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it_o shall_v suffer_v before_o it_o can_v be_v purify_v and_o so_o the_o earth_n will_v say_v how_o much_o it_o must_v suffer_v and_o how_o much_o it_o will_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o before_o the_o seed_n be_v produce_v out_o of_o its_o bowel_n when_o a_o man_n have_v bring_v all_o his_o labour_n to_o a_o end_n nor_o can_v go_v on_o further_a then_o be_v the_o chief_a and_o high_a work_n yet_o before_o his_o hand_n lie_v as_o undo_v if_o this_o must_v be_v perfect_v and_o do_v it_o must_v be_v do_v by_o god_n for_o it_o behoove_v that_o he_o shall_v accomplish_v these_o thing_n which_o be_v impossible_a for_o a_o man_n to_o do_v chap._n xxxii_o a_o man_n who_o have_v beg_v help_n from_o the_o lord_n judge_n other_o man_n honest_a than_o himself_o for_o he_o confess_v that_o if_o other_o have_v have_v this_o grace_n which_o be_v do_v to_o he_o that_o they_o have_v be_v more_o faithful_a and_o more_o honest_a by_o much_o than_o himself_o be_v whence_o also_o he_o abstain_v from_o rash_a judgement_n and_o commiserate_v poor_a man_n because_o he_o behold_v their_o future_a misery_n out_o of_o which_o he_o himself_o through_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n without_o any_o merit_n of_o his_o own_o be_v snatch_v and_o therefore_o he_o can_v extol_v himself_o above_o other_o nor_o tax_v they_o or_o delude_v they_o but_o rather_o humble_v himself_o beneath_o all_o and_o burn_v with_o a_o universal_a charity_n moreover_o he_o will_v willing_o renounce_v his_o own_o salvation_n that_o other_o might_n but_o be_v save_v nor_o can_v he_o do_v otherwise_o because_o this_o be_v the_o property_n of_o regeneration_n he_o who_o have_v regeneration_n and_o be_v arrive_v at_o the_o true_a substance_n adher_v to_o no_o thing_n whatsoever_o he_o do_v or_o omit_v to_o do_v or_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o go_v or_o stand_v whether_o he_o be_v with_o other_o or_o whether_o he_o be_v alone_o but_o he_o always_o be_v free_a from_o all_o and_o uncessant_o behold_v god_n who_o he_o be_v proper_o and_o for_o who_o sake_n he_o use_v all_o thing_n at_o what_o time_n he_o be_v rapt_v upward_o he_o be_v put_v beyond_o himself_o and_o be_v without_o all_o discretion_n and_o when_o he_o be_v let_v down_o again_o from_o that_o same_o mountain_n he_o incessant_o look_v back_o upward_o again_o the_o new_a man_n by_o a_o continual_a ascent_n every_o hover_v and_o moment_n go_v away_o unto_o god_n nor_o do_v he_o ever_o stop_v his_o course_n because_o god_n be_v unsearchable_a and_o past_o find_v out_o he_o regard_v not_o temporal_n though_o he_o may_v seem_v so_o and_o though_o he_o do_v eat_v drink_v sleep_n and_o be_v clothe_v for_o if_o he_o shall_v regard_v they_o he_o will_v still_o stand_v in_o time_n but_o all_o the_o aforementioned_a thing_n be_v snatch_v from_o he_o by_o fire_n that_o he_o may_v ascend_v above_o time_n and_o stand_v in_o god_n he_o die_v and_o rise_v again_o in_o god_n he_o fall_v oil_n from_o all_o thing_n and_o perish_v both_o in_o body_n soul_n and_o spirit_n at_o first_o every_o one_o be_v a_o infant_n than_o a_o youth_n and_o thence_o he_o go_v into_o manhood_n and_o at_o length_n into_o old_a age_n than_o we_o falter_v and_o can_v no_o long_o enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o youth_n and_o at_o last_o we_o say_v i_o remember_v that_o i_o have_v be_v a_o young_a man_n but_o time_n be_v go_v when_o young_a man_n rejoice_v i_o be_o in_o sadness_n and_o whilst_o they_o live_v i_o die_v chap._n xxxiii_o there_o be_v not_o a_o letter_n in_o the_o holy_a scripture_n which_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v and_o interpret_v concern_v the_o body_n of_o christ_n now_o there_o be_v many_o member_n of_o christ_n body_n that_o which_o be_v not_o in_o one_o member_n be_v in_o another_o the_o whole_a scripture_n of_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n with_o all_o figure_n and_o ceremony_n prefigure_v the_o very_a substance_n of_o the_o matter_n and_o be_v a_o type_n of_o the_o internal_a truth_n as_o the_o image_n in_o the_o glass_n be_v the_o representation_n of_o the_o face_n and_o as_o the_o image_n can_v be_v in_o the_o glass_n of_o who_o there_o be_v no_o truth_n or_o substance_n so_o there_o be_v no_o representation_n of_o scripture_n or_o of_o ceremony_n or_o of_o figure_n to_o which_o there_o belong_v not_o some_o truth_n and_o substance_n when_o therefore_o a_o representation_n or_o image_n be_v true_a there_o be_v also_o a_o true_a essence_n or_o substance_n there_o be_v no_o shadow_n without_o a_o body_n nor_o figure_n or_o image_n without_o a_o essence_n the_o book_n of_o psalm_n begin_v mature_o with_o man_n and_z continues_z with_o he_o unto_o old_a age_n and_o even_o to_o his_o end_n and_o with_o man_n it_o rise_v up_o from_o bottom_n to_o top_n no_o christian_n transcend_v the_o exercise_n of_o the_o psalm_n nor_o can_v he_o get_v so_o high_a but_o the_o psalm_n accompany_v he_o still_o and_o express_v his_o mind_n how_o long_o do_v the_o faithful_a man_n wait_v for_o god_n till_o he_o come_v and_o when_o he_o be_v come_v he_o depart_v again_o and_o hide_v himself_o that_o a_o man_n can_v find_v he_o and_o by_o this_o very_a thing_n god_n will_v purge_v a_o man_n that_o he_o may_v learn_v true_o to_o possess_v he_o without_o appropriation_n for_o at_o first_o he_o assume_v god_n with_o appropriation_n and_o this_o than_o be_v that_o same_o subtle_a flesh_n of_o hiâ—_n which_o ought_v to_o be_v consume_v chap._n xxxiiii_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o desolate_a thing_n juâ—â—_n as_o when_o many_o thing_n be_v reach_v out_o to_o any_o one_o and_o he_o catch_v at_o theâ—_n but_o then_o they_o be_v pull_v away_o again_o but_o at_o last_o a_o door_n of_o escape_n be_v open_v 〈◊〉_d he_o which_o then_o
can_v not_o now_o own_o it_o that_o this_o be_v that_o very_a case_n true_a indeed_o he_o wish_v o_o that_o this_o be_v it_o and_o yet_o he_o judge_v that_o this_o his_o suffering_n be_v plain_o some_o other_o thing_n till_o god_n bring_v he_o forth_o as_o purge_v or_o cleanse_v and_o then_o he_o be_v clothe_v with_o righteousness_n and_o be_v translate_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n then_o also_o he_o have_v utter_o lose_v himself_o yea_o and_o all_o that_o also_o wherein_o he_o seek_v himself_o and_o be_v make_v one_o with_o god_n who_o be_v make_v unto_o he_o all_o thing_n former_o he_o seek_v to_o save_v his_o soul_n always_o fear_v lest_o he_o shall_v lose_v it_o but_o now_o he_o stand_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n give_v up_o to_o god_n and_o with_o he_o and_o out_o of_o he_o god_n do_v what_o he_o please_v both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n for_o he_o acquiesce_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v in_o he_o chap._n xxiiii_o when_o sin_n be_v discover_v to_o a_o man_n than_o it_o seem_v to_o he_o to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o sword_n at_o which_o he_o be_v fright_v and_o flee_v to_o god_n and_o so_o satan_n be_v kill_v by_o his_o own_o sword_n paul_n say_v from_o out_o of_o many_o sin_n righteousness_n be_v manifest_v when_o sin_n be_v multiply_v that_o be_v when_o the_o multitude_n and_o magnitude_n of_o sin_n become_v know_v to_o a_o man_n than_o he_o turn_v his_o back_n at_o last_o upon_o sin_n and_o go_v to_o god_n who_o deliver_v he_o from_o it_o and_o in_o the_o place_n of_o sin_n manife_v to_o he_o his_o own_o righteousness_n for_o as_o sometime_o many_o hound_n pursue_v after_o one_o hare_n when_o the_o dog_n be_v take_v off_o the_o beast_n be_v free_v and_o remain_v alone_o so_o also_o god_n do_v with_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n so_o as_o they_o all_o at_o last_o leave_n follow_v a_o man_n therefore_o it_o be_v write_v in_o the_o psalm_n a_o thousand_o shall_v fall_v at_o thy_o side_n and_o ten_o thousand_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o they_o shall_v not_o come_v near_o thou_o this_o fall_n of_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o be_v do_v in_o man_n but_o it_o approach_v not_o unto_o a_o man_n but_o he_o be_v keep_v upright_o in_o god_n and_o be_v take_v into_o his_o glory_n and_o then_o he_o become_v as_o if_o he_o be_v not_o he_o be_v as_o it_o be_v so_o whole_o deify_v that_o he_o can_v find_v nothing_o but_o god_n neither_o himself_o nor_o any_o creature_n and_o when_o he_o be_v thus_o in_o a_o ecstasy_n and_o in_o a_o rapture_n above_o then_o be_v he_o void_a of_o discretion_n and_o without_o reason_n not_o as_o though_o they_o be_v not_o still_o in_o be_v in_o he_o but_o that_o he_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o they_o until_o he_o return_v into_o his_o mind_n again_o but_o it_o be_v a_o pain_n to_o he_o that_o he_o be_v force_v to_o descend_v again_o into_o discretion_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a bitterness_n to_o paul_n that_o he_o be_v force_v to_o return_v back_o into_o discretion_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o brethren_n no_o man_n understand_v those_o place_n of_o paul_n sin_n experience_n be_v the_o mother_n of_o understanding_n if_o one_o have_v once_o taste_v honey_n he_o need_v not_o to_o be_v tell_v that_o honey_n be_v sweet_a he_o that_o see_v a_o white_a thing_n there_o be_v no_o need_n to_o say_v unto_o he_o that_o thing_n be_v white_a for_o he_o will_v answer_v what_o need_n be_v there_o to_o tell_v i_o that_o when_o i_o myself_o both_o see_v and_o understand_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o that_o have_v the_o very_a thing_n itself_o stand_v in_o no_o need_n of_o the_o type_n or_o shadow_n of_o that_o thing_n chap._n xxv_o christ_n descend_v so_o low_a as_o we_o also_o be_v to_o come_v down_o he_o go_v no_o low_a but_o he_o arise_v much_o high_a than_o we_o can_v now_o can_v we_o also_o possible_o come_v into_o that_o depth_n unless_o first_o we_o shall_v arrive_v at_o exaltation_n man_n have_v christ_n first_o in_o nature_n and_o always_o receive_v he_o more_o sublime_a yet_o so_o as_o what_o have_v go_v before_o be_v still_o sow_o again_o to_o spring_v up_o into_o a_o more_o noble_a plant_n so_o that_o at_o length_n man_n receive_v christ_n without_o all_o or_o any_o creature_n thus_o man_n be_v always_o ascend_v by_o and_o through_o the_o creature_n until_o he_o have_v find_v christ_n without_o the_o creature_n a_o man_n ascend_v by_o the_o angel_n unto_o the_o son_n who_o give_v he_o up_o unto_o the_o father_n generation_n proceed_v from_o one_o degree_n unto_o another_o until_o one_o climb_v above_o all_o thing_n into_o eternity_n and_o there_o generation_n end_v for_o there_o be_v the_o eternal_a abyss_n in_o which_o he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o and_o he_o who_o arrive_v so_o far_o know_v all_o thing_n in_o a_o constant_a idea_n out_o of_o which_o god_n snatch_v he_o and_o he_o always_o see_v most_o clear_o by_o what_o degree_n god_n be_v present_a with_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o persi_v in_o a_o perpetual_a give_v of_o thanks_o also_o in_o such_o a_o claritude_n and_o vision_n of_o god_n he_o be_v in_o a_o perpetual_a death_n and_o be_v as_o it_o be_v some_o hunger_a soul_n to_o who_o it_o be_v not_o lawful_a to_o eat_v of_o meat_n set_v before_o he_o but_o if_o he_o do_v throw_v his_o life_n into_o danger_n and_o do_v eat_v then_o must_v he_o again_o die_v a_o new_a death_n therefore_o such_o kind_n of_o man_n be_v both_o poor_a and_o rich_a for_o though_o they_o be_v in_o the_o bosom_n of_o all_o comfort_n yet_o they_o want_v all_o comfort_n so_o also_o they_o in_o joâ—s_n want_v joy_n and_o in_o pleasure_n want_v pleasure_n and_o these_o be_v they_o who_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n who_o have_v not_o whereon_o to_o lay_v their_o head_n and_o dare_v touch_v nothing_o and_o stand_v they_o do_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o a_o round_a globe_n yet_o they_o have_v wing_n but_o know_v it_o not_o as_o to_o themselves_o they_o be_v altogether_o destitute_a of_o all_o security_n but_o in_o god_n sight_n they_o be_v secure_a whereas_o they_o who_o be_v secure_a in_o themselves_o want_v security_n before_o god_n this_o state_n be_v not_o the_o state_n of_o esau_n but_o of_o jacob_n for_o esau_n have_v god_n for_o his_o propriety_n but_o god_n have_v jacob_n for_o his_o own_o propriety_n who_o stand_v in_o be_v give_v up_o to_o god_n because_o god_n have_v make_v he_o fit_a and_o capable_a and_o have_v reduce_v he_o to_o obedience_n and_o therefore_o the_o man_n possess_v god_n with_o acquiescence_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o riches_n and_o glory_n he_o account_v himself_o a_o poor_a wretch_n he_o be_v quiet_o satisfy_v in_o all_o thing_n which_o god_n shall_v do_v if_o he_o give_v he_o heaven_n he_o be_v quet_o please_v if_o he_o cast_v he_o into_o hell_n itself_o he_o bear_v it_o patient_o and_o still_o continue_v resign_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n also_o what_o thing_n soever_o god_n put_v upon_o he_o by_o other_o man_n he_o receive_v they_o all_o as_o from_o god_n and_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o man_n but_o with_o god_n who_o do_v all_o these_o thing_n by_o mean_n of_o man_n therefore_o be_v he_o at_o peace_n with_o all_o man_n and_o can_v hate_v no_o man_n for_o any_o adversity_n do_v unto_o he_o for_o he_o take_v it_o from_o god_n and_o not_o from_o man_n who_o he_o still_o look_v upon_o but_o as_o on_o instrument_n by_o which_o god_n work_v as_o when_o a_o trumpet_n sound_v it_o be_v not_o the_o trumpet_n make_v the_o sound_n but_o the_o trumpeter_n hence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o stand_v in_o a_o willing_a patience_n against_o all_o that_o can_v happen_v unto_o he_o by_o man_n so_o that_o if_o they_o hate_v he_o blaspheme_v he_o injury_n he_o hinder_v he_o punish_v he_o revile_v he_o detract_v from_o his_o reputation_n take_v away_o his_o good_n his_o friend_n his_o house_n and_o do_v persecute_v he_o captivate_v he_o bound_v he_o on_o wrack_n torment_n and_o kill_v he_o he_o take_v all_o 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