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the_o rest_n which_o thou_o have_v now_o give_v unto_o this_o naughty_a body_n i_o bequeath_v both_o it_o and_o my_o soul_n into_o thy_o hand_n to_o be_v dispose_v of_o according_a unto_o thy_o will_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n through_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o only_a son_n my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n when_o i_o arise_v in_o the_o morning_n i_o will_v say_v o_o good_a lord_n god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n i_o thank_v thy_o bless_a majesty_n for_o that_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o merciful_o to_o keep_v i_o all_o this_o night_n now_o i_o arise_v out_o of_o this_o bed_n in_o thy_o name_n o_o father_n in_o thy_o name_n o_o jesus_n christ_n in_o thy_o name_n o_o holy_a ghost_n o_o most_o holy_a &_o undivided_a unseparable_a three_o person_n in_o one_o god_n one_o god_n in_o three_o person_n for_o thy_o glorious_a name_n sake_n vouchsafe_v to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o a_o sinner_n amen_n this_o be_v my_o three_o rule_n my_o last_o rule_n four_o and_o last_o i_o must_v 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not_o allow_v god_n word_n to_o be_v common_o buy_v and_o sell_v in_o italy_n spain_n etc._n etc._n and_o so_o to_o be_v read_v in_o church_n my_o conscience_n give_v i_o that_o he_o will_v say_v thus_o it_o be_v very_o likely_a that_o thereby_o many_o will_v be_v draw_v from_o his_o obedience_n and_o many_o thing_n which_o be_v now_o in_o great_a request_n among_o the_o people_n shall_v then_o be_v despise_v as_o sure_o as_o the_o lord_n god_n live_v i_o take_v this_o to_o be_v the_o main_a cause_n a_o great_a number_n of_o thing_n in_o that_o religion_n can_v by_o no_o mean_n stand_v if_o the_o book_n of_o god_n be_v common_o to_o be_v have_v in_o the_o people_n own_o language_n therefore_o they_o be_v not_o suffer_v to_o hear_v god_n speak_v i_o appeal_v to_o the_o conscience_n of_o every_o man_n whether_o it_o be_v likly_a that_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v of_o god_n shall_v be_v put_v out_o of_o request_n by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n it_o be_v not_o likely_a it_o be_v quite_o 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