himselfe to a newe lord So did Math. 9.9 mathew the tolegatherer and so did the residue of the Apostles But so do not our people who either will not permit Christ to enter at al or if yet at their lesure Master Parson and Master Vicar will it may be leaue of murdering soules but when after he hath prouided fot himselfe his wife in the meane time soules shal starue ere his carcase starue after his belly is serued god shall haue his due if he can get it Such belly Gods will lay hand on the Bar but so vntowardly and looselie as the Dore shall open I knowe not when an euident signe that they haue as much meaning to part with their Sinne as an hors-leach with a gowtie legge that is they will leaue sin when they are bursten with sinne A nettle gingerlie handled doth ranckle the hand but being rudely aâ roughly griped it nothing harmeâ Sinne must bee sodainly strangled the throate or else as an Adder it wâ slide through thy fiste and leape in tâ face Agag liuing but a while after Sâ was commanded to kil him was caâ that Saule afterwardes was left to ãâã himselfe Spare not sin for it will nâ spare thee strangle it or it wil strangâ thee This poore soule setting Heart aâ Hand to the remouall of all lets iâpediments to godlinesse what follâweth Liquid Myrrhe droppes from ãâã hands vpon the handles of the Barre thâ is the oyle of Myrrhe made her hanâ soople and nimble vnto this worke of ãâã moving the Barre Going in good eaânest roundly vnto the worke shee wâ awares findeth the spirituall oyle â Anointed Iesus helping her hands anâ furthering her holy labours not vnlâ to him that digging to pit a cary oâ findeth a coffer of treasure seeking ãâã thrust out the euil spirit she vnawares meeteth with the good Not that the good spirite had not before possessed her hart bound the strong man Sin but that the holy spirit is not visible Mat. 12.29 vnto vs til we bring forth holy works This caused S. Iames to say Iam. 2.18 Shew me thy faith which is inward by thy worke which is outwarde The harts affection must be manifested by the handes action This lesson she had learned this will Iames haue euerie professour of faith to learne VVe are called Christians and what is this word Christian in plain english Every Grecian can tel thee that Christian in english is One annointed Iesus Christ is Iesus annointed We take the name Christians of Christ because we shuld be annointed as was he He was annoynted Ioh. 3.34 aboue measure because Ioh. 1.16 of his fulnes we might receiue not onelie in our mouth and lip-profession but also in our hand and outward action Every one calling himselfe Christian calleth himselfe annointed annointeâ to what annointed to whordome annointed to murder anointed to quafâ annointed to pastime such annoynting commeth from the spirite of thâ black burning pitte Nay to be a truâ Christian is to be truly annoynted tâ euery good worke as was our annoiâted head before vs. The father is the husband-man Iesus annoynted Ihon. 15. is the vine and euery true Christian is a branche enoyled with an 1. Ioh. 2.20 oyntmenâ from him that is holie This secretlie transfused to the hearte caused her to affection her beloued and so to arise to open But annointing her hands to Doe aswell as her heart to thinke and her mouth to speake she casteth aside such cursed Barres as before kept the spirite of Iesus without and therwithall openeth the Dorre of her soule in good ernest the oyle of god his grace not onlie bedewing her handes but streaming downe euery finger To these that are called Rom. 8. according to God his purpose all things fall out happily Psal 1.4 whatsoeuer they do it shall be prosperous The poore Shunamits oyle incresed not more fast 2 King 4. then doth the oyle of the Good spirite in a right Christian or Annointed faith vppon faith Rom. 1.17 Grace vpon grace Ioh. 1.16 Strength vpon Strength Psal 84 more and more annointed as it were to the euery fingers end that is to the ending of euery action This is newe learning to the foole and smally heeded of the counterfeit Christiane who thinketh Christianitie a science speculatiue not practick a prating of the tong not a practise of the hand But he that is not annoynted from heauen to doe good he is annointed from hel to doe euill Iam. 3.6 The bad tongue is sette one fire from hell and I am as sure that wicked working hands are set on fire from the burning lake Hee that increaseth not in good encreaseth in euill he that goeth not to day a step towardes God dooth to daie goe two steps towardes the diuell If wickednes drop from thy fingers thou art wicked if hâly actions issue from thy hands whâ dare say but thou art holy Math. 7.18 for a gooâ tree bringeth not forth euill fruite mâ an euill tree good fruite make the treâ good and his fruite good or the treâ euill and his fruite euill But this liquid or thin pearcing oyle is saide to be of Myrrhe sweet iâ sauour but bitter in taste As maniâ can be contented to savour and smelâ to manie symples whereof notwithstanding they abhor to taste so moe can be contented to smel vnto Christianity to heare look vpon Christian doctrine then spiritually to eate digest into practise To hear the word is sweete to reade the word is sweete to talke of the word is sweete but to doe that woorde is farre more bitter then Aloës Till wee come to practise all is wel but beginning once to turne hearing seeing speaking into Doing then begins a battle betwixt the Flesh and the Spirite a strife betwixte the Oyle of grace the sap of our crabtre nature A greater strife was not betwixt Iude. Michael and Satan about the body of Moses then here wil be betwixt old Adam and newe Adam for the producing a good worke The spirite cryeth Obedience the flesh proclaimeth Disobedience As Ezechiels scrowle was sweete in gusture but sowre bitter in digesture so spirituall thinges at the first doe rauishe the whole man but wheÌ obedience is required then three parts of the same man resiste and crie out with the sonnes of the Prophets oh Death is in the pot Elisha must cast a little meale in the pot or the brothe wil be to bitter as bitter as the waters of Exod. 15.23 Marah in the wildernes of Shur Neither is the oyle of God his spirit bitter in it selfe but of a soueraigne preseruing and comfortable operation but as the worde of God is called the sauour of death vnto death not simplie but in respect so is this liquid percing Myrrhe bitter not in it owâ nature but by reson of our pevish coârupt nature which as a corrupt stâmacke is apt to convert a sugred potââon into poyson
the deluge to the end that they should prevent the judgment by repentance To what end did Christ so preach to Ierusalem but that thereby hee might gather them vnder his wing as a hen gathereth her chickens To what end doeth the Lord stirre vp many in these daies to knocke at the doores of festered Consciences but that they would open vnto him and let his spirit enter not the spirit of adulterie enter for that is there alreadie not the spirit of pride to enter for that is there alreadie not the spirite of the world or hypocrisie to enter for they are there alreadie but to the eâ that Christ by his holy spirit rightâous spirit chaste spirit loving spiriâ might enter They that will not opâ their hart to make this change namâly to send out Satan and to receiueâ Christ to send out the vncleane spiriâ and to take in the holy it is pittieâ their life But why doeth Christ craâ this soule to open to him can he no without voice and knocking enter yeâ he can but his ordinarie revealed wiâ is otherwise namely by the 1. Cor. 1.18.21 liuely voice of preaching to beget faith anâ that preaching with authoritie as diâ Christ not coldlie or weaklie as diâ the Scribes and Pharisies A man caâ burst open a doore without a key buâ ordinarilie hee vseth a key so can thâ spirite of Christ burst open an harde heart without the spirituall key of Dauid displaied by preaching but ordinarilie hee vseth the key of preaching As a man is said to open the door but not without a key even so the spirite of God is saide to open the heart but not without preaching And as the âey is saide to open the doore but not without the help of mans hand even so the word preached is saide to open the hard heart but not without the hand of Christ which is his Spirite What great cause haue wee then not onely to praye that God would send Preachers into his Harvest but also that hee would graunt his spirit to accompanie their preching that so God his holy workman his spirite and his holy toole and instrument the worde preached concurring togither many hearts may bee opened to due attending the worde as was the Act. 16.14 heart of Lidia the Thyatirian to PAVLS Sermon Nowe as he calleth knocketh at the portall of her conscience so he vseth therewithall many sweete alluring titles saying Open vnto me my Sister my Loue my Doue mine vndefiled If the King of the Land should come vnto the doore of some base woman inhabiting his Land who stoode in traiterlie estate at her doore shoulâ knock intreating entrance vnder thâ tearmes of Sister Loue Doue peâfect one and that with a pardone iâ his hand could her heart be so hard aâ to lie still in her bed and not rather to arise hastilie come and open fall at hiâ feet and beg pardon Our annointeâ IESVS who hath received all poweâ in Heauen and in Earth hee ever bâ the voice of his written word calleth and knocketh at our doore with I beseech you brethren I beseech you sisters desire you in the bowels of IESVS and many other sweet speaches he oftentimes vseth if happily any thing might moue vs but oh alas how many arise from the dead how many leaue sleeping in sinne howe many open a free heart vnto IESVS that so entring Rev. 3.20 he might suppe vvith vs and we with him When Iesus came into Luke 19.8.9 Zacheus his house and hee entertained him with holy restitution Iesus tolde him that Salvation was come vnto his house Happie man he that as verily had obtained salvation as received the Saviour But in these daies men feare least the receiving of IESVS bring trouble povertie and death vnto their house whereof anone in his place and therfore Christ may knock and call at his pleasure for they will obey at their leasure but the daye will come that shall pay for all Open vnto me my Sister Christ in a certaine Sermon saith that These are my brethren sisters that hear the word of God and keepe it but here hee calleth her Sister as also vndefiled or perfect one that is so far from doing his will as shee refuseth it and doth her owne will keeping her heart barred against Christ when hee would haue had her open This terme therefore and the other doe not properlie appertaine to her present sleepy estate as yet she lay in an vnrepentant estate for so shee was no visible Church or member of a Church neither in that presumptâous sinne could she warrant the applying of mercie in Christ the word being against her For to whome one gâueth himselfe as servant to obeye his seâuant is he whome he doth obey Rom. 6 1â but she heere gaue her selfe as servanâ to obey vnrighteousnes therefore seâuant to vnrighteousnes But shee is termed of Christ in regard of her firâ election which hereafter shuld be seâled vnto her heart by an effectuall câling what time the power of his caâ should appeare by mooving her to rise and seeke after Christ with thâ crosse on her necke denying her selâ for following after Christ So that may wel say he calleth her Sister Loâ Doue vndefiled because she was calleâ to be a Sister a Loue a Doue as also to liue in an vndefiled estate Brethreâ and Sisters we are to Christ being ãâã him our Mediatour reconciled to thâ Father Christ the Sonne of God be nature wee sonnes and daughters ãâã God by adoption and brethren and sisters to Christ by the handfast and betrothment of faith which makes vs Ephes 5.30 members of his body of his flesh of his bones So that thereby wee are not onely his Brethren and Sisters but also his Loue Spousesse Doues we are called to be for Mat. 10.16 Innocencie and harmlesnes The Naturians affirme the Doue to be without gall and sure I am wee are commanded to be without Bitternesse Vndefiled wee are called to be as also to be perfect as our heavenly Father is perfect Of every which title much might be saide which heere I passe by but from the whole this wee are to learne that as in regard of our Election knowne to God wee are to him from the beginning knowne for Sonnes Daughters as also Brethren and Sisters to Christ even before wee can with Iacob and Esau do good or evill So the calling of a Christian is for to stand in vnion with Christ in obedience and holy service to him as to our head and spirituall husband to harâ not so much as our enemie and finâlie to bee holy in all our wordes aâ workes as beseeming the children God brethren and sisters of Chrâ these that professe themselues suâjects of the Kingdome of Heauen not the World If a Monarch and gret Kiâ should call vs to bee his brethren aâ sisters oh we would stirre our stump and endevour our selues therevnto trow if we heard the King
The Sophies of Perâââ offered corporeall Math. 2. Myrhe vnto Iesuâ in the swadling clouts and Nicodemââ Iohn 19.39 brought Myrhe to hââ buriall the one preaching bitternesââ in his life and the other proclaminâ no les bitternesse in his death and yeâ such a bitternes as without which oââ fruite would neuer haue bene sweeteâ nor our actions to God acceptableâ To liue with Christ is bitter to thâ flesh but to dy with Christ more bitter and yet of absolute necessity we must both liue and dy with him if wâ will appeare with comfort before thâ Father If thou long after the Sweete oâ heauen doe not then repine to foretaste the Bitternes of the earth The sharp battaile must be fought beforâ the golden crowne be got But hauing risen out of her sinne and put away these Barres that in fore time kept the spirite of Iesus from entring in vnto full operation what ensueth Her beloued vvas gone and past A correction for late repentance yea very iust and equal that if man wil repent at his leasure hee should meete with the spirit of comfort at Christes latest pleasure But here was not an end of her hearts sorrowe As he was gone past her feelinge so immediately herevpon she remembreth his former speaches kinde and reasonable the remembrance wherof smiteth her to the heart wherevpon she soundeth is ready to departe away in a qualme When she at first hearde him crying bareheaded Open my sister my loue my Doue myne vndefiled for mine head and locks suffer the nights tempest then shee lay tumbling in her sin and regarded not his sugred voice Then shee returned her sluggish answer with interogatories implying Impossibility thinking Christ had nothing els to do but to waite her lazye leasure Well noâ at last though at her own leasure shâ ariseth and looketh for the comfortable presence of Iesus his spirit but alas he is gone and past Hee gone anâ past now her memory presenteth hiâ former speaches vnto her conscience Her conscience pondering vpon theâ speaches straight it accuseth and condemneth her soule of Ingratitude oâ Churlishnes and abusing of the spirit oâ Iesus She thus charged and condemned of her conscence she through thâ waighte of the burden falleth downe in a spirituall trance her hearte ouerwhelmed with sorrow And is here anâ end no Shee seeketh her beloued within her without her but findeth him not And is there an end no She calleth Sâ cryeth vpon her beloued but he answereth not Seeke she him in the leaues oâ the sacred Bible or seeke she him elsewhere she meeteth not with him Caâ she and cry she neuer so earnestly vpon him in her morning noone-tyde and euening prayers yet he speaketh not peace vnto her consience Oh judgment of all Iudgements vnto the wicked and the sharpest correction of all corrections to the sonnes and daughters of God VVhen the wicked haue despised the voice of wisdome rejected her Correction what shall befall them Salomon saith Prov. 1.27 28. That when affliction and anguish shall come vpon them Then shall they cal vpon her but she shal not answere they shal seeke her early but not find her meaning Not at all Esau shall seek Repentance with teares but shall not finde Repentance though his hearte break Iudas shall Repent his trecherie but shal not find the comfortable face of Repentance though hee hang himselfe As for the sonnes daughters of God if they deferre Repentance and greue the spirit of Iesus they shal not scape scot free Many times shall they tosse their naturall Reason and turne ouer the leaues of the Gospell but yeâ for a season not finde anie comforâ within them any solace without theâ Many times shall they call for Comfort in prayer but colde praiers shaâ they make rysing with as heauy hartâ as they kneeled downe seeing yet nothing in God but angry face a frowning countenance Who hath spenâ any yeares in Christianity knowe not this by experience he that saieth he hath spent some yeares in truth oâ Christianisme yet was neuer plunged in this pit eyther he hath walke in perfection of obedience beyond manie or that which is more to be feared he hath bene for the time buâ in a deludinge dreame But how comes it about that she meteth not with her beloued or witâ the spirit of Iesus seing she could noâ Rise out of her sinne but by the spirit of Iesus seing she could not put asidâ the Barres that before hindered thâ free worke of Iesus except therto shâ had the helpe of his hand which hand is his spirit how could she be said not to find or feele the spirite of Iesus seeing she could not persist in seeking calling after her beloued were it not that she had the spirit of Iesus True it is that Iesus and his spirite were not passed away nor yet absent from her Nay in very deed they wer present touching her heart and guiding her hand in all this her comfortles toyling but how They were present in preparing her spiritual temple to an after banquet Christ by his spirit was sweeping her heart VVith an hard stubbed broome that so shee might not onelie be halfe but wholie swept prepared to a glorious mariage Should a sicke person say that the phisitian is neuer present but when there is ease in the sicknes Is not the Phisitian as well present when he ministreth bitter Pilles for cleansing the stomake as when afterwards the stomake cleansed he administreth sugred receipts But as the poore patient crieth out the dead flesh cutting out oh that I had a Chirurgian indeede for he would not torment me after such a butcherlike manner euen so the spiritual Patient languishing vnder the burdeâ of sinne whereof the Memory speaketh the conscience accuseth still he thinketh the beloued far away when the Beloued is hard by working the soules good as fast as he may Dauid being iâ extreme trouble he cryeth out Psal 10.1 whâ standest thou so far of Iehouah hiding the in the tyme of affliction Good man because the lord cast a myst of afflictiâ about him he therefore jmagined thâ Lord to stand a loofe alas it was bâ the want of cleare sight for the Lorâ was neuer more neere him Nay ouâ Beloued Dauid Iesus himselfe on thâ Crosse rored out Mark 15.34 My god my god whâ hast thou forsaken me Alas sweete sauiour encompassed with our infirmâties but without sin God was neâ nerer then at that time as it appearâ presently after when he lastly cryed Iohn 19.30 Tetelestai It is finished that is the whol worke of mans Redemption is finished Christ then was not absent wholie in his spirit to this poore sinner for shee had Faith by vertue whereof she Rose by vertue whereof she Sought by vertue wherof she called vpon God Had she not Beleued shee woulde not haue sought ease had shee not hoped shee would not haue continued seking had she not loued the
spirite of Iesus she would not haue sowned for Loue nor her hearte bene ouer-swaied by the recordating his former speeches In a word therefore shee Beleeued she Hoped she Loued that is she was endued from aboue with the holy guiftes of Faith Hope Loue the holy Trinity from the Trinity in vnity Christ was present in the beginnings of his spirit only absent in the full Reueale of Mercy of forgiuenes of Syns remission If faire means will not preuaile to cause vs arise out of sin then wel done it is of our father and a worthy worâ of mercy to whip vs to briech vs â so bring home the prodigall once â lost Son If when with much patiencâ hee hath awaited our Rising and witâ sweete meanes allured vs to converâ yet we will not arise yet wee will noâ convert Let vs expect a famine of thâ body a famine of the soule an Iliâ of Crosses in our way To open thâ heart freely for entertaining the Spârit of Iesus and hauing opened not tâ receiue him what greater crosse Tâ seeke after the spirit of Iesus ey to crâ and call for the grace of God by mucâ and often prayer and yet to be denie the thing wee seeke for to misse thâ grace wee call for Oh what great crosse then this If peace of consciencâ be a sweete gyft passing all vnderstaâding of man then the wante of thâ peace with a thorow feeling of thâ want must be as bitter gall passing â the conceit of man If Prov. 15.15 a good heart â a continuall feast then a bad accusinâ condemning heart must be a continuall famine He that once hath bene wel burnt with this fyre and bit throughly with this Scorpion will bee afraide for euer after of abusing Gods call of turning his grace into wantonnes And shal not som mens harmes teach others to beware hauing seene another vnder the lash of halfe-despaire shall not that feare thee fright thee from nousling Sinne Satans snake in thy bosome Iust then should it be for God to leaue thee crying with Caine My punishment is intollerable Gen. 4. with Saul to say Slea me and with Achitophel to cry Com halter and strangle me for I haue abused the goodnes of my God But a great mercy of God it shall bee to lash thy heart to wound thy Conscience to confounde thy affections and for a tyme to kindle a feeling of hels fyre in thy brest that so thy stubble burnt vp thy sinne consumed and the inwarde man once purged of the sinne thou hast slept in thou so maiest meete with the comforte of God hiâ spirite and the amiable countenancâ of Iesus But is this torment of Conscience all the punishment inflicted on oâ huswife newly risen out of sinnes beâ No what followeth The watchmâ of the city founde me they smote mee aâ wounded me the watchmen of the walle tooke my Vaile away from mee Here is â newe skirmish a new rod stiept in vineger a sharpe bitte to the flesh Hâ soule before perplexed within her lazy flesh now vexed without Certainâ watchmen finde her finde her againsâ her will they smite her wound heâ and take away her vaile She dwelt iâ a City and the City had watchmeâ wakefull watchmen the little Mouâ could not styr but the Cat had her bâ the throate Hee leaps at her anotheâ smites her another wounds her another puls as it were her Skin oueâ her heade and this is the fruite of hâ late repentance of her late resurrectâon of her obedience almost ouer-late She ariseth at her owne leasure and therefore is Whipped of God at his pleasure When she laye slugging and snorting in sin suffering Iesus to stand without in the night cooling his toes then she demed her selfe most master but nowe at last she fyndes that shee wished not to finde that Christ is Head an ouer-ruling heade able ynough to bring a proude soul vnder and sufficient for humbling the rebellious flesh This Citie shadowes out the World and False-Church into the which Iesus somtimes steppeth to cal from sleepe such as the Father hath giuen vnto him The Watch-men of the City that is within lodged in the streets of the city they shadowe out the worldlings Ciuil maiestrate The vvatch-men of the walles or hiest partes of the City doe liuelily denote the Ecclesiastical or false spirituall Rulers who stande a lofte to ouer-watch the city and by their tempests trumpets sond to giue warning of aâ aduersary to the worlds state By theâ finding her for she no doubt had leâned to bevv are of men is argued theâ industrious watchfulnes by their smâting wounding vnvailing her is sheâed their studious care of keeping â their Citizens in subjection to theâ vvorldly state This vvatchfulnesse anâ Care of theirs argues the worlde moââ witty in their darke generation theâ are the childeren of lighte Christiaâ magistrates and ministers may be seâ to schoole of these men these beinâ more watching caring to keepe theiâ worldlings in subjection to the Princâ of Darknesse then are they for causing continuing subjection to the Lorâ of lighte But to pursue the Sinners story Shâ being disquieted in her soule througâ the absence of her beloued what dotâ she she seekes al about and calles anâ cryes but findeth and heareth of noâ comforte What doth shee then dotâ she goe back againe to her sinful bed ând so sleepe it out with the residue of the citie Doth she say vnto her soule Soule seing ther is no more comfort to bee had though thou haue shaken of thy former sinne seeing there is no more solace in seking after Christ go back againe my soule and glut thee in sinne go sleepe on againe with the cities bone companions saith she so doth she so If so she had saide she had saide like a number of false Christians in these dayes If so she had don she had had a nomber of companions in this swynish age wherin hauing taken the start of profession they twine to their first crookednesse and sucke vp their former vncleane vomit so making 2. Peter 2.20 their ende worse then the Beginning Or doth shee say within her selfe Cursed am I of God reprobated am I of God there is no mercy or saluation for me therefore come yee cursed hands and strangle me take vp a dagger and stab me goe to som cursed water drown thee doth she say thus doth shee â thus If she had said so she should â haue lacked fellowes If so deuellisâ she had don she should haue found desperate soules in these dayes Bâ none of these wickednesses shee doâ what then doth shee Shee takes aâwer her Tent on her back throuâ the city she ploddeth if happily shâ may meet with comfort elswhere seâing it was not there finding not coâforte at home shee laboureth to finâ comfort from home her feete that bâfore were washed for sleepe are noâ washed and fitted to voyage abroadâ a signe she was
because a man is as hardly to be stirred and pulled out of sinne as a man in a dead sleepe to bee awaked and to leape out of his bed As the Serpents sting darted into a mans legge doeth by litle and litle drawe the bodie to sleepe and that vnto the death the venome thereby the sooner exhaust of the heart so the Serpent and Dragon of Hell hauing pearced a man with his venemous dartes of Covetousnes Idolatrie Theft Adulterie Murther Drunkennes Lying Pride c. Hee couets onely that man would be tickled with the delight thereof and so sleepe by continuance in such sin because he knoweth the reward thereof will bee death Adam and Heuah the corrupâ Roote from whence wee as corrupâ branches do spring they having sucâked vp the poyson of sinne loe they seeke starting holes Genes 3. among the bushes they goe so farre from desirinâ to be awaken out of sinne as they fliâ from the voice of God because theâ would not bee questioned about theiâ sinne but as Christ heere visiteth thâ sinfull soule in the time of her sleepe so IEHOVAH there calleth out ouâ Fore-parents examines them corrects them by whipping them out oâ Eden Awake therfore you sonnes anâ daughters of Adam that haue sucked vp the poyson of Murder Pride Adulterie covet to sleep therin accompâ it a soveraigne mercie of God that hâ calls vpon ye and vouchsafeth to visit yee Cain so slept in his murder as God Genes 4. marked him for a Reprobate Esau so slept in his belly hunting and neglect of holy things as God would not giue him to find Heb. 12.27 any place to repentance The Prophet Balaam slept so in Purse-prophecie as God therefore not only gaue him to Nom. 31.8 be slaine togither with the wicked 2. Pet. 2.15 but also to bee canonized for the leader of false Prophets and as the giver of ill example to all pievish Prophets in these last daies Iesabell so slept in 2. King 9.30 c. painting her face curious tyring her heade and other sorceries as God in just judgment gaue her to breake her necke and her painted curious flesh to become dogs meat Awake thou therefore that sleepest stand vp from the dead Christ wlll giue thee light Do nowe at last with this sinfull soul confesse thy sinne to God forsake it so shalt thou find mercie Dauid having about one year slept in his sinne was by the Prophet Nathan awaked who awaketh and crieth Psal 51. Haue mercie vpon me oh God wash me purge me create in me a newe heart c. vpon which humble and vnfained Confession and Petition he received this word from God * The Lord hath puâ away thy sinne thou shalt not dye Thaâ thou maist therefore obtaine merciâ with David sleepe not in Pride vncleannesse Blood-thirstines prophannesse but awake and walke more warilie redeeming the time lost else feare leâ the Lord swear in his wrath that thoâ shalt never enter into his rest To daâ therefore harden not thine heart bâ arise out of thy Sin thou hast slept iâ But mine heart awaked The hearâ which is the seate of that facultie â the soule called the Will vnder thâ which is contained every Affection â here put for the whole soul consistinâ of the faculty of the Mind seated espâciallie in the head vnder the which contained the interiour senses as alâ of the Will especially occupied aboâ the heart in his several affections Bâcause the Affections are seated in thâ heart therefore wee say vve loue aâ hate with our heart and though the iâteriour senses as Vnderstanding Coâceipt c. be seated in the heade and therefore we say He hath a head able to comprehend knowledge to conceiue remeÌber c. yet sometimes it is saide hee hath an vnderstanding heart but this improperlie Nowe that she saith But mine heart awaked it is as though hee should say Howsoeuer my flesh slugged and slept yet mine inward man or spirite vvas then not so sleepy and vntovvarde Here wee are to obserue her vpright âudgment who condemneth the flesh because it slept but justifieth the spirit because it was waking A lesson which we are to learne namly to condemne what in vs is condemnable as also to âustifie what in vs is justifiable IOB had learned this lesson who when he was to set his worke before God his pearcing sight hee saith Iob. 9.30.31 If I wash my selfe with snowe water and purge mine handes most cleane yet shalt thou God plunge me in the pit and mine owne cloathes shall make me filthie But when he was to anâwer his kins-men charging him with hypocrisie he saith Iob. 26.5.6 God forbid that I should iustifie you I vvill not take mine innocencie from my selfe vntill death I vvill keep my righteousnes and vvill noâ forsake it As IOB keepeth this equitie towards God and man so in this place the poore soule keepeth an equall ballance betwixt her Flesh and Spirit thâ flesh a sleepe the spirite awake For â man to say I hope I am as good a christian as any of them all and then to bâ a sleep in Adulterie Pride Envie Murder c. Is to beare false witnes againsâ Christs mysticall bodie which consisteth not of rotten vnfruitfull twiggs for such are Iohn 15.2.6 cutte off from the Vinâ Christ neither shall such sleepie Matth. 25 10. foolish Virgins enter into the kingdome for the gate shall bee shut And for man in whome God hath wroughtâ care of holinesse a loue of trueth foâ such a one simplie to say There is nâ one good thing in mee is to beare falsâ witnes against the grace of God anâ the worke of his spirit As the forme is common to the proude wicked so this is a spice of hypocrisie that would humble it self to the harming of Gods spirit or else a fruite of desperation to the daunting of Faith That her heart was waking what time Christ was calling her flesh from sleeping in securities bed wee are to obserue that there was in her a candle light by the glimpse whereof she in her conscience knewe it to be Christ or an heavenly power contrary vnto her vnregenerate body and soule that knocked althogh she had not willingnes yet to arise out of sinne A candle every man woman bringeth in their hand with them into the world that is Light of nature commonly called Conscience which is not so blind but it oft chargeth the heart of the Barbarian with some sinne as also looking vpon the Psal 19.1 Rom. 1.20 Heauens Firmament and other visible creatures they by that litle light are ledde to the acknowledgment of a God Lord that ought to be obeyed This light and knowledge is sufficienâ to leaue a man inexcusable to judgement but vnable it is to lead a man to salvation And therefore Dauid saith Psal 19.7 The Lawe of God is a perfecâ teacher as though hee would say the former teacheth
Powers or Faculties of the Soâ themselues left vndestroyed thoâ the qualities were perverted Whâ in the time of Vnregeneration tâ strongly run in the waies of Death to Death so neither doeth God spirit work vpon vs as Carpenter on Logs hauing no sense but he deth in vs a Mind and a Will which him being renued and turned into right way are made liuely in the wâ of life 1. Ioh. 5.3 Mat. 11.30 insomuch as they can say Commandements of God ar not grieuâ but the yoke of Christ is easie and burden light As the holy Ghost is for this wâ tearmed Oyntment by Saint IOHN Epist 2.20 alluding to the legall â the figure hereof so till Christ left this oyle of myrrhe for the soâning of her hard heart shee had power to open and therefore mâ methodicallie followeth That â she vvas vnawares enoyled with this or thin Myrrhe then shee opened saith some Free-vvill man I graunt that she opened not her heart for entertaining the Spirit of Christ till first she was by the same spirit annoynted notwithstanding saith he she ariseth of her selfe though shee open not of her selfe and that Self-arising I resemble to the power of mans Free-will by the which hee willeth good before he do good Then oh Fre-wil-man thou graunts vnto me that to doe good is not in our power As to your willing good in a Carnall vnregenerate man then not to be able to do good it is no other Wil than was in Balaam who cryed Nom. 23.10 Let me dy the death of the Righteous Israel and let my latter end be like his He herein vvilled or more properlie vvished to die the death of the righteous but yet he vvilled not first to liue the life of the righteous So some wicked men I doubt not but oft are convicted with the sight of God his word and sometimes do wish that they could liue by the Rule of that worde but what maketh them so wish the terror of Gods wrath threâned to the disobedient vnholy â of any loue they beare vnto God holines This is a slauish vvish no â vvill and therefore in the Naturâ man no preparation as of nature open the hard heart The Devill a damned souls may so wish or will are they vnable to arise to saving â pentance Secondly to Arise with tâ soule is to repent with this soule Sâ ariseth not for a while and after thâ go and binde her selfe vnto her sinâ couch againe for that were to Aâ in Shewe not In-deede but shee so aâseth as shee after that ceaseth not followe Christ and this Reall-Resurâction none wil denie to be True Repâtance At no hand then can this her sing resemble the vvil which is befoâ Repentance Thou wilt replie To opâ the heart is to repent therefore to â which goeth before Opening is â to Repent I answer To open the heâ here is properlie the manifestation of Repentance first begun in the heart euen as the Apple-bud is a signe of the Sap in the Tree not the sappe it selfe And therefore marke howe the holy Ghost saith that the liquid Myrrhe after her Rising besmeared her Handes or outwarde vvorks wrought by the handes not her Heart This Oyle of grace wherewithall her outward actions were nowe seasoned and sanctified had it not therfore in the first place enoyled her Heart and inwarde man âes verilie for if the Heart of the Tree were not first moistened the Branches would never bring forth Blossome The Psal 1.3 spirituall Tree is first planted by the Riuers of vvaters and then bringeth forth seasonable fruites 1 Let vs then learne that Rom. 7.18 in our flesh dwelleth no good thing but fre-will vnto obedience is a good thing therfore free wil vnto obedience dwelleth not in our flesh 2 Iam. 1.17 Every good and perfect gift is from aboue and commeth from the Father ãâã Lights not from our degenerate maâ and vnregenerate flesh But to obtaiâ freedome in the affections to imbrace aââ followe the holy spirit is a right good aââ a perfect guift Therefore from aboue âuen from the Father of Lights and nââ from our degenerate man and vntâ generate flesh 3 Rom. 2.4 The bountifulnes of God leadeth vs ãâã Repentance therfore not our own wil. 4 To approue the thing that is Good lesse than to vvill the thing that is Goâ But to approue the thing that is good iâ vvork of the Regenerating Spirit and ãâã of our nature Ephes 5.8.9.10 Therâfore to will the thing that is good is ãâã more a vvork of the regenerating spiriâ and not of our nature 5 Phil. 2.13 God without regard of any thiââ in vs even of his owne pleasure worâeth in vs not onely the Deed but also tâ will vnto good therefore no such Wâââ is ingenerate in nature This Lessâ had our poore sinfull soule here leââned by experience who had no power âo Arise and Open vntill first her beloâed had left a secrete power behinde him by the subtill odour whereof her heart was pearced smitten with a disâike of her sinne and provoked with an âoly hunger and thirst after the preâence of IESVS And this Doctrine would not bee oppugned by our late Free-wil men in England if they first had bene smitten âowne in the feeling of their damnaâle nature and the deathfull waies of âhe flesh But as a sort of them haue hiâherto preached Mans Miserie as a Parrot singeth Sol Fa that is rather because they haue hearde it with the outward eare then for that it is drawn ârom an experienced heart thereof it âommeth that their vnhumbled hart âreaketh out into such doctrine of Pride causing every proude Iavell at his Epicure table to brag of his owne naturall power by the which hee can chuse any thing that is good for saith the proud Glutton Heere is an apple the fruit dish is it not in my power to tâ it or forsake it No thou belly-godâ if a sparrowe set not his foote on tâ grounde but by the fore-decree God and so saith our Saviour Mat. 10.29 Matthewe howe canst thou think tâ he hath not decreed of thy taking forsaking the Apple If the Sparroâ fall on the ground by necessitie of â Decree so shalt thou eate or not eat necessitie of the same Decree Ask âroboam the sonne of Nebat whetheâ bee in a mans power to put out â hand and to pull it in againe hee wâ tell thee no 1. King 13.4 Ask Lots wâ whether it is in ones power to cast tâ eye back and then to turne it forwâ againe shee will tell thee No. â though with the learned I in soâ sence do grant that thou hast Fre-wâ as vnto ill so to every thing thaâ in the doing or not doing of an indâferent nature or whose action is meâlie Civill yet doth it not therfore fââowe that thy vvil is Free to the Takeâng or Doing of things spirituall heavenly holie Because thou hast power in thy hand to take or