thou_o have_v and_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v i_o else_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v my_o disciple_n luke_n 14.26_o 27._o ph._n this_o be_v a_o hard_a say_n who_o can_v hear_v it_o and_o he_o go_v away_o sorrowful_a and_o follow_v he_o no_o more_o joh._n 6.60.66_o mat._n 19.22_o the_o three_o conference_n between_o christ_n and_o a_o doubt_a christian_n christ_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n mat._n 11.28_o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o poor_a heavy_a lade_v sinner_n that_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o but_o can_v come_v ch._n it_o be_v true_a o_o soul_n no_o man_n can_v come_v unto_o i_o except_o the_o father_n which_o have_v send_v i_o draw_v he_o joh._n 6.44_o christian_n how_o then_o lord_n shall_v i_o come_v unto_o thou_o ch._n i_o and_o my_o father_n be_v one_o and_o we_o give_v power_n to_o the_o faint_a and_o to_o they_o that_o have_v no_o might_n we_o add_v strength_n joh._n 10.30_o esay_n 40_o 29._o christian_n lord_n i_o be_o altogether_o without_o strength_n therefore_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v come_v ch._n i_o will_v draw_v thou_o unto_o i_o with_o the_o cord_n oâ—_n a_o man_n with_o band_n of_o love_n and_o with_o love_a kindness_n hos_fw-la 11.4_o jer._n 31.3_o joh._n 12.32_o christian_n but_o lord_n noâ—_n i_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o see_v i_o be_o unworthy_a to_o come_v unto_o thou_o yea_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o mercy_n ch._n so_o say_v my_o servant_n a_o john_n the_o baptist_n and_o b_o jacob_n and_o c_o other_o yet_o do_v not_o judge_v thy_o self_n as_o the_o d_o jew_n do_v unworthy_a of_o eternal_a life_n a_o mat._n 3.11.6_o b_o gen._n 32.10_o c_o luk._n 7.7_o mat._n 8.8_o d_o act_n 13.46_o christian_n iâ—_n such_o man_n as_o john_n baptist_n and_o jacob_n do_v judge_v themselves_o unworthy_a how_o many_o thousand_o time_n more_o unworthy_a be_o i_o a_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n ch._n it_o be_v true_a neither_o they_o nor_o thou_o can_v be_v worthy_a of_o yourselves_o but_o yet_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o account_v you_o worthy_a 22._o as_o the_o prodigal_n father_n do_v his_o son_n luk._n 15.21_o 22._o luk._n 20.35_o and_o 21.36_o rev._n 3.4_o christi_fw-la but_o lord_n if_o therâ—_n be_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a in_o i_o it_o may_v a_o little_a encourage_v i_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o but_o i_o find_v nothing_o but_o evil_a in_o i_o ch._n do_v thou_o not_o knowâ—_n that_o without_o i_o thou_o can_v e_o do_v nothing_o and_o that_o a_o man_n can_v f_z receive_v nothing_o except_o it_o be_v giveâ—_n he_o from_o heaven_n why_o theâ—_n do_v thou_o stay_v away_o from_o i_o who_o must_v g_o work_v all_o thy_o work_n in_o thou_o and_o c_o joh._n 15.5_o f_z joh._n 3.27_o g_o esa_n 26.12_o 2_o 12._o 2._o because_o thou_o see_v nothing_o but_o evil_a in_o thou_o thou_o shall_v thou_o rather_o come_v unto_o i_o who_o be_o the_o h_z fountain_n wherein_o thy_o unclean_a soul_n must_v be_v wash_v and_o unless_o i_o ay_o wash_v thou_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v clean_o nor_o have_v any_o k_o part_v in_o i_o h_z zac_n 13.1_o ay_o eze._n 36.25_o and_o 1.9_o k_n joh._n 13.8_o christian_n true_a lord_n thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n and_o wellspring_n of_o life_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o blood_n and_o nothing_o else_o that_o can_v wash_v a_o way_n my_o sin_n but_o how_o can_v i_o come_v near_o to_o thou_o who_o be_o so_o wicked_a that_o for_o â—ught_v i_o know_v have_v count_v thy_o blood_n a_o l_o unholy_a thing_n l_o heb._n 10.29_o ch._n thou_o poor_a dear_a and_o doubt_v soul_n what_o if_o thou_o have_v have_v a_o hand_n in_o crucify_a i_o as_o the_o jew_n have_v yet_o can_v i_o forgive_v thou_o as_o i_o do_v many_o of_o they_o but_o thou_o have_v not_o count_v my_o blood_n a_o unholy_a thing_n for_o thou_o still_o desire_v to_o have_v thy_o sin_n wash_v away_o by_o it_o act._n 2.36.41_o christian_n what_o the_o jew_n do_v they_o do_v ignorant_o but_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n which_o make_v my_o sin_n worse_o than_o they_o ch._n if_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n you_o thou_o have_v not_o sin_v so_o but_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v forgive_v for_o my_o dear_a disciple_n peter_n sin_v against_o knowledge_n when_o he_o deny_v with_o a_o oath_n that_o he_o know_v i_o not_o mat._n 26.72_o christian_n oh_o but_o yet_o my_o sin_n be_v worse_o than_o he_o for_o his_o sin_n be_v but_o one_o sin_n and_o that_o a_o sudden_a and_o short_a sin_n but_o i_o have_v sin_v many_o sin_n and_o continue_v long_o in_o they_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o belove_a servant_n david_n who_o be_v a_o man_n according_a to_o my_o own_o heart_n commit_v several_a sin_n together_o as_o murder_n whoredom_n etc._n etc._n and_o continue_v a_o while_n too_o in_o his_o sin_n christian_n oh_o but_o lord_n those_o servant_n of_o thou_o though_o they_o sin_v against_o thou_o yet_o they_o express_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o sense_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n for_o they_o but_o i_o can_v neither_o be_v sensible_a of_o nor_o sorrowful_a for_o i_o ch._n oh_o sweet_a soul_n thou_o mistake_v and_o forget_v thyself_o for_o thou_o do_v often_o confess_v thy_o sin_n before_o i_o with_o sense_n shame_n and_o sorrow_n and_o i_o hear_v the_o daily_o bemoan_v and_o complain_v and_o say_v i_o have_v n_z sin_v against_o the_o lord_n woe_n be_v i_o for_o i_o be_o undo_v n_z job_n 7_o 20._o psal_n 51.4_o lam._n 5.16_o christian_n oh_o good_a lord_n it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o cause_n that_o i_o cry_v woe_n be_v i_o i_o be_o undo_v for_o i_o think_v there_o be_v no_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o dangerous_a and_o desperate_a condition_n as_o i_o be_v in_o ch._n why_o do_v thou_o think_v and_o say_v so_o christian_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n against_o thy_o spirit_n ch._n oh_o thou_o poor_a and_o precious_a soul_n thou_o do_v but_o think_v so_o and_o fear_v so_o but_o tell_v i_o how_o can_v thou_o sin_v that_o sin_n against_o my_o spirit_n and_o yet_o pray_v for_o more_o of_o my_o spirit_n and_o so_o much_o prize_v my_o spirit_n as_o thou_o do_v christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o have_v often_o grieve_v and_o quench_v thy_o spirit_n and_o be_v not_o this_o to_o commit_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n ch._n my_o own_o dear_a and_o love_a child_n may_v and_o do_v sometime_o grieve_v my_o spirit_n by_o sin_v and_o quench_v the_o gracious_a motion_n of_o it_o and_o yet_o do_v not_o sin_n that_o unpardonable_a sin_n eph._n 4.30_o 1_o thes_n 5.19_o esay_n 63.10_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o can_v â—â—â—nk_v no_o less_o but_o that_o i_o have_v â—â—â—â—â—red_v that_o sin_n for_o i_o have_v have_v hard_o cruel_a and_o desperate_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n against_o the_o holy_a spirit_n ch._n though_o my_o child_n thoâ—_n haste_n have_v such_o thought_n in_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d yet_o thou_o have_v noâ—â—â—oken_v evil_a of_o my_o spirit_n as_o the_o jew_n do_v which_o be_v the_o sin_n of_o blasphemy_n and_o that_o unpardonable_a sin_n mat._n 12.24_o 28_o 31._o mark_n 3.22_o to_o 30._o christian_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o sure_a but_o that_o i_o have_v speak_v evil_a word_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o i_o know_v i_o have_v many_o time_n utter_v vile_a bitter_a and_o curse_a word_n ch._n notwithstanding_o thou_o do_v through_o the_o violence_n of_o thy_o temptation_n and_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o thy_o soul_n speak_v such_o word_n as_o my_o servant_n job_n david_n jeremy_n jonah_n and_o peter_n do_v yet_o thou_o have_v not_o do_v despiteful_o nor_o sin_v malicious_o and_o wilful_o against_o my_o spirit_n of_o grace_n as_o reprobate_n do_v heb._n 10.29_o job_n 3._o to_o 13._o and_o 10.18_o and_o 23.15_o 16._o psa_fw-la 31.22_o and_o 116.11_o jer._n 20.14_o etc._n etc._n jonah_n 4.3_o 4_o 9_o mat._n 26_o 27_o 74._o christian_n oh_o i_o have_v be_v and_o still_o be_o very_o wilful_a and_o have_v often_o sin_v wilful_o and_o thou_o say_v in_o thy_o word_n that_o if_o any_o sin_n wilful_o after_o they_o receive_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o truth_n their_o remain_v no_o more_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n heb._n 10.6_o ch._n thou_o dear_a soul_n have_v not_o i_o hear_v thou_o often_o in_o prayer_n complain_v of_o and_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n and_o bege_v earnest_o for_o power_n against_o they_o therefore_o it_o be_v rather_o against_o thy_o will_n than_o wilful_o that_o thou_o do_v sin_n christian_n oh_o but_o i_o find_v sin_n in_o power_n in_o my_o soul_n which_o if_o i_o be_v a_o saint_n they_o will_v not_o be_v so_o ch._n my_o servant_n paul_n find_v sin_n so_o strong_a in_o he_o that_o he_o confess_v he_o be_v carnal_a captive_a
nothing_o 1_o cor._n 8.2_o rom._n 3.11_o by_o grace_n i_o know_v in_o part_n 1_o cor._n 13.12_o in_o glory_n i_o shall_v know_v even_o as_o i_o be_o know_v 1_o cor._n 12._o 30._o by_o nature_n my_o service_n be_v abominable_a pro._n 15.8_o by_o grace_n my_o service_n be_v acceptable_a 1_o pet._n 2.5_o in_o glory_n my_o service_n shall_v be_v reward_v mat._n 6.4_o and_o 10.41_o 31._o by_o nature_n i_o be_v like_o a_o beast_n psal_n 73.22_o and_o 45.12_o by_o grace_n i_o be_o like_o a_o prince_n gen._n 23.6_o rev._n 1.6_o in_o glory_n i_o shall_v be_v like_o a_o angel_n luke_n 20.36_o 32._o by_o nature_n my_o body_n be_v the_o temple_n of_o sin_n rom._n 6.12_o by_o grace_n my_o body_n be_v the_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n 1_o cor._n 6.19_o in_o glory_n my_o body_n shall_v be_v raise_v spiritual_a 1_o cor._n 15.44_o 33._o by_o nature_n i_o do_v glory_n in_o my_o shame_n phil._n 3.19_o by_o grace_n i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o my_o sin_n rom._n 6.21_o in_o glory_n i_o shall_v be_v without_o sin_n and_o shame_n heb._n 9.28_o 34._o by_o nature_n i_o be_v like_o the_o dirt_n and_o mire_n most_o filthy_a isa_n 57.20_o and_o 10.6_o by_o grace_n i_o be_o like_o the_o moon_n in_o beauty_n cant._n 6.10_o in_o glory_n i_o shall_v be_v like_o the_o sun_n in_o glory_n mat._n 10.43_o 35._o by_o nature_n i_o sit_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n luk._n 1.79_o by_o grace_n i_o do_v sit_v virtual_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o life_n eph._n 2.6_o in_o glory_n i_o shall_v sit_v on_o his_o throne_n eternal_o mat._n 19.40_o rev._n 3.21_o the_o character_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a with_o some_o divine_a contemplation_n observation_n and_o direction_n to_o a_o holy_a life_n 1._o a_o true_a christian_n be_v one_o that_o have_v have_v clear_a conviction_n of_o sin_n especial_o his_o master_n sin_n &_o unbelief_n and_o of_o christ_n that_o be_v the_o want_n and_o worth_a of_o he_o and_o of_o judgement_n that_o be_v of_o punishment_n as_o the_o due_a desert_n of_o sin_n joh._n 16.8_o 2._o he_o be_v unbottomed_a and_o break_v off_o from_o himself_o he_o have_v no_o confidence_n in_o himself_o his_o birth_n education_n part_n performance_n and_o best_a work_n be_v impure_a and_o imperfect_a in_o his_o own_o sight_n phil._n 3.3_o isa_n 64.6_o 3._o he_o be_v hardly_o bring_v to_o believe_v he_o hardly_o believe_v that_o he_o do_v believe_v and_o hardly_o cast_v away_o his_o confidence_n when_o he_o do_v once_o true_o believe_v 4._o upon_o self_n suspicion_n he_o do_v great_o desire_v to_o be_v search_v and_o do_v earnest_o search_v himself_o psal_n 139.1_o and_o last_o and_o psal_n 77.6_o 5._o he_o do_v resolve_n never_o to_o go_v on_o in_o any_o sin_n or_o to_o neglect_v any_o duty_n 6._o he_o pray_v to_o god_n most_o against_o his_o dear_a and_o master_n sin_n and_o praise_v god_n most_o when_o he_o have_v power_n against_o it_o 7._o he_o never_o repent_v for_o any_o sin_n he_o have_v forsake_v for_o any_o good_a he_o have_v do_v or_o for_o any_o affliction_n he_o have_v suffer_v for_o christ_n 8._o he_o have_v love_n to_o all_o christian_n and_o seek_v unity_n among_o all_o and_o make_v union_n and_o godliness_n the_o ground_n of_o his_o fellowship_n and_o communion_n phil._n 1.5_o 1_o pet._n 2.17_o rom._n 14.4_o 1_o cor._n 1.9_o 10._o 9_o in_o read_v the_o scripture_n he_o observe_v what_o help_v on_o his_o holiness_n and_o teach_v self-denial_n as_o well_o as_o what_o increase_v knowledge_n 10._o he_o care_v not_o what_o he_o have_v whether_o he_o go_v nor_o what_o he_o suffer_v with_o christ_n and_o for_o he_o without_o sin_n 11._o his_o faith_n help_v on_o his_o holiness_n and_o his_o holiness_n help_v up_o his_o faith_n 12._o though_o he_o always_o resolve_v to_o follow_v christ_n through_o every_o condition_n yet_o he_o much_o suspect_v and_o fear_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v out_o 13._o he_o seek_v and_o prize_v holiness_n to_o serve_v god_n here_o as_o much_o as_o happiness_n hereafter_o 14._o he_o fear_v god_n and_o sin_n more_o than_o man_n and_o suffering_n gen._n 39.9_o dan._n 3.17.18_o 15._o he_o neglect_v not_o his_o duty_n though_o he_o know_v there_o be_v great_a danger_n in_o do_v of_o it_o deut._n 6.10_o 16._o he_o be_v one_o that_o be_v careful_a to_o lay_v in_o and_o to_o get_v true_a grace_n in_o his_o heart_n as_o well_o as_o in_o his_o profession_n as_o the_o wise_a scribe_n mat._n 13._o and_o wise_a virgin_n mat._n 25._o 17._o he_o can_v and_o dare_v do_v nothing_o against_o the_o truth_n 2_o cor._n 13.8_o especial_o if_o he_o know_v it_o 18._o he_o cleave_v to_o the_o lord_n and_o follow_v after_o the_o lord_n full_o in_o the_o worst_a time_n and_o when_o other_o forsake_v he_o num._n 14.24_o joh._n 6.68_o 19_o he_o respect_v all_o and_o reject_v none_o of_o god_n commandment_n psal_n 119.6_o 2_o sam._n 22.23_o 20._o he_o take_v patient_o and_o thankful_o the_o harsh_a word_n and_o the_o hard_a deal_n of_o god_n 1_o sam._n 3.18_o 2_o king_n 20.19_o job_n 1.14_o to_o the_o end_n 21._o he_o be_v much_o affect_v with_o and_o afflict_v for_o the_o suffering_n of_o the_o godly_a and_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o wicked_a as_o david_n jeremiah_n lot_n paul_n etc._n etc._n 22._o he_o be_v one_o that_o when_o he_o be_v recover_v from_o his_o former_a backslide_n remember_v his_o former_a good_a condition_n and_o prize_n it_o and_o praise_v god_n and_o hate_v his_o sin_n more_o than_o he_o do_v before_o hos_fw-la 2.7_o and_o 14.2.3.8_o 23._o he_o seek_v and_o esteem_v sincerity_n more_o than_o any_o garnish_v gift_n &_o prize_n plain_a and_o poor_a christian_n that_o be_v honest_a and_o upright_a more_o than_o they_o that_o have_v part_n and_o wealth_n if_o they_o be_v less_o sincere_a 24._o he_o be_v one_o that_o exercise_v a_o good_a conscience_n in_o all_o thing_n 25._o he_o be_v one_o that_o fear_v god_n and_o his_o name_n and_o desire_v grace_n for_o grace_n sake_n neh._n 1.11_o 26._o he_o be_v one_o that_o pray_v at_o his_o first_o conversion_n act_v 9.11_o god_n have_v no_o still-born_a child_n 27._o he_o behold_v christ_n in_o the_o deep_a affliction_n as_o well_o as_o in_o the_o most_o spiritual_a ordinance_n 28._o he_o believe_v he_o shall_v soon_o overcome_v his_o outward_a enemy_n by_o pray_v for_o they_o then_o by_o pray_v against_o they_o 29._o he_o prefer_v christ_n before_o self_n and_o suffer_v before_o sin_v 30._o he_o desire_v to_o live_v so_o holy_a that_o we_o may_v keep_v christ_n in_o heaven_n undispleased_a the_o spirit_n within_o he_o ungreive_v his_o conscience_n undefiled_a unwounded_a and_o unsear_v his_o profession_n unstained_a his_o brethren_n unoffend_v and_o poor_a sinner_n unstumble_v 31._o his_o care_n be_v to_o wait_v on_o god_n to_o walk_v with_o god_n to_o work_v all_o his_o work_n in_o and_o for_o god_n to_o bring_v his_o will_n to_o submit_v to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o glorify_v god_n and_o to_o gain_v good_a to_o himself_o by_o all_o he_o do_v and_o suffer_v to_o do_v what_o good_a he_o can_v to_o other_o and_o receive_v what_o good_a he_o can_v from_o other_o christian_n to_o deny_v himself_o and_o to_o be_v find_v in_o christ_n righteousness_n without_o his_o own_o phil._n 3.9_o 32._o a_o true_a christian_a will_v desire_v to_o be_v free_v from_o 1._o doubt_n of_o his_o eternal_a condition_n 2._o from_o the_o power_n of_o corruption_n 3._o from_o the_o fire_n of_o the_o law_n in_o his_o conscience_n 4._o from_o the_o fierce_a temptation_n of_o satan_n 5._o from_o scruple_n in_o matter_n of_o opinion_n 6._o from_o wicked_a place_n and_o person_n where_o he_o can_v neither_o do_v nor_o receive_v good_a nor_o be_v without_o danger_n of_o evil_a 7._o from_o a_o bad_a frame_n of_o heart_n as_o hardness_n straightness_n lukewarmness_n 8._o from_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n 33._o a_o true_a christian_a desire_n 1._o to_o know_v god_n in_o christ_n 2._o to_o know_v himself_o in_o christ_n 3._o to_o know_v christ_n in_o he_o 4._o to_o know_v himself_o as_o he_o be_v without_o christ_n eph._n 2.12_o 1_o tim._n 1.13_o wicked_a and_o wretched_a in_o respect_n of_o sin_n unwilling_a to_o good_a and_o weak_a in_o respect_n of_o good_a rom._n 3.9.10_o 11._o and_o 8.7_o and_o 5.6_o a_o miscellany_n of_o divine_a contemplation_n observation_n and_o direction_n to_o a_o holy_a life_n 1._o a_o christian_a be_v to_o put_v forth_o his_o faith_n in_o prayer_n and_o afterward_o to_o follow_v his_o prayer_n with_o faith_n 2._o read_v of_o the_o scripture_n help_v meditation_n meditation_n prayer_n and_o prayer_n every_o good_a work_n 3._o man_n may_v come_v too_o late_o to_o god_n when_o the_o door_n be_v shut_v but_o god_n never_o come_v too_o late_o to_o man_n luk._n
christ_n though_o he_o kill_v i_o and_o i_o will_v endeavour_v to_o live_v to_o serve_v he_o though_o he_o shall_v afterward_o damn_v i_o mat._n 4.5_o rev._n 12.10_o job_n 12.13_o exod._n 20.13_o act._n 16.28_o job_n 13.15_o christian_n though_o i_o dâ—_n sometime_o resolve_v against_o satan_n temptation_n and_o labour_n to_o resist_v they_o yet_o i_o find_v my_o temptation_n be_v renew_v and_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o withstand_v they_o for_o they_o come_v in_o as_o a_o flood_n upon_o i_o ch._n i_o that_o say_v unto_o the_o proud_a wave_n hitherto_o shall_v thou_o come_v but_o no_o further_o i_o will_v by_o my_o spirit_n put_v the_o enemy_n satan_n to_o flight_v when_o he_o come_v in_o like_o a_o flood_n against_o thou_o job_n 38.11_o see_v esa_n 59.19_o marg._n christian_n but_o lord_n i_o find_v be_o not_o only_o trouble_v with_o fear_n and_o sad_a temptation_n but_o also_o with_o strong_a and_o powerful_a corruption_n ch._n i_o will_v subdue_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n and_o thy_o sin_n shall_v not_o have_v dominion_n over_o thou_o mich._n 7.19_o rom._n 6.14_o christian_n oh_o but_o this_o do_v much_o trouble_v i_o that_o i_o do_v not_o find_v any_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o thou_o ch._n what_o though_o thou_o do_v not_o yet_o i_o will_v circumcise_v thy_o heart_n and_o thou_o shall_v love_v i_o and_o when_o thou_o apprehend_v my_o love_n to_o thou_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o again_o deut._n 30.6_o 1_o job_n 40.19_o christian_n i_o have_v sin_v lord_n against_o thy_o mercy_n and_o abase_v thy_o love_n yea_o loveâ—_n my_o sin_n more_o than_o thou_o therefore_o i_o can_v think_v that_o eveâ—_n thou_o will_v look_v upon_o i_o with_o any_o love_n or_o delight_n ch._n so_o do_v my_o servant_n david_n and_o my_o people_n israel_n do_v yet_o as_o i_o love_v they_o so_o will_v i_o love_v theâ—_n free_o and_o betrothe_v theâ—_n to_o i_o in_o love_a kindness_n and_o mercy_n 2_o sam_n 12.8_o 9_o hos_fw-la 2.5_o and_o 14.4_o and_o 2.9_o christian_n but_o lord_n â—_o have_v not_o only_o sin_v against_o thy_o mercy_n but_o against_o thy_o correction_n and_o chastisement_n also_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o people_n israel_n former_o do_v for_o when_o i_o smite_v they_o they_o go_v on_o forward_o in_o the_o way_n of_o their_o evil_a heart_n but_o i_o lead_v they_o and_o restore_v comfort_n to_o they_o esa_n 57.17.18_o christian_n i_o but_o my_o condition_n be_v worse_a than_o all_o that_o for_o i_o have_v be_v long_o under_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n and_o yet_o i_o be_o altogether_o fruitless_a and_o like_o the_o barren_a figtree_n ch._n thou_o trouble_a soul_n in_o i_o be_v thy_o fruit_n find_v and_o i_o will_v purge_v thou_o and_o thou_o shall_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n abundant_o for_o they_o that_o be_v plant_v in_o my_o house_n shall_v flourish_v and_o be_v fat_a and_o like_o a_o green_a olive_n tree_n joh._n 15.5_o psal_n 92.12_o 13_o 14._o christian_n i_o lord_n its_o true_a if_o i_o be_v a_o branch_n in_o thou_o and_o a_o true_a member_n of_o thy_o house_n then_o i_o can_v believe_v these_o promise_n of_o thou_o alas_o i_o be_o neither_o of_o both_o but_o separate_v from_o thou_o and_o thy_o people_n c._n do_v not_o say_v that_o thou_o be_v none_o of_o i_o for_o â—_o have_v buy_v thou_o with_o my_o blood_n and_o do_v not_o speak_v that_o thou_o be_v separate_v from_o my_o people_n for_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o in_o my_o house_n and_o within_o my_o wall_n a_o place_n and_o a_o name_n of_o sonâ—_n and_o daughter_n esa_n 56.3.5_o christian_n sure_o if_o i_o be_v not_o a_o outcast_n and_o a_o reprobate_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v thus_o as_o i_o be_o in_o a_o wilderness_n condition_n ch._n israel_n be_v count_v a_o outcast_n and_o she_o cry_v out_o yet_o i_o be_v then_o a_o god_n to_o she_o and_o she_o a_o people_n to_o i_o jer._n 30.16.17.22_o christian_n oh_o if_o i_o be_v but_o one_o of_o thou_o i_o shall_v then_o count_v myself_o the_o happy_a in_o all_o the_o world_n ch._n fear_v not_o my_o spouse_n for_o i_o be_o thy_o husband_n and_o thy_o father_n christian_n if_o i_o be_v one_o of_o thy_o child_n thou_o will_v not_o hide_v thyself_o from_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v ch._n i_o have_v hide_v myself_o and_o my_o face_n from_o some_o of_o my_o propher_n and_o people_n of_o old_a and_o yet_o it_o be_v in_o love_n to_o they_o and_o so_o it_o be_v to_o thou_o psal_n 88.14_o esa_n 8.17_o and_o 64.7_o christian_n but_o thou_o have_v hide_v thyself_o from_o i_o and_o thou_o seem_v also_o to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o esa_n 54.5_o jer._n 31.9_o ch._n fury_n be_v not_o with_o i_o towards_o thou_o and_o though_o i_o be_v angry_a yet_o my_o anger_n be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n esa_n 27.4_o and_o 54.8_o christian_n yet_o lord_n thou_o have_v be_v angry_a with_o i_o a_o long_a time_n for_o thou_o have_v forget_v i_o ch._n zion_n do_v say_v so_o the_o lord_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o my_o lord_n have_v forget_v i_o yet_o i_o have_v not_o forget_v she_o for_o she_o be_v grave_v upon_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n esa_n 49.14.15_o jer._n 51.5_o christian_n but_o lord_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o forget_v i_o thou_o will_v never_o have_v leave_v i_o in_o such_o a_o wilderness_n and_o barren_a condition_n as_o i_o be_o in_o ch._n i_o have_v allure_v thou_o into_o the_o wilderness_n that_o i_o may_v speak_v comfortable_o unto_o thou_o hos_n 2.14_o christian_n i_o have_v be_v many_o year_n in_o trouble_n and_o terror_n and_o want_v peace_n in_o my_o soul_n which_o can_v not_o possible_o have_v be_v if_o i_o have_v true_o believe_v in_o thou_o ch._n but_o now_o will_v i_o speak_v peace_n unto_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v guide_v thou_o into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n psal_n 85.8_o luk._n 1.79_o christian_n lord_n will_v thou_o speak_v peace_n unto_o i_o and_o guide_v i_o into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n peace_n i_o e._n the_o preacher_n lip_n that_o preach_v peace_n ch._n i_o will_v create_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o lip_n peace_n peace_n and_o my_o spirit_n shall_v be_v in_o thou_o and_o his_o fruit_n shall_v be_v peace_n to_o thy_o soul_n esa_n 57_o 19_o and_o 55.12_o christian_n but_o lord_n thy_o word_n say_v there_o be_v no_o peace_n to_o the_o wicked_a ch._n no_o not_o to_o a_o man_n that_o will_v persist_v in_o his_o wicked_a way_n and_o do_v not_o nor_o will_v not_o believe_v in_o i_o but_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o those_o that_o i_o bear_v the_o chastisement_n of_o thy_o peace_n and_o one_o of_o the_o child_n of_o peace_n esa_n 53.5_o and_o 54.13_o christian_n but_o lord_n how_o can_v i_o have_v peace_n see_v a_o man_n can_v have_v peace_n before_o and_o without_o he_o do_v believe_v ch._n thou_o shall_v have_v faith_n and_o peace_n and_o i_o will_v give_v peace_n through_o believe_v 2_o thes_n 3.16.6_o christian_n but_o lord_n theâ—â—_n i_o must_v know_v that_o i_o be_o one_o of_o thou_o ch._n thou_o shall_v know_v that_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o my_o people_n ezek._n 34.30_o christian_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o know_v that_o ch._n my_o spirit_n shall_v bear_v witness_n with_o thy_o spirit_n that_o thou_o be_v my_o child_n rom._n 8.16_o christian_n but_o how_o shall_v i_o know_v that_o it_o be_v thy_o spirit_n that_o bear_v this_o witness_n and_o that_o it_o be_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o delusion_n ch._n thou_o may_v know_v that_o by_o its_o power_n in_o work_v in_o thy_o heart_n which_o no_o other_o spirit_n can_v work_v alike_o as_o also_o by_o the_o earnest_n and_o fruit_n thereof_o 2_o cor._n 5.5_o and_o 7.22_o gal._n 5.22_o 23._o christian_n lord_n what_o else_o shall_v i_o believe_v beside_o be_v one_o of_o thou_o ch._n do_v thou_o believe_v that_o christian_n yes_o lord_n i_o do_v believe_v that_o thou_o be_v jesus_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n act._n 8.37_o joh._n 6.69_o and_o 11.27_o ch._n but_o do_v thou_o believe_v that_o i_o be_o thy_o saviour_n christian_n lord_n i_o do_v believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n to_o be_v save_v but_o only_o by_o thou_o act._n 4.12_o ch._n but_o do_v thou_o believe_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o i_o christian_n lord_n i_o do_v believe_v help_v my_o unbelief_n mar._n 9.24_o ch._n to_o thou_o it_o be_v give_v to_o believe_v phil._n 1.29_o christian_n now_o lord_n i_o do_v believe_v ch._n what_o do_v thou_o now_o believe_v christian_n i_o believe_v that_o thou_o loved'_v i_o and_o do_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o and_o that_o thou_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n and_o that_o i_o be_o justify_v and_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o grace_n gal._n 2.20_o joh._n 20.28_o act._n 15.11_o ch._n how_o
13.26_o mat._n 20.6_o 4._o pray_o that_o thy_o last_o day_n and_o last_o work_n may_v be_v best_a and_o that_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o die_v thou_o may_v have_v nothing_o else_o to_o do_v but_o to_o die_v 5._o it_o be_v very_o hard_a to_o behold_v our_o own_o gift_n without_o pride_n and_o the_o gift_n of_o other_o if_o they_o excel_v we_o without_o envy_n 6._o do_v not_o commend_v thy_o friend_n nor_o discommend_v thy_o so_o too_o much_o lest_o thou_o be_v judge_v to_o be_v partial_a 7._o oh_o my_o soul_n will_v neither_o great_a love_n great_a mercy_n great_a forbearance_n great_a entreaty_n great_a patience_n great_a promise_n nor_o great_a wage_n prevail_v with_o thou_o to_o serve_v christ_n free_a better_a and_o more_o constant_a and_o self-denying_a 8._o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o sin_n beget_v deep_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o true_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n lead_v to_o wellgrounded_n faith_n and_o from_o hence_o flow_v inward_a peace_n joy_n and_o holiness_n 9_o a_o passionate_a and_o trouble_a spirit_n be_v like_o a_o little_a rill_n of_o water_n which_o every_o shower_n of_o rain_n change_v the_o colour_n of_o it_o and_o make_v it_o muddy_a 10._o the_o fear_n of_o death_n be_v ingraft_v in_o the_o common_a nature_n of_o all_o man_n but_o faith_n work_v it_o out_o of_o christian_n 11._o nothing_o will_v be_v terrible_a where_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v apprehend_v and_o nothing_o grievous_a where_o love_n to_o christ_n be_v exercise_v 12._o careless_n hear_v make_v carnal_a heart_n and_o carnal_a heart_n make_v curse_a life_n 13._o oh_o my_o soul_n look_v for_o death_n hourly_o long_o for_o it_o great_o prepare_v for_o it_o careful_o meet_v and_o welcome_a it_o joyful_o for_o it_o be_v christ_n servant_n to_o direct_v his_o spouse_n the_o soul_n to_o he_o and_o thy_o friend_n that_o come_v to_o set_v thou_o at_o liberty_n from_o thy_o sin_n it_o will_v discharge_v thou_o from_o thy_o prison_n dismiss_v thou_o from_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o bring_v thou_o at_o once_o to_o enjoy_v all_o thy_o desire_n 14._o christian_n though_o disagrece_v in_o opinion_n shall_v agree_v in_o affection_n and_o though_o differ_v in_o controversy_n yet_o shall_v agree_v in_o charity_n 15._o he_o that_o can_v pity_v the_o sinner_n and_o hate_n sin_n do_v not_o reprove_v out_o of_o love_n to_o christ_n nor_o from_o a_o gracious_a spirit_n 16._o god_n make_v christian_n feel_v he_o or_o his_o hand_n that_o he_o may_v hear_v they_o stroke_n make_v cry_n and_o whip_n mournful_a complaint_n to_o he_o 17._o my_o soul_n bear_v up_o with_o christ_n bear_v off_o from_o satan_n and_o the_o world_n bear_v down_o thy_o corruption_n and_o bear_v forth_o thy_o testimony_n 18._o clear_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o understanding_n beget_v fervent_a love_n in_o the_o heart_n and_o both_o godliness_n in_o the_o life_n 19_o he_o that_o will_v live_v for_o himself_o only_a or_o chief_o in_o the_o world_n be_v not_o worthy_a to_o live_v a_o day_n in_o it_o 20._o i_o will_v be_v glad_a to_o be_v out_o of_o the_o world_n when_o i_o have_v no_o service_n to_o do_v for_o god_n in_o it_o 21._o god_n have_v set_v the_o tongue_n between_o the_o brain_n and_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v advise_v with_o both_o and_o guard_v it_o with_o tooth_n to_o keep_v it_o in_o and_o yet_o how_o unruly_a it_o be_v 22._o a_o christian_n security_n and_o safety_n be_v in_o do_v his_o duty_n and_o he_o shall_v always_o study_v his_o duty_n more_o than_o his_o safety_n for_o if_o he_o will_v take_v care_n to_o please_v god_n god_n will_v take_v care_n to_o preserve_v he_o 23._o the_o love_n of_o the_o master_n the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o service_n and_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o reward_n be_v sufficient_a encouragement_n to_o serve_v christ_n 24._o the_o heavy_a affliction_n on_o earth_n be_v but_o light_a in_o comparison_n of_o christ_n suffering_n sin_n desert_n or_o the_o punishment_n of_o the_o wicked_a in_o hell_n 25._o lay_v in_o lay_v up_o lay_v out_o for_o christ_n and_o remember_v that_o you_o will_v short_o reach_v immortality_n but_o never_o eternity_n 26._o oh_o christian_n why_o shall_v not_o he_o please_v thou_o who_o be_v but_o finite_a that_o please_v god_n who_o be_v infinite_a even_o jesus_n christ_n 27._o a_o christian_n shall_v desire_v to_o die_v that_o he_o may_v be_v full_o free_v from_o sin_n and_o have_v a_o full_a fruition_n of_o christ_n that_o he_o may_v be_v above_o all_o fear_n and_o doubt_n and_o may_v be_v able_a to_o serve_v the_o lord_n incessant_o and_o unwearied_o 28._o a_o true_a christian_a when_o he_o go_v from_o hence_o change_v neither_o his_o work_n nor_o company_n but_o his_o place_n and_o condition_n only_o 29._o be_v still_o employ_v in_o do_v good_a and_o you_o shall_v not_o be_v much_o tempt_v or_o trouble_v with_o evil_a for_o the_o devil_n have_v great_a advantage_n both_o against_o those_o that_o be_v idle_a or_o ill-imployed_n david_n be_v find_v guilty_a of_o the_o first_o 2_o sam._n 11.2_o and_o jehosophat_n in_o the_o last_o 2_o chron._n 10.31_o 30._o sense_n of_o misery_n must_v precede_v sense_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o more_o we_o feel_v and_o fear_v misery_n the_o more_o we_o desire_v seek_v for_o and_o prize_v mercy_n 31._o it_o be_v the_o least_o of_o affliction_n to_o be_v afflict_v by_o man_n for_o they_o can_v afflict_v but_o the_o outward_a man_n only_o and_o of_o all_o enemy_n man_n be_v the_o â—â—akeâ—t_a eâ—â—my_n but_o god_n 〈…〉_o yea_o satan_n and_o 〈…〉_o do_v afflict_v the_o 〈…〉_o be_v more_o intolerable_a 32._o that_o christian_n be_v most_o in_o prayer_n that_o have_v most_o sense_n of_o his_o own_o want_n and_o be_v most_o comfortable_a ordinary_o that_o be_v most_o penitent_a and_o the_o same_o word_n in_o the_o greek_a signify_v to_o want_v and_o to_o pray_v and_o the_o same_o word_n in_o hebrew_n to_o repent_v and_o to_o comfort_v 33._o be_v more_o thoughtful_a and_o careful_a how_o to_o use_v what_o you_o have_v to_o god_n glory_n then_o to_o gain_v more_o 34._o take_v heed_n of_o be_v humble_v and_o yet_o unhumble_v that_o be_v of_o be_v bring_v outward_o low_a and_o yet_o the_o heart_n continue_v still_o high_a 35._o sometime_o ejaculation_n or_o short_a and_o sudden_a pant_n and_o breathe_n out_o of_o desire_n to_o god_n may_v be_v more_o acceptable_a to_o he_o and_o more_o prevail_v with_o he_o then_o long_a prayer_n 36._o never_o reckon_v what_o thou_o have_v of_o outward_a &_o worldly_a thing_n unless_o it_o be_v to_o praise_n god_n for_o they_o or_o to_o serve_v god_n better_a with_o they_o 37._o it_o be_v the_o property_n of_o a_o true_a christian_n to_o justify_v god_n and_o to_o judge_v himself_o under_o the_o great_a affliction_n 38._o learn_v to_o know_v sin_n to_o disallow_v of_o it_o to_o despise_v it_o to_o overcome_v it_o inward_o and_o to_o put_v it_o from_o thou_o to_o fear_v its_o return_n and_o to_o be_v more_o estrange_v towards_o it_o more_o watchful_a to_o avoid_v temptation_n and_o wise_a to_o shun_v 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