to prove a man to be regenerat but he must be proven also a true believer in Christ a man reconciled to God a man justified and an adopted child 2. It is necessary therefore for proving a man to be regenerat to know the right description of the regenerat man which is given by the Apostle Phil. 3. 3. We are the circumcision which worship God in the spirit and rejoyce in Iesus Christ and have no confidence in the flesh Wherein the Apostle holdeth forth the truly regenerat circumcised in heart 1. He is not sinlesse but so sensible of his sinfulnesse as he hath no confidence in himself nor any thing else in himself 2. He is not free of accusations or tentations and doubts but he flyeth to Christ for righteousnesse 3. He is not an idle and unfruitfull branch but a worshiper of God in spirit and truth 1. He is burdened with sin 2. He cometh to Christ for relief 3. He puts on Christs yoke Math. 11. 28 29. If a man have these three properties joyntly in him he is a regenerae man and may defend his interest in the state of grace and right to righteousnesse and eternall life through Jesus Christ. 3. Divine operations and saving graces which accompany salvation such as are faith repentance unto life hope Christian love to God and men for Gods cause effectual vocation justification reconciliation adoption go together in time by Gods gift but one of them goeth before another in order of nature for effectual calling goeth before faith and faith goeth before hope and before charity or love Again these graces which are given to the redeemed child of God joyntly in respect of time do not shew themselves in their evidence alike soon in time nor do they equally manifest themselves when they do appear in time And so the evidences of repentance may be discerned in not a few converts before faith in Christ do shew it self in them clearly So also love to God and his Saints oft-times may be discerned in a regenerat man before he himself dare affirm any thing of his faith in Christ. 4. Albeit there be many regenerat persons who for the present time cannot perceive in themselves any undoubted signs of their conversion yet it is certain also that there be many who to their own unspeakable comfort are assured of their regeneration and that they are translated from death to life and that they have received the spirit of adoption and earnest of eternal life as is pointed out in the experience of the Ephesians chap. 1. 14. And this is certain also that all who are fled to Christ for refuge should by all means labour to make their calling and election clear and certain to themselves 2 Pet. 1. 10. And to this purpose we are commanded to examine our selves and try whether we be in the faith or not whether Christ by his Spirit be in us or not 2 Cor. 13. 5. for otherwise except a convert know certainly the blessednesse of his own state and that he standeth in grace and favour with God it is not possible for him to give hearty thanks to God for the change of his state from being an enemy to be made a reconciled subject and child of God It is not possible for him to rejoyce in the Lord or set chearfully himself to serve God or comfortably call on God as a father to him in Christ Wherefore all who in the sense of their sins and fear of deserved wrath are fled for refuge unto Christ should deal by prayer earnestly with God that he would graciously grant unto them his Spirit by whose operation in them they may know the saving graces which he hath freely bestowed upon them of which gift of the holy Spirit the Apostle doth speak 1 Cor. 2. 12. 5. The knowledge of a mans own regeneration hath many degrees of clearnesse and assurance by reason of the variety of conditions wherein a man truly converted may be For many doubts may arise in the man regenerat which may darken his sight and hinder the assurance of saving grace granted unto him whereof sundry causes may be found and in special these four among others 1. In a man illuminat and renewed by the holy Spirit there remains a great deal of ignorance much doubting mixed with faith by reason of unskilfulnesse of the convert to examine and discern this blessed change made in him where through that cometh to passe in many young converts which will be seen in infants who have a soul indeed but do not know or perceive that they have a soul till they come to some years of discretion yea many sound Christians are oft-times at a stand about their regeneration and know not what to make of their faith or repentance especially when they feel the power of the body of death the strength of natural corruption in themselves and great indisposition for any spiritual exercise they are forced with the Apostle to cry miserable man that I am who shall deliver me Rom. 7. 24. mean time for weaknesse of their faith they are not able at the first to wrestle against discouragment and to come up unto the Apostles thanking God through Christ. 2. By the tentation of Sathan oft-times the perswasion of holy men is darkened so as they cannot see the evidences of their own regeneration clearly for Sathan sets himself to vex the Saints who are delivered from his kingdom and bonds whom albeit he know that he cannot destroy them yet he will not cease to trouble them that at least he may make them some way unfit for Gods service and marr their cheerfulness in his service and because he feareth harm from them unto his kingdom by their dealing with the unconverted to repent their sins and to turn unto God therefore he finds them work at home in their own bosome and puts them to defend themselves and to forbear to invade his subjects till they be setled themselves 3. Oft-times the Lord is offended by the sins of the regenerat and specially by their grosse transgressions for which his Spirit being grieved doth for a time cease from comforting them and doth not bear witnesse with their spirits that they are the children of God as he hath formerly used to do 4. Oft-times the Lord by suffering doubts to arise in their hearts useth to try and exercise the faith of his children and thereby to stir them up to the pursuing of the duties of piety and righteousnesse more vigorously and sincerely that after victory obtained over these tentations they may be more confirmed in their faith and more diligent in his obedience 6. It may come to passe that while the true convert doth most doubt of his own regeneration that the work of Gods special grace may be observed in him and clearly seen by others more experienced in the wayes of God and indued with the spirit of discretion The reason whereof is because howsoever the weak convert and child of light walking
they shall never perish neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand c. But that we insist not too long in this argument whereof the Orthodox divines have written abundantly in their disputations against the foresaid errour because the adversaries take their pretended arguments from the instability of mens will in the mater of perseverance and from the freedom and power of mans changeable will in the mater of conversion and saving faith and from the maner of Gods speaking to the mixed multitude of both called and not chosen and to them that are both called and chosen we shall content our selves for clearing this covenant betwixt the Father and the Son Mediatour and Redeemer to make the mater fast concerning the elect founding their conversion faith repentance perseverance and salvation upon the unchangeable covenant of Redemption fixed upon the setled agreement between God and God the Son Mediatour and Redeemer as shall be proven from five places of Scripture The first proof is from vers 13. of Isa. 52. to the end of Chap. 53. THe first place is Isa. 52. vers 13. and forward to the end of chapter 53. where we have first the two parties contracters God the Father and Christ for the Father brings forth his confederat Son to be incarnat by covenant his servant whom he imployes in the whole work of Redemption as the meritorious cause and accomplisher of it behold My servant saith God the Father by his Spirit speaking by the Prophet Chap. 52. 13. Next both parties are sure of the event of the paction and of the accomplishing of the whole work gloriously behold saith he My servant shall deal prudently and prosperously He shall be exalted and extolled and be very high vers 13. Thirdly he tells the proper price which Christ the Son shall pay for the Redemption of his people agreed upon by paction to wit the exinanition and humbling of the Son incarnat unto the ignominious death of the crosse that His visage shall be marred more then any man and His form more then the sons of men vers 14. and more particularly Chap. 53. 2. He hath no form nor comelinesse and when we shall see Him there is no beauty that we should desire Him He is despised and rejected of men a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief c. vers 2. 3. He was wounded for our transgressions vers 5. He shall make his Soul an offering for sin vers 10. Fourthly Christ the Son of God incarnat is assured and confirmed of the sweet fruit of his passion in the conversion of many nations whom he should sprinkle with the blood of the covenant and sanctifie by the water of His holy Spirit Chap. 52. 15. He shall sprinkle many nations c. Fifthly God and Christ are agreed and well pleased in the conversion of so many as are elected and given to Christ to have in Him the right of adoption Chap. 53. 10. He shall see his seed that is He shall regenerat the elect and make them His children and see them so to His satisfaction Sixthly no meritorious nor impulsive cause is found in the persons redeemed for which the punishment due to them should be transferred upon the Mediatour Christ our Redeemer for they should be found in themselves but despisers of Christ because of His sufferings Chap. 53. 4. Surely he hath born our griefs and carried our sorrows yet we did esteem him stricken smitten of God and afflicted Seventhly no sin nor meritorious cause of punishment is found in Christ the Redeemer for which He should be smitten Chap. 53. 5. 9. He was wounded for our transgressions he had done no violence neither was any deceit in his mouth Eigthly peace and reconciliation and healing of our sinfull and miserable sicknesses and deliverance from wrath are purchased by the price of His blood Chap. 53. 5. the chastisment of our peace was upon him and with his stripes we are healed Ninthly these sufferings Christ did not endure unwittingly or unwillingly but by consent by covenant deliberatly Chap. 53. 7. He was oppressed and he was afflicted yet he opened not his mouth he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter and as a sheep before his shearers is dumb so he opened not his mouth Tenthly the cause of this covenant whereby the price is called for an yielded unto and payed is the only free grace of God and His good pleasure Chap. 53. 10. It pleased the Lord to bruise him He hath put him to grief Eleventhly It is agreed between the Father and the Son that our sins should be imputed unto Him and His righteousnesse imputed unto us and that the redeemed should believe in him and so be justified Chap. 53. 11. he shall see of the travell of his Soul and shall be satisfied by his knowledge or faith in Him shall My righteous servant justifie many for he shall bear their iniquities Twelfthly It is agreed between the parties that for whom Christ should lay down His life He should stand intercessour also for bringing unto them all the purchased graces and blessings Chap. 53. 11. he bare the sins of many and made intercession for the transgressours the rest of the world beside the elect He interceeded not for Ioh. 17. 9. 10. Hence it followeth that God and Christ did not bargain for the Redemption of all and every man no not for the Redemption conversion and salvation of all and every man to whom the Gospel was to be preached for many were to be called who were not chosen to whom the gift of saving faith was not to be given nor the power of God to salvation was never to be revealed and this is the observation which the Evangelist makes upon the 1. of Isa. 53. Ioh. 12. 37. c. But though he had done so many miracles before them yet they believed not on him that the saying of the prophet Isaiah might be fulfilled which he spake Lord who hath believed our report and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed therefore they could not believe because Isaiah said again Isa. 6. 9. 10. he hath blinded their eyes and hardened their hearts c. Secondly it followeth hence that election and Redemption were not for the foreseen faith or works of the elect redeemed but of the meer grace and goodwill of God and all done for them and in them contrair to their deservings for it is said Isa. 53. 6. all we like sheep have gone astray and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all Thirdly it followeth hence that it was agreed upon that saving grace and conversion and sanctification should infallibly and invincibly come to passe and be given to the redeemed Isa. 52. 13. Behold My servant shall deal prudently and prosperously and vers 15. be shall sprinkle many nations and Isa. 53. 11. by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justifie many Fourthly hence it followeth that the agreement is past for their finall perseverance
aiming to walk as reconciled children and servants unto God uprightly laying forth their burdens and desires before him daily all these I say are believers in Christ and may assure themselves of reconciliation for there is no more in the Apostles and Ministers commission required for entering of the humbled sinner into a covenant of friendship save this we request you in Gods name and in the name of God incarnat Jesus Christ the Mediatour we beseech you be reconciled to God v. 20. Now we judge that humbled sinners fled to Christ and purposing to amend their lives by his grace will not be found unwilling to accept this offer of reconciliation but will declare their hearty consent to this offer and so may be convinced that a covenant is closed between God and them and that God hath given unto them saving faith how weak soever it seemeth unto them for the consenting unto and accepting of this offer is the condition required for entering in covenant and the proper act of saving faith Fifthly the Apostle holdeth forth the ground-right of this covenant and reason whereupon the sinner fled to Christ may be assured of justification because in the covenant of Redemption past between God in three persons on the one hand and the second person of the God-head as Mâ—diaâ—oâ— and perfect Redeemer by price-paying on the other hand it is agreed finally ended and decreed that Christs satisfaction made for the imbracer of this offered reconciliation shall as certainly make the believer judicially righteous and justifie him as Christ was judicially made sin or a sacrifice for the sins of the redeemed for God saith he v. 21. hath made Christ to be sin for us who knew no sin that we might be made the righteousness of God in him Therefore as Christ the only Mediator by accepting the covenant of Redemption had the sins of the redeemed imputed unto him albeit there was no sin at all nor could be in him and was punished for them unto the death of the crosse So the humbled sinner by flying unto Christ and accepting the offered covenant of reconciliation hath Christs satisfaction imputed unto him albeit he can see nothing in himself but a masse of inherent sin and shall not enter into condemnation but be brought to life-eternal through Jesus Christ our Lord. Both the covenant of Redemption made with Christ in the Redeemers name and the covenant of Reconciliation made with us through Christ are of Gods making and so must stand and cannot be dis-annulled for ever The other place 1 Cor. 1. 30. holdeth forth the right which God hath made to the believer unto the unsearchable riches of Christ whereunto the weakest believer fled from sin and wrath unto Christ as the refuge and perfect remedy from both may claim namely wisdom righteousnesse sanctification and redemption by him and that by covenant and decree registrat in this and other places of Scripture as judicially declared and adjudged unto all and every believer in him So that they may and should make use of Christ as made unto them wisdom to direct them justification to justifie them sanctification to perfect them peece and peece in holinesse and redemption to support them under and deliver them from all bonds of misery For the better understanding of this rich passage we shall take it up in four sentences pronounced from the holy Spirit by the Apostle in every one whereof these three things are insinuat and imported first our need of Christ 2. his ingaged help and supply and 3. our duty to lay hold upon and make use of him according to the right and interest in him made unto every believer The first sentence is this Christ is made unto us wisdom which importeth first that not only we are by nature blind and ignorant of our sin and misery blind and ignorant of the way of salvation and right maner of serving God but also after that we are illuminat by grace and made in some measure to know our last condition and to flye unto Christ for delivery we are compassed about with much darknesse and foggy mists of doubts errors and mistakes and have need to be in every step of our way directed and powerfully taught by Christs Word and Spirit to know what is that good and acceptable will of God Secondly it importeth that as Christ is the treasure of all wisdom and knowledge who hath revealed in the Scriptures the whole counsell of God concerning our salvation So he is judicially made over unto us as anointed Prophet to his Church to make known unto us the way of life by his Word and Spirit Thirdly it imports our duty to receive him as the great gift of God and to give up our selves to his teaching to imploy him and depend upon him as Prophet appointed to us for direction by his Word what to believe and how to live before God Whereupon the weakest believer may trust in him for guiding them in the use of the Scripture and exercise of the means appointed by him unto salvation because he is made of God unto us wisdom and intimation thereof is made by his Apostle The second sentence is this Christ is made of God unto us righteousnesse which presupponeth first that we are by nature destitute of righteousnesse condemâ—ed as unrighteous by the law and unable to deliver our selves from condemnation and when we are fled to Christ and delivered from condemnation that we are not able to stand in that state but by our daily sins wherein we fall do deserve to be condemned as unrighteous Secondly it imports that Christ is not only righteous in himself and able to satisfie divine justice for our sins but also hath undertaken to pay and actually hath payed the price of our redemption by his obedience unto the Father even to the dâ—ath of the Crosse and hath taken on him the office of high Priest to apply unto us absolution from our sins make us accepted and to be dealt with as righteous and to keep us in that blessed estate by his intercession Thirdly it imports our duty to lay hold on Christ our Cautioâ—er by vertue of our right and interest in him granted and intimat unto us and so to rest on him that whatsoever Sathan Conscience or Law violat by us shalâ— say we who are fâ—ed from sin and wrath to him may oppose this sentence of our absolution registrat here Christ is made unto us righteousnesse judicially by the decree and decreet of God The third sentence is this Christ is made unto us of God sanctification which presupponeth that in the justified believer there are remaining still the reliques of sin inherent from which we are not able of our selves to deliver our selves but have need of divine power to mortifie sin in us and to repair the image of God by increasing holinesse in us Secondly it importeth that Christ the Mediator the holy one of Israel hath not only payed the price of our redemption
sinners to repentance And the promises of the Evangel are made to the poor in spirit to the hungry and thristy for the righteousnesse of Christ which only can satisfie a hungry soul Mat. 5. 3 6. yea the sense of unworthinesse is in effect that self-loathing whereof Ezek. speaketh chap. 36. 31. which sense of unworthinesse may be seen in Iob as a special act and evidence of his repentance Iob. 42. 6. Secondly let him consider that because by reason of sin no worthinesse can be found in us therefore God hath freely loved the world and provided grace in Christ that all that flye to him may out of his fulnesse receive grace for grace Ioh. 1. 16. Thirdly the three sold office of a Mediator wherewith Christ hath cloathed himself doth obviat and meet the doubts of the humbled soul under the sense of unworthinesse for albeit he be ignorant and slow to understand and believe the revealed will of God about mens salvation and his prescribed service yet upon 〈◊〉 flying to Christ he hath Christ offered and given to him for his wisdom a Prophet able to inform him to open his eyes and perswade him to imbrace by lively faith all saving doctrine Albeit he be exceeding sinfull and worthy of condemnation yet he hath Christ aâ— Priest made of God unto him righteousness and sanctification upon his flying to him for refute from sin and wrath undertaking also powerfully to sanctifie him by mortifying his corruptions and perfecting at last the Image of God in him And albeit he have the world and his own flesh and the power of all principalities and spiritual wickednesse with many miseries in this life to wrestle with yet he hath Christ Jesus as King made of God unto him redemption upon his flying to Christ for refuge against all his enemies So that he may be sure to be found among them whom he hath redeemed by price-paying and for whom he hath undertaken powerfully to sustain them in all this warfare whatsoever misery they may be in and at last to bring them out of all sin and misery to a perfect rest in everlasting glory And to what end hath our Lord taken on the office of a Mediator and Redeemer if not to open the eyes of the blind that flye to him for eye-salve to cover the naked flying unto him with the precious garment of his imputed righteousnesse and to enrich the poor needy and unworthy out of the store house of his unsearchable riches of grace Rev. 3. 18. Fourthly let him consider the constant course of grace and practical dispensation thereof in all ages toward all the converted Are not all they to whom the Gospel cometh in the state of corrupt nature when God cometh to convert them For never was there any person called unto the state of grace but he was found in his sins and in the state of lost sinners by nature none but children of wrath and enemies by nature are reconciled none but they who by the law are condemned are justified none but they that in their own sense are lost do obtain salvation for Christ doth plainly tell us I came to seek and to save them that are lost Did he ever reject any that fled unto him because they were unworthy No for it is said Ps. 9. 10. They that know thy name will trust in thee for thou never forsook them that sought thee And Ioh. 6 37. he saith These that come unto me I will in no case cast out 2 Tim. 1. 9. Not according to our works but according to his own purpose and 〈◊〉 hath he called us Fifthly let him consider the worthinesse of Christs person and merits who because he being God and man in one person hath paid a price of infinit value for redemption of sinners who flye unto him is worthy for whose cause the unworthy sinner flying to the throne of grace should be received in favour and made fit for eternal life by the sanctification of his Spirit Sixthly let him consider that if he stand a-back from Christ and do not flye unto him how unworthy soever he think himself he remains under wrath and the condemnatory sentence of the law Ioh. 1. 8. but let him rather remember that he is warranted by a command of God the Father to flye to Christ 1 Ioh. 3. 23. This is his commandment that we should believe on the name of his Son Iesus Christ and love one another as he hath commanded us And therefore let him say of his own soul with thâ— Centurion speaking of his servant to Christ Luke 7. 6 7. I am not worthy that thou should come under my roof but say the word and my servant shall be healed The word is said frequently in Scripture let the afflicted rest himself on it CHAP. III. Wherein the regener at mans doubts arising from the multitude and weight of his sins against the Law and the Cospel and against the light of his conscience are answered AS in the pangs of the new birth this doubt hath much weight to keep a soul a-back from imbâ—â—â—eing Christ and receiving pardon through him So after a man is regenerat and made quiet in his conscience when through sad affliction and sore temptation these wounds of his conscience begin to bleed again his pardon and peace is called in question Of this exercise there are three degrees the first is when sins against the law are mustered and led in an hoste against a soul which was the case of the afflicted Psalmist for a time till by faith he over-came the doubt Ps. 40. 12. Innumerable evils have compassed me about mine iniquities have taken hold on me so that I am not able to look up they are more then the hairs of mine head therefore my heart faileth me The second degree is when beside the mans sins against the Law his sins also against the Gospel against Christ and the means of salvation do arise in battel against him and do drive him to cry out with these not yet converted sinners Act. 2. 37. men and brethren what shall we do The third degree is when the regenerat man for some grosse sins against the light of his conscience is given up for a time to be scourged with the temptations and accusations of Sathan as if he had sinned against the holy Ghost and no more mercy were reserved for him and this was the case of the Prophet Ionah when being guilty and conscious to his late rebellion against God he is pursued and apprehended by God and casten in the sea he falleth in a â—it of desperation till God gave him victory by faith Ion. 2. 4. Then I said I am cast out of thy sight yet I will look again to thy holy Temple which was the trysting place of God with sinners in a Mediator This was also the case of David for a time after that his conscience is wakened by the message of God sent unto him in the mouth of Nathan the Prophet when he
his yoke upon them are troubled with doubtings whether they be of the number of true believers whether they have rightly come unto Christ whether they have been well accepted of him and for their doubting they can give no other reason save this I cannot be quiet nor rest in assurance that I am in the state of grace if they be interrogat what they think of the evident signs of their regeneration which have been and are to be seen in their conversation since they began in earnest to seek the face of God in Christ They will possibly not altogether deny Gods work in them but yet dare not lean weight upon these signs because they do find these signs also brought in question whether they have been or are kindly and sincere mean time they are about to do that which is acceptable to God in the course of their calling albeit with more heavinesse and lesse alacrity then bâ—cometh persons reconciled to God in Christ. 2. This disease will be found complicat and made up of moe mistakes and errors then one and therefore is to be the more narrowly considered because it is no small hinderance of a comfortable christian conversation which God doth allow on his children for in the party troubled with unquietnesse we presuppone Iâ— there is a serious sense of sin and purpose to do better 2. An unfained embracing of the covenant of grace and reconciliation in Christ Jâ—sus And 3. an honest though weak endeavour to bring forth the fruits of new obedience and yet notwithstanding the person is not quiet but walketh heavily and is discouraged by reason of his uncertainty whether he be in the state of grace or not yea he is cast down and disquieted because he is disquieted and cannot get a reasonable answer from his conscience when he asketh of it why are thou cast down and disquieted within me 3. The mistakes and errors whence this dissatisfaction and unquietnesse doth flow are many but we shall condescend upon eight or nine only The first error and cause of unquietnesse is or may be this that the party afflicted albeit he have the habits of saving grace in him and doth by Gods grace put forth these habits in actual exercise yet he doth not reflect upon nor turn his eye to observe the operations of Gods holy Spirit in himself nor the acts of saving grace which the holy Spirit hath made him put forth of which if he take not notice they are to him for the time as if they were not and so no wonder he be disquiet while he perceiveth not in himself that which might make him quiet For example when the sense of sin is raised up in a mans spirit by the holy Ghost if he do not observe that this is one of the operations of the holy Spirit convincing the world of sin or if he do not turn back his eye on this operation and upon his own act stirred up thereby to subscribe the sentence of the law against himself no wonder that he doubt of his conversion till he see the foot-steps of God the converter of him from the love and approbation of sin unto the hatred of it and when he is â—lâ—d to Christ the only Redeemer from sin and misery and hath laid hold on him according to the covenant of grace offered in him if he do not look back on this operation of God drawing him to Christ and upon his own act of coming unto Christ by the draught of Gods Spirit what wonder he do not reckon himself among believers albeit he be in Gods account one of that number And when the holy Spirit hath kindled in him not only a purpose of new obedience but also a begun endeavour to live holily justly and soberly if he do not observe and acknowledge these operations of Gods Spirit making him to bring forth these acts what wonder that this mistake and inconsideration do open a door to disquietnesse and doubting whether he be in the state of grace or not 4. For removing this cause of disquietnesse the afflicted person must beware that he passe not sentence of Gods dispensation towards him according to the tentations and suggestions of Sathan nor yet according to the opinion which his Pastor or friend may have of him judging somewhat uncharitably of him upon sinister suspicions neither let him stand to the suspicions of his own incredulous heart but let him consider what the Word of the Lord hath said of the person in whom these three graceâ— do concur to wit 1. the sense of sin and inability to help our selves 2. flying unto Christ for relief from sin and misery and 3. some measure of upright purpose and endeavour to serve God in new obedience for of such saith the Apostle Phil. 3. 3 We are the Circumcision or true Israelits who have no confidence in the flesh but rejoyce in Iesus Christ and worship God in the spirit Let him therefore esteem the discovery of his sinfull and wretched estate in himself to be the very fruit of the eye-salve and work of the Spirit bestowed on him by Christ and let him esteem his hearty consent given to the covenant of grace and reconciliation to be the undoubted act of saving faith For hearty consent to the offer of grace in Jesus Christ presuppones first that the person sees no standing for him by the law or covenant of works but is beaten from all confidence in himself and made to believe and subscribe the righteous sentence of the law against himself to the praise of Gods truth and justice Secondly it imports the mans believing the testimony which God hath given of Christ Jesus to wit that God hath made a gift of life eternall to the soul that hungereth and thristeth for righteousnesse and that this life is in his Son yea it imports the mans receiving and embracing of Christ offered in the Gospel Thirdly it importeth that the consenter to the covenant of grace as he hath renounced confidence in his own works So he hath given up himself to God to live by the grace of Jesus Christ unto eternall life Now if the afflicted shall reflect upon these two operations of the holy Ghost making him humble in the sense of sin heartily to receive Christ Jesus for his relief and withall do observe an unfained purpose and begun endeavour to live more holily and fruitfully by the grace and furniture of Christ howsoever he labour under many infirmities not only is he undoubtedly a new creature but also by observing the foresaid evidence thereof may conclude that God hath begun a good work of grace in him and so shall this first cause of disquietnesse be removed 5. Another cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the afflicted after examination of the work of grace in himself being convinced of his blessed estate and confirmed by present sense of Gods love shed abroad in his heart do not hold fast his estimation of Gods work in himself longer
being converted 2. This ground of judging of mens conversion by the maner of Gods exercising of them so as other converted Saints have been exercised before them and of judging the man to be unregenerat who is otherwayes exercised then they know any convert to have been exercised did deceive the friends of Iob who in Iobs face avowed this their error Iob 5. 1. Call now say they if their be any that will answer thee and unto which of the Saints wilt thou turn that is name any example of any upright man who hath been dealt with by God as thou art and what Saint or holy man can thou name to whom thou can compare thy self and say such a man hath suffered such things as I do This doubt doth arise from this error and mistake the afflicted doth without ground suppose that expresse examples of every particular case of the Saints is set down in Scripture It is true there are examples of many cases which may befall the godly but it is not to be expected that we shâ—ll find examples of every particular exercise of mind wherein the Saints may fall For as the Evangehst saith if all particulars were written the world could not hold or make use thereof It is sufficient that the Scripture hath set down rules whereunâ—o the Saints should labour to conform themselves and that it hath opened up the causes and remedies of all spiritual diseases and hath given so many examples as may clear the rule It is also a mistake to make the experience of the most exercised souldier a rule for every Saints exercises or to think that any man can know the variety of cases which befall the Saints for there are many whose cases are not revealed to any but laid open unto God only by prayer and are helped by faith in Christ. 3. Wherefore the afflicted must walk by rules set down in Scripture whether he find the practices thereof in Scripture or not Now this is the rule that whatsoever evil condition we fall into whatsoever tentation whatsoever pollution hath defiled our consciences we must humble our selves before God and flye unto Christ for remission of the guilâ—inesse for washing away the filthinesse thereof for breaking down the power of corruption and pulling out the roots thereof withall praising and thanking Christ who hath discovered unto us these evils and hath made them our affliction and not suffered them to break forth to the scandal of others And whatsoever calamity or temporal misery we shall fall into the Scripture hath given order unto us humbly to submit our selves to Gods dispensation and to make a good construction of Gods love and wisdom in exercising us so for by this rule Iob did walk defending his faith in Christ his living and loving Redeemer against Sathans temptations and his friends uncharitable wrangling disputations when the question was about his state whether he had ever been converted or not whether he was a wicked hypocrit or not and by so doing he over-came the temptation whereof we are now speaking And let not the afflicted lay it for a ground that by his hearing of the exercise of another like unto his condition he can be cured because no example of the exercise of another can be found so quadrant unto his condition as he could thereby take satisfaction For as in comparing of mens faces one with another such is the incomprehensible variety of the riches of Gods wisdom in framing them some difference and dissimilitude will be found betwixt face and face So in comparing of the cases of the Saints none of them can be found in all things so like one to another but some dissimilitude shall be found between them Wherefore the afflicted shall do well in every condition to draw near God and pour out his heart before him at all times for God is a refuge for us in all cases Ps. 62. 8. CHAP. XX. Wherein is solved the converts doubt whether he be converted because he doth not find in himself the infallible marks of regeneration SOme true converts sometime are in suspense doubting whether they be indeed converted because they do not discern in themselves the unquestionable evidences of their conversion and albeit they have the undoubted marks of regeneration to wit the daily conviction and acknowledgement of their sins and do flye daily by faith unto Jesus Christ and are endeavouring in some measure of sincerity to bring forth the fruits of new obedience with respect to all the Commandments concerning love to God and the brethren yet they dar not defend the sincerity of these evidences because of the discerned imperfection thereof for when they do compare these marks of the new creature with the rule they find much halting and short-coming therein In special they find their sense of sin to be but weak their faith in Christ to be weak and their failings and short-comings in the love of God and their neighbours to be many So that they scarcely dar allow these begun saving graces the name of saving graces And among other defects they reckon their not feeling of the spirit of Adoption whereof the Apostle speaketh to the converted Galatians Gal. 4. 6. Because ye are Sons saith he God hath sent forth the Spirit of his Son into your hearts crying Abba Father And Ephes. 1. 13. In whom after you believed ye were sealed with the holy Spirit of promise Which Spirit of promise and of adoption sealing believers they conceived was known and discerned in the Apostles time by every believers feeling in himself 2. For solving of this doubt something is spoken before concerning the imperfect fruits of faith the budddings and blossoming whereof are not despised by Christ Cant. 2. 13. and 6. 12. But that this doubt may be more fully answered let us take up the causes thereof 1. one cause is or may be this that the afflicted albeit together with the endeavour to lead a blamelesse life he be indued with the grace of prayer and looketh on God as his father yet he doth not take up this work of God in him to be the work of the Spirit of Christ illuminating his mind about duties framing his will and affections unto new obedience stirring him up to prayer and helping him in prayer but in the earnest desire he hath to find the operations of the Spirit in a larger measure of evidence he doth not mark the present operation but doth slight it as nothing or doth not esteem of it as becometh and so in his advertance raiseth and fostereth doubts in himself which do keep his faith in chains for removing of which cause let the afflicted observe the operation of the Spirit of Christ in the meanest degree for the confirmation of his own faith and comfort and thanksgiving unto God as narrowly as he doth observe in himself the first motions of sin and stirrings of corruption for his own humiliation and exercise of repentance for wrong judgment under pretext of humility doth
not please God Now it is an act of injustice not to give unto God the praise of every good thing in a man especially when the man is found to be cast down in himself and to be thirsting in his soul for a more intimat communion with Christ as is presupposed in this case 3. The second cause is or may be this that the afflicted albeit he hath had oft times sweet and sensible consolation and confirmation of the promises of the Gospel and hath thereby been put out of doubt of his adoption for the time yet when new temptations do arise according to what was expedient for the exercise of his faith because the same sweetnesse is not felt but heavinesse for the while 1 Pet. 1. 6 7. he forgetteth the consolations he hath had or suffereth them to be called in question For removing whereof whensoever the afflicted is cut short in the point of sense or sensible consolation let him then strive to abound in the work of the Lord and not slacken his hand in the exercise of religion and of his lawfull calling and his indeavour to please God in all things for seing the covenant of grace imbraced is a firm and solid ground for â—aith to fix upon albeit full perswasion and victorious consolation were neither at all or but very rarely â—elt in this life the afflicted whom we have to speak to here hath no cause to stumble but reason to blesse God who hath in any measure at any time comforted him by the Gospel for that condition which the afflicted wisheth for is reserved unto us in heaven and promises such as are made to the meek and mercifull Mat. 5. which qualified promises they look upon as conditional excluding them as they conceive who do not find in themselves such qualifications and partly because they are not clear about their right to receive the offer of the Gospel because they want as they conceive fitnesse in themselves to receive the same and thus are they oft-times vexed with doubts whether they be in the state of grace or not 2. For lousing of this doubt sundry things are already said by the way in answering other doubtfull cases But because many do meet with this difficulty we shall speak a little more particularly to the case and first it is needfull that the afflicted be confirmed about that which is right in him that the thing which remaineth and is ready to die may be strengthened To this intent we commend the afflicted that being sensible of sin and feared for-wrath he hath fled unto Christ for refuge next we commend him that he hath begun to give new obedience to Gods Law and doth purpose to follow on as he shall be enabled and thirdly we commend him that albeit he cannot attain that near conjunction with Christ which he would yet he neither will nor dare forsake Christ not put himself out of the number of weak believers in Christ for he hath said in his heart with Peter Joh. 6. 68. To whom shall I go for Christ hath the words of eternal life Hitherto all is right and the afflicted must resolve to cleave close to this foundation because Christ hath said Ioh. 6. 37. These that come unto me I will in no case cast out 3. For his doubt arising from the nature of the promises absolute conditional and qualified looked upon by him as if they were conditional we answer â— That these qualified promises having some mark in them of true believers are not exclusive of these believers who find in themselves a defect of the qualification but they are inductive unto all believers to study the attaining of that qualification and are corroborative of these belivers who find in any sensible measure these qualifications For example promises made to the mercifull to the peace-makers to the upright in heart do not exclude these who find themselves short in these graces and yet are hungry and thristy for righteousnesse yet are poor and indigent of all good in themselves and daily beggers at the throne of grace for what they want Mat. 5. for these qualifications found in a weak believer are signes and effects of sound faith in them And we must grant that of these graces specified in these qualified promises some of them are more eminent in some of the Saints and other some of them more eminently seen and felt in other some of the Saints And in the same person one of these qualifications may sometime shine more clearly and at another time by some tentation or mistake be over-clouded and not shine so clearly as before yet the qualifications are comfortable to all them who find the same in themselves and are inductive to make every believer to aime to excell in these graces and so to confirm their own faith more and more as 2 Pet. 1. 4 5 6 7. we are exhorted Again these qualifications are signs of a believer already entered in the covenant of grace by faith in Christ and begun to bring forth good fruits but they are not the conditions of entering into the covenant for then none could enter in covenant till first these qualifications in exercise were sound in them and that were to dis-annull the covenant of grace and to set up a sort of covenant of works for there is not another condition of entering in the covenant but faith in Christ only whereby the humbled sinner renouncing all confidence in any good in himself or from himself doth betake himself wholly to the grace offered in Jesus Christ in whom perfect righteousnesse is to be found Now unto the man who shall believe in Christ all the promises of the Gospel are made upon this condition that he do believe in Jesus Christ which condition of presuppose the afflicted should have what he wisheth consolations alwayes running like a river where were place for trying exercising and training of him in his faith but let him work and wrastle on and among hands he shall have as much peace as may suffice a pilgrim 4. The third cause is or may be this that the afflicted hath grieved the Spirit of God either by ascribing his gracious operations to some other cause then grace or counting his consolations to be but flashes and like unto delusions or that the afflicted by corrupt communication or grosse offences hath provoked God to anger as befell David Psal. 51. For removing of this cause whether the sin of the afflicted hath been more or lesse provoking let him with David Ps. 51. renew the exercise of repentance and faith in Gods mercy who only can renew a right spirit in him or rather restore him to the formerly-felt consolation and joy of his Spirit and let him walk more warily hereafter that he provoke not to wrath so mercifull a father 5. The fourth cause is or may be this that the afflicted albeit he hath consented to the covenant of grace and hath embraced Christ Jesus offered in the Evangel yet he doth not
the present And in this sense an unrenewed man is said to be in a better or worse condition for the present in comparison with other unrenewed men or with himself at another time In which sense Mark 12. 34. Christ speaking to the Scribe who answered him in all things discreetly saith thou art not far front the kingdom of heaven The condition for the present of this Scribe was better then his fellows and better then his own at another time and yet his person was in the state of wrath because he was not entered in the state of grace or in the kingdom of heaven howsoever he was not far from it In this more strict sense the judicial state of the mans person is fixed so long as the judicial sentence of the Judge binding the unconverted to the curse that is pronounced in the Law or in the Gospel lousing the converted from the curse doth stand But the morall disposition and the condition of the man whether in the state of grace or nature is variable and changeable to the better or worse in comparison with others or himself at another time Whence it is that one and the same person may be in a better or worse condition his state remaining the same to wit good if he be renewed and evil if he be still in nature unrenewed 2. But here we are about the condition of the renewed man only which may be better at one time and worse at another time as his disposition and caâ—â—age in order to the duties of religion and righteousnesse falleth out to be better or worse according as his actions and behaviour are more or lesse conform to the revealed will of God and as his conscience doth its duty more or lesse commendably Sometimes his conscience upon good grounds speaketh good to him while he studieth to walk before God unto all well-pleasing and then he may say with the Psalmist Ps. 26. 12. My foot standeth in an even place in the congregation will I blesse the Lord. To this good condition we need not say much because there is no present disease which calleth for cure of this case Only it is for the child of God in this case necessary to observe dyet and exercise to maintain his good condition and to watch over his heart and wayes that he may continue and go on therein All that we have to deal with is the ill condition of the true convert when his conscience doth deceive him or doth not discharge its duty for in this case only remedy and cure is called for 3. As that condition wherein the convert is best pleased with himself is not alwayes the best So neither is that condition wherewith he is worst pleased alwayes the worst But that is the best condition wherein the holy Spirit doth most bear down the power of sin and advance the work of sanctification of the man and that condition is the worst wherein sin most prevaileth And as the goodnesse of a mans condition is is not to be estimat by any eventual accident but by its own nature and proper effects So the illnesse of a mans condition is not to be estimat by any eventual accident but by its own nature and proper effects as God in the Scripture giveth grounds of judgment of a good or ill condition for otherwayes by the default of the renewed man the best condition may degenerat in a very ill condition As when a man doth abuse divine consolations and after receiving of the renewed earnest of the inheritance from the holy Spirit groweth carnally secure and negligent in his duties or when after some grosse pollution of himself in body or soul having grieved the holy Spirit he doth not humble himself as became him but by Sathans suggestion of wicked thoughts against God and his former work in him doth fall in suspicion of all former gracious operations of the holy Spirit in him and mis-calleth all these former experiences and in his tentation esteemeth and nameth them among Sathans delusions or else at least suspecteth and feareth they shall prove no better then such On the other hand the worst conditions of the renewed man by the wisdom mercy and power of God may be turned to advantage in order to Gods glory and the renewed mans salvation as the experience of the Psalmist doth shew us Psal. 116 3 4. c. 4. An evil condition is so called either 1. in respect of the evil which the convert not only feeleth really but laments it seriously or 2. in respect of the converts estimation only who laments his good condition without cause or 3. in respect of a reall evil which the convert lamenteth not at all but lyeth under it securely Of the first sort is the condition of the convert when he seeth his own blindnesse nakednesse and misery the hardnesse of his own heart and the deceitfulnesse of it and doth flye for remedy thereof to Christ the true Physician to cover and cure all his diseases This condition is evil only in respect of felt evil but in respect of the converts making the right use of the discovery of these evils and flying unto Christ for relief therefrom it is a good condition because the diseased convert carryeth himself well and wisely in this exercise Of the second sort is the converts condition when his faith is put to tryall by manifold afflictions and tentations and he conceives himself to be in a very evil condition wherein he ought not to afflict himself but to judge this condition to be a good condition according to the Apostles exhortation Iam. 1. 2 3. My brethren count it all joy when ye fall in divers tentations knowing that the tryall of your faith worketh patience Of the third sort is the condition of the convert who when for example he feels himself unapt and unable to pray or praise or discharge any duty heartily doth not trouble himself with this his ill case but either layeth-by the doing of the duty or doth the work negligently and perfunctoriously and pleaseth himself in so doing for a time This condition is evil indeed both in respect of his spiritual diseases and of his sinfull slighting the duty of seeking relief thereof 5. For rectifying the judgment of the conscience in any or all of those conditions first let difference be put between the sinfull diseases and distempers of our spirit which are evil indeed and the discovery thereof unto us which is a benefit in it self and a gift of eye-salve bestowed by Christ upon us and the right use of that discovery by flying unto Christ which is yet a greater blessing even the work of God drawing us to the Saviour of souls the remedy of every evil Secondly let difference be put between tentation or tryal of faith and yielding to tentation under affliction The observation of tentation offered to make us depart from the truth in tryal is a matter of joy but yielding is a sin and mater of
sorrow indeed Thirdly let difference be put between grief of mind or heavinesse in affliction and anguish of conscience for sin committed For a man may have a grieved mind and a quiet conscience at one time Fourthly let difference be put between our sinfull sicknesse of indisposition to spiritual duties for which we should be humbled and Gods dispensation for the time partly chastiseing us with a lesse and more sparing measure of ability for these duties and partly teaching us thereby to make better use of Christs offices for pardon of sin for helping and healing our infirmities then we have made Fifthly let difference be put between Gods part and Sathans the worlds and corrupt natures part and the part of the new creature Gods part is ever wise holy just and gracious tending to bring his children unto a good and better condition Sathan the worlds and the flesh or corrupt natures part is to procure and hold on and make worse an evil condition and the part of the new creature is variable as it falls forth in the battel against the flesh which lusts against the spirit and it against the flesh so that neither of them have the victory alwayes till the warfare be ended and grace be crowned with glory for and through Jesus Christ our Lord These differences being observed the conscience may discern between a good or evil condition so much the better 6. One and the same convert may observe in himself if not all yet the vicissitude of the most notable changes of a spiritual condition as may be seen in some especially of his Ministers of whose exercises he is to make use for the consolation of his afflicted people which Ministers may say with the Apostle 2 Cor. 1. 6. Whether we be afflicted it is for your consolation and salvation which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer or whether we be comforted it is for your consolation and salvation 7. Sundry converts may be diversely disposed and exercised about the same evil or spiritual disease for one under the observation of his evil case may wrestle against it and not call his own blessed state in question another under the same disease may fall in question and doubt whether he who is in such a condition may be a true convert or not and his person in the state of grace or not yea one and the same convert in the beginning of his ill condition while he first entereth in conflict with his evil condition may for a time look upon himself as a true convert notwithstanding of his present ill condition but afterward when he findeth his evil condition to remain and not likely to be removed he may fall in doubt about the state of his person whether he be a true convert or not In which case let him make use as is said in the former Book 8. The variety of changes of the conditions of the true convert ariseth from the variety of the causes thereof As for example 1. sometime in the warfare between the flesh and the spirit the new creature prevaileth sometime corrupt nature and both of them prevail sometime more sometime lesse whence vicissitude of changes of condition cannot but follow 2. Sometime Sathans temptations setting on in his assaults more or lesse furiously or more or lesse subtilly do make diversity of conditions as Sathan is more or lesse wisely resisted 3. Sometime the Lord hideth his countenance from his child more or lesse sometime in adversity sometime in outward prosperity as his wisdom findeth it meet for the welfare of his beloved children 9. Sometime the conscience doth discern an evil condition and doth give forth a right sentence about it In which case let use be made of the ordinar remedy of sin and misery As 1. let the afflicted search into the causes which have procured his evil condition as the Lord after prayer shall furnish light 2. Let him acknowledge his sin and ill deserving and the Lords holy wise and righteous dispensation 3. Let him grow in humiliation and in diffidence of his own wisdom ability and righteousnesse 4. Let him renew the exercise of his faith in Christ for pardon of sin for mortifying the roots of it and for letting forth his helping hand for ability to make him watch over his own heart and wayes and to bring forth good fruits 10. When the converts conscience faileth in right judging of its own ill condition 1 it either taketh an ill condition to be good and in this case it is silent and saith nothing but lyeth secure and well pleased without cause or 2. it judgeth a good condition to be altogether bad or at least not so good as it is indeed or 3. it doth not distinguish a good or ill condition simply from a condition partly good and partly evil or 4. it stands in doubt what to judge of the mans condition being uncertain what to pronounce of it till light dispell the mist and confusion wherein it lyeth for the time Let us instance some cases and examples in every one of these four kinds CHAP. II Wherein is handled the case of such as are fallen from their first love and are well pleased in this case The first rank shall be of some cases wherein the conscience of the convert is deceived by judging the mans evil condition to be good enough IT cometh to passe sundry times that the renewed man seemeth both to himself and others also to go on in bringing forth external fruits of new obedience when in the mean time his love to Christ is much abated and cooled toward him in comparison of the fervency which in his first conversion he had whence it cometh to passe that his works in his calling are discharged without that eye and affection toward Christ which sometime he carried toward him for in the beginning of his conversion when remission of sins reconciliation with God and the blessed change made in his state through Christ was green and fresh in his present sense how dear Christ was unto him cannot be expressed but this fervor oft-times doth cool when his wonted estimation of Christ is not entertained as appeareth in the Galatians who at their conversion were carried with such a measure of love toward Christ that if it had been possible they would have plucked out their own eyes and given them to the Apostle Paul for Christs cause Gal. 4. 15. and yet this love did soon cool both toward Christ and the Apostle It cometh to passe also oft-times that the renewed man contenting himself with the seal of the holy Spirit and the consolation which once he felt resolveth to go on in the discharge of Christian duties in his calling and either doth not observe this cooling of his love to Christ or layeth it not to heart but pleaseth himself in this condition as sufficient to carry a converted man to heaven And so usually three faults do concur in this sicknesse The first is
from him in fatherly wrath yet must he not yield to the weakening of his faith but rather yet more humble himself in the sense of his sins which have stirred up wrath against him and flye in to Christ and lay hold more closely upon his grace because God being offended is not pacified nor pleased save only by flying in tâ— Jesus Christ. Quest. II. Q. But what will you say unto them whose confidence is weakened whether they will or not whensoever they apprehend God angry against them and especially when they feel that God being provoked justly removeth gifts and benefits comfortable from them Ans. It is not to be doubted that the confidence of many true converts is shaken and weakened in this case but the question is what shall be said unto them We answer that they must acknowledge that they have leaned too much upon these carnal props the failing whereof maketh them to fall 2. Let them be humbled yet more because of such sins as have provoked God to change his dispensation toward them 3. Let them lean more upon the only rock of free grace in Jesus Christ offered in the Gospel for the comfort and relief of all those who in the sense of sin and unworthinesse in the sense of their ill deserving and of any measure of apparent fatherly wrath that hereafter however it fair with them they may rely upon Jesus Christ who is the only foundation to build our selves upon and whose grace is sufficient to help and uphold them who have their recourse unto him in every condition whether it be adversity or prosperity Quest. III. Q. ALbeit common benefits are not sufficient evidences of Gods favour yet new obedience of faith and fruits of the spirit are sure signes of Gods special favour bestowed only on the Elect Seing then as these signes when they are present serve much for the strengthening of faith so also when they are amissing have as great force of reason to debilitat faith yea seing faith without fruits is dead may it not be concluded where no fruits are no faith is Ans. If the question be of the universal want of all fruits of faith such as is to be found in all unrenewed men whose fruit cannot be good so long as the tree is evil whose seeming service cannot be acceptable so long as they remain unreconciled to God through Christ let the question be yielded unto But we are speaking of the true convert in whom there is a missing of the measure of formerly felt fruits and that in the time present wherein by some temptation or tryal their faith is sifted and winnowed And here indeed there is a vast difference between them that were never humbled in the sense of their sins nor led for relief from sin and misery unto Jesus Christ and the true convert who hath renounced the works of darknesse and hath fled unto Christ and consecrated himself to his service and who is set upon a new course of life hath brought forth new fruits of repentance faith love and hope and hath felt consolation in this course and now under exercise of conscience looketh upon himself as barren ground doth lament his impotency to bring forth good fruits and while he is under this exercise liveth in a sad condition blamelesse and free of scandal-giving great ods between this man and a man yet in nature We grant in the unrenewed man who is a stranger to the life of grace and true godlinesse the sentence holds No fruits no faith but as for the convert who hath had comfort in Christ and brought forth good fruits in some measure he must not reason from his present dead condition felt and lamented barrennesse to the denying of true faith in Christ or to the weakening of his saith or marring his confidence further then to acknowledge he hath leaned too much on his formerly felt fruits and hath not grounded himself wholly on Christ and the rock of free grace in him but may and should maintain his faith in Christ against his discouragment that he may be inabled to bring forth more ripe and aboundant fruits Quest. IV. Q. BUt what shall be said to humbled converts who looking to the holy Law of God and finding no fruits such as should be do passe sentence in the time of tentation upon all their works as unworthy of the name of the fruits of the Spirit and then do dispute against their own faith by the Apostles words Iam. 2. 20. faith without works is dead Ans. If the conscience do pronounce according to the truth as the mater is indeed it cannot be denied but faith without works is dead and God is greater then the conscience and knoweth all things But when the conscience is misled by a tentation powerfully pressed in by Sathan in the time of some sad affliction and appearance of Gods displeasure the testimony of the conscience is not a sufficient proof to infer so hard a conclusion for it cometh to passe oft-times that the convert who liveth blamelesly and entertaineth the love and purpose of well-doing in his heart followeth the exercises of religion constantly is not negligent in his calling and is ready upon occasion offered to let forth the fruits of love to his neighbour for all this sometimes walketh in darknesse and under desertion seeth no light as Isaiah 50. 10. In this case it may be he set all his works at nought as no wayes answerable to the Lords Law I see nothing saith he but sin in me I see no fruit of true faith in me I feel no operation of the holy Spirit in me save the work of convincing me of sin and unrighteousnesse In this case we must not give credit to the afflicted but convince him rather of his error and in special of his leaning too much weight on his works before this sad exercise fell upon him for when a convert maintaineth his faith in Christ only so oft and so long as he findeth in himself the fruits of new obedience but when he hath new experience of the power of the body of death and findeth the course of good behaviour and bringing forth good fruits to be interrupted in himself incontinent he resiles from his confidence such a man certainly giveth evidence that he hath relyed too much on his former felt righteousnesse an himself for he doth as if he durst not for sin approach unto Christ and so he falleth in Peters case who looking on his own sinfulnesse and the brightnesse of Christs Godhead shining in a recent miracle cryeth out Luke 5. 8. depart from me O Lord I am a sinfull man for Peter in this case did forget Christs mediatory office and that he stood so much the more need of Christs drawing near to him as he was a man convinced of sinfulnesse Another answer we give to this question the afflicted person must not think that he wants altogether the fruits of faith albeit he find them to be short of the
every grace in the convert and this amongst the rest 2. This preposterous and bastard zeal doth render the deluded person too pertinacious in the defence of the error wherewith he is overtaken that rather then he will quite his error he will imbrace another error to maintain the former error for which he doth contend And this cometh to passe partly by a sort of necessity and partly by corrupt willfulnesse Partly of necessity I say because one absurd error being received draweth after it many other errors for it is impossible to defend one error in religion but by broaching and maintaining moe errors I say partly by corrupt willfulnesse because when the deluded person findeth himself in dispute intangled so as he must either renounce the error which he hath imbraced or receive and maintain another error which followeth thereon he chooseth rather to imbrace the error which followeth upon his first error wherein he was first insnared 3. Holy zeal loveth every truth yea loveth other points of truth as much as it loveth that particular doctrine of truth which discovers the error neither will it suffer a believer for the defence of any point of doctrine to passe from another truth but preposterous and bastard zeal is contrair for if many points of truth come in comparison and competition with the error which the deluded man hath drunken in he will mis-regard them all rather then forsake his error albeit he professe other truths to be more precious and necessar then his erroneous tenet A proof of this we have in the Pharisees who made the great things of the Law of none effect for upholding of their own traditions Mat. 15. 6. And the same power of delusion may be seen among Papists who will not so hotly pursue or punish so severely the breach of Gods commandments as they do pursue and punish the neglect of superstitious ceremonies 4. Preposterous and bastard zeal is very busie to spread and propagat an error by all means venting false doctrine And such mens speeches do spread as a gangren 2 Tim. 2. 17. and a little leaven of this kind is ready to leaven the whole lump Gal. 5. 9. In which case Christ advertised and exhorted his disciples to beware of the leaven of the Pharisees whereby they were about to leaven the whole Church And this furious zeal as experience hath taught doth spare no pains or labour to draw on moe and moe to the profession of the zealots errors as may be observed in Pharisees who compassed sea and land to make proselyts Math. 23. 15. 5. This bastard zeal of deluded persons carrieth them to have respect unto and estimation of them that embrace their error and to seek respect and estimation from them who are overtaken with their error This was evident in the schisme of the Corinthians of whom some did choose to be called such mens disciples other some did choose to be called the disciples of another man and all did glory in their leaders 1 Cor. 3. 5. 21. And on the other hand the heads of the schisme did glory in the multitude and excellency as they conceived of their disciples This the Apostle observed in the seducers of the Galatians and in them that were seduced by them Gal. 4. 17. They zealously affect you but not well yea they would exclude you from communion with God us his Apostles that you might affect them 6. This bastard zeal of the deluded doth drive them to disdain and contemn all them who oppugn their error yea and to hate them as experience did shew among the Corinthians for so soon as schismes did arise in Corinth dissentions also did arise 1 Cor. 3. 3. and 2 Cor. 12. 20. and of this â—vil the Apostle doth complain Gal. 4. 16. Am I become your enemy because I tell you the truth And this much may serve for our purpose concerning the effect and signs of delusion Quest. 3. The third question is what are the causes of delusion For answer the causes are many and various for some causes are principal causes some subservient some meritorious causes and some promoveing and helping forward of this evil And which causes and instruments God doth so over-rule in his justice power and wisdom that he turneth all to his own glory and welfare of his Church This we learn from the Apostle 1 Tim. 4. 1 2. Now saith he the Spirit speaketh expresly that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith giving head to seducing spirits and doctrines of devils speaking lies in hypocrisie having their conscience seared with an hot iron forbidding to marry and to abstain from meats which God hath created to be received c. Where first he foretells that there shall be a departing from the doctrine of the Apostles whereof he giveth an instance of that which might seem furthest from suspicion of delusion to wit a putting of a religious restraint upon the use of things lawfull in themselves as marriage and meats The authors of this delusion 1. he points forth to be lying spirits and men seduced by a lying spirit 2. The way of seduction he foretells shall be by lyes spoken in grosse hypocrisie 3. Left any should wonder how this could come to passe that any man against his conscience should dare to speak lyes he points at the cause procuring to wit the stupidity and senslessenesse of the conscience they have their conscience seared with a hot iron And 2 Cor. 11. 14 15. speaking of deluded seducers of the people Such are false apostles saith he deceitfull workers transforming themselves into the Apostles of Christ. And no marvel for Sathan himself is transformed into an Angel of light Where among sundry wayes of deceiving he points forth one of Sathans stratagemes to tempt men to make a shew of piety and counterfeit appearance of holy zeal and to pretend the authority of God to delude the simple By which delusion whosoever are insuared they are ready to put on the same coat for being deceived they deceive others pretending Scripture that they may fight against Scripture and pretending holinesse and piety that they may hinder in others the true exercise of holinesse As to the causes of ready embracing of errors 1. there is propension aboundant in the natural corruption of the heart to lay hold on any error offered Ier. 17. 9. The heart is deceitfull above all things and desperatly wicked who can know it Another cause is pointed forth by Christ Mat. 22. 29. You erre not knowing the Scriptures nor the power of God A third cause is the want of mortification for the Apostle doth reckon heresies and schismes among the works of the flesh and in particular 1 Tim. 6. 10. The love of money is the root of all evil which while some have coveted after they have erred from the faith And concerning the instruments of delusion and division in the Church the sentence of the holy Spirit doth stand sure for he knoweth the evils
shall be made sensible of his injury done he may pretend that the glory of God requireth so much that sins should be punished the avenging whereof if it should be delayed longer then occasion of revenge should offer or till the Magistrat should take notice of it no punishment should fall upon the injurious at all and last of all he may pretend the good of the party injurer who by feeling the smart of his wrong done may be led to repentance and made to learn by his suffering the recompence of his injury done to carry himself more equitably toward his neighbours in all time coming All these pretenses may bear weight in the corrupt inclination of a convert and may harden him in his sinfull course of seeking a privat revenge on the person who hath injured him And his corrupt inclination may be observed by himself 1. by the stirring of his passion and wrath against the injurer whensoever he doth see the party injurer or call the injury to mind 2. By dissimulation and hiding from all men the sense he hath of the wrong received till he find an occasion offered to be avenged on him 3. By a stop made in his own prayer for remission of sins by his conscience telling him he could not subscribe the condition put in the prayer for remission of sin by Christ which is forgive us our sins as we also forgive them that sin against us The causes of this sinfull condition are 1. corrupt and unmortified carnal self-love with a too high estimation of himself in pride which maketh the injury seem so much greater as he hath a higher estimation of himself 2. A defect in his christian love meeknesse long-suffering patience and pity which should have their exercise specially in cases of provocation of our unmortified affections 3. The oblivion of the commands of God and of the manyfold sins daily committed against him whereof if there were a due estimation had the fountain and course of carnal revenge should soon be stopped that privat and carnal revenge should not break forth When these evils are found out and acknowledged by the convert in himself the main remedy thereof is in and by Christ who hath died for us when we were his enemies Rom. 5. 8. and for whose cause greater sins against God are daily forgiven to us then are the injuries done unto us by men 2. In this case also the grave admonition of the Apostle should not be forgotten Ephes. 4. 26 27. Let not the Sun go down upon your wrath neither give place to the devil Giving us to understand that if wrath which draweth with it the desire of revenge shall lodge all night with a man the devil will lodge with it also stirring the man up to pursue a revenge whensoever he findeth opportunity A third instance A third instance of this possible mistake of a convert may be found when he pleaseth himself in his carriage too much for his own carnal satisfaction in meat drink apparrel and recreations and here he may be hardened by sundry pretenses which he may have for his excesse in the use of things otherwayes lawfull As 1. that what he spendeth upon himself is of his own means 2. That his recreations are lawfull and allowed unto him of God 3 That in all this he hath a care of his health 4. That he doth not spend more upon himself then his rent and ability may well bear 5. That God hath said by the mouth of a wise King that this course which he doth follow in allowing on himself is the gift of God Eccles. 5. 19. And last of all that he might seem justly a nigard if he did not well to himself when he is able so to do and here are pretences abundant But if after examination of a mans own self he shall find the aboundance of earthly things weakening his desire after things spiritual or shall find the sense of his in-born corruption laid over to sleep in his prosperity or shall find his flesh wax wanton against the spirit and to prevail in the conflict or shall find his compassion toward the poor and afflicted to grow cold and his delight in things spiritual much diminished or shall find too great a share and portion of his time bestowed upon his body and but little time bestowed upon the care of his soul a wakened conscience may easily convince the convert that maters are not so right with him as he supposed The remedy of this evil is not for a man to turn unto another extremity and to a contrary vice as if there were no place for a wise moderation or as if at sometimes a more liberal use of the creature were not allowed unto men or as if a spiritual disposition of a mans spirit could not consist now and then with any banquet or festivity for it is plain from Scripture that there is a time to â—east and a time to fast a time to labour and a time to be refreshed both in body and mind after labour In which prudence the Apostle had not a little advanced when he saith Phil. 4. 12 13. I know both how to be abased and I know how to abound every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry both to abound and suffer need I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me But here is the remedy 1. that distrusting our selves and fearing the snares which Sathan layeth for us in all things we have our conversation with Christ and set our affections on things which are above as the Apostle giveth direction 1 Col. 3. 1 2. Next that we watch against the lusts of the flesh least at any time our hearts be suâ—fetted with meat or drink or any thing which is pleasant to the flesh Luk. 21. 34. Rom. 13. 14. For we are not debters to the flesh to fulfill the lusts thereof Rom. 8. 12. but are bound so to care for our bodies so as our souls have no loss thereby for the lusts of the flesh do fight against our souls 2 Pet. 2. 11. And to this end let the admonition of the Apostle be well remembred 1 Cor. 7. 29 30 31. This I say brethren the time is short it remaineth that both they who have wives be as though they have none and they that weep as though they weept not and they that rejoyce as though they rejoyced not and they that buy as though they possessed not and they that use this world as not abusing it for the fashion of this world passeth away Many moe instances might be given but these may suffice our purpose who mind only to give some taste of cases of conscience in some examples which may give light unto other like cases as they fall in CHAP. IX Of the case of conscience dealing treacherously under pretense of liberty of conscience PRevarication or treacherous dealing is strictly taken when for a bud or bribe the conscience doth betray
sealed with the spirit of promise Ephes. 1. 11. As it is not sufficient to prove that wholsom water given to a feaver-sick person is not a wholsom drink because the cooling refreshment by it endureth but a short while So it is not sufficient to prove that consolation and joy given to a sorrowfull sinner seeking favour through Christ is not solid and true joy because it stayeth but a short while It is sufficient that it hath stayed so long as was needfull for after the word of promise was believed the joy was sent to ease the afflicted souls present grief and to give him earnest that full and lasting joy should be given in due time unto him When the messenger hath done his commission let him return to his master As the sheet let down in the vision from heaven to Peter after it had served for Peters instruction it was taken up to heaven again Act. 10. The Spouse in the Canticle knew by experience that her spiritual joyes would not last long and therefore chargeth the daughters of Ierusalem that they waken not her beloved till he pleased 5. Another objection is this If my joy had been solid saith the afflicted it should have brought forth better fruits then it hath done but joy spiritual as I then called it did degenerat into a carnal security and I was not the more holy by it To which objection the answer may be this the blame of this is not to be laid on spiritual joy but upon the abuse of this mercy by ingratitude for this gracious blink of felt favour negligence in the use of means to entertain this sense by sleepinesse of conscience and other sins and namely the laying too much weight upon this sense and not fixing the heart by so much more upon the word of promise when felt consolation may be withdrawn is a just cause for spiritual joy is not given to any to build upon its continuance but to make the convert hold the confirmed word of promise so much the faster when for the exercise of faith comfortable feelings are withdrawn The spouse in the Canticle after a feast of this kind falleth a sleep and giveth slight entertaining to the Bridegroom when called upon by his word for which she is chastised by his withdrawing of his comfortable presence Cant. 5. 1 2 3. c. But let us put the case that the felt joy of the spirit were not abused yet is it not unusual for God to withdraw consolation and to send trouble and anguish on the soul of his dear child to try his faith and train him on to hold the word of his grace in the hardest condition he can be into as he did exercise Iob and Ieremie the Prophet Ier. 20. and the Psalmist Ps. 77. In which condition to suspect that the consolation and joy of the spirit speaking to the heart by his word is not his gracious operation or is a delusion cannot but exceedingly grieve the Lord and give him cause to chastise this suspicion with desertion 6. But how may I know saith the afflicted that my joy was solid and was indeed the gracious operation of the holy Spirit For answer 1. If this joy was given to him when or after he was lamenting his sins and fearing wrath deserved and flying unto Christ offered in the Gospel he hath reason to reckon that joy to be such as the Word of the Gospel doth promise and approve 2. If during the time of his sweet feeling of peace and joy through Christ he found his faith in God and love to Christ confirmed and strengthned if the Word of the Gospel was in more estimation with him if his heart was inlarged to blesse praise and thank God for manifesting himself in Christ reconciled if the purpose of following after holinesse was renewed in him he hath no reason to suspect his joy and comfort 3. If after the removing of this sweet feeling he is going on in the study of holinesse believing in Christ how heavy in heart soever he may be by affliction and tentation he may be assured his sometime felt joy of the Lords Spirit was solid and his present suspicion thereof to be an evidence of his infirmity and of a tentation from Sathan This was the way how the Psalmist wrestled out of his sad condition Ps. 77. CHAP. XIV Of the converts suspecting that his zeal for God and against the sins of others hath been fleshly severity and imprudent temerity IT cometh to passe that they who love God sincerely and cannot endure the out-breakings of the wicked do sometimes transgresse the bounds of moderat zeal and being overtaken in some miscarriage for which being rebuked by their friends or by them in power censured or civilly chastised do in stead of moderating their zeal in time coming grow more slack and remisse in their zeal suspecting themselves inclined to unreasonable severity and rashnesse and ready to be esteemed haters of mens persons by those among whom they live as in some by-gone experience they have already felt And upon this occasion the tentation of Sathan falleth on tending to extinguish the fervency of true zeal required in all true converts And here there is danger lest true zeal grow cold and the convert become luke-warm both in curbing sin in others under his charge and in pursuing duties in his own person In which sicknesse he may be the better pleased with himself by so much as his friends and others do commend him for his moderation and prudence as they shall call it 2. As to the remedy of this evil there is no doubt but that may befall true zeal which is common to other vertues of which there is none so perfect but some in-lake or excesse may be observed in them And therefore as it is without reason to go back from pursuing duty in the exercise of other vertues because imperfections therein are remarkable from time to time So is it without reason to grow luke-warm in zeal which may render a man loathsome unto Christ Rev. 2. 3. Wherefore let the convert take heed what the Lords Word doth require of him in his calling and labour to discharge his duty towards others so as he may be found both zealous and prudent that in the expressions of his zeal against sin meeknesse and love to the offender may be manifested 2. To this intent let the convert carefully take heed to entertain these three properties of commendable zeal which are 1. The fear of God 2. Humility of heart 3. The love of his neighbour for the fear of God will not suffer the convert to depart from his commandments Humility of heart will make the man modest in his expressions and the love of his neighbour will make him mix meeknesse and compassion toward sinners with his zeal against offences This is the right seasoning of zeal which the Apostle calleth the zeal of God according to knowledge CHAP. XV. Of the converts suspecting his aiming at circumspect
wayes darkened and the application of promises is very weak 2. When Sathan by his tentations obscures the truth which should strengthen faith the convert finding himself in the mist may be at a stand till his sight be cleared up and he freed from the tentation 3. The sincere convert in the conscience of his own imperfection and consideration of the deceitfulnesse of the heart is wary and suspicious that he may be easily deceived and take historical or temporal faith for true saving faith and so doth readily lay hold on Sathans suggestions against the sincerity of his â—aith 4. In the conflict which his faith oft-times hath with mis-belief strengthened by Sathans tentations he finds himself now and then foiled by yielding unto the suggestion of Sathan as Davids experience teacheth may befall both the elder and younger souldiers Ps. â—â—6 11. I said in my haste all men are lyars meaning Samuel and other Prophets who promised to David in Gods name he should be King 5. In the fight of faith some infirmity is alwayes manifested and the convert is forced to acknowledge that his faith is not so strong as he supposed it to be before the fight whereupon he is ready to suspect his fight in faith to be a fainting and decaying in faith 6. Sometime the convert by giving way to sin doth grieve the holy Spirit and provoke him to withdraw his comfortable testimony which he gave in former time to the convert which bringeth him into suspicion of the sincerity of his faith which seemed to himself sound and unfained before 2. This case is both troublesome to the convert and dangerous for till it be cured it groweth like a rageing feaver and sets upon the vital power of justifying faith and at least hindereth the exercise thereof not a little For remedy whereof let the afflicted convert put difference between an infirm faith and felt infirmity in faith fighting for albeit the convert in the conflict of faith against tentations to mis-belief do feel infirmity yet is not his faith to be accounted infirm simply because whatsoever infirmity he feels in his fight yet his fighting against tentations proveth his faith to be so much the stronger as he resisteth mis-belief and cleaveth closer to Christ. 2. Let him consider that the Lord suffereth his child to be exercised with tentations of set purpose to humble him and empty him of all confidence in his own wisdom righteousnesse and strength that he may gather strength in his fighting by Scripture holden up to God in prayer and so wax valiant in fight as believers have been helped before Heb. 11. 34. 3. Let the convert put difference between faith and a setled perswasion for setled and full perswasion excludes all dubitation for the time But saving faith may may be where doubting is and unbelief is felt as the father of the possessed child in his prayer to Christ maketh manifest Lord I believe saith he help my unbelief 4. Let him put difference between dubitation suggested and faith striving to overcome dubitation for dubitation bewrayeth infirmity of faith but striving against dubitation doth evidence life and vigour in faith to be present and is acceptable service to God 5. Let him put difference between the doubting of the truth of the promise and the weak griping of it for he that doubts of the truth of the promise is Iam. 1. 6 7. like a wave of the sea and can expect nothing But he that layes hold on the promise with a trembling hand and striveth to hold it fast against doubting may expect to obtain 6. Let him put difference between his suspicion of the failing of his faith and the right judging of it for in the mean time of his fighting and fear of failing he goeth on in exercise of faith fearing to succumb yet resolute not to depart from Christ In the love and estimation of whose grace he goeth on and groweth longing for the victory and for a nearer felt fellowship with him which if he did observe and consider his judgement should be rectified Last of all let him put difference between a hasty apprehension of the failing of his faith and a fixed opinion that his faith is but fancy for a strong souldier may be surprized on a suddain as David Ps. 31. 22. and Ps. 116. 11. and Ionah 2. 3 4. do furnish instances who shortly after did gather their courage and entered the lists afresh and became victorious against their tentations unto misbelief Therefore let the wrestler be of good courage for nothing can prove the sincerity of his faith more then his wrestling against distrust and his looking towards Christ through all the clouds which hinder his sight and his sorrowing for his unbelief for his weak holding grip of the covenant of grace and for his inability to glorifie the truth of the Gospel and rich grace of God offered in Christ Especially when he considereth that the Spirit of Christ commendeth the exercise of faith with variety of temptations for a mater of great joy Iam. 1. 2 3. CHAP. XIX Concerning the converts straitning his charity toward others more then he did at the first time of his conversion conceiving his former larger charity was unwarrantable folly ALl converts must agree to Christs saying Ioh. 13. 35. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples if ye have love one to another No man doubteth of this his duty in general but sundry make question about the exercise and expression of their charity for some conceive that their former charity in the mater of judging of others and in the mater of affection to others and in the mater of actual expression of their charity hath been ill bestowed toward unworthy and ill-deserving persons And this they reckon to have been folly and therefore do resolve to dispose of their judgement affection and good deeds more prudently then they have done that their charitable estimation affection and expression actual shall be drawn forth toward the worthy and well-deserving disciples of their acquaintance thus they condemn for folly what was right indeed The main pretenses of reason for their resolution are two The first is because they perceive many whom they judge wise and godly to exclude from the number of believers or disciples of Christ all in whom the evident signs of regeneration do not appear and so do think they may draw the circle of their charity in strait and narrow bounds and may shun to keep Church-fellowship in the pure Ordinances of Christ with any save approven visible Saints The other pretense is because they have found themselves oft-times deceived by those of whom sometime they have entertained good thoughts and no small estimation 1. As for the first pretense it belongs to the question of the constitution of visible Churches whether it be founded upon visible Sanctity or evidences of Regeneration or upon visible entering in the external covenant of Grace and profession of subjection to the
be grosly scandalous for with such we are forbidden to eat 1 Cor. 5. 11. Ans. This place pertains to the exercise of the key of discipline and execution of the censure of excommunication judicially pronounced by the Church as ver 12. following doth declare And this as it doth not cut off natural duties of parents or children or parties married one to another So it can well consist with charity toward the excommunicat who in order to his salvation should be thus dealt with that he may be humbled and brought to repentance And so doth the Apostle give warrand for when he hath given order to excommunicat such as walk disorderly 2 Thess. 3. 14 15. he subjoines for keeping charity to the excommunicat person saying Count him not as an enemy but admonish him as a brother 9. Obj. But I saith he have been mistaken and deceived oft-times when I esteemed charitably of some loved them dearly and bestowed not sparingly on those who proved afterward unworthy of such respect and dealing Ans. Our Lords words may satisfie this objection promising whatsoever is done to a disciple in name of a disciple shall not want a reward Thou therefore needs not count thy self deceived in this respect But if thou by rash intruding thy self to judge better or worse of the mans inward condition hath deceived thy self be more wise in time coming For remedy of this evil 1. let not the convert mistaken in the point of charity be feared to be mistaken and hindered from exercise of his charity because he knoweth not the sincerity of the mans profession There are relations enough between him and the party toward whom charity is to be exercised such as bonds natural civil ecclesiastick and spiritual obliging to the duty 2. Let him be sparing in judging of his neighbour even within himself and far more in expressing his judgment of him to his prejudice 3. Let him rather judge this that he lay no stumbling block before his feet which may hinder him in a good or harden him in an evil course Rom. 14. 13. Let him not be rigid and censorious in aggreging every sinfull infirmity in his neighbour for this is forbidden Iam. 3. 1 2. In a word let a convert beware to alienat any man from making use of his charity whether by injust suspicion of him or inhumane dealing with him or imprudent speeches of him but rather let his whole carriage toward all in every case be such that a patent door may be for mutual giving and getting good one by another CHAP. XX. Concerning the converts mistaking his condition because of felt in-lake in his charity and love to God and men HItherto we have spoken of two sorts of the converts mistaking of their condition and have given some instances of their being well pleased with themselves in an evil condition and some instances of their being displeased with themselves in a good condition It follows that we give some instances of a third sort of mistaking in the converts complaining of his condition as if it were altogether evil when indeed his condition is partly good and partly evil and the first shall be of those who do lament their condition because they cannot be affected with the sense of their sins nor with the sense of Gods benefits and favours bestowed on them as they should cannot be affected with the sense of threatened judgments as is required and cannot be affected with the sense of the miseries and mercies dispensed toward others and cannot come up to the obedience of the Apostles precept to rejoyce with them that rejoyce and to mourn with them that mourn which doth so afflict them as they reckon this their condition altogether evil and are near unto discouragment because of their apprehended hardnesse of heart 2. For remedy of this evil 1. let the convert consider that the hardnesse of heart whereof he complains is not that hardnesse of heart which the Scripture calleth hardnesse of heart For the Scriptures do not charge any man of this sin who lamenteth his sinfulnesse but those who do not acknowledge their sins and go on in them when they hear them reproved mis-regarding what God saith commandeth commendeth or threatneth Mean time we do not deny but those in-lakes whereof the convert doth complain are sinfull defects of duty and inclinations of corrupt nature unto hardnesse of heart But we deny that this defect lamented is charged in Scripture for hardnesse of heart 2. Let the convert consider the difference between the evil whereof he complaineth and the good gift of God pointing out that evil unto him and making him to dis-allow it and lament it and he shall find his condition not altogether evil but such as he hath cause to be humbled in himself for it and also to blesse God for discovering this defect and making him lament it 3. Let him consider that his lamenting his coldrise affection to God and his small compassion toward men is good and commendable for this lamenting the defect beareth witnesse of his will and desire toward the duty and in effect is a part of the exercise of repentance and of begun renovation of his heart 4. Let him consider that there may be made good use of this condition both for the exercise of humility because of felt defects of needfull graces and also for the exercise of faith in Christ by application of his imputed righteousnesse which hideth the nakednesse of felt defects and drawing vertue from Christ to sanctifie and renew the heart more and more 5. And last of all let the convert under the sense of this defect in his affection study to bring forth the effects of those affections that is to say let him go about to do the work of a lover of God in having respect to all his commandments and to do the work of a compassionat affection toward men in misery of soul or body and so what seems to him in-laking in his heart shall be found forth-coming in his hand and actions for the greater glory to God and edification of his neighbour CHAP. XXI Concerning the converts despising of his own exercises of religion because of his felt vanity of mind therein ALI true coâ—verts do agree in this principle that God should be worshiped in spirit and truth and that the more a man strive to be sincere and upright in his worship the lesse can be comport with the sin which doth hinder his worship When therefore a true convert doth perceive in himself so great levity of his thoughts that in the very time of hearing Sermon praying to God or singing of Psalms his mind runneth out to think of naughty and profane things impertinent idle and foolish maters unworthy of his thoughts at any time but most untimous and sinfull in the time of divine service he is so displeased with his condition that he condemns all the service and devotion he is about for the time and cast it away as altogether polluted and
from the body of this death and while he searcheth how it cometh to passe that such a body of death lodgeth in the children of God and so powerfull relicts of sin remain in the justified man he cannot satisfie himself considering that God doth hate sin and maketh the new creature hate it also which God could easily take away in a moment in the day of the converts reconciliation and justification 2. For answer to this question if a reason of Gods permission of the relicts of sin to remain in the Saints all the dayes of their life be asked after a reason superiour to the most holy will of God to permit it can none be given nor should it be sought after But to quiet our minds in this case these following considerations may suffice 1. it is the will of the Lord our God our wise and loving Physician to renew and restore his image in his children piece and piece till it be brought to perfection in all the lineaments parts and degrees thereof and to heal our sinfull sicknesses and infirmities not in an instant but by little and little as he seeth fit this way of bringing his work to perfection by degrees he keeped in the creation of the world which he did not perfect in a moment but in six dayes So also the seed that is casten in the ground every year he doth not bring forth to maturity for mens use in lesse time then some moneths He doth not form infants in the womb and bring them up to their appointed stature and strength in lesse time then a number of years And for the relicts of sin how odious and loathsome soever they are in themselves yet he can in his deep wisdom make use thereof in a most holy way for the good of penitent converts for as it was fitting that a difference should be put between the militant Church on earth and the triumphant in heaven So it is the Lords wise will to exercise his militant children in conflicting against sin and misery in this life that the next life and triumph over sin death and hell may be the sweeter when it cometh and more desired till it come 2. Secondly as the Lord after sub-duing of the Canaanites did not forthwith cast them altogether out of the holy land but suffered a multitude of them to live for the exercise of the Israelites with warfare and for teaching his people by their own experience that the victory which they had obtained over the Canaanites was not purchased by their sword or bow but was given unto them from the Lord of hostes who led forth their armies and prospered them So doth he not abolish the relicts of sin in his Saints in this life after their conversion that they may know that the victory which they have received over the devil the world and the flesh in their conversion is not to be ascribed to the power of their own free-will but unto God only For if the renewed convert cannot over-come the relicts of the broken forces of his spiritual adversaries within him which his renewed will would most earnestly expell how can he give the glory of his victory over the devil and the world in his conversion unto the power of his corrupt and unrenewed free-will 3. Thirdly it is required of all that come unto Christ that they deny themselves take up their crosse daily and follow him and to make them so do strong motives are daily furnished from the feeling of the relicts of sin in our selves for how can a renewed convert look upon his own ignorance errors folly and vanity of his mind perversenesse of his will impotency to good and propension unto all sin and not loath himself and so be forced to flye to Christ the Redeemer for relief 4. The remainder of sin being an adversary to all vertues doth furnish work to all the habits infused by God for the daily exercise thereof according as inborn sin doth put forth it self to the hinderance of faith love hope patience temperance c. but in special it serves to bear down pride and to foster humility for this doth the experience of the Apostle shew 2 Cor. 12. 7. Least I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelation there was given to me a thorn in the flesh 5. Nothing doth more manifest the infirmity of the strongest souldiers of Christ then the power of inborn sin brought forth in the conflict against the new creature No sharper spur to prayer and imploring of Gods help then the felt power of the remainder of sin this also doth the experience of the Apostle teach us 2 Cor. 12. 8. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice that it might depart from me 6. How much the endurance of this conflict with the remainder of sin doth serve to manifest the greatnesse of the Lords power and largenesse of his grace towards his weak souldiers whom he upholdeth and comforteth in this conflict the answer which the Lord giveth to the Apostles prayer maketh manifest 2 Cor. 12. 9. And he said unto me my grace is sufficient for thee for my strength is made perfect in weaknesse 7. We are slow to believe dull to apprehend and learn that which the Word of God tells us of the uglinesse of the body of sin the perverse wickednesse of corrupt nature the filthinesse of the flesh the wiles and deceitfulnesse of the old man and the enmity of our corrupt nature against God Therefore in and by the frequent and renewed conflicts now with one lust then with another we are forced by experience to learn the lesson more and more solidly and believe the truth of the Lords Word speaking of sin that is in us and to ingage our selves to prosecute the mortification of sin unto the death 8. The renewed experience of the power of sin in our flesh should make us so much the more vigilant against it and daily to put on the whole armour of God Because we must fight not only with the flesh but also with principalities powers and spiritual wickednesse which take advantage of the sin that naturally dwelleth in us Ephes. 6. 11. 12. Put on the whole armour of God for we wrestle not with flesh and blood to wit only 9. The conscience of the remainder of sin dwelling in us serveth to move us to pity and to have compassion on the children of Adam and meekly to restore our weak brethren who are overtaken in any offence as the Apostle doth teach us Tit. 3. 2. Shewing all meeknesse to all men For we our selves also were sometime foolish disobedient deceived c. Gal. 6. 1. Brethren if a man be overtaken in a fault ye which are spiritual restore such an one in the spirit of meeknesse considering thy self lest thou also be tempted 10. Last of all the permission of the reliques or sin to remain in true converts all the dayes of their life doth serve to decide the great controversie between