ease mee thereof that with â—acritie and readinesse of heart I may â—erue thee all the dayes of my life as I â—aue serued sinne before Alace was â—ot I the cause that thy Sonne died â—ine Angels are offended and thy Church grieued O Lord let mee be â—omforted before my departure that I may bee the occasion of all their joyeâ— by my repentance as I was the cause of their sorrowe by my fall and foule defection But alace when that I haue repented mee of my former wickednesse I am readie to runne backe vnto that filthie puddle of sinne from the which I was newlie washen yea I haue fallen more often than seauen times euerie day but thou O Lord with thy mercifull hand didst lift me vp againe Therefore deare Father haue mercie vpon mee I beseech thee and continue thy loue and fauour towards mee and let mee not fall as doe the wicked who fall and rise no more Sende vnto mee O my God faithfull Admonishers and let the Righteous rebuke mee yea let mee not want the checkes of mine owne Conscience that I durst forsweare my promise to my God Breach of promise to God I promised to amend my life but I haue not performed mine oath and haue come vnder a double guiltinesse I purposed to cease from sinne euen when I vowed thinking to stand by mine owne strength But nowe good Lord I beseech thee that thou wouldest giue mee thy constant Spirit that I may stand by thy power Psa 51.10 and fall no more If thou wouldest narrowlie marke mine iniquities O Lord Iob 5.3 I could not aunswere thee to one of a thousand yea mine owne mouth condemne mee Iob 9.20 and mine owne cloathes would defile mee Wash mee therefore O my God Purge mee with Hyssope Psal 51.7 and I shal be cleane with Myrrhe and pure Water and I shall bee whiter than Snow O passe by my great sins for mercy pleaseth thee Mich. 7.8 Remember not O Lord mine ingratitude and vnthankfulnesse toward thy Majestie Ingratitude for all thy manifolde and rich benefits which thou hast so bountifullie bestowed vpon mee from time to time Ne yet good Lord remember mine hypocrisie and superficiall seruice Hypocrisie which manie times I haue done vnto thee both priuatelie and in thine House I craue pardon for these two sinnes which are most haynous and I most humblie beseech thee euer hence forwarde to giue mee a thankfull minde and heart vnto thee for all thine innumerable benefites and blessinges and sinceritie in thy worship that with a single eye and a true heart I may glorifie thee O my Creatour all the dayes of my pilgrimage heere in this life and heereafter with thy Sainctes for euer Oh and alace I am sorie and doe most heartilie repent mee for those manifolde injuries which I haue done vnto my Neighboures Injuries to our neighbour euen for lacke of loue towardes them But O Lord I am no wayes able to reckon mine hainous sinnes and grieuous offences which I haue committed both against God and man no more than I am able to count the haires of mine head or the sandes of the Sea or the Starres of Heauen But binde thou all my transgressions in the bundle of thy mercie and burne them in the fire of thy loue Oh burie them all in the bowels of thy CHRIST and in the graue of perpetuall obliuion For why O Lord thy Name is Mercie 1. Gods Name is Mercie and thy nature mercifull yea thy mercie is aboue all thy workes and in dureth for euer 2. His nature mercifull Thy promise is O God that thou wilt not cast off those that come vnto thee Thou hast sworne that thou delightest not in the death of a sinner 3. His promise and oath but that hee bee conuerted and liue Thou commandest all that are wearie 4. His CommandemeÌ„t Matt. 11.28 Luke 18.1 and laden with sinne to come vnto thee and thou wilt ease them Thou commendest the vnjust Iudge who at last yeelded to the importunitie of the Widow Therefore O Lord according to the riches of thy mercies looke vpon mine infirmities Bestow vpon â—e O Father the Comforter Ioh. 14.26 euen the Spirit of trueth who may leade mee in all veritie through this Wildernesse and thy constant Spirit who may establish mine heart by his grace and who may sanctifie me and purifie the sountaine of my soule that all good actions may aboundantlie spring from thence And finallie O Lord I resigne my bodie and soule into thine hand beseeching thee most intirelie that thou wilt keepe thine owne Lodging that I may bee directed by thine holie Spirit in the course of this transitorie life that I hauing the assurance of the forgiuenesse of all my former sinnes and likewise a care feare and reuenge of my corruption I may learne to number my dayes Psa 90.12 redeeme the time and spende and ende my life to thine honour praise and glorie through IESVS CHRIST my Lord and onelie Sauior AmeÌ„ So bee it MEDITATIONS AND PRAYERS vpon the Lordes seuen dayes worke MOSES albeit hee was borne after the Flood yet he prophecieth of thinges done from the beginning of the Worlde and hath written fiue Bookes of the same GENESIS GENES which signifieth Generation because it containeth the beginning both of the Worlde and of the Church EXOD. EXODVS an Out-passage or deliuerie of the Church from Aegypt LEVITICVS LEVIT setteth downe both the Orders and Offices of the Leuits for the right ministration of Gods seruice NVMBERS a Reckoning of men NVMB. wherein God performeth his promise to Abraham Gen. 22.17 that his seed should be like the starrs of heaueÌ„ DEVTERONOMIE DEVT. or a Second Law or Declaration of the will of God before the death of Moses He beginneth at the Creation by which he confuteth the Opinion of the Eternity of the World To such as inquire what God was doing before the Creation What God was doing before the World I answere with S. Augustine Hee was preparing Hell for such curious braines And to such as aske where he was I say that God needed no place who is comprehended in no place Places are made for bodies which are conprehensible the Creatour beeing incomprehensible hath no neede therof Neque tempus habet quando neque locum ubi Augustine neque modum quomodo neque causam cur fit that is Hee hath neither a place wherein hee is nor a time when nor a manner how nor a cause why he is But he was in himselfe and had a perfect delectation in his owne Trinitie A MEDITATION VPON THE LORDS first dayes vvorke THE first Creature which GOD made out of the Chaos and Masse was the Light Light admirable which is admirable in two respects First 1. Out of darknesse because it proceeded out of Darknesse as hee doth produce one Contrare out of another 2. Without
say it O Lord thou hast appointed thy creatures to labour for me then seeing I am eased by them make me to goe forwarde more busilie in thy seruice that they may beare me in all my journeyes to glorifie thee and not carrie me to sinne Numb 22.21 with Baalam the sonne of Beor who caused Israel to sinne And as thou hast appointed the Beasts for my commoditie so through my sinne thou hast inarmed thy creatures aganst me for now the Earth bringeth foorth as many enemies as friends vnto me For the wylde Beastes doe multiplie as our sinne groweth which destroyeth both Man and Beast and the Cornes and Fruits before our eyes are consumed by thy great Hoste The residue of the Palme-worme the Canker-worme hath eaten Ioel 1.4 and the residue of the Canker-worme the Grashopper hath eaten O Lord waken vs in mercy out of the bed of sinne that beeing reconciled to thee thou mayest rebuke thy great Hoste and drowne them in the Sea Further O Lord when I consider how thou madest mee little lesse than an Angell Psal 8.5 and crownedst mee with honour and glorie and yet I am become like a Beast in my sensualities and pleasures Yea oftentimes like a Swine I returne to the puddle of sinne from which I was cleansed Wash me O Lord throughly from an euill conscience Many are like Bulles Lyons and Beares in this Wildernesse where I dwell O blessed God thou hast rescued mee from the clawes of the Beare and the paw of the Lyon 1. Sam. 17.34 Psal 23.2.4 as Dauid did his Fathers Sheepe O Lord thou art my shepheard when I feele my selfe neare lost thy Staffe will deliuer me Therefore will I sacrifice to thee my bodie and my life for thou art the God of my saluation mine hope mine helpe my Sauiour and my God O Lord Matth. 12 34. this is a generation of Vipers and vnnaturall people they haue recompenced me euill for good Alace as I haue done to thee so haue they done to me Nota. I requite thy kindnes with vnkindnesse thy benignities with mine iniquities But pittie O pittie me I will doe so no more Let my wayes please thee O Lord let my soule be thankfull vnto thee that thou mayest tame those Wilde Beasts and make them friendly vnto me Now seeing thou hast made my bodie and soule this sixth day grant that all the dayes of my life I may glorifie thee in them both that while they are together in this world euery one may prouoke other to serue thee Let Soule and Bodie prouoke one another to Gods seruice my soule may be commanded by thee and so may direct my bodie aright and my bodie may be obedient to the directions of thine holy Spirit that so I may vse all thy creatures to the glorie of thine holie Name that when it shall please thee to diuide them then I may render my bodie to the dust whereof it was made and my soule to thee of whom it was created waiting when they shall meete be vnited together againe at the last day to praise and glorifie thee for euermore Amen A MEDITATION VPON THE SEAVENTH DAY Vpon the vvhich the Lord rested from all the Workes which Hee had made Genes 2.2 WEe haue taken a view of the first sixe dayes wherin we haue seen the wonderful works of GOD in the creation of the whole World and all things therein And now wee come to the seuenth Day which is the sweete day of our Lordes rest wherein hee ceased from any new creation but by his providence sustained those thinges which hee had made By this his example he instituted one Day onelie to bee celebrated as a Sabbath to the ende of the world This Day ought to be had in an honourable regard as Augustine obserueth in his 154. Serm. de temp Tom. 10. in these words Venerabilis est hic dies qui Dominicus dicitur c. that is to say This day which is called the Lordes day is venerable on the which the Light was first seene Genes 1.3 Exod. 14.22 Ibid. 16.15 Mat. 3.13 Iohn 2.1 Luke 9.17 Ioh. 20.1 and 20.26 2. The people of Israel passed thorow the redde Sea 3. Manna rained in the Desart 4. The Lord was baptized in Iordane 5. Christ turned Water into Wine in Canah of Galilee 6. Christ fed fiue thousand people with fiue Loaues 7. Our Lord arose from death 8. Entered thorow the close Doores where the Disciples were gathered for feare of the Iewes Act. 2.1 9. The holy Ghost descended vpon the Apostles c. and on which Day we look for the cōming of our Lord Iesus Christ to judgement when as the Church shall bee reformed to a Light seuenfolde greater than the Sunne and Moone c. This is a Day not an Houre not of Ydlenesse but of Rest Nota. not vnto our selues but to the Lord not for a time but for euer God craueth a whole Day which consisteth of all the partes Morning Noonetyde and Euening The whole Sabbath is to be sanctified So it is a verie grosse abuse to parte or diuide the Lordes Day at our owne pleasure Wee giue the beginning of this Day to sleepe and many Craftesmen without conscience to worke the mid-time of the day perhaps to the seruice of the Church and the afternoone to Drinke or Pastime euen as though God had not right and title to the whole Day who commandeth it by his Preceptes and commendeth it by his owne example as wee haue showne afore But seeing ignorant people and I am the more sorie euen those who would haue some appearant showe of knowledge doe object saying How shall they spende the Sabbath they haue kept Church-time what shall they doe afternoone it were better for them to play than to drinke so that they thinke Playes to bee lawfull at afternoone and that vpon the Sabbath First I answere that to vse anie sorte of playing gaming or pastime vpon the Lords day An answere vnto those who aske how they should bestow the Sabbath is altogether vnlawfull for vpon this day especiallie wee haue to doe with God in a serious and earnest matter which businesse will chase away all follies and wantonnesse and bring vs into a due consideration how wee may attaine vnto a reconciliation with our God for our manifold sinnes wherewith wee haue so often and hainouslie prouoked him vnto wrath against vs. How the Sabbath should bee spent But I wil more peremptorily answere to their demaund What they should doe First for the morning of the day rise earely and pray confessing the sinnes of the weeke bygone prepare thy heart to receiue the word of God as thou wouldest prepare the ground in breaking it vp Simil. before thou wouldest cast seede into it In the midday heare the word and sing praise to the blessed Trinitie Blessed is the man who delighteth in the law of the Lord. Psaelm 1.2 And
could not bee called a CommunioÌ„ as the Masse-Priest taketh it alone Thirdlie They differ in the Elements the one being receiued in Water the other in Bread and Wine Fourthlie in the manner of receiuing in Baptisme the receiuer is meere passiue doing nothing himselfe but offering himselfe and suffering himselfe to bee washen by another In the Supper the receiuer is actiue and that which is offered vnto him hee taketh eateth and drinketh The superstitious Papist would put it into his mouth for holinesse And finallie Baptisme is ministrated but once Luk. 22.19 1. Corin. 11 25 Simil. and cannot bee reiterated the Supper as often as wee doe it sayeth our Sauiour There is a reiteration for as a childe is once infested in his fathers heritage but hee is fedde daylie at his fathers table so once baptized may often communicate The necessitie of the Word and SacrameÌ„ts But now God willing wee shall speake something of the necessitie of the Word and Sacraments The Word is necessarie to saluation 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 simplie those who are come to age without the which they cannot bee saued The Sacramentes are necessarie 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 conditionallie they may bee had So I say with Augustine August Non carentia sed contemptis Baptismi damnat that is Not the want but the contempt of Baptisme condemneth men Iosh 5. For as in the Wildernesse many died who were not circumcised Circumcision then being more strictly vrged than Baptisme is now Exod. 4.24 and of a like power and signification yet vve vvill not judge those who so died to be damned no more reason is it that those who are preuented by death or excluded by necessity bee in danger of damnation lacking Baptisme Preparation to the Sacrament is necessarie A man should not set himselfe to any graue action without deliberation much lesse vnto this which is the grauest of all others the Supper of the Lord he should first try and examine himselfe First let vs try our repentance next our faith and thirdlie our loue Our repentance must bee tryed by the Lawe How to try thy repentance without the which there is no knowledge of sinne Examine our selues and judge our selues that God doe not judge vs. Spare not to search all the corners of thine heart that there be no hid leauen therein try what sorrow thou hast for thy former life and in what measure for manie sinnes doe craue many teares Luke 7.38 as the Magdalen washed Christs feete with her teares and Dauid his bed Next Psalm 6.6 try the trueth and sinceritie of thy repentance for God doeth loue the trueth in the inward parts And be sorrowfull Psal 51.6 not for any paine which hath befallen thee for thy sinnes but for offending God thereby Try thy faith see that thou haue knowledge to vnderstand what is giuen thee How to try thy fayth for ignorance secludeth thee from the Sacraments And next that thou canst apply to thy felt that which thou doest receiue externally in the elements and internally by faith in Christ Finally try thy loue that it be without hypocrisie for there is no conjunction with the head How to try thy loue vnlesse there bee communion with the members of the bodie Therefore purge your selues from the leauen of maliciousnesse and bitternesse 1. Cor. 5.7 yea pardon your enemies heartilie and pray for them if ye desire that at this holy SacrameÌ„t God should be mercifull vnto your sinnes The honourable receiuing of the SacrameÌ„ts Both the Sacramentes craue a like reuerence as they are of a like substance and weight and therefore we ought to come with all humilitie and reuerence to that most holie Supper both in bodie and soule praying that God Almightie would blesse this his ordinance and make it steadable to our saluation and then receiuing it in all deautifull reuerence let vs apply it to our owne comfort rendering thanks to God for this inestimable benefite in giuing his Sonne to the death for our redemption A PRAYER BEFORE THE RECEIVING OF THE LORDES SVPPER O Lord God most gracious most holy most glorious I thy poore creature most filthie and vnworthie most graceles and ingracious most contemptible and vilde worme doe heere present my selfe before thine holy Majestie crauing at thine handes that I may bee worthily prepared to receiue the body and blood of Iesus Christ to mine eternall saluation and to this effect I beseech thee that thou wilt remooue from me all impediments which might hinder me from the right receiuing of the same namely ignorance which blindeth my minde infidelitie and damnable hypocrisie O merciful father replenish me with thâ—ne holy Spirit that I may know and vnderstand the mysterie of my redemption and truly apply it to mine owne soule and in all sinceritie and singlenesse of heart render all praise honour and glorie to thy Majestie for the same O Lord the blinde dulnesse of my minde will not suffer me sufficiently to acknowledge these thy most ample benefits the height the length the breadth and the deepnesse whereof neither man nor Angel euer was able to sound yet I am perswaded that all my saluation consisteth in the death and passion of thy Sonne IESVS CHRIST who died for the sinnes of the world and therefore I humbly beg at thy Majesty that as I receiue these outward elements at thy commandement eat and drinke thereof in rememberance of him Nota. so it will please thee secretlie to communicate the vertue of his blood to my soule which may feed the hidden man of mine heart to eternall life by whose power also and force of his death all my wicked and sinfull affections may be crucified and finally by the aide protection of his blood I may bee defended from all my spirituall and temporall enemies from all temptations and dangers and by the selfe same his bodie blood I may be strengthened to fight my spiritual battels and to goe forward in my spirituall journey to that Land of Canaan in the which battell and journey helpe me good Lord by the precious merite of thy deare SONNE CHRIST IESVS to whom with thee and thine holy spirit bee all honour glorie and dominion for euer AMEN A THANKESGIVING AFTER THE RECEIVING OF THE COMMVNION O Most gracious God I heartilie thanke thee for this thy most excellent benefit which thou hast bestowed vpon mee euen the bodie and blood of thy Sonne Christ Iesus for the saluation of my soule I beseech thee most mercifull father that thou wouldest bestowe thine holy spirit vpon me that I may honour and serue thee all the dayes of my life that the corruption of my nature may be beaten downe and the Image of God may bee more clearely seene in me that I may cast off the olde man Colloss 3.9 with the lusts thereof and put on the newe man which is formed after God in holinesse and righteousnesse
farre from mee yea albeit mine owne kinsmen stand aloofe and my father and my mother forsake mee yet thou O Lord drawest neare vnto me immediatelie makest me feele thine helpe at hande in my greatest tribulations O Lord suffer mee neuer to change from thee but giue mee thy constant Spirit I beseech thee that in all the cares of my life both in wealth and in woe I may depende vpon thee serue thee rejoyce in thee the onlie comfort of my soule that I bee not like a wandering Planet but a fixed Starre honouring thine holie Name in this Wildernesse that afterwardes I may shine with the rest of thy glorious Starres and holie Angels in the eternal Firmament of thy Kingdome Amen A MEDITATION Vpon the LORDES fifth Dayes Worke. THE Element of Water which God created on the fifth Day produceth vnto vs two Treasures The one which filleth the Seas with Fishes the other plenisheth the Aire with Birdes and Fowles for the Lord would leaue nothing emptie â—isâ—es necessarie for our naâ—ure As for the Fishes wee know how necessarie they are for our nature and constitution of our bodie which of a part is humide The prouidence of God in sending â—ishes to Scotland in dve season God hath furnished this Nation with such aboundance of Fishes that they haue obtained the names of Schooles and Droues he sendeth them in the mouth of Haruest in our Seas both East and West in such aboundance that they may feede the poore Labourers in cutting downe their Cornes Such is his rich dispensation in due time for the comfort of his people Daintinesse of some who contemne fish How much are they to be blamed who for delicatenesse of their bellies doe contemne these good creatures which God thought so necessarie for their nature And herefore the Lawes of our Realme are better made than practized whrein dayes are appointed and dayes are forbidden for the eating of Fish which men will violate vnder the colour of Conscience because all Meates are free I grant the difference of Meates is taken away by Christ but thou must not vse thy libertie to the prejudice of thy Brother and the whole Countrey yea to offende the Prince who gaue not out that Law to straine thy Conscience but for the benefite of his Subjects whom to offende were great Conscience in so lawfull commandements As for the superstitious difference for Conscience as though one were holier than another Superstitious differencie in Meats Heb. 13.4 Psal 107.23 Gods power seene in the Seas that is the worke of Antichrist who biddeth abstaine from Meats which God hath created and forbiddeth to marrie which God hath said is honourable amongst all Further they who goe downe to the Sea haue experience of Gods power to deliuer them from the stormie waues thereof where they should call to minde how oft they haue raised vp the waues of their sin against God and beseech him to asswage his wrath against their sinnes that hee who hath power ouer the Windes and Waters may rebuke them with the word of his mouth Mat. 8.27 If thou be sailing in the Disciples Boate Comfort to Sea-faring men in tempestes Matth. 14.23 and be a true member of his body remember Christ is in the mountaine of Heauen look vp to him with apenitent eye of a sinner and he will looke vnto thee with a pittifull eye of a Sauiour and will pray to his Father for thine helpe The Fishes come not to the Nettes but by Gods direction The Apostles were fishing all night but receiued nothing till Christ came and then they drew out their Nettes full to them their partners Luke 5.5 Iohn 23.1 Therefore it is in vaine to rise earlie except the Lord builde thine house Psal 127.1.2 blesse thy worke Herefore whether we bee on Sea or Land let vs euer studie to get Gods blessing Further God declareth his power not only in creating Fishes for our necessitie and pleasure which wee haue dayly but also in creating Fishes both for quantitie as the Leuiathan of whome Iob speaketh and in qualitie Iob 40.20 21.22 c. Plin. lib. 32 cap. 1 miraculous as Echeyneris or Remora so called from her vertue who being three foot long will cleaue to a great Shippe and hinder her to saile And againe the Mare-maides Maremaids whose face and vpper parts are like a Womans the neather parts like a Fish Many other might be brought in which I omit affirming this that the Lord is maruelous in all his works Finallie Allegorie of the Sea Mat. 4.19 the Allegorie which our Sauiour bringeth in of the fishing is remarkable The Sea is the world the surges of waues and windes are the tentations of the Deuil his children the Fishes are Men who goe through the world the Boate is the Church the Fishers are the Apostles and Ministers who should be fishers of men who must spreade foorth the Nette of the Gospell in the turbulent Sea of this world albeit with great hazard and perrill to draw men from the Sea of this life to the kingdome of Heauen They are called Piscatores hominum Fishers of men Matth. 4. and they are sent to seeke men and fish after the soules of men As for the Fowles of the Aire Fowles they are infinit in number and there is such variety in their colours which is admirable with such heauenly notes and harmonies as their coelestiall Musicke should prouoke vs all to the praise of God when the Birdes doe after their manner praise him The Peacoke is glorious in his colours Iob 39.16 17. and he scorneth the glorie of Kinges The Ostridge an vnnaturall Fowle like vnto vnnaturall Mothers The Doue is full of loue simplicitie Matth. 13.16 which we should imitate The Turtle a patterne of chastitie the contrarie whereof she condemneth in vs. The Eagle full of rapine Iob 39.33 Matth. 10.29 Ierem. 7.8 which wee should flee The Sparow is an exaÌ„ple of Gods prouidence who will much more care for man The Storke and the Swallow know their times which wee doe not neither can we finde that time wherein we should turne from our wandring The Swallow bringeth vp her little ones neare vnto the House of God Psal 83.3 and we flee from it yea and the young Rauens seeke their meate at God who giueth it them in due season So all these Fowles praise God some by their voyces some by their example Let vs learne at the Birds to praise God Let vs then be ashamed to be inferiour to them certifying our selues that these same if we doe it not shal be witnesses against vs at the last day A PRAYER Vpon the LORDES Fifth Dayes Worke. HEarken vnto my Prayer I beseech thee O mine heauenlie Father and moste mercifull God Oh I intreat thine heauenlie Majestie that thou wilt bee mercifull vnto mee and forgiue me all mine ouertreadinges Great and manie are thy
Beastes and get the names of such Beastes whose fashions and conditions they are moste addicted to followe They are called Lyons Rauens Beares Bulles of Da-shan Swyne Dogges Vipers c. The couetous Pastours are called dumbe greedie Dogges who cannot barke and neuer are satisfied Issachar is compared vnto a wylde Asse which concheth betwixt two Burdens and Dan vnto a Serpent and there are manie of the Trybe of Dan which byteth the Horse heeles and the ryder also And albeit there bee manie Adulterers and Murderers of the Trybe of Dan which shall enter into Heauen yet the Serpent-kynde of the Trybe of Dan shall not come there Plinius sayeth that there are three kyndes of Serpentes One which killeth all Strangers and spareth Countrey folks Plin. lib. 8. cap. 59. another which killeth Countrey folkes and spareth Strangers and the third which spareth none of them and there are people of all these sortes But I marke one thing in the Serpent wherein it differeth in crueltie from all other Beasts A remarkable marke of the Serpit against Man for the Lyon and Wolfe seeke after Mens Blood for the loue of the Bloode wherevpon they feede but the Serpent which feedeth vpon the Dust out of an hatefull desire of naturall reuenge thirsteth after Mans Bloode albeeit it getteth none other gaine thereby but onelie the satisfaction of her cruell minde representing manie deuilish and serpent-like people Nota. who albeit they get none other commoditie by the destruction of godlie persons yet they holde their selues satisfied that they haue gotten the malicious intent of their wicked heartes brought to passe Man of greaâ—est price is made last Now when the Lord had furnished his House with store of al good things as a louing and carefull Father hee builded an House to his Sonne and he â—illed it with all plenishing Simil. and then hee putteth his Sonne into it as God placed Man Hee maketh Man with aduisement Let vs make Man sayde the Father to the Sonne and to the Spirit Gen. 1.26 For this aduisement telleth vs that the Creation of Man is more than the Creation of the whole Worlde for Man is called a little Worlde because in him is comprehended a worlde of wonders in his Bodie and Soule 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 When hee sayeth To our Image then hee clearlie designeth the Trinitie of the persons Trinitie by the worde plurall And when hee sayeth Image in the singular Vnitie then he noteth the Vnitie of the substance The Image of GOD standeth not in the bodilie representation Wherein Gods Image standeth Isa 40.18.20 c. but in the giftes of the mynde therefore it is a grosse Idolatrie for Christians who knowe God to bee an infinite Spirite to close him within the compasse of a finite Image or to picture him with coloures who is capable of no qualitie Levit. 26.1 and which hee himselfe dischargeth by his Lawes For his Image standeth in Righteousnesse and Holinesse Mercie and Loue. GOD made Man and Beast of one substance The substaÌ„ce wherof wee are made should teach vs humilitie euen to teach vs humilitie and if wee had not soules wee differ verie little from Beastes But the power of God appeared so much the more who could produce out of so base a Subject such a glorious Workemanship As the cunning of the Artificer is much more admired Simil. who out of a base matter can worke fynelie than of a strong Mettall Then Mans bodie being so artificiallie made he breathed in him an heauenlie substance which is a spirit as God is who can neyther bee seene nor felt As the Heauens are more excellent than the Earth The wonderfull vnioÌ„ betwixt the Soule the Bodie and could worke without it which the Earth could not doe without the Heauens so can the Soule without the Bodie prayse God as it doeth in Heauen which the Bodie could not doe without the Soule In this life they haue mutuall operations the Soule directeth and the Bodie is directed the Bodie is blinde without the Soule and the Soule would bee creeple without the Bodie Let the Soule therefore commaund the Bodie in those thinges which are lawfull and let the Bodie obey the good direction of the Soule which both being made vp to the Image of GOD they may represent Him in all their actions A PRAYER Vpon the LORDES sixth Dayes Worke. O Lord God Father of Mercies and God of all consolation looke downe vpon mee I beseech thee with the Eyes of thy mercie and sithence thou hast created Man vpon the sixth Day create mine heart anewe and anoint it with a fresh remenberance of thy power and goodnesse that I may become a newe creature Vpon the fifth day thou plenishedst the Aire with Birdes and the Sea with Fishes innumerable Genes 1.21 and now the Earth yeeldeth all sortes of Beastes likewise euen to mans vse and they are brought vnder subjectioÌ„ that I might bee free they lay downe their liues for mee that I may liue by them and albeit both I and they bee made of one substance yet thou hast preferred mee aboue them all and hast put them vnder my feete Psal 8.6 so deare am I vnto thee I thanke thee O Lord that thou of thine vndeserued mercie and loue hast made thy choyse of mee Nota. God made choyse of â—s let vs â—herefore make choyse of God Genes 2.20 Oh Lord cause mee to make mine onelie choyse of thee Amongst thy creatures there is none like vnto thee Adam could not finde one equall to himselfe amongst all thy creatures till out of himselfe thou madest one like vnto himselfe O Lord there is nothing in Heauen nor in the Earth can satisfie my soule thou art the perfection of beautie thou hast giuen me the rest giue me thy selfe without whom neither the creatures visible nor inuisible will content mee Yet seeing it pleaseth thee that they should be appointed to feede cloathe and ease me make me the more able by them to goe forwarde in thy seruice let not that malediction and curse fall vpon mee Let vs beware that wee fight not against the Lord with his owne benefites that I should fight against the God of my life with his owne benefits to whom I am so infinitly oblished for his gracious gifts bestowed on me O Lord I haue receiued some new comfort in the day of my tryall when for my humiliation it pleaseth thee to punish me with pouertie then Sathan biddeth me turne the stones into bread as he did vnto Christ and seeke vnlawfull meanes for my reliefe But Matth. 4.3 Lord augment thou my fayth and let me depende vpon thy promises that I may build vpon them as vpon a sure Holde and speake boldlie with thy seruant Dauid The Lord is my sheepheard I shall not want Psal 23.1 No Prince of the Earth can say this word Nota. but a poore christian depending vpon thee may
my fellowes I had no delight to pray nor heare thy word albeit my Parents and Masters many times did commaund mee I spent that time euen the first fruites of my youth in ydlenesse My sinfull life and wicked nature delighted not to bee instructed in learning and vertue which my neglect of time is nowe punished in mine age for the which I craue thy mercy O remember not good Lord the sinnes of my youth neither howe ignorant I haue beene of thy trueth Psal 25.7 But by the holy childhood of thy Sonne purge the sinnes of my childhood and of thy great mercy O Lord pittie mine ignorance But when I passed the yeeres of my childhood Adolescencie I entered into mine Adolescencie in a middle age betwixt a Boy and a Man Alace for pittie when I call to minde that time of my life my soule is astonished fearing that thou wilt make mee to inherite the sinnes of my youth Thou gauest mee strength of bodie and quicknesse of minde but how vyldlie abused I all thy benefites I with the prodigall sonne haue spent all my precious youth in sinne Oh when I thinke vpon the monethes of vanitie when I gaue my strength to sinne and did consecrate the first fruits of my life to Sathan my soule fainteth O Lord I am ashamed when I thinke vpon my lende and beastly behauiour more beseeming a Beast than a Man O Lord thou hast not suffered all my follies to be made patent to the world neither didst thou slay me in my sinne Let not my secrete sinnes stand in the light of thy countenance for thine honour is to couer sinnes therefore let them passe like a shaddow If Ioseph did pardon those sinnes of his Brethren wilt thou Gen. 45.1 O Lord call to minde the follies by the which I haue offended thee Alace I was not onely foolish and insolent but I was mad I contemned all admonitions of thy seruauntes I thought my Parentes and Elders were but foolish and I euanished in my mad rage I was nigh vnto the gates of Hell I posted and ranne as swiftly as the Dromadarie Ier. 2.24 or the wilde Asse But thou tookest mee in my moneth and when I was ladened with sinne then thou mercifully chastisedst mee while I was burning in the flame of my lustes thou tamedst mee by a grieuous disease and sicknesse which thou layedst vpon mee by which my bodie was brought vnder Blessed bee thou O Lord who hadst that care of mee that thou chastisedst me and nurturedst mee that I should not perish with the wicked worlde Thou didst meete thy seruant Paul when hee went to Damascus Act. 9.3 and smotest him to the ground with blindnesse that he might rise againe a new man to honour thee Thou diddest preuent Dauid by the hand of Abigall 1. Sam. 25.23 who stopped him from sheeding of blood O most mercifull Lord thou didst meete mee by thy rodde and didst cast mee downe and raysedst mee vp againe Before I was afflicted I went astray but now I haue learned to followe thy Commaundementes Psal 119.67 Now I thy poore Supplicant vpon the knees of a sorrowfull soule craue pardon and grace for all the transgressions of my youth But O my God as I grew in yeeres so I grew in sinne Age. and I forgot thy former mercies I went to Iericho and mine enemies wounded mee vpon the way Luk 10.33 and left me for dead my fellowes passed by mee but gaue mee no comfort But thou O pittifull Samaritane hadst mercy vpon mee thou filledst my woundes with the wine of thy blood thou powredst in the oyle of thy spirit to soften them thou tookest mee vpon thy shoulders and broughtest mee to the Inne of thy Church where I might remaine vntill I was perfectly cured Prayse bee vnto my God who left mee not in my sinne but had compassion vpon mee But Lord haue pittie for my soule is inwardly tormented when I thinke on my former dayes and how I haue sinned against thee My Senses are defiled my Seeing my Hearing my Tasting The sight my Smelling and my Touching Alace I made not a couenant with mine Eyes but they were full of filthinesse therefore now doe I water my Couch with the teares of my complaint Forgiue O Lord Psal 6.6 my wandering lookes and nowe set minâ— Eyes vpon thee that the Eyes of minâ— Heart beeing purified with a purâ— Heart I may see God Math. 5.8 I opened the doores of mine Eares vnto the strange voyces of thine enemies I welcomed Sinne The hearing whensoeuer it came to my Soule But alace I repent and wish at God that I had not done so Yet nowe O Lord open the doores of my Soule that thou mayest sound the voyce of joye and gladnesse that the. Psal 51.8 Bones which thou hast broken may rejoyce Woe is mee that euer I tasted the delicates of sinne and that as Eua The â—â—sting Gâ—â— 3.6 by her taste and sight brought that guiltinesse vpon her selfe and vs so I by mine abusing of these good benefites haue procured that with the prodigall Childe thou shouldest bring me to pouertie O God keepe mee that I neuer taste the foode of the king of Babel but let mee eate the pottage of Daniel thy seruant Daniel 1.8 The Smelling Oh that the stinking smell of sinne were away from mine head Let mee smell the sauour of thine Oyntmentes thy Myrrhe Psal 45.8 and thy Cassia when thou commest from thine Yuorie Palaces The Touching Oh that euer I stretched foorth mine hand to sinne Now Lord extend d mine hand to thy seruice to bee bountifull to the Poore and to sow my seed vpon mâ—nie waters that I may reape eternall joye My minde is replenished with ignorance mine heart is indured my will is rebellious to thy will my mouth an open sepulchre and my feete are swift to run to euill O Lord haue pittie on mee and remember that Christ my Lord was wounded in all the members of his bodie and in all the members of his bodie that by his woundes I might bee cured Preuenting grace Preuent mee by thy grace â—â—eke thy lost Sheepe and light the â—andle of thy word Matth. 15.24 that thou mayest â—â—de thy lost Pennie And when thou â—ast found mee Lord giue mee thine â—â—companying grace Accompanying grace that it doe not â—â—rsake mee Put the Ring on my sinâ—er euen the Ring of thy loue and faâ—our And last I beseech thee bestow â—pon mee thy following grace â—ollowing grace which â—ay crowne the whole mercies that I â—aue receiued all my life Sinne alace sticketh faster to mee â—an doeth my flesh yea the marrow â—ithin my bones O Lord make diuiâ—on betwixt vs Sinne separateth vs from God and separate it from â—ee which hath made so long separaâ—â—on betweene thee and mee It is a â—urthen which lyeth vpon mee and is â—oo heauie for mee to beare therefore 〈◊〉 my God
blessing vnto all the rest of the weeke Seeke the kingdome of God and the righteousnesse thereof Mat. 6.33 and all other thinges shall bee casten vnto you vvhere by the contrarie there are Curses denounced aga nst the profanators of the Sabbath Ier. 17.27 that God shall curse the workes of their handes and the Land shall enjoye manie Sabbathes of yeeres euen as it did in the Captiuitie of Babylon Now Three kinds of Sabbaths 1. Of Creation 2. Of Redemption Reuel 1.10 there are three kindes of Sabbathes the first of the Creation as a memoriall that GOD ceased from his worke vpon the seuenth day this lasted till Christes death and resurrection The second Sabbath beganne vpon the day of his resurrectiō which is called THE LORDES DAY in rememberance of a newe Creation of the worlde 3. Of Perfection Isa 66.23 and this will ende with the worlde And the thirde Sabbath shall be eternall when as the sixe dayes of this miserable life shall bee finished vvee shall rest from all our earthlie businesses and trauels that our continuall exercise may bee to glorifie him in minde heart and with all our strength in his Kingdome Then let vs occupie this Sabbath whollie in his prayse vvhich shall bee a sure pledge of that in the Heauens A Prayer vpon the seuenth Day MOst mightie Lord and mercifull Father distill I beseech thee and powre downe into mine earthlie heart thy diuine Dewes vvhich may moysten it together with such heauēly meditations as may stirre vp mine heart vnto thy prayse and glory that as vpon these sixe dayes I haue beene musing and meditating vpon all thy most glorious workes so I may repose my selfe vpon the day of Rest and finde quietnesse to my soule in thee for all the rest of the creatures albeit they be glorious yet they be subject vnto a curse not because of themselues but for man who hath defiled them I haue trusted to the pleasures which I saw in the creatures and I see that it is true that Salomon saide All is but vanitie and vexation of the spirit Eccles 1.2 as Ritches increase so Care groweth But O Lord let me come to thine Arke as the Doue did which found no rest till shee came backe to Noah Genes 8.9 Pull in thine owne doue O my Lord vnto thee for the floods of sinne haue ouerflowed the face of the Earth that I finde no rest heere I am wearie and loadned Lord giue me rest to my soule in thee This day is joyfull to me because that my Lord rose this day from death I beseech thee my God Nota. raise vp my soule from the graue of sinne that I may be partaker of the first Resurrection and make my thoughts spirituall this thy Sabbath day banish from my minde all earthlie cares this day forgiue me in that I haue so many times abused these thine holie dayes Oftentimes when I was praying to thee or thou preaching vnto me Sathan did cast into my mind carnall cogitations which interrupted that communication betwixt my soule thy majestie O Lord forgiue me and fill my soule with thy reuerence and feare in all the dayes of my life to come that all such ydle purposes may be dispatched by thine holie Spirit shut the doore of my soule when thou art speaking vnto me or when I pray to thee that none get entrie to vnquiet me and stay my joy for alace mine heart was casten open vnto many of thine enemies I will close the doore of mine eare to the voyce of all others that thou mayest speake to me Alace my God I finde a great decay of that spirituall joy in me that I haue not that sparke of delight and that inward spirituall joy which I should haue or had sometimes I loath the exercise which I loued mine hands are wearie and fallen downe I haue lost my first loue it was sweeter to me thā the honey Reuel 2.4 now it is loathsome vnto me as the Manna was vnto the Isralites therefore I beseech thee Numb 11.6 kindle vp an holie fire of thy loue in my soule as was in the Disciples going to Emmaus and that the zeale of thine House may eate me vp Luk 24.32 Psal 69.9 and 52.8 and 27.4 Let me flourish as a greene Oliue in the house of my God O would to God I could abide in thine house all the dayes of my life that I might praye with good Anna 1. Sam. 1.13.16 out of the bitternesse of my soule making my supplications to thee O Lord I craue thee pardon for the earthly and ydle speaches which I spake vpon the Sabbath I will holde mine hand vpon my mouth speake no more Iob 39.37 Luk 24.15 The Disciples which went to Emmaus were speaking of Christ he came vnto them alace when I spake of the world he went from me and my heart was colde Lord forgiue me for it was a great sin which I did yea I made no matter to deale in mine earthly businesse on thy Sabbath All mine excuses are nowe accusations against me they burne me when I am trying mine heart But Lord I found neuer any blessing in those mine actions which I enterprysed vpon thy Day I haue sinned I will doe it no more let the world be crucified to me and me to it vpon thy Sabbath I haue resolued in mine heart that I shall spende my dayes while I liue to thine honour Helpe my resolution by thine holie Spirit that neither the corruption of my nature my weaknesse and forgetfulnes Nota. neither the euil example of these wicked and profane people among whom I liue suffer me to break my promise which I doe make vnto thee but that thou mayst be my speach my thought and my delight vpon the Sabbath dayes Let me be feruent in prayer and supplications to thee vpon the day of thy rest Let me heare what thou speakest to me by the mouth of thy seruant Let me gather thy Manna when it is rained downe from the clowdes of Heauen Ex. 16.15 as the people gathered Manna in the Desart that I may heare it as thy word I may gather it and lay it in the store-house of mine heart against the yeere of famine Gen. 41.48 and giue me thy grace that vpon thy holy day I may proclaime thy prayses with the rest of the Saincts This day let me breake my bread to the hungrie seeing thou satisfiest me with thy spirituall graces let me cloathe them that are naked visit those that are sicke and that I may so rest from earthly vanities this day that I may moste diligently worke the workes of God that I may gather out the flowrs of thy most holy Scriptures that I may studie to practise which I heare in a godlie life and conuersation so I may redeem the time which I haue spent in vain Eph. 5.16 that I now getting mercie for the abusing of thy
hast nurtured me by thy Rod and that thou hast not suffered my spirituall enemies to triumph ouer mee and forsooke me not neither left me to my selfe nor to be a prey to them O Lord pardon me all the sinnes of this day and purge me from my secret sinnes euen those which are hidden from my selfe Who can know or vnderstand them no doubt I haue sinned this day My conscience may erre and deceiue me but thou searchest the depth of the heart But I praise thee that thou kepedst me from presumptuous sinnes this day Psa 19.13 Forget O Lord my negligence in thy seruice Alace I haue beene wearied of thy worship And seeing thou art and hast begun to bring darknesse vpon the face of the earth breake in O Lord with the glorious beames of thy presence and illuminate my darknesse Psal 16.7 When the bodie is at rest let the soul be busie with God Instruct my reines in the night season and speake familarlie vnto my soule when I sleepe in my bed then open mine eares when my senses are asleepe then let my soule enjoy thy presence without interruption Let thy Spirite teach my spirit and informe her ignorance rebuke my spirit correct her sinfulnesse strengthen my spirite and help her weaknesse comfort my spirit and cure her sorrowes Giue me sleepe and rest to my bodie if it may make me the more able to serue thee But if it may stay thine honour Nota. I will be content to want it And if thou hast appointed this night that I shall awake Lord hold the eyes of my soul waking that I may repent for the abuse of that great rest which I haue receiued alreadie without rendering thankesgiuing vnto thee Lord let mee lie with a peacable minde vnder the hand of a reconciled God Suffer not my soule this night to bee disquieted with the cares of this world which bereaueth worldlings of their rest but I cast my burthen vpon thee all mine affaires vnto the bosome of thy prouidence for thou wilt beare them Why art thou troubled my soule Psal 42.5 and 43.5 and why art thou disquieted within me trust yet in thy God and he will be thy reliefe Ly downe in peace and sleepe Psal 4.8 for he will care for thee And againe O Lord deliuer my soule from the fearfull terrours of this night Giue me faith with Dauid Psal 3.6 and I shall not be affrayde of ten thousand for thy presēce is a sufficient defence to me against all mine enemies But O Lord especially deliuer mee from the feares of thy wrath when Sathan laieth my sinnes in order before me and that they stand in the sight of thy countenance then thou makest me to mourne like a Doue Isa 38.14 and chatter like a Swallow Mine eyes were lifted vp on high I reckoned till the morning Psal 58.6 but thou brake my bones like a Lyon From day to night thou wilt make an ende of me Then I cryed My sinnes haue opressed me cōfort me O Lord remoue the clowd of my sinnes which interueaneth betwixt thy mercie and me let me see thee this night sitting vpon thy mercie seate stretching out the poynt of the golden Scepter Hest 5.2 and retreating the sentence of death giuen out by thy justice against me Cast my sins behind thy back drown them in the bottome of the Sea of thine obliuion that this night I may lodge in the Fort of thy grace as in a Citie of refuge and finde rest to my soule Keepe me O Lord from the curse threatned by thy Prophet against such as in the night are plotting euil things against their neighbours Mica 2.1 Let me remember O Lord that darknesse is to thee as light Psal 139.12 and thou hast an eye of fire whose light can pierce the most hard places Where can I hide any thought from thee for thou who plantedst the eye doest not thou see most clearly Psal 94.9 Therefore keepe my soule this night that I admit no purpose therein whereof thou wilt not be content Be thou my Counseller my Witnesse and Judge that by thy presence my soule may be kept in that holy reuerence to thee that it consent to no vncleane or injust action to offende thee Thou hast tryed and proued mine heart in the night and hast found nothing for I was purposed not to displease thee And because my Lord wil come as a thiefe in the night and I doe not knowe what houre he commeth let me watch and pray 1 Thess 5.2 Matth. 24.43 and 25.13 that at the voyce of thine Angel I may be watching with mine oyle in my lampe Let me praise thee in the night with feruencie Keepe me from the Arrow which flyeth in darknesse and from the temptations of the Prince of darknesse Preserue me O Lord and my familie euerie thing which thou hast giuen me I doe resigne all to thy keeping who art a faithfull keeper of all things which are committed to thy custodie Thou wilt suffer nothing to be taken out of thine hand O GOD be thou a pillar of fire to giue light to me this night and carrie thy child in the armes of thy mercie through all perils of bodie and soule I leaue my soule into thine hand and when I awake I will seeke my soule in thee And finallie O Lord this bodily sleepe teacheth me to die and when I lie downe in my Bed I remēber that I shall once be casten into the bed of my graue that I may sleep there til the day dawne and the Sunne of Righteousnesse arise that then I may arise also and praise thee O my God together with the Sonne and the holie Ghost for euermore AMEN A MEDITATION VPON THE CHVRCH VNIVERSALL EVen as it is necessarie vnto Saluation to belieue in GOD our Father so it is necessarie 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thou makest a good change A PRAYER FOR A SICKE PERSON O Most mercifull Father I ackowledge and confesse that I am a most vild creture crying to thee that thou woldest heare me let my prayer come vnto thee in thine holy Temple Ionah 2.3 and 7 The waues of thy judgemens haue gone ouer me and haue ouerwhelmed me the venome of thine arrowes haue drunken vp my spirit Iob 6.4 and thine hand is heauie vpon me I thoght the day light should haue comforted me but behold my pangues increassed and my paine ran vpon me Then I began to thinke My bed will giue me some rest but thou affrightedst me with visions Iob 7.13 and didst keepe mine eyes waking My strength faileth with paine Psal 6.2 my bones are consumed haue mercie vpon me O Lord mine eye Psal 31.9 my soule and my bellie are consumed with griefe When thou chastisest man for his iniquitie Psal 39.5.11 thou makest his beautie to fade as a Moth. Surelie man in his best estate is altogether vanitie O Lord vvhy art thou so farre from mine health Psa 22.1.2 the wordes of my roaring I cry by day and thou hearest not and in the night I haue none audience My life is drawing neare the graue and my yeeres to the buriall There is nothing found in my flesh Ps 38.3.4 because of thine anger neither rest in my bones because of my sinne Mine iniquities are gone ouer mine head and as a weightie burthen they are too heauie My reines are all full of burning and there is no strength found in my flesh Ibid. 7. mine heart panteth my strength faileth mee and the light of mine eyes Ibid. 10. euē they are not mine owne I beseech thee pittie me come in to this bed to comfort me thy poore prisoner For Lord I am a prisoner of hope I trust in thee though I said in mine haste Thou hast casten me out of thy presence Psa 31.22 yet thou wilt heare the voyce of my prayer when I call vpon thee Take away mine iniquities which are the cause of my sicknesse Purge me from these filthie humours which are the matter of my sicknesse that these sinnes of corrupt humours being remooued my paine may bee mitigated My sinne inwardly presseth me downe and my diseases thereby are augmented Hide thy face from my sinnes and put away mine iniquities Create a new heart in mee Psa 51.10 and renew a right spirit within me Let my paine asswadge a little that I may gather my strength yet before I goe hence Psa 39.13 and be no more Nowe I call to minde my sinnes by the which I haue prouoked thee to wrath I looke to thee whom I haue rejected I haue multiplied mine iniquities against thee and thou most justlie hast doubled the stripes vpon me Cure my sinnes by thy corrections I refuse not to be corrected but doe it to me in thy mercie and let me feele the merciful hand of thy Spirit bearing me vp and comforting me let me heare his voyce speaking peace to my soule Giue comfort to mine inward man as I haue sicknesse which beareth downe mine outward man Thou wentest downe with Daniel to the denne Dan. 6.22 and 3.25 and with the thrie Children to the fire refuse not to visit this thy poore prisoner in this bed of sicknesse and if I finde thee with me I am content euer to abide heere Forgiue me O Lord the abuse of my former health surelie thou hast justly punished the abuse thereof in wantonnesse in ryot excesse in the pleasures of my flesh Now my flesh is punished for my foolish delights are turned vnto gall and bitternesse Wash cleanse me in thy Sonne Iesus Christ his holy bloode that I may be as white as snow and my foolishnesse may not be in thy rememberance Psal 51.7 O fy vpon the world which I loued and thought it my felicitie nowe it is a burthen to me when I desired to be rich I fell into many temptations and with Zacheus greedilie drew to me that vvhich I doe now most willinglie reject and cast from me Lord Luke 19.8 thou art mine only Physician neither haue I gone with Ahaziah 2. King 1.2 2. Chro. 16.12 to seeke after Beelzebib the God of Ekron neither with Asa put I my confidence in Physicians but in the liuing God O Lord cure me helpe me O my God who made me thou art mine health my strength and my Sauiour If mine health may serue any wayes to further for thy glorie I pray thee for to restore me Let me goe to the House of the LORD and prayse thee Psal 6.5 for the dead will not praise thee and those who goe downe to the pitte will not magnifie thy Name Let me not goe out of this bed to dishonour thee but that I may receiue a new life from thee to leade a new life before thee And if thou hast appointed that by this sicknesse thou vvilt drawe me home to thee then I beseech thee prepare my soule and make it readie and giue me before I come to thee a cleare sight of thee and an earnest desire to be with thee 2. Cor. 12.2 3.4.5 c. Phil. 1.2 3. for when Sainct Paule saw the Heauens it is no maruell that he desired to be dissolued to be with thee In the meane time I commit my bodie and my soule to thy pleasure and good will dispone them as thou thinkest meetest for thy glorie that whether I liue or die Christ may bee mine aduantage Phil. 1.4 Onlie I craue holie FATHER that I may so depende vpon thee in this my disease that I neuer depart from thee to any other I craue also holie patience by the which I may patientlie abide to be corrected by this visitation Matth. 11 29. to beare thy yoke willinglie drinke this cuppe chearfullie and heartilie assuring my selfe that all these troubles in ende shall worke together for the best to me that is Simil. that by them I may bee tryed as Golde in the fire and my drosse being purged I may serue thee more perfectly all the dayes of my life through Christ my Sauiour Amen A PRAYER FOR A WOMAN IN TRAVELL WITH CHILD O Lord God and most mercifull Father I thy poore creature whome thou hast bound vp with the bandes of this Sicknesse doe present my selfe vpon the knees both of my bodie and soule euen I thy poore supplicant whome thou puttest vpon my knees in this my trauell that I may learne to knowe that there is no helpe at all for mee but that which I must beg from thee in this my tribulation And because this paine of mine hath come to all Women by the transgression of Eua the first Woman Gen. 3.16 let me remember that sinne is the mother of these pangues forasmuch as all haue sinned and must be partakers of their sorrowes