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to_o crow_v the_o glad_a tythinge_n of_o salvation_n so_o nathan_n to_o david_n 7.26_o jer._n 7.26_o and_o jonas_n to_o the_o ninivites_n but_o you_o will_v not_o hear_v i_o nor_o incline_v thy_o ear_n but_o harden_v the_o neck_n say_v he_o the_o lord_n look_v on_o we_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o mercy_n that_o we_o may_v bitter_o &_o worthy_o weep_v for_o our_o transgression_n apply_v the_o merit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n by_o a_o true_a faith_n unto_o our_o soul_n for_o we_o have_v many_o sweet_a promise_n of_o salvation_n and_o favour_n of_o our_o god_n offer_v unto_o we_o who_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a 9.13.14_o mat._n 9.13.14_o but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n for_o the_o whole_a need_v not_o a_o physician_n but_o these_o that_o be_v sick_a for_o it_o be_v not_o only_o requisite_a that_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o for_o sin_n but_o thou_o first_o accuse_v thyself_o and_o look_v not_o for_o rebuke_v from_o other_o but_o who_o can_v build_v without_o god_n keep_v 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which_o be_v like_o a_o fire_n 5.14_o iâ—r_n 5.14_o and_o man_n as_o wood_n to_o devour_v they_o for_o it_o be_v livelie_a and_o mighty_a in_o opereation_n and_o sharp_a than_o any_o two_o edge_a sword_n and_o enter_v through_o even_o unto_o the_o divide_n asuâ—â—â—er_o of_o thâ—_n soul_n 4.12_o heb._n 4.12_o and_o the_o spirit_n and_o of_o the_o joint_n and_o marrow_n and_o be_v a_o discerner_n of_o the_o thought_n and_o intent_n of_o the_o heart_n if_o such_o a_o mild_a word_n do_v cast_v his_o enemy_n down_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o they_o in_o that_o day_n 37.12.13_o psal_n 37.12.13_o when_o he_o shall_v rebuke_v they_o in_o his_o wrath_n so_o the_o wicked_a practise_v they_o against_o the_o just_a 25.47_o mat._n 25.47_o but_o the_o lord_n shall_v laugh_v he_o to_o scorn_n for_o he_o see_v his_o day_n come_v neither_o be_v our_o sweet_a saviour_n so_o much_o move_v with_o his_o own_o cause_n as_o indeed_o he_o be_v very_o much_o that_o he_o do_v forget_v his_o fatherly_a care_n 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19.11_o and_o so_o the_o lord_n do_v to_o the_o syrian_n at_o the_o word_n 6.28_o 2._o king_n 6.28_o of_o elisha_n but_o small_a be_v their_o power_n against_o he_o for_o how_o soon_o christ_n profess_v that_o it_o be_v he_o they_o fall_v and_o be_v rise_v again_o be_v no_o whit_n better_v but_o persevere_v in_o their_o wicked_a course_n o_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 11._o ezek._n 33._o 11._o as_o i_o live_v say_v the_o lord_n i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o that_o be_v turn_n from_o his_o way_n and_o live_v 20.12_o jer._n 20.12_o turn_v you_o turn_v you_o from_o your_o evil_a way_n for_o why_o will_v you_o die_v you_o house_n of_o israel_n he_o may_v
down_o thy_o spirit_n to_o put_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v awake_v out_o of_o the_o deep_a sleep_n of_o unrighteousness_n &_o take_v the_o staff_n of_o god_n in_o my_o hand_n and_o never_o to_o look_v back_o with_o lot_n wife_n 26._o gen._n 26._o but_o ever_o to_o have_v my_o face_n towards_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n that_o in_o the_o end_n i_o may_v say_v with_o thy_o servant_n paul_n â—_o 2._o tâ—_n 4._o â—_o i_o have_v run_v a_o good_a race_n i_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o be_v the_o crown_n lay_v up_o for_o i_o lead_v i_o through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n see_v my_o foot_n upon_o a_o rock_n 2._o psal_n 2._o and_o order_v my_o going_n furnish_v i_o with_o wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v go_v in_o and_o out_o wise_o before_o thy_o people_n set_v a_o watch_n before_o my_o lip_n psal_n psal_n and_o the_o door_n of_o my_o speech_n let_v all_o my_o speech_n be_v season_v with_o grace_n and_o tend_v to_o edifie_v let_v my_o heart_n ever_o be_v with_o thou_o what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v beneath_o and_o final_o as_o thou_o lead_v thy_o servant_n moses_n unto_o mount_n pisga_n and_o do_v let_v he_o see_v canaan_n a_o far_o off_o 1_o deut._n 34._o 1_o let_v my_o soul_n delight_n to_o walk_v upon_o the_o mountain_n of_o heavenly_a meditation_n look_v a_o far_o off_o to_o that_o heavenly_a canaan_n while_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n thou_o bring_v i_o through_o the_o water_n of_o jordan_n even_o through_o death_n itself_o and_o enter_v i_o into_o that_o rest_n now_o to_o my_o bless_a lord_n the_o purchaser_n of_o this_o rest_n with_o the_o father_n who_o from_o all_o eternity_n appoint_v the_o same_o &_o the_o holy_a spirit_n who_o daily_a confirm_v i_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o it_o be_v praise_n for_o ever_o 1.13_o 3_o eph._n 1.13_o amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o second_o day_n o_o lord_n let_v that_o same_o spirit_n which_o indyte_v thy_o holy_a word_n whereby_o thou_o speak_v to_o my_o soul_n indyte_n my_o 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the_o heart_n to_o a_o holy_a obedience_n to_o thou_o and_o make_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o action_n direct_o to_o tend_v to_o thy_o glory_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n now_o and_o then_o i_o have_v enjoy_v sensible_o this_o light_n but_o ever_o after_o humiliation_n and_o fervent_a prayer_n i_o be_o become_v cold_a in_o prayer_n i_o seek_v thou_o not_o with_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o this_o make_v my_o feelling_n not_o so_o frequent_a lord_n stir_v up_o my_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v thou_o continual_o with_o that_o holy_a zeal_n and_o fervency_n that_o become_v i_o indeed_o o_o lord_n these_o desertion_n be_v â—earefull_a and_o terrible_a to_o fall_v unto_o thy_o child_n true_o i_o be_o most_o certain_a that_o great_a deadness_n darkness_n and_o senselessness_n can_v not_o fall_v unto_o a_o reprobat_fw-la if_o the_o memory_n of_o by_o past_a experience_n do_v not_o comfort_v i_o these_o fearful_a desertion_n will_v make_v i_o faint_a &_o 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all_o do_v seek_v their_o own_o thing_n 2.21_o phil_n 2.21_o but_o few_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v christ_n religion_n which_o shall_v over-rule_v man_n way_n be_v make_v a_o coverture_n to_o vice_n and_o sin_n o_o lord_n demaske_n they_o and_o let_v they_o appear_v who_o turn_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n into_o a_o lie_n and_o labour_n to_o cover_v ungodliness_n with_o a_o clock_n of_o a_o holy_a profession_n 2.12.13_o mat._n 2.12.13_o take_v the_o scourge_n into_o thy_o hand_n and_o purge_v thy_o temple_n put_v to_o the_o door_n those_o buyer_n and_o seller_n who_o make_v the_o house_n of_o god_n a_o den_n of_o thief_n and_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o particular_a defect_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v fall_v from_o my_o first_o love_n from_o my_o former_a zeal_n 2.4_o revel_v 2.4_o from_o my_o former_a care_n and_o diligence_n in_o thy_o service_n where_o be_v the_o melt_a heart_n the_o mourn_a eye_n the_o painful_a diligence_n night_n and_o day_n at_o home_n and_o abroad_o to_o seek_v thy_o face_n where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o pray_v with_o delight_n with_o liberty_n and_o with_o tear_n now_o i_o weary_a of_o prayer_n i_o find_v no_o inward_a liberty_n no_o softness_n of_o heart_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o senseless_a heart_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o with_o as_o senseless_a a_o heart_n where_o my_o heart_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o thy_o worde_n â—_o act._n 2._o â—_o where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o depart_v from_o sermon_n with_o great_a comfort_n now_o i_o find_v myself_o neither_o casten_z down_o nor_o raise_v up_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n work_v not_o
christ_n by_o election_n before_o the_o world_n be_v make_v 5.1_o rom._n 5.1_o we_o be_v justify_v by_o a_o livelie_a faith_n the_o obedience_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n 5.16_o rom._n 5.16_o be_v impute_v unto_o we_o we_o be_v sanctify_v through_o the_o spirit_n 15.3_o 1._o pet._n 1.2.22_o john_n 15.3_o our_o soul_n be_v purify_v in_o obey_v the_o truth_n we_o walk_v not_o after_o the_o flesh_n when_o we_o resist_v covetous_a cogitation_n 1._o rom._n 8._o 1._o ambitious_a desire_n voluptuous_a thought_n envious_a conceit_n 5.19.22_o gal._n 5.19.22_o malicious_a purpose_n or_o whatsoever_o else_o corrupt_a of_o old_a adam_n we_o walk_v after_o the_o spirit_n when_o we_o embrace_v love_n we_o follow_v peace_n and_o holiness_n show_v long_o suffer_v gentleness_n meekness_n temperance_n crucifie_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n thereof_o to_o such_o as_o be_v in_o christ_n there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n 5._o the_o five_o fruit_n we_o have_v of_o christ_n his_o 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be_v saithfull_a and_o will_v not_o suffer_v he_o to_o be_v tempt_v above_o their_o strength_n but_o shall_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o tentation_n make_v a_o way_n that_o they_o may_v be_v able_a to_o bear_v it_o 7._o the_o seven_o benefit_n be_v victory_n over_o death_n and_o our_o freedom_n from_o the_o fear_n thereof_o for_o he_o say_v i_o will_v redeem_v they_o from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o grave_n 13.14_o hos_fw-la 13.14_o i_o will_v deliver_v they_o from_o death_n o_o death_n i_o will_v be_v thy_o death_n o_o grave_n i_o will_v be_v thy_o destruction_n death_n 15.55.56_o 1._o cor._n 15.55.56_o where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n and_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n but_o thanks_n be_v to_o god_n who_o have_v give_v we_o victory_n through_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n now_o â—y_a the_o mean_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n death_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o sweet_a passage_n &_o way_n 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the_o same_o peace_n of_o conscience_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 2.18_o heb._n 2.18_o and_o access_n to_o this_o grace_n wherein_o we_o stand_v by_o the_o mediation_n of_o christ_n and_o after_o this_o wretched_a life_n entrance_n to_o behold_v the_o glorious_a and_o bless_a trinity_n in_o glory_n majesty_n and_o eternity_n and_o now_o gentle_a reader_n that_o we_o may_v make_v heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a use_n of_o his_o suffering_n first_o diligent_o weigh_v what_o person_n in_o the_o deity_n do_v suffer_v seâ—ondlie_o what_o he_o do_v suffer_v thirdlie_o why_o he_o do_v suffer_v and_o last_o what_o our_o mediator_n require_v at_o our_o hand_n the_o apostle_n say_v 2.21_o 1._o pet._n 2.21_o christ_n suffer_v once_o for_o we_o that_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o the_o virgin_n marie_n 1.14_o john_n 1.14_o that_o worde_n which_o be_v make_v flesh_n and_o dwell_v among_o we_o and_o we_o see_v say_v heeâ—_n the_o glory_n there_o of_o as_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o the_o father_n full_a of_o grace_n and_o truth_n and_o so_o confess_v peter_n 16.16_o mat._n 16.16_o thou_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n whiâ—h_n be_v â—e_v who_o when_o the_o fullness_n of_o time_n be_v come_v 4.4_o gal._n 4.4_o god_n send_v forth_o make_v of_o a_o woman_n and_o make_v under_o the_o law_n 7.14_o john_n 7.14_o for_o his_o name_n be_v immanuel_n be_v a_o child_n bear_v to_o we_o and_o a_o sâ—nne_n give_v we_o 9.6_o esay_n 9.6_o who_o government_n be_v upon_o his_o shoulder_n who_o name_n be_v wonderful_a 3.9.10_o eph._n 3.9.10_o counsellor_n to_o the_o mighty_a god_n everlasting_a father_n the_o prince_n of_o peace_n but_o we_o shall_v rather_o adore_v the_o hypostatical_a union_n and_o incarnation_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n than_o search_v it_o by_o our_o shallow_a brain_n anxiouslie_o for_o the_o mind_n and_o understand_v of_o man_n can_v reach_v to_o it_o much_o less_o can_v it_o be_v express_v by_o tongue_n yea_o and_o the_o very_a angel_n admire_v 3.16_o 1._o tim._n 3.16_o that_o the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n that_o do_v take_v the_o shape_n of_o a_o servant_n 2.7.8_o phil._n 2.7.8_o and_o willing_o yield_v himself_o to_o the_o ignominious_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n but_o why_o be_v thy_o mediator_n both_o god_n and_o man_n if_o he_o have_v be_v man_n only_o he_o can_v not_o have_v satisfy_v the_o justice_n of_o god_n so_o shall_v our_o redemption_n have_v be_v unperfyte_n and_o not_o sufficient_a for_o he_o suffer_v in_o that_o nature_n 1._o 1._o pet._n 4._o 1._o that_o can_v suffer_v that_o be_v the_o flesh_n yet_o because_o of_o that_o strait_a union_n of_o both_o the_o nature_n in_o christ_n we_o may_v convenientlie_o say_v god_n to_o have_v be_v dead_a and_o crucify_v for_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o purchase_v his_o church_n 20.28_o act._n 20.28_o by_o his_o own_o blood_n now_o then_o because_o thy_o mediator_n be_v god_n he_o can_v free_v thou_o from_o death_n and_o hell_n 2.5_o 1._o tim._n 2.5_o and_o because_o he_o be_v man_n bone_n of_o thy_o bone_n and_o flesh_n of_o thy_o flesh_n he_o be_v sensible_a of_o thy_o misery_n for_o we_o have_v not_o a_o high_a priest_n 4.15_o heb._n 4.15_o which_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o the_o feel_n of_o our_o infirmity_n but_o be_v in_o all_o thing_n tempt_v in_o like_a sort_n yet_o without_o sin_n go_v therefore_o bold_o unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o thâ—u_fw-mi may_v find_v mercy_n and_o receive_v grace_n to_o help_v in_o time_n of_o need_n but_o why_o do_v god_n perfyte_n this_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n from_o sin_n by_o the_o death_n of_o his_o son_n &_o not_o by_o other_o mean_n beside_o that_o it_o please_v god_n to_o declare_v his_o
now_o he_o must_v play_v the_o priest_n and_o suffer_v patient_o his_o death_n which_o he_o will_v not_o stay_v thou_o shall_v use_v poor_a soul_n the_o opportunity_n of_o the_o word_n very_o earnest_o while_o the_o rain_n thereof_o from_o heaven_n do_v water_n the_o dry_a and_o thirsty_a soul_n of_o man_n and_o whilst_o it_o be_v call_v to_o day_n let_v we_o not_o barden_v our_o heart_n the_o lord_n therefore_o will_v know_v the_o inventor_n of_o this_o accusation_n and_o in_o all_o the_o history_n will_v have_v every_o man_n part_n know_v in_o this_o action_n i_o be_o no_o jew_n say_v he_o cleanse_v himself_o thy_o own_o nation_n do_v accuse_v thou_o i_o count_v not_o for_o the_o messiah_n religion_n trouble_v i_o not_o so_o much_o the_o clergy_n and_o churchman_n must_v take_v heed_n thereto_o a_o livelie_a image_n of_o worldling_n who_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v more_o than_o curious_a but_o spiritual_a thing_n be_v spiritual_o decern_v for_o he_o inquire_v not_o what_o a_o king_n he_o be_v &_o where_o his_o kingdom_n be_v that_o he_o may_v have_v a_o part_n and_o shâ—re_o thereof_o but_o break_v off_o in_o a_o accusation_n of_o jesus_n if_o he_o be_v a_o king_n the_o natural_a man_n know_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spâ—rit_n of_o god_n 1.14_o 1._o cor._n 1.14_o for_o they_o be_v fâ—clishnâ—sse_n to_o he_o and_o therefore_o christ_n take_v the_o mouth_n of_o pilate_n to_o be_v witness_n that_o he_o be_v a_o king_n who_o albeit_o he_o be_v equal_a with_o the_o father_n 2.6_o phil._n 2.6_o and_o think_v it_o no_o robbery_n make_v himself_o of_o no_o reputation_n by_o take_v on_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n to_o his_o father_n to_o be_v witness_n to_o the_o truth_n he_o will_v have_v hereby_o win_v pilate_n if_o it_o have_v be_v possible_a but_o he_o be_v interrupt_v for_o the_o word_n be_v ever_o a_o sweet_a odour_n to_o god_n 2.15_o 2._o cor._n 2.15_o either_o to_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n in_o mercy_n or_o justice._n with_o great_a constancy_n and_o gravity_n without_o respect_n of_o person_n do_v christ_n answer_v &_o so_o shall_v his_o servant_n defend_v god_n honour_n and_o not_o to_o turn_v their_o fail_n to_o every_o wind_n and_o therefore_o he_o do_v avouch_v his_o kingdom_n as_o anonynt_v of_o the_o father_n 2.6_o psal_n 2.6_o and_o sit_v upon_o mount_n zion_n his_o holy_a mountain_n 9.9_o zac._n 9.9_o who_o be_v just_a and_o save_v himself_o and_o his_o people_n from_o their_o sin_n 2.21_o mat._n 2.21_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n hosanna_n 21.9_o mat._n 21.9_o thou_o which_o be_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n who_o have_v give_v we_o to_o inherit_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o we_o 25.34_o mat._n 25.34_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n and_o therefore_o weak_a soul_n why_o be_v thou_o affâ—aied_v be_v it_o of_o the_o devil_n he_o can_v not_o hurt_v one_o hair_n of_o tâ—iâ—e_a head_n 8.31.32_o mat._n 8.31.32_o without_o thy_o king_n will_n be_v thou_o trouble_v with_o sickness_n at_o his_o command_n they_o depart_v 1.31_o mar._n 1.31_o be_v enemy_n rise_v against_o thou_o he_o can_v crush_v with_o a_o sceptre_n of_o iron_n 2.9_o psal_n 2.9_o and_o break_v they_o in_o piece_n like_o a_o potter_n vessel_n be_v thou_o astonish_v at_o death_n 15.55_o 1._o cor._n 15.55_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n fear_v not_o therefore_o feeble_a soul_n for_o it_o please_v the_o father_n to_o give_v thou_o his_o kingdom_n 12.32_o luc._n 12.32_o who_o can_v therefore_o separate_v thou_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n be_v persuade_v that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o hight_v nor_o deep_a nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v thou_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 38.39_o rom._n 8.35_o 38.39_o which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v all_o power_n in_o heaven_n â—7_n 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kingdom_n be_v from_o sea_n to_o sea_n 72.8_o psal_n 72.8_o and_o to_o the_o last_o part_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o it_o be_v govern_v by_o the_o preach_n of_o the_o gospel_n 2.8_o heb._n 2.8_o who_o in_o place_n of_o take_v tribute_n from_o his_o subject_n 24.47_o luc._n 24.47_o have_v carry_v upon_o he_o our_o sorrow_n plague_v of_o god_n 53.4_o esay_n 53.4_o and_o smite_v of_o god_n and_o humble_v who_o have_v give_v we_o eternal_a good_n as_o righteousness_n 14.17_o rom._n 14.17_o peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n be_v wise_a serve_v the_o lord_n in_o fear_n and_o rejoice_v in_o tremble_v 2.10.11.12_o psal_n 2.10.11.12_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a and_o thou_o perish_v in_o the_o way_n when_o his_o wrath_n shall_v sudden_o burn_v bless_a be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o i_o come_v in_o the_o world_n to_o witness_v the_o truth_n 14.6_o john_n 14.6_o who_o be_o the_o way_n verity_n and_o life_n to_o give_v knowledge_n of_o salvation_n unto_o my_o people_n by_o remission_n of_o their_o sin_n 1.77_o luc._n 1.77_o that_o all_o that_o believe_v in_o i_o 3.15_o â—ohn_n 3.15_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v everlasting_a life_n he_o be_v therefore_o not_o only_o the_o teacher_n of_o that_o heavenly_a wisdom_n 3.32_o john_n 3.32_o but_o be_v also_o make_v our_o wisdom_n from_o god_n 30_o 1._o cor._n 1._o 30_o receive_v therefore_o comfortless_a soul_n receive_v his_o testimony_n he_o that_o receive_v his_o testimony_n 3.33_o john_n 3.33_o have_v seal_v that_o god_n be_v true_a for_o he_o who_o god_n have_v send_v speak_v the_o word_n of_o god_n for_o god_n give_v he_o not_o the_o spirit_n by_o measure_n 8.47_o john_n 8.47_o he_o that_o be_v of_o the_o truth_n do_v hear_v his_o voice_n &_o be_v that_o be_v not_o of_o god_n 10.27_o john_n 10.27_o hear_v not_o god_n word_n 48._o john_n 12_o 48._o for_o the_o word_n that_o he_o have_v speak_v shall_v judge_v he_o in_o the_o last_o day_n very_o he_o that_o hear_v his_o word_n 5.24_o john_n 5.24_o and_o believe_v in_o he_o that_o send_v he_o have_v everlasting_a life_n and_o shall_v not_o come_v unto_o condemnation_n but_o have_v pass_v from_o death_n unto_o life_n so_o pilate_n come_v from_o the_o common-hall_n testify_v christ_n innocence_n but_o herein_o he_o offend_v that_o he_o do_v not_o deliver_v he_o who_o suffer_v wrong_v from_o the_o band_n of_o the_o oppressor_n 4.9_o eccl._n 4.9_o but_o be_v faint_a heart_a when_o he_o judge_v 1.26_o jam._n 1.26_o all_o this_o while_n in_o silence_n and_o patience_n our_o saviour_n possess_v his_o soul_n use_v great_a moderation_n in_o speech_n 3.10_o 1._o pet._n 3.10_o if_o thou_o lie_v thy_o injury_n poor_a soul_n at_o christ_n foot_n he_o will_v avenge_v it_o if_o thy_o wrong_n he_o will_v repair_v it_o 6.7_o 1._o cor._n 6.7_o if_o thy_o sorrow_n he_o will_v care_v it_o and_o therefore_o learn_v to_o suffer_v wrong_a and_o sustain_v harm_n thy_o christ_n sad_a soul_n be_v thy_o patron_n and_o advocate_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n who_o by_o his_o silence_n have_v open_v thy_o mouth_n &_o give_v thou_o liberty_n to_o speak_v for_o because_o thou_o be_v his_o son_n have_v send_v forth_o the_o spirit_n of_o his_o son_n into_o thy_o heart_n 4.9_o gal._n 4.9_o which_o cry_v abba_n father_n let_v not_o therefore_o thy_o unworthiness_n dash_v thou_o so_o that_o thou_o shall_v be_v fright_v therefore_o come_v bold_o unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n 4.16_o heb._n 4.16_o that_o thou_o may_v receive_v mercy_n and_o grace_n in_o the_o time_n of_o need_n the_o three_o step_v of_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o must_v christ_n pass_v to_o herod_n
be_v the_o power_n of_o god_n neither_o do_v the_o jew_n touch_v this_o curse_a tree_n to_o help_v christ_n to_o the_o height_n of_o mount_n calvarie_n but_o constrain_v this_o lybian_a famous_a for_o his_o two_o virtuous_a &_o godly_a son_n alexander_n &_o rufus_n to_o suppor_n our_o saviour_n not_o for_o any_o compassion_n or_o love_a affection_n they_o carry_v to_o he_o for_o they_o hate_v he_o to_o death_n but_o even_o to_o declare_v the_o acceptation_n of_o the_o gentile_n to_o the_o participation_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o lord_n accept_v time_n and_o now_o be_v jesus_n come_v to_o the_o place_n of_o golgotha_n who_o have_v sanctify_v it_o unto_o his_o martyredome_n and_o those_o public_a torment_n to_o whonsoever_o shall_v die_v in_o constant_a profession_n of_o his_o name_n for_o 24._o num._n 24._o he_o be_v that_o brazen_a serpent_n that_o whosoever_o look_v on_o he_o by_o a_o livelie_a and_o true_a faith_n 14._o john_n 14._o shall_v be_v heal_v of_o all_o their_o infirmity_n for_o our_o saviour_n do_v die_v the_o curse_a and_o execrable_a death_n to_o relieve_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n &_o therefore_o see_v we_o be_v buy_v for_o a_o price_n 3.13_o gal._n 3.13_o we_o shall_v glorify_v god_n in_o our_o body_n and_o in_o our_o spirit_n 6.20_o 1_o cor._n 6.20_o for_o they_o be_v go_n now_o do_v he_o hang_v sorrowful_a soul_n with_o out_o streatched_a arm_n to_o welcome_a and_o embrace_v ready_o all_o that_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o he_o be_v lift_v on_o high_a as_o expose_v unto_o all_o that_o will_v believe_v in_o he_o &_o to_o show_v that_o by_o cross_n and_o calamity_n we_o must_v enter_v to_o glory_n he_o will_v hang_v i_o say_v betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o reconceale_v they_o together_o for_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n he_o do_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o he_o and_o naked_a do_v he_o hang_v to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n &_o confirm_v thou_o against_o cross_n and_o poverty_n when_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 8.9_o 2._o cor._n 8.9_o that_o he_o be_v rich_a for_o thy_o sake_n become_v poor_a that_o thou_o through_o his_o poverty_n may_v be_v make_v rich_a for_o more_o be_v we_o in_o obligation_n to_o his_o poverty_n by_o which_o we_o be_v redeem_v than_o by_o his_o riches_n by_o which_o we_o be_v create_v for_o what_o benefit_n be_v it_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v if_o we_o shall_v not_o have_v be_v deliver_v from_o eternal_a death_n and_o therefore_o neither_o hunger_n nor_o nakedness_n nor_o death_n itself_o can_v separat_fw-la we_o from_o this_o love_n and_o conjunction_n with_o he_o 8.38_o rom._n 8.38_o the_o pride_n of_o our_o progenitour_n adam_n and_o eve_n bring_v this_o base_a condition_n on_o christ_n when_o as_o the_o lord_n clothe_v they_o for_o hide_v of_o their_o nakedness_n but_o now_o the_o world_n be_v give_v to_o supersluity_n of_o vanity_n in_o their_o raiment_n 21_o esay_n 3.19_o â—26_n 21_o which_o be_v a_o conspicuous_a badge_n of_o their_o rebellion_n against_o god_n but_o our_o david_n be_v scorn_v of_o michal_n for_o his_o nakedness_n but_o more_o glorious_a be_v be_v than_o the_o very_a angel_n in_o heaven_n for_o bring_v home_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o seal_n up_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n by_o his_o blood_n &_o death_n he_o be_v the_o tree_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n which_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a water_n of_o meribab_n 6.16_o 1._o sam._n 6.16_o o_o give_v we_o grace_n dear_a jesus_n that_o we_o may_v comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n which_o be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o deepth_n 3.18.19_o eph._n 3.18.19_o and_o hight_v and_o to_o know_v this_o thy_o love_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o fullness_n of_o god_n now_o may_v they_o tell_v all_o thy_o bone_n all_o thy_o nerve_n sinew_n and_o vein_n be_v draw_v in_o length_n 22._o psal_n 22._o thy_o whole_a body_n disjoint_v they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o river_n of_o blood_n do_v burst_v out_o behold_v all_o that_o go_v by_o the_o way_n lam._n lam._n if_o there_o be_v any_o dolour_n like_a unto_o my_o dolour_n the_o second_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o in_o this_o mount_n calvarie_n he_o begin_v to_o thirst_n wherefore_o the_o jew_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n though_o far_o beside_o their_o mind_n they_o give_v i_o gall_n in_o my_o meat_n and_o in_o my_o thirst_n they_o give_v i_o vinegar_n to_o drink_v but_o solomon_n have_v counsel_v more_o charitable_o give_v you_o strong_a drink_n unto_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v 21.9_o pro._n 21.9_o &_o wine_n to_o they_o that_o have_v grief_n in_o heart_n but_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v destitute_a of_o all_o consolation_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v abundance_n of_o comfort_n in_o he_o 16.11_o psal_n 16.11_o for_o in_o his_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o but_o he_o will_v suffer_v thirst_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o hasten_v death_n unto_o himself_o before_o the_o appoint_a hour_n for_o he_o know_v the_o lord_n will_v bring_v all_o this_o business_n to_o a_o bless_a event_n he_o will_v i_o say_v beside_o these_o torment_n inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n against_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hell_n death_n law_n and_o condemnation_n suffer_v also_o in_o all_o his_o outward_a sense_n in_o his_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n in_o his_o sight_n the_o bespitting_a &_o watch_v in_o his_o hear_n blasphemy_n &_o mock_n in_o his_o touch_v beat_v buffet_n whip_v &_o crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o his_o smell_a the_o filthy_a bespitting_a and_o vile_a odour_n overspreading_a that_o precious_a body_n whereby_o it_o be_v imbrue_v and_o these_o many_o stripe_n receive_v he_o for_o us._n and_o now_o consider_v my_o soul_n what_o shall_v be_v the_o pain_n they_o shall_v suffer_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n who_o shall_v not_o be_v find_v in_o christ_n the_o rich_a glutton_n in_o hell_n can_v not_o obtain_v one_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o cool_v his_o tongue_n in_o that_o burn_a torment_n terrible_a be_v that_o drought_n and_o hotness_n that_o sin_n bring_v with_o it_o 5._o mat._n 5._o but_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_v for_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v 4._o john_n 4._o and_o have_v in_o their_o belly_n the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n jesus_n christ_n whilst_o thou_o be_v quaff_v and_o scoll_v sweet_a and_o delicious_a cup_n to_o the_o contempt_n and_o abuse_n of_o god_n creature_n remember_v this_o bitter_a and_o sour_a drink_n of_o christ_n which_o we_o do_v make_v he_o drink_v again_o how_o oft_o soever_o we_o do_v injury_n to_o his_o member_n then_o beware_v of_o all_o that_o can_v separate_v thou_o from_o this_o thy_o christ_n especial_o of_o bad_a profane_a &_o 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shall_v we_o forgive_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v forgive_v us._n here_o have_v thou_o dear_a soul_n great_a matter_n of_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n never_o to_o be_v casten_z down_o &_o despare_v with_o the_o opinion_n of_o thy_o own_o sin_n thou_o have_v a_o high_a priest_n 63.12_o 1._o john_n 2._o esay_n 63.12_o and_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n even_o jesus_n christ_n the_o lust_n to_o who_o thou_o shall_v have_v recourse_n in_o all_o thy_o tentation_n and_o bold_o approach_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v receive_v mercy_n &_o grace_n in_o time_n of_o need_n when_o the_o prince_n do_v stone_n zacharias_n he_o say_v lord_n look_v to_o it_o and_o require_v it_o and_o so_o do_v the_o blood_n abel_n call_v for_o
not_o have_v turn_v into_o a_o glorious_a life_n she_o know_v the_o conference_n betwixt_o she_o and_o the_o angel_n before_o for_o faith_n and_o hope_n will_v not_o extinguish_v displeasure_n &_o natural_a joy_n but_o will_v mitigate_v they_o both_o for_o she_o look_v to_o have_v with_o he_o a_o joyful_a meeting_n her_o heart_n be_v knit_v with_o he_o whilst_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n not_o ashamed_a of_o he_o neither_o he_o forgetful_a of_o she_o he_o call_v her_o woman_n 5.16_o 2._o cor._n 5.16_o not_o mother_n raise_v from_o all_o earthly_a thing_n which_o man_n count_v much_o of_o for_o he_o know_v nothing_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n for_o in_o heaven_n we_o shall_v be_v like_a angel_n to_o the_o end_n that_o we_o may_v enjoy_v that_o heavenly_a life_n and_o she_o i_o say_v he_o commend_v to_o john_n who_o he_o love_v inteirelie_o neither_o will_v he_o translate_v she_o from_o the_o world_n but_o will_v have_v every_o member_n of_o his_o church_n to_o keep_v one_o 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holy_a ghost_n be_v praise_n and_o honour_n for_o now_o and_o ever_o so_o be_v it_o a_o prayer_n and_o thanksgiving_n afâ—er_v the_o receive_n of_o the_o holy_a supper_n of_o our_o lord_n o_o lord_n god_n father_n almighty_a i_o yield_v thou_o hearty_a thanks_n for_o thy_o inestimable_a love_n and_o favour_n towards_o i_o miserable_a sinner_n not_o only_o for_o that_o i_o have_v my_o be_v move_a and_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o from_o thou_o but_o also_o because_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o of_o thy_o mere_a mercy_n to_o redeem_v i_o from_o eternal_a damnation_n wherein_o i_o be_v cast_v by_o reason_n of_o transgression_n and_o that_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n as_o of_o a_o lamb_n undefiled_a and_o without_o spot_n that_o i_o may_v live_v with_o thou_o in_o that_o thy_o kingdom_n in_o the_o heaven_n let_v not_o the_o effusion_n thereof_o be_v in_o value_n towards_o i_o but_o still_o feed_v and_o nourish_v my_o soul_n by_o participation_n of_o 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not_o holy_a father_n to_o degenerate_v from_o thou_o and_o to_o turn_v to_o my_o former_a nature_n give_v i_o a_o understanding_n heart_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o preserve_v i_o as_o the_o apple_n of_o thy_o eye_n remove_v my_o sin_n which_o be_v as_o a_o cloud_n betwixt_o thou_o and_o i_o o_o my_o god_n which_o be_v my_o light_n my_o life_n and_o salvation_n albeit_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o great_a temptation_n and_o grievous_a assault_n of_o satan_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o world_n though_o thou_o even_o thou_o my_o dear_a god_n will_v kill_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o thou_o for_o i_o know_v thou_o can_v revive_v i_o and_o when_o thou_o wound_v can_v heal_v i_o grant_v i_o never_o doubt_v of_o thy_o promise_n through_o unbelief_n but_o be_v confirm_v in_o faith_n give_v glory_n to_o thou_o as_o full_o persuade_v that_o thou_o that_o promise_v be_v also_o able_a to_o do_v it_o for_o it_o be_v the_o great_a punishment_n that_o can_v befall_v man_n to_o forsake_v thy_o 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and_o ash_n stand_v beforâ—_n thou_o strengthen_v &_o guide_v i_o by_o thy_o might_n that_o encourage_v by_o thy_o promise_n i_o may_v conquer_v and_o be_v conpassed_a with_o joyful_a deliverance_n great_a infirmity_n and_o weakness_n do_v remain_v in_o i_o i_o be_o full_a of_o vexation_n and_o anguish_n of_o mind_n but_o let_v i_o never_o yield_v noâ—_n wax_v faint_a but_o sustain_v and_o uphold_v by_o thy_o grace_n and_o power_n that_o bâ—eing_v press_v i_o be_v not_o oppress_v but_o rise_v again_o as_o the_o palm_n tree_n for_o as_o the_o seed_n dead_a and_o rot_a in_o the_o earth_n bring_v forth_o great_a abundance_n so_o tribulation_n be_v the_o seed_n of_o the_o church_n assist_v i_o therefore_o by_o thy_o heavenly_a grace_n to_o try_v how_o much_o more_o precious_a the_o trial_n of_o my_o faith_n be_v than_o gold_n which_o bring_v so_o great_a a_o glory_n when_o thou_o shall_v change_v my_o tear_n into_o joy_n my_o mourning_n into_o mirth_n my_o sorrow_n into_o solace_n my_o death_n into_o life_n make_v my_o delight_n to_o be_v always_o in_o thy_o word_n which_o be_v eternal_a can_v make_v i_o also_o eternal_a i_o choose_v it_o to_o be_v my_o treasure_n that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v always_o therein_o for_o he_o that_o will_v live_v must_v needs_o know_v thou_o he_o that_o will_v reign_v must_v needs_o serve_v thou_o &_o that_o he_o will_v have_v joy_n of_o heart_n must_v needs_o praise_v thou_o for_o thou_o be_v that_o ladder_n by_o which_o angel_n come_v down_o to_o we_o and_o wâ—â—_n ascend_v up_o to_o heaven_n to_o they_o thou_o be_v the_o way_n the_o verity_n and_o life_n no_o man_n come_v to_o the_o father_n but_o by_o thou_o quicken_v â—â—e_v therefore_o in_o thy_o blood_n that_o i_o may_v be_v of_o the_o number_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o true_a member_n of_o the_o body_n of_o thy_o church_n and_o never_o forget_v this_o covenant_n i_o have_v now_o bind_v up_o with_o thou_o who_o have_v give_v i_o that_o inheritance_n by_o thy_o will_n and_o testament_n whereof_o this_o holy_a supper_n be_v a_o true_a pledge_n now_o hence_o forth_o i_o be_o full_o deliberate_v to_o obey_v willing_o thy_o statute_n and_o persevere_v ioyefullie_o unto_o the_o death_n and_o suffer_v cross_n patient_o since_o thou_o my_o saviour_n be_v my_o life_n to_o thou_o therefore_o with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n triniâ—â—e_v in_o unity_n be_v all_o praise_n and_o glory_n and_o honour_n for_o now_o and_o ever_o amen_n
upon_o my_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v wont_a to_o do_v this_o be_v one_o token_n that_o my_o spiritual_a life_n be_v weaken_v therefore_o as_o thou_o have_v breathe_v in_o my_o nostril_n 2.7_o gen._n 2.7_o the_o breath_n of_o a_o natural_a life_n breath_n upon_o my_o soul_n 4.16_o cant._n 4.16_o that_o i_o may_v find_v the_o motion_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n call_v upon_o my_o soul_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o sin_n 12.43.44_o john_n 12.43.44_o as_o thou_o call_v lazarus_n his_o body_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n let_v i_o find_v a_o quicken_a virtue_n flow_v from_o thy_o livelie_a spirit_n to_o quicken_v my_o dead_a spirit_n lord_n teach_v i_o to_o redeem_v these_o loss_n and_o grant_v i_o may_v ever_o count_v it_o my_o great_a loss_n to_o lose_v the_o sign_n of_o thy_o presence_n suffer_v not_o my_o heart_n to_o be_v oppress_v with_o the_o thorny_a care_n of_o this_o life_n 8._o luc._n 8._o but_o learn_v i_o to_o cast_v my_o care_n upon_o the_o lord_n what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v in_o these_o worldly_a thing_n 7.29.30_o 1._o cor._n 7.29.30_o let_v i_o so_o do_v they_o as_o i_o be_v not_o do_v they_o give_v i_o that_o dexterity_n to_o discharge_v such_o a_o duty_n in_o my_o earthly_a call_n as_o may_v ever_o agree_v with_o my_o heavenly_a call_n furnish_v i_o with_o wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v wise_o even_o towards_o they_o that_o be_v without_o 1â—_n 1._o thess_n 1â—_n make_v my_o life_n a_o pattern_n of_o godliness_n that_o where_o ever_o i_o come_v or_o go_v i_o may_v smell_v of_o jesus_n christ_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o be_v careful_a not_o only_o of_o my_o own_o soul_n but_o of_o the_o soul_n of_o all_o they_o of_o who_o i_o have_v any_o charge_n that_o so_o thy_o glory_n ever_o be_v before_o my_o eye_n thou_o may_v glorify_v i_o one_o day_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o saviour_n who_o fit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o three_o day_n o_o lord_n i_o never_o press_v to_o draw_v never_o unto_o thou_o but_o that_o evil_a one_o draw_v near_o to_o i_o if_o jehoshua_n come_v in_o before_o the_o lord_n 3.1_o zach._n 3.1_o satan_n will_v be_v at_o his_o right_a hand_n to_o resist_v he_o he_o trouble_v and_o distract_v my_o mind_n with_o army_n of_o unrulie_a cogitation_n it_o be_v my_o great_a difficulty_n o_o lord_n at_o any_o time_n to_o get_v a_o free_a mind_n to_o serve_v thou_o 5.3_o exod._n 5.3_o when_o israel_n desire_v to_o go_v to_o the_o wilderness_n and_o sacrifice_n to_o the_o lord_n pharaoh_n double_v their_o burden_n so_o do_v satan_n double_a his_o tentation_n upon_o i_o when_o i_o will_v go_v out_o of_o myself_o to_o serve_v thou_o what_o be_o i_o poor_a weak_a creature_n that_o i_o shall_v resist_v such_o mighty_a spiritual_a power_n o_o lord_n 12.9_o 1._o cor._n 12.9_o it_o be_v thy_o battle_n i_o fight_v and_o thy_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o thy_o people_n when_o they_o build_v the_o wall_n of_o jerusalem_n 4.17_o neh._n 4.17_o they_o do_v hold_v their_o weapon_n in_o the_o one_o hand_n and_o build_v with_o the_o other_o hand_n lord_n furnish_z i_o with_o a_o double_a portion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v resist_v satan_n with_o the_o one_o hand_n and_o draw_v near_o to_o thou_o with_o the_o other_o o_o lord_n i_o be_o come_v to_o thy_o holiness_n to_o repent_v my_o sin_n ah_o lord_n my_o sin_n be_v great_a but_o my_o repentance_n be_v slender_a lord_n give_v i_o that_o repentance_n which_o thou_o give_v unto_o peter_n he_o sin_v grievous_o but_o repent_v earnest_o yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o o_o lord_n have_v not_o thou_o the_o key_n of_o david_n which_o open_v 3.7_o rev._n 3.7_o and_o no_o man_n shut_v and_o shut_v and_o no_o man_n open_v open_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v make_v such_o a_o repentance_n as_o â—ought_v to_o do_v thou_o do_v keep_v jonas_n that_o he_o drown_v not_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v stretch_v forth_o thy_o help_a hand_n and_o keep_v peter_n 14.31_o mat._n 14.31_o that_o he_o do_v not_o sink_v when_o he_o do_v walk_v on_o the_o water_n lord_n stretch_v forth_o thy_o help_a hand_n let_v not_o thy_o servant_n sink_v into_o the_o sea_n of_o sin_n o_o lord_n thou_o prepare_v a_o ark_n for_o thy_o own_o noah_n and_o the_o whale_n belly_n for_o thy_o own_o jonas_n lord_n if_o i_o shall_v get_v my_o foot_n once_o within_o the_o ark_n i_o shall_v be_v safe_a jesus_n christ_n be_v my_o ark_n let_v i_o be_v find_v in_o he_o then_o shall_v there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o i_o 8.1_o rom._n 8.1_o my_o sin_n indeed_o be_v great_a o_o lord_n but_o shall_v i_o balance_v the_o sin_n of_o a_o finite_a creature_n with_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o infinite_a creator_n 25.9_o psal_n 25.9_o nay_o lord_n all_o thy_o way_n be_v mercy_n and_o truth_n to_o these_o that_o fear_v thou_o i_o have_v nothing_o to_o lay_v between_o i_o and_o hell_n but_o thy_o undeserved_a mercy_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n thou_o be_v a_o strength_n unto_o the_o poor_a a_o refuge_n against_o the_o tempest_n and_o a_o shadow_n against_o the_o heat_n who_o so_o dwell_v in_o the_o secret_a of_o the_o most_o high_a 1._o psal_n 91._o 1._o shall_v abide_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o almighty_a i_o will_v say_v unto_o the_o lord_n o_o my_o hope_n 42.10_o psal_n 42.10_o and_o my_o fortress_n he_o be_v my_o god_n in_o he_o will_v i_o trust_v confirm_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n in_o the_o certainty_n of_o this_o persuasion_n strengthen_v also_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o feeble_a and_o weak_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v fight_v with_o the_o great_a courage_n against_o that_o spiritual_a gohab_n let_v i_o not_o depart_v from_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n without_o some_o spiritual_a comfort_n thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v the_o multitude_n 14.19_o mat._n 14.19_o that_o wait_v upon_o thou_o three_o day_n in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o depart_v until_o they_o be_v refresh_v lord_n refresh_v my_o soul_n with_o some_o crumb_n of_o grace_n fall_v from_o thy_o table_n when_o jonathan_n be_v weary_a 14.28_o 1._o sam._n 14.28_o and_o put_v forth_o his_o rod_n and_o taste_v of_o the_o honey_n his_o dim_a eye_n receive_v sight_n and_o his_o feeble_a body_n be_v strengthen_v o_o lord_n 8.46_o luc._n 8.46_o if_o i_o shall_v touch_v jesus_n by_o the_o rod_n of_o faith_n my_o dim_a eye_n shall_v receive_v sight_n and_o my_o feeble_a soul_n new_a strength_n o_o my_o lord_n be_o not_o i_o seek_v this_o strength_n of_o thou_o to_o bruise_v the_o head_n of_o the_o old_a serpent_n 3.15_o gen._n 3.15_o a_o swear_a enemy_n to_o thy_o kingdom_n deny_v not_o armour_n to_o thy_o own_o weak_a soldier_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n i_o may_v subdue_v that_o great_a dragon_n sin_n that_o it_o may_v be_v bear_v down_o and_o jesus_n his_o throne_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o the_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n sanctify_v my_o rest_n this_o night_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o when_o this_o weary_a body_n have_v receive_v its_o bodily_a refreshment_n i_o may_v rise_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o morrow_n to_o do_v thou_o better_a service_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n thy_o sacrifice_n o_o lord_n 5.17_o psâ—â—_n 5.17_o be_v a_o contrite_a &_o a_o break_a heart_n i_o come_v to_o thy_o altar_n but_o i_o want_v the_o sacrifice_n o_o lord_n who_o vouchsafe_v a_o sacrifice_n upon_o abraham_n 22.13_o gen._n 22.13_o vouchsafe_v a_o sacrifice_n upon_o i_o i_o will_v wish_v my_o heart_n can_v be_v dissolve_v in_o bitter_a tear_n but_o such_o be_v my_o present_a hardness_n that_o neither_o can_v i_o repent_v as_o i_o shall_v neither_o be_v my_o heart_n so_o soften_v as_o it_o shall_v be_v 11.19_o ezek._n 11.19_o it_o be_v thy_o praise_n o_o lord_n to_o take_v the_o stony_a heart_n away_o and_o to_o give_v a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n lord_n i_o have_v a_o stony_a heart_n rend_v it_o o_o lord_n take_v it_o away_o and_o give_v i_o a_o soft_a heart_n that_o i_o may_v make_v such_o a_o repentance_n as_o my_o great_a offence_n require_v lord_n there_o be_v no_o contentment_n to_o my_o soul_n but_o either_o when_o thou_o humble_a i_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o raise_v i_o up_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o mercy_n rather_o than_o i_o be_v senseless_a let_v i_o be_v sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n that_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v bewail_v it_o teach_v i_o now_o to_o mourn_v with_o thy_o child_n 1.7_o 2._o thess_n 1.7_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o rejoice_n cherish_v o_o lord_n those_o little_a sparkle_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o thy_o great_a mercy_n thou_o have_v kindle_v in_o my_o soul_n increase_v my_o faith_n