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life_n 80_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o liberty_n we_o enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 81_o chap._n 10._o our_o great_a happiness_n on_o earth_n be_v to_o profess_v the_o way_n of_o christianity_n 87_o chap._n 11._o that_o truth_n be_v only_o find_v in_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n the_o rest_n be_v vanity_n 91_o chap._n 12._o there_o be_v many_o way_n in_o christianity_n all_o which_o be_v according_a to_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 94_o chap._n 13_o some_o maxim_n concern_v a_o supernatural_a life_n 98_o chap._n 14._o what_o content_a a_o soul_n receive_v in_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 101_o chap._n 15._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o humane_a prudence_n 105_o chap._n 16._o the_o conclusion_n that_o we_o ought_v to_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 108_o book_n iii_o of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o divine_a providence_n chap._n 1._o our_o first_o thought_n in_o the_o morning_n ought_v to_o be_v that_o god_n be_v present_a 111_o chap._n 2._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o the_o soul_n make_v we_o little_a value_n the_o absence_n of_o the_o creature_n 114_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o can_v and_o aught_o to_o conserve_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o occasion_n of_o extroversion_n 118_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n be_v clear_o see_v in_o a_o purify_a interior_a 121_o chap._n 5._o that_o our_o union_n with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n aught_o to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o our_o action_n 125_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o we_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o suffer_v and_o enjoy_v 128_o chap._n 7._o that_o the_o divine_a presence_n make_v we_o to_o love_v prayer_n or_o action_n as_o best_o please_v god_n 132_o chap._n 8._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n bring_v we_o into_o a_o disesteem_a of_o other_o thing_n 136_o chap._n 9_o where_o we_o may_v best_o find_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n 139_o chap._n 10._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o with_o divine_a providence_n 143_o chap._n 11._o to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o all_o thing_n but_o god_n good_a pleasure_n 146_o chap._n 12._o we_o ought_v to_o comport_v ourselves_o with_o a_o respectful_a reverence_n in_o god_n presence_n 149_o chap._n 13._o to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n 153_o chap._n 14._o how_o the_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o ourselves_o to_o god_n make_v we_o find_v a_o paradise_n upon_o earth_n 157_o chap_n 15._o how_o the_o beauty_n that_o be_v in_o the_o order_n of_o god_n content_n a_o soul_n 161_o chap._n 16._o the_o practice_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o the_o seven_o day_n of_o the_o week_n 163_o the_o first_o day_n the_o be_v of_o god_n 164_o the_o second_o day_n the_o omnipotency_n of_o god_n 166_o the_o three_o day_n of_o the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n 167_o the_o four_o day_n the_o patience_n of_o god_n 169_o the_o five_o day_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 174_o the_o six_o day_n the_o justice_n of_o god_n 172_o the_o seven_o day_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 173_o book_n iv_o of_o solitude_n and_o the_o practice_n of_o two_o excellent_a retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n chap._n 1._o of_o the_o beauty_n of_o christian_a solitude_n 175_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o necessity_n of_o solitude_n 179_o chap._n 3._o the_o difficulty_n of_o solitude_n 182_o chap._n 4._o the_o occupation_n of_o solitude_n 186_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o may_v put_v our_o soul_n and_o sense_n into_o a_o solitude_n 189_o chap._n 6._o a_o solitude_n or_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o infallible_a mystery_n of_o the_o sacred_a trinity_n 192_o first_o day_n 195_o second_o day_n 199_o three_o day_n 203_o four_o day_n 207_o five_o day_n 211_o six_o day_n 215_o seven_o day_n 219_o eight_o day_n 224_o nine_o day_n 228_o ten_o day_n 232_o chap._n 6._o another_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o adorable_a person_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 236_o first_o day_n of_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n ibid._n second_o day_n jesus_n a_o infant_n 241_o three_o day_n jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a 245_o four_o day_n jesus_n the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n and_o piety_n 249_o five_o day_n jesus_n zealator_n of_o soul_n 253_o six_o day_n jesus_n contemplate_v and_o enjoy_v 257_o seven_o day_n jesus_n our_o exemplar_n and_o guide_n 262_o eight_o day_n jesus_n our_o light_n 266_o nine_o day_n jesus_n suffer_v and_o die_v 280_o ten_o day_n jesus_n rise_v from_o death_n and_o gloririous_a 285_o book_n v._o of_o communion_n and_o its_o effect_n chap._n 1._o of_o preparation_n before_o communion_n 291_o chap._n 2._o to_o communicate_v worthy_o we_o must_v put_v ourselves_o in_o a_o state_n conformable_a to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n 294_o chap_n 3._o to_o receive_v the_o communion_n worthy_o we_o must_v imitate_v those_o action_n which_o jesus_n christ_n practise_v when_o he_o institute_v it_o 298_o chap._n 4._o interiour_n entertainment_n during_o communion_n 303_o chap._n 5._o other_o entertainment_n to_o give_v thanks_o after_o communion_n 306_o chap._n 6._o another_o method_n of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 309_o chap._n 7._o the_o first_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o beget_v in_o we_o the_o love_n of_o cross_n and_o humiliation_n 313_o chap._n 8._o continuation_n of_o the_o same_o subject_n 316_o chap._n 9_o the_o second_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o transform_v we_o 319_o chap._n 10._o the_o three_o effect_n of_o communion_n which_o be_v the_o perfect_a and_o consummate_a union_n 323_o chap._n 11._o the_o four_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o confer_v the_o high_a love_n 327_o chap._n 12._o the_o five_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o give_v strength_n and_o perseverance_n in_o the_o service_n
of_o god_n 332_o book_n vi_o of_o interiour_n and_o exterior_a cross_n chap._n 1._o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o high_a esteem_n for_o cross_n 337_o chap._n 2._o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o love_n for_o cross_n 341_o chap_n 3._o that_o we_o must_v have_v a_o great_a love_n for_o cross_n 444_o chap._n 4._o god_n be_v please_v to_o send_v we_o cross_n in_o the_o place_n of_o persecution_n that_o our_o life_n may_v be_v a_o continual_a martyrdom_n 347_o chap._n 5._o of_o exterior_a cross_n by_o the_o loss_n of_o good_n chap._n 6._o disposition_n during_o sickness_n where_o the_o body_n suffer_v and_o the_o soul_n rejoice_v chap._n 7._o other_o disposition_n in_o the_o time_n of_o sickness_n where_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v on_o the_o cross_n 357_o chap._n 8._o the_o interiour_n cross_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o obscurity_n 360_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o heaviness_n of_o interior_a cross_n 364_o chap._n 10._o the_o great_a fruit_n we_o may_v reap_v from_o interior_a cross_n 368_o chap._n 11._o that_o we_o must_v bear_v patient_o our_o imperfection_n 371_o book_n vii_o of_o ordinary_a prayer_n and_o contemplation_n chap._n 1._o what_o esteem_v we_o ought_v to_o have_v for_o prayer_n 377_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o different_a sort_n of_o mental_a prayer_n 380_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o what_o manner_n of_o prayer_n god_n be_v please_v to_o give_v we_o 384_o chap._n 4._o that_o above_o all_o thing_n it_o be_v necessary_a to_o practice_v prayer_n 387_o chap._n 5._o of_o the_o impediment_n of_o prayer_n 392_o chap._n 6._o of_o the_o mean_n that_o facilitate_v the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n 396_o chap._n 7._o that_o we_o must_v not_o presume_v of_o ourselves_o to_o attempt_v any_o manner_n of_o prayer_n but_o what_o be_v ordinary_a 400_o chap._n 8._o how_o to_o pass_v from_o ordinary_a prayer_n to_o contemplation_n 404_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o prayer_n of_o faith_n 407_o chap._n 10_o of_o the_o sacred_a darkness_n of_o prayer_n 411_o chap._n 11._o of_o the_o light_n of_o prayer_n 414_o chap._n 12._o of_o passive_a prayer_n 414_o chap._n 13._o of_o pure_a and_o perfect_a prayer_n 421_o chap._n 14._o of_o the_o hunger_a of_o the_o soul_n after_o god_n and_o of_o she_o be_v satiate_v with_o he_o 425_o chap._n 15._o of_o infuse_a prayer_n 429_o chap._n 16._o of_o prayer_n of_o quiet_a 433_o chap._n 17._o of_o the_o intimate_a union_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o god_n in_o prayer_n 437_o chap._n 18._o of_o interior_a silence_n where_o god_n speak_v and_o be_v hear_v 441_o chap._n 19_o of_o most_o purify_v contemplation_n 444_o chap._n 20._o of_o the_o different_a caress_n god_n vouchsafe_v a_o soul_n in_o prayer_n 448_o book_n viii_o some_o maxim_n of_o great_a importance_n to_o conduct_v we_o in_o a_o spiritual_a life_n chap._n 1._o to_o have_v above_o all_o thing_n a_o extreme_a horror_n of_o sin_n 453_o chap._n 2._o to_o keep_v a_o even_a pace_n with_o grace_n neither_o out-running_a it_o nor_o follow_v too_o slow_o 456_o chap._n 3._o that_o a_o soul_n must_v whole_o give_v herself_o up_o to_o god_n 459_o chap._n 4._o we_o ought_v to_o make_v it_o our_o business_n to_o be_v content_a to_o suffer_v 461_o chap._n 5._o to_o renounce_v or_o self_n whole_o and_o strive_v against_o our_o proper_a inclination_n 463_o chap._n 6._o how_o to_o comport_v ourselves_o well_o in_o superiority_n 466_o chap._n 7._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o have_v our_o intention_n purify_v from_o all_o self-interest_n 469_o chap._n 8._o a_o conference_n clear_v many_o difficulty_n touch_v prayer_n 471_o the_o interiour_n christian_n book_n i._o of_o the_o love_n of_o humiliation_n which_o be_v the_o solid_a foundation_n of_o all_o christian_a perfection_n chap._n i._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o attain_v christian_a perfection_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o humility_n let_v we_o endeavour_v after_o perfection_n not_o because_o it_o be_v a_o sublime_a and_o elevate_a condition_n but_o because_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n we_o ought_v not_o to_o set_v upon_o the_o practice_n of_o piety_n by_o a_o motive_n of_o grandeur_n and_o to_o become_v great_a saint_n but_o only_o to_o do_v what_o god_n will_v and_o expect_v from_o we_o and_o rest_v therewith_o content_a and_o satisfy_v our_o happiness_n consist_v in_o a_o constant_a dependence_n on_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n with_o a_o perfect_a submission_n and_o resignation_n thereunto_o i_o must_v be_v content_a with_o my_o condition_n whatever_o it_o be_v see_v it_o be_v what_o god_n expect_v from_o i_o and_o it_o be_v no_o small_a presumption_n to_o assume_v to_o ourselves_o what_o great_a saint_n have_v find_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o piety_n god_n call_v some_o person_n to_o glorious_a performance_n other_o he_o place_v in_o a_o low_a rank_n in_o all_o this_o we_o must_v suffer_v he_o to_o work_v his_o will_n upon_o we_o and_o receive_v with_o thankfulness_n his_o divine_a impression_n whether_o great_a or_o little_a it_o be_v enough_o for_o we_o that_o they_o come_v from_o god_n this_o be_v the_o way_n god_n call_v we_o to_o walk_v in_o a_o way_n sublime_a pleasant_a full_a of_o peace_n in_o which_o we_o desire_v nothing_o but_o to_o please_v god_n it_o concern_v we_o to_o take_v whatever_o he_o give_v with_o simplicity_n of_o heart_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a it_o be_v certain_o more_o than_o we_o deserve_v to_o be_v annihilate_v in_o god_n be_v to_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v and_o in_o what_o manner_n he_o please_v otherwise_o we_o seek_v ourselves_o and_o our_o own_o satisfaction_n and_o not_o pure_o god_n and_o his_o good_a pleasure_n we_o must_v labour_v for_o perfection_n with_o a_o spirit_n whole_o dis-engaged_n from_o all_o self-interest_n to_o suffer_v to_o live_v poor_a and_o despise_a be_v the_o only_a way_n among_o infinite_a other_o mean_n the_o eternal_a father_n make_v choice_n of_o for_o we_o to_o attain_v to_o glory_n and_o regain_v those_o excellency_n adam_n lose_v for_o himself_o and_o we_o by_o sin_n this_o be_v his_o design_n from_o eternity_n his_o son_n in_o the_o fullness_n of_o time_n embrace_v the_o cross_n with_o affection_n and_o be_v inflame_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o suffer_v value_v the_o cross_n as_o a_o thing_n of_o great_a excellency_n be_v the_o altar_n choose_v for_o the_o life-giving_a sacrifice_n by_o his_o heavenly_a father_n prefer_v the_o glory_n and_o the_o will_n of_o god_n before_o the_o natural_a inclination_n of_o his_o humanity_n which_o have_v a_o repugnancy_n in_o the_o sensitive_a part_n thereof_o to_o pain_n and_o suffering_n this_o be_v evident_a from_o that_o of_o the_o evangelist_n pater_n si_fw-la possibile_fw-la est_fw-la transe_n at_o etc._n etc._n father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o yet_o not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v fulfil_v and_o that_o of_o the_o psalmist_n sacrificium_fw-la &_o oblationem_fw-la noluisti_fw-la etc._n etc._n thou_o will_v not_o have_v sacrifice_n or_o oblation_n but_o thou_o have_v prepare_v a_o body_n for_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o come_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o so_o he_o do_v run_v his_o course_n with_o joy_n though_o full_a of_o suffering_n because_o he_o know_v it_o be_v the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o his_o father_n wherefore_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o welove_a and_o esteem_v the_o cross_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v we_o participate_v of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n and_o please_v his_o heavenly_a father_n for_o to_o suffer_v be_v to_o sacrifice_v to_o god_n our_o pleasure_n and_o interest_n unite_n ourselves_o to_o the_o design_n that_o jesus_n have_v by_o suffer_v to_o repair_v his_o father_n glory_n o_o my_o soul_n if_o these_o verity_n have_v make_v deep_a impression_n in_o thou_o thou_o ought_v from_o henceforth_o to_o glory_n in_o be_v despise_v see_v thy_o glory_n be_v to_o procure_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n which_o can_v be_v do_v more_o advantageous_o than_o by_o imitate_v his_o only_a son_n o_o good_a jesus_n possess_v my_o heart_n with_o your_o divine_a spirit_n that_o may_v enable_v i_o to_o live_v your_o life_n o_o how_o your_o humiliation_n seem_v great_a unto_o i_o your_o abjection_n honourable_a your_o poverty_n rich_a and_o your_o cross_n pleasant_a my_o soul_n do_v languish_v to_o possess_v your_o spirit_n and_o desire_v it_o most_o ardent_o whatever_o have_v not_o a_o relish_n of_o your_o spirit_n be_v not_o grateful_a to_o i_o o_o that_o i_o have_v inflame_v affection_n to_o embrace_v the_o cross_n and_o that_o i_o can_v bear_v the_o great_a can_v happen_v to_o i_o in_o the_o interim_n it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o i_o do_v nothing_o and_o when_o occasion_n present_v itself_o i_o find_v difficulty_n to_o suffer_v the_o least_o affliction_n dear_a saviour_n how_o be_v this_o life_n troublesome_a unto_o i_o strengthen_v
i_o forthwith_o to_o set_v upon_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o life_n hide_a crucify_a despise_a which_o you_o have_v teach_v we_o by_o your_o example_n that_o i_o may_v true_o say_v with_o st._n paul_n absit_fw-la mihi_fw-la gloriari_fw-la nisi_fw-la in_o cruse_n domini_fw-la nostri_fw-la your_o cross_n dear_a jesus_n be_v my_o glory_n and_o i_o will_v glory_v in_o nothing_o else_o honour_n pleasure_n riches_n i_o declare_v my_o mortal_a enemy_n see_v your_o property_n be_v to_o incline_v i_o perpetual_o to_o deviate_v from_o those_o way_n to_o which_o jesus_n call_v i_o i_o abhor_v you_o as_o enemy_n of_o my_o perfection_n ah_o dear_a saviour_n make_v i_o partaker_n of_o your_o life_n humble_a poor_a despise_a or_o let_v i_o live_v no_o long_o in_o this_o life_n of_o mortality_n when_o heaven_n shall_v be_v my_o habitation_n i_o shall_v be_v content_a to_o be_v in_o glory_n because_o there_o you_o be_v also_o in_o triumph_n but_o see_v that_o on_o earth_n you_o will_v not_o be_v but_o in_o a_o abject_a condition_n i_o desire_v there_o to_o be_v with_o you_o also_o alas_o i_o march_v but_o slow_o to_o arrive_v at_o perfection_n however_o in_o reality_n i_o will_v fain_o be_v whole_o humble_v both_o interiorly_a and_o exterior_o as_o your_o divine_a wisdom_n see_v best_a for_o i_o if_o it_o be_v your_o will_n i_o will_v search_v after_o external_a humiliation_n for_o i_o find_v no_o better_a food_n for_o a_o christian_a soul_n perhaps_o they_o will_v prove_v hard_a of_o digestion_n to_o i_o yet_o for_o all_o that_o they_o may_v become_v by_o use_n profitable_a and_o delicious_a o_o dear_a saviour_n see_v it_o be_v say_v of_o you_o by_o the_o evangelical_n prophet_n saturabitur_fw-la opprobriis_fw-la give_v i_o my_o fill_n of_o opproby_n and_o abjection_n ravish_v with_o your_o sweetness_n and_o consolation_n those_o who_o know_v well_o how_o to_o use_v such_o favour_n as_o for_o i_o let_v my_o repast_n be_v with_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n because_o by_o their_o relish_n i_o shall_v be_v render_v more_o like_a unto_o you_o o_o jesus_n why_o be_v you_o circumcise_v o_o mary_n why_o be_v you_o purify_v your_o heart_n be_v not_o sully_v and_o yet_o you_o submit_v yourselves_o to_o the_o abjection_n of_o sinner_n because_o to_o be_v despise_v be_v the_o object_n of_o your_o most_o tender_a affection_n there_o be_v never_o two_o heart_n more_o full_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o never_o more_o inflame_v desire_n after_o humiliation_n see_v then_o that_o one_o be_v the_o measure_n of_o the_o other_o if_o we_o will_v testify_v that_o we_o love_v god_n we_o must_v also_o love_v to_o suffer_v for_o he_o how_o unjust_a be_v our_o complaint_n against_o those_o who_o undervalue_v we_o and_o how_o unreasonable_o be_v we_o disquiet_v when_o we_o be_v scorn_v by_o other_o we_o ought_v rather_o to_o be_v trouble_v because_o we_o be_v not_o despise_v enough_o and_o thus_o it_o will_v be_v with_o we_o if_o we_o have_v a_o heart_n entire_o christian_n it_o be_v true_a grace_n can_v only_o infuse_v such_o inclination_n into_o our_o soul_n nature_n egg_n we_o on_o to_o the_o contrary_n and_o it_o be_v my_o unhappiness_n that_o i_o who_o write_v this_o shall_v i_o fear_v fall_v short_a hereof_o in_o time_n of_o trial_n for_o i_o be_o altogether_o frail_a and_o good_a for_o nothing_o and_o for_o aught_o i_o know_v what_o i_o have_v say_v or_o do_v which_o appear_v so_o beautiful_a may_v be_v rot_v within_o witness_v my_o often_o relapse_n which_o sufficient_o tell_v i_o what_o a_o poor_a abject_a creature_n i_o be_o and_o how_o much_o i_o deserve_v to_o be_v despise_v chap._n ii_o the_o foundation_n of_o true_a christian_a humility_n when_o i_o consider_v that_o god_n be_v all_o in_o all_o that_o he_o possess_v in_o himself_o incomprehensible_a perfection_n that_o he_o have_v create_v and_o provide_v for_o we_o infinite_a good_a thing_n i_o can_v but_o acknowledge_v that_o all_o honour_n all_o glory_n all_o praise_n all_o adoration_n be_v 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a_o injury_n i_o ought_v not_o to_o look_v on_o the_o design_n of_o man_n who_o intention_n oftentimes_o be_v only_o to_o hurt_v to_o revenge_v and_o solace_v themselves_o with_o other_o misery_n but_o to_o have_v a_o eye_n to_o the_o purpose_n of_o god_n which_o be_v to_o chastise_v i_o to_o better_v i_o and_o to_o humble_v i_o the_o jew_n put_v jesus_n christ_n to_o death_n out_o of_o revenge_n and_o envy_n and_o god_n the_o father_n have_v a_o design_n thereby_o to_o save_v mankind_n i_o will_v not_o hereafter_o hunt_v after_o applause_n and_o honour_n for_o i_o be_o resolve_v not_o to_o follow_v the_o inclination_n of_o deprave_a nature_n but_o follow_v the_o example_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o suffer_v for_o i_o i_o will_v desire_v poverty_n contempt_n pain_n and_o unite_n they_o to_o his_o suffering_n i_o will_v earnest_o beseech_v he_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o his_o mercy_n to_o have_v pity_n on_o i_o if_o we_o will_v once_o serious_o endeavour_v to_o know_v 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the_o gospel_n happy_a be_v those_o who_o be_v merciful_a to_o other_o i_o have_v as_o great_a a_o esteem_n of_o they_o as_o you_o but_o likewise_o happy_a be_v those_o who_o be_v as_o nothing_o in_o their_o own_o eye_n to_o be_v poor_a despise_a annihilate_v and_o miserable_a shall_v be_v the_o only_a matter_n of_o my_o discourse_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v by_o this_o mean_v i_o be_o empty_v of_o myself_o and_o of_o all_o creature_n and_o make_v capable_a to_o be_v fill_v with_o divine_a grace_n o_o that_o these_o thing_n do_v touch_v our_o heart_n with_o a_o sensible_a devotion_n chap._n v._o that_o we_o have_v only_o so_o much_o of_o the_o true_a spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n as_o we_o have_v a_o inclination_n to_o abjection_n if_o the_o purity_n of_o love_n be_v on_o earth_n it_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o those_o who_o love_n abjection_n see_v they_o desire_v nothing_o but_o the_o interest_n of_o god_n his_o glory_n pure_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n whole_o absorb_v in_o 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practice_n of_o that_o abjection_n he_o love_v for_o our_o sake_n in_o our_o thought_n and_o word_n we_o may_v do_v it_o but_o when_o any_o occasion_n of_o humiliation_n or_o suffering_n happen_v we_o make_v the_o brave_a pretension_n possible_a to_o be_v free_v from_o it_o even_o such_o who_o make_v a_o profession_n of_o devotion_n will_v suffer_v the_o want_n of_o nothing_o nor_o any_o injury_n from_o other_o they_o be_v for_o govern_v affair_n as_o they_o please_v without_o any_o subjection_n or_o dependence_n shun_v abjection_n because_o they_o think_v they_o can_v more_o glorify_v god_n by_o grandeur_n and_o reputation_n in_o the_o world_n this_o be_v a_o mere_a illusion_n of_o self-love_n and_o a_o vanity_n of_o nature_n which_o in_o every_o thing_n affect_v to_o be_v exalt_v and_o not_o to_o be_v humble_v not_o with_o stand_v let_v we_o think_v and_o say_v what_o we_o please_v what_o measure_n we_o have_v of_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n be_v according_a to_o the_o degree_n of_o true_a mortification_n and_o self-denial_n we_o find_v in_o we_o he_o expect_v we_o shall_v honour_v his_o voluntary_a humiliation_n with_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o our_o pride_n now_o in_o a_o sacrifice_n the_o host_n immolate_a be_v destroy_v and_o deprive_v of_o its_o former_a be_v so_o that_o we_o must_v make_v a_o continual_a sacrifice_n of_o our_o reason_n and_o understanding_n of_o our_o will_n and_o inclination_n to_o the_o judgement_n and_o command_n of_o other_o of_o our_o reputation_n by_o a_o love_n to_o abjection_n of_o our_o good_n by_o poverty_n of_o our_o health_n and_o corporal_a satisfaction_n by_o pain_n and_o austerity_n in_o a_o word_n we_o must_v sacrifice_v all_o our_o natural_a inclination_n to_o the_o honour_n of_o god_n be_v as_o well_o content_a with_o adverse_a accident_n as_o prosperous_a success_n because_o the_o good_a use_n of_o humiliation_n be_v better_o for_o we_o than_o prosperity_n it_o be_v a_o excellent_a lesson_n we_o learn_v by_o the_o love_n of_o abjection_n but_o it_o be_v very_o hard_a to_o take_v out_o and_o without_o a_o continual_a look_v over_o be_v soon_o forget_v the_o virtue_n which_o consist_v in_o action_n be_v more_o easy_o practise_v less_o troublesome_a to_o we_o and_o more_o satisfactory_a to_o other_o but_o those_o that_o consist_v pure_o in_o suffer_v as_o humiliation_n patience_n abnegation_n be_v very_o difficult_a o_o jesus_n abject_a and_o humble_a infuse_v into_o my_o soul_n the_o science_n of_o saint_n and_o a_o relish_n of_o contempt_n of_o the_o world_n and_o i_o shall_v learn_v perfect_o the_o lesson_n of_o true_a humility_n which_o be_v above_o the_o apprehension_n of_o human_a reason_n our_o bless_a saviour_n sometime_o put_v we_o upon_o the_o undertake_n of_o certain_a good_a design_n whereof_o he_o will_v not_o the_o execution_n but_o the_o practice_n of_o many_o virtue_n which_o arise_v in_o their_o pursuance_n and_o fail_v of_o the_o desire_a issue_n nature_n be_v much_o 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render_v a_o marvellous_a homage_n to_o the_o son_n of_o god_n in_o the_o selfsame_a place_n where_o he_o suffer_v for_o we_o perhaps_o this_o glory_n be_v great_a in_o his_o sight_n than_o if_o the_o sword_n of_o st._n lewis_n have_v sacrifice_v all_o the_o infidel_n in_o palestine_n our_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n be_v as_o ill_a tree_n because_o they_o can_v of_o themselves_o bring_v thing_n to_o maturity_n however_o they_o do_v not_o fail_v of_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n in_o the_o worst_a success_n by_o abjection_n humiliation_n and_o self-denial_n when_o we_o can_v do_v the_o good_a we_o will_v it_o be_v no_o small_a good_a to_o acknowledge_v our_o insufficiency_n and_o unworthiness_n when_o we_o be_v hinder_v from_o our_o usual_a recollection_n by_o some_o incommodity_n we_o may_v hope_v that_o one_o good_a hour_n of_o suffering_n and_o abjection_n with_o a_o content_a mind_n will_v prove_v better_o to_o we_o than_o a_o hour_n of_o prayer_n wherein_o perhaps_o we_o shall_v take_v more_o self-satisfaction_n when_o we_o think_v the_o soul_n be_v not_o in_o fit_a temper_n to_o converse_v with_o god_n because_o we_o be_v disturb_v with_o many_o importunity_n let_v we_o remember_v that_o this_o may_v proceed_v from_o nature_n but_o the_o repose_n of_o grace_n be_v that_o which_o be_v only_o necessary_a for_o recollection_n now_o the_o repose_n of_o grace_n find_v herself_o better_a in_o cross_n and_o pain_n and_o abjection_n than_o otherwise_o in_o tribulatione_fw-la dilatasti_fw-la mihi_fw-la my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v towards_o god_n in_o tribulation_n chap._n vi_o that_o the_o sight_n of_o our_o own_o nothing_o inspire_v we_o with_o self-contempt_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o principal_a reason_n of_o our_o little_a or_o no_o amendment_n be_v because_o we_o do_v not_o sufficient_o depend_v upon_o grace_n we_o be_v not_o so_o frequent_a as_o we_o ought_v in_o our_o recourse_n to_o god_n we_o
that_o you_o withdraw_v from_o i_o your_o divine_a illumination_n in_o prayer_n and_o recollection_n so_o as_o to_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n void_a of_o understanding_n sicut_fw-la equus_fw-la &_o malus_fw-la quibus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la intellectus_fw-la provide_v dear_a jesus_n that_o i_o be_v but_o content_a with_o these_o humiliation_n it_o be_v sufficient_a i_o shall_v be_v happy_a let_v other_o ask_v of_o you_o what_o they_o please_v as_o for_o i_o my_o desire_n be_v to_o be_v entire_o annihilate_v and_o that_o my_o portion_n may_v be_v to_o honour_v your_o divine_a humiliation_n we_o be_v not_o courageous_a enough_o to_o fight_v as_o we_o ought_v to_o destroy_v in_o we_o our_o sensual_a inclination_n for_o we_o be_v too_o feeble_a against_o ourselves_o and_o too_o indulgent_a to_o our_o defect_n in_o this_o spiritual_a combat_n but_o o_o my_o god_n put_v too_o your_o help_a hand_n and_o work_v in_o we_o your_o will_n that_o we_o may_v be_v humble_v and_o content_o submit_v to_o your_o operation_n chap._n viii_o that_o the_o soul_n be_v rich_a when_o she_o possess_v the_o love_n of_o self-contempt_n god_n have_v infuse_v this_o thought_n into_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o the_o desire_n of_o humiliation_n may_v be_v that_o hide_a treasure_n mention_v in_o the_o gospel_n thesauro_fw-la abscondita_fw-la in_o agro_fw-la matt._n 13._o it_o be_v real_o a_o great_a treasure_n to_o love_v abjection_n yea_o a_o treasure_n that_o contain_v abundance_n of_o inestimable_a riches_n but_o they_o appear_v not_o outward_o be_v hide_v on_o purpose_n to_o preserve_v with_o more_o security_n and_o he_o only_o have_v this_o treasure_n who_o keep_v well_o hide_v what_o he_o possess_v it_o be_v a_o treasure_n hide_a and_o unknown_a to_o the_o world_n for_o who_o will_v imagine_v that_o there_o shall_v be_v any_o thing_n so_o rich_a and_o precious_a in_o suffering_n and_o humiliation_n shall_v our_o sense_n or_o carnal_a prudence_n or_o human_a 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possession_n and_o will_v not_o part_v with_o it_o she_o need_v not_o fear_n she_o have_v sure_o hold_v of_o subsistence_n for_o her_o spiritual_a life_n neither_o the_o world_n nor_o the_o devil_n nor_o all_o the_o enemy_n of_o our_o salvation_n let_v they_o make_v never_o such_o furious_a onsets_a can_v rob_v she_o of_o it_o it_o surpass_v their_o power_n and_o belong_v not_o to_o they_o it_o be_v true_a they_o may_v deprive_v she_o of_o some_o moveable_n as_o sensible_a consolation_n the_o love_n of_o austerity_n the_o desire_n to_o undertake_v brave_a action_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n as_o to_o go_v to_o canada_n or_o england_n for_o the_o conversion_n of_o soul_n to_o the_o catholic_n faith_n in_o a_o word_n all_o the_o fair_a idaea_n of_o spirituality_n the_o devil_n the_o world_n nature_n have_v a_o mind_n to_o these_o moveable_n and_o a_o soul_n that_o possess_v only_o these_o have_v nothing_o but_o what_o may_v be_v take_v from_o she_o but_o whosoever_o possess_v this_o treasure_n of_o the_o love_n of_o abjection_n and_o self-denial_n be_v rich_a for_o ever_o and_o when_o god_n be_v please_v to_o discover_v to_o a_o soul_n the_o value_n thereof_o prae_fw-la gaudio_fw-la illius_fw-la vadit_fw-la &_o vendit_fw-la universa_fw-la quae_fw-la habet_fw-la &_o emit_fw-la agrum_fw-la illum_fw-la she_o joyful_o part_n with_o all_o she_o have_v to_o get_v it_o in_o possession_n we_o have_v a_o double_a right_a to_o pretend_v to_o the_o possession_n of_o this_o divine_a treasure_n the_o first_o be_v our_o natural_a inability_n to_o good_a the_o second_o be_v our_o criminal_a sinfulness_n these_o two_o lay_v upon_o we_o a_o continual_a obligation_n to_o endeavour_v after_o self-denial_n and_o annihilation_n and_o this_o endeavour_n be_v very_o please_v to_o god_n who_o delight_v to_o see_v a_o creature_n acknowledge_v what_o be_v due_a to_o itself_o and_o render_v to_o he_o his_o deserve_a glory_n the_o son_n of_o god_n begin_v as_o a_o giant_n to_o run_v in_o this_o way_n of_o self-contempt_n by_o his_o incarnation_n for_o it_o be_v a_o wonderful_a humiliation_n for_o god_n to_o become_v man_n and_o he_o finish_v this_o course_n by_o his_o death_n on_o the_o cross_n which_o be_v as_o low_a as_o humility_n can_v descend_v for_o god-man_n to_o die_v a_o infamous_a death_n between_o two_o thief_n as_o a_o malefactor_n and_o his_o whole_a life_n beside_o be_v but_o as_o one_o continue_a humiliation_n and_o yet_o alas_o we_o pass_v away_o our_o day_n in_o vanity_n call_v ourselves_o christian_n though_o all_o for_o exaltation_n of_o ourselves_o destitute_a of_o self-denial_n and_o true_a humility_n o_o wonderful_a blindness_n o_o jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a when_o will_v you_o draw_v i_o after_o you_o by_o the_o powerful_a attract_v of_o your_o mercy_n your_o way_n be_v pure_a and_o pleasant_a and_o odoriferous_a to_o those_o who_o soul_n be_v enlighten_v with_o the_o ray_n of_o grace_n you_o o_o jesus_n establish_v your_o empire_n in_o humble_a heart_n and_o reign_v there_o in_o peace_n as_o the_o devil_n set_v up_o his_o kingdom_n in_o proud_a soul_n and_o there_o domineer_v with_o intolerable_a tyranny_n chap._n v._o what_o profit_n we_o draw_v from_o humiliation_n pain_n and_o misery_n humble_a the_o body_n poverty_n riches_n contempt_n reputation_n and_o honour_n death_n life_n aridity_n in_o prayer_n spiritual_a consolation_n all_o these_o conduce_v to_o purify_v virtue_n and_o sacrifice_v man_n whole_o to_o god_n some_o glorify_v he_o by_o action_n some_o by_o suffering_n other_o by_o privation_n and_o humiliation_n and_o these_o last_o be_v the_o great_a saint_n though_o here_o despise_v and_o know_v to_o god_n alone_o we_o ought_v to_o resign_v ourselves_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n but_o if_o it_o be_v leave_v to_o our_o own_o choice_n the_o way_n of_o abjection_n be_v best_a and_o safe_a job_n do_v more_o glorify_v god_n on_o the_o dunghill_n than_o in_o his_o palace_n happy_a be_v he_o who_o in_o glorify_v god_n follow_v the_o call_n of_o his_o holy_a inspiration_n in_o a_o way_n which_o the_o world_n neither_o do_v nor_o can_v well_o understand_v it_o be_v a_o great_a misery_n not_o to_o be_v willing_a to_o acknowledge_v that_o human_a wisdom_n be_v but_o folly_n before_o god_n which_o continual_o egg_n we_o on_o to_o get_v out_o of_o the_o happy_a state_n of_o abjection_n upon_o the_o fair_a pretence_n imaginable_a as_o the_o salvation_n of_o soul_n to_o help_v our_o neighbour_n and_o the_o like_a notwithstanding_o it_o be_v safe_a to_o yield_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o sole_a conduct_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n the_o order_n of_o who_o providence_n we_o can_v shun_v god_n glorify_v himself_o in_o heaven_n by_o the_o exaltation_n of_o his_o creature_n on_o earth_n by_o their_o humiliation_n let_v no_o person_n complain_v then_o that_o he_o can_v be_v instrumental_a to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n for_o
interest_n to_o advance_v god_n glory_n a_o soul_n ought_v to_o be_v well-pleased_a that_o her_o body_n shall_v be_v crumble_v to_o dust_n and_o as_o it_o be_v reduce_v to_o nothing_o to_o exalt_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o glorify_v his_o justice_n a_o holy_a person_n much_o wonder_v how_o the_o saint_n who_o be_v powerful_a with_o god_n keep_v their_o body_n so_o long_o entire_a not_o obtain_v that_o they_o may_v be_v humble_v by_o putrefaction_n because_o they_o know_v the_o inestimable_a value_n of_o humiliation_n which_o most_o glorify_v god_n aught_o as_o it_o seem_v to_o have_v procure_v it_o to_o their_o body_n but_o if_o god_n think_v best_a to_o glorify_v himself_o by_o preserve_v they_o from_o corruption_n his_o divine_a will_n be_v and_o must_v be_v the_o rule_n of_o their_o desire_n sometime_o i_o have_v desire_v death_n as_o amiable_a because_o it_o will_v give_v i_o free_a access_n to_o enjoy_v god_n but_o at_o present_a i_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o annihilation_n this_o annihilation_n be_v a_o state_n above_o that_o of_o death_n and_o by_o it_o we_o offer_v a_o perfect_a sacrifice_n a_o soul_n which_o seek_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n desire_v death_n to_o enter_v into_o this_o perfect_a annihilation_n what_o be_v most_o horrible_a in_o death_n paleness_n deformity_n noisomness_n putrefaction_n please_v she_o best_o for_o these_o be_v companion_n of_o a_o perfect_a annihilation_n to_o humble_v she_o as_o much_o as_o possible_a o_o death_n how_o lovely_a be_v thou_o to_o such_o a_o soul_n it_o be_v a_o strange_a thing_n that_o the_o fire_n of_o divine_a love_n burn_v no_o bright_a in_o our_o heart_n upon_o the_o frequent_v of_o the_o sacrament_n oftentimes_o we_o exercise_v ourselves_o twice_o a_o day_n in_o mental_a prayer_n sometime_o by_o holy_a conference_n daily_a lecture_n and_o consideration_n now_o i_o think_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o be_v that_o we_o be_v sad_a deject_v with_o abjection_n which_o so_o chill_v the_o heart_n that_o the_o fire_n of_o divine_a love_n be_v stifle_v thereby_o but_o when_o once_o humiliation_n be_v a_o joy_n unto_o we_o the_o heart_n present_o become_v inflame_v my_o soul_n have_v a_o great_a degust_n of_o this_o life_n feel_v a_o wonderful_a desire_n of_o death_n she_o never_o be_v more_o sensible_a than_o now_o of_o her_o captivity_n and_o prison_n in_o this_o mortal_a body_n she_o sigh_v after_o the_o liberty_n to_o see_v god_n and_o enjoy_v he_o without_o any_o disturbance_n whatsoever_o for_o all_o create_a thing_n do_v divert_v this_o happy_a exercise_n in_o which_o consist_v her_o felicity_n be_v a_o prisoner_n in_o this_o body_n she_o be_v yet_o in_o darkness_n and_o distraction_n by_o eat_v sleep_a several_a affair_n and_o accident_n o_o how_o be_v she_o crucify_v in_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o full_a embrace_n of_o her_o belove_a quis_fw-la i_o liberabit_fw-la de_fw-la corpore_fw-la mortis_fw-la huius_fw-la this_o make_v st._n paul_n earnest_o desire_v to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o prison_n of_o this_o mortal_a body_n i_o admire_v the_o happiness_n of_o those_o who_o die_v in_o our_o lord_n and_o do_v wonder_n at_o the_o blindness_n of_o of_o such_o who_o passionate_o desire_v this_o present_a life_n and_o be_v take_v up_o so_o much_o with_o the_o care_n of_o the_o body_n good_n employment_n which_o be_v so_o many_o impediment_n of_o our_o converse_n with_o god_n and_o christian_a perfection_n o_o how_o importunate_a be_v sensuality_n with_o we_o and_o yet_o how_o contemptible_a be_v every_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o god_n we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v discomfort_a at_o the_o loss_n of_o temporal_a thing_n because_o thereby_o some_o chain_n of_o our_o captivity_n be_v break_v much_o less_o ought_v we_o to_o be_v trouble_v to_o see_v our_o body_n the_o prison_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o weaken_v by_o degree_n and_o threaten_v death_n take_v courage_n we_o shall_v soon_o see_v our_o desire_n accomplish_v and_o short_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v god_n in_o full_a possession_n this_o state_n of_o desire_n and_o languish_n after_o god_n be_v a_o state_n whereby_o we_o honour_v he_o as_o our_o final_a happiness_n and_o be_v so_o he_o deserve_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o excellence_n that_o we_o shall_v continual_o sigh_v after_o he_o such_o as_o have_v no_o love_n for_o their_o final_a end_n make_v no_o matter_n of_o it_o and_o give_v too_o much_o evidence_n that_o they_o find_v their_o repose_n in_o something_o else_o which_o be_v a_o most_o dreadful_a disorder_n but_o consider_v our_o happiness_n by_o death_n methinks_v i_o see_v nothing_o more_o lovely_a than_o cross_n and_o abjection_n which_o can_v only_o refresh_v a_o soul_n pant_v after_o the_o full_a possession_n of_o god_n and_o sometime_o so_o content_a with_o it_o that_o she_o forget_v the_o pain_n of_o her_o banishment_n see_v herself_o in_o a_o state_n wherein_o she_o may_v glorify_v god_n in_o so_o transcendent_a in_o a_o manner_n which_o be_v what_o she_o chief_o desire_v aspire_v to_o enjoyment_n without_o have_v regard_n to_o her_o proper_a satisfaction_n chap._n xviii_o consideration_n upon_o the_o natural_a inclination_n we_o have_v to_o evil_n a_o stone_n hold_v in_o the_o air_n if_o let_v go_v fall_v natural_o to_o the_o ground_n by_o its_o own_o weight_n and_o it_o be_v no_o more_o matter_n of_o wonder_n when_o we_o fall_v into_o imperfection_n if_o god_n leave_v we_o to_o ourselves_o we_o be_v present_o in_o our_o own_o nothing_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n and_o if_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v not_o very_o great_a unto_o we_o we_o shall_v fall_v more_o often_o they_o may_v be_v think_v valiant_a who_o bear_v up_o stout_o against_o the_o blast_n of_o strong_a temptation_n alas_o take_v we_o at_o the_o best_a we_o be_v as_o frail_a as_o glass_n on_o a_o cupboard_n if_o some_o be_v soon_o break_v it_o be_v because_o they_o be_v more_o use_v and_o find_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o ill_a manager_n those_o that_o stand_v still_o on_o the_o cupboard_n if_o they_o have_v reason_n will_v not_o brag_v of_o their_o strength_n but_o only_o acknowledge_v that_o they_o have_v not_o be_v try_v by_o occasion_n when_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n keep_v we_o from_o fall_v we_o ought_v not_o to_o take_v complacence_n therein_o as_o if_o we_o be_v better_a than_o other_o by_o reason_n of_o such_o divine_a favour_n but_o our_o content_a aught_o to_o be_v in_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n who_o be_v so_o munificent_a to_o his_o creature_n yea_o the_o most_o unworthy_a to_o be_v thus_o please_v only_o with_o god_n will_n be_v also_o very_o necessary_a when_o it_o be_v god_n pleasure_n to_o leave_v a_o soul_n to_o combat_v with_o some_o singular_a imperfection_n a_o long_a time_n without_o victory_n for_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n to_o leave_v a_o soul_n thus_o to_o fight_v it_o out_o she_o ought_v to_o be_v as_o well_o content_a as_o if_o she_o be_v more_o elevate_v by_o grace_n see_v in_o this_o state_n she_o meet_v with_o the_o divine_a pleasure_n which_o be_v the_o object_n of_o her_o complacency_n insomuch_o that_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o more_o inclination_n for_o one_o grace_n than_o another_o but_o indifferent_a to_o all_o be_v content_a to_o have_v her_o fault_n make_v know_v to_o glorify_v god_n by_o the_o love_n of_o abjection_n secret_n fault_n do_v we_o the_o great_a hurt_n when_o manifest_v if_o we_o make_v good_a use_n of_o it_o they_o may_v bring_v no_o small_a advantage_n to_o we_o i_o have_v at_o present_a a_o wonderful_a distaste_n of_o this_o life_n which_o be_v hardly_o a_o life_n but_o a_o continual_a death_n because_o it_o deprive_v we_o of_o knowledge_n and_o and_o love_n in_o perfection_n o_o how_o this_o mortal_a life_n be_v a_o great_a punishment_n and_o full_a of_o cross_n here_o we_o sin_n here_o we_o forget_v god_n and_o run_v a_o hazard_n to_o lose_v he_o eternal_o love_v here_o find_v little_a nourishment_n be_v feed_v with_o slender_a knowledge_n sometime_o much_o cloud_v and_o continual_a propension_n to_o evil_a dear_a saviour_n when_o will_v you_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n this_o be_v the_o desire_n of_o st._n paul_n which_o i_o take_v the_o courage_n to_o make_v be_v so_o much_o out_o of_o love_n with_o this_o miserable_a life_n the_o end_n of_o the_o first_o book_n book_n ii_o of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o all_o true_a christian_n chap._n i._n the_o idea_n or_o description_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n we_o can_v never_o attain_v perfection_n by_o the_o sole_a conduct_n of_o human_a reason_n which_o be_v the_o light_n of_o philosopher_n faith_n be_v the_o light_n of_o christian_n which_o teach_v we_o to_o renounce_v the_o ratiocination_n of_o carnal_a prudence_n to_o follow_v in_o simplicity_n a_o jesus_n crucify_a to_o observe_v the_o commandment_n of_o god_n as_o
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of_o these_o thing_n which_o be_v so_o powerful_a in_o they_o and_o hinder_v in_o they_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n christ_n let_v we_o therefore_o remember_v that_o the_o purity_n of_o virtue_n consist_v in_o a_o faithful_a tendance_n to_o abjection_n and_o suffering_n and_o by_o how_o much_o a_o soul_n be_v more_o faithful_a herein_o the_o great_a advancement_n she_o make_v in_o virtue_n abjection_n be_v as_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o soul_n the_o more_o she_o be_v humble_v the_o near_o she_o draw_v to_o her_o repose_n and_o by_o consequence_n have_v a_o great_a feeling_n of_o god_n in_o inward_a peace_n a_o peace_n that_o the_o world_n nor_o nature_n can_v ever_o give_v we_o a_o peace_n that_o pass_v all_o understanding_n chap._n vi_o the_o sublimity_n of_o the_o christian_a life_n nothing_o but_o god_n make_v man_n poor_a annihilate_v sacrifice_v can_v honour_v god_n according_a to_o his_o greatness_n the_o design_n of_o the_o eternal_a father_n to_o this_o end_n be_v admirable_a full_a of_o divine_a wisdom_n of_o unspeakable_a love_n and_o mercy_n towards_o man_n and_o most_o ardent_a zeal_n for_o his_o own_o glory_n o_o the_o wonderful_a oeconomy_n that_o discover_v itself_o in_o all_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o word_n incarnate_a o_o the_o ineffable_a mystery_n of_o jesus_n by_o you_o the_o eternal_a father_n be_v love_v glorify_a honour_a and_o his_o justice_n satisfy_v to_o the_o utmost_a rigour_n in_o this_o mystery_n be_v contain_v a_o inexplicable_a commerce_n and_o traffic_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o his_o son_n the_o interest_n of_o his_o glory_n in_o the_o salvation_n of_o mankind_n the_o will_n of_o the_o eternal_a father_n be_v that_o his_o son_n shall_v be_v incarnate_a circumcise_a poor_a scorn_v and_o crucify_v and_o the_o son_n of_o god_n in_o all_o these_o state_n of_o his_o life_n intend_v thereby_o to_o render_v to_o his_o father_n all_o the_o humiliation_n respect_n love_n and_o adoration_n which_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o these_o be_v the_o annihilation_n which_o so_o much_o elevate_v and_o exalt_v the_o christian_a reliligion_n to_o these_o she_o owe_v her_o grandeur_n and_o excellence_n o_o amiable_a eminent_a and_o excellent_a religion_n how_o unknown_a be_v thou_o to_o worldly_a man_n who_o taste_v no_o sweetness_n but_o in_o sensual_a pleasure_n o_o christian_n religion_n how_o be_v thou_o admirable_a how_o be_v thou_o ineffable_a who_o chief_a business_n be_v to_o employ_v your_o child_n with_o the_o divine_a traffic_n of_o the_o eternal_a father_n with_o his_o son_n incarnate_a when_o thy_o heavenly_a light_n shine_v upon_o a_o soul_n she_o see_v the_o deceit_n the_o vanity_n and_o pitiful_a baseness_n of_o the_o thought_n of_o those_o man_n who_o love_v not_o god_n nor_o aim_n at_o his_o glory_n o_o my_o soul_n how_o wretched_a will_v thou_o make_v thyself_o if_o thou_o follow_v thy_o sensual_a appetite_n and_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o way_n of_o jesus_n christ_n but_o this_o we_o can_v do_v of_o ourselves_o but_o by_o grace_n and_o power_n of_o the_o same_o jesus_n who_o be_v our_o hope_n and_o only_a helper_n we_o ought_v to_o bear_v no_o less_o respect_n to_o the_o maxim_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n than_o to_o jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v establish_v they_o see_v we_o ought_v to_o believe_v that_o they_o be_v full_a of_o divine_a wisdom_n and_o ineffable_a sanctity_n to_o have_v no_o esteem_n for_o poverty_n contempt_n and_o humiliation_n be_v to_o undervalue_v the_o wisdom_n of_o jesus_n christ_n some_o be_v so_o brutish_a as_o to_o be_v lead_v only_o by_o sensuality_n other_o follow_v only_o the_o light_n of_o reason_n and_o human_a prudence_n but_o neither_o of_o they_o know_v the_o excellency_n of_o christianity_n but_o such_o only_a who_o be_v conduct_v by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n o_o life_n supernatural_a how_o sublime_a be_v thou_o how_o do_v thou_o so_o elevate_v a_o soul_n as_o to_o become_v blind_a to_o thing_n here_o below_o yea_o to_o herself_o and_o to_o see_v 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imitate_v that_o great_a saint_n who_o suffer_v a_o great_a martyrdom_n among_o rose_n and_o suavity_n than_o by_o rack_n and_o torture_n worldly_n pleasure_n be_v a_o kind_n of_o torment_n to_o a_o soul_n that_o love_v jesus_n christ_n crucify_v let_v we_o take_v a_o resolution_n o_o my_o soul_n not_o to_o be_v please_v but_o with_o the_o cross_n and_o when_o that_o do_v not_o relish_n let_v we_o please_v ourselves_o with_o our_o own_o annihilation_n see_v the_o creature_n be_v nothing_o in_o effect_n but_o what_o she_o be_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n but_o she_o be_v no_o more_o in_o his_o eye_n than_o inasmuch_o as_o she_o be_v a_o christian_n and_o she_o be_v no_o more_o a_o christian_n than_o inasmuch_o as_o she_o love_v this_o supernatural_a life_n while_o then_o we_o be_v too_o sensible_a of_o a_o suffer_a condition_n we_o have_v no_o great_a share_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n that_o be_v of_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n abject_a suffer_v and_o annihilate_v chap._n vii_o there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o this_o supernatural_a life_n god_n have_v be_v very_o gracious_a to_o we_o to_o draw_v we_o out_o of_o nothing_o but_o more_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a in_o withdraw_v we_o from_o sin_n and_o the_o occasion_n of_o displease_v he_o but_o the_o choice_a of_o his_o favour_n be_v to_o advance_v we_o from_o a_o common_a to_o a_o supernatural_a life_n that_o be_v when_o the_o eternal_a father_n do_v lead_v we_o into_o the_o state_n of_o the_o mortal_a life_n of_o jesus_n by_o abjection_n suffering_n and_o annihilation_n which_o be_v the_o choice_a of_o his_o mercy_n and_o favour_n on_o earth_n because_o thereby_o we_o bring_v to_o he_o the_o great_a glory_n a_o soul_n be_v not_o all_o at_o once_o elevate_v to_o the_o perfection_n of_o this_o life_n but_o as_o soon_o as_o she_o behold_v the_o beauty_n thereof_o be_v
according_a to_o nature_n and_o must_v employ_v all_o mean_n and_o motive_n to_o this_o effect_n i_o will_v set_v down_o some_o of_o they_o it_o be_v a_o good_a motive_n or_o mean_n to_o renounce_v all_o creature_n and_o ourselves_o by_o a_o spirit_n of_o denudation_n say_v with_o great_a fervour_n and_o affection_n away_o creature_n get_v hence_o from_o i_o and_o leave_v a_o place_n in_o my_o heart_n for_o god_n alone_o 2._o it_o be_v a_o good_a motive_n to_o do_v this_o by_o a_o spirit_n of_o poverty_n for_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a to_o follow_v jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a unless_o in_o due_a circumstance_n we_o be_v willing_a to_o leave_v all_o thing_n for_o jesus_n sake_n and_o become_v poor_a to_o follow_v he_o let_v we_o therefore_o be_v content_a to_o quit_v all_o thing_n joyful_o and_o be_v glad_a to_o have_v nothing_o to_o possess_v god_n himself_o alone_o 3._o '_o tisae_n good_a motive_n to_o die_v to_o all_o thing_n by_o a_o spirit_n of_o abjection_n what_o great_a happiness_n be_v there_o o_o my_o soul_n than_o to_o live_v in_o humiliation_n see_v this_o be_v the_o life_n of_o god_n upon_o earth_n to_o be_v despise_v with_o jesus_n be_v a_o state_n of_o beatitude_n worldly_n prosperity_n be_v a_o hindrance_n to_o our_o happiness_n 4._o it_o be_v a_o good_a motive_n to_o abandon_v all_o thing_n by_o a_o spirit_n of_o oblation_n sacrifice_v and_o annihilate_v ourselves_o sincere_o to_o pay_v homage_n to_o the_o infinite_a majesty_n of_o god_n with_o such_o a_o confidence_n in_o he_o so_o as_o to_o rely_v never_o more_o on_o any_o creature_n quid_fw-la enim_fw-la mihi_fw-la est_fw-la in_o caelum_fw-la aut_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la quid_fw-la volui_fw-la super_fw-la terram_fw-la deus_fw-la cordis_fw-la mei_fw-la o_o my_o god_n shall_v any_o creature_n take_v part_n of_o my_o heart_n with_o you_o when_o all_o be_v you_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o love_v you_o too_o much_o i_o may_v give_v place_n to_o something_o else_o but_o see_v i_o be_o infinite_o below_o my_o duty_n in_o that_o particular_a what_o creature_n can_v pretend_v to_o have_v the_o least_o part_n with_o you_o chap._n ix_o of_o the_o liberty_n we_o enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n it_o be_v wonderful_a to_o see_v the_o great_a liberty_n which_o a_o soul_n enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n when_o the_o illumination_n of_o this_o state_n irradiate_a a_o soul_n thorough_o she_o enter_v into_o a_o new_a region_n of_o light_n full_a of_o peace_n and_o love_n marvellous_a large_a and_o spacious_a in_o which_o she_o live_v in_o high_a union_n with_o god_n a_o union_n which_o be_v not_o so_o liable_a to_o vicissitude_n and_o disturbance_n as_o former_o because_o accidental_a occurrence_n as_o sickness_n disgrace_n etc._n etc._n do_v not_o hurt_v such_o a_o soul_n by_o reason_n they_o make_v no_o strong_a impression_n in_o she_o and_o by_o consequence_n be_v become_v less_o sensible_a she_o be_v not_o easy_o divert_v from_o the_o supernatural_a object_n of_o her_o love_n yea_o such_o a_o soul_n improve_v hindrance_n and_o divertisement_n to_o her_o great_a recollection_n and_o increase_n of_o divine_a love_n because_o in_o this_o state_n she_o be_v disengaged_a from_o the_o creature_n and_o so_o free_v from_o fear_n of_o misery_n which_o she_o can_v cheerful_o embrace_v as_o the_o occasion_n of_o her_o happiness_n whereby_o she_o enter_v into_o a_o perfect_a liberty_n and_o great_a purity_n of_o virtue_n i_o can_v never_o well_o understand_v what_o that_o be_v which_o be_v call_v purity_n of_o virtue_n but_o now_o i_o see_v it_o be_v the_o state_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n wherein_o the_o soul_n live_v no_o more_o in_o herself_o and_o of_o herself_o and_o for_o herself_o but_o in_o god_n and_o of_o god_n and_o for_o god_n be_v whole_o separate_v from_o the_o creature_n and_o unite_v to_o god_n alas_o how_o be_v this_o poor_a soul_n afflict_v to_o do_v thing_n so_o much_o below_o herself_o in_o this_o high_a condition_n for_o oftentimes_o she_o must_v act_v according_a to_o her_o natural_a inclination_n and_o the_o dictate_v of_o pure_a reason_n which_o afford_v her_o matter_n of_o sigh_n and_o languish_n after_o her_o belove_a this_o be_v that_o which_o kindle_v in_o her_o breast_n a_o ardent_a desire_n to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o leave_v this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n wherein_o by_o the_o common_a misery_n of_o mankind_n she_o live_v a_o life_n displease_v to_o herself_o for_o be_v not_o whole_o for_o god_n as_o she_o desire_v it_o seem_v to_o her_o a_o kind_n of_o death_n and_o see_v she_o can_v continual_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n without_o vicissitude_n it_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o death_n unto_o she_o a_o death_n unknown_a to_o sensual_a man_n but_o such_o that_o be_v spiritual_a be_v very_o sensible_a thereof_o o_o jesus_n deliver_v i_o from_o this_o life_n of_o mortality_n see_v here_o i_o can_v live_v your_o life_n of_o purity_n in_o comparison_n of_o which_o all_o other_o life_n be_v but_o death_n and_o corruption_n to_o see_v so_o clear_o the_o excellency_n of_o a_o life_n so_o lovely_a and_o not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o live_v but_o little_a of_o it_o consider_v my_o frailty_n make_v i_o resent_v my_o misery_n and_o acknowledge_v dear_a jesus_n how_o necessary_a your_o grace_n be_v for_o i_o o_o how_o great_a be_v the_o dependence_n which_o my_o soul_n have_v on_o your_o mercy_n it_o be_v so_o mighty_a and_o essential_a dependence_n that_o word_n can_v sufficient_o express_v it_o however_o this_o comfort_v i_o herein_o that_o it_o give_v you_o all_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o interiour_n beauty_n in_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v a_o work_n more_o magnify_v your_o power_n bounty_n and_o wisdom_n than_o the_o whole_a outward_a work_n of_o the_o creation_n your_o great_a wonder_n dear_a saviour_n be_v secret_a and_o hide_a a_o soul_n that_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n above_o her_o inclination_n do_v more_o set_v forth_o the_o great_a power_n of_o god_n than_o to_o elevate_v the_o heaven_n above_o the_o earth_n for_o this_o be_v as_o miraculous_a as_o to_o elevate_v the_o earth_n above_o the_o heaven_n this_o make_v i_o o_o my_o god_n desire_v to_o live_v this_o bless_a life_n that_o i_o may_v thereby_o bring_v great_a glory_n to_o your_o name_n assist_v i_o powerful_o with_o your_o grace_n for_o if_o i_o be_v once_o left_a to_o myself_o i_o shall_v relapse_n into_o my_o natural_a weakness_n which_o be_v but_o a_o mere_a nothing_o and_o infirmity_n some_o trouble_n themselves_o too_o much_o in_o philosophise_v on_o this_o spiritual_a life_n which_o be_v needless_a it_o be_v enough_o to_o say_v the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n must_v be_v the_o spirit_n of_o my_o interiour_n it_o be_v he_o by_o who_o i_o must_v live_v this_o life_n and_o act_v according_o and_o so_o free_a ourselves_o from_o other_o consideration_n which_o may_v hinder_v our_o liberty_n to_o follow_v this_o light_n and_o fall_v faithful_o to_o practice_n on_o the_o occasion_n of_o cross_n contempt_n and_o disgrace_n which_o happen_v to_o we_o in_o this_o life_n i_o ought_v daily_o to_o endeavour_v after_o purity_n although_o i_o can_v attain_v the_o high_a practice_n because_o the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n wherein_o god_n have_v place_v i_o will_v not_o permit_v it_o nor_o do_v exact_a of_o i_o to_o attempt_v of_o myself_o the_o grand_a effect_n of_o purity_n lest_o i_o shall_v be_v discourage_v by_o fail_v in_o the_o enterprise_n this_o be_v only_o the_o perfection_n of_o the_o great_a saint_n and_o herein_o we_o must_v give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v infinite_o wise_a we_o need_v not_o fear_v have_v he_o for_o our_o leader_n but_o as_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v too_o rigorous_a so_o we_o must_v not_o be_v too_o fainthearted_a in_o the_o way_n of_o perfection_n but_o apply_v ourselves_o with_o love_n and_o resolution_n to_o all_o occasion_n by_o suffer_v peaceable_o and_o with_o contentation_n whatever_o injury_n we_o may_v receive_v from_o other_o in_o seek_v too_o much_o their_o own_o interest_n all_o suffering_n be_v to_o be_v entertain_v with_o love_n but_o especial_o what_o we_o suffer_v by_o injustice_n for_o be_v not_o this_o that_o which_o the_o son_n of_o god_n have_v do_v principal_o upon_o earth_n by_o suffer_v innocent_o do_v not_o therefore_o say_v i_o will_v suffer_v this_o injury_n if_o he_o that_o do_v it_o have_v the_o least_o reason_n for_o it_o for_o this_o proceed_v from_o self-love_n and_o passion_n it_o may_v well_o be_v that_o he_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o do_v you_o this_o injury_n but_o divine_a reason_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n teach_v you_o to_o bear_v it_o patient_o it_o be_v good_a to_o suffer_v thus_o and_o in_o this_o to_o imitate_v jesus_n be_v
eminent_a way_n but_o judge_v ourselves_o unworthy_a thereof_o and_o content_a with_o little_a our_o saviour_n shall_v please_v to_o give_v we_o we_o must_v cooperate_v humble_o and_o faithful_o with_o that_o small_a portion_n of_o grace_n we_o have_v already_o and_o not_o grow_v idle_a wish_v for_o those_o eminent_a grace_n wherewith_o perhaps_o our_o soul_n shall_v never_o be_v beautify_v this_o be_v one_o of_o the_o chief_a point_n of_o humility_n to_o be_v content_a with_o that_o little_a portion_n we_o have_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n and_o judge_v ourselves_o unworthy_a of_o god_n favour_n it_o be_v true_a there_o be_v nothing_o we_o ought_v so_o high_o esteem_v as_o grace_n and_o its_o increase_n in_o we_o and_o desire_v it_o of_o god_n with_o incessant_a prayer_n but_o this_o must_v be_v with_o perfect_a submission_n to_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n that_o we_o may_v not_o disturb_v the_o peace_n of_o our_o soul_n on_o one_o side_n i_o behold_v my_o extreme_a misery_n and_o i_o find_v myself_o so_o depress_v that_o all_o my_o natural_a strength_n and_o endeavour_n do_v what_o they_o can_v to_o the_o utmost_a can_v never_o bring_v i_o out_o of_o myself_o on_o the_o other_o side_n i_o burn_v with_o desire_n to_o be_v whole_o for_o god_n by_o live_v a_o supernatural_a and_o spiritual_a life_n it_o be_v to_o you_o o_o divine_a spirit_n i_o address_v my_o sigh_n the_o infinite_a source_n of_o all_o grace_n you_o know_v i_o have_v a_o longing_n to_o live_v this_o spiritual_a life_n in_o the_o exercise_n whereof_o i_o shall_v find_v the_o true_a practice_n of_o divine_a love_n by_o which_o i_o shall_v satisfy_v my_o ardent_a desire_n to_o be_v whole_o for_o jesus_n and_o shall_v live_v no_o more_o after_o my_o natural_a inclination_n and_o the_o maxim_n of_o human_a prudence_n but_o i_o see_v how_o impossible_a it_o be_v for_o i_o to_o attain_v this_o unless_o you_o vouchsafe_v to_o assist_v i_o with_o your_o illumination_n against_o my_o darkness_n with_o your_o strength_n against_o my_o weakness_n with_o your_o continual_a supply_n against_o my_o relapse_n for_o how_o often_o o_o divine_a spirit_n have_v i_o begin_v this_o supernatural_a life_n and_o fall_v from_o it_o conquer_v by_o my_o nature_n and_o worldly_a temptation_n draw_v i_o after_o you_o so_o powerful_o and_o continual_o that_o i_o may_v no_o more_o return_n into_o myself_o but_o may_v follow_v your_o attract_v with_o perseverance_n i_o will_v follow_v you_o dear_a jesus_n in_o the_o state_n of_o your_o mortal_a life_n in_o annihilation_n contempt_n poverty_n and_o suffering_n and_o if_o i_o lose_v the_o sight_n of_o you_o in_o those_o obscurity_n which_o sometime_o cloud_v my_o soul_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o lose_v courage_n provide_v i_o continue_v in_o your_o way_n that_o be_v in_o the_o esteem_n and_o love_n of_o the_o true_a christian_a life_n you_o will_v not_o be_v far_o from_o i_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o jesus_n annihilate_v and_o suffer_a shall_v not_o be_v near_o to_o a_o soul_n suffer_v and_o annihilate_v well_o then_o though_o we_o may_v lose_v the_o sight_n of_o jesus_n the_o light_n we_o have_v in_o prayer_n leave_v we_o though_o we_o feel_v he_o not_o by_o sensible_a influence_n yet_o we_o be_v assure_v that_o he_o be_v near_o we_o if_o we_o be_v in_o his_o way_n by_o self-denial_n and_o a_o love_n of_o humiliation_n for_o his_o sake_n o_o how_o happy_a be_v a_o soul_n to_o be_v content_a to_o follow_v the_o annihilation_n of_o jesus_n without_o the_o feel_n of_o his_o perfume_n and_o sweetness_n she_o do_v practise_v the_o purity_n of_o love_n in_o this_o condition_n for_o to_o be_v deprive_v of_o light_n and_o consolation_n which_o be_v very_o harsh_a to_o nature_n and_o suffer_v it_o content_o be_v one_o of_o the_o most_o excellent_a act_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n which_o consist_v chief_o in_o a_o perfect_a resignation_n to_o suffer_v as_o well_o inward_o as_o outward_o when_o god_n please_v i_o be_o very_o sensible_a by_o experience_n that_o there_o be_v a_o vast_a difference_n between_o think_v and_o do_v talk_v and_o live_v this_o true_a christian_a life_n when_o we_o meet_v with_o no_o repugnance_n we_o find_v it_o not_o difficult_a to_o practise_v virtue_n whereof_o the_o idaea_n be_v as_o sweet_a as_o the_o act_n be_v bitter_a of_o such_o as_o consist_v in_o privation_n and_o suffering_n i_o be_o in_o a_o state_n wherein_o i_o feel_v repugnance_n and_o be_o resolve_v thereby_o to_o humble_v myself_o the_o more_o and_o keep_v the_o peace_n of_o my_o soul_n by_o a_o entire_a confidence_n of_o the_o succour_n which_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n will_v vouchsafe_v unto_o i_o i_o consider_v that_o nothing_o be_v more_o seeble_a than_o the_o apostle_n before_o pentecost_n they_o hide_v themselves_o abandon_v their_o master_n in_o his_o suffering_n and_o peter_n deny_v he_o but_o after_o they_o have_v receive_v the_o holy_a ghost_n he_o infuse_v such_o strength_n into_o their_o soul_n that_o they_o become_v powerful_a and_o courageous_a to_o admiration_n chap._n xv._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o human_a prudence_n the_o supernatural_a life_n be_v a_o continual_a mortification_n of_o deprave_a nature_n 1._o for_o it_o be_v certain_a first_o that_o we_o can_v live_v this_o excellent_a life_n but_o by_o annihilate_v our_o sense_n and_o reason_n 2._o second_o that_o this_o life_n be_v whole_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n which_o can_v be_v but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o inspire_v the_o soul_n with_o his_o influence_n and_o sacred_a motion_n 3._o three_o that_o the_o soul_n which_o live_v this_o life_n must_v be_v elevate_v above_o sense_n und_fw-ge reason_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o prayer_n or_o the_o practice_n of_o virtue_n which_o can_v be_v do_v but_o by_o offer_v up_o herself_o to_o god_n as_o a_o continual_a sacrifice_n that_o though_o oftentimes_o w_n must_v do_v thing_n sensual_a as_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v yet_o these_o must_v be_v do_v as_o grace_n direct_v we_o and_o other_o thing_n according_a to_o reason_n as_o to_o love_v our_o relation_n and_o friend_n yet_o this_o must_v be_v only_o in_o god_n and_o as_o his_o oracle_n do_v dictate_v to_o we_o o_o life_n of_o grace_n how_o be_v thou_o a_o continual_a death_n and_o mortification_n who_o live_v christianly_o live_v a_o martyrdom_n tota_n vita_fw-la christiana_n crux_fw-la est_fw-la &_o martyrium_fw-la however_o it_o be_v a_o joyful_a martyrdom_n for_o solid_a joy_n can_v but_o make_v glad_a the_o soul_n where_o grace_n inhabit_v o_o that_o this_o fundamental_a truth_n of_o our_o salvation_n do_v once_o well_o sink_v into_o our_o heart_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o eternal_a king_n of_o glory_n leave_v the_o bosom_n of_o his_o father_n and_o become_v man_n to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o infinite_a humiliation_n jesus_n give_v we_o life_n by_o his_o death_n he_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n by_o ruine_v himself_o 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