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poor_a entertainment_n what_o say_v the_o soul_n be_v thou_o the_o cause_n of_o all_o my_o torment_n come_v again_o sure_o a_o bloody_a master_n have_v thou_o be_v unto_o i_o and_o now_o thou_o daily_o seek_v subtle_o to_o devour_v i_o what_o will_v you_o have_v i_o sin_n again_o and_o so_o be_v wretched_a and_o miserable_a for_o ever_o or_o say_v you_o i_o may_v repent_v and_o confess_v again_o afterward_o i_o know_v then_o too_o too_o well_o already_o what_o it_o will_v cost_v i_o i_o well_o remember_v the_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n and_o self-revenge_n that_o must_v be_v act_v and_o exercise_v in_o that_o duty_n non_fw-la tanti_fw-la emam_fw-la poenitere_fw-la i_o will_v not_o buy_v repentance_n at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n this_o be_v the_o first_o rule_n that_o you_o may_v not_o sin_n after_o confession_n be_v sure_a you_o continue_v the_o same_o apprehension_n you_o have_v of_o your_o sin_n under_o some_o notable_a conviction_n in_o any_o former_a confession_n 2._o that_o thou_o 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restrain_v you_o from_o sin_v especial_o from_o relapse_v into_o any_o sin_n particular_o confess_v 3._o that_o we_o may_v not_o fall_v into_o sin_n confess_v let_v we_o be_v always_o implore_v divine_a assistance_n and_o improve_n our_o own_o endeavour_n against_o they_o let_v we_o hearty_o beg_v god_n grace_n and_o earnest_o seek_v the_o lord_n and_o his_o strength_n and_o faithful_o use_v grace_n receive_v and_o up_o and_o be_v do_v and_o go_v and_o act_n in_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o lord_n let_v we_o apprehend_v ourselves_o in_o danger_n of_o every_o corruption_n of_o every_o temptation_n and_o be_v afraid_a lest_o any_o temptation_n shall_v blow_v out_o the_o light_n of_o former_a conviction_n and_o allay_v the_o heat_n and_o abate_v the_o strength_n of_o former_a resolution_n and_o draw_v we_o to_o return_v again_o to_o folly_n let_v we_o every_o day_n watch_n and_o pray_v that_o we_o enter_v not_o into_o temptation_n let_v we_o be_v sober_a and_o vigilant_a because_o our_o 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thou_o renewe_v thy_o transgression_n this_o give_v no_o licence_n at_o all_o to_o sin_n but_o be_v the_o best_a preservative_n and_o antidote_n against_o it_o i_o shall_v shut_v up_o this_o direction_n with_o these_o two_o caution_n 1_o caution_n while_o we_o take_v heed_n of_o fall_v on_o the_o one_o side_n into_o the_o same_o particular_a sin_n we_o confess_v let_v we_o also_o beware_v of_o fall_v on_o the_o other_o side_n into_o the_o contrary_a sin_n to_o that_o we_o confess_v 28._o confess_v dum_fw-la vitant_fw-la stulti_fw-la vitia_fw-la in_fw-la contraria_fw-la currunt_fw-la horat._n satyr_n 2._o inter_fw-la cetera_fw-la mala_fw-la illud_fw-la pessimum_fw-la est_fw-la quòd_fw-la vitia_fw-la ipsa_fw-la mutamus_fw-la judicia_fw-la nostra_fw-la non_fw-la tantùm_fw-la prava_fw-la sed_fw-la etiam_fw-la levia_fw-la sunt_fw-la sen._n de_fw-fr otio_fw-la sap._n cap._n
8.56_o there_o have_v not_o fall_v say_v he_o or_o fail_v one_o word_n of_o all_o his_o good_a promise_n which_o he_o promise_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o moses_n his_o servant_n and_o therefore_o god_n mercy_n be_v call_v the_o sure_a mercy_n of_o david_n and_o god_n style_v himself_o 34.6_o himself_o exod._n 34.6_o abundant_a in_o goodness_n and_o truth_n 17._o truth_n 1_o jam._n 17._o with_o he_o be_v no_o variableness_n neither_o shadow_n of_o turn_v if_o god_n have_v promise_v he_o will_v perform_v 23.19_o perform_v nam_fw-la 23.19_o god_n be_v not_o a_o man_n that_o he_o shall_v lie_v neither_o the_o son_n of_o man_n that_o he_o shall_v repent_v have_v he_o say_v it_o and_o shall_v he_o not_o do_v it_o or_o have_v he_o speak_v and_o shall_v he_o not_o make_v it_o good_a 24.35_o good_a mat._n 5.18_o &_o 24.35_o heaven_n and_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o but_o not_o one_o jot_n or_o tittle_n of_o god_n word_n shall_v pass_v away_o unfulfilled_a yea_o for_o our_o further_a and_o full_a security_n and_o satisfaction_n god_n have_v not_o only_o express_o promise_v it_o but_o have_v also_o swear_v it_o that_o 33.11_o that_o ezek._n 33.11_o as_o he_o live_v the_o penitent_a confitent_fw-la shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v when_o god_n say_v as_o i_o live_v he_o earnest_o desire_v to_o be_v believe_v o_o happy_a we_o say_v 4._o say_v de_fw-fr penitent_n c._n 4._o tertullian_n for_o who_o sake_n the_o lord_n do_v swear_v o_o miserable_a we_o if_o we_o will_v believe_v he_o when_o we_o have_v not_o only_o his_o word_n but_o oath_n now_o since_o god_n have_v so_o gracious_o condescend_v to_o our_o weakness_n and_o have_v so_o full_o satisfy_v we_o of_o his_o love_n and_o good_a will_n towards_o we_o let_v not_o we_o be_v want_v in_o perform_v the_o condition_n on_o our_o part_n because_o god_n can_v never_o be_v want_v in_o make_v good_a and_o perform_v the_o promise_n on_o his_o part_n for_o if_o we_o confess_v our_o sin_n god_n be_v faithful_a and_o just_a to_o forgive_v we_o our_o sin_n and_o to_o cleanse_v we_o from_o all_o unrighteousness_n chap._n xv._o a_o double_a direction_n by_o way_n of_o preparation_n to_o the_o duty_n of_o confession_n 1._o premeditate_v as_o much_o as_o you_o can_v in_o order_n to_o confession_n 2._o be_v sure_a to_o look_v up_o unto_o god_n for_o conviction_n have_v hitherto_o persuade_v you_o to_o set_v upon_o the_o performance_n of_o this_o duty_n i_o shall_v now_o give_v you_o some_o direction_n about_o it_o that_o so_o the_o performance_n of_o it_o may_v be_v the_o more_o acceptable_a unto_o god_n and_o the_o more_o profitable_a to_o your_o self_n i_o have_v think_v upon_o somewhat_o which_o may_v serve_v to_o direct_v you_o 1._o before_o the_o duty_n in_o your_o preparation_n to_o it_o 2._o concern_v some_o circumstance_n of_o the_o very_a performance_n of_o it_o 3._o and_o last_o in_o your_o carriage_n and_o behaviour_n after_o the_o duty_n 1._o before_o confession_n take_v these_o two_o preparatory_a direction_n 1._o premeditate_v as_o much_o as_o you_o can_v in_o order_n to_o confession_n 2._o be_v sure_a to_o look_v up_o unto_o god_n for_o con-conviction_n 1._o meditate_v before_o you_o confess_v much_o be_v the_o fruit_n great_a be_v the_o benefit_n of_o this_o direction_n i_o shall_v show_v you_o a_o fourfold_a benefit_n of_o it_o 1._o previous_a meditation_n work_v the_o heart_n into_o a_o solemn_a serious_a confess_v frame_n and_o temper_n confession_n it_o be_v the_o pour_v out_o of_o the_o heart_n before_o god_n now_o previous_a meditation_n even_o melt_v the_o sinner_n heart_n fit_n and_o prepare_v it_o to_o be_v pour_v out_o alas_o our_o stomach_n at_o first_o be_v too_o big_a to_o confess_v our_o sin_n to_o acknowledge_v ourselves_o in_o a_o fault_n for_o this_o be_v a_o act_n of_o humility_n of_o yield_v and_o submit_v to_o another_o which_o we_o natural_o scorn_v to_o do_v and_o will_v be_v bring_v to_o till_o our_o heart_n be_v break_v till_o our_o stomach_n be_v pull_v down_o which_o be_v kind_o wrought_v effectual_o do_v by_o meditation_n by_o consider_v the_o sovereignty_n of_o god_n over_o we_o his_o power_n to_o make_v a_o law_n and_o to_o command_v we_o the_o observance_n of_o it_o by_o bethink_v ourselves_o how_o much_o to_o our_o own_o advantage_n the_o keep_n of_o this_o law_n will_v have_v be_v both_o here_o and_o hereafter_o and_o yet_o that_o we_o have_v wilful_o break_v this_o holy_a and_o just_a and_o good_a law_n and_o so_o make_v ourselves_o obnoxious_a to_o divine_a justice_n consider_v after_o all_o this_o that_o it_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a to_o confess_v what_o we_o have_v do_v our_o heart_n can_v but_o be_v now_o ready_a our_o mouth_n can_v but_o be_v open_a to_o confess_v the_o extreme_a sinfulness_n of_o our_o sin_n thus_o you_o see_v how_o premeditation_n put_v we_o upon_o confession_n and_o make_v we_o willing_o buckle_v to_o the_o duty_n by_o show_v we_o the_o reasonableness_n and_o profitableness_n of_o the_o performance_n of_o it_o 2._o meditation_n as_o it_o put_v the_o sinner_n upon_o confession_n so_o it_o afford_v and_o minister_v abundant_a mat_n ere_fw-we for_o confession_n he_o that_o meditate_v before_o he_o confess_v be_v very_o well_o furnish_v in_o his_o confession_n he_o be_v not_o at_o a_o stand_n he_o be_v not_o to_o seek_v for_o what_o he_o shall_v confess_v next_o he_o see_v enough_o in_o himself_o to_o complain_v of_o himself_o for_o unto_o god_n it_o be_v this_o mediation_n that_o fill_v up_o the_o bill_n of_o indictment_n with_o so_o many_o item_n meditation_n it_o full_o and_o clear_o discover_v our_o sin_n to_o we_o it_o be_v the_o bring_v the_o elephant_n to_o the_o water_n and_o the_o show_v of_o he_o there_o the_o ugliness_n and_o deformity_n of_o his_o scout_n his_o lerg_n scout_n proboscis_n the_o water_n be_v the_o law_n now_o by_o meditation_n we_o compare_v ourselves_o with_o the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o our_o practice_n with_o its_o command_n and_o injunction_n and_o so_o we_o see_v how_o huge_o deficient_a how_o very_o far_o short_a we_o be_v of_o our_o several_a duty_n meditation_n be_v the_o hand_n which_o hold_v the_o glass_n of_o the_o law_n before_o we_o in_o which_o we_o plain_o behold_v our_o own_o face_n and_o see_v all_o the_o spot_n and_o blemish_n we_o have_v contract_v meditation_n be_v the_o perambulation_n of_o the_o mind_n through_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o a_o man_n old_a life_n it_o be_v a_o reflection_n upon_o a_o recollection_n and_o recognition_n of_o our_o former_a action_n when_o we_o have_v by_o solemn_a meditation_n read_v over_o the_o book_n of_o our_o past_a life_n turn_v over_o and_o examine_v the_o several_a leaf_n of_o it_o and_o so_o make_v good_a observation_n of_o our_o former_a conversation_n then_o shall_v we_o be_v best_o able_a in_o our_o confession_n to_o set_v down_o just_o our_o errata_n and_o to_o give_v our_o god_n a_o penitential_a relation_n of_o our_o miscarriage_n 3._o meditation_n as_o it_o bring_v in_o matter_n so_o it_o beget_v affection_n 39.3_o affection_n psal_n 39.3_o while_o i_o be_v muse_v say_v david_n the_o fire_n burn_v then_o speak_v i_o with_o my_o tongue_n it_o hold_v true_a in_o confession_n as_o well_o as_o in_o any_o other_o part_n of_o prayer_n 4._o meditation_n as_o it_o give_v we_o a_o sight_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o so_o lay_v in_o matter_n for_o confession_n so_o it_o give_v we_o a_o sight_n of_o god_n promise_n free_o make_v unto_o penitent_a confessor_n and_o so_o cheer_v and_o strengthen_v and_o bear_v up_o our_o heart_n in_o confession_n by_o show_v we_o what_o attribute_n of_o god_n what_o promise_v in_o his_o word_n be_v most_o suitable_a most_o comfortable_a to_o we_o in_o our_o present_a condition_n and_o fit_a to_o be_v plead_v with_o god_n in_o confession_n let_v we_o therefore_o prepare_v ourselves_o to_o confession_n by_o premeditation_n without_o which_o we_o can_v never_o confess_v as_o we_o ought_v but_o yet_o 2._o let_v we_o not_o rest_v in_o our_o premeditation_n but_o let_v we_o be_v sure_a to_o call_v in_o the_o assistance_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o our_o very_a entrance_n upon_o the_o duty_n of_o confession_n let_v we_o beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v give_v we_o his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o convince_v we_o of_o sin_n we_o can_v never_o be_v able_a to_o tell_v our_o dream_n unless_o we_o be_v well_o awaken_v by_o the_o illightning_n convince_a spirit_n of_o god_n let_v we_o look_v upon_o ourselves_o as_o poor_a dark_a blind_a creature_n and_o seek_v to_o god_n to_o be_v anoint_v with_o spiritual_a eyesalve_n that_o we_o may_v see_v let_v every_o one_o of_o we_o cry_v to_o god_n 34.32_o god_n job_n 34.32_o that_o which_o i_o see_v not_o teach_v thou_o i_o and_o say_v with_o job_n 13.23_o job_n job_n 13.23_o how_o many_o be_v
david_n be_v when_o he_o flee_v from_o his_o son_n absalon_n and_o be_v in_o extreme_a danger_n to_o lose_v his_o kingdom_n and_o his_o life_n 2_o sam._n 15.26_o if_o the_o lord_n say_v he_o shall_v thus_o say_v i_o have_v no_o delight_n in_o thou_o behold_v here_o be_o i_o let_v he_o do_v to_o i_o as_o seem_v good_a unto_o he_o i_o have_v do_v with_o this_o head_n of_o self-condemnation_n so_o soon_o as_o i_o have_v entreat_v you_o to_o observe_v that_o particularise_v and_o aggravation_n have_v some_o place_n in_o self-condemning_a as_o well_o as_o in_o self-accusing_a there_o be_v a_o particularise_v and_o aggravate_v of_o punishment_n as_o well_o as_o of_o sin_n for_o whatever_o particular_a threaten_n and_o commination_n be_v make_v and_o denounce_v in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n against_o such_o and_o such_o a_o particular_a sin_n or_o whatever_o particular_a punishment_n be_v in_o god_n word_n or_o providence_n usual_o measure_v andi_fw-la proportion_v out_o unto_o any_o sin_n the_o penitent_a sinner_n if_o guilty_a of_o that_o sin_n take_v it_o up_o apply_v and_o make_v use_v of_o it_o in_o the_o sentence_n of_o himself_o further_n whatever_o sad_a heavy_a direful_a circumstance_n of_o the_o punishment_n either_o of_o sin_n in_o general_n or_o of_o any_o particular_a sin_n of_o he_o be_v to_o be_v find_v in_o the_o book_n of_o god_n theâ—â—_n the_o penitent_a humble_a sinner_n look_v upon_o as_o proper_o belong_v to_o and_o righteous_o reveal_v against_o his_o sin_n and_o dare_v not_o but_o acknowledge_v they_o just_o due_a unto_o himself_o for_o and_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o sin_n to_o give_v a_o instance_n of_o particularise_v in_o self-judging_a lord_n say_v the_o sinner_n i_o have_v grieve_v thy_o good_a and_o holy_a spirit_n resist_v and_o strive_v against_o its_o strive_n and_o thou_o may_v just_o take_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o and_o resolve_v with_o thyself_o that_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v strive_v no_o long_o with_o i_o lord_n i_o have_v blind_v my_o own_o eye_n and_o shut_v out_o the_o light_n and_o thou_o may_v just_o give_v i_o up_o to_o judicial_a blindness_n to_o a_o 28._o a_o 1_o rom._n 28._o reprobate_a mind_n i_o have_v wilful_o harden_v my_o own_o heart_n and_o therefore_o thou_o may_v just_o give_v i_o up_o to_o judicial_a hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o to_o a_o 4.2_o a_o 1_o tim._n 4.2_o sear_v cauterised_a conscience_n i_o have_v despise_v the_o riches_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o thou_o may_v just_o now_o treasure_n up_o for_o i_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath._n i_o have_v be_v incorrigible_a and_o unbroken_a under_o judgement_n and_o therefore_o thou_o may_v just_o say_v unto_o i_o in_o indignation_n 5._o indignation_n 1_o isai_n 5._o why_o shall_v you_o be_v strike_v any_o more_o you_o will_v revolt_v more_o and_o more_o therefore_o thou_o may_v take_v away_o in_o wrath_n that_o which_o thou_o at_o first_o do_v send_v in_o anger_n thou_o may_v now_o in_o judgement_n withhold_v and_o remove_v thy_o judgement_n thou_o may_v now_o for_o my_o great_a punishment_n forbear_v punish_v i_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v at_o one_o blow_v kill_v i_o present_o leave_v off_o strike_v i_o thus_o you_o see_v the_o penitent_a sinner_n judge_n himself_o worthy_a of_o particular_a punishment_n for_o be_v guilty_a of_o particular_a sin_n and_o thus_o i_o have_v do_v with_o the_o act_n of_o confession_n self-accusing_a and_o self-condemning_a chap._n vi_o the_o first_o adjunct_n or_o property_n of_o true_a confession_n it_o be_v free_a and_o voluntary_a not_o force_v and_o constrain_v i_o now_o proceed_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o adjunct_n and_o genuine_a property_n of_o true_a confession_n which_o be_v these_o 1._o true_a confession_n be_v voluntary_a 2._o it_o be_v make_v with_o hatred_n of_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n 3._o with_o a_o full_a resolution_n against_o our_o sin_n 4._o last_o with_o a_o earnest_a desire_n of_o and_o some_o good_a hope_n in_o divine_a mercy_n 1._o true_a 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a_o occasion_n of_o a_o voluntary_a confession_n for_o the_o godly_a be_v often_o bring_v by_o punishment_n and_o affliction_n to_o a_o true_a penitent_n and_o voluntary_a acknowledgement_n of_o their_o sin_n but_o fear_v or_o feel_v of_o judgement_n though_o it_o may_v be_v a_o occasion_n of_o their_o confession_n yet_o it_o be_v never_o the_o main_a principle_n that_o act_v they_o in_o confession_n but_o it_o be_v the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o the_o evil_a nature_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o the_o love_n they_o bear_v to_o god_n that_o make_v they_o voluntary_o to_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v themselves_o in_o their_o confession_n they_o be_v indeed_o sometime_o bring_v to_o see_v and_o feel_v their_o sin_n by_o some_o punishment_n or_o other_o yet_o it_o be_v their_o sin_n discover_v to_o they_o by_o the_o punishment_n rather_o than_o the_o punishment_n itself_o that_o make_v they_o willing_a to_o confess_v and_o these_o have_v once_o a_o thorough_a conviction_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o their_o sin_n will_v if_o their_o fear_n be_v remove_v and_o their_o punishment_n take_v off_o prove_v notwithstanding_o as_o forward_a and_o ready_a as_o ever_o to_o make_v a_o full_a confession_n of_o their_o sin_n but_o now_o it_o be_v not_o at_o all_o the_o sin_n but_o only_o the_o punishment_n for_o sin_n which_o cause_v the_o hypocrite_n to_o confess_v who_o though_o he_o at_o present_a exclaim_n against_o his_o sin_n yet_o be_v he_o once_o at_o ease_n free_a from_o pain_n and_o from_o under_o the_o rod_n will_v soon_o hold_v his_o peace_n and_o hug_v his_o sin_n that_o now_o he_o cry_v out_o against_o and_o complain_v of_o many_o man_n confession_n be_v but_o the_o 14._o the_o 7_o hos_fw-la 14._o howl_n of_o afflict_a man_n that_o cry_v out_o mere_o because_o of_o pain_n possible_o some_o outward_a trouble_n and_o calamity_n or_o it_o may_v be_v some_o laniatus_fw-la and_o iâ—tus_fw-la some_o scourge_n and_o rending_n of_o conscience_n may_v put_v wicked_a man_n upon_o confession_n but_o these_o confess_v their_o sin_n just_a as_o the_o 29._o the_o s_o mat_n 29._o devil_n confess_v christ_n more_o out_o of_o torment_n than_o any_o true_a love_n to_o god_n these_o confess_v their_o fault_n just_a as_o sâ—hâ—l-bâ—ys_a confess_v when_o they_o be_v under_o the_o lash_n and_o as_o traitor_n confess_v when_o they_o be_v upon_o the_o rack_n who_o will_v never_o say_v a_o word_n be_v not_o such_o violent_a extraordinary_a mean_n use_v with_o they_o to_o extort_v it_o from_o they_o it_o be_v only_o the_o present_a smart_n and_o feel_v of_o god_n severe_a plague_n and_o exemplary_a judgement_n that_o drive_v pharaoh_n to_o confess_v and_o say_v i_o have_v sin_v this_o time_n the_o lord_n be_v righteous_a and_o i_o and_o my_o people_n be_v wicked_a 9_o exod._n 27._o &_o 10.16_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n his_o confession_n be_v involuntary_a for_o so_o soon_o as_o the_o plague_n be_v remove_v and_o he_o take_v off_o the_o rack_n ruâ—sâ—â—_n ad_fw-la ingenium_fw-la 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