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right_a now_o that_o in_o the_o womb_n of_o thy_o bless_a mother_n thou_o receive_v the_o cross_n of_o thy_o passion_n and_o bear_v it_o continual_o to_o the_o hour_n of_o thy_o dissolution_n christ._n to_o this_o end_n that_o thou_o may_v by_o affection_n &_o compassion_n become_v a_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n unto_o god_n whole_o inflame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o charity_n all_o the_o rust_n and_o rubbish_n of_o sin_n be_v consume_v and_o waste_v consider_v diligent_o with_o a_o lively_a heart_n how_o i_o suffer_v a_o double_a martyrdom_n one_o in_o my_o body_n another_o in_o my_o soul_n or_o spirit_n as_o touch_v the_o martyrdom_n of_o my_o body_n consider_v that_o there_o be_v never_o the_o suffering_n of_o any_o martyr_n so_o sharp_a so_o painful_a that_o it_o may_v be_v compare_v with_o my_o suffering_n which_o i_o will_v prove_v unto_o thou_o by_o authority_n by_o sign_n by_o reason_n first_o by_o authority_n for_o i_o myself_o cry_v out_o of_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o 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be_v create_v thing_n past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v which_o be_v to_o i_o present_a and_o i_o from_o the_o very_a first_o instant_n of_o the_o infusion_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o my_o body_n begin_v always_o to_o observe_v till_o such_o time_n as_o i_o give_v up_o my_o ghost_n upon_o the_o cross_n all_o the_o pain_n which_o i_o be_v to_o endure_v and_o whatsoever_o all_o my_o elect_n from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n have_v at_o any_o time_n suffer_v and_o such_o as_o be_v not_o yet_o bear_v be_v to_o suffer_v even_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n all_o this_o i_o suffer_v in_o the_o inferior_a faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o in_o each_o of_o these_o be_v i_o more_o inward_o and_o grievous_o torment_v in_o my_o spirit_n than_o any_o one_o can_v be_v in_o his_o own_o proper_a body_n at_o such_o time_n as_o he_o be_v to_o suffer_v torture_n or_o torment_n another_o cause_n which_o procure_v so_o great_a pain_n in_o my_o spirit_n be_v abundant_a love_n for_o love_n beget_v grief_n and_o heaviness_n in_o the_o spirit_n so_o as_o by_o how_o much_o thy_o love_n towards_o i_o be_v more_o intensive_a or_o great_a by_o so_o much_o more_o be_v thy_o soul_n torment_v with_o my_o death_n and_o passion_n and_o because_o i_o have_v always_o and_o above_o comparison_n love_v thou_o and_o every_o man_n more_o than_o he_o can_v love_v himself_o therefore_o have_v i_o suffer_v great_a pain_n than_o all_o that_o which_o any_o one_o have_v ever_o suffer_v upon_o earth_n or_o be_v to_o suffer_v or_o shall_v suffer_v to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n thou_o know_v that_o when_o paul_n have_v consent_v to_o the_o death_n and_o ston_a of_o stephen_n and_o do_v persecute_v christian_n i_o say_v unto_o he_o saul_n why_o persecute_v thou_o i_o and_o yet_o he_o persecute_v not_o i_o in_o my_o own_o proper_a person_n but_o in_o the_o person_n of_o my_o belove_a friend_n because_o what_o good_a or_o evil_a soever_o befall_v my_o friend_n befalleâ—h_v i_o and_o this_o proceed_v from_o the_o great_a love_n which_o i_o bear_v unto_o man_n thus_o therefore_o may_v thou_o consider_v how_o and_o by_o what_o mean_v my_o passion_n exceed_v in_o pain_n the_o passion_n of_o all_o that_o ever_o suffer_v or_o shall_v suffer_v because_o i_o suffer_v both_o in_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o that_o immaculate_a and_o by_o nature_n delicate_a and_o for_o so_o long_a time_n to_o wit_n for_o thirty_o four_o year_n do_v i_o suffer_v martyrdom_n in_o my_o spirit_n both_o for_o myself_o and_o all_o my_o elect._n laurence_n in_o one_o night_n be_v broil_v on_o a_o gridiron_n bartholomew_n in_o one_o day_n be_v slay_v katherine_n in_o one_o hour_n be_v break_v on_o a_o wheel_n etc._n etc._n all_o these_o torture_n never_o hurt_v any_o one_o of_o they_o so_o much_o in_o their_o own_o body_n as_o they_o torment_v i_o in_o my_o soul_n for_o thirty_o four_o year_n whence_o isaiah_n true_o he_o have_v suffer_v for_o our_o infirmity_n and_o bear_v our_o sorrow_n and_o therefore_o i_o 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