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but_o if_o it_o be_v of_o work_n it_o be_v no_o more_o grace_n for_o else_o be_v work_v no_o more_o work_n answer_n be_v make_v y_fw-fr t_o in_o this_o place_n paul_n 6._o speak_v of_o work_n of_o nature_n which_o indeed_o â—re_n contrary_a to_o grace_n but_o not_o of_o work_n of_o regeneration_n which_o be_v not_o contrary_a to_o grace_v this_o answer_n be_v false_a for_o paul_n in_o a_o like_a â—lace_n unto_o this_o oppose_v grace_n &_o work_n of_o regeneration_n you_o be_v save_v by_o grace_n say_v he_o through_o faith_n and_o that_o not_o of_o yourselves_o for_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n not_o of_o work_n 9_o lest_o any_o shall_v boast_v himself_o for_o we_o be_v his_o workmanship_n create_v in_o christ_n jesus_n unto_o good_a work_n that_o we_o shall_v walk_v in_o they_o now_o let_v the_o church_n of_o rome_n speak_v what_o be_v the_o work_n of_o which_o a_o man_n mayâ—_n most_o of_o all_o boast_n and_o what_o be_v the_o workâ—_n for_o the_o do_v of_o which_o we_o must_v be_v fashion_v a_o new_a in_o christ_n jesus_n assure_o theâ—_n must_v be_v the_o work_n of_o regeneration_n dip_v &_o die_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n as_o they_o speak_v wherefore_o it_o be_v evident_a that_o paul_n meaning_n be_v to_o conclude_v that_o if_o we_o be_v save_v by_o grace_n we_o can_v be_v save_v by_o work_n of_o regeneration_n 2_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n confute_v anâ—_n condemn_v in_o counsel_n &_o deride_v thiâ—_n doctrine_n that_o we_o teach_v that_o man_n be_v to_o bâ—_n justify_v by_o the_o imputation_n of_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n which_o righteousness_n be_v not_o iâ—_n we_o but_o in_o christ._n and_o the_o rhemist_n call_v it_o 23._o fantastical_a justice_n a_o new_a no_o justice_n bâ—â—_n herein_o that_o church_n be_v contrary_a to_o itself_o foâ—_n it_o defend_v work_n of_o supererogation_n anâ—_n work_v of_o satisfaction_n of_o one_o man_n for_o a_o other_o 24._o &_o their_o ground_n be_v because_o the_o faithful_a 〈◊〉_d all_o member_n of_o one_o body_n &_o have_v fellowship_n one_o with_o a_o other_o &_o therefore_o one_o may_v satisfy_v for_o a_o other_o hereby_o it_o be_v plain_a that_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n most_o of_o all_o defend_v that_o imputation_n of_o righteousness_n which_o most_o of_o all_o it_o have_v oppugn_v for_o when_o one_o man_n satisfi_v for_o a_o other_o the_o work_n of_o one_o man_n be_v impute_v to_o another_o but_o what_o shall_v one_o man_n satisfy_v for_o a_o other_o &_o shall_v not_o christ_n by_o his_o righteousness_n satisfy_v for_o we_o shall_v god_n accept_v the_o work_n of_o one_o man_n for_o a_o other_o &_o not_o accept_v the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n for_o we_o true_o there_o be_v great_a fellowship_n and_o conjunction_n between_o the_o head_n and_o the_o member_n than_o of_o the_o member_n among_o themselves_o because_o they_o be_v join_v together_o by_o mean_n of_o the_o head_n 3_o it_o hold_v that_o the_o guilt_n &_o fault_n of_o sin_n may_v be_v remit_v by_o christ_n &_o yet_o the_o temporal_a punishment_n of_o sin_n be_v unremit_v but_o these_o be_v quite_o contrary_a paul_n say_v there_o 1._o be_v now_o no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n yet_o if_o a_o man_n be_v punish_v for_o his_o sin_n after_o he_o be_v in_o christ_n &_o have_v the_o fault_n of_o sin_n remit_v some_o condemnation_n shall_v now_o remain_v he_o and_o david_n â—_o say_v bless_a be_v the_o man_n to_o who_o the_o lord_n impute_v no_o sin_n therefore_o he_o to_o who_o the_o lord_n impute_v no_o sin_n have_v not_o only_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n but_o also_o the_o punishment_n of_o his_o sin_n remit_v otherwise_o he_o can_v not_o be_v bless_v but_o miserable_a and_o this_o agree_v not_o with_o god_n justice_n when_o the_o fault_n be_v quite_o pardon_v and_o a_o man_n be_v guilty_a of_o no_o sin_n that_o then_o any_o punishment_n shall_v be_v lay_v 37._o on_o he_o and_o s._n augustine_n say_v that_o christ_n by_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n and_o not_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o fault_n take_v away_o both_o the_o punishment_n and_o the_o fault_n wherefore_o this_o opinion_n that_o christ_n have_v take_v away_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n overthrow_v all_o satisfaction_n &_o purgatory_n because_o the_o fault_n and_o guilt_n be_v take_v away_o all_o punishment_n for_o sin_n be_v also_o take_v away_o 5_o it_o teach_v that_o a_o man_n must_v always_o doubt_v of_o his_o salvation_n and_o likewise_o it_o teach_v that_o in_o pray_v we_o be_v to_o call_v god_n father_n which_o be_v thing_n quite_o contrary_a for_o who_o can_v true_o call_v god_n father_n unless_o he_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n and_o be_v assure_v that_o he_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n for_o if_o a_o 16._o man_n shall_v call_v god_n father_n and_o yet_o in_o his_o heart_n doubt_n whether_o he_o be_v his_o father_n or_o not_o he_o play_v the_o dissemble_a hypocrite_n wherefore_o to_o doubt_v of_o salvation_n and_o to_o say_v 3._o our_o father_n etc._n etc._n in_o truth_n be_v contrary_a 6_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n make_v prayer_n to_o be_v one_o of_o the_o chief_a mean_n to_o satisfy_v for_o sin_n but_o prayer_n indeed_o be_v a_o ask_n of_o pardon_n for_o sin_n now_o ask_v of_o pardon_n and_o satisfaction_n for_o sin_n be_v contrary_a therefore_o by_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o papist_n prayer_n which_o be_v a_o satisfaction_n be_v no_o satisfaction_n and_o in_o deed_n let_v we_o consider_v what_o madness_n be_v contain_v in_o this_o popish_a divinity_n the_o poor_a beggar_n come_v very_o hungry_a to_o the_o rich_a man_n door_n to_o crave_v his_o alm_n and_o straightway_o by_o his_o beg_n he_o will_v merit_v and_o deserve_v it_o the_o same_o do_v the_o papist_n he_o pray_v very_o poor_o for_o the_o thing_n which_o he_o want_v yet_o he_o look_v very_o proud_o to_o merit_v no_o less_o than_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n by_o it_o 7_o doubt_v of_o salvation_n and_o hope_n can_v 5._o agree_v together_o for_o hope_n make_v a_o man_n not_o to_o be_v ashamed_a that_o be_v it_o never_o disappoint_v he_o of_o the_o thing_n which_o he_o look_v for_o and_o therefore_o it_o be_v call_v the_o anchor_n of_o the_o soul_n 19_o both_o sure_a &_o steadfast_a which_o enter_v into_o that_o which_o be_v within_o the_o veil_n so_o that_o true_a hope_n and_o the_o certain_a assurance_n of_o salvation_n go_v together_o 8_o true_a prayer_n and_o justification_n by_o work_n can_v stand_v together_o for_o he_o which_o pray_v true_o must_v be_v touch_v inwardlie_o with_o a_o lively_a feel_n of_o his_o own_o misery_n and_o of_o the_o want_n of_o that_o grace_n whereof_o he_o stand_v in_o need_n now_o this_o can_v be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o â—â—at_a man_n that_o look_v to_o merit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n by_o his_o work_n for_o he_o that_o â—â—n_fw-la do_v this_o may_v justly_o conceive_v somewhat_o of_o his_o own_o excellency_n 9_o papist_n teach_v that_o it_o be_v great_a boldness_n 〈◊〉_d come_v immediate_o unto_o god_n without_o â—â—e_z intercession_n of_o saint_n and_o therefore_o â—â—ey_n use_v to_o ubique_fw-la pray_v to_o marie_n that_o she_o will_v â—raie_v to_o christ_n to_o help_v they_o yet_o on_o the_o contrary_a when_o they_o have_v so_o do_v they_o â—ray_v to_o god_n immediate_o that_o he_o will_v reâ—eive_v the_o intercession_n of_o marie_n for_o they_o and_o thus_o they_o be_v become_v intercessor_n beâ—eene_a marie_n and_o god_n yea_o when_o they_o â—ffer_v up_o christ_n pray_v god_n to_o accept_v â—heir_a gift_n and_o sacrifice_n the_o humble_a priest_n â—hat_n will_v not_o pray_v to_o god_n but_o by_o the_o meditation_n of_o saint_n be_v then_o a_o mediator_n between_o christ_n jesus_n and_o god_n his_o
then_o afterward_o come_v the_o gospel_n a_o more_o gentle_a plaster_n which_o couple_v and_o swage_v my_o wound_n of_o my_o conscience_n and_o bring_v i_o health_n it_o bring_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o loose_v the_o band_n of_o satan_n and_o couple_v i_o to_o god_n &_o his_o will_n through_o a_o strong_a faith_n &_o fervent_a love_n which_o band_n be_v to_o strong_a for_o the_o devil_n the_o world_n or_o any_o creature_n to_o loose_v and_o i_o a_o poor_a &_o wretched_a sinner_n feel_v so_o great_a mercy_n that_o in_o myself_o i_o be_v most_o sure_a that_o god_n will_v not_o forsake_v i_o or_o ever_o withdraw_v his_o mercy_n and_o love_n from_o i_o and_o i_o bold_o cry_v out_o with_o 8._o paul_n say_v who_o shall_v separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n final_o as_o before_o when_o i_o be_v bind_v to_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o will_n i_o wrought_v all_o manner_n of_o wickedness_n for_o i_o can_v do_v no_o otherwise_o it_o be_v my_o nature_n even_o so_o now_o since_o i_o be_o couple_v to_o god_n by_o christ_n blood_n i_o do_v good_a free_o because_o of_o the_o spirit_n and_o this_o my_o nature_n and_o thus_o i_o trust_v i_o have_v satify_v your_o first_o demand_n timoth._n yea_o but_o i_o think_v you_o do_v too_o much_o condemn_v yourself_o in_o respect_n of_o sin_n for_o i_o can_v remember_v that_o from_o your_o childhood_n your_o be_v of_o a_o good_a and_o gentle_a nature_n and_o your_o behaviour_n be_v always_o honest_a and_o civil_a and_o you_o can_v never_o abide_v the_o company_n of_o they_o which_o be_v roister_n and_o ruffian_n and_o swearer_n and_o blasphemer_n and_o contemner_n of_o god_n word_n and_o drunkard_n which_o now_o be_v term_v good_a fellow_n and_o your_o deal_n with_o all_o man_n have_v be_v ever_o commend_v for_o good_a faithful_a and_o just_a what_o mean_v you_o then_o to_o make_v yourself_o so_o abominable_a and_o accurse_a and_o to_o say_v you_o be_v so_o whole_o addict_v unto_o wickedness_n and_o your_o will_n so_o fearful_o and_o miserable_o in_o captivity_n unto_o the_o will_n of_o the_o devil_n euseb._n brother_n timoth._n i_o know_v what_o i_o say_v god_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o speak_v it_o with_o more_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o weakness_n &_o with_o a_o more_o bitter_a detestation_n of_o my_o sin_n by_o nature_n through_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_o i_o the_o child_n of_o wrath_n heir_n of_o the_o vengeance_n of_o god_n by_o birth_n yea_o and_o so_o from_o my_o first_o conception_n and_o i_o have_v my_o fellowship_n with_o the_o damn_a devil_n under_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o rule_n of_o satan_n while_o i_o be_v yet_o in_o my_o mother_n womb_n and_o although_o i_o show_v not_o the_o fruit_n of_o sin_n as_o soon_o as_o i_o be_v bear_v nor_o long_o after_o yet_o be_v i_o full_a of_o the_o natural_a poison_n from_o whence_o all_o wicked_a deed_n do_v spring_n &_o can_v but_o sin_n outward_o as_o soon_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o work_v be_v i_o never_o so_o young_a if_o occasion_n be_v give_v for_o my_o nature_n be_v to_o sin_n as_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o serpent_n to_o sting_v and_o as_o a_o serpent_n yet_o young_a or_o yet_o unbrought_a forth_o be_v full_a of_o poison_n and_o can_v afterward_o when_o time_n and_o occasion_n be_v give_v but_o bring_v forth_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o and_o as_o a_o adder_n a_o toad_n or_o a_o snake_n be_v hate_v of_o man_n not_o for_o the_o evil_a it_o have_v do_v but_o for_o the_o poison_n that_o be_v in_o it_o and_o hurt_v which_o it_o can_v but_o do_v so_o be_o i_o hate_v of_o god_n for_o that_o natural_a poison_n which_o be_v conceive_v and_o bear_v with_o i_o before_o i_o do_v any_o outward_a evil_n and_o as_o the_o evil_n which_o a_o venomous_a worm_n do_v make_v it_o not_o a_o serpent_n but_o because_o it_o be_v a_o venomous_a worm_n therefore_o do_v it_o evil_n and_o poyson_v even_o so_o do_v not_o our_o evil_a deed_n make_v we_o evil_a first_o but_o because_o we_o be_v of_o nature_n evil_a therefore_o do_v we_o evil_a and_o think_v evil_a to_o eternal_a damnation_n by_o the_o law_n and_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o our_o will_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n consent_v unto_o the_o will_n of_o the_o fiend_n timoth._n as_o yet_o i_o never_o have_v such_o a_o feel_n of_o my_o sin_n as_o you_o have_v have_v and_o although_o i_o will_v be_v loath_a to_o commit_v any_o sin_n yet_o the_o law_n be_v never_o so_o terrible_a unto_o i_o condemn_v i_o pronounce_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n against_o i_o and_o sting_v my_o conscience_n with_o fear_n of_o everlasting_a pain_n as_o i_o perceive_v it_o have_v be_v unto_o you_o therefore_o i_o fear_v oftentimes_o lest_o my_o profession_n of_o religion_n shall_v be_v only_o in_o truth_n mere_a hypocrisy_n i_o pray_v you_o let_v i_o hear_v your_o mind_n euseb._n a_o true_a say_n it_o be_v that_o the_o right_a way_n to_o go_v unto_o heaven_n be_v to_o sail_v by_o hell_n and_o there_o be_v no_o man_n lyve_v that_o feel_v the_o power_n and_o virtue_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n which_o first_o have_v not_o feel_v the_o strange_a pain_n of_o hell_n but_o yet_o in_o these_o pain_n there_o be_v a_o difference_n and_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n that_o his_o child_n in_o their_o conversion_n shall_v some_o of_o they_o feel_v more_o and_o some_o less_o ezechias_n 33._o on_o his_o death_n bed_n complain_v that_o the_o lord_n break_v his_o bone_n like_o a_o lion_n that_o he_o can_v not_o speak_v by_o reason_n of_o pain_n but_o chatter_v in_o his_o throat_n like_o a_o crane_n and_o mourn_v like_o a_o dove_n job_n say_v that_o god_n be_v 13._o his_o enemy_n and_o have_v set_v he_o up_o as_o a_o mark_n to_o shoot_v at_o and_o that_o the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v upon_o he_o and_o that_o the_o poison_n of_o they_o have_v drink_v up_o his_o spirit_n david_n 130._o bewail_v his_o estate_n in_o many_o psalm_n but_o especial_o in_o the_o 130._o psalm_n where_o he_o begin_v on_o this_o manner_n out_o of_o the_o deep_a place_n have_v i_o call_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n which_o be_v as_o though_o he_o shall_v say_v o_o my_o poor_a soul_n fall_v not_o flat_a down_o vex_v not_o thyself_o out_o of_o measure_n the_o burden_n of_o thy_o sin_n press_v thou_o sore_o indeed_o but_o be_v not_o for_o all_o that_o quite_o overwhelm_v thou_o be_v thrust_v down_o so_o low_a into_o the_o depth_n of_o deep_n that_o thou_o have_v need_n cry_v aloud_o to_o be_v hear_v of_o he_o which_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a heighte_n and_o the_o ever-burning_a hell_n fire_n be_v not_o far_o from_o that_o lake_n whither_o thy_o iniquity_n have_v plunge_v thou_o â—o_z that_o thou_o may_v perceive_v as_o it_o be_v the_o echo_n of_o their_o cry_n and_o desperate_a howâ—nges_n which_o be_v there_o cast_v out_o of_o all_o hope_n of_o ever_o come_v forth_o but_o the_o lord_n which_o bring_v forth_o even_o to_o the_o border_n of_o hell_n his_o best_a belove_v when_o they_o forget_v themselves_o know_v also_o how_o 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