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enlighten_v give_v sure_a &_o certain_a assent_n to_o y_fw-fr e_o reveal_v word_n of_o god_n and_o the_o rhemist_n 543._o say_v it_o be_v only_o a_o act_n of_o the_o understanding_n and_o andradius_fw-la say_v that_o faith_n be_v only_o in_o general_a action_n and_o can_v not_o come_v to_o the_o particular_a apply_v of_o any_o thing_n now_o all_o this_o reprobate_n may_v have_v 19_o for_o their_o mind_n be_v englighten_v to_o know_v the_o truth_n and_o to_o be_v persuade_v of_o it_o and_o therefore_o they_o have_v this_o act_n of_o the_o understanding_n and_o this_o general_a faith_n yea_o the_o devil_n himself_o can_v do_v thus_o much_o who_o believe_v &_o tremble_v and_o the_o implicit_a faith_n which_o save_v the_o lay_n man_n what_o reprobate_n can_v have_v it_o for_o there_o be_v nothing_o else_o require_v but_o to_o believe_v as_o the_o church_n believe_v though_o he_o know_v not_o how_o the_o church_n believe_v and_o the_o papist_n themselves_o say_v as_o much_o for_o their_o 200._o counsel_n hold_v that_o a_o wicked_a man_n and_o a_o heretic_n may_v have_v confidence_n in_o christ_n and_o that_o a_o heathen_a man_n by_o the_o natural_a knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o by_o the_o work_n of_o creation_n may_v have_v faith_n and_o in_o a_o general_a manner_n believe_v in_o christ._n the_o second_o argument_n that_o religion_n who_o precept_n be_v no_o direction_n to_o attain_v peace_n of_o conscience_n leave_v a_o maxâ—still_a in_o a_o damnable_a case_n but_o the_o precept_n of_o the_o religion_n of_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n be_v no_o direction_n to_o attain_v peace_n of_o conscience_n therefore_o it_o leave_v a_o man_n in_o a_o damnable_a case_n which_o if_o it_o be_v true_a a_o reprobate_n may_v be_v as_o sound_v a_o professor_n of_o it_o as_o any_o other_o the_o proof_n the_o proposition_n be_v certain_a because_o as_o long_o as_o any_o man_n have_v his_o conscience_n to_o accuse_v he_o of_o sin_n before_o god_n he_o be_v in_o state_n of_o damnation_n 20._o as_o s._n john_n say_v if_o our_o hart_n condemn_v we_o god_n be_v great_a than_o our_o hart_n and_o know_v all_o thing_n and_o this_o be_v peculiar_a and_o proper_a to_o the_o elect_a child_n of_o god_n 1._o to_o receive_v these_o gift_n and_o grace_n from_o god_n 22._o the_o enjoy_n of_o which_o bring_v peace_n of_o conscience_n true_a it_o be_v indeed_o that_o reprobate_n receive_v many_o grace_n and_o gift_n at_o god_n hand_n but_o they_o be_v no_o other_o than_o such_o as_o may_v be_v join_v with_o the_o tremble_n of_o the_o conscience_n as_o the_o devil_n be_v say_v to_o believe_v but_o withal_o to_o tremble_v the_o assumption_n namely_o that_o the_o religion_n of_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n can_v pacify_v the_o conscience_n may_v be_v easy_o prove_v on_o this_o wise_a a_o man_n who_o conscience_n must_v be_v true_o 1_o quiet_v must_v first_o of_o all_o be_v true_o humble_v 28._o come_v unto_o i_o say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n all_o you_o which_o be_v weary_v and_o burden_v and_o i_o will_v ease_v you_o whereby_o it_o appear_v that_o they_o who_o be_v to_o have_v their_o conscience_n refresh_v in_o christ_n must_v first_o of_o all_o be_v afflict_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o god_n judgement_n yea_o they_o must_v be_v press_v down_o to_o helward_o with_o the_o weight_n &_o burden_n of_o their_o sin_n that_o they_o may_v see_v it_o &_o from_o their_o heart_n confess_v it_o that_o in_o themselves_o there_o be_v no_o way_n to_o escape_v damnation_n 31._o the_o good_a physician_n christ_n jesus_n can_v heal_v we_o before_o he_o have_v launch_v our_o wound_n to_o the_o very_a bottom_n he_o never_o can_v find_v any_o of_o his_o sheep_n before_o they_o be_v quite_o lose_v he_o never_o pour_v into_o we_o the_o live_a water_n of_o his_o spirit_n before_o we_o be_v barren_a &_o dry_a ground_n void_a of_o all_o moisture_n &_o that_o man_n must_v condenne_v himself_o that_o will_v not_o have_v christ_n to_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o damnation_n against_o he_o now_o this_o true_a humiliation_n of_o a_o sinner_n can_v not_o be_v wrought_v in_o any_o man_n hart_n by_o the_o religion_n of_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n true_a &_o sound_a humiliation_n be_v wrought_v by_o two_o mean_n first_o by_o make_v a_o man_n to_o see_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n second_o by_o make_v he_o to_o acknowledge_v that_o he_o be_v destitute_a &_o quite_o bereave_v of_o all_o goodness_n for_o if_o a_o man_n either_o see_v not_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o sin_n or_o have_v confidence_n of_o any_o thing_n in_o himself_o he_o can_v be_v humble_v but_o neither_o of_o these_o 2._o thing_n be_v perform_v in_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n as_o touch_v the_o first_o the_o romish_a religion_n be_v so_o far_o from_o amplify_a &_o enlarge_n the_o greatness_n of_o man_n sin_n that_o it_o do_v extenuate_v they_o and_o lessen_v they_o out_o of_o measure_n for_o it_o make_v some_o sin_n to_o be_v venial_a 13_o when_o as_o the_o least_o sin_n that_o can_v be_v against_o god_n law_n deserve_v damnation_n 491._o it_o teach_v that_o lesser_a sin_n be_v do_v away_o by_o a_o humble_a accusation_n of_o a_o man_n self_n by_o say_v the_o lord_n prayer_n by_o knock_v upon_o the_o breast_n and_o by_o such_o like_a that_o great_a sin_n may_v be_v do_v away_o by_o alm_n deed_n and_o such_o like_a satisfaction_n but_o how_o can_v any_o sin_n be_v great_a that_o may_v be_v do_v away_o with_o such_o easy_a and_o sleighr_fw-mi mean_n furthermore_o it_o teach_v that_o evil_a thought_n &_o desire_n and_o motion_n of_o the_o heart_n without_o consent_n be_v no_o sin_n and_o this_o opinion_n cut_v off_o all_o true_a humiliation_n for_o 10._o paul_n never_o repent_v before_o he_o understand_v the_o meaning_n
and_o quaff_a and_o all_o such_o like_a galathian_o 5._o 19_o 20._o 22._o all_o these_o they_o can_v proceed_v from_o thou_o satan_n or_o from_o my_o flesh_n but_o only_o from_o faith_n which_o be_v wrought_v in_o i_o by_o god_n holy_a spirit_n satan_n if_o this_o be_v so_o god_n will_v never_o suffer_v thou_o to_o sin_n as_o thou_o do_v christian._n i_o shall_v sin_v as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v in_o this_o world_n i_o be_o sure_a of_o it_o because_o i_o be_o 75._o teach_v to_o ask_v remission_n of_o my_o sin_n continual_o but_o the_o manner_n of_o my_o sin_v now_o be_v otherways_o than_o it_o have_v be_v in_o time_n past_a i_o have_v sin_v heretofore_o with_o full_a purpose_n and_o consent_n of_o will_n but_o now_o doubtless_o i_o do_v not_o before_o i_o commit_v any_o sin_n i_o do_v not_o go_v to_o the_o practise_v of_o it_o with_o deliberation_n as_o the_o carnal_a man_n do_v who_o take_v care_n to_o fulfil_v the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o if_o i_o do_v it_o it_o be_v flat_a beside_o my_o mind_n and_o purpose_n 14._o in_o the_o do_n of_o any_o sin_n i_o will_v not_o do_v it_o my_o heart_n be_v against_o it_o and_o i_o hate_v it_o and_o yet_o by_o the_o tyranny_n of_o my_o flesh_n be_v overcome_v i_o do_v it_o afterwardc_n when_o it_o be_v commit_v i_o be_o grieve_v and_o displease_v at_o myself_o and_o do_v earnest_o with_o tear_n ask_v at_o god_n hand_n forgiveness_n of_o the_o same_o sin_n satan_n indeed_o this_o be_v very_o true_a in_o the_o child_n of_o god_n but_o thou_o be_v sell_v under_o sin_n and_o with_o great_a pleasure_n do_v commit_v sin_n &_o love_v it_o with_o thy_o whole_a heart_n otherwise_o thou_o will_v not_o fall_v to_o sin_n again_o after_o repentance_n and_o commit_v even_o one_o and_o the_o same_o sin_n so_o often_o as_o thou_o do_v thou_o hypocrite_n this_o thy_o behaviour_n turn_v all_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n from_o thou_o christian._n nay_o it_o be_v the_o order_n of_o the_o prophet_n 1._o to_o call_v man_n to_o repentance_n 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into_o the_o same_o sin_n so_o oft_o i_o shall_v have_v christ_n my_o advocate_n and_o intercessor_n to_o the_o father_n for_o i_o who_o will_v not_o damn_v i_o for_o the_o infirmity_n which_o he_o find_v in_o i_o i_o will_v abstain_v from_o external_a iniquity_n and_o i_o will_v not_o make_v my_o member_n servant_n unto_o sin_n and_o so_o â—â—_o long_o i_o trust_v my_o imperfection_n shall_v have_v no_o power_n to_o damn_v i_o for_o christ_n perfection_n be_v repute_v to_o be_v i_o by_o faith_n which_o i_o have_v in_o his_o blood_n god_n be_v not_o displease_v if_o my_o body_n be_v sick_a and_o subject_a to_o disease_n no_o more_o be_v he_o displease_v at_o the_o disease_n and_o sickness_n of_o the_o soul_n a_o natural_a father_n will_v 28._o â—ot_n slay_v the_o body_n of_o his_o child_n when_o he_o be_v sick_a and_o abhor_v comfortable_a meat_n and_o my_o heavenly_a father_n will_v not_o condemn_v my_o soul_n although_o through_o the_o infirmity_n of_o faith_n and_o the_o weakness_n 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