this will make our hearts that they will not be so wanton and our spirits that they will not be so brisk though they would never so fain mind earthly things they cannot If the Lord would be pleased but to charge his law upon the heart it would make the stoutest spirit to yield Thirdly This takes away the imputation that is laid upon the Word of God many think hardly of the Word of God it takes away the spirits of men the preaching of the Law it pulls down the spirits of men and breaks mens hearts it makes men have no spirits as they said of Jeremy thou makest the knees feeble so the law infeebles the knees and takes away the spirits of a man why here we see that the law of God will do so it is the property of the law to do so wheresoever it comes it kills the heart and pulls down all the pearknesse of it The law it will ever break a mans bones as David speakes Let me hear of joy and gladness that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoyce Psal 51. The Lord had broken his very back bone by the law and now he could not rejoyce Isai 57. 15. I the Lord dwell with him that is of an humble contrite spirit to revive the spirit of the humble when the law of God hath broken a mans heart and made him contrite he is a dead man till the Lord comes to revive him and raise up his spirit I come now to the Second part of the Text When the Commandment came sin revived and I died Here also as in the former part are two things to be expounded First What doth the Apostle here mean by reviving When the Commandment came sin revived Secondly What doth he mean by dying I died When the Law and Commandment came and discovered me to my self and shewed me what a damnable thing sin was and what a wretched dead creature I was for committing the same and how I lay under the guilt thereof sinne revived and I died Therefore what doth the Apostle mean by sin revived I Answer The Apostle doth not mean here as if sin were indeed dead in him before the commandment came for sin is alive in every carnal mans heart before the commandment comes and therefore he cannot mean thus when the commandment came sin revived as if it were truly and really dead before for his sins were not dead in him when he was Pharisee his sins were not mortified when he was in his unregenerated estate and condition sin was not dead in him that cannot be the meaning as if sin were dead before and now revived But he speaks of the Appearance of the death of sin though it were not dead before yet it did appear to be dead as a Snake in cold weather though it be alive yet it appears to be dead the life of it is in a swound though it hath life yet the cold benums it and keeps it from appearing So before the commandment came sin was in Paul but it seemed to have no life but when the commandment came and discovered plainly what a dead creature he was then the life of sin came indeed to be manifested Now the Law of God doth manifest the life of sin Three wayes it manifests three lifes of sin There are three lifes of sin that appear to the soul when the law comes 1. First There is the life of Aggravation the Law of God doth aggravate and point out sinne to the full life of it it makes sinne appear in the true nature of it the true nature of every thing is the life of the thing the nature of a man is the life of a man Now the law did shew him the nature of his sins it painted them out to the very life in their lively colours this made him see how his sins were aggravated what a cursed and damned thing sin was and what a person it was committed against this made sin appear unto him in the very life of it therefore in the 13. vers of this Chapter the Apostle saith Sin that it might appear si◠wrought death in me that sin might be 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 measure sinful by the commandment that is when the commandment comes and is manifested to the soul it makes the life of sin appear the life of sin is then manifested the Law of God like a glasse doth shew the life of the Commandment and the very nature of all sinning and transgressing Now before the Law came thus home unto him he could not thus see sin he could say he was a sinner and had committed these and these sins But what these sins were and the exceeding sinfulnesse of these sins he did not see that He had a dead kind of picture of his sins before but the life thereof was not manifested but the Law of God did make his sin revive and made him see his sinnes in the life of them 2. Secondly There is the life of irritation as I may so call it or of itching and egging a man This is another life of sin whereby it is full of operation and working in the Soul the operation of a thing is the life of a thing Now before the Commandment came sin seemed dead it wrought indeed many evils in him but he did not think his heart had been so full of life and so full of activity against Gods Law and commandments Sin seemed to lye dead before but now when the Commandment came and set upon his heart and began to charge him with better obedience now his heart grew itching and marvellous full of life unto lust Hereupon sin egged him the more on to lust It is like water when a man goes about to stop it it runs the more violently So it is with sin in the heart the more the Law of God goes about to stop it and hinder it the more eager it is and the more full of life and working as the Apostle speaks ver 8. without the Law sin was dead there was no such working of sin in my mortal body then but when the Commandment came when the Law was charged upon my heart then sin took occasion hereby to be the more violent and work in me all manner of Concupiscence before I committed sin without any check I had vain thoughts and foolish courses and many a lust in my soul and I went to it as if it had been a good thing not as if it had been evil But when the Law of God came to shew me the slacknesse of my obedience and to controle me and convince me and to stop the course of sin it wrought all manner of Concupiscence in me it wrought before in Paul for it wrought all his security and all his hardnesse of heart and all his vain thoughts and imaginations but this was but a dead kind of working in comparison of that which it wrought after the Commandment came There are none that have such active Rebellions against the
man it makes his heart to burst under the weight of his sins and it beats him to powder but a man that is onely legally dead he is heart-whole still and his spirit is as stout against the kind working of the Gospel as ever it was nay worse a great deal there are none more hardened then those that see themselves dead damned creatures by the power of the law without the power of the Gospel But when the Gospel comes it breaks the heart to powder Isa 57. 15. Thus saith the high and lofty one He that inhabiteth Eternity whose name is Holy I dwell in the high and holy place and with him who is of an humble and contrite spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to give life to them that are of a contrite heart This man is the object of Mercy that is evangelically dead he is the formal object of mercy why because he is dead with such a kind of death as hath gotten power over him power to break his heart to make it an humble and contrite heart now saith the Lord I will revive such a man This man is the formal object of mercy and into him eternal life will come 2. The Second thing I promised to shew you is the difference between these two between legal and evangelical Privation Between one that is legally dead and one that is dead as the Gospel deads a man before it quickens him 1. First He that is legally dead lies all along in his death but when the Gospel makes a man a dead man it makes him stand up that he might have life Ephes 5. 14. Awake thou that sleepest and stand up from the dead and Christ shall give thee life He doth not mean stand up from being dead but stand up from the dead and then Christ shall give thee life he means such a standing up from the dead as before Christ gives him life the Gospel doth thus far awaken a man though he be more dead a thousand times then he that is dead by the law yet thus far it quickens him that he stands up from his secure estate when the law comes and shews a man that he is a dead man he still lies under his sins he is a dead man and cannot stand up that Christ may give him life That is the First thing 2. Secondly He that is legally dead made dead only by the law he is deaf to the Gospel but when a man is evangelically dead it boors his ears and makes him hear the voice of the Word and not only so but the voice of Christ in the Word Isa 55. 3. Incline your ears and come unto me hear and your soul shall live He calls those that were evangelically dead hear and your soul shall live they are made able to hear Let their profits and old courses and old companions come and tempt them to walk as they have done they are deaf of that ear they cannot go that way to work no now their ears are open heaven-wards seek the Lord and you shall live Amos 5. 6. They are made to seek the Lord thus much life they have though they are more dead in regard of their own misery then one that is dead by the law yet thus much life they have put into them that they will go and seek unto God in the use of the means and follow him up and down and nothing will satisfy the heart but Christ they leave no stone unroled they seek up and down everywhere 3. Thirdly He that is legally dead it is a kind of death to love but he that is evangelically dead it is a death of love when the Church in the Canticles was but sensible of the countenance of Christ she was presently sick of love I charge you O ye daughters of Jerusalem if ye find my wel beloved tell him that I am sick of love Cant. 5. There is a great deal of difference between sicknesse and death death is a total privation of life sicknesse is but a partial privation now when the Gospel hath wrought upon a man that he hath some of Christ and is not deprived of all that privation makes him sick of love but when the Gospel makes a man see he is dead and altogether deprived of Christ now he is dead of love when a man is legally dead this is his death that he is damned and must go to hell this is his death that he hath no mercy not that he hath not grace and holiness and Christ but if a man be evangelically dead this is his death that he hath not Christ The Use is this If there be any that the law hath made dead rest not there but labour that the Gospel may make you dead also when thou art humbled by the law thou mayest think that mercy is prepared for thee but thy lusts may recover again and that damned life that is in thee may recover again therefore labour to be more deaded by the Gospel that thou mayest have a total death begun in thee that thou mayest have thy deaths wound given thee deep not only to be in a swoond but to be dead indeed Joh. 11. Christ staid four dayes after Lazarus was dead before he would raise him because he would have him irrecoverably dead before he would raise him Lord saith Martha he stinstinketh for he hath been dead four dayes vers 39. If he had raised him sooner his glory had not been so great so thou must labour to be dead indeed and to be buried and to be loathsome and abominable and then Christ will quicken thee It is certain that Gods Children have some of this death wrought in them before they are quickned at all for death is before quickning in order of nature there must be a corruption of one thing before there can be a generation of another there must be a privation of one form before there can be an introduction of another A child of God must be dead before he can be quickned Now then if he will have more life he must labour to be dead more and more now thou must labour to have this death truly begun to be wrought in thee thou must labour to have the love of this world and self-conceitednesse altogether dead in thee Hos 6. 2. After two dayes will he revive us and the third day will he raise us up and we shall live in his sight A man may be alive though he have been seemingly dead twenty four hours therefore it is a good custom among us to keep men near two dayes before we bury them that we may be sure they are throughly dead for there are many have been buried alive so after two dayes he will revive us and the third day he will raise us up when a man is dead indeed and hath his liveliness throughly killed in him then God will revive him if he should revive him before his glory would not be so great if he should revive him
Law and Commandment of God as those to whom the Law comes it eggs a man forward and maks him itch unto Rebellion If a man had asked Paul before whether he had such a devillish heart against God he saw no such matter he never meant God any hurt when he went on in his course he thought not that he was so stubborn and rebellious he did not feel this stubbornnesse and rebellion But when the Law came once it shewed him the venome and cursed nature of his sins 3. The Third life of sin is the worst of all and that is the life of Imputation for here sin is so full of life that it is not only able to discover unto him that he is a sinful wretch and an abominable creature but to bind him over to wrath and send him to hell and everlasting destruction Now it is the Law of God that discovers this life of sinne before the Law comes a man hath many vain hopes that God is merciful and Christ dyed for sinners and that God will forgive him his sins he doth not see the imputation of sin the imputation of sin lying upon the Soul is not clearly discovered before the Law come for where there is no Law there is no imputation of sin Rom. 5. 13. there saith the Apostle unto the time of the Law was sin in the world but sin is not imputed while there is no Law Before the Law is charged upon the heart the heart never dreams of the imputation of sin as if he should answer for sin and be damned for sin for ever He thought the contrary before but now the Law discovers the life of sin unto him and sin revives and appears to have life to damn him for evermore Sin now appears to have life to cast him off from God and to bind him over to Everlasting vengeance Thus it was with Paul when the Commandment came sin revived I saw sin was alive indeed and I saw the life of aggravation I saw the hellish nature of sin it was painted out to the full I saw the life of irritation I saw the infinite egging and itching of sin how it did work in me I saw the life of imputation how all my sins were imputed unto me and did all lye upon my conscience and so sin revived that is the meaning Now for the meaning of the Second word I dyed that is I saw I was a dead man I saw plainly and clearly that I was but a dead man I thought I was alive before because I did good duties and walked in the Ordinances of God and I thought that I might goe for a Christian and servant of God as well as another I did not think I was a dead man I thought I had some goodnesse in me some hope of eternal life in me I did not conclude that I was a dead man But when the Law of God humbled me and discovered my estate plainly unto me then I saw I was a dead man indeed my heart failed me and the livelynesse that was in me before departed from me I saw I was a dead man and had not the Spirit of Christ come and quickned me I had been a dead man to all eternity I now saw that sin began to revive in me and I began to be a dead man Thus we see the meaning of the words Now the Theame I propounded to you was this namely how the Lord converts the will and the first work that prepares a man hereunto is the work of pulling down the will and the pulling down of a mans heart for the will of man is full of obstinacy full of livelynesse against the truth and Commandment of God full of livelynesse in sin and conceives it self to be in a better estate and condition and so the will is obstinate still Now when it pleaseth God to convert a man first he pulls down the will of a man and pulls down his Spirit now here is a Doctrine to make way for this Namely that when the Lord takes a man in hand to pull him down to pull down his will he doth shew him what a dead Creature he is The Lord by pronouncing a man in his own Bosom a dead man a damned man one that can no way help himself he is dead absolutely dead in his own estate and in Gods account all his hopes are rotten he is meerly a dead damned man hereby the Lord pulls down his will We may see this in Paul before his Conversion his will was full of obstinacy and rebellion against God he would go and make havock of the Church he would not submit to the will of God but when the Lord came to work upon him Saul Saul why persecutest thou me it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks What wilt thou that I shall do Lord saith he Act. 9. 6 Now his will is come down but mark how the Lord puts him off go to such a place saith he and there it shall be told thee what thou shalt do The Lord puts him off and would not give him an answer presently what he should do as who should say thou hast as yet an obstinate will thou wilt not do as I command thee I will not tell thee as yet what I will have thee to do but go to such a place and I will Arrest thee there and charge my Law upon thy Conscience and shew thee thy dead and damned estate And now his will is come down he bids him be Baptized and he was so he bids him go and Preach the Gospel and he did so now his will is come down So the prodigal his heart was marvellous obstinate against his Fathers commandement he would be gone from his father he could not abide to stay in a house where there were such strict courses he would have his goods and patrimony in his own hand as it is the property of every carnal man he would have his Inheritance in his own hand he would have power and strength and ability and these gifts and parts in his own hand But when he is humbled by the Law he is content to have all in Gods hand he is content to have all his wisdom there that he may come thither for it he is content to have all his righteousnesse there and all his ability strength and sufficiency there that he may come thither for it all is there and he sees himself a beggar if he comes not to God and keeps close to God and keeps fast to his Covenant he is a very beggar But this man would have all in his own hands and goe and squander away all upon his lusts and pleasures and he would not stay at home with his father Now when the Law of God came home to him to shew this man to himself when he came to himself as the Text saith his father did esteem him a dead man before But when he came to himself and saw he was a dead man for going