upon_o my_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v wont_a to_o do_v this_o be_v one_o token_n that_o my_o spiritual_a life_n be_v weaken_v therefore_o as_o thou_o have_v breathe_v in_o my_o nostril_n 2.7_o gen._n 2.7_o the_o breath_n of_o a_o natural_a life_n breath_n upon_o my_o soul_n 4.16_o cant._n 4.16_o that_o i_o may_v find_v the_o motion_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n call_v upon_o my_o soul_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o sin_n 12.43.44_o john_n 12.43.44_o as_o thou_o call_v lazarus_n his_o body_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n let_v i_o find_v a_o quicken_a virtue_n flow_v from_o thy_o livelie_a spirit_n to_o quicken_v my_o dead_a spirit_n lord_n teach_v i_o to_o redeem_v these_o loss_n and_o grant_v i_o may_v ever_o count_v it_o my_o great_a loss_n to_o lose_v the_o sign_n of_o thy_o presence_n suffer_v not_o my_o heart_n to_o be_v oppress_v with_o the_o thorny_a care_n of_o this_o life_n 8._o luc._n 8._o but_o learn_v i_o to_o cast_v my_o care_n upon_o the_o lord_n what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v in_o 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one_o draw_v near_o to_o i_o if_o jehoshua_n come_v in_o before_o the_o lord_n 3.1_o zach._n 3.1_o satan_n will_v be_v at_o his_o right_a hand_n to_o resist_v he_o he_o trouble_v and_o distract_v my_o mind_n with_o army_n of_o unrulie_a cogitation_n it_o be_v my_o great_a difficulty_n o_o lord_n at_o any_o time_n to_o get_v a_o free_a mind_n to_o serve_v thou_o 5.3_o exod._n 5.3_o when_o israel_n desire_v to_o go_v to_o the_o wilderness_n and_o sacrifice_n to_o the_o lord_n pharaoh_n double_v their_o burden_n so_o do_v satan_n double_a his_o tentation_n upon_o i_o when_o i_o will_v go_v out_o of_o myself_o to_o serve_v thou_o what_o be_o i_o poor_a weak_a creature_n that_o i_o shall_v resist_v such_o mighty_a spiritual_a power_n o_o lord_n 12.9_o 1._o cor._n 12.9_o it_o be_v thy_o battle_n i_o fight_v and_o thy_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o thy_o people_n when_o they_o build_v the_o wall_n of_o jerusalem_n 4.17_o neh._n 4.17_o they_o do_v hold_v their_o weapon_n in_o the_o 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who_o so_o dwell_v in_o the_o secret_a of_o the_o most_o high_a 1._o psal_n 91._o 1._o shall_v abide_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o almighty_a i_o will_v say_v unto_o the_o lord_n o_o my_o hope_n 42.10_o psal_n 42.10_o and_o my_o fortress_n he_o be_v my_o god_n in_o he_o will_v i_o trust_v confirm_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n in_o the_o certainty_n of_o this_o persuasion_n strengthen_v also_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o feeble_a and_o weak_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v fight_v with_o the_o great_a courage_n against_o that_o spiritual_a gohab_n let_v i_o not_o depart_v from_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n without_o some_o spiritual_a comfort_n thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v the_o multitude_n 14.19_o mat._n 14.19_o that_o wait_v upon_o thou_o three_o day_n in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o depart_v until_o they_o be_v refresh_v lord_n refresh_v my_o soul_n with_o some_o crumb_n of_o grace_n fall_v from_o thy_o table_n when_o jonathan_n be_v weary_a 14.28_o 1._o sam._n 14.28_o and_o put_v forth_o his_o rod_n and_o taste_v of_o the_o honey_n his_o dim_a eye_n receive_v sight_n and_o his_o feeble_a body_n be_v strengthen_v o_o lord_n 8.46_o luc._n 8.46_o if_o i_o shall_v touch_v jesus_n by_o the_o rod_n of_o faith_n my_o dim_a eye_n shall_v receive_v sight_n and_o my_o feeble_a soul_n new_a strength_n o_o my_o lord_n be_o not_o i_o seek_v this_o strength_n of_o thou_o to_o bruise_v the_o head_n of_o the_o old_a serpent_n 3.15_o gen._n 3.15_o a_o swear_a enemy_n to_o thy_o kingdom_n deny_v not_o armour_n to_o thy_o own_o weak_a soldier_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n i_o may_v subdue_v that_o great_a dragon_n sin_n that_o it_o may_v be_v bear_v down_o and_o jesus_n his_o throne_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o the_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n sanctify_v my_o rest_n this_o night_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o when_o this_o weary_a body_n have_v receive_v its_o bodily_a refreshment_n i_o may_v rise_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o morrow_n to_o do_v thou_o better_a service_n 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but_o either_o when_o thou_o humble_a i_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o raise_v i_o up_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o mercy_n rather_o than_o i_o be_v senseless_a let_v i_o be_v sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n that_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v bewail_v it_o teach_v i_o now_o to_o mourn_v with_o thy_o child_n 1.7_o 2._o thess_n 1.7_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o rejoice_n cherish_v o_o lord_n those_o little_a sparkle_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o thy_o great_a mercy_n thou_o have_v kindle_v in_o my_o soul_n increase_v my_o faith_n
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be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n but_o diminution_n or_o weaken_n of_o thyself_o which_o thou_o offer_v for_o i_o weak_a not_o enclose_v in_o i_o when_o thou_o be_v receive_v of_o i_o without_o any_o dishonour_n at_o all_o to_o thy_o majesty_n when_o thou_o come_v unto_o this_o my_o sinful_a cottage_n have_v my_o heart_n to_o be_v thy_o temple_n and_o dwell_a place_n who_o fill_v the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n thy_o footstool_n o_o happy_a be_v he_o that_o do_v eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n with_o earnest_a desire_n to_o obey_v his_o will_n and_o stay_v on_o his_o promise_n trust_v always_o on_o he_o in_o this_o earth_n be_o i_o partaker_n of_o christ_n by_o the_o help_n of_o his_o word_n &_o sacrament_n but_o in_o heaven_n above_o without_o any_o external_a mean_n i_o shall_v feed_v on_o that_o heavenly_a bread_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o spiritual_a drink_n feel_v in_o effect_n his_o presence_n and_o enjoy_v that_o glorious_a life_n fulfil_v 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and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o where_o satan_n will_v not_o tempt_v sin_n will_v not_o accuse_v and_o these_o unrulie_a affection_n will_v not_o trouble_v i_o ah_o when_o shall_v this_o poor_a spirit_n be_v disburden_v of_o this_o lodging_n of_o clay_n that_o that_o which_o be_v divine_a may_v behold_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n always_o so_o long_o as_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n thou_o that_o teachedst_a david_n finger_n here_o to_o fight_v 18.33_o psal_n 18.33_o so_o that_o a_o bow_n of_o brass_n be_v not_o able_a to_o withstand_v he_o so_o strengthen_v thou_o my_o arm_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o resist_v these_o malicious_a enemy_n thy_o servant_n david_n overcome_v the_o lion_n and_o the_o bear_n and_o the_o uncircumcised_a philistim_o yet_o be_v he_o overcome_v with_o his_o uncircumcised_a heart_n of_o all_o difficulty_n it_o be_v the_o great_a to_o â—me_v man_n to_o overcome_v himself_o lord_n help_v i_o by_o grace_n to_o sight_n against_o myself_o i_o will_v not_o despare_v lord_n notwithstanding_o of_o all_o these_o enemy_n so_o long_o as_o i_o may_v make_v my_o plaint_n to_o thou_o thy_o eye_n be_v upon_o the_o lust_n 34.15_o psal_n 34.15_o thy_o ear_n open_a unto_o their_o cry_n thou_o do_v hear_v the_o groan_n of_o thy_o own_o israel_n lord_n hear_v the_o groan_n of_o my_o soul_n thy_o ear_n o_o lord_n be_v not_o heavy_a 1._o esay_n 59_o 1._o nor_o be_v thy_o hand_n shorten_v streatche_v forth_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o help_v my_o distress_a soul_n do_v not_o thou_o command_v the_o stormy_a wind_n and_o rage_a sea_n when_o thy_o disciple_n be_v in_o hazard_n and_o they_o obey_v thou_o if_o my_o small_a affection_n never_o rage_v so_o mighty_o if_o thou_o will_v command_v peace_n they_o will_v settle_v and_o be_v obedient_a to_o thy_o voice_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n wherein_o i_o be_o enter_v i_o know_v not_o what_o inconvenient_a i_o may_v meet_v with_o lead_v i_o safe_o through_o all_o difficulty_n o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n 23.1_o psal_n 23.1_o that_o i_o safe_o go_v through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n at_o evening_n i_o may_v bow_v my_o knee_n and_o sound_v thy_o praise_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n i_o have_v wander_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n that_o troublesome_a spirit_n have_v oppress_v my_o spirit_n with_o variety_n of_o unnecessary_a affair_n i_o busy_a myself_o about_o many_o thing_n 10.42_o luc._n 10.42_o but_o yet_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a i_o find_v by_o daily_a experience_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n be_v thorny_a care_n they_o prick_v and_o annoy_v my_o soul_n 13.7_o mat._n 13.7_o they_o chocke_n the_o seed_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o do_v sow_v i_o to_o my_o heart_n they_o be_v mighty_a impediment_n to_o the_o growth_n of_o my_o inner_a man_n i_o pray_v thou_o let_v not_o these_o earthly_a care_n diminish_v my_o inward_a peace_n nor_o prejudg_v my_o union_n with_o thy_o majesty_n nor_o draw_v on_o darkness_n upon_o my_o mind_n but_o o_o lord_n let_v the_o secret_a beam_n of_o thy_o lightsome_a face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o ever_o live_v in_o a_o spiritual_a sense_n of_o my_o union_n from_o the_o which_o such_o inward_a joy_n may_v flow_v to_o my_o spirit_n as_o may_v make_v all_o estate_n acceptable_a to_o i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o difficulty_n i_o find_v it_o the_o great_a to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n i_o have_v yet_o take_v in_o thy_o worship_n if_o thou_o yet_o leave_v i_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o as_o great_a atheism_n as_o they_o who_o never_o know_v thou_o therefore_o waken_v my_o spirit_n renew_v my_o sense_n lift_v up_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n 3.19_o phil._n 3.19_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o mind_v heavenly_a thing_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n my_o earthly_a call_n be_v a_o great_a impediment_n to_o my_o heavenly_a call_n although_o i_o be_v no_o way_n distract_v but_o all_o time_n give_v myself_o to_o read_v prayer_n and_o meditation_n it_o be_v little_a enough_o for_o the_o entertain_v the_o life_n of_o christ_n in_o my_o soul_n but_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v a_o double_a burden_n upon_o i_o so_o double_a thy_o spirit_n upon_o i_o that_o even_o while_o i_o be_o do_v the_o point_n of_o my_o earthly_a call_n my_o spirit_n may_v be_v above_o lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o predominant_a sin_n let_v i_o not_o be_v a_o slave_n to_o my_o affection_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o strive_v against_o every_o sinful_a motion_n and_o as_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v now_o cover_v all_o thing_n here_o beneath_o with_o darkness_n so_o cover_v my_o sin_n that_o they_o be_v not_o see_v again_o let_v never_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o as_o it_o have_v be_v neither_o be_v thou_o so_o long_o absent_a from_o my_o soul_n esay_n esay_n write_v my_o name_n upon_o the_o palm_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o let_v i_o be_v as_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n o_o thou_o the_o watchman_n of_o israel_n 121.3_o psal_n 121.3_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v be_v thou_o my_o keeper_n this_o night_n let_v this_o temporal_a rest_n be_v a_o pledge_v to_o i_o of_o that_o everlasting_a rest_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n i_o complain_v to_o thy_o majesty_n of_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o my_o swear_a enemy_n he_o be_v a_o restless_a tempter_n and_o i_o be_o a_o careless_a resister_n he_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o take_v his_o advantage_n of_o my_o infirmity_n when_o i_o have_v best_a resolution_n to_o serve_v thou_o then_o rage_v he_o most_o against_o i_o and_o when_o i_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o heaven_n than_o he_o labour_v to_o dryve_v i_o from_o the_o right_a mark_n that_o evil_a one_o albeit_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o rest_n after_o in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
brazen_a serpent_n which_o moses_n lift_v up_o in_o the_o wilderness_n i_o be_o stinge_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o sin_n i_o look_v for_o health_n in_o christ_n lift_v up_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n poor_a sick_a creature_n get_v health_n to_o their_o body_n at_o the_o pool_n of_o siloam_n 9.3_o john_n 9.3_o i_o look_v for_o health_n to_o my_o soul_n at_o silo_n in_o christ_n my_o saviour_n come_v lord_n jesus_n 1._o isai_n 61._o 1._o thou_o that_o deliver_v the_o prisoner_n and_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o bondage_n of_o sin_n anoint_v i_o with_o thy_o eye_n salve_n come_v as_o the_o sweet_a samaritane_n and_o pour_v of_o thy_o oil_n into_o my_o wound_a spirit_n come_v my_o only_a comforter_n lead_v i_o to_o thy_o cellar_n 2.5_o cant._n 2.5_o refresh_v i_o with_o thy_o flagon_n comfort_v i_o with_o thy_o apple_n come_v the_o husband_n of_o my_o soul_n furnish_v out_o of_o thy_o wardrobe_n a_o garment_n to_o clothe_v my_o inward_a nakedness_n come_v light_a of_o the_o world_n 1.9_o john_n 1.9_o bring_v light_n to_o my_o soul_n plunge_v in_o palpable_a darkness_n stretch_v forth_o thy_o wing_n o_o my_o soul_n mount_v above_o upon_o the_o chariot_n of_o spiritual_a meditation_n delight_n thyself_o in_o the_o memory_n of_o the_o joy_n to_o be_v reveal_v the_o like_a whereof_o the_o eye_n never_o see_v the_o ear_n never_o hear_v 2.9_o 1._o cor._n 2.9_o neither_o ever_o enter_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n to_o unerstand_v abide_v not_o still_o in_o babel_n neither_o long_a for_o the_o flesh_n pot_n of_o egypt_n sigh_v to_o the_o lord_n until_o thou_o be_v deliver_v out_o of_o the_o prisonhouse_n of_o this_o body_n 1.23_o phil._n 1.23_o and_o so_o be_v with_o he_o which_o be_v best_a of_o all_o and_o to_o this_o purpose_n my_o gracious_a lord_n sanctify_v my_o rest_n this_o night_n when_o the_o body_n sleep_v 11._o psal_n 11._o let_v the_o spirit_n watch_n be_v thou_o ever_o in_o my_o mind_n and_o let_v thy_o word_n be_v the_o matter_n of_o my_o meditation_n keep_v i_o out_o of_o the_o hand_n of_o that_o roar_a lion_n 5.8_o 1._o pet._n 5.8_o who_o greedy_o hunt_v for_o my_o soul_n let_v he_o get_v no_o vantage_n of_o i_o in_o the_o night_n who_o tempt_v i_o continual_o in_o the_o day_n let_v my_o thought_n and_o vision_n be_v pure_a and_o holy_a be_v set_v on_o thou_o &_o on_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n let_v my_o last_o thought_n this_o night_n and_o my_o first_o thought_n to_o morrow_n be_v of_o thou_o that_o so_o my_o spirit_n be_v ever_o with_o the_o lord_n while_o i_o be_o absent_a in_o the_o body_n in_o thy_o own_o time_n both_o body_n and_o spirit_n may_v rest_v with_o thou_o for_o ever_o through_o jesus_n who_o have_v prepare_v that_o rest_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o second_o day_n let_v thy_o servant_n o_o lord_n have_v access_n this_o morning_n unto_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o grace_n lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n upon_o i_o oh_o lord_n i_o come_v as_o empty_a of_o grace_n to_o thy_o majesty_n at_o this_o time_n as_o i_o have_v neâ—er_o receive_v grace_n it_o grieve_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v so_o prodigal_a of_o thy_o spiritual_a blessing_n thou_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n some_o faith_n some_o measure_n of_o divine_a light_n some_o feelâ—ing_n some_o assurance_n of_o thy_o favour_n which_o breed_v such_o joy_n and_o peace_n into_o my_o soul_n as_o pass_v all_o natural_a understanding_n but_o in_o stead_n of_o these_o infidelity_n darkness_n and_o senseless_a doubt_n be_v steal_v in_o into_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n 13.9_o hos_fw-la 13.9_o my_o destruction_n come_v of_o myself_o but_o my_o deliverance_n come_v of_o thou_o the_o prodigal_a child_n 15.17_o luc._n 15.17_o when_o he_o have_v waste_v all_o he_o have_v no_o other_o refuge_n but_o return_v to_o his_o father_n o_o lord_n where_o shall_v i_o go_v now_o in_o my_o great_a distress_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o make_v my_o moan_n i_o will_v return_v unto_o thou_o my_o love_a father_n i_o know_v thy_o treasure_n can_v be_v empty_v i_o do_v confess_v i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o against_o earth_n and_o against_o thou_o 21.22_o luke_n 15_o 21.22_o and_o be_v no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n as_o thou_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o hagar_n when_o her_o bottle_n of_o water_n be_v spend_v and_o make_v she_o see_v a_o well_o of_o water_n so_o lord_n open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v see_v that_o fountain_n of_o life_n from_o whence_o my_o soul_n may_v receive_v the_o water_n of_o true_a consolation_n father_n send_v down_o that_o lightning_n spirit_n of_o thou_o to_o renew_v my_o faith_n my_o feelling_n and_o my_o assurance_n see_v i_o be_o content_a to_o forsake_v all_o thing_n to_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o count_v all_o thing_n dung_n in_o respect_n of_o thou_o i_o confess_v o_o lord_n that_o these_o desertion_n be_v just_a punishment_n of_o my_o negligence_n in_o thy_o service_n i_o take_v no_o such_o pain_n to_o entertain_v thy_o spirit_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v i_o watch_v not_o so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o ought_v i_o labour_v not_o so_o painfullie_o to_o mortify_v and_o subdue_v my_o sinful_a affection_n 3.5_o col._n 3.5_o as_o become_v my_o christian_a calling_n show_v i_o o_o thou_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v 1.6_o cant._n 1.6_o where_o thou_o feed_v where_o thou_o lie_v at_o noon_n 23._o psal_n 23._o lead_v i_o to_o thy_o pasture_n put_v in_o thy_o hand_n at_o the_o hole_n of_o the_o door_n of_o my_o soul_n 5.4_o cant._n 5.4_o and_o my_o heart_n shall_v be_v affectionate_a towards_o thou_o many_o time_n o_o lord_n by_o do_v of_o evil_a 7.19_o rom._n 7.19_o and_o by_o leave_v of_o the_o good_a undo_v have_v i_o grieve_v thy_o spirit_n yea_o alas_o i_o do_v what_o in_o i_o lie_v to_o quench_v the_o spirit_n 4.30_o ephes_n 4.30_o but_o o_o lord_n 5.19_o 1._o thess_n 5.19_o thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o grieve_v in_o grieve_v thou_o i_o be_o displease_v with_o myself_o for_o displease_v thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n it_o be_v some_o great_a sin_n that_o have_v move_v thou_o to_o punish_v i_o with_o these_o desertion_n lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v it_o lord_n open_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v repent_v for_o it_o i_o be_o content_a o_o lord_n to_o quite_o any_o thing_n to_o enjoy_v thou_o if_o thou_o look_v blytlilie_o upon_o i_o i_o care_v not_o who_o frown_n upon_o i_o ah_o lord_n that_o sin_n which_o be_v not_o thy_o creature_n shall_v so_o mighty_o prevail_v against_o thy_o creature_n i_o sin_n lord_n but_o with_o a_o wrestle_n there_o be_v indeed_o a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n rebel_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o spirit_n 13._o rom._n 7_o 13._o the_o evil_a i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o i_o do_v the_o good_a i_o will_v fain_o do_v i_o do_v it_o not_o i_o take_v thy_o majesty_n to_o witness_v lord_n it_o be_v my_o heart_n desire_v that_o the_o flesh_n and_o power_n of_o corruption_n be_v weaken_v that_o the_o spirit_n and_o renew_v part_n of_o my_o 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backward_o by_o the_o cord_n of_o a_o corrupt_a nature_n if_o jehoshua_n find_v fault_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n that_o they_o be_v slow_a in_o march_v forward_o towards_o earthly_a canaan_n how_o may_v jesus_n find_v fault_n with_o i_o he_o bring_v i_o indeed_o out_o of_o spiritual_a egypt_n but_o slow_o make_v i_o forward_o to_o heavenly_a canaan_n o_o lord_n thou_o that_o send_v thy_o angel_n to_o eliah_n 19_o 1._o kiâ—_n 19_o when_o he_o be_v sleep_v under_o the_o juniper_n tree_n and_o command_v he_o to_o arise_v and_o eat_v for_o he_o have_v a_o long_a journey_n to_o go_v send_v
down_o thy_o spirit_n to_o put_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v awake_v out_o of_o the_o deep_a sleep_n of_o unrighteousness_n &_o take_v the_o staff_n of_o god_n in_o my_o hand_n and_o never_o to_o look_v back_o with_o lot_n wife_n 26._o gen._n 26._o but_o ever_o to_o have_v my_o face_n towards_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n that_o in_o the_o end_n i_o may_v say_v with_o thy_o servant_n paul_n â—_o 2._o tâ—_n 4._o â—_o i_o have_v run_v a_o good_a race_n i_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o be_v the_o crown_n lay_v up_o for_o i_o lead_v i_o through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n see_v my_o foot_n upon_o a_o rock_n 2._o psal_n 2._o and_o order_v my_o going_n furnish_v i_o with_o wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v go_v in_o and_o out_o wise_o before_o thy_o people_n set_v a_o watch_n before_o my_o lip_n psal_n psal_n and_o the_o door_n of_o my_o speech_n let_v all_o my_o speech_n be_v season_v with_o grace_n and_o tend_v to_o edifie_v let_v my_o heart_n ever_o be_v with_o thou_o what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v beneath_o and_o final_o as_o thou_o lead_v thy_o servant_n moses_n unto_o mount_n pisga_n and_o do_v let_v he_o see_v canaan_n a_o far_o off_o 1_o deut._n 34._o 1_o let_v my_o soul_n delight_n to_o walk_v upon_o the_o mountain_n of_o heavenly_a meditation_n look_v a_o far_o off_o to_o that_o heavenly_a canaan_n while_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n thou_o bring_v i_o through_o the_o water_n of_o jordan_n even_o through_o death_n itself_o and_o enter_v i_o into_o that_o rest_n now_o to_o my_o bless_a lord_n the_o purchaser_n of_o this_o rest_n with_o the_o father_n who_o from_o all_o eternity_n appoint_v the_o same_o &_o the_o holy_a spirit_n who_o daily_a confirm_v i_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o it_o be_v praise_n for_o ever_o 1.13_o 3_o eph._n 1.13_o amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o second_o day_n o_o lord_n let_v that_o same_o spirit_n which_o indyte_v thy_o holy_a word_n whereby_o thou_o speak_v to_o my_o soul_n indyte_n my_o 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the_o heart_n to_o a_o holy_a obedience_n to_o thou_o and_o make_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o action_n direct_o to_o tend_v to_o thy_o glory_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n now_o and_o then_o i_o have_v enjoy_v sensible_o this_o light_n but_o ever_o after_o humiliation_n and_o fervent_a prayer_n i_o be_o become_v cold_a in_o prayer_n i_o seek_v thou_o not_o with_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o this_o make_v my_o feelling_n not_o so_o frequent_a lord_n stir_v up_o my_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v thou_o continual_o with_o that_o holy_a zeal_n and_o fervency_n that_o become_v i_o indeed_o o_o lord_n these_o desertion_n be_v â—earefull_a and_o terrible_a to_o fall_v unto_o thy_o child_n true_o i_o be_o most_o certain_a that_o great_a deadness_n darkness_n and_o senselessness_n can_v not_o fall_v unto_o a_o reprobat_fw-la if_o the_o memory_n of_o by_o past_a experience_n do_v not_o comfort_v i_o these_o fearful_a desertion_n will_v make_v i_o faint_a &_o 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absence_n from_o thou_o albeit_o the_o body_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n 3.20_o phil._n 3.20_o let_v my_o conversation_n ever_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v i_o grace_n this_o night_n to_o examine_v my_o heart_n upon_o my_o bed_n teach_v thou_o my_o reins_n in_o the_o night_n 4.4_o psal_n 4.4_o let_v i_o lie_v down_o in_o thy_o peace_n and_o rest_n under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o protection_n 4.9_o psal_n 4.9_o let_v my_o bed_n remember_v i_o of_o the_o grave_n and_o my_o rise_n again_o of_o the_o last_o resurrection_n make_v â—ee_n always_o watchful_a and_o suffer_v not_o oil_n to_o be_v inlack_v to_o my_o lamp_n 25.8_o mat._n 25.8_o when_o my_o lord_n shall_v come_v grant_v i_o may_v meet_v h_z m_z with_o joy_n &_o ever_o be_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n who_o my_o soul_n hatâ—_n seek_v on_o earth_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o three_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n if_o i_o have_v eye_n to_o see_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o time_n wherein_o i_o do_v live_v i_o can_v take_v up_o 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all_o do_v seek_v their_o own_o thing_n 2.21_o phil_n 2.21_o but_o few_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v christ_n religion_n which_o shall_v over-rule_v man_n way_n be_v make_v a_o coverture_n to_o vice_n and_o sin_n o_o lord_n demaske_n they_o and_o let_v they_o appear_v who_o turn_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n into_o a_o lie_n and_o labour_n to_o cover_v ungodliness_n with_o a_o clock_n of_o a_o holy_a profession_n 2.12.13_o mat._n 2.12.13_o take_v the_o scourge_n into_o thy_o hand_n and_o purge_v thy_o temple_n put_v to_o the_o door_n those_o buyer_n and_o seller_n who_o make_v the_o house_n of_o god_n a_o den_n of_o thief_n and_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o particular_a defect_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v fall_v from_o my_o first_o love_n from_o my_o former_a zeal_n 2.4_o revel_v 2.4_o from_o my_o former_a care_n and_o diligence_n in_o thy_o service_n where_o be_v the_o melt_a heart_n the_o mourn_a eye_n the_o painful_a diligence_n night_n and_o day_n at_o home_n and_o abroad_o to_o seek_v thy_o face_n where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o pray_v with_o delight_n with_o liberty_n and_o with_o tear_n now_o i_o weary_a of_o prayer_n i_o find_v no_o inward_a liberty_n no_o softness_n of_o heart_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o senseless_a heart_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o with_o as_o senseless_a a_o heart_n where_o my_o heart_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o thy_o worde_n â—_o act._n 2._o â—_o where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o depart_v from_o sermon_n with_o great_a comfort_n now_o i_o find_v myself_o neither_o casten_z down_o nor_o raise_v up_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n work_v not_o
my_o love_n and_o my_o light_n learn_v i_o to_o forget_v those_o thing_n that_o be_v behind_o i_o 3.13_o phi._n 3.13_o and_o follow_v hard_a towards_o the_o mark_n o_o lord_n open_v thy_o own_o treasure_n and_o send_v down_o of_o thy_o spiritual_a grace_n let_v i_o find_v a_o lift_n up_o virtue_n in_o thy_o spirit_n continual_o raise_v up_o my_o spirit_n speak_v peaceable_a thing_n to_o my_o soul_n this_o morning_n that_o all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o give_v i_o faith_n to_o apply_v the_o sweet_a promise_n of_o mercy_n make_v in_o thy_o worde_n hedge_n i_o so_o about_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o my_o secreet_a corruption_n break_v not_o out_o let_v my_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o walk_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o move_n towards_o thou_o 12.32_o john_n 12.32_o draw_v i_o every_o day_n somewhat_o near_o to_o thyself_o and_o deface_v the_o image_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o that_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o o_o lord_n a_o bulwark_n to_o thy_o servant_n that_o the_o violent_a spait_n of_o the_o corruption_n of_o this_o time_n dryve_v i_o not_o away_o save_v i_o that_o i_o communicate_v not_o with_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o man_n 5.22_o 1._o tim._n 5.22_o and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o own_o sin_n as_o this_o body_n of_o clay_n wear_v and_o waste_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o sin_n may_v wear_v and_o waste_v in_o i_o bring_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o grace_n to_o perfection_n and_o lead_v i_o from_o faith_n 1.17_o rom._n 1.17_o to_o faith_n and_o from_o feeling_n to_o feeel_v 13.12_o 1._o cor._n 13.12_o until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feell_v into_o a_o endless_a fellowship_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n with_o my_o bless_a head_n and_o husband_n jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n i_o bless_v the_o time_n wherein_o i_o be_v acquaint_v with_o thy_o majesty_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o send_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n 2.12_o 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fiery_a chariot_n so_o have_v thou_o shed_v i_o from_o the_o reprobat_fw-la sometime_o walk_v in_o one_o course_n with_o they_o i_o say_v with_o thy_o servant_n david_n not_o unto_o i_o 1._o psal_n 115._o 1._o not_o unto_o i_o o_o lord_n but_o unto_o thy_o name_n let_v the_o glory_n be_v give_v who_o be_v able_a to_o think_v aright_o of_o thy_o mercy_n all_o thy_o way_n be_v mercy_n &_o truth_n to_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o 25.1_o psal_n 25.1_o when_o i_o remember_v what_o i_o have_v be_v i_o be_o enforce_v to_o wonder_v at_o thy_o mercy_n if_o thou_o have_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o punish_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o be_v ready_a to_o commit_v sin_n i_o have_v have_v my_o portion_n amongst_o the_o damn_a spirit_n ere_o now_o what_o folly_n be_v there_o wherein_o i_o do_v not_o take_v pleasure_n i_o stop_v my_o care_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n and_o hearken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o serpent_n the_o deceitful_a pleasure_n of_o sin_n ensnare_v my_o soul_n but_o thou_o 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false_a friend_n will_v fly_v from_o i_o in_o my_o great_a need_n then_o lord_n be_v at_o my_o right_a hand_n yea_o be_v in_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o death_n as_o well_o as_o my_o life_n may_v edify_v other_o in_o the_o faith_n of_o christ_n let_v my_o mouth_n whilst_o i_o have_v breath_n utter_v forth_o a_o good_a matter_n 45.1.2_o psal_n 45.1.2_o then_o lead_v thou_o i_o through_o the_o valley_n of_o death_n and_o in_o end_n bring_v i_o into_o that_o glorious_a and_o lightsome_a palace_n where_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n shine_v most_o bright_o 17.15_o â—sal_n 17.15_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v ever_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o brightness_n of_o his_o face_n and_o may_v have_v my_o part_n in_o that_o song_n of_o thankesâ—giving_n etc._n rev._n 5.9.10_o etc._n etc._n which_o the_o glorify_a spirit_n sound_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n to_o who_o be_v everlasting_a praise_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n o_o heavenly_a father_n as_o all_o the_o water_n run_v into_o the_o ocean_n so_o do_v all_o poor_a sinner_n pour_v out_o their_o complaint_n in_o thy_o bosom_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n of_o a_o weary_a soul_n to_o thou_o only_o do_v we_o fly_v in_o our_o great_a necessity_n and_o at_o thy_o mouth_n do_v we_o seek_v resolution_n in_o our_o most_o perplex_a affair_n i_o have_v many_o thing_n to_o lament_v to_o thy_o majesty_n but_o in_o special_a i_o lament_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o meditation_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o mix_v with_o impertinent_a cogitation_n lord_n this_o be_v a_o token_n of_o a_o confuse_a heart_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o the_o heart_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o dwell_a place_n of_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v be_v so_o preoccupy_v by_o earthly_a fleshlie_o and_o profane_a cogitation_n i_o may_v withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v not_o with_o draw_v myself_o from_o a_o profane_a heart_n where_o ever_o i_o go_v i_o carry_v a_o profane_a heart_n about_o with_o i_o and_o albeit_o thou_o give_v i_o a_o outward_a liberty_n to_o bow_v the_o knee_n of_o my_o body_n yet_o my_o spirit_n be_v bind_v ah_o lord_n i_o can_v neither_o speak_v nor_o think_v of_o thou_o as_o i_o shall_v do_v thou_o be_v infinite_a unmeasureable_a incomprehensible_a what_o can_v a_o finite_a creature_n take_v up_o of_o a_o infinite_a god_n forgive_v i_o lord_n that_o i_o worship_v thou_o in_o such_o ignorance_n let_v i_o see_v thou_o in_o a_o clear_a light_n and_o i_o shall_v worship_v thou_o with_o a_o great_a affection_n the_o better_a o_o lord_n that_o i_o know_v thou_o the_o better_a i_o love_v thou_o the_o more_o will_v i_o reverence_v thou_o that_o woman_n of_o samaria_n 4.9_o john_n 4.9_o before_o thou_o know_v thou_o prefer_v a_o drink_n of_o water_n to_o thou_o but_o from_o time_n she_o know_v thou_o she_o esteem_v much_o of_o thou_o and_o prefer_v thou_o unto_o all_o thing_n to_o the_o end_n therefore_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o may_v have_v that_o room_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o more_o clearelie_o to_o my_o soul_n draw_v aback_o this_o curtain_n off_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o more_o sensible_o i_o crave_v light_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o light_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n faith_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o because_o that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n grant_v i_o may_v study_v to_o a_o growth_n until_o thou_o perfect_a thy_o own_o work_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n consider_v what_o i_o be_o
be_v the_o power_n of_o god_n neither_o do_v the_o jew_n touch_v this_o curse_a tree_n to_o help_v christ_n to_o the_o height_n of_o mount_n calvarie_n but_o constrain_v this_o lybian_a famous_a for_o his_o two_o virtuous_a &_o godly_a son_n alexander_n &_o rufus_n to_o suppor_n our_o saviour_n not_o for_o any_o compassion_n or_o love_a affection_n they_o carry_v to_o he_o for_o they_o hate_v he_o to_o death_n but_o even_o to_o declare_v the_o acceptation_n of_o the_o gentile_n to_o the_o participation_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o lord_n accept_v time_n and_o now_o be_v jesus_n come_v to_o the_o place_n of_o golgotha_n who_o have_v sanctify_v it_o unto_o his_o martyredome_n and_o those_o public_a torment_n to_o whonsoever_o shall_v die_v in_o constant_a profession_n of_o his_o name_n for_o 24._o num._n 24._o he_o be_v that_o brazen_a serpent_n that_o whosoever_o look_v on_o he_o by_o a_o livelie_a and_o true_a faith_n 14._o john_n 14._o shall_v be_v heal_v of_o all_o their_o infirmity_n for_o our_o saviour_n do_v die_v the_o curse_a and_o execrable_a death_n to_o relieve_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n &_o therefore_o see_v we_o be_v buy_v for_o a_o price_n 3.13_o gal._n 3.13_o we_o shall_v glorify_v god_n in_o our_o body_n and_o in_o our_o spirit_n 6.20_o 1_o cor._n 6.20_o for_o they_o be_v go_n now_o do_v he_o hang_v sorrowful_a soul_n with_o out_o streatched_a arm_n to_o welcome_a and_o embrace_v ready_o all_o that_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o he_o be_v lift_v on_o high_a as_o expose_v unto_o all_o that_o will_v believe_v in_o he_o &_o to_o show_v that_o by_o cross_n and_o calamity_n we_o must_v enter_v to_o glory_n he_o will_v hang_v i_o say_v betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o reconceale_v they_o together_o for_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n he_o do_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o he_o and_o naked_a do_v he_o hang_v to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n &_o confirm_v thou_o against_o cross_n and_o poverty_n when_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 8.9_o 2._o cor._n 8.9_o that_o he_o be_v rich_a for_o thy_o sake_n become_v poor_a that_o thou_o through_o his_o poverty_n may_v be_v make_v rich_a for_o more_o be_v we_o in_o obligation_n to_o his_o poverty_n by_o which_o we_o be_v redeem_v than_o by_o his_o riches_n by_o which_o we_o be_v create_v for_o what_o benefit_n be_v it_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v if_o we_o shall_v not_o have_v be_v deliver_v from_o eternal_a death_n and_o therefore_o neither_o hunger_n nor_o nakedness_n nor_o death_n itself_o can_v separat_fw-la we_o from_o this_o love_n and_o conjunction_n with_o he_o 8.38_o rom._n 8.38_o the_o pride_n of_o our_o progenitour_n adam_n and_o eve_n bring_v this_o base_a condition_n on_o christ_n when_o as_o the_o lord_n clothe_v they_o for_o hide_v of_o their_o nakedness_n but_o now_o the_o world_n be_v give_v to_o supersluity_n of_o vanity_n in_o their_o raiment_n 21_o esay_n 3.19_o â—26_n 21_o which_o be_v a_o conspicuous_a badge_n of_o their_o rebellion_n against_o god_n but_o our_o david_n be_v scorn_v of_o michal_n for_o his_o nakedness_n but_o more_o glorious_a be_v be_v than_o the_o very_a angel_n in_o heaven_n for_o bring_v home_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o seal_n up_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n by_o his_o blood_n &_o death_n he_o be_v the_o tree_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n which_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a water_n of_o meribab_n 6.16_o 1._o sam._n 6.16_o o_o give_v we_o grace_n dear_a jesus_n that_o we_o may_v comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n which_o be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o deepth_n 3.18.19_o eph._n 3.18.19_o and_o hight_v and_o to_o know_v this_o thy_o love_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o fullness_n of_o god_n now_o may_v they_o tell_v all_o thy_o bone_n all_o thy_o nerve_n sinew_n and_o vein_n be_v draw_v in_o length_n 22._o psal_n 22._o thy_o whole_a body_n disjoint_v they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o river_n of_o blood_n do_v burst_v out_o behold_v all_o that_o go_v by_o the_o way_n lam._n lam._n if_o there_o be_v any_o dolour_n like_a unto_o my_o dolour_n the_o second_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o in_o this_o mount_n calvarie_n he_o begin_v to_o thirst_n wherefore_o the_o jew_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n though_o far_o beside_o their_o mind_n they_o give_v i_o gall_n in_o my_o meat_n and_o in_o my_o thirst_n they_o give_v i_o vinegar_n to_o drink_v but_o solomon_n have_v counsel_v more_o charitable_o give_v you_o strong_a drink_n unto_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v 21.9_o pro._n 21.9_o &_o wine_n to_o they_o that_o have_v grief_n in_o heart_n but_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v destitute_a of_o all_o consolation_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v abundance_n of_o comfort_n in_o he_o 16.11_o psal_n 16.11_o for_o in_o his_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o but_o he_o will_v suffer_v thirst_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o hasten_v death_n unto_o himself_o before_o the_o appoint_a hour_n for_o he_o know_v the_o lord_n will_v bring_v all_o this_o business_n to_o a_o bless_a event_n he_o will_v i_o say_v beside_o these_o torment_n inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n against_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hell_n death_n law_n and_o condemnation_n suffer_v also_o in_o all_o his_o outward_a sense_n in_o his_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n in_o his_o sight_n the_o bespitting_a &_o watch_v in_o his_o hear_n blasphemy_n &_o mock_n in_o his_o touch_v beat_v buffet_n whip_v &_o crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o his_o smell_a the_o filthy_a bespitting_a and_o vile_a odour_n overspreading_a that_o precious_a body_n whereby_o it_o be_v imbrue_v and_o these_o many_o stripe_n receive_v he_o for_o us._n and_o now_o consider_v my_o soul_n what_o shall_v be_v the_o pain_n they_o shall_v suffer_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n who_o shall_v not_o be_v find_v in_o christ_n the_o rich_a glutton_n in_o hell_n can_v not_o obtain_v one_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o cool_v his_o tongue_n in_o that_o burn_a torment_n terrible_a be_v that_o drought_n and_o hotness_n that_o sin_n bring_v with_o it_o 5._o mat._n 5._o but_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_v for_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v 4._o john_n 4._o and_o have_v in_o their_o belly_n the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n jesus_n christ_n whilst_o thou_o be_v quaff_v and_o scoll_v sweet_a and_o delicious_a cup_n to_o the_o contempt_n and_o abuse_n of_o god_n creature_n remember_v this_o bitter_a and_o sour_a drink_n of_o christ_n which_o we_o do_v make_v he_o drink_v again_o how_o oft_o soever_o we_o do_v injury_n to_o his_o member_n then_o beware_v of_o all_o that_o can_v separate_v thou_o from_o this_o thy_o christ_n especial_o of_o bad_a profane_a &_o idolatrous_a society_n for_o their_o god_n be_v not_o as_o our_o god_n and_o their_o wine_n be_v of_o sodom_n and_o gomorrha_n their_o grape_n be_v grape_n of_o gall_n their_o cluster_n be_v bitter_a their_o wine_n be_v the_o poison_n of_o dragon_n and_o the_o cruel_a gall_n of_o asp_n well_o might_n christ_n have_v say_v my_o strength_n &_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n 3.19_o lam._n 3.19_o remember_v my_o affliction_n &_o my_o mourning_n the_o wormwood_n and_o the_o gall_n now_o while_o our_o saviour_n be_v thus_o fasten_v to_o the_o cross_a hand_n and_o foot_n as_o our_o high_a priest_n at_o his_o altar_n for_o every_o high_a priest_n be_v take_v from_o among_o man_n and_o be_v ordain_v for_o man_n in_o thing_n pertain_v to_o god_n that_o he_o may_v offer_v both_o gift_n &_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n so_o likewise_o be_v in_o the_o day_n of_o flesh_n do_v offer_v prayer_n &_o supplication_n 18.35_o rom._n 12.15_o mat._n 18.35_o yea_o for_o his_o very_a enemy_n and_o so_o shall_v we_o forgive_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v forgive_v us._n here_o have_v thou_o dear_a soul_n great_a matter_n of_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n never_o to_o be_v casten_z down_o &_o despare_v with_o the_o opinion_n of_o thy_o own_o sin_n thou_o have_v a_o high_a priest_n 63.12_o 1._o john_n 2._o esay_n 63.12_o and_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n even_o jesus_n christ_n the_o lust_n to_o who_o thou_o shall_v have_v recourse_n in_o all_o thy_o tentation_n and_o bold_o approach_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v receive_v mercy_n &_o grace_n in_o time_n of_o need_n when_o the_o prince_n do_v stone_n zacharias_n he_o say_v lord_n look_v to_o it_o and_o require_v it_o and_o so_o do_v the_o blood_n abel_n call_v for_o
that_o he_o find_v himself_o desert_v but_o in_o he_o be_v we_o take_v up_o &_o save_v martyr_n and_o witness_n of_o the_o truth_n have_v suffer_v great_a and_o grievous_a torment_n but_o divine_a consolation_n from_o above_o do_v abundant_o shine_v in_o their_o soul_n the_o part_n which_o tyrant_n can_v not_o kill_v nor_o touch_n look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o their_o faith_n who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n 12.2_o heb._n 12.2_o and_o despise_v the_o shame_n and_o mock_v of_o they_o that_o stand_v by_o who_o turn_v his_o holy_a word_n in_o scornful_a jest_n as_o though_o he_o have_v call_v for_o elias_n christ_n soul_n now_o be_v burn_v up_o with_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o sin_n 69.22_o psal_n 69.22_o and_o all_o the_o moisture_n of_o his_o body_n dry_v up_o with_o the_o same_o yet_o do_v he_o not_o quench_n his_o thirst_n until_o the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n be_v satisfy_v 19.28_o john_n 19.28_o the_o infinite_a wrath_n of_o god_n thirst_v after_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o mediator_n bear_v our_o sin_n 12.3_o mat._n 11.2.8_o esay_n 12.3_o &_o be_v not_o quensh_v till_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o mediator_n be_v dry_v up_o but_o bless_v be_v jesus_n that_o have_v a_o spiritual_a thirst_n &_o pleasure_n to_o obey_v his_o father_n to_o the_o death_n 55.1_o esay_n 55.1_o to_o save_v thy_o soul_n from_o hell_n and_o yet_o in_o bitter_a malice_n and_o scorn_n they_o take_v a_o watersponge_n and_o put_v it_o to_o his_o mouth_n on_o a_o reed_n the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n be_v begin_v to_o be_v mitigate_v yet_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o jew_n can_v not_o be_v assuage_v for_o when_o he_o be_v live_v they_o rage_v against_o he_o when_o he_o be_v dead_a they_o persecut_v he_o when_o he_o be_v in_o glory_n they_o will_v shame_v he_o the_o lord_n seek_v but_o chastisement_n the_o wicked_a seek_v overthrow_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o evahs_n sweet_a apple_n 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