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under_o the_o conduct_n of_o prudence_n and_o observation_n a_o life_n of_o warfare_n and_o sober_a counsel_n labour_n and_o watchfulness_n no_o man_n want_v cause_n of_o tear_n and_o a_o daily_a sorrow_n let_v every_o man_n consider_v what_o he_o feel_v and_o acknowledge_v his_o misery_n let_v he_o confess_v his_o sin_n and_o chastise_v it_o let_v he_o bear_v his_o cross_n patient_o and_o his_o persecution_n noble_o and_o his_o repentance_n willing_o and_o constant_o let_v he_o pity_v the_o evil_n of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o bear_v his_o share_n of_o the_o calamity_n of_o his_o brother_n let_v he_o long_o and_o sigh_v for_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n let_v he_o tremble_v and_o fear_v because_o he_o have_v deserve_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n let_v he_o commute_v his_o eternal_a
war_n and_o violence_n that_o seven_o year_n fight_v set_v a_o whole_a kingdom_n back_o in_o learning_n and_o virtue_n to_o which_o they_o be_v creep_v it_o may_v be_v a_o whole_a age_n and_o thus_o also_o we_o do_v evil_a to_o our_o posterity_n as_o adam_n do_v to_o his_o and_o cham_n do_v to_o his_o and_o eli_n to_o his_o and_o all_o they_o to_o they_o who_o by_o sin_n cause_v god_n to_o shorten_v the_o life_n and_o multiply_v the_o evil_n of_o mankind_n and_o for_o this_o reason_n it_o be_v the_o world_n grow_v worse_a and_o worse_o because_o so_o many_o original_a sin_n be_v multiply_v and_o so_o many_o evil_n from_o parent_n descend_v upon_o the_o succeed_a generation_n of_o man_n that_o they_o derive_v nothing_o from_o we_o but_o original_a misery_n but_o he_o who_o restore_v the_o law_n of_o nature_n do_v also_o restore_v we_o to_o the_o condition_n of_o nature_n which_o be_v violate_v by_o the_o introduction_n of_o death_n christ_n then_o repair_v when_o he_o suffer_v and_o overcome_v death_n for_o we_o that_o be_v he_o have_v take_v away_o the_o unhappiness_n of_o sickness_n and_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n and_o the_o dishonour_n of_o the_o grave_n of_o dissolution_n and_o weakness_n of_o decay_n and_o change_v and_o have_v turn_v they_o into_o act_n of_o favour_n into_o instance_n of_o comfort_n into_o opportunity_n of_o virtue_n christ_n have_v now_o knit_v they_o into_o rosary_n and_o coronet_n he_o have_v put_v they_o into_o promise_n and_o reward_n he_o have_v make_v they_o part_n of_o the_o portion_n of_o his_o elect_a they_o be_v instrument_n and_o earnest_n and_o security_n and_o passage_n to_o the_o great_a perfection_n of_o humane_a nature_n and_o the_o divine_a promise_n so_o that_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o we_o now_o to_o be_v reconcile_v to_o sickness_n it_o come_v in_o by_o sin_n and_o therefore_o be_v cure_v when_o it_o be_v turn_v into_o virtue_n and_o although_o it_o may_v have_v in_o it_o the_o uneasinesse_n of_o labour_n yet_o it_o will_v not_o be_v uneasy_a as_o sin_n or_o the_o restlessenesse_n of_o a_o discompose_v conscience_n if_o therefore_o we_o can_v well_o manage_v our_o state_n of_o sickness_n that_o we_o may_v not_o fall_v by_o pain_n as_o we_o usual_o do_v by_o pleasure_n we_o need_v not_o fear_v for_o no_o evil_a shall_v happen_v to_o we_o sect_n ii_o of_o the_o first_o temptation_n proper_a to_o the_o state_n of_o sickness_n impatience_n man_n that_o be_v in_o health_n be_v severe_a exactor_n of_o patience_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a and_o they_o usual_o judge_v it_o not_o by_o term_n of_o relation_n between_o god_n and_o the_o suffer_a man_n but_o between_o he_o and_o the_o friend_n that_o stand_v by_o the_o bedside_n it_o will_v be_v therefore_o necessary_a that_o we_o true_o understand_v to_o what_o duty_n and_o action_n the_o patience_n of_o a_o sick_a man_n ought_v to_o extend_v 1._o sigh_n and_o groan_n sorrow_n and_o prayer_n humble_a complaint_n and_o dolorous_a expression_n be_v the_o sad_a accent_n of_o a_o sick_a man_n language_n susâ—_n for_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v expect_v that_o a_o sick_a man_n shall_v act_v a_o part_n of_o patience_n with_o a_o countenance_n like_o a_o orator_n or_o grave_n like_o a_o dramatic_a person_n it_o be_v well_o if_o all_o man_n can_v bear_v a_o exterior_a decency_n in_o their_o sickness_n and_o regulate_v their_o voice_n their_o face_n their_o discourse_n and_o all_o their_o circumstance_n by_o the_o measure_n and_o proportion_n of_o comeliness_n and_o satisfaction_n to_o all_o the_o stander_n by_o but_o this_o will_v better_a please_v they_o then_o assist_v he_o the_o sick_a man_n will_v do_v more_o good_a to_o other_o than_o he_o will_v receive_v to_o himself_o 2._o therefore_o silence_n and_o still_a composure_n and_o not_o complain_v be_v no_o part_n of_o a_o sick_a man_n duty_n they_o be_v not_o necessary_a part_n of_o patience_n gementi_fw-la we_o find_v that_o david_n roar_v for_o the_o very_a disquietness_n of_o his_o sickness_n and_o he_o lie_v chatter_v like_o a_o swallow_n and_o his_o throat_n be_v dry_a with_o call_v for_o help_v upon_o his_o god_n that_o be_v the_o proper_a voice_n of_o sickness_n and_o certain_a it_o be_v that_o the_o proper_a voice_n of_o sickness_n be_v express_o vocal_a and_o petitory_a in_o the_o ear_n of_o god_n and_o call_v for_o pity_n in_o the_o same_o accent_n as_o the_o cry_n and_o oppression_n of_o widow_n and_o orphan_n do_v for_o vengeance_n upon_o their_o persecutor_n though_o they_o say_v no_o collect_n against_o they_o for_o there_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o man_n and_o there_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o disease_n and_o god_n hear_v both_o and_o the_o loud_a the_o disease_n speak_v there_o be_v the_o great_a need_n of_o mercy_n and_o pity_n and_o therefore_o god_n will_v the_o soon_o hear_v it_o abel_n blood_n have_v a_o voice_n and_o cry_v to_o god_n and_o humility_n have_v a_o voice_n and_o cry_n so_o loud_a to_o god_n that_o it_o pierce_v the_o cloud_n and_o so_o have_v every_o sorrow_n and_o every_o sickness_n and_o when_o a_o man_n cry_v out_o and_o complain_v but_o according_a to_o the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o pain_n 13._o it_o can_v be_v any_o part_n of_o a_o culpable_a impatience_n but_o a_o argument_n for_o pity_n 3._o some_o sense_n be_v so_o subtle_a and_o their_o perception_n so_o quick_a and_o full_a of_o relish_n and_o their_o spirit_n so_o active_a that_o the_o same_o load_n be_v double_a upon_o they_o to_o what_o it_o be_v to_o another_o person_n and_o therefore_o compare_v the_o expression_n of_o the_o one_o to_o the_o silence_n of_o the_o other_o a_o different_a judgement_n can_v be_v make_v concern_v their_o patience_n some_o nature_n be_v querulous_a and_o melancholy_a and_o soft_a and_o nice_a and_o tender_a and_o weep_v and_o expressive_a other_o be_v sullen_a dull_a without_o apprehension_n apt_a to_o tolerate_v and_o carry_v burden_n and_o the_o crucifixion_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n fall_v upon_o a_o delicate_a and_o virgin_n body_n of_o curious_a temper_n and_o strict_a equal_a composition_n be_v natural_o more_o full_a of_o torment_n then_o that_o of_o the_o rude_a thief_n who_o proportion_n be_v courseâ—_n and_o uneven_a 4._o in_o this_o case_n it_o be_v no_o imprudent_a advice_n which_o cicero_n give_v nothing_o in_o the_o world_n be_v more_o amiable_a than_o a_o even_a temper_n in_o our_o whole_a life_n 〈…〉_z and_o in_o every_o action_n but_o this_o evenness_n can_v be_v keep_v unless_o every_o man_n follow_v his_o own_o nature_n without_o strive_v to_o imitate_v the_o circumstance_n of_o another_o and_o what_o be_v so_o in_o the_o thing_n itself_o aught_o to_o be_v so_o in_o our_o judgement_n concern_v the_o thing_n we_o must_v not_o call_v any_o one_o impatient_a if_o he_o be_v not_o silent_a in_o a_o fever_n as_o if_o he_o be_v asleep_a or_o as_o if_o he_o be_v dull_a as_o herod_n son_n of_o athens_n 5._o nature_n in_o some_o case_n have_v make_v cry_n out_o and_o exclamation_n to_o be_v a_o entertainment_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o a_o abatement_n or_o diversion_n of_o the_o pain_n for_o so_o do_v the_o old_a champion_n when_o they_o throw_v their_o fatal_a net_n that_o they_o may_v load_v their_o enemy_n with_o the_o snare_n and_o weight_n of_o death_n they_o groan_v aloud_o tusc_n and_o send_v forth_o the_o anguish_n of_o their_o spirit_n into_o the_o eye_n and_o heart_n of_o the_o man_n that_o stand_v against_o they_o so_o it_o be_v in_o the_o endurance_n of_o some_o sharp_a pain_n the_o complaint_n and_o shriek_n the_o sharp_a groan_n and_o the_o tender_a accent_n send_v forth_o the_o afflict_a spirit_n and_o force_v a_o way_n that_o they_o may_v ease_v their_o oppression_n and_o their_o load_n that_o when_o they_o have_v spend_v some_o of_o their_o sorrow_n by_o a_o sally_n forth_o they_o may_v return_v better_a able_a to_o fortify_v the_o heart_n nothing_o of_o this_o be_v a_o certain_a sign_n much_o less_o a_o action_n or_o part_n of_o impatience_n and_o when_o our_o bless_a saviour_n suffer_v his_o last_o and_o sharp_a pang_n of_o sorrow_n he_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o loud_a voice_n and_o resolve_v to_o die_v and_o do_v so_o sect_n iii_o constituent_n or_o integrall_a part_n of_o patience_n 1._o that_o we_o may_v secure_v our_o patience_n we_o must_v take_v care_n that_o our_o complaint_n be_v without_o despair_n despair_v sin_n against_o the_o reputation_n of_o god_n goodness_n and_o the_o efficacy_n of_o all_o our_o old_a experience_n by_o despair_n we_o destroy_v the_o great_a comfort_n of_o our_o sorrow_n and_o turn_v our_o sickness_n into_o the_o state_n of_o devil_n and_o perish_a soul_n no_o affliction_n be_v great_a than_o despair_n for_o that_o be_v it_o which_o make_v hell_n fire_n and_o turn_v a_o natural_a
god_n will_v give_v thou_o to_o exercise_v any_o virtue_n to_o do_v he_o any_o service_n or_o thyself_o any_o advantage_n be_v careful_a that_o thou_o lose_v not_o this_o for_o to_o eternal_a age_n this_o never_o shall_v return_v again_o 9_o or_o if_o thou_o peradventure_o shall_v be_v restore_v to_o health_n be_v careful_a that_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o thanksgiving_n thou_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a of_o thyself_o for_o have_v behave_v thyself_o poor_o and_o weak_o upon_o thy_o bed_n it_o will_v be_v a_o sensible_a and_o excellent_a comfort_n to_o thou_o and_o double_a upon_o thy_o spirit_n if_o when_o thou_o shall_v worship_v god_n for_o restore_v thou_o thou_o shall_v also_o remember_v that_o thou_o do_v do_v he_o service_n in_o thy_o suffering_n and_o tell_v that_o god_n be_v huge_o gracious_a to_o thou_o in_o give_v thou_o the_o opportunity_n of_o a_o virtue_n at_o so_o easy_a a_o rate_n as_o a_o sickness_n from_o which_o thou_o do_v recover_v 10._o few_o man_n be_v so_o sick_a but_o they_o believe_v that_o they_o may_v recover_v and_o we_o shall_v seldom_o see_v a_o man_n lie_v down_o with_o a_o perfect_a persuasion_n that_o it_o be_v his_o last_o hour_n for_o many_o man_n have_v be_v sick_a and_o yet_o have_v recover_v but_o whether_o thou_o do_v or_o no_o thou_o have_v a_o virtue_n to_o exercise_v which_o may_v be_v a_o handmaid_n to_o thy_o patience_n epaphroditus_n be_v sick_a sick_a unto_o death_n and_o yet_o god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o he_o have_v do_v so_o to_o thousand_o to_o who_o he_o find_v it_o useful_a in_o the_o great_a order_n of_o thing_n and_o the_o event_n of_o universal_a providence_n if_o therefore_o thou_o desire_v to_o recover_v here_o be_v cause_n enough_o of_o hope_n and_o hope_n be_v design_v in_o the_o art_n of_o god_n and_o of_o the_o spirit_n to_o support_v patience_n but_o if_o thou_o recover_v not_o yet_o there_o be_v something_o that_o be_v matter_n of_o joy_n natural_o and_o very_o much_o spiritual_o if_o thou_o belong_v to_o god_n and_o joy_n be_v as_o certain_a a_o support_n to_o patience_n as_o hope_v and_o it_o be_v no_o small_a cause_n of_o be_v please_v when_o we_o remember_v that_o if_o we_o recover_v not_o our_o sickness_n shall_v the_o soon_o sit_v down_o in_o rest_n and_o joy_n for_o recovery_n by_o death_n as_o it_o be_v easy_a and_o better_o than_o the_o recovery_n by_o a_o sickly_a health_n so_o it_o be_v not_o so_o long_o in_o do_v it_o suffer_v not_o the_o tediousness_n of_o a_o creep_a restitution_n nor_o the_o inconvenience_n of_o surgeon_n and_o physician_n watchfulness_n and_o care_n keep_n in_o and_o suffer_a trouble_n fear_n of_o relapse_n and_o the_o little_a relic_n of_o a_o storm_n 11._o while_o we_o hear_v or_o use_v or_o think_v of_o these_o remedy_n part_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v go_v away_o and_o all_o of_o it_o be_v pass_o and_o if_o by_o such_o instrument_n we_o stand_v arm_v and_o ready_a dress_v before_o hand_n we_o shall_v avoid_v the_o mischief_n of_o amazement_n and_o surprise_v 6._o while_o the_o accident_n of_o sickness_n be_v such_o as_o be_v expect_v and_o against_o which_o we_o stand_v in_o readiness_n with_o our_o spirit_n contract_v instruct_v and_o put_v upon_o the_o defensive_a 12_o but_o our_o patience_n will_v be_v the_o better_o secure_v if_o we_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v not_o violent_o tempt_v by_o the_o usual_a arrest_n of_o sickness_n for_o patience_n be_v with_o reason_n demand_v while_o the_o sickness_n be_v tolerable_a that_o be_v so_o long_o as_o the_o evil_n be_v not_o too_o great_a but_o if_o it_o be_v also_o eligible_a and_o have_v in_o it_o some_o degree_n of_o good_a our_o patience_n will_v have_v in_o it_o the_o less_o difficulty_n and_o the_o great_a necessity_n this_o therefore_o will_v be_v a_o new_a stock_n of_o consideration_n sickness_n be_v in_o many_o degree_n eligible_a to_o many_o man_n and_o to_o many_o purpose_n sect_n vi_o advantage_n of_o sickness_n 1._o i_o consider_v one_o of_o the_o great_a felicity_n of_o heaven_n consist_v in_o a_o immunity_n from_o sin_n then_o we_o shall_v love_v god_n without_o mixture_n of_o malice_n then_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v without_o envy_n then_o we_o shall_v see_v full_a vessel_n run_v over_o with_o glory_n and_o crown_v with_o big_a circle_n and_o this_o we_o shall_v behold_v without_o spill_v from_o our_o eye_n those_o vessel_n of_o joy_n and_o grief_n any_o sign_n of_o anger_n trouble_n or_o a_o repine_a spirit_n our_o passion_n shall_v be_v pure_a our_o charity_n without_o fear_n our_o desire_n without_o lust_n our_o possession_n all_o our_o own_o and_o all_o in_o the_o inheritance_n of_o jesus_n in_o the_o rich_a soil_n of_o god_n eternal_a kingdom_n now_o half_a of_o this_o reason_n which_o make_v heaven_n so_o happy_a by_o be_v innocent_a be_v also_o in_o the_o state_n of_o sickness_n make_v the_o furrow_n of_o old_a age_n smooth_a and_o the_o groan_n of_o a_o sick_a heart_n apt_a to_o be_v join_v to_o the_o music_n of_o 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patience_n and_o render_v your_o religion_n tedious_a and_o hateful_a but_o record_v your_o desire_n and_o present_v yourself_o to_o god_n by_o general_a act_n of_o will_n and_o understanding_n and_o by_o habitual_a remembrance_n of_o your_o former_a vigorousnesse_n and_o by_o verification_n of_o the_o same_o grace_n rather_o than_o proper_a exercise_n if_o you_o can_v do_v more_o do_v it_o but_o if_o you_o can_v let_v it_o not_o become_v a_o scruple_n to_o thou_o we_o must_v not_o think_v man_n be_v tie_v to_o the_o form_n of_o health_n or_o that_o he_o who_o swoon_v and_o faint_v be_v oblige_v to_o his_o usual_a form_n and_o hour_n of_o prayer_n if_o we_o can_v labour_v yet_o let_v we_o love_v nothing_o can_v hinder_v
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and_o shall_v we_o not_o receive_v evil_a the_o sick_a man_n may_v recite_v or_o hear_v recite_v the_o follow_a psalm_n in_o the_o interval_n of_o his_o agony_n i._o o_o lord_n rebuke_v i_o not_o in_o thy_o anger_n 6._o neither_o chasten_v i_o in_o thy_o hot_a displeasure_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o weak_a o_o lord_n heal_v i_o for_o my_o bone_n be_v vex_v my_o soul_n be_v also_o sore_o vex_v but_o thou_o o_o lord_n how_o long_o return_v o_o lord_n deliver_v my_o soul_n o_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n for_o in_o death_n no_o man_n remember_v thou_o in_o the_o grave_n who_o shall_v give_v thou_o thanks_o i_o be_o weary_a with_o my_o groan_n all_o the_o night_n make_v i_o my_o bed_n to_o swim_v i_o water_v my_o couch_n with_o my_o tear_n my_o eye_n be_v consume_v because_o of_o grief_n it_o wax_v old_a because_o of_o all_o my_o sorrow_n depart_v from_o i_o all_o you_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o 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upon_o thy_o servant_n save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n when_o thou_o say_v seek_v you_o my_o face_n my_o heart_n say_v unto_o thou_o 27._o thy_o face_n lord_n will_v i_o seek_v hide_v not_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o put_v not_o thy_o servant_n away_o in_o thy_o anger_n thou_o have_v be_v my_o help_n leave_v i_o not_o neither_o forsake_v i_o o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n i_o have_v faint_v unless_o i_o have_v believe_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n o_o how_o great_a be_v thy_o goodness_n which_o thou_o have_v lay_v up_o for_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o 31._o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v for_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o thou_o before_o the_o son_n of_o man_n thou_o shall_v hide_v they_o in_o the_o secret_a of_o thy_o presence_n from_o the_o pride_n of_o man_n thou_o shall_v keep_v they_o secret_o in_o a_o pavilion_n from_o the_o strife_n of_o tongue_n from_o the_o calumny_n and_o aggravation_n of_o sin_n by_o devil_n i_o say_v in_o my_o 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to_o do_v and_o suffer_v every_o thing_n thou_o please_v through_o christ_n which_o strengthen_v i_o lord_n if_o thou_o will_v support_v i_o i_o will_v for_o ever_o praise_v thou_o if_o thou_o will_v suffer_v the_o load_n to_o press_v i_o yet_o more_o heavy_o i_o will_v cry_v unto_o thou_o and_o complain_v unto_o my_o god_n and_o at_o last_o i_o will_v lie_v down_o and_o die_v and_o by_o the_o mercy_n and_o intercession_n of_o the_o holy_a jesus_n and_o the_o conduct_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n and_o the_o ministry_n of_o angel_n pass_v into_o those_o mansion_n where_o holy_a soul_n rest_n and_o weep_v no_o more_o lord_n pity_v i_o lord_n sanctify_v this_o my_o sickness_n lord_n strengthen_v i_o holy_a jesus_n save_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o thou_o know_v how_o shameful_o i_o have_v fall_v with_o pleasure_n in_o thy_o mercy_n and_o very_a pity_n let_v i_o not_o fall_v with_o pain_n too_o o_o let_v i_o never_o charge_v god_n foolish_o nor_o offend_v thou_o by_o my_o impatience_n and_o 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thou_o be_v give_v by_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n the_o government_n of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o thou_o dispose_v every_o great_a and_o little_a accident_n to_o thy_o father_n honour_n and_o to_o the_o good_a and_o comfort_n of_o they_o that_o love_n and_o serve_v thou_o be_v please_v to_o bless_v the_o ministry_n of_o thy_o servant_n in_o order_n to_o my_o ease_n and_o health_n direct_v his_o judgement_n prosper_v the_o medicine_n and_o dispose_v the_o chance_n of_o my_o sickness_n fortunate_o that_o i_o may_v feel_v the_o blessing_n and_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o ease_n of_o my_o pain_n and_o the_o restitution_n of_o my_o health_n that_o i_o be_v restore_v to_o the_o society_n of_o the_o live_n and_o to_o thy_o solemn_a assembly_n may_v praise_v thou_o and_o thy_o goodness_n secret_o among_o the_o faithful_a and_o in_o the_o congregation_n of_o thy_o redeem_v one_o here_o in_o the_o outer-courts_a of_o the_o lord_n and_o hereafter_o in_o thy_o eternal_a temple_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n sect_n iii_o of_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o time_n of_o sickness_n now_o be_v the_o time_n in_o which_o faith_n appear_v most_o necessary_a and_o most_o difficult_a it_o be_v the_o foundation_n of_o a_o good_a life_n and_o the_o foundation_n of_o all_o our_o hope_n it_o be_v that_o without_o which_o we_o can_v live_v well_o and_o without_o which_o we_o can_v die_v well_o it_o be_v a_o grace_n that_o then_o we_o shall_v need_v to_o support_v our_o spirit_n to_o sustain_v our_o hope_n to_o alleviate_v our_o sickesse_n to_o resist_v temptation_n to_o prevent_v despair_n upon_o the_o belief_n of_o the_o article_n of_o our_o
the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o adoption_n and_o the_o inheritance_n of_o son_n and_o to_o be_v coheir_n with_o jesus_n and_o to_o have_v pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o a_o divine_a nature_n and_o restrain_v grace_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o sanctification_n and_o a_o rest_n and_o peace_n within_o we_o and_o a_o certain_a expectation_n of_o glory_n *_o who_o can_v choose_v but_o love_n he_o who_o when_o we_o have_v provoke_v he_o exceed_o send_v his_o son_n to_o die_v for_o we_o that_o we_o may_v live_v with_o he_o who_o do_v so_o desire_v to_o pardon_v we_o and_o save_v we_o that_o he_o have_v appoint_v his_o holy_a son_n continual_o to_o intercede_v for_o we_o *_o that_o his_o love_n be_v so_o great_a that_o he_o offer_v we_o great_a kindness_n and_o entreat_v we_o to_o be_v happy_a and_o make_v many_o decree_n in_o heaven_n concern_v the_o interest_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o the_o very_a provision_n and_o support_v of_o our_o person_n *_o that_o he_o send_v a_o angel_n to_o attend_v upon_o every_o of_o his_o servant_n and_o to_o be_v their_o guard_n and_o their_o guide_n in_o all_o their_o danger_n and_o hostility_n *_o that_o for_o our_o sake_n he_o restrain_v the_o devil_n and_o put_v his_o mightiness_n in_o fetter_n and_o restraint_n and_o chastise_n his_o malice_n with_o decree_n of_o grace_n and_o safety_n *_o that_o he_o it_o be_v who_o make_v all_o the_o creature_n serve_v we_o and_o take_v care_n of_o our_o sleep_n and_o preserve_v all_o plant_n and_o element_n all_o mineral_n and_o vegetable_n all_o beast_n and_o bird_n all_o fish_n and_o infect_v for_o food_n to_o we_o and_o for_o ornament_n for_o physic_n and_o instruction_n for_o variety_n and_o wonder_n for_o delight_n and_o for_o religion_n *_o that_o as_o god_n be_v all_o good_a in_o himself_o and_o all_o good_a to_o we_o so_o sin_n be_v direct_o contrary_a to_o god_n to_o reason_n to_o religion_n to_o safety_n and_o pleasure_n and_o felicity_n *_o that_o it_o be_v a_o great_a dishonour_n to_o a_o man_n spirit_n to_o have_v be_v make_v a_o fool_n by_o a_o weak_a temptation_n and_o a_o empty_a lust_n and_o to_o have_v reject_v god_n who_o be_v so_o rich_a so_o wise_a so_o good_a and_o so_o excellent_a so_o delicious_a and_o so_o profitable_a to_o we_o *_o that_o all_o the_o repentance_n in_o the_o world_n of_o excellent_a man_n do_v end_n in_o contrition_n or_o a_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n proceed_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n because_o they_o that_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n do_v not_o fear_v hell_n violent_o and_o so_o long_o as_o they_o remain_v in_o god_n favour_n although_o they_o suffer_v the_o infirmity_n of_o man_n yet_o they_o be_v god_n portion_n and_o therefore_o all_o the_o repentance_n of_o just_a and_o holy_a man_n which_o be_v certain_o the_o best_a be_v a_o repentance_n not_o for_o low_a end_n but_o because_o they_o be_v the_o friend_n of_o god_n and_o they_o be_v full_a of_o indignation_n that_o they_o have_v do_v a_o act_n against_o the_o honour_n of_o their_o patron_n and_o their_o dear_a lord_n and_o father_n *_o that_o it_o be_v a_o huge_a imperfection_n and_o a_o state_n of_o weakness_n to_o need_v to_o be_v move_v with_o fear_n or_o temporal_a respect_n and_o they_o that_o be_v so_o as_o yet_o be_v either_o immerge_v in_o the_o affection_n of_o the_o world_n or_o of_o themselves_o and_o those_o man_n that_o bear_v such_o a_o character_n be_v not_o yet_o esteem_v laudable_a person_n or_o man_n of_o good_a nature_n or_o the_o son_n of_o virtue_n *_o that_o no_o repentance_n can_v be_v last_v that_o rely_v upon_o any_o thing_n but_o the_o love_n of_o god_n for_o temporal_a motive_n may_v cease_v and_o contrary_a contingency_n may_v arise_v and_o fear_v of_o hell_n may_v be_v expel_v by_o natural_a or_o acquire_v hardness_n and_o be_v always_o the_o least_o when_o we_o have_v most_o need_n of_o it_o and_o most_o cause_n for_o it_o for_o the_o more_o habitual_a our_o sin_n be_v the_o more_o cauterise_v our_o conscience_n be_v the_o less_o be_v the_o fear_n of_o hell_n and_o yet_o our_o danger_n be_v much_o the_o great_a *_o that_o although_o fear_v of_o hell_n or_o other_o temporal_a motive_n may_v be_v the_o first_o inlet_n to_o a_o repentance_n yet_o repentance_n in_o that_o constitution_n and_o under_o those_o circumstance_n can_v obtain_v pardon_n because_o there_o be_v in_o that_o no_o union_n with_o god_n no_o adhesion_n to_o christ_n no_o endeerment_n of_o passion_n or_o of_o spirit_n no_o similitude_n or_o conformity_n to_o the_o great_a instrument_n of_o our_o peace_n our_o glorious_a mediator_n for_o as_o yet_o a_o man_n be_v turn_v from_o his_o sin_n but_o not_o convert_v to_o god_n the_o first_o and_o last_o of_o our_o return_n to_o god_n be_v love_n and_o nothing_o but_o love_n for_o obedience_n be_v the_o first_o part_n of_o love_n and_o fruition_n be_v the_o last_o and_o because_o he_o that_o do_v not_o love_n god_n can_v obey_v he_o therefore_o he_o that_o do_v not_o love_v he_o can_v enjoy_v he_o now_o that_o this_o may_v he_o reduce_v to_o practice_v the_o sick_a man_n may_v be_v advertise_v that_o in_o the_o action_n of_o repentance_n *_o he_o separate_v low_a temporal_a sensual_a and_o self_n end_v from_o his_o thought_n and_o so_o do_v his_o repentance_n *_o that_o he_o may_v still_o reflect_v honour_n upon_o god_n *_o that_o he_o confess_v his_o justice_n in_o punish_v that_o he_o acknowledge_v himself_o to_o have_v deserve_v the_o worst_a of_o evil_n *_o that_o he_o hearty_o believe_v and_o profess_v that_o if_o he_o perish_v final_o yet_o that_o god_n ought_v to_o be_v glorify_v by_o that_o sad_a event_n and_o that_o he_o have_v true_o merit_v so_o intolerable_a a_o calamity_n *_o that_o he_o also_o be_v put_v to_o make_v act_n of_o election_n and_o preference_n profess_v that_o he_o will_v willing_o endure_v all_o temporal_a evil_n rather_o then_o be_v in_o the_o disfavour_n of_o god_n or_o in_o the_o state_n of_o sin_n for_o by_o this_o last_o instance_n he_o will_v be_v quit_v from_o the_o suspicion_n of_o leave_v sin_n for_o temporal_a respect_n because_o he_o by_o a_o act_n of_o imagination_n or_o feign_a presence_n of_o the_o object_n to_o he_o entertain_v the_o temporal_a evil_n that_o he_o may_v leave_v the_o sin_n and_o therefore_o unless_o he_o be_v a_o hypocrite_n do_v not_o leave_v the_o sin_n to_o be_v quit_v of_o the_o temporal_a evil_n and_o as_o for_o the_o other_o motive_n of_o leave_v sin_n our_o of_o the_o fear_n of_o hell_n because_o that_o be_v a_o evangelical_a motive_n convey_v to_o we_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o be_v immediate_a to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n if_o the_o schoolman_n have_v please_v they_o may_v have_v reckon_v it_o as_o the_o handmaid_n and_o of_o the_o retinue_n of_o contrition_n but_o the_o more_o the_o consideration_n be_v sublime_v above_o this_o of_o the_o great_a effect_n and_o the_o more_o immediate_a to_o pardon_n will_v be_v the_o repentance_n 8._o let_v the_o sick_a person_n do_v frequent_a action_n of_o repentance_n by_o way_n of_o prayer_n for_o all_o those_o sin_n which_o be_v spiritual_a and_o in_o which_o no_o restitution_n or_o satisfaction_n material_a can_v be_v make_v and_o who_o contrary_a act_n can_v in_o kind_n be_v exercise_v for_o penitential_a prayer_n in_o some_o case_n be_v the_o only_a instance_n of_o repentance_n that_o can_v be_v a_o envious_a man_n if_o he_o give_v god_n hearty_a thanks_o for_o the_o advancement_n of_o his_o brother_n have_v do_v a_o act_n of_o mortification_n of_o his_o envy_n as_o direct_o as_o corporal_a austerity_n be_v a_o act_n of_o chastity_n and_o a_o enemy_n to_o uncleanness_n and_o if_o i_o have_v seduce_v a_o person_n that_o be_v dead_a or_o absent_a if_o i_o can_v restore_v he_o to_o sober_a counsel_n by_o my_o discourse_n and_o undeceive_v he_o i_o can_v only_o repent_v of_o that_o by_o way_n of_o prayer_n and_o intemperance_n be_v no_o way_n to_o be_v rescind_v or_o punish_v by_o a_o die_a man_n but_o by_o hearty_a prayer_n prayer_n be_v a_o great_a help_n in_o all_o case_n in_o some_o they_o be_v proper_a act_n of_o virtue_n and_o direct_a enemy_n to_o sin_n but_o although_o alone_a and_o in_o long_a continuance_n they_o alone_o can_v cure_v some_o one_o or_o some_o few_o little_a habit_n yet_o they_o can_v never_o alone_o change_v the_o state_n of_o the_o man_n and_o therefore_o be_v intend_v to_o be_v a_o suppletory_n to_o the_o imperfection_n of_o other_o act_n and_o by_o that_o reason_n be_v the_o proper_a and_o most_o pertinent_a employment_n of_o a_o clinic_n or_o deathbed_n penitent_a 9_o in_o those_o sin_n who_o proper_a cure_n be_v mortification_n corporal_a the_o sick_a man_n be_v to_o supply_v that_o part_n of_o
his_o brother_n nor_o give_v to_o god_n a_o ransom_n for_o he_o for_o the_o redemption_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v precious_a and_o it_o cease_v for_o ever_o that_o he_o shall_v still_o live_v for_o ever_o and_o not_o see_v corruption_n but_o wise_a man_n die_v likewise_o the_o fool_n and_o the_o brutish_a person_n perish_v and_o leave_v their_o wealth_n to_o other_o but_o god_n will_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o grave_n for_o he_o shall_v receive_v i_o as_o for_o i_o i_o will_v behold_v thy_o face_n in_o righteousness_n i_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v when_o i_o awake_v in_o thy_o likeness_n 16.15_o thou_o shall_v show_v i_o the_o path_n of_o life_n in_o thy_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n at_o thy_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o beginning_n etc._n etc._n let_v we_o pray_v almighty_a god_n father_n of_o mercy_n the_o god_n of_o peace_n and_o comfort_n of_o rest_n and_o pardon_n we_o thy_o servant_n though_o unworthy_a to_o pray_v to_o thou_o yet_o in_o duty_n to_o thou_o and_o charity_n to_o our_o brother_n humble_o beg_v mercy_n of_o thou_o for_o he_o to_o descend_v upon_o his_o body_n and_o his_o soul_n one_o sinner_n o_o lord_n for_o another_o the_o miserable_a for_o the_o afflict_a the_o poor_a for_o he_o that_o be_v in_o need_n but_o thou_o give_v thy_o grace_n and_o thy_o favour_n by_o the_o measure_n of_o thy_o own_o mercy_n and_o in_o proportion_n to_o our_o necessity_n we_o humble_o come_v to_o thou_o in_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n for_o the_o merit_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o our_o god_n pray_v thou_o to_o pardon_v the_o sin_n of_o this_o thy_o servant_n and_o to_o put_v they_o all_o upon_o the_o account_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o to_o bury_v they_o in_o the_o grave_n of_o jesus_n that_o they_o may_v never_o rise_v up_o in_o judgement_n against_o thy_o servant_n nor_o bring_v he_o to_o shame_n and_o 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mercy_n let_v thy_o mighty_a grace_n draw_v out_o from_o his_o soul_n every_o root_n of_o bitterness_n lest_o the_o remain_v of_o the_o old_a man_n be_v accurse_v with_o the_o reserve_v of_o thy_o wrath_n but_o in_o the_o union_n of_o the_o holy_a jesus_n and_o in_o the_o charity_n of_o god_n and_o of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o communion_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n let_v this_o soul_n be_v present_v to_o thou_o blameless_a and_o entire_o pardon_v and_o thorough_o wash_v through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n here_o also_o may_v be_v insert_v the_o prayer_n set_v down_o after_o the_o holy_a communion_n be_v administer_v the_o prayer_n of_o s._n eustratius_n the_o martyr_n to_o be_v use_v by_o the_o sick_a or_o die_a man_n or_o by_o the_o priest_n or_o assistant_n in_o his_o behalf_n which_o he_o say_v when_o he_o be_v go_v to_o martyrdom_n i_o will_v praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o have_v consider_v my_o low_a estate_n and_o have_v not_o shut_v i_o up_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o enemy_n nor_o make_v my_o foe_n to_o rejoice_v over_o i_o and_o now_o let_v thy_o right_a hand_n protect_v i_o and_o let_v thy_o mercy_n come_v upon_o i_o for_o my_o soul_n be_v in_o trouble_n and_o anguish_n because_o of_o its_o departure_n from_o the_o body_n o_o let_v not_o the_o assembly_n of_o its_o wicked_a and_o cruel_a enemy_n meet_v it_o in_o the_o pass_v forth_o nor_o hinder_v i_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o pass_a life_n o_o lord_n be_v favourable_a unto_o i_o that_o my_o so_fw-mi i_o may_v not_o behold_v the_o hellish_a countenance_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o darkness_n but_o let_v thy_o bright_a and_o joyful_a angel_n entertain_v it_o give_v glory_n to_o thy_o holy_a name_n and_o to_o thy_o majesty_n place_v i_o by_o thy_o merciful_a arm_n before_o thy_o seat_n of_o judgement_n and_o let_v not_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o prince_n of_o this_o world_n snatch_v i_o from_o thy_o presence_n or_o bear_v i_o into_o hell_n mercy_n sweet_a jesus_n amen_n a_o prayer_n take_v out_o of_o the_o euchologion_fw-la of_o the_o greek_a church_n to_o be_v say_v by_o or_o in_o behalf_n of_o people_n in_o their_o danger_n or_o near_o their_o death_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n i._o bemired_a with_o sin_n and_o naked_a of_o good_a deed_n i_o that_o be_o the_o meat_n of_o worm_n cry_v vehement_o in_o spirit_n cast_v not_o i_o wretch_n away_o from_o thy_o face_n place_v i_o not_o on_o the_o left_a hand_n who_o with_o thy_o hand_n do_v fashion_v i_o but_o give_v rest_n unto_o my_o soul_n for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n sake_n o_o lord_n ii_o supplicate_v with_o tear_n unto_o christ_n who_o be_v to_o judge_v my_o poor_a soul_n that_o he_o will_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o fire_n that_o be_v unquenchable_a i_o pray_v you_o all_o my_o friend_n and_o acquaintance_n make_v mention_n of_o i_o in_o your_o prayer_n that_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n i_o may_v find_v mercy_n at_o that_o dreadful_a tribunal_n iii_o then_o may_v the_o bystander_n pray_v when_o in_o unspeakable_a glory_n thou_o do_v come_v dreadful_o to_o judge_v the_o whole_a world_n vouchsafe_v o_o gracious_a redeemer_n that_o this_o thy_o faithful_a servant_n may_v in_o the_o cloud_n meet_v thou_o cheerful_o they_o who_o have_v be_v dead_a from_o the_o beginning_n with_o terrible_a and_o fearful_a tremble_a stand_n at_o thy_o tribunal_n wait_v thy_o just_a o_o bless_a saviour_n jesus_n none_o shall_v there_o avoid_v thy_o formidable_a and_o most_o righteous_a judgement_n all_o king_n and_o prince_n with_o servant_n stand_v together_o and_o hear_v the_o dreadful_a voice_n of_o the_o judge_n condemn_v the_o people_n which_o have_v sin_v into_o hell_n from_o which_o sad_a sentence_n o_o christ_n deliver_v thy_o servant_n amen_n then_o let_v the_o sick_a man_n be_v call_v upon_o to_o rehearse_v the_o article_n of_o his_o faith_n or_o if_o he_o be_v so_o weak_a he_o can_v let_v he_o if_o he_o have_v not_o before_o do_v it_o be_v call_v to_o say_v amen_o when_o they_o be_v recite_v or_o to_o give_v some_o testimony_n of_o his_o faith_n and_o confident_a assent_n to_o they_o after_o which_o it_o be_v proper_a if_o the_o person_n be_v in_o capacity_n that_o the_o minister_n examine_v he_o and_o invite_v he_o to_o confession_n and_o all_o the_o part_n of_o repentance_n according_a to_o the_o forego_n rule_v after_o which_o he_o may_v pray_v this_o prayer_n of_o absolution_n our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v give_v commission_n to_o his_o church_n in_o his_o name_n to_o pronounce_v pardon_n to_o all_o that_o be_v true_o penitent_a he_o of_o his_o mercy_n pardon_n and_o forgive_v thou_o all_o thy_o sin_n deliver_v thou_o from_o all_o evil_n past_a present_a and_o future_a
that_o the_o sick_a man_n make_v a_o universal_a confession_n or_o a_o renovation_n and_o repetition_n of_o all_o the_o particular_a confession_n and_o accusation_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n that_o now_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o account_n he_o may_v represent_v the_o sum_n total_a to_o god_n and_o his_o conscience_n and_o make_v provision_n for_o their_o remedy_n and_o pardon_n according_a to_o his_o present_a possibility_n 5._o now_o be_v the_o time_n to_o make_v reflex_n act_n of_o repentance_n that_o as_o by_o a_o general_a repentance_n we_o supply_v the_o want_n of_o the_o just_a extension_n of_o part_n so_o by_o this_o we_o may_v supply_v the_o proper_a measure_n of_o the_o intention_n of_o degree_n in_o our_o health_n we_o can_v consider_v concern_v our_o own_o act_n whether_o they_o be_v real_a or_o hypocritical_a essential_a or_o imaginary_a sincere_a or_o upon_o interest_n integrall_a or_o imperfect_a commensurate_a or_o defective_a and_o although_o it_o be_v a_o good_a 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to_o the_o affection_n of_o a_o son_n the_o reason_n of_o which_o beside_o the_o precedent_n be_v this_o because_o when_o our_o repentance_n be_v in_o this_o state_n it_o suppose_v the_o man_n also_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n a_o well_o grow_v christian_n for_o to_o hate_v sin_n out_o of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v not_o the_o felicity_n of_o a_o new_a convert_n or_o a_o infant_n grace_n or_o if_o it_o be_v that_o love_v also_o be_v in_o its_o infancy_n but_o it_o suppose_v a_o good_a progress_n and_o the_o man_n habitual_o virtuous_a and_o tend_v to_o perfection_n and_o therefore_o contrition_n or_o repentance_n so_o qualify_v be_v useful_a to_o great_a degree_n of_o pardon_n because_o the_o man_n be_v a_o gracious_a person_n and_o that_o virtue_n be_v of_o good_a degree_n and_o consequent_o fit_a employment_n for_o he_o that_o shall_v work_v no_o more_o but_o be_v to_o appear_v before_o his_o judge_n to_o receive_v the_o hire_n of_o his_o day_n and_o if_o his_o repentance_n 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