that_o he_o find_v himself_o desert_v but_o in_o he_o be_v we_o take_v up_o &_o save_v martyr_n and_o witness_n of_o the_o truth_n have_v suffer_v great_a and_o grievous_a torment_n but_o divine_a consolation_n from_o above_o do_v abundant_o shine_v in_o their_o soul_n the_o part_n which_o tyrant_n can_v not_o kill_v nor_o touch_n look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o their_o faith_n who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n 12.2_o heb._n 12.2_o and_o despise_v the_o shame_n and_o mock_v of_o they_o that_o stand_v by_o who_o turn_v his_o holy_a word_n in_o scornful_a jest_n as_o though_o he_o have_v call_v for_o elias_n christ_n soul_n now_o be_v burn_v up_o with_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o sin_n 69.22_o psal_n 69.22_o and_o all_o the_o moisture_n of_o his_o body_n dry_v up_o with_o the_o same_o yet_o do_v he_o not_o quench_n his_o thirst_n until_o the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n be_v satisfy_v 19.28_o john_n 19.28_o 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at_o his_o resurrection_n &_o shall_v continue_v till_o his_o come_n again_o &_o declare_v that_o no_o man_n do_v take_v his_o life_n from_o he_o but_o lay_v it_o down_o 10.17.18_o john_n 10.17.18_o and_o will_v take_v it_o up_o again_o for_o he_o be_v not_o a_o common_a man_n but_o god_n also_o to_o keep_v his_o life_n or_o put_v it_o out_o at_o his_o pleasure_n he_o may_v have_v live_v long_o by_o the_o strength_n of_o nature_n for_o the_o other_o two_o outlived_n he_o and_o be_v not_o dead_a till_o they_o come_v and_o break_v their_o leg_n and_o now_o when_o he_o yield_v up_o the_o spirit_n he_o have_v a_o divine_a power_n above_o nature_n which_o put_v out_o the_o life_n say_v father_n into_o thy_o hand_n 31.5_o psal_n 31.5_o i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n while_o his_o soul_n be_v louse_v from_o his_o body_n with_o joy_n which_o sweet_a death_n he_o do_v communicate_v unto_o his_o martyr_n 7.59_o act._n 7.59_o as_o steven_n &_o all_o his_o member_n consider_v here_o weak_a soul_n that_o christ_n have_v purchase_v unto_o thou_o the_o great_a benefit_n of_o adoption_n 1â—_n john_n 20_o 1â—_n for_o thy_o brother_n christ_n have_v make_v his_o father_n thy_o father_n &_o therefore_o will_v have_v a_o fatherly_a care_n of_o thou_o for_o ever_o for_o who_o be_v more_o faithful_a 19_o 1._o pet._n 4._o 19_o than_o our_o father_n to_z whon_fw-mi we_o commend_v our_o soul_n which_o do_v not_o perish_v but_o be_v keep_v by_o he_o 15.21.22_o 1._o cor._n 15.21.22_o while_o they_o be_v join_v to_o the_o body_n at_o the_o resurrection_n &_o be_v receive_v when_o we_o depart_v this_o life_n in_o his_o arm_n who_o will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o be_v take_v from_o his_o hand_n but_o will_v sure_o keep_v they_o in_o peace_n be_v thou_o therefore_o careful_a of_o thy_o soul_n at_o all_o time_n but_o special_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o separation_n for_o then_o the_o devil_n be_v busy_a to_o devour_v thou_o for_o be_v know_v his_o time_n to_o be_v short_a &_o the_o gulf_n of_o 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then_o yield_v &_o deliver_v he_o his_o spirit_n which_o be_v not_o take_v from_o he_o against_o his_o will_n for_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n do_v make_v all_o the_o creature_n quake_v and_o tremble_v great_a be_v his_o humility_n be_v make_v obedient_a to_o his_o father_n unto_o the_o death_n even_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o the_o which_o thou_o may_v learn_v the_o exceed_a greatness_n of_o his_o majesty_n who_o even_o then_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n do_v draw_v all_o thing_n unto_o himself_o for_o where_o a_o testament_n be_v there_o must_v be_v the_o death_n of_o he_o that_o make_v the_o testament_n 9.16_o heb._n 9.16_o for_o the_o testament_n be_v confirm_v when_o man_n be_v dead_a for_o it_o be_v yet_o of_o no_o force_n as_o long_o as_o he_o that_o make_v it_o be_v alive_a so_o behove_v this_o testament_n leave_v such_o a_o inheritance_n to_o his_o saint_n in_o that_o exceed_a great_a glory_n be_v ratify_v by_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o testator_n which_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o thy_o salvation_n his_o death_n be_v thy_o honour_n the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o life_n be_v the_o assurance_n of_o his_o death_n his_o ignominy_n and_o shame_n be_v thy_o glory_n now_o have_v we_o hear_v of_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n now_o shall_v we_o touch_v brief_o the_o thing_n which_o follow_v thereafter_o the_o five_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n there_o fall_v out_o immediate_o four_o thing_n of_o the_o which_o two_o do_v teach_v the_o people_n the_o other_o two_o the_o quake_a of_o the_o earth_n &_o rent_v of_o the_o rock_n do_v threaten_v destruction_n for_o no_o man_n to_o take_v all_o excuse_n away_o shall_v perish_v without_o advertisement_n the_o first_o of_o these_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v after_o the_o darken_n of_o the_o sun_n in_o christ_n great_a humiliation_n the_o father_n give_v great_a token_n of_o his_o glory_n who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n for_o dumb_a &_o senseless_a creature_n do_v shame_v the_o jew_n and_o glorify_v their_o maker_n the_o temple_n be_v divide_v in_o two_o for_o the_o priest_n go_v always_o into_o the_o first_o tabernacle_n and_o accomplish_v his_o office_n 9.6.7.8_o heb._n 9.6.7.8_o but_o into_o the_o second_o go_v the_o high_a priest_n alone_o once_o every_o year_n not_o without_o blood_n which_o he_o offer_v for_o himself_o and_o ignorances_n of_o the_o people_n betwixt_o these_o be_v a_o fair_a brickwall_n overgilt_a with_o fine_a gold_n upon_o the_o which_o hang_v a_o glorious_a tapestry_n wrought_v curious_o which_o do_v hide_v the_o sanctuary_n
gal._n 3.22_o that_o the_o promise_n of_o faith_n by_o jesus_n christ_n shall_v be_v give_v to_o they_o that_o believe_v wherefore_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o afraid_a by_o he_o thou_o have_v access_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n neither_o sickness_n nor_o calamity_n shall_v bereave_v we_o of_o comfort_n he_o be_v present_v to_o the_o bar_n of_o god_n justice_n that_o we_o shall_v remember_v our_o absolution_n from_o it_o therefore_o bold_o may_v thou_o say_v 42.11_o psal_n 42.11_o why_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o this_o disquiet_v within_o i_o wait_v on_o god_n for_o i_o will_v yet_o give_v he_o thanks_n be_v be_v my_o present_a hope_n &_o my_o god_n the_o superstition_n &_o hypocrisy_n of_o the_o jew_n be_v very_o clear_a they_o will_v not_o enter_v into_o pilate_n house_n lest_o they_o shall_v be_v debar_v from_o eat_v of_o the_o passeover_n 9.10_o numb_a 9.10_o according_a to_o the_o law_n give_v against_o the_o unclean_a they_o indeed_o be_v afraid_a to_o be_v pollute_v in_o this_o stranger_n judge_v his_o consistoriall_a place_n yet_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o shed_v the_o blood_n of_o their_o innocent_a countryman_n they_o will_v not_o be_v defile_v with_o the_o dwell_a place_n of_o pilate_n but_o never_o examine_v the_o pollution_n of_o their_o own_o sin_n in_o their_o heart_n they_o leave_v the_o weighty_a matter_n of_o the_o law_n 23.23_o mat._n 23.23_o as_o judgement_n mercy_n and_o fidelity_n which_o be_v rare_a in_o such_o false_a seditious_a people_n for_o they_o can_v pretend_v no_o excuse_n wherefore_o the_o lord_n do_v reject_v and_o forsake_v they_o see_v of_o their_o own_o mouth_n that_o they_o do_v confess_v they_o have_v no_o power_n of_o death_n and_o life_n but_o their_o authority_n be_v devolve_v in_o the_o roman_n hand_n for_o the_o sceptre_n shall_v not_o depart_v from_o juda_n nor_o a_o lawgiver_n from_o between_o his_o foot_n 49.10_o gen._n 49.10_o until_o shiloh_n come_v and_o the_o people_n shall_v 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crucify_v they_o have_v no_o power_n for_o the_o very_a nation_n do_v worship_n idolatrouslie_o stone_n and_o timber_n but_o christ_n forwarn_n can_v not_o be_v but_o accomplish_v 20.19_o mat._n 20.19_o they_o shall_v deliver_v he_o to_o the_o gentile_n to_o mock_v and_o to_o scourge_v and_o to_o crucify_v he_o thus_o christ_n enemy_n be_v mean_n and_o instrument_n to_o manifest_v god_n truth_n and_o to_o perfect_a man_n salvation_n the_o covetousness_n of_o judas_n procure_v remission_n to_o all_o believer_n so_o the_o rage_n of_o the_o pharisee_n and_o deceit_n of_o satan_n do_v serve_v to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n for_o all_o thing_n work_v for_o the_o best_a 8.27_o rom._n 8.27_o to_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o now_o pilate_n inquire_v what_o they_o have_v to_o object_v against_o he_o they_o attribute_v so_o much_o to_o their_o justice_n and_o authority_n that_o there_o need_v no_o more_o inquisition_n but_o to_o rest_v on_o their_o conscience_n yet_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o 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this_o his_o civil_a justice_n in_o search_v the_o truth_n be_v eminent_a rash_a judgement_n be_v dangerous_a and_o therefore_o will_v not_o condemn_v christ_n until_o he_o hear_v he_o 39.16.20_o gen._n 39.16.20_o pothiphar_n do_v otherwise_o to_o joseph_n and_o therefore_o now_o he_o enter_v unto_o christ_n with_o who_o soft_o moderate_o and_o friendly_a he_o reason_n not_o with_o disdainful_a speech_n as_o do_v the_o jew_n for_o it_o be_v not_o grievous_a unto_o he_o to_o bow_v down_o his_o ear_n unto_o the_o poor_a 4.8_o eccl._n 4.8_o be_v therefore_o demand_v if_o he_o be_v a_o king_n our_o saviour_n deny_v not_o but_o a_o spiritual_a king_n it_o be_v not_o now_o time_n to_o teach_v and_o play_v the_o doctor_n to_o pilate_n for_o that_o part_n be_v end_v
brazen_a serpent_n which_o moses_n lift_v up_o in_o the_o wilderness_n i_o be_o stinge_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o sin_n i_o look_v for_o health_n in_o christ_n lift_v up_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n poor_a sick_a creature_n get_v health_n to_o their_o body_n at_o the_o pool_n of_o siloam_n 9.3_o john_n 9.3_o i_o look_v for_o health_n to_o my_o soul_n at_o silo_n in_o christ_n my_o saviour_n come_v lord_n jesus_n 1._o isai_n 61._o 1._o thou_o that_o deliver_v the_o prisoner_n and_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o bondage_n of_o sin_n anoint_v i_o with_o thy_o eye_n salve_n come_v as_o the_o sweet_a samaritane_n and_o pour_v of_o thy_o oil_n into_o my_o wound_a spirit_n come_v my_o only_a comforter_n lead_v i_o to_o thy_o cellar_n 2.5_o cant._n 2.5_o refresh_v i_o with_o thy_o flagon_n comfort_v i_o with_o thy_o apple_n come_v the_o husband_n of_o my_o soul_n furnish_v out_o of_o thy_o wardrobe_n a_o garment_n to_o clothe_v my_o inward_a 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empty_a of_o grace_n to_o thy_o majesty_n at_o this_o time_n as_o i_o have_v neâ—er_o receive_v grace_n it_o grieve_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v so_o prodigal_a of_o thy_o spiritual_a blessing_n thou_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n some_o faith_n some_o measure_n of_o divine_a light_n some_o feelâ—ing_n some_o assurance_n of_o thy_o favour_n which_o breed_v such_o joy_n and_o peace_n into_o my_o soul_n as_o pass_v all_o natural_a understanding_n but_o in_o stead_n of_o these_o infidelity_n darkness_n and_o senseless_a doubt_n be_v steal_v in_o into_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n 13.9_o hos_fw-la 13.9_o my_o destruction_n come_v of_o myself_o but_o my_o deliverance_n come_v of_o thou_o the_o prodigal_a child_n 15.17_o luc._n 15.17_o when_o he_o have_v waste_v all_o he_o have_v no_o other_o refuge_n but_o return_v to_o his_o father_n o_o lord_n where_o shall_v i_o go_v now_o in_o my_o great_a distress_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o make_v my_o moan_n i_o will_v return_v unto_o thou_o my_o love_a father_n i_o 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spirit_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v i_o watch_v not_o so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o ought_v i_o labour_v not_o so_o painfullie_o to_o mortify_v and_o subdue_v my_o sinful_a affection_n 3.5_o col._n 3.5_o as_o become_v my_o christian_a calling_n show_v i_o o_o thou_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v 1.6_o cant._n 1.6_o where_o thou_o feed_v where_o thou_o lie_v at_o noon_n 23._o psal_n 23._o lead_v i_o to_o thy_o pasture_n put_v in_o thy_o hand_n at_o the_o hole_n of_o the_o door_n of_o my_o soul_n 5.4_o cant._n 5.4_o and_o my_o heart_n shall_v be_v affectionate_a towards_o thou_o many_o time_n o_o lord_n by_o do_v of_o evil_a 7.19_o rom._n 7.19_o and_o by_o leave_v of_o the_o good_a undo_v have_v i_o grieve_v thy_o spirit_n yea_o alas_o i_o do_v what_o in_o i_o lie_v to_o quench_v the_o spirit_n 4.30_o ephes_n 4.30_o but_o o_o lord_n 5.19_o 1._o thess_n 5.19_o thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o grieve_v in_o grieve_v thou_o i_o be_o displease_v with_o myself_o for_o displease_v thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n it_o be_v some_o great_a sin_n that_o have_v move_v thou_o to_o punish_v i_o with_o these_o desertion_n lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v it_o lord_n open_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v repent_v for_o it_o i_o be_o content_a o_o lord_n to_o quite_o any_o thing_n to_o enjoy_v thou_o if_o thou_o look_v blytlilie_o upon_o i_o i_o care_v not_o who_o frown_n upon_o i_o ah_o lord_n that_o sin_n which_o be_v not_o thy_o creature_n shall_v so_o mighty_o prevail_v against_o thy_o creature_n i_o sin_n lord_n but_o with_o a_o wrestle_n there_o be_v indeed_o a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n rebel_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o spirit_n 13._o rom._n 7_o 13._o the_o evil_a i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o i_o do_v the_o good_a i_o will_v fain_o do_v i_o do_v it_o not_o i_o take_v thy_o majesty_n to_o witness_v lord_n it_o be_v my_o heart_n desire_v that_o the_o flesh_n and_o power_n of_o corruption_n be_v weaken_v that_o the_o spirit_n and_o renew_v part_n of_o my_o 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backward_o by_o the_o cord_n of_o a_o corrupt_a nature_n if_o jehoshua_n find_v fault_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n that_o they_o be_v slow_a in_o march_v forward_o towards_o earthly_a canaan_n how_o may_v jesus_n find_v fault_n with_o i_o he_o bring_v i_o indeed_o out_o of_o spiritual_a egypt_n but_o slow_o make_v i_o forward_o to_o heavenly_a canaan_n o_o lord_n thou_o that_o send_v thy_o angel_n to_o eliah_n 19_o 1._o kiâ—_n 19_o when_o he_o be_v sleep_v under_o the_o juniper_n tree_n and_o command_v he_o to_o arise_v and_o eat_v for_o he_o have_v a_o long_a journey_n to_o go_v send_v
down_o thy_o spirit_n to_o put_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v awake_v out_o of_o the_o deep_a sleep_n of_o unrighteousness_n &_o take_v the_o staff_n of_o god_n in_o my_o hand_n and_o never_o to_o look_v back_o with_o lot_n wife_n 26._o gen._n 26._o but_o ever_o to_o have_v my_o face_n towards_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n that_o in_o the_o end_n i_o may_v say_v with_o thy_o servant_n paul_n â—_o 2._o tâ—_n 4._o â—_o i_o have_v run_v a_o good_a race_n i_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o be_v the_o crown_n lay_v up_o for_o i_o lead_v i_o through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n see_v my_o foot_n upon_o a_o rock_n 2._o psal_n 2._o and_o order_v my_o going_n furnish_v i_o with_o wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v go_v in_o and_o out_o wise_o before_o thy_o people_n set_v a_o watch_n before_o my_o lip_n psal_n psal_n and_o the_o door_n of_o my_o speech_n let_v all_o my_o speech_n be_v season_v with_o grace_n and_o tend_v to_o edifie_v let_v my_o heart_n ever_o be_v with_o thou_o what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v beneath_o and_o final_o as_o thou_o lead_v thy_o servant_n moses_n unto_o mount_n pisga_n and_o do_v let_v he_o see_v canaan_n a_o far_o off_o 1_o deut._n 34._o 1_o let_v my_o soul_n delight_n to_o walk_v upon_o the_o mountain_n of_o heavenly_a meditation_n look_v a_o far_o off_o to_o that_o heavenly_a canaan_n while_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n thou_o bring_v i_o through_o the_o water_n of_o jordan_n even_o through_o death_n itself_o and_o enter_v i_o into_o that_o rest_n now_o to_o my_o bless_a lord_n the_o purchaser_n of_o this_o rest_n with_o the_o father_n who_o from_o all_o eternity_n appoint_v the_o same_o &_o the_o holy_a spirit_n who_o daily_a confirm_v i_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o it_o be_v praise_n for_o ever_o 1.13_o 3_o eph._n 1.13_o amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o second_o day_n o_o lord_n let_v that_o same_o spirit_n which_o indyte_v thy_o holy_a word_n whereby_o thou_o speak_v to_o my_o soul_n indyte_n my_o 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the_o heart_n to_o a_o holy_a obedience_n to_o thou_o and_o make_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o action_n direct_o to_o tend_v to_o thy_o glory_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n now_o and_o then_o i_o have_v enjoy_v sensible_o this_o light_n but_o ever_o after_o humiliation_n and_o fervent_a prayer_n i_o be_o become_v cold_a in_o prayer_n i_o seek_v thou_o not_o with_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o this_o make_v my_o feelling_n not_o so_o frequent_a lord_n stir_v up_o my_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v thou_o continual_o with_o that_o holy_a zeal_n and_o fervency_n that_o become_v i_o indeed_o o_o lord_n these_o desertion_n be_v â—earefull_a and_o terrible_a to_o fall_v unto_o thy_o child_n true_o i_o be_o most_o certain_a that_o great_a deadness_n darkness_n and_o senselessness_n can_v not_o fall_v unto_o a_o reprobat_fw-la if_o the_o memory_n of_o by_o past_a experience_n do_v not_o comfort_v i_o these_o fearful_a desertion_n will_v make_v i_o faint_a &_o 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absence_n from_o thou_o albeit_o the_o body_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n 3.20_o phil._n 3.20_o let_v my_o conversation_n ever_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v i_o grace_n this_o night_n to_o examine_v my_o heart_n upon_o my_o bed_n teach_v thou_o my_o reins_n in_o the_o night_n 4.4_o psal_n 4.4_o let_v i_o lie_v down_o in_o thy_o peace_n and_o rest_n under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o protection_n 4.9_o psal_n 4.9_o let_v my_o bed_n remember_v i_o of_o the_o grave_n and_o my_o rise_n again_o of_o the_o last_o resurrection_n make_v â—ee_n always_o watchful_a and_o suffer_v not_o oil_n to_o be_v inlack_v to_o my_o lamp_n 25.8_o mat._n 25.8_o when_o my_o lord_n shall_v come_v grant_v i_o may_v meet_v h_z m_z with_o joy_n &_o ever_o be_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n who_o my_o soul_n hatâ—_n seek_v on_o earth_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o three_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n if_o i_o have_v eye_n to_o see_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o time_n wherein_o i_o do_v live_v i_o can_v take_v up_o both_o the_o universal_a defection_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o the_o particular_a desolation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n then_o will_v my_o eye_n be_v a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n thy_o servant_n david_n pour_v out_o river_n of_o tear_n 119.136_o psal_n 119.136_o when_o he_o do_v see_v the_o wicked_a not_o keep_v thy_o law_n 2.8_o 2._o pet._n 2.8_o lot_n heart_n be_v vex_v within_o he_o when_o he_o see_v the_o iniquity_n of_o sodom_n but_o alaace_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o so_o sensible_a these_o thing_n be_v hide_v from_o i_o therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o remove_v this_o veil_n that_o overshaddow_v my_o soul_n 9.18_o act._n 9.18_o make_v the_o scale_n to_o fall_v from_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v take_v up_o those_o decay_n into_o a_o clear_a light_n from_o the_o priest_n to_o the_o people_n 4.9_o hos_fw-la 4.9_o all_o have_v a_o part_n in_o this_o defection_n where_o be_v that_o wont_a zeal_n to_o thy_o glory_n who_o be_v they_o who_o in_o singleness_n of_o heart_n seek_v thou_o all_o do_v seek_v their_o own_o thing_n 2.21_o phil_n 2.21_o but_o few_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v christ_n religion_n which_o shall_v over-rule_v man_n way_n be_v make_v a_o coverture_n to_o vice_n and_o sin_n o_o lord_n demaske_n they_o and_o let_v they_o appear_v who_o turn_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n into_o a_o lie_n and_o labour_n to_o cover_v ungodliness_n with_o a_o clock_n of_o a_o holy_a profession_n 2.12.13_o mat._n 2.12.13_o take_v the_o scourge_n into_o thy_o hand_n and_o purge_v thy_o temple_n put_v to_o the_o door_n those_o buyer_n and_o seller_n who_o make_v the_o house_n of_o god_n a_o den_n of_o thief_n and_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o particular_a defect_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v fall_v from_o my_o first_o love_n from_o my_o former_a zeal_n 2.4_o revel_v 2.4_o from_o my_o former_a care_n and_o diligence_n in_o thy_o service_n where_o be_v the_o melt_a heart_n the_o mourn_a eye_n the_o painful_a diligence_n night_n and_o day_n at_o home_n and_o abroad_o to_o seek_v thy_o face_n where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o pray_v with_o delight_n with_o liberty_n and_o with_o tear_n now_o i_o weary_a of_o prayer_n i_o find_v no_o inward_a liberty_n no_o softness_n of_o heart_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o senseless_a heart_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o with_o as_o senseless_a a_o heart_n where_o my_o heart_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o thy_o worde_n â—_o act._n 2._o â—_o where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o depart_v from_o sermon_n with_o great_a comfort_n now_o i_o find_v myself_o neither_o casten_z down_o nor_o raise_v up_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n work_v not_o
and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o where_o satan_n will_v not_o tempt_v sin_n will_v not_o accuse_v and_o these_o unrulie_a affection_n will_v not_o trouble_v i_o ah_o when_o shall_v this_o poor_a spirit_n be_v disburden_v of_o this_o lodging_n of_o clay_n that_o that_o which_o be_v divine_a may_v behold_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n always_o so_o long_o as_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n thou_o that_o teachedst_a david_n finger_n here_o to_o fight_v 18.33_o psal_n 18.33_o so_o that_o a_o bow_n of_o brass_n be_v not_o able_a to_o withstand_v he_o so_o strengthen_v thou_o my_o arm_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o resist_v these_o malicious_a enemy_n thy_o servant_n david_n overcome_v the_o lion_n and_o the_o bear_n and_o the_o uncircumcised_a philistim_o yet_o be_v he_o overcome_v with_o his_o uncircumcised_a heart_n of_o all_o difficulty_n it_o be_v the_o great_a to_o â—me_v man_n to_o overcome_v himself_o lord_n help_v i_o by_o grace_n to_o sight_n against_o myself_o i_o will_v not_o despare_v lord_n notwithstanding_o of_o all_o these_o enemy_n so_o long_o as_o i_o may_v make_v my_o plaint_n to_o thou_o thy_o eye_n be_v upon_o the_o lust_n 34.15_o psal_n 34.15_o thy_o ear_n open_a unto_o their_o cry_n thou_o do_v hear_v the_o groan_n of_o thy_o own_o israel_n lord_n hear_v the_o groan_n of_o my_o soul_n thy_o ear_n o_o lord_n be_v not_o heavy_a 1._o esay_n 59_o 1._o nor_o be_v thy_o hand_n shorten_v streatche_v forth_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o help_v my_o distress_a soul_n do_v not_o thou_o command_v the_o stormy_a wind_n and_o rage_a sea_n when_o thy_o disciple_n be_v in_o hazard_n and_o they_o obey_v thou_o if_o my_o small_a affection_n never_o rage_v so_o mighty_o if_o thou_o will_v command_v peace_n they_o will_v settle_v and_o be_v obedient_a to_o thy_o voice_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n wherein_o i_o be_o enter_v i_o know_v not_o what_o inconvenient_a i_o may_v meet_v with_o lead_v i_o safe_o through_o all_o difficulty_n o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n 23.1_o psal_n 23.1_o that_o i_o safe_o go_v through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n at_o evening_n i_o may_v bow_v my_o knee_n and_o sound_v thy_o praise_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n i_o have_v wander_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n that_o troublesome_a spirit_n have_v oppress_v my_o spirit_n with_o variety_n of_o unnecessary_a affair_n i_o busy_a myself_o about_o many_o thing_n 10.42_o luc._n 10.42_o but_o yet_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a i_o find_v by_o daily_a experience_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n be_v thorny_a care_n they_o prick_v and_o annoy_v my_o soul_n 13.7_o mat._n 13.7_o they_o chocke_n the_o seed_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o do_v sow_v i_o to_o my_o heart_n they_o be_v mighty_a impediment_n to_o the_o growth_n of_o my_o inner_a man_n i_o pray_v thou_o let_v not_o these_o earthly_a care_n diminish_v my_o inward_a peace_n nor_o prejudg_v my_o union_n with_o thy_o majesty_n nor_o draw_v on_o darkness_n upon_o my_o mind_n but_o o_o lord_n let_v the_o secret_a beam_n of_o thy_o lightsome_a face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o ever_o live_v in_o a_o spiritual_a sense_n of_o my_o union_n from_o the_o which_o such_o inward_a joy_n may_v flow_v to_o my_o spirit_n as_o may_v make_v all_o estate_n acceptable_a to_o i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o difficulty_n i_o find_v it_o the_o great_a to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n i_o have_v yet_o take_v in_o thy_o worship_n if_o thou_o yet_o leave_v i_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o as_o great_a atheism_n as_o they_o who_o never_o know_v thou_o therefore_o waken_v my_o spirit_n renew_v my_o sense_n lift_v up_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n 3.19_o phil._n 3.19_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o mind_v heavenly_a thing_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n my_o earthly_a call_n be_v a_o great_a impediment_n to_o my_o heavenly_a call_n although_o i_o be_v no_o way_n distract_v but_o all_o time_n give_v myself_o to_o read_v prayer_n and_o meditation_n it_o be_v little_a enough_o for_o the_o entertain_v the_o life_n of_o christ_n in_o my_o soul_n but_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v a_o double_a burden_n upon_o i_o so_o double_a thy_o spirit_n upon_o i_o that_o even_o while_o i_o be_o do_v the_o point_n of_o my_o earthly_a call_n my_o spirit_n may_v be_v above_o lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o predominant_a sin_n let_v i_o not_o be_v a_o slave_n to_o my_o affection_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o strive_v against_o every_o sinful_a motion_n and_o as_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v now_o cover_v all_o thing_n here_o beneath_o with_o darkness_n so_o cover_v my_o sin_n that_o they_o be_v not_o see_v again_o let_v never_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o as_o it_o have_v be_v neither_o be_v thou_o so_o long_o absent_a from_o my_o soul_n esay_n esay_n write_v my_o name_n upon_o the_o palm_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o let_v i_o be_v as_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n o_o thou_o the_o watchman_n of_o israel_n 121.3_o psal_n 121.3_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v be_v thou_o my_o keeper_n this_o night_n let_v this_o temporal_a rest_n be_v a_o pledge_v to_o i_o of_o that_o everlasting_a rest_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n i_o complain_v to_o thy_o majesty_n of_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o my_o swear_a enemy_n he_o be_v a_o restless_a tempter_n and_o i_o be_o a_o careless_a resister_n he_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o take_v his_o advantage_n of_o my_o infirmity_n when_o i_o have_v best_a resolution_n to_o serve_v thou_o then_o rage_v he_o most_o against_o i_o and_o when_o i_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o heaven_n than_o he_o labour_v to_o dryve_v i_o from_o the_o right_a mark_n that_o evil_a one_o albeit_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o rest_n after_o in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
a_o unspeakable_a joy_n other_o time_n refuse_v all_o comfort_n sometime_o doubt_v and_o distrust_v othertime_n firm_o believe_v &_o steadfast_o apprehend_v sometime_o long_v for_o to_o be_v dissolve_v 1._o â—hil_fw-la 1._o other_o time_n love_v to_o judge_n still_o in_o this_o tabernacle_n of_o clay_n in_o all_o these_o thing_n where_o be_v my_o comfort_n but_o in_o this_o that_o thou_o be_v unchangeable_a as_o for_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o confess_v 1._o malach._n 1._o for_o my_o best_a action_n thou_o may_v condemn_v i_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o prayer_n hear_v of_o thy_o word_n what_o then_o shall_v be_v my_o estate_n if_o thou_o will_v enter_v in_o judgement_n with_o i_o teach_v i_o to_o walk_v in_o tremble_v and_o fear_v before_o thou_o let_v it_o be_v my_o first_o care_n to_o keep_v thy_o presence_n save_o i_o o_o lord_n that_o by_o my_o unclean_a thought_n profane_a speech_n &_o ungodlie_a action_n i_o quench_v not_o thy_o spirit_n but_o let_v i_o ever_o find_v that_o spirit_n work_v &_o move_v into_o my_o soul_n when_o i_o wander_v bring_v i_o home_o again_o when_o i_o fall_v raise_v i_o when_o i_o sleep_v waken_v i_o &_o hold_v i_o wake_v o_o lord_n that_o when_o the_o bridegroom_n shall_v come_v i_o may_v be_v in_o the_o rank_n of_o the_o wise_a virgin_n 25._o mat._n 25._o with_o my_o lamp_n clear_o burn_v attend_v his_o come_n and_o final_o forgive_v i_o all_o the_o infirmity_n of_o my_o prayer_n and_o accept_v of_o my_o lean_a and_o unworthy_a sacrifice_n in_o &_o through_o that_o alsufficient_a sacrifice_n that_o my_o bless_a lord_n have_v offer_v in_o my_o name_n &_o in_o the_o name_n of_o all_o these_o that_o loud_a his_o second_o come_v to_o he_o therefore_o be_v praise_n honour_n &_o glory_n for_o ever_o amen_n now_o unto_o the_o king_n everlasting_a immortal_a invisible_a unto_o god_n only_o wise_a be_v honour_n and_o glory_n for_o ever_o amen_n finis_fw-la a_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n by_o meditation_n of_o the_o passion_n death_n burial_n and_o resurrection_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n 1._o tim._n 3.16_o and_o without_o contraversie_n great_a be_v the_o mystery_n of_o godliness_n god_n manifest_v in_o the_o flesh_n justify_v in_o the_o spirit_n see_v of_o angel_n etc._n etc._n edinburgh_n print_v by_o john_n wreittoun_n 1625._o a_o advertisement_n to_o the_o christian_a reader_n man_z in_o all_o his_o action_n purpose_v to_o himself_o glory_n and_o gain_n whereof_o if_o he_o give_v unto_o god_n the_o first_o which_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o he_o will_v make_v the_o second_o redound_v to_o thy_o use_n therefore_o â—â—ght_n we_o with_o the_o angel_n to_o sing_v glory_n be_v to_o god_n in_o thâ—_n heaven_n and_o with_o zacharias_n 2.4_o luc._n 2.4_o bless_a be_v the_o lord_n god_n of_o israel_n who_o have_v visit_v &_o redeem_v his_o people_n then_o must_v we_o consider_v whâ—â—_n be_v the_o benefit_n we_o gain_v of_o christâ—_n death_n which_o be_v in_o number_n many_n in_o feel_v comfortable_a in_o estimatâ—â—_n most_o precious_a the_o first_o be_v purgation_n of_o sin_n thus_o happy_a be_v he_o who_o wickedness_n be_v forgive_v and_o who_o sin_n be_v cover_v blessed_n be_v the_o man_n to_o who_o the_o lord_n impute_v none_o iniquity_n 31.1.2_o psal_n 31.1.2_o but_o most_o miserable_a be_v they_o that_o lack_v these_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n of_o a_o trouble_a spirit_n 17_o psal_n â—1_n 17_o of_o a_o break_a and_o a_o contrite_a heart_n forsake_v his_o own_o way_n and_o renounce_v his_o own_o imagination_n 4.17_o mat._n 4.17_o promise_v amendment_n and_o purpose_v the_o fruit_n of_o repentance_n confess_v his_o own_o misery_n and_o appeal_n to_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 1.18_o esay_n 1.18_o and_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n have_v his_o soul_n though_o as_o red_a as_o scarlot_n wash_v in_o his_o most_o precious_a gracious_a and_o glorious_a blood_n 6.14_o heb._n 9.13_o 14._o leu._n 6.14_o for_o if_o the_o blood_n of_o bullock_n and_o goat_n and_o the_o ash_n 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but_o grace_n and_o truth_n come_v by_o jesus_n christ_n indeed_o 1.4.15_o cant._n 1.4.15_o we_o be_v but_o black_a by_o nature_n yet_o be_v we_o white_a by_o grace_n blanvel_n k_o in_o adam_n yet_o comely_a as_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n 6.9_o cant._n 6.9_o and_o as_o the_o curtain_n of_o solomon_n yea_o pleasant_a in_o christ_n now_o in_o he_o we_o lâ—â—ke_v as_o the_o morning_n fair_a as_o the_o noon_n pure_a as_o the_o sun_n terrible_a as_o a_o army_n with_o banner_n hard_o favour_v by_o merit_n but_o beautiful_a by_o mercy_n for_o christ_n be_v the_o end_n of_o the_o law_n for_o righteousness_n tâ—_n every_o one_o that_o believe_v 5.24_o rom._n 10.4_o john_n 5.24_o thâ—y_o thâ—â—_n which_o in_o a_o livelie_a faith_n apprehend_v christ_n crucify_v and_o rise_v again_o have_v what_o the_o law_n require_v that_o be_v perfect_a obedience_n perform_v by_o christ_n impute_v to_o they_o who_o be_v deliver_v to_o death_n for_o our_o sin_n 2.14_o rom._n 4.24_o rom._n 4.25_o col._n 2.14_o and_o rise_v for_o our_o justification_n thus_o have_v he_o put_v out_o the_o hand-writting_a of_o ordinance_n that_o be_v against_o we_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o we_o he_o even_o take_v it_o out_o of_o the_o way_n and_o fasten_v it_o upon_o the_o cross_n 4._o the_o four_o benefit_n we_o reap_v by_o christ_n passion_n be_v freedom_n from_o damnation_n and_o purchase_v of_o eternal_a life_n for_o god_n so_o love_v the_o world_n 3.16_o john_n 3.16_o that_o he_o have_v give_v his_o only_a beget_v son_n that_o whosoever_o believe_v in_o he_o 8.1_o rom._n 8.1_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v eternal_a life_n for_o what_o destruction_n can_v come_v to_o they_o which_o be_v ingraff_v in_o christ_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o say_v and_o salvation_n 12.2.3_o heb._n 12.2.3_o who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n anâ—_n despise_v the_o shame_n how_o can_v the_o second_o death_n take_v hold_v on_o they_o that_o have_v their_o part_n 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sin_v who_o breath_n be_v in_o their_o nose-thirles_a and_o who_o help_n be_v vain_a they_o will_v not_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o belong_v to_o they_o sure_o both_o they_o and_o their_o posterity_n feel_v the_o smart_n of_o that_o innocent_a blood_n which_o man_n though_o they_o know_v the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o that_o they_o which_o commit_v such_o thing_n be_v worthy_a of_o death_n yet_o not_o only_o do_v they_o sin_n 1.32_o rom._n 1.32_o but_o also_o favour_v they_o that_o do_v they_o for_o to_o sin_n by_o himself_o or_o by_o another_o be_v all_o one_o and_o he_o that_o consent_v be_v accessâ—â—ie_n to_o the_o fact_n but_o here_o be_v their_o great_a blindness_n that_o they_o do_v not_o revoke_v and_o retreat_v their_o sentence_n hear_v his_o innocence_n justie_a by_o the_o traitor_n confess_v in_o no_o way_n speak_v thou_o against_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n my_o soul_n but_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o lie_v of_o thy_o ignorance_n strive_v for_o the_o truth_n unto_o death_n 4.25.28_o eccl._n 4.25.28_o and_o defend_v justice_n for_o thy_o life_n and_o the_o lord_n god_n shall_v sight_n for_o thou_o against_o thy_o enemy_n but_o hard_a of_o all_o be_v that_o rough_a answer_n that_o judas_n receive_v they_o minister_v no_o comfort_n unto_o he_o but_o increase_v the_o flamme_n of_o despare_n that_o be_v kindle_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o the_o weak_a have_v you_o not_o strengthen_v 34.4_o ezek._n 34.4_o as_o he_o complain_v just_o of_o they_o the_o sick_a you_o have_v not_o heal_v neither_o have_v you_o bund_a up_o the_o break_a nor_o bring_v again_o that_o which_o be_v dryven_v away_o neither_o have_v you_o seek_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v but_o with_o cruelty_n &_o rigour_n have_v you_o rule_v they_o but_o the_o good_a sbepherd_n never_o rest_v but_o go_v after_o that_o which_o be_v lose_v while_o he_o find_v it_o 15.4.6_o luc._n 15.4.6_o and_o make_v his_o rejoice_v the_o compensation_n of_o his_o travel_n he_o do_v cast_v the_o money_n in_o the_o 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they_o be_v pierce_v by_o that_o unrighteous_a mammon_n whereby_o they_o be_v â—beacked_v and_o kill_v and_o what_o shall_v be_v think_v of_o those_o who_o provoke_v the_o single_a combat_n &_o think_v it_o a_o great_a indignity_n unless_o they_o kill_v not_o themselves_o or_o their_o neighbour_n lord_n grant_v every_o moment_n while_o we_o enjoy_v this_o life_n we_o may_v consecrate_v it_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o giver_n that_o we_o may_v be_v ready_a at_o all_o occasion_n to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o our_o time_n spend_v here_o that_o we_o may_v say_v with_o simeon_n now_o let_v thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n 2.29_o luâ—_n 2.29_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v my_o salvation_n then_o learn_v here_o my_o soul_n by_o this_o his_o desperation_n the_o nature_n of_o sin_n for_o before_o it_o be_v perfect_v it_o make_v man_n drink_v but_o be_v put_v in_o execution_n the_o pleasure_n be_v extinguish_v the_o conscience_n remain_v heavy_a than_o lead_n which_o unless_o the_o lord_n prevent_v may_v dryve_v thou_o to_o despair_n for_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n and_o delight_v thereof_o for_o a_o season_n make_v man_n so_o brutish_a that_o they_o can_v not_o decern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a yea_o cause_v they_o belevee_v they_o be_v most_o bless_v in_o great_a sin_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n resist_v the_o devil_n and_o he_o will_v flee_v from_o thou_o whilst_o thou_o do_v not_o resist_v the_o custom_n of_o sin_v it_o bring_v necessity_n upon_o thou_o for_o it_o harden_v the_o sense_n that_o they_o can_v clear_o see_v it_o blind_v the_o understanding_n lest_o punishment_n shall_v terrify_v it_o fetter_v the_o heart_n to_o make_v filthy_a thing_n pleasant_a it_o weaken_v the_o strength_n that_o be_v overcome_v they_o succumb_v the_o sickness_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v much_o more_o sensible_a than_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n there_o be_v no_o great_a dolour_n than_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o conscience_n for_o sin_n nor_o any_o great_a burden_n than_o the_o heavy_a weight_n of_o our_o vile_a transgression_n here_o satan_n be_v a_o great_a politician_n for_o he_o change_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n while_o he_o lessen_v our_o sin_n &_o extenuate_v they_o entice_v man_n to_o fall_v but_o when_o the_o deed_n be_v do_v like_o lighten_v he_o shine_v in_o man_n cast_v his_o sin_n sudden_o before_o he_o at_o the_o which_o thunderbolt_n he_o be_v benumb_v &_o stupefy_v feel_v the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n and_o do_v so_o cast_v he_o down_o with_o this_o great_a stroke_n that_o he_o who_o before_o glory_v in_o sin_n now_o think_v himself_o seclude_v from_o mercy_n and_o salvation_n lord_n hide_v thy_o face_n from_o my_o sin_n 10.11_o psal_n 51.9_o 10.11_o and_o put_v away_o all_o my_o iniquity_n create_v in_o i_o â—_o clean_o heart_n o_o god_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o from_o thy_o presence_n and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o but_o diligent_o perpend_v peter_n and_o judas_n repentance_n by_o compare_v they_o together_o that_o thou_o may_v understand_v dear_a soul_n in_o what_o state_n their_o iniquity_n be_v commit_v their_o fall_n heavy_o wound_v their_o conscience_n doubtless_o for_o peter_n not_o only_o deny_v christ_n but_o bind_v himself_o to_o curse_n if_o he_o have_v know_v he_o which_o be_v a_o sin_n almost_o to_o death_n and_o the_o other_o judas_n do_v commit_v a_o heinous_a trespass_n worthy_a of_o everlasting_a condemnation_n but_o peter_n be_v of_o frailty_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o fear_v of_o death_n but_o judas_n be_v of_o set_a purpose_n and_o of_o destinate_a malice_n do_v attempt_v that_o detestable_a fact_n and_o peter_n again_o not_o in_o a_o cause_n of_o itself_o so_o much_o unblamable_a but_o of_o immoderate_a timeritie_n conjoin_v therewith_o and_o to_o judas_n desperate_a malice_n be_v a_o insatiable_a greediness_n annex_v but_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v the_o fountain_n of_o both_o their_o fall_n it_o concern_v we_o ever_o to_o pray_v the_o live_a god_n to_o give_v we_o ear_n to_o hear_v &_o to_o lay_v up_o in_o our_o heart_n his_o promise_n &_o threaten_n to_o strengthen_v we_o or_o beat_v down_o our_o pride_n &_o to_o say_v 50.5_o esay_n 50.5_o the_o lord_n have_v open_v my_o ear_n &_o i_o be_v not_o rebellious_a neither_o turn_v i_o back_o but_o as_o their_o fall_n be_v so_o be_v not_o their_o repentance_n both_o be_v apostle_n both_o have_v wound_n of_o conscience_n and_o fright_v with_o the_o sting_n thereof_o but_o judas_n give_v such_o place_n to_o the_o overburden_v strength_n thereof_o that_o he_o despared_a of_o god_n mercy_n but_o peter_n believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o reconciliation_n of_o our_o sin_n 2.3_o 1._o
believe_v thou_o that_o when_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v come_v that_o be_v shall_v find_v faith_n and_o truth_n in_o the_o earth_n they_o therefore_o desire_v this_o bloody_a fellow_n to_o be_v put_v to_o liberty_n 11.12.13_o deut._n 11.12.13_o &_o that_o against_o the_o law_n and_o the_o innocent_a to_o be_v condemn_v whosoever_o in_o place_n of_o justice_n do_v not_o stay_v sin_n when_o he_o may_v by_o his_o oversight_n give_v way_n to_o it_o punish_v thou_o they_o therefore_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o punish_v for_o they_o how_o odious_a be_v this_o comparison_n 12.2_o mat._n 12.2_o christ_n the_o author_n and_o prince_n of_o peace_n and_o salvation_n barrabas_n a_o mutinous_a bloody_a rogue_n christ_n the_o physician_n of_o all_o our_o sore_n the_o restorer_n of_o the_o dead_a unto_o life_n barrabas_n a_o inflict_a of_o wound_n and_o man_n slayer_n christ_n a_o most_o perfect_a and_o absolute_a patron_n 2.21_o 1._o pet._n 2.21_o and_o example_n of_o all_o virtue_n barrabas_n 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the_o forest_n it_o cry_v out_o against_o i_o therefore_o have_v i_o bate_v it_o but_o behold_v pilate_n here_o great_o contraveen_v the_o law_n of_o justice_n he_o know_v of_o malicious_a envy_n christ_n to_o be_v accuse_v yet_o to_o mitigate_v the_o jew_n mind_n so_o high_o incense_v against_o our_o saviour_n and_o to_o free_v he_o from_o the_o punishment_n of_o death_n command_v he_o to_o be_v whip_v if_o they_o have_v know_v the_o god_n of_o glory_n 2.8_o 1._o cor._n 2.8_o they_o have_v not_o deal_v so_o contumeliouslie_o with_o he_o great_a thing_n such_o as_o be_v heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a be_v contemn_v by_o the_o world_n but_o vanity_n and_o such_o as_o be_v foolish_a deceitfulness_n and_o pleasure_n here_o below_o be_v in_o great_a admiration_n but_o far_o other_o way_n be_v moses_n choice_n when_o he_o come_v to_o age_n refuse_v to_o be_v call_v the_o son_n of_o pharaoh_n daughter_n and_o choose_v rather_o to_o suffer_v adversity_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n 25.26_o heb._n 11.24_o 25.26_o than_o to_o enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n for_o a_o season_n esteem_v the_o rebuke_n of_o christ_n great_a riches_n more_o than_o the_o treasure_n of_o egypt_n for_o he_o have_v respect_n unto_o the_o recompense_n of_o the_o reward_n and_o here_o consider_v my_o soul_n that_o christ_n be_v scourge_v not_o of_o one_o but_o of_o many_o this_o shame_n will_v thy_o cautioner_n undergo_v 1â—_n mat._n 5_o 1â—_n not_o only_o to_o leave_v thou_o here_o a_o exsample_n of_o his_o patience_n 11.15_o act._n 5.41_o &_o 11_o 1â—_n &_o 11.15_o but_o also_o to_o sanctify_v the_o disease_n &_o sickness_n which_o he_o use_v as_o scourge_n to_o daunt_v and_o chastise_v thy_o wantonness_n now_o a_o crown_n of_o thornes_n be_v plait_v on_o his_o head_n for_o the_o lord_n use_v their_o hand_n 16._o psal_n 1._o 16._o for_o his_o coronation_n here_o meditate_v my_o soul_n the_o reparation_n of_o adam_n curse_n 18._o gen._n 3._o 18._o to_o who_o thorn_n and_o brier_n for_o his_o 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21_o which_o be_v a_o conspicuous_a badge_n of_o their_o rebellion_n against_o god_n but_o our_o david_n be_v scorn_v of_o michal_n for_o his_o nakedness_n but_o more_o glorious_a be_v be_v than_o the_o very_a angel_n in_o heaven_n for_o bring_v home_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o seal_n up_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n by_o his_o blood_n &_o death_n he_o be_v the_o tree_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n which_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a water_n of_o meribab_n 6.16_o 1._o sam._n 6.16_o o_o give_v we_o grace_n dear_a jesus_n that_o we_o may_v comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n which_o be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o deepth_n 3.18.19_o eph._n 3.18.19_o and_o hight_v and_o to_o know_v this_o thy_o love_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o fullness_n of_o god_n now_o may_v they_o tell_v all_o thy_o bone_n all_o thy_o nerve_n sinew_n and_o vein_n be_v draw_v in_o length_n 22._o psal_n 22._o thy_o 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his_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o but_o he_o will_v suffer_v thirst_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o hasten_v death_n unto_o himself_o before_o the_o appoint_a hour_n for_o he_o know_v the_o lord_n will_v bring_v all_o this_o business_n to_o a_o bless_a event_n he_o will_v i_o say_v beside_o these_o torment_n inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n against_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hell_n death_n law_n and_o condemnation_n suffer_v also_o in_o all_o his_o outward_a sense_n in_o his_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n in_o his_o sight_n the_o bespitting_a &_o watch_v in_o his_o hear_n blasphemy_n &_o mock_n in_o his_o touch_v beat_v buffet_n whip_v &_o crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o his_o smell_a the_o filthy_a bespitting_a and_o vile_a odour_n overspreading_a that_o precious_a body_n whereby_o it_o be_v imbrue_v and_o these_o many_o stripe_n receive_v he_o for_o us._n and_o now_o consider_v my_o soul_n what_o 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