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more_o inflame_v with_o the_o sacred_a fire_n of_o divine_a charity_n but_o doubtless_o i_o must_v have_v withal_o a_o due_a regard_n and_o veneration_n for_o his_o saint_n for_o as_o god_n be_v praise_v in_o his_o saint_n so_o be_v he_o dishonour_v in_o their_o disrespect_n he_o that_o touch_v they_o touch_v the_o apple_n of_o his_o eye_n qui_fw-la derogat_fw-la alicui_fw-la sanctorum_fw-la who_o detract_v from_o any_o of_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n 2.8_o ps_n 150.1_o zech._n 2.8_o detract_v from_o christ_n himself_o who_o be_v the_o saint_n of_o all_o saint_n and_o detract_v also_o from_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n for_o all_o be_v unite_v in_o the_o sacred_a bond_n of_o charity_n all_o think_v the_o same_o thing_n all_o do_v will_v alike_o and_o all_o do_v love_n both_o themselves_o and_o all_o in_o one_o t.k._n 2_o 3._o c._n 58._o if_o the_o zeal_n of_o some_o person_n towards_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n exceed_v its_o due_a bound_n and_o limit_n i_o must_v not_o therefore_o throw_v off_o that_o devout_a respect_n which_o be_v due_a unto_o they_o remember_v that_o it_o be_v the_o end_n of_o my_o faith_n the_o sum_n of_o my_o hope_n to_o be_v by_o holy_a charity_n join_v with_o they_o in_o the_o same_o mystical_a body_n of_o christ_n our_o common_a lord_n and_o redeemer_n and_o with_o they_o to_o love_v and_o to_o praise_v the_o lord_n yea_o to_o praise_n and_o love_v he_o for_o ever_o 84.4_o ps_n 84.4_o which_o be_v the_o happiness_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n for_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o dwell_v in_o thy_o house_n they_o will_v always_o be_v praise_v thou_o and_o further_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n may_v be_v in_o some_o degree_n esteem_v by_o the_o greatness_n of_o their_o purchase_n it_o be_v not_o doubt_v but_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v of_o so_o great_a value_n that_o the_o least_o drop_n thereof_o be_v of_o sufficient_a dignity_n to_o redeem_v ten_o thousand_o world_n and_o yet_o our_o 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father_n i_o will_v that_o they_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o 17.24_o joh._n 17.24_o may_v be_v with_o i_o where_o i_o be_o that_o they_o may_v behold_v the_o glory_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o o_o sweet_a saviour_n who_o to_o save_v and_o redeem_v man_n vouchsafe_v to_o be_v make_v man_n and_o to_o appear_v in_o the_o likeness_n of_o sinful_a flesh_n o_o when_o when_o will_v that_o happy_a hour_n come_v wherein_o i_o shall_v be_v admit_v to_o behold_v thy_o bless_a face_n 17.16_o ps_n 17.16_o which_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n behold_v with_o joy_n and_o wonder_v when_o i_o shall_v awake_v up_o after_o thy_o likeness_n i_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o it_o 17.5_o joh._n 17.5_o satisfy_v to_o the_o great_a height_n and_o fullness_n of_o content_n when_o i_o shall_v behold_v that_o glory_n thou_o have_v with_o the_o father_n before_o the_o world_n be_v even_o so_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o meditat_fw-la iv_o of_o the_o perpetuity_n of_o heavenly_a joy_n the_o most_o full_a enjoyment_n of_o all_o the_o good_a thing_n this_o world_n afford_v be_v not_o to_o be_v call_v or_o account_v happiness_n because_o they_o be_v not_o only_o vain_a and_o empty_a of_o true_a satisfaction_n but_o also_o not_o permanent_a and_o last_a to_o every_o purpose_n under_o the_o sun_n tend_v towards_o satisfaction_n and_o happiness_n 8.6_o eccl._n 8.6_o there_o be_v a_o time_n and_o judgement_n a_o time_n limit_v for_o its_o prosecution_n and_o enjoyment_n and_o judgement_n also_o shall_v pass_v upon_o the_o action_n relate_v thereunto_o it_o must_v needs_o follow_v therefore_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n be_v great_a upon_o he_o but_o the_o good_a thing_n of_o heaven_n be_v durable_a permanent_a and_o last_a hereunto_o shall_v no_o time_n succeed_v no_o judgement_n follow_v it_o be_v a_o maxim_n in_o divinity_n that_o there_o be_v no_o succession_n in_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n because_o what_o be_v eternal_a admit_v not_o of_o what_o be_v first_o and_o what_o be_v last_o but_o be_v both_o and_o all_o in_o the_o same_o moment_n which_o render_v those_o joy_n transcendent_o full_a and_o ravish_a since_o in_o each_o moment_n be_v enjoy_v the_o joy_n of_o perpetuity_n not_o increase_v by_o degree_n or_o protract_v by_o delay_n nor_o yet_o augment_v by_o several_a space_n of_o time_n but_o whole_o and_o altogether_o and_o in_o the_o same_o moment_n be_v enjoy_v and_o receive_v the_o same_o glory_n in_o its_o height_n and_o fullness_n and_o this_o never_o to_o be_v diminish_v or_o decay_v forfeit_v or_o lose_v eus_n eus_n the_o glory_n of_o they_o that_o die_v in_o grace_n be_v immortal_a their_o happiness_n immutable_a their_o crown_n immarcescible_a their_o life_n everlasting_a and_o their_o reign_n with_o god_n and_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o no_o day_n do_v pass_v with_o these_o bless_a soul_n without_o its_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o content_v this_o joy_n shall_v be_v ever_o new_a and_o yet_o ever_o the_o same_o this_o glory_n shall_v never_o wither_v or_o decay_v but_o flourish_n for_o perpetual_a eternity_n and_o this_o must_v needs_o be_v so_o because_o celestial_a joy_n consist_v as_o in_o the_o blissful_a vision_n of_o god_n so_o in_o a_o assimilation_n to_o he_o for_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a be_v immutable_a in_o their_o perfection_n and_o felicity_n by_o behold_v he_o who_o be_v unchangeable_a so_o the_o apostle_n we_o all_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n 3.18_o 2_o cor._n 3.18_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v change_v into_o the_o same_o image_n from_o glory_n to_o glory_n even_o as_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n the_o moon_n and_o the_o star_n receive_v their_o light_n from_o the_o sun_n and_o become_v like_a unto_o he_o by_o be_v opposite_a and_o in_o a_o sort_n behold_v the_o sun_n bright_a face_n so_o the_o pure_a soul_n in_o heaven_n by_o see_v god_n who_o be_v the_o light_n of_o light_n be_v from_o he_o enlighten_v and_o make_v like_o unto_o he_o so_o say_v the_o belove_a 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this_o god_n the_o same_o which_o be_v which_o be_v and_o which_o be_v to_o come_v from_o everlasting_a to_o everlasting_a shall_v not_o then_o my_o heart_n be_v fix_v where_o such_o last_a joy_n be_v to_o be_v find_v and_o thither_o my_o heart_n must_v first_o be_v send_v by_o way_n of_o harbinger_n before_o my_o person_n can_v atrive_v there_o i_o must_v now_o have_v my_o conversation_n in_o heaven_n before_o i_o can_v have_v my_o consummation_n there_o i_o must_v now_o be_v heavenly_a mind_v or_o else_o never_o hope_v to_o be_v admit_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n but_o o_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o my_o sin_n these_o do_v depress_v and_o weigh_v down_o the_o mind_n and_o make_v her_o affection_n grovel_v in_o the_o dust_n and_o yet_o even_o these_o shall_v
the_o beginning_n etc._n etc._n the_o prayer_n almighty_a god_n the_o fountain_n of_o all_o wisdom_n grant_v i_o so_o wise_o to_o number_n and_o compare_v the_o short_a and_o sorrowful_a day_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n with_o that_o joyful_a and_o never_o end_a day_n of_o a_o bless_a eternity_n that_o despise_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o one_o i_o may_v zealous_o aspire_v to_o the_o happiness_n of_o the_o other_o o_o satisfy_v the_o pant_a desire_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o let_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o grace_n appear_v in_o prosper_v i_o to_o perform_v all_o those_o good_a work_n of_o faith_n and_o obedience_n which_o conduce_v to_o my_o eternal_a salvation_n through_o jesus_n christ_n the_o second_o general_a meditation_n upon_o judgement_n and_o first_o the_o particular_a judgement_n it_o be_v appoint_v unto_o man_n once_o to_o die_v 9.27_o heb._n 9.27_o and_o after_o that_o the_o judgement_n no_o soon_o shall_v this_o house_n of_o flesh_n wherein_o the_o immortal_a soul_n do_v now_o inhabit_v be_v shatter_v in_o piece_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o death_n but_o in_o the_o same_o moment_n the_o depart_a soul_n shall_v be_v convey_v by_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n before_o his_o judgment-seat_n and_o this_o be_v call_v the_o particular_a judgement_n that_o shall_v pass_v upon_o every_o person_n in_o particular_a immediate_o upon_o his_o death_n 12.7_o eccl._n 12.7_o when_o the_o dust_n shall_v return_v to_o the_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v then_o shall_v the_o spirit_n return_v unto_o god_n that_o give_v it_o to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o the_o work_v do_v in_o the_o body_n whether_o they_o be_v good_a or_o whether_o they_o be_v evil_a that_o grand_a enemy_n of_o man_n the_o devil_n await_v thy_o soul_n departure_n hence_o to_o dog_v thou_o to_o the_o great_a tribunal_n of_o heaven_n greg._n ille_fw-la enim_fw-la tunc_fw-la saeviens_fw-la capit_fw-la quos_fw-la nunc_fw-la blandiens_fw-la decipit_fw-la greg._n in_o this_o life_n he_o fawn_v to_o seduce_v but_o in_o the_o other_o he_o will_v roar_v to_o devour_v as_o a_o lion_n over_o his_o prey_n to_o this_o end_n he_o will_v vehement_o accuse_v thou_o aggravate_v all_o thy_o miscarriage_n through_o his_o suggestion_n commit_v and_o claim_v thou_o as_o one_o of_o the_o subject_n of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o darkness_n say_v to_o the_o great_a judge_n of_o all_o as_o several_a father_n observe_v this_o person_n thou_o judge_v of_o the_o world_n though_o he_o be_v thou_o by_o creation_n pag._n euseb_n emiss_a hom._n aug._n orat_fw-la count_v judaos_n pag._n yet_o he_o be_v i_o by_o depravation_n he_o be_v thou_o by_o nature_n but_o i_o by_o sin_n for_o he_o have_v obey_v my_o suggestion_n and_o disobey_v thy_o law_n and_o therefore_o though_o he_o belong_v to_o thou_o by_o right_n yet_o he_o be_v fall_v to_o i_o by_o default_n he_o be_v thou_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o workmanship_n but_o i_o by_o the_o rebellion_n of_o his_o will_n and_o disorder_n of_o his_o affection_n have_v yield_v himself_o to_o follow_v my_o temptation_n and_o to_o forsake_v the_o path_n of_o thy_o commandment_n but_o it_o be_v not_o the_o devil_n alone_o that_o shall_v thus_o accuse_v thou_o when_o arraign_v at_o the_o bar_n of_o divine_a judgement_n but_o as_o s._n chrysostom_n say_v the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o sea_n the_o sun_n and_o the_o moon_n and_o the_o star_n both_o night_n and_o day_n and_o all_o the_o creature_n thou_o have_v abuse_v shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o thou_o but_o above_o all_o thy_o own_o conscience_n shall_v be_v as_o a_o thousand_o witness_n for_o be_v then_o free_v from_o this_o clog_n and_o damp_n of_o the_o corruptible_a flesh_n all_o thy_o imagination_n and_o desire_n all_o thy_o word_n and_o work_v speak_v and_o do_v in_o the_o body_n shall_v appear_v to_o thy_o conscience_n in_o their_o native_a genuine_a and_o proper_a colour_n without_o any_o ignorance_n or_o oblivion_n misperswasion_n or_o misprision_n which_o now_o blind_v the_o mind_n of_o many_o thousand_o to_o their_o eternal_a ruin_n on_o that_o day_n o_o who_o shall_v then_o be_v able_a to_o answer_v thou_o one_o of_o a_o thousand_o thou_o most_o worthy_a judge_n eternal_a if_o thou_o shall_v be_v extreme_a to_o mark_v what_o be_v do_v amiss_o 130.3_o job_n 9.2_o ps_n 130.3_o and_o thy_o great_a mercy_n intervene_v not_o to_o mitigate_v the_o rigour_n of_o thy_o justice_n but_o in_o thou_o have_v i_o put_v my_o trust_n 38.15_o ps_n 38.15_o thou_o shall_v answer_v for_o i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o have_v no_o other_o advocate_n to_o plead_v my_o cause_n but_o my_o righteous_a judge_n himself_o from_o who_o in_o my_o daily_a prayer_n i_o have_v require_v that_o they_o even_o my_o enemy_n shall_v not_o triumph_v over_o i_o when_o i_o stand_v to_o be_v judge_v before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o heaven_n 3._o eccl._n 23.2_o 3._o who_o will_v set_v scourge_n over_o my_o thought_n and_o the_o discipline_n of_o wisdom_n over_o my_o heart_n that_o they_o spare_v i_o not_o for_o my_o ignorances_n and_o pass_v not_o by_o my_o sin_n lest_o my_o ignorances_n increase_n and_o my_o sin_n abound_v to_o my_o destruction_n and_o i_o fall_v before_o my_o adversary_n in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o trial_n and_o my_o enemy_n the_o spirit_n and_o power_n of_o darkness_n rejoice_v over_o i_o who_o hope_n be_v far_o from_o thy_o mercy_n meditat._n ii_o my_o flesh_n tremble_v for_o fear_n of_o thou_o 119.120_o psal_n 119.120_o and_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o thy_o judgement_n when_o i_o consider_v the_o severity_n of_o many_o of_o thy_o temporal_a judgement_n which_o be_v now_o intend_v to_o drive_v sinner_n to_o repentance_n that_o thou_o may_v spare_v they_o hereafter_o i_o can_v but_o foresee_v the_o unconceivable_a rigour_n of_o thy_o eternal_a judgement_n which_o intend_v punishment_n only_o without_o any_o thought_n of_o future_a mercy_n to_o spare_v and_o to_o forgive_v as_o in_o this_o life_n and_o i_o vile_a sinner_n have_v great_a cause_n to_o fear_v as_o a_o strict_a examination_n which_o all_o must_v undergo_v so_o severe_a a_o sentence_n to_o pass_v upon_o i_o have_v not_o so_o conscientious_o as_o i_o ought_v obey_v the_o sacred_a dictate_v of_o the_o save_a grace_n of_o god_n teach_v we_o 13._o tit._n 2_o 11_o 12_o 13._o that_o deny_v ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n we_o shall_v live_v sober_o righteous_o and_o godly_a in_o this_o present_a world_n with_o what_o face_n then_o shall_v i_o look_v for_o the_o bless_a hope_n or_o hope_v for_o blessedness_n upon_o the_o appearance_n of_o the_o great_a god_n and_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n i_o have_v a_o great_a cause_n to_o fear_v than_o to_o hope_v to_o wave_v than_o to_o await_v his_o come_n but_o how_o shall_v i_o avoid_v or_o whither_o shall_v i_o flee_v from_o the_o face_n of_o my_o judge_n whither_o but_o from_o a_o offend_a god_n to_o a_o merciful_a redeemer_n from_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o justice_n to_o thy_o mercy-seat_n to_o meet_v thou_o now_o with_o repentance_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o bring_v forth_o in_o the_o action_n of_o my_o life_n and_o with_o such_o spiritual_a wing_n cement_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o redeemer_n i_o may_v hope_v to_o flee_v from_o the_o wrath_n to_o come_v o_o god_n who_o art_n just_o displease_v for_o our_o sin_n 8._o mat._n 3.7_o 8._o and_o pacify_v by_o our_o true_a and_o sincere_a repentance_n spare_v o_o spare_v all_o those_o who_o confess_v their_o sin_n unto_o thou_o that_o they_o who_o conscience_n by_o sin_n be_v accuse_v by_o thy_o merciful_a pardon_n may_v be_v absolve_v through_o christ_n our_o lord_n meditat._n iii_o before_o judgement_n examine_v thyself_o 18.20_o eccl._n 18.20_o and_o in_o the_o day_n of_o visitation_n thou_o shall_v find_v mercy_n and_o i_o upon_o the_o examination_n of_o myself_o do_v find_v my_o heart_n foul_a and_o pollute_a and_o my_o life_n stain_v with_o manifold_a 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of_o other_o who_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o any_o of_o these_o or_o of_o any_o other_o sinful_a pollution_n and_o have_v not_o weep_v and_o bewail_v the_o same_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o repentance_n wo_n unto_o you_o that_o laugh_v now_o in_o your_o sinful_a pleasure_n 6.25_o luk._n 6.25_o for_o you_o shall_v mourn_v and_o weep_v either_o here_o or_o hereafter_o and_o it_o be_v sad_a and_o sottish_a to_o put_v off_o this_o necessity_n of_o weep_v to_o the_o other_o world_n where_o the_o tear_n of_o sorrow_n and_o sad_a repentance_n shall_v avail_v nothing_o and_o this_o be_v all_o the_o water_n that_o hell_n afford_v 16.24_o luk._n 16.24_o not_o a_o drop_n to_o cool_v the_o tongue_n torment_v in_o those_o scorch_a flame_n only_o those_o driesly_a tear_n which_o the_o violence_n of_o her_o torment_n do_v extort_v which_o be_v salt_n and_o brinish_a and_o spend_v in_o vain_a shall_v the_o more_o increase_v the_o bitterness_n and_o augment_v the_o misery_n of_o the_o condemn_a sinner_n weep_v in_o this_o life_n as_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n so_o it_o be_v some_o ease_n to_o the_o inward_a sorrow_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o outward_o evaporate_v itself_o by_o tear_n but_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o with_o the_o weep_n in_o hell_n there_o no_o tear_n no_o sigh_n not_o the_o sad_a lamentation_n can_v mitigate_v in_o the_o least_o the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o soul_n because_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o what_o do_v torment_n without_o any_o intermixture_n of_o ease_n or_o allay_v which_o be_v manifest_a from_o the_o conjunction_n of_o weep_v and_o gnash_n of_o tooth_n to_o intimate_v there_o be_v not_o such_o a_o lamentation_n as_o give_v ease_n to_o the_o soul_n but_o rather_o embitter_v the_o same_o even_o to_o rage_n and_o madness_n and_o dire_a execration_n of_o itself_o and_o of_o all_o its_o instrument_n and_o companion_n in_o her_o sin_n accompany_v with_o blasphemous_a revile_n of_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n o_o that_o now_o my_o head_n be_v water_n 9.1_o jer._n 9.1_o and_o my_o eye_n a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n by_o weep_v here_o to_o prevent_v the_o weep_n in_o hell_n hereafter_o now_o to_o bewail_v my_o sin_n that_o i_o sorrow_n not_o when_o it_o be_v too_o late_a where_o weep_v and_o wail_v shall_v not_o assuage_v but_o augment_v my_o sorrow_n lament_v o_o sinner_n and_o gnash_v thy_o tooth_n through_o a_o holy_a indignation_n to_o be_v so_o foolish_a and_o mad_a as_o for_o a_o little_a sinful_a pleasure_n or_o dirty_a delight_n to_o run_v the_o hazard_n of_o be_v obnoxious_a to_o never-ending_a pain_n and_o sorrow_n bless_a be_v they_o that_o mourn_v 5.4_o mat._n 5.4_o both_o for_o their_o own_o sin_n and_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o through_o the_o fear_n of_o hell_n and_o desire_v of_o heaven_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v their_o scar_n prevent_v their_o desire_n obtain_v a_o break_a and_o a_o contrite_a heart_n 51.17_o ps_n 51.17_o o_o god_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v a_o heart_n break_v with_o godly_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o vent_v itself_o in_o tear_n with_o prayer_n humiliation_n and_o confession_n mix_v with_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n thus_o lord_n thus_o i_o humble_o beg_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o thy_o wrath_n and_o from_o the_o deplorable_a wail_n of_o a_o sad_a eternity_n amen_n meditat_fw-la vii_o of_o the_o perpetuity_n of_o hell-torment_n the_o perpetuity_n of_o hell-torment_n be_v in_o the_o thought_n thereof_o a_o torment_n unspeakable_a for_o in_o every_o instant_n of_o the_o suffering_n of_o the_o damn_a they_o suffer_v all_o the_o torment_n of_o those_o infinite_a thousand_o of_o year_n to_o come_v the_o continuance_n whereof_o be_v not_o measure_v by_o time_n but_o by_o the_o bottomless_a abyss_n of_o eternity_n and_o the_o immutability_n of_o divine_a justice_n and_o what_o be_v time_n to_o eternity_n behold_v as_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n be_v to_o the_o sea_n 18.10_o eccl._n 18.10_o and_o a_o gravel-stone_n in_o comparison_n of_o the_o sand_n so_o 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the_o uncertainty_n of_o the_o same_o and_o withal_o believe_v the_o everlasting_a duration_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v do_v nevertheless_o bend_v all_o their_o thought_n and_o endeavour_n upon_o what_o concern_v this_o present_a temporary_a be_v even_o to_o the_o great_a hazard_n of_o be_v obnoxious_a to_o the_o pain_n and_o torment_n of_o a_o sad_a eternity_n such_o madness_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n can_v never_o be_v thorough_o bewail_v even_o with_o tear_n of_o blood_n wo_n to_o they_o who_o now_o do_v laugh_v at_o what_o shall_v be_v hereafter_o most_o sad_o bewail_v and_o woe_n to_o they_o who_o shall_v feel_v by_o sad_a experience_n what_o they_o now_o either_o believe_v not_o or_o but_o slight_o regard_v it_o who_o have_v warn_v you_o to_o flee_v from_o the_o wrath_n to_o come_v 3.7_o matt._n 3.7_o that_o there_o be_v a_o wrath_n to_o come_v every_o christian_n believe_v and_o it_o be_v a_o fierce_a wrath_n and_o a_o terrible_a 9_o rom._n 2.8_o 9_o even_a indignation_n and_o wrath_n tribulation_n and_o anguish_n upon_o every_o soul_n of_o man_n that_o do_v evil_a and_o have_v not_o repent_v he_o of_o the_o evil_a and_o of_o the_o iniquity_n he_o have_v do_v of_o the_o come_n of_o this_o wrath_n also_o frequent_a warning_n be_v give_v both_o by_o the_o work_n and_o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o by_o the_o minister_n of_o his_o church_n but_o who_o take_v warning_n give_v who_o regard_v the_o power_n of_o this_o wrath_n very_o few_o regard_n it_o though_o the_o less_o it_o be_v regard_v the_o more_o fierce_a it_o will_v be_v for_o even_o thereafter_o as_o a_o man_n fear_v 90.11_o ps_n 90.11_o so_o be_v thy_o displeasure_n fear_v thou_o the_o lord_n 3.7_o prov._n 3.7_o o_o my_o soul_n fear_v the_o lord_n and_o depart_v from_o evil_n thou_o 76.7_o psal_n 76.7_o o_o lord_n thou_o alone_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v and_o who_o may_v stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n when_o thou_o be_v angry_a the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v a_o fountain_n of_o 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torment_n for_o i_o be_o holy_a separate_a and_o devote_a to_o thy_o service_n though_o a_o poor_a unprofitable_a servant_n and_o upon_o this_o account_n i_o make_v bold_a to_o call_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o i_o worship_v and_o serve_v and_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o save_v thy_o servant_n who_o put_v his_o trust_n in_o thou_o for_o the_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o salvation_n wherein_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n for_o i_o will_v call_v daily_o upon_o thou_o that_o it_o may_v please_v thou_o in_o great_a mercy_n to_o deliver_v i_o from_o that_o misery_n whereunto_o my_o poorness_n in_o grace_n but_o abound_v sin_n make_v i_o obnoxious_a comfort_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o servant_n that_o the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n overwhelm_v i_o not_o for_o
i_o in_o the_o low_a pit_n i_o confess_v i_o have_v so_o far_o incur_v thy_o wrathful_a displeasure_n as_o to_o be_v lay_v in_o the_o nethermost_a hell_n which_o be_v a_o place_n of_o darkness_n even_o blackness_n of_o darkness_n for_o ever_o and_o in_o the_o deep_a abyss_n of_o inextricable_a torment_n thy_o indignation_n lie_v hard_a upon_o i_o whereto_o i_o have_v provoke_v thou_o by_o manifold_a offence_n and_o thou_o have_v vex_v i_o with_o all_o thy_o storm_n those_o tempest_n of_o affliction_n and_o trouble_n which_o disturb_v my_o peace_n be_v send_v from_o thou_o to_o scour_v the_o rust_n of_o corruption_n off_o my_o soul_n thou_o have_v put_v away_o my_o acquaintance_n far_o from_o i_o and_o make_v i_o to_o be_v abhor_v of_o they_o the_o invisible_a society_n of_o holy_a angel_n with_o the_o prayer_n and_o good_a wish_n of_o holy_a man_n i_o enjoy_v whilst_o i_o be_v innocent_a and_o heavenly-minded_n but_o now_o be_v pollute_v they_o be_v estrange_v from_o i_o and_o abhor_v 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