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betimes_o to_o drink_v one_o draught_n of_o misery_n it_o will_v be_v the_o soon_o over_o the_o more_o easy_o swallow_v and_o work_v the_o more_o kind_o it_o will_v require_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o pain_n to_o bring_v they_o to_o the_o yoke_n and_o to_o break_v they_o in_o the_o yoke_n who_o be_v never_o acquaint_v with_o it_o who_o neck_n be_v never_o use_v to_o it_o till_o their_o old_a age_n verse_n 28._o he_o sit_v alone_a and_o keep_v silence_n because_o he_o have_v bear_v it_o upon_o he_o here_o be_v the_o posture_n of_o the_o man_n in_o misery_n he_o sit_v alone_a and_o keep_v silence_n grief_n choose_v solitariness_n and_o silence_n i_o be_o like_o a_o pelican_n in_o the_o wilderness_n like_o a_o owl_n in_o the_o desert_n the_o behaviour_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o every_o condition_n be_v from_o his_o nature_n which_o guide_v he_o in_o this_o season_n to_o lonesomeness_n and_o silence_n he_o who_o can_v hear_v nothing_o know_v nothing_o act_v nothing_o can_v neither_o give_v nor_o receive_v what_o shall_v he_o do_v in_o company_n he_o want_v he_o with_o who_o alone_o he_o know_v how_o to_o converse_v and_o therefore_o what_o shall_v he_o do_v but_o sit_v alone_a mourning_n for_o he_o there_o be_v none_o can_v know_v or_o taste_v his_o condition_n or_o apply_v themselves_o in_o any_o wise_a suitable_a to_o it_o what_o shall_v he_o do_v among_o they_o the_o turtle_n can_v but_o choose_v solitariness_n to_o mourn_v and_o bewail_v the_o loss_n of_o her_o mate_n and_o keep_v silence_n all_o he_o do_v alone_o be_v to_o give_v scope_n to_o grief_n he_o say_v nothing_o but_o throb_v and_o mourn_v in_o his_o heart_n he_o will_v not_o he_o can_v allay_v his_o grief_n by_o speak_v it_o out_o but_o keep_v silence_n he_o have_v nothing_o to_o say_v concern_v any_o thing_n or_o to_o any_o save_v to_o he_o who_o he_o can_v come_v to_o speak_v with_o and_o therefore_o be_v enforce_v to_o keep_v silence_n his_o weight_n his_o burden_n take_v up_o all_o his_o thought_n take_v forcible_a possession_n of_o they_o by_o reason_n of_o that_o advantage_n it_o have_v from_o sense_n and_o yet_o he_o have_v nothing_o to_o say_v concern_v that_o neither_o neither_o concern_v the_o burden_n itself_o nor_o concern_v the_o meaning_n of_o he_o who_o lay_v it_o upon_o he_o because_o he_o have_v bear_v it_o upon_o he_o it_o be_v a_o mighty_a burden_n such_o a_o one_o as_o put_v god_n as_o it_o be_v to_o bear_v or_o lift_v of_o it_o and_o because_o god_n do_v it_o who_o he_o understand_v not_o in_o any_o of_o his_o way_n or_o motion_n he_o be_v silent_a i_o hold_v my_o peace_n because_o thou_o do_v it_o he_o take_v no_o notice_n either_o of_o man_n or_o mean_n whereby_o he_o be_v afflict_v he_o know_v they_o be_v but_o mere_a instrument_n but_o the_o captivity_n the_o misery_n he_o feel_v he_o know_v to_o be_v from_o the_o lord_n who_o ever_o have_v the_o dispose_n of_o he_o and_o that_o make_v he_o silent_a verse_n 29._o he_o put_v his_o mouth_n in_o 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