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it_o hard_o yet_o never_o faint_v it_o must_v or_o all_o be_v mar_v thou_o needs_o must_v use_v all_o mean_n hereto_o but_o here_o i_o know_v thou_o will_v say_v alas_o i_o can_v bear_v this_o heavy_a yoke_n go_v too_o i_o know_v full_a well_o what_o thou_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o go_v to_o hell_n without_o my_o save_a grace_n but_o know_v with_o this_o thou_o shall_v use_v all_o those_o medium_n of_o thy_o bliss_n with_o wondrous_a ult._n ease_n and_o this_o my_o yoke_n shall_v be_v more_o please_v far_o then_o world_n best_a joy_n to_o thou_o for_o i_o myself_o will_v be_v thy_o god_n strength_n in_o who_o thou_o shall_v perform_v what_o ere_o i_o will_v and_o none_o thy_o foe_n shall_v dare_v resist_v or_o if_o they_o do_v thou_o shall_v both_o fight_v with_o they_o and_o conquer_v too_o to_o thy_o abundant_a heart_n content_a now_o than_o this_o be_v the_o task_n which_o thou_o must_v do_v to_o man_n i_o know_v full_a harsh_a which_o be_v still_o to_o repress_v the_o swell_a pride_n of_o thy_o rebellious_a flesh_n to_o 5.24_o crucify_v thy_o man_n of_o sin_n to_o die_v daily_o with_o us._n paul_n to_o give_v to_o vanity_n a_o resolute_a farewell_n and_o part_v withal_o that_o erst_o occasion_v thou_o so_o great_a a_o fall_n i_o mean_v thy_o own_o innative_a lust_n for_o they_o indeed_o be_v those_o that_o cause_v thy_o soul_n to_o stay_v so_o long_o in_o these_o unhappy_a deep_n but_o now_o thou_o needs_o must_v turn_v another_o leaf_n and_o vow_v perpetual_a war_n against_o they_o all_o yea_o though_o it_o be_v against_o thy_o very_a self_n in_o show_n i_o mean_v against_o thy_o outward_a man_n thy_o flesh_n that_o stew_n of_o ill_a that_o cage_n of_o filthiness_n which_o needs_o must_v be_v pull_v down_o and_o purge_v of_o sin_n or_o my_o pure_a spirit_n will_v never_o enter_v in_o to_o fill_v it_o full_a of_o joy_n no_o no_o my_o grace_n can_v abide_v the_o house_n till_o these_o give_v place_n out_o then_o you_o devilish_a lust_n go_v quick_o fly_v 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