drink In all the tears he shed Thus water washt and burning blood did cleanse In one baptism so for to dispense Water and blood distinguish we may so In two though one and so there be no moe Baptisms but one which cleanseth sin away By Jesus in his water and blood for ay For God in three distinguished may be And yet but one there is in verity Thus we may drink with Christ his water so In watry tears and unto blood may go And drink thereof to take with him a sup Though two yet is but one devincing cup. SELF CIVIL WAR I Sing not Priam nor the Siege of Troy Nor Agamemnon's War with Thestis Joy I sing my self my Civil Wars within The Victories I hourly loose and win The daily battel the continual strife The Wars that end not till I end my life And yet not mine alone not only mine But every on 's that's under the honor'd Sign Of Christs his Standard shall his Name inroul With holy vows of body and of soul Vouchsafe O Father succour from above Courage of Soul comfort of heavenly love Triumphant Captain glorious General Furnish me Arms from thine own Arsenal O sacred Spirit my Sp'rits assistant be And in this Conflict make me conquer me Vertue I love I lean to vice I blame This wicked World yet I embrace the same I climb to Heaven I cleave to the earth both I love my self and yet my self I loath Peaceless I peace pursue in Civil War With and against my self I joyn I jar I burn I freeze I fall down I stand fast Well ill I sare I glorie though disgrac't I dye I live I triumph put to flight I feed on cares in tears I take delight My slave base brave I serve I run at large In libertie yet ly in Jaylours charge I strike I stroke my self I kindly ken Worke mine own woe rub gall rouse my spleen Oft in my sleep to see rare dreams I dream Wakeing mine eye doth scarce discern a beam My mind strange Megrim whirling to and fro Now trusts me hither thither doth me throw Into diverse fractions I my self divide And all I trie I fly on every side What I but now desir'd I now disdain What late I weigh'd not now I wish again To day to morrow this that now annon All nothing crave I ever never one But Combitant unreadie for the field To tardie take I after wounds my shield Still hurled headlong to unlawful things Down-dragging vice me easily downward dings But sacred vertue climbs so hard and high That hardly can I her steep steps descrie Both right and wrong to me indifferent are My Lust is law what I desire I dar Be there so foul a fault so fond a fact Which follie asking furie dare not act But artless heartless in religious cause To do her lessons to defend her Laws The all proof Armmour of my God I loose Fly from my charge and yield it to my foes Guilty of sin sins punishment I shun But not the guilt before the offence be done For how could shunning of a Sin â—nsue To be the occasion of another new Oft and again at the same stone I trip As if by falling I learned not to slip Alive I perish and my self undo Mine eyes self-willing wise and witting too Sick to my self I run for my relief More sicker of my Physick than my grief For whilest I seek my swelting thirst to swage Another thirst more ragingly doth rage Whiles burnt to death to coole me I desire With flames my flames with sulphure quench I fire Whil'st that I strive my swelling waves to stop More stormilie about they toss my top Thus am I cur'd this is my common ease My med'cine still worse than my worst disease My sores with sores my wounds with wound I heal Whilst to my self my self I still conceal And O! what leagues what truces make I still With Sin with Satan and my wanton will What slight occasions do I take to Sin What silly crimes am I entraped in What idle cloaks for crimes what nets to hide Notorious sins already long descri'd I writ in ice winds witness sign'd with showres I will redeem my Soul lif 's former hours But soon the swing of custome whirl-wind-like Rapting my passions ever fashion sike Transports me to the contrarie alone Faint guard of goodnesse armless Champion My green-sick tast doth nothing sweeter finde Then what is bitter to a gracious minde Egypts fat flesh-pots I am longing for The eternal Manna I do here abhor Worlds Monarch Mammon Dropsie mystical Crown'd round fac't Gods I joyn Beliall Mydar's desire the misers only trust The sacred hunger of Pactolian dust Gold gold bewitches me and frets accurst My greedy throat with more then Dipsian thirst My mind 's a gulf whose gaping nought can stuff My heart a hell that never hath enough The more I have I crave the lesse content In store more poor in plentie indigent For of those Cates how much soe're I crâ—m It doth not stop my mouth but stretch the same Sweet useries infâ—stuous interest For Dollors dolours hoordeth in my Chest The world's slave confits and the minds sweet pleasure Insatiat both both boundless botâ— past measure This Cleopatra that Sardonaple For huge annoy's brings joy's both short and smal O! miracle begot by Heaven in Earth My mind divine my bodie brute by birth O! what a monster am I to depaint Half friend half fiend half savage half a saint Higher than my fier doth my grosse earth aspire My raging flesh my restlesse force doth tyre And drunk with wordly lusts deep sunk in sleep My sp'rit the spye that warie watch doth keep Betrayes at last woe that I trust it so My Souls dear kingdom to her deadlie soe Through â—aâ—es Caribdis and through gulfs of grief Star-la-board run I sailing all my life In merrie sorrie seas with wind at will My Ship my flesh my sense my Pilots still As in a most seditious common-well Within my breast I feel my lust rebell Against their Prince my furious people use Their awlesse Prince dare his own Law despise Mine Er's an out-law and my struggling Twins Jacob and Esau never can be friends Such deadlie feed such discord such despight Ever 'twixt brethren such continual sight What done in me another doth not I Yet both alace my guest and enemie My mind unkind sub-ordin'd by my soe Indeed within me but not with me tho Near yet far off in fleshly count be fyl'd And with the worlds contagious filth defil'd I am too narraw for my own desires My self desires me what my flesh requires Fearful I hope careful secure I languish Hungrie too full drye drunken sugred anguish Wearie of life merrie of death I suck Wine from my Punice honie from the rock Disorder'd order mournful merriment Dark-day Dooms-day dull double diligent Infamous fame known errour skilless skill Mad mind rood reason an unwilling will A healthie plague a wealthie want poor treasure A pleasant torment a tormenting pleasure An odious love an uglie dentie base Reproachful honour a disgraceful grace On thoâ—ns my Graps on garlick grows my Rose On crums my sums from flint my fountain flows In showres of tears mine hours of fears I mourn My looks to btooks my beams to streams I turn Yet in this torrent of my torments rise I suck annoyes and drink the joyes of life A fruitless tree a drie deflowered flower A feeble force a conquered conquerour A fickly health dead life a restless rest These are the comforts of my soul distrest O how I like dislike desire disdain Repell repeal lothe and delight again O what whome wither neither flesh nor fish How wearie of my life again I wish I will I nill I nill I will my mind Perswading this my mood to that 's inclin'd My loose affections Proteus like appears In everie form at once it frowns and flears Mine ill good-will is vaine and variable My Hydras flesh buds heads innumerable My mind 's a grief a Labyrinth my reason Mine eye false spy the door to fancies treason My rebell sense self soothing still affects What it would fly what it would ply neglects My flothing hope with passions storms is tost Even now to heaven ev'n then to hell almost Concording discord doth my life sustain Discording concord kills me soon again My self at once I both displease and please Without my self my self I faine would ease For my too much of me me much annoy'd And my self plentie my poor self destroyes Who seeks me in me in me shall not finde Me as my self Hermaphrodite in mind I am at once Male Female Neuter yet What ere I am I cannot minde I weet I am not with my self as I conceive Wretch that I am my self my self deceive Unto my self I do my self betray I from my self banish my self away My self agrees not with my self a jot Knows not my self I have my self forgot Against my self I have mov'd wars unjust I trust my self and I my self distrust My self I follow and my self I fly Besides my self and in my self am I. My self am not my self another same Unlike my self and like my self I am Self sons self furious and thus way-ward else I cannot live with nor without my self FINIS
Soul So Religion the garment is the outward form of Actions Righteousness Holinesse the body is Truth Righteousnesse revealed to the Church apprehended by man but the Soul of it is the Spirit even God himself as the Garment and Body without the Soul are but dead Corps and so this without God So Paul distinguished man into Soul Body and Spirit by the Body the outward Masse of flesh the Soul the vital power and sensitive appetites and natural understanding by the Spirit the immortal or inward part in right disposing of which stands mans peace and happinesse For if the Bodie be in health and the Soul in Life amidst the fulnesse of its natural objects yet no rest unlesse the Spirit be satisfied also now when the Spirit of our minds is drawn by sensual power to bodily objects it wants Life But leaving all these being guided to and joyned to God and Christ it is then satisfied and the body cannot be nourished with the pleasure of the Soul without food nor the Soul with the food of the Body without its objects neither can the Spirit without them both without its proper objects food So that the confounding of these is the confusion unrest of the Soul And yet alace it is thus in the World men will needs joyn God and Dagon Christ and Mammon without any trust or thought of God at all like beasts Others keep a form of God after the flesh as they acknowledge his power and see his justice fear worship him with a far off worship but the heart bowes to Mammon loves and cleaves to him above all Nay believers joyn these together some put confidence in God but more in the World yea how soon after God hath shewed himself to man by his truth and love doth he joyn heart and hands with the World again So that indeed this eats out all Religion amongst us And for fleshly Wisdom how doth this draw from simple believing asking a reason disputing with him joyning the power of man the power of God so making mans free-will a worker with God So that it is that man believes not God True it is that man is the subject in whom God workes yet the life and power of believing working is in God and given to man by Faith according to the Promise and though Paul say They are workers together yet it is in regard of manifestation not of any power they had over the hearts of men Nay let this God of Israel be our only stay and lay Sauls Armour aside so man abiding in his simple and naked heart full of weaknesse like a Child waiting on Gods simple truth the Father will come but when man thinks to help God he mars all Neither is this a way to securitie but onlie unto those that pervert all truth unto their own destruction For this is not a secure resting at all adventures as though the forlorn child could sit down at all adventures and say It cannot help my self my Father must come or I must be lost but not sensible of his own misery and forlorn estate As the Prodigal seeks and cryes and prayes till he come this keeps him froâ— sleeping so with us So that Religion is a simple thing and cannot mix it self with any thing like the Truth that joynes to none till death but simply waits on God with Faith and Love But when man brings in Dagon and sets him up the Soul of man abhors it or is joyned to it or is deceived Then no bringing in of Religion into a fleshly mind but first Dagon must down then Religion will stand If ever it be offered to a Worldly mind it is not an unwelcome guesse for the Life of that Soul is elsewhere It is in the World and pleasures thereof but the Spirit is dead within them Dagon was fallen Thus the power of God destroyes the Idol So that Thus the Truth of God prevails against the Idol and will not suffer any thing to stand equal with God in mans heart Paul destroyed circumcision from Christ and Christ the young man his weapons taken from him his high thoughts pulled down And thus Gods warriours pulls down groves and destroyes Idols That God may thereby let man see the weaknesse of all power in the creatures This is the proper work of the Word to pull down high imaginations and lay them low as the valyes This truth discovers the vanitie of all the rest but we with the Philistins are still building up Dagon nay the Ark is not yet come to us because Dagon is yet standing But know that it must down So that mans happinesse is in the fall of the flesh and all the power thereof SERMON XXV Mark 14.27 I will smite the Shepherd and the Sheep shall be scattered CHrist by his death hath brough life this death was spoken of by the Prophets and often foretold by Christ and spoken of more at large and now is come by suffering to lose all that he may gain all after that he had comforted His Disciples and left them the pledge of his Love he Prophesies of the trouble that shall come to them hereby that they may now begin to suffer with him 1. Grievous wants and persecutions to the offending of all 2. That man shall not stand at that day by any power at all in man In the same he lets them see that this is the way they must still follow This is a sacrifice of his death whereby the same through Faith is confirmed to us He shews what shal become of the head and that they should be offended So that Though we live in the light of the Gospel and Sun-shine of Gods blessing yet there will come a day that will dash all and lay it in the dust So to David Abraham and the Rich Fool. For life gotten by the creature must be laid away Christ is the common stock of believers Woe to the World for all high mountains must down thy dearest object and thou must part When Israel was boasting of the Temple then was the Lord removing it from Shilo or destroying that new Jerusalem might come from heaven See how thou wilt do when this night comes we provide light fire and houses against cold and night but forget this night Let believers look for it in their greatest fulnesse and prosperitie for then will God take away these that he may be perfected in God I will smite the shepherd Yea Christ in the flesh that he may rest solely and simply in God Abraham and the Prodigal Paul I know none after the flesh by taking away fuel from it So that This is the way to bring man to God to purifie Faith to subdue the World and make Gods power known This he doth 1. In that great tribulation that lyes all on heaps 2. By his love that kills all at the heart but then we grow wise in the flesh to separate the confused heap 3. By the crosse
content a life of joy and mirth And in a word a Heaven upon the earth A goodly golden Common-weal to see Through love each others Lord and Man to be But since not had on earth God hath ev'n here The better our Infirmities to bear Full well provided Common-wealths and States Masters and Servants Subjects Magistrates Such men as may the sword of Justice draw Wrongs to redress and keep lewd men in aw With other sundry means to end the strife And difficulties of this present life Which all are Rudiments and helps to lead Towards that life where none of these shall need Without the which who could remain an hour But violence would life and goods devour Which shews how much we here estranged be From that perfection of Eternitie I tearm it thus since most here if not all Is violent so not perpetual At least so far as God doth not reduce And recreat it for his nearer use Which I confesse the more that he shall d The less corruption it is subject to As being brought to that sweet calm and peace The very Center of all happinesse Yea sp'ritual made which how much more they be With this his nature nearer they agree For even these our Massie bodies shall Again be rais'd bodies spiritual Yet so as they must holy be and pure For otherwise he can them worse indure Hereof he natures goodly order set As shaddow though but of a portion yet In this that actions natural we see Furthest from violent coaction be Wherein the Creature doth it self intend Towards that calm and uncreated end In which fair Book are plainly manifested Gods power and purpose towards man regressed Who such a stamp on silly man can frame Like to himself I do not say the same For his pure Essence Infinite in blesse To Creatures in communicable is Two Infinits there cannot be for letting And bounds and limits each to other setting So Creatures he out of himself createth Whiles he his working outwardly dilateth Outward I say dilateth for within The Trinity hath each to others been Eternally most letles of destraction In some serene calm pure perpetual action Without all motion change or alteration VVhich is far otherwise in this Creation VVhich made of nothing daily doth intend Towards a Period and a final end And would accomplish it save that this power Upholds the former and matters every hour For this our world is but the younger brother So call'd by some a shadow of the other That spiritual and immaterial He The second â—erson in the Trinity And hath a temper said to be compound Of parts in nature quite contrary found A cause yet too why creatures it produceth Of sundry shapes and for so diverse uses For God forbid I should in any case Once seem Gods Works and Creatures to debase The least of whom that live the heavens under Than they have parts contain more cause of wonder But thus considered as we them compare With their Creator so they nothing are Who all their parts creats and frames and joyns Whose least parts bigger than the other loyns In whose wide womb all creatures lye unmolded Before all times unsearchably unfolded Whose spiritual nature is without exception Most infinite in Goodness and Perfection The very Heaven of a blessed Soul Though I a place grant too above the Pool These things to creatures never can agree Which only spiritual in a measure be And circumscript subject to time and place Motions exposes changes and disgrace By Nature save as it is said before As to perfection God shall them restore Which shall be once when they are purified And sp'ritual made their nature rectifi'd Extract into a quintescence so pure As meer created Natures can indure Lessons hereof some Artists seem to spell By Nature as in Mathematicks skill Who void of Rules in th' abstract through defect Place its perfection in the Intellect As that which is more spiritually intent And so by consequence more excellent For spirits do all bodies far exceed As forms above their matter have their meed I do not say with some all spirits be No substances but meer quality But this I say These are so near of kin That with one name they sometimes named been And what in us but qual ty men call In our Creator is essential From whose pure Fountain Streams still overflow To Creatures as from head springs Riv'lets do Love patience meekness peace â—nd righteousnesse Joy wisdom pittie truth and holiness No marvel then though a regenerate soul Down these clear Streams of Gods pure pleasure roul And bathe it self wiâ—h sweetest delectaâ—â—â—n Re-sold therein by wondâ—â—us transmutation Re-sold I say lâ—ke th' air which some câ—nclude Those cold moist concaves of the Earth include Till in that Kingdom having long conversed It 's turn'd to water and in springs dispersed Made fellow riv'let with the rest to be To run along in one fraternitie Or if it fitter seem like clouds of water From which the Sun extracting subtil matter Changeth them peice-male till the whole dilated Be into the air in time evaporated The aires kind kinsman 'twixt it self and water Becoming so a partial Moderator Thus doth the Soul most truly undergo Both generation and corruption so Though not for substance yet for quality Till in Gods Image it invested be The rather when this body too is made To the pure soul then subordinate Like those in Luke who bidden go did run Do this and it was incontinently done For bodies once their Souls must fitly suite It 's pure designs better to execute While both full blest eternally shall run Down those life Streams till Gods good will be done And as his Will is evermore a doing So shall that stream be evermore a flowing They needless of constraint herein for thriving As water is oft down the Channel driving Or as the Tree which doth by Nature grow Bears fruit and blossomes though none bid it so Which Kingdom here is actually begun So soon as one by faith is made a Son And as the Soul within the body lives And theâ—eunto both life and motion gives So doth Gods Spirit the soul therein abiding With endless pleasures and delight it giving Wherein the lesser violence doth need Nearer men are to happiness indeed As liker to the purest Nature which In all compleatness of perfections rich Who needs no labour nor no motions make For any business he doth undertake But is an Eye a Hand a Tongue and Ear On all occasions when he list and where Yea is that Ear that at one Instant hears Within without and far beyond the Sphears That Eye which doth most infinitely see What 's past what 's present what shall ever be A powerful hand where e're he list to shew it To hurt or help and when he list can do it That Wisdom deep that understanding might To whom all Secrets and all hearts are light That will which is a work and when it listeth No Creature in the Heavens
I wish men warie in Lest ought neglected should become a sin See how God dealt with Moses when he brake Through zeal the Tables which himself did make And at the Rock again how unbelief A sin scarce nam'd did bring so wondrous grief Iâ— fine let Christians labour to be wise And Paul the Apostle counsel not despise The best gifts still desiring untill they Attain unto the more excellenter way The which when any shall attain unto Th'anointing will direct them what to do But still in sp'ritual things fly we extortion Bearing our selves but after saiths proportion For we are yet as little children here And do our selves but like to children bear How er'e â—â—ts eye the main chance look to that Lest that the leaner kinâ— devour the fat Thus I let pass the bodies slâ—cknesse too Such duties as Gods Spirit wills it do Since where that is and cherisht Satans seed Iâ— sowen temptations and illusions breed And say men may the soul in some good plight Drawing the body after wiâ—h delight Have this last dish not all in order get Or if it be not so observed yet Through a desire to voyde what Paul so fears Th'observing dayes and times and mouths and years Since outward exercise small good doth bring But Godliness is good for every thing Believing that this outward mans own dying Is inwards greater comfort and reviving As where è contra th' inward man decayes Th' outward it self into its room conveyes Some may think thus I say and that withall The constant use of outward things let fall Through a perswasion that such strict observance Is not a course becoming sons but servants By outward things note still I mean such duties As may be call'd the Churches outward beauties As thinking thus the more the bodies bound To these the more the Soul 's in darknesse drown'd For still Gods spirit is of aspiring nature Seeking the clearest view of Gods bright feature And gladly here would finde it but alace Things are not yet com'd to that happie passe For till it be refin'd this house of clay Weighs overmuch to soar with quit away I speak not here with purpose or intent To give true zeal the least discouragement Which on the wings of faith doth mount and hye And takes no resting underneath the skie But wish men jealous of such freedom found Which leave at large the outward man unbound For though in such transcendent state as this God so upholds men go not oft amisse Yet is it possible for one to stray Wherein our nature weaknesse doth bewray Whereof this an occasion but no cause May be as are of briberie wholesome Laws But say some for that time with merrie gale Float on their sail cloaths puffing up withal Yet may it prove e're they shall touch the shore They 'l be constrain'd perforce to ply the ore How confident are some in this estate That there then comfort never shall abate Still having in their month this cheerful song They ne're shall move their hill is made so strong That no temptation ever shall prevail To cause their faith to faint much less to quail But all like clouds before the summer Sun Shall fade and vanish till they quite be done That they unshaken still may make aboad Like a strong pillar in the house of God What may one say to this then bid God speed them Or else with Joshua challenge and forbid them I neither blame nor this do justifie But if men thus believe so do not I. I mean It is no sound Axiome general But who holds so under reproof do fall Only I say it may be some mens case Particularly God's mercies thus to trace And if it be an errour or a sin Then it 's the same that David once was in And I say more it 's ordinarie too Most of Gods Saints in this state thus to do Which from what Spirit it doth or may arise I leave to better judgements to advise And thus conclude what is to me if short God cut their dayes and mean while fitt them for 't By letting them within his bosom ly To rest them in his lapp untill they dye So many tho As make this general As I have said under reproof do fall For that Gods Word alwayes remaineth true God's Church shall wain and strength again renew And like the Moon still have its time and turns Yet with the bush consumes not though it burns But to return this sense of graces slacking Satan then vantage of mens tempers taking Sets in the brain what in the heart should ly To make them wise above sobriety Inciting them through latcheate felt of grace The Stock of liberty to spend apace An still to hold on in their former course Then which to men thus fitted none is worse As though one of five hundred pounds revenue Should after a thousand speed and keep retinue Or like the younger son of some Esquier Who brought up with such dyet and attyr As fits his Fathers house after keeps State On a poor farm and lives at former rate Forgetting his Annuitie but run Maintain a farmer not a gentleman Some men are thus deceiv'd for finding grace In the first prime thereof put forth apace Much like those trees which digg'd and drest will do Beare more that year than afterwards in two Or the young child which at the first doth thrive More in one year then afterwards in five The humour radical being at that time In its full vigor in the very pryme Grace with the corn of Hezekiahs growing The first and second year without their sowing They think that soil the third year also will By Gods sole blessing bring a harvest still And so forbear to plow again and sow And ply their works as other neighbours do But times will tell them thus they ' l little win And find their gain but slowly coming in I do not speak against it though that we Should in this prime estate industrious be But labour then I count it is but small I scarce know if I should it labour call Since Gods true service is to such a blesse Yea to the holiest most delightful is Provided that it much much spiritual be For such with that estate will best agree Yea all things to the spiritual men they do Are holy grace doth alter nature so I mean as far as they regenerate been In which respect it s said they cannot sin And so far too as th' act it selfâ— not ill Repugnant so to Gods revealed will I say Christs yoke is then no such great toyl When th' hearts fresh noynted with the spirits oyl As afterwards when th' old man stronger grows Which as he wins ground still the new doth loose And thus I count the worse the new man speeds More industrie and labour still there needs The Prophet saith I 'le wise and warrie be In perfect way until thou come to me The ground when barren must have greater toyl For lesser gain then in a
for he dwels there all things else only ease the flesh 2. All other things prosper according to his presence and not according to the power of the Creature 3. All other things are but miserable comforters but only a putting off for a time and forgetting it but it comes again with more violence like a sore ill healed 1. And yet how do we in any strait run to any thing rather than this For first The World saith Come to me and I will relieve thy want Be diligent apply thy mind to me seek and get me by violence or any way and I will ease thee and we run to it with love and confidence and yet never a whit eased or satisfied 2. The Flesh saith Come to me I will rejoyce thee and ligâ—ten thy heart and put away all thy sorrow I season all sadnesse with mirth and delight we follow 〈◊〉 and yet in the midst thereof the heart is sorrowful 3. Reason saith Come to me and I will guide thee â—nd let thee see Comfort Look at thy righteousnesse â—olinesse thy diligence and knowledge of the Word â—hou art so good and so good above others thou hast â—o reason to be heavy and yet man is never the better These are all the Promises of the god of this World 4. Nay saith Christ But turn thine eyes from them all come to me believe and wait and I will refresh thy heart pardon thy sin preserve thee in trouble and keep â—hee in death and this never deceives 2. And the reason why we come not after so many â—alls is because we are not weary or think to find ease else-where and so long we never come viz. till the Word have revealed such a misery to man of which he is now sensible that all things cannot remove For while man 's fleshlie hope remains he doth not respect Christ Christ hath nothing to do with any but sinful miserable man Therefore we come not because we are not burdened or but so as we think either the World shall help us or we shall be able to help our selves Mans burden may be reduced to four Heads 1. Temptations of Satan 2. Guilt of our own Hearts and Want of the Fathers Love 3. Rebellion of the Flesh Corruption of Nature 4. Want and Miserie and Affliction in the World Minde and we shall see that one of these is alwayes the burden under which we groan The three first properlie to Believers either entring the door of Faith or straying from the Faith received 1. Satans Temptations are a grievous burden and snare when he crosseth by Reason the Truth of God for so he possessed many in Christs time and now prevails with many also Sometimes with strong black Arguments vexing with fear doubting and distraction calling the Truth a lye 2. Guiltinesse of Sin by the Law lyes heavy urged also by Satan filling the Heart with fear and disruâ—â— the conscience unquiet and the heart not estabilished in Faith but still hath an eye to his own unrighteousness and thinks if he were more holy and righteous all should be well But the remedy is to accuse thy self still confesse the Lavv meet the curse and bear Indignation yet turniâ—g from these Arguments of Reason Tell the Devil thou never sinned against him but obeyed him but against Christ and that he hath taken to himself that all thy sins are now his and his righteousnesse thine Then begins a spark oâ— Faith to arise saying O that I could b lieve these groans are helped by the Spirit and then comes the feeling of joy and gladnesse 3. Rebellion of the flesh is a burden to Believers when he would do good Evil is present drawing unawares to vile courses still pricking him forvvard to tickling Lusts dravving still to look to the world and so darkning the light of Christ in him But see that it be a burden and whether it be not the strength of thy fleshly wiâ—l not yet subdued that it is a burden rather because thou canst not have thy own will than becâ—use thou canst not have thy will subdued Like a frovvard vvife vvhich saith She will be content and let her husband do what he vvill but withall frets and repines because the husband will not yield vvhich he must do or else she vvill never be quiet Here not the frowardnesse but the crossiâ—g of her vvill is her burden She is not a burden to her self but her husbands vvill is a burden to her and she unto him so with God But if it be a burden indeed no remedie but Christ Thâ—t thou let him see and knovv that it is thy greatest burdens and not trusting thy care diligence or watching nor fighting with fleshly vveapons but lay down all and wait on him vvho hath power and by vvhom only sin and lust is crucified 4. Want trouble and misery in the World lyes heavy on all For flesh vvould live in fulnesse and see somewhat a fore-hand and it may be thou art in want and persecution even for Christ no remedie but Christ and â—â—e Word of Truth For here thou seest the promise to any burden whatsoever Therefore doth sin in thy â—â—lf or want of comfort doth outward Crosses as a worldly husband froward wife bitter enemies sickâ—esse and provertie oppresse thee Sit still and say with â—onfidence and bind Christ to his Word Thou said â—ord thou vvould take away sin crucifie the flesh â—ind Satan bear all my weakness stand by and be acâ—used for me before Counsels Here I am thou knowest â—â—y burden that these ly heavie on me I am vveary â—o bear them I believe thy Word and vvait for thy â—elp 3. So that it is not because we are troubled thereâ—ore to think that he vvill ease us but by trouble being â—riven to him with cryes and faith for the trulie burâ—ened heart is a praying and believing Heart and so a â—ender and broken Heart that all the World cannot â—ure But these are hard But vve are at ease in Sion not â—roubled not weary and therefore have so little fellowship with Christ because we have so much fellowâ—hip with the flesh Take my yoke upon you To live with Christ then it â—s not to believe and live in pleasure case and wantonâ—esse of the Flesh but to bear his burden and yoke heaâ—ier than that of Rehoboams whose little finger was heaâ—ier than his Fathers hand For this is affliction of Spiâ—it killing of the Flesh losing of the World Life and â—ll and yet the believing heart stayed on God in hope â—nd Faith in his promise patiently suffering his will â—hall find rest therein to his Soul though he be pinched â—nd killed in the Flesh. So that Simple believing in Christ and vvalking vvith him â—n the patient willing bearing of his cross and quiet â—ubjection to his will in love is the only way of peace â—nd rest to mans restless heart Jer. 1. This is my burden â—nd I will bear it Lam. 3. It 's
he must give life or else we die 2. All things live by him onlie much more mans Soul which hath no life in any thing else as the body hath 3. This is the whole Law and the Gospel 4. And God and the Faithful are joyned and made one in Spirit like Father and Child Husband Wife so that offer what thou wilt they cry none but my Father and my Husband 1. But the dark World which is blind hath incroached upon Gods Inheritance and shut him out of the hearts of men that they cry Any God but this God So the Jewes any but Christ Barrabas or any Murtherer As 1. See how the World and the Strength thereof is trusted and relyed on that they say with Israel These are thy Gods which brought thee out of the Land of Egypt 2. See how it is loved and how it is sought and delighted in 3. See how the want and the losse thereof is feared and sorrowed for 4. Yea how willingly man serves and becomes a slave to it and yet this great and terrible God this good kind and merciful God and his sure word promise not regarded 2. So that Faith is a simple and single hearted thing casts off all power wisdom and good of all things but this only and like a chaste Wise cleaves onlie to her husband and cryes out with David against all Satans temptations 1. When he offers plentie and fulnesse nay none but God and his Christ 2. When he offers Righteousnesse and Wisdom to look at nay none but Christ 3. When he threatens drives man to seek to the arm of flesh nay none but God his power yea when he draws to sin through lust yet with Joseph No I cannot sin against God So that Faith is only the preservative As in the Martyrs whâ— for this God forsook Father Husband Life and all to be joyned to this God so good For while God was a God to Israel all Nations fled before them and feared them no want nor miserie surprised them but they were filled to the full with all good and satietie and while man sits under his shadow simplie he is safe he needs no power of man to support him nor riches to fill him For he hath a joy peace and riches and goodnesse that the World knows not off because it knows not him 3. Let everie man try who is the Lord and God of his Soul One saith O! riches is the onlie thing another Nay drunken and merrie companie is the onlie joye another Nay youthful sports and pleasures the onlie Heaven another Nay the great Babel that I have built for my honour another Nay but I have none in Heaven nor in Earth but thee alone Which brought thee out of the land of Egypt I helped when thou wast not able to help thy self I freed thee when thou wast a slave and I delivered thee when thou wast in danger I supplied thy want when thou was readie to faint wilt thou have any other Gods but me For they thought not of it Moses a weak man to deliver them What straits were they brought too still he fred them So that God ever witnesseth his power and truth and love to man in his greatest weaknesse and miserie and then doth man ever find God to him the nearest What straits was David in all those bitter complaints and Israel when they wandered in the wildernesse and had no City to dwell in Yea out of the deep have I cryed and thou helped me So when we were in Egypt wearie of that bondage he braught us out Yea the Prodigâ—l what straits was he in and was received to mercy This is the Type of our great Redemption manifested in the Gospel 1. For then doth man most purely believe Gods love most apparent 2. These straits wants God brings man into that he may shew man his power and man may believe him 3. Then doth he Seal up the truth of his Word and Promise which man in fulnesse calls a lie 1. No marvel then though we have but little appearance of Gods love when we are readie to brost with fulnesse and satiety of conceit sin bites but we feel it not we can shift it off and Christ came onlie to sinful man want presseth us not need makes us not run We live in Egypt but we would live there and fill our bellies and so seek no deliverance For we feel no bondage but know that this Pharaoh a devil will root as out at last as to Israel when they fled to him for help 2. So that straits and bondage in our selves and the World makes God great to appear for Where sin abounds there grace also O! what straits were the poor Martyrs put too when all was taken away Their joy turned into sorrow peace freedom into war bondage and jeopardie of death everie hour and yet How did he deliver them how did the light break out of that darknesse The wicked who being in honour Psal 49. Yet dying passe from house to grave with woe welladay These passed from the prison to the fire with joy and with singing I have seen I have seen saith God the affliction of my people in Egypt I remember my Word to Abraham Come therefore I will send thee to deliver them But he cannot say so to us I see the desolate mourning Soul of my people lying groaning under the bondage of sin Nay they are full rich increased with goods c. Therefore I will not cast my Word upon them in vain For they are not fit subjects for my mercy A merciful man indeed hath ever an open heart and hand to the needie So hath God But the rich he sends emptie away The deliverance is more urged in the Old Testament than any work that God wrought both by Moses Samuel and the Prophets And whaâ— wonderful Sacraments for remembrance thereof did God institut as the Passeover and Pascal Lamb because it was a figure of our eternal redemption To teach That the life ioy comfort of man is continued still the same way of faith promise power of God whereby mans was first fred that this promise might still live in mans hoâ—â— I am the Lord thy God which brought the out of the land of Egypt 1. For man is as weak in himself and Satan as strong as then For as God gave life to man and be only continues it so he gives grace and continues it thereby we live His Word endures for ever Paul was received to mercy thâ—â—ugh grace and the same Christ still lived in him So he often exhorts to continue in grace and to be grounded and established in grace to live by faith 1. Not as wise unbelieving men who having tasted of the good word of the Lord and knowledge of the Mystery of the Gospel with Israel turn back into Egypt or become wise and righteous in themselves and so cast off the Covenant And
be representative as Bellarmine Herson c. 3. But the Jesuits of late fearing this would prejudice the Popes Supremacy too much concludes it is the Church Vertual the Pope only or alone And so while they boast of the Church their Mother they mean nothing else but the Pope their Father What foundation can there be here for man to rest on But we have a sure word of the Prophets and a sure foundation Jesus Christ than which none other caâ— be laid 1. The ground then of all uncertainty in all thingâ— is because we build without this foundation One man layes a foundation in the World another in Wisdom another in righteousnesse and uncertain in all 2. Take heed of stumbling at this stone 1. Either at his sufferings as Peter the Disciples at his death 2. Or at his poverty and low estate as the Wordling Matthew 19. and 21. 3. Or at his mercy and love as the Pharisees that judged him 4. Or at his Holiness crossing our lusts 3. See the certainty of believers 1. They have a sure foundation a tryed stone that abides the storm a precious stone full of treasure a corner-stone that joyns altogether in love He that believes makes not haste or shal not be confounded For he seeks no vain shifts but sits in death darknesse by faith waiting and sticking to this foundation till the light shine out of darknesse So that The only rest to man in all straits is the sticking to Christ by faith and waiting on the promise which shall be fulfilled in time Abraham waited four hundred and thirty years Israel seventy in Babylon Isa 30. Your strength is to sit still 1. For God hath set a time appointed for every work like a nurse which hides her self from the child till it thinks it hath lost her yet still hears its cryes and comes in time 2. God knowes it is best for a man to keep him under as yet till his will be subued and lust abated 1. But the blind World will needs run before their guide and will now have it and so forsake God and his Promise 2. Weaklings who would have rest assoon as they feel any disquietnesse 3. Others that will see things before they fall and stumble for the present 4. Wait thou weary heart make no haste Fly not off to any other shifts nor fix on none other foundation This will be able to keep thee from drowning he that hath kept thee hitherto is able to keep thee still and he that cometh will come and will not tarry SERMON XI Isai 39.5 Then said Isaiah to Hezekiah Hear the Word of the Lord of Hosts Behold the dayes come that all that is in thine house and all that thy Fathers have laid up in store until this day shall be carried into Babylon c. VVHen Hezekiah had overcome the great Hoste of the King of Assyria he fell sick received a message from the Lord that he must die Whereupon he fell into great heavinesse and prayed unto the Lord and wept sore So that The sentence of Death is fearful unto man if the great and mighty hand of the love of God do not mightily uphold him so to Christ 1. For this is the last enemy to be destroyed this takes away all staâ—s helps in the flesh at once We all play with it as with a dead snake and make a covenant therewith but when it comes on us with open mouth it shakes the heart of the best if God do not mightily preserve him 2. But if the wrath of God the guiltinesse of our hearts the end of our dayes come all at once O whither then shall man flee O that man but saw and believed his own mortality How would it pull down the pride of man and make the World little in his eyes and that man would but see himself on his Death-bed How fearful is that destroying Angel and Messenger of Death or the Plague when it comes to any place to them that are round about it After this the Lord hard his cry and saw his tears and gave him assurance of his life for fifteen years with a sign of the Suns standing still for more assurance which goodnesse of God he acknowledgeth in his Writing from chapter 38. 9 to the end Wherein he shews both the misery he was in Gods deliverance as ver 15. c. What shall I say he hath spoken unto me himself hath done it I shall walk humbly in sense of my own weaknesse as knowing my life is in his hand Then he acknowledgeth Gods truth and Power O Lord by these viz. thy Word and Power men live my spirit hath life in these and that all this was of meer mercy for in peace I had great heavinesse but in love to my soul thou hast delivered me from the pit cast all my sins behind thy back Yet after all these experiences his recovery see how he falls to the World to be lifted up in his fleshly portion in shewing all his store to the servants of the King of Babylon such a vile creature is man So that That after so many experiences of his love power wrath yet by a little ease and peace in the flesh shakes hands again with the World and becomes lifted up thereby to the forgetting of his God So with Israel evermore when they had ease So with David in the matter of Uriah 1. For the world blinds the eyes of man hides the glory of the Gospel by the glory of the world that he is lifted up feels nothing of mercy power in another 1. We see this in experience How soon doth man forget his misery and bitternesse of his soul the goodnesse â—nd power of God the weaknesse of himself dotteth in a fools Paradise yea and quite runs away from that Word he once believed and sound life in fixeth upon that store he hath gotten when as alace all his store yea and life too was in the hand of God even newly delivered How soon is that faithful confidence forgotten those Purposes resolutions of miserable men quite at an end We cryed O that God would deâ—iver us and he sâ—ould be our God for ever and preâ—ently we chuse another 1. So that no keeping of Faith Comfort in God but â—y preserving of humility sense of death in our selâ—es for as we die to the World so we live to God but if â—e live to the World we die to God 3. See the danger of prosperity viz. of raising up of a mans heart without God in carnal confidence and turning the heart from God to his great gifts This World eats the Word out of Mans heart that now he lives as though there were no God and his Word a matter of no moment And now he comes with another message from the Lord to the King that because he had rejoyced in his store God would take it away and his children
Christ the Stone hewen out of the Rock without hands they lay among the groves there to enquire of the dead for the want of things and not waiting on God and the Words of the Prophets They eat abominable broth and swines Flesh both which were forbidden by the Law So that in all they forsake Christ signified by all those and chuse their own wayes and this is mans way in the Church We offer not at Jerusalem sitting at the door of the Tabernacle weeping and confessing Where is tâ—e Mercie Seat and Ark of the Covenant but in Gardens of Pleasure in serving God at our leasure and not on the Corner-stone Christ Jesus but on the Altar of our good qualities which we have hewen to our selves We wait not on God his Will Word that we may know it but in the dead groves of our devotions and run back to these rotten effects of care diligence If the World shew good signs we believe if we see signs and Wonders we trust we feed on Swines Flesh Flesh and broth thereof That is we feed on the Flesh and filthy World which begets nothing but flegmatick and cold opinions instead of pure nourishment to Faith and Love Stand by for I am holier than thou So with all these abominations there went still a poysoned opinion of holinesse and high thoughts which made all stink in his nostrils So that when with Religion there goes a high thought in man and exalting of himself above others because of his Religion it poysons all and stinks before God and will bring man to a fearful fall at the last Thus it was with the Pharisee I am not as other man as this Publicane Col. 2. Touch not taste not handle not It was their practice when they had been at the Mercat they washed the false Apostles thought themselves more acceptable to Christ because they were circumcised And those Gadders in the Church that went about talking and thought because of their Religion they should be respected and relieved which Paul writes against that they should not be suffered Thus is Religion turned into mans own glory and not to Christs glory This flows from pride and self-love which had its beginning in man ending in man as all things do This makes men Judges in Religion and not Christ a Saviour and so with all Religion there grows up a cursed opinion and seeking of respect which poysons all But well worth that Religion where man is not listed up by it and hath nothing but all laid up and enjoyed in Christ not in self SERMON XIX Isai 63.1 Who is this that cometh from Edom with dyed garments from Eâ—zra This that is glorious in his apparel travelling in the greatnesse of his strength I that speak in righteousnesse and mighty tâ— save IN the tenth verse of the former Chapter is a large promise of Mans Redemption by Christ under the Type of Israels deliverance out of captivity as Prepare the way of the Lord cast up the high-way gather up the stones lift up the Standard The Lord hath proclaimed to the end of the World to Sion Behold thy salvation cometh his reward is with him and his work before him That is to say Make readie the hearts of men by repentance and then salvation is at hand and thou shalt be a holy people prepared of the Lord Prepare the way that is let not Israel settle in Babylon but come out Remember Jerusalem that you have lost the signs of my presence the Ark of my Covenant the Mercy-seat and all the tokens of my Love and that you are now strangers to me so bring down their hearts and make a way for my mercy that I may do them good that they long for my salvation they shall find it ready at hand Let them not trust in their strength nor rely on the favour of Babylon the world the Flesh for they will still keep them bound but return to me and I will deliver them so that No mercy to man nor salvation from God nor redemption by Christ nor holiness by the spirit but where God makes way in mans heart by dayly repentance dayly turning mans heart from the world himself and all things in true sense of his bondage and longing of the soul after Christ Repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand Psal 107. He brought down their hearts with sorrow then had mercy on them For all Israels wanderings he plagues them till he made them yield and cry and pray then helps them in distresse It was Johns office to make way for Christ For what should Christ do with an hardened heart filled with conceit of Wisdom righteousnesse and the world or riches For all afflictions that God layes on man either in the world or in himself by the word is but to bring down the heart to let him see how the World hath deceived him sin hath beguiled him and his conceits brought him into a false surmise and so lets him see what a little power he hath in himself that so forsaking and turning to another he may find mercy For though God give gifts to man yet they are kept onlie in the hand of Faith else man turns to them and forgets God and himself and so becomes proud and conceited becomes a Saviour to himself But the salvation of God is never given but to repenting hearts that are ashamed of themselves and their own cursed rebellious hearts and in sighing sorrowing pray seek for mercie But we all would have salvation another way than by repentance as one by knowing another by dying another by gathering strength but none by denying themselves Indeed we daily pray Lord forgive us our sins but sin is not our burden we would all have mercy to our hardened hearts Nay how far are we from the salvation of God whose hearts never felt the bitternesse of repentance or are again hardened through knowledge We all dream of being saved but alace there is no way in thy heart Thou knows how little thou minds God or Christ at all how little thy heart is troubled about life or death but carried away with present losse Where is the place that can witnesse thy sorrow and heavinesse of heart thy sighing folding of thy hands how little is it in thy thoughts What hast thou done daily doest against God or thy self How little art thou troubled about thy eternal being no Repentance being wrought in thee all Religion is but a matter of discourse and circumstance But woe to us for repenting dayes are gone and so salvation hid the time was when we were sinners went mourning weeping all our dayes were repenting dayes And then were vve ashamed to look into our ovvn cursed hearts vain vvayes and all night our very dreams were on misery then light rose in our darknesse but now we are wise righteous see not the pride lust worldlinesse of our ovvn
hearts even drovvned in pride of our ovvn hearts have a conceit of salvation in our selves Is sin lesse sinful than it was Stand vve not as much need of salvation as before nay our hearts are not prepared for mercie but claime it as a due and therefore is salvation far from us But know that before salvation or freedom come from Christ to our hearts these high looks must down we carried into Babylon God never casts his mercy upon hardened hearts but the poor mourners shall be comforted So that faith holinesse is daily preserved by repentance deep humility vvhen God opens the high vvay of our hearts he gathers out the stones all his mercies though they bring comfort yet still more humblenesse that he should daily be so good we so vile rebellious still so is mercie salvation contained Who is this that cometh from Edom. That is from the land of captivitie from Bozra the chief Citie of the Edomites representing the great povver of Satan Flesh and the World wherein man is bound novv comes the Prince and Captain of our Salvation out of our captivity and death and is consecrated through suffering even in death overcoming all things his garments red with the blood of the Sacrifice Laying it down by way of admiration in the question answer containing wondering and Christs ansvver For the vvhole Chapter is a Prophetical Declaration of Redemption by Christ and the state of man to be redeemed as 1. The Person or Redeemer even Christ discovered by his povver and strength travelling in the greatnesse of his strength and the rest c. 2. By his truth and righteousnesse I that speak in righteousnesse 3. The way means how he hath done it viz. First By death under a Metophor of Trading the Wine-presse 4. What he hath done viz. Troden them in his Wrath. Who is this that cometh This shews the expectation of the captive Church waiting for a deliverer according to the promise after seventy weeks so man after his long bondage under hell and Flesh and seeing Christ a weak poor man and that all in blood crucified dead and buried seems an unlikely man to reason but in his answer he puts away all doubts that he is the only man and Redeemer So that The weary waiting and forlorn heart of man though he see little possibility to obtain life by Christ in sense reason but many more likely devices ye shall never find freedom but only in him For he was ordained of old to break the Serpents head and prophesied to bind up the broken hearted Yet what a doe had he with his Disciples for to perswade them that He was He but still they cried Is not this Josephs Son is this likely to be He He only was Jobs refuge in all his afflictions when he saw nothing but death yet his Redeemer liveth This he witnesseth by word and work By word I am come to save the World I am the Resurrection and the Life By works How many poor lame and blind did He help which He was after to do spiritually the afflicted he comforted as Mary and the Prodigal The Pharisees cryed out Who is this that forgiveth sins that destroyes the Law Nay others said Except ye be circumcised Christ cannot profit 1. For he came to destroy the flesh and redeem the spirit therefore was he weak in the flesh strong in spirit that he might cross the curious witt and pride of man who looked for great things 2. All things prosper according to his presence with man and not he according to the power of the creature all other things are but miserable comforters only puts off for a time but it comes again with all violence like a sore that is ill healed Yet who hath believed this report Nay in any straits we look for other helps The World saith Come see what riches and certaintie I will relieve thy wants be diligent ply thy mind to me and I will ease thee and saith Man This is that comes with full hand and good gain This is like to preserve so much Inheritance so much coming in and is yet never a whit eased but a slave still The flesh saith Come to me I come not in sadnesse and sorrow but in mirth and pastime and pleasure I will put away sorrow from thy heart and season all sadnesse with mirth and yet for all this in the midst thereof the heart is sorrowfull Reason saith Come to me I will shew thee a likelie way do good worke righteousnesse see thy great knowledge and good qualities then believe that Christ may profit but simple believing stands not in this but in another thing and when thou feels nothing in thy self Reason would judge this but a blind way Nay saith Christ But come hither look on me believe my Word I am poor and needie in flesh and so must thou be I will deliever thy Spirit and free thy mind these deceive thee but I speak in righteousnesse though I seem base yet all power is given to me and I am mighty to save So that he that looks for salvation by Christ had need of Faith more than Witt When the poor captive Soul sees nothing but death and bondage no power to free himself and sees nothing but poor Christ all wallowing in blood shut up in the grave sits mourning at the Sepulchre and yet look for salvation in him had need to pray daily Lord increase our Faith and help our unbelief And to this end would Christ confirm his Disciples in expectation of the Promise and Life by his Death and to wait for the Holy Ghost by the Sacraments and pledges of his love and truth which he left them saying I know ye doubt and fear and hereafter ye shal see me forsaken judged and crucified and buried and then will your hearts tremble but that I have spoken in Righteousnesse take this as a pledge of my love and truth when ye come together eat and drink this believe my Promise rejoyce in me in my death for though I must trade the Wine presse alone yet I will trade it in my Furie I that speak in righteousnesse The word of Christ is the word of righteousness to believing hearts and shall be assuredlie fulfilled to troubled Spirits Mighty to save So that All power of saving man is in Christ no power in man to procure or pâ—eserve his own safetie I have troden the Wine-presse So that Jesus Christ hath under-gone the wrath of the Father for man that he might redeem man from wrath and by his suffering hath wrought Redemption for man I have troden the Wine-presse alone So that None partakes with Christ in the work of mans redemption but he is the beginner finisher of mans happinesse Mine own arm brought salvation So that When all povver in man fails miserie strikes then is the power of Gods spirit still at hand I will trade
for thy Servant heareth Christ yeelded himself to the Father Also David the will of the Lord be done and Christ to the Pharisees Ye tithe mint annise and cummin c. Psal 8. If my people had hearkened For God is the sole Lord over all and man a silly creature and as the life of a subject is in obedience to a Prince so here is mans happinesse in yeelding to Gods will for that must stand whether man be obedient or not for disobedience was that which cast off Adam and Israel that is because man will needs be God Now obedience is two-fold of Faith and Love Obedience of Faith is when the clear evidence of the Truth of the Promise and mans Reason and Wisdom â—eelds to that Truth as Moses at the Red-Sea and Abraham When man sees no reason in himself that God should or will keep promise but the contrary he seeing nothing but rebellion and iniquitie yet stickâ— to that where all reasonable wayes of the World and all threats of Satan are overcome though the World threaten want yet he believes fulnesse for this is the will of God that ye believe But most believe not but rebell in this for though God hath promised yet we obey not believe not but give the promise the lye and say That God will not do and therefore fear So that infidelitie is the great Rebel that strikes at the Truth of God which a man cannot endure This Faith also mars not obedience in neither limiting God a time but waiting nor a measure but believing that it shall be our rest Obedience of love is the end of the Law where the love of Christ enforceth man and this is a sweet and free yeelding up of a mans life unto God as a Sacrifice Rom. 12. Which cannot be till our bodies and flesh be sacrificed and then in the Spirit of our minds we are revived according to the will of God This is not to be a foundation of Faith but a necessary expression of the love and goodnesse of God to man This flows from Faith naturally there is nothing but rebellion and lust if Faith fail to wait on God God doth this obedience and man fleeth and man seeketh shifts or some device The intent is doing what he commands not because the Law forceth so many thievish hearts are bound to be true but not from the heart And warms of Gods love in the heart to suffer for his sake what ever befalls as the Martyrs did but this shews the little obedience in man For indeed neither will ye yeeld but the old contention remains whether shall be God Faith and Love is the obedience life of man and when man lives in 〈◊〉 yeelding temper nothing can vexe him let impossibility come and he is obedient and suffers And so was Christ obedient unto the death of the Crosse But while man hath a will and love of himself he is never freely obedient but would frame Gods will to his and to hearken to Satans voice raither than Gods So that An open ear to hear and a heart to believe and obey the voice of God and the Word of Truth is better than all seeming sacrifice a man can offer Isa 45. Incline your ears c. Then shall ye hear the voice of God and he that hears shall live He opened mine ear and I was not disobedient So to that end God hath given his Word to man that thereby he might be called back again to God Therefore God saith cry aloud to man and bid him return and come and live for ever and so he that hath an ear to hear let him hear When God sets his love and mercie and truth to or beâ—ore man and when man attends and meets God here then is that Word accomplished to man But Christ may still say Who hath believed our report as to Israel but Israel would not hear for man hath two Preachers before him still 1. Satan who by his Ministers the World and the Flesh daily whispers and calls man to obey as to Christ Satan saith I will give thee all those the World calls here is Riches the flesh calls here is peace ease and honour God calls and saith Here is all in me Now look whose voice takes place and is believed so man prospers Man hears as God manifests and herein is a reasonable mystery and spiritual power by the one man growes wise and by the other faithful and obedient For rebellion is as the sin of witch-craft Man through rebellion of his own heart and stubbornesse of his own will runs away from God forsakes the Covenant of peace casts off obedience and himself to misery in the end as Pharaoh and Saul here SERMON XXIII 1. Sam 4.3.4.5 So when the people were come into the Camp the Elders of Israel said Wherefore hath the Lord smitten us this day before the Philistins VVHen God had governed Israel by Judges for many years and manifested his power and truth by his Priests and Prophets in bringing them into the Land of Promise according to the Covenant and given them many victories over their enemies Israel grew secure and presumptuous yea the Egyptian Priest himself grew so carelesse of the Lords sacrifice yea even Ely himself committed them into the hands of his Sons who filled their bellies and lusts and that without reproof Whereupon the Lord intended to destroy that vain confidence and to proceed against the house of Ely which he fore-tells in the second Chapter by a man of God and in the third by Samuel which in the fourth Chapter he brings to passe First by giving Israel into the hands of their enemies once again and then delivering the Ark into the hands of the Philistins destroying Ely and his two sons After Israel had received the overthrow at the hands of the Philistins they make way for a second by running further from God So that This is the way of man for man by every affliction is either brought nearer to God or else driven farther from him and so makes way for greater evils to befall him As David who to hide his shame ran into murther so Adam having sinned to hide his shame hides himself from God so Saul to the Witch of Endor like a child that grows more cunning after the whip more wâ—lly but not more wise And this through stubborness and hardness and pride of wit But Joshua when they fâ—ll before Ai never ceased till he had found out the curse from God cast out the execrable thing Many things light upon man that touch not his heart but is so blinded with lust and self-love that the light of the truth leads him not out but his wit will needs guide him God doth nothing in vain If man regard not Processe or any hatchment that is coming he shall see that a writ of Rebellion is coming and if he regard not that than a Bailiff comes and to prison he must and that God by the righteousnesse of
it well Know then though thou make a mock of it of us poor silly flesh as thou art and cast it off and thinks to escape Yet be sure it will meet with thee He should not be a God of truth if thou perish not holding on thy course but thou wilt reply Doth he not say also That this brings a heart that cannot repent and thou more unpat than before But he did not excuse his Word to the Ninevites yet for the condition of Repentance was understood his general promise If he return and forsake his way he will have mercie So that the alteration was in the Ninevites not in God Nay how often doth believers start from this believe rather their own devices than God hath he not said That nothing but Faith and Love avails yet we fix our eyes and hearts on something else Nay we believe the truth because of something else and not all things for the truths sake neither because of this or that raither than because the truth hath spoken Sâ— that the way of safety is to believe God in faithfulnesse shall he speak and not man regard Therefore if thou have never so likely means to uphold thee in the flesh yet if thy heart run from God therein it will not prosper and though thou see no way of safetie yet abide patiently by the Word and wait not what thou would have done but what he saith For the vision is for an appointed time but though we have a sure Word we are to stay the appointed time for we would be now eased then comforted yet rest thou hast a sure foundation and it may be thou must become yet more weak Thy Wisdom Righteousness and Power must yet be more troden down that so nothing may live in thee but truth only As with Abraham when there was nothing but the truth of the Promise left The Philistins took the Ark of God The fear of the God of Israel was upon all Nations as upon the Philistins here in these Words 1. The Philistins taking the Ark carreing it to Ashdod one of their chief Cities 2. Their setting it up by Dagon their God the fall of Dagon at the presence of the Ark. 3 Their repairing and setting up again 4. The second fall with the losse of his head and hands First the Ark was taken away for Israel was grown secure because of Samuels words The Ark and Eli the Priest they were proud and fat in their own conceit and so had turned Faith into a blind presumption and securitie therefore it was taken away So that When Man by reason of any gift or priviledges grows proud and secure in himself not sensible of his own weaknesse and power and the promise of God this is the way to lose it When David was lifted up in his high mountain he was soon brought low and when Paul was lifted up in aboundance he had a prick in the flesh When Israel made a Covenant with death God disannul'd it If Nebuchadnezzer be lifted up upon his Babels he must be brought down amongst the Beasts The Jews being a people alwayes boasting they came to be no people 1 So thus we forsake God and cleave to the creature 2. Hereby simplicitie of believing is lost changed into vain and fleshly confidence 3. This is the way to purge the old heart and to bring in the heart to God or else would man never return to him if he should prosper 4. Nothing more opposit to the grace of God than the pride of man This was the sin of the Angels being so proud and doting upon their own excellencies they despised God in whom they should have been preserved And yet this is the snare we all fall into we enjoy nothing but the mind is fixed on it and grows proud of it and imagines our selves to be strong and safe because of it when it is only in the hand of God to be given and taken at his will and pleasure all gifts are to be rejoyced in but not to be proud of while we rejoyce only the mind is kept humble seeing the fountain and feeling his weaknesse but pride hardens and makes secure Nay what gift is it we look not at and think our selves the better for it and that our Faith and Hope is nourished by these as much as Gods truth and love is enjoyed Hath not the rich man more confidence that he shall not want than the poor man hath not the righteous man more confidence his state is good than the desolate wretch and yet his righteousnesse as his own brings no ground to believe but only Gods free grace Is this any thing but Pride and Securitie making the arm of flesh his stay Yea thus are believers drawn take we heed that this be not the way for our Land to lose all we shall bragg of our peace till we lose it and of our pride till we be subdued yea of our wealth till we have lost all yea of the Gospel till it be taken from us as here they did the Ark. But it is Gods goodnesse to crosse all his in that wherein they are misled that man may see what a weak creature he is and what a weak staff he hath trusted to as the World and now is gone as knowledge and now as he had neither known God nor himself But know there will come a parting day from thy dearest object thy careful Father tender Mother dearest Infants loving Brother Sister all because thou dotâ—st on them The way of safetie is to enjoy all in God but trust nothing else and forget all behind They brought the Aâ—k and set it by Dagon They thought the God of Israel was a terrible God and all Nations stood in fear of him therefore they set him by Dagon thinking now they should be sure to overcome This Dagon was their Idol from the navel downward like a fish and upward like a man but this prospered not them to win God and Dagon to trust to the World and conceive on this God as they did on Dagon it would not serve So that No joyning of the Ark and Dagon in our house nor God and Mammon in our heart nor fleshly Wit nor Gods Truth cannot sute together in Gods Kingdom Christ saith Ye cannot serve two masters God and Mammon Christ and Bellial Christ Antichrist if God be God serve him Rom. 5.6 Know you not to whom ye give your selves Servants his Servants you are This is putting new wine into old bottels Christ gives the Reason either he will love the one and hate the other or else forsake the one and stick to the other The Soul cannot intend two objects at once For look what respect we have to the one it draws from the other God is a spirit and must be worshipped in spirit and truth trusted and loved with the spirit of our minds else no communion with him For as a man hath a Garment a Bodie and a
Spirit of our mind renews Which to Samaria was so joyful newes New wine first Love the Christians sweet beginnings Fine gold rich pearls the godly Merchant winnings Christs yoke made easie by the spirits oyls The Joy of Harvest or dividing spoils Not that I then did or do look to find Some strange Religion of another kind Then that wherein I ever have been trained Since first I from my mothers breast was wayned For so to do as I consider well Were tâ— make sure work soon to get to Hell But even the same say I that hath been taught Since God his Gospel into England brought Gods very Truth which that it doth not fit All ears and seasons man is faulty yet But to be short then was the time alass I can but only say That then it was I was I say more sensible of sin And of the danger it had brought me in But shall I now begin God's love to storie To me his wretch and is it for his glorie Especially If I shall there withall Shew how his favours on a dung-hill fall For though Sun-beams do draw from flowrie brinks Sweet smell yet carrion send forth filthy stinks Lord I confesse much sowen small increase found Of fruitful crop within my barren ground O let my soul ne're draw this curse upon her Thou can'st not bless her but with taint of honor 'T is only thou wâ—o can'st an answer yield Whether I Dung-hill be or fruitful field But if at all thou ought in me hast sowen Bring to perfection that which is thine own And leave me not as sin gives cause to doubt Among these Virgins who shall stand without Nor what I have from me in Judgement take But me a harvest for thy mercies sake I will say on then what my Conscience tells me And clear the truth since thus the case compels me The Good I did I say seem'd then more slender The ill more vile my Conscience much more tender Then now it is as having felt the smart Of God's great judgements with a troubled heart Gods Sp'rit what say I who now scarcely know If e're I â—elt it truely yea or no God's Sp'rit I say for so as then I thought Had to my Soul such happy tydings brought Of Gods great mercy in delivering me Who had so long try'd the forbidden Tree And thereby plundge me in such deadly danger As to Gods Cov'nant almost made me stranger That then me thought I felt his love more free Then I before could it conceive to be His love more free I say my self more vile Then er'e before unless I me beguile Then say I what Not liberty to sin Because of freedom God hath set us in So that one may whoredom and these commit And not withstanding not offend in it Nor that the Spirit so renewes the will As quite excludes all motions unto ill O Blasphemie dute any brag of ground Wherein there may such cark oâ— grace be found Nor of Gods presence knew I ere such sense As drives from his all sin and doubting thence So that one would not thereof be beriven No not to change it for the joyes of Heaven Nor that the Spirit doth without the Word Unto our Souls sufficient light afford Nor that one may adventure on a sin Because God will be glorified therein But this I saw that there 's a rest of faith Which sets Believers free from hell and death That out of us our health and life is wrought That out of us the same is to be sought That Gods elect even from their second birth Unto their death are strangers on the earth That precious liberty they thereby win How sweet a thing it is to master sin How this new Law doth set Believers free How Christ his yoke is perfect libertie How this can be that men can part from ill When dangerlesse they may do what they will That God sometimes his presence so reveals That for the time both sin and sorrow vails How such shall think that while be 't short or long They nev'r shall move their hiâ—l is made so strong That more one doth from this degeneraâ—e The more he falls to pride or worse estate How God doth draw by his sweet cords of love Souls here below to live with him above Who whilâ—s they see Gods will is so o strange Their present bless for greater would not change Not but that they full freedom would require But thus to Gods will linkt is their desire Whaâ— power with God this law of love doth give How in his Members Christ is said to live How grace doth with a Metamorphose strange Deep threatnings into exhortations change That th' World Flesh Sin yea Satan and the rest Are for Gods Children sorc't to worke the best So God for his good out of ill doth draw What 's life to God what 's death unto the Law How first the Law doth Man in bondage bring How Christ his death hath tane away the sting But now of late as I must needs confesse To Gods great glory and my shame no lesse I have been through the Tempters subtiltie Tost with temptations of inconstancie Not in respect of our Religions ground I ever doubted to be safe and sound But in regard of some particulars About the which have been so many jars As whether there be any living wight Who like to Gideon walking in his might Doth sin down right like Midian's host destroy Whose heart God fills with such continual joy In his great love such strength against their sin That faith in them hath long unshaken been In which his love their souls are so set free As they therein can walk at liberty Such as that sin can neither break their peace Nor upright walking confidence increase This hight of Grace do so exceed my skill I needs must say that title it who will For mine own part I utterly disclaim it I mean the having not the will to gain it No not the will to gain it so I say Wherein I trust I go not far astray For sure I am if faith were firâ—ly â—here It Lyon like the liâ—bs of sin would â—ear More faith more love the surer is the knot Yea such a one as sin dissolveth not But rather shrinks to nearly to apâ—roach The Mint of faith its copper c yn to broach Or if it do it s but as though a rush Gainst shining shields his pricks should proudly push But wo is me how should I frame my tongue That some men here should not conceive me wrong I do not I broach newes of such a state Where blocks of sin ly not in graces gate But that his heart 's more safe that 's better guarded That fortress surer which is strongly warded Faith is a fortress Love lyes strong within To keep the hold lest Foes should enter in When Gods bright cloud his Temple doth fulfil Lesse room I trow remains therein for ill The Bridegrooms presence whiles the same doth last Workes joy and chear
men need not then to fast Though slender shot doth cause the Fool to fall Canons scarce make sign on the Castle-wall The Assailants strength the Objects weakness do Ever contrare to make a deadly blow This is the cause why tender flesh by dint Of sturdy steel receives so deep a print And here especially it must be so Where th'ones strength doth from th' other weakness grow Like mushroms which from harreness of soyl Doth suck his sap and filthy liquor boyl And if you think whiles Faith stands firmly sound Yet sin that while can strike as deep a wound As where â—ts weak you speak things quite contrary And so affirm impossibility Indeed I grant most men coin such a Faith As may of sin abide the better breath And not be sick but such a Faith say I Will with his Master live and with him dye So then such Faith my soul desireth not As is a Poyson but an Antidot Not such as flesh might freely sin as much As it desires and conscience feel no truth But a perfume which casts such smells behind it As foul as made us cannot once abide it Such as prevents that sin can bring no smart For that it first so purifies the heart And though this life afford it not in prime The less it is the more the fault is mine And who imagins sin and this agreeing Feigns a new fiction never yet in beeing Yet is it true that our Salvations ground Rests not herein what good in us is found But in another higher seat doth sit Whick makes our works but underlings to it Hereof it comes that our Divines well say Which words Lewd men may wrest another way That if from works or more or less thou measure Thy certainty thou heapest copper treasure Since God in Christ before all times and place By His Decree determined our case Not from the good that we should after do But of free choice ordaining us thereto Then make not that a cause which is th' effect Of Gods dear love in them He doth elect But whoso draws from Faith by true descent The Pedegree of Works as consequent May thereby judge if no such fruits appear That sound assurance is in no wayes there For good and ill trees by their fruits are known And fruitful seed will spring where it is sown So when I say I wish in God his love Such confidence as sin might not remove My meaning is I wish a â—aith so stable As t' enter therein sin might not be able Or if it did yet hope should not be lost But hid in him whom it so dearly cost As iâ— that case when Sin and Law is over This were I trow the next way to recover Nor would this cause Gods goodness to despise But in new life still more and more to rise Unless Corruption do abuse the same Which if it do yet grace is not to blame And 't is most true that Unbelief is Mother Of every sin adulteries thefts and other By which is writ the sins of graceless men With Diamond point and with an Iron-pen For Conscience Paper is Ink unbelief Th' affections Pen men whereof Will is chief So then lewd life and true â—aith are no kin For Christ is not the Minister of sin Nor yet doth freedom preaching in such minds As that sweet Doctrine fitted for it findes By its own kind abroad such bastards set More than doth Nature monstrous shapes beget But if this new cloath wider make the rent It only falls out so by accident As when it meeteth with an hardned heart Which wholesome food to poyson will convert As oft it doth too I confesse yet so As that the Law of other sort makes moe I mean of Hypocrites who while they hear The hideous thundrings of the same through fear Worke with a vengeance till their backs do break Wishing mean while their wrath on God to wreak Who still think they most like a cruel Master Layes on more load and bids them worke the faster Yea gathering ever where he hath not strawn And heaping profit where he hath not sown These when they see the Law no mean nor measure Doth hold in loading then they take more leasure And having not the Son to set them free Are tyr'd at length break out at liberty And so a freedom of their own they have But such a liberty as God nev'r gave Whereout off too springs th'Atheist filthy swine The carnal Protestant or Libertine Or else such Hypocrites as still make sure They take no peace but what they may indure Gaining like peace by that their formal walking As doth the Fowler get by Fowlers stalking Much like the Crab their eye sight one way bending The whiles their footsteps are another â—eâ—ding Whereby it falls out that these counterfeits Are of all other seldom set in Straits Whiles formal walking keeps them flesh bone From being br ken on the Corner-stone A cause why Harlots place in heaven find Before that wâ—â—ke proud Pharisaick kind As for the Law this ground of Faith it gaineth That graceless men it civilly restraineth At leâ—st until some exigent betide Such as it said and â—ake them turn aside Then whaâ— wayes best for thee who art a gleaner To make thy God herein the greatest gainer Since that most like as in our Statute Law Ouâ— of the yoke lewd men their necks can draw By this or that exception or pretence Or otherwise by wresting of the sense And that in our Experience every day Those words prove true that Christ himself did say We pipe to you yet you no measure keep We mourn to you and yet you do not weep 'T is not alace in offering oyl though fountains Nor though all thine were sheep upon the Mountains Nor that thou dost thy Neighbour sorrows grieve Nor yet the poor with all thy goods relieve 'T is not in this nor that corruption killing No nor in Rivers of salt tears distilling 'T is not thy foot from outward evils turning Nor yet thy body given to the burning It neither is in this or that mans teaching Nor is it in the Law or Gospels preaching No no 't is not in him that wills or runs But in Gods mercy which creats us sones Yea Lord it is thy Spirits mind that blows Which none can tell from whence or whither goes But saith one for so I hear one say I thought at length these fellows would display What minds they bear reposing in such wise Themselves in God the means they do despise O God forbid alace let not one brother Such eager censures lay upon another The means I reverence as the thing whereby God saves his Children ordinarily Nay th' only way wherein all Gods elect Hâ—s saving Grace aâ—d blessing can expect Nay who neglects much more who it contemns Gods Ordinance for his souls health condemns Yea 't is in bâ—ief Gods worthy Instrument Us'd in his hand his Children to prevent Yet he offends not who more p rases puts
Upon the workman then the axe that cuts Nor is his tool the worse Nay who contends For workmanship the tool therewith commends Like th'Orator who whiles of kin doth raise Himself the whiles he Eloquence doth praise For he who saith that God alone doth all Makes not men dead stones in the living wall Yet this in reverence we must all confesse What good in us is found beet more or less Is of the Sp'rit which like sap even flows From out the root even to the utmost boughts It self transforming into diverse actions As numbers do into their several fractions Nay rather like the sap within the tree Which grows both branch and bud and fruit to be Yea and leaves also for 't is nothing else But sap which runs through Natures secret cells Into the tender tops it self conveying It 's sap green liquor more and more conveying Till it to leaves and fruits from whence it lyes In sundry sorts and shapes diversities Where Nature taking time by the warm Sun Frames and concocts it till the work be done When as by wondrous workmanship we see It turn'd from sap to leafe and bud and tree Being in hardness fashion coller taste Transform'd and in new mould and manner cast And so is called by another Name Then meerly sap whereof at first it came Yet is it of none other Nature made Then that whereof it first beginning had Even so the Spirit is the root and ground Of all the Good that is in any found As for example into thy froward Will Flowes God and doth its hollow cisterns fill Whereby such sweetness to thy soul it sendeth As to its lure full buâ—imely it bendeth Likewise he doth invest thy inward sight And fills thy understanding part with light With these much like the moon making thee shine With borrowed light which yet he counteth thine Lord is it so that we so base and vile Shall with thy beautie be adorn'd the while Shal thy life streams from out our bellies pour And yet for all that be accounted our Wilt thou bestow both wine and milk yet say That it is bought though we have nought to pay Then Lord so do let me right beautious be Through thine own beauty which thou sets on me My Soul into the wilderness allure Speak kindly there and it to me assure My Fathers house O! cause me to forsake That thou mayst in me greater pleasure take Yea be 't so Lord as spake the Mother Maid So be it Lord to us as thou hast said Then ours shall be the joy and endlesse blesse As thine the Kingdom power and glory is But to return me thinks it should be best For winning Souls in Christ his rule to rest Who meeting one that needs would Heaven get By his good works a combrous task himset Now of this sort all unregenerate be Who Christ his blood their ransome doth not see For having not that endlesse blessed Store Which whoso hath is rich for evermore They of their works will needs a present bring Such as may gain the favour of the King Which whiles they strive at with a bended back Still still they strive and still they strength do lack And thus must needs to exigent them drive Who that in vain against the stream do strive For strugling till they see that what 's amiss More than thâ— other infinitely is Mean while Gâ—ds Trumpet sounding in their ears Blasts of amazâ—ment horror blâ—od and fears Then Clouds of wrath begin to boyl and brighten And thundering Canons in the Conscience lighten Their high topt Mount doth smâ—ake and quake and quiven The Rocks do rent into splinters shiver And were 't not that sometimes a small still voice Doth cause a stand the Soul her sayles would hoyse And into Straits of deep despair streight run her Crying to Rocks and Hills to fall upon her Yet must I grant a lower sail doth carry Go smoothly on and times and tydes do tarry Dancing full defly in a merry gale With wind and weather to the black Prince hall But of these paths its difficult I say Which a man takes at turning of the way Whether towards the cape good hope aright On terrors tide or senseless sound he light And where before I say the Law doth drive Those from self trust who for performance strive It 's only objectively that I mean After the letter and the outward strain Even so far forth I say as means can go In such like working and no more but so For 't is God's proper work the soul to waken It 's he that hath the Conscience tardy taken But what need is there thus t' apologize For who thinks I the work master despise When I say this or that the means effecteth Though it be never named who directeth For men will think my meaning to be this Gods Words the Tool himself the Work-man is Let none è contra then whiles thus I praise God all as worker thence conclusion raise I utterly the means thereby exclude Nay wish they should not past their place intrude Yet true it is they ofttime so do Through our default not by their nature too Men therein towards Papistry much bending Beginning their Devotion there and ending And that 's more danger as I understand Than doubt of leaning on the other hand Yet this I say that who excludeth either Disjoyneth those which God hath linkt together Yet do I wish man would in any case Give both of these their due and proper place And let who fear when as they hear some say That God in working bears the praise away Lest man thereby secure of means should grow Beware lest they to far on lest hand go By giving so much to the outward deed As they thereby meer Formalists may breed If men here in an equal hand would carry None need about this point so much to vary For Paul but plants Apollos he doth water But God alone yields both the work and matter And in this race men bend their bodies whole And stirr their stumps and loâ—k at God the Gâ—ale It 's read in Wars some Nations set before them Their chiefest Virgins to shew valour for them The Crown of Life puts much more life within And makes men strive Immortal prize to win I mean this Crown but as it mâ—n respecteth Not as it back to God again refl cteth And yet there is a motive more than this Which not by Nature explicable is And yet no dream no fancie nor temptation Nor to be call'd in scorn New Revelation Which as I take it on me to expresse it So 't is most true I cannot I confesse it Nor do hereby boast my self to know it But sure I am some of Gods Children do it If any know it not yet scoff it so Let him before God answer thereunto But those that do say what they list and spare not For well I hope that scoff at it they dare not But whither run I all I have to say Is that
blind corruption hath to do Which may a reason be why this man brands That for obscure himself not understands Like him that cry'd the candle gives no light When as poor man the want was in his sight That man whose speech is out of feeling spun Thinks it perspicuous as the mid-day Sun Not that I here do go about to blame Some who at others landlie though exclaim With such like words O these are they that see That which to us is but a Mysterie Nor that I point out or exemple sie For eminence this or that man I Nor yet the other for deffect in grace Once aim at or indeavour to debase But say who scorn that other should discern More then himself this lesson well must learn Take heed of thinking he doth somewhat know Least he know nothing as he ought to do I speak to them too who disdains at such As simpler he and know not yet so much And whereas there be more or less degrees Of spiritual insight each one sees I lay this ground more grace one hath still he Thinks other better than himself to be For why in others man th' effects but knows Within we see sin in the very cause And that is plain in this that in their hearts Such are more vext than all their other parts Nor say I now that Nature cannot see In humane learning difference of degree And as is said Grace hath for other eyes And Wisdom to discern too none denyes Yet one main property of clearly seeing Is not to much to eye ones own well being But with good Job to listen too not scorn His Maids admonishment though basely born I oft have heard a godly man confesse Himself beholding for his skill no lesse And spiritual insight how to bare the face And secret passages 'twixt sin and grace To some one poor distressed Soul that lyes With bleeding and with sore and blubber'd eyes Who never a letter know can on the Book Nor dare for sin scarce up to Heaven look Then all his Studies or his humane guides Books or what other humane help besides And good cause why such folk have so clear fight For God sets in the Soul his candle light Yea makes it even a Holy School wherein His Spirit and Satan strong disputants been The Soul mean while yea oft the Bodie walking The hands at work the tongue imploy'd in talking The eyes at view I almost said even sleeping Hear these two talk their acts in earnest keeping Which needs must be a passing way to fill That simplest Soul with wondrous spiritual skill And this made David too a good practiser Then all his learned teachers so far wiser As to speak truth how should it other be But such must practise of necessitie So deep impressions both of love and fear Stampt in their Souls of things that toucht so near And this hath made some speak how much they found Themselves to Prayer and Temptation bound For finding out of that hid Scripture sense They ne're could gain by labour nor expence Learning and Arts as handmaids unto Grace My meaning is by no means to debase For where these two have both their proper site That man must needs prove rarely exquisite But that 's where Grace the other closs doth lay Down under hatches from the light of day For ken it self once nere so little stronger It will be Mistresse but the Maid no longer A cause why those who lay as chiefest ground Bare Eloquence doth yeild so harsh a sound And burden so a sanctified ear With such a weight as grievous is to bear True Eloquence I blame not but such froth As all in sounds out from the speaker goeth The base-born Imp whose pedigree's derived From spurious Seed of learning wrongly wived Blame-worthy most when as in holy writ Affected Humane Flowers varnish it True Eloquence is in its splendor where Fullnesse of matter words doth overbear Setting the heart of such a large extent Like a full Vessel that must needs have vent Or well-charg'd Piece whose bullet fircely drives So violent that it with lightning strives The chief intention which one hath in hand Being how to make his hearer understand As best content when he th' impression leaves And clearest sight of what himself conceives Unlike that Souldier who more cares in fight Fair to discharge then where his bullets light Still Gentlemen fair and farr off de shoot Missing the Paper and sometimes the Butt But the good Archer who the Game would win Cares not how fairly but how near the pin Accordingly things are to hearers brought As they before are in the speakers wrought For what man gives another of a store Which himself hath not in some sort before A cause why such whose heart and tongue agree So wonderous powerful in their preaching be And those who teach not by experience so So little profit by their preaching do What use hath eloquence but to impart To other men the language of the heart Wherein the plainest words that wit can finde Will come far short to model out the minde So almost infinite and ne're divine Words rather seem its language to confine Whereto yet all that may most fitly sort The speakers thoughts most lively to import Whereby more light to hearers may accrue Yea though it seem ne're so strange and new Are commendable yea necessary too Though most men think its but too much ado And plain another thing than words high born Where wind instead of Substance doth adorn Which Sermons stuft with eloquence and phrase Ne're pierce means hearts but sets the wits at gaze The Preacher's like the neat spruse Citie Dame Who when an hungred from a feast she came And asked by her Maid and therewith chidden Why she eat not with others that were bidden Said fool the cause I feasts frequent I trow Is not for meat but manners there to show Now for new words some men as error-breeders Condemn and tearm them fruits of fancie-feeders To this I say and hope I say aright Some words tearm'd new oft gives a greater light Into the Spirits meaning of the Word Then otherwise a sentence will afford Alwayes foreseen they do not disagree With that sound touch stone of all veritie Nay of absurditie nor error sound Which if they do then cast them to the ground Because mans wit subject to falsitie And thereto prone by Nature as we see Doth catch an error sooner from a word Then credit to long tales of Truth afford In which respect our words we well must scan As is observed by a worthy man New words must too be moulded in a mind Inlarg'd by grace and helpt by natures kind For Nature here a hand-maid we exclude not So she into her mistris room intrude not Since Grace must somewhat have to worke upon No Seeds takes rooting on a naked stone Grace yeelding oft accordingly improvements As Nature doth fit or unfit indowments For to the well-tun'd Lute the oaten quill Yields for
delight though man'd with ne're such skill Herein a large imagination much Availeth to the yeelding forth of such Which is for everie form a formless table And how much larger so much better able To bear and represent to judgments eye More lively Pictures to shape speeches by It s a good help I say namely in this That many a figure therein framed is And yet the sentence ne're th'obscurer neither But more apparant made by much of either And if you say that figures little need Where truth is meant to stand in any stead I say read but our Saviours life throughout Tell me what Chapters you can finde without I almost said what verses sure if any Full well I wot there be not very manie For this frail Life so slender knowledge brings We see but here the outward side of things And must the same expresse not as we please But as we may by such weak means as these Weaknesse I do not to the Word impute But say words serve our weak conceits to sute Wherein the Lord to silly manward bends And to our weak capacitie descends Yet is it self unsearchable profound Where Elephant may swim and finde no ground And doth in glorie infinitely shine Being one with that Majesty Divine Which though I do not nor yet rightly may Of Gods Word as 't is writ in Paper say In that respect a Creature yea also Shall fade and perish as such Creatures do But to leave this we judge here by events Our senses guided by meer accidents And must have things in such a sort exprest As fitteth our Capacities the best For in their cause to know things as they be This is reserved for Eternitie Save that sometimes some glimpses of that Light Shine here at seasons to our inward sight Of spiritual things while God a spirit being Shapes some good Souls a shred of his own seing Which might be cause why Prophets could foretell What divers ages afterwards befell But now for uncouth words if those I say Hurt 't is where pride and arrogance bear sway Men speaking things ne're in themselves decern'd But only at the mouth of others learn'd Wherein I wish my self and all men wary How we in these respects our selves do carry And that Paul's counsel well observ'd may be Be wise according to sobriety But herein many I believe have been Yea and yet are too much defective in Nor do I strive hereof my self to free But wish clear sight my sailings more to see For this it is in some declining case As wo is me what wanes are oft in Grace When as the flesh begins to grow secure The spirits Curb unwilling to endure Temptations baiting of their eager charge Grace leaving for a time my heart at large High self-conceits in me not downright kill'd Rather the heart with foul presumption fill'd Most ready all Gods promises to take That to securitie may furtherance make The judgment full of these conclusions stufft Which by the way doth make the heart so pufft These and such like that my salvations free That works but only shew my Faith to be That though God doth not alwayet manifest To me his love nere'lesse in his own breast It s sure enough as marks and mercies past Witness whereof perhaps some heartlesse taste Doth then remain recorded long before Within the Register of memories store Which morsells when the flesh hath got it hyes And then unto a stomach croude applyes From whence down to the spiritual members sent They breed exceeding hurtful nutriment This peradventure may be reason why Some on marks past so loth are to relye Which us'd to lead though to a higher measure Are to the Soul a very worthy Treasure For that the flesh these to its â—urther fall Converts the new man cannot do withall These help too as a staff to lean upon Oft in afflicted Souls when feeling's gone They hurt by accident when from supply Of some rare Preachers sweet delivery The flesh idea's to it self doth frame Of freedom which alace is but in vain Which falling on a Stomach sitting for it Makes new Creation droup and sore abhor it And oft with Paul to sigh and look about it And cry for help and means to go without it When yet perhapes it proves a faster guest Then to be packing at the first request For carnal reason its a stedfast friend To all designes whereto the flesh would bend I call these Stomachs croud in this respect For their spirituall calors great deâ—ect For sure there 's times when as Gods Children are Like Bees in wiâ—ter season branches bare Yet seasons too when he their Vessels sines And warms their hearts as with refreshing wires Yea when Gods sp'rit the sweet pleasant showers Of promises into their bosoms poures The season warm the ground well dig'd and drest Whereby it moisture better may digest Where lack of Sun and moisture more tâ—en needs There oftimes many a beg and maâ—â—ish breeds As in our neigâ—bour Irish ground by name We have at large experience of the same For give some Soil more moisture then behoves And it forthwith into a quag-mire proves But Rivers in Gods Sanctuary flow And stand not in such filthie pudles so This may because why Christ himself did say To his Disciples ready then away Yet many things I have to say to you But you are weak and cannot bear them now Wise Fathers let their Sons have libertie As they have wit to guide it for we see Let th' heir in none-age feel himself young master 'T is all to nothing but he 'll prove a waster Makes revell rout le ts silver handfulls shiver Thinking his portion will last out for ever And of his Patrimony gets such vent That ere full age oft stock and all is spent Alace poor Child through want of wit and skill â—n right discerning of the good and ill Himself he thinks how e're so ill he merit His loving Father ne're will dis-inherit Whereby such blâ—ws he to his livel'hood gives As he shall hardlie see through while he lives Or else at least it brings a smarting skin And manie a heavie frown to hedge him in With threats that if such courses be not left He sute shall of his birth-right be bereft Whereof the whiles he lives in deadlie fears Himself he more on his good carriage bears Bringing home often many a weary back With Inning that which he before did slack And with hard toil and sweat out of his brows Offer such fruit as in his garden grows For it s not ill that such lewd lads as he Should know themselves within command to be Yea and be taught by strict strict observation What 't is to be out of Gods frame and fashion And not to have his lands till he can use them Least he by prodigalitie abuse them For most of young men have their youthful fits Oft coming to their lands before their wits And commonly are call'd Bucks o' th first head Ne're weighing
thy friends at all That can relieve or ransom thee from thrall I tell thee true as sure as I do live Thou shalt not dye for for thee I will give My only son and he shâ—ll pay the prize Of all thy debt I swear it to thee thrice For rather then that thou in this thy state Should dye and from my love stâ—nd separate I will perform that which before all time Was wiâ—h me then and in my love did shine My word is past to thee it shall appear Which shall thy nature once again up rear By assuming it to my self wherein I will a living life to thee begin For I to death in that same nature thine Will subject lye that then the God-head mine May there appear to be that mighty one The which shall trush like to a mighty stone Thine Enemies and captive lead them all And thee redeem out of thy sinful fall For I will that decayed natuâ—â— thine Assume unto my word the God-head mine Wherein I must perform my Fathers will And andergoe his mighty wrath untill It satisfied be for every one And thus thy debt I will discharge alone And when thy sin and death and hell and grave Hath got on me whatever they could crave Then I 'le triumph and captive lead them all And free thy Nature from thy former fall And in the same I will triumphant ride Unto my Father there I will abide At his right hand there I will reign so long Till sin and death and all that darknesse strong Stand subdued among my people all And then the Kingdom to my Fathers shall Be resigned that so for evermore He may be all in all as heretofore THE SOVLS ANSWER NOw Lord what lets that this thy love to me Doth not yet shine unto my heart so free To make me know and fully understand My happiness which yet is in thy hand Wilt thou not now at this same present time Declare thy Kingdom to this sense of mine I fain would know how thou thy love to me Would so confirm that I may cleave to thee THE LORDS REPLY O Stay a while that way I 'le from thee go And thou after thy flesh and sense also Shall not me know for I will far ascend Above those thoughts yet I an ear will lend Unto thy cry yet is it fit for thee Thou still attend in thy humility The time and season that the Father hath Kept to himself for so the Scripture saith I tell thee true this way thou looks for me I will not come but that way will leave thee Which when I go it shall thy sense so try That down shall fall that which thou lifted by And this is fit it should be done to thee Or else the Comforter thou shalt not see Let not thy heart at this be so agast As though it should for ever with thee last I 'le come again according to that life Of holy Ghost so that no evil strife Shall shut thee out from my dear love wherein I will a living life to thee begin Then let not sorrow fill thy heart so fore As though that thou should meet with me no more Wait but a while in that Jerusalem And thou shall see again that blessed Stem Jerusalem thy heart that now lyes desolate Which of my presence makes so high a rate As by the flesh a Tabernacle there Might builded be to keep thee out of fear It matters not though from thy sense I go I will not leave thee now and alwayes so For when thou thinks that I am gone for ay Wait thou that while for then 's the time I say That I 'le appear my sp'rit it shall descend Into thy heart and thee it shall defend From all thy foes which do encamp thy soul And bring thee where thou shalt without controulâ— Received be into that lasting peace Which shall abide and in thee never cease For then I will give thee my sp'rit which shall Seal thee to me in that true love withall My tokens true which shall not thee beguile Shall be within thy heart and mind and I 'le So charactere my love therein that none Of all thy foes shall hurt thee for that stone That I have cut out of my mountain great Shall fill thy heart and unto dust shall beat Thine enemies all and in thy heart I 'le write Again my Law that first I did indite And therein shall my spirit freely move Which shall be witness of my dearest love And in thy heart there shall my temple be There will I dwell so I assure it thee And thou in me shall be thy resting place From all thy sins in this my day of grace And live in me by my own life alone And thou in me and I in thee be one This is my word from me to thee it s gone And shall prevail as that chief corner stone That shall be lay'd within thy heart so low That death and hell shall never overthrow THE SOULS ANSWER NOw Lord what have I more to thee to say This breaks my heart I can it not deny That golden chain that 's ty'd about my neck That word of thine that gave my foes the check Hath wounded me and win my heart that so From thee and from thy Word I cannot goe Here will I dwell my heritage doth stand On thee alone and builded by thy hand And I will feed by that same water-side That floweth from thee and I will abide Within thy house thy praises forth to tell Thy house my heart there will I with thee dwell For there I shall behold thy wonders all Thy lovely works freeing my soul from thral That pierceing word that made my heart to bow And all my Forces for to overthrow That pure truth that made me naked lye And bair'd my heart before thy seeing eye As in that day in Edens garden I Did eat and drink of the forbidden Tree That living Word wherein thy footsteps shine In love to me in purest streams divine Of thy true light that now my heart so free Of thee shall boast of that same libertie Where I shall stand in that same truest vine And root of life whereout in me may shine Thine own life streams for ever to declare Thy loving wonders in me great and rare And that I may Lord grant me still mine aid Thy Spirits life as unto me thou said Whereby thou mayest within my heart indite Thy living Word That Lord I pray thee write In Table of this meek'ned heart of mine That there thy Image once again may shine In living power and lively streams again From thence may run in such a heavenly strain As I may live and in such union dwell With love divine as may again I 'le tell Reduce my soul from all duallitie And set me fast in perfect unity From whence as from a perfect fountain fair May spring in me these lively graces rare Whereby I may in those same lively streams Preserved be and by those
nor earth resisteth That Providence which with one act doth guide What shall for all Eternitie betide That Sinnowie love which in embraceing Arms Clasps all his Creatures and them sweetly warmes And in a word that good without defection Which is incapable of Imperfection How can that Soul then but most blessed be Who bears a part in this sweet Harmonie So far as Creatures can in any wise With this their great Creator sympathize This is that Ocean of Immortal Bless Wherein the blest Soul sweetly swallowed is Born and contained for 't is more right to say That rather it contains and bears than they That River pure from Paradise that 's flowing On whose green Banks the Tree of life is growing With monthly fruit with leaves that never fail All sicknesses and maladies to heal That chearful fresh and everlasting spring Which stintless endless boundless joyes do bring Pure light where birds of Paradise are skirming Clear Streams where fishes numberless are swiming Fresh Floods whose Channels love is ever filling Their blessed body through whose veins distilling O Sacred Mount where love do build her nest O VVorld of Immortality and rest VVhen shall my soul once and for ever be VVholly possest and swallowed up of thee Of thee the harbour of all happinesse The Sea of comfort Son of Righteousness Of thee who art the life the light the love Of those celestial Citizens above Of thee whose face makes Saints and Angels sing So as therewith the heavenly voults do ring Here by the way consider if there were Some tasts as why not of such comforts here VVhether it might not cause the heart to see Some taken up with that sweet melodie As mourning now were to the Soul a task As far more fitter to give thanks than ask As th' one of these quite voyd of th' other be not How ever men sometimes in that case see not How ever to mourning I must confesse More suits this life and mans great wretchednesse I dare not then where I can sometimes finde Men lesse to craving more to thanks inclin'd But think they thus do as then taken up VVith Gods bright face and pleasures of his cup For though that flesh may counterfeit a joy That proveth not Gods Children for a toy For its apparent that such cases are As both experience and Gods VVord declare VVhereof example David's Psalms display In many a sonnet and melodious lay VVhen thanks and joy as prompt and kindly be As are requests and moans in miserie And tell me then whose lot it is to see That which to most men is a mysterie I mean whose soul a load of sin doth presse Much like a Mountain for it weighs no lesse The Lord discovering by a wondrous light To thy wrackt Conscience such a gastly sight As makes thy heart to quake thy bones to quiver Thy flesh to fail and scorcheth up thy liver So as thy self art to thy own self seeming A lost damn'd devil in thy own esteeming Unworthy beeing food bread life that for Hate to thy sin thy soul thou dost abhor Tell me how then In such a case can frame T' agree thy heart and tongue to praise Gods Name Whether thanksgiving to such a time as this Or prayers or groanings more agreeing is If thou in this case blames not groans and prayers Nor wilt if others much much thanks in theirs Since it is like there was a time before When they were less in thanks in groanings more I rather think them nearer God to be Unless their carriage shew the contrary Not judging they omit sins to confesse Because they see their own much holiness But if their joy now is or e're was true There hath or will come times wherein to rew In fiâ—e suppose thy hearts with child of praise To Gods Name here thou now begins those layes Yea that celestial and melodious song Which to the Heavens more properly belong And feeling in thy self a reason why Thou art thus moved to this melody And no more plain a token can there be Of Gods true grace and thy felicitie For who his friend with thankfulness can greet For that whereof he never felt the sweet Which grace of God is hardest there to finde In my conceit of any other kind At least wise for my self I 'le not deny This in my own self I can least espy I mean I can most hardly come to know If e're I truly gave God thanks or no Reasons whereof are these as I conceive We love our selves well we would still receive Were our thirst kindly we are thirsty land We never love to look on empty hand Our flesh is lusty and our souls are lank So that we have no hearts at all to thank But to return to do God's pleasure is Of Gods dear Saints the happiness and bless No other thing but instruments to be In our Gods hand his Name to glorifie In which his will blest souls for ever biding In that calm road to watch his ebb and tyding And therewithall or in or out the bay With sweet breath'd sighs of love wasted away What course the Current of Gods pleasure runs Which is that very liberty of Sons Imparted to them not by verbal telling Nor labored out as Words are done by spelling But secretly th'anointing doth convey Into their hearts to will to do and say Yea that anointing which without all measure Remains in him who is the very treasure From head to members still it self conveying As head springs do in thousand Channels straying Or as in Organs one self breath fulfills Proportionally the great and little quills Causing the lesse as well as bigger speak And in each time in order silence break So doth Gods Spirit which is his very love Whereby he loves himself and his doth move Towards himself which too his working power And doth before at Sea and Land devour Laying the mountains and the valleys plain That nothing might God 's Childrens wills restrain Cause man within the living stock to thrive Or move as do great wheels the lesser drive So that this will is Gods primarilie Yea even mans too in a next degree As fully as his eating drinking sleeping Standing or walking health or harbor keeping For who gives power these things to will or do The very same that gives the other too O happie grafts who thus transformed be Into the Nature of this living Tree Whose leaves are ever flourishing and green And roots fast fixt the liquid streams between You Demy-gods who to this Mount can say Pluck up thy self and plant thee in the sea Whose wills from Gods receiving still their bent May in a sort be call'd Omnipotent At least so far as by his Spirit ye Are set a Work his instruments to be Though here in measure after to fulfill In perfectnesse the pleasure of his will Who from the hot breath of Gods spirit bear Tydings of joy alarums oft of fear The great Kings Heralds now proclaiming pittie Anone for sin destruction of a
Citie Whose souls down deep in Gods sweet secrets dive As fish in wholesome streams play live and thrive Whose sure presages oracles say I Gods light reveals his power doth ratifie Dear messengers whom God doth oft imploy To kill and quicken plant and to destroy Whose fatal Judgement justly to come under Is to be Butt for Gods bright bolt and thunder O let me Anchor underneath your Lee But ne'r spread ensignes of an enemie Now Gods will thus reveal'd is term'd commanding So call'd as seems for our weak understanding At leastwise as commandment doth imply Unaptness or inflexibility Which though by Angels done and out of hand Yet as but can with Angels Nature stand Whose absolutest Actions nev'r are such As to approach an uncreated pitch Yet is me thinks life to a free concurring Of Stream with Stream mov'd by the Fountains stirring Alwayes remembring that within the head Lyes all the life that 's in the members spread Yea Christ himself when once he hath put down Authority and Power shall yield the Crown To God the Father that the Deity May all in all his dear lov'd Members be Authority and Power thus much importing By Law and Ordinance a forc't extorting And thus Christs Prayer for his is verifi'de That he in them and they in him abide Who doth both will speak think and live and move In every soul unite to him in Love Like as the Soul still in the bodies senses Its executions outwardly dispences Thus God doth use to execute his will In such I say as he vouchsaves to fill Though he such Organs needeth near a deal But all is done for silly mans avail Needs not I say who to himself is store Of all rich Treasures as is said before Yet by a new and living way found out Bâ—tter to bring his blessedness about That he might man his late lost treasure win His Jemm House Temple to delight him in He bowes his heart by love from him to draw What never could be wrung out by the Law Could not I say in reverence be it spoken For by Gods Power his will is never broken So be obtain'd till from himself first shedding His love He set a second love a breeding For such is Man for frowardness and teen As some crab'd dogged curr that I have seen Which you may take and all to beat and bang him To make him stoop and you shall sooner hang him Who with the Marigould shuts ' gainst a storm But ope's at-large when beams of grace shine warm This way God deals and takes delight in this That thus in him his spouse delighted is Like a most kind and tender hearted Lover Who his own dear hearts joy and grief doth suffer Or Friend on whom his friends content rebounding Is to his heart a double joy resounding As of a well mov'd lute the trembling strings Unto a well mov'd ears sweet murmurings Or as two souls by ligaments from either Within one body were unite together Thus well the Father with his soon agrees And thus the Son partakes his qualities Yet here but in a measure I confess For we are here but in a wilderness Where penurie of bread and water wring us Where foes assault and fiery serpents sting us Where lusting thoughts from Egypt store defile us Where Midianites entrapping snares beguile us Our health more resting for our Faith is small That we are known then that we know at all For were it full our joy would be so strong This mortal life could not continue long But here the best do but in little measure Enjoy that rich inestimable treasure As Vessels that contain not past their bearing Or bodies that endure not past their wearing Though I confesse a difference of degree Is here as well as shall hereafter be Some newly born and in the Mothers lap VVhich skill no more than sweetness of the pap VVho save in their desires do quite disclaim All hopes of Sonship to belong to them VVhose hate to sin is yet so wondrous sore Then yield to it they 'd rather dye before Some in the vigour of their youâ—hful prime Suffer and do by entercourse of time Now soy'ld their Arms not closely clasping on Yet Victors in the spiritual fight anon Some Fathers growâ— both circumspect and wise In spiritual combats through long exercise By constant walking in a godly way Able for God both much to do and say For though our deeds do nothing add nor minish To God nor to what Christ not we could finish Yet that it may be better manifested That this life bread is thorowly digested It s lookâ—d for â—hat it the eaters drive In courage strength and manly acts to thrive For sweet it is ones heritage to see But sweeter far to feel it so to be Now here through sanctitie we entrance make Yea sound possession of Gods kingdom take Our God being like some wondrous loving Father Who choosing an adopted Son the rather To let his Son his minde the better know That all is his and that he means it so Not only by his writings doth convey Or state him in his livings all he may That he far off in other Countreys being Might feed his hopes by seals and writings seeing But gives him leave and freely bids him come And in his life-time makes his house his home Allowing him his dyet at his Table And for his horse a standing in his stable Provision of his Chamber and his Bed To come and go and rest his wearie head This man can then by demonstration show That he is heir yea feels the same is so Now for our present case t' apply this to it I will forbear since every one may do it Only I say who truely is an Heir Of Christ his Kingdom makes his entry here Yea some enjoy it in a great degree Great in it self though not respectivelie What measure though I deal not here to say Meddle not with that who meddle with it may Wherein thou needs exceeding wary be Of judging others by what is in thee For shall I others gifts and graces stint Because my self can see no farther in 't And who art thou that dâ—rest so confine Gods bountie to that straitned breast of thine True grace still eminent of grace will own Admire and reverence where the same is known Not once disdaining to be thought to be Inferiour to another in degree For this one thing that we do somewhat think us To nothing in the pit of pride doth sink us Not that but shews sometimes for substance goes And that men ofttimes are deceived so But ignis fatuus never yeelded smoak Nor Owles long hidden lye within the poak Yet that no hinderance is why some indeed And verity may not in grace exceed Such mastery t' obtain against their sin Such constant feeling of Gods favour win So comfortable and so sweet abode Such fellowship and walking with their God That nature nay themselves shall much admire That e're they should continue or