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the_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n but_o thanks_n be_v to_o god_n who_o give_v we_o the_o victory_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n go_v thou_o to_o that_o glorious_a chapter_n 1_o corinth_n 15._o and_o read_v it_o o_o thou_o that_o be_v deject_v with_o fear_n of_o death_n three_o christ_n will_v be_v with_o thou_o in_o that_o hour_n thou_o fear_v thou_o shall_v not_o die_v alone_o for_o though_o all_o thy_o friend_n shall_v leave_v thou_o yet_o will_v not_o christ_n this_o david_n know_v for_o speak_v of_o his_o shepherd_n and_o who_o be_v the_o shepherd_n but_o our_o lord_n jesus_n as_o it_o be_v hell_n 13.20_o he_o say_v although_o i_o walk_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n i_o will_v fear_v no_o evil_n he_o need_v not_o for_o observe_v what_o he_o say_v thou_o art_n with_o i_o thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n they_o comfort_v i_o psal_n 23.4_o albeit_o thy_o relation_n bid_v thou_o farewell_n and_o shake_v hand_n as_o not_o be_v willing_a nor_o able_a to_o keep_v thou_o long_a company_n yet_o christ_n will_v not_o leave_v thou_o nor_o forsake_v thou_o in_o truth_n in_o life_n nor_o death_n he_o will_v never_o do_v that_o as_o it_o be_v heb._n 13.5_o four_o death_n shall_v be_v no_o death_n to_o thou_o a_o change_n it_o will_v be_v and_o that_o from_o worse_a to_o the_o better_a but_o it_o be_v not_o a_o death_n do_v not_o christ_n say_v it_o whosoever_o live_v and_o believe_v in_o i_o shall_v never_o die_v yea_o though_o he_o be_v dead_a yet_o shall_v he_o live_v john_n 11.26_o thou_o must_v not_o call_v that_o death_n which_o the_o scripture_n call_v but_o sleep_n the_o scripture_n speak_v of_o the_o dead_a in_o christ_n that_o they_o sleep_v in_o jesus_n 1_o thess_n 4.14_o and_o she_o be_v not_o dead_a but_o sleep_v and_o our_o friend_n lazarus_n sleep_v now_o why_o shall_v thou_o o_o soul_n who_o be_v weary_a be_v cast_v down_o with_o the_o thought_n of_o sleep_n five_o christ_n have_v sweeten_v death_n for_o thou_o 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not_o be_v in_o thou_o if_o this_o sin_n be_v commit_v by_o thou_o a_o senseless_a and_o troublelesse_a soul_n ever_o go_v along_o with_o this_o sin_n and_o therefore_o know_v this_o five_o none_o can_v be_v guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n but_o such_o as_o first_o total_o fall_v away_o from_o both_o practice_n and_o profession_n of_o all_o godliness_n and_o religion_n as_o it_o be_v heb._n 6.6_o second_o direct_o do_v despite_n unto_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n as_o it_o be_v heb._n 10.29_o and_o three_o such_o as_o do_v direct_o and_o plain_o and_o profess_o oppose_v and_o speak_v evil_a of_o the_o way_n of_o christ_n which_o sometime_o they_o profess_v now_o tell_v i_o o_o soul_n and_o beware_v of_o false_a witness_n against_o thyself_o quest_n first_o be_v thou_o total_o fall_v away_o from_o both_o the_o practice_n and_o profession_n of_o godliness_n do_v hold_v no_o point_n of_o faith_n do_v do_v no_o act_n of_o religion_n do_v make_v no_o profession_n 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to_o the_o full_a when_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o master_n joy_n when_o thou_o shall_v rest_v from_o thy_o labour_n thy_o income_n shall_v follow_v thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o abraham_n bosom_n and_o there_o thou_o shall_v come_v deject_a soul_n as_o poor_a a_o lazarus_n as_o thou_o be_v than_o thou_o shall_v have_v every_o prayer_n every_o sigh_n every_o groan_n come_v to_o remembrance_n and_o say_v now_o thou_o have_v all_o that_o which_o we_o go_v out_o for_o rouse_v up_o therefore_o o_o cast-downe_a soul_n god_n be_v a_o good_a master_n you_o shall_v not_o labour_v in_o vain_a be_v not_o deject_v but_o be_v steadfast_a unmoveable_a always_o abound_v in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o as_o much_o as_o you_o know_v your_o labour_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a in_o the_o lord_n as_o it_o be_v 1_o cor._n 15._o last_o why_o then_o shall_v you_o be_v cast_v down_o for_o lack_n of_o income_n chap._n 20._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n i_o remember_v another_o cause_n i_o mention_v of_o dejection_n be_v the_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n many_o soul_n be_v deject_v at_o this_o that_o satan_n and_o his_o instrument_n triumph_v over_o as_o it_o be_v at_o large_a show_v before_o now_o to_o cure_v and_o comfort_v those_o cure_n cure_n let_v i_o entreat_v deject_v soul_n to_o mind_n and_o remember_v these_o ensue_a thing_n first_o satan_n will_v insult_v without_o ground_n he_o will_v say_v to_o david_n where_o be_v his_o god_n and_o he_o will_v but_o if_o to_o christ_n concern_v his_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n satan_n be_v a_o impudent_a enemy_n who_o will_v brag_v and_o triumph_v against_o a_o soul_n for_o nothing_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o dog_n to_o bark_v a_o lion_n to_o roar_v wolf_n wolf_n a_o wolf_n to_o howl_v and_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o satan_n to_o insult_v be_v not_o therefore_o cast_v down_o at_o it_o second_o though_o satan_n insult_v christ_n be_v a_o 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insultation_n remember_v o_o cast_v down_o soul_n the_o god_n of_o peace_n will_v though_o thou_o can_v not_o and_o that_o short_o tread_v down_o satan_n under_o your_o even_o thy_o foot_n rom._n 16.20_o christ_n will_v take_v thou_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o own_v thou_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n angel_n and_o man_n yea_o and_o devil_n too_o and_o than_o thy_o enemy_n satan_n shall_v see_v who_o say_v where_o be_v thy_o god_n even_o than_o he_o shall_v see_v thy_o god_n as_o thou_o and_o be_v confound_v for_o all_o his_o insultation_n over_o thou_o last_o for_o wicked_a man_n who_o now_o it_o may_v be_v deride_v and_o scoff_n at_o thou_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o they_o because_o the_o day_n will_v come_v when_o they_o will_v wish_v they_o be_v as_o thou_o be_v when_o they_o shall_v as_o much_o admire_v at_o thy_o happiness_n and_o wisdom_n as_o now_o they_o sleight_v thy_o state_n and_o thought_n when_o god_n shall_v bring_v thou_o forth_o to_o light_n and_o thou_o shall_v behold_v his_o righteousness_n then_o shall_v all_o thy_o enemy_n see_v it_o and_o be_v ashamed_a which_o say_v where_o be_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n then_o shall_v they_o lick_v the_o dust_n like_o a_o serpent_n and_o shall_v fear_v not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n but_o also_o because_o of_o thou_o as_o it_o be_v in_o that_o excellent_a scripture_n mich._n 7.9.10.17_o which_o scripture_n if_o thou_o read_v serious_o and_o act_v faith_n upon_o i_o dare_v assure_v thou_o of_o cure_n for_o this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n viz._n insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n chap._n 21._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o corporal_a affliction_n spiritual_a dejection_n be_v sometime_o cause_v by_o corporal_a affliction_n a_o sick_a body_n do_v in_o some_o person_n make_v a_o sad_a soul_n cause_n cause_n when_o hezekiah_n be_v sick_a and_o have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n and_o message_n of_o death_n he_o turn_v to_o the_o wall_n and_o weep_v and_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o die_a of_o his_o body_n produce_v dejection_n in_o his_o soul_n thus_o indeed_o it_o be_v oft_o with_o other_o now_o to_o cure_v this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n i_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o be_v large_a only_o take_v a_o few_o ingredient_n which_o mix_v together_o and_o apply_v may_v serve_v in_o this_o case_n to_o raise_v the_o deject_a spirit_n first_o consider_v the_o great_a ground_n of_o this_o dejection_n be_v a_o deceit_n cure_n cure_n afflict_a soul_n interpret_v affliction_n amiss_o and_o therefore_o be_v cast_v down_o they_o take_v every_o whip_n to_o be_v a_o effect_n of_o anger_n whereas_o its_o a_o sign_n of_o love_n your_o father_n o_o deject_a soul_n in_o your_o sickness_n be_v sweet_a he_o make_v thou_o sick_a in_o thy_o body_n to_o cure_v some_o disease_n in_o thy_o soul_n he_o do_v not_o afflict_v thou_o willing_o it_o be_v only_a that_o thy_o spirit_n may_v be_v well_o that_o he_o make_v thy_o body_n ill_o you_o have_v have_v father_n of_o your_o flesh_n who_o correct_v you_o and_o you_o give_v they_o reverence_n shall_v you_o not_o much_o rather_o be_v in_o subjection_n to_o the_o father_n of_o spirit_n &_o live_v heb._n 12.9_o this_o be_v speak_v in_o reference_n to_o affliction_n by_o this_o chastisement_n god_n seal_v up_o child-ship_n do_v not_o despise_v therefore_o the_o chastening_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o the_o word_n will_v bear_v this_o translation_n when_o thou_o be_v by_o sickness_n rebuke_v of_o the_o lord_n philo._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i.e._n they_o â—eject_v their_o own_o spirit_n philo._n heb_fw-mi 12.5_o it_o be_v a_o fault_n in_o the_o chastise_a child_n to_o be_v dog_v and_o it_o be_v a_o fail_v in_o thou_o o_o soul_n by_o reason_n of_o corporal_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o a_o fatherly_a chastisement_n to_o be_v deject_v beside_o second_o your_o father_n know_v your_o frame_n he_o know_v what_o you_o can_v bear_v and_o he_o will_v lay_v no_o more_o upon_o you_o than_o your_o 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this_o sight_n unto_o consolation_n the_o peace_n and_o comfort_n of_o some_o be_v rather_o from_o a_o cessation_n of_o the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n then_o from_o a_o sight_n and_o discovery_n of_o christ_n now_o if_o thy_o comfort_n come_v only_o from_o a_o apprehension_n of_o christ_n and_o from_o a_o sight_n of_o the_o thing_n in_o he_o why_o be_v thou_o disquiet_v as_o if_o thy_o comfort_n be_v not_o from_o the_o spirit_n since_o as_o no_o man_n know_v the_o thing_n of_o a_o man_n save_o the_o spirit_n of_o man_n which_o be_v in_o he_o 2.11_o 1_o cor._n 2.11_o even_o so_o the_o
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fruit_n of_o thy_o comfort_n thou_o need_v not_o fear_v but_o that_o thy_o comfort_n be_v a_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n thus_o i_o have_v offer_v something_o in_o particular_a in_o order_n to_o the_o raise_n of_o such_o soul_n as_o be_v cast_v down_o and_o fear_v that_o their_o call_n conviction_n and_o comfort_n be_v not_o be_v not_o of_o or_o by_o the_o spirit_n to_o this_o i_o will_v add_v some_o thing_n by_o way_n of_o consideration_n joint_o in_o the_o reference_n to_o the_o whole_a as_o now_o first_o whatsoever_o thy_o call_n conviction_n and_o comfort_n be_v its_o precious_a and_o to_o be_v prize_v suppose_v it_o be_v only_o in_o the_o letter_n as_o thou_o say_v yet_o in_o case_n it_o be_v at_o all_o it_o be_v precious_a how_o many_o thousand_o be_v there_o that_o no_o way_n have_v either_o call_v conviction_n or_o comfort_n but_o live_v and_o lie_v in_o sin_n without_o any_o call_v or_o conviction_n and_o never_o question_v truth_n or_o ground_n of_o comfort_n go_v in_o 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sin_n have_v cut_v off_o the_o band_n of_o the_o covenant_n but_o thou_o be_v mistake_v yea_o three_o there_o be_v a_o special_a salve_n prepare_v for_o this_o sore_a a_o particular_a cure_n for_o this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n viz._n promise_v of_o pardon_n after_o fall_n into_o sin_n i_o will_v heale_n backslide_n hos_fw-la 14.3_o sure_o that_o suppose_v fall_n into_o sin_n after_o grace_n for_o what_o else_o be_v backslide_v and_o that_o direct_o propose_v pardon_v and_o heal_v to_o such_o soul_n return_v you_o backslide_v child_n and_o i_o will_v heal_v your_o backslide_n jer._n 3.22_o mark_v o_o deject_a soul_n christ_n call_v thou_o to_o return_v and_o he_o speak_v to_o thou_o as_o to_o a_o child_n still_o notwithstanding_o thy_o fall_n into_o sin_n therefore_o be_v thou_o advise_v to_o arise_v and_o to_o go_v to_o he_o urge_v he_o with_o his_o promise_n and_o he_o will_v make_v it_o good_a neither_o be_v this_o my_o advice_n but_o the_o advice_n of_o the_o lord_n hear_v he_o 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be_v too_o long_o to_o be_v out_o of_o covenant_n with_o god_n but_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o now_o too_o late_o to_o day_n if_o you_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n o_o therefore_o close_o with_o the_o covenant_n now_o and_o do_v not_o lie_v cast_v down_o and_o deject_v with_o fear_n that_o thou_o be_v out_o but_o arise_v and_o come_v in_o for_o now_o in_o these_o gospel_n time_n even_o the_o stranger_n and_o eunuch_n debar_v in_o the_o time_n of_o the_o law_n from_o the_o congregation_n be_v invite_v to_o take_v hold_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o there_o be_v promise_n to_o this_o purpose_n make_v unto_o they_o in_o esa_n 56._o to_o which_o place_n i_o refer_v thou_o for_o a_o further_a cure_n in_o this_o case_n chap._n 18._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o indisposition_n to_o duty_n indisposition_n unto_o good_a duty_n be_v oftentimes_o a_o cause_n of_o dejection_n cause_n cause_n and_o by_o reason_n of_o it_o some_o be_v cast_v down_o as_o conceive_v it_o inconsistent_a with_o 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at_o worst_a but_o indispose_v better_a be_v the_o crawl_a snail_n then_o the_o dead_a elephant_n and_o it_o be_v a_o more_o bless_a state_n to_o be_v a_o creep_a worm_n though_o with_o much_o indisposition_n in_o the_o way_n of_o duty_n and_o life_n then_o a_o skip_a heart_n though_o with_o much_o agility_n in_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n three_o though_o thy_o indisposednesse_n be_v sad_a yet_o thy_o trouble_n for_o this_o be_v sweet_a note_n note_n bless_a be_v the_o soul_n that_o mourn_v for_o disposition_n to_o evil_a and_o indisposition_n to_o good_a time_n be_v when_o thou_o can_v live_v and_o not_o be_v trouble_v at_o a_o total_a neglect_n of_o duty_n it_o be_v a_o mercy_n that_o now_o thou_o love_v it_o so_o well_o as_o that_o thou_o be_v grieve_v that_o thou_o can_v do_v it_o no_o better_o but_o four_o consider_v thy_o acceptance_n with_o god_n do_v not_o depend_v upon_o thy_o do_v of_o duty_n nor_o upon_o thy_o liveliness_n and_o disposition_n in_o do_v no_o it_o depend_v sole_o upon_o his_o grace_n you_o be_v accept_v in_o the_o belove_a as_o it_o be_v in_o that_o precious_a place_n eph._n 1.6_o both_o thy_o person_n notwithstanding_o its_o fault_n and_o thy_o performance_n notwithstanding_o their_o fail_n be_v always_o accept_v in_o christ_n he_o have_v make_v we_o accept_v in_o the_o belove_a mark_v it_o it_o be_v not_o thou_o but_o god_n that_o make_v thou_o i_o say_v make_v thou_o not_o thyself_o that_o make_v thyself_o accept_v yea_o and_o this_o be_v in_o the_o belove_a not_o in_o our_o duty_n or_o disposition_n but_o in_o the_o belove_a i._n e._n in_o christ_n jesus_n i_o tell_v thou_o poor_a soul_n can_v thou_o do_v well_o and_z with_o never_o so_o much_o life_n and_o disposition_n out_o of_o christ_n it_o be_v nothing_o and_o contrary_a though_o thy_o do_n be_v poor_a thy_o disposition_n poor_a all_o poor_a yet_o thou_o and_o all_o thou_o be_v accept_v in_o the_o belove_a five_o it_o be_v the_o office_n of_o christ_n to_o present_v all_o thy_o performance_n to_o god_n and_o to_o procure_v acceptation_n in_o his_o blood_n he_o take_v away_o all_o thy_o fail_n and_o indisposition_n and_o he_o present_v all_o to_o the_o father_n well_o this_o mind_v this_o duty_n go_v never_o from_o saint_n to_o god_n as_o they_o come_v out_o of_o their_o own_o hand_n but_o as_o they_o go_v through_o christ_n last_o christ_n o_o deject_a soul_n will_v cure_v thy_o indisposednesse_n he_o will_v enlarge_v thy_o heart_n and_o inlve_v thy_o spirit_n and_o then_o shall_v thou_o not_o only_o walk_v but_o run_v the_o way_n of_o his_o commandment_n when_o he_o shall_v enlarge_v thy_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v psal_n 119_o 32._o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o spirit_n of_o life_n power_n sweetness_n enlargement_n and_o this_o spirit_n he_o have_v promise_v so_o that_o these_o thing_n suck_v by_o meditation_n may_v afford_v cure_n and_o comfort_n to_o thou_o o_o deject_a soul_n who_o be_v cast_v down_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o indisposition_n to_o duty_n chap._n 19_o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o want_n of_o income_n but_o alas_o say_v some_o other_o soul_n i_o do_v but_o in_o vain_a i_o do_v not_o complain_v of_o indisposition_n to_o though_o i_o may_v urge_v that_o but_o of_o want_n of_o income_n in_o duty_n cause_n cause_n see_v the_o thing_n as_o it_o be_v state_v sect._n 1._o cap._n 9_o i_o confess_v it_o be_v sad_a to_o be_v as_o the_o parch_a ground_n always_o gape_v and_o never_o to_o have_v drop_n from_o above_o cure_n cure_n but_o yet_o o_o soul_n let_v i_o entreat_v thou_o to_o mind_v a_o few_o thing_n in_o this_o case_n first_o divine_a income_n be_v not_o always_o the_o same_o peradventure_o thou_o have_v not_o so_o much_o now_o as_o former_o it_o may_v be_v so_o for_o first_o god_n give_v thou_o much_o at_o first_o to_o encourage_v thou_o as_o a_o beginner_n which_o he_o do_v not_o always_o to_o all_o usual_o it_o be_v in_o god_n house_n as_o it_o be_v in_o we_o at_o first_o come_v of_o a_o servant_n 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i_o believe_v let_v i_o grant_v it_o yet_o it_o be_v but_o perish_v by_o presumption_n and_o so_o thou_o must_v certain_o except_o thou_o believe_v i_o remember_v how_o the_o leprous_a man_n speak_v one_o to_o another_o why_o sit_v we_o here_o until_o we_o die_v if_o we_o say_v we_o will_v enter_v into_o the_o city_n we_o shall_v die_v there_o and_o if_o we_o sit_v still_o here_o we_o die_v also_o come_v let_v we_o go_v to_o the_o host_n if_o they_o save_v we_o alive_a we_o shall_v live_v and_o if_o they_o kill_v we_o we_o shall_v but_o die_v 2_o king_n 7.3_o 4._o reason_n thou_o so_o o_o soul_n if_o i_o sit_v still_o in_o my_o deject_a state_n and_o despair_n i_o shall_v die_v and_o if_o i_o do_v act_n faith_n and_o believe_v i_o can_v but_o die_v therefore_o i_o will_v up_o and_o believe_v yea_o though_o christ_n shall_v kill_v i_o i_o will_v believe_v if_o i_o must_v perish_v i_o will_v perish_v in_o a_o way_n of_o believe_a say_v therefore_o to_o thy_o soul_n as_o david_n do_v why_o be_v cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o disquiet_v wait_v on_o god_n believe_v in_o christ_n if_o i_o must_v perish_v i_o will_v perish_v trust_v in_o he_o that_o i_o shall_v praise_v he_o but_o know_v o_o soul_n if_o thou_o do_v believe_v thou_o shall_v see_v christ_n glory_n thou_o shall_v see_v the_o glory_n of_o his_o power_n in_o help_v the_o weak_a and_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o grace_n in_o do_v for_o the_o worst_a and_o when_o thou_o see_v this_o thou_o shall_v praise_v he_o as_o thy_o god_n wherefore_o then_o to_o wind_v up_o all_o remember_v though_o thou_o be_v low_a and_o see_v little_a yet_o do_v not_o despair_v although_o thy_o eye_n have_v fail_v with_o look_v and_o thy_o heart_n with_o longing_n although_o thy_o strength_n be_v go_v and_o thou_o be_v now_o ready_a to_o die_v yet_o do_v not_o despair_v but_o in_o thy_o low_a ebb_n of_o dejection_n when_o thou_o be_v disquiet_v and_o cast_v down_o most_o act_v thy_o faith_n and_o say_v though_o i_o be_v low_a i_o may_v rise_v yea_o though_o i_o be_v cast_v down_o i_o shall_v be_v raise_v when_o i_o be_o in_o the_o deep_a dejection_n and_o can_v mount_v up_o myself_o then_o shall_v christ_n power_n be_v manifest_v and_o magnify_v in_o my_o weakness_n and_o i_o shall_v after_o all_o my_o sigh_n and_o groan_n yet_o sing_v praise_n unto_o god_n as_o the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n sure_o this_o be_v thy_o duty_n to_o endeavour_v and_o it_o will_v be_v thy_o glory_n to_o perform_v bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n the_o printer_n to_o the_o reader_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o author_n absence_n from_o the_o press_n some_o fault_n have_v escape_v which_o may_v have_v be_v otherwise_o avoid_v but_o i_o hope_v they_o be_v such_o as_o a_o little_a care_n of_o thou_o reader_n will_v correct_v and_o a_o little_a charity_n pardon_n in_o hope_n of_o which_o i_o have_v omit_v the_o ordinary_a observation_n of_o errata_n and_o correction_n finis_fw-la a_o table_n show_v the_o principal_a thing_n in_o this_o treatise_n sect_n i._o the_o text_n be_v speak_v unto_o 1_o in_o its_o context_n where_o be_v set_v forth_o 1_o the_o occasion_n the_o psalm_n page_n 1_o 2_o 3_o 2_o the_o division_n of_o the_o psalm_n page_n 1_o 2_o 3_o 2_o in_o its_o self_n and_o here_o be_v 1_o the_o explication_n of_o the_o word_n p._n 4_o 5_o 6_o 7_o 8_o 2_o the_o division_n of_o they_o into_o part_n p._n 9_o 3_o the_o doctrine_n deduce_v from_o they_o p._n 10_o 3_o in_o its_o first_o and_o principal_a doctrine_n which_o be_v 1_o propose_v p._n 11_o 2_o prove_v p._n 12_o 3_o amplify_v 1_o show_v the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n p._n 13_o 14_o 2_o show_v the_o working_n which_o be_v 1_o fear_n and_o doubt_n as_o p._n 15_o 1_o whether_o god_n ever_o wrought_v upon_o the_o soul_n p._n 16_o 2_o whether_o grace_n be_v true_a p._n 17_o 3_o whether_o call_v conviction_n comfort_v be_v of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 18_o 4_o whether_o act_n be_v from_o love_n or_o light_n ibid._n 5_o whether_o the_o heart_n be_v sincere_a p._n 19_o 6_o whether_o it_o shall_v conquer_v corruption_n p._n 20_o 7_o whither_o the_o soul_n have_v close_v with_o christ_n save_o p._n 21_o 8_o whether_o the_o soul_n shall_v persevere_v or_o fall_v off_o from_o christ_n ib._n 9_o whither_o or_o no_o the_o soul_n ever_o pray_v as_o it_o ought_v or_o god_n ever_o hear_v it_o p._n 22_o 10_o whether_o the_o soul_n hear_v the_o word_n as_o it_o ought_v p._n 23_o 11_o whether_o the_o soul_n have_v a_o right_n unto_o or_o ever_o close_v with_o the_o promise_n p._n 24_o 12_o whether_o abstinence_n from_o sin_n have_v be_v upon_o religious_a or_o moral_a principle_n p._n 25_o 13_o whether_o one_o have_v not_o sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n ibid._n 14_o whether_o the_o soul_n shall_v not_o fall_v from_o grace_n p._n 26_o 2_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n p._n 27_o 3_o show_v the_o cause_n of_o dejection_n as_o 1_o remainder_n of_o corruption_n p._n 28_o 2_o fall_v into_o sin_n p._n 29_o 3_o ignorance_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n ibid._n 4_o spiritual_a indisposition_n to_o duty_n p._n 31_o 5_o want_n of_o former_a income_n p._n 32_o 6_o insultation_n of_o satan_n &_o enemy_n p._n 33_o 7_o corporal_a affliction_n as_o sickness_n etc._n etc._n p._n 34_o 8_o sense_n of_o divine_a wrath_n p._n 35_o 4_o apply_v 1_o to_o inform_v we_o of_o our_o imperfect_a state_n as_o to_o rest_n and_o peace_n while_o we_o be_v here_o p._n 36_o 2_o to_o be_v thankful_a in_o case_n of_o