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the_o spiritual_a and_o inward_a sacrifice_n be_v more_o please_v to_o god_n then_o be_v external_a sacrifice_n yea_o in_o respect_n and_o comparison_n of_o the_o inward_a sacrifice_n god_n as_o it_o be_v despise_v the_o external_a sacrifice_n as_o we_o have_v see_v above_o 7._o and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o in_o the_o new_a la_o which_o be_v of_o christ_n all_o those_o external_a sacrifice_n of_o the_o jew_n be_v abrogate_a with_o their_o la_o &_o now_o there_o be_v no_o proper_a external_a sacrifice_n but_o the_o bloody_a sacrifice_n of_o christ_n offer_v on_o the_o cross_n for_o our_o redemption_n and_o the_o unbloodie_a sacrifice_n of_o the_o same_o christ_n which_o he_o offer_v at_o his_o last_o supper_n for_o application_n of_o that_o 26._o matth._n 26._o and_o which_o be_v repeat_v daily_a in_o the_o office_n of_o the_o church_n and_o at_o the_o altar_n of_o which_o also_o malachi_n prophesy_v when_o he_o say_v that_o instead_o of_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o jew_v a_o 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but_o ourselves_o so_o that_o god_n now_o take_v no_o pleasure_n in_o the_o external_a and_o carnal_a jewish_a sacrifice_n but_o in_o the_o inward_a and_o spiritual_a sacrifice_n of_o christian_n and_o as_o i_o say_v in_o the_o external_a sacrifice_n of_o his_o son_n sacred_a body_n and_o blood_n on_o the_o altar_n 9_o and_o amongst_o all_o the_o inward_a and_o spiritual_a sacrifice_n the_o afflict_a spirit_n a_o contrite_a &_o humble_a heart_n be_v that_o which_o especial_o please_v god_n when_o david_n consider_v his_o sin_n against_o god_n his_o heart_n be_v contrite_a that_o be_v rend_v &_o break_v with_o sorrow_n and_o when_o he_o consider_v that_o his_o sin_n be_v not_o only_o a_o offence_n of_o god_n but_o also_o a_o misery_n to_o himself_o which_o make_v he_o more_o odious_a to_o god_n &_o his_o angel_n than_o the_o vile_a toad_n or_o serpent_n than_o it_o humble_v his_o heart_n and_o at_o the_o same_o time_n make_v it_o cor_fw-la contritum_fw-la &_o humiliatum_fw-la a_o contrite_a or_o break_v and_o humble_a heart_n his_o heart_n be_v break_v with_o sorrow_n when_o he_o consider_v how_o good_a a_o god_n how_o clement_a a_o prince_n how_o tender_a a_o father_n how_o great_a a_o benefactor_n how_o love_v a_o friend_n he_o have_v offend_v it_o humble_v his_o heart_n when_o by_o his_o sin_n he_o experience_v his_o own_o frailty_n &_o see_v into_o what_o danger_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n he_o be_v fall_v it_o break_v his_o heart_n when_o he_o consider_v that_o sin_n be_v the_o great_a disease_n that_o be_v great_a than_o any_o ague_n palsy_n or_o leprosy_n for_o that_o these_o be_v but_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n sin_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o it_o humiliate_v his_o heart_n to_o see_v himself_o become_v by_o sin_n a_o lazar_n and_o a_o foul_a leper_n it_o break_v his_o heart_n when_o he_o consider_v that_o sin_n be_v the_o great_a wound_n that_o be_v great_a than_o a_o stab_n through_o the_o bowel_n of_o the_o body_n for_o that_o only_o wound_v &_o kill_v the_o body_n sin_n stob_v wound_v yea_o &_o kill_v the_o soul_n by_o deprive_v it_o of_o the_o life_n of_o grace_n &_o therefore_o the_o wiseman_n bid_v we_o to_o fly_v from_o sin_n as_o from_o the_o face_n of_o a_o serpent_n 21._o eccl._n 21._o because_o say_v he_o the_o tooth_n of_o a_o lion_n be_v his_o tooth_n kill_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n it_o humiliate_v he_o to_o see_v himself_o thus_o wound_v and_o by_o so_o base_a a_o thing_n as_o his_o sin_n be_v a_o filthy_a &_o brutish_a pleasure_n and_o a_o traitorous_a murder_n it_o break_v his_o heart_n with_o sorrow_o when_o he_o consider_v that_o sin_n especial_o if_o it_o be_v mortal_a be_v a_o great_a evil_n than_o hell_n itself_o for_o that_o hell_n be_v only_o malum_fw-la paenae_fw-la the_o evil_n of_o pain_n sin_n be_v malum_fw-la culpae_fw-la the_o evil_a of_o fault_n &_o offence_n of_o god_n which_o be_v the_o great_a evil_n hell_n be_v but_o malum_fw-la poenae_fw-la a_o evil_n of_o pain_n &_o it_o be_v a_o effect_n of_o god_n his_o justice_n inflict_v by_o god_n sin_n be_v no_o effect_n of_o god_n nor_o creature_n of_o god_n but_o only_o a_o bastardly_a imp_n of_o the_o sinner_n perverse_a will_n it_o humiliate_v he_o when_o he_o consider_v that_o he_o be_v oppress_v with_o the_o great_a evil_n that_o be_v &_o that_o god_n can_v not_o lay_v so_o great_a a_o evil_a on_o he_o though_o he_o shall_v heap_v upon_o he_o all_o the_o pain_n in_o hell_n as_o he_o lay_v on_o himself_o by_o his_o sin_n it_o break_v his_o heart_n to_o consider_v that_o he_o have_v sin_v it_o humble_v his_o heart_n in_o that_o he_o be_v sure_a he_o have_v sin_v and_o have_v weep_v for_o his_o sin_n and_o yet_o without_o revelation_n he_o can_v not_o tell_v whether_o his_o sin_n be_v forgive_v or_o no_o 9_o eccl._n 9_o whether_o he_o be_v worthy_a hatred_n or_o love_n and_o though_o it_o be_v reveal_v to_o he_o that_o his_o sin_n be_v forgive_v 12._o 2._o reg._n 12._o by_o nathan_n the_o prophet_n yet_o it_o be_v sufficient_a matter_n of_o humility_n to_o have_v sin_v and_o therefore_o s._n paul_n though_o he_o be_v sure_o his_o sin_n of_o persecute_v the_o first_o christian_n be_v forgive_v he_o 1._o 1._o tim._n 1._o and_o that_o he_o have_v obtain_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n because_o he_o do_v it_o be_v ignorant_a in_o incredulity_n yet_o because_o he_o have_v persecute_v the_o church_n of_o god_n he_o think_v it_o a_o sufficient_a matter_n of_o humility_n 15_o 1._o co._n 15_o and_o a_o motive_n ever_o after_o to_o think_v himself_o a_o abortive_a and_o the_o least_o of_o the_o apostle_n not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v a_o apostle_n only_o because_o he_o have_v heretofore_o persecute_v the_o church_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o david_n not_o content_a that_o the_o prophet_n nathan_n tell_v he_o 12._o 2._o reg._n 12._o that_o god_n have_v take_v away_o his_o sin_n weep_v still_o bewail_v and_o lament_v that_o he_o do_v sin_n &_o break_v his_o heart_n with_o sorrow_o &_o humble_v it_o know_v that_o a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a heart_n god_n will_v not_o despise_v 10._o o_o david_n who_o be_v thou_o who_o thus_o fill_v the_o air_n with_o cry_n throb_v sob_n and_o lamentation_n who_o be_v thou_o who_o fetche_v from_o thy_o heart_n so_o deep_a and_o so_o doleful_a sigh_n wherewith_o thy_o heart_n be_v break_v rend_v and_o humble_v i_o be_o a_o criminal_a say_v he_o and_o a_o guilty_a person_n condemn_v by_o god_n and_o by_o his_o prophet_n nathan_n yea_o and_o by_o my_o own_o conscience_n which_o force_v i_o to_o cry_v peccavi_fw-la of_o no_o less_o sin_n than_o murder_n and_o adultery_n what_o marvel_v then_o if_o my_o heart_n break_v with_o sorrow_o my_o mouth_n sound_v it_o out_o
in_o cry_n and_o my_o eye_n witness_v it_o with_o floudde_n of_o tear_n o_o david_n who_o be_v thou_o who_o now_o be_v so_o humble_a even_o in_o heart_n be_v not_o thou_o elect_v by_o god_n and_o anoint_v by_o samuel_n the_o prophet_n king_n of_o the_o jews_n be_v it_o not_o thou_o 10._o 2._o reg._n 10._o who_o kill_v a_o lion_n and_o a_o bear_v 17._o 1._o reg._n 17._o foyl_v at_o thy_o foot_n the_o great_a giant_n goliath_n who_o brave_v the_o host_n of_o god_n &_o make_v they_o all_o to_o quake_v be_v not_o thou_o he_o of_o who_o the_o young_a maid_n &_o virgin_n sing_v 18._o 1._o reg._n 18._o saul_n strike_v a_o thousand_o and_o david_n ten_o thousand_o it_o be_v true_a i_o be_o he_o that_o do_v all_o this_o but_o i_o who_o kill_v the_o lion_n 17._o 1._o reg._n 17._o the_o bear_n and_o the_o giant_n goliath_n be_o now_o slay_v by_o a_o homebred_a yet_o more_o cruel_a beast_n concupiscence_n which_o pretend_v to_o do_v i_o a_o pleasure_n have_v give_v i_o my_o deadly_a wound_n and_o like_o a_o traitorous_a joab_n seem_v to_o offer_v i_o a_o kiss_n 88_o 2._o reg._n 20._o 1._o reg._n 18._o psa_fw-la 88_o give_v i_o the_o stab_n o_o david_n be_v not_o thou_o he_o to_o who_o god_n promise_v the_o kingdom_n of_o israel_n to_o continue_v in_o thy_o race_n for_o ever_o of_o which_o race_n the_o messiah_n be_v to_o descend_v why_o then_o be_v thou_o so_o deject_a and_o humble_v in_o heart_n i_o be_o he_o but_o i_o be_o now_o a_o grievous_a sinner_n and_o those_o great_a title_n prerogative_n and_o privilege_n wherewith_o god_n heretofore_o honour_v i_o do_v now_o but_o aggravat_fw-la my_o sin_n and_o therefore_o not_o withstand_v the_o aforesaid_a title_n i_o be_o afflict_v in_o spirit_n my_o heart_n be_v contrite_a break_v with_o sorrow_o and_o humble_v 11._o and_o yet_o o_o lord_n say_v he_o i_o will_v not_o despair_v know_v thou_o to_o be_v merciful_a and_o mercy_n itself_o ibid._n psa_fw-la 21._o ps_n 70_o ibid._n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n from_o the_o breast_n of_o my_o mother_n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n from_o my_o youth_n in_o thou_o lord_n i_o have_v hope_v let_v i_o not_o be_v confound_v for_o ever_o 131._o ps_n 131._o remember_v david_n o_o lord_n and_o all_o his_o meekness_n remember_v what_o i_o be_v heretofore_o 13._o act._n 13._o a_o man_n according_a to_o thy_o heart_n consider_v not_o what_o i_o be_o but_o pardon_v what_o i_o be_o &_o restore_v i_o to_o what_o i_o be_v to_o my_o former_a virtue_n grace_n and_o favout_a and_o for_o my_o sin_n past_a i_o will_v offer_v thou_o a_o sacrifice_n not_o of_o ox_n or_o sheep_n but_o of_o myself_o of_o a_o afflict_a spirit_n of_o a_o contrite_a &_o humble_a heart_n which_o be_v more_o agreeable_a to_o thou_o they_o hecatomb_n of_o brute_n beast_n i_o o_o lord_n will_v be_v myself_o the_o priest_n my_o altar_n shall_v be_v my_o soul_n my_o sacrifice_n my_o heart_n which_o by_o contrition_n i_o shall_v break_v and_o bruise_v by_o charity_n i_o will_v burn_v unto_o thy_o honour_n as_o a_o most_o grateful_a holocauste_n know_v that_o a_o contrite_a heart_n and_o humble_a thou_o will_v not_o despise_v 13._o o_o the_o noble_a sacrifice_n of_o a_o contrite_a heart_n this_o sacrifice_n in_o all_o law_n be_v it_o the_o la_o of_o nature_n before_o moses_n or_o the_o la_o write_v before_o christ_n or_o the_o new_a law_n since_o the_o come_n of_o christ_n be_v avaylable_a always_o grateful_a never_o abrogate_a as_o the_o old_a sacrifice_n be_v i_o need_v not_o seek_v far_o country_n for_o it_o it_o be_v within_o i_o i_o need_v not_o lay_v out_o money_n to_o buy_v it_o it_o be_v i_o christ_n jesus_n by_o his_o passion_n buy_v it_o and_o give_v it_o to_o i_o if_o i_o will_v i_o need_v not_o beg_v it_o of_o any_o but_o christ_n jesus_n it_o be_v in_o my_o power_n with_o his_o grace_n it_o be_v a_o sacrifice_n which_o every_o one_o may_v offer_v aswell_o the_o poor_a as_o the_o rich_a aswell_o the_o subject_n as_o the_o king_n aswell_o the_o servant_n as_o the_o master_n it_o maybe_o 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