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care_n that_o have_v buy_v and_o purchase_v the_o pearl_n get_v part_v not_o from_o the_o pearl_n once_o get_v thou_o do_v not_o fall_v it_o again_o pro._n 23.23_o buy_v the_o truth_n but_o sell_v it_o not_o likewise_o wisdom_n and_o instruction_n and_o understanding_n for_o what_o we_o sell_v we_o esteem_v it_o less_o worth_a than_o that_o we_o sell_v it_o for_o but_o we_o must_v value_v this_o pearl_n above_o riches_n glory_n liberty_n pearl_n and_o life_n itself_o by_o no_o mean_n part_n from_o wisdom_n neither_o by_o our_o forgetfulness_n security_n or_o oversight_n any_o way_n beside_o we_o can_v sell_v it_o for_o nothing_o which_o be_v not_o uncertain_a gain_n but_o this_o be_v most_o certain_a and_o most_o last_a and_o therefore_o not_o to_o be_v exchange_v with_o any_o other_o this_o of_o the_o three_o general_n the_o merchant_n man_n action_n be_v three_o merchant_n three_o main_a action_n of_o a_o wise_a merchant_n 1._o he_o seek_v a_o good_a pearl_n 2._o find_v a_o excellent_a one_o 3._o sell_v all_o he_o have_v to_o buy_v it_o every_o man_n natural_o will_v be_v seek_v some_o thing_n to_o make_v he_o happy_a the_o natural_a man_n have_v some_o natural_a pearl_n or_o other_o on_o which_o he_o set_v his_o affection_n and_o in_o which_o bee_n take_v great_a delight_n some_o merchant_n esteem_v pleasure_v their_o best_a pearl_n some_o honour_n some_o riches_n and_o the_o most_o of_o the_o world_n seek_v some_o pearl_n light_n upon_o some_o counterfeit_n or_o other_o wherein_o they_o content_v themselves_o and_o blind_a both_o themselves_o and_o other_o which_o make_v a_o ancient_a father_n cry_v out_o sancti_fw-la foelix_fw-la negotiator_fw-la qui_fw-la novit_fw-la qua_fw-la rerenon_fw-mi necina_fw-la ut_fw-la ambitiosi_fw-la nen_fw-la inutiâ—a_fw-la ut_fw-la curiosi_fw-la sed_fw-la salubria_fw-la ut_fw-la sancti_fw-la happy_a be_v that_o merchant_n that_o know_v to_o seek_v not_o hurtful_a thing_n as_o the_o ambitious_a do_v nor_o unprofitable_a thing_n as_o the_o curious_a do_v but_o the_o most_o wholesome_a thing_n as_o do_v the_o saint_n but_o this_o a_o supernatural_a both_o seeker_n an_o seek_v and_o thing_n seek_v the_o thing_n seek_v be_v the_o grace_n of_o the_o gospel_n a_o good_a pearl_n indeed_o as_o before_o the_o seeker_n be_v the_o wise_a merchant_n quest._n but_o how_o can_v any_o man_n seek_v grace_n see_v psal_n 14._o and_o rom._n 3._o no_o man_n seek_v after_o god_n sol._n answ_n no_o man_n by_o nature_n can_v seek_v after_o grace_n nor_o of_o himself_o once_o ask_v after_o it_o because_o he_o be_v destitute_a of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n no_o more_o than_o the_o lose_a groat_n can_v ask_v after_o she_o that_o lose_v it_o or_o a_o wander_a sheep_n after_o the_o shepherd_n or_o a_o dead_a man_n after_o life_n so_o as_o those_o place_n be_v mean_v of_o man_n before_o conversion_n and_o calling_n for_o the_o elect_n seek_v not_o god_n till_o god_n first_o seek_v they_o and_o find_v they_o but_o this_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o man_n call_v convert_v already_o find_v of_o god_n and_o move_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n who_o move_v by_o god_n can_v now_o move_v themselves_o and_o seek_v by_o he_o now_o can_v seek_v he_o which_o both_o set_v out_o our_o infinite_a misery_n who_o of_o ourselves_o never_o mind_n the_o mean_n of_o happiness_n and_o also_o magnify_v god_n mercy_n which_o be_v infinite_a who_o offer_v unto_o we_o a_o free_a grace_n do_v true_o say_v i_o be_v find_v of_o they_o that_o seek_v i_o not_o and_o give_v he_o also_o the_o honour_n of_o goodness_n and_o of_o our_o seek_n of_o he_o only_o the_o godly_a and_o all_o they_o be_v seeker_n of_o the_o good_a pearl_n doct._n doct._n they_o seek_v after_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o gospel_n pearl_n only_o the_o godly_a and_o all_o they_o be_v seeker_n of_o the_o pearl_n every_o where_o the_o godly_a be_v call_v seeker_n of_o god_n and_o seeker_n of_o wisdom_n prou._n 2._o and_o seeker_n of_o the_o kingdom_n matt._n 6.33_o and_o wicked_a man_n be_v describe_v to_o be_v such_o as_o seek_v not_o after_o god_n psalm_n 14.4_o and_o why_o reas_n 1_o 1._o these_o only_o do_v see_v their_o own_o want_n and_o beggary_n which_o be_v imply_v in_o seek_v no_o man_n seek_v that_o he_o want_v not_o or_o that_o first_o find_v not_o in_o himself_o a_o want_n of_o grace_n 143.6_o psal_n 143.6_o david_n desire_a grace_n as_o the_o thirsty_a ground_n and_o grace_n be_v not_o promise_v nor_o give_v to_o any_o but_o the_o thirsty_a isa_n 55.1_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n psalm_n 14.2_o first_o they_o must_v understand_v namely_o their_o estate_n and_o then_o seek_v after_o god_n reas_n 2_o 2._o all_o these_o and_o they_o alone_o do_v see_v
pilgrim_n profession_n in_o tie_v which_o word_n with_o the_o former_a it_o may_v be_v ask_v first_o what_o force_n can_v there_o be_v in_o this_o reason_n to_o move_v or_o incline_v god_n to_o mercy_n because_o he_o be_v a_o stranger_n with_o he_o it_o may_v rather_o imply_v that_o god_n shall_v the_o more_o estrange_v himself_o from_o he_o and_o stand_v further_o from_o his_o help_n i_o answer_v 1._o the_o hebrew_n phrase_n bucer_n quis_fw-la dubitat_fw-la quod_fw-la bic_n psaltes_fw-la posuit_fw-la gnimea_fw-la tecum_fw-la idem_fw-la esse_fw-la quod_fw-la liphneca_n id_fw-la est_fw-la coram_fw-la ie_fw-fr bucer_n i_o be_o a_o stranger_n with_o thou_o signify_v as_o much_o as_o to_o say_v i_o be_o a_o stranger_n before_o thou_o or_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o not_o that_o he_o be_v a_o stranger_n in_o affection_n or_o conversation_n from_o god_n as_o the_o wicked_a who_o be_v say_v to_o be_v strange_a child_n and_o stranger_n from_o the_o womb_n 58.3_o psal_n 58.3_o for_o how_o can_v david_n be_v such_o a_o stranger_n who_o set_v the_o lord_n ever_o before_o he_o and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n 16.8_o psal_n 16.8_o that_o he_o may_v not_o sin_v against_o he_o 2._o as_o it_o be_v a_o confession_n and_o testimony_n of_o bis_fw-la own_o humility_n and_o sense_n of_o his_o misery_n it_o be_v a_o motive_n to_o mercy_n as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v i_o be_o a_o stranger_n and_o need_n help_v because_o as_o a_o stranger_n i_o lie_v open_a to_o many_o injury_n and_o inconvenience_n but_o thou_o be_v the_o god_n of_o the_o abject_a and_o thy_o property_n be_v as_o to_o cast_v down_o the_o proud_a so_o to_o raise_v up_o such_o deject_a soul_n as_o i_o be_o and_o therefore_o hear_v my_o prayer_n cry_n and_o tear_n 3._o as_o it_o ascribe_v unto_o the_o lord_n the_o honour_n of_o mercy_n it_o be_v a_o motive_n to_o mercy_n for_o holy_a david_n put_v the_o lord_n in_o mind_n of_o his_o own_o gracious_a inclination_n and_o affection_n to_o stranger_n 10.19_o exo._n 22._o â—1_n reâ—_n 19.23_o doâ—_n 10.19_o for_o he_o have_v command_v we_o to_o be_v kind_a to_o stranger_n and_o have_v in_o special_a manner_n undertake_v the_o protection_n of_o stranger_n psalm_n 146.9_o the_o lord_n keep_v the_o stranger_n and_o therefore_o his_o faith_n bind_v god_n after_o a_o fort_n to_o his_o own_o law_n and_o promise_n assure_v himself_o of_o god_n mercy_n because_o he_o be_v a_o stranger_n 4._o as_o it_o be_v a_o acknowledgement_n of_o his_o own_o impotency_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o his_o life_n it_o plead_v strong_o for_o mercy_n as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v thou_o know_v lord_n that_o i_o be_o a_o stranger_n here_o and_o so_o long_o as_o i_o be_o so_o i_o can_v but_o carry_v a_o burden_n of_o flesh_n and_o a_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o daily_o thereby_o deserve_v thy_o most_o heavy_a displeasure_n and_o therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v not_o so_o extreme_a against_o i_o as_o in_o justice_n thou_o may_v but_o consider_v my_o frailty_n mingle_v thy_o correction_n with_o mercy_n and_o whereas_o i_o discern_v also_o by_o my_o bodily_a weakness_n and_o infirmity_n that_o i_o be_o a_o stranger_n here_o and_o of_o short_a continuance_n i_o pray_v thou_o remove_v thy_o hand_n and_o let_v not_o all_o my_o life_n be_v miserable_a but_o verse_n 13_o stay_v thy_o anger_n from_o i_o that_o i_o may_v recover_v my_o strength_n before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o and_o upon_o the_o same_o ground_n job_n make_v the_o same_o request_n 10.21_o job_n 10.21_o let_v he_o cease_v and_o leave_v off_o from_o i_o that_o i_o may_v take_v a_o little_a comfort_n before_o i_o go_v and_o shall_v not_o return_v etc._n etc._n second_o it_o may_v be_v ask_v how_o can_v david_n use_v this_o as_o a_o reason_n for_o his_o recovery_n which_o he_o use_v before_o verse_n 4._o for_o the_o hasten_v of_o his_o death_n for_o because_o his_o life_n be_v short_a and_o miserable_a therefoer_n he_o desire_v he_o may_v die_v in_o all_o haste_n to_o which_o i_o answer_v that_o great_a difference_n there_o be_v between_o david_n foil_v by_o flesh_n and_o david_n support_v by_o the_o spirit_n for_o we_o have_v in_o he_o lie_v under_o the_o temptation_n a_o instance_n of_o our_o own_o strong-hearted_n corruption_n which_o out_o of_o a_o good_a proposition_n can_v draw_v most_o dangerous_a and_o wicked_a conclusion_n for_o out_o of_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o shortness_n of_o his_o life_n he_o can_v draw_v conclusion_n of_o murmur_a impatience_n and_o almost_o of_o desperation_n but_o now_o david_n be_v another_o man_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n have_v conquer_v those_o assault_n and_o now_o he_o can_v out_o of_o the_o same_o premise_n draw_v the_o clean_a contrary_a conclusion_n to_o support_v his_o faith_n patience_n and_o dependence_n upon_o god_n for_o such_o be_v the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o he_o can_v draw_v holy_a sweet_a and_o comfortable_a conclusion_n from_o those_o principle_n and_o ground_n from_o which_o flesh_n and_o corruption_n use_v to_o suck_v sin_n and_o poison_n and_o teach_v the_o saint_n so_o to_o do_v in_o the_o profession_n itself_o mean_v mean_v consider_v for_o the_o meaning_n four_o thing_n 1._o stranger_n 1._o what_o be_v this_o stranger_n what_o a_o stranger_n be_v 2._o who_o be_v this_o stranger_n 3._o where_o he_o be_v a_o stranger_n 4._o the_o community_n of_o this_o condition_n as_o all_o my_o father_n be_v 1._o a_o stranger_n be_v he_o that_o be_v absent_a from_o his_o own_o country_n be_v travel_v homewards_o unto_o it_o for_o these_o two_o condition_n be_v proper_a to_o a_o stranger_n first_o that_o he_o be_v absent_a from_o his_o native_a soil_n absent_a from_o his_o natural_a friend_n absent_a from_o his_o father_n house_n and_o absent_a from_o his_o own_o home_n and_o inheritance_n thus_o be_v abraham_n a_o stranger_n in_o canaan_n second_o that_o he_o be_v travel_v home_o as_o a_o pilgrim_n to_o his_o own_o country_n thus_o be_v jacob_n a_o stranger_n who_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o travail_n in_o foreign_a country_n out_o of_o any_o certain_a and_o settle_a dwelling_n as_o himself_o profess_v gen._n 47.9_o the_o whole_a time_n of_o mypilgrimage_n be_v a_o hundred_o and_o thirty_o year_n 2._o who_o be_v this_o stranger_n david_n say_v i_o be_o a_o stranger_n which_o may_v seem_v strange_a if_o we_o consider_v that_o david_n be_v a_o king_n and_o that_o in_o his_o own_o country_n and_o that_o the_o country_n of_o judea_n in_o comparison_n of_o who_o inhabitant_n all_o the_o world_n beside_o be_v stranger_n as_o matth._n 27.7_o for_o david_n be_v not_o now_o in_o flight_n before_o saul_n 21.23_o 2_o sam._n 21.23_o as_o when_o he_o play_v the_o fool_n in_o the_o philistines_n country_n before_o acbish_a to_o save_v his_o life_n nor_o in_o likelihood_n in_o chase_n before_o absalon_n as_o when_o be_v drive_v from_o home_n he_o go_v up_o to_o the_o mount_n of_o olive_n and_o weep_v neither_o undertake_v he_o any_o meritorious_a journey_n in_o a_o pilgrim_n 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