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shade_n may_v bid_v adieu_o while_o his_o sweet_a ray_n come_v vsh'r_a in_o the_o day_n or_o run_v as_o 3.3_o john_n before_o to_o make_v the_o way_n and_o here_o great_a lord_n come_v raise_v i_o up_o so_o high_a 119.169_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n that_o now_o my_o eye_n may_v soar_v up_o to_o thy_o mercy-seat_n and_o there_o as_o heaven_n pure_a eye_n fix_v in_o a_o holy_a sphere_n be_v free_v from_o all_o corruption_n taint_v while_o i_o go_v bathe_v my_o soul_n in_o that_o sweet_a theory_n of_o thy_o eternal_a love_n and_o when_o i_o see_v those_o high_a prerogative_n i_o have_v by_o thou_o how_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o free_a from_o death_n from_o sin_n from_o hell_n and_o all_o those_o misery_n wherein_o i_o now_o lie_v plunge_v and_o those_o whereto_o i_o tend_v as_o of_o myself_o and_o less_o thy_o grace_n descend_v and_o quick_o come_v and_o take_v i_o up_o alas_o i_o needs_o must_v fall_v and_o when_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o thy_o sweet_a 15.26_o comforter_n 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who_o be_o alone_o redeem_v by_o thou_o oh_o then_o here_o come_v my_o god_n here_o quick_o come_v again_o and_o take_v i_o up_o here_o let_v i_o sweet_o hear_v those_o heavenly_a tune_n again_o which_o do_v while-ere_a give_v such_o reviual_n to_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o be_v almost_o past_o my_o sea_n of_o misery_n never_o to_o be_v plunge_v in_o it_o again_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o so_o sudden_o withdraw_v the_o brow_n of_o that_o sweet_a sunshine_n of_o thy_o grace_n whereby_o i_o begin_v to_o see_v the_o bless_a 8.21_o liberty_n of_o those_o who_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n but_o come_v great_a maker_n now_o and_o what_o thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o thy_o creature_n perfect_a up_o that_o so_o when_o after-age_n shall_v both_o see_v and_o know_v how_o kind_o thou_o have_v deal_v with_o i_o they_o may_v appeal_v to_o thou_o in_o like_a extreme_n and_o pray_v to_o thou_o alone_o for_o help_v see_v that_o i_o david_n 34.6_o poor_a man_n do_v humble_o call_v and_o cry_v to_o thou_o 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dear_a god_n here_o will_v i_o humble_o 6._o wait_v with_o lowly_a confidence_n in_o this_o my_o strait_n a_o straight_o more_o great_a than_o 24.14_o david_n be_v when_o he_o do_v erst_o betake_v himself_o alone_o to_o thou_o because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v so_o great_a and_o here_o because_o thy_o hereof_o mercy_n also_o be_v full_a near_o in_o midst_n of_o human_n great_a deep_n that_o hence_o we_o may_v observe_v it_o be_v thy_o omnipotence_n and_o goodness_n only_o that_o relieve_v when_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o despair_v because_o we_o see_v nought_o else_o but_o 9_o death_n within_o ourselves_o and_o how_o there_o be_v nought_o beside_o can_v do_v we_o good_a that_o thou_o may_v be_v make_v 15.28_o all_o in_o all_o because_o i_o say_v thou_o be_v so_o good_a here_o will_v i_o humble_o stay_v until_o thy_o mercy_n raise_v i_o up_o even_o here_o confound_v in_o my_o plaint_n without_o a_o tear_n to_o tell_v my_o further_a grief_n to_o verify_v that_o sorrow_n in_o extreme_n be_v 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102.11_o pilgrim-day_n do_v pass_v away_o as_o shade_n and_o still_o the_o more_o i_o have_v of_o life_n the_o more_o i_o do_v approach_v my_o grave_n all_o this_o i_o see_v i_o ay_o i_o and_o more_o than_o this_o that_o very_a cloud_n that_o hinder_v all_o my_o bliss_n my_o sin_n do_v still_o increase_v on_o i_o yâ—â—_n they_o will_v have_v no_o interruption_n though_o my_o day_n be_v cloud_v ere_o so_o much_o they_o will_v not_o cease_v to_o vex_v my_o soul_n nor_o let_v i_o live_v in_o peace_n alas_o and_o these_o 88.15_o distract_v i_o quite_o while_o i_o have_v not_o
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