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maid_n how_o almighty_a god_n permit_v the_o devel_n to_o have_v power_n over_o her_o body_n and_o how_o she_o overcome_v all_o with_o great_a patience_n chap._n 33._o the_o malice_n that_o the_o damn_a spirit_n bare_a to_o this_o holy_a virgin_n be_v very_o great_a and_o the_o battle_n that_o they_o make_v continual_o against_o she_o to_o remove_v she_o from_o her_o constancy_n and_o vow_n of_o virginity_n be_v sure_o very_o fierce_a and_o cruel_a all_o the_o which_o she_o overcome_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o triumph_v over_o all_o their_o malice_n and_o wiliness_n as_o we_o have_v in_o part_n touch_v before_o but_o as_o our_o lord_n will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o have_v any_o power_n over_o her_o soul_n which_o can_v not_o be_v without_o sin_n so_o do_v he_o permit_v they_o to_o vex_v her_o body_n and_o put_v it_o to_o great_a pain_n for_o her_o further_a increase_n of_o merit_n and_o high_a crown_n in_o so_o much_o that_o some_o time_n they_o throw_v she_o into_o the_o fire_n sometime_o they_o cast_v she_o down_o headlong_o from_o her_o horse_n and_o one_o time_n when_o doctor_n raimundus_n her_o confessor_n with_o diverse_a other_o be_v present_a they_o hurl_v she_o down_o in_o such_o sort_n that_o both_o she_o and_o her_o horse_n be_v over_o the_o head_n and_o ear_n in_o the_o mire_n whereat_o she_o smile_v pleasant_o and_o say_v to_o her_o company_n be_v not_o afraid_a for_o this_o be_v the_o work_n of_o malatasca_n and_o this_o happen_v most_o common_o unto_o she_o when_o she_o have_v do_v some_o special_a work_n that_o tend_v to_o the_o edify_n of_o soul_n as_o she_o declare_v very_o well_o herself_o in_o her_o hundred_o and_o sixth_o epistle_n where_o after_o that_o she_o have_v declare_v what_o intolerable_a pain_n she_o suffer_v which_o be_v in_o deed_n so_o vehement_a that_o for_o very_a pain_n she_o reach_v at_o her_o garment_n and_o look_v how_o much_o she_o latch_v with_o her_o hand_n so_o much_o she_o rend_v away_o and_o how_o the_o next_o day_n be_v to_o write_v letter_n to_o the_o pope_n holiness_n and_o to_o three_o cardinal_n when_o she_o have_v end_v her_o letler_n to_o the_o pope_n she_o be_v able_a to_o write_v no_o more_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o violent_a pain_n that_o come_v upon_o she_o she_o write_v these_o word_n and_o so_o stand_v still_o a_o little_a while_n there_o begin_v a_o terror_n of_o devil_n which_o be_v do_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o they_o set_v i_o quite_o beside_o myself_o rage_v like_o mad_a dog_n against_o i_o as_o though_o i_o silly_a worm_n have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o take_v out_o of_o their_o hand_n that_o which_o they_o have_v hold_v long_o time_n in_o the_o holy_a church_n and_o this_o terror_n together_o with_o the_o pain_n of_o my_o body_n be_v so_o great_a that_o i_o have_v think_v to_o have_v go_v from_o my_o study_n and_o to_o get_v i_o to_o the_o chapel_n as_o though_o my_o study_n have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o my_o pain_n but_o sudden_o i_o be_v throw_v down_o and_o be_v throw_v down_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o my_o soul_n be_v depart_v from_o my_o body_n howbeit_o not_o so_o as_o when_o it_o be_v depart_v in_o deed_n for_o then_o my_o soul_n do_v taste_v the_o felicity_n of_o the_o immortal_a spirit_n and_o do_v receive_v that_o most_o sovereign_a blessedness_n with_o they_o but_o now_o it_o seem_v as_o a_o thing_n reserve_v though_o it_o seem_v not_o to_o be_v in_o my_o body_n but_o i_o see_v my_o body_n as_o though_o it_o have_v be_v a_o other_o these_o be_v the_o very_a word_n that_o she_o write_v in_o that_o epistle_n in_o the_o which_o she_o describe_v certain_a new_a battle_n make_v against_o she_o by_o those_o damn_a spirit_n far_o great_a and_o more_o terrible_a then_o ever_o she_o sustain_v at_o any_o other_o tyme._n and_o in_o the_o next_o epistle_n she_o declare_v how_o she_o be_v very_o sore_o beat_v and_o torment_v by_o they_o because_o she_o pray_v with_o a_o great_a zeal_n for_o the_o catholic_a church_n where_o she_o say_v moreover_o that_o the_o more_o she_o suffer_v in_o her_o body_n the_o great_a be_v her_o love_n towards_o the_o church_n and_o the_o more_o she_o desire_v to_o see_v the_o same_o reform_v how_o she_o deliver_v a_o certain_a young_a maid_n that_o be_v possess_v of_o a_o wicked_a spirit_n chap._n 34._o as_o it_o be_v well_o know_v to_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a person_n that_o this_o holy_a maid_n be_v marvellous_o vex_v and_o put_v to_o intolerable_a pain_n by_o the_o malice_n of_o wicked_a spirit_n so_o it_o please_v god_n to_o show_v likewise_o to_o the_o wordle_n that_o he_o have_v grant_v she_o as_o it_o be_v by_o special_a privilege_n authority_n &_o jurisdiction_n over_o the_o say_a spirit_n to_o command_v bind_v and_o cast_v they_o out_o at_o her_o pleasure_n to_o the_o great_a comfort_n of_o the_o true_a and_o humble_a servant_n of_o god_n and_o withal_o to_o the_o utter_a confusion_n of_o those_o proud_a spirit_n that_o set_v themselves_o up_o against_o god_n and_o his_o servant_n as_o may_v appear_v evident_o by_o these_o example_n here_o ensew_v there_o be_v in_o the_o city_n of_o sienna_n a_o certain_a notary_n call_v master_n michael_n who_o when_o he_o be_v well_o strike_v in_o year_n determine_v with_o the_o consent_n of_o his_o wife_n to_o forsake_v the_o wordle_n and_o to_o geve_v himself_o to_o a_o more_o streigth_z order_n of_o life_n he_o determine_v also_o to_o dedicate_v two_o of_o his_o daughter_n to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n in_o a_o monastery_n found_v in_o the_o name_n &_o honour_n of_o s._n john_n baptist_n in_o the_o same_o city_n where_o when_o they_o have_v continue_v a_o certain_a time_n one_o of_o the_o daughter_n who_o name_n be_v laurentia_n a_o child_n of_o eight_o year_n old_a be_v by_o the_o secret_a judgement_n of_o god_n pofess_z with_o a_o wicked_a spirit_n by_o reason_n whereof_o the_o whole_a monastery_n be_v much_o disquiet_v whereupon_o by_o common_a consent_n they_o send_v for_o her_o father_n and_o give_v he_o his_o daughter_n again_o after_o that_o this_o child_n be_v thus_o take_v out_o of_o the_o monastery_n the_o wicked_a spirit_n utter_v many_o wonderful_a thing_n by_o her_o mouth_n and_o answer_v to_o many_o dark_a and_o hard_a question_n and_o which_o be_v most_o strange_a he_o speak_v common_o in_o the_o latin_a tongue_n he_o disclose_v also_o many_o secret_a vice_n of_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a person_n to_o their_o great_a reproach_n and_o slander_v which_o thing_n turn_v the_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o other_o also_o of_o their_o kindred_n and_o acquentance_n to_o great_a heaviness_n who_o leave_v no_o mean_a unsought_a whereby_o they_o think_v they_o may_v ease_v the_o child_n among_o other_o thing_n wherein_o those_o devout_a folk_n hope_v in_o time_n to_o find_v help_n &_o comfort_n one_o special_a mean_n be_v the_o relic_n of_o saint_n keep_v in_o many_o place_n in_o the_o city_n unto_o the_o which_o place_n they_o resort_v daily_o with_o all_o diligence_n &_o namely_o to_o s._n ambrose_n tomb_n who_o have_v be_v in_o his_o life_n time_n a_o friar_n preacher_n to_o who_o almighty_a god_n have_v grant_v a_o singular_a grace_n in_o cast_v out_o devil_n from_o such_o as_o be_v possess_v in_o so_o much_o that_o his_o cope_n or_o scapular_a which_o be_v there_o keep_v be_v lay_v upon_o they_o that_o be_v vex_v with_o unclean_a spirit_n do_v very_o common_o chase_v they_o away_o wherefore_o they_o bring_v the_o child_n thither_o and_o lay_v she_o down_o upon_o the_o tomb_n &_o cast_v the_o say_a clothes_n over_o she_o and_o the_o father_n and_o mother_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n set_v themselves_o earnest_o to_o prayer_n beseech_v our_o lord_n with_o great_a instance_n that_o it_o will_v please_v he_o at_o the_o contemplation_n of_o that_o holy_a saint_n to_o take_v mercy_n on_o their_o child_n but_o their_o prayer_n be_v not_o hear_v as_o then_o which_o thing_n happen_v unto_o they_o not_o for_o any_o sin_n that_o they_o commit_v but_o because_o it_o be_v otherwise_o dispose_v by_o the_o provident_a wisdom_n of_o god_n who_o undoubte_o put_v it_o in_o the_o heart_n of_o certain_a of_o their_o friend_n to_o geve_v they_o counsel_n that_o they_o shall_v repraire_fw-fr to_o the_o holy_a maid_n for_o the_o relief_n of_o their_o child_n which_o counsel_n they_o follow_v in_o deed_n and_o first_o send_v unto_o she_o pray_v she_o in_o most_o earnest_a manner_n that_o she_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o do_v her_o best_a to_o help_v their_o daughter_n whereunto_o she_o make_v answer_v that_o she_o have_v enough_o to_o do_v with_o the_o wicked_a spirit_n that_o do_v from_o time_n to_o time_n molest_v and_o trouble_v herself_o and_o therefore_o pray_v they_o that_o they_o will_v hold_v she_o
wrought_v to_o declare_v how_o acceptable_a her_o work_n of_o charity_n be_v to_o he_o chap._n 8._o of_o a_o pass_a great_a charity_n and_o diligence_n which_o she_o use_v in_o attend_v upon_o a_o sick_a woman_n and_o of_o her_o invincible_a patience_n in_o bear_v the_o waywardness_n of_o the_o same_o woman_n chap._n 9_o a_o other_o very_o strange_a example_n of_o her_o charity_n and_o patience_n towards_o a_o sick_a woman_n of_o she_o own_o order_n and_o how_o she_o render_v great_a good_a for_o great_a evel_n chap._n 10._o how_o she_o serve_v a_o old_a widow_n that_o have_v a_o fester_a sore_n run_v upon_o she_o by_o who_o she_o be_v also_o infamed_a and_o of_o diverse_a strange_a accident_n that_o ensue_v upon_o the_o same_o chap._n 11._o how_o she_o be_v endue_v with_o many_o goodly_a privilege_n how_o she_o have_v a_o pass_a desire_n to_o receive_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n how_o be_v fortify_v with_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n she_o endure_v much_o labour_n and_o travail_v without_o any_o bodelie_a sustenance_n chap._n 12._o how_o she_o be_v molest_v by_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a person_n dissuade_v she_o from_o her_o straight_a abstinence_n and_o how_o she_o overcome_v her_o gostlie_a father_n by_o reason_n chap._n 13._o how_o her_o strange_a manner_n of_o life_n be_v gainsay_v and_o slander_v and_o how_o such_o gainesayinge_n and_o slander_n may_v easy_o be_v answer_v chap._n 14._o how_o she_o show_v herself_o marvelous_a severe_a and_o rigorous_a towards_o herself_o and_o contrariwise_o wonderful_a gentle_a and_o meek_a towards_o they_o that_o slander_v she_o which_o she_o do_v to_o win_v they_o to_o god_n chap._n 15._o how_o our_o saviour_n take_v her_o hart_n out_o of_o her_o body_n and_o after_o a_o certain_a of_o day_n give_v she_o a_o new_a for_o it_o chap._n 16._o of_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a vision_n which_o she_o have_v at_o the_o slight_v and_o receive_n of_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n and_o how_o she_o feel_v herself_o wonderful_o alter_v after_o the_o receit_n of_o that_o new_a hart_n chap._n 17._o how_o our_o lord_n revel_v many_o high_a mystery_n to_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o how_o marie_n magdalen_n be_v assign_v to_o she_o to_o be_v her_o mother_n chap_n 18._o how_o hangyngh_v in_o the_o air_n she_o see_v certain_a secret_n and_o high_a mystery_n of_o god_n which_o it_o be_v not_o lawful_a to_o disclose_v to_o any_o man_n chap_n 19_o how_o she_o put_v her_o mouth_n to_o the_o side_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o drink_v and_o of_o many_o other_o wonderful_a thing_n that_o happen_v about_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n chap_n 20._o of_o certain_a other_o revelation_n show_v unto_o she_o upon_o the_o receive_n of_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n and_o how_o she_o obtain_v grace_n for_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a person_n chap_n 21._o how_o she_o receive_v the_o bless_a marcke_n of_o our_o saviour_n christ_n in_o the_o city_n of_o pisa_n chap._n 22._o how_o she_o be_v ravish_v in_o spirit_n for_o the_o space_n of_o three_o day_n and_o how_o afterwards_o she_o do_v penance_n as_o long_o for_o a_o word_n that_o escape_v she_o unwares_o chap._n 23._o of_o certain_a other_o revelation_n and_o again_o of_o the_o tenderness_n of_o her_o conscience_n chap._n 24._o how_o it_o please_v god_n to_o reveal_v to_o she_o the_o worthiness_n and_o excellency_n of_o the_o bless_a patriarch_n s._n dominicke_n and_o of_o his_o true_a child_n chap._n 25._o how_o the_o holy_a virgin_n be_v whole_o inflame_v with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n desire_v instant_o to_o be_v loose_v from_o this_o life_n and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n and_o how_o by_o that_o mean_a she_o obtain_v to_o bear_v in_o her_o body_n every_o particular_a pain_n that_o our_o saviour_n christ_n suffer_v for_o us._n chap._n 26._o how_o bear_v the_o cross_n of_o christ_n continual_o in_o her_o body_n she_o take_v great_a delight_n to_o reason_n of_o the_o same_o and_o how_o she_o reveal_v many_o strange_a mystery_n upon_o the_o holy_a scripture_n concern_v the_o cross_n chap._n 27._o an_o other_o exposition_n upon_o the_o same_o place_n of_o the_o gospel_n with_o certain_a other_o mystical_a say_n and_o how_o she_o pass_v in_o deed_n out_o of_o this_o life_n in_o the_o pany_n of_o the_o cross_n chap._n 28_o how_o she_o pass_v in_o deed_n out_o of_o this_o life_n and_o have_v the_o fruition_n of_o heavenly_a joy_n and_o how_o afterwards_o her_o soul_n come_v again_o to_o the_o body_n chap_n 29._o how_o she_o have_v a_o marvelous_a devotion_n and_o long_v after_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n and_o how_o she_o bear_v many_o reproach_n and_o slander_n for_o the_o same_o chap._n 30._o how_o our_o saviour_n christ_n minister_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n unto_o she_o with_o his_o own_o holy_a hand_n chap._n 31._o how_o her_o face_n do_v shine_v like_o a_o angel_n while_o she_o be_v receive_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n and_o of_o certain_a other_o strange_a sign_n chap._n 32._o how_o almighty_a god_n permit_v the_o devel_n to_o have_v power_n our_o her_o body_n and_o how_o she_o overcome_v all_o with_o great_a patience_n chap._n 33._o how_o she_o deliver_v a_o certanie_n young_a maid_n that_o be_v possess_v of_o a_o wicked_a spirit_n chap._n 34._o how_o she_o deliver_v a_o woman_n that_o be_v possess_v of_o a_o wicked_a spirit_n chap._n 35._o a_o table_n of_o the_o chapter_n contain_v in_o the_o three_o part_n of_o this_o book_n how_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v endue_v with_o the_o spirit_n of_o prophecy_n and_o foretell_v what_o calamity_n shall_v happen_v to_o the_o church_n and_o likewise_o how_o it_o shall_v be_v restore_v again_o chap._n 1._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n see_v the_o secret_a thought_n of_o man_n heart_n and_o how_o she_o use_v that_o gift_n to_o the_o benefit_n of_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a person_n chap._n 2._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n deliver_v doctor_n thomas_n her_o confessor_n and_o a_o other_o friar_n that_o iourny_v with_o he_o from_o be_v murder_v in_o the_o way_n chap._n 3._o how_o she_o prophesy_v long_a time_n before_o of_o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o gentleman_n call_v francis_n of_o malavolt_n chap._n 4._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n make_v a_o exhortation_n to_o the_o carthusian_n moncke_n in_o the_o which_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o prophecy_n she_o touch_v the_o most_o secret_a defect_n of_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a of_o they_o very_o particular_o chap._n 5._o what_o a_o singular_a grace_n the_o holy_a maid_n have_v not_o only_o in_o see_v the_o state_n of_o their_o soul_n that_o be_v present_a with_o she_o but_o also_o in_o discern_v the_o quality_n and_o condition_n of_o they_o that_o be_v far_o from_o she_o and_o in_o strange_a country_n with_o certain_a other_o point_n of_o like_a sort_n worthy_a to_o be_v note_v chap._n 6._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n pray_v continual_o for_o the_o state_n of_o the_o church_n and_o how_o by_o prayer_n she_o obtain_v of_o god_n the_o cease_n of_o two_o rebellion_n chap._n 7._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n obtain_v by_o prayer_n that_o she_o may_v satisfy_v the_o justice_n of_o god_n for_o the_o pain_n due_a to_o her_o father_n in_o purgatory_n chap._n 8._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n by_o prayer_n bring_v her_o mother_n to_o life_n again_o and_o so_o deliver_v she_o from_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n chap._n 9_o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n obtain_v of_o god_n by_o prayer_n the_o conversion_n of_o two_o thief_n that_o be_v lead_v to_o execution_n chap._n 10._o how_o by_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o holy_a maid_n a_o obstinate_a sinner_n be_v turn_v to_o god_n chap_n 11._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n by_o prayer_n procure_v the_o conversion_n of_o a_o fierce_a young_a gentleman_n in_o sienna_n call_v james_n tolomes_n chap._n 12._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n by_o prayer_n obtain_v the_o conversion_n of_o a_o gentleman_n call_v man_n chap._n 13._o what_o a_o wonderful_a grace_n the_o holy_a maid_n have_v in_o make_v exhortation_n and_o convert_n soul_n unto_o god_n chap._n 14._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n meed_n many_o goodly_a sermon_n or_o collation_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o pope_n gregory_n and_o afterwards_o likewise_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o pope_n vrbanus_n and_o his_o cardinal_n chap._n 15._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v send_v to_o pope_n gregory_n from_o the_o florentine_n about_o a_o treaty_n of_o peace_n and_o how_o she_o be_v send_v back_o again_o with_o the_o condition_n of_o peace_n free_o put_v in_o she_o own_o hand_n chap._n 16._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v send_v back_o from_o pope_n gregory_n to_o the_o florentine_n with_o the_o condition_n of_o peace_n free_o put_v in_o she_o own_o hand_n chap_n 17._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n show_v herself_o to_o be_v excellent_o well_o learned_a both_o by_o her_o write_n and_o work_n set_v out_o to_o the_o whole_a wordle_n and_o also_o by_o her_o conference_n and_o disputation_n have_v with_o certain_a great_a learned_a man_n chap._n 18_o a_o brief_a repartition_n or_o some_o of_o many_o point_n of_o heavenly_a doctrine_n reveal_v unto_o the_o holy_a maid_n immediate_o from_o god_n chap._n 19_o a_o prayer_n or_o answer_v make_v by_o a_o faithful_a and_o devout_a soul_n to_o the_o word_n of_o almighty_a god_n here_o before_o recite_v chap._n 20._o what_o a_o sure_a affiance_n the_o holy_a maid_n have_v in_o the_o truth_n of_o christ_n and_o how_o she_o long_v after_o martyrdom_n chap._n 21._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n make_v a_o final_a exhortation_n to_o her_o spiritual_a child_n and_o so_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n chap._n 22._o a_o table_n of_o the_o chapter_n contain_v in_o the_o four_o part_n of_o this_o book_n how_o it_o please_v our_o lord_n to_o make_v the_o holiness_n of_o his_o spouse_n know_v to_o the_o wordle_n by_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a evident_a token_n from_o heaven_n and_o first_o how_o she_o speak_v certain_a comfortable_a word_n to_o doctor_n raimundus_n after_o her_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o wordle_n chap._n 1._o how_o it_o please_v god_n to_o geve_v a_o testimony_n of_o her_o holiness_n in_o her_o life_n time_n by_o a_o evident_a miracle_n wrought_v at_o the_o tomb_n of_o s._n agnes_n chap._n 2._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n in_o her_o life_n time_n heal_v many_o that_o be_v sick_a of_o the_o plague_n chap._n 3._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n heal_v a_o great_a number_n that_o be_v sick_a of_o other_o disease_n after_o the_o like_a manner_n chap._n 4._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n make_v good_a bread_n of_o fusty_a and_o stink_a corn_n and_o how_o she_o multiply_v the_o same_o chap._n 5._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n multiply_v bread_n a_o other_o time_n in_o rome_n for_o the_o provisiom_n of_o her_o family_n chap._n 6._o how_o the_o holy_a maid_n wrought_v the_o like_a miracle_n in_o the_o covent_n of_o the_o friar_n preacher_n in_o sienna_n after_o her_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o wordle_n chap._n 7._o how_o almighty_a god_n cause_v wine_n to_o be_v find_v in_o a_o empty_a vessel_n to_o the_o use_n of_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o how_o he_o cause_v the_o same_o to_o cease_v again_o 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doctor_n raimundus_n and_o diverse_a other_o credible_a person_n report_v that_o when_o she_o come_v with_o they_o into_o place_n where_o neither_o she_o nor_o they_o have_v ever_o be_v before_o there_o resort_v unto_o she_o many_o man_n and_o woman_n that_o seem_v by_o their_o apparel_n word_n and_o outward_a behaviour_n very_o honest_a and_o godly_a folk_n but_o be_v in_o deed_n give_v to_o some_o unclean_a vice_n which_o thing_n she_o perceive_v by_o and_o by_o and_o therefore_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a be_v bring_v to_o speak_v with_o they_o of_o heavenly_a matter_n as_o they_o require_v nor_o so_o much_o as_o to_o turn_v her_o face_n towards_o they_o and_o if_o she_o see_v that_o they_o tarry_v over_o long_o she_o will_v break_v out_o into_o word_n also_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o if_o they_o mind_v to_o talk_v of_o god_n or_o of_o godly_a matter_n they_o shall_v first_o rid_v themselves_o out_o of_o the_o devil_n snare_n and_o amend_v their_o life_n and_o with_o that_o she_o 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afterwards_o to_o ask_v she_o secret_o what_o the_o cause_n be_v why_o she_o have_v so_o do_v to_o who_o she_o make_v answer_v after_o this_o manner_n o_o father_n say_v she_o if_o you_o have_v feel_v such_o a_o stench_n of_o sin_n as_o i_o feel_v while_o that_o woman_n speak_v to_o i_o i_o be_o well_o assure_v you_o will_v have_v cast_v up_o all_o that_o have_v be_v in_o your_o stomach_n upon_o this_o doctor_n raimundus_n use_v mean_n to_o come_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o that_o woman_n conversation_n and_o understand_v that_o she_o be_v a_o priest_n concubine_n how_o the_o holy_a maid_n pray_v continual_o for_o the_o state_n of_o the_o church_n and_o how_o by_o prayer_n she_o obtain_v of_o god_n the_o cease_n of_o two_o rebellion_n in_o rome_n chap._n 7._o
see_v that_o be_v move_v with_o pity_n she_o turn_v herself_o to_o god_n after_o her_o accustom_a manner_n in_o prayer_n and_o beseech_v he_o with_o great_a instance_n that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o prolong_v her_o mother_n life_n our_o lord_n make_v answer_v that_o if_o she_o can_v be_v bring_v to_o dispose_v herself_o to_o die_v at_o that_o time_n it_o will_v be_v best_a for_o she_o forsomuch_o as_o if_o she_o live_v long_o there_o be_v such_o storm_n of_o trouble_n and_o adversity_n towards_o she_o as_o she_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v the_o holy_a maid_n hear_v that_o go_v to_o her_o mother_n and_o comfort_v she_o and_o use_v many_o sweet_a persuasion_n with_o she_o to_o induce_v she_o to_o be_v content_a see_v it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n to_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o wretched_a state_n to_o a_o more_o happy_a and_o bless_a life_n but_o the_o mother_n geve_v but_o a_o deaf_a ear_n to_o this_o kind_n of_o talk_n charge_v her_o daughter_n earnest_o that_o she_o shall_v rather_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o the_o continuance_n of_o her_o life_n for_o as_o yet_o she_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n be_v bring_v to_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o wordle_n then_o the_o holy_a maid_n in_o great_a anguish_n and_o perplexity_n of_o mind_n become_v a_o mediatrix_fw-la between_o almighty_a god_n and_o her_o mother_n humble_o beseech_v he_o on_o the_o one_o side_n that_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v her_o mother_n to_o depart_v until_o she_o be_v resolve_v to_o die_v willing_o for_o his_o love_n and_o earnest_o exhort_v she_o on_o the_o other_o side_n that_o she_o shall_v yield_v her_o hart_n full_o and_o whole_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o she_o be_v so_o fix_v on_o the_o wordle_n that_o she_o may_v not_o abide_v to_o hear_v of_o death_n whereupon_o our_o lord_n speak_v to_o the_o holy_a maid_n after_o this_o sort_n daughter_n say_v he_o tell_v thy_o mother_n that_o if_o she_o will_v not_o consent_v to_o die_v now_o a_o time_n shall_v come_v when_o she_o shall_v 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hart_n and_o murmur_a against_o god_n she_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o any_o further_a contrition_n or_o repentance_n for_o her_o sin_n her_o daughter_n take_v this_o manner_n of_o her_o departure_n marvelous_a heavy_o and_o can_v receive_v no_o comfort_n but_o set_v herself_o to_o prayer_n which_o she_o have_v evermore_o try_v to_o be_v a_o present_a remedy_n against_o all_o evels_n she_o sigh_v sob_v and_o weep_v very_o lamentable_o and_o pour_v out_o the_o grief_n of_o her_o hart_n before_o god_n with_o these_o word_n o_o my_o dear_a lord_n and_o god_n be_v these_o the_o promise_n that_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o that_o there_o shall_v no_o one_o of_o my_o house_n and_o family_n perish_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o enemy_n behold_v o_o lord_n my_o mother_n be_v now_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o repentance_n for_o her_o sin_n without_o confession_n without_o the_o right_n of_o holy_a church_n o_o sweet_a lord_n o_o father_n of_o all_o comfort_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o reject_v the_o petition_n of_o thy_o lowly_a handmaid_n at_o this_o tyme._n see_v o_o lord_n i_o lie_v here_o prostrate_a before_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o will_v not_o rise_v out_o of_o this_o place_n until_o my_o mother_n be_v restore_v to_o life_n again_o and_o i_o ascertain_v of_o her_o salvation_n that_o thy_o promise_n may_v be_v verify_v and_o my_o soul_n comfort_v while_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v thus_o pray_v there_o be_v a_o number_n of_o woman_n in_o the_o chamber_n some_o of_o the_o household_n and_o some_o of_o the_o neighbour_n that_o come_v thither_o at_o that_o time_n as_o the_o manner_n be_v to_o mourn_v and_o to_o do_v such_o thing_n as_o be_v to_o be_v do_v about_o the_o dead_a corpse_n among_o these_o woman_n some_o there_o be_v also_o that_o give_v diligent_a ear_n to_o the_o holy_a maid_n &_o hear_v distinct_o what_o word_n she_o speak_v in_o her_o prayer_n but_o they_o all_o see_v this_o and_o be_v witness_n of_o the_o same_o that_o soon_o after_o the_o holy_a maid_n have_v end_v her_o prayer_n the_o soul_n return_v to_o the_o body_n again_o and_o the_o woman_n live_v afterwards_o a_o convenient_a time_n to_o repent_v she_o of_o her_o former_a offence_n and_o so_o die_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n this_o story_n do_v the_o holy_a maid_n herself_o declare_v afterwards_o to_o doctor_n raimundus_n her_o ghostly_a father_n how_o the_o holy_a maid_n obtain_v of_o god_n by_o prayer_n the_o conversion_n of_o two_o thief_n that_o be_v lead_v to_o execution_n chap._n 10._o on_o a_o day_n while_o the_o holy_a maid_n be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o one_o of_o her_o sister_n call_v alexia_n it_o chance_v that_o two_o famoê°_n thief_n condemn_v to_o death_n be_v carry_v in_o a_o cart_n through_o the_o street_n towards_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n their_o sentence_n be_v that_o by_o the_o way_n as_o they_o be_v carry_v they_o shall_v be_v pinch_v now_o in_o one_o part_n of_o their_o body_n and_o now_o in_o a_o other_o with_o hot_a iron_n or_o pincer_n and_o so_o in_o the_o end_n put_v to_o death_n which_o pain_n be_v so_o intolerable_a that_o they_o which_o be_v before_o in_o a_o desperate_a state_n and_o may_v by_o no_o persuasion_n be_v bring_v to_o repent_v they_o of_o their_o manifold_a and_o heinous_a offence_n commit_v against_o god_n and_o the_o wordle_n blaspheme_v god_n &_o all_o his_o saint_n in_o so_o much_o that_o it_o seem_v that_o the_o temporal_a torment_n that_o they_o be_v now_o in_o be_v but_o a_o beginning_n and_o way_n to_o these_o everlasting_a torment_n and_o fire_n that_o they_o go_v unto_o but_o our_o merciful_a lord_n who_o provident_a goodness_n dispose_v all_o thing_n sweet_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v of_o they_o when_o they_o be_v come_v near_o to_o this_o house_n alexia_n hear_v a_o great_a concourse_n and_o noise_n of_o people_n in_o the_o street_n go_v to_o the_o window_n to_o see_v what_o 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after_o this_o manner_n ah_o dear_a lord_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o suffer_v these_o thy_o creature_n make_v to_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o likeness_n and_o redeem_v with_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o be_v thus_o lead_v away_o in_o triumph_n by_o the_o cruel_a enemy_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n &_o confess_v that_o these_o man_n be_v just_o punish_v according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o their_o offence_n so_o be_v the_o thief_n also_o that_o hang_v by_o thou_o on_o the_o cross_n who_o notwithstanding_o thou_o take_v to_o mercy_n say_v that_o he_o shall_v be_v with_o thou_o that_o very_a day_n in_o paradyse_n thou_o do_v not_o refuse_v peter_n but_o give_v he_o a_o
the_o sister_n that_o be_v there_o with_o she_o at_o that_o time_n that_o when_o the_o holy_a maid_n come_v to_o herself_o again_o she_o shall_v desire_v she_o in_o his_o name_n and_o also_o charge_v she_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o her_o obedience_n that_o she_o shall_v extend_v her_o charity_n towards_o that_o miserable_a man_n that_o lie_v on_o pass_v and_o pray_v to_o god_n hearty_o for_o his_o recovery_n when_o the_o holy_a maid_n understand_v the_o lamentable_a state_n of_o the_o sick_a man_n and_o withal_o the_o charge_n that_o be_v geaven_v she_o from_o her_o ghostly_a father_n she_o tarry_v not_o but_o forthwith_o set_v herself_o to_o prayer_n and_o beseech_v our_o lord_n with_o great_a instance_n and_o fervour_n of_o spirit_n that_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v that_o soul_n to_o perish_v who_o he_o have_v redeem_v with_o the_o price_n of_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o that_o our_o lord_n make_v answer_v and_o say_v that_o the_o iniquity_n of_o that_o wicked_a man_n be_v 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dear_a lord_n what_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v first_o will_v i_o to_o go_v abroad_o and_o to_o procure_v the_o salvation_n of_o many_o soul_n thou_o know_v right_a well_o that_o i_o have_v none_o other_o joy_n or_o comfort_n in_o this_o life_n but_o only_o to_o see_v the_o conversion_n of_o sinner_n unto_o thou_o and_o for_o this_o cause_n only_o i_o be_o content_a to_o lack_v the_o joyful_a fruition_n of_o thy_o bless_a presence_n wherefore_o if_o thou_o take_v this_o joy_n from_o i_o what_o other_o thing_n shall_v i_o find_v in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n wherein_o to_o take_v pleasure_n or_o comfort_n o_o most_o merciful_a father_n &_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n reject_v not_o the_o humble_a petition_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n put_v i_o not_o away_o from_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n but_o gracious_o grant_v i_o that_o this_o my_o brother_n hard_a hart_n may_v be_v mollify_v and_o make_v to_o yield_v to_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n thus_o do_v the_o holy_a maid_n continue_v in_o prayer_n and_o disputation_n with_o our_o lord_n from_o the_o beginning_n of_o the_o night_n till_o the_o next_o morning_n all_o the_o which_o time_n she_o neither_o sleep_v nor_o take_v any_o manner_n of_o rest_n but_o weep_v and_o wail_v continual_o for_o great_a compassion_n that_o she_o have_v to_o see_v that_o soul_n perish_v our_o lord_n evermore_o allege_v his_o justice_n and_o she_o crave_v his_o mercy_n at_o the_o length_n our_o lord_n be_v as_o it_o be_v overcome_v with_o her_o importunity_n and_o cry_v give_v she_o this_o comfortable_a answer_n dear_a daughter_n i_o will_v stand_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o in_o this_o matter_n thy_o tear_n and_o lamentable_a cry_v have_v prevail_v and_o wrest_v the_o sword_n of_o my_o justice_n out_o of_o my_o hand_n this_o synful_a man_n shall_v for_o thy_o sake_n find_v such_o favour_n and_o grace_n as_o thou_o require_v for_o he_o and_o with_o that_o our_o lord_n withdraw_v himself_o from_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o appear_v the_o same_o hour_n to_o the_o sick_a man_n and_o speak_v to_o he_o after_o this_o manner_n dear_a child_n why_o will_v thou_o not_o be_v repentant_a for_o the_o sin_n that_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o i_o in_o any_o case_n be_v sorry_a for_o thy_o offence_n and_o confess_v the_o same_o and_o i_o be_o ready_a to_o pardon_v thou_o that_o word_n so_o pierce_v the_o hart_n of_o that_o obstinate_a man_n that_o he_o relent_v forth_o with_o and_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n to_o they_o that_o be_v there_o present_a &_o beseech_v they_o for_o god_n love_n that_o they_o will_v help_v he_o to_o a_o ghostly_a father_n with_o all_o possible_a speed_n for_o say_v he_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n have_v show_v himself_o merciful_o to_o i_o and_o will_v i_o to_o be_v confess_v of_o all_o my_o sin_n when_o they_o hear_v that_o they_o be_v very_o much_o astoin_v but_o withal_o marvellous_o comfort_v to_o see_v that_o sudden_a and_o bless_a alteration_n in_o he_o and_o they_o make_v great_a haste_n to_o bring_v he_o a_o ghostly_a father_n to_o who_o he_o make_v a_o perfect_v confession_n of_o all_o his_o sin_n with_o great_a contrition_n and_o so_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o wordle_n in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n how_o the_o holy_a maid_n by_o prayer_n procure_v the_o conversion_n of_o a_o fierce_a young_a gentleman_n in_o sienna_n call_v james_n tolomes_n cap._n 12._o there_o be_v in_o the_o city_n of_o sienna_n a_o gentleman_n of_o a_o worshipful_a parentage_n call_v francis_n tolomes_n who_o take_v to_o wife_n on_o rabe_n a_o gentlewoman_n likewise_o of_o a_o good_a house_n and_o by_o she_o have_v many_o son_n and_o daughter_n his_o elder_a son_n be_v call_v james_n a_o proud_a and_o haughty_a young_a man_n and_o of_o nature_n very_o fierce_a and_o cruel_a in_o so_o much_o that_o be_v yet_o but_o a_o child_n of_o age_n he_o kill_v two_o man_n with_o his_o own_o hand_n which_o cawse_v all_o man_n both_o to_o dread_v he_o and_o to_o shun_v his_o company_n and_o as_o he_o grow_v in_o year_n so_o do_v he_o also_o increase_v in_o malice_n and_o wickedness_n and_o run_v without_o rain_n or_o bridle_v even_o as_o his_o outrageous_a mind_n carry_v he_o into_o all_o kind_n of_o mischief_n he_o have_v two_o sister_n the_o one_o call_v francis_n the_o other_o ginoccia_n which_o be_v also_o dissolute_a and_o light_a of_o behaviour_n and_o special_o ginoccia_n which_o be_v whole_o give_v to_o vaintie_a and_o superfluous_a deck_v of_o herself_o and_o yet_o have_v she_o evermore_o a_o care_n to_o keep_v the_o virginity_n of_o her_o body_n which_o she_o do_v rather_o for_o fear_v of_o shame_n in_o the_o wordle_n then_o for_o any_o fear_n or_o love_n of_o god_n which_o thing_n be_v no_o small_a grief_n to_o their_o mother_n rabe_n who_o be_v a_o woman_n that_o fear_v god_n and_o tender_v much_o the_o soul_n health_n of_o her_o daughter_n go_v on_o a_o day_n to_o the_o holy_a maid_n and_o declare_v the_o state_n of_o her_o daughter_n beseech_v she_o for_o god_n love_n that_o she_o will_v be_v so_o good_a as_o to_o come_v with_o she_o and_o geve_v they_o some_o godly_a exhortation_n the_o holy_a maid_n which_o have_v evermore_o a_o pass_a great_a desire_n to_o win_v soul_n to_o god_n go_v with_o the_o gentlewoman_n with_o a_o very_a good_a will_n and_o do_v as_o she_o be_v require_v and_o her_o word_n so_o wrought_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o those_o two_o young_a maiden_n that_o they_o give_v over_o all_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o wordle_n and_o take_v the_o habit_n of_o s._n dominicke_n ginoccia_n forth_o with_o and_o francis_n soon_o after_o in_o the_o which_o rule_n and_o discipline_n they_o live_v a_o very_a straight_o and_o rigorous_a life_n
out_o a_o wilderness_n in_o the_o middle_n of_o the_o city_n and_o to_o make_v herself_o a_o solitary_a place_n be_v there_o be_v great_a resort_n and_o concourse_n of_o people_n she_o continue_v in_o prayer_n &_o meditation_n in_o the_o night_n season_n until_o the_o friar_n preacher_n ring_v the_o second_o peal_n to_o matin_n and_o then_o she_o go_v to_o take_v a_o little_a rest_n say_v these_o word_n to_o our_o lord_n lord_n hitherto_o have_v thy_o servant_n my_o brethren_n take_v their_o rest_n and_o i_o have_v keep_v the_o watch_n for_o they_o before_o thou_o our_o guardian_n &_o protector_n beseech_v thou_o to_o keep_v they_o from_o the_o assault_n of_o the_o enemy_n and_o all_o evel_a now_o be_v they_o rise_v to_o praise_v thou_o wherefore_o i_o humble_o pray_v thou_o to_o keep_v they_o and_o to_o geve_v i_o leave_v to_o rest_v a_o while_n and_o so_o she_o lay_v herself_o down_o upon_o the_o bare_a board_n and_o put_v under_o her_o head_n a_o hard_a block_n in_o steed_n of_o a_o bolster_n or_o pillow_n of_o diverse_a and_o sundry_a vision_n and_o revelation_n show_v unto_o she_o with_o a_o doctrine_n how_o to_o discern_v between_o true_a and_o false_a vision_n chap._n 16._o this_o holy_a virgin_n declare_v in_o secret_a confession_n to_o her_o ghostly_a father_n that_o at_o what_o time_n she_o begin_v to_o retire_v her_o self_n from_o all_o conversation_n and_o to_o live_v alone_o in_o her_o cell_n it_o please_v her_o spouse_n jesus_n christ_n to_o visit_v she_o in_o visible_a manner_n and_o to_o geve_v her_o instruction_n in_o matter_n concern_v her_o salvation_n father_n say_v she_o take_v this_o for_o a_o most_o certain_a truth_n that_o i_o be_v never_o teach_v the_o rule_n of_o spiritual_a life_n by_o any_o man_n or_o woman_n but_o only_o by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o spouse_n of_o my_o soul_n who_o have_v inform_v i_o always_o either_o by_o secret_a inspiration_n or_o else_o appear_a open_o unto_o i_o and_o speak_v to_o i_o as_o i_o now_o speak_v to_o you_o she_o declare_v moreover_o to_o her_o ghostly_a father_n that_o at_o the_o begyne_n her_o vision_n be_v for_o the_o most_o part_n only_o wrought_v in_o her_o imagination_n but_o afterwards_o they_o be_v sensible_a in_o so_o much_o that_o she_o see_v with_o her_o bodily_a eye_n and_o hear_v with_o her_o bodily_a ear_n the_o sound_n of_o the_o voice_n that_o speak_v unto_o she_o she_o report_v furthermore_o that_o at_o the_o beginning_n she_o begin_v to_o doubt_v and_o fear_n lest_o it_o may_v be_v some_o deceit_n or_o illusion_n of_o the_o ghostly_a enemy_n who_o transfigure_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n which_o fear_n our_o lord_n mislike_v not_o but_o rather_o commend_v it_o high_o unto_o she_o and_o say_v that_o so_o long_o as_o a_o man_n or_o woman_n live_v in_o this_o life_n he_o shall_v always_o stand_v in_o fear_n according_a as_o it_o write_v bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o be_v ever_o fearful_a and_o he_o ask_v she_o whether_o she_o be_v willing_a to_o learn_v of_o he_o certain_a note_n and_o token_n by_o the_o which_o she_o may_v be_v able_a to_o discern_v between_o the_o true_a vision_n of_o god_n and_o the_o false_a illusion_n of_o the_o enemy_n whereunto_o she_o make_v answer_v with_o great_a submission_n and_o lowliness_n of_o spirit_n and_o beseech_v he_o humble_o that_o he_o will_v vowchasafe_v to_o teach_v she_o then_o he_o say_v these_o word_n daughter_n it_o be_v a_o easy_a matter_n for_o i_o to_o inform_v thy_o soul_n inward_o with_o the_o secret_a instincte_n of_o my_o spirit_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o shall_v at_o all_o time_n discern_v perfect_o and_o without_o error_n between_o true_a vision_n and_o counterfeicte_a illusion_n but_o because_o my_o will_n be_v that_o it_o shall_v profit_v other_o as_o well_o as_o thou_o therefore_o i_o will_v teach_v thou_o a_o general_a rule_n and_o lesson_n which_o be_v this_o my_o vision_n begin_v evermore_o with_o fear_n and_o dread_n but_o in_o process_n of_o time_n it_o set_v a_o 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the_o flesh_n and_o licentiousness_n of_o life_n which_o show_v at_o the_o beginning_a to_o be_v deliteful_a and_o pleasant_a but_o in_o continuance_n of_o time_n they_o prove_v in_o very_a deed_n dangerous_a painful_a and_o unpleasant_a take_v this_o also_o for_o a_o most_o certain_a and_o infallible_a rule_n to_o discern_v between_o true_a and_o false_a vision_n because_o i_o be_o truth_n it_o can_v not_o otherwise_o be_v but_o that_o evermore_o by_o my_o vision_n the_o soul_n of_o man_n must_v needs_o receive_v a_o great_a knowledge_n of_o truth_n by_o the_o which_o knowledge_n he_o come_v to_o understand_v both_o his_o own_o baseness_n &_o the_o worthiness_n of_o god_n and_o so_o consequent_o to_o do_v due_a honour_n and_o reverence_n to_o god_n and_o to_o make_v little_a account_n of_o himself_o which_o be_v the_o proper_a condition_n of_o humility_n the_o contrary_n happen_v in_o the_o vision_n of_o the_o enemy_n for_o he_o be_v the_o father_n of_o lie_v and_o king_n over_o all_o the_o child_n of_o pride_n can_v geve_v none_o other_o thing_n but_o only_o what_o he_o have_v and_o therefore_o in_o his_o vision_n there_o must_v needs_o ensue_v in_o a_o soul_n ignorance_n and_o error_n by_o reason_n whereof_o it_o conceive_v a_o false_a reputation_n of_o itself_o which_o be_v the_o proper_a condition_n of_o pride_n by_o this_o may_v thou_o know_v whether_o thy_o vision_n be_v of_o i_o or_o of_o the_o enemy_n of_o truth_n or_o of_o falsehood_n if_o they_o come_v of_o truth_n they_o will_v make_v thy_o soul_n humble_a if_o they_o come_v of_o falsehood_n they_o will_v make_v thy_o soul_n proud_a thus_o be_v she_o instruct_v of_o the_o teacher_n of_o all_o truth_n jesus_n christ_n and_o she_o keep_v his_o doctrine_n and_o instruction_n very_o faithful_o in_o mind_n and_o utter_v they_o afterwards_o to_o her_o ghostly_a father_n and_o other_o for_o their_o instruction_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v declare_v hereafter_o and_o after_o this_o time_n it_o please_v god_n to_o 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