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but_o may_v unexpected_o at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n become_v a_o entrance_n to_o death_n and_o sorrow_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o many_o and_o great_a danger_n it_o be_v impossible_a for_o we_o to_o stand_v one_o moment_n but_o that_o god_n defend_v we_o under_o his_o wing_n and_o keep_v we_o safe_a under_o his_o feather_n psal_n 90._o as_o the_o psalmist_n speak_v and_o so_o the_o blessing_n of_o immunity_n which_o most_o man_n slight_v or_o overlook_v be_v never_o enough_o to_o be_v acknowledge_v but_o deserve_v the_o thanks_o of_o a_o whole_a life_n we_o dwell_v under_o the_o defence_n of_o the_o most_o high_a and_o abide_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o almighty_a therefore_o let_v we_o set_v our_o love_n upon_o he_o and_o glorify_v he_o chap._n iii_o of_o the_o positive_a blessing_n of_o this_o life_n the_o positive_a blessing_n of_o this_o life_n be_v now_o to_o be_v expose_v to_o view_v but_o of_o they_o i_o may_v use_v the_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n 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will_v be_v force_v to_o break_v off_o with_o the_o exclamation_n of_o david_n lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o be_v mindful_a of_o he_o and_o the_o son_n of_o many_o that_o thou_o so_o regard_v he_o psal_n 8.4_o god_n renew_v his_o mercy_n to_o we_o every_o day_n together_o with_o our_o life_n every_o hour_n we_o eat_v of_o the_o fatness_n of_o his_o house_n drink_v of_o the_o river_n of_o his_o pleasure_n psal_n 36._o and_o receive_v the_o sweet_a emanation_n that_o flow_v continual_o from_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n but_o of_o those_o benefit_n which_o god_n pour_v open_a hand_n upon_o we_o how_o many_o be_v there_o that_o pass_v unregarded_a we_o usual_o mind_n not_o what_o we_o receive_v but_o what_o we_o desire_v let_v heaven_n rain_n manna_n never_o so_o thick_a upon_o we_o if_o we_o wish_v for_o quail_n angel_n food_n shall_v be_v unsavoury_a and_o perhaps_o distasteful_a they_o that_o long_o for_o great_a and_o well_o cover_v table_n find_v no_o relish_n in_o their_o daily_a bread_n they_o that_o pursue_v after_o wealth_n look_v not_o on_o the_o blessing_n of_o competency_n they_o that_o aspire_v to_o honour_n receive_v health_n food_n and_o raiment_n rather_o with_o a_o disdainful_a anger_n than_o with_o thankfulness_n all_o the_o favour_n we_o receive_v from_o god_n be_v unobserved_a or_o slight_v as_o long_o as_o he_o do_v not_o gratify_v our_o humour_n with_o what_o we_o desire_v and_o even_o those_o gift_n whereof_o we_o be_v most_o sensible_a be_v soon_o lay_v in_o oblivion_n a_o hour_n pain_n will_v cause_v many_o long_a pleasure_n to_o be_v forget_v and_o if_o god_n send_v evil_a upon_o we_o only_o for_o one_o day_n it_o make_v we_o forget_v the_o many_o good_a thing_n which_o we_o for_o many_o year_n receive_v from_o he_o this_o i_o say_v because_o
and_o all_o little_a enough_o to_o keep_v it_o in_o any_o vigour_n these_o voluntary_a observation_n shall_v not_o lead_v they_o to_o scruple_n or_o censoriousness_n that_o be_v please_v to_o use_v they_o and_o shall_v not_o be_v clamour_v against_o by_o other_o indiscreet_o and_o uncharitable_o for_o in_o themselves_o they_o be_v adminicula_fw-la pietatis_fw-la handmaid_n to_o devotion_n and_o holy_a contrition_n and_o they_o that_o know_v themselves_o be_v sensible_a that_o they_o want_v all_o possible_a help_n to_o stir_v they_o up_o and_o relieve_v their_o dulness_n when_o our_o understanding_n be_v convince_v we_o have_v not_o quite_o do_v mean_n must_v be_v use_v also_o to_o affect_v the_o fancy_n and_o to_o engage_v the_o affection_n and_o he_o have_v need_n be_v very_o sure_a of_o his_o strength_n that_o refuse_v the_o assistance_n of_o all_o auxiliaries_n chap._n xxv_o a_o passionate_a meditation_n on_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n my_o love_n be_v crucify_v say_v that_o love_a and_o holy_a martyr_n ignatius_n declare_v how_o earnest_o he_o wish_v to_o die_v for_o jesus_n and_o so_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d consider_v the_o passion_n of_o jesus_n i_o meditate_v with_o he_o my_o love_n be_v crucify_v my_o dear_a saviour_n die_v in_o most_o bitter_a pain_n he_o have_v be_v rude_o bind_v and_o drag_v from_o place_n to_o place_n he_o have_v be_v strip_v tie_v to_o a_o post_n and_o whip_v like_o a_o vile_a slave_n he_o have_v be_v buffet_v and_o cane_v and_o abuse_v with_o all_o manner_n of_o contumely_n and_o now_o i_o see_v he_o crown_v with_o thorn_n all_o over_o spittle_n and_o blood_n i_o see_v he_o stretch_v upon_o the_o cross_n where_o his_o hand_n and_o his_o foot_n be_v nail_v his_o head_n hang_v down_o i_o read_v in_o his_o pale_a face_n and_o his_o weep_a eye_n the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pain_n the_o anguish_n of_o his_o wound_a soul_n lord_n be_v thou_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v idiot_n o_o domine_fw-la jesus_n christ_n si_fw-la intelligentia_fw-la quam_fw-la mihi_fw-la dedisti_fw-la uti_fw-la vellem_fw-la sicut_fw-la deberem_fw-la cernerem_fw-la manifest_a quo_fw-la modo_fw-la â—â—o_o quam_fw-la sine_fw-la modo_fw-la a_o i_o creatura_fw-la tua_fw-la amari_fw-la merueris_fw-la qui_fw-la prio_fw-la dilexisti_fw-la i_o tantus_fw-la &_o tantum_fw-la &_o gratis_o tantillum_fw-la &_o talem_fw-la &_o ingratum_fw-la idiot_n be_v thou_o my_o dear_a jesus_n be_v it_o my_o father_n my_o brother_n my_o friend_n or_o my_o benefactor_n that_o shall_v suffer_v this_o undeserved_o how_o will_v i_o pity_v they_o but_o shall_v they_o suffer_v this_o upon_o my_o account_n lord_n i_o can_v not_o outlive_v such_o a_o sight_n if_o nothing_o else_o love_n will_v certain_o wound_v my_o soul_n to_o death_n but_o behold_v it_o be_v so_o this_o crucify_a this_o die_a man_n be_v my_o father_n he_o give_v i_o my_o be_v he_o be_v my_o brother_n he_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o take_v humane_a flesh_n that_o he_o may_v have_v that_o relation_n to_o i_o he_o be_v my_o friend_n he_o lay_v down_o his_o life_n to_o save_v i_o he_o be_v my_o great_a benefactor_n from_o he_o i_o receive_v all_o i_o have_v all_o the_o blessing_n the_o good_a thing_n i_o enjoy_v i_o owe_v to_o his_o kindness_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n suppose_v that_o from_o his_o cross_n thou_o shall_v hear_v he_o thus_o express_v his_o love_n and_o bespeak_v thou_o christian_n dear_a christian_n for_o who_o here_o i_o die_v consider_v serious_o imprint_v it_o it_o thy_o heart_n what_o in_o my_o word_n what_o in_o my_o mystery_n thou_o read_v of_o my_o suffering_n for_o thou_o consider_v who_o i_o be_o what_o i_o endure_v and_o to_o what_o end_n i_o be_o the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n who_o the_o angel_n adore_v i_o become_v man_n to_o make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n i_o be_o infinite_o rich_a the_o whole_a universe_n be_v i_o i_o become_v thus_o destitute_a of_o all_o thing_n to_o purchase_v true_a riches_n for_o thou_o i_o be_o of_o a_o almighty_a power_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v make_v and_o subsist_v by_o i_o i_o be_o now_o weak_a to_o make_v thou_o strong_a i_o be_o overcome_v of_o my_o enemy_n to_o make_v thou_o conquer_v thou_o i_o be_o crown_v with_o glory_n and_o clothe_v with_o majesty_n i_o now_o be_v these_o thorn_n and_o be_o become_v naked_a to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o robe_n of_o righteousness_n and_o crown_v thou_o with_o a_o royal_a diadem_n i_o be_o the_o inexhaustible_a fountain_n of_o joy_n and_o happiness_n i_o now_o endure_v sorrow_n and_o misery_n to_o make_v thou_o joyful_a and_o happy_a i_o be_o infinite_o pure_a and_o innocent_a i_o be_o become_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n to_o merit_v thy_o pardon_n and_o to_o sanctify_v and_o make_v the_o holy_a i_o be_o the_o author_n of_o life_n the_o first_o and_o the_o last_o i_o now_o die_v to_o make_v thou_o live_v for_o ever_o nothing_o but_o love_n move_v i_o thus_o to_o suffer_v for_o thou_o and_o nothing_o but_o love_n i_o require_v for_o it_o dear_a soul_n thy_o sin_n be_v more_o grievous_a to_o i_o than_o my_o wound_n vitam_fw-la aspice_fw-la serve_v dei_fw-la sic_fw-la i_o posuere_fw-la judei_fw-la aspice_fw-la mortalis_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la datur_fw-la hostia_fw-la talis_fw-la aspice_fw-la devote_n quoniam_fw-la sic_fw-la pendeo_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la introitum_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la reddo_fw-la tibi_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la in_o cruse_a sum_n pro_fw-la te_fw-la qui_fw-la pecus_fw-la desine_fw-la pro_fw-la i_o desine_fw-la do_v veniam_fw-la dic_fw-la culpam_fw-la corrige_n vitam_fw-la add_v not_o sorrow_n to_o my_o sorrow_n by_o remain_v impenitent_a deny_v not_o this_o request_n to_o thy_o die_a bleed_a saviour_n that_o thou_o will_v mortify_v thy_o lust_n and_o forsake_v thy_o sin_n all_o that_o be_v past_a i_o hearty_o forgive_v if_o thou_o become_v true_a penitent_a i_o free_o give_v myself_o for_o thou_o and_o beg_v that_o thou_o will_v give_v thyself_o to_o i_o to_o this_o o_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o great_a love_n and_o wonder_v thou_o may_v thus_o reply_v what_o shall_v i_o say_v now_o dear_a lord_n word_n can_v answer_v thou_o i_o be_o amaze_v i_o be_o astonish_v i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o speak_v my_o tongue_n can_v express_v what_o my_o heart_n feel_v lord_n i_o will_v say_v nothing_o i_o will_v answer_v with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n with_o devout_a affection_n by_o resign_v and_o give_v up_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o thou_o i_o will_v answer_v by_o obedience_n by_o action_n by_o now_o fall_v to_o work_v to_o reform_v my_o life_n to_o mortify_v my_o sinful_a lust_n to_o cut_v off_o the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n sweet_a jesus_n i_o will_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o affection_n my_o heart_n can_v entertain_v no_o bosom_n sin_n shall_v be_v so_o dear_a to_o i_o but_o for_o thy_o sake_n i_o will_v hearty_o part_v with_o it_o no_o lust_n shall_v be_v so_o please_v but_o i_o will_v kill_v it_o at_o thy_o request_n and_o command_v even_o my_o natural_a desire_n and_o inclination_n will_v i_o glad_o deny_v when_o they_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o that_o duty_n and_o love_n i_o owe_v and_o ever_o will_v pay_v my_o dear_a jesus_n sweet_a lord_n it_o be_v i_o have_v deserve_v to_o be_v smite_v to_o be_v cover_v with_o shame_n to_o be_v deprive_v of_o life_n and_o thou_o suffer_v all_o these_o for_o i_o for_o i_o vile_a wretch_n for_o i_o my_o lord_n be_v it_o for_o i_o o_o where_o shall_v i_o find_v such_o another_o friend_n or_o rather_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o requite_v thy_o kindness_n and_o mercy_n i_o can_v give_v thou_o nothing_o but_o love_n and_o thanks_o and_o that_o will_v i_o do_v o_o my_o bless_a lord_n who_o be_v spit_v upon_o i_o humble_o worship_v thou_o thou_o be_v revile_v like_o a_o vile_a slave_n i_o praise_v thou_o and_o own_o myself_o thy_o servant_n the_o jew_n refuse_v thou_o for_o their_o king_n but_o thou_o be_v i_o thou_o be_v my_o bless_a master_n i_o care_v not_o what_o become_v of_o i_o here_o so_o i_o may_v come_v to_o bless_v and_o adore_v thou_o for_o ever_o lord_n if_o there_o be_v a_o place_n where_o thou_o be_v not_o love_v and_o magnify_v let_v i_o never_o come_v into_o it_o assist_v i_o dear_a lord_n let_v no_o pleasure_n or_o pain_n no_o fear_n or_o hope_n no_o profit_n or_o loss_n no_o temptation_n within_o or_o without_o ever_o make_v i_o to_o offend_v thou_o o_o you_o spirit_n and_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a praise_v you_o the_o lord_n praise_v he_o and_o magnify_v he_o for_o ever_o o_o that_o i_o can_v but_o join_v with_o you_o to_o express_v worthy_o my_o thanks_o and_o gratitude_n o_o that_o all_o the_o world_n will_v join_v with_o i_o to_o praise_v and_o glorify_v the_o lord_n that_o die_v for_o we_o bless_a jesus_n clean_v
the_o thought_n of_o our_o heart_n by_o the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o we_o may_v perfect_o love_v thou_o and_o worthy_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n now_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n chap._n xxvi_o of_o a_o sincere_a amendment_n which_o must_v be_v wrought_v by_o proper_a mean_n but_o fickle_a and_o unhappy_a creature_n that_o we_o be_v we_o often_o promise_v well_o but_o seldom_o stand_v to_o our_o engagement_n our_o resolution_n be_v good_a and_o our_o performance_n very_o defective_a the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a i_o must_v not_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n rest_n in_o general_n but_o i_o must_v resolve_v more_o especial_o against_o those_o sin_n i_o be_o incline_v to_o and_o not_o only_o against_o they_o but_o also_o upon_o the_o mean_n whereby_o i_o may_v overcome_v and_o mortify_v they_o as_o avoid_v the_o occasion_n and_o enticement_n inflict_v on_o my_o self_n such_o severity_n as_o may_v be_v proper_a remedy_n and_o tie_v myself_o to_o such_o pious_a exercise_n as_o i_o know_v will_v drive_v away_o the_o temptation_n to_o forsake_v my_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o forbear_v drunkenness_n when_o perhaps_o i_o be_o not_o incline_v to_o it_o or_o to_o avoid_v swear_v when_o i_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o a_o unpleasing_a and_o unprofitable_a sin_n or_o to_o hate_v covetousness_n when_o by_o nature_n i_o be_o liberal_a but_o know_v what_o sin_n please_v i_o most_o what_o vice_n my_o temper_n incline_v i_o to_o and_o what_o temptation_n be_v most_o strong_a and_o importunate_a upon_o i_o by_o my_o call_n or_o my_o company_n against_o that_o to_o fortify_v myself_o and_o employ_v the_o utmost_a of_o my_o strength_n against_o that_o to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o use_v sincere_a and_o earnest_a endeavour_n to_o forsake_v my_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o say_v i_o will_v forsake_v they_o some_o man_n when_o they_o be_v call_v upon_o by_o fear_n adversity_n or_o the_o secret_a voice_n of_o god_n within_o they_o be_v forward_o enough_o to_o engage_v with_o the_o elder_a brother_n in_o the_o gospel_n lord_n i_o will_v go_v and_o work_v in_o thy_o vineyard_n but_o their_o hot_a zeal_n and_o hasty_a promise_n soon_o decay_v into_o negligence_n and_o at_o last_o into_o a_o cold_a denial_n though_o i_o resolve_v against_o my_o natural_a corruption_n never_o so_o serious_o that_o will_v not_o subdue_v they_o without_o i_o use_v proper_a mean_n for_o it_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o follow_v christ_n to_o forsake_v all_o for_o he_o to_o deny_v myself_o to_o take_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n by_o force_n to_o cut_v off_o my_o right_a hand_n and_o pluck_v out_o my_o eye_n when_o they_o offend_v be_v more_o than_o bare_o to_o resolve_v and_o promise_v high_a and_o proceed_v no_o further_o they_o that_o be_v christ_n have_v not_o only_o verbal_o renounce_v but_o actual_o crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n gal._n 5.24_o therefore_o now_o i_o have_v give_v up_o myself_o to_o christ_n and_o desire_v ever_o to_o be_v his_o i_o must_v pray_v hearty_o and_o watch_v diligent_o against_o my_o sin_n those_o especial_o that_o be_v most_o please_a and_o customary_a to_o i_o i_o must_v like_o s._n paul_n not_o not_o fight_v in_o the_o air_n against_o general_n but_o keep_v under_o my_o body_n be_v temperate_a in_o all_o thing_n and_o strive_v to_o the_o utmost_a for_o the_o incorruptible_a crown_n i_o must_v use_v that_o violence_n to_o myself_o such_o harsh_a application_n act_n of_o penance_n and_o mortification_n of_o my_o own_o or_o the_o spiritual_a physician_n appointment_n as_o be_v fit_a and_o requisite_a to_o cure_v my_o distemper_n to_o expel_v or_o reform_v that_o evil_a inclination_n which_o be_v inconsistent_a with_o my_o love_n to_o jesus_n to_o that_o end_n it_o will_v be_v very_o useful_a frequent_o to_o meditate_v on_o the_o passion_n of_o christ_n the_o day_n of_o our_o change_n our_o appearance_n in_o judgement_n the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n the_o torment_n of_o hell_n and_o the_o amaze_a consideration_n of_o eternity_n and_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o it_o will_v be_v a_o excellent_a instrument_n of_o reformation_n and_o very_o useful_a in_o many_o case_n to_o acquaint_v the_o spiritual_a judge_n and_o physician_n with_o the_o distemper_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o the_o state_n of_o our_o conscience_n but_o what_o ever_o mean_v we_o use_v for_o our_o amendment_n we_o must_v be_v sure_a that_o they_o be_v effectual_a and_o as_o he_o that_o will_v cure_v a_o natural_a evil_n apply_v a_o strong_a remedy_n where_o a_o weak_a be_v find_v insufficient_a so_o must_v he_o that_o will_v cure_v the_o spiritual_a disease_n of_o his_o soul_n still_o use_v strong_a application_n boggle_v at_o nothing_o that_o may_v be_v requisite_a to_o escape_v his_o danger_n and_o recover_v his_o health_n but_o be_v sure_a we_o real_o desire_v to_o be_v heal_v for_o then_o all_o thing_n conduce_v to_o that_o end_n will_v be_v welcome_a and_o acceptable_a si_fw-mi desideras_fw-la via_fw-la brevis_fw-la est_fw-la &_o swavis_fw-la si_fw-la negligis_fw-la long_fw-mi est_fw-fr &_o laboriosa_fw-la every_o man_n that_o strive_v for_o the_o mastery_n be_v temperate_a in_o all_o thing_n now_o they_o do_v it_o to_o obtain_v a_o corruptible_a crown_n but_o we_o a_o incorruptible_a he_o that_o will_v vanquish_v his_o antagonist_n be_v in_o the_o first_o place_n to_o vanquish_v himself_o to_o endure_v hardship_n and_o severity_n and_o use_v all_o endeavour_n for_o the_o victory_n for_o a_o fade_a garland_n so_o he_o that_o will_v overcome_v his_o lust_n and_o master_n himself_o and_o obtain_v that_o heavenly_a crown_n which_o never_o sade_v must_v use_v great_a industry_n many_o art_n all_o mean_n that_o can_v conduce_v to_o that_o end_n chap._n xxvii_o love_v the_o best_a instrument_n of_o self-reformation_n and_o true_a penitence_n with_o a_o act_n of_o hearty_a contrition_n but_o the_o voluminous_a direction_n of_o casuist_n and_o 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to_o serve_v their_o friend_n and_o therefore_o certain_a it_o be_v also_o that_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n will_v make_v his_o yoke_n and_o even_o his_o cross_n easy_a will_v make_v we_o deny_v ourselves_o and_o forbear_v what_o displease_v he_o though_o otherwise_o please_v to_o we_o that_o man_n may_v be_v without_o excuse_n god_n have_v make_v a_o short_a work_n upon_o the_o earth_n 1._o ut_fw-la nemo_fw-la habet_fw-la excusationem_fw-la in_o die_fw-la judicii_fw-la velvet_fw-la deus_fw-la sicut_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la consummare_fw-la &_o abbreviare_fw-la verbum_fw-la super_fw-la terram_fw-la aug._n de_fw-fr doct._n christiana_n l._n 1._o c._n 1._o say_v s._n aug._n by_o contract_v his_o immensity_n into_o the_o narrow_a dimension_n of_o man_n he_o have_v abbreviate_v his_o doctrine_n and_o our_o task_n jesus_n be_v the_o centre_n and_o the_o sum_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o religion_n and_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n be_v the_o content_a of_o our_o duty_n i_o have_v 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thou_o to_o have_v all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o this_o life_n lord_n i_o will_v love_v and_o serve_v thou_o for_o ever_o chap._n vi_o that_o christ_n have_v buy_v we_o have_v now_o a_o just_a title_n to_o our_o love_n and_o service_n love_n regard_v not_o so_o much_o what_o be_v command_v as_o who_o it_o be_v that_o command_v it_o if_o it_o be_v the_o belove_a require_v any_o thing_n love_n do_v it_o cheerful_o without_o reluctancy_n another_o with_o earnest_a beg_n shall_v not_o have_v that_o grant_v which_o the_o least_o word_n of_o a_o friend_n shall_v obtain_v the_o command_n of_o christianity_n be_v easy_a and_o most_o rational_a in_o keep_v of_o they_o consist_v our_o present_a and_o future_a happiness_n yet_o the_o true_a lover_n of_o jesus_n look_v far_o he_o considess_n that_o it_o be_v his_o lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o will_v have_v he_o obey_v he_o to_o who_o he_o belong_v to_o who_o he_o owe_v himself_o and_o infinite_o more_o for_o every_o christian-owes_a jesus_n to_o jesus_n who_o give_v himself_o for_o he_o the_o old_a say_n be_v emendus_fw-la cvi_fw-la imperes_fw-la buy_v your_o slave_n buy_v those_o that_o will_v be_v command_v by_o you_o none_o of_o we_o can_v say_v so_o to_o the_o god_n who_o we_o serve_v for_o he_o have_v indeed_o buy_v we_o you_o be_v not_o your_o own_o say_v s._n paul_n you_o be_v buy_v with_o a_o price_n thence_o it_o be_v strong_o infer_v therefore_o glorify_v god_n in_o your_o body_n and_o in_o your_o spirit_n which_o be_v go_n we_o be_v not_o at_o our_o own_o dispose_n our_o divine_a master_n have_v a_o most_o just_a propriety_n in_o we_o we_o be_v whole_o his_o and_o will_v to_o god_n we_o be_v he_o as_o much_o by_o affection_n and_o resignation_n as_o by_o right_a the_o price_n he_o have_v pay_v for_o we_o be_v no_o less_o than_o himself_o he_o have_v give_v his_o life_n that_o we_o may_v be_v he_o we_o be_v redeem_v from_o our_o vain_a conversation_n by_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o christ_n who_o die_v for_o we_o that_o we_o may_v live_v to_o he_o he_o can_v get_v nothing_o by_o that_o dear_a purchase_n but_o our_o love_n only_o for_o we_o be_v his_o before_n it_o be_v he_o that_o make_v we_o only_o we_o have_v estrange_v ourselves_o from_o he_o and_o place_v our_o love_n on_o other_o thing_n and_o he_o can_v not_o count_v we_o his_o own_o while_n we_o love_v he_o not_o chap._n vii_o how_o much_o we_o be_v engage_v to_o serve_v our_o bless_a lord_n with_o renew_a promise_n to_o do_v it_o faithful_o i_o must_v therefore_o consider_v who_o i_o be_o i_o be_o christ_n by_o a_o strong_a and_o incontestable_a title_n while_o i_o serve_v hfm_o i_o do_v that_o proper_a work_n which_o belong_v to_o
favour_n that_o thou_o will_v accept_v of_o i_o and_o my_o weak_a endeavour_n i_o know_v that_o if_o heaven_n be_v capable_a of_o any_o grief_n it_o will_v be_v only_o that_o we_o have_v not_o love_v thou_o enough_o upon_o earth_n when_o thou_o fille_v our_o soul_n with_o thy_o divine_a ravish_a joy_n we_o shall_v wish_v we_o have_v do_v nothing_o here_o but_o serve_v and_o love_v thou_o o_o give_v i_o grace_v now_o whilst_o i_o live_v to_o do_v what_o i_o shall_v wish_v to_o have_v do_v when_o i_o die_v let_v i_o do_v now_o i_o be_o absent_a from_o thou_o what_o i_o shall_v wish_v to_o have_v do_v when_o i_o dwell_v with_o thou_o let_v i_o love_v thou_o infinite_o and_o without_o measure_n bern._n modus_fw-la amandi_fw-la deum_fw-la sine_fw-la modo_fw-la s._n bern._n a_o offering_n of_o a_o free_a heart_n will_v i_o give_v thou_o and_o praise_v thy_o name_n o_o lord_n because_o it_o be_v so_o comfortable_a psal_n 54.6_o chap._n xii_o that_o our_o obedience_n to_o the_o church_n be_v a_o excellent_a expression_n of_o our_o love_n to_o christ_n the_o first_o instance_n of_o our_o love_n in_o this_o way_n of_o freewill_n offering_n shall_v be_v a_o pious_a obedience_n to_o our_o mother_n the_o church_n not_o but_o that_o it_o be_v many_o way_n require_v but_o because_o it_o be_v almost_o whole_o neglect_v what_o by_o pride_n and_o refractoriness_n what_o by_o ignorance_n and_o indevotion_n and_o what_o by_o looseness_n and_o ireligion_n that_o obedience_n which_o ought_v to_o be_v pay_v to_o those_o that_o have_v the_o rule_n over_o we_o in_o the_o lord_n to_o the_o stand_a rule_n and_o order_n of_o our_o spiritual_a governor_n be_v so_o general_o lay_v aside_o that_o many_o that_o will_v yet_o dare_v not_o press_v it_o upon_o the_o people_n and_o that_o even_o they_o that_o obey_v do_v it_o secret_o and_o as_o though_o it_o be_v dishonourable_a be_v in_o a_o manner_n ashamed_a to_o own_v it_o hence_o come_v that_o great_a neglect_n of_o confirmation_n that_o most_o necessary_a and_o ancient_a if_o not_o apostolic_a constitution_n hence_o the_o desuetude_n of_o fast_v upon_o appoint_a day_n and_o even_o of_o bid_v of_o they_o and_o the_o nonobservance_n of_o holy_a day_n and_o time_n of_o solemn_a devotion_n hence_o the_o slight_a regard_n have_v to_o the_o public_a worship_n of_o god_n and_o the_o seldom_o receive_v of_o the_o lord_n supper_n hence_o the_o reservedness_n and_o unhappy_a secrecy_n or_o most_o people_n in_o not_o acquaint_v their_o spiritual_a guide_n with_o the_o state_n of_o their_o conscience_n when_o it_o needs_o and_o not_o receive_v their_o comfort_n and_o direction_n hence_o the_o not_o send_v for_o the_o elder_n of_o the_o church_n to_o do_v their_o office_n upon_o sick_a person_n and_o the_o seldom_o desire_v their_o absolution_n and_o hence_o even_o in_o too_o many_o of_o the_o clergy_n the_o neglect_n of_o daily_o say_v divine_a office_n as_o they_o be_v command_v and_o observe_v other_o injunction_n peculiar_a to_o they_o i_o may_v say_v that_o it_o fare_v with_o our_o church_n as_o with_o some_o prince_n who_o have_v their_o due_a sovereignty_n deny_v they_o because_o they_o be_v christian_n as_o if_o by_o become_a member_n and_o defender_n of_o the_o church_n they_o be_v become_v subject_a to_o pontifical_a chair_n and_o puritan_n synod_n for_o so_o many_o will_v not_o have_v this_o church_n obey_v because_o it_o be_v reform_v they_o will_v not_o have_v its_o law_n observe_v because_o it_o make_v they_o inferior_a to_o god_n as_o though_o by_o not_o impose_v a_o blind_a superstitious_a and_o over_o severe_a obedience_n as_o rome_n do_v this_o church_n be_v become_v uncapable_a of_o exercise_v any_o authority_n over_o her_o child_n and_o require_v any_o duty_n from_o they_o but_o i_o say_v let_v those_o that_o love_n jesus_n amend_v this_o for_o his_o sake_n for_o the_o church_n be_v his_o spouse_n and_o have_v receive_v her_o power_n from_o he_o let_v they_o yield_v a_o free_a and_o religious_a obedience_n to_o ecclesiastical_a injunction_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o have_v say_v he_o that_o receive_v you_o receive_v i_o it_o be_v doubtless_o our_o duty_n so_o to_o do_v and_o i_o be_o sure_a it_o will_v be_v a_o good_a token_n of_o a_o pious_a heart_n when_o we_o shall_v obey_v they_o in_o the_o lord_n who_o the_o lord_n have_v set_v over_o we_o we_o shall_v make_v it_o appear_v that_o we_o own_o the_o authority_n of_o our_o heavenly_a king_n when_o we_o be_v subject_a to_o those_o his_o officer_n by_o who_o he_o now_o reign_v over_o we_o to_o who_o he_o have_v give_v the_o key_n of_o his_o kingdom_n and_o who_o he_o have_v appoint_v steward_n of_o his_o save_a mystery_n we_o shall_v have_v a_o right_n and_o a_o share_n in_o the_o mysterious_a representation_n of_o of_o the_o great_a expiatory_a sacrifice_n which_o by_o the_o church_n be_v celebrate_v in_o the_o eucharist_n and_o in_o those_o divine_a service_n and_o solemn_a prayer_n which_o the_o church_n offer_v to_o god_n daily_o and_o we_o shall_v receive_v the_o full_a benefit_n of_o be_v member_n of_o the_o church_n and_o hold_v communion_n with_o it_o if_o this_o be_v not_o absolute_o require_v yet_o i_o be_o sure_a it_o will_v be_v a_o very_a acceptable_a freewill_n offer_v if_o we_o do_v it_o devout_o and_o joyful_o because_o we_o love_v jesus_n and_o this_o christian_a obedience_n to_o the_o know_v rational_a and_o pious_a order_n of_o the_o church_n will_v answer_v the_o best_a part_n of_o that_o ancient_a and_o so_o much_o magnify_v self-abnegation_a vow_v by_o the_o coenobite_n when_o they_o give_v up_o themselves_o to_o be_v in_o all_o thing_n rule_v and_o command_v by_o their_o superior_n and_o it_o will_v exercise_v those_o two_o heavenly_a grace_n meekness_n and_o humility_n which_o the_o world_n despise_v but_o all_o true_a christian_n own_o to_o be_v most_o divine_a as_o they_o that_o bring_v rest_n to_o the_o soul_n mat._n 11.29_o and_o make_v we_o most_o conformable_a to_o the_o meek_a and_o humble_a jesus_n solomon_n know_v the_o true_a mother_n by_o her_o love_n to_o the_o child_n and_o the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n may_v be_v know_v by_o his_o love_n and_o duty_n to_o his_o mother_n the_o church_n chap._n xiii_o of_o several_a voluntary_a oblation_n as_o for_o corporal_a austerity_n command_v or_o uncommand_v i_o have_v say_v something_o of_o they_o already_o and_o the_o chief_a use_n and_o design_n of_o they_o be_v to_o mortify_v sensual_a lust_n and_o to_o keep_v under_o the_o body_n that_o the_o spirit_n may_v rule_v and_o be_v obey_v yet_o as_o they_o be_v exercise_n of_o repentance_n mark_n of_o the_o just_a indignation_n we_o conceive_v against_o ourselves_o for_o have_v displease_v god_n as_o they_o may_v effect_v or_o express_v a_o disrelish_v of_o temporal_a pleasure_n a_o longing_n for_o heavenly_a joy_n and_o a_o endeavour_n to_o take_v up_o our_o cross_n and_o follow_v jesus_n they_o may_v be_v the_o matter_n of_o a_o freewill_n offer_v and_o they_o may_v find_v a_o gracious_a reward_n and_o acceptance_n insomuch_o as_o they_o proceed_v from_o a_o sincere_a love_n to_o jesus_n prayer_n also_o thanksgiving_n read_v meditation_n act_n of_o religion_n though_o as_o to_o the_o substance_n they_o be_v the_o discharge_n of_o the_o great_a duty_n god_n require_v of_o we_o the_o worship_n and_o adoration_n of_o his_o divine_a majesty_n yet_o as_o to_o the_o quantity_n they_o may_v become_v free_a oblation_n the_o expression_n of_o a_o great_a love_n he_o that_o with_o devout_a affection_n enlarge_v his_o office_n or_o count_v the_o frequency_n of_o they_o by_o canonical_a hour_n and_o wish_a for_o opportunity_n and_o he_o that_o set_v apart_o large_a portion_n for_o religious_a exercise_n or_o in_o the_o follow_n of_o his_o necessary_a business_n do_v often_o lift_v up_o his_o heart_n and_o thought_n to_o heaven_n and_o heavenly_a thing_n make_v a_o voluntary_a offering_n of_o some_o of_o his_o time_n to_o he_o of_o who_o eternity_n he_o hope_v to_o be_v partaker_n he_o that_o defalk_v some_o hour_n from_o the_o refreshment_n of_o his_o body_n to_o bestow_v they_o upon_o his_o soul_n he_o that_o choose_v a_o mean_a condition_n and_o employment_n that_o have_v few_o avocation_n he_o may_v spend_v more_o time_n upon_o religion_n and_o he_o that_o bear_v with_o some_o wrong_n and_o injury_n that_o be_v free_a from_o the_o distraction_n of_o quarrel_n and_o law_n suit_n he_o may_v be_v the_o better_o dispose_v to_o serve_v god_n have_v buy_v the_o bless_a opportunity_n of_o attend_v jesus_n and_o indear_v himself_o to_o he_o charity_n likewise_o whether_o spiritual_a or_o corporal_a whether_o in_o give_v or_o in_o forgive_n may_v be_v carry_v further_a than_o be_v absolute_o require_v and_o so_o become_v a_o free_a oblation_n he_o that_o take_v great_a pain_n to_o instruct_v
set_v our_o love_n upon_o the_o right_a object_n upon_o god_n not_o upon_o ourselves_o not_o that_o we_o shall_v or_o can_v be_v our_o own_o enemy_n and_o seek_v our_o own_o ruin_n no_o man_n ever_o yet_o hate_v his_o own_o flesh_n say_v s._n paul_n ephes_n 29._o the_o worst_a enemy_n to_o mankind_n be_v kind_a to_o themselves_o and_o we_o may_v as_o soon_o lose_v our_o be_v as_o the_o desire_n of_o our_o well_o be_v but_o we_o must_v understand_v that_o our_o supreme_a happiness_n consist_v in_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o god_n who_o be_v that_o infinite_a increated_a goodness_n that_o can_v alone_o full_o beatify_v we_o god_n be_v infinite_o happy_a and_o have_v the_o possession_n of_o his_o infinite_a perfection_n by_o love_v himself_o and_o we_o also_o become_v happy_a by_o love_v he_o with_o all_o our_o heart_n and_o soul_n it_o be_v so_o in_o the_o state_n of_o innocency_n and_o so_o it_o be_v still_o and_o ever_o shall_v be_v and_o angel_n and_o man_n become_v miserable_a only_o by_o depart_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v then_o as_o it_o be_v now_o to_o be_v express_v by_o obedience_n so_o that_o when_o man_n prefer_v any_o thing_n to_o god_n he_o not_o only_o depart_v from_o his_o duty_n but_o also_o from_o his_o sovereign_a bliss_n in_o the_o time_n of_o man_n integrity_n god_n be_v to_o be_v regard_v and_o love_v first_o and_o most_o of_o all_o so_o it_o must_v be_v still_o the_o difference_n be_v that_o then_o man_n do_v it_o natural_o and_o now_o by_o a_o supernatural_a assistance_n he_o do_v it_o then_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o his_o original_a righteousness_n and_o now_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o gospel_n he_o do_v it_o then_o without_o reluctancy_n now_o he_o have_v sinful_a appetite_n and_o passion_n which_o he_o must_v deny_v and_o mortify_v before_o he_o can_v do_v it_o therefore_o our_o bless_a saviour_n require_v it_o at_o the_o very_a entrance_n of_o his_o school_n as_o a_o necessary_a qualification_n to_o all_o that_o will_v be_v his_o disciple_n that_o they_o shall_v deny_v themselves_o and_o hate_v all_o thing_n in_o comparison_n of_o he_o if_o any_o man_n will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o and_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v i_o and_o again_o if_o any_o man_n come_v to_o i_o and_o hate_v not_o his_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o brother_n and_o sister_n and_o his_o own_o life_n also_o he_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n luk._n 9.23.14.26_o that_o be_v he_o that_o will_v own_o jesus_n and_o be_v own_v by_o he_o must_v in_o all_o thing_n give_v he_o the_o preeminence_n must_v relinquish_v his_o natural_a desire_n deny_v his_o own_o will_n that_o he_o may_v yield_v a_o humble_a obedience_n to_o god_n he_o must_v forsake_v all_o thing_n that_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o he_o and_o even_o part_n with_o his_o dear_a relation_n and_o his_o own_o life_n as_o though_o he_o hate_v they_o rather_o than_o commit_v what_o god_n have_v forbid_v or_o disclaim_v what_o he_o will_v have_v we_o profess_v this_o self-abnegation_a bono_fw-mi ille_fw-la satis_fw-la se_fw-la diligit_fw-la qui_fw-la sedulo_fw-la agit_fw-fr ut_fw-la summo_fw-la fruatur_fw-la bono_fw-mi this_o daily_a self_n crucifixion_n be_v no_o act_n of_o self-hatred_n as_o the_o world_n may_v think_v but_o the_o great_a kindness_n we_o can_v show_v to_o ourselves_o or_o other_o for_o it_o be_v the_o only_a way_n whereby_o to_o make_v our_o life_n comfortable_a here_o and_o eternal_o happy_a in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v and_o in_o many_o case_n more_o hard_a and_o less_o advantageous_a we_o practise_v self-denial_n of_o our_o free_a choice_n as_o he_o therefore_o that_o cut_v off_o one_o of_o his_o limb_n hate_v not_o himself_o but_o seek_v the_o preservation_n of_o his_o body_n and_o he_o that_o cast_v his_o good_n overboard_o hate_v they_o not_o but_o prefer_v his_o safety_n to_o they_o so_o in_o this_o case_n he_o that_o part_v with_o his_o earthly_a enjoyment_n hate_v they_o not_o but_o prefer_v heaven_n to_o this_o earth_n he_o that_o lose_v this_o present_a life_n hate_v it_o not_o but_o love_v eternal_a life_n beyond_o it_o and_o he_o that_o forsake_v his_o friend_n or_o parent_n to_o follow_v his_o saviour_n in_o the_o discharge_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n hate_v they_o not_o but_o seek_v to_o win_v they_o to_o their_o happiness_n by_o prefer_v his_o god_n and_o his_o salvation_n to_o their_o unjust_a desire_n in_o this_o case_n the_o promise_n be_v verify_v that_o he_o that_o part_v with_o any_o thing_n for_o christ_n sake_n receive_v a_o hundred_o fold_n in_o compensation_n and_o he_o that_o lose_v his_o life_n certain_o find_v it_o therefore_o hate_v our_o kindred_n and_o our_o own_o life_n be_v otherwise_o express_v in_o s._n matthew_n he_o that_o love_v father_n or_o mother_n more_o than_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o i_o etc._n etc._n mat._n 10.37_o as_o much_o as_o to_o say_v that_o it_o be_v only_o require_v that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v predominant_a that_o jesus_n shall_v be_v dear_a to_o we_o than_o all_o person_n whatever_o and_o that_o in_o the_o first_o place_n we_o shall_v love_v god_n with_o all_o our_o mind_n with_o all_o our_o strength_n and_o with_o all_o our_o soul_n for_o then_o afterward_o the_o love_n of_o ourselves_o aug._n recte_fw-la novit_fw-la vivere_fw-la qui_fw-la recte_fw-la novit_fw-la amare_fw-la aug._n and_o other_o be_v subordinate_a will_v become_v regular_a and_o innocent_a chap._n xix_o how_o great_a a_o virtue_n be_v divine_a charity_n or_o the_o love_n of_o god_n now_o as_o all_o sin_n and_o misery_n proceed_v from_o a_o misplace_a love_n so_o all_o virtue_n and_o felicity_n be_v the_o product_n of_o love_n well_o guide_v and_o place_v on_o the_o right_a object_n this_o be_v as_o beneficial_a and_o advantageous_a as_o the_o other_o be_v pernicious_a that_o be_v charit_n sicut_fw-la radix_fw-la omnium_fw-la malerum_fw-la est_fw-la cupiditas_fw-la ita_fw-la radix_fw-la omium_fw-la bonorum_fw-la est_fw-la charitas_fw-la serm._n de_fw-fr charit_n as_o s._n augustine_n say_v that_o as_o self-love_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o evil_a so_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o good_a the_o stock_n whence_o all_o virtue_n do_v grow_v the_o excellency_n of_o divine_a love_n be_v so_o great_a so_o transcendent_a 13._o sine_fw-la charitate_fw-la fides_fw-la potest_fw-la esse_fw-la sed_fw-la non_fw-la prodesse_fw-la aug._n 1_o cor._n 13._o that_o it_o alone_o be_v accept_v on_o its_o own_o account_n and_o all_o other_o thing_n for_o its_o sake_n a_o faith_n strong_a enough_o to_o work_v miracle_n alm_n the_o most_o expensive_a and_o even_o the_o flame_n of_o martyrdom_n profit_n nothing_o without_o love_n as_o s._n paul_n teach_v love_v it_o be_v that_o make_v all_o good_a work_v meritorious_a in_o the_o best_a sense_n love_v it_o be_v that_o give_v a_o value_n to_o all_o other_o virtue_n or_o rather_o it_o be_v love_n that_o produce_v all_o good_a work_n and_o virtue_n as_o they_o be_v so_o indeed_o love_n be_v the_o discharge_n of_o our_o whole_a duty_n the_o fulfil_n of_o the_o law_n say_v s._n paul_n rom._n 13.10_o love_n be_v that_o grace_n which_o renew_v and_o sanctify_v our_o nature_n and_o abide_v for_o ever_o it_o be_v the_o great_a the_o most_o excellent_a gift_n of_o god_n it_o be_v even_o the_o divine_a spirit_n dantur_fw-la vnitas_fw-la spiritus_fw-la continet_fw-la omne_fw-la serm._n pont._n donum_fw-la est_fw-la spiritus_fw-la san_n tus_fw-la in_o quo_fw-la nobis_fw-la omne_fw-la bona_fw-la dantur_fw-la who_o unite_v all_o thing_n within_o the_o bond_n of_o love_n and_o unity_n say_v s._n aug._n and_o with_o who_o all_o good_a thing_n be_v ever_o give_v divine_n teach_v that_o the_o holy_a ghost_n proceed_v from_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n by_o way_n of_o love_n wherefore_o he_o be_v call_v nexus_fw-la amoris_fw-la quo_fw-la conjungitur_fw-la pater_fw-la cum_fw-la filio_fw-la &_o filius_fw-la cum_fw-la patre_fw-la that_o be_v in_o the_o language_n of_o the_o church_n that_o in_o the_o unity_n of_o the_o same_o spirit_n 15._o charitas_fw-la qua_fw-la pater_fw-la diligit_fw-la filium_fw-la &_o filius_fw-la pa_n rem_fw-la quae_fw-la est_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sanctus_n ineffabilem_fw-la communionem_fw-la amborum_fw-la demonstrat_fw-la de_fw-fr trin._n l._n 15._o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n live_v and_o reign_v evermore_o or_o as_o s._n augustine_n express_v it_o the_o love_n wherewith_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n love_v mutual_o be_v the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o represent_v best_a the_o mystery_n of_o their_o incomprehensible_a union_n now_o that_o divine_a spirit_n which_o be_v the_o eternal_a love_n of_o god_n to_o himself_o be_v give_v to_o we_o in_o the_o grace_n of_o love_n or_o charity_n which_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o whereby_o we_o be_v all_o join_v together_o into_o one_o body_n and_o all_o
unite_a to_o god_n therefore_o in_o our_o hold_a communion_n with_o the_o church_n we_o be_v command_v to_o keep_v the_o unity_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o bond_n of_o peace_n ephes_n 4.3_o and_o we_o be_v teach_v that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v shed_v abroad_o in_o our_o heart_n by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o be_v give_v to_o we_o rom_n 5.5_o and_o that_o the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o the_o fellowship_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v all_o one_o 2_o cor._n 13.14_o so_o that_o to_o come_v to_o the_o high_a pitch_n and_o finish_v the_o elogium_fw-la of_o love_n we_o we_o may_v say_v with_o s._n john_n that_o god_n be_v love_n and_o then_o we_o have_v say_v all_o god_n be_v love_n and_o he_o that_o dwell_v in_o love_n dwell_v in_o god_n and_o god_n in_o he_o 1_o joh._n 4.16_o that_o be_v god_n be_v a_o abyss_n of_o love_n and_o goodness_n by_o love_n he_o give_v himself_o to_o we_o and_o by_o love_n we_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o he_o and_o be_v transform_v into_o he_o wonder_v not_o therefore_o if_o the_o effect_n of_o love_n be_v so_o glorious_a and_o wonderful_a johan_n deus_fw-la charitas_fw-la est_fw-la brevis_fw-la laus_fw-la sed_fw-la magna_fw-la laus_fw-la brevis_fw-la in_o ser_z none_n &_o magna_fw-la in_o intellectu_fw-la etc._n etc._n aug._n tract_n 9_o in_o ep._n johan_n when_o it_o proceed_v immediate_o from_o god_n and_o be_v the_o communication_n of_o himself_o to_o we_o when_o it_o be_v the_o grace_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o most_o precious_a gift_n of_o the_o divine_a spirit_n when_o it_o be_v the_o sanctification_n of_o our_o nature_n and_o the_o better_n and_o perfect_v of_o the_o noble_a of_o humane_a affection_n natural_a love_n that_o powerful_a passion_n whereby_o all_o thing_n and_o all_o man_n be_v govern_v chap._n xx._n that_o love_n always_o pursue_v what_o it_o think_v good_a and_o be_v never_o satisfy_v till_o it_o have_v obtain_v it_o though_o the_o property_n of_o love_n in_o general_n be_v better_a know_v by_o experience_n than_o they_o can_v be_v by_o discourse_n basil_n ineffabilem_fw-la prorsus_fw-la ego_fw-la sentio_fw-la amorem_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o qui_fw-la sentiri_fw-la magis_fw-la quam_fw-la dici_fw-la posset_n basil_n yet_o it_o may_v serve_v to_o good_a purpose_n to_o say_v something_o of_o they_o the_o first_o whereof_o be_v that_o love_v always_o embrace_v what_o be_v good_a either_o in_o truth_n or_o appearance_n for_o man_n inclination_n be_v still_o the_o same_o as_o they_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o innocence_n though_o much_o deprave_a we_o still_o pursue_v after_o what_o we_o think_v will_v make_v we_o happy_a only_o we_o mistake_v like_o the_o bramble_n in_o the_o fable_n which_o have_v lose_v a_o rich_a freight_n of_o the_o fine_a silk_n and_o now_o take_v hold_v of_o the_o coarse_a stuff_n to_o recover_v its_o loss_n so_o have_v all_o man_n a_o secret_a sense_n that_o they_o be_v fall_v from_o a_o state_n of_o felicity_n and_o have_v lose_v a_o jewel_n of_o infinite_a value_n which_o still_o they_o esteem_v and_o love_n though_o they_o know_v it_o not_o and_o therefore_o now_o to_o recover_v the_o eminency_n of_o their_o first_o station_n they_o be_v climb_v upon_o every_o molehill_n petty_a mountain_n of_o ambition_n to_o recover_v their_o lose_a jewel_n they_o pick_v up_o every_o pebble_n stone_n where_o they_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o beauty_n where_o they_o relish_v any_o thing_n of_o goodness_n there_o they_o set_v their_o love_n and_o affection_n as_o if_o that_o be_v the_o summum_fw-la bonum_fw-la which_o be_v but_o a_o imperfect_a shadow_n of_o it_o so_o that_o we_o be_v like_o a_o infortunate_a lover_n who_o be_v seize_v by_o a_o frenzy_n forget_v and_o forsake_v his_o mistress_n and_o dote_v on_o her_o picture_n we_o neglect_v god_n and_o fall_v in_o love_n with_o those_o thing_n that_o have_v the_o least_o impress_n of_o his_o perfection_n and_o then_o like_o idolater_n we_o pay_v that_o worship_n to_o the_o work_n which_o be_v due_a to_o the_o maker_n only_o therefore_o ought_v we_o to_o take_v great_a heed_n that_o we_o be_v not_o take_v with_o every_o seem_a beauty_n or_o goodness_n but_o that_o we_o examine_v whether_o that_o be_v the_o thing_n which_o will_v make_v we_o entire_o happy_a and_o beyond_o which_o we_o shall_v wish_v for_o nothing_o for_o if_o it_o be_v not_o we_o must_v pass_v it_o by_o and_o seek_v further_o and_o never_o rest_n nor_o set_v our_o heart_n on_o any_o thing_n till_o we_o have_v find_v that_o true_a and_o perfect_a good_a most_o obvious_a and_o easy_a to_o be_v find_v which_o be_v love_v will_v be_v certain_o possess_v and_o be_v possess_v will_v make_v we_o perfect_o happy_a and_o that_o be_v god_n alone_o it_o be_v the_o meditation_n of_o s._n augustine_n thou_o may_v seek_v after_o honour_n and_o not_o obtain_v they_o thou_o may_v labour_v for_o riches_n and_o remain_v poor_a thou_o may_v dote_v on_o pleasure_n johan_n amaturus_fw-la &_o honorem_fw-la &_o forte_fw-fr non_fw-la perventurus_fw-la quis_fw-la i_o amavit_fw-la &_o non_fw-la ad_fw-la i_o pervenit_fw-la quisquis_fw-la i_o quaerit_fw-la cum_fw-la ipso_fw-la sum_fw-la etc._n etc._n tract_n 10._o in_o ep._n johan_n and_o have_v many_o sorrow_n but_o our_o god_n the_o supreme_a goodness_n say_v who_o ever_o seek_v i_o and_o find_v i_o not_o who_o ever_o desire_v i_o and_o obtain_v i_o not_o who_o ever_o love_v i_o and_o miss_v of_o i_o i_o be_o with_o he_o that_o seek_v for_o i_o he_o have_v i_o already_o that_o wish_v for_o i_o and_o he_o that_o love_v i_o be_v sure_a of_o i_o the_o way_n to_o come_v to_o i_o be_v neither_o long_a nor_o difficult_a love_n make_v i_o present_a to_o every_o lover_n a_o second_o property_n of_o love_n be_v that_o it_o never_o rest_v and_o be_v never_o satisfy_v until_o it_o be_v possess_v of_o the_o belove_a object_n this_o make_v abuse_v worldling_n so_o busy_a so_o perpetual_o restless_a and_o active_a about_o the_o purchase_n of_o their_o belove_a vanity_n and_o this_o make_v devout_a christian_n like_o s._n paul_n phil._n 3._o never_o to_o count_v themselves_o to_o have_v apprehend_v but_o forget_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v behind_o and_o reach_v forth_o to_o those_o that_o be_v before_o to_o press_v forward_o towards_o the_o mark_n the_o price_n of_o their_o high_a call_n the_o object_n of_o their_o love_n and_o most_o passionate_a desire_n this_o restlessness_n and_o activity_n of_o love_n find_v work_n enough_o for_o the_o father_n of_o the_o desert_n who_o indefatigable_a pain_n to_o mortify_v their_o sinful_a appetite_n who_o unwearied_a diligence_n to_o serve_v god_n who_o swift_a and_o violent_a motion_n heaven-ward_n be_v the_o object_n of_o our_o wonder_n and_o upbraid_v our_o sloth_n and_o negligence_n they_o be_v almost_o whole_o free_v from_o the_o necessity_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v the_o endless_a task_n and_o work_v of_o other_o man_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v always_o employ_v they_o have_v almost_o nothing_o to_o do_v and_o yet_o be_v never_o idle_a the_o love_n of_o eternity_n the_o love_n of_o jesus_n keep_v they_o in_o action_n they_o dwell_v in_o peace_n and_o yet_o be_v never_o at_o rest_n our_o heart_n which_o be_v the_o seat_n of_o love_n can_v never_o be_v quiet_a till_o it_o return_v within_o god_n embrace_n till_o it_o be_v possess_v of_o that_o infinite_a good_a which_o all_o man_n love_v though_o but_o a_o few_o know_v it_o see_v the_o several_a plot_n and_o undertake_n of_o man_n in_o the_o world_n it_o be_v love_n set_v they_o at_o work_n it_o be_v to_o obtain_v what_o their_o blind_a affection_n run_v after_o that_o they_o be_v so_o assiduous_a and_o so_o laborious_a see_v the_o prayer_n and_o pious_a exercise_n the_o self-denial_n and_o mortification_n the_o manifold_a act_n of_o charity_n and_o the_o great_a patience_n of_o christian_n in_o the_o church_n it_o be_v love_n also_o have_v set_v they_o their_o task_n and_o make_v they_o so_o diligent_a so_o watchful_a till_o they_o have_v fulfil_v it_o we_o sometime_o wipe_v the_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n and_o our_o sorrow_n admit_v of_o joyful_a interval_n our_o anger_n do_v not_o last_v always_o and_o sometime_o hatred_n be_v asleep_a but_o love_n like_o the_o heart_n wherein_o it_o dwell_v can_v never_o cease_v to_o act_v and_o move_v till_o it_o cease_v to_o be_v aug._n habet_fw-la omnis_fw-la amor_fw-la vim_o svam_fw-la nec_fw-la potest_fw-la vacare_fw-la amor_fw-la in_o anima_fw-la amantis_fw-la aug._n where_o ever_o love_n be_v it_o show_v its_o life_n and_o power_n and_o be_v always_o do_v chap._n xxi_o that_o love_n be_v strong_a and_o effective_a and_o sweeten_v all_o labour_n in_o the_o three_o place_n as_o love_n be_v active_a so_o it_o be_v effective_a it_o do_v not_o spend_v itself_o in_o useless_a