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A62214 The second Spira being an example of an atheist who had apostatized from the Christian religion, and dyed in despair at Westminster, Decemb. 8, 1692 : with an account of his sickness, convictons, discourses with friends and ministers, and of his dreadful expressions and blasphemies when he left the world : as also a letter from an atheist of his acquaintance, with his answer to it / publish'd for an example to others, and recommended to all young persons to settle them in their religion by J.S. Sault, Richard, d. 1702.; J. S. (J. Sanders); J. S., Minister of the Church of England. 1693 (1693) Wing S733; ESTC R1947 20,486 71

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