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christ_n dwell_v there_o but_o what_o course_n will_v you_o take_v to_o over_o come_v in_o this_o combat_n see_v ephes_n 6.16_o there_o be_v the_o enemy_n the_o saint_n be_v to_o encounter_v with_o they_o be_v no_o small_a no_o mean_a enemy_n see_v verse_n 12._o and_o the_o armour_n the_o christian_n armour_n it_o be_v all_o armour_n of_o proof_n but_o above_o all_o take_v the_o shield_n of_o faith_n wherewith_o you_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o quench_v all_o the_o fire_n dart_v of_o the_o wicked_a the_o devil_n will_v come_v and_o come_v again_o he_o will_v have_v one_o dart_n and_o another_o dart_n now_o the_o way_n to_o overcome_v be_v
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be_v they_o not_o ready_a to_o watch_v opportunity_n to_o scandal_n saint_n and_o truth_n withal_o and_o will_v it_o not_o be_v a_o very_a sad_a and_o grievous_a thing_n if_o those_o that_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v for_o christ_n shall_v give_v just_a cause_n of_o offence_n will_v it_o not_o be_v very_o dishonourable_a to_o the_o name_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o profession_n of_o christ_n therefore_o christ_n teach_v man_n and_o woman_n where_o he_o come_v to_o deny_v ungodliness_n and_o sin_n and_o to_o live_v sober_o righteous_o and_o godly_a in_o this_o world_n it_o be_v his_o exhortation_n mat._n 5.16_o let_v your_o light_n so_o shine_v before_o man_n that_o they_o may_v see_v your_o good_a work_n and_o glorify_v your_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n let_v your_o light_a shine_n before_o the_o man_n of_o the_o world_n that_o they_o may_v have_v no_o cause_n to_o speak_v evil_a but_o rather_o cause_n to_o glorisie_n god_n let_v your_o light_n so_o shine_v before_o the_o 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