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thou_o be_v here_o my_o soul_n but_o grope_v in_o the_o dark_a daily_o commit_v error_n and_o mistake_v every_o minute_n stumble_v and_o fall_v into_o sin_n shame_n and_o sorrow_n in_o great_a danger_n of_o the_o misery_n of_o humane_a life_n but_o in_o great_a danger_n of_o eternal_a torment_n xi_o all_o that_o thou_o can_v pretend_v to_o know_v here_o be_v to_o confess_v thyself_o ignorant_a thou_o only_o know_v thing_n here_o by_o their_o event_n but_o there_o thou_o shall_v know_v they_o in_o their_o primitive_a cause_n thou_o be_v here_o tire_v out_o in_o gain_v this_o imperfect_a feeble_a and_o empty_a knowledge_n there_o thou_o shall_v be_v delight_v in_o know_v all_o that_o be_v desirable_a by_o know_v he_o in_o who_o be_v lay_v up_o all_o the_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n these_o transitory_a drop_n of_o joy_n be_v full_a of_o bitterness_n but_o those_o river_n of_o eternal_a pleasure_n flow_v from_o the_o fountain_n of_o eternal_a sweetness_n thou_o have_v 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hear_v i_o and_o that_o right_a soon_o behold_v thou_o have_v make_v my_o day_n as_o it_o be_v a_o span_n long_o and_o my_o age_n though_o it_o be_v great_a in_o respect_n of_o other_o yet_o it_o be_v nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o thou_o for_o very_o every_o man_n live_v be_v altogether_o vanity_n ii_o my_o day_n be_v consume_v away_o like_a smoke_n and_o my_o bone_n be_v burn_v up_o as_o it_o be_v a_o firebrand_n there_o be_v no_o health_n in_o my_o flesh_n because_o of_o thy_o displeasure_n neither_o be_v there_o any_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n by_o reason_n of_o my_o sin_n my_o wickedness_n be_v go_v over_o my_o head_n and_o be_v a_o sore_a burden_n too_o heavy_a for_o i_o to_o bear_v but_o i_o will_v confess_v my_o wickedness_n and_o be_v sorry_a for_o
my_o sin_n iii_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o heal_v my_o soul_n for_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o call_v to_o remembrance_n o_o lord_n thy_o tender_a mercy_n and_o thy_o love_a kindness_n which_o have_v be_v ever_o of_o old_a o_o remember_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o the_o offence_n of_o ripe_a year_n but_o according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n think_v thou_o upon_o i_o iv_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o in_o the_o time_n of_o age_n forsake_v i_o not_o now_o that_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o go_v not_o far_o from_o i_o o_o god_n my_o god_n haste_v thou_o to_o help_v i_o thou_o o_o god_n have_v teach_v i_o from_o my_o youth_n up_o until_o now_o forsake_v i_o not_o therefore_o in_o my_o old_a age_n when_o i_o be_o gray-headed_n v._o the_o day_n of_o our_o age_n be_v threescore_o year_n and_o ten_o and_o though_o some_o be_v so_o strong_a that_o they_o come_v to_o fourscore_o which_o be_v a_o mercy_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v crown_v i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n yet_o be_v their_o strength_n then_o but_o labour_n and_o sorrow_n so_o soon_o pass_v it_o away_o and_o we_o be_v go_v but_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o go_v hence_o in_o thy_o displeasure_n o_o suffer_v not_o my_o sun_n to_o go_v down_o in_o thy_o wrath_n nor_o my_o day_n to_o be_v shut_v up_o in_o the_o darkness_n of_o thy_o anger_n vi_o but_o as_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o bring_v i_o to_o my_o grave_n in_o a_o full_a age_n like_v as_o a_o shock_n of_o corn_n come_v in_o his_o season_n so_o let_v i_o be_v gather_v at_o last_o like_o wheat_n into_o thy_o heavenly_a granary_n and_o let_v my_o age_n be_v renew_v as_o the_o eagle_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n and_o to_o the_o son_n and_o to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o beginning_n be_v now_o and_o ever_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n vii_o thou_o in_o who_o hand_n be_v the_o key_n of_o the_o grave_a and_o the_o issue_n of_o life_n and_o death_n thou_o in_o who_o 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feeble_a creature_n thou_o can_v mitigate_v my_o pain_n and_o renew_v my_o strength_n and_o lengthen_v my_o day_n for_o thou_o make_v our_o bed_n in_o our_o sickness_n and_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o health_n and_o strength_n even_o thou_o be_v the_o almighty_a god_n and_o the_o horn_n of_o my_o salvation_n o_o thou_o ancient_a of_o day_n x._o but_o lord_n as_o for_o these_o outward_a blessing_n i_o whole_o submit_v myself_o and_o they_o unto_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n to_o have_v the_o day_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n prolong_v upon_o earth_n make_v i_o to_o live_v always_o to_o thy_o glory_n and_o to_o my_o own_o soul_n comfort_n as_o thou_o do_v add_v day_n to_o my_o year_n so_o do_v thou_o likewise_o add_v repentance_n to_o my_o day_n xi_o but_o if_o thou_o think_v it_o more_o expedient_a for_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v die_v than_o live_v then_o welcome_a my_o death_n and_o dissolution_n without_o which_o there_o be_v no_o enter_v into_o life_n eternal_a nor_o hope_n of_o be_v with_o christ_n welcome_o jesus_n who_o by_o thy_o death_n have_v take_v away_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n welcome_v that_o cup_n whereof_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n have_v drink_v before_o i_o and_o which_o even_o to_o the_o very_a dregs_o thou_o have_v drink_v off_o for_o i_o xii_o and_o therefore_o i_o will_v ready_o take_v this_o cup_n of_o death_n which_o thou_o have_v begin_v unto_o i_o and_o praise_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v praise_v thy_o name_n o_o sweet_a saviour_n who_o give_v i_o this_o cup_n of_o death_n the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n i_o will_v praise_v thy_o name_n who_o have_v bear_v all_o our_o sickness_n for_o we_o and_o all_o our_o infirmity_n xiii_o i_o will_v praise_v thy_o name_n who_o be_v the_o physician_n of_o soul_n and_o call_v all_o such_o unto_o thou_o as_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v that_o thou_o may_v refresh_v they_o among_o which_o great_a number_n behold_v i_o o_o lord_n thy_o poor_a and_o age_a thy_o weak_a and_o sick_a servant_n weary_a in_o my_o bone_n and_o lade_v with_o my_o sin_n but_o lord_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o in_o obedience_n to_o thy_o call_n and_o of_o those_o that_o come_v near_o unto_o thou_o thou_o cast_v none_o out_o lord_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o ease_n and_o refreshment_n fourteen_o o_o my_o belove_a saviour_n jesus_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o weariness_n of_o my_o body_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o load_n and_o burden_n of_o my_o sin_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o sorrow_n which_o be_v in_o my_o heart_n o_o let_v thy_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n refresh_v my_o soul_n xv._o and_o when_o the_o snare_n of_o death_n compass_v i_o round_o about_o let_v not_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n take_v hold_v upon_o i_o but_o by_o all_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o nativity_n death_n resurrection_n and_o ascension_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o seal_v unto_o i_o in_o thy_o own_o precious_a blood_n and_o by_o thy_o most_o holy_a spirit_n the_o full-pardon_a of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o admit_v i_o who_o be_o thy_o own_o purchase_n to_o a_o participation_n of_o thy_o glory_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o happy_a end_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n o_o most_o glorious_a jesus_n lamb_n of_o god_n fountain_n of_o eternal_a mercy_n life_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o conqueror_n over_o sin_n and_o death_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o compassion_n to_o give_v i_o grace_n so_o to_o employ_v this_o transitory_a life_n in_o virtuous_a and_o pious_a exercise_n that_o when_o the_o day_n of_o my_o death_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o my_o pain_n of_o body_n i_o may_v feel_v the_o sweet_a refresh_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n comfort_v my_o soul_n and_o relieve_v all_o my_o spiritual_a necessity_n ii_o lay_v no_o more_o upon_o i_o than_o thou_o shall_v enable_v i_o to_o bear_v and_o let_v thy_o gentle_a correction_n in_o this_o life_n prevent_v the_o insupportable_a stripe_n in_o the_o world_n to_o 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