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be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n iii_o i_o be_o guilty_a of_o gluttony_n and_o curiosity_n in_o meat_n and_o drink_n make_v provision_n for_o the_o flesh_n from_o whence_o have_v spring_v forth_o impure_a thought_n which_o have_v make_v i_o prone_a to_o unclean_a and_o unjust_a action_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o unchastity_n have_v enter_v and_o unhallowed_a the_o temple_n of_o my_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v command_v to_o be_v a_o receptacle_n for_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n all_o my_o sense_n have_v be_v inlet_n of_o sin_n my_o eye_n have_v be_v adulterous_a wander_a and_o covetous_a my_o ear_n delight_v with_o obscene_a word_n slanderous_a and_o reproachful_a speech_n my_o palate_n loose_a wanton_a and_o intemperate_a my_o tongue_n talkative_a lie_v rash_a and_o malicious_a flatter_v irreligious_a and_o censorious_a my_o hand_n have_v be_v unclean_a and_o slothful_a my_o desire_n unreasonable_a and_o unsatiable_a all_o 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break_v they_o i_o have_v tie_v myself_o up_o with_o vow_n but_o present_o have_v be_v tempt_v and_o yield_v by_o little_a and_o little_a till_o i_o be_v willing_o lose_v and_o my_o vow_n signify_v no_o more_o than_o vain_a promise_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n vii_o o_o lord_n i_o stand_v guilty_a of_o another_o heap_n of_o sin_n my_o secret_a one_o which_o be_v innumerable_a sin_n of_o omission_n and_o sin_n willing_o neglect_v sin_n of_o wilful_a ignorance_n and_o voluntary_a mispersuation_n sin_n of_o forgetfulness_n and_o sin_n which_o a_o watchful_a spirit_n may_v have_v prevent_v the_o multitude_n of_o they_o o_o lord_n confound_v i_o and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o be_v horrible_a they_o be_v a_o sight_n too_o loathsome_a and_o unsufferable_a be_v their_o burden_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n viii_o yet_o o_o lord_n thy_o merciful_a eye_n have_v spare_v i_o to_o this_o present_a and_o have_v not_o cast_v i_o into_o hell_n among_o the_o damn_a which_o by_o my_o sin_n i_o have_v long_o since_o deserve_v and_o to_o have_v be_v lock_v up_o to_o a_o eternity_n of_o torment_n with_o insupportable_a amazement_n too_o long_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o and_o long_o since_o deserve_v thy_o severe_a scourge_v i_o have_v commit_v iniquity_n in_o thy_o sight_n and_o can_v escape_v thy_o justice_n but_o by_o fly_v to_o thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n give_v i_o a_o deep_a contrition_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o a_o hearty_a detestation_n and_o loathe_n of_o they_o give_v i_o grace_n entire_o present_o and_o for_o ever_o to_o forsake_v they_o and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v walk_v with_o care_n and_o prudence_n with_o fear_n and_o watchfulness_n all_o my_o day_n perform_v my_o duty_n with_o diligence_n and_o charity_n with_o zeal_n and_o a_o never_o faint_a spirit_n ii_o deliver_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o extreme_a calamity_n here_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o eternal_a vengeance_n hereafter_o look_v down_o with_o compassion_n on_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n and_o gentle_o chastise_v i_o with_o thy_o rod_n of_o discipline_n but_o suffer_v not_o my_o weakness_n to_o be_v oppress_v with_o too_o heavy_a affliction_n nor_o my_o patience_n tempt_v above_o my_o strength_n iii_o instruct_v i_o how_o to_o redeem_v my_o time_n to_o trust_v in_o thy_o mercy_n and_o to_o make_v the_o best_a use_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n for_o the_o work_v out_o my_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_v that_o thou_o may_v have_v the_o glory_n in_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o reap_v the_o benefit_n of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n let_v all_o thy_o grace_n guide_v i_o to_o a_o holy_a life_n here_o that_o i_o may_v reign_v
with_o thou_o for_o ever_o hereafter_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n amen_n read_v plal._n 6.32.38_o 1_o lesson_n ezek._n 16._o 2_o lesson_n st._n mat._n 7._o meditation_n for_o wednesday_n evening_n lord_z not_o the_o mean_a circumstance_n of_o my_o life_n but_o be_v know_v to_o thou_o not_o the_o least_o assistance_n i_o need_v but_o thou_o kind_o provide_v a_o particular_a supply_n let_v i_o but_o do_v what_o thou_o have_v appoint_v and_o i_o be_o sure_a to_o find_v true_a all_o thou_o have_v promise_v thy_o command_n be_v sweet_a and_o easy_a o_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o obey_v they_o thy_o direction_n be_v clear_a and_o safe_a o_o guide_v i_o still_o to_o follow_v they_o ii_o behold_v dear_a lord_n to_o thou_o i_o come_v and_o open_a before_o thou_o all_o my_o infirmity_n my_o mind_n be_v sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n and_o my_o faculty_n be_v numb_v with_o a_o dead_a sluggishness_n i_o be_o apt_a to_o censure_v the_o good_a work_n of_o other_o but_o slow_a to_o the_o performance_n of_o any_o myself_o heal_v i_o o_o thou_o heavenly_a physician_n who_o mercy_n both_o cure_v the_o sick_a and_o pardon_n the_o penitent_a o_o make_v i_o quick_o rise_v from_o the_o sin_n wherein_o i_o have_v lie_v too_o long_o and_o strengthen_v i_o to_o conquer_v my_o corrupt_a nature_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v towards_o thou_o my_o eternal_a home_n and_o praise_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o more_o iii_o whether_o alas_o do_v my_o passion_n lead_v i_o how_o desperate_o do_v one_o darling_n sin_n engage_v into_o other_o deliver_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o the_o first_o beginning_n and_o suffer_v not_o my_o fault_n to_o become_v strong_a &_o customary_a lest_o i_o grow_v at_o length_n to_o despise_v reproof_n and_o hate_v my_o reprover_n herod_n know_v john_n to_o be_v just_a yet_o keep_v he_o in_o prison_n he_o hear_v he_o glad_o yet_o cut_v off_o his_o head_n nothing_o so_o embroil_v as_o a_o vicious_a life_n nothing_o so_o full_a of_o contradiction_n as_o a_o wicked_a conscience_n iv_o cleanse_v thou_o my_o heart_n o_o lord_n from_o all_o vain_a and_o unlawful_a thought_n my_o mouth_n from_o all_o foolish_a and_o idle_a word_n and_o my_o whole_a life_n from_o all_o wicked_a and_o unprofitable_a deed_n for_o in_o that_o great_a and_o terrible_a day_n by_o what_o i_o be_o i_o shall_v be_v justify_v and_o by_o what_o i_o be_o be_v condemn_v how_o many_o in_o that_o day_n will_v rise_v up_o against_o i_o how_o will_v my_o own_o conscience_n reproach_n and_o confound_v i_o if_o i_o neglect_v such_o motive_n to_o repentance_n if_o i_o refuse_v the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o come_v down_o from_o the_o high_a heaven_n himself_o to_o teach_v i_o the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n god_n who_o power_n be_v infinite_a and_o purity_n such_o that_o it_o can_v endure_v the_o behold_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v unclean_a how_o shall_v i_o that_o be_o forlorn_a dust_n and_o ash_n very_o sinful_a flesh_n presume_v or_o dare_v to_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o when_o i_o look_v on_o the_o vileness_n of_o my_o nature_n and_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o my_o life_n i_o can_v choose_v but_o cry_v out_o and_o say_v woe_n unto_o i_o i_o be_o undo_v i_o be_o one_o of_o unclean_a lip_n the_o very_a prayer_n i_o make_v to_o crave_v pardon_n for_o my_o sin_n be_v stain_v in_o the_o utter_n and_o must_v needs_o add_v to_o my_o transgression_n if_o in_o judgement_n or_o justice_n though_o shall_v weigh_v or_o examine_v they_o ii_o but_o o_o lord_n thou_o be_v a_o god_n of_o infinite_a compassion_n pardon_v iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n that_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o that_o he_o be_v conver_v and_o live_v thou_o have_v not_o only_o allow_v i_o but_o command_v i_o to_o call_v upon_o thou_o in_o all_o my_o trouble_n and_o distress_n thou_o have_v promise_v that_o at_o what_o time_n soever_o a_o sinner_n do_v repent_v he_o of_o his_o sin_n thou_o will_v put_v away_o all_o his_o iniquity_n out_o of_o thy_o remembrance_n iii_o in_o obedience_n therefore_o to_o this_o thy_o command_n and_o in_o confidence_n of_o this_o thy_o promise_n i_o be_o emboldon_v at_o this_o time_n to_o appear_v before_o thou_o renounce_v all_o merit_n and_o trust_v all_o confidence_n and_o affiance_n in_o myself_o and_o rely_v only_o on_o thy_o mercy_n and_o the_o sovereign_a mediation_n of_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n in_o who_o only_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v and_o through_o who_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v offend_v with_o i_o iu._n o_o lord_n hear_v thy_o own_o son_n for_o i_o o_o lord_n hear_v thy_o own_o self_n in_o i_o that_o bless_a spirit_n of_o thou_o which_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o with_o groan_n and_o sigh_n that_o can_v be_v express_v pardon_v and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n both_o original_a and_o actual_a of_o omission_n or_o commission_n of_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n of_o ignorance_n infirmity_n or_o presumption_n particular_n presumption_n here_o name_v the_o particular_n which_o i_o have_v at_o any_o time_n commit_v against_o thou_o nail_v they_o to_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n that_o they_o may_v never_o rise_v up_o in_o judgement_n against_o i_o either_o to_o shame_v i_o in_o this_o world_n or_o condemn_v i_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v v._o bury_n they_o in_o the_o bottomless_a sea_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o forgetfulness_n that_o they_o may_v never_o appear_v before_o thou_o to_o hinder_v thy_o favour_n unto_o i_o seal_v the_o remission_n of_o they_o to_o my_o soul_n and_o conscience_n that_o they_o may_v not_o distract_v or_o disturb_v i_o in_o my_o devotion_n and_o crush_v and_o subdue_v the_o rebellion_n of_o my_o nature_n that_o they_o may_v no_o long_o reign_v in_o my_o mortal_a body_n and_o have_v cleanse_v and_o purify_v i_o from_o all_o spot_n and_o stain_n of_o sin_n i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o pour_v thy_o grace_n and_o holy_a spirit_n into_o i_o that_o may_v enable_v i_o to_o walk_v before_o thou_o in_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n and_o in_o sobriety_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n read_v psalm_n 51.102.130.140_o 1_o lesson_n ezek._n 18._o 2_o lesson_n rom._n 12._o meditation_n for_o thursday_n morning_n o_o my_o soul_n we_o be_v very_o inconstant_a sometime_o we_o endeavour_v to_o hearty_o repent_v and_o after_o a_o while_o miscarry_v again_o often_o we_o pretend_o resolve_v to_o amend_v and_o yet_o sometime_o forget_v our_o good_a purpose_n bewail_v thy_o infirmity_n renew_v thy_o intention_n and_o be_v of_o good_a comfort_n our_o lord_n have_v overcome_v the_o world_n he_o overcome_v it_o with_o his_o own_o strong_a arm_n and_o leave_v thou_o rule_n and_o grace_n and_o sacrament_n to_o help_v thou_o that_o if_o thou_o can_v not_o have_v peace_n with_o thy_o enemy_n thou_o may_v at_o least_o have_v victory_n over_o they_o ii_o often_o o_o lord_n thou_o invite_v we_o to_o thy_o holy_a table_n and_o often_o do_v we_o neglect_v and_o refuse_v to_o come_v thou_o invite_v we_o to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o a_o virtuous_a life_n and_o the_o continual_a feast_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n thou_o provide_v a_o heavenly_a banquet_n and_o make_v thy_o son_n himself_o our_o delicious_a entertainment_n o_o clothe_v we_o gracious_a lord_n with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n of_o charity_n to_o thou_o and_o one_o another_o that_o we_o may_v enter_v with_o joy_n into_o the_o marriage_n chamber_n and_o sit_v down_o as_o happy_a guest_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n for_o ever_o let_v we_o not_o trifle_n away_o our_o time_n in_o wander_v up_o and_o down_o nor_o prefer_v a_o petty_a interest_n before_o thy_o glorious_a reward_n lest_o we_o be_v confound_v when_o our_o king_n shall_v come_v in_o majesty_n and_o command_v the_o unprepared_a into_o chain_n of_o darkness_n iii_o thou_o be_v o_o jesus_n the_o true_a celestial_a manna_n of_o which_o whoever_o eat_v shall_v live_v eternal_o thou_o be_v the_o bread_n of_o god_n that_o descend_v from_o heaven_n of_o which_o who_o ever_o feed_v shall_v never_o hunger_n 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most_o just_a judge_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n o_o lord_n be_v not_o a_o severe_a and_o angry_a judge_n when_o i_o shall_v stand_v before_o thy_o tribunal_n but_o be_v thou_o my_o mediator_n and_o advocate_n to_o answer_v for_o i_o and_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o deliver_v from_o the_o accusation_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n from_o the_o accusation_n of_o all_o those_o who_o have_v be_v conscious_a of_o my_o many_o sinful_a pollution_n and_o from_o the_o accusation_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n spit_v upon_o ii_o bless_a jesus_n who_o face_n be_v fair_a than_o the_o child_n of_o man_n use_v bright_a than_o the_o sun_n in_o its_o 〈…〉_o ory_n be_v spit_n upon_o by_o f_o 〈…〉_o and_o ignominuos_fw-la person_n oh_o turn_v thy_o face_n away_o from_o my_o sin_n whereby_o i_o have_v pollute_v my_o soul_n and_o profane_v thy_o name_n but_o hide_v not_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o who_o for_o my_o sin_n do_v not_o turn_v thy_o face_n from_o 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and_o by_o thy_o gracious_a look_n do_v call_v he_o back_o both_o to_o himself_o and_o thou_o by_o true_a repentance_n oh_o look_v thus_o upon_o all_o backsliders_a from_o thou_o for_o their_o sincere_a conversion_n and_o look_v upon_o i_o also_o and_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o scourge_v bless_a jesus_n thou_o be_v whip_v by_o a_o merciless_a crew_n of_o soldier_n and_o thy_o delicate_a skin_n be_v tear_v and_o redouble_v with_o their_o lash_n that_o the_o blood_n stream_v down_o thy_o innocent_a side_n but_o since_o o_o merciful_a lord_n thou_o be_v wound_v for_o my_o transgression_n and_o bruise_v for_o my_o iniquity_n o_o let_v thy_o chastisement_n procure_v my_o peace_n with_o heaven_n and_o grant_v that_o by_o thy_o stripe_n my_o soul_n may_v be_v heal_v crown_v with_o thorn_n bless_a jesus_n thy_o head_n be_v crown_v with_o thorn_n and_o those_o beat_v into_o thy_o temple_n with_o much_o rage_n and_o fury_n pardon_v o_o lord_n all_o those_o sin_n my_o eye_n ear_n and_o tongue_n 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his_o cross_n bless_a jesus_n who_o do_v with_o patience_n bear_v thy_o cross_n till_o it_o sink_v thy_o body_n to_o the_o earth_n o_o let_v i_o not_o sink_v under_o thy_o cross_n nor_o shrink_v from_o it_o but_o rather_o cheerful_o to_o take_v it_o up_o whatever_o it_o be_v and_o careful_o to_o under_o go_v all_o the_o sacred_a act_n of_o true_a repentance_n follow_v thou_o o_o lord_n who_o suffer_v for_o i_o leave_v i_o a_o example_n that_o i_o shall_v follow_v thy_o step_n crucify_a bless_a jesus_n who_o do_v hang_v on_o a_o curse_a tree_n to_o abolish_v the_o curse_n contract_v by_o eat_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o forbid_v tree_n thou_o be_v number_v with_o the_o transgressor_n and_o crucify_a among_o thief_n o_o draw_v my_o hard_a and_o stony_a heart_n unto_o thou_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o that_o curse_n which_o my_o sin_n have_v contract_v and_o rank_v i_o not_o among_o the_o goat_n on_o the_o left_a but_o among_o the_o sheep_n on_o thy_o right_a hand_n in_o the_o great_a day_n 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the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n when_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o suffering_n be_v accomplish_v thou_o commend_v thy_o spirit_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v die_v unto_o sin_n and_o live_v only_o unto_o thou_o and_o by_o thy_o bitter_a cross_n and_o passion_n cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_a holiness_n in_o thy_o fear_n the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n without_o thou_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n much_o less_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a come_v therefore_o oh_o thou_o father_n of_o light_n dispel_v and_o scatter_v from_o my_o soul_n the_o foggy_a mist_n of_o sin_n and_o ignorance_n that_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a come_v o_o thou_o power_n of_o god_n and_o set_v up_o thy_o throne_n in_o my_o soul_n and_o sway_v thy_o sceptre_n there_o and_o bring_v into_o subjection_n every_o high_a thought_n and_o every_o high_a imagination_n that_o exalt_v itself_o against_o thou_o come_v o_o thou_o wisdom_n of_o god_n and_o discover_v to_o my_o soul_n the_o folly_n of_o sin_n the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n ii_o teach_v i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o eschew_v evil_a and_o cleave_v to_o that_o which_o be_v good_a come_v o_o thou_o goodness_n of_o god_n and_o shed_v abroad_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o my_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n and_o my_o neighbour_n for_o thy_o sake_n yea_o my_o very_a enemy_n for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n and_o after_o his_o example_n who_o die_v for_o i_o while_o i_o be_v yet_o his_o enemy_n fit_v i_o
lord_n the_o blindness_n of_o my_o understanding_n and_o straighten_v the_o crookedness_n of_o my_o will_n and_o heal_v all_o the_o infirmity_n of_o my_o weak_a nature_n o_o do_v thou_o thorough_o cure_v i_o that_o i_o sin_v no_o more_o but_o immediate_o take_v up_o my_o heart_n which_o too_o long_o have_v cleaved_a to_o this_o earth_n and_o bear_v it_o after_o thou_o to_o walk_v from_o henceforth_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n ii_o when_o thou_o be_v present_a with_o i_o o_o thou_o heavenly_a spouse_n of_o my_o soul_n when_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o stay_v and_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n how_o strange_o do_v thou_o fill_v it_o with_o joy_n and_o sweetness_n whatever_o happen_v i_o can_v be_v sad_a while_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o nor_o pleasant_a if_o thou_o leave_v i_o infuse_v thy_o holy_a love_n into_o my_o heart_n o_o lord_n and_o make_v i_o faithful_o hold_v it_o fast_o for_o ever_o that_o i_o lose_v not_o myself_o by_o neglect_v thy_o grace_n but_o preserve_v they_o both_o to_o eternal_a life_n iii_o but_o alas_o how_o quick_o be_o i_o weary_a of_o pray_v to_o my_o god_n how_o apt_a to_o give_v over_o my_o expectance_n from_o he_o who_o yet_o as_o soon_o as_o he_o see_v my_o necessity_n begin_v my_o relief_n and_o leaf_n nor_o off_o till_o he_o have_v perfect_o finish_v it_o let_v i_o not_o fear_v but_o believe_v and_o obey_v and_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v safe_a why_o be_o i_o so_o impatient_a when_o any_o trouble_n befall_v i_o and_o why_o do_v i_o disparage_v the_o extraordinary_a proceed_n of_o god_n though_o i_o be_o dead_a in_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n he_o can_v revive_v i_o and_o give_v i_o strength_n to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o life_n he_o will_v give_v i_o that_o bread_n which_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n yea_o his_o own_o self_n which_o he_o give_v for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n iu._n but_o it_o be_v not_o for_o flesh_n and_o blood_n to_o follow_v thou_o o_o thou_o great_a exemplar_n of_o sublime_a perfection_n it_o be_v 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merciful_a and_o reconcile_v father_n to_o all_o such_o sinner_n as_o sincere_o desire_v and_o endeavour_v to_o repent_v and_o believe_v thy_o providence_n have_v preserve_v i_o unto_o this_o moment_n to_o offer_v unto_o thy_o majesty_n my_o evening_n sacrifice_n beseech_v thou_o to_o make_v i_o a_o fit_a partaker_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n ii_o i_o have_v be_v a_o foul_a and_o flat_a idolater_n erect_v the_o idol_n of_o my_o own_o profit_n and_o pleasure_n in_o the_o chapel_n and_o closet_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o then_o and_o there_o have_v fall_v down_o upon_o the_o bend_a knee_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o worship_v they_o by_o regard_v my_o lust_n more_o than_o the_o fulfil_n thy_o will_n in_o thy_o word_n that_o sacred_a name_n of_o thou_o whereby_o i_o hope_v to_o be_v save_v i_o have_v take_v in_o vain_a i_o have_v do_v that_o on_o thy_o day_n the_o lord_n day_n which_o i_o can_v justify_v or_o a_o vouch_v on_o no_o day_n i_o have_v not_o give_v that_o reverence_n and_o respect_n 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unto_o my_o heart_n but_o far_o more_o welcome_a unto_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v now_o put_v off_o the_o old_a man_n with_o his_o affection_n and_o lust_n and_o i_o must_v now_o put_v on_o my_o wedding_n garment_n even_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v whole_o conformable_a to_o he_o in_o the_o image_n of_o his_o mind_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v clothe_v with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o all_o its_o faculty_n proportion_v and_o vest_v according_a to_o the_o perfect_a pattern_n of_o christ_n life_n ii_o this_o be_v the_o day_n of_o the_o holy_a feast_n therefore_o my_o soul_n lay_v aside_o all_o care_n and_o impertinence_n of_o the_o world_n remember_v this_o day_n be_v appoint_v for_o thou_o a_o day_n of_o traffic_n and_o intercourse_n with_o heaven_n o_o lord_n therefore_o will_v i_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n and_o evermore_o adore_v thy_o goodness_n o_o what_o a_o happy_a opportunity_n my_o god_n have_v thou_o give_v i_o of_o receive_v the_o great_a 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infinite_o good_a to_o i_o and_o infinite_o good_a &_o perfect_a in_o himself_o lord_n i_o be_o as_o sure_o thou_o do_v the_o great_a work_n of_o redemption_n for_o i_o &_o all_o mankind_n as_o that_o i_o be_o alive_a this_o be_v my_o hope_n the_o strength_n of_o my_o spirit_n my_o joy_n and_o my_o confidence_n here_o i_o will_v dwell_v for_o i_o have_v a_o delight_n therein_o here_o i_o will_v live_v and_o here_o i_o desire_v to_o die_v v._o lord_z whither_o shall_v i_o go_v but_o to_o thou_o thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n as_o the_o hart_n desire_v the_o water_n brooks_n so_o long_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o soul_n be_v a_o thirst_n for_o
end_v fall_v on_o your_o knee_n and_o say_v o_o lord_n by_o reason_n of_o my_o sin_n i_o be_o unworthy_a to_o appear_v in_o thy_o presence_n to_o offer_v up_o any_o sacrifice_n unto_o thou_o grant_v merciful_a lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o both_o to_o i_o and_o all_o thy_o faithful_a people_n pardon_v and_o peace_n that_o be_v cleanse_v from_o all_o our_o sin_n we_o may_v serve_v thou_o with_o a_o quiet_a mind_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n when_o you_o go_v up_o to_o communicate_v i_o will_v wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocency_n and_o so_o will_v i_o go_v to_o thy_o altar_n o_o send_v forth_o thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n that_o they_o may_v lead_v i_o and_o bring_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a hill_n and_o to_o thy_o dwell_n when_o you_o kneel_v before_o the_o altar_n thou_o be_v worthy_a o_o lord_n to_o receive_v blessing_n honour_n and_o power_n but_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n or_o that_o thy_o praise_n shall_v come_v within_o my_o 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this_o manner_n meditation_n this_o o_o my_o soul_n be_v the_o table_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n and_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n it_o be_v a_o feast_n where_o himself_o be_v present_a and_o all_o his_o holy_a angel_n those_o glorious_a spirit_n do_v behold_v love_n and_o wonder_v that_o the_o son_n of_o god_n shall_v become_v food_n to_o the_o soul_n of_o his_o servant_n be_v astonish_v o_o my_o soul_n at_o this_o great_a mystery_n that_o he_o who_o be_v unchangeable_a shall_v be_v break_v in_o piece_n and_o enter_v into_o the_o body_n to_o support_v the_o spirit_n and_o yet_o at_o the_o same_o time_n remain_v in_o heaven_n while_o he_o descend_v to_o thou_o upon_o earth_n that_o he_o shall_v die_v for_o thou_o and_o then_o give_v himself_o to_o thou_o for_o ever_o to_o redeem_v thou_o from_o sin_n and_o misery_n that_o he_o shall_v become_v man_n and_o make_v thou_o a_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n ii_o o_o lord_n i_o be_o unworthy_a to_o come_v to_o thy_o table_n but_o i_o come_v with_o as_o thirsty_a a_o desire_n as_o the_o chase_v hart_n which_o pant_v after_o the_o water_n brooks_n and_o with_o as_o hungry_a a_o appetite_n as_o a_o poor_a half_a starve_a creature_n to_o a_o full_a table_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o the_o least_o crum_n that_o fall_v from_o the_o table_n of_o thy_o ordinary_a providence_n but_o i_o come_v in_o obedience_n to_o thy_o command_n o_o receive_v i_o as_o a_o poor_a sinner_n lade_v with_o sin_n and_o let_v thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n which_o i_o be_o now_o ready_a to_o participate_v off_o cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n when_o the_o minister_n say_v draw_v near_o with_o faith_n and_o take_v this_o holy_a sacrament_n lift_v up_o thy_o heart_n in_o this_o ejaculation_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o unworthy_a of_o this_o invitation_n to_o thy_o holy_a table_n but_o a_o sinner_n must_v not_o refuse_v thy_o call_n therefore_o in_o all_o obedience_n and_o humility_n i_o come_v then_o join_v humble_o with_o the_o minister_n in_o the_o confession_n after_o the_o absolution_n be_v pronounce_v use_v this_o ejaculation_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o grant_v i_o a_o true_a repentance_n and_o a_o lively_a faith_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n even_o the_o confirm_v and_o strengthen_v i_o in_o all_o goodness_n to_o my_o life_n end_v when_o that_o comfortable_a say_n of_o st._n paul_n be_v repeat_v that_o christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n say_v with_o all_o humility_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o the_o great_a and_o chief_a of_o sinner_n but_o thou_o alone_o be_v the_o propitiation_n for_o my_o sin_n after_o the_o preface_n be_v end_v therefore_o with_o angel_n and_o arch-angel_n etc._n etc._n use_v this_o ejaculation_n i_o will_v evermore_o praise_v thy_o name_n o_o thou_o that_o dwell_v in_o the_o heaven_n from_o the_o rise_n up_o of_o the_o sun_n until_o the_o go_v down_o of_o the_o same_o and_o will_v laud_n and_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n now_o and_o forever_o when_o the_o prayer_n of_o consecration_n be_v say_v and_o the_o minister_n read_v the_o word_n of_o christ_n institution_n and_o you_o see_v he_o order_n the_o bread_n and_o the_o wine_n repeat_v this_o o_o lord_n thou_o have_v provide_v two_o distinct_a pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n to_o we_o poor_a sinner_n who_o have_v be_v utter_o lose_v have_v not_o thy_o almighty_a goodness_n find_v out_o a_o remedy_n to_o save_o we_o when_o thou_o see_v the_o bread_n break_v and_o the_o wine_n pour_v out_o say_n thus_o be_v thy_o holy_a body_n break_v for_o my_o sin_n upon_o the_o tree_n of_o shame_n and_o thy_o side_n be_v pierce_v with_o a_o spear_n which_o gush_v forth_o blood_n thus_o be_v thou_o wound_v for_o my_o transgression_n and_o bruise_v for_o my_o iniquity_n but_o by_o thy_o stripe_n i_o be_o heal_v when_o the_o minister_n receive_v in_o both_o kind_n o_o lord_n purify_v and_o cleanse_v my_o heart_n by_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n and_o prepare_v my_o soul_n to_o receive_v thou_o the_o great_a god_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n come_v holy_a jesus_n and_o take_v possession_n of_o my_o soul_n purify_v it_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n and_o dwell_v therein_o for_o ever_o amen_n immediate_o before_o receive_v grant_v i_o o_o bless_a lord_n so_o to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n christ_n jesus_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n that_o my_o sinful_a body_n may_v be_v make_v clean_o by_o his_o body_n and_o my_o pollute_v soul_n wash_v through_o his_o most_o preâ—ious_a blood_n ii_o o_o lord_n purify_v my_o heart_n and_o mind_n strengthen_v my_o faith_n and_o increase_v my_o charity_n for_o though_o i_o be_o weak_a though_o i_o be_o unworthy_a though_o i_o be_o unprofitable_a yet_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n lord_n hear_v my_o prayer_n and_o let_v my_o cry_n come_v unto_o thou_o iii_o o_o lord_n thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n have_v eternal_a life_n behold_v the_o servant_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v it_o unto_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n when_o the_o minister_n present_v thou_o the_o holy_a bread_n say_v soft_o after_o he_o the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v give_v for_o i_o preserve_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n unto_o everlasting_a life_n here_o take_v the_o bread_n with_o reverence_n and_o proceed_v i_o take_v and_o eat_v this_o in_o remembrance_n that_o christ_n die_v for_o i_o and_o will_v feed_v on_o he_o in_o my_o heart_n with_o faith_n and_o thanksgiving_n when_o you_o eat_v the_o bread_n say_v by_o thy_o crucify_a body_n deliver_v i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o from_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n after_o the_o bread_n o_o bless_a jesus_n this_o holy_a bread_n which_o i_o thy_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n have_v now_o receive_v be_v that_o bread_n which_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o give_v life_n unto_o the_o world_n o_o that_o i_o may_v now_o feel_v its_o virtue_n and_o efficacy_n in_o elevate_a up_o my_o soul_n to_o heaven_n and_o there_o to_o have_v my_o conversation_n fix_v whilst_o i_o remain_v on_o this_o sordid_a earth_n that_o when_o i_o shall_v be_v take_v from_o hence_o i_o may_v have_v my_o consummation_n and_o bliss_n in_o thy_o celestial_a mansion_n there_o to_o behold_v thy_o face_n in_o glory_n who_o be_v now_o the_o food_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o grace_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o my_o redeemer_n amen_n before_o receive_v the_o cup._n what_o reward_n shall_v i_o give_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o benefit_n he_o have_v do_v unto_o i_o i_o will_v take_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n
of_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v pay_v my_o vow_n now_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o all_o his_o people_n when_o you_o receive_v the_o cup_n of_o blessing_n from_o the_o minister_n say_v with_o all_o humility_n after_o he_o the_o blood_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o i_o preserve_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n unto_o everlasting_a life_n here_o take_v the_o cup_n with_o reverence_n and_o proceed_v i_o drink_v this_o in_o remembrance_n that_o christ_n blood_n be_v shed_v for_o i_o and_o be_o thankful_a after_o the_o cup._n o_o let_v this_o most_o precious_a blood_n of_o thou_o purge_v away_o the_o filthiness_n of_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n and_o purify_v the_o dross_n of_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n from_o all_o lukewarm_a and_o dead_a work_n to_o serve_v thou_o the_o live_a god_n in_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n then_o meditate_v o_o lord_n may_v this_o holy_a and_o bless_a sacrament_n of_o thy_o most_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n which_o i_o though_o much_o unworthy_a by_o reason_n of_o my_o manifold_a sin_n have_v now_o receive_v seal_v unto_o my_o soul_n both_o pardon_n and_o peace_n and_o that_o now_o be_v make_v whole_a i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o ii_o o_o lord_n most_o holy_a i_o do_v very_o believe_v thy_o body_n be_v crucify_a and_o thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n bore_v through_o and_o that_o thy_o blood_n be_v shed_v out_o of_o thy_o body_n and_o a_o spear_n run_v into_o thy_o bless_a side_n as_o real_o as_o i_o have_v receive_v this_o bread_n and_o this_o wine_n separately_z for_o the_o perfect_a remission_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o believe_v that_o in_o the_o receive_v this_o bread_n and_o wine_n i_o have_v spiritual_o receive_v thy_o body_n and_o blood_n whereby_o my_o sin_n be_v whole_o wash_v away_o and_o my_o sinful_a soul_n refresh_v and_o purify_v o_o lord_n this_o i_o believe_v o_o help_v my_o unbelief_n iii_o lord_n now_o let_v thoâ—_n thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n according_a to_o the_o word_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v before_o the_o face_n of_o all_o people_n to_o be_v a_o light_n to_o lighten_v the_o gentile_n and_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o people_n israel_n glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o begin_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n whilst_o other_o â—re_n a_o communicate_v bless_a be_v they_o that_o dwell_v in_o thy_o house_n and_o be_v feed_v though_o it_o be_v with_o the_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o thy_o table_n happy_a be_v those_o servant_n who_o when_o their_o lord_n come_v he_o shall_v find_v so_o do_v behold_v thou_o be_v whole_a sin_v no_o more_o lest_o a_o worst_a thing_n happen_v unto_o thou_o as_o you_o have_v therefore_o receive_v christ_n jesus_n the_o lord_n so_o walk_v you_o in_o he_o col._n 2.6_o bless_a be_v the_o holy_a and_o vndivided_a trinity_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n when_o thou_o be_v go_v home_o and_o see_v a_o object_n of_o charity_n remember_v psal_n 41.1_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o provide_v for_o the_o sick_a and_o needy_a the_o lord_n shall_v deliver_v he_o in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n sunday_n evening_n meditation_n at_o home_n after_o receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n when_o ever_o i_o enter_v thy_o holy_a temple_n let_v i_o leave_v behind_o i_o my_o bargain_n and_o business_n and_o carry_v nothing_o thither_o but_o adoration_n for_o thy_o majesty_n and_o prayer_n for_o my_o necessity_n thou_o who_o do_v open_v the_o mouth_n of_o little_a child_n to_o praise_v thou_o enable_v the_o weakness_n of_o i_o thy_o servant_n to_o obey_v thou_o lord_n i_o be_o thy_o temple_n and_o shall_v be_v consecrate_a entire_o to_o thy_o service_n enter_v o_o gracious_a jesus_n into_o my_o heart_n and_o thorough_o purge_v i_o from_o all_o impiety_n ii_o good_a god_n how_o tender_o do_v thou_o consult_v to_o preserve_v we_o wretch_n how_o kind_o resolve_v to_o send_v even_o thy_o own_o 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into_o pride_n and_o wantonness_n sometime_o he_o send_v a_o cross_n to_o check_v our_o vanity_n and_o we_o turn_v it_o into_o murmur_a and_o disobedience_n iv_o lord_z grant_v that_o i_o may_v persevere_v in_o grace_n and_o with_o all_o humble_a obedience_n learn_v how_o to_o carry_v myself_o in_o all_o my_o necessity_n let_v i_o go_v to_o my_o god_n with_o fear_n and_o reverence_n let_v i_o prostrate_v myself_o at_o his_o sacred_a foot_n and_o with_o a_o humble_a confidence_n say_v to_o his_o mercy_n lord_n if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v bring_v it_o to_o pass_v all_o i_o be_o concern_v to_o fear_n be_v my_o person_n be_v unworthy_a or_o the_o thing_n i_o petition_v for_o unfit_a to_o be_v grant_v else_o i_o secure_o may_v rely_v on_o thy_o bounty_n and_o withthe_v least_o doubt_n say_v to_o thy_o power_n that_o nothing_o to_o thou_o be_v impossible_a as_o i_o have_v receive_v christ_n jesus_n the_o lord_n so_o will_v i_o walk_v in_o he_o col._n 2.6_o a_o prayer_n of_o 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