proceeded I am going to my great God to my dear Father to my best Friend to him in whom I have believed His face I hope to see in his bosom I hope to lye down this day Oh! what unspeakable glory is it to see the glory of mine everlasting God O my Friends I must tell you the truth though sometimes there have been upon my phantasie strange black clouds which made me to speak somewhat inconsistent and were suddenly blown off again yet little doth any one know the reviving in-comes I had then even then from my God And the last Lords day at night the Lord gave me sweet turns with himself Oh! it was a pleasant night with me I was up with God and God was down with me Oh! it was to me as the going up to Paradice Oh! how sweet was it to me And now my friends I must tell you that through many tribulations you must enter into the Kingdom of God Some of you have told me your thoughts concerning me that I have walked in all good Conscience towards God and Mâ—â— Oh friends whatsoever things ye have seen in me that were honest whatsoever things were just whatsoever things were pure whatsoever things were lovely whatsoever things were of good report pursue those things Rely not upon the world for the world will leave you could and helpless And now friends I must go to see the Lord and this Body of mine must be laid in the dust and never arise more till the Resurrection-day And must many of you go from this place and come naked before the face of God though I hope better of some of you Oh friends if there be any hope if there be any love if there be any consolation in you think on these things You know I have When I came to this town some may think my design in coming was to fill an empty bagg and to get a livelihood amongst this people but God is my witness I had not this in my eye I sought not yours but you And now friends flesh and bloud will say It is hard to part with dear friends to part with a dear Wife to part with dear Children But as the Lord hath given them to me so I now leave them with the Lord. And I call you to witness that I leave this dear Wife of mine with the Lord and my dear Children with the Lord to be protected by him to be maintained by him to be kept blameless to the day of his appearance Though Men may prove unkind to them as I suppose they will yet I know the Lord will not I must into Eternity the Prophets cannot live for ever neither can they Prophesie for ever I have been but a young branch and you see the Lord is cutting me down this morning O blessed Lord God shall there not be a meeting in Paradice shall not thy servant see thee and love thee ond be embraced by thee O Lord give a good evidence to thy servant that he may know that he belongeth to thee Lord thou hast given him the working of an holy faith and of an heart-purifying spirit And are not these tokens of thy free grace and of thine eternal love in Christ Jesâ—s And now Lord God thy servant must away and be about other work thy servant must away to holy Angels and to the spirits of just men made perfect He must away to serve his Lord in the upper Chambers He must away Lord and never look on these earthy things more And now O friends one thing I tell you I shall come again with my Lord in most excellent Glory and you then must come before him But I fear I fear that some of you will be found then to be in a very low and poor and miserable condition Well I commend you to the love and grace of God the Eternal Father in Jesus Christ And I pray you to get your hearts full of love to God and of the grace of God and full of the holy Ghost And now think on these things that I have delivered to you in the name of the Lord. I must go and deliver up my accounts to God And on that I might deliver them up freely that I may be able to say I have run my race I have finished my course I have fought the good fight I have kept the faith and what remains but that I receive the Crown that the Lord Jesus the righteous Judge hath prepared for me And now I commit my self to the Lord and my Wife and Children to the Lord I commit my spirit to thee O Father of spirits I commit my soul to thee O dearest Lord Keep these that do believe on thee These words he spake with a more audible and plain voice than he was wont to do in his ordinary Preaching And about an hour and half after he had ended his speech he departed this life Jan. 18. An. 1670. SECT V. Mr. Tregosse's Character HAving given some story of Mr. Tregosse's Life and Death it may be not a little Useful to give some Character of his Person Spirit and Conversation Mr. Tregosse was of a middle stature his Hair black his Face palish not perfectly round His Natural capacity nor long His Spirit was Masculine Generous and Great agreeable to the condition of his Ancestors There was a sparkling Vivacity apparent in most of his intense Actions His natural humour was not moross but affable yet was he not without a tincture of darke melancholy which yet his grace improved to a great measure of seriousness He had also some sparks of choller which being spirited by warm affections for God brake forth into a pure flame of Divine zeal His natural Judgment seemed deep and solid his will firm and fixed his memory tenacious and faithful his Affections tender and active And the whole capacity of his soul fit for great exploits But the most Illustrious and bright part of his Character regardeth his gracious capacity and dispositions His universal Holiness His personal holiness was remarkable even unto great visibility And I think few in this age have for so short standing made a larger proficience in the School and service of Christ After Jan. 1664. from whence he dated his conversion he banisht from his heart and life many vanities he had been formerly adicted unto Neither did he gain his godliness at so cheap a rate as most professors do No his heart was first deeply wounded for sin and thence delivered from it He was for some while under many extremities from a Spirit of Bondage and these made way for a Spirit of Adoption He was soundly convinced of his spiritual death by sin and that opened to him a door of life by Christ And the entire change of his heart much appeared in the change of his life and last end Neither had some particular graces only a place in him but a combination and complexion of many amiable graces seemingly opposite seemed visible in him
that Town depending much upon the Pilchard trade Mr. Tregosse advised them to joyn in a day of Prayer and Humiliation which being performed the next day appeared a great shole of Fish whereof a considerable quantity of them were taken The other accident which deserves a particular remarque was this the next Summer the Fisher-men taking a great number of Pilchards on a Saturday all that night was spent in saving of them and the Seamen were very intent in drying their Nets the Lords day This Mr. Tregrosse rebuked them for withal giving them to understand that they provoked the Lord deservedly to withdraw his blessings from them which happened accordingly For from that time to the end of the Fishing season they had not another opportunity of imploying their Nets He removed hence Octob. 1659. to the Vicarage of Milar and Mabe where he continued his constant course of study and preaching till he was silenced by the Act of Uniformity Aug. 24. 1662. Being prohibited the publick place of preaching he ceased not to preach in his own Family twice every Lords day Which being known in the neighbourhood divers who had tasted of his Ministry in publick could not but desire to partake thereof in private This being divulg'd notice was given thereof to the Lord Lieutenant who upon his refusal to take the Oath appointed for the Militia committed him to the custody of the Mareschal where he continued obout three Months space not ceasing to preach to his fellow prisoners besides others who came to hear him but at last he was released by order from the Deputy Lieutenants SECT II. Mr. Tregosse's Conversion and several Accidents that attended the same SEptember 1663. Mr. Tregosse removed his habitation to the Baron of Kigilliack in the Parish of Badock near Penryn where he kept up his Lords days meetings many flocking to him About the begining of October 1664. he and his Wife lying awake in their bed they felt a great Earth-quake which made the room to tremble and quake under them as they aphrehended and that which gave them the greater cause of admiration was that no one else felt the same But this was but a Prognostick and symbolick Image of that dreadful Tremblement or Earth-quake which not long after Mr. Tregosse felt in his Conscience For on the first of January following it being the Lords-day the Lord led him to preach on that Text Luke 12.47 And that Servant which knew his Lords will and prepared not himself neither did according to his will shall be beaten with many stripes On which he shewed what a dangerous sin it is to sin against knowledge The duties of the day being finished his old sins were livelily presented to him especially one among the rest Hereupon he betook himself to his Duties but drove on very heavily yet the Lord by an omnipotent pull drew him on In one one Duty among the rest he was assaulted with that Scripture Heb 12.17 For ye know how that afterward when he would have inherited the blessing he was rejected For he found no place for repentance though he sought it carefully with tears He frequently assayed to shake off the chains and cords of the Spirit grieving that he was bound up from the world his performance of duties was not without much deadness and unbelief But the Lord bound him fast to his work forcing him to follow on in a way of seeking Sometimes he feared God would leave him to run into his former courses yea that he should not persevere to the end of one day But the Lord magnifyed his power and grace above and beyond his fears Sometimes in reading the Lord would set home threatning then comforting Scriptures to keep him equally ballanced between hopes that he might not sink and fears that he might nor presume He was detained for about 5 weeks space under much bondage and afflictive terrours with little or no discoveries of Gods gracious disposition till about the beginning of February being under a resolution to reveal some sins which burdened his Conscience he met with a passage in an English Divine touching the greatness and freeness of Christs love and purchase which the Lord setting home he was a little quieted and refreshed by The next day being the Lords-day he had a sweet heart-melting consideration of his sins together with a lively contemplation of Christ pierced to whom he directed an eye of Faith And now he who thought it an hard matter to shed one tear drops many the Spirit of the Lord also bringing to his heart that promise I will pardon their iniquity and remember their sin no more and that of Christ to Thomas Jo. 20.27 Reach hither thy finger and behold mine hands and reach hither thine hand and thrust it into my side and be not faithless but believing and this was promoted by reading the history of Christs Passion Yet was he not without some doubtings still yea at times all these his encouragements signifyed no more than nothing After this he was carryed on in Duties with more enlargement and affectionate workings especially at times And from this time he dated his conversion For albeit his conversion for some considerable time before was irreproachable and his labours in the work of the Ministry indefatigable yea and his Zeal for Non conformity remarkable yet he judged the whole of his foregoing life zeal and labour in the Ministry to be no other then a continued series of Formality and hypocrisie And because some of his friends who knew his former conversation well could not but conceive that he had sincere Grace before this great turn A friend of his discoursing with him on this point he peremptorily affirmed That he assuredly knew that he had nothing of sincerity before this great work and withall he bewailed the Church of England in that generally men were made Ministers before they were made Christians Yea he was not without great fears that many who in humane estimation now pass for able and good Ministers will one day be found to be according to Divine estimation not so much as good or sincere Christians These fears we may presume he grounded on his own experience of himself besides other common observations who had the vogue of being a faithful Minister before he was a faithful Christian And that which yet adds further weight is this that though he was before this time a constant and faithful Preacher yet he could not say the Lord had given him any Covenant as the fruit of his Ministry though he received many Seals thereof afterward Some short while after these great which he strongly concluded were the first sincere turnings of his Soul to God being brought very low in his Body and Spirits he conjectured his death was near Then was that Scripture cast in Psal 118. I shall not die but live and declare the works of the Lord. And being again under a return of strong perswasions and fear that he should die looking into his Bible
there was presented to his eye that Text Psal 53.5 There were they in great fear where no fear was which dispelled that perswasion and not long after by the use of means with the blessing of God thereon he gain'd strength in order to his future service Some short time after this on a Saturday being very weak in body and under despair of recovery he went up to his chamber as well as his feeble legs would carry him and fell down on his knees to Prayer whilst he was on his knees on a sudden as it seem'd agreat measure of strength was given in to him even to his astonishment Whereupon he attempted to arise and walk which he did two or three turns about his chamber very strongly Then calling for his Wise she soon perceived his pale cheeks clothed with their wonted colour ond complexion and now he that not many moments before thought himself at the brink of the grave was enabled to perform the duties of the evening and next Lords-day with much vigour and strength Since these signal marks of Divine savour and assistance afforded both to his Soul and body he with some other Christians observed a monthly Fast to afflict themselves before the Lord for their own their Family and National sins After these his first turns to God he found a more then ordinary assistance in his studies and work the Lord casting in abundant matter and affecting him therewith SECT III. The Account of Mr. Tregosse's Service and Sufferings with the Providences of God that appeared for him ON April 30. 1665. it being the Lords day Mr. Tregosse whilst in Prayer was much distracted about his intended Preaching in publick whereunto he seemed to be drawn by a very strange though manifest course of Providence which he strongly resisted till he was forced to yield He had been that week wondring what the Lord would do with him He could not study as formerly but was induced to read a practical discourse of Self-denyal The Lord furnished his contemplations with many passages about suffering And the Creatures duty to be and live in the will of his Creator and at his disposement In the end of his reading casting his eye on his Bible the first thing he met with was that Matt. 9.36 When he saw the multitude he had compassion on them because they fainted and were scatter-abroad as sheep having no shepherd At the view of which Text he inwardly trembled and the Lord seemed immediately to intimate that he should put on like bowels But hereupon he questioned within himself where he should finde such an opportunity of publick Preaching Mabe a Daughter-church to Milar which hath Preaching onely every other Lords-day was presented to his thoughts After many Disputes being loth to yield to the will of God he concluded to send thither to know whether any Minister would be there the Lords-day following answer was returned that there would be none But doubting still whether he might look on this as a Call he cast his eye on his Bible and fixed on that expression Luke 11.33 No man when he hath lighted a Candle putteth it in a secret place or under a bushel but on a candlestick that they who come in may see the light This answered all his objections allayed all his carnal fears and confirmed him in his resolution of Preaching in publick the next Lords-day When the Sabbath came he went on and found the People willing and all things suiting with the opportunity neither found he any disturbance but was much assisted in all duties to the end The rumor of this days work was spread abroad and came to the ears of Mr. Thomas Robinson a Justice of the Peace The next Lords-day May 7. being rainy in the morning Mr. Tregosse preached in his own house on Luke 21.19 In your patience possess ye your Souls without any expectation of disturbance that day by reason of the weather But after the Sermon was ended Mr. Robinson came to the dore and after entrance took the names of those who were present requiring Mr. Tregosse to give surety for the good behaviour or to render himself to the Constable upon his order the Monday sevennight ensuing Mr. Tregosse refused to do the first but promised the latter After Mr. Robinson's departure they met again in the afternoon without any disturbance The next Lords-day he preached again at Mabe without interruption But when the Exercises were finisht he was served with a Warrant to appear before Mr. Robinson at Hellestone on the Tuesday following At his appearance he vindicated his preaching with much boldness But after all was sent to Lanceston-Goal there to remain for three Months to which he submitted not only patiently but joyfully In his way to the Goal he embraced all occasions for the comforting those christian friends he met with And whilst he continued in Prison his Spirit was very free and enlarged under many gracious influences and refreshments His time there was spent in reading the Word Holy Meditations Fasting Prayer Holy conference with and preaching to those who were his fellow Prisoners and Visitors Few came to visit him but did or might gain by conversation with him The time of his Imprisonment being expired July 29. he came out of Prison and after his return home took the first convenient opportunity to keep a day of Thanksgiving for the many experiences of Gods goodness towards him and his during his confinement He had not been at home above four days before Mr. Robinson gave out that he would speedily send him back again to the place from whence he came in order whereto on Friday or Saturday after he providing 〈◊〉 ride to Market there as it is reported to procure another Justice to joyn with him in a Warrant for a second Conviction of Mr. Tregosse for a Conventieler and to prosecute some others whilst he was at a Tenement of his his own Bull which was never known to hurt any before followed him in a Field with much fury and gave him deadly wounds whereof he shortly dyed Aug. 20. being the Lords-day Mr. Tregosse wâ—â—t again and preached at Mabe Church without any disturbance as also that day fortnight spending the interval with much activity in his Masters service elsewhere He had many dissuasives from christian friends against publick preaching but all arguments urged could not satisfy his Conscience He was again sent to Lanceston-goal for publick Preaching whither Sept. 18. he went with comfortable persuasions that God would be with and care for him and his Family which was fully made good This second Imprisonment conduced much through the Lords benediction to the good of many Souls For the report of his bonds being spread far divers came to visit him to whom he imparted Spiritual gifts and there were some Onesimus's whom he begat through the Gospel in his bonds During this imprisonment he took several opportunities of visiting the Prisoners labouring to convince them of their sinful state c. 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had he with a fixed resolution not to displease God to please men Yea how much vigor and strength did his zeal gain by opposition He seemed indeed naturally to have a Heroick spirit But how much did Grace transform this natural quality into a Divine zeal How much of divine flame and how little of wildfire or carnal wrath was there in his zele Notwithstanding his ardent zeal for God yet was he of a very peaceable and quiet spirit His Catholick Charity He did not Salamander-like delight to live in the fire of contention but was of an uniting healing spirit He was not only a Patient but also an Agent in seeking after peace He judged our Church divisions one of our greatest plagues He had a Catholick universal charity and love for all and albeit he hated the vices of wicked men yet he loved their persons But he had a particular affection for all Saints and that as Saints making their graces not their opinions the measure of his love His spirit and principles were so peaceable as that he desired to avoid all needless disputes that might breed strife But when he was called to dispute or confer with those of different judgements he evidenced much modesty and meekness arguing not for glory and victory but to inquire into truth Wherein he affirmed nothing but what he endeavoured to prove out of the Scriptures And when he could not fully comply with other mens perswasions yet he would not impose his own on them as the rule of their faith or communion And although he could forbear and bear with all for their good yet could he not bear with sin in any His dexterity in Admonitions and reproofs but was a severe Admonitor and Reprover thereof Yea his very presence was a powerful and perswasive Admonition to such as he reproved for there was so much gravity and sweetness mixed in his countenance that one word from him would oft effect more then many from some others Especially by his holy conversation exemplifying what he urged on others from the word of God he much convinced such as were defective and subdued their wills to the will of God I my self once heard him in the presence of several Ministers sharply reproving the sin of Ministers in mispending their time whiles together in frothy or unprofitable conference Which reproof he managed with so much majesty and yet with so much humility and submission confirming all that he pressed from the word of God that I must confess I could not but conclude that there was much of God in his so seasonable Admonition and Reproof Neither did his severity extend to the sins of others only His vigilance and heart examens but also to his own He was a curious observer of his own spirit its ends intentions inclinations motions risings and fallings as to Sin or Grace He always kept a vigilant eye on his heart and every night made particular reflexions on the passages of the day past with a strict examen how it had been spent what his conversation had been towards others and how he had demeaned himself in his private duties towards God He examined not only what he had done but also from what principles he had done it and thus by the knowledge of what he had done he came the better to know what he was to do by studdying well the book of his own heart and life he became a good student and proficient in the mystery of godliness and of sin He was a man of great observation and of nothing more than of his own spirit its various vicissitudes turnings and windings c. Thus he came to have an intimate and deep acquaintance with his own heart and an experimental sense of the holy spirits working in him Hence also he came to know what sins he had to confess and humble himself for what mercies to bless God or petition for what burdens to grone under At some times he found himself under great deadnesses and distractions at other times under sweet inspiration of the holy Spirit and enlargements Sometimes he sighed under sinking despondences black unbelief and hase fears at other times he was on the wing of faith and full of courage He had his stated times for private and family duties Faith and prayr were his chief refuse in his troubles His private duties And indeed he seemed to drive a great trade with Heaven by prayer wherein he was very powerful and prevalent He had a very strngling wrestling spirit in Prayer bottomed on a deep sense of his own need large desires and lively workings of faith What strength he gained by prayer he lost not by neglects after prayer but improved for God His Spirit seemed unsatisfied in duties till he had met with God or something from God Sometimes he was dull and indisposed in the beginning of a duty but before he came off he oft found great Assistances when he found weaknesses the Lord gave in unexpected supplies of strength when he was cast down under any perplexing disturbing fears or difficulties from within or without he had recourse to his Bible and thence received frequently such sweet and encouraging promises set home by the spirit of God as afforded abundance of refreshing relief to him His Family Exercises and Discipline deserve a particular Remark He gave no Toleration to any known sin His Family Discipline or omission of Duty He was very diligent in preventing or reproving the Prophanation of the Lords day even to idle words Neither was he less careful for the pious Education and Instruction of those under his domestick charge Every morning and evening for the most part he read and expounded a part of the Scriptures sung a Psalm and prayed with them Every Friday night he examined their proficience in the Assemblies lesser Catechisme explaining some part thereof to them Every Lords day at night besides other Duties he repeated the substance of what was delivered that day in the Sermons Preached And after such Exercises he examined his Servants and such Children as were capable what they remembred not suffering any to live under his Charge who would not give account of their Faith When he did not read a Chapter his course was to examine and instruct his Servants concerning the Fundamentals of Religion which was a great means for the improving their knowledge Besides his private Retirements and Family-duties he had his set times every day to spend with his Wife in private prayer Neither was this his religious care for instructing Souls confined onely to his Family His holy Conserence but extended unto others He was invested with a singular Gist of Personal Conference which Talent he employed for the good of Souls being ready to take yea to seek all convenient opportun ties to treat with them about their eternal state He was much in pressing men to Holiness He was wont to propose questions to those he conversed with and desired the like of them