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the_o spirit_n say_v bernard_n by_o who_o we_o cry_v abba_n father_n as_o in_o we_o the_o spirit_n make_v request_n for_o we_o so_o with_o the_o father_n he_o grant_n our_o request_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o sin_n that_o for_o which_o we_o pray_v even_o he_o give_v it_o unto_o we_o who_o give_v we_o this_o grace_n to_o pray_v let_v we_o therefore_o pray_v continual_o and_o strengthen_v by_o these_o godly_a meditation_n our_o feeble_a heart_n and_o weak_a hand_n that_o they_o faint_v not_o in_o prayer_n let_v we_o go_v and_o desire_v good_a thing_n from_o the_o lord_n see_v we_o have_v the_o lord_n bind_v to_o we_o by_o his_o promise_n the_o lord_n will_v fulfil_v the_o desire_n psal._n of_o they_o who_o fear_v he_o and_o again_o 24_o that_o which_o the_o wicked_a fear_n shall_v come_v upon_o he_o but_o god_n will_v grant_v the_o desire_n of_o the_o righteous_a thou_o who_o be_v make_v sure_a to_o obtain_v if_o so_o be_v thou_o can_v desire_v be_v here_o make_v inexcusable_a none_o 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have_v he_o utter_v towards_o man_n man_n his_o wonderful_a love_n man_n be_v man_n only_o aspire_v to_o be_v like_a unto_o god_n and_o so_o lose_v himself_o that_o now_o he_o be_v become_v worse_o than_o a_o companion_n to_o beast_n but_o jesus_n be_v very_a god_n be_v content_a to_o become_v man_n that_o he_o may_v save_v man_n who_o be_v lose_v o_o how_o have_v the_o love_n of_o jesus_n overcome_v our_o ingratitude_n he_o become_v the_o son_n of_o man_n to_o make_v we_o the_o son_n of_o god_n he_o have_v take_v on_o he_o our_o sin_n and_o give_v to_o we_o his_o righteousness_n he_o refuse_v not_o to_o undergo_v that_o death_n which_o be_v due_a unto_o we_o that_o he_o may_v make_v we_o partaker_n of_o his_o life_n in_o a_o word_n quod_fw-la homo_fw-la est_fw-la van_fw-mi christus_fw-la voluit_fw-la esse_fw-la ut_fw-la homo_fw-la possit_fw-la esse_fw-la quod_fw-la christus_fw-la est_fw-la that_o which_o man_n be_v christ_n will_v be_v that_o man_n may_v be_v make_v that_o which_o 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but_o o_o lord_n grant_v that_o we_o may_v daily_o grow_v in_o the_o feel_n thereof_o that_o with_o joy_n of_o heart_n we_o may_v resign_v ourselves_o full_o to_o thy_o only_a service_n who_o so_o willing_o hastâ—…_n give_v thyself_o to_o be_v we_o but_o to_o return_v to_o the_o consideration_n god_n of_o the_o person_n who_o wrestle_v you_o may_v marvel_v what_o wrestle_v can_v be_v between_o party_n so_o unequal_a between_o god_n and_o man_n between_o the_o creator_n and_o the_o creature_n between_o the_o potter_n and_o his_o vessel_n when_o the_o lord_n be_v angry_a the_o foundation_n of_o the_o mountain_n and_o earth_n do_v shake_v he_o break_v down_o 18._o and_o it_o can_v be_v build_v he_o shut_v up_o and_o it_o can_v be_v loose_v the_o pillar_n of_o heaven_n 12._o tremble_v and_o quake_v at_o his_o reproof_n at_o his_o rebuke_n he_o dry_v up_o the_o sea_n and_o make_v the_o flood_n desert_n there_o fish_n rot_v for_o want_v of_o water_n and_o die_v for_o thirst_n he_o clothe_v the_o 26._o heaven_n with_o darkness_n he_o bid_v his_o lightning_n walk_v and_o they_o say_v loe_o here_o we_o 6._o be_v he_o make_v the_o pot_n to_o boil_v like_o ae_z pot_n of_o ointment_n who_o be_v able_a to_o stand_v before_o this_o holy_a lord_n and_o how_o then_o be_v it_o that_o jacob_n be_v bring_v in_o here_o as_o a_o wrestler_n with_o the_o lord_n but_o here_o you_o must_v consider_v the_o party_n as_o they_o be_v set_v down_o in_o this_o conflict_n by_o moses_n the_o lord_n in_o this_o wrestle_n utter_v grace_n not_o himself_o as_o the_o mighty_a god_n he_o show_v not_o himself_o in_o his_o power_n for_o so_o shall_v he_o easy_o have_v confound_v his_o creature_n but_o the_o lord_n utter_v himself_o as_o a_o man_n and_o a_o man_n in_o pith_n &_o strength_n inferior_a to_o jacob_n jacob_n again_o be_v here_o to_o be_v consider_v not_o as_o a_o simple_a man_n nor_o as_o a_o man_n wrestle_v by_o his_o own_o strength_n but_o as_o one_o stand_v &_o wrestle_v by_o the_o strength_n of_o god_n and_o hereof_o come_v his_o preâ—…ailing_n in_o this_o battle_n the_o lord_n utter_v himself_o less_o than_o he_o be_v and_o make_v up_o jacob_n much_o more_o than_o he_o be_v magna_fw-la certè_fw-la dei_fw-la 32_o nisericordia_fw-la in_o figura_fw-la hominis_fw-la luctari_fw-la voluit_fw-la cum_fw-la iusto_fw-la ut_fw-la se_fw-la illius_fw-la humilitati_fw-la attemperarâ—…t_fw-la and_o this_o same_o be_v the_o lord_n deal_v in_o all_o his_o wrestle_n with_o his_o child_n that_o neither_o do_v he_o use_v his_o strength_n against_o they_o nor_o yet_o leave_v they_o to_o their_o own_o weakness_n if_o the_o lord_n shall_v show_v himself_o a_o strong_a god_n in_o wrestle_v against_o we_o than_o indeed_o none_o be_v able_a to_o stand_v before_o he_o the_o three_o disciple_n at_o the_o sight_n of_o christ_n glory_n when_o he_o be_v transfigurate_a on_o mount_n tabor_n fall_v to_o the_o ground_n astonish_v if_o sinful_a flesh_n be_v not_o able_a to_o abide_v the_o sight_n of_o his_o glory_n how_o shall_v he_o it_o endure_v the_o dint_n of_o his_o power_n &_o that_o which_o be_v most_o of_o all_o how_o can_v frail_a man_n sustain_v the_o bensall_n of_o his_o wrath_n and_o anger_n if_o the_o lord_n will_v intend_v it_o hereof_o then_o come_v our_o stand_n in_o these_o inward_a conflict_n of_o conscience_n 13_o that_o our_o faithful_a god_n suffer_v we_o not_o to_o be_v tempt_v abouâ—…_n our_o power_n he_o assail_v we_o not_o above_o our_o strength_n he_o set_v not_o our_o 50._o sin_n in_o order_n before_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v see_v they_o as_o we_o commit_v they_o he_o permit_v not_o his_o deputy_n the_o conscience_n to_o accuse_v and_o torment_v we_o according_a to_o the_o merit_n of_o our_o transgression_n he_o mitigate_v the_o stroke_n of_o his_o rod_n &_o extenuate_v the_o pith_n of_o his_o hand_n when_o he_o put_v at_o us._n and_o with_o this_o also_o by_o his_o secret_a grace_n he_o underprop_v we_o otherwise_o no_o power_n shall_v be_v find_v in_o weak_a man_n to_o stand_v in_o the_o mean_a of_o these_o battle_n wherein_o god_n show_v himself_o our_o adversary_n party_n yea_o if_o the_o lord_n shall_v set_v up_o one_o of_o our_o sin_n to_o pursue_v we_o and_o then_o withdraw_v his_o secret_a grace_n from_o we_o we_o shall_v fall_v into_o the_o desperation_n of_o cain_n and_o judas_n and_o if_o he_o shall_v arm_v but_o one_o of_o our_o own_o cogitation_n against_o we_o we_o shall_v become_v miserable_a murderer_n to_o ourselves_o like_o saul_n and_o achitophel_n if_o he_o take_v his_o breath_n out_o of_o our_o nostril_n we_o fall_v to_o the_o ground_n or_o if_o he_o shall_v abstract_a from_o we_o the_o use_n of_o reason_n which_o he_o have_v lend_v we_o we_o become_v worse_o than_o the_o beast_n thus_o neither_o in_o inward_a nor_o outward_a wrestle_n have_v we_o any_o strength_n of_o our_o own_o to_o stand_v before_o he_o our_o stand_n in_o trouble_n be_v only_o by_o the_o strength_n of_o god_n who_o sustain_v we_o he_o put_v at_o we_o with_o the_o one_o hand_n and_o upholdâ—…r_n underprop_v we_o with_o the_o other_o it_o be_v god_n in_o we_o who_o overcom_v himself_o oppon_v unto_o us._n qui_fw-la pro_fw-la nobis_fw-la mortem_fw-la semel_fw-la vicit_fw-la semper_fw-la vincit_fw-la in_o nobis_fw-la and_o this_o you_o may_v see_v clear_o in_o his_o deal_n with_o that_o woman_n of_o canaan_n epist_n his_o audible_a voice_n be_v against_o she_o but_o the_o secret_a help_n of_o his_o spirit_n be_v with_o she_o with_o one_o hand_n he_o repel_v she_o and_o with_o the_o other_o he_o draw_v her_o heart_n near_o unto_o he_o chap._n vi_o consolation_n for_o the_o godly_a afflict_a this_o i_o have_v mark_v for_o thy_o consolation_n thou_o who_o be_v the_o warrior_n and_o wrestler_n of_o god_n that_o thou_o may_v know_v god_n be_v the_o strength_n of_o thy_o life_n and_o find_v it_o so_o may_v be_v thankful_a and_o entertain_v his_o presence_n with_o thou_o for_o whereof_o think_v thou_o have_v it_o come_v that_o so_o many_o year_n thou_o have_v stand_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o many_o tentation_n that_o so_o long_o thou_o have_v endure_v these_o spiritual_a wrestle_n wherein_o thy_o conscience_n and_o god_n who_o be_v great_a than_o thy_o conscience_n have_v stand_v up_o thy_o accuser_n have_v it_o come_v of_o any_o strength_n in_o thou_o none_o at_o all_o if_o the_o lord_n 17_o have_v not_o holpen_v i_o my_o soul_n have_v almost_o dwell_v in_o silence_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o kâ—…epeth_v 9_o our_o soul_n in_o life_n the_o lord_n who_o seem_v our_o adversary_n be_v our_o secret_a helper_n he_o shake_v we_o with_o tentation_n and_o sustain_v we_o with_o his_o grace_n even_o the_o lord_n who_o wound_v we_o do_v heal_v us._n 6._o the_o lord_n be_v the_o dâ—…liverer_n of_o our_o soul_n out_o of_o all_o adversity_n otherwise_o it_o
from_o god_n not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o sparrow_n nor_o a_o hair_n of_o our_o 6_o head_n fall_v to_o the_o ground_n without_o the_o providence_n of_o our_o heavenly_a father_n he_o that_o keep_v our_o heart_n will_v he_o not_o keep_v ourself_o si_fw-mi sic_fw-la custodiuntur_fw-la superflua_fw-la 14._o tua_fw-la in_fw-la quanta_fw-la securitate_fw-la est_fw-la anima_fw-la tua_fw-la if_o thy_o hair_n be_v keep_v in_o what_o safety_n be_v thy_o soul_n what_o ever_o cup_n of_o trouble_n man_n prepare_v for_o we_o we_o shall_v not_o drink_v of_o it_o unless_o the_o lord_n appoint_v it_o and_o temper_v it_o first_o with_o his_o own_o hand_n nabuchad-nezzar_a dan._n boast_v the_o three_o child_n with_o a_o fiery_a furnace_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o afraid_a &_o all_o because_o they_o consider_v that_o god_n above_o he_o overruled_n his_o intention_n shimei_n curse_a david_n and_o he_o sam._n be_v not_o incense_a with_o anger_n because_o he_o consider_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v send_v he_o and_o nahomi_n with_o this_o comfort_v ruth_n herself_o against_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o husband_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n say_v she_o who_o humble_v i_o all_o these_o do_v warn_v we_o who_o god_n have_v appoint_v for_o great_a conflict_n that_o it_o be_v a_o great_a feebleness_n arise_v of_o inconsideration_n to_o suffer_v our_o soul_n to_o be_v dimove_v out_o of_o the_o state_n of_o patience_n by_o the_o inordinate_a behaviour_n of_o any_o outward_a instrument_n of_o our_o trouble_n absit_fw-la à _fw-la seruo_fw-la christi_fw-la tali_fw-la inquinamentum_fw-la patien_n ut_fw-la patientia_fw-la majoribus_fw-la praeparata_fw-la in_o minoribus_fw-la excidat_fw-la let_v such_o a_o spot_n and_o foul_a blemish_n be_v far_o from_o the_o servant_n of_o christ_n that_o our_o patience_n which_o be_v prepare_v for_o great_a conflict_n shall_v fail_v and_o fall_v away_o in_o small_a tentation_n if_o when_o we_o run_v with_o footman_n 5._o they_o weary_v we_o how_o shall_v we_o match_v ourselves_o with_o horse_n if_o when_o we_o wrestle_v with_o man_n who_o be_v flesh_n and_o blood_n we_o be_v so_o easy_o overthrow_v with_o every_o breath_n of_o their_o mouth_n and_o wound_v with_o their_o small_a injury_n that_o we_o faint_v and_o become_v impatient_a how_o shall_v we_o wrestle_v against_o principality_n and_o power_n 8._o or_o how_o shall_v we_o resist_v the_o fiery_a dart_n of_o the_o devil_n we_o have_v therefore_o for_o help_v of_o our_o weakness_n to_o gather_v our_o thought_n and_o remember_v that_o whosoever_o be_v the_o instrument_n of_o our_o trouble_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n with_o who_o we_o have_v to_o do_v so_o shall_v we_o the_o more_o easy_o possess_v our_o soul_n in_o patience_n and_o give_v glory_n to_o god_n chap._n viii_o the_o three_o circumstance_n the_o manner_n of_o the_o wrestle_n corporal_a spiritual_a or_o mix_v in_o the_o three_o room_n we_o promise_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o manner_n of_o this_o wrestle_n whether_o it_o be_v corporal_a only_o or_o spiritual_a only_a or_o mix_v now_o that_o it_o be_v mix_v and_o so_o partly_o corporal_a and_o partly_o spiritual_a will_v appear_v by_o compare_v moses_n and_o the_o prophet_n hosea_n together_o that_o the_o wrestle_n be_v corporal_a it_o be_v clear_a of_o the_o disjoint_v of_o jacob_n thigh_n whereof_o moses_n make_v mention_v and_o that_o it_o be_v also_o spiritual_a appear_v partly_o of_o that_o which_o moses_n say_v that_o jacob_n strave_v for_o the_o blessing_n and_o partly_o of_o that_o which_o hosca_n say_v 4._o that_o he_o prevail_v by_o wrestle_v and_o pray_v these_o be_v the_o sore_a kind_n of_o wrestle_n when_o the_o lord_n at_o one_o time_n exercise_n his_o child_n both_o in_o body_n and_o mind_n that_o his_o heavy_a hand_n of_o sickness_n prou._n poverty_n or_o some_o such_o like_a be_v upon_o their_o body_n and_o therewithal_o heavy_a inward_a trouble_n upon_o their_o mind_n this_o be_v indeed_o a_o very_a hard_a estate_n for_o as_o solomon_n say_v the_o spirit_n of_o a_o man_n will_v sustain_v his_o infirmity_n but_o a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v it_o and_o yet_o with_o both_o those_o at_o one_o time_n have_v the_o lord_n exercise_v his_o dear_a servant_n so_o hardly_o that_o the_o vehemency_n of_o their_o trouble_n have_v force_v they_o to_o pour_v out_o most_o lamentable_a complaint_n my_o heart_n say_v david_n 22_o be_v wound_v within_o i_o my_o spirit_n be_v 4_o in_o perplexity_n and_o my_o soul_n be_v amaze_v the_o lord_n renew_v his_o plague_n and_o increase_v 8._o his_o wrath_n against_o i_o say_v job_n so_o that_o change_v and_o army_n of_o sorrow_n be_v against_o i_o the_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o take_v my_o breath_n but_o fill_v i_o with_o bitterness_n the_o lord_n say_v nahomi_n have_v give_v i_o much_o bitterness_n i_o have_v fight_n 5_o without_o and_o terror_n within_o say_v the_o apostle_n it_o be_v a_o common_a disease_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o their_o trouble_n to_o think_v that_o their_o trouble_n be_v singular_a i_o have_v therefore_o mark_v this_o that_o none_o of_o they_o shall_v think_v themselves_o marrowlesse_a when_o the_o lord_n deal_v with_o they_o after_o this_o manner_n for_o no_o tentation_n have_v overtake_v you_o but_o 10._o that_o which_o appertain_v to_o man_n we_o have_v here_o in_o like_a manner_n to_o promise_n mark_v another_o kind_n of_o tentation_n whereby_o god_n try_v the_o faith_n of_o his_o child_n which_o be_v when_o his_o work_n seem_v direct_o to_o fight_v against_o his_o word_n so_o that_o in_o work_v with_o his_o child_n he_o appear_v to_o come_v against_o his_o promise_n as_o for_o example_n the_o lord_n have_v promise_v that_o if_o i_o repent_v he_o will_v forgive_v if_o i_o mourn_v for_o my_o sin_n he_o will_v comfort_v i_o if_o i_o ask_v from_o he_o he_o will_v give_v unto_o i_o so_o say_v he_o in_o his_o word_n yet_o i_o find_v in_o his_o work_n with_o i_o the_o contrary_n will_n the_o trouble_a conscience_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n say_v i_o do_v repent_v from_o my_o heart_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o be_o sorrowful_a that_o ever_o i_o offend_v my_o god_n but_o i_o can_v feel_v the_o remission_n of_o they_o i_o mourn_v but_o the_o comforter_n who_o shall_v refresh_v my_o soul_n come_v not_o i_o call_v and_o cry_v night_n &_o day_n but_o the_o lord_n hear_v i_o not_o unto_o this_o estate_n i_o know_v that_o oftentimes_o the_o dear_a of_o god_n child_n be_v bring_v as_o if_o the_o lord_n have_v forget_v to_o be_v mercifuli_n unto_o they_o and_o shut_v up_o his_o tender_a mercy_n in_o displeasure_n they_o can_v find_v no_o promise_a rest_n to_o their_o soul_n nor_o peace_n to_o their_o trouble_a mind_n chap._n ix_o how_o we_o shall_v be_v have_v ourselves_o in_o this_o tentation_n we_o be_v teach_v thou_o therefore_o who_o heart_n be_v set_v to_o seek_v the_o lord_n &_o in_o this_o perplexity_n will_v know_v what_o to_o do_v and_o how_o to_o behave_v thyself_o i_o can_v no_o better_o way_n resolve_v thou_o then_o to_o send_v thou_o to_o look_v unto_o abraham_n jacob_n job_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o these_o who_o have_v be_v exercise_v with_o the_o like_a tentation_n before_o thou_o mark_v therefore_o and_o consider_v how_o the_o lord_n command_v jacob_n to_o go_v back_o again_o unto_o canaan_n and_o promise_v to_o be_v with_o he_o yet_o now_o in_o the_o journey_n as_o it_o will_v seem_v he_o come_v against_o he_o he_o bid_v he_o go_v forward_o and_o yet_o disjoint_v his_o thigh_n bone_n &_o so_o unable_v he_o to_o go_v as_o he_o be_v wont_a notwithstanding_o jacob_n still_o cleave_v fast_o to_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o jacob_n lord_n be_v persuade_v that_o the_o lord_n can_v not_o fail_v he_o and_o therefore_o contrary_a to_o his_o present_a sense_n and_o feeling_n trust_v still_o on_o the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o appear_a contrariety_n of_o his_o work_n he_o crave_v a_o blessing_n from_o he_o that_o wrestle_v with_o he_o again_o will_v you_o look_v unto_o abraham_n abraham_n our_o father_n the_o lord_n make_v he_o a_o promise_n that_o in_o isaac_n his_o seed_n shall_v be_v bless_v and_o yet_o he_o command_v he_o to_o slay_v he_o a_o wonderful_a tentation_n that_o the_o lord_n command_v he_o to_o slay_v that_o child_n in_o who_o he_o have_v promise_v the_o multiplication_n and_o blessing_n of_o his_o posterity_n for_o here_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n &_o his_o commandment_n seem_v to_o fight_v together_o yet_o abraham_n strengthen_v in_o the_o faith_n as_o he_o receive_v isaac_n from_o the_o dead_a womb_n of_o sara_n do_v not_o doubt_n but_o god_n be_v able_a to_o raise_v he_o from_o the_o dead_a again_o and_o therefore_o rest_v on_o the_o lord_n promise_v he_o spare_v not_o to_o sacrifice_n isaac_n be_v full_o assure_v that_o the_o lord_n apparent_a contrary_a work_n can_v
which_o thou_o have_v get_v be_v pledge_n of_o a_o fill_n of_o mercy_n which_o yet_o abide_v thou_o for_o so_o david_n of_o that_o which_o he_o have_v feel_v conclude_v doubtless_o kindness_n and_o mercy_n shall_v follow_v i_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n chap._n xiiii_o the_o presence_n or_o absence_n of_o god_n be_v ever_o dispense_v for_o the_o weal_n of_o his_o own_o child_n for_o the_o morning_n appear_v these_o word_n contain_v the_o reason_n why_o the_o lord_n desire_v that_o jacob_n shall_v let_v he_o go_v because_o the_o morning_n appear_v this_o at_o the_o first_o seem_v a_o strange_a reason_n be_v it_o not_o a_o like_a to_o thou_o o_o lord_n to_o abide_v with_o thy_o servant_n in_o the_o morning_n as_o in_o the_o evening_n or_o be_v there_o o_o lord_n with_o thou_o any_o such_o distinction_n of_o time_n surely_n none_o at_o all_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v 2_o cover_v with_o the_o light_n as_o with_o a_o garment_n even_o the_o darkness_n with_o thou_o be_v light_a yea_o those_o bright_a angel_n that_o stand_v about_o thy_o throne_n make_v the_o midnight_n where_o they_o come_v for_o shine_a light_n like_o the_o noontide_n of_o the_o day_n but_o we_o must_v consider_v that_o this_o reason_n respect_v not_o the_o lord_n it_o respect_v jacob_n and_o so_o the_o meaning_n be_v it_o be_v for_o thy_o cause_n o_o my_o servant_n jacob_n that_o i_o desire_v to_o go_v for_o now_o the_o morning_n appear_v and_o thou_o must_v go_v on_o in_o thy_o journey_n thy_o servant_n &_o family_n will_v wait_v for_o thy_o come_n as_o be_v uncertain_a whether_o they_o shall_v remove_v or_o remain_v till_o thou_o direct_v they_o and_o therefore_o that_o i_o be_v no_o more_o to_o stay_v thou_o from_o they_o let_v i_o go_v and_o of_o this_o we_o may_v more_o evident_o humiliation_n perceive_v that_o which_o i_o say_v how_o the_o go_n and_o come_v of_o the_o lord_n to_o and_o fro_o his_o child_n be_v always_o ordain_v and_o dispense_v for_o their_o weal_n when_o he_o come_v when_o he_o go_v all_o be_v for_o our_o weal_n ne_fw-fr timeas_fw-la o_o sponsa_fw-la nec_fw-la existimes_fw-la bernard_n te_fw-la contemni_fw-la si_fw-la paulisper_fw-la tibi_fw-la sponsus_fw-la subtrahit_fw-la faciem_fw-la svam_fw-la omne_fw-la ista_fw-la tibi_fw-la cooperantur_fw-la in_o bonum_fw-la de_fw-la accessu_fw-la &_o recessu_fw-la lucraris_fw-la be_v not_o afraid_a say_v bernard_n o_o spouse_n neither_o think_v that_o thou_o be_v contemn_v albeit_o for_o a_o short_a while_o the_o bridegroom_n withdraw_v his_o face_n all_o that_o he_o do_v work_n for_o the_o best_a unto_o thou_o thou_o have_v gain_n both_o of_o his_o come_n to_o thou_o &_o of_o his_o go_v from_o thou_o and_o this_o for_o the_o comfort_n of_o one_o exercise_v with_o spiritual_a desertion_n do_v he_o explain_v more_o clear_o in_o the_o word_n which_o he_o immediate_o subjoin_v tibi_fw-la venit_fw-la &_o recedit_fw-la venit_fw-la ad_fw-la consolationem_fw-la recedit_fw-la ad_fw-la cautelam_fw-la ne_fw-la magnitudo_fw-la consolationis_fw-la extollat_fw-la te_fw-la ne_fw-la si_fw-la semper_fw-la adesset_fw-la exilium_fw-la deputares_fw-la pro_fw-la patria_fw-la &_o arrham_fw-la pro_fw-la praeâ—…ij_fw-la summa_fw-la paulisper_fw-la permittit_fw-la nos_fw-la gustare_fw-la quam_fw-la suavis_fw-la sit_fw-la &_o antequam_fw-la plane_n sentiamus_fw-la se_fw-la subtrahit_fw-la &_o ita_fw-la quasi_fw-la alis_fw-la expansis_fw-la te_fw-la provocat_fw-la ad_fw-la volandum_fw-la he_o come_v say_v he_o for_o thy_o consolation_n and_o go_v for_o thy_o warning_n and_o humiliation_n lest_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o comfort_n shall_v puff_n thou_o up_o and_o least_o if_o he_o be_v always_o present_a thou_o shall_v esteem_v this_o place_n of_o thy_o banishment_n for_o thy_o own_o country_n and_o shall_v take_v this_o earnest_n for_o the_o principal_a sum_n he_o let_v thou_o taste_v of_o his_o sweetness_n for_o a_o short_a while_n and_o incontinent_a before_o thou_o feel_v it_o full_o he_o withdraw_v himself_o and_o so_o as_o it_o be_v with_o his_o wing_n stretch_v out_o over_o thou_o he_o provoke_v thou_o to_o mount_v up_o and_o sly_a after_o he_o this_o be_v the_o reason_n why_o the_o lord_n dispense_v in_o such_o sort_n his_o presence_n and_o absence_n unto_o his_o child_n if_o at_o no_o time_n he_o show_v himself_o unto_o we_o than_o will_v we_o be_v overcome_v of_o that_o heaviness_n under_o which_o we_o lie_v through_o manifold_a tentation_n and_o if_o always_o he_o shall_v be_v familiar_a with_o we_o than_o will_v we_o take_v the_o earth_n for_o the_o heaven_n and_o forget_v our_o father_n house_n which_o be_v above_o therefore_o lord_n sometime_o he_o withdraw_v his_o presence_n from_o we_o that_o he_o may_v teach_v we_o to_o become_v weary_a of_o this_o barren_a wilderness_n wherein_o we_o live_v absent_a from_o our_o lord_n he_o ascend_v many_o time_n from_o we_o that_o we_o may_v stand_v like_o these_o disciple_n on_o the_o mount_n of_o olivet_n not_o look_v downward_o to_o the_o earth_n but_o gaze_v &_o look_v upward_o towards_o our_o lord_n who_o have_v go_v from_o we_o he_o give_v we_o a_o little_a taste_n of_o his_o graciousnesse_n and_o then_o he_o go_v but_o go_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o he_o cry_v after_o he_o come_v and_o see_v not_o of_o purpose_n to_o defraud_v thou_o of_o any_o joy_n that_o be_v in_o he_o do_v he_o go_v from_o thou_o only_o that_o he_o may_v prepare_v thou_o to_o follow_v he_o to_o that_o place_n wherein_o he_o will_v communicate_v to_o thou_o the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o let_v thou_o see_v that_o glory_n he_o have_v with_o his_o father_n from_o the_o beginning_n he_o will_v not_o always_o tarry_v from_o we_o lest_o we_o despair_v neither_o yet_o always_o remain_v with_o we_o on_o earth_n lest_o we_o presume_v sometime_o he_o will_v kiss_v we_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o his_o mouth_n and_o as_o it_o be_v with_o the_o apostle_n ravish_v we_o up_o to_o the_o three_o heaven_n other_o time_n again_o as_o it_o seem_v he_o 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learn_v we_o that_o lesson_n come_v and_o let_v we_o return_v to_o the_o lord_n he_o have_v spoil_v 5._o and_o he_o will_v heal_v we_o he_o have_v wound_v and_o he_o will_v bind_v we_o up_o without_o faith_n there_o can_v be_v no_o prayer_n to_o god_n especial_o at_o that_o time_n when_o god_n lay_v his_o heavy_a hand_n upon_o we_o how_o shall_v they_o call_v to_o he_o in_o who_o they_o believe_v not_o where_o the_o fountain_n be_v dry_a what_o water_n can_v there_o be_v in_o the_o strand_n ergo_fw-la ut_fw-la oremus_fw-la credamus_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la ipsa_fw-la non_fw-la deficiat_fw-la â—…ides_fw-la qua_fw-la credimus_fw-la oremus_fw-la therefore_o that_o we_o may_v pray_v let_v we_o believe_v and_o that_o our_o faith_n whereby_o we_o believe_v faint_v not_o let_v we_o pray_v and_o this_o for_o the_o fullness_n of_o faith_n chap._n xix_o the_o goldy_a in_o their_o prayer_n above_o all_o thing_n seek_v god_n favour_n and_o blessing_n perceive_v yet_o far_o out_o of_o these_o word_n that_o jacob_n seek_v nothing_o from_o god_n but_o his_o blessing_n the_o child_n of_o god_n even_o then_o when_o god_n be_v most_o familiar_a with_o they_o seek_v nothing_o comparable_a to_o his_o blessing_n herein_o they_o be_v insatiable_a on_o the_o earth_n they_o can_v never_o get_v enough_o of_o his_o blessing_n jacob_n be_v bless_v before_o of_o the_o lord_n and_o now_o again_o he_o seek_v a_o new_a blessing_n and_o every_o time_n that_o he_o meet_v with_o the_o lord_n all_o that_o he_o desire_v be_v a_o blessing_n it_o be_v far_o otherwise_o with_o miserable_a worldling_n it_o be_v seldom_o and_o far_o between_o that_o they_o come_v to_o the_o lord_n they_o seek_v some_o other_o thing_n than_o himself_o or_o his_o blessing_n some_o worldly_a benefit_n or_o deliverance_n from_o temporal_a trouble_n be_v the_o sum_n of_o all_o their_o suit_n so_o cain_n forget_v to_o seek_v mercy_n for_o his_o sin_n seek_v only_a protection_n to_o his_o body_n whosoever_o find_v i_o shall_v slay_v i_o and_o from_o time_n to_o time_n he_o get_v that_o he_o go_v out_o from_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n o_o miserable_a man_n that_o leave_v not_o behind_o he_o so_o much_o as_o a_o petition_n to_o god_n for_o mercy_n &_o deliverance_n from_o that_o wrath_n which_o his_o sin_n have_v bring_v upon_o he_o chap._n xx._n worldling_n in_o their_o prayer_n dishonour_n god_n and_o preiudge_n themselves_o in_o this_o do_v wicked_a man_n do_v both_o dishonour_v the_o lord_n and_o prejudge_v themselves_o they_o consider_v not_o the_o insinite_a goodness_n and_o the_o al-sufficiency_n of_o the_o lord_n they_o measure_v he_o with_o their_o base_a and_o earthly_a mind_n and_o therefore_o in_o stead_n of_o eternal_a they_o seek_v nothing_o but_o temporal_a and_o perish_a thing_n it_o be_v a_o princely_a answer_n that_o alexander_n give_v his_o friend_n perillus_n to_o who_o he_o have_v offer_v fifty_o talent_n of_o silver_n to_o help_v his_o daughter_n to_o marriage_n which_o the_o 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