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to_o bind_v the_o inner_a man_n but_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n whereby_o we_o be_v a_o law_n to_o our_o self_n a_o good_a christian_n begin_v his_o repentance_n where_o his_o sin_n begin_v in_o his_o thought_n which_o be_v the_o next_o issue_n of_o his_o heart_n god_n count_v it_o a_o honour_n when_o we_o regard_v his_o all-seeing_a eye_n so_o much_o as_o that_o we_o will_v not_o take_v liberty_n to_o ourselves_o in_o that_o which_o be_v offensive_a to_o he_o no_o not_o in_o our_o heart_n wherein_o no_o creature_n can_v hinder_v we_o it_o be_v a_o argument_n that_o the_o spirit_n have_v set_v up_o a_o kingdom_n and_o order_n in_o our_o heart_n when_o our_o spirit_n rise_v within_o we_o against_o any_o thing_n that_o lift_v itself_o up_o against_o goodness_n §._o 5._o many_o flatter_v themselves_o from_o a_o impossibility_n of_o rule_v their_o imagination_n object_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o lay_v all_o upon_o infirmity_n and_o natural_a weakness_n etc._n etc._n but_o 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and_o bloody_a thought_n exchange_n and_o shop_n of_o vain_a thought_n a_o very_a forge_n and_o mint_n of_o false_a politic_a and_o undermine_a thought_n yea_o often_o a_o little_a hell_n of_o confuse_a and_o black_a imagination_n there_o be_v nothing_o that_o more_o move_v a_o godly_a man_n to_o renew_v his_o interest_n every_o day_n in_o the_o perfect_a righteousness_n and_o obedience_n of_o his_o saviour_n than_o these_o sinful_a stir_n of_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o find_v something_o in_o himself_o always_o entice_v and_o draw_v away_o his_o heart_n from_o god_n and_o intermingle_v itself_o with_o his_o best_a performance_n even_o good_a thought_n be_v troublesome_a if_o they_o come_v unreasonable_o and_o weaken_v our_o exact_a performance_n of_o duty_n §._o 6._o but_o here_o some_o misconceit_n must_v be_v avoid_v take_v heed_n of_o 1._o as_o we_o must_v take_v heed_n that_o we_o account_v not_o our_o imagination_n to_o be_v religion_n so_o we_o must_v not_o account_v true_a 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