conscience in man which is every way spirituall it is most aptly named spirit and this is the spirit which is so able to sustaine a man under his infirmities Now this spirit of man commeth Mans spirit considered tvvo vvaies under a double consideration 1. Of Originall Creation 1. In its Creation as it was mans before the fall in full vigour and rectitude and so it was specially usefull and serviceable unto Adam that had hee beene put unto it the Omnipotencie thereof would have borne the greatest of burdens a sparke whereof is to bee found and may bee seene in many meere naturall men whose spirits retaine such strength in them that they have endured many crosses and manfully received the charge of many and great calamities thinking the chiefest point of vertue consisted in bearing crosses and devouring injuries they have I say gone farre in this worke of enduring outward calamities although failing in the right manner and the right end of the same 2. Of spirituall qualification â— In its regeneration the spirit of a man as it is renewed by grace is strong to doe much and to suffer much it is of such incredible might that it doth and will support in the midst of all trouble Grace is a creature enlivening the spirit enlightening the spirit and so assisting the spirit of a man that it over-masters the feare and the feeling of afflictions upholding a man in being in liberty in confidence and in cheerefullnesse under all and any even the greatest infirmities that may or can befall him flesh and bloud will tremble at that trouble which grace will trample upon nature will shrinke at that paine as intollerable which a sound and sanctified spirit makes nothing of in comparison Note Yet mistake me not I doe not say that calamity shall not be felt by a sound spirit there is a burden in every crosse and a kinde of weakenesse in every spirit No chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous but grievous Heb. 12. 11. But the thing I aime at is this Doct. That when conscience within man is truly good it is mighty to beare up a man from sinking and fainting under the present crosse Suppose the crosse to come in its full weight and to be heavily laid on a man by the hand of God yet there shall be such a supportance from a good conscience unto man that the burthen shall scarse be burthen some it shall never become over-burthen some a man by it shall be kept from being slavishly dejected or overwhelmedly fearefull the spirit shall not faile before the crosse No calamity shall overdaunt or overcome such an one the Text saith it will sustaine the infirmity the holy Spirit doth not speake of it as a thing possible or probable onely but reall and actuall as having a certainty in it and the truth of this you may observe two waies 1. In the sentence of Scripture 2. In the soundnesse of argument For the Scripture in one place it saith Nay in all these things we are more then conquerors Rom. 8. 37. Behold a strange truth of speech They were killed all the day long for the sake of Christ and accounted as sheepe for the slaughter there was humane infirmity in extremity and yet they were conquerors more then conquerors and that not in a few of these but in all these things here is the exceeding sustaining of the spirit In another place its written We are troubled on every side yet not distressed we are perplexed but not in despaire persecuted but not forsaken cast downe but not destroied 2 Cor. 4. 8 9. infirmitie was great upon these men and yet not over matching none of all these miseries could bring their spirits under misery but as the maine Ocean swallowes up the overflowings of all other rivers and as the well rig'd ship beares its owne burthen stoutly in the midst of a most tempestuous sea so their sanctified spirits did receive all and sustaine all these calamities being in nothing terrified much lesse by any thing overcome David Iob Paul and the holy Martyrs are readie to witnesse unto this truth but wee will spare them for this time Reason Shewing unto you in the next place that it cannot bee but that a spirit in soundnesse doth and will support under humane calamity for 1. A spirit in goodnesse is a spirit of strength and power it is of incredible invincible might when I am weake then am I strong saith Paul 2 Cor. 12. 10. the strength of a gratious spirit is the strength of God made perfect in weakenesse verse 9. it is no weakenesse that is able to overmaster it power is too hard for weakenesse as light is overmatching to darknesse all humane calamity to a sound spirit is but infirmity it therefore beares it were it strength and might then the case might be doubtfull as in all cases where power and power meet but here is power against weaknesse and therefore no marvaile if it beare up and overcome 2. A spirit in goodnesse is a spirit in comfort and cheerefullnesse it is fortified with the sense of Gods favour and made comfortable with divine consolations yea and it is such a 2 Cor. 1â— 10. lightsome temper that it takes pleasure in infirmities rejoyceth Rom. 5. 3. in tribulation yea and accounts it all joy when it falls into divers James 1. 2 temptations Now the joy of the Lord is the strength of the soule Neh. 8. 10. and who so are filled with it can live in death sing in prison and with much courage and constancy beare up and endure any calamity 3. Such a spirit is a patient spirit and patience is a bearing up grace it willingly stoopes downe to the crosse and as readily takes up the crosse it doth beare quietly and with admirable submission all the stroakes of Gods hand and thinketh no misery greater then is deserved or more then can be borne and hereupon it is the strength of a man in the evill day a man without patience is no more able to beare any the least crosse then a man can beare a burden without a paire of shoulders but when patience possesseth the soule and spirit of a man all burdens are overcommingly and cheerfully borne 4. A sound spirit is a contented spirit and contentment giveth unto a man three things for his upholdment under the present calamity 1. Setlednesse and staiment Three things in contentment upholding the spirit of minde it is the soules quietation under all trouble making it still and silent freeing it from all those murmurings repinings and disturbances wherewithall naturally it is hurried up and downe like a ship in a storme 2. Delightfullnesse and complacencie of soule it doth not onely compose the mind unto any condition by an holy pliablenesse but it yeelds unto man an approovement of his condition that a man shall see such a goodnesse in it unto himselfe that he shall be well pleased without no way quarrelling at
will better helpe in sufferings and keepe up the soule in patience and comfort then the spirit which is spirituall there is no spirit to the sound spirit and the spirit can never bee sound untill that it be made spirituall conscience was made good at the first and conscience is fit for goodnesse now and goodnesse will bee the good of it and the good of man by it learne to know two things First that the goodnesse of The goodnesse of spirit stands in 7. things 1. Holines conscience stands 1. In its sanctity by spirituall renovation when as it is free from the filth of corruption and qualified with divine graces 2. In its quietnesse and peace 2. Quietnesse it must be pacified as well as purified it must not onely bee privatively quiet but also positively quiet there must not only be no torment but a blessed security and assurance within it 3. In its sincerity it must be 3. Vprightnesse upright freed from the rottennesse of guile and hypocrisie this is that truth in the inward parts which God so much delighteth in Psal 51. 6. 4. In its ability when it is 4 Stâ—engtâ— strong in execution and able to exercise its owne operations and freely disposed to spirituall imployments what good can conscience doe us whilst it is weake and unable to beare it selfe 5. In its tendernesse it must 5. Tendernesse be feeling melting yeelding and bleeding 6. In its clearenesse the 6. Clearenesse good of conscience is the light in conscience it must bee filled with saving light and be informed by the rule not onely naturall but spirituall it must in some measure in a spirituall manner see and know it selfe its God its duty its way its worke its object 7. In its freedome it must 7. Liberty have liberty although it hath a a binding power which it derives from the Word of God yet it selfe must bee freed from entanglements by sinne and error and must be brought into bondage by no creature Secondly the way to attaine this goodnesse of spirit is Two waies of attaining goodnesse of spirit 1. To bee sensibly convinced of the badnesse and naughtinesse of our spirits naturally we have within us no sparke of saving goodnesse but our hearts are full of guile and guilt and they are evill above all things Ier. 17. 9. wee foolishly fancie their naturall goodnesse and that keepeth us of from found endeavour after their spirituall goodnesse who among us would labour after that which hee conceiveth hee wants not our worke is to get sound acquaintance with the illnesse and bafenesse of our owne spirits and to bewaile the same before the Lord. 2. To set upon the use of those meanes whereby badnesse may bee remooved and Meanes of making conscience good to be are are foure 1. The Spirit true goodnesse may be brought into your consciences which I conceive are these foure 1. The Spirit in Sanctification who alone can and doth heale the infirmity of mans spirit by the subduing of corruption within him and vouchsafing courage and strength unto the inner man by the creation of all saving graces within 2. The Lord Jesus in application 2. Christ there is that vertue in the bleedings and dyings of Christ that it is able to kill and crucifie sinne and to sprinkle from an evill conscience and to purge the conscience from dead works to serve the living God Heb. 9. 14. 10. 22. there is enough in the Lord Jesus to make us wholly holy and truly good in Gods sight he being made unto us of God Wisedome and Sanctification and one every way fitted for the communication of holinesse to his members 3. The Word in administration 3. The Word the Law and the Gospell meeting in the spirituall vertue thereof with the spirit of man is a notable meanes to make it good and sound the Word of God by its comfortable promises and cleare directions doth and will mightily enable the spirit in his office of upholding and strengthening man in the daies of adversity the Word of God is sutable nourishment unto the spirit it is strong and the admirable strength of the spirit it is sweet and the great refresher of the spirit it doth every way so glad and cheare mans spirit that it giveth him most sure grounds of standing under the greatest burdens Note beleeve me if that conscience bee not informed by the Word it is blind and where it is not fed by the promises it is infirme and can never beare up our infirmities Vnlesse thy Law had beene my delight I should then have perished in mine affliction Psal 119. 92. 4. Faith in operation a 4. Faith conscience full of infidelity is full of badnesse and feares and sinkings but the more beleeving a mans heart is the more sound and the more stout it is I had fainted unlesse I had beleeved to see the goodnesse of the Lord in the land of the living Psal 27. 13. I assure you that faith is a grace that deales with the God of all comfort and the Word of all comfort and when distresses are like a strong tyde beating much upon Note us it is as a rock beating off all waves and keepes the spirit in strength and courage in times of trouble Vse 4 Lastly learne a duty of care and respect towards your spirits that they may performe their office in upholding and strengthening you in the daies of your adversity if that our Six things to be done about the spirit 1. Abuse it not spirits faile us we are undone and to this purpose I shall advise you unto these things 1. Abuse not conscience the abuse of our best friends is base and we cannot with safety Tvvelve vvaies of abusing conscience to our selves abuse our spirits Now men abuse their conscience 12. waies 1. By resisting the motions of conscience there is in conscience a certaine naturall power either by a watch word to give warning when men are bent to sinne or to give the check after the commission of sin it is a word within us and behind us it doth dictate to us and direct us Now when a man shall crosse conscience in this worke and notwithstanding all that it saith and doth go on in an evill way this is the abuse of conscience by an act of resistance 2. By disregarding the motions of conscience conscience is speaking and that very loud it many times groweth importunate with us and stands in our way at every turne Now when men turne away their eare and passe over conscience finding out other matters of very purpose that they may not answer or follow conscience it is a great abuse of conscience Acts 24. 26. 3. By wounding and wasting conscience our spirits are tender things and should be gently used it is as our eye and every the smallest dust offends it it is as a glasse and every knocke crackes it it is a brittleship and we may soone
THE BEARING And BVRDEN OF the SPIRIT Wherein the sicknesse and soundnesse of the soule is opened and eight Cases of conscience cleared and resolved for the setling and comforting of perplexed consciences By JOHN SEDGVVICK Batchelor in Divinity and Preacher of GODS Word in London LONDON Printed by G. M for R. Harford and are to be sold by H. Blunden at the Castle in Cornehill 1639. TO THE WORSHIPEVLL Captaine SAMVEL CARLETON and his vertuous Wife Mrs MARTHA CARLETON Grace and Peace from Jesus Christ Beloved Friends IT is well knowne unto you at whose request these Sermons now presented joyntly to you both came to bee preached and for whose sake they are thus printed if any good come to any by either next unto God the thankes is due unto you I cannot denie to doe that service which commeth within the compasse of my calling and power which may either profit your selves or satisfie any of your Noble friends my onely sorrow is that I have so long delayed my promise and your expectations you now see long look for commeth at length and my earnest desire is that it may answer the expectation of the Noble Lady and my thankfull mind whose requitals to you and yours for many undeserved favours lay in no other way then the furthering of your spirituall good and comfort God you see gaineth glory to himselfe by weake meanes and many times derided Sermons by braine-sick and full men doe proove relishing and healing to wounded consciences I wish from my heart unto you both and all yours the peace and purity of conscience the integrity and sincerity of holy walking together with the addition of all graces and comforts belonging unto Christians and that a spurre may be found in these Sermons to prick you on to a holy care of conscience which will proove your best friend or worst enemy beleeve me friends the man is as his conscience is if that bee good in constitution and in execution all things will answer to it in life and death you enjoying its goodnesse shall not faile of its strength and boldnesse make much of it and cherish it therefore as your best lewell and in so doing I shall account my paines plentifully recompenced and be further encouraged to bee yours in what I am able when you shall bee pleased to command me in meane time I take leave and rest Yours in the Lord Iesus IOHN SEDGVVICK Soper-lane London August 21. 1638. To the Reader I Wish thee conscience and care in reading and following what is contained in the ensuing Sermons which are now more large in the Presse then they were in the Pulpit and may receive a farther addition of certaine cases if leasure shall permit in meane time let this that is done profit thee and helpe him with thy prayers who is thine in the best bond and ready to doe thee good JO SEDGVVICK THE BEARING of the burden by the SPIRIT PROV 18. 14. The spirit of a man will sustaine his infirmity but a wounded spirit who can beare SAlomon in his Proverbs is the great Master of the Sentences all his Parables are master Sentences whose matter exceed their words and whose words excell not themselves each sentence is pithy and compleate and so absolute that most an end especially from the beginning of the tenth Chapter it shineth in its owne native brightnesse and therefore at this time it spares us the searching after any coherence This present Proverb presents us with two observables 1. The power of a sound spirit against all externall calamity uttered in these words The spirit of a man will sustaine his infirmitie 2. The impotencie of a mans spirit against inward perplexities a wounded spirit who can beare Concerning the first part I shall enquire into these things First what is meant by the infirmity of man Secondly what is that spirit of a man which doth and will beare this infirmity of a man To the knowledge of the firstenquiry know that the infirmity of man is double Note 1. One sinfull What are all those slips frailties imperfections unwilling risings and actions befalling the godly in their progresse of Sanctification are they not infirmities and it cannot be denied but that in reference to such kinde of infirmities the spirit of a Christian is and will be sustaining So long as a man alloweth not himselfe in evill or evill in himselfe but can and doth thoroughly judge himselfe unto the bewailing and loathing and leaving of all knowne evill in this case conscience will be his comfort and his stay upholding him in the assurance of a good estate with God against all those troubling arguments and distressing feares where withall hee is daily followed 2. Another is sorrowfull humane calamity is humane infirmity take all those miseries and crosses which divine providence doth inflict either immediately or mediately upon men suppose them to lie in the goods names bodies children or friends of men And this is the infirmity of man spoken of in this Text it s no new thing for the Holy Ghost to call crosses and afflictions befalling men by the name of infirmity or weaknesse and that because of that naturall imbecillity which is found in man to free himselfe from them or to stand under them a state of calamity is a weakning estate and none are more weake then men under the crosse and rod these things doe make men feeble and infirme as sicknesse is the weakenesse of the body so crosses reproaches and afflictions are the weakenesse of man Concerning our second enquirie you must note that there is a double Spirit sustaining humane infirmity 1. One above man and yet A twofold Spirit given unto man and that is the Spirit of God who is a Spirit of power and doth helpe to beare up the burden of all our calamities likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities saith Paul Rom. 8. 26. when a Christian doth finde a weaknesse in himselfe both to doe and to suffer the Spirit of God is assistant unto him and doth make the burden easie and supportable and what we are never able to beare of our selves by his strength we can and shall beare it as the Apostle she weth saying I can do all things through him that strengthneth me Phil. 4. 13. 2. Another in man which maketh man to be man which in some places is The spirit of man diversly taken taken largely for the whole soule of man but in this place more narrowly and strictly for the conscience of man its usuall for the Hebrewes to expresse conscience under the name of the spirit or the heart of man and in the New Testament it is called in one place our spirit Rom. 8. 16. and in another place the spirit of man for what man knoweth the things of a man saving the spirit of a man which is in him 1 Cor. 2. 11. and surely if we doe Conscience called a spirit and vvhy looke unto the originall and being and manner of working of
it or disliking of it contentment maketh the present condition to bee Gods condition and knoweth that Gods condition is the best condition Psal 16. 6. 3. Satisfyingnesse of minde In all contentment there is sufficiency there is a blessednesse even in misery and there shall be no want in all wants the reachings and cravings of the soule shall bee fully answered Now hereupon because by holy contentment the soule is enabled to take up the impression of the present condition as humid qualities doe receive the figure of their continent and because the mind and soule falls in with an afflicted condition as the dispensation and allotment of a Soveraigne and wise God hence it is J say that the spirit is so sustaining under trialls and troubles 5. A sound spirit is a beleeving spirit filled and qualified with faith which must needs bee a ground of strong supportance under all humane calamities all things are possible to him that beleeveth and a spirit of faith is couragious and conquering doe but consider a fourefold worke of faith enabling the sound spirit to beare Faith doth 4. things to the enabling of the spirit under the crosse its calamity 1. It apprehends divine assistances and sets up overmatching helps under all calamities it is the dejection of the spirit to be left to it selfe in times of trouble and for a man to finde to his sense a troubled condition to be his master as we may see in Elishaes servant who when he saw the great hoste of the King of Assyria sent to take his master crieth out Alas master how shall we doe his troubles were above all his arguments and the man seemeth to be at his wits end But behold the faith of Elisha and you shall see it to be above all his trouble for he quiets his owne heart and the heart of his man with the beleeving apprehension of a greater power with him then against him Saying feare not for they that bee with us are more then they that be with them 2 King 6. 15 16. it is the worke of faith to finde out and to bring home a Christians helps unto him in times of triall it makes God at such times both present in favour and assistant in councell and power in confidence of this David will lie him downe and sleep wake and not be afraid Psal 3. 5 6. of ten thousands of people that have set themselves against him round about yea he can walke thorow the valley of the shadow of death and feare none evill Psal 23. 4. 2. It sets up God for a mans owne in love and care in the midst of all afflictions God separated and divided from a Christian in any misery is the weakenesse of the Spirit and makes the heart to sinke and faint within Oh how downe dead how crackt and undone was David when God to his sense was gone from him at such times he was a man without a spirit and now the evill was great and sore and intollerable But when by the eye of faith God was discovered to be his God and hee could well perceive that it was not all his afflictions which could separate him from the love of God unto him in Christ Now he cheeres up himselfe and saith to his soule Why art thou so dejected O my soule trust still in God who is the health of my countenance and my God Psal 43. 5. 3. It keepeth of from the soule and spirit whatsoever might weaken or deject it in and under calamities in the day of a Christians calamitie it is with him as it is in the gathering of a bile or botch in the body all the ill humours will make their recourse unto the botch increasing disquietment unto the patient just so when we have miseries seazing upon us suspition of Gods love towards us Note feares of what men can doe against us and tumultuousnesse of passions will haunt and follow us in so much that wee finde we have our selves to bee greater troubles to our selves then all outward troubles that doe befall us wee sticke our selves in greater deepes then troubles doe cast us into Now faith relieveth the soule against these or the like things partly Foure vvaies hovv faith releeveth the soule in carrying a man from all the creatures unto God shewing unto him that men are but men whose breath is in their nostrills and whose power is confined and malice over-ruled by the power of an Almighty God who being with us and for us wee need in nothing to feare who can harme us partly in keeping a man from looking too much downeward and overwhelming our selves in and by the aggravation of our trouble Simile if men looke too much upon the water in tempestuous times their heads will soone swimme and their stomack qualme and whilst sense and reason is poaring into an afflicted condition and a man is willing and wittie in aggravating his miseries unto the highest making the most and the worst of them the spirit will soone bee sicke and sink and faint within now faith sets a man above all his miserable conditions shewing to a man that hee lieth not at the mercie of any his most miserable conditions that as it is not a good condition which can make him so it is not any bad condition that can marre him partly by setting a Christian upon the way of mitigation learning the Christian the art and skill of breaking the wave in the midst of his most violent tossings Now it starts up the hand of God in all this and the wisedome and goodnesse of God in ordering all unto good which was Davids stay in the great calamity and made him to say let him alone and let him curse the Lord hath bidden him and it may bee that the Lord will looke on mine affliction and that the Lord will requite good for his cursing this day 2 Sam. 16. 11 12. partly by countermanding the violent risings and habituall vexations of the soule faith is an enemy unto distempered passions it checks it and crieth it downe and will not admit that a man should be angry and froward and fretfull under the hand of God Dost thou well to be angry Jonah 4. 4 saith faith shall we receive good and not evill from the Lord Iob 2. 10. 4. It puts the pawnes and earnests of God into the hands of a Christian in evill times a man in any condition without the promise is as weake as miserable but the promises of God going along with a man they will proove his greatest strength and comfort in any condition we must know that the Covenant was made for the comforting of Christians in all conditions and there are speciall promises made to Christians in times of their distresse which onely faith can finde and supply the Christian withall by meanes where of the head is held above water and the man made stronger then all his trialls and crosses when faith reades that God wil know the soules
of his in adversity Nah. 1. 7. That God will be with his in the fire and water Esa 43. 2. That all miserable evills shall end in spirituall good to them that love God Rom. 8. 28. And that that God who hath shewed his great and sore evills will quicken them againe Psal 71. 20. 21. Now the spirit gathers spirits unto it selfe and is made lively and strong yea it gets upon the rocke and triumphs over all trouble Having thus opened the point unto you the Application must needs be this Vse 1 First to discover unto us that evillnesse of spirit which is in the sonnes of men I may justly complaine that most men doe want soundnesse and sincerity of spirit to beare them up in evill times considering Two evidences of weaknes of spirit 1 Feare two things 1. Some men doe overfeare troubles before they come the very empty thought and conceit of troubles is terrible and perplexing unto them when it was told the house of David saying Syria is confederate with Ephraim his heart was mooved and the heart of his people as the trees of the wood are mooved with the winde Esay 7. 2. When Belshazzar saw the comming forth of the fingers of a mans hand and writing over against the Candlestick upon the plaister of the wall his countenance was changed and his thoughts troubled him so that the joynts of his loines were loosed and his knees smote one against another Dan. 5. 5 6 7. and even so is it with too too many among us the very newes and conceit of troubles or calamities which possibly may befall them doth put them into such shaking fits that they know not what to doe with themselves and now tell mee where is the soundnesse and strength of your spirit call you that a stout spirit that is daunted with the report and thought of calamity Ob. Good men have feared troubles Sol. Know that there is a A twofold fearing of troubles 1. Of faith twofold fearing of troubles before they come The one is a carefull and beleeving feare opposed to carnall security which was found in holy Iob who said the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me and that which I was afraid of is come unto me Iob 3. 25. Surely the good man in his prosperity did not cast of all thought of adversity but did wisely consider that a change might come upon his estate and family it might be that his sun might bee darkned and his day turned into night and he looked upon his children and wife and friends and stock and honour as things dying and fading there being no constancy in outward mercies unto any The other is a carking and 2. Of distrust distressing feare opposite unto faith and comfort a fearing either without a cause or beyond all bounds thorough the utter mistake of a miserable condition unto the sons of men wherein feares doe cut and divide the heart even emptying a man of all present joy and future hope this now is an argument that the spirit of infirmity doth possesse a man and that hee wants that spirit which will sustaine a mans infirmity 2. Some men are overburdened 2. Faintnesse by the crosses which do befall them the least crosse that is doth sink them and they cannot beare or endure any calamity indeed before that troubles come they wil brag boast as if they would could carry al the world before them and no adversity could overmaster them or their spirits but when they are put to it and the day of triall commeth alas they are men of very poore and impotent spirits Achitophel like who being under disacceptation most desperately hangs himselfe as being no way able to beare it O how do men roare and complaine and lie downe in the dust suffering crosses to binde them hand and foot and to spoile them of all their comforts it is strange to observe the weakenesse of spirit in some men who though they have many comforts for one crosse yet that one crosse doth so dampe and daunt them that all joy and comfort is gone and they are mightily overwhelmed thus doe most men want supporting spirits and surely their strength is weake who faint in the day of trouble Pro. 24. 10. and such men may doe well to suspect the soundnesse of their spirits certaine it is that there is a want of soundnesse of spirit where the supportance of spirit doth wholy faile cease to wonder that thou art so sinking and fainting and leave crying out against the greatnesse of thy present trouble knowing that there wants such a spirit within as should be which is the cause of this thy failing Quest But may not a deare childe of God faint and his spirit faile him in the day of his calamities Sol. Unto this I answer three things 1. That it may so fall out that a Christian indeed may bee to seeke of the helpe and strength of his spirit in and under crosses befalling him Suppose him 1. To have forfeited the sense of divine favour 2. To have formerly neglected or abused divine assistances 3. To be suddainely surprized by the strangenesse and the strength of the calamity comming upon him 4. To bee followed both with the continuation of some grieving affliction or the multiplication and comming in of one crosse upon the neck of another And surely in these and the like times the spirit within him which alwaies retaineth strength and might may not be so serviceable and supporting unto him as at other times it hath beene and in time to come it may be againe 2. That though there may be much fainting overtaking the spirits of sanctified men for a time yet it is not totall faintnesse there is and may be a very weake upholdment the spirit is many times well neare spent in the spirituall conflict and labouring under some grievous wounds and now it upholds in much weaknesse a horse that is almost tired carrieth his burden but not in that pace and with that mettle as when hee was fresh there are degrees of strength sometimes wee are holpen with a little helpe Dan. The strength of the spirit is graduall 11. 34. and it is a day of small things with us and it is not much that the spirit within doth for us at other times the spirit being freed is more full of assistance and carrieth us thorough all troubles one mans spirit may sustaine him under his infirmity more then another yea and the spirit of the same man may at one time and in one crosse more beare him out then in another Witnesse David who in the case of Nabal was very weake and passionate he had scarce the spirit of a man in him But now in the case of Shimei where the crosse was farre greater his spirit did with much strength beare him out 3. That there is a double sinking of the spirit under afflictions or miserable evills 1. One arising from the weaknesse of nature in the
want of all grace and thus the godly faint not 2. Another arising from the weaknesse of grace by the opposition of temptation and corruption And thus the godly may faint in part but they shall come to a recovery of themselves againe it is with the godly in their sinkings under afflictions as with a man that is skilfull to swimme at the first when hee is cast into the water he is over head and eares and the whole body is covered but by and by hee riseth up againe and swimmes upon the water commanding the water under him whereas it is with a meere naturall and carnall man in his sinkings under afflictions as it is with a stone cast into the deepe there is a great noise made but he sinketh lower and lower and never riseth up againe Vse 2 To examine the strength and sufficiency of our spirits to our enabling under the crosses wee suffer tell me not so much of the greatnesse and grievousnesse of your crosses which you are quick enough to doe but answer me what is the spirit within you and how doth it serve and helpe you can it and doth it sustaine you rightly bearing the burden for you I yeeld 1 That some mens spirits can do sleight crosses and seemingly they make nothing of them but with the Leviathan they laugh at the shaking of the speare but this is an argument of an evill and naughty spirit not to be sensible of Gods hand and rod. 2 That men carnall and formall to outward seeming are marveilous hardie in temper and stout in spirit and have without flinching or fainting passed thorough many afflictions and endured extreame torments when alas they have brawned themselves or a spirit of slumbering and benummednesse is cast upon them and for some selfe aimes they have onely restrained passion in the meane time they doe remaine destitute of all positive joy peace and confidence and want the assurance of the goodnesse of their spirits in bearing the crosse befalling them Quest How may a man know that by a sound and good spirit he beareth the crosse and calamity which God layeth upon him Three signes of a sound spirit upholding man under the crosse Answ By these Signes 1. When the cause of suffering is good a good spirit cannot beare up in an ill cause when a man suffers as a murderer â— A good cause or as a thiefe or as an evill doer or as a busie body in other mens matters as it is written 1 Pet. 4. 15. Now conscience cannot uphold but when a man suffers as a Christian and is reproached for the name of Christ conscience can and doth uphold as you may reade in the 14. and 16. verses of the same Chapter we see the stoutnesse of the Apostles enduring the lash and the prison was grounded on this that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name Acts 5. 41. 2. When the carriage under 2. A good carriage the crosse is becomming a good spirit which carrieth a man under Six waies of the spirits carrying a man under the crosse the crosse 1. With silence stopping inward frettings and outward murmurings against the Lord making a man to say yet my soule be silent unto the Lord it layeth the mouth in the dust and dares not open the mouth against the Lord to charge him foolishly 1 Sam. 3. 28 29. Psal 39. 9. 62. 5. 2. With submission and subjection the soule is low and very humble poore and exceeding empty the man is cast downe under Gods hand and will saying it is the Lord let him doe as it seemeth good unto him 1 Sam. 3. 18. 2. Sam. 15. 25. 3. With thankefullnesse the man can kisse the rod and blesse the rod and say with Iob the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away blessed be the name of the Lord Iob 1. 21 22. 4. With religion making God as lovely and good and worthy to be praised prayed unto under calamity as at any other time of prosperity a man under the power of a sound spirit doth loose much of his sinne nothing of his godlinesse I dare say he is more quick and hearty in his devotion then at other times the soule doth now settle it selfe upon spirituall imployment and is taken up with God Is any man afflicted let him pray Iames 5. 13. 5. With humiliation now a man shall finde the guilts of his sinne and doth consider the deserts of his sins he can and doth weepe more for the sinfullnesse of sinne then for all the evills he doth sustaine and endure he well knoweth that man suffereth for his sinne and that sinne deserveth more evill then God inflicts upon his children and that the evill of sinne being the greatest of evills can never be sufficiently bewailed 6. With hope waiting upon Gods time and pleasure for deliverance out of trouble expecting that great good shall happily befall him in and by all the troubles which he endureth he considers that as the Bee hath his sting so hee hath his honey and crosses have their comforts in the latter end as well as bitternesse in the beginning Note I say such men doe put themselves into the covenant and promise and will keep themselves there they doe see the Covenant going along with them in their trialls and troubles and doe beleeve that a little assured good is above a great deale of sensible evill and this is the moderation of their spirit in and under the rod. 3. When their comming out 3. A good issue of trouble is glorious and gratious a sound spirit doth beare afflictions with power unto profit and carrieth all painefull evills with soveraigne good unto it selfe so that when a Christian is at the end of his trouble and tossings he shall set downe with great cost and recompence having the great fruit of his patience even blessed is he that endureth and the Spirit of God and glory shall rest upon him he shall say with David before I was afflicted I went astray but now have I kept thy word Psal 119. 67. And it is good for me that I have beene afflicted that I might learne thy statutes verse 71. Neverthelesse afterward it yeeldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousnesse unto them which are exercised thereby Heb. 12. 11. if we can finde any good by afflictions that our proud hearts are humbled that our corruptions are weakned and wasted that our graces are quickned and enlarged and that we are in any degree made more holy and heavenly this is an argument unto us that we have borne all our afflictions by the strength of a sound spirit Vse 3 Labour that there may bee found within you a good and a sound spirit to beare you up under your troubles we know not to what times of tryall God hath reserved us wee may meete with the crosse and calamity may be our portion wee know not how soone and then strength to beare will doe well but know that there is nothing
Shut carnall security out of doores 2. Avoide all occasions of sinning play not upon the hole of the Aspe and come not neare the den of the Cockatrice 3. Wisely withstand temptations unto all sin and wickednesse 4. Keep close to the rule in a holy and religious practise 5. Give contentment unto conscience in nothing willingly offend or displease it this is the wages that is due unto it for sustaining our infirmity we are not to displease such a friend that beareth all our costs and charges and taketh upon him the burden of all our cares and doth not conscience much more for us Learne then 1. To give God The contenting of conscience stands in 2. things content in the pleasing of God you greatly content conscience the servant hath no reason to bee offended all the while his master is quieted 2. To promote conscience in its power unto its place conscience must bee more worth unto us then the world wealth must not buy it worship cannot equall it and wee must not preferre the pleasing of men or our selves unto it it is the discontent of conscience to bee undervalued or to bee put off at low rates and surely if the governement of conscience bee despised it cannot bee pleased conscience is conscience and will and must bee knowne and acknowledged to bee conscience you must heare and obey conscience goe and doe what conscience enjoyneth wee must worke and stop and feare and hope and give and lend and restore when conscience bids us conscience must not be crossed and vexed by us wittingly or willingly it deserves better of us 6. Prevent the wound and torment of it take care that you make it not terrible and troublesome unto your selves if it be your burden how shall it then be able to sustaine your infirmity we reade forward in the Text a wounded spirit who can beare THE BVRDEN of the spirit under its wounds But a wounded spirit who can beare HEere wee have the impotencie of mans spirit against inward perplexities laid down by way of an interrogation which is a most vehement Negation who can beare i. e. no man can beare it in which words the Holy Ghost doth teach us these two things 1. That the spirit of man may be wounded 2. That the wounded spirit is insupportable Wee will begin with the possible estate of the spirit or conscience of man which is this Doct. 2 That it may come under great and fearefull wounds I am Mans spirit may be greatly wounded poore and needy and my heart is wounded within me saith David Psal 109. â—2 and againe he tells us that his spirit was overwhelmed within him Psal 142. 3. we finde wicked men and good men wounded in their spirits unto great vexation I shall briefely open unto you three things 1. What a wounded spirit is 2. The difference of the wound in the good and bad 3. The grounds and causes of this wound For the first know that a wounded spirit is a spirit which A wounded spirit what for the time doth sensibly suffer miserable and in a sort hellish evills in a distressefull uncomfortable fearefull restlesse and desperate manner There goeth to the making of the wounded spirit these things 1. Miserable and in a degree hellish evills I say that innumerable evills doe compasse the soule it is not one misery but an army which doth at this time follow a man thou renewest thy plagues against me and thou increasest thy wrath upon me changes and armies of sorrowes are aginst mee saith Iob 10. 17. the soule is cast into a peck of troubles and into the abundance of calamity yea and it is such kind of misery which nothing can better represent and shaddow then the very paines of the damned the soule for the time feeleth that gnawing worme and lieth as it were boyling and frying in hell fire there is no torment like unto it it goeth beyond all having a fullnesse and exquisitenesse of misery in it 2. The feeling of those miserable evills a man hath now his conscience opened and is made to know and apprehend the extremities of miseries which now lieth upon him even with fullnesse of weight the spirit of man is living and very tender and misery and distresse is felt In a seared conscience there is nothing but senselesnesse for that is past feeling Ephes 4. 19. but in a wounded conscience there is some life and tendernesse the practicall notions are not quite extinguished the naturall light is still burning and indeed miseries would not be miseries unto us did they not touch us to the quick 3. The manner of the apprehending of those miserable evills which is every way most grievous for First of all it is with much distrosse of foule the soule is thereby filled with unspeakeable Psal 77. anguish and paine it is as it were put upon the rack and putto torture and torment in extremity my soule is soretroubled saith David Psal 6. 3. there is such a strange oppression upon the spirit that the heavinesse of it is unto death Mat. 26. 37. Secondly it is without all comfort unto the spirit it is all darknesse without the mixture of light the spirit of a man is so drunke up that it now wasteth it selfe in daily heavinesse O that my griefe were well weighed saith Iob 6. 2. My soule refused comfort saith David Psal â—7 2. a man under the wound of conscience is so under the power of discomfort and so swallowed up of heavinesse that the soule can enjoy no spirituall or naturall comfort for the time every thing doth terrifie it nothing doth comfort it Thirdly it is a spirit filled with horror and feare and that not only in the apprehension of present misery but by the expectation of more and future evills the wounded spirit is a spirit of horrible bondage and keepes a man in bondage to servile terrors trembling thoughts the dreadfull sound is alwaies heard and such men doe create meditate and multiplie feares the spirit of trembling doth so overtake them that they are a terror unto themselves they daily apprehend nothing but guilt and wrath and death and hell and damnation Iob 15. 21. Deut. 28. 65. Dan. 5. Ier. 20. 4. Fourthly it is full of unquietnesse and daily tossings and tumblings it is exceeding restlesse and raging O the disquiet of a wounded conscience the sea in time of tempest is not more raging and rowling madnesse is not more working and unquiet the plague and other impetuous diseases are not more vexing and restlesse to a man then a wounded spirit is Thou keepest mine eyes waking saith David Psal 77. 4. When I held my tongue my bones consumed thine hand is heavie upon me day and night Psal 2. 3 4. My sore ran and ceased not in the night Psal 77. 2. Why art thou so disquieted within me O my soule Psal 43. 5. Lastly the spirit is cast into the devouring gulfe of desperation such under the feeling of their
and it was his wounding The arrowes of the Almighty are within me the poyson whereof drinkes up my spirit the terrors of God do set themselves in array against mee c. Iob 6. â—4 5. The wound is made by the failing of testimonie from Failing of conscience conscience unto man upon repaire made unto it the good or evill day of a Christian is set by the voice of conscience unto him Now when conscience is silent and shall speake neither good nor bad unto a Christian when as no testimony at all shall stand up but after great and studious enquiry no verdict can bee obtained this is asad wound to the spirit The misery of conscience in silence in three things and it doth exceedingly distract and divide a Christian Note the effects of conscience in silence 1. It giveth man but a negative estate and that cannot satisfie and settle the soule it is not enough to my quiet that God lookes not as mine enemy but hee must looke like a friend on me 2. It giveth suspition of a neutrall estate so as a man cannot tell whether God and conscience be for him or against him 3. It breeds a suspition of a bad estate withdrawments and suspensions are sometimes the fore-runners of bitter intentions 6. The wound is in the spirit from the over great accusing Accusations of conscience power of conscience conscience in its accusations shewing the guiltinesse of sin and expressing the anger of God towards a man for sin in a cheerefull and excusing conscience we may behold a gratious God Note accepting and acquitting us in a silent conscience wee can suspect a doubtfull God wee know not which way God is or will be unto us and in an accusing conscience we doe behold an angry God and our selves most miserable creatures when a Christian shall bee totally under the accusations of conscience that his conscience shall speake nothing to him but that his heart is base and vile and that in such and such particular passages of his life he was not right and perfect but hollow and hypocriticall when I say conscience shall thus charge sin upon men this is the time of their wounding as wee may see in Iudas Mat. 27. 5. 7. Another thing which maketh the wound within us is Selfe jealousies an evill jealousie and an over-hard opinion of our selves and estates towards God Some men fall out with themselves and other men fall from themselves shall I say that they censure themselves and charge themselves falsely concluding against a state of grace and charging themselves with hypocrisie and insincerity without just cause Sure I am this is too too frequent among Gods children who upon such grounds as these doe mis-judge themselves and thereby make too great a wound within their spirits I say because they finde within themselves the want of such measure of graces and expressions of obedience which they once had desire to have and see others have when they see within themselves a partiall and temporary indisposednesse unto spirituall required duties when as gifts and graces for a time lie hid and dead in respect of vigour and sensible operations when all endeavours seeme to be fruitlesse and a Christian finds to his seeming the ordinances to go and come without all life and power unto him passing no influence of bettering into his soule Now hee sits him downe in griefe and the soule begins not onely to misgive or mistrust it selfe but to question the truth of all and it not only feares but concludes that surely the hands were washed in vaine and whatsoever hath beene done in religion and in the service of God it hath beene done in hypocrisie Psal 73. 13. and can you conceive how deepely this doth wound the spirit of a man 8. A next thing greatly wounding to the spirit of man is the New risings of old sins New rifings of old sins I meane when those sins which long since were committed and long since bewailed and long since renounced and wee long since did obtaine within our hearts some comfortable assurance of their pardon do meete us in their guilt not yet remooved as a debt not yet discharged and as an evill not yet thoroughly healed this causeth miserable trouble within the soule and upon this these conceits fall in Surely this sin of mine is not pardoned why would God remember it Surely there was but a skinning over the soare my heart was never healed by Sanctification how could it be that my sins should haunt mee againe this is now the sicknesse and death of many a soule 9. Lastly I conceive that this maketh the wound in the spirit Want of some good desired of man the want of some desired good it is not the absence of good generally considered which maketh the spirit to bee wounded for there are such whose unfeelingnesse is such that they have no sense of sinne nor of any spirituall want lying upon them but that which maketh the wound of the spirit to a man is this when his wants are presented unto him and their supplies are suspended and denied the soule would have mercy and mercy is denied him he would have ease and he seekes it and yet he is kept in misery when a mans prayers makes not their returnes but a man calles and none answers comforts delayed or denied do breake the heart and greatly wound the heart Doct. 3 I passe on to the next point That a wounded spirit is a burden The wound suffered yet not borne insupportable by the sonnes of men no man can beare it men must suffer and endure the perplexities thereof but beare A twofold bearing it that is to sustaine a mans selfe under it no man can this wound cannot bee borne with 1. With ease ease so as men enduring and feeling it should make nothing of it but it is with 2. With difficulty great difficulty and disquietment a burning feaver carrying Simile with it the inflammation of the spirits is not borne without much sense and horror so a wounded spirit even by the stoutest of spirits cannot be borne then with strongest and strangest torments men must yeeld themselves unto it and lie downe under it of necessity nay it is a wound unsupportable to all men that are vexed with it there is no withstanding The burden is too great 1. To good men 2. To bad men this wound by any man nor any standing under it by any man unto bad men it hath beene unsupportable O how grievous was it unto Caine who cries out My punishment is more then I can beare Gen. 4. 13. Iudas out of the trouble felt by it hangs himselfe to be rid out of it Mat. 27. 4. many thorough the weight and torment of it have beene forced to throw themselves downe from high mountaines to stabb and poyson and drowne themselves nay unto good men whose grace and strength was great and much this wound hath beene wounding
ordinarily take least notice of their spirituall wounds in their cause and cure they are lumpish and heavie full of sad thoughts evill imaginations many times they roare and complaine but this is their Men doe mistake the spirits wound ignorance they know not what ailes them they are so mistaken in the cause businesse in hand that they judge themselves to bee under some bodily distempers by melancholie passions and other violent humours a great madnesse and ignorance in men and being fallen upon this point let mee tell you that melancholy prevailing in men doth come very neere to the trouble of conscience but it is not the wound of conscience here spoken of Satan makes it his bait and man makes it his burden but wee may not make it this wound concerning which I shall yeeld you two things 1. That melancholy given The operation of melancholie in man way unto doth corrupt the imagination and those actions of the minde or the â—ext instruments by which the minde worketh that therewith the heart affections and conscience are greatly distempered with feare and griefe and doe conceive a many uneschewable miseries against it selfe against which fancies and imaginations no arguments of reason can prevaile and this darkning vapour and blackish fume thus affecting the soule doth add torment unto it making it for the time uncapable of the sense of comfort I say this humour of melancholy hath very subtile spirits that flie up into the braine and the instrument of discretion and there they lodge their contagious qualities which corrupt the spirits and annoy both heart and braine whence arise strange imaginations and fancies in the head Head and heart having entercourse and body and soule being united the soule is nor thereby a little troubled 2. That what ever vaine men judge melancholy is not a spirituall maladie or the wounder spirit here spoken of the difference Melancholy is not the wounded spirit proved by 5. reasons betweene both is great as 1. In the ground and cause the troubles of melancholy ariseth either from naturall causes in the body or from supposed and fained causes the imagination conceiving things to bee so and so when indeed nothing is really so the trouble of conscience ariseth from the sight and sense of sin in the soule the apprehension of divine wrath due to man for sin and such like spirituall and reall causes 2. In the seate of it troubles from melancholy seate themselves in the head and naturall spirits the man having lost the right use of his wits and being mistaken in his imagination in conceits becomming monstrous true trouble is in the conscience and whole soule of man 3. In the cure of it physick may cure the one it being a bodily disease or distemper but it is not all artificiall and naturall meanes that can cure the wounds of the spirit 4. In the effects of it melancholy maketh a man simple and absurd in his thoughts touching himselfe such men will speake to you and yet conceive themselves to bee without head or heart and life they will tell you that they see Divels and feele Divels within them and you shall heare many odd things from them when as trouble of conscience looseth not it selfe but speakes according to the truth and feeling of it selfe 5. In the enlargement of it melancholy seldome or never worketh griefe for Gods dishonour it is not touched with sorrow for sin and when it is cured it gives not a man any ground and measure of spirituall joy it enforceth not a man to Christ for ease and rest it quickens no man to prayer and duty all which the wounds of the spirit in some men doe most kindly and savingly Thirdly and lastly let us know our selves rightly in our troubles of mind and we shall the better know our selves in our comforts nothing doth so prepare the heart for comforts and make us to rellish our comforts as the sense of soule trouble and heavinesse I dare affirme that if wee did know and finde our spirituall wants and wounds more wee would and should withall bee more upon the waies and feelings of comfort then we are Vse 2 Secondly let us have compassion on such who are wounded in spirit you see that such is the weight of their wounds as neither eye hath seene eare hath heard or tongue of man is able fully to expresse none can in any way of expression speake of it but such as have more or lesse felt it and shall we passe by any that are labouring under this burden not yeelding them our pitie 't is a foolish madnesse in many to thinke this sicknesse and this wound to bee but passion conceit and mopishnesse put into their heads by reading good books or hearing some strict Preachers or melancholy because it often changeth the body they think it ariseth from the body and what need all this adoe about it it is cursed cruelty in any to looke upon any labouring under this wound crying out against them censuring of them for hypocrites and in thought sentencing them to hell blaspheming their God and their religion O Considerations for the pitying of wounded in soule you ignorant men learne better and be now instructed 1. That there is no disease for symptomes and torments like unto this all other maladies are naturall but this is supernaturall they come from the constitution of the body this of the soule in them the humours first in this the conscience first and humours last are distempered they may all bee cured by naturall remedies the body may be brought to a fittemperature but it is not all the medicines under heaven that are meerely naturall can cure or comfort here 2. That it is an argument of an unsanctified and stony heart within maÌ„ to disregard taxe or censure men under the miseries of inward perplexities you being mercilesse and wanting tendernesse and experience cannot pittie them aright 3. Blessed are such as judge wisely of such poore soules and do labour to relieve their soules in their woundings this is a worke of mercy indeed and a businesse becomming the most excellent of Christians Motives to pitie and to relieve wouÌ„ded Christians Christ himselfe received his annointing and was sent of God to bind up the broken hearted Esay 61. 1 2 3. Ministers have the tongue of the learned given them to speake a word of comfort to such whose soules are wearie Esa 50. 4. and shall not wee that are Christians comfort the feeble minded and support the weake 1 Thes 5. 14. bearing one anothers burden O let us pity such and pray earnestly to God for such considering our owne case Gal. 6. 1. would wee not bee prayed for were wee in their conditions Vse 3 Thirdly how thankfull should all Christians bee for their freedome from this great burden of a wounded spirit tell me are you set at liberty and is all peace and rest within are the bands of the distresse broken wouldst
thou bee under the same estate againe to feele those hells and sorrowes which once were endured by thee No surely than stirre up thy heart to blesse thy God who hath taken off this heavie burden from thy soule blesse him daily and duely a man can never bee thankfull enough for the ease and free dome of his spirit some men walke with senselesse spirits and they blesse God that they were never troubled in mind all the daies of their life some men walk with wounds in their spirits and would give all the world did they enjoy it for freedome and ease and shall any man enjoy the liberty and peace of his conscience from God and yet walke without joy and praise it well becommeth men healed of their wounds out of that ease and liberty they have obtained to bee very joyfull and thankefull Vse 4 Fourthly to learne us in holy feare and care least that wee should bring this heavie and insupportable wound upon our selves naturally wee shun all paenall evills and dread the plunging of our selves into distresses know that wee have said enough it is a burden that none can beare thinke not out of your ignorance and pride to outface conscience or that ever you shall be able to stand under the burden of its wounds it will amaze you and bring you downe and therefore strive to avoid the pangs and paines of it and to this purpose First know that conscience within is a most tender part which will be soone troubled and wounded Secondly know that conscience troubled is a most vexing part if a man trouble his eye Similie his eye will trouble him and so it is here all the vexations will bee unto our selves Thirdly know that conscience under wounds is pining and will languish it selfe unto death Prov. 12. 25. Fourthly consider how apt men are to wound conscience and they doe it many waies well then follow this counsell Six rules for the keeping of the wounds of spirit 1. Make no adventures upon sin for a man to make light of the least sin and impudently or improvidently to hazard his soule upon the occasions of sin is the readie way to wound the spirit there are too too many who out of a secret confidence of their selfe maintenance doe object their soules upon sinfull companies they doe as many men that goe out of their houses well and sound but home they are brought all gored and wounded in like manner sinfull occasions have the advantage of us and will soone wound us let us not proudly presume of our owne strength 't is not the largenesse of our judgements or fullnesse of our graces or the peremptorinesse of our resolutions that can keepe us presuming from foiles and wounds by sin such as make nothing of sin shall soone bee wounded and darted by sin 2. Seeke not outward pleasures too much excesse of pleasures breed excessive tremblings and sadnesse of spirit such men do pierce themselves thorough and thorough with many sorrowes who doe affect a way of worldly delight and will take their fill of pleasures who so will have the Bee must have his sting also and if wee will laugh and bee merry beyond measure wee shall lie downe and howle for vexation of spirit doe not so vainely bathe your selves in carnall delights and worldly recreations the worldlings pastime is the deadnesse and wound of a Christians conseience 3. Beware of formality and remissenesse in holy services the Ordinances not rightly used doe wound exceedingly how vexing is the word to a formall and carnall Christian did any man fall of grow cold and begin to dead his heart to the meanes and duties but his heart at the last was greatly wounded for it the neglect of Christ by the Church when his voice did seeme unseasonable and inopportune unto her was punished by her spirituall wounding Cant. 5. 2 3 4 5 6. 4. Nourish no hypocrisie or guile within you doe not colour sin with faire pretences and plaister over a foule heart with an outside profession serve not graven images when you pretend a service unto God if you doe so know that it will fester to a sore and make such a wound which will proove the great disquietment of your soules Satan would have fastened this hypocrisie on Iob to have aggravated his misery and he well knoweth that hypocrisie is wounding 5. Goe not on in sinnefull waies against generall or particular convictions there are who have such abundance of love to sin in them that they will be wicked against the light of knowledge and the dictate of conscience it is not the knowledge they have of evill nor the risngs up and reproofes of conscience within them for evills which can hold them of from evill but on they goe and wickedly they will doe now as this prooves an aggravation of sin so it maketh the wound very deepe if knowledge and conscience hold us not of from sin it will hold on sin peircing the marrow and vitals of the spirit David went against as great light as any man did and did not his sins proove wounding sins breaking his bones and heart and so will thine too 6. Keepe your selves in the waies of duty walking in every action according to the rule and peace shall be upon your spirits Gal. 6. 16. I say the more holy and unblameable a man is the more strict a man is with himselfe in keeping himselfe under the law of religion the more assured peace and soundnesse shall he finde within his conscience The waies of wisedome are waies of pleasantnesse and all her paths are peace yea and the keeping of sound wisedome and discretion shall be life unto our soules Prov. 3. 17 21 22. I assure you that duties conscionably sincerely and constantly performed doe keepe up the soule in life and joy Vse 5 Fiftly continue not your selves under the wounds of conscience there is a strange cruelty which Gods children doe offer unto themselves in keeping the wound upon the soule alwaies fresh and bleeding whereby they lie longer Men doe continue themselves under their spirituall vvounds six vvaies under it then they need to doe I shall touch upon the waies and grounds of continuing the wound of conscience on a mans selfe 1. Want of seasonable counsell and comfort when men do hide their wounded estate and will not repaire to appointed comforts and comforters this doth not onely enlarge the wound but settle it as wee see in bodily wounds if they want a timely looking too it is the longer before that they heale the case is so here delaies breed dangers and we are speedily to make in to our remedies do not sleight the least wound as many doe who at the first make nothing of it but set upon the cure as soone as you espie the wound the medicine is prepared before hand and physitians to apply it are at hand onely take you heed of a sinfull bashfullnesse and dumbe divell and cursed negligence cry not out when it
is too late 2. Recourse unto contrary medicines there are many false and deluding medicines unto conscience and there are many medicines which are vertuall but yet not sutable all medicines heale not all diseases wee see in experience in bodily wounds which are but small and little to looke to if that a contrary medicine bee applied to it it doth enrage it and increase it and continue it many times unto the death of the patient and thus if men in and under their spirituall wounds will runne to the use of such druggs and playsters which may onely for a time damme up the sense but not make upthe wound they may long and long continue under the wound and cry out of their wounds you may no more think to heale the spirit by sin then by adding piles of wood Simile to extinguish flaming fire beleeve me it was not Sauls musick which could tune his jarring spirit nor Belshazzars cups which could blot out the sense of the secret hand-writing it is not your mad miâ—th or joviall companions or worldly imployments that can take of your sadnesse of spirit they may put of from some horror for the present but they double horrors in their returne even as cold water doth the heate in a burning feaver 3. Illnesse of diet diet is much in continuing of bodily wounds there are meates and drinkes which men must abstaine from if that they intend to be cured and 't is as true in the spirituall Surgerie if that wee enlarge our desires after for bidden fruit and delight to feed upon sinfull husks and will be doing that we should not we may thanke our selves for the smart of our wounds is it the way to be rid of a wound to vexe it and to feed contrary to it 4. Selfe-nicenesse men are many times so tender and indulgent toward themselves that they will be healed onely by soft words and the covering of a faire cloth they will not submit themselves unto the painefull searchings of the Law but they are in this cruell to themselves and out of selfe favouring do make their misery larger and longer 5. The life of sense which is open to all winds and the keeping open of all wounds within the soule my meaning is this that when Christians do place the disposition of God towards them and judge of themselves according to the condition of their own feelings and sensible apprehensions this is that which doth greatly keepe up the wound of the spirit for now the soule being under its ebbings and finding the channell in a manner drie so as he cannot see what he was wont to behold begins thus to reason surely God is not my God in grace and mercy for I cannot finde him in his love to me as I was wont to doe which condition is full of suspense and feare and doubting and must needs continue the wound 6. Harkning unto Satan if a man doe beleeve the divels testimony and information touching his estate and condition and take up all his speech upon trust for truth he shall keepe himselfe in bleeding wounds the more Satan doth tamper with our condition and take upon him to judge of our sins and services and temper and standing the more sad and doubtfull will our condition be I say if wee shall put the issue of our condition upon the determination of Satan and all his interpretations and decisions shall bee gospell with us Lord how shall wee bee tossed too and fro and where there is no rest how can there bee the healing of the wound Vse 6 Quit your selves as speedily as you can from the wounded spirit I speake to all such who labour under this wounded spirit 1. Do not you unwisely cast off all hope of cure and despairingly conclude against all your comforts know 1. That the best of Gods Saints have beene under the grievousnesse of this wound and that in as fearfull and terrible a manner as any of you can possibly bee and they have received their cures 2. That the greatest of our spirituall wounds suppose them to bee more setled and permanent wounds are capable of cure and may bee cured God which hath healed this wound in many of his deare children and is the wise and able Physitian Three meanes to get out of our wounded estate for his people can and will heale all the wounds of our spirits and it matters not how great and grievous the wound bee if God be Surgeon Ier. 17. 14. Hosea 6. 1. he can heale one as well as another and all wounds assoone as any and therefore say not my spirit is greatly wounded but rise up to the cure and learne in the next place 2. To be willing of cure I know that there can be no pleasure in staying under wounds unto any wise man yet as many are ignorant of the true remedies so many are very unwilling to use those remedies provided and prescribed for their cure wee finde in some people such refusals of offered comforts such sleightings of able counsels yea and such shunnings of soule-searchings that it makes us to feare them and of many of them we may say wee would have cured Babell but she would not be cured Ier. 51. 9. and rest not heere but Thirdly learne to follow the waies and meanes prescribed for your healing there is balme in Gilead and a poole at Bethesda There are five things to be done if wee doe intend the curing of our wounded spirits 1 Open the wound and Physitians enough among us onely wee must take the course and addresse our selves 1. Unto the opening and searching of the wound it is not enough that we have a view of our wound in generall seeing that we are sicke and aile ill but we must finde out the particular maladie in the speciall reason of it and therefore you must suffer the Ministers of God to goe to the quick and to launce and lay open all there is a holy incision to be made into the wound of the spirit by Gods Law this doth finde out and open the particular hidden and malevolent humour of the soule and it is your duty to let the Law into your hearts that so it may have its perfect worke blesse God for a searching Ministerie and deliver up your selves to that word which maketh most inquisition into your wound the word that doth most wound you for the present it will by Gods blessing be a meanes of the after curing of you 2. Unto the washing and 2. Wash the wound cleansing of the wound there is a great deale of filth that falls into mans spirit in the wounding thereof which of necessity must be washed away or no cure will follow who so is not willing to be rid of sin that as extreame filthinesse doth lodge within him hee shall never receive the right cure of his spirituall wound it is sin which is the core of the ulcer O remoove it in the guilt of it and remoove it in the
filth of it get the washing of Justification and of Sanctification into thy soule and doubt not but thou shalt be cured 3. Apply the playster 3. Unto the laying on of the all-healing plaister upon the wound it is the plaister in application that is healing Christs blood was shed to heale broken spirits Esay 61. 1 2 3. 53. 6. He is that Sun of righteousnesse that hath healing under his wings Mal. 4. 2. that blood alone can asswage all our ragings and heale all our woundings Now then make a seasonable application of that blood to your wounded soules sprinkle with his blood your wounded spirits God alone is pacified if the blood of Christ be sprinkled and conscience doth heale when God is reconciled O that we would set our selves by faith into the dying and bleedings of Christ a man must earnestly labour to beleeve that Christ doth and will satisfie for those sinnes which breed the terror within and this will proove the curing and the comforting of his heart as we may see Act. 16. 31. 4. Unto the daily openings 4. Dresse it daily and dressings of the wound it is a necessary thing for the soule to be venting it selfe into full and frequent confessions of sin there is a need of letting out the filthy matter that the wound in healing gathereth this wee hold keepe in sin and Note you keepe on your trouble but let out the filthy matter and ease will follow it is an easing thing to bee much in acknowledgement of sin to God and to accuse a mans selfe of sin before God we see David found it specially curing unto him Psal 32. 3 5. and besides this there must be the renewing of our repentance and godly sorrow for sins committed sinfull wounds are deepe wounds and great sins call for great sorrowes David was wholy in teares and Peter weepes bitterly and wee must be constant in repenting if wee expect a compleate and comfortable cure and lastly we must lay open all our sores before the Lord in prayer Davids sore ran and ceased not and yet in the day of his trouble he sought the Lord and he prayed when his spirit was full of anguish Psal 77. 2 3. and thus must we doe wee must come unto God with all our sinnes and soares craving healing from him who will heale us in his owne time and by his owne meanes Hosea 6. 1. 14. 4. 5. Unto the upholdments of 5. Provision our spirits under all the dressings of its wounds wee are very apt to faint in the thought of distresses but when wee are felt and drest and dealt withall in a most healing way wee are ready to qualme and sinke so that it doth very much concerne us to have our cordials and restoratives neare us such as are the sweet and precious promises of the Note Covenant of grace wee must set our selves under grace and beleeve that God hath a good opinion of us and that his love is towards us wee must set up the saving vertue of Christs blood against the damming power of sinne wee must eye Gods acceptance of weake endeavours and passing by of many failings wee must conclude that a state of love may bee under the sense of much wrath and that though the paine for the present be much and great yet it is sanctified and God will put an end unto it for good unto such as are his in Covenant This if we could wisely doe wee should keepe downe the risings of uncomfortable thoughts and cease so much talking of our paine and making complaint thereof and happily attaine to the curing of the wounds of our spirits the greatest of mercies and the ground of singular rejoycing because the wounds of the spirit are so intollerable and unsufferable as I have opened unto you Eight Cases of conscience opened for the relievement of wounded spirits IT now remaineth that I open unto you some of the things which are greatly wounding unto mans spirit and yeeld unto you such relievements against them as Cases of conscience doe require a work requiring both experimentall knowledge and the tongue of the Learned unto which I acknowledge my selfe insufficient yet having found the good proofe of these following directions in the comforting of many soules already I am the more encouraged to communicate them unto you in a more publique way and the blessing of the Almighty goe along with them CASE I. Of the suspension of divine favour THe first thing which I Case 1. shall speake of as The absence of Gods lovâ— in sense is a great trouble greatly wounding and troubling the spirits of Gods children is the absence of God in the sense and feeling of his loving kindnesse all absences of God suppose them to be longer or shorter inward or outward troubles Christians exceedingly if Caine could make it distraction unto him when he was cast out of Gods visible presence Gen. 4. 15 16. If Mary weepe because that they had taken away her Lord and she knew not where that they had laid him Iohn 20. 13. how much more wounding unto Christians is the suspension of divine favour the soule cannot lie under the sense of Gods displeasure and withdrawments of his love without much alteratioâ— and affliction The life of a Christian is much after the life of some great Favourite in the Court whose Simile comforts or discomforts depends upon the countenance or discountenance of his Prince or as it is with the Marigold which opens and shuts with the Sun just thus all the while the love of God shines upon a Christian so as he is able to apprehend it he lives and is very chearefull in spirit the sense of divine love is a spring of joy a well of consolation and the admirable refreshment of the soule a Psal 30 5. thy favour is life b Psal 63 3. thy loving kindnesse is better then life saith David this was it that gave unto him exceeding joy of heart Psal 4. 6 7. The Church sate under the shadow of Christ with great delight and his fruit waâ—â—weet unto her taste Cant. 2. 3. The enjoyment of this love is the day and joy of a Christian But now if that there bee a withdrawment or clouding or restraining of the love of God unto sense let God I say but hide his face and seeme to forget and forsake his let him but cover himselfe with a cloud and absent himselfe for a time covering his with his wrath and just displeasure now 't is all night and darkenesse yea and death it selfe unto Christians as you may see in these Scriptures of experience Psal 30. 7. 88. 14. 44. 24. 77. 3 7 8 9. 13. 1. 31. 22. Lam. 3. 18. 42 43 44. Esa 45. 15. 49. 14. Ionah 2. 4. Reason And all this is by reason of that conjunction and relation that is betweene God and them and the wonderfull sweetnesse and joy wherewithall they were filled and refreshed in tâ—â— daies of their
good flower but instantly it passeth away and pitcheth it selfe upon some filthy weede and I alas it is long before my soule can bee brought to pitch on a good object and I finde it a thing most difficult to make my minde to fixe and to keepe up thoughts of goodnesse in mee But as for evill thoughts they swarme within my minde and settle too fast you cannot name that wicked thought of which I am not guilty my thoughts have beene blasphemous against Christ and God and the Word of God my thoughts have beene doubting and distrusting the power goodnesse and providence of God my thoughts have beene proud foolish and wandring and now I doe despaire in my thoughts of mine estate God beholds mee in my thoughts and it is sinfull corruption that sends up these thoughts and Satan cannot but enter by these thoughts and I can doe nothing as I should doe it for these thoughts my crosse and calamity is greatned by these thoughts alas what will become of mee for these my thoughts This is the thing which hath made a deepe wound in the spirit for the curing and comforting Seven settlemēts about thoughts whereof I shall lay downe certaine propositions and prescriptions 1. That the dearest children of God besides their naturall thoughts may have many sinfull and evill thoughts glancing and rising up within their Iob 1. 5. mindes yea they may have the same vile thoughts which 3 Causes of evill thoughts in Gods children a very wicked man hath and wonder not at it seeeing 1. Satan is as watchfull and malicious against them as any other and hee doth more fiercely assault them then any other and is more willing to vexe them then any other 2. Corruption cleaves to the soules of them as well as others and it workes in them as well as in any other where the spring of corruption is not wholy dried up it is and will be more or lesse bubbling out into most vile and noisome thoughts 3. Infirmity is many times as much in them as it is in others they are not alwaies so watchfull and fearefull as it doth become them if the windowes stand open no wonder if birds flie into the chamber and if Christians let downe their watch and care no wonder that vaine thoughts doe enter lodging themselves by armies within them sporting themselves in their mindes and presuming to justle in with them to the Church and to the Closer mightily distempering and distracting them in duty nay making them to become like other men 2. That it is a mercy to come unto the sound acquaimance of the evillnesse of a mans owne thoughts Hypocrisie and sinfull vanity conceive that thoughts are free and therefore is it fearelesse and carelesse about them making nothing of them you shall hardly perswade a wicked man to thinke that his thoughts are evill and ought to be bewailed or amended whereas a man that is godly indeed he is made sensible of the sinnefullnesse of his thoughts by way of feare and trouble these amaze his minde afflict his spirit and doe so greatly burthen him that he crieth out of them and by this discovery made unto him he is set into the way of rising from them and forsaking of them according to Gods requirement Let the wicked forsake Esa 55. 7. his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts and truth it A twofold remoovall of evill thoughts 1 By cessation is that though the godly doe not finde evill thoughts remooved by absolute cessation so as they shall never stirre more at all yet they are remooved by subjection and manner of operation 2 Subject on although they doe start up yet the Elect upon the apprehension of their evillnesse subject not themselves unto them they are not so effectually active or actuating as formerly or as they are to wicked men this is a truth that evills apprehended are soonest arraigned condemned bewailed prevented and overcome 3. That among many ill thoughts lurking and lodging within us it must be our wisedome to take notice of the good thoughts that are within us also it is most true that Christians are mixt creatures flesh and Spirit nature and grace and so there may bee found within them many spirituall Signes of goodnesse of thoughts and excellent thoughts as well as evill and bad thoughts I would have men to know 1. That every thought of evill is not an evill thought but the goodnesse of mans thoughts stand in thinking upon the evill and ungodlinesse of his nature and practise and the dishonour of God by the same unto repentance it selfe 2. That when the heart can lay out for holy duties and project a course of sanctification and a way of salvation prudently declining the occasions stirring up to sinfull thoughts then there are good thoughts within all providing thoughts for duty are very good thoughts the wicked man is thinking how he may shift off all good and doe all evill and a godly man hath contrary thoughts unto all sinne and caring thoughts for all duty 3. That many times the number of evill thoughts may bee more to a Christians sense then the number of his good thoughts a Christian may see and discerne in himselfe a great deale of corruption working against a little grace 4. That one good thought springing up within the soule amongst many bad thoughts may be a ground of comfort against all evill thoughts whatsoever it being an argument of grace in truth to send out good thoughts 4. That though the same evill thoughts may be both in the good and bad yet it is with a great difference For 1. It is not all evill thoughts in good men they have some Foure differences between the thoughts of good and bad men good thoughts in them ob So have wicked men too Sol. Have they good thoughts within them whence come they I am sure corrupt nature cannot send out one good thought and unregenerate men are truly empty of spirituall thoughts but make the best of them and their thoughts I am sure they are in them against a temper to evill thoughts and against their will and affections light is not more displeasing to soare eyes then good thoughts are distastfull unto wicked men good thoughts are strangers with them they goe away as soone as they come all their thoughts of goodnes are transient and meerely apprehensive no way practicall permanent let them bee never so good materially they are no way good subjectively and circumstantially 2. Under all bad thoughts within a good man is wearie and burdened and willing of good and better thoughts for them he cannot fall in with ill thoughts by way of approbation but in his judgement hee doth condemne the universality of evill thoughts which are thrust upon his minde unavoidably whereas wicked men are unwilling of good thoughts making them their burden and are hugging of sinnefull thoughts making them their delight affectuous thoughts doe not more belong