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sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v â—or_a it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o preâ—ious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_v â—ut_v contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_n my_o god_n always_o than_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_o heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ_n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o methinks_v be_v ever_o afflict_v than_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o k_o 〈…〉_o the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n leaâ—_n i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v
brethren_n even_o with_o this_o true_a sincere_a and_o free_a love_n that_o they_o may_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o enjoy_v that_o true_a and_o free_a love_n of_o god_n which_o shall_v make_v they_o for_o ever_o free_a from_o all_o misery_n and_o pain_n and_o of_o all_o pleasure_n and_o joy_n enjoy_v he_o who_o enjoy_v all_o thing_n in_o himself_o from_o himself_o with_o who_o be_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o who_o right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o 199._o thus_o bless_v and_o for_o ever_o bless_v be_v all_o those_o that_o have_v this_o bless_a spirit_n of_o god_n for_o their_o portion_n on_o earth_n which_o shall_v lead_v they_o as_o the_o son_n of_o god_n unto_o god_n their_o father_n and_o their_o portion_n in_o heaven_n who_o be_v the_o portion_n the_o father_n and_o the_o everlasting_a rest_n of_o all_o the_o bless_a 200._o ah_o bless_a condition_n to_o be_v thus_o bless_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n yea_o by_o the_o god_n of_o all_o spirit_n have_v heart_n so_o full_a of_o true_a love_n and_o charity_n as_o to_o long_o labour_n and_o desire_v to_o have_v all_o other_o thus_o bless_v with_o themselves_o and_o as_o themselves_o that_o be_v so_o full_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n as_o to_o love_v all_o other_o as_o they_o love_v themselves_o and_o will_v have_v all_o belove_a by_o he_o ah_o holy_a father_n increase_v this_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n here_o on_o earth_n that_o we_o may_v together_o go_v hand_n in_o hand_n witness_v that_o the_o love_n wherewith_o we_o love_v one_o another_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o that_o we_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o we_o who_o be_v all_o love_n even_o the_o god_n of_o love_n and_o that_o it_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o the_o live_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n in_o we_o that_o we_o thus_o love_v or_o love_v thus_o 201._o ah_o lord_n god_n for_o thy_o own_o great_a glorious_a and_o holy_a name_n sake_n take_v not_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n the_o comforter_n from_o i_o but_o let_v it_o ever_o abide_v and_o dwell_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o go_v forth_o before_o thou_o rejoice_v as_o the_o bride_n rejoice_v in_o her_o bridegroom_n for_o thou_o o_o lord_n know_v my_o many_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n and_o that_o i_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n well_o please_v unto_o thou_o without_o the_o assistance_n of_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n for_o that_o my_o heart_n be_v all_o evil_a only_o evil_a and_o continual_o evil_a leave_v i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n this_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o lead_v in_o the_o way_n of_o all_o truth_n and_o holiness_n which_o may_v conduct_v i_o unto_o thy_o dwell_a place_n which_o be_v all_o peace_n rest_n holiness_n blessedness_n and_o eternal_a life_n and_o happiness_n 202._o here_o follow_v a_o short_a admonition_n exhortation_n or_o advice_n unto_o all_o careless_a sinner_n that_o prize_v not_o this_o life_n or_o live_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n in_o they_o that_o they_o will_v no_o long_o quench_v its_o motion_n but_o come_v out_o of_o their_o sin_n and_o taste_v and_o see_v how_o gracious_a the_o lord_n be_v 203._o ah_o poor_a most_o poor_a and_o most_o miserable_a man_n for_o thou_o thou_o only_a art_n true_o miserable_o poor_a that_o be_v christless_a though_o thou_o abounde_v in_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n though_o thou_o fare_v delicate_o every_o day_n and_o be_v array_v with_o purple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n though_o thou_o feed_v on_o the_o delicacy_n of_o egypt_n and_o enjoy_v all_o this_o world_n good_a the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o though_o thou_o lie_v on_o the_o bed_n of_o ivory_n and_o have_v thy_o palace_n bedeck_v with_o the_o gold_n of_o ophir_n and_o the_o precious_a pearl_n and_o diamond_n of_o the_o orient_a though_o prince_n shall_v be_v thy_o servant_n and_o king_n daughter_n thy_o maiden_n yet_o remember_v for_o all_o this_o thou_o shall_v die_v and_o come_v to_o judgement_n thy_o honour_n and_o thy_o riches_n shall_v not_o save_v thou_o but_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o distress_n they_o shall_v take_v themselves_o wing_n and_o fly_v away_o from_o thou_o miserable_a comforter_n be_v all_o such_o comfort_n ah_o put_v not_o put_v not_o thy_o trust_n then_o on_o such_o thing_n as_o in_o a_o moment_n ere_o thou_o be_v aware_a shall_v be_v take_v from_o thou_o or_o thou_o from_o they_o 204._o awake_v awake_a from_o the_o dead_a thou_o careless_a man_n why_o sleep_v thou_o arise_v and_o christ_n shall_v give_v thou_o light_v and_o life_n why_o ah_o why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o obstinate_a as_o thus_o witting_o know_o and_o wilful_o to_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v thus_o idle_a all_o the_o day_n long_o do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o the_o night_n be_v come_v wherein_o no_o man_n shall_v work_v and_o the_o day_n when_o thou_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o they_o remember_v ah_o remember_v thou_o that_o sleep_v in_o security_n that_o drink_v in_o iniquity_n as_o water_n and_o vanity_n as_o with_o cart-rope_n that_o say_v to_o thy_o soul_n eat_v drink_v and_o take_v thy_o fill_n of_o pleasure_n and_o to_o morrow_n shall_v be_v as_o this_o day_n ah_o thou_o fool_n when_o will_v thou_o be_v wise_a may_v not_o thy_o soul_n this_o night_n be_v take_v from_o thou_o who_o then_o shall_v those_o thing_n be_v and_o what_o ah_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o all_o those_o thy_o vain_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n thou_o can_v not_o carry_v any_o of_o they_o with_o thou_o but_o as_o thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n naked_a so_o thou_o shall_v naked_a return_v from_o earth_n thou_o come_v and_o to_o earth_n thou_o shall_v again_o return_v thy_o honour_n shall_v not_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n with_o thou_o nor_o thy_o money_n neither_o 205._o deceive_v not_o then_o ah_o deceive_v not_o then_o thyself_o any_o long_o with_o those_o vain_a thing_n which_o be_v not_o that_o be_v they_o be_v not_o what_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v what_o they_o promise_v to_o be_v nor_o what_o we_o take_v they_o to_o be_v serve_v no_o long_o ah_o be_v thou_o persuade_v to_o serve_v no_o long_o devil_n lust_n world_n lust_n or_o self_n lust_n but_o serve_v ah_o serve_v the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n in_o sincerity_n and_o truth_n with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n and_o endeavour_n of_o life_n that_o he_o may_v be_v still_o and_o still_o unto_o thou_o thy_o god_n and_o thy_o guide_n thy_o sun_n and_o thy_o shield_n thy_o peace_n and_o thy_o portion_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n neglect_v ah_o neglect_v no_o long_o nor_o put_v off_o no_o long_o so_o sweet_a so_o certain_a and_o so_o great_a salvation_n as_o those_o that_o be_v with_o god_n enjoy_v 206._o cast_v not_o ah_o cast_v not_o his_o holy_a and_o divine_a commandment_n behind_o thy_o back_n any_o more_o and_o trample_v not_o his_o precept_n under_o thy_o foot_n and_o turn_v not_o his_o grace_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n into_o wantonness_n quench_v not_o ah_o quench_v not_o the_o motion_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n by_o which_o thou_o be_v seal_v unto_o the_o day_n of_o redemption_n but_o open_v quick_o yea_o set_v quick_o wide_o open_v the_o door_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o let_v he_o in_o lest_o he_o depart_v from_o thou_o and_o swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o thou_o shall_v never_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n and_o say_v unto_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v unto_o jerusalem_n see_v that_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v gather_v unto_o i_o all_o my_o mercy_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o hide_v from_o thy_o eye_n and_o see_v that_o he_o will_v not_o that_o i_o shall_v reign_v over_o he_o come_v slay_v he_o before_o i_o ah_o who_o then_o who_o then_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o deliver_v thou_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lamb_n who_o be_v the_o lion_n of_o the_o tribe_n of_o judah_n he_o will_v tear_v he_o will_v tear_v thou_o in_o piece_n in_o his_o anger_n and_o break_v thou_o even_o as_o a_o potter_n vessel_n be_v break_v for_o none_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o deliver_v thou_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n nay_o all_o shall_v be_v against_o thou_o good_a and_o bad_a angel_n saint_n and_o sinner_n vea_o thy_o own_o self_n shall_v have_v indignation_n against_o thyself_o thy_o own_o eye_n shall_v look_v evil_o on_o thou_o thou_o own_o hand_n shall_v tear_v thou_o in_o piece_n thy_o own_o thou_o own_o foot_n shall_v carry_v thou_o to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n thy_o own_o thou_o own_o conscience_n shall_v accuse_v and_o condemn_v thou_o and_o justify_v god_n righteous_a deal_n towards_o thou_o thus_o thus_o shall_v thou_o be_v there_o
be_v thus_o make_v free_a 31._o that_o high_a heaven_n above_o be_v to_o be_v have_v here_o below_o and_o we_o have_v it_o when_o though_o we_o be_v high_a in_o god_n yet_o we_o be_v low_a in_o ourselves_o though_o we_o have_v our_o heart_n high_a live_v in_o that_o heaven_n above_o above_o all_o thing_n here_o below_o yet_o our_o affection_n esteem_v and_o desire_n be_v all_o always_o weak_a dull_a and_o low_a to_o all_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o yea_o much_o low_a than_o the_o low_a of_o thing_n 32._o ah_o do_v but_o our_o heart_n well_o consider_v what_o be_v in_o god_n heart_n to_o give_v we_o and_o to_o do_v for_o we_o sure_o we_o shall_v and_o we_o will_v do_v no_o other_o thing_n than_o wait_v upon_o he_o continual_o to_o hear_v what_o he_o will_v say_v unto_o we_o and_o do_v for_o we_o which_o will_v bring_v we_o more_o joy_n joy_v we_o more_o than_o our_o heart_n be_v able_a to_o hold_v than_o we_o be_v any_o of_o we_o able_a to_o think_v or_o to_o conceive_v 33._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o will_v not_o have_v all_o that_o i_o will_v have_v but_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o desire_n yea_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v to_o have_v only_o only_o to_o have_v that_o which_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n to_o have_v i_o to_o have_v 34._o let_v o_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o my_o thought_n heart_n and_o affection_n be_v always_o load_v with_o the_o loaf_n of_o thy_o love_n 35._o let_v my_o soul_n always_o be_v resatiate_v with_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n even_o with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n o_o lord_n 36._o o_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n let_v thy_o former_a mercy_n always_o glad_a my_o heart_n when_o it_o shall_v either_o droop_v or_o faint_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o 37._o let_v i_o not_o ah_o let_v i_o not_o wander_v from_o thou_o nor_o thy_o precept_n o_o lord_n who_o keep_v this_o close_a unto_o i_o 38._o let_v thy_o commandment_n be_v as_o a_o chain_n of_o gold_n about_o my_o neck_n and_o as_o bracelet_n of_o pearl_n on_o my_o arm_n 39_o let_v o_o lord_n god_n thy_o whole_a law_n which_o be_v holy_a be_v write_v on_o my_o heart_n with_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n and_o grant_v through_o thy_o grace_n love_n and_o mercy_n in_o jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v never_o depart_v from_o they_o but_o always_o and_o ever_o delight_v in_o they_o much_o more_o than_o on_o my_o daily_a food_n which_o thou_o have_v appoint_v and_o ordain_v to_o feed_v this_o temporal_a life_n 40._o let_v thy_o word_n o_o god_n be_v as_o yea_o be_v the_o honey_n comb_n to_o the_o spiritual_a taste_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o resatiate_a and_o solace_v it_o as_o with_o marrow_n and_o fatness_n and_o comfort_n and_o glad_v it_o as_o wine_n on_o the_o lees_n yea_o as_o wine_n well_o refine_v on_o the_o lees._n 41._o ah_o lord_n god_n cause_n my_o soul_n always_o feel_o and_o rejoice_o to_o say_v i_o have_v none_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o nor_o on_o all_o the_o earth_n in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o my_o jesus_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o let_v the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n which_o be_v the_o riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n be_v as_o dirt_n dung_n and_o dross_n in_o comparison_n of_o it_o 42._o ah_o lord_n god_n what_o be_v man_n sinful_a man_n wretched_a blind_a despicable_a poor_a man_n that_o thou_o be_v thus_o mindful_a of_o he_o and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n that_o thou_o shall_v thus_o regard_v he_o delight_n in_o he_o and_o set_v thy_o heart_n upon_o he_o to_o do_v he_o good_a yea_o to_o do_v he_o all_o the_o good_a that_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o make_v he_o that_o be_v his_o heart_n according_a to_o thy_o own_o heart_n 43._o ah_o wonder_n of_o wonder_n that_o such_o a_o god_n shall_v thus_o condescend_v to_o love_v such_o a_o man_n nothing_o man_n man_n that_o be_v nothing_o but_o evil_a all_o evil_a yea_o and_o continual_o all_o evil_a for_o there_o be_v none_o good_a but_o thou_o o_o god_n o_o none_o no_o not_o one_o 44._o bow_v down_o o_o lord_n bow_v down_o my_o heart_n unto_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o law_n and_o lift_v it_o up_o to_o rejoice_v in_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o commandment_n to_o keep_v they_o and_o do_v they_o for_o in_o the_o keep_n of_o they_o there_o be_v life_n yea_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a life_n 45._o banish_v o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o earnest_o beseech_v thou_o out_o of_o my_o heart_n and_o thought_n the_o love_n and_o the_o like_n unto_o any_o other_o love_n beside_o thou_o and_o thy_o love_n 46._o and_o grant_v that_o with_o the_o heart_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o in_o truth_n of_o heart_n unfeigned_o all_o the_o day_n and_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n that_o i_o may_v long_o after_o no_o other_o thing_n and_o that_o thy_o fear_n may_v be_v my_o daily_a food_n 47._o ah_o lord_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o give_v out_o thyself_o unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v give_v up_o myself_o unto_o thou_o 48._o give_v o_o lord_n give_v thyself_o unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v for_o ever_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o to_o live_v ever_o to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o as_o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o 49._o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o i_o desire_v not_o what_o i_o do_v desire_n unless_o it_o be_v conformable_a to_o thy_o desire_n so_o that_o my_o desire_n be_v not_o i_o but_o thou_o not_o my_o own_o but_o thy_o own_o yea_o thy_o all_o all_o thou_o 50._o i_o will_v not_o have_v o_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v right_a well_o what_o i_o will_v have_v but_o what_o i_o shall_v that_o what_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o have_v what_o thou_o have_v appoint_v i_o to_o have_v ah_o let_v i_o have_v that_o only_o that_o all_o all_o that_o 51._o i_o know_v that_o all_o that_o thou_o give_v we_o whether_o grace_n or_o gift_n thou_o will_v have_v a_o account_n of_o we_o shall_v account_v with_o thou_o for_o 52._o ah_o let_v i_o no_o long_o nor_o no_o more_o have_v this_o woe_n and_o grief_n of_o heart_n to_o have_v receive_v much_o and_o do_v little_a and_o to_o ask_v much_o for_o myself_o but_o to_o do_v little_a ah_o little_a for_o thou_o 53._o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n never_o to_o think_v or_o do_v that_o in_o secret_a which_o i_o will_v not_o which_o i_o shall_v not_o do_v open_o and_o let_v i_o o_o lord_n ah_o let_v i_o much_o more_o fear_v thy_o all_o see_v eye_n than_o all_o the_o see_v eye_n of_o angel_n and_o man_n 54._o how_o we_o be_v to_o desire_v and_o believe_v that_o we_o receive_v the_o lord_n in_o the_o sacrament_n of_o his_o bless_a supper_n and_o the_o assurance_n thereof_o to_o our_o soul_n to_o comfort_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v they_o 55._o ah_o lord_n god_n as_o for_o i_o as_o for_o i_o ah_o lord_n god_n the_o food_n my_o soul_n desire_v at_o thy_o table_n and_o supper_n that_o which_o resatiate_v feed_v fill_v and_o refresh_v it_o be_v the_o sweet_a breath_n and_o most_o divine_a and_o delicious_a breathe_n of_o thy_o divine_a and_o most_o holy_a spirit_n 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feel_v to_o his_o senseless_a heart_n life_n to_o his_o dead_a heart_n faith_n to_o his_o doubt_a heart_n hope_v to_o his_o despair_a heart_n speak_v peace_n to_o his_o disconsolate_v and_o afflict_a heart_n and_o give_v understanding_n sense_n memory_n and_o reason_n unto_o his_o distract_a heart_n 187._o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n he_o be_v grieve_v to_o see_v christ_n dishonour_v by_o any_o and_o to_o see_v he_o blaspheme_v and_o evil_a speak_v of_o be_v to_o throw_v dirt_n and_o dung_n in_o his_o face_n mens_fw-la dishonest_a and_o filthy_a life_n and_o conversation_n make_v his_o soul_n to_o melt_v his_o heart_n to_o quake_v his_o ear_n to_o tingle_v and_o to_o gnash_v his_o tooth_n for_o grief_n he_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o and_o lament_v with_o a_o most_o bâ—ttâ—r_a lamentation_n to_o hear_v the_o mock_n of_o god_n and_o his_o word_n because_o this_o be_v to_o crucify_v his_o jesus_n afresh_o and_o to_o put_v he_o again_o to_o open_a shame_n 188._o for_o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n rejoice_v to_o hear_v the_o name_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n magnify_v and_o praise_v to_o hear_v he_o well_o speak_v of_o cause_v his_o heart_n to_o leap_v within_o he_o as_o the_o babe_n do_v in_o elizabeth_n womb_n for_o he_o love_v those_o that_o love_v he_o and_o honour_n those_o that_o honour_n he_o and_o such_o only_o he_o account_v his_o father_n and_o mother_n his_o brother_n and_o sister_n that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n his_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n for_o he_o esteem_v only_o the_o true_a christian_n to_o be_v wise_a
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flesh_n for_o with_o his_o will_n he_o will_v that_o none_o do_v go_v to_o hell_n and_o that_o the_o kingdom_n of_o satan_n be_v not_o so_o populous_a and_o that_o he_o have_v not_o so_o many_o faithful_a servant_n which_o be_v so_o faithless_a to_o jesus_n christ_n and_o to_o their_o own_o poor_a soul_n he_o will_v that_o all_o will_v believe_v and_o receive_v christ_n that_o they_o may_v be_v all_o save_v because_o he_o know_v that_o many_o be_v interest_v in_o every_o soul_n salvation_n both_o in_o heaven_n and_o on_o earth_n 190._o this_o spirit_n open_v heaven_n gate_n and_o lead_v the_o soul_n into_o the_o inner_a court_n and_o carry_v he_o up_o into_o the_o bride_n chamber_n and_o feast_v he_o in_o his_o banquettjng_a house_n and_o fill_v and_o solace_n his_o heart_n not_o with_o the_o delicacy_n of_o egypt_n nor_o with_o the_o milk_n and_o honey_n of_o canaan_n but_o with_o those_o sweet_a rich_a delicious_a and_o precious_a most_o precious_a delicacy_n that_o be_v in_o that_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n the_o city_n of_o the_o live_a god_n where_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o just_a man_n be_v make_v perfect_a they_o be_v feed_v continual_o with_o that_o rich_a dish_n of_o assurance_n and_o have_v the_o fore-tasts_a of_o those_o eternal_a joy_n which_o be_v that_o bless_a rest_n prepare_v for_o the_o people_n of_o god_n 191._o and_o thus_o this_o spirit_n cause_v those_o in_o who_o it_o dwell_v to_o rejoice_v evermore_o and_o again_o i_o say_v to_o rejoice_v for_o can_v any_o man_n in_o who_o this_o spirit_n dwell_v who_o be_v the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n and_o send_v we_o from_o heaven_n by_o our_o bless_a saviour_n be_v afflict_v can_v any_o mourn_v whilst_o the_o bridegroom_n be_v with_o they_o ah_o no_o sure_o no_v for_o he_o come_v with_o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n he_o bring_v ah_o he_o bring_v the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o peace_n and_o salvation_n to_o all_o soul_n where_o it_o come_v to_o abide_v and_o thus_o be_v all_o the_o son_n of_o god_n lead_v by_o his_o spirit_n comfort_v by_o his_o spirit_n ravish_v with_o his_o spirit_n teach_v by_o his_o spirit_n feast_v by_o his_o spirit_n bring_v home_o unto_o he_o by_o his_o spirit_n and_o make_v one_o with_o he_o by_o his_o spirit_n for_o we_o have_v all_o access_n unto_o the_o father_n through_o the_o same_o spirit_n let_v this_o then_o teach_v we_o all_o that_o be_v acquaint_v with_o the_o work_n of_o this_o spirit_n not_o to_o quench_v its_o motion_n not_o to_o afflict_v or_o grieve_v this_o holy_a spirit_n of_o blessedness_n but_o be_v always_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o receive_v he_o and_o entertain_v he_o for_o if_o we_o delight_v in_o he_o and_o to_o abide_v with_o he_o he_o will_v delight_v in_o we_o and_o delight_n to_o abide_v in_o we_o for_o he_o will_v not_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n nor_o quench_v the_o smoke_a flax_n but_o wheresoever_o there_o be_v the_o true_a sincere_a and_o unfeigned_a desire_n of_o grace_n he_o will_v give_v grace_n according_a to_o these_o desire_n for_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v we_o comfortless_o but_o will_v come_v unto_o we_o and_o where_o he_o have_v begin_v his_o work_n he_o will_v as_o assure_o finish_v it_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v nor_o forsake_v we_o if_o we_o do_v not_o leave_v nor_o forsake_v he_o but_o will_v make_v our_o weak_a and_o imperfect_a grace_n strong_a and_o perfect_a glory_n for_o he_o know_v all_o our_o desire_n and_o the_o thought_n and_o imagination_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o he_o but_o be_v always_o open_a and_o naked_a before_o he_o and_o he_o delight_v most_o to_o feed_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o thirsty_a and_o to_o clothe_v we_o most_o rich_o when_o we_o be_v naked_a and_o to_o give_v we_o the_o great_a treasure_n when_o we_o be_v poor_a and_o to_o visit_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o sick_a for_o his_o absence_n and_o to_o comfort_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o disconsolate_v and_o afflict_v and_o when_o we_o cast_v ourselves_o down_o then_o do_v he_o delight_n to_o raise_v we_o up_o to_o the_o high_a and_o when_o we_o think_v ourselves_o worst_a then_o do_v he_o esteem_v we_o at_o the_o best_a and_o after_o our_o mourning_n cause_v we_o to_o rejoice_v and_o wipe_v away_o all_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n 192._o thus_o be_v this_o spirit_n unto_o we_o all_o thing_n who_o bring_v we_o much_o more_o joy_n than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o think_v it_o convince_v our_o heart_n of_o sin_n of_o righteousness_n and_o of_o judgement_n 193._o this_o spirit_n give_v wisdom_n to_o the_o simple_a and_o teach_v the_o ignorant_a knowledge_n and_o cause_v he_o to_o understand_v so_o as_o babe_n and_o suckling_n show_v forth_o his_o mighty_a praise_n for_o he_o reveal_v unto_o they_o what_o he_o hide_v from_o the_o wise_a and_o mighty_a man_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o make_v appear_v plain_a that_o their_o wisdom_n be_v but_o mere_a foolishness_n their_o strength_n weakness_n and_o their_o honour_n but_o as_o a_o leaf_n which_o the_o wind_n drive_v to_o and_o fro_o as_o he_o be_v make_v of_o nothing_o so_o in_o a_o moment_n he_o turn_v to_o nothing_o their_o breath_n go_v forth_o they_o return_v to_o the_o earth_n in_o that_o very_a day_n his_o thought_n perish_v he_o be_v as_o the_o grass_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o as_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n which_o to_o day_n be_v and_o to_o morrow_n be_v not_o he_o be_v so_o perishable_a as_o he_o can_v be_v compare_v to_o nothing_o but_o to_o nothing_o 194._o this_o spirit_n show_v we_o that_o those_o thing_n which_o we_o see_v not_o and_o can_v see_v be_v unto_o we_o as_o if_o they_o be_v and_o those_o thing_n which_o we_o see_v be_v as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o because_o we_o value_v they_o not_o but_o as_o pilgrim_n and_o stranger_n we_o seek_v a_o country_n a_o habitation_n not_o make_v with_o hand_n eternal_a in_o the_o heaven_n 195._o this_o spirit_n open_v unto_o our_o sense_n reason_n and_o understanding_n that_o which_o no_o man_n can_v shut_v and_o shut_v that_o which_o no_o man_n can_v open_v this_o spirit_n declare_v unto_o we_o what_o the_o mind_n and_o will_n of_o god_n be_v for_o our_o good_a and_o work_v in_o we_o a_o holy_a conformity_n in_o all_o our_o mind_n will_n and_o affection_n to_o be_v careful_o studious_a and_o studious_o careful_a to_o walk_v in_o all_o well_o please_v before_o he_o it_o make_v we_o to_o press_v forward_o to_o comprehend_v that_o for_o which_o we_o be_v also_o comprehend_v of_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n it_o work_v in_o we_o a_o fear_n that_o increase_v our_o love_n and_o such_o love_n as_o cast_v out_o all_o fear_n it_o make_v we_o to_o do_v all_o that_o we_o do_v for_o he_o and_o not_o for_o ourselves_o love_v he_o much_o more_o for_o himself_o than_o for_o our_o own_o self_n and_o more_o for_o his_o glory_n than_o for_o our_o own_o glory_n if_o such_o long_a to_o be_v with_o he_o it_o be_v to_o do_v he_o more_o and_o better_a service_n for_o here_o we_o can_v know_v but_o in_o part_n and_o do_v but_o in_o part_n but_o there_o we_o shall_v know_v he_o as_o he_o be_v to_o be_v know_v and_o do_v for_o he_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v fore-ordained_n and_o appoint_v by_o he_o before_o that_o we_o be_v and_o that_o be_v to_o possess_v he_o whole_o and_o holy_a as_o he_o be_v that_o be_v as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a for_o we_o creature_n 196._o this_o spirit_n warm_v our_o heart_n so_o with_o his_o divine_a love_n and_o make_v we_o partaker_n of_o his_o divine_a nature_n that_o daily_o we_o grow_v more_o and_o more_o conformable_a and_o like_v unto_o he_o and_o to_o comprehend_v and_o know_v
and_o to_o stick_v the_o close_o unto_o he_o who_o only_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v we_o up_o and_o to_o keep_v we_o from_o fall_v i_o think_v if_o we_o do_v not_o sometime_o fall_v not_o that_o i_o desire_v to_o fall_v or_o stumble_v at_o all_o neither_o to_o sin_n in_o the_o least_o to_o have_v grace_n abound_v but_o i_o think_v if_o we_o do_v not_o at_o time_n fall_v we_o shall_v not_o see_v his_o fatherly_a love_n so_o clear_o so_o great_o in_o take_v care_n of_o we_o to_o preserve_v we_o by_o protect_v of_o we_o from_o great_a evil_n and_o danger_n for_o when_o he_o have_v lift_v we_o up_o again_o after_o we_o have_v fall_v ah_o how_o do_v we_o cling_v to_o he_o how_o do_v we_o hold_v he_o fast_o how_o do_v we_o endeavour_v to_o have_v he_o always_o in_o our_o sight_n and_o how_o do_v we_o cry_v after_o he_o when_o we_o perceive_v any_o evil_n of_o affliction_n or_o temptation_n to_o be_v nigh_o we_o and_o how_o do_v we_o cast_v ourselves_o down_o before_o he_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o bewail_v our_o infirmity_n and_o weakness_n beg_v strength_n from_o he_o to_o support_v and_o keep_v we_o up_o how_o do_v we_o wonder_v and_o be_v astonish_v to_o see_v the_o fire_n of_o his_o wrath_n kindle_v against_o the_o wicked_a and_o against_o evildoer_n and_o yet_o that_o such_o wicked_a evildoer_n as_o we_o be_v be_v not_o consume_v to_o see_v fire_n in_o the_o bush_n and_o yet_o the_o bush_n not_o burn_v 11._o thus_o we_o may_v plain_o see_v that_o god_n see_v all_o to_o be_v good_a for_o we_o yea_o best_a of_o all_o which_o he_o send_v we_o cause_v every_o thing_n to_o work_v together_o for_o our_o good_a ah_o see_v then_o that_o his_o love_n mercy_n and_o goodness_n be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a for_o we_o let_v we_o always_o mighty_o prize_v he_o and_o prize_v he_o at_o the_o very_o high_a price_n and_o give_v up_o our_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n to_o live_v to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o unto_o and_o for_o his_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n it_o be_v our_o glory_n and_o our_o honour_n our_o happiness_n and_o our_o bliss_n that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v to_o he_o alone_o therefore_o be_v give_v always_o all_o honour_n glory_n and_o praise_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 12._o lay_v out_o be_v lay_v up_o lay_v out_o of_o earthly_a treasure_n on_o earth_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n be_v to_o lay_v up_o heavenly_a treasure_n in_o heaven_n according_a to_o god_n word_n and_o his_o heart_n 13._o god_n give_v unto_o his_o child_n of_o his_o own_o strength_n to_o overcome_v as_o it_o be_v himself_z he_o delight_v to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v overcome_v by_o they_o and_o to_o make_v we_o more_o than_o conqueror_n 14._o ah_o the_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n and_o bounty_n of_o god_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n that_o god_n be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o he_o be_v shall_v notwithstanding_o continue_v to_o do_v so_o much_o for_o man_n and_o man_n nevertheless_o continue_v continual_o to_o do_v so_o much_o against_o his_o god_n i_o say_v against_o his_o god_n even_o then_o when_o he_o know_v god_n to_o be_v his_o god_n 156._o ah_o lord_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o shall_v take_v pleasure_n to_o mind_v we_o so_o much_o as_o thou_o do_v although_o thou_o know_v well_o our_o evil_a mind_n and_o how_o little_a we_o mind_v thou_o and_o although_o thou_o tell_v we_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n how_o that_o we_o be_v near_o and_o dear_a unto_o thou_o even_o always_o in_o thy_o mind_n and_o heart_n to_o do_v we_o good_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o ah_o how_o great_a be_v our_o misery_n to_o have_v such_o deprave_a nature_n and_o such_o devil-like_a heart_n to_o pay_v thy_o merciful_a kindness_n with_o such_o high_a unkindness_n and_o ingratitude_n to_o thou_o who_o be_v our_o only_a good_a 16._o how_o be_v it_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o take_v such_o continual_a care_n and_o pain_n as_o it_o be_v and_o be_v at_o so_o much_o cost_n to_o overcome_v we_o with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o yet_o we_o remain_v so_o brutish_a and_o senseless_a stupid_a and_o unkind_a that_o we_o will_v not_o but_o refuse_v to_o he_o overcome_v 17._o ah_o the_o misery_n the_o misery_n of_o man_n who_o be_v never_o weary_a nor_o will_v never_o be_v weary_a of_o do_v evil_a yea_o all_o manner_n of_o evil_n against_o his_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a lord_n and_o god_n who_o be_v so_o good_a to_o he_o as_o he_o be_v never_o weary_a nor_o repent_v of_o do_v of_o he_o good_a notwithstanding_o his_o continual_a do_v of_o evil_a or_o do_v of_o all_o evil_n continual_o 18._o a_o good_a heart_n give_v unto_o the_o lord_n free_o cheerful_o willing_o and_o rejoice_o of_o all_o that_o he_o have_v and_o always_o acknowledge_v and_o say_v of_o thy_o own_o o_o lord_n i_o will_v and_o do_v give_v thou_o 19_o when_o that_o the_o lord_n give_v unto_o such_o a_o soul_n grace_n he_o give_v he_o glory_n when_o he_o give_v he_o outward_a thing_n he_o praise_v he_o and_o enlarge_v his_o bowel_n of_o compassion_n unto_o the_o saint_n 20._o such_o heart_n desire_v mighty_o largeness_n of_o heart_n or_o large_a heart_n to_o give_v according_a to_o what_o they_o receive_v whether_o it_o be_v spiritual_n or_o temporal_n nothing_o be_v so_o near_a or_o dear_a unto_o they_o as_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o be_v to_o do_v his_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o very_o high_a of_o grace_n to_o the_o very_o low_a of_o thing_n in_o nature_n 21._o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o always_o bear_v thou_o in_o mind_n when_o ever_o i_o mind_n that_o be_v think_v on_o any_o thing_n 22._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beseech_v thou_o do_v every_o thing_n that_o i_o do_v as_o know_v and_o remember_v that_o thou_o see_v and_o know_v all_o the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o write_v down_o all_o my_o word_n and_o work_n on_o thy_o bless_a book_n of_o remembrance_n 23._o let_v i_o do_v all_o that_o i_o do_v before_o man_n as_o before_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n know_v that_o thou_o see_v it_o and_o hear_v it_o 24._o and_o all_o that_o i_o take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v o_o god_n before_o thou_o let_v i_o do_v it_o all_o as_o if_o all_o the_o man_n in_o the_o world_n do_v look_v on_o i_o and_o see_v it_o 25._o notwithstanding_o the_o greatness_n and_o numberless_a number_n of_o my_o sin_n thy_o goodness_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a towards_o i_o as_o move_v thou_o to_o have_v compassion_n on_o i_o and_o to_o pour_v out_o thy_o endless_a and_o everlasting_a love_n and_o kindness_n in_o mercy_n upon_o i_o 26._o also_o o_o god_n thou_o cause_v my_o own_o sin_n to_o appear_v so_o great_a and_o filthy_a before_o i_o that_o i_o be_v thereby_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o and_o confound_v before_o thou_o 27._o so_o that_o see_v myself_o thus_o pollute_v filthy_a abominable_a and_o unclean_a yea_o abominable_o unclean_a i_o leave_v myself_o willing_o i_o hate_v and_o do_v hate_v myself_o true_o and_o i_o embrace_v through_o grace_n thy_o most_o gracious_a offer_n of_o grace_n love_n and_o mercy_n hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o return_v unto_o thou_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n desire_v entire_o and_o sincere_o a_o entire_a change_n from_o all_o evil_n to_o all_o good_a from_o my_o own_o evil_a way_n to_o thy_o most_o bless_a way_n that_o be_v so_o good_a so_o sweet_a so_o beautiful_a so_o delightful_a that_o since_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o my_o soul_n have_v be_v often_o delight_v refresh_v feast_v and_o satisfy_v in_o they_o and_o with_o they_o 28._o ah_o mercy_n of_o mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n be_v please_v thus_o in_o mercy_n to_o look_v on_o i_o when_o i_o be_v fit_a and_o ripe_a for_o all_o thy_o judgement_n and_o when_o thou_o may_v just_o have_v pour_v out_o the_o viol_n of_o thy_o wrath_n and_o fury_n upon_o i_o with_o the_o great_a indignation_n that_o then_o even_o then_o to_o kindle_v the_o flame_n of_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n from_o the_o continual_a burn_n in_o thy_o o_o god_n in_o thou_o to_o love_v fear_v seek_v adore_v and_o serve_v thou_o unfeigned_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n ah_o what_o mercy_n to_o this_o mercy_n 29._o continue_v o_o god_n that_o be_v my_o god_n and_o only_a good_a continue_v ah_o continue_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o be_v thus_o merciful_a unto_o i_o that_o i_o turn_v not_o thy_o grace_n into_o wantonness_n but_o in_o some_o râ—easure_n labour_n and_o strive_v to_o walk_v worthy_a of_o these_o thy_o rich_a and_o save_a mercy_n with_o which_o thou_o have_v and_o will_v for_o ever_o enrich_v my_o poor_a soul_n with_o and_o save_v it_o 30._o as_o