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can_v he_o not_o inlve_v that_o sear_a conscience_n can_v he_o not_o enjoin_v it_o to_o stand_v up_o and_o act_v its_o accuse_a power_n when_o he_o have_v irresistable_o enlighten_v it_o and_o set_v the_o great_a sin_n of_o thy_o delight_n before_o thou_o and_o when_o conscience_n be_v deep_o wound_v where_o then_o be_v all_o thy_o pleasure_n o_o it_o will_v be_v as_o bitter_a then_o unto_o thou_o as_o hell_n the_o wrath_n of_o god_n feel_v and_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n feel_v and_o the_o terror_n of_o conscience_n feel_v o_o how_o will_v they_o drown_v thy_o pleasure_n sink_v thy_o spirit_n and_o if_o god_n be_v not_o the_o more_o merciful_a confound_v thy_o soul_n yet_o this_o god_n can_v do_v and_o he_o can_v easy_o do_v it_o if_o he_o say_v but_o the_o word_n my_o wrath_n be_v upon_o he_o conscience_n arise_v and_o accuse_v he_o it_o be_v do_v and_o then_o where_o be_v thy_o delight_n those_o sin_n of_o thou_o unto_o which_o thou_o have_v be_v entice_v by_o a_o little_a false_a 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do_v the_o good_a that_o they_o will_v gal._n 5._o 17._o and_o if_o no_o such_o thing_n be_v in_o thou_o thy_o heart_n be_v never_o change_v that_o man_n who_o never_o find_v a_o unbelieving_a nature_n oppose_v and_o conflict_v with_o a_o believe_a nature_n hardness_n conflict_v with_o softness_n etc._n etc._n his_o heart_n be_v never_o change_v for_o convert_v grace_n be_v in_o we_o but_o in_o part_n and_o if_o but_o in_o part_n than_o some_o sinfulness_n still_o remain_v and_o believe_v it_o there_o be_v not_o two_o more_o active_a more_o contrary_a more_o conflict_a principle_n than_o grace_n and_o sin_n in_o the_o same_o subject_n 6._o when_o a_o man_n be_v constant_o formal_a in_o the_o same_o road_n and_o posture_n all_o his_o day_n like_o a_o pioâ—ture_n never_o better_a nor_o worse_o god_n such_o who_o seem_v to_o be_v change_v without_o and_o within_o but_o it_o be_v not_o total_a two_o thing_n manifest_v a_o partial_a change_n when_o they_o do_v not_o come_v up_o full_o to_o 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i_o etc._n etc._n joel_n 3._o 12._o &_o heb._n 3._o 15._o while_o it_o be_v say_v to_o day_n harden_v not_o your_o heart_n repentance_n be_v a_o present_a duty_n now_o god_n command_v every_o one_o to_o repent_v act._n 17._o 30._o 2._o be_v you_o sinner_n or_o be_v you_o not_o if_o you_o be_v not_o sinner_n than_o i_o confess_v you_o need_v no_o pardon_v mercy_n but_o if_o you_o be_v sinner_n than_o mercy_n must_v be_v your_o plea_n and_o anchor_n save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n and_o blot_v out_o my_o transgression_n according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n say_v david_n psal_n 6._o 51._o ah_o wretch_n that_o we_o be_v we_o be_v sinner_n by_o nature_n and_o sinner_n by_o life_n who_o can_v say_v my_o heart_n be_v câ—eâ—n_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o our_o sin_n every_o moment_n so_o that_o we_o need_v mercy_n much_o mercy_n all_o mercy_n 3._o unless_o you_o do_v practical_o repent_v i_o indeed_o for_o sake_n your_o sinful_a way_n and_o walk_v in_o newness_n of_o 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