conversion_n there_o can_v then_o be_v any_o divine_a comfort_n if_o there_o be_v not_o a_o sweet_a composure_n and_o harmony_n betwixt_o earth_n and_o heaven_n and_o this_o can_v never_o be_v where_o a_o man_n be_v at_o peace_n with_o his_o sin_n therefore_o whatever_o quiet_a may_v seem_v to_o be_v in_o such_o a_o soul_n it_o be_v only_o personate_v and_o illusive_a it_o reach_v not_o to_o the_o real_a bottom_n of_o the_o trouble_n take_v not_o out_o the_o core_n but_o on_o the_o other_o hand_n when_o a_o man_n make_v repentance_n and_o mortification_n faith_n and_o a_o good_a life_n the_o main_n employ_v which_o drink_v up_o his_o spirit_n and_o strength_n and_o time_n industrious_o contend_v in_o all_o thing_n to_o approve_v the_o sincerity_n and_o heartiness_n of_o his_o affection_n design_n and_o aim_n and_o whole_a deportment_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o whilst_o he_o be_v thus_o do_v find_v any_o quietude_n rest_v and_o satisfaction_n of_o mind_n to_o sweeten_v his_o work_n and_o settle_v his_o conscience_n he_o may_v be_v confident_a that_o this_o be_v the_o true_a comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n for_o as_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o enjoy_v true_a peace_n under_o reign_v sin_n so_o it_o be_v inconsistent_a with_o divine_a goodness_n and_o federal_n love_n to_o permit_v a_o true_a heart_n entire_o devote_v to_o he_o to_o delude_v itself_o into_o true_a misery_n under_o the_o vizor_n of_o false_a joy_n i_o confess_v if_o a_o man_n be_v too_o greedy_a of_o comfort_n and_o too_o hasty_a in_o his_o application_n without_o due_a consideration_n and_o endeavour_n and_o care_v to_o derive_v his_o satisfaction_n from_o solid_a ground_n lay_v the_o stress_n upon_o thing_n which_o will_v not_o bear_v it_o in_o such_o indeliberate_a precipitation_n of_o judgement_n concern_v a_o man_n state_n and_o the_o true_a root_n of_o comfort_n when_o he_o find_v it_o upon_o any_o thing_n less_o than_o substantial_a piety_n righteousness_n and_o sobriety_n as_o the_o evidence_n of_o his_o right_n he_o may_v abuse_v himself_o with_o a_o unsound_a unsolid_a peace_n therefore_o i_o always_o suppose_v that_o the_o procedure_v in_o order_n to_o comfort_n be_v justifiable_a and_o the_o ground_n upon_o which_o a_o man_n bottom_n his_o evidence_n be_v genuine_a and_o that_o his_o reason_n and_o judgement_n lead_v he_o leisurely_o in_o the_o scripture_n way_n to_o heart-ease_n and_o rest_n else_o all_o may_v issue_v in_o great_a inquietude_n and_o trouble_n whatever_o fair_a wether_n may_v at_o present_a flatter_v his_o conscience_n but_o if_o spiritual_a sense_n light_n and_o a_o serious_a preponderation_n of_o all_o circumstance_n according_a to_o the_o precede_a particular_a direct_v our_o motion_n hither_o and_o true_a religiousness_n confirm_v they_o we_o may_v be_v secure_a that_o mere_a show_n and_o pageantry_n do_v not_o now_o delude_v we_o into_o a_o fairy_n paradise_n a_o weak_a head_n it_o be_v true_a may_v lead_v a_o honest_a heart_n into_o a_o deceitful_a peace_n and_o it_o be_v not_o the_o design_n of_o grace_n to_o abolish_v or_o reform_v the_o natural_a depravation_n and_o deformity_n of_o our_o faculty_n so_o much_o as_o the_o moral_a but_o that_o which_o be_v defective_a must_v not_o be_v make_v a_o standard_n a_o good_a soul_n that_o understand_v itself_o and_o observe_v solid_a rule_n in_o comfort_v itself_o can_v be_v deceive_v in_o that_o peace_n which_o it_o possess_v whilst_o it_o love_v god_n and_o keep_v his_o way_n such_o as_o a_o man_n goodness_n be_v will_v his_o consolation_n be_v if_o that_o be_v but_o external_n and_o hypocritical_a this_o will_v be_v insincere_a and_o delusory_a but_o a_o true_a intelligent_a honest_a heart_n proceed_v with_o a_o just_a caution_n shall_v never_o be_v gull_v with_o a_o mock-peace_n for_o psal_n 97.11_o 12._o light_n be_v sow_o for_o the_o righteous_a and_o gladness_n for_o the_o upright_a in_o heart_n rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n you_o righteous_a what_o god_n sow_v they_o shall_v reap_v psal_n 85.8_o 10._o i_o will_v hear_v what_o god_n the_o lord_n will_v speak_v for_o he_o will_v speak_v peace_n unto_o his_o people_n and_o to_o his_o saint_n etc._n etc._n mercy_n and_o truth_n have_v meet_v together_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n have_v kiss_v each_o other_o their_o embrace_n be_v strict_a and_o indissoluble_a god_n have_v espouse_v they_o they_o can_v be_v divorce_v what_o he_o have_v join_v together_o none_o shall_v final_o separate_v and_o part_v asunder_o they_o give_v mutual_a testimony_n each_o to_o other_o integrity_n and_o soundness_n in_o life_n they_o be_v lovely_a in_o death_n they_o can_v be_v divide_v but_o will_v cohabit_v eternal_o where_o then_o oh_o my_o soul_n be_v thy_o righteousness_n not_o particular_a mere_o but_o universal_a show_v i_o thy_o comfort_n by_o thy_o work_n for_o it_o be_v dead_a be_v alone_o as_o the_o body_n without_o the_o spirit_n be_v dead_a so_o be_v peace_n without_o holiness_n which_o be_v its_o very_a life_n and_o soul_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o godlike_a thy_o joy_n be_v not_o heaven-like_a all_o true_a pleasure_n be_v drop_n of_o those_o river_n at_o god_n right_a hand_n psal_n 36.8_o and_o 46.4_o and_o 16._o ult_n if_o the_o water_n of_o life_n have_v never_o quicken_v and_o cleanse_v thou_o those_o stream_n of_o divine_a comfort_n never_o yet_o do_v refresh_v thou_o thou_o have_v only_o drink_v of_o the_o abana_n and_o pharphar_n of_o muddy_a carnal_a contentment_n not_o of_o the_o pure_a fountain_n of_o celestial_a consolation_n wherein_o then_o can_v thy_o uprightness_n and_o real_a honesty_n of_o heart_n approve_v itself_o to_o god_n be_v this_o thy_o rejoice_v 2_o cor._n 1.12_o viz._n the_o testimony_n of_o thy_o conscience_n that_o in_o simplicity_n and_o godly_a sincerity_n not_o with_o fleshly_a wisdom_n but_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n thou_o have_v have_v thy_o conversation_n in_o the_o world_n what_o have_v thou_o to_o show_v more_o than_o a_o hypocrite_n wherein_o do_v thy_o righteousness_n excel_v that_o of_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n what_o be_v thy_o principle_n motive_n manner_n of_o act_v aim_n and_o end_n in_o thy_o whole_a course_n of_o life_n do_v thou_o real_o act_v 1._o from_o god_n a_o spirit_n of_o new_a life_n breathe_v into_o thou_o by_o god_n 2._o through_o christ_n as_o the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o hope_n of_o acceptance_n 3._o by_o the_o spirit_n as_o thy_o immediate_a aid_n in_o every_o holy_a performance_n 4._o unto_o god_n as_o thy_o ultimate_a end_n have_v thou_o no_o secret_n reserve_v dalilah_n no_o one_o thing_n in_o which_o thou_o will_v have_v liberty_n and_o presume_v upon_o pardon_n do_v thou_o not_o run_v upon_o a_o bias_n in_o religion_n and_o twine_v aside_o in_o some_o sinister_a respect_n to_o self_n or_o the_o popular_a vogue_n in_o which_o thou_o will_v be_v somebody_o be_v it_o thy_o great_a and_o uppermost_a care_n and_o study_v to_o be_v true_a to_o he_o that_o see_v in_o secret_a rather_o than_o applaud_v by_o those_o who_o only_o see_v the_o outside_o that_o thy_o inward_a gracious_a disposition_n may_v go_v no_o less_o than_o thy_o outward_a semblance_n be_v thou_o above_o all_o thing_n jealous_a of_o thy_o deceitful_a heart_n afraid_a of_o hypocrisy_n willing_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o may_v tend_v to_o a_o full_a discovery_n of_o thyself_o to_o thyself_o and_o if_o all_o be_v not_o right_o within_o or_o suspect_v not_o to_o be_v be_v thou_o unspeakable_o trouble_v till_o it_o be_v right_v thou_o be_v full_a of_o thought_n but_o have_v thy_o meditation_n be_v effectual_a through_o christ_n to_o break_v thy_o heart_n from_o as_o well_o as_o for_o sin_n and_o bow_v thy_o will_n to_o a_o conformity_n and_o subjection_n to_o god_n will_n of_o precept_n and_o providence_n and_o bring_v thou_o to_o a_o intelligent_a self-denying_a humble_a penitent_a believe_v affectionate_a own_v thy_o baptismal_a covenant_n in_o its_o whole_a latitude_n with_o sincere_a and_o indeflexible_a resolution_n to_o stand_v by_o it_o for_o ever_o and_o do_v thou_o expect_v thy_o peace_n in_o no_o other_o way_n have_v thou_o be_v industrious_o and_o laborious_o diligent_a to_o gain_v a_o true_a and_o thorough_a understanding_n of_o thy_o state_n and_o frame_v godward_o search_v all_o to_o the_o bottom_n very_o solicitous_a to_o see_v in_o a_o clear_a light_n what_o condition_n and_o qualification_n be_v prerequisite_a to_o dispose_v thou_o for_o comfort_n and_o to_o be_v clear_a that_o in_o reality_n they_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o build_v thy_o evidence_n hereof_o upon_o self-flattering_a deceitful_a ground_n but_o do_v in_o truth_n find_v that_o the_o interest_n of_o god_n be_v sovereign_a and_o supreme_a in_o and_o near_a thy_o heart_n have_v the_o universal_a regiment_n and_o command_n over_o all_o be_v thy_o singular_a delight_n and_o whatever_o thou_o feel_v to_o oppose_v become_v on_o that_o account_n a_o
57.20_o 21._o but_o when_o the_o lord_n heal_v and_o lead_v he_o will_v restore_v comfort_n to_o mourner_n verse_n 18._o be_v thou_o then_o spiritual_o alive_a o_o my_o soul_n or_o dead_a dead_a thou_o be_v if_o destitute_a of_o soul_n thy_o soul_n be_v god_n christ_n be_v thy_o life_n col._n 3.4_o the_o life_n thou_o live_v in_o the_o flesh_n ought_v to_o be_v by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n gal._n 2.20_o and_o he_o also_o be_v thy_o peace_n mic._n 5.5_o eph._n 2.14_o if_o thou_o live_v in_o god_n and_o god_n in_o thou_o by_o faith_n and_o love_n thy_o peace_n be_v solid_a and_o genuine_a but_o in_o disunion_n and_o separation_n from_o god_n and_o christ_n there_o be_v neither_o true_a life_n nor_o peace_n enjoy_v thou_o a_o christ_n within_o thou_o he_o be_v then_o thy_o hope_n of_o glory_n therefore_o thy_o haven_n of_o rest_n joy_n and_o consolation_n do_v thou_o experience_n any_o communion_n of_o life_n betwixt_o thyself_o and_o holy_a jesus_n do_v thou_o feel_v any_o thing_n of_o his_o powerful_a gracious_a influence_n holy_a soul_n be_v spiritual_o move_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o be_v the_o bond_n of_o union_n betwixt_o they_o and_o god_n by_o he_o christ_n dwell_v in_o we_o 1_o joh._n 3.24_o rom._n 8.9_o 10_o 11_o 15._o have_v this_o quicken_a spirit_n enliven_v thou_o thou_o may_v know_v that_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n have_v quicken_v thou_o by_o his_o fruit_n gal._n 5.22_o 23._o for_o if_o thou_o live_v in_o the_o spirit_n thou_o will_v walk_v also_o in_o the_o spirit_n verse_n 25._o and_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o life_n in_o christ_n jesus_n will_v free_v thou_o from_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n rom._n 8.2_o which_o natural_o thou_o walk_v by_o that_o thou_o will_v affectionate_o savour_v so_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d translate_v matth._n 16.23_o col._n 3.2_o mind_n relish_v the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n not_o of_o the_o flesh_n verse_n 5._o if_o thou_o be_v or_o haste_v a_o spiritual_a be_v according_o to_o the_o spirit_n verse_n 5._o or_o in_o the_o spirit_n verse_n 9_o he_o house_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o thou_o and_o make_v thou_o spiritual_o mind_v which_o be_v life_n and_o peace_n verse_n 6._o and_o by_o degree_n destroy_v out_o of_o thou_o the_o mind_v or_o savour_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o be_v death_n or_o enmity_n against_o god_n verse_n 7._o have_v thou_o study_v these_o thing_n to_o know_v they_o and_o thyself_o whether_o thou_o do_v real_o feel_v they_o thorough_o consider_v and_o fearch_v all_o within_o to_o see_v what_o one_o thing_n thou_o can_v pitch_v upon_o that_o will_v be_v a_o sure_a evidence_n that_o thou_o live_v in_o the_o spirit_n and_o he_o in_o thou_o without_o which_o thou_o can_v never_o ground_o say_v my_o god_n as_o the_o psalmist_n for_o thou_o be_v none_o of_o he_o rom._n 8.9_o therefore_o he_o none_o of_o thou_o that_o be_v by_o federal_a union_n what_o then_o be_v thy_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d these_o be_v the_o 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thy_o word_n have_v quicken_v i_o thy_o word_n in_o general_a as_o the_o instrument_n its_o precept_n in_o particular_a as_o the_o matter_n principle_v my_o heart_n in_o the_o nature_n of_o a_o law_n engrave_v on_o that_o fleshly_a table_n by_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n whatever_o man_n sentiment_n may_v be_v under_o temptation_n melancholy_a etc._n etc._n yet_o ordinary_o let_v but_o this_o be_v make_v out_o to_o a_o consider_v man_n viz._n that_o he_o be_v true_o bear_v again_o of_o god_n and_o all_o his_o trouble_n disquiet_n agony_n horror_n of_o conscience_n vanish_v into_o nothing_o and_o all_o other_o his_o disconsolate_a thought_n be_v very_o much_o moderate_v if_o his_o grace_n be_v find_v real_a and_o sound_a his_o repentance_n faith_n and_o love_v unfeigned_a his_o heart_n be_v at_o ease_n he_o have_v a_o perfect_a demonstration_n that_o god_n the_o father_n be_v his_o god_n and_o father_n jesus_n christ_n his_o saviour_n because_o the_o holy_a ghost_n have_v be_v his_o 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and_o hinder_v it_o any_o more_o than_o a_o gloomy_a night_n can_v the_o rise_n of_o the_o sun_n in_o its_o season_n the_o day_n of_o glory_n peace_n and_o consolation_n everlasting_a 4.6_o cant._n 4.6_o will_v undoubted_o break_v hebr._n breath_n upon_o such_o a_o soul_n and_o darkness_n sorrow_n shadow_n flee_v away_o for_o these_o redeem_a of_o the_o lord_n by_o power_n and_o therefore_o by_o price_n shall_v return_v and_o come_v with_o sing_v unto_o zion_n and_o everlasting_a joy_n shall_v be_v upon_o their_o head_n they_o shall_v obtain_v gladness_n and_o joy_n and_o sorrow_n mourn_v and_o sigh_v shall_v flee_v away_o isa_n 51.11_o weep_n may_v endure_v in_o the_o evening_n but_o joy_n come_v in_o the_o morning_n psal_n 30.5_o a_o child_n of_o prayer_n and_o tear_n say_v ambrose_n to_o monica_n can_v perish_v isa_n 53.3_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n and_o acquaint_v with_o grief_n who_o it_o please_v the_o lord_n to_o bruise_v shall_v see_v of_o the_o travail_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o 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love_v thou_o into_o heaven_n when_o thou_o debase_v and_o hate_v and_o will_v sin_v he_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a into_o hell_n and_o yet_o do_v not_o thy_o heart_n relent_v and_o smite_v and_o gall_v thou_o oh_o be_v this_o thy_o kindness_n to_o thy_o friend_n to_o thy_o redeemer_n to_o thyself_o oh_o what_o do_v thou_o deserve_v for_o these_o foul_a villainy_n commit_v against_o a_o person_n of_o thou_o the_o best_a deserve_v in_o the_o world_n how_o many_o hell_n how_o many_o torment_a devil_n be_v thy_o just_a reward_n for_o so_o horrible_a affront_v despite_n scorn_v put_v upon_o the_o majesty_n and_o mercy_n of_o heaven_n oh_o what_o can_v thou_o do_v or_o think_v or_o hope_v in_o this_o lamentable_a case_n wherewithal_o will_v thou_o come_v before_o the_o lord_n what_o have_v thou_o to_o tender_a as_o a_o just_a reparation_n or_o can_v thou_o bear_v up_o against_o the_o fiery_a tempest_n of_o his_o devour_a indignation_n oh_o woe_n unto_o thou_o that_o ever_o thou_o be_v 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but_o the_o loss_n of_o holiness_n and_o god_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v heal_v i_o come_v lord_n now_o i_o come_v a_o poor_a prodigal_n return_v to_o my_o wit_n myself_o that_o i_o may_v return_v to_o thou_o and_o with_o a_o groan_a oppress_a pain_a heart_n weary_a of_o sin_n the_o cause_n sick_a of_o self_n dead_a to_o all_o my_o own_o righteousness_n and_o every_o thing_n i_o thus_o under_o the_o influence_n and_o conduct_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n present_v myself_o at_o the_o low_a step_n of_o thy_o throne_n as_o unfit_a unworthy_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o look_v thou_o in_o the_o face_n and_o be_v in_o a_o grievous_a agony_n of_o woe_n because_o i_o have_v offend_v thou_o so_o heinous_o so_o frequent_o so_o persevere_o by_o a_o deportment_n so_o dishonest_a vile_a sordid_a i_o loathe_v myself_o and_o all_o my_o forepast_a evil_a way_n of_o spiritual_a and_o carnal_a wickedness_n omission_n commission_n sin_n of_o nature_n heart_n and_o life_n in_o word_n or_o deed_n or_o thought_n they_o wound_v i_o to_o the_o very_a soul_n i_o faint_v under_o they_o i_o can_v with_o patience_n reflect_v upon_o my_o unuttereble_a folly_n in_o live_v unto_o and_o under_o they_o i_o abhor_v myself_o in_o dust_n and_o ash_n i_o utter_o and_o eternal_o abandon_v they_o resolve_v against_o promise_n vow_v covenant_n to_o be_v a_o utter_a and_o implacable_a enemy_n to_o they_o down_o all_o you_o idol_n of_o my_o heart_n lust_n of_o the_o eye_n lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n pride_n of_o life_n filthiness_n of_o spirit_n as_o well_o as_o flesh_n in_o good_a earnest_n i_o now_o purpose_n through_o thy_o aid_n and_o grace_n never_o to_o return_v to_o any_o of_o these_o folly_n more_o never_o never_o more_o and_o under_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o power_n i_o
love_v the_o lord_n then_o oh_o my_o soul_n with_o all_o thy_o mind_n with_o all_o thy_o heart_n with_o all_o thy_o strength_n and_o thy_o neighbour_n as_o thyself_o for_o his_o sake_n let_v he_o have_v thy_o whole_a desire_n thy_o whole_a delight_n at_o all_o time_n minus_n te_fw-la amat_fw-la qui_fw-la aliquid_fw-la tecum_fw-la amat_fw-la quod_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la te_fw-la amat_fw-la 12._o idiotae_fw-la contempl_a de_fw-fr amore_fw-la dei_fw-la c._n 12._o he_o love_v thou_o but_o little_a oh_o lord_n who_o love_v any_o thing_n with_o thou_o which_o he_o love_v not_o for_o thou_o say_v a_o devout_a man._n it_o be_v but_o meet_a that_o the_o high_a god_n shall_v have_v the_o supremacy_n in_o my_o heart_n if_o in_o the_o great_a world_n he_o be_v king_n must_v he_o be_v a_o subject_a in_o the_o less_o i_o be_o worse_a than_o hell_n if_o god_n must_v not_o be_v acknowledge_v sovereign_a in_o my_o soul_n the_o spirit_n there_o dare_v not_o can_v but_o own_v he_o as_o their_o lord_n this_o be_v the_o duty_n they_o pay_v extort_a indeed_o by_o their_o sense_n and_o fear_n which_o that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v thy_o dismal_a lot_n and_o fate_n oh_o my_o soul_n advance_v thou_o he_o free_o to_o the_o crown_n within_o thyself_o in_o a_o spontaneous_a generous_a ardour_n of_o pure_a incorrupt_a incorruptible_a love_n which_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o thou_o be_v accurse_v if_o thou_o do_v thou_o be_v bless_v for_o it_o be_v a_o prayer_n upon_o record_n in_o god_n word_n 16.22_o 1_o cor._n 16.22_o and_o therefore_o part_v of_o the_o matter_n of_o christ_n intercession_n grace_n be_v with_o all_o they_o that_o love_v our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o incorruption_n or_o immortality_n i._n e._n with_o a_o never-fading_a love_n eph._n 2.24_o and_o that_o only_o be_v a_o sincere_a love_n oh_o love_n the_o lord_n on_o earth_n as_o thou_o will_v love_v he_o in_o heaven_n with_o the_o same_o kind_n and_o press_v towards_o the_o same_o degree_n of_o love_n and_o be_v happy_a thus_o live_v in_o god_n above_o the_o tumult_n and_o hurry_n of_o external_a thing_n and_o be_v at_o rest_n supremum_fw-la marc._n antonin_n l._n 2._o p._n 5_o etc._n etc._n omnem_fw-la crede_fw-la diem_fw-la tibi_fw-la diluxisse_fw-la supremum_fw-la live_v every_o day_n as_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o last_o and_o in_o every_o employment_n so_o act_n 10._o arrian_n l._n 4._o c._n 10._o as_o one_o that_o can_v be_v free_a to_o be_v find_v therein_o by_o death_n 3â—_n p._n 416._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n it._n l._n 3._o c._n 5_o p._n 273._o antonin_n l._n 6._o §._o 3â—_n what_o will_v thou_o be_v find_v do_v by_o death_n say_v arrianus_n i_o for_o my_o part_n do_v some_o masculine_a beneficial_a public_a useful_a generous_a work_n but_o if_o i_o can_v be_v find_v in_o these_o yet_o this_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d unhinderable_a this_o be_v give_v to_o i_o to_o amend_v myself_o to_o elaborate_v that_o faculty_n which_o make_v use_v 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be_v thou_o and_o thou_o give_v they_o i_o i_o the_o rather_o produce_v these_o testimony_n out_o of_o heathen_a author_n to_o let_v christian_n see_v how_o inexcusable_a it_o will_v be_v in_o they_o who_o have_v infinite_o better_a light_n means_n aid_n to_o neglect_v what_o even_o nature_n and_o reason_n teach_v philosopher_n to_o practice_v and_o withal_o to_o awaken_v other_o with_o myself_o to_o a_o more_o assiduous_a care_n in_o these_o exercise_n lest_o it_o be_v find_v more_o tolerable_a for_o tyre_n and_o sidon_n for_o sodom_n and_o gomorrah_n than_o for_o we_o at_o the_o great_a day_n observe_v all_o the_o inward_a working_n of_o the_o divine_a spirit_n both_o in_o call_v out_o the_o act_n of_o grace_n and_o revive_v thou_o with_o peace_n and_o keep_v they_o upon_o record_n for_o after_o advantage_n time_n may_v come_v when_o all_o thy_o present_a sensation_n may_v be_v so_o cloudy_a that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v a_o peep_n of_o day_n can_v not_o from_o any_o thing_n that_o thou_o feel_v conclude_v that_o thy_o state_n be_v right_a before_o god_n but_o if_o at_o such_o a_o season_n and_o hour_n of_o temptation_n thou_o be_v able_a to_o call_v to_o mind_n that_o upon_o due_a trial_n when_o in_o a_o sober_a and_o compose_v calm_a of_o thought_n the_o lord_n satisfy_v thou_o upon_o sure_a and_o indefeisible_a evidence_n that_o thy_o heart_n be_v true_o change_v and_o that_o thou_o be_v as_o a_o new_a creature_n in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o that_o thy_o objection_n and_o misdoubting_n and_o temptation_n to_o the_o contrary_n be_v thorough_o answer_v this_o will_v be_v such_o a_o ease_n to_o thy_o mind_n and_o a_o revival_n of_o thy_o hope_n that_o ere_o long_o the_o mist_n and_o darkness_n will_v be_v drive_v away_o and_o thou_o will_v again_o reascend_v into_o a_o clear_a and_o serene_a heaven_n of_o light_n and_o peace_n and_o joy_n make_v sure_a in_o this_o manner_n to_o lay_v up_o and_o reserve_v a_o good_a stock_n and_o treasure_n of_o experience_n if_o thou_o desire_v riches_n of_o comfort_n yet_o content_v not_o thyself_o with_o the_o old_a but_o make_v new_a to_o remember_v what_o thou_o do_v enjoy_v and_o feel_v in_o the_o day_n of_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o most_o high_a may_v revive_v thou_o but_o to_o sense_n and_o feel_v it_o at_o present_a much_o more_o renew_v then_o those_o gracious_a exercise_n over_o and_o over_o that_o do_v once_o produce_v halcyon_n day_n in_o thy_o soul_n and_o they_o will_v recall_v they_o the_o same_o effect_n will_v issue_v from_o the_o same_o cause_n amend_v what_o be_v amiss_o in_o former_a act_n which_o give_v satan_n advantage_n to_o redintegrate_a thy_o trouble_n and_o this_o will_v establish_v thy_o peace_n upon_o a_o secure_a and_o more_o unexceptionable_a basis_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a to_o refute_v the_o devil_n objection_n against_o thy_o sincerity_n by_o a_o method_n more_o effectual_a than_o a_o more_o serious_a care_n to_o act_v all_o over_o again_o sincere_o which_o he_o 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all_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o life_n even_o to_o eternity_n set_a about_o this_o o_o my_o soul_n with_o a_o resolve_a obstinacy_n of_o endeavour_n that_o will_v not_o be_v conquerable_a by_o any_o assault_n of_o corruption_n or_o temptation_n for_o thou_o can_v never_o take_v a_o heaven_n of_o joy_n and_o rest_v except_o by_o violence_n and_o force_n weak_a resolve_n do_v but_o only_o increase_v the_o devil_n triumph_n strong_a care_n be_v requisite_a to_o possess_v thou_o of_o strong_a consolation_n observe_v where_o when_o and_o how_o the_o spirit_n move_v and_o spread_v thy_o sail_n before_o his_o sweet_a spiration_n he_o be_v the_o comforter_n because_o the_o conductor_n into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n thou_o can_v enjoy_v no_o more_o of_o his_o testimony_n to_o solace_v thou_o than_o
thou_o do_v of_o his_o grace_n to_o quicken_v and_o sanctify_v thou_o and_o if_o thou_o comforte_v thyself_o without_o the_o spirit_n witness_v concur_v thou_o be_v a_o fond_a self-flattering_a fool_n and_o will_v fantastical_o solace_v thyself_o into_o confusion_n lay_v a_o sure_a ground_n work_v for_o his_o sealing_n in_o thy_o sanctification_n but_o then_o thou_o must_v build_v upon_o it_o endeavour_v to_o grow_v in_o purity_n of_o spirit_n by_o frequency_n in_o purify_n practice_n never_o build_v comfort_n upon_o any_o recognition_n of_o former_a comfort_n except_o thou_o be_v full_o satisfy_v their_o ground_n be_v sure_a but_o rather_o begin_v again_o and_o dig_v deep_o that_o thou_o may_v build_v strongly_a labour_v to_o be_v heroical_o good_a if_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v eminent_o happy_a make_v thy_o way_n through_o the_o temple_n of_o virtue_n into_o the_o temple_n of_o honour_n and_o peace_n that_o thou_o deceive_v not_o thyself_o and_o embrace_v a_o cloud_n instead_o of_o 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