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the_o wicked_a but_o happy_o arrive_v at_o the_o desire_a haven_n where_o i_o will_v magnify_v and_o praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n for_o thy_o mighty_a aid_n and_o protection_n 43._o a_o prayer_n in_o afflictious_a why_o be_v thou_o sorrowful_a my_o soul_n and_o why_o do_v thou_o trouble_v i_o why_o do_v thou_o hang_v sleep_n upon_o my_o eyelid_n and_o fasten_v heaviness_n on_o my_o footstep_n do_v not_o god_n regard_v the_o prayer_n of_o the_o afflict_a or_o do_v he_o not_o from_o his_o high_a holy_a place_n look_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v hear_v the_o groan_n of_o the_o fetter_a and_o those_o that_o be_v persecute_v and_o afflict_v can_v thy_o eye_n see_v into_o heaven_n or_o be_v thy_o understanding_n of_o counsel_n with_o god_n to_o perceive_v how_o near_o his_o holy_a hand_n be_v to_o deliver_v thou_o every_o instant_n be_v time_n enough_o for_o his_o omnipotency_n and_o impossible_a occasion_n easy_a to_o the_o infinitenes_n of_o his_o deity_n put_v thy_o 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of_o my_o be_v or_o nature_n against_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o sovereign_a majesty_n to_o who_o i_o offer_v up_o and_o sacrifice_v myself_o in_o spirit_n to_o be_v to_o he_o a_o loyal_a obedient_a and_o faithful_a creature_n for_o evermore_o amen_n 29._o a_o prayer_n to_o be_v say_v in_o affliction_n and_o trouble_n o_o eternal_a and_o everliving_a god_n the_o father_n of_o all_o consolation_n and_o mercy_n the_o giver_n of_o all_o thing_n good_a and_o virtuous_a who_o be_v unto_o we_o as_o a_o nurse_n unto_o a_o child_n a_o shepherd_n unto_o a_o wander_a lamb_n a_o guide_n of_o our_o way_n a_o guardian_n of_o our_o person_n a_o counsellor_n in_o doubt_n a_o comforter_n in_o trouble_n a_o patron_n in_o our_o need_n and_o a_o assure_a friend_n in_o all_o affliction_n gracious_o assist_v we_o in_o all_o our_o tribulation_n and_o adversity_n be_v a_o assure_a trial_n of_o thy_o servant_n for_o who_o thou_o love_v thou_o chastise_v suffer_v i_o to_o be_v tempt_v o_o lord_n not_o overcome_v rebuke_v not_o forsake_v bruise_v with_o thy_o rod_n not_o break_v for_o my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a within_o i_o and_o my_o enemy_n have_v prevail_v against_o i_o yea_o my_o spirit_n repine_v and_o my_o flesh_n grudge_v that_o thy_o hand_n be_v so_o heavy_a on_o i_o i_o go_v like_o one_o that_o have_v lose_v his_o way_n shoot_v my_o eye_n into_o the_o earth_n as_o desire_v to_o be_v bury_v in_o my_o misfortune_n all_o my_o friend_n have_v leave_v i_o and_o my_o company_n be_v my_o own_o thought_n which_o be_v displease_v unto_o i_o my_o eye_n be_v great_a with_o tear_n my_o tongue_n labour_v with_o my_o misfortune_n so_o that_o i_o seem_v to_o other_o a_o piece_n of_o earth_n wrap_v in_o woe_n and_o calamity_n comfort_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v comfort_v shoot_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v disburden_v lighten_v the_o beam_n of_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v shine_v in_o prosperity_n for_o it_o be_v my_o sin_n o_o lord_n which_o have_v confound_v i_o it_o be_v the_o multitude_n of_o my_o wickedness_n which_o have_v drown_v the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o joy_n it_o be_v my_o guilt_n which_o banish_v thy_o goodness_n turn_v back_o o_o lord_n and_o merciful_o look_v upon_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v upon_o thy_o holy_a apostle_n and_o faithful_a servant_n s._n peter_n that_o i_o may_v not_o only_o weep_v but_o bitter_o lament_v my_o misdeed_n and_o offence_n who_o have_v deny_v my_o only_a lord_n and_o master_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n swear_v as_o one_o that_o know_v he_o not_o and_o blaspheme_v as_o certain_o neither_o believe_v nor_o fear_v the_o punishment_n which_o have_v overgrow_v i_o but_o if_o alas_o through_o suggestion_n of_o my_o enemy_n or_o through_o humane_a frailty_n i_o chance_v any_o time_n to_o transgress_v in_o any_o thing_n whatsoever_o give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n by_o the_o aid_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o arise_v again_o so_o soon_o as_o i_o shall_v perceive_v my_o fall_n and_o so_o to_o return_v anew_o to_o the_o divine_a mercy_n without_o any_o stay_n or_o delay_v whatsoever_o let_v it_o please_v thou_o o_o my_o eternal_a god_n almighty_a and_o all_o good_a father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n to_o confirm_v and_o strengthen_v i_o in_o this_o resolution_n of_o my_o amendment_n and_o to_o accept_v this_o cordial_n and_o inward_a sacrifice_n in_o the_o odor_n of_o sweetness_n o_o my_o god_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n god_n of_o my_o heart_n god_n of_o my_o soul_n god_n of_o my_o spirit_n and_o for_o such_o do_v i_o reverent_o thankful_o and_o love_o acknowledge_v honour_n and_o adore_v thou_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o 30._o another_o prayer_n for_o remission_n of_o sin_n o_o benign_a jesu_n the_o only_a refuge_n of_o desolate_a and_o afflict_a soul_n the_o comfort_n and_o succour_v of_o those_o that_o be_v lade_v and_o oppress_v merciful_o hear_v and_o pitiful_o receive_v the_o prayer_n and_o supplication_n of_o one_o conceive_a and_o bear_v in_o sin_n who_o acknowledge_v and_o confess_v before_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n that_o he_o be_v too_o base_a and_o altogether_o unworthy_a to_o speak_v nay_o look_v and_o much_o less_o to_o be_v hear_v and_o regard_v in_o this_o his_o extremity_n who_o in_o time_n of_o health_n have_v contemn_v and_o neglect_v his_o physician_n in_o time_n of_o jollity_n and_o prosperity_n have_v neither_o thrifty_o provide_v nor_o wise_o prevent_v the_o day_n of_o horror_n and_o desolation_n who_o be_v cruel_o accuse_v by_o his_o own_o conscience_n of_o many_o high_a and_o detestable_a treason_n against_o the_o king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n his_o thought_n and_o sense_n bear_v witness_n against_o he_o have_v neither_o treasure_n to_o ransom_n he_o nor_o friend_n to_o plead_v for_o he_o wealth_n prevail_v not_o with_o he_o who_o be_v infinite_a in_o riches_n title_n and_o honour_n be_v momentany_a shadow_n in_o his_o presence_n who_o advance_v and_o degrade_v who_o he_o please_v kindred_n and_o friend_n dare_v not_o be_v see_v before_o so_o pure_a and_o just_a a_o judge_n in_o so_o foul_a and_o unjust_a a_o cause_n what_o will_v thou_o then_o do_v o_o my_o soul_n in_o these_o strait_n and_o extremity_n whither_o will_v thou_o fly_v for_o succour_v heaven_n be_v his_o dwell_a place_n the_o earth_n his_o footstool_n the_o mountain_n he_o will_v remove_v and_o his_o justice_n dive_v into_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n fall_v then_o before_o he_o and_o all_o prostrate_a lift_v up_o thy_o voice_n implore_v his_o mercy_n desire_v his_o pardon_n sue_v unto_o he_o kneel_v before_o he_o lay_v hold_v of_o he_o and_o let_v he_o not_o depart_v o_o my_o soul_n till_o he_o have_v at_o least_o grant_v thou_o a_o reprieve_v for_o thy_o horrible_a and_o lewd_a transgression_n which_o obtain_v whilst_o his_o wrath_n be_v a_o little_a slacken_v thy_o tear_n may_v mollify_v and_o get_v between_o thou_o and_o his_o definitive_a sentence_n consider_v due_o what_o friend_n thou_o can_v make_v and_o due_a consideration_n will_v make_v contrition_n a_o special_a favourite_n of_o our_o saviour_n plead_v hearty_o for_o thou_o who_o in_o thy_o behalf_n promise_v a_o detestation_n of_o thy_o former_a offence_n with_o a_o assure_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n of_o amendment_n join_v with_o a_o continuance_n and_o progress_n in_o good_a work_n and_o holy_a exercise_n may_v for_o our_o saviour_n delight_v to_o hear_v he_o purchase_v thou_o a_o absolute_a pardon_n grant_v i_o therefore_o most_o sweet_a and_o amiable_a lord_n to_o employ_v the_o remnant_n of_o my_o life_n in_o study_v to_o be_v acquaint_v with_o these_o thy_o holy_a friend_n and_o favourite_n give_v o_o saviour_n a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n unto_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o lament_v and_o bewail_v
enable_v to_o exercise_v whatsoever_o be_v good_a and_o virtuous_a amen_n saturday_n 16._o morning_n prayer_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o let_v thy_o holy_a hand_n be_v over_o i_o let_v my_o first_o meditation_n be_v of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o my_o morning_n thought_n employ_v about_o thy_o fatherly_a care_n and_o protection_n which_o have_v from_o my_o infancy_n overshadow_a i_o preserve_v i_o from_o the_o vile_a and_o shameful_a fire_n of_o lust_n and_o riotousness_n recall_v i_o still_o to_o a_o feeling_n and_o dislike_n of_o my_o pass_a sin_n and_o offence_n rectify_v o_o lord_n my_o sinful_a will_n and_o strengthen_v my_o frailty_n that_o with_o the_o burn_a wing_n of_o filial_a piety_n and_o humble_a devotion_n for_o so_o many_o and_o those_o unspeakable_a gift_n and_o grace_n i_o may_v fly_v by_o prayer_n and_o thanksgiving_a to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o divinity_n where_o fix_v all_o my_o aim_n and_o intent_n i_o may_v change_v my_o proneness_n and_o inclination_n to_o ill_a and_o wickedness_n with_o virtuous_a and_o fervent_a desire_n of_o love_a and_o honour_v thou_o for_o thyself_o who_o be_v only_a and_o all_o goodness_n without_o the_o respect_n of_o my_o dependence_n or_o be_v from_o thou_o that_o reverence_v thy_o greatness_n and_o ravish_v with_o thy_o goodness_n i_o may_v with_o a_o love_n full_a of_o awe_n and_o fear_n eschew_v those_o way_n which_o may_v displease_v thou_o ever_o carefull_a of_o thy_o anger_n than_o my_o own_o hurt_n or_o disadvantage_n to_o which_o height_n of_o charity_n grant_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o attain_v for_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o only_a son_n who_o alone_o be_v able_a to_o deserve_v so_o infinite_a a_o blessing_n for_o so_o infinite_a and_o vile_a a_o sinner_n amen_n at_o noone._n 17._o a_o prayer_n against_o drunkenness_n give_v to_o i_o the_o water_n of_o life_n o_o lord_n and_o i_o shall_v never_o thirst_v but_o say_v the_o word_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v send_v down_o thy_o 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grace_n that_o they_o return_v not_o and_o multiply_v whole_a day_n have_v i_o please_v myself_o in_o displease_v thou_o and_o break_v many_o night_n to_o break_v thy_o commandment_n sore_a longing_n for_o their_o company_n who_o foot_n run_v to_o iniquity_n abuse_v thy_o creature_n provide_v by_o thy_o care_n and_o providence_n for_o the_o refresh_n and_o sustentation_n of_o our_o natural_a body_n to_o our_o ruin_n and_o without_o thy_o great_a mercy_n utter_a damnation_n do_v not_o thy_o servant_n lot_n o_o lord_n a_o just_a and_o righteous_a man_n in_o his_o drink_n abuse_v his_o own_o daughter_n what_o sin_n have_v hell_n in_o store_n so_o horrid_a that_o it_o dare_v not_o act_v and_o glory_n of_o the_o deed_n o_o most_o merciful_o love_v lord_n and_o father_n who_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o shall_v live_v and_o repent_v i_o request_v thou_o by_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o mercy_n thy_o bitter_a precious_a passion_n thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o ascension_n thou_o will_v take_v away_o from_o i_o this_o monster_n and_o hellborn_a wickedness_n which_o have_v subtle_o persuade_v i_o to_o offend_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o maker_n and_o steal_o surprise_v i_o and_o give_v i_o up_o to_o all_o manner_n of_o sin_n and_o transgression_n take_v away_o all_o reason_n blind_a the_o sense_n that_o be_v whole_o in_o his_o power_n he_o may_v carry_v i_o headlong_o to_o all_o perdition_n preserve_v i_o o_o lord_n by_o thy_o might_n and_o power_n from_o all_o occasion_n which_o may_v bring_v i_o to_o he_o for_o i_o be_o fearful_a of_o he_o and_o dare_v not_o without_o thy_o gracious_a assistance_n and_o mercy_n endure_v his_o sly_a and_o powerful_a persuasion_n no_o age_n be_v warrant_v from_o he_o he_o adulterate_v both_o sex_n he_o unsanctifi_v the_o most_o religious_a and_o creep_v into_o the_o private_v and_o most_o retire_a place_n bewitch_v all_o sort_n with_o his_o cunning_a and_o allure_a charm_n stand_v o_o my_o redeemer_n at_o the_o gate_n of_o my_o ear_n and_o shut_v out_o all_o his_o faire-seeming_a treaty_n which_o will_v conclude_v a_o peace_n between_o my_o frailty_n and_o the_o devil_n clear_v o_o lord_n my_o eye_n and_o take_v away_o the_o mist_n from_o they_o that_o i_o may_v plain_o see_v and_o perceive_v his_o ouglinesse_n and_o deformity_n wallow_v in_o beastliness_n and_o sensuality_n merciful_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o illumine_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v hate_v and_o detest_v he_o shun_v his_o friend_n and_o companion_n and_o fly_v from_o the_o place_n of_o his_o abode_n and_o entertainment_n within_o who_o circle_n no_o soul_n be_v safe_a no_o thought_n pure_a no_o sense_n perfect_a amen_n 18._o evening_n prayer_n lay_v thy_o bless_a hand_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o do_v on_o thy_o servant_n lot_n delay_v his_o own_o safety_n and_o conduct_v i_o out_o of_o this_o sinful_a and_o everie-way_n pollute_v sodom_n that_o i_o may_v quick_o fly_v from_o it_o lest_o 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flesh_n infinite_o desire_v thou_o of_o thy_o grace_n and_o favour_n to_o cleanse_v and_o sanctify_v my_o pollute_a and_o unclean_a soul_n know_v that_o no_o adulterer_n or_o fornicator_n shall_v inherit_v thy_o kingdom_n give_v unto_o i_o o_o lord_n spotless_a and_o innocent_a chastity_n be_v the_o lily_n among_o all_o virtue_n who_o sparkle_a lustre_n be_v see_v a_o far_o off_o bridle_v with_o thy_o holy_a hand_n all_o wanton_a and_o loose_a desire_n which_o run_v after_o their_o own_o destruction_n let_v the_o delight_n of_o my_o eye_n be_v thy_o miraculous_a resurrection_n the_o object_n of_o my_o ear_n the_o story_n of_o thy_o passion_n the_o subject_n of_o my_o thought_n the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o cross_n the_o food_n of_o my_o understanding_n thy_o wonderful_a and_o unconceivable_a conception_n let_v i_o with_o st._n thomas_n thrust_v my_o finger_n in_o thy_o wound_n that_o all_o faculty_n and_o function_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v busy_v and_o employ_v in_o and_o about_o thy_o work_n and_o wonder_n i_o may_v be_v deliver_v and_o bring_v forth_o holy_a thought_n reverend_a and_o gentle_a speech_n pure_a and_o immaculate_a action_n worthy_a the_o honour_n and_o glory_n of_o so_o pure_a and_o innocent_a a_o lord_n bear_v of_o a_o spotless_a and_o immaculate_a virgin_n grant_v this_o o_o sweet_a jesus_n the_o bestower_n of_o all_o goodness_n and_o virtue_n that_o desire_v to_o draw_v out_o this_o short_a and_o transitory_a life_n pure_o and_o honest_o we_o may_v after_o we_o shall_v be_v warn_v to_o give_v it_o over_o dwell_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o everlasting_a habitation_n where_o abide_v all_o purity_n sanctity_n cleanness_n &_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n 26._o a_o prayer_n against_o sloth_n when_o thou_o call_v thy_o servant_n to_o account_v most_o merciful_a &_o gentle_a saviour_n what_o reward_n have_v he_o that_o fear_v thy_o hardness_n and_o his_o own_o weakness_n lay_v up_o thy_o talon_n and_o employ_v it_o not_o be_v he_o 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good_a purpose_n and_o continuance_n to_o the_o end_n this_o life_n o_o my_o soul_n be_v a_o warfare_n wherein_o we_o must_v not_o stand_v idle_a but_o take_v up_o our_o weapon_n and_o fight_v manful_o we_o must_v prevent_v the_o day_n with_o our_o diligence_n and_o outwatch_n the_o sun_n with_o our_o carefulness_n lest_o the_o enemy_n take_v we_o unaware_o and_o slaughter_v we_o we_o must_v have_v our_o lamp_n still_o light_v and_o be_v ever_o ready_a that_o we_o may_v be_v take_v in_o and_o make_v partaker_n for_o our_o short_a travel_n of_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o repose_v 27._o a_o prayer_n against_o covetousness_n since_o it_o be_v easy_a o_o lord_n for_o a_o camel_n to_o enter_v the_o eye_n of_o a_o needle_n then_o for_o a_o rich_a man_n to_o inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n let_v i_o o_o lord_n wander_v naked_a and_o hungry_a clothe_v with_o sore_n and_o botch_n rather_o than_o with_o dives_fw-la his_o portion_n to_o take_v possession_n of_o his_o punishment_n for_o what_o avayl_v it_o to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o lose_v my_o own_o soul_n yet_o if_o it_o please_v thou_o bountiful_a father_n to_o leave_v and_o bequeath_v to_o i_o a_o plentiful_a estate_n and_o great_a riches_n give_v i_o grace_v so_o to_o use_v and_o bestow_v they_o that_o i_o come_v not_o behind_o hand_n with_o thou_o in_o my_o account_n let_v i_o so_o dispose_v they_o as_o thou_o have_v by_o express_a word_n appoint_v that_o my_o poor_a brethren_n put_v not_o up_o a_o bill_n against_o i_o set_a not_o my_o heart_n on_o they_o o_o lord_n but_o as_o thing_n without_o i_o when_o either_o thou_o please_v by_o fire_n water_n or_o any_o other_o casualty_n to_o call_v they_o from_o i_o let_v i_o thankful_o surrender_v they_o as_o a_o reeve_n not_o a_o owner_n yield_v thou_o immortal_a and_o unfeigned_a thanks_o that_o i_o have_v have_v they_o so_o long_o not_o inward_o grudge_v and_o repine_v that_o i_o have_v lose_v they_o so_o soon_o for_o who_o place_v 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open_a bring_v in_o my_o bill_n of_o clothing_n the_o naked_a feed_v the_o hungry_a and_o give_v drink_n to_o the_o thirsty_a i_o may_v receive_v that_o soule-comforting_a discharge_n of_o come_v you_o bless_v and_o seat_v you_o on_o my_o right_a hand_n for_o unto_o you_o belong_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 28._o a_o prayer_n humble_o acknowledge_v our_o sin_n with_o promise_n of_o amendment_n i_o wretched_a sinner_n here_o personal_o appear_v and_o stand_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n everlasting_a &_o of_o all_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n have_v consider_v the_o exceed_a mercy_n of_o his_o divine_a goodness_n towards_o i_o most_o unworthy_a &_o miserable_a caitiff_n who_o he_o have_v create_v of_o nothing_o preserve_v sustain_v and_o deliver_v from_o so_o many_o danger_n &_o endow_v with_o so_o many_o benefit_n but_o above_o all_o consider_v the_o incomprehensible_a sweetness_n &_o clemency_n wherewith_o this_o most_o good_a god_n have_v so_o bountiful_o tolerate_v i_o in_o 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may_v not_o only_a endeavour_n well_o purpose_v good_a thing_n and_o perhaps_o begin_v a_o reformation_n and_o virtuous_a amendment_n but_o continue_v o_o lord_n and_o persevere_v all_o my_o life_n long_o that_o by_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o holy_a and_o religious_a life_n i_o may_v be_v wean_v and_o withdraw_v from_o the_o transitory_a and_o seduce_a pleasure_n which_o gaudiness_n and_o custom_n have_v make_v strong_a in_o i_o and_o await_v the_o subversion_n and_o root_n out_o of_o all_o thing_n good_a and_o virtuous_a settle_v firm_a in_o i_o o_o lord_n a_o unwearied_a determination_n of_o a_o daily_a progress_n and_o go_v forward_o in_o thy_o service_n since_o to_o stand_v still_o be_v to_o expect_v the_o enemy_n and_o bridle_n and_o take_v from_o i_o the_o feed_v and_o blooming_n of_o vice_n that_o i_o deceive_v with_o their_o seduce_a yield_v not_o to_o they_o but_o perfect_o and_o zealous_o labour_v to_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o so_o good_a and_o great_a a_o majesty_n may_v at_o last_o receive_v the_o hire_n which_o thou_o have_v reserve_v for_o those_o that_o diligent_o employ_v themselves_o in_o thy_o vineyard_n 75._o a_o prayer_n in_o affliction_n most_o gracious_a redeemer_n which_o be_v always_o merciful_a always_o a_o preserver_n whether_o thou_o send_v we_o joy_n or_o sadness_n for_o great_a be_v thy_o mercy_n which_o by_o outward_a affliction_n as_o by_o a_o sharp_a medicine_n heate_v the_o inward_a man_n and_o by_o temporary_a trouble_n prepare_v we_o for_o everlasting_a joy_n even_o as_o thyself_o have_v open_v the_o way_n for_o we_o to_o true_a felicity_n by_o thy_o own_o step_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v drink_v this_o cup_n patient_o and_o obedient_o as_o give_v of_o thou_o but_o these_o trouble_n o_o bless_a and_o meek_a saviour_n fall_v heavy_a on_o i_o my_o proud_a and_o envious_a disposition_n grudge_v and_o repine_v at_o they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o cure_v the_o happy_a and_o heart_n comfort_v spectacle_n of_o thy_o precious_a passion_n that_o behold_v thou_o over-flowed_n with_o blood_n and_o sweat_n cruelty_n have_v use_v several_a torment_n to_o let_v it_o forth_o i_o may_v account_v myself_o happy_a in_o so_o sweet_a a_o society_n and_o my_o rancour_n and_o swell_a desire_n ambitious_o puff_v up_o with_o malicious_a and_o aspire_a thought_n may_v at_o this_o sight_n fall_v low_a and_o be_v assuage_v the_o venomous_a and_o poison_a sting_n of_o the_o subtle_a serpent_n be_v draw_v and_o cast_v from_o i_o by_o behold_v thou_o the_o example_n of_o all_o patience_n and_o gentleness_n endue_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o a_o absolute_a contempt_n of_o all_o these_o vain_a and_o gawdy_a shadow_n who_o pomp_n and_o outward_a glory_n be_v rate_v at_o so_o high_a a_o estimation_n let_v i_o look_v inward_o only_a and_o all_o my_o care_n be_v to_o be_v rich_o and_o sumptuous_o attire_v within_o let_v i_o aim_v at_o no_o peace_n but_o that_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n fear_v only_o thy_o rebuke_n and_o displeasure_n but_o for_o thy_o sake_n high_o esteem_v all_o the_o contempt_n the_o world_n can_v throw_v upon_o i_o the_o scoff_n disdain_n and_o base_a regard_n they_o can_v afflict_v i_o with_o the_o revile_n slander_n imputation_n which_o envy_n and_o ill_a tongue_n can_v lay_v upon_o i_o since_o promotion_n and_o high_a respect_n be_v no_o badge_n of_o thy_o servant_n commendation_n and_o graceful_a language_n no_o title_n of_o thy_o follower_n nor_o security_n and_o worldly_a felicity_n any_o testimony_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o favour_n to_o which_o only_o o_o glorious_a example_n of_o all_o virtue_n let_v i_o ambitious_o aspire_v through_o the_o burn_a furnace_n the_o lion_n den_n the_o axe_n stone_n or_o what_o new_a cruelty_n soever_o tyrant_n witty_a only_o in_o mischievous_a invention_n can_v for_o the_o profess_v thou_o inflict_v upon_o i_o since_o to_o lose_v all_o the_o world_n and_o win_v thou_o be_v a_o purchase_n unualuable_a &_o unspeakable_a which_o grant_n for_o thy_o own_o name_n sake_n i_o may_v happy_o attain_v amen_n 76._o a_o prayer_n in_o extremity_n of_o sickness_n o_o jesu_n christ_n the_o only_a hope_n of_o they_o that_o live_v and_o eternal_a life_n of_o they_o that_o die_v i_o wretched_a sinner_n submit_v myself_o whole_o to_o thy_o divine_a will_n whether_o it_o please_v thou_o my_o soul_n shall_v long_o remain_v in_o the_o prison_n of_o this_o my_o body_n to_o serve_v thou_o or_o depart_v out_o of_o this_o world_n i_o be_o sure_a what_o be_v commit_v to_o thy_o mercy_n can_v never_o perish_v i_o will_v lay_v down_o this_o my_o frail_a and_o miserable_a body_n with_o a_o willing_a mind_n namely_o in_o hope_n of_o resurrection_n which_o render_v it_o to_o i_o again_o much_o more_o happy_a strengthen_v o_o truely-mercifull_a and_o all-loving_a saviour_n my_o soul_n with_o thy_o grace_n against_o all_o temptation_n against_o all_o the_o assault_n of_o satan_n environ_v i_o with_o the_o shield_n of_o thy_o mercy_n by_o which_o in_o time_n past_a thou_o restore_v thy_o martyr_n unconquered_a against_o grievous_a torment_n and_o cruel_a death_n i_o see_v nothing_o in_o myself_o which_o can_v be_v a_o help_n unto_o i_o all_o my_o hope_n be_v in_o thy_o inestimable_a goodness_n i_o have_v no_o merit_n or_o good_a work_n to_o allege_v to_o thou_o but_o alas_o i_o behold_v on_o every_o side_n many_o wicked_a and_o sinful_a offence_n many_o malicious_a and_o envious_a transgression_n many_o lewd_a and_o lascivious_a act_n which_o be_v here_o ready_a to_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v and_o as_o much_o as_o their_o exclamation_n can_v further_o desirous_a to_o throw_v i_o to_o everlasting_a hell_n and_o perdition_n what_o advocate_n so_o merciful_a as_o thyself_o who_o so_o powerful_a and_o who_o more_o willing_a and_o ready_a who_o can_v better_a deliver_v what_o must_v at_o this_o time_n prevail_v for_o i_o be_v a_o story_n of_o thy_o own_o love_n and_o mercy_n who_o can_v show_v the_o scar_n of_o those_o honourable_a wound_n which_o 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