Christ would not trust them and why because he knew all men v. 24. he knew they were rotten at root notwithstanding their faith a man may have all faith even to the removing mountains and yet be nothing 1 Cor. 13.2 But how can this be that a man may have faith and yet be but almost a Christian doth not our Lord Christ promise life eternal and salvation to all that beleive is not this the Gospel that is to be preached to every creature He that beleives shall be saved Mark 16.16 Jam. 2.19 Sol. Though it is true what our Lord Christ saith that he that beleives shall be saved yet it is as true that many beleive that shall never be saved for Simon Magus beleived yea James saith the Devils beleive and tremble now none will say these shall be saved 2 Thess 3.2 As it is true what the Apostle saith all men have not faith so it is as true that there are some men have faith who are no whit the better for their faith You must know therefore there is a two fold faith Special and Saving Common and not Saving 1. There is a saving faith Col. 2.12 This is called faith of the operation of God It is a work of Gods own spirit in the soul It is such a faith as rests and casts the soul wholy upon Christ for grace and glory pardon and peace sanctification and salvation It is an united act of the whole soul understanding will and affections all concurring to unite the soul to an alsufficient Redeemer Act. 15.9 It is such a faith as purifies the heart and makes it clean it influences and gives strength and life to all other graces Now whoever hath this faith is a Christian indeed this is the faith of Gods elect Tit. 1.1 But then 2. There is a common faith not saving a fading and temporary faith there is the faith of Simon Magus as well as the faith of Simon Peter Acts 8 13 v. 23. compar Simon Magus beleived and yet was in the gall of bitterness and in the bond of iniquity Now Simon Magus hath more followers then Simon Peter the faith of most men will at last be found to be no better then the faith of Simon Magus For Luk. 22 32. First The faith of most is but a temporary faith it dures for a while and then dies and perisheth true and saving faith such as is the faith of Gods elect cannot die it may fail in the Act but not in the habit the sap may not be in the branch but it is always in the root That faith that perisheth that faith a man may have and perish Secondly There is a faith that lies onely in generals not in particulars as there is a general and particular object of faith so there is a general and particular faith The general object of faith is the whole Scripture the particular object of faith is Christ in the promise Now many have a general faith to beleive all the Scripture and yet have no faith to make a particlar application of Jesus Christ in the promise Devils and Reprobates may beleive the truth of the Scripture and what is written of the dying and suffering of Christ for sinners but there are but few that can close up
perish and go to Hell in the midst of all their performances and duties meerly for want of a little sincerity of heart to God Jer. 17.9 Now where there is not a change of state a work of grace in the heart there can be no sincerity to God-ward for this is not quid proveniens a natura it is not an herb that grows in natures garden the heart of man is naturally deceitful and desperately wicked more opposite to sincerity then to any thing as things corrupted carry a greater dissimilitude to what they were then to any thing else which they never were God made man upright now man voluntarily losing this is become more dislike to himself then to any thing below himself he is more like a Lyon a Wolf a Bear a Serpent a Toad then to man in innocency So that it is impossible to find sincerity in any soul till there be a work of grace wrought there by the spirit of God and hence it is that a man is but almost a Christian when he hath done all The fourth Question 4. What is the reason that many go no farther in the profession of Religion then to be almost Christians Reas 1 1. It is because they deceive themselves in the truth of their own condition they mistake their state and think it good and safe when it is bad and dangerous A man may look upon himself as a member of Christ and yet God may look upon him as a Vessel of wrath as a Child of God by looking more upon his sins then his graces more upon his failings then his faith more upon in dwelling lusts then renewing grace may think his case very bad when yet it is very good I am black saith the Spouse Cant. 1.5 and yet saith Christ O thou fairest among Women v. 8. So the sinner by looking more upon his duties then his sins may think he sees his name written in the book of life and yet be in the account of God a very reprobate Gal. 6.3 There is nothing more common then for a man to think himself something when he is nothing and so he deceives himself many a man blesses himself in his interest in Christ when he is indeed a stranger to him many a man thinks his sin pardoned when alas he is still in the Gall of bitterness and bond of liniquity Act 8.23 Many a man thinks he hath Grace when he hath none there is saith Salomon that makes himself rich Prov. 13.7 and yet hath nothing This was the very temper of Laodicea Rev. 3.17 Thou sayst I am rich and increased with goods and have need of nothing and knowest not pray mind that that thou art wretched and miserable and poor and blind and naked Thou knowst not as bad as she was she thought her state good as poor as she was in grace she thought she was rich as miserable and naked as she was yet she thought she had need of nothing Now there are several rises or grounds of this mistake I 'le name five to you Gen. 27.36 Supplan tativum cor prae omni First The desperate deceitfulness of the heart of every natural man Jer. 17.9 the heart is deceitful above all things the Hebrew is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is the same with Jacobs name now you know he was a supplanter of his Brother Esau he is rightly called Jacob saith he for he hath supplanted me these two times So the word signifies to be fraudulent subtile deceitful and supplanting Thus is the heart of every natural man 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 deceitful above all things Ps 52.4 Ye read of the deceitfulness of the tongue And of the deceitfulness of riches Mat. 13.22 Prov. 31.30 Job 6.15 And of the deceitfulness of beauty And of the deceitfulness of friends Rev. 20.3 But yet the heart is deceitful above them all nay you read of the deceitfulness of Satan yet truely a mans heart is a greater deceiver then he for he could never deceive a man if his own heart did not deceive him Now it is from hence that a man presumes upon the goodness of his case from the desperate treachery of his own heart Prov. 28.26 How common is it for men to boast of the goodness of their hearts I thank God though I do not make such a shew and pretence as some do yet I have as good a heart as the best Oh do but hear Salomon in this case He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool will any wise man commit his money to a Cutpurse will he trust a Cheat It is a good rule 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 remember to distrust and it was Austins prayer domine libera me a meipso That man that trusts to his own heart shall be sure to find himself deceived at last Secondly This mistake arises from the pride of a mans spirit there is a proud heart in every natural man there was much of this pride in Adams sin and there is much of it in all Adams sons it is a radical sin and from hence arises this overweening opinion of a mans state and condition Salomon saith Eccles 7.16 Aug sent 36 be not righteous overmuch Austin speaking occasionally of those words saith it is not justitia sapientis but superbia praesumentis not meant of the righteousness of the wise man but of the pride of the presumptuous man Now in this sense every carnal man is righteous overmuch though he hath none of that righteousness which commends him to God viz. the righteousness of Christ yet he hath too much of that righteousness which commends him to himself and that is self-righteousness A proud man hath an eye to see his beauty but not his deformity his parts but not his spots his seeming righteousness but not his real wretchedness Ephes 3.8 1 Tim. 1.15 Lu. 18.11 It must be a work of grace that must shew a man the want of grace The haughty eye looks upward but the humble eye looks downward and therefore this is the beleivers Motto the least of Saints the greatest of sinners but the carnal mans Motto is I thank God I am not as other men 1 Sam. 21.14 Thirdly Many deceive themselves with common grace instead of saving through that resemblance that is between them as many take counterfeit money for current coyn so do too many take common grace for true in similibus facilis est deceptio Saul took the Devil for Samuel because he appeared in the mantle of Samuel so many take common grace for saving because it is like saving grace a man may be under a supernatural work and yet fall short of a saving work the first raiseth Nature the second onely reneweth Nature though every saving work of the spirit be supernatural yet every supernatural work of the spirit is not saving and hence many deceive their own souls by taking a supernatural work for
the midst of laughter the heart is sorrowful Prov. 14.13 but now the comfort that flows from godliness is an inward comfort a spiritual joy therefore it is called gladness of heart Psal 4.7 Thou hast put gladness in my heart Other joy smooths the brow but this fils the brest 2. Worldly comfort hath a nether spring the spring of worldly comfort is in the creature in some earthly injoyment and therefore the comfort of worldly men must needs be mixed and muddy Iam. 3.11 an unclean fountain cannot send forth pure water But spiritual comfort hath an upper spring the comfort that accompanies godliness flows from the manifestations of the Love of God in Christ from the workings of the blessed Spirit in the heart which is first a Counsellour and then a Comforter And therefore the comforts of the Saints must needs be pure and unmixed comforts for they flow from a pure Spring 3. Worldly comfort is very fading and transitory Iob. 20.5 The triumphing of the wicked is short and the joy of the Hypocrite is but for a moment Salomon compares it to the crackling of Thornes under a pot Eccles 7.6 which is but a blaze and soon out so is the comfort of carnal hearts But now the comfort of godliness is a durable and abiding comfort your heart shall rejoyce Io. 16.22 and your joy no man shall take from you The comfort of godliness is lasting and everlasting it abides by us In life In death After death Isa 32.17 Phili. 1.2 Colos 12. First It abides by us in life grace and peace go together godliness brings forth comfort and peace naturally the effect of righteousness shall be peace it is said of the primitive Christians they walked in the fear of the Lord and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost Acts 9.31 every duty done in uprightness and sincerity reflects some comfort upon the soul Psa 19.11 In keeping the Commands there is great reward not onely for keeping of them but in keeping of them as every flower so every duty carries sweetness and refreshing with it But who more dejected and disconsolate the Saints and beleivers whose lives are more uncomfortable whose mouths are more filled with complaints then theirs if a condition of godliness and Christianity be a condition of so much comfort then why are they thus Isa 50.10 Sol. That the people of God are often times without comfort that I grant they may walk in the dark and have no light but this is none of the product of godliness grace brings forth no such fruit as this there is a threefold rise and spring of it Sin within Desertion without Temptation without 1. Sin within the Saints of God are not all Spirit and no flesh all grace and no sin they are made up of contrary principles there is light and darkness in the same mind sin and grace in the same will carnal and spiritual in the same affections Gal. 5.17 there is the flesh lusting against the spirit in all these and too often the Lord knows is the beleiver led away captive by these warring lusts Ro. 7.23 so was the holy Apostle himself I find then a Law that when I would do good evil is present with me Rom. 7.21 and v. 23. I see another law in my members warring against the law of my mind and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin and this was that which broke his spiritual peace and filled his soul with trouble and complaints as you see in the 24. v. O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death So that it is sin that interrupts the peace of Gods people indwelling lust stirring and breaking forth must needs cause trouble and grief in the soul of a beleiver for it is as natural for sin to bring fotth trouble as it is for grace to bring forth peace every sin contracts a new guilt upon the soul and guilt provokes God and where there is a sense of guilt contracted and God provoked there can be no peace no quiet in that soul till faith procures fresh sprinklings of the blood of Jesus Christ upon the Conscience 2. Another Spring of the beleivers trouble and disconsolateness of spirit is the desertions of God and this follows upon the former God doth sometimes disappear and hide himself from his people verily thou art a God that hidest thy self Psa 13.1 Isa 45.15 But the cause of Gods hiding is the beleivers sinning your iniquities have separated between you and your God and your sins have hid his face from you Isa 59.2 In Heaven where there is no sinning there is no losing the light of Gods countenance for a moment and if Saints here could serve God without corruption they should injoy God without desertion but this cannot be while we are in this state remaining lusts will stir and break forth and then God will hide his face and this must needs be trouble thou didst hide thy face and I was troubled Ps 30.7 Psa 116.3 The light of Gods countenance shining upon the soul is the Christians Heaven on this side Heaven and therefore it is no wonder if the hiding of his face be looked upon by the soul as one of the dayes of Hell so it was by David The sorrows of death compassed me the pains of Hell gate hold upon me I found trouble and sorrow 3. A third spring of that trouble and complaint that brims the banks of the Christians spirit is the temptaions of Satan Mat. 13.39 he is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the great enemy of Saints and he envieth the quiet and comfort that their hearts are filled with when his conscience is brimmed with horrour and terrour and therefore though he knows he cannot destroy their grace yet he labours to disturb their peace As the blessed Spirit of God is first a Sanctifier and then a comforter working grace in order and peace so this cursed Spirit of Hell is first a Tempter and then a Troubler first perswading to act sin and then accusing for sin and this is his constant practise upon the Spirits of Gods people he cannot indure that they should live in the light of Gods countenance when himself is doomed to an eternal intolerable darkness And thus you see whence it is that the people of God are often under trouble and complaint all arises from these three springs of Sin within Desertions without Temptations without If the Saints could serve God without sinning and injoy God without withdrawing and resist Satan without yeilding they might injoy peace and comfort without sorrowing this must be indeavoured constantly here but it will never be attained fully but in Heaven But yet so far as grace is the prevailing principle in the heart and so far as the power of godliness is exercised in the life so far the condition of a Child of God is a condition of peace for it is an undoubted
a common work of the spirit now a man may partake of all the common gifts of the spirit and yet be a reprobate for therefore they are called common because they are indifferently dispensed by the spirit to good and bad to them that are beleivers and to them that are not They that have grace have gifts and they that have no grace may have the same gifts for the spirit works in both nay in this sense he that hath no grace may be under a greater work of the spirit quoad hoc as to this thing then he that hath most grace a graceless professour may have greater gifts then the most holy beleiver He may out-pray and out-preach and out-do them that in sincerity and integrity out-go him 2. Gifts are for the use and good of others they are given in ordine ad alium as the School men speak for the profiting and edifying of others so says the Apostle 1 Cor. 12.7 Ephes 4.12 Dona dantur in adjutorium gratie They are given to profit withal Now a man may edifie another by his gifts and yet be unedified himself He may be profitable to another and yet unprofitable to himself A lame man may with his crutch point to thee the right way The Raven was an unclen bird yet God makes use of her to feed Eliah though she was not good meat yet it was good meat she brought and yet not be able to walk in it himself A crooked Taylor may make a suit to fit a strait body though it fit not him that made it because of his crookedness The Church Christ Garden inclosed may be watered through a woodden gutter The Sun may give light through a sluttish window and the field may be well sowed with a dirty hand 1 Cor. 9.27 The efficacy of the Word doth not depend upon the authority of him that speaks it but upon the authority of the God that blesses it So that another may be converted by my preaching and yet I may be a castaway notwithstanding Balaam makes a clear and rare prophesie of Christ and yet hath he no benefit by Christ There shall come a Star out of Jacob and a Septer shall rise out of Israel But yet Balaam shall have no benefit by it I shall see him but not now I shall behold him but not nigh Numb 24.17 God may use a mans gifts to bring another unto Christ when he himself whose gifts God uses may be a stranger unto Christ one man may confirm another in the faith yet himself may be a stranger to the faith Acts Mon last Edit 3. vol. p. 141. Pendleton strengthens and confirms Saunders in Queen Maries days to stand in the truth he had Preached and to seal it with his blood and yet afterwards plays the Apostate himself Scultetus tells us of one Joannes Speiserus a famous Preacher at Ausborough in Germany Scuitet Annol P. 118 in the year 1523. who Preached the Gospel so powerfully that divers common Harlots were converted and became good Christians and yet himself afterwards turned Papist and came to a miserable end Thus the candle may burn bright to light others in their Work and yet afterwards go out in a stink 3. It is beyond the power of the greatest gifts to change the heart a man may Preach like an Apostle pray like an Angel and yet may have the heart of a Devil It is grace onely that can change the heart the greatest gifts can't change it but the least grace can gifts may make a man a Scholar but grace makes a man a beleiver Now if gifts can't change the heart then a man may have the greatest gifts and yet be but almost a Christian 4. Many have gone loaden with gifts to Hell no doubt Judas had great gifts for he was a Preacher of the Gospel and our Lord Jesus Christ would not set him in the work and not fit him for the work yet Judas is gone to his own place the Scribes and Pharises were men of great gifts 1 Cor. 1.20 and yet where is the wise where is the Scribe 1 Cor. 1.18 The Preaching of the Cross is to them that perish foolishness Them that perish who are they who the wise and the Learned both among Jews and Greeks these are called them that perish Surgunt indocti rapiunt caelum dum nos cum doctrina nostra in Gehennam detrudimur said a great Bishop when he saw a poor Shepheard weeping over a Toad The poor illiterate World attain to Heaven while we with all our learning fall into Hell There are three things must be done for us if ever we would avoid perishing We must be throughly convinced of sin We must be really united to Christ We must be instated in the Covenant of grace Now the greatest gifts cannot stead us in any one of these They cannot work through convictions They cannot effect our union They cannot bring us into Covenant relation And consequently they cannot preserve from eternal perishing and if so then a man may have the greatest gifts and yet be but almost a Christian 5. Gifts may decay and perish they do not lie beyond the reach of corruption Joh. 4.14 indeed grace shall never perish but gifts will grace is incorruptible though gifts are not grace is a spring whose waters fail not Isa 58.11 but the stream of gifts may be dryed up If grace be corruptible in its own nature as being but a Creature yet it is incorruptible in regard of its conserver as being the new creature he that did create it in us will conserve it for us he that did begin it will also finish it Heb. 12.2 Gifts have their root in nature but grace hath its root in Christ and therefore though gifts may die and wither yet grace shall abide for ever Now if gifts are perishing then though he that hath the least grace is a Christian yet he that hath the greatest gifts may be but almost a Christian But doth not the Apostle bid us covet earnestly the best gifts 1 Cor. 12.31 why must we covet them and covet them earnestly if they avail not to salvation Luk. 12.21 Gifts are good though they are not the best good they are excellent but there is somewhat more excellent so it follows in the same verse yet I shew unto you a more excellent way and that is the way of grace one dram of grace is more worth then a talent of gifts gifts may make us rich towards men but it is grace that makes us rich towards God Our gifts profit others but grace profits our selves that whereby I profit another is good but that whereby I am profited my self is better Now because gifts are good therefore we ought to covet them but because they are not the best good therefore we ought not to rest in them we must covet gifts for the good of others that they may be edified and we must covet grace
Harlots in all their sin and uncleanness Because resting in a false work a partial change we neglect to seek after a true and saving change There is nothing more common then to mistake our state and by overweaning thoughts misjudge our condition and so perish in our own delusions Mat. 7.26 The World is full of these foolish Builders that lay the foundation of their hopes of eternal salvation upon the sand Now my brethren would you not mistake the way to Heaven and perish in a delusion would you not be found fools at last for none are such fools as the spiritual fool who is a fool in the great business of salvation Would you not be fools for your souls and for eternity Oh then labour after and pray for a through work of conversion beg of God that he would make a saving change in your souls that you may be altogether Christians all other changes below this saving change this heart-change make us but almost Christians 11. A man may be very zealous in the matters of Religion and yet be but almost a Christian Jehu did not onely serve God and do what he commanded him but was very zealous in his service 2 Kings 10.16 come with me and see my zeal for the Lord of Hosts and yet in all this Jehu was a very Hypocrite Joash was a great reformer in Jehojadahs time it is said he did that which was right in the eys of the Lord 2 Chron. 29.2 all the days of Jehojada the Preist but when Jehojadah dyed Joash his zeal for God dyed with him and he becomes a very wretch v. 17 18. Mat. 11.12 Object But the Apostle makes zeal to be a note of sound Christianity Gal. 4.18 It is good to be zealously affected in a good thing nay it seems to be the non-such qualification for obtaining eternal life the Kingdom of Heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force Sol. It is true there is a zeal which is good and which renders the soul highly acceptable to God a zeal that never misses of Heaven and Salvation Now this is a zeal which is a celestial fire the true temper and heat of all the affections to God and Christ qui non zelat non amat It is a zeal wrought and kindled in the soul by the spirit of God who first works it and then sets it on work It is a zeal that hath the Word of God for its guide directing it in working both in regard of its object and end manner and measure It is a zeal that checks sin and forwards the Heavenly life Joh. 2.17 It is a zeal that makes the glory of God its cheif end which swallows up all by-ends The zeal of thine house hath eaten me up Lev. 10.1 But now all zeal is not this kind of zeal there is a false zeal as well as a true every grace hath its counterfeit as there is fire which is true Heavenly fire on the Altar so there is strange fire Nadab and Abihu offered strange fire upon Gods Altar There are several kinds of zeal none of which are true and sound but false and counterfeit I le instance in eight particulars Bernard Mat. 17.15 First There is a blind zeal a zeal without knowledge Rom. 10.2 They have a zeal saith the Apostle but not according to knowledge now as knowledge without zeal is fruitless so zeal without knowledge is dangerous it is like Wild-fire in the hand of a fool or like the Devil in the man possessed that threw him sometimes into the fire sometimes into the water zelus absque scientia quo vehementius irruit eo graivus corruit The eye is the light of the body and the understanding is the light of the soul now as the body without the light of the eye cannot go without stumbling â—o the soul without the light of the mind cannot act without erring Acts 22.3 4. Zeal without knowledge is like an ignis fatuus in a dark night that leads a Traveller out of his way into the Bogs and Mire This was the zeal of Paul while he was a Pharise I was zealous towards God as ye all are this day and I persecuted this way unto the death And so Asts 26.9 I verily thought with my self I ought to do many things contrary to the name of Jesus of Nazareth So Philip. 3.6 concerning zeal persecuting the Church Such a zeal was that in John 16.2 They shall put you out of the Synagogue silence you you shall not be suffered to Preach yea the time comes that whoever kills you will think that he doth God service This is great zeal but yet it is a blind zeal and that God abhors Secondly There is a partial zeal in one thing fire hot in another key cold zealous in this thing and yet careless in another many are first-Table Christians zealous in the duties of the first Table and yet neglect the second thus the Pharises were zealous in there corban Mat. 23.23 Lyra hath these very words filius per professionem factam in religione excusatur a subveniendo par niïbus and yet unnatural to their Parents suffering them to starve and perish Others are second Table Christians zealous in the duties of the second Table but neglect the first more for Righteousness among men then for holiness towards God But now he whose religion ends with the first Table or begins with the second he is a foolin his profession for he is but almost a Christian The woman that was for the dividing the child was not the true Mother and he that is for dividing the Commands is not a true beleiver 2 Kings 10.16 comp with 29. v Jehu was zealous against Ahabs house but not so against Jeroboams calves many are zealous against sins of opinion that yet use no zeal against the sins of their conversation Now as we know that the sweat of the whole body is a sign of health but the sweat of some one part onely shews a distemper Io. Fernel de febrâ—bus â— 4. c. 19 and therefore Physitians do reckon such a heat to be symptomatical So where zeal reaches to every command of God alike that is a sign of a sound constitution of soul but where it is partial where a man is hot in one part and cold in another that is Symptomatical of some inward Spiritual distemper Thirdly There is a misplaced zeal fixed upon unsuitable and disproportionable Objects Many are very zealous in trifling things that are not worth it and trifle in the things that most require it like the Pharisees that were diligent Tithers of mint annise cumin but neglected the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the weightier matters of the Law judgement mercy and faith Mat. 23.23 They had no zeal for these though very hot for the other many are more zealous for a ceremony then for the substance of Religion more zealous for bowing at the
may be called of God 15. He may in some sense have the spirit of God 16. He may have some kind of faith 17. He may love the people of God 18. He may go far in obeying the Commands of God 19. He may be in some sense sanctified 20. He may do all as to external duties that a true Christian can and yet be no better then almost a Christian The second Question Why or whence is it that many men go so far as that they come to be almost Christians First It may be to answer the call of conscience though few men have grace yet all men have conscience Now do but observe and you shall see how far conscience may go in this work 1. Conscience owns a God and that this God must be worshipped and served by the creature Atheists in practice we have many such as the Apostle speaks of Tit. 1.16 They profess they know God but in works they deny him But Atheists in judgment none can be Tully a Heathen could say nulla gens tam barbara c. Now their being such a light in conscience as to discover that their is a God and that he must be Worshipped by the help of farther light the light of the word a man may be inabled to do much in the ways of God and yet his heart without a dram of grace 2. Know this that natural conscience is capable of great improvements from the means of grace sitting under the ordinances may exceedingly heighten the indowments of Conscience though they do not sanctifie conscience it may be much regulated though it be not at all renewed it may be inlightned convinced and yet never savingly converted and changed Ye read in Heb. 6.4 of some that were once inlightned and tasted of the Heavenly gift and were made partakers of the holy ghost What work shall we call this It could not be a saving work a true change and conversion of state for notwithstanding this inlightning and tasting and partaking yet they are here said to fall away v. 6. Luke 22.32 Deut. 33.27 Had it been a true work of grace they could never have fallen away from that a beleiver may fall but he cannot fall away he may fall foully but he can never fall finally for underneath are the everlasting arms his faith is established in the strength of that prayer of Christ that our faith fail not nay he tels us expresly that it is eternal life which he gives from which we shall never perish John 10.28 This work then here spoken of cannot be any saving work because it is not an abiding work for they that are under it are said to fall away from it but though it be not a saving work yet it is a supernatural work it is an improvement made by the word upon the consciences of men through the power of the Spirit and therefore they are said to tast the good word of God and to be made partakers of the Holy Ghost they have not the spirit abiding in them savingly but striving with them and working upon them convincingly to the awakening and setting conscience on work And conscience thus stirred may carry a man very far in Religion and in the duties of the Gospel and yet be but a natural conscience A common work of the spirit may stead a man very much in the duties of Religion though it must be a special work of the spirit that steads a man to salvation a man may have the assisting presence of the spirit inabling him to preach and pray and yet he may perish for want of the renewing presence of the spirit inabling him to beleive Judas had the former and yet perished for want of the latter he had the spirit assisting him to cast out devils but yet he had not the spirit renewing him for he was cast out himself Thus a man may have an improved conscience and yet be a stranger to a renewed conscience and conscience thus improved may put a man very much upon duty I pray God none of us mistake a conscience thus improved by the word for a conscience renewed by the spirit the mistake is very easie especially when a life of duties is the fruit of it 3. The conscience of a natural man is subject to distress and trouble though a natural conscience is not sanctified with grace yet it is often troubled at sin trouble of conscience is not incident to beleivers onely but sometimes to unbeleivers also A beleivers conscience is sometimes troubled when his sin is truely pardoned and a natural mans conscience is troubled for sin though it is never freed from sin God sometimes sets the word home upon the sinners conscience and applies the terrours of the law to it and this fills the soul with fear and horrour of death and hell now in this case the soul usually betakes it self to a life of duties meerly to fence trouble out of conscience 2 Sam. 14.30 31. When Absalom sets fire on Joabs corn fields then he runs to him though he refused before so when God lets a spark of Hell as it were fall upon the sinners conscience in applying the terrours of the word this drives the sinner to a life of duties which he never minded before The ground of many a mans ingaging in Religion is the trouble of his conscience and the end of his continuing in Religion is the quieting of conscience if conscience would never check him God should never from him Natural conscience hath a voice and speaks aloud many times in the sinners ears and telleth him this ought not to be done God must not be forgotten the commands of God ought not to be slighted living in sin will be the ruine of the soul and hence it is that a natural man runs to duties and takes up a lifeless and graceless profession that he may thereby silence conscience As a man sick in his stomack what ever sweet morsel he hath eaten he brings up all and although it was sweet in the eating yet it is bitter in the rising So it fareth with the sinner when he is Sermon-sick or Conscience-sick though his sin was sweet in the practice yet the thought of it riseth bitter upon the conscience and then his profession of religion is the pill he rouleth about in his mouth to take away the bitterness of-sins tast 4. Natural conscience inlightned by the word may discover to a man much of the misery of a natural state though not effectually to bring him out of it yet so as to make him restless and weary in it it may shew a sinner his nakedness and hereupon the soul runneth to a life of duties thinking hereby to stead the misery of his case and to make a covering for his nakedness It is said Gen. 3.7 That when Adam and Eve saw they were naked they sewed Fig leaves together and made themselvelves a covering So when once the sinner seeth his nakedness and vileness by reason
Conscience 7. And lastly if a natural conscience be the spring of duty why then this spring runs fastest at first and so abateth and at last dryeth up but if a renewed conscience a sanctified heart be the spring of duty then this spring will never dry up it will run always from first to last and run quicker at last then at first I know thyworks and the last to be more then the first Rev. 2.19 The righteous shall hold on his way and he that hath clean hands shall be stronger and stronger Job 17.9 But you will say why doth that man abate and languish in his duties that doth them from a natural conscience more then he that doth them from a renewed conscience The reason is because they grow upon a failable root a decaying root and that is nature nature is a fading root and so are all it fruits fading but the duties done by a renewed conscience are fruits that grow upon a lasting root and that is Christ gifts have their root in nature but grace hath its root in Christ and therefore the weakest grace shall out-live the greatest gifts and parts because there is life in the root of one and not in the root of the other gifts and grace differ like the Leather of your Shooe and the Skin of your Foot take a pair of Shooes that have the thickest soals and if you go much in them the Leather weareth out and in a little time a mans foot cometh to the ground but now a man that goeth bare-foot all his days the skin of his feet doth not wear out why should not the soal of his foot sooner wear out then the soul of his shooe for the Leather is much thicker then the Skin the reason is because there is life in the one and not in the other there is life in the skin of the foot and therefore that holdeth out and groweth thicker and thicker harder and harder but there is no life in the soal of his shooe and therefore that weareth out and waxeth thinner and thinner so it is with gifts and grace Now then if I decay and abate and grow weary of a profession and fall away at last if I begin in the spirit and end in the flesh then was all I did from a natural conscience but if I grow and hold out if I persevere to the end and my last works be more then my first then do I act from a renewed conscience And thus I have in seven things answered that question viz. if conscience may go thus far in putting a man upon duties then what difference is there between this natural conscience in Hypocrites and sinners and renewed conscience in beleivers And that is the first answer to the main query viz. whence is it that many men go so far as that they come to be almost Christians It is to answer the call of conscience Secondly It is from the power of the word under which they live though the word doth not work effectually upon all yet it hath a great power upon the hearts of sinners to reforme them though not to renew them 1. It hath vim discriminationis a discerning discovering power Heb. 4.12 the Word of God is quick and powerful sharper then any two-edged Sword peircing to the dividing assunder of soul and spirit and of the joynts and marrow and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart Iam. 1.23 This is the glass where every man may see what manner of man he is as the light of the Sun discovers the little Moths so the light of the Word shining into conscience discovers little sins 2. The Word hath vim legislativam the power of a law it gives law to the whole soul binds conscience it is therefore frequently call'd the law in Scripture Psa 119 92. Isa 8.20 unless thy law had been my delight c. To the law and to the testimony this is spoken of the whole Word of God which is therefore called a Law because of its binding power upon the conscience 3. It hath vim judicativam a judging power John 12.48 The word that I have spoken the same shall judge him at the last day the sentence that God will pass upon sinners hereafter is no other then what the word passeth upon them here the judgement of God is not a day wherein God will pass any new sentence but it is such a day wherein God will make a solemn publique ratification of the judgement passed by the Ministry of the word upon souls here this I gather clearly from Mat. 18.18 whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in Heaven and whatever ye shall loose an earth shall be loosed in Heaven so that by bringing a mans heart to the word and trying it by that he may quickly know what that sentence is that God will pass upon his soul in the last day for as the judgment of the word is now such will the judgement of God be concerning him in the last day Indeed there is a twofold power further then this in the word It hath Vim plasticam Et vim salvificam A begetting and saving power but this is put forth onely upon some But the other is more extensive and hath a great causality upon a profession on of godliness even among them that have no grace A man that is under this threefold power of discerning law and judgement that hath his heart ransacked and discovered his conscience bound and awed his state and sinful condition judged and condemned may take up resolution of a new life and convert himself to a great profession of Religion Mat. 6.5 Thirdly A man may go far in this course of profession from affectation of applause and credit and to get a name in the World as it is said of the Pharises they love to pray in the Market places and in the corners of the streets to be seen of men Many are of Machiavels principle that the appearance of virtue is to be sought because though the use of it is a trouble yet the credit of it is a help Jerom in his Epistle to Julian calls such popularis aurae vilia mancipia the base bond slaves of common fame Many a man doth that for credit that he will not do for conscience and owns Religion more for the sake of a lust then for the sake of Christ thus making Gods stream to turne the Devils mill Fourthly It is from a desire of salvation there is in all men a desire of salvation it is natural to every being to love and seek its own preservation who will shew us any good Psal 4.6 This is the language of nature seeking happiness to its self Many a man may be carryed so far out in the desires of salvation as to do many things to obtain it Mat. 19.16 So did the young man good Master what good thing shall I do that I may inherit eternal life he went far and did much obeyed many
commands and all out of a desire of salvation so then put these together and there is an answer to that Question The call of conscience The power of the word The affectation of credit and The desire of salvation These may carry a man so far as to be almost a Christian The third Question propounded is this Third Whence is it that many are but almost Christians when they have gone thus far what is the cause of this I might multiply answers to this question but I shall instance in two onely which I judge the most material First It is for want of right and sound convictions if a man be not throughly convinced of sin and his heart truely broken whatever his profession of godliness may be yet he will be sure to miscarry every work of conviction is not a through work There are convictions that are onely natural and rational but not from the powerful work of the spirit of God Rational conviction what Rational conviction is that which proceeds from the working of a natural conscience charging guilt from the light of nature by the help of those 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 those common principles of reason that are in all men This is the conviction you read of Rom. 2.14 15. It is said that the Gentiles who had not the law yet had their consciences bearing witness and accusing or excusing one another though they had not the light of Scripture yet they had convictions from the light of nature now by the help of the Gospel light these convictions may be much improved and yet the heart not renewed Spiritual conviction what But then there is a spiritual conviction and this is that work of the spirit of God upon the sinners heart by the word whereby the guilt and filth of sin is fully discovered and the wo and misery of a natural state distinctly set home upon the conscience to the dread and terrour of the sinner whilst he abides in that state and condition And this is the conviction that is a sound and through work many have their convictions but not this spiritual conviction Quere Now you 'l say suppose I am at any time under conviction how shall I know whither my conviction be onely from a natural conscience or whether they be from the spirit of God I should digress too much to draw out the solution of this question to its just length I shall therefore in five things onely lay down the most considerable difference between the one and the other 1. Natural convictions reach cheifly to open and scandalous sins sins against the light of nature for natural conviction can reach no farther then natural light But Spiritual conviction reaches to secret inward and undiscerned sins such as Hypocrisie Formality Lukewarmness deadness and hardness of heart c. Observe then whether your trouble for sin looks inward as well as outward and reaches not onely to open sins but to secret lusts to inward and spiritual sins and if so this is a sure sign of the work of the spirit because the trouble occasioned by these sins bears a more immediate relation to the Holiness of God who onely is offended by them they being such as none else can see or know 2. Natural convictions deal onely with a mans conversation not with his state and condition with sins actual not original But spiritual convictions reach to all sins to sins of heart as well as sins of life to the sin of our nature as well as the sins of practise to the sin that is born in us as well as the sin that is done by us Where the spirit of the Lord commeth to work effectually in any soul he holdeth the glass of the law before the sinners eyes and openeth his eyes to look into the glass and to see all that deformity and filthiness that is in his heart and nature Ro. 2.14 The Apostle Paul saith I had not known sin but by the Law Rom. 7.7 How can this be true that he had not known sin but by the law when as the light of nature discovers sin It is said of the Gentiles That having not the law they are a law unto themselves This sin therefore that the Apostle speaks of is not to be understood of sin actual but of sin original I had not known the pollution of nature that fountain of sin that is within this I had not known but by the law and indeed this is a discovery that natural light cannot make it is true the Philosopher could say 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 that lust is the first and cheif of all sins Timon apud Laertium but I cannot think he meant it of original sin but of the inordinacy of appetite and desire at most for I find that the wisest of the Philosophers understood nothing of original sin hear Seneca Erras si tecum vitia nasci putas supervenerunt ingesta sunt sin is not born with thee but brought in since Tam fine vitio quam sine virtute nascimur Quintilian saith it is more marvel that any one man sins then that all men should live honestly sin is so against the nature of men how blind were they in this point and so was Paul till the spirit of the Lord discovered it to him by the word And indeed this is a discovery proper to the spirit It is he that makes the sinner see all the deformity and filthiness that is within it is he that pulleth off all the sinners rags and makes him see his naked and wretched condition it is he that shews us the blindness of the mind the stubborness of the will the disorderedness of the affections the searedness of the conscience the plague of our hearts and the sin of our natures and therein the desperateness of our state 3. Natural convictions carry the Soul out to look more on the evil that comes by sin then on the evil that is in sin so that the soul under this conviction is more troubled at the dread of Hell and wrath and damnation then at the vileness and heinous nature of sin But now Spiritual convictions work the soul into a greater sensibleness of the evil that is in sin then of the evil that comes by sin the dishonour done to God by walking contrary to his will the wounds that are made in the heart of Christ the greif that the holy Spirit of God is put to this wounds the soul more then a thousand Hells 4. Natural convictions are not durable they are quickly worn out they are like a slight cut in the skin that bleeds a little and is soar for the present but is healed again and in a few days not so much as a Scar to be seen But Spiritual convictions are durable they cannot be worn out they abide in the soul till they have reached their end which is the change of the sinner The convictions of the spirit are like a deep wound in the flesh
that goes to the bone and seems to indanger the life of the Patient and is not healed but with great skill and when it is healed leaves a Scar behinde it that when the Patient is well yet he can say here is the mark of my wound which will never wear out Vna eademque manus pulnus opemque tulit So a soul that is under Spiritual conviction his wound is deep and not to be healed but by the great skill of the Heavenly Physitian and when it is healed there are the tokens of it remaining in the soul that can never be worn out so that the soul may say here are the markes and signes of my conviction still in my soul 5. Natural convictions make the Soul shy of God guilt works fear and fear causes estrangedness thus it was with Adam Gen. 3.8 when he saw his nakedness he ran away and hid himself from God Ier. 31.18 Now spiritual convictions drive not the soul from God but unto God Ephraims conviction was spiritual and he runs to God Turn thou me and I shall be turned So that there is you see a great difference between conviction and conviction between that which is natural and that which is spiritual that which is Common and that which is Saving Yea such is the difference that though a man hath never so much of the former yet if he be without the latter he is but almost a Christian and therefore we have great reason to inquire more after this spiritual conviction For 1. Spiritual conviction is an essential part of sound conversion conversion begins here true conversion begins in convictions and true convictions end in conversion Till the sinner be convinced of sin he can never be converted from sin Christs coming was as a Saviour to dye for sinners and the spirits comming is to convince us as sinners that we may close with Christ as a Saviour till sin be throughly discovered to us interest in the blood of Christ cannot rightly be claimed by us nay so long as sin is unseen Christ will be unsought They that be whole needs not the Physitian but they that are sick Mat. 9.12 2. Slight and common convictions when they are but skin deep are the cause of much Hypocrisie Slight convictions may bring the soul to clasp about Christ but not to close with Christ and this is the guise of a Hypocrite I know no other rise and spring of Hypocrisie like this of slight convictions this hath filled the Church of Christ with Hypocrites Mat. 13.5 6. Nay it is not onely the spring of Hypoorisie but it is also the spring of Apostacy what was the cause that the Seed was said to Wither away Mat. 13.5 6. is was because it had no deepness of earth Where there is a through conviction there is a depth of earth in the heart and there the Seed of the Word grows but where convictions are slight and common there the seed withers for want of depth so that you see clearly in this one instance whence it is that many are but almost Christians when they have gone so far in Religion viz. for want of sound convictions Mat. 13.20 21. Secondly And this hath a neer Relation to the former It is for want of a through work of grace first wrought in the heart where this is not all a mans following profession comes to nothing that Scholar is never like to read well that will needs be in his Grammer before he is out of his Primmer Cloath that is not wrought well in the Loom will neither wear well nor wear long it will do little service so that Christian that doth not come well off the Loom that hath not a through work of grace in his heart will never wear well he will shrink in the wetting and never do much service for God it is not the pruning of a bad tree will make it bring forth good fruit but the tree must be made good before the fruit can be good Mat. 12.33 He that takes up a profession of Religion with an unbroken heart will never serve Christ in that profession with his whole heart If there be not a true change in that mans heart that yet goes far and doth much in the ways of God to be sure he will either dye an Hypocrite or an Apostate Look as in nature if a man be not well born but prove crooked or mishapen in the birth why he will be crooked as long as he lives you may boulster or stuff out his clothes to conceal it but the crookedness the deformity remains still you may hide it but you cannot help it it may be covered but it cannot be cured Iohn 3.5 So it is in this case if a man come into a profession of Religion but be not right born if he be not begotten of God and born of the Spirit if there be not a through work of grace in his heart all his profession of Religion will never mend him he may be boulsterd out by a life of duties but he will be but a Hypocrite at last for want of a through work at first a forme of godliness may cover his crookedness but will never cure it A man can never be a true Christian nor accepted of God though in the highest profession of Religion without a work of grace in the heart For 1. There must be an answerableness in the frame of that mans heart that would be accepted of God to the duties done by him his spirit and affections within must carry a proportion to his profession without Prayer without faith obedience to the law given without fear and holy reverence of the Law giver God abhors acts of internal worship must answer the duties of external worship Now where there is not grace wrought in the heart there can never be any proportion or answerableness in the frame of that mans heart to the duties done by him 2. Those duties that find acceptance with God must be done in sincerity God doth not take our duties by tale nor judge of us according to the frequency of our performances but according to the sincerity of our hearts in the performance It is this that commends both the doer and the duty to God with sincerity God accepts the least we do without sincerity God rejects the most we do or can do This is that temper of spirit which God highly delights in Prov. 11.20 They that are of a froward heart 1 Chron. 19 17. are an abomination to the Lord but such as are upright in their way are his delight We read it Godly sincerity The Apostle gives it a great Epithete he calls it in 2 Cor. 1.12 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the sincerity of God that is such a sincerity as is his special work upon the soul setting the heart right and upright before him in all his ways This is the Crown of all our graces and the commendation of all our duties thousands
I Master is it I So should we do when the Lord discovers to us from his word how many there are under the profession of Religion that are but almost Christians we should strait way reflect upon our hearts Lord is it I is my heart unsound am I but almost a Christian am I one of them that shall miscarry at last am I a Hypocrite under a profession of Religion have I a forme of Godliness without the power There are two questions of very great importance which we should every one of us often put to our selves What am I Where am I 1. What am I am I a child of God or not am I sincere in Religion or am I onely a Hypocrite under a profession 2. Where am I am I yet in a natural state or in a state of grace am I yet in the old root in old Adam or am I in the root Christ Jesus am I in the Covenant of works that ministers onely wrath and death or am I in the Covenant of grace that ministers life and peace Indeed this is the first thing a man should look at there must be a change of state before there can be a change of heart we must come under a change of Covenant before we can be under a change of condition For the new heart Ezek. 36.26 and the new spirit is promised in the new Covenant there is nothing of that to be heard of in the old now a man must be under the new Covenant before be can receive the blessing promised in the new Covenant he must be in a new Covenant state before he can receive a new covenant heart no mercy no pardon no change no conversion no grace dispenced out of Covenant Therefore this should be our great inquiry for if we know not where we are we cannot know what we are and if we know not what we are we cannot be what we should be viz. altogether Christians 2 Cor. 13.5 Let me then I beseech you press this duty upon you that are professors try your own hearts examine your selves whether you are in the faith prove your own selves I urge this upon most cogent Arguments 1. Because many rest in a notion of godliness aad outward shews of Religion and yet remain in their natural condition Jam. 1.22 many are hearers of the Word but not doers of it and so deceive their own souls some neither hear nor do these are prophane sinners some both hear and do these are true beleivers some hear but they do not do these are hypocritical professors He that slights the ordinances cannot be a true Christian but yet it is possible a man may own them and profess them yet be no true Christian who would trust to a profession that shall see Judas a Disciple an Apostle a Preacher of the Gospel one that cast out Devils to be cast out himself He is not a Jew which is one outwardly neither is that circumcision which is outward in the flesh but he is a Jew which is one inwardly and circumcision is that of the heart in the spirit Ro. 2.28 and not in the letter whose praise is not of men but of God 2. Because errours in the first foundation are very dangerous if we be not right in the main in the fundamental work if the foundation be not laid in grace in the heart all our following profession comes to nothing the house is built upon a sandy foundation and though it may stand for a while yet when the floods come Mat. 7.57 and the winds blow and beat upon it great will be the fall of it 3. Because many are the deceits that our souls are liable to in this case there are many things like grace In similibus facilie est deceptio that are not grace now it is the likeness and similitude of things that deceives and makes one thing be taken for another Many take gifts for grace common knowledge for saving knowledge when as a man may have great gifts and yet no grace great knowledge and yet not know Jesus Christ Some take common faith for saving when as a man may beleive all the truths of the Gospel all the promises all the threatnings all the articles of the Creed to be true and yet perish for want of saving faith Some take morality and restraining grace for piety and renewing grace when as it is common to have sin much restrained where the heart is not at all renewed Some are deceived with a half work taking conviction for conversion Reformation for Regeneration we have many Mermaid Christians Desinit in piscem mulier formosa superne Dan. 2.32.33 Or like Nebuchadnezzars Image head of gold and feet of clay The Devil cheats most men by a Synechdoche putting a part for the whole partial obedience to some commands for universal obedience to all endless are the delusions that Satan fastens upon souls for want of this self-search It is necessary therefore that we try our state least we take the shadow for the substance and imbrace a cloud instead of Juno 4. Satan will try us at one time or other hee 'l winnow us Luk. 2.31 and sift us to the bottom and if we now rest in a groundless confidence it will then end in a comfortless despair Nay God himself will search and try us at the day of judgment especially and who can abide that tryal that never trys his own heart 5. Whatsoever a mans state be whether he be altogether a Christian or no whether his principles be sound or no yet it is good to examine his own heart if he find his heart good Gal. 6.4 his principles right and sound this will be matter of rejoycing if he find his heart rotten his principles false and unsound the discovery is in order to a renewing if a man have a disease upon him and know it he may send to the Physitian in time but what a sad vexation will it be not to see a disease till it be past cure so for a man to be graceless and not see it till it be too late to think himself a Christian when he is not and that he is in the right way to Heaven when he is in the ready way to Hell and yet not know it till a death-bed or a judgement-day confute his confidence This is the most irrecoverable misery These are the grounds upon which I press this duty of examining our state Oh that God would help us in the doing this necessary duty You 'l say But how shall I come to know whiter I am almost or altogether a Christian if a man may go so far and yet miscarry how shall I know when my foundation is right when I am a Christian indeed 1. The altogether Christian closes with and accepts of Christ upon Gospel terms true union makes a true Christian Many close with Christ but it is upon their own terms they take him and own him but not