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give_v entertainment_n to_o he_o but_o unless_o the_o heart_n be_v break_v and_o humble_v we_o can_v receive_v faith_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v christ._n and_o while_o the_o soul_n be_v thus_o break_v and_o humble_v faith_n also_o be_v come_v in_o a_o right_a sense_n right_o understand_v whereof_o we_o shall_v speak_v somewhat_o large_o if_o the_o lord_n give_v we_o leave_v to_o come_v to_o that_o place_n the_o word_n thus_o open_v the_o point_n be_v the_o very_a letter_n of_o the_o text_n which_o look_v full_a upon_o every_o hearer_n or_o reader_n that_o will_v look_v upon_o the_o text._n the_o heart_n must_v be_v break_v and_o humble_v before_o doct._n the_o lord_n will_v own_v it_o as_o he_o take_v up_o his_o abode_n with_o it_o and_o rule_v in_o it_o there_o must_v be_v contrition_n and_o humiliation_n before_o the_o lord_n come_v to_o take_v possession_n the_o house_n must_v be_v air_v and_o fit_v before_o it_o come_v to_o be_v inhabit_v sweep_v by_o brokenness_n and_o 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34._o 18._o the_o lord_n be_v nigh_o to_o they_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n and_o save_v they_o that_o be_v of_o a_o break_a heart_n isaiah_n 61._o 3._o he_o give_v the_o garment_n of_o praise_n to_o those_o that_o have_v have_v the_o spirit_n of_o heaviness_n it_o will_v suit_v none_o fit_v none_o it_o be_v prepare_v for_o none_o but_o such_o it_o be_v their_o livery_n only_o upon_o this_o condition_n it_o be_v obtain_v mat._n 18._o 3._o unless_o you_o be_v convert_v and_o become_v as_o little_a child_n you_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 2_o chron._n 33._o 12._o it_o be_v say_v of_o mannasseh_n he_o humble_v himself_o great_o and_o make_v supplication_n and_o the_o lord_n be_v entreat_v of_o he_o such_o person_n and_o service_n be_v high_o accept_v psal._n 51._o 17._o a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n o_o god_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v nay_o he_o will_v undoubted_o accept_v of_o it_o the_o reason_n of_o the_o point_n be_v 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we_o can_v share_v either_o in_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n for_o our_o justification_n or_o the_o rule_n of_o his_o spirit_n in_o our_o sanctification_n the_o holy_a ghost_n must_v and_o do_v convince_v we_o of_o sin_n that_o we_o have_v reject_v and_o not_o entertain_v this_o saviour_n if_o we_o do_v not_o convict_o see_v our_o sin_n in_o settle_v upon_o the_o root_n of_o our_o corrupt_a rebellion_n and_o cast_v away_o the_o riches_n of_o christ_n mercy_n &_o the_o rule_n of_o his_o grace_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a that_o those_o spiritual_a benefit_n shall_v ever_o be_v make_v we_o as_o ever_o therefore_o you_o desire_v to_o see_v and_o find_v the_o mercy_n of_o christ_n seal_v up_o unto_o your_o conscience_n in_o pardon_v of_o sin_n and_o acceptation_n of_o your_o person_n as_o ever_o you_o will_v find_v the_o kingdom_n of_o satan_n cast_v down_o in_o your_o heart_n and_o the_o government_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o spirit_n there_o set_v up_o labour_n for_o this_o 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holiness_n that_o be_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o search_v we_o into_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o the_o righteous_a law_n there_o record_v for_o the_o direction_n of_o our_o daily_a course_n and_o that_o will_v make_v we_o see_v the_o loathsomeness_n of_o our_o own_o heart_n and_o the_o vileness_n of_o 〈◊〉_d as_o it_o be_v say_v of_o darkness_n it_o can_v be_v see_v by_o itself_o but_o its_o light_n that_o discover_v itself_o and_o darkness_n it_o be_v as_o true_a of_o sin_n it_o be_v not_o by_o itself_o to_o be_v discern_v for_o it_o be_v spiritual_a darkness_n the_o light_n of_o god_n holiness_n and_o wisdom_n which_o by_o sin_n be_v wrong_v and_o the_o law_n which_o be_v transgress_v these_o be_v both_o light_n god_n be_v light_a and_o in_o
contrary_a and_o who_o can_v expect_v but_o he_o will_v accomplish_v what_o he_o have_v say_v the_o word_n except_v 11._o no_o man_n what_o folly_n be_v it_o then_o that_o i_o shall_v except_v myself_o 2_o thess._n 2._o 12._o that_o all_o they_o may_v be_v damn_v that_o have_v pleasure_n in_o unrighteousness_n if_o i_o take_v the_o same_o pleasure_n i_o must_v look_v for_o the_o same_o plague_n luke_n 13._o 5._o except_o you_o repent_v you_o shall_v all_o likewise_o perish_v if_o i_o be_v in_o that_o condition_n i_o must_v expect_v the_o same_o condemnation_n and_o be_v likewise_o accurse_v and_o confound_v and_o cast_v out_o from_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v certain_a it_o will_v be_v so_o and_o it_o be_v uncertain_a how_o soon_o it_o may_v be_v what_o if_o god_n do_v who_o know_v but_o god_n will_v what_o if_o god_n shall_v pluck_v i_o out_o of_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n i_o may_v true_o just_o suspect_v it_o may_v be_v so_o and_o fear_v it_o will_v when_o i_o lie_v down_o i_o shall_v never_o rise_v more_o when_o i_o go_v forth_o i_o shall_v never_o return_v more_o when_o i_o depart_v from_o the_o house_n i_o shall_v take_v my_o leave_n and_o never_o see_v sabbath_n more_o nor_o the_o assembly_n of_o the_o saint_n more_o why_o may_v not_o my_o meat_n be_v my_o poison_n my_o table_n my_o ruin_n my_o bed_n my_o grave_n all_o creature_n instrument_n of_o death_n to_o i_o who_o have_v be_v a_o enemy_n to_o god_n so_o that_o their_o heart_n begin_v to_o fail_v they_o for_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d 21._o 26._o thus_o the_o 〈◊〉_d under_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o his_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d acts._n 19_o 27._o adam_n at_o the_o come_n of_o the_o lord_n into_o the_o garden_n fear_v and_o flee_v gen._n 3._o 10._o this_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n rom._n 8._o 15._o and_o the_o distress_a sinner_n become_v as_o pashur_n a_o terror_n to_o himself_o jer._n 20._o 3._o 4._o the_o sly_a of_o a_o 〈◊〉_d the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o a_o leaf_n the_o shadow_n of_o darkness_n and_o approach_n of_o the_o night_n like_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n he_o know_v not_o but_o the_o devil_n 12._o may_v have_v receive_v a_o commission_n this_o night_n shall_v they_o 〈◊〉_d away_o thy_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o and_o drag_v it_o down_o to_o hell_n while_o the_o sinner_n be_v 〈◊〉_d fear_v the_o evil_a that_o be_v deserve_v behold_v the_o foot_n of_o the_o officer_n now_o approach_v to_o see_v present_a execution_n 〈◊〉_d and_o therefore_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o three_o place_n put_v a_o commission_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o conscience_n real_o to_o attach_v and_o arrest_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o sinner_n to_o fasten_v all_o those_o curse_n upon_o the_o soul_n and_o to_o force_v it_o to_o feel_v the_o venom_n of_o those_o punishment_n which_o be_v former_o threaten_v and_o fear_v that_o as_o it_o be_v say_v to_o belshazzar_n when_o he_o be_v quass_v in_o his_o cup_n and_o bowl_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n and_o the_o hand_n writing_n come_v out_o against_o he_o the_o appearance_n of_o it_o affright_v he_o with_o the_o expectation_n of_o some_o direful_a evil_n but_o the_o present_a execution_n of_o it_o usher_v in_o ruin_n upon_o he_o and_o his_o kingdom_n dan._n 5._o 28._o 30._o so_o the_o prophet_n to_o thou_o be_v it_o speak_v thou_o be_v weigh_v in_o the_o balance_n and_o find_v too_o light_a thy_o kingdom_n be_v depart_v from_o thou_o so_o conscience_n as_o god_n officer_n come_v to_o see_v 〈◊〉_d execution_n do_v and_o therefore_o come_v authorise_v as_o a_o sergeant_n to_o arrest_v as_o a_o witness_n to_o accuse_v as_o a_o judge_n to_o condemn_v tell_v the_o soul_n thou_o be_v weigh_v in_o the_o scale_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n and_o 〈◊〉_d too_o light_a thy_o doom_n be_v past_a thy_o destiny_n be_v determine_v thy_o sentence_n set_v down_o and_o thy_o salvation_n be_v depart_v from_o thou_o that_o which_o thou_o do_v fear_v be_v now_o befall_v thou_o and_o thou_o must_v feel_v it_o to_o thy_o woe_n psal._n 140._o 11._o wickedness_n hunt_v the_o wicked_a man_n but_o it_o overtake_v they_o also_o if_o conscience_n condemn_v god_n be_v great_a than_o our_o conscience_n and_o he_o condemn_v much_o more_o his_o iniquity_n lay_v hold_v upon_o he_o that_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o look_v up_o psal._n 40._o 14._o thou_o have_v fear_v the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n before_o man_n and_o have_v not_o 〈◊〉_d to_o commit_v sin_n before_o god_n and_o thus_o thou_o have_v seal_v up_o thy_o condemnation_n cast_v away_o the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n if_o thou_o do_v evil_a sin_n lie_v at_o the_o door_n gen._n 4._o hence_o flow_v in_o the_o fearful_a expression_n of_o the_o displeasure_n of_o the_o almighty_a the_o dreadful_a wrath_n of_o the_o eternal_a like_o the_o mighty_a wave_n of_o the_o sea_n overwhelm_v and_o sink_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o sinner_n in_o desperate_a discouragement_n there_o be_v 2_o thing_n in_o sin_n 1_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o it_o 2_o the_o punishment_n that_o come_v from_o it_o the_o stayn_v in_o it_o and_o the_o sting_n and_o tartness_n of_o it_o cross_n to_o i_o and_o cross_v to_o god_n cross_n to_o my_o honour_n and_o shame_n i_o cross_a to_o my_o quiet_a and_o peace_n and_o trouble_v i_o cross_a to_o my_o safety_n and_o destroy_v i_o and_o this_o second_o the_o sinner_n be_v first_o most_o sensible_a of_o the_o plague_n of_o sin_n first_o sting_n and_o stab_v the_o heart_n because_o nature_n seek_v its_o own_o preservation_n and_o self_n love_n carry_v all_o man_n ready_o and_o easy_o to_o provide_v for_o their_o own_o safety_n and_o here_o sorrow_n begin_v usual_o when_o the_o lord_n by_o the_o ministry_n of_o conscience_n awaken_v encamp_v about_o the_o sinner_n with_o all_o the_o curse_n of_o his_o righteous_a law_n break_v besige_v he_o with_o the_o army_n of_o his_o indignation_n and_o his_o fierce_a wrath_n follow_v he_o at_o every_o turn_n so_o that_o now_o 〈◊〉_d ever_o he_o be_v which_o way_n so_o ever_o he_o turn_v himself_o his_o sin_n and_o plague_n compass_v he_o about_o on_o every_o side_n if_o he_o look_v to_o heaven_n he_o see_v a_o just_a god_n there_o ready_a to_o destroy_v he_o before_o he_o be_v his_o sin_n ready_a to_o accuse_v he_o within_z him_z nothing_o but_o guilt_n to_o condemn_v he_o below_z him_z hell_n open_v her_o mouth_n prepare_v to_o receive_v he_o and_o the_o devil_n at_o 〈◊〉_d to_o torment_v his_o wretched_a 〈◊〉_d as_o soon_o as_o it_o 〈◊〉_d depart_v out_o of_o his_o body_n and_o 〈◊〉_d behold_v 〈◊〉_d pale_a 〈◊〉_d those_o weak_a hand_n and_o feeble_a knee_n that_o the_o poor_a creature_n become_v not_o worth_a the_o ground_n he_o go_v on_o a_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d himself_o and_o weary_a of_o his_o life_n the_o lord_n dish_n out_o 〈◊〉_d sin_n and_o plague_n to_o he_o on_o the_o table_n where_o he_o 〈◊〉_d write_v they_o upon_o the_o tester_n of_o the_o bed_n 〈◊〉_d he_o lie_v his_o pressure_n and_o misery_n become_v unsupportable_a and_o unsufferable_a and_o be_v it_o not_o that_o god_n sustain_v with_o one_o hand_n as_o he_o beat_v he_o with_o the_o other_o a_o wound_a 14._o conscience_n no_o man_n can_v bear_v hence_o it_o be_v in_o such_o horror_n man_n betake_v themselves_o to_o the_o pit_n to_o the_o knife_n to_o the_o halter_n rather_o choose_v not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o be_v so_o miserable_a in_o these_o perplexity_n the_o sinner_n as_o a_o man_n under_o his_o burden_n will_v shift_v shoulder_n try_v all_o conclusion_n turn_v every_o stone_n wind_v every_o way_n if_o any_o way_n he_o can_v get_v ease_n or_o relief_n and_o if_o the_o counsel_n of_o carnal_a friend_n can_v lessen_v the_o trouble_n company_n allay_v it_o false_a reason_n of_o his_o own_o vain_a mind_n abate_v it_o time_n and_o continuance_n wear_v out_o the_o terror_n his_o confession_n and_o reformation_n put_v in_o bail_n upon_o his_o conscience_n and_o quiet_a it_o or_o some_o false_a mistake_n of_o pardon_n and_o mercy_n heal_v the_o wound_n he_o walk_v in_o a_o wily_a way_n how_o to_o serve_v sin_n and_o yet_o god_n too_o how_o to_o keep_v in_o with_o the_o truth_n upon_o some_o fair_a term_n and_o yet_o attend_v his_o own_o end_n the_o man_n be_v where_o he_o be_v return_n to_o his_o old_a sinful_a distemper_n and_o the_o latter_a 45._o end_n prove_v worse_a than_o the_o beginning_n he_o die_v in_o the_o birth_n thus_o million_o of_o man_n perish_v go_v within_o the_o view_n of_o canaan_n and_o never_o possess_v it_o cast_v away_o in_o the_o very_a haven_n within_o the_o sight_n of_o land_n and_o never_o arrive_v but_o he_o who_o god_n love_v he_o will_v not_o leave_v here_o &_o though_o his_o hand_n be_v upon_o the_o sore_a and_o his_o eye_n upon_o the_o sting_n and_o terror_n the_o plague_n and_o judgement_n
be_v sufficient_a to_o support_v thou_o to_o live_v in_o hope_n nay_o it_o be_v a_o portion_n provide_v on_o purpose_n and_o come_v for_o this_o very_a end_n isa._n 61._o 3._o to_o appoint_v unto_o they_o that_o mourn_v in_o zion_n beauty_n for_o ash_n the_o oil_n of_o gladness_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o heaviness_n yea_o god_n himself_o will_v come_v for_o this_o end_n to_o bring_v consolation_n uto_fw-mi thy_o soul._n object_n that_o be_v a_o likely_a matter_n indeed_o when_o the_o vileness_n of_o my_o corrption_n make_v i_o loathsome_a to_o myself_o and_o weary_a of_o my_o own_o soul_n how_o just_o may_v god_n loathe_v i_o and_o estrange_v himself_o who_o be_v so_o great_a and_o holy_a a_o god_n that_o which_o thou_o conceive_v a_o cause_n why_o god_n shall_v answ._n withdraw_v his_o presence_n it_o be_v that_o why_o he_o delight_v in_o thou_o thy_o sin_n be_v loathsome_a that_o be_v true_a but_o to_o loathe_v thy_o sin_n and_o thyself_o for_o they_o its_z that_o which_o make_v way_n and_o room_n for_o the_o lord_n both_o love_n to_o thou_o and_o presence_n with_o thou_o isa._n 57_o 17._o thus_o say_v the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n i_o dwell_v with_o he_o also_o that_o be_v of_o a_o humble_a &_o contrite_a spirit_n to_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o contrite_a one_o the_o greatness_n of_o god_n and_o holiness_n of_o god_n take_v most_o content_a in_o a_o break_a heart_n burden_v with_o sin_n and_o loosen_v from_o it_o and_o herein_o the_o doubt_n of_o a_o distress_a soul_n may_v be_v answer_v and_o discouragment_n also_o cure_v and_o remove_v will_v so_o great_a a_o god_n vouch_v ase_a to_o call_v upon_o so_o base_a a_o creature_n so_o holy_a a_o god_n so_o sinful_a so_o filthy_a and_o pollute_a a_o sinner_n yea_o behold_v god_n reveal_v he_o 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o height_n of_o all_o his_o greatness_n and_o holiness_n and_o profess_v he_o have_v but_o two_o habitation_n where_o he_o take_v 〈◊〉_d i._n e._n the_o high_a heaven_n and_o a_o 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its_o certain_a they_o be_v now_o and_o never_o be_v before_o in_o the_o road_n of_o mercy_n in_o ready_a way_n yea_o the_o only_a way_n to_o attain_v favour_n and_o everlasting_a compassion_n 44._o from_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v now_o the_o day_n of_o god_n visitation_n the_o lord_n seem_v to_o pass_v by_o as_o a_o stranger_n before_o as_o though_o he_o care_v neither_o for_o they_o nor_o the_o welfare_n and_o comfort_n of_o their_o soul_n but_o suffer_v they_o to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o their_o sin_n not_o so_o much_o as_o look_v after_o they_o behold_v now_o be_v the_o day_n of_o their_o visitation_n wherein_o the_o lord_n come_v to_o visit_v the_o sinner_n and_o to_o inquire_v touch_v the_o eternal_a prosperity_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o loosen_v he_o from_o the_o power_n of_o his_o lust_n and_o to_o free_v he_o from_o the_o prevail_a power_n of_o those_o corruption_n that_o will_v certain_o ruinate_v his_o happiness_n yea_o now_o the_o spirit_n seem_v to_o 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