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i_o fail_v from_o the_o covenant_n through_o unbelief_n and_o a_o languish_a view_n of_o my_o own_o infirmity_n because_o he_o be_v my_o strength_n to_o labour_n author_n and_o finisher_n of_o my_o faith_n who_o give_v himself_o to_o sanctify_v i_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o regeneration_n in_o the_o application_n of_o his_o word_n to_o i_o for_o quicken_a that_o so_o christ_n may_v be_v all_o in_o all_o to_o fulfil_v the_o engagement_n of_o god_n to_o i_o and_o my_o engagement_n in_o his_o name_n to_o god_n and_o see_v that_o breach_n be_v like_a to_o fall_v out_o often_o on_o my_o part_n that_o he_o will_v still_o stand_v in_o the_o gap_n that_o those_o breach_n may_v not_o obstruct_v the_o good_a will_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n from_o i_o nor_o harden_v my_o heart_n from_o he_o that_o so_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o covenant_n on_o god_n part_n in_o christ_n towards_o i_o and_o on_o christ_n part_n for_o i_o towards_o god_n may_v remain_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o faith_n inviolable_a 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strength_n to_o adhere_v unto_o guard_v my_o heart_n guard_v my_o pen_n guard_v my_o voice_n and_o word_n o_o thou_o who_o lead_v the_o blind_a to_o thyself_o by_o a_o way_n which_o nature_n know_v not_o but_o thou_o know_v thy_o own_o way_n and_o know_v how_o to_o lead_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o word_n of_o my_o pen_n and_o my_o mouth_n that_o my_o lip_n may_v utter_v nothing_o rash_o before_o thou_o thou_o have_v make_v a_o covenant_n of_o grace_n and_o often_o repeat_v the_o term_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o have_v say_v i_o shall_v say_v the_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n hos_n 2._o 23._o and_o have_v record_v the_o mutual_a avouch_v between_o thou_o and_o thy_o people_n deut._n 26._o 17_o 18._o in_o express_a word_n yea_o stranger_n be_v invite_v to_o serve_v thou_o to_o love_v thy_o name_n to_o be_v thy_o servant_n and_o to_o lay_v hold_n on_o thy_o covenant_n isa_n 56._o 6._o to_o join_v themselves_o to_o thou_o and_o to_o observe_v thy_o sabbath_n and_o ordinance_n 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christ_n in_o be_v mediator_n take_v our_o nature_n viz._n that_o humane_a nature_n that_o be_v in_o every_o person_n of_o mankind_n into_o immediate_a union_n with_o the_o godhead_n dwell_v in_o his_o person_n so_o this_o jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o man_n in_o the_o relation_n he_o bear_v to_o the_o father_n and_o spirit_n and_o they_o to_o he_o in_o their_o mutual_a concurrence_n in_o this_o great_a work_n of_o his_o mediation_n with_o he_o have_v seal_v and_o anoint_v he_o thereto_o that_o he_o may_v complete_o effect_v it_o he_o be_v the_o true_a immediate_a object_n of_o a_o believer_n eye_n and_o he_o who_o renounce_v all_o other_o name_n and_o help_n fly_v thither_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o he_o act._n 4._o 12._o he_o that_o see_v the_o son_n and_o believe_v on_o he_o shall_v have_v everlasting_a life_n his_o appear_v in_o the_o promise_n do_v make_v they_o a_o convoy_n to_o bring_v the_o soul_n to_o he_o which_o will_v otherwise_o be_v no_o better_a guide_n than_o the_o light_n to_o a_o blind_a man._n his_o presence_n in_o duty_n make_v they_o the_o way_n and_o door_n of_o approach_n which_o will_v otherwise_o be_v no_o better_a guide_n by_o single_a gaze_v on_o and_o use_v of_o they_o than_o a_o lantern_n in_o a_o man_n hand_n can_v be_v a_o guide_n by_o gaze_v on_o it_o and_o lead_v himself_o round_o about_o in_o a_o circle_n by_o the_o light_n thereof_o not_o mind_v the_o way_n or_o the_o door_n to_o find_v which_o that_o light_n be_v appoint_v and_o intend_v the_o grace_n of_o his_o spirit_n be_v the_o beam_n of_o that_o excellency_n that_o be_v in_o his_o person_n and_o the_o stream_n which_o flow_v from_o the_o fountain_n which_o be_v subject_a to_o
intermission_n and_o stoppage_n without_o the_o constant_a supply_n which_o they_o receive_v from_o the_o sun_n and_o the_o fountain_n and_o therefore_o a_o biliever_n eye_n and_o aim_n must_v be_v tend_v to_o a_o immediate_a pitch_v on_o and_o close_v with_o himself_o as_o the_o proper_a course_n and_o sure_a way_n and_o only_o orderly_a mean_n to_o find_v rest_n and_o safety_n to_o the_o soul_n the_o next_o thing_n to_o be_v consider_v be_v to_o inquire_v how_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n mark._n the_o aim_n of_o faith_n eye_n desirous_a to_o attain_v its_o mark._n be_v to_o be_v level_v at_o and_o exercise_v upon_o this_o perfect_a and_o glorious_a object_n so_o as_o to_o change_v the_o soul_n from_o bear_v the_o burden_n of_o its_o own_o guilt_n and_o to_o get_v power_n against_o the_o defile_n nature_n and_o power_n of_o sin_n and_o so_o to_o carry_v on_o the_o change_n from_o glory_n to_o glory_n after_o the_o image_n of_o jesus_n christ_n by_o the_o virtue_n of_o his_o spirit_n 2_o cor._n 3._o 18._o the_o dispensation_n of_o the_o gospel_n be_v the_o glass_n the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n there_o appear_v be_v that_o which_o faith_n fix_v and_o feed_v upon_o it_o pass_v through_o the_o glass_n and_o seize_v upon_o jesus_n christ_n represent_v therein_o and_o there_o stay_v till_o it_o have_v enamour_v the_o soul_n into_o the_o same_o likeness_n the_o glory_n of_o christ_n beget_v a_o image_n of_o glory_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o believer_n of_o the_o same_o nature_n with_o its_o self_n indeed_o there_o be_v a_o transient_a close_n with_o the_o promise_n as_o with_o a_o neighbour_n who_o can_v tell_v where_o the_o soul_n friend_n dwell_v and_o so_o do_v the_o ordinance_n and_o so_o far_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o father_n lodge_v in_o they_o for_o the_o help_n of_o the_o diligent_a seeker_n to_o draw_v he_o to_o christ_n the_o first_o motion_n also_o of_o that_o diligent_a seek_n proceed_v from_o the_o father_n who_o work_v with_o the_o son_n by_o the_o spirit_n to_o draw_v the_o soul_n in_o true_a method_n to_o the_o person_n of_o the_o son_n as_o mediator_n in_o who_o the_o father_n son_n and_o spirit_n give_v the_o soul_n a_o satisfactory_a meeting_n joh._n 5._o 17._o c._n 6._o 44_o 45._o and_o c._n 14._o 23._o but_o the_o knot_n of_o union_n by_o which_o the_o soul_n partake_v of_o the_o life_n and_o glory_n of_o god_n be_v not_o perfect_o knit_v till_o the_o soul_n actual_o enter_v into_o the_o fellowship_n of_o christ_n the_o mediator_n 1_o cor._n 1._o 9_o and_o for_o this_o very_a end_n serve_v the_o preach_n of_o the_o gospel_n in_o the_o dispensation_n of_o it_o col._n 1._o 28._o the_o soul_n be_v thus_o usher_v in_o treat_v with_o and_z fixeth_z on_o christ_n absolute_o and_o immediate_o and_o lay_v hold_v on_o his_o personal_a worth_n only_o as_o the_o foundation_n of_o its_o hope_n and_o help_v the_o soul_n have_v gain_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o beauty_n in_o christ_n eye_n when_o once_o it_o be_v bring_v by_o his_o spirit_n to_o leave_v its_o own_o idol_n and_o forsake_v its_o own_o country_n and_o to_o trust_v single_o under_o the_o shadow_n of_o his_o wing_n there_o blessedness_n begin_v as_o boaz_n say_v to_o ruth_n ruth_n 2._o 12._o and_o here_o the_o soul_n close_v with_o the_o all-sufficiency_n of_o the_o mediator_n ponder_v the_o large_a extent_n thereof_o and_o whereas_o the_o soul_n be_v usual_o more_o trouble_v with_o the_o aggravation_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o circumstance_n thereof_o than_o about_o the_o sin_n itself_o and_o about_o its_o insincerity_n and_o want_n of_o feel_a remorse_n and_o sufficient_a detestation_n against_o sin_n in_o its_o repentance_n and_o much_o molest_v with_o the_o stain_n that_o gild_n leave_v on_o the_o conscience_n and_o find_v that_o neither_o remove_n of_o gild_n nor_o power_n of_o cleanse_v nor_o freedom_n from_o its_o just_a accusation_n can_v be_v get_v from_o the_o consultation_n of_o a_o â—ounded_a spirit_n it_o fall_v naked_o on_o the_o all-sufficiency_n of_o the_o mediator_n and_o there_o it_o behold_v he_o as_o one_o able_a to_o take_v away_o all_o sin_n in_o their_o whole_a extent_n his_o body_n be_v give_v he_o for_o that_o end_n and_o although_o his_o own_o body_n be_v pure_a yet_o it_o be_v in_o the_o likeness_n of_o the_o flesh_n of_o sin_n or_o sinful_a flesh_n and_o depravation_n of_o nature_n receive_v from_o adam_n that_o as_o far_o as_o any_o motion_n of_o sin_n or_o capacity_n of_o sin_v be_v find_v in_o mankind_n he_o do_v bear_v the_o likeness_n of_o that_o state_n and_o so_o be_v call_v the_o second_o adam_n not_o only_o as_o one_o represent_v the_o elect_a seed_n of_o grace_n but_o also_o as_o be_v the_o superadequate_a antidote_n to_o conquer_v and_o remove_v all_o poison_n that_o enter_v upon_o mankind_n by_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o first_o adam_n the_o nature_n of_o the_o second_o adam_n be_v make_v as_o perfect_o holy_a as_o the_o first_o be_v defile_v by_o sin_n and_o become_v perfect_o sinful_a as_o appear_v in_o rom._n 5._o and_o in_o regard_n the_o strength_n and_o slay_a power_n of_o sin_n lie_v in_o the_o law_n his_o humane_a nature_n be_v make_v under_o the_o law_n subject_v to_o the_o whole_a law_n as_o far_o as_o it_o have_v to_o do_v with_o sinful_a man_n for_o this_o end_n that_o he_o may_v redeem_v they_o who_o be_v under_o the_o law_n from_o be_v under_o any_o condemn_a or_o accuse_v sentence_n or_o sting_v of_o punishment_n from_o thence_o which_o he_o bring_v about_o by_o obey_v it_o &_o satisfy_v for_o the_o breach_n thereof_o make_v by_o sinful_a man._n sin_n be_v therefore_o sin_n because_o it_o be_v against_o the_o law_n he_o therefore_o be_v make_v under_o the_o law_n and_o that_o to_o fulfil_v its_o command_n and_o bear_v its_o doom_n though_o sin_n be_v finite_a in_o the_o transgressor_n yet_o it_o be_v infinite_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o object_n the_o infinite_a god_n but_o the_o obedience_n and_o suffer_v of_o christ_n be_v of_o a_o infinite_a extent_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o person_n because_o it_o be_v the_o act_n of_o god-man_n and_o in_o the_o virtue_n also_o because_o it_o be_v a_o contrive_a remedy_n in_o the_o council_n of_o god_n love_n to_o outstretch_v the_o injury_n that_o be_v do_v to_o the_o infinite_a divine_a majesty_n by_o finite_a man._n hence_o it_o be_v that_o this_o remedy_n carry_v with_o it_o the_o term_n of_o abound_v grace_n rom._n 5._o 17_o 20._o and_o unsearchable_a riches_n ephes_n 3._o 8._o the_o all-sufficiency_n lie_v also_o in_o this_o that_o it_o be_v a_o free_a gift_n consider_v that_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n love_n be_v infinite_a as_o his_o nature_n be_v the_o thought_n of_o which_o do_v by_o faith_n bring_v in_o a_o foundation_n for_o infinite_a justification_n and_o righteousness_n and_o make_v way_n to_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o purchase_a possession_n that_o lie_v in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o same_o redeemer_n the_o infiniteness_n of_o his_o goodness_n and_o drift_n in_o this_o design_n which_o can_v never_o suffer_v disappointment_n the_o infiniteness_n of_o his_o wisdom_n that_o can_v never_o mistake_v the_o infiniteness_n of_o his_o love_n that_o can_v never_o cease_v nor_o power_n fail_v and_o since_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o salvation_n of_o god_n be_v infinite_a it_o be_v bring_v down_o into_o the_o person_n of_o god-man_n and_o from_o he_o into_o the_o ordinance_n and_o so_o by_o the_o spirit_n into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n retain_v still_o its_o infinite_a nature_n in_o jesus_n christ_n the_o infinite_a god_n be_v make_v flesh_n in_o the_o ordinance_n he_o speak_v by_o man_n voice_n in_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o heart_n he_o dwell_v carry_v the_o soul_n by_o the_o operation_n of_o his_o spirit_n to_o look_v upon_o he_o and_o hear_v his_o voice_n in_o the_o step_n of_o his_o condescension_n to_o the_o true_a enjoyment_n of_o himself_o it_o be_v comfortable_a to_o have_v the_o testimony_n method_n faith_n take_v a_o right_a method_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n prov._n 15._o 15._o and_o power_n over_o corruption_n and_o soul-disquiet_n thereby_o but_o i_o must_v not_o begin_v there_o god_n begin_v my_o righteousness_n and_o freedom_n in_o himself_o and_o bring_v it_o forth_o in_o the_o person_n of_o jesus_n christ_n i_o must_v begin_v it_o there_o also_o and_o as_o it_o be_v perfect_v in_o he_o i_o must_v perfect_o suck_v it_o thence_o continue_v perpetual_o at_o that_o breast_n heb._n 10._o 14._o never_a expect_v to_o have_v it_o mend_v by_o any_o thing_n i_o can_v do_v though_o it_o be_v the_o obey_n of_o the_o whole_a law_n gal._n 2._o 16._o for_o my_o obedience_n be_v but_o the_o obedience_n of_o a_o stain_a nature_n that_o have_v already_o break_v that_o righteous_a law_n when_o gild_n defilement_n and_o weakness_n of_o a_o foolish_a
of_o my_o own_o righteousness_n rom._n 6._o 14._o tit._n 3._o 5._o but_o i_o be_o under_o the_o law_n of_o my_o own_o lord_n which_o be_v to_o receive_v he_o and_o own_o his_o righteousness_n as_o my_o own_o for_o he_o be_v the_o lord_n my_o righteousness_n when_o i_o believe_v than_o i_o obey_v for_o i_o be_o command_v to_o believe_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o god_n when_o i_o cast_v myself_o on_o he_o that_o fulfil_v the_o whole_a law_n than_o i_o fulfil_v the_o whole_a law_n when_o i_o cast_v myself_o on_o his_o righteousness_n i_o be_o in_o god_n sight_n as_o white_a as_o snow_n my_o sin_n in_o this_o new_a state_n be_v rather_o account_v my_o disease_n than_o my_o fault_n for_o if_o i_o be_o not_o my_o own_o my_o sin_n be_v not_o my_o own_o but_o account_v he_o who_o love_v i_o and_o wash_v i_o in_o his_o blood_n this_o obedience_n of_o faith_n have_v the_o sight_n of_o christ_n fullness_n and_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n to_o lean_v upon_o and_o so_o it_o take_v its_o journey_n from_o flesh_n to_o spirit_n from_o weakness_n to_o strength_n in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o from_o this_o obedience_n in_o believe_v which_o be_v the_o high_a and_o mysterious_a obedience_n proceed_v all_o manner_n of_o holiness_n as_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o which_o receive_v their_o sap_n from_o this_o root_n this_o root_n make_v they_o to_o be_v live_v obedience_n as_o branch_n from_o the_o same_o root_n child_n of_o the_o same_o parent_n the_o first_o subjection_n be_v to_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n person_n to_o submit_v all_o fear_n and_o gild_n to_o the_o fullness_n of_o pardon_n and_o life_n that_o be_v in_o he_o as_o the_o storehouse_n and_o there_o to_o enjoy_v it_o in_o the_o enjoy_n of_o he_o and_o then_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o life_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n the_o soul_n with_o freedom_n act_v forth_o answerable_o in_o some_o measure_n to_o such_o a_o renew_a state_n from_o whence_o all_o action_n of_o holiness_n be_v call_v the_o fruit_n of_o faith_n and_o fruit_n of_o righteousness_n phil._n 1._o 11._o 2_o cor._n 9_o 10._o col._n 1._o 6._o 2_o pet._n 1._o 4_o 5_o 6_o 7_o 8._o after_o my_o return_n from_o deliver_v one_o of_o faith_n dark_a day_n and_o yet_o deliver_v i_o find_v sore_a breach_n make_v upon_o my_o soul_n my_o inward_a man_n have_v suffer_v loss_n while_o i_o travel_v up_o and_o down_o my_o soul_n be_v violent_o shake_v the_o band_n of_o the_o wicked_a one_o conspire_v with_o my_o wicked_a heart_n and_o carry_v away_o my_o treacherous_a soul_n so_o that_o my_o glory_n be_v captivate_v into_o the_o enemy_n hand_n a_o wind_n from_o the_o wilderness_n lay_v i_o in_o confusion_n the_o tempest_n prevail_v and_o i_o suffer_v shipwreck_n all_o my_o own_o feeble_a endeavour_n and_o former_a meditation_n give_v way_n and_o the_o rage_a sea_n of_o filthy_a and_o foolish_a thought_n do_v beat_v sore_o upon_o i_o my_o ship_n of_o former_a resolution_n of_o heart_n and_o my_o poor_a discovery_n of_o the_o salvation_n of_o god_n be_v bulge_v and_o ready_a to_o sink_v yet_o my_o heart_n yern_v after_o the_o lord_n my_o rock_n i_o cry_v secret_o though_o confuse_o to_o my_o god_n and_o he_o yet_o reserve_v a_o plank_n for_o my_o almost_o drown_a soul_n to_o swim_v to_o the_o shoar_n he_o have_v not_o utter_o remove_v mercy_n from_o i_o he_o have_v be_v yet_o preach_v his_o own_o free_a grace_n to_o my_o soul_n through_o a_o voice_n of_o thunder_n and_o lightning_n let_v i_o yet_o hear_v thy_o voice_n o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o man_n let_v i_o yet_o gather_v up_o advantage_n through_o my_o loss_n help_v i_o yet_o to_o receive_v recover_v and_o establish_v virtue_n from_o my_o strong_a hold._n while_o my_o thought_n be_v thus_o work_v i_o endeavour_v to_o get_v once_o more_o into_o the_o sanctuary_n of_o god_n and_o there_o i_o find_v that_o although_o i_o carry_v about_o a_o hell_n within_o i_o yet_o that_o hell_n can_v devour_v the_o infinite_a covenant_n 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