even that peace of God which passeth all that I do understand and will fullfill all that I can desire Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart to this peace that thou mayest at once deliver me from all my troubles for his sake who hath shed his precious blood to purchase this peace for me Jesus Christ the only righteous Amen 45. Lord give unto me an earnest repentance to cleanse and purge my soul from dead works that thou mayest give unto me a true and lively faith to settle and establish my soul in the light of life That acknowledging and bewailing mine own demerits and unrighteousness I may by the Merits and Righteousness of my blessed Redeemer obtain remission of all my sins whereof I now stand guilty before thy Judgement-seat and the assurance of that remission sealed unto my conscience by the testimony of thy holy Spirit that I may not be terrified with the thought of death being delivered from the terrours of Judgement and having that righteousness interposed in answer for me which cannot but answer all the accusations of the Devils and all the attestations and convictions of mine own conscience O my blessed Advocate do thou come to plead for me and then come Lord Jesus come quickly Amen 46. Lord make me daily more and more to see the manifold miseries of my pilgrimage whereby I am a stranger to eternity and a so journer with vanity burdened and clogged with a heavy weight of flesh and a far heavyer weight of sin That I may heartily pray to be delivered from all those burdens and miseries and not be afraid least thou shouldst hear my prayer but that my soul providing to return into her own Countrey may accordingly have longings and earnest desires after the Land of Promise and after the heavenly Jerusalem and after thee my God who there livest and reignest world without end Amen 47. Lord make me patiently to undergo this punishment of my body but earnestly to long for the deliverance of my soul Make me thankful for that small ease and refreshment thou givest me on earth but much more for the eternal rest thou hast provided for me in heaven grant that though I have affliction in the world yet I may have peace in thee and may rejoyce in that peace for thou hast overcome the world grant that though I am weak in my body yet I may be strong in my soul for thou art the strength of souls grant that though I find pain and anguish in my flesh yet I may find joy and comfort in my spirit for thou art the God of spirits grant that I may not look on thy hand scourging me with an evil eye whiles I believe that the thoughts which thou thinkest towards me are thoughts of peace and not of evil and that though thou givest me a sad beginning yet thou wilt give me an expected end Jer. 29. 11. 48. I will bear the indignation of the Lord because I have sinned against him and I may well bear it patiently nay rather take it thankfully since it is his great goodness to punish temporally that he may spare eternally For he will at last plead my cause and execute Judgement for me he will at length bring me forth to light out of this dismal darkness and I shall behold his righteousness and he will not behold mine unrighteousness Then shall I say with great joy Who is a God like unto thee that pardoneth iniquities and passeth by transgressions and retaineth not his anger for ever because he delighteth in Mercy Therefore he will turn again he will have compassion upon me he will subdue mine iniquities before he suffer death to subdue me and he will cast all my sins into the depth of the Sea before he will cast me into the deep of the earth Mich. 7. v. 9 18 19. 49. Art thou not from everlasting O Lord my God mine holy One and I but only of yesterday and for a moment I shall not die whiles thou art my Resurrection and my Life O Lord thou hast ordained these pains and sicknesses for Judgement and O mighty God thou hast established them for correction O Lord let them prove so to me as Judgements to advise me and as Chastisements to amend me for thou art of purer eyes then to behold evil and therefore sure of purer hands then to embrace it and thou canst not look on iniquity therefore sure wilt not encourage it O then let this thy visitation so purge away all evil and iniquity from me that thou mayest both encourage my soul in my life and embrace it at my death Hab. 1. 50. O thou the high and lofty one that inhabitest eternity whose Name is Holy thou that dwellest in the high and lofty place but with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite one be pleased to look upon the great humiliations of my body and the unfeigned contritions of my soul That thou mayst dwell with me and I may be revived in the spirit whiles I am daily put to death in the flesh And do not contend for ever neither be thou alwaies wrath least my spirit should fail before thee and the soul which thou hast made for the iniquity of my conversation thou wast wrath and smotest me but for the abundance of thine own mercies heal me and restore comforts to me and to my mourners and give unto me true joy and peace in Jesus Christ our Lord Isaiah 57. 15 c. 51. O Lord I have been long cloathed with filthy garmens even by the corruptions and pollutions of the flesh And Satan is standing at my right hand ready to tempt me here and to accuse and torment me hereafter But O Lord I beseech thee to say unto Satan The Lord rebuke thee O Satan even the Lord that hath chosen his servant rebuke thee And take away the filthy garments from me and say unto me behold I have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee and I will cloath thee with change of rayment even with the wedding-garment the righteousness of that immaculate Lamb the Lord Jesus Christ so shall I appear before thee with comfort stand before thee with confidence and remain before thee with joy for evermore Zach. 3. 52. O Lord thou hast left me a Promise of entering into thy Rest O let me not come short of it and not enter into it But since I have a great high-Priest that is passed into the heavens Jesus the Son of God an high-Priest touched with the feeling of my infirmities let me through him come boldly to the Throne of grace that I may obtain Mercy and find Grace to help in time of need Heb. 4. 53. O Lord my strength and my fortress and my refuge in the day of affliction I desire to come unto thee from the ends of the earth where I have inherited lyes and vanity and things wherein there is
thee yet again and thou shalt see greater Abominations then These Thou canst not turn to look upon or rather into thy self but thou wilt still find out some new Abominations and if thou find none it is because thou thy self art the Abomination of Desolation so Abominable as reserved to Destruction or because thou art all Abomination and therefore thinkest nothing Abominable as that Breath which is moâ—… corrupt and unsavory can least discern 〈◊〉 own corruption and Unsavoriness whiâ—… is therefore the greater because the leâ—… discerned But let us a little view this vâ—…sion more particularly and in it our owâ—… hearts we may here observe the wickednesâ—… of Israel both towards God and towardâ—… Mans towards God by Idolatry 1. Iâ—… worshipping of Baal here called thâ—… Image of Jealousie ver 3. 5. becausâ—… it made God jealous and we know Idolatry is forbidden with this reason Foâ—… the Lord thy God is a jealous Godâ—… 2. In offering Incense to creeping thingâ—… ver 10. 3. In weeping for Tammuzâ—… ver 14. 4. In worshipping the Sunâ—… ver 16. Towards men by cruelty ver 17. For they have filled the Land witâ—… violence And is not all this Idolatry the sin oâ—… thine own heart is not all this Cruelty the sin of thine own hand First for the Idolatry the sin that thou thinkest thy self least guilty of when Thou followest thine own Phansie in serving God Thou worshippiâ—… Baal Nomen Idoli quia illud colentium Dominus That 's now thine Idol nay indeed thy Lord and Master and hath gotten Dominion over thee nor is there any Image more dangerously worshipped then â—…hine own Imagination God is a jealous God in all Idolatry but in none so much as when thou makeft thy self thine own Idol Again when for vile and base respects or sordid advantages thou transgressest the Duties of Piety Justice or Charity Thou then offerest Incense to Creeping things â—…ay thy self art creeping on Earth when â—…hou shouldest be ascending into heaven 〈◊〉 When thou bemoanest thy temporall Losses with too much pensiveness of Thought as being much more grieved for the wasting of thy treasure then of thy conscience Thou then weepest for Tammuz for he was among the Aegyptians as Ceres among the Romans The God of the Harvest And lastly when thou dost basely temporize for thine own ends Having mens persons in admiration because of advantage Jude 16. Thou maist properly be said to Turn thy face towards the East and to worship the Rising Sun Thus will thine own heart if thou look into it accuse thee of Israels Idolatry and in the next place thou must hold up thy Guilty hand at the Bar and be arraigned for his cruelty For if Saint Augustines Rule be true Quâ—… non Pavisti occidisti whom thou hast 〈◊〉 fed thou hast starved whom thou haâ—… not filled with meat thou hast filleâ—… with violence whom thou hast not Relieved thou hast Destroyed we need nâ—… send thee among the outragious Plundereâ—… to take thy share in this accusation They have filled the land with Violence For iâ—… that thou hast not helped those who havâ—… been wronged thou hast helped to wronâ—… them in that thou hast not fed the hungry thou hast starved them in that thou 〈◊〉 not taken in the stranger into thine housâ—… thou hast thrust him out of his own 〈◊〉 that thou hast not cloathed the naked thoâ—… hast stripped him Thus shalt thou be aâ—… raigned and condemned at the last day noâ—… only for thy Commissions but also foâ—… thy Omissions Mat. 25. 41 42. But anâ—… if also for thine Omissions then certainly and much more for thy Commissions For making others hungry and thirsty anâ—… poor and sick and naked Thus if thou shaâ—… look impartially into thine own Bosom thou wilt there find this Vision thou wiâ—… there see all these wicked abominations bâ—… turn thee yet again and thou shalt see greateâ—… Abominations then these which are indeed the effects of these not only dismal repreâ—…tations of thine own sins but also a â—…e dismal representation of Gods judgeâ—…nt Thou hast been guilty of sins unâ—…rthy of a man and now thou must exâ—…ct to feel a judgement worthy of God â—…sd 12. 26. my Flesh trembleth for fear â—…hee and I am afraid of thy judgements 〈◊〉 119. 120. This is the very abominaâ—…n of desolation when a man finding â—…self under the terrors of Gods imparâ—…l and inevitable and insupportable justice â—…ks under the burden and hath so many â—…smal Fiends rather then thoughts for 〈◊〉 inmates of his despairing soul. This was â—…ins case which is therefore so expresly 〈◊〉 down that it may not be ours Gen. â—…13 And Cain said My punishment is â—…eater then I can bear or my iniquity is â—…eater then that it may be forgiven The â—…rds will admit both interpretations for â—…e same word signifies both Iniquity and â—…ishment and indeed it is iniquity alone â—…at makes the Punishment for were it â—…t for sin though we might be Afflicted â—…t we could not be Punnished and that â—…akes it intolerable For a wounded â—…irit who can bear Another may â—…ound my body but it is only my self that can wound my soul The sores of 〈◊〉 body may be very painfull but it is only sins the sores the wounds of my soulâ—… are intolerable A wounded spirit who bear Prov. 18. 14. O thou who 〈◊〉 wounded for our Transgressions and wâ—… blood is the only balm to heal the woâ—… of our Souls make us in Time to thirst 〈◊〉 gasp after thy blood that so we maâ—… recovered of all our wounds Give uâ—… hearty Sorrow for our sins but wiâ—… gives us thy immortal comforts in 〈◊〉 Sorrows Sorrow for sin is a Gâ—… Sorrow nay A Sorrow according to 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 2 Cor. 7. 10. 〈◊〉 Godly Sorrow because it begins from 〈◊〉 and ends in God and it is a sorrow 〈◊〉 cording to God having him not only foâ—… Efficient and final but also for its foâ—… cause A sorrow according to the exâ—…ple of the Son of God Mat. 26. My â—…ul is exceeding Sorrowfull even Death The soul of the God of Life was rowful unto the Death 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 my soul is encompassed round about with row whence so much Sorrow to him 〈◊〉 was the only Joy of heaven and earth 〈◊〉 proclaiming his indulgences on earth 〈◊〉 made an eternal Jubile in heaven â—…ence so much grief to him who is the â—…ight of men and Angels even from the â—…ath of God against sin though himself â—…d never sinned Because of this was he â—…rrowful and very heavy Was the burâ—… of my sins heavy upon my Saviours â—…l and shall it not much more be heaâ—… upon mine own Did he cry out for 〈◊〉 sins as if God had forsaken him and â—…all I still be silent and not fear that â—…od will indeed forsake me I Knowledge 〈◊〉 fault saith the true penitent â—…d my sin is ever before me Psal. 51. 3. 〈◊〉 if he had said my sins are
sure that it gives him Christ is my gain whether 〈◊〉 live or dye For whiles I live I live unto him the only Author Preserver and Redeemer of my life that when I shall dye I â—…ay die unto him the only Joy Comfort â—…nd Repairer of my Death that whether I â—…ve or dye I may still be his Thus did hoâ—…y Job comfort himself against the miseries â—…f his life and the terrors of his death â—…aying I know that my Redeemer liveth Job 19. 25. as if he had said I know that I â—…m as one forsaken and forlorn yet I â—…ave a Redeemer I know that I seem as â—…ne ready to be swallowed up by death yet he who swallowed death it self up in victory he liveth I know that my Redeemâ—…r liveth and hereupon do I ground my Faith my Comfort and my Assurance my Assurance is infallible undeniable for â—…t proceeds from knowledge I know I am as sure that my Redeemer liveth as that I shall die my faith is firm and immoveable for he is mine none shall ever separate me from him he is my Redeemer my comfort is heavenly and immortal answerable to those Divine fountains of Faith and hope from whence it floweth it is the comfort of eternal life for in that my Redeemer liveth I am most confident that in him and by him I shall also live for when Christ who is our life shall appear then shall we also appear with him in Glory Col. 3. 4. An assured hope a constant faith an immortal comfort these were Jobs only supports in his greatest afflictions and his were so great that we can scarce imagine but sure we cannot endure greater never was his body in worse case never was his soul in better Afflictions in the body then have the right end for which they are sent when they make our souls magnifie the Lord and our spirits rejoyce in God our Saviour The devil intended to have added to Jobs misery by increasing the Torments of his body but he did indeed add to his happiness by increasing the Devotion of his soul Mans extremity is Gods opportunity he then most helps us when we can least help our selves when I am weak then am I strong 2 Cor. 12. 10. and by the Rule of Proportion when weakest then strongest when weakest in my self then strongest in my Saviour yet dare I not venter to stay till the weakness of my body give strength unto my soul. For had not Job been a man perfect and upright in his health he would scarce have shewed so much perfection and uprightness in his sickness What then should be the work of my health but to prepare for sickness what should be work of my sickness but to prepare death Then shall I so live as prepared death then shall I so die as prepared Judgement then shall I so live and die prepared for Christ and his Kingdom Grace in this world of Glory in the â—…ld to come Let me snatch away this â—…ry from my adversary Kingâ—…odom â—…odom say I have made Abraham Rich. 〈◊〉 14. 23. Lest hell and the grave say I â—…e thrown this man upon his knees no â—…nk to him for his devotion it is bare â—…ed and necessity meer extremity and â—…r that makes him devout Happy is â—…t man whom this worlds Afflictions â—…ve driven neerer to his God but much â—…ppier is he that hath made this approach his maker by voluntarily Afflicting mself for seldom is there so much sinâ—…rity but never is there so much Glory that Repentance and Devotion which oceeds rather from compulsion then â—…om election rather from necessity then â—…om choice Let the mercies of God inâ—…te me to Repentance and amendment of â—…e in my health and let me not expect his â—…dgements in my sickness lest instead of â—…eing amended I be confounded For if be afflicted in the flesh and not comforted in the spirit then will death wâ—… was appointed to the end be but the ginning of my afflictions For what 〈◊〉 we say was Jobs body now becomâ—… most as loathsome as the Dunghil wâ—… he sate upon a fit embleme of Immoâ—…lity and yet whosoever shall look into own soul with an impartial eye will 〈◊〉 there much less hope and comfort of eâ—…nity then Job found in his body 〈◊〉 how then can he contentedly compose hâ—…self for Death I answer he must do as did cast but one eye down upon himselâ—… lift up the other to his Redeemer when looks down upon himself he finds notâ—… but worms to destroy his body v. 26. 〈◊〉 when he looks up to his Redeemâ—… then in my flesh saith he shall I see Gâ—… What a strange contrariety is here Woâ—… and Flesh Death and Life Destructâ—… and seeing God! The Worms are 〈◊〉 loathsome that turn to Flesh The Deatâ—… not terrible that ends in Life The Dâ—…struction is most welcome that ends in â—…ing God but yet still worms in theselves are worms death in it self is deathâ—… and destruction is destruction and worâ—… as worms are loathsome death as deatâ—… terrible destruction as destruction canâ—… welcome and the body is invaded by â—…ms captivated under death and deâ—…ction when the soul is separated from and therefore we cannot but look on 〈◊〉 as a violent separation which comâ—…s a Rape upon Nature and conseâ—…ntly must needs be an unwelcome â—…est such as we are unable to exclude yet much more unwilling to entertain â—…erefore the soul while it is in the state conjunction with the body though it now by reason of sin in a miserable state is that state natural and consequentâ—… desirable nor is it easie to define how it need be made miserable before it can made not desirable for we may easily â—…ern a very great desire of life in most 〈◊〉 because the greatest miseries are not â—…e of themselves fully to expel that desire â—…t the soul whiles it is in the state of sepaâ—…ion from the body is in a state altogether natural or rather contra-natural for â—…s as long as she continues so she hath 〈◊〉 the perfection of her own nature it beâ—… as natural for humane spirits to be with â—…ies as for Angelical spirits to be withâ—… them which Aquinas hath excelâ—…tly proved in this manner Ia. p. q. 89. â—…all Intellectual Substances the Intellective Virtue or Facultie is from tâ—… fluence of the Divine Light which 〈◊〉 the farther it is diffused from God more it is divided in it self and the nâ—… is divided the more it must needs â—…minished Hence it is that those Intelleâ—… Substances which are farthest from 〈◊〉 such as are Humane spirits having thâ—… share of the Divine light havâ—… so the weakest Intellectuals and â—…quently are not able to understand 〈◊〉 by such universal forms and represeâ—…ons by which the Angels are able tâ—…â—…derstand them Therefore it is neceâ—… that the Souls of men be united untâ—…â—…dies thereby to be made capable oâ—… universal forms and representations such as are imprinted in the Angels had God given unto men
mortis in cujus anima omnes vires ac Potentiae fuerunt per speciale miraculum conservatae saith Gabriel in 3. sent Dist. 15. Christ alone did feel all the sharpness and tast all the bitterness of Death in whose soul alone all powers and faculties were preserved in their full vigour and sense by special miracle But we will not argue the case whether the pains of death be most felt in the sensitive or intellective parts of the soul and whether they that have the strongest senses have alwayes the strongest pains For sure we are what are the pains of death none do know but those that cannot come to tell us yet we have reason to believe that they are so violent as to be able to shake the tallest Cedar of Libanus much more the shrubs of Carkemish To terrifie men of undaunted resolutions much more such as have too much guilt to have too little fears or else the Church would never have taught us to pray O Holy and mercifull Saviour thou most worthy Judge eternal suffer us not at our last hour for any pains of Death to fall from thee Thou art our Saviour we cannot fall from thee but we must fall from our salvation and the pains of Death will make us fall from thee unless thou shew thy self our merciful Saviour to sustain us in the hour of Death as thou hast sustained us all our life And why didst thou taste the vinegar at thy death and not till then give up the ghost John 19. 30. but to teach me to pray O my God let me not taste the vinegar when I am to give up the ghost since thou thy self hast tasted it for me so saith thy Apostle Heb. 2. 14 15. For he also himself took part of the same flesh and blood that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death that is the Devil and deliver them who through fear of Death were all their life time subject to bondage We see here a two-fold effect of Christs death The one was to conquer the Devil that had the power of Death The other was to deliver us that were under the fear of Death and fled to him for deliverance The Devil had the power of Death till he was conquered and he was not conquered till the death of Christ till then he kept the keys of Hell and of death but then Christ took them away from him and doth ever since keep them Apoc. 1. 18. I am he that liveth and was dead and behold I am alive for evermore Amen and have the keys of Hell and of Death Then let me not fear to pass through the gates of Death whiles my Saviour keeps the keys of it to open the Grave Let me not fear to pass by the gates of Hell whiles my Saviour keeps the keys of it to shut the Gates Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear none evil for thou art with me Psal. 23. 4. Thou art with me to uphold me in that walk that I fail not to direct me in that valley that I stray not To enlighten me in that shadow that I stumble not Christs guidance cannot but afford a very safe conduct which is not unfitly expressed by these four words Educit Deducit Adducit Introducit He brings out He brings on He brings to He brings in First Educit he brings the soul out to wit out of the Body for it may not go till he call and then it must O my soul never be affraid to go from thy body when thy Saviour calls thee to go along with him Secondly Deducit He brings the soul on to wit on the way to Heaven And himself saith Justin Martyr in Tryphon did pray to his Father to guide his soul at his death that we might know how to pray to him to guide our souls Psal. 22. 20 21. Deliver my soul from the sword my Darling from the power of the Dog save me from the Lions mouth He thus prayed on the Cross immediatly before his death for it is the Tradition of the Church That Christ said all the 22 Psalm upon the Cross though the Evangelists mention only the first words of it to teach us to pray when we die That God who alone can would deliver our souls from the Dog and from the Lion 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 That he would turn away the evil Angel who is compared to a Dog for his impudency to a Lion for his violence least he should catch our souls at their going out of our bodies We know the Devil is called the Prince of the Air and we may be sure he would not let any mans soul pass from earth to Heaven were not he ready to convey it thither to whom is given all power in Heaven and in Earth and over Hell Thirdly Adducit He brings the soul to that is to God Man when he dies his body returns to the dust but his spirit returns to God that gave it All spirits return to God at the hour of death either as to a Father or as to a Judge and Christ brings them all to him The spirits of wicked men as to a Judge for punishment The spirits of good men as to a Father for mercy Whence that admirable prayer of our Church for the sick That whensoever his soul shall depart from the body it may be without spot presented unto thee through Jesus Christ our Lord Christ presents all souls unto God but the souls of the impenitent and unbelievers in the spots they have contracted by their sins The souls of those who by Faith and Repentance have laid hold on his Righteousness he presents without spot Those souls that are in their sins shall be rejected those souls that are in their Saviour shall be received There is no man at that day but will be speechless who hath not the Eternal Word to answer for him Fourthly and lastly Introducit he brings the soul in that is into the state of Eternal blessedness to see and enjoy him who is the blessed and only Potentate the King of Kings and Lord of Lords who only hath immortality dwelling in the light which no man can approach unto unless Christ bring him in whom no man hath seen or can see to whom be honour and power everlasting Amen 1 Tim. 6. 15 16. No man hath seen him or can see him in this corruptible body but the Saints now do see him in their incorruptible souls and do ascribe unto him his honour and power everlasting Accordingly the Angelical Doctor makes it his business to confute those who said that the souls of the Saints separated from their bodies do not come to their bliss till the day of judgement quod quidem apparet esse falsum autoritate ratione which saith he is apparently false as we can prove both by authority and by reason and all the world is not able to afford better proofs or gain-say them 1. By
no profit but I beseech thee cause me to know thy hand and thy might and take not away thy peace from me even loving-kindness and Mercies Jer. 16. v. 19 21 5. 54. O Lord the Hope of Israel let no distress whatsoever make me forsake that blessed Hope which thou hast given me for all that forsake thee shall be ashamed and they that depart from thee shall be written in the earth because they have forsaken the Lord the Fountain of living waters O Lord I have often forsaken thee by my sins yet let me not be ashamed because I return again to thee by my Repentance O Lord I have often departed from thee by my transgressions yet let me not be written in the earth because I now at last thirst for thee the Fountain of living waters Heal me O Lord and I shall be healed save me and I shall be saved so shalt thou be my praise now and for evermore Jer. 17. 13 14. 55. O Lord my soul is heavy and my body is sick unto the death But do thou bring me health and cure and reveal unto me abundance of peace and truth cleanse me from all mine iniquities whereby I have sinned against thee cause my captivity to return and have mercy upon me according to thine infinite mercies in Jesus Christ Jer. 33. 6 8 26. 56. O Lord thou hast added grief to my sorrow for I have fainted in my sighing and I find no rest yet dost thou forbid me to add sorrow to my own grief and to say wo is me now because that which thou hast built thou hast broken down and that which thou hadst planted thou hast plucked up even this whole Land Therefore thou forbiddest me to seek great things for my self for behold thou hast brought evil upon all flesh and how shouldst thou not bring evil upon my flesh which is the most sinful of all O then suffer me not to be a seeker of mine own discontents rather then of thy redresses whiles I look after great and good things in such miserable and wretched times but make me thankful that thou hast hitherto given me my life as a prey unto me in all places whether I have gone that remembering what thou hast given me I may not repine for what others have taken from me assuring my self that there is yet another life to come which thou wilt give me not as a prey that I should fear losing it but as an inheritance that I should long to possess it in thee and with thee for ever Amen Jer. 45. 3 4 5. 57. O Lord bring my soul out of this prison of the flesh and the shackles of sin and misery that I may wholly and entirely give thanks unto thy holy Name for all thy Mercy and great Deliverances and most especially for this the greatest of all That thou wilt deliver me from my self from the burden of mine own flesh from the bondage of mine own corruption from the thraledom of mine own body And wilt set me at liberty that I may do nothing else but serve thee whose service is perfect freedom and whose wages are life and light and joy in beholding thy presence for evermore for I earnestly desire only those Mercies wherein thou dost infinitely delight who lovest to shew Mercy to penitent sinners in the Son of thy love our blessed Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 58. O Lord pour not out thine indignation upon me blow not against me in the fire of thy wrath but deliver me from this brutish and burning disease or if thou wilt in thy Justice make my body as fewel for the fire yet in mercy deliver my soul from the everlasting burnings Ezek. 23. 31 32. 59. Grant Lord that I being risen with Christ may seek those things which are above where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God that I may henceforth set mine affection on things above not on things in earth alwaies remembering that I am dead and my life is hid with Christ in God and alwaies rejoycing that when Christ who is my life shall appear then shall I also appear with him in glory Col. 3. 1 2 3 4. 60. Lord make my tongue sing of thy praises whiles I have breath and when I shall be breathless make my heart bear two parts to fill up that blessed Harmony that my soul may praise thee whiles it is in the state of union with my natural body and much more when it shall be in the state of separation from it and shall be joyned in consort with the holy Angels and with the beatified spirits And most of all when it shall be in the state of re-union again with that same body being made spiritual That I being at last all spirit both in soul and body neither my heart may be wearied in thinking nor my tongue in speaking thy praises to all eternity Amen 61. I will thank thee O Lord my God with all my heart and I will praise thy Name for evermore for great is thy Mercy towards me and thou hast delivered my soul from the neathermost hell and wilt receive my soul into the highest heavens there to give thee thanks and praises for evermore 62. All the daies of my appointed time will I wait till my change come Job 14. 14. Lord grant I may so wait that I may receive my wages and that my change may come seasonably speedily and happily A seasonable change not to find me unprepared for it A speedy change to deliver me from the pains of sickness and from the pangs of death And a happy change to let me in to the fruition of thy glory and eternal life Amen 63. By thine unknown sufferings O my blessed Redeemer intercede for me in all my pains and sufferings that I may find Mercy and obtain Relief And make me alwaies remember and confess that my sins are far above my sufferings so shall I suffer patiently and that thy Mercy is far above my sins so shall I suffer comfortably and hope for a joyful end of all my sufferings 64. Lord grant that my conversation may from henceforth be in heaven that my soul may be prepared to go thither and know how to busie it self there that I may with joy look for the Saviour the Lord Jesus Christ from thence who shall change my vile body that it may be like his glorious body according to the working whereby he is able to subdue all things unto himself Phil. 3. 2. O Lord work that blessed change in my soul to subdue all its carnal affections by a heavenly conversation before thou workest that miserable change in my body to subdue its natural constitution by an unnatural destruction And according to that mighty working whereby thou art able even to subdue all things unto thy self in the first place subdue all my sinfulness 65. Lord speak the word only and thy servant shall be whole speak the word of comfort in my distress and the greatest comfort in my greatest
distress say effatha to my heart that it may be opened to receive thee say effatha to the heavens that they may be opened to receive my soul yea say unto my soul thou art my salvation for thou only who art All-sufficient canst speak unto my soul and thou only who art All-merciful wilt speak comfort to it And though for my sins thou art justly displeased yet for thine own Mercies thou wilt not long continue in that displeasure for thou hast proclaimed thy self to be the Lord The Lord God merciful and gracious long-suffering and abundant in goodness and truth keeping Mercy for thousands forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin Lord say unto me thy unworthy servant that my sins are forgiven me and that I may go hence in peace for my faith hath saved me even that faith whereby I wholly trust in the Merits and Mercies of thy eternal Son Jesus Christ. 66. Hear my prayer O Lord and consider my desire hearken unto me for thy truth and righteousness sake and enter not into Judgement with thy servant for in thy sight shall no man living be justified And let not mine enemy persecute my soul and if it be thy will let not my disease smite my life down to the ground nor lay me in the darkness as men that have been long dead But if it be thy pleasure to torment and to destroy my body yet let not my spirit be vexed within me nor my heart within me be desolate But make me so remember the time and thy works past that I may be comforted in the time and thy works to come that stretching forth my hands and lifting up my heart unto thee I may lay hold on thee by a lively Faith Hope and Love and at last come to enjoy thee by a blessed vision comprehension and fruition And my soul gasping â—…nto thee as a thirsty Land may be satisfied with the dew of thy heavenly blessings for evermore 67. O Lord remember that I am the work of thy hands the image of thy counteâ—…ance the price of thy blood And have mercy on me as thy work as thy image and as thy purchase for the paternal bowels of God the Father that created me for the bleeding wounds of God the Son that redeemed me and for the unutterâ—…ble groans of God the Holy-Ghost that sanctifieth me O Lord hear O Lord forgive O Lord strengthen me in my sickness receive me at my death and acquit me in the Judgement Amen 68. Hear me O Lord and that soon for my spirit waxeth faint hide not thy face from me lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit O let me hear thy loving-kindness late in the evening of this life and betimes in the morning of Eternity for in thee is my trust shew thou me the way that leadeth in the truth and unto the life for I lift up my soul unto thee Deliver me O Lord from mine enemies both corporal and spiritual for I flie unto thee to hide me Let thy loving Spirit lead me forth out of this Land of unrighteousness and lead me into the Land of righteousness Quicken me O Lord for thy Name sake and then most when I shall be nearest death and for thy righteousness sake bring my soul out of all her troubles that I may give thanks unto thee with those blessed spirits which lived here in thy fear departed hence in thy favour and now are with thee in eternal joy and glory Psal. 143. v. 7 c. 69. Deal thou so with me O Lord God according to thy Name that in the greatest bitterness of my soul I may both see and confess that sweet is thy Mercy O deliver me for I am helpless and poor and my body is tormented without me and my heart is wounded within me Psal. 109. ver 22 23. but be thou ease to my body and joy to my heart in Jesus Christ. 70. O Lord I confess to thy glory and minâ—… own shame that when I call to mind the â—…oulness of mine own transgressions I am â—…shamed when I call to mind the exactâ—…ess and severity of thy Justice I am afraid â—…o lift up mine eyes to heaven or to look â—…owards the place where thine honour â—…welleth But O look thou down upon â—…e with the eye of pity and compassion â—…ho am altogether unworthy to look up â—…nto thee with the eye of hope and confiâ—…ence and relieve me in my sickness and â—…eceive me at my death for thine infinite mercies in Jesus Christ. 71. I will alway give thanks unto the Lord â—…is praise shall ever be in my mouth yea my soul shall make her boast of the Lord â—…or I sought him and he heard me yea â—…e delivered me out of all my fear I had 〈◊〉 eye unto him and I was enlightened I â—…ave tasted and seen how gracious the â—…ord is blessed be my soul for trusting 〈◊〉 him and blessed be his grace for working 〈◊〉 my soul that trust to rely and depend â—…pon his Mercy for evermore Psal. â—…34 72. Lord touch my tongue with a coal from â—…hine Altar to take away the pollution of my lips and touch my heart with the immortal flames of thy love to take away the deadness and dulness of my thoughts that both tongue and heart being purged from the filthy dregs of flesh and sin I may in my greatest infirmities labour to praise thee according to the greatness of thy glories And because I cannot sufficiently praise thee whiles I am in this corrupted and corruptible body take my soul in thy due time away from hence that I may in thy heavenly Jerusalem sing unto thee acceptable and immortal praises for ever and ever Amen 73. Righteousness and equity O Lord are the habitation of thy seat O let righteousness and equity be fixed in my heart that thou mayest therein fix thy habitation Mercy and Truth shall go before thy face O let Mercy and Truth be alwaies in my soul Mercy to forgive Truth to be for given that when my soul shall go out of my body it may joyfully go before thy face and rejoyce in thy presence for ever more for blessed are the people O Lord that can rejoyce in thee they shall walk in the light of thy countenance Lord thou hast given me the first part of this blessing to rejoyce in thee here on earth O give me also the second part of it that when I shall go hence I may walk in the light of thy countenance hereafter in heaven Amen 74. Who am I O Lord God and what is this my house of clay that thou hast brought me hitherto And this was yet a small thing in thy sight O Lord God but thou hast spoken also of thy servant for a great while to come even for the daies of Eternity that thou wilt at last bring me to thy self For thy words sake and according to thine own heart hast thou done all these great things to make thy servant know them and
or infidelity or any other grievous sin but may be able to stand stedfastly through thy supporting and to walk on constantly in the way of Piety and of Patience till by thy good guiding and conducting I may at last come to the life everlasting As thou still holdest open the eyes of my weak body to behold the light of nature so be pleased daily more and more to open the eyes of my sinful soul to behold the light of grace till thou bring me to enjoy the light of glory there to glorifie and praise thee for ever Amen The sick mans Collect for Peace O God which art the Author of our peace for thine own Mercies sake but the Author of our troubles only for our sins Give unto me thy unworthy servant that peace which this wicked world cannot give and which this tumultuous and troublesom world cannot take away and defend me in all the assaults of my afflictions both corporal and spiritual that I surely trusting in thy defence and wholly submitting to thy providence may not fear the power of any adversity whatsoever through the might and for the mediation of Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Collect for Grace O Lord our heavenly Father Almighty and everlasting God which hast safely brought me through many dangers and troubles and diseases to the beginning of this dangerous and desperate sickness defend me in the whole continuance of the same with thy mighty power and grant that herein I may fall into no sin neither run into any kind of danger whereby I may become either impenitently sinful or uncomfortably miserable But that all my doings and all my sufferings being ordered by thy Governance I may alwaies do that which is righteous in thy sight and suffer that which may be profitable for mine own salvtion through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Letany O God the Father of heaven and of all Mercies have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner And grant that in the greatest extremities and anguishes of my body I may find the greatest comforts and refreshments of my soul Grant that when I am most tormented in my flesh I may be most relieved in my spirit That though my loins are filled with a sore disease and there is no whole part in my body yet my soul may magnifie the Lord and my spirit may rejoyce in God my Saviour for he hath regarded my low and miserable estate and he will relieve it O God the Son Redeemer of the world and of my sin-sick and sinful soul have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner and take away all my sins that thou mayest take away all my miseries As thou hast made me a happy Believer so also make me a joyful partaker of thy Redemption and then most especially when I shall most feel my self as it were swallowed up of grief and destruction through the pains and torments of my increasing sickness or the pangs and horrours of my approaching death Be thou my comfort in distress my strength in weakness my health in sickness my joy in sadness Be thou my life whiles I am living and my Resurrection from the dead that though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I may fear no evil for thou art with me to conduct me through the dangerous downfalls of that valley to direct me through the dismal darknesses of that shadow and to sustain me in the dreadful dissolution of that death O thou who now sittest on the right hand of God making intercession for me reject me not when I am making intercession for my self for through thy death I hope for life through thy life I hope for glory through thy glory I hope for eternal glory And in that hope do I now commend my spirit into thy hands for thou hast redeemed me O God thou God of truth And thou wilt save me O God thou God of Mercy because I have believed thy truth and do rely upon thy Mercy Therefore do I wholly resign my self body and soul unto thee submitting them both to thy good will and pleasure either for life or death beseeching thee to Receive my soul and to Restore my body and to grant that I may be able to stand upright in the dreadful Judgement being supported by the arm of thy All-sufficient Merits and All-saving Mercies to bless and praise thee O my blessed Redeemer world without end O God the Holy-Ghost proceeding from the Father and the Son have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner and give unto mean assurance of thy Mercy that thou mayest give unto me an abatement of my misery O thou which art the Comforter of thine Elect give unto me daily more and more the heavenly comforts of mine Election and in the greatest agonies and distresses of my body transfix my soul with the most joyful apprehensions and the most firm perswasions of thine everlasting Love and undeserved Mercies towards me in Jesus Christ That neither the apprehensions of a sad and miserable life nor the fears and terrours of an uncomfortable death may ever be able to affright my soul nor to disturb that sweet peace resâ—… and repose which my spirit now hath and desireth to have in thee the God of spirits who givest unto those souls that are oâ—… thy Communion the antepast of eternity the blessed anticipation of immortal joy 〈◊〉 O my God my Stay my Comforter unto thee do I flie for the comforts of immortality Like as the Hart panteth after the water-brooks so panteth my soul after thee O God My soul thirsteth for God even for the living God when shall 〈◊〉 come to appear before God when shall I drink my fill of the waters of life to quench my thirst O let my tears no longer be my meat day and night whiles mine own troubled thoughts say unto my soul Where is now thy God for surely my God is in heaven whatsoever pleaseth him that doth he in heaven and in earth 〈◊〉 and though for a while in the evening of this life I have sadness upon earth yet in the morning of eternity I shall for eveâ—… have joy in heaven Amen O Holy Blessed and Glorious Trinity three persons and one God have Mercy upon me a most miserable and wretched sinner and therefore most miserable and wretched because a sinner because I have sinned against heaven and against thee the God of heaven But since thou hast given me grace through the confession of a true faith to acknowledge the glory of the eternal Trinity and in the power of the Divine Majesty to worship the Unity I beseech thee that through the stedfastness of this faith I may be absolved from all my sins and also be defended from all adversity which livest and reignest one God world without end Amen Remember not Lord mine offences nor the offences of my fore-fathers neither take thou vengeance of my sins spare me good Lord spare me thy most afflicted but most unworthy servant whom thou hast
truth Jam. 1. 18. And if God be Our Father by Spiritual Generation then are we also his sons by Adoption and can rightly and truly say Our Father and all the Petitions after it without giving the Lie to our own Consciences Whereas a man that is in the state of sin cannot truly say any one Petition of the Lords most Holy Prayer He cannot say Our Father for he will not be the son of God He cannot say Hallowed be thy name for he delights to profane it He cannot say Thy Kingdom come for he fears nothing more then its coming He cannot say Thy Will be done for he resolves against the doing it Wherefore if you ask me how shall sinners not yet converted say to God Our Father I Answer if they truly desire to be converted and to become his children they may say so as the Prodigal son resolving to arise and go to his Father though he were not yet come unto him had a right of calling him Father Luke 15. 18. For an unfained desire of conversion shews a true convert God accepting the will for the deed As working in us to will no less then to do of his own good pleasure And the best man that is will meet with inextricable Difficulties if he Ground the Truth of his conversion upon the Ability of his Performance and not upon the sinceritity of his desire Saint Bernard tells of a very Religious Monk who undertaking to say his Pater Noster without the least A vocation or A version of his thoughts from God which another professed that he could not obtain to do by all the fasting and prayer that he had used for many years convinced and condemned himself by his own mouth before he had gone over half the petitions interposing such an Impertinency in his prayer as plainly shewed that his mind was on earth whiles his tongue was in heaven I conclude then that only those sinners among the sons of men have no right to their Pater Noster but do hypocritically and falsly say the Lords prayer who neither are nor desire to be the children of God who so are sinners as that they also are in the state of sin and desire to continue in that state For how can that man have a right to pray who before he praies hath set his heart against his God and whiles he is praying doth set his own tongue against his heart SECT II. Weighing of our sins EVery man shall bear his own burden saith the Apostle Gal. 6. 5. And it will conâ—…ern every wise man to see he hath no greater burden then he is able to bear Of all burdens none is so heavy as sin â—…or other burdens can only press down to â—…earth but this presseth also down to hell Therefore above all other burdens it is a â—…oint of wisdom to be rid of this burden of â—…in But how shall we rid our selves of it Who will take it from us who will bear it â—…or us The Psalmist hath told us Psal. 55. â—…2 saying Cast thy burden upon the Lord â—…nd he shall sustain thee If it be thy wiâ—…est course to cast upon him the burden of â—…hy Body then much more the burden of â—…hy soul Say then to him as Hezekiah did O Lord I am oppressed Undertake for me Isa. 38. 14. Thou didst bear the heavy â—…urden of thy Cross that thou mightest â—…ear the far heavier burden of my sins This is the burden that most oppresseth me this is the burden that I most earnestâ—…y beseech thee to undertake for me and to take from me thou didst admit of one to help thee bear the burden of thy Cross but of none to help thee bear the burden of my sins Therefore I can flee to none for helâ—… but to thee alone Thou only wert able toâ—… satisfie the Justice of an angry God and 〈◊〉 beseech thee to make me a joyfull Partakeâ—… of that blessed Satisfaction One Angeâ—… was enough to strengthen thee to beaâ—… the burden of the sins of the whole worldâ—… But all the Angels in Heaven are noâ—… enough to strengthen me to bear the burden only of mine own sins therefore I sleeâ—… unto thee to undertake for me Be thou myâ—… Pledge my 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to pawn Lift for Life soul for soul in my stead That 〈◊〉 who have forfeited both life and soul iâ—… my self may Recover them both in my Pledge in my Undertaker But I may not hope to be so easily rid of my heavy burden by desiring to lay it upon another shoulders unless I first lay it on mine owâ—… Heart For if my Saviour were so exceeding sorrowfull for my sins it is greaâ—… reason I should be sorrowfull for mine own Sins which alone caused his greateâ—… Sorrow And How can I be sorry for my Sins till I know the burden of them How can I know their burden till I have weighed Them in the ballance of the Sanctuary There I shall find that sin is directly opposite to the Goodness of God and therefore must needs be as odious to Him as His own Goodness is amiable to Himself There I shall find that the wilfull Sinner is a Rebell against the King of Heaven doth despise the Golden scepter of his mercy and would put him down from the Throne of his Majesty There I shall find that every Sin Unrepented separates from God Isa. 59. 2. Your Iniquities have separated betwixt you and your God Grieves his Holy Spirit excludes and expels Grace from the soul nay excludes and expels the soul from it self bringing Darkness on the Understanding Perversness on the Will Forgetfulness on the Memory Debility and weakness on the Power of Action So that by Sin the soul is neither rightly Intellective nor Retentive nor Affective nor Active Most ingeniously the Casuist Dicat Saluberrimum Peccavi cujus Singulae literae indices illi esse possunt miseriae in qua constituitur Let the Sinner frequently and Heartily cry Peccavi the several Letters of which word will put him in mind of His several losses and miseries by His sins as for example P Praemiis omnium meritorum privatus e Egestate oppressus c Coecitate mentis percussus c Charitate divina spoliatus 〈◊〉 a Amaritudine repletus v Viam perdiâ—…tionis ingressus i Iram Dei meritus 〈◊〉 Reginaldus de Prudentia in Confessarioâ—… cap. 5. Innumerable are the miseries oâ—… the impenitent sinner yet reducible All tâ—… these seven Heads 1. That he loseth thâ—… benefit of his former righteousness 2. Thaâ—… he is oppressed with many wants anâ—… above All with the want of Repentance 3. That he is smitten with blindness in hiâ—… Understanding 4. That he is out oâ—… Gods Favour 5. That He is full of bitterness 6. That he is in the way of Peâ—…dition 7. That he is under the wrath oâ—… God And the word Peccavi in Latineâ—… will put Him in mind of All these 〈◊〉 and as it will shew him His Disease soâ—… will also Help
of Christ 2 Cor. 10. 5. and by cleansing and purging my will and affections for true faith is in the will no less then in the understanding from all filthiness of the flesh and of the spirit perfecting holiness in the fear of God 2 Cor. 7. 1. For Impiety doth directly dispose the soul to Infidelity And they that are men of corrupt minds though of never so clear Judgements are also reprobate concerning the Faith 2 Tim. 3. 8. The Union of the soul with Christ by hope is expressed and withal required Isa. 26. 3. Thou wilt keep him in perfect Peace Heb. Peace Peace the peace of a Good Conscience here of a blessed eternity hereafter whose mind is staid on thee because he trusteth in thee v. 4. Trust ye in the Lord for ever for in the Lord Iehovah is everlasting strength God takes it for an honour to be trusted he that most trusts him most honours him and he that least honours him least trusts him Offer the sacrifices of Righteousness and put your trust in the Lord Psal. 4. 5. He that offers not the sacrifice cannot have the trust For he that doth not think it sit to honour him cannot think it safe to trust him therefore let my hope in Christ be such as becometh a Christian and much more such as becometh Christ such as becometh a Christian not provoking him whiles I trust him much more such as becomethChrist trusting him with what he cares to be trusted that is my soul and for what is worth his trust that is my Salvation The Union or Conjunction of the soul with Christ by Charity is expressed and in that required 1 John 4. 16. And we have known and believed the Love that God hath to us God is love and he that dwelleth 〈◊〉 love dwelleth in God and God in him here we must observe that the soul is uniâ—…ed unto Christ not by every kind of love â—…ut by a Right a Great a Firm love a right â—…ove which loves him before all things for 〈◊〉 loves him upon this ground because he â—…oved us first We have known and believed â—…he love which God hath to us A great love which loves him above all things so that â—…he soul wills not for it self but for God â—…ares not to know any thing but by him â—…or desire any thing but for him nor do â—…ny thing but with him nay yet more â—…ares not to live or move or have any being â—…ut in him and to him alone He that truâ—…y Loves dwells not where he lives â—…ut where he Loves He dwelleth in Love Thirdly and lastly a Firm Love which loves God beyond all things by a â—…ove that hath an everlasting continuance 〈◊〉 love not capable of being corrupted and therefore not of being interrupted For where the love of God is without corruption as in Heaven it is also without Interruption where it is a pure love there it is also an Everlasting Love A love so desiring an Union as to be fully resolved against a separation He that dwells in Gods love will not endure the thought oâ—… being put out of his dwelling And He thaâ—… dwelleth in love dwelleth in God and God iâ—… him Excellent is the Rule of the Casuistâ—… Spiritale bonum divinum consistere in Amicitia inter Deum Hominem ac per hoc iâ—… consentire conversari convivere colloqâ—… cum Deo Cajetane in summula verbâ—… Acedia The Spiritual good of man oâ—… the blessing of the Soul consists in this thâ—… a man hath friendship with God and consequently that he lives for him to him witâ—… him in him Lives for him by consent tâ—… him by conversation with him by cohabitation in him by contentation And this iâ—… the friendship that the good Christian hath with Christ whiles he converseth with him or rather is united to him by Faith Hope and Charity For according to Aristotles rule 8. Eth. c. 5. there may be 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 There may be Good will in those that live far asunder but Friendship only in those that live together 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 An habitual not an Actual Friendship And he proves it by this Proverb 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 That the neglect oâ—… want of Friendly salutes and compellations hath dissolved many mens Friendships So is it also in this Spiritual Friendship he that will have Christ for his friend must be sure constantly to live with him wholly to rely on him and daily to call upon him for want of friendly compellations hath made many lose his friendship first falling into a strangeness then into a sullenness and at last into a plain dislike and discontent with their Devotions which makes them not care to have their conversation where they do not expect to have their contentment Wherefore above all things O my soul never let go the exercise of thy Faith Hope and Charity that thou maist never let go thy Saviour Thy faith will best exercise it self about his bitter passion thou wilt see him in the garden sweating blood Thou wilt see him on the Cross dropping blood with his feet nailed fast to stay for thee with his hands stretched out to embrace thee with his Head bowed down to hear thee with his side ready open to receive thee This will be the best exercise of thy faith that God having already punished thy sins in his own beloved Son will not in mercy cannot in justice punish them again in thee his most unworthy servant Hence will thy heart be filled with compassion for his sufferings and much more with compunction for thy sins Hence will thy mouth be filled with Thanksgivings to him for suffering and thy whole Life with a blessed conformity to his sufferings Knowing it is a faithfull saying For if we be dead with him we shall also live with him If we suffer we shall also reign with him 2 Tim. 2. 11 12. Thy hope will best exercise it self about his powerfull Resurrection Thou wilt there see a great Earthquake and a great Man-quake Thou wilâ—… there see a great Earth-quake which opened the Graves so that many of the bodiâ—… of the Saints which slept arose Mat. 27. 53â—… And That Earthquake will much more open thy Heart to let into it thâ—… Blessed Hope that is full of Immortality no less full of comfort the hope of a glorious Resurrection of thy body to the lifâ—… everlasting Thou wilt there also see a greaâ—… Manquake the keepers of the sepulchreâ—… the Roman Souldiers trembling and shaking for fear of the Angel though pooâ—… mercenary Souls they were soon afteâ—… bought out of their Fright and as sooâ—… bought out of their Faith A little paâ—… more then ordinary made them forgâ—…â—…eir Fright and forgo their Faith It madâ—… them turn Preachers though it kept them â—…rom turning Christians but their Doâ—…trine was accordingly fit for Mammons Chaplains fit for money Preachers It was â—…he denying of Christs resurrection
when â—…we meet with such Preachers we have reaâ—…on to be afraid of such Doctrine Souldiers can easily teach others to serve them but they can hardly teach themselves much less others to serve God And now you may also if you please see a third Quake more terrible then the other two not a quaking of Earth nor a quaking of bodies but a quaking of souls in the first Sect of Quakers They who before quaked for fear of an Angel now much more quaking for fear of Devils But be not you O Christian Souls afraid of that sight The Angel himself saying Fear not ye for I know that ye seek Jesus which was crucified Mat. 28. 5. not seek much less help to crucifie him This reason doth no less concern all other seekers that seek Jesus which was crucified then it did the women They may well seek without fear for they are sure to find with joy They shall find that their Lord is risen and calleth them to rise with him Immediately in their souls Immortally in their bodies Incorruptably both in souls and bodies This will be thâ—… best exercise of thy hope that Christ thâ—… Head being risen will make thee his member partaker of his joyfull Resurrection which consideration made our Church compose a choice Hymn of purpose for Easter day to express the joy and exultation oâ—… true Christian souls for the Resurrection of Christ And I suppose none will condemn her of singularity or novelty concerning that Hymn although it is not to be found entirely either in Greek or Latine Liturgies for there is no doubt of her communicating with the Church of Christ whiles she communicates with the Spirit of Christ And in this Hymn she immediately communicates with the Spirit of Christ because it is all taken out of his Word Rom. 6. 8. and 1 Cor. 15. 20 c. And though the Hymn it self may possibly be taken out of good Christians mouths yet surely the Joy of it can never be taken out of their hearts That Christ Rising again from the dead now dieth not Death from henceforth hath no power upon him and in that it hath no power upon him I am sure it shall not long have a power upon me And that other Christ is risen again the first fruits of them that sleep 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saith Theophil He that goes first sure hath some to follow him There cannot be first-fruits but there must be after-fruits This is my Hope the head being risen will not leave his members for ever in the dust My soul and my body cannot be now so unwillingly parted in the Death As they shall hereafter be joyfully United in the Resurrection from the dead Lastly Thy love and charity will best exercise it self about his glorious Ascention Thou wilt there see hin attended on Earth by his Disciples ready to receive his Instructions Thou wilt there see him attended in the Air by a Cloud ready to receive his Person Thou wilt there see him attended in heaven by millions of Angels and glorified Souls ready to congratulate his reception If these considerations will not make thee love the Christan Faith that teacheth such heavenly mysteries it is because thou hast dull affections If they will not make thee love thy Saviour Christ who hath prepared such heavenly mercies it is because thou hast no affections This will be the best exercise of thy love to inflame thy soul with the contemplation of those Unspeakable joyes which cannot more Inflame then they will content it Christ ascended into heaven What hast thou to do but in heart and mind thither to ascend after him that thou maist continually dwell with him He is gone to prepare a place for thee what hast thou left to do but to prepare thy self for that place and beseech him to assist and bless thee in that preparation SECT II. The soul Divided from the body when it dies by a violent separation THE Soul of man had no subsistence before his body and is therefore unwilling to have a subsistence without it Creatio infusio sunt simul respectu animae is the Tenent of the School The soul is not created till the body be fitted to receive it so that in the same instant wherein it is Created it is also received into the Body And that 's the reason That coming cloathed into the world she is so much troubled to think that she must at last go as it were naked out of it Hence it is that though we groan in this tabernacle being burdenâ—…d with the miseries and much more with the sins of our Flesh yet we do not desire to be Uncloathed but cloathâ—…d upon that mortality might be swallowed up of Life 2 Cor. 5. 4. That is we would so lay aside our burden as not to lay aside our Flesh and would have our mortal bodies not by Death put off their mortality but by a change put on Immortality Wherefore the Union of the soul with the body being altogether natural the separation of the soul from the body must needs be against nature Consequently it is not possible that a meer natural man should deliberately desire to die for nature cannot desire its own destruction and therefore a deliberate desire of Death cannot possibly proceed from nature but from grace which alone can make a man both live contentedly and die comfortably where there 's a great measure of grace there is also a great measure of contentment in life and of comfort in death In so much that if we do not wilfully shut our eyes we cannot but see if we do not wilfully shut our hearts we cannot but believe if we do not wilfully shut our mouths against the truth we cannot but confess that Godly and Religâ—…ous men do continually dye with more Pâ—…tience and comfort then we dare live bâ—… the original of this Patience of this Comfort is not from the man but from thâ—… Godliness For thereby alone he is able tâ—… say with Saint Paul For me to live is Christ and to dye is gain Phil. 1. 21. To me tâ—… live is Christ for I die unto sin to me tâ—… die is gain for I have lived unto righteousness Or else as Beza expounds that place mihi enim est Christus in vita in morte lucrum Christ is a gain to me both iâ—… life and death To talk of gain in death to a natural man were to make him mad or to think you so for he loseth his soul he loseth himself but to talk of gain iâ—… death to the spiritual man is to make him the more sensible of his spiritual comfort and Condition for the less he hath of the Flesh the more he hath of the Spirit So that though death takes from him his Body yet it gives him his Soul though it take from him his Soul yet it gives him his Saviour Be it then that death takes from him all things but his God yet
thâ—… Brothers and by saving his soul froâ—… death shalt hide a multitude of thine owâ—… sins Jam. 5. 20. This being the priviledgeâ—… true Christian patience To hide other meâ—… sins from us and much more to hide ouâ—… own sins from God for though it cannâ—… expiate any one yet it can hide a multituâ—… of sins But let us in a word sum up thesâ—… comforts of the soul from the affliction afflictionâ—… the body and they will appear to be thesâ—… four First it brings us to God and Goâ—… to us Secondly it makes us conformable with Christ our Saviour Thirdly it is a necessary condition of our own salvation Fourthly it is an ordinary means of others â—…alvation Joyn all these together and when thy flesh is most afflicted then let â—…hy spirit be most comforted and most thankfull to God for his spiritual and immortal comforts which in that they have been spiritual do plainly shew they shall be immortall SECT II. The second comfort of the Soul in sickness is that it weakens the flesh IF I would rejoyce as a man at the weakening of any it should be at the weakening of mine own enemies if as a Christian it should be at the weakening of the enemies of my God Here then in the weakning of my flesh I may have true joys for as much as that is both my Gods and mine own enemy 1. It is Gods enemy Rom. 8. 7. The carnall mind is enmity against God for it is not subject to the Law of God neither indeed can be Sapientia carnis saith the vulgar Latine The wisdoâ—… of the flesh is enmity with God what thâ—… is its Folly The minding of the flesh faiâ—… the Greek If the mindings of the flesh 〈◊〉 enmity with God what then are the aâ—…ings of it and we may see the reason 〈◊〉 the enmity For it is not subject to the Lâ—… of God 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the word speaâ—… two things first being in order then bâ—…ing in subordination the flesh will not 〈◊〉 ordered and therefore it will not be suboâ—…dinate It is an obstinate a perverse Râ—… bell that hates all subjection and thereforâ—… much more hates the Law that requires iâ—… It is admirable to think that Christ toâ—… our flesh that he might be made undeâ—… the Law but we as long as we are in thâ—… flesh desire to be above all Law the reasoâ—… is the purity of his flesh the corruption 〈◊〉 ours 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saith S. Jobâ—… 1 Ep. 3. c. 4. v. Sin is a transgression of tâ—… Law and not onely so but also a privatioâ—… ordetestation or abolition of the law 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is both And the flesh is guilty of such siâ—… for as it sins against the Law by transgresâ—… on so it would fain sin without the Law bâ—… abolition and doth not onely forsake tâ—… Rule of obedience but also as much as 〈◊〉 possible destroyes it by wishing there werâ—… no Command to restrain it no Lord to over-rule it no Judge to over-awe it Thus is the flesh not subject to Gods Law as a wilfull Rebell is not subject to the Law of his Supream Governour not â—…onely by an actual transgression but also by an habitual detestation of it This is the Reason why S. Paul puts Christ against Belial 2 Cor. 6. 15. For Christ was obedient to the death but Belial will not endure to think of obedience Therefore 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 unrighteousness and undutifulness are put as terms convertible for Belial is no other but sine Jugo one without a yoke that is without law One that looks upon Law as a yoke and will be sure not to put his neck under it such a Belial is the flesh and is therefore Gods enemy for to be without Law is to be without God since Law is no other but the Reason of God or at least Reason derived from God Divine Law is the Reason of God Humane law is Reason derived from God But secondly the flesh is also mine enemy for in being Gods enemy it must also be mine whereof the Apostle would fain make us all sensible when he concludes his discourse concerning the flesh with this terrible Epiphonema So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God Rom. 8. 8. Aâ—… what was he himself when he said this saitâ—… S. Chrysostome 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in Gen. was he nâ—… in the flesh yes He was in the flesh as 〈◊〉 cloathed with it but not as one besotted by iâ—… 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 He saith not theâ—… which are compassed with the flesh buâ—… they which are captivated under it thâ—… minde nothing but the things of the flesh they cannot please God Non utique utiqueiâ—… substantia sed in cute as Tertullian eâ—…pounds it Not they which are in the substance of the flesh but they which are in thâ—… cares of the flesh They which care onely for the flesh for that is properly to be iâ—… the flesh to be governed by the flesh oâ—… rather buried in it To have all ouâ—… thoughts of it all our desires for it all ouâ—… delights in it all our longings after it Theâ—… that are so are in the flesh they that are so in the flesh do not truly look after God and much less care to please him Therefore either Siricius must recall his first Dogmaticall Epistle wherein he saith in effect that to marry is to be in the flesh or St. Paul hiâ—… Apostolical determination 1 Cor. 7. 9. It iâ—… better to marry then to burn And it is no matter whether you speak concerning the marriage of Priests or of other men since Abraham Isaac and Jacob were Priests as the first born of their families and yet S. Ignatius after he had as highly extolled Virginity as it is worthily to be extolled is contented at last to pray to God that he himself though a Virgin might sit at the feet of Abraham Isaac Jacob in the kingdom of heaven which were all three married men whereas if to marry were indeed to be in the flesh consequently not to please God those holy men had been better never to have married although by their marrying they had this priviledge to be the Progenitors of Christ For much happier was the blessed Virgin her self in the judgement of S. Augustine that she did bear our Saviour in her soul then that she had born him in her body He that pleaseth God doth bear Christ in his soul in whom alone God is well pleased and we are sure that those men pleased God or they should never have enjoyed him we must then say that Siricius was no infallible Doctor for if to marry is to be in the flesh it cannot be better to marry then to burn For it is certainly much better to burn here then to burn in Hell and to be in the flesh is nothing else but to provide fewell for Hell fire For such as do not desire to
please God sure do not please him and such as do not please God here cannot enjoy God hereafter such men need no enemy to destroy them they have already destroyed themselves they are buried alive they have changed 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 into 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and made their body the sepuchre of their soul and therefore saith St. Chrysostome The Spirit of God calls them not Men but onely Flesh Gen. 6. 12. And God looked upon the earth and behold it was corrupt for all flesh haâ—… corrupted his way upon the earth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 He dotâ—… not now vouchsafe to call them men but onely flesh And doubtless whosoever hath most of the corruption hath most of the flesh and whosoever hath most oâ—… the flesh hath least of the man in him and he that is all flesh and no spirit is in trutâ—… all beast and no man which made oâ—… blessed Saviour in his Sermon concerning the necessity of Regeneration say untâ—… Nicodemus That which is born of the flesh is flesh John 3. 6. so flesh as it is nothing else the unregenerate is nothing but flesh so far from being spirituall that he makeâ—… his very soul carnall Tell me now whether it be possible for any other to be so fatallâ—… mine enemy as is mine owne flesh For other enemies can only hurt my body but my flesh can and doth also hurt my soul making it the soul of a beast rather then of a man And the breath of such a soul is Articulated into a voyce saying Take thine ease eat drink and be merry Luk. 12. 19. If thou hadst the soul of a Hog 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saith Saint Basil what else couldest thou say unto it And as the flesh makes a man here fit company for beasts so it will make him hereafter sit company for Devils of which the Apostle hath accordingly forewarned us Rom. 8. 13. For if ye live after the flesh ye shall die ye shall die whiles you live and much more when you are dead you shall now die spiritually but you shall then die eternally The want on widow is dead while she liveth 1 Tim. 5. 6. And much more so is the wanton soul Nay twice dead saith Jude ver 12. Feeding themselves without fear twice dead Feeding themselves after the manner of swine without fear not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as the Greek Criticks distinguish and fed as swine onely to the slaughter fed not for life but for death Dâ—…plicem hic mortem notari unam in qua nati sint alteram in quam sua defectione inciderint saith Beza Here is mention made of a two-fold death One in which their corrupt nature had plunged them Another in which by a corrupt life they had plunged themselves Carnal men that live after the flesh are twice dead whiles they live and yet after they are dead cometh infinitely a worfer death what a mercy then is it of God to send us sickness to weaken the flesh which is an enemy that cannot be conquered till it be weakened weakened in its affections in its infections in its defections The affections of the flesh are as the sons of Zervia to David too hard for us 2 Sam. 3. 39. Though we be anointed as he was and have received the holy Unction yet they will commit their outrages and it will be a long time before we shall get so much mastery as to slay but onely one of them at the Horns of the Altar The infections of the flesh are to us as the Leprous men were to the Samaritans so exceeding dangerous that we have little reason to endure their company 2 Reg. 7. 3. Onely we cannot do as the Samaritans did shut them out of our Gates they will come in whether we will or no and will bring their leprosie along with them Lastly the defections of the flesh are to us as fatall and deadly as the defection of Abner was to â—…osheth 2 Sam. 3. 10. which translated â—…e Kingdom away from him onely we â—…ve a greater loss by these defections â—…en he had for we lose the Kingdom of â—…eaven The affections of the flesh are â—…isterous the infections of the flesh are â—…ngerous the defections of the flesh are â—…eadly O then for the blessing of a sickâ—…ess to shelter my soul from this storm to â—…eliver my soul from this danger to recoâ—…er my soul from this death SECT III. The third Comfort of the soul in sickness is that it wasts the flesh THe more the body is pampered the more the soul is starved therefore â—…ith St. Paul Flesh and blood cannot inherit â—…e Kingdom of God 1 Cor. 15. 50. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 â—…ith Epiphanius Haer. 42. He speaks not â—…is of the flesh but of wâ—…cked men in the â—…esh 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saitâ—…â—…he same Author in another place Haer. 66. â—…e speaks of the works of the flesh And yet is he not fully satisfied but gives moreover a third exposition 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he speaks not of 〈◊〉 slesh which is sanctified and labouâ—… please God but of that flesh which is 〈◊〉 in sin and seeks onely to please it sâ—… Let me not then complain of the wastiâ—… of my flesh since that so much tends the advantage and improvement of 〈◊〉 spirit For I must decay in my naturâ—… that I may increase in my spiritual strengâ—… be an imperfect man in my self that may be a perfect man in Christ Jesus Ephes. 4. 13. The fulness of Christ caâ—… not well be in me without mine own emâ—…tiness For as in Philosophy there is 〈◊〉 penetration of bodies so in Divinity theâ—… is no penetration of souls If I will haâ—… my Saviour be in me then I must not 〈◊〉 in my self for he hath said If any man wâ—… come after me let him deny himself that is his body and his spirit saith Hugo Corpâ—… in divitiis deliciis Spiritum in intellectâ—… affectu Let him deny his body in noâ—… regarding riches nor delights Let hiâ—… deny his spirit in not trusting to his owâ—… judgement in not following his own affections Let him thus deny himself both in â—…ody and in spirit that he may be fit for my Cross and that my Cross may fit him â—…or me And who will not upon this consideration say with holy Ignatius Epist. ad Rom. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Let me be meat for wild beasts so God be a portion for me Let the beasts devour me so my God receive me Let my foul disease destroy my body so as my God receive my soul I will make no provision for my flesh and take no care of it if so be by putting that off I may put on the Lord Jesus Christ the unruliness of the flesh rejects him as a Lord to Govern The uncleanness of the flesh hinders him as a Jesus to save for he is of purer eyes then to behold iniquity Hab. 1. 13. And therefore of purer hands
is deformed so it is also depraved by â—…t Nor may we here alledge as before the necessity of nature for though the deformity of mans flesh may in some sort be ascribed to the condition of his nature yet the depravation of it may not for God may be the Author of a comparative deformity for that is but a lesser good but by no means of a positive depravation for that is in it self an Evill or a Sin and he cannot be the Author of Sin Wherefore it is a dangerous Position which some late Divines have greedily embraced and as violently maintained That there was the same inordinate propensity in the nature of man to the works of the flesh before the Fall as is in it since the Fall Onely then it was restrained and fettered by original justice or righteousness but is now let loose by original sin This opinion is in it self dangerous because it casts a blasphemous aspersion upon God For he is the Author of Nature and therefore the Author oâ—… the necessary conditions thereof as wâ—… those that flow from the matter as froâ—… the Form but in its consequences it iâ—… no less then damnable For if it be granted that the rebellion of the sensitive Appetite against the dictates of Reason dotâ—… flow from the very principles and being 〈◊〉 the flesh then it must follow that it cannot be a sin for what is natural is no sinfull sin being no less a Monster oâ—… nature then a Monster is a sin of nature and consequently that a man maâ—… in and of himself attain to such a perfection of righteousness as to say meerly ouâ—… of humility not according to the truth forgive us our trespasses A tenent anathematized by the second Milevitane Council in which Alypius and St. Augustinâ—… were present as appears by the Synodicaâ—… Epistle in the Canon in these words Sâ—… quis asserat haec verba dominicae orationis demitte nobis debita nostra à sanctis diâ—… humiliter non veraciter Anathema sit the very same with the 117. Canon in thâ—… Council of Carthage as it is set forth bâ—… Balsamon who thus puts it into Greek 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 And when yoâ—… see Binius and Balsamon so well agree yoâ—… may look on the Tenent not as Anathemaâ—…ized by one Council but by the Catholick Church Therefore we must conclude that â—…his inordinate desire of the flesh against â—…he spirit in man is not a condition but a â—…orruption of his nature and entered â—…ot into the flesh till sin entered into the spirit Then and not till then did the body refuse to be subject to the soul when the soul refused to be subject unto God then that which before was a body of life was presently made a body of death Rom. 7. 24. Not of Gods but of mans own making God made the body but man made the death The soul in that it is united to the body hath by nature an inclination to the things of the body but it hath onely by sin not by nature an inordinate an unruly inclination to them The desires of the flesh are from nature but it is only from sin there is a depravation and irregularity in any of those desires Thirdly mans flesh is depressed by sin for it cannot be depraved by the guilt of sin and not be depressed by the burden of that guilt Wherefore we may justly complain of a weight that is upon us whiles we cannot but complain of the sin that doth so easily beset us Heb. 12. 1. Man now groaning under a two-fold burden the one of his flesh and the otheâ—… of his sins which is the heavier of thâ—… two and makes the burden of the flesâ—… the more burdensome and unsupportable And as in sin there is macula reatuâ—… poena The pollution the guilt the punishment So in the flesh because of sin therâ—… is Deformity Depravation and Depression Deformity from the pollution Depravation from the guilt and Depression from the punishment of sin I will therefore be glad and rejoyce in the wasting of my flesh as I would rejoyce in the deliverance from my blemish that most deforms me from my corruption that most depraveâ—… me and from my burden that most depresses me It is a sweet contemplation of Aquinas 12 ae q. 42. art 5. That spirituall things the more we consider them the greater they appear so that we may lose our selves in the consideration of them if at least we can be said to lose our selves whiles we seek and finde our God But Corporal things the more we consider them the less they appear and vanish by degrees till at length they are quite losâ—… in their consideration So is it with my flesh the longer I consider it the more iâ—… wasts and becomes less in my opinion And therefore it is but reason that the â—…onger I wear it the more it should wast â—…nd become less in its own substance till â—…t length it come to nothing CHAP. II. The Comforts of the Soul against Death THere is nothing more profitable for us then to think of death yet of all our thoughts that is the least welcome and the most terrible for death is the King of Terrors when nothing else will draw us unto God that will frighteâ—… us to him when nothing else will frighteâ—… us from our beloved sins that will makâ—… us affraid of sinning whence it is the wisâ—… mans advice Remember thy last end anâ—… sin no more Excellent is the Casuisâ—… distinction of Articulus mortis verus 〈◊〉 Praesumptus That there is one point oâ—… death in Truth another in Presumption Articulus mortis non intelligitur solus ilâ—… in quo quis moritur sed etiam ille in quo â—…ori probabiliter timetur saith Navar. The point of Death is not only that whereâ—… a man doth actually die but also that wherein he may probably dye so that any â—…mminent danger any dangerous sickness â—…s to be looked on as the point of Death Nay yet further according to the Christianity though not the Criticism of Caâ—…uisticall Divinity there being not one moment of our life exempted from the â—…anger of Death the point of Death doth 〈◊〉 effect pierce through our whole life â—…uch more should it pierce through our â—…earts As many mischiefs as are in the â—…orld so many dangers as many dangers 〈◊〉 many Deaths Let this wicked world â—…en have this priviledge That though it is â—…e worst that ever was to teach a man to â—…e because its doctrines are so dubious â—…et it is the best that ever was to teach a â—…an to die because its practices are so â—…ngerous Welcome then all ye mischiefs â—…d outrages of ungodly men for their â—…es that suffer them though not for â—…eir sakes that do them We can easily â—…sh the one less sin in their doings â—…t we may not wish the other less beneâ—… in their sufferings See the admirable Providence of God towards his Prophet he
for he tasted it at his own pleasure Death feeds on us for we must tast it against our wills and not only tast it but also eat it down Corruption first seized upon our souls and from thence passed to our bodies It was to our greatest disadvantage that it seized upon our souls But it is to our greatest advantage that it seizeth upon our bodies For unless they should be quite destroyed sin which first caused mortality would in the corrupt remainders and Reliques of our bodies it self have a kind of immortality whereas Righteousness alone is and ought to be immortal And therefore it is very probable that those who shall be found alive at the last day of whom the Apostle hath said We shall not all sleep but we shall all be changed 1 Cor. 15. 51. shall have a change not only Equivalent to a Death but also to a Total Destruction For sin must totally be destroyed And therefore also our bodies that have lodged it and have been defiled by it That there may not be left the least monument of sin in the New World wherein shall dwell nothing but Righteousness 2 Pet. 3. 13. And now me thinks I can find a Paradise in Golgotha ever since my Saviour hath been there and bid hearty welcom to those worms which shall destroy that flesh which would have destroyed me For I can now safely conclude that neither in regard of my soul nor of my body ought I to fear Death which certainly is not so formidable in it self as it is generally in the worlds opinion For if the Rule be true Nomen quasi Novimen The name of every thing is that whereby it is best known and discerned then by the name of death we may best know and discern the nature of it And these are the chief Names whereby the Scripture expresseth it A Sleep A Change A Departure A Dissolution and none of all these Names is terrible and why then should the thing it self be so But if there be any terrour in the thing yet we are sure that in the Text there is a comfort greater then the terrour First Death is called a Sleep Mat. 9. 24. The maid is not dead but sleepeth And though wicked miscreants who believed not the Resurrection laughed at our blessed Saviour for calling death A sleep yet let all good Christians rejoyce that it is so and give him thanks for making it so It is a comfortable Gloss which the third Toletan Council cap. 22. gives upon those words of John 11. 35. Jesus wept For they say Dominus non flevit Lazarum sed ad vitae hujus ploravit Aerumnas resuscitandum Jesus did not weep that Lazarus slept but that he was again to be awakened to see the miseries and feel the mischiefs of this wicked world T was said before verse 11. Our friend Lazarus sleepeth And he that said it having made his death a sleep was troubled that he should awaken him so soon from his sleep In vita vigilant Justi ideo in morte dicuntur Dormire saith St. Augustine The good man when he dieth is said to sleep because he watcheth and waketh all his life but a wicked man sleeps all his life and awakens only at his death Soul take thy rest saith the rich worldling He lulls his soul asleep but what follows Thou fool this night is thy soul taken from thee Thy sleep shall soon be over together with thy life and Vengeance and Death they shall awaken thee For hast thou slept all thy life and wouldest thou also sleep at thy death Hast thou slept all the while thou wert here and wouldest thou also sleep now thou art going hence Hast thou slept when God bad thee awake and wouldest thou also sleep now that he bids thee die No Thou mayest not any longer expect rest ease and tranquillity For thou shalt certainly have disconsolation at thy departure grief in thy passage and shame at thy journeys end when thou shalt appear before Gods Judgement-seat and shalt not be able to give any account at all of thy life no more then the Souldiers could of Christ Mat. 28. for thou wert asleep Thy Death would have been a sleep if thy life had not been so Secondly Death is called A Change Job 14. 14. All the dayes of my appointiâ—… time will I wait till my Change come Thâ—… Sept. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I wiâ—… wait till I be made again If death be thy making Tell me what can be thy marring A happy change doubtless which is nothing but a new making of that which is quite out of Order And thus saith St. Chrysostome did Symmachus expound thâ—… words 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 my holy Nativity or my holy Naturâ—… come The nature which I now have iâ—… full of corruption full of unholiness so that my own flesh is not so neer me as iâ—… my sinfulness O for a regeneration of my body as well as of my soul that I may be born again in my flesh as I am in my spirit Nor is there any thing that can morâ—… truly sweeten the thought of death theâ—… this consideration that it is a change For we are already in so bad a condition that we cannot well fear our Change should be for the worse And if we be truly sensible of our own condition it is most sure thaâ—… our change will be infinitely for the better For so saith the Apostle Phil. 3. 20â—… 21. For our conversation is in Heaven froâ—… whence we also look for the Saviour thâ—… Lord Jesus Christ who shall change our vile body that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body as if he had said we find nothing on Earth worth conversing withall therefore our conversation is in Heaven we know that our body is now vile and loathsom and therefore we look for the Lord Jesus Christ to Change and Fashion it like unto his Glorious Body Here are two great changes which the men of this world that are most given to change least care for A change of the soul from being on Earth to be in Heaven for our conversation is in Heaven A change of the body from Vileness to Glory who shall change our vile body that it may be like his glorious body Thirdly Death is called A Departure and so doth Abenezra expound the forenamed word in Job 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chaliphathi my change that is saith he 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Halicathi my departure For the Jews express mans Birth as a Coming and his Death as a Going So Eccles. 1. 4. One generation goeth or Passeth away and another cometh Generatio vadens and Generatio Veniens The first is put for the Dying the latter for the living Generation of mankind And the first Council of Nice can 13. speaking of Dying men useth a word that only signifieth going forth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 De iis qâ—… exeunt And again 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 If any man be ready to Depart
he hath said it who is able to make good his word Mat. 12. 50. Whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven the same is my Brother and Sister and Mother Tell me if there be any Relations nearer and dearer theâ—… these and tell me whether these can be so comfortable in Earth as they are in Heaven What loss is it then to me though Death take from me All while it gives me him who is All in All The Spirit of God saith unto every faithful soul Psalm 4. 5. 10. Hearken O daughter and consider forget also thine own people and thy Fathers house so shall the King greatly desire thy beauty for he is thy Lord God and worship thou him Non est ergo magnum â—…tu obliviscaris dimittas Populum tuum Domum Patris Tui ut te totum ejus servitio submittas Quoniam ipse dimisit Coelum se totum dedit ut tibi serviret saith Hugo He requires no great thing of thee To forgo thy Fathers house on Earth for his sake who did forgo his Fathers house in heaven for thy sake He was thy Lord and yet did that to serve thee Thou art his servant and wilt thou stick at doing this to serve him But you will say Herein consists my greatest perplexity For I know that I must go to him as my Lord to Judge me but I do not know how I can stand in that Judgement that so I may find him my Father to receive me and my God to save me But for this I refer you to another Chapter as being a Piece of Divinity that most concerneth another world CHAP. III. The Comforts of the Soul against Iudgement SECT I. The terrours of the last Judgement THere is a time for a Minister to be a Boanerges a Son oâ—… Thunder to proclaim Godâ—… final Judgement against Impenitent sinners that he may bring them to an earnest Repentance foâ—… that Impenitency is the high-way to damnation But there is also a time for him to be a Barnabas a Son of Consolation tâ—… proclaim Gods mercies to the Penitent that he may bring them to a lively faith for that true faith is the high-way to salvation Galatinus reports That the Jews did use to give a strong intoxicating wine to those that were condemned to die that by disturbing their judgements they might have the less terrible apprehensions of their approaching Death wresting that Text of Prov. 31. 6. Give strong drink unto him that is ready to perish and wine unto those that be of heavy hearts A miserable way of Comforting was this to take away the pain by taking away the sense and the understanding To quiet the conscience by drowning it Had it not been more mercy in the Jews to have given the guilty a bitter potion to awaken his conscience then a pleasing potion to benum and to besot it For it is good the soul should weep with Mary John 20. 11. when she cannot readily find out Christ because it is sure the weeping soul can never lose him Wherefore it will be requisite that I first set before your eyes the terrours of the last Judgement that you may see your sins and then the comforts against those terrours that you may see your Saviour As concerning the terrours of the last Judgement they are set down in few words but many Frights 2 Thes. 1. 7 8. When the Lord Jesus shall be revealed from heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God and that obey not the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ who shall be punished with everlasting Destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power when he shall come to be glorified in his Saints and to be admired in all them that believe in that day Observe the terrible manner of this Grand-Assizes The Judge shall visibly come down from heaven and bring his Posse Comitatus with him even his mighty Angels to execute his final Sentence which shall be a Sentence for the punishment of sense they shall be punished with an everlasting Destruction and for the punishment of loss from the presence of the Lord. That is A Sentence for all punishment that is imaginable and for more then is endurable And this Judge shall come down in flaming fire a Real a Material a Corporal not a Metaphorical or an Imaginary or a Spiritual fire and this fire he shall bring along with him from heaven not expect it to meet him from hell that shall lose none of its own former flames but receive more and therewith consume this corruptible and corrupted world 2. Pet. 3. 7. And after that throw all the Divels and wicked men into that same fire and then throw the fire it self with them down into hell there to increase the torments of those miscreants for ever that had before fire from hell to torment them but then they shall also have fire from heaven to encrease their torments God as he shall be glorified and admired in his Saints because of his undeserved mercy so shall he also be glorified and admired in those sinners because of his righteous Judgement And therefore though their Judges fire will be so terrible because of the flame yet their own sins will be much more terrible because they alone minister the fuel to that fire For the Books shall be opened The Book of Gods Remembrance and the Book of their own Conscience And they shall be Judged out of those things which are written in the Books according to their works Rev. 20. 12. Then in both Books shall they see such works Registred as call for a Judgement worthy of God because they had not only an Impiety but also an Impenitency unworthy of man And as they shall first see those works to their terrour so shaâ—… they after feel them to their torment noâ—… a work that had putrefaction and corruption in it but shall have its worm after it For corruption of sin begets a worm in thâ—… soul as corruption of Death begets worm in the body Vermis oritur ex putredine 〈◊〉 mordit illud in quo oritur saith Bonaventure A worm is begotten of filthiness anâ—… feeds on that which beg at it so is the woâ—… of conscience it is begotten of corruption even of sin the only corruption of the soul it frets and corrodes and gnaws and bitâ—… that soul which gave it being So that there must needs be all manner of terrours terrours from within where their worm dieth not terrours from without and the fire 〈◊〉 not quenched Mark 9. 46. And to all these terrours we must yet further add this terrible example out of Saint Peter 2 Pet. 2. 4. For if God spared not the Angels that sinned but cast them down to hell and delivered them into chains of darkness to be reserved unto Judgement Here is a kind oâ—… an imperfect speech called ' 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his passion caused
give thy self to thy God and it shall be with thee as it was with Cornelius thy Memorial shall be with God thy Comfort with thy self thy Conversation with an Angel No maâ—… can be exempted from the terrours of 〈◊〉 dreadful Judgement but he that dares trust God with his soul and no man dares trust God with his soul that is not either Innoâ—…ent or Penitent And if you will ask me â—…hich of these two dares trust him most 〈◊〉 who my self am laden with sin must say â—…he Penitent For the Innocent offers unâ—… God his own Righteousness but the â—…enitent offers unto him his Sons Righteâ—…sness and certainly he dares most trust â—…od who offers him that Righteousness â—…hich he is sure God can least refuse in â—…dgement SECT III. The best way to expell the terrours of the Day of Judgement THE greatest happiness of a Christian is not to be troubled in Consciâ—…ce but the next to this is speedily to be â—…livered from all his troubles He is hapâ—…st that prevents the terrours of a guilty â—…nscience but he is next happy that exâ—…ls them And we have all most need to â—…k after this for there is guiltiness enough â—…thin the most innocent soul to betray it â—…d open the doors to let in these terrours and therefore we must labour to see thâ—… be faith enough in the guilty soul to expâ—… and thrust them out again And surely the Doctrine of Justification by Work though it pretend to be a great friend Righteousness yet is it in this respect great enemy to the Righteous wâ—… can never attain to that perfection Righteousness as to be able to stand up his own legs in the last Judgement Theâ—…fore Saint Paul imputeth our peace 〈◊〉 God to Justification by faith Rom. 5. Being justified by Faith we have peace 〈◊〉 God through our Lord Jesus Christ 〈◊〉 is a League that cannot be broken a Peâ—… that cannot be disturbed which is throâ—… our Lord Jesus Christ of whom the 〈◊〉 from heaven said This is my beloved Sâ—… whom I am well pleased Mat. 3. 17. 〈◊〉 that voice cannot but speak comfort to according to the Learned Zanchies gâ—… lib. 4. de Tribus Elohim cap. 1. 〈◊〉 beneficia iis paucis verbis docet Paâ—… Christum nobis Communicari Dilectiâ—… Reconciliationis Adoptionis seu Regâ—…tionis Three great blessings inâ—… few words doth the Father himself 〈◊〉 us are communicated by Christ to good Christian the blessing of Love â—…e is beloved in himself we beloved in â—…m the blessing of Filiation or Adoptiâ—…n for he was his Son by nature we his â—…ns by adoption and grace And the â—…lessing of Reconciliation for God is wellâ—…leased with Christ for his own sake and with us for Christs sake For wherefore â—…d there come forth blood and water out of thy side O sweet Jesus was it not that â—…he water should wash my soul and the â—…lood should heal it I confess that I have â—…ierced thee by my sins more deeply then ever the souldiers spears pierced thee yet â—…et me still look on thee by a lively faith that the Scripture may be daily more and more fulfilled which saith They shall look on him whom they pierced John 19. 37. Thus did holy men heretofore look upon thee nor had Saint Bernard any other answer to return to the Devil when he accused him as he supposed at Gods Judgement-seat but only this Fateor non sum Dignus Ego nec propriis possum meritis Regnum obtinere Coelorum Caeterum duplici jure illud obtinâ—…ns Dominus meus Haereditate sc. Patris merito Passionis Altero ipse contentus Alterum mihi donat ex cujus Dono jure illud mihi Vindicans non confundor in vita S. Bernardi lib. 1. cap. 12. I confess that I am not worthy nor can I plead mine own merits why I should obtain the Kingdom of heaven But my Lord having a double right thereto one from his Father by inheritance the other from himself by the merit of his Passions he being contented with one of them hath given the other unto me and I claiming heaven by his gift cannot be confuted and much less confounded in my claim Thus hath Saint Bernard taught me to answer the Devil and sure he is too old too cunning a Sophister to be answered by any Fallacy There is no silencing him but by a down-right Truth whose evidence is undenyable and whose power is unresistable Nay yet more Thus hath Saint Anselm taught me to answer God himself in the form of Visitation of the sick antiently used in this Kingdom for Saint Anselm that used it was Arch-Bishop of Canterbury who after some questions to the dying man concerning his Faith and Repentance thus concludes his exhortation for the quieting and setling of his conscience I will put the words into English as thinking it most reasonable that what equally concerns All should be in a Tongue equally understood by All. Therefore still give him that is your blessed Saviour thanks whiles your breath is in your body that he was pleased to die for you place all your confidence in his death commit your self wholly to it involve your self wholly in it cover your self wholly with it And if God go about to Judge thee say unto him Lord I object the death of my Saviour Jesus Christ between me and thee and thy Judgement If he say That thou hast deserved damnation then say unto him Lord I object the death of my Jesus between me and my evil deservings And I bring with me the merit of his most worthy Passion instead of the merits which I should have had but alas I have not Then let the sick man say thrice Into thy hands Lord I commend my spirit and let those that stand by say so with him and let him die securely for he shall never see the Eternal Death Thus did the antient Church think it not only comfortable but also conformable Divinity That Christ alone should answer all Objections that were made against the soul And yet a Church much antienter then this did believe and teach the same truth even the Church in the Apostles times Heb. 3. 6. Whose house are we if we hold fast the confidence and the rejoycing oâ—… the hope firm unto the end Whose house arâ—… we that is all we that are Christians the whole Catholike Church for particular men and Churches are but several stones in this living building it is the whole Christian Church that is the House of Christ And that is his House upon this condition If it hold fast the confidence and the rejoycing of the hope firm unto the end as if he had said By the same means that we are built up in Christ we are still preserved in his building By the same means that we are contained we are also continued in his House that is by Faith and Hope in him By holding fast the confidence and the rejoycing of the hope unto the end By laying hold on my
should I be angry and offended at the effects and tokens of his love For thy loving-kindness is better then the life it self Psal. 63. 3. What then though thou take away my life by thy chastisement if so be thou give me thy loving-kindness which is far better What is my life in it self without thy love O then take away my life as it is in it self and give it me as it is in thy love I desire not to live in mine own life but in thy loving-kindness Secondly because chastisement is a proof of my adoption Verse 7 8. For what son is he that the Father chasteneth not But if ye be without chastisement whereof all are partakers then are ye Bastards not Sons If I be not one of his Sons what expectancy can I have of his inheritance And if I be not under his correction how can I be assured I am one of his sons Wherefore let me rejoyce for being under the discipline of his chastisement as for being under the care of his Fatherly protection And let me be afraid of not being chastised on earth in this mortal life as I would be afraid of being bastardized from heaven and declared illegitimate as to the inheritance of immortality Thirdly because chastisement is a testimony of my obedience Verse 9. We have had Fathers of our flesh which corrected us and we gave them reverence shall we not much rather be in subjection to the Father of spirits and live Would I be accounted an obedient child I must shew my self so not only by my doing but also by my suffering For my active obedience may be very much for mine own sake because I expect a Blessing but surely my passive Obedience is meerly for my Fathers sake because I know my duty If therefore I desire to be truly dutiful to my Father in heaven let me shew him reverence whiles he punishes me and not only whiles he cherishes me And let me consider him to be the Father of spirits and I shall be sure to shew him this reverence for I shall never deny him the subjection of my spirit and much less of my flesh I shall be willing to trust him with my soul and shall not desire that he would trust my soul too long with my body This the natural man looks on as the high-way to destruction but the spiritual man knows it is the way to salvation for thus did Christ himself pass to life even by being obedient unto the death Let me labour to follow his example for I have no reason to hope to fare better then he did and sure Iam I cannot fare worse Let me accordingly desire to kiss my Fathers hand then chiefly when it holds the rod wherewith he strikes me or rather let me desire to kiss his rod for it is much better for me that his scourging should testifie my obedience then extort it And if my weak and sinful flesh whiles it is yet wedded unto my soul shall deal with me as Jobs wife did with him and say Dost thou still retain thine integrity curse God and die Let me be sure to give her the same answer as he did his wife Thou speakest as one of the foolish women speaketh what shall we receive good at the hand of God and shall we not receive evil Job 2. 10. This is the true way not to bless God and die but to bless God and live for so it is in the Hebrew Bless God and die And Jobs wife speaking in that holy language had her tongue sanctified though not her heart in so much that she did not say Curse God and die though she meant it but bless God and die I say this is the way not to bless God and die but to bless God and live and I may well say it again and again for so saith the Apostle Shall we not much rather be in subjection to the Father of Spirits and live Fourthly Because chastisement is a furtherance of my sanctification Verse 10. For they verily for a few daies chastened us after their own pleasure but he for our profit that we might be partakers of his holiness Good Lord can I not be partaker of thy holiness until thou chasten me then let thy hand spare me no longer for in thus sparing it will most severely punish me since there is no greater punishment either in this world or in the next then not to be partaker of thy holiness Our fathers on earth by chastening us after their own pleasure and not for our profit do often make us partakers of their sin even of that impatience whereby they do either unduly or unmeasurably chasten us But our Father in heaven is never peccant either in the manner or in the end of his chastening not in the manner for he takes no pleasure in scourging us and therefore cannot do it either unduly or unmeasurably Not in the end for he aims only at our profit in scourging that he may brush away or strike off some excrescencies of our flesh or some adherencies to it thereby to make us partakers of his holiness in a far greater proportion and measure then otherwise we could have been Fifthly Because chastisement is a furtherance of my salvation Verse 11. Now no chastisement for the present seemeth to be joyous but grievous nevertheless afterwards iâ—… yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby If I look no further then after mine own Joy it is most evident that I cannot endure much less desire chastisement because that for the present is not joyous but grievous but if I look after my Masters joy I must enter into it the same way that he entred he entred into his joy by sufferings and so must I. Ought not Christ to have suffered these things and to enter into his glory Luke 24. 26. He suffered that he might enter into his own glory which was undenyably his from all eternity and shall I hope to enter into that glory without suffering Ought Christ to have suffered and ought not the Christian to expect suffering Surely it hehoved Christ to suffer for these three Reasons Propter Remedium Peccatorum Propter exemplum Virtutum Propter complementum Scripturarum For the expiation and redress of sin by his Merit For the propagation of Righteousness by his Example For the fulfilling of the Scriptures by his Obedience As the Seraphical Doctor teacheth Now tell me which of these Reasons is not a fit and sufficient ground for my sufferings Have I not Brethren to be edified by my example who seeing my patience in the day of my visitation may also glorifie God in the day of theirs Hath not my God a Word to be fulfilâ—…ed which hath expresly said That we must through much tribulation enter into the Kingdom of God Acts 14. 22. Have not 〈◊〉 my self much sin to be redressed and amended For though I will gladly impute the expiation of all my sins only to my Saviours sufferings
heavenly Kingdom My-sins had shut the gate of Paradise against my soul but thy Merits have opened it again O let me earnestly desire to enter in for thou art gone thither before â—…e that thou mightest be there ready to receive me and retain me with thy self for evermore Amen 12. Lord when shall this corruptible put on incorruption and this mortal put on immortality that in me may be brought to pass that saying Death is swallowed up in Victory O death where is thy sting O grave where is thy victory The sting of death was sin till sin was expiated The strength of sin was the Law till the Law was fulfilled But thanks be unto God which hath given me the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ both over my sins and over his Law in this great contestation Having imputed my transgressions unto my Saviour that my sin might be expiated and having imputed my Saviours righteousness and obedience unto me that his Law might be fulfilled Therefore being justified by faith I have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ by whom also I have access by faith into his grace and rejoyce in hope that I shall at last have access into his glory 13. O Lord Jesus Christ who art the Resurrection and the Life be unto me Life in Death be unto me Resurrection from the Dead and so guide me through Death that it may be my passage into everlasting Life there to see and to bless and to enjoy thee who art the Redeemer and lover of souls and livest and reignest the King of Saints with the Co-eternal Spirit in the glory of God the Father 14. My soul truly waiteth still upon God and still shall wait upon him for of him cometh my help He verily is my strength and my salvation even in weakness and in destruction He is my defence so that I shall not greatly fall And if through mine infirmity I do fall by his power I shall rise again and be able to stand fast being supported through the Merits and Mercies of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 15. O Lord see the blood of thine immaculate Lamb which taketh away the sin of the world sprinkled on my soul that thou mayest see no sin in it And when thou seest that blood let the destroying Angel pass over me never to return again and let the Comforter come unto me and remain with me for ever 16. O dearest Advocate be pleased to intercede and plead for me and to answer all the accusations which the Devils will alledge and mine own conscience will witness against me in the day of Judgement That I being made the monument of thy Mercy who am the purchase of thy Blood may bless and praise thee among thy Redeemed in the Land of the living for ever and ever 17. O thou Eternal Son of Righteousness who risest with healing in thy wings heal thou me and I shall be perfectly healed Shew me the light of thy countenance to dispell all the mists and clouds which now threaten to bring darkness upon my soul Turn thy merciful eyes towards me that I may see thy glorious face in thy heavenly Kingdom where no tears shall dim my sight no sighing shall interrupt my speech no fears shall disquiet my heart and no sadness nor amazement shall disturb or discompose the blessed rest of my soul with thee the longing desires of my soul to thee and the infinite delights of my soul in thee and in thine All-sufficient Merits and All-saving Mercies for evermore 18. O Saviour of the world save me who by thy Cross and precious blood hast Redeemed me Help me O my God at all times but most especially at this time now I am least able to help my self or my friends to help me Intercede for me by thy precious death and passion in all my distresses but then most when I shall least be able to speak for my self at the hour of Death and in the day of Judgement Be now and then and ever my defence and make me know and feel that there is no other name under heaven given unto men in whom and through whom I may expect health and salvation but only thy Name O my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 19. O Lord God which art the giver of all good things and never repentest of the good gifts which thou hast given give unto me health and ease as long as they shall be blessings from thee and give me thy grace to desire them no longer And when thou most takest from me these or any other comforts of this mortal life then Lord most increase and multiply upon me the joyes and comforts of a blessed Immortality 20. Lord I am desirous to go out of my self and out of this vale of misery that I may come unto Mount Sion and to the City of the living God the heavenly Jerusalem and to an innumerable company of Angels to the general Assembly and Church of the first-born which are written in heaven and to God the Judge of all and to the spirits of just men made perfect and to Jesus the Mediator of the New-Covenant O thou who hast prepared these immortal joyes for my soul prepare my soul for these joyes that being made a Citizen of thy heavenly Jerusalem I may be able to joyn in consort with the Angels thy first-born there and with the spirits of just men made perfect since them who now both together make but one Quire and are alwaies singing Hallelujah and worshiping him that liveth for ever and ever 21. O blessed Jesus thou only comfort of miserable and distressed sinners consider my distress Look upon mine adversity and misery and forgive me all my sin O thou blessed Mediator betwixt God and man intermediate for me Let the unspotted righteousness of thy life be an acceptable sacrifice for the multiplyed unrighteousness of mine And let the bitter pangs of thy death keep from me all the bitterness of the temporal and much more the pangs and horrours of the eternal Death Thou didst taste the gall and vinegar when thou gavest up the Ghost therefore I beseech thee keep me from tasting it Thou didst seem to be forsaken of thy God O let not me bâ—… forsaken of thee But grant that I putting my whole trust and confidence in thy Merits and in thy Mercies â—…ay from henceforth most chearfully serve thee in all holiness and pureness of living and most faithfully persist in thy service by a resolved constancy contentedness and patience of dying That I may yet more and more know thee and the power of thy Resurrection and the fellowship of thy sufferings being made conformable to thy death that so I may attain to a joyful Resurrection of the dead to give praise and thanks unto thy holy Name world without end 22. O thou Eternal Son of God who didst take upon thee the nature of man that thou mightest lead a miserable life and undergo a shameful death I beseech thee sweeten unto me
all those present miseries of my life which thou hast already sanctified in that thou hast born them and all those possible horrours of my death which thou hast already conquered in that they durst assail thee to bear them That I who of my self am in death even in the midst of life may through thee my blessed Saviour find life in the midst of death and glory after it to glorifie thee who art the Lord of death and the Giver of life Amen 23. O holy Jesus thou only Redeemer of souls who by ' thy death hast overcome death and opened unto us the gate of everlasting life I most humbly beseech thee that as by thy special grace preventing me thou dost put into my mind good desires of departing hence and of being with thee so by thy continual help I may bring the same to good effect and at last joyfully depart in thy peace for that mine eyes have seen thy salvation my heart hath believed it and my soul goeth hence to enjoy it and with it thee my blessed Redeemer who with the eternal Spirit art most high in the glory of the Father one God everlasting Amen 24. O thou who layedst down thy life for my Redemption make me ready to lay down my life at thy command Teach me more and more to despise the Treasures and the Pleasures of this world which have in them a double vanity that they are transitory that they are not satisfactory As they cannot give me true content whiles I possess them because they are not satisfactory so let them not create in me any discontent when I must have them because they are but transitory O make me lay up for my self a stock of Treasure and of Pleasure in heaven by 〈◊〉 true and lively faith working zealously â—…or thee relying wholly on thee and â—…onging earnestly after thee for ever 25. Lord where is my Treasure but only in him that bought me who is my everlasting Portion that only God could give me and men cannot take from me And where should my heart be but where my Treasure is even in heaven and heavenly things I will therefore from henceforth live by the faith of the Son of God who died for me and gave himself for me And living by that faith though I may dwell on earth yet I shall live in heaven nay in the uppermost part of heaven even at the right hand of God there will I live alwaies with thee O my blessed Redeemer adoring thy Excellency reverencing thy Majesty loving thine Authority enamoured with thy Perfections and joyfully depending on thy Mercy That though my continuance be still with men yet my conversation may be with thee my God and Saviour by love earnestly longing for thee by hope wholly trusting on thee by desires stedfastly cleaving to thee and by delight alwaies rejoycing in thee So shall my soul when it departs out of this earthly Tabernacle be received into thine everlasting habitations there to bless and enjoy thee who with the Father and the Holy-Ghost livest and reignest one God world without end Amen 26. O Lord who hast called to thee all those that travel and are heavy laden and hast promised to give them rest have mercy upon me thy distressed servant who now am in a restless condition what ease and repose thou denyest unto my body I beseech thee give unto my soul that though my flesh doth not enjoy the sweet and comfortable rest of sleep yet my spirit may enjoy that everlasting rest and repose which is alwaies to be found in thee O grant that a promise being left me of entering into thy rest I may not come short of it through my unbelief but that by going out of my self and living in thee I may forthwith enter into that internal rest which is to be enjoyed here in the presence of thy grace and may continue and abide therein till I shall come to that eternal rest which is not to be expected till hereafter nor to be enjoyed but only in the presence of thy glory 27. O Lord God the God of my salvation teach me to cry day and night before thee that so thou mayest still save me and let my prayer enter in whither I am not worthy to enter even into thy presence Incline thine ear unto my calling since thou hast inclined my heart to call upon thee for my soul is full of trouble and my life draweth nigh unto hell But draw thou nigh unto my soul I shall be delivered from all my troubles and though thou hast put my lovers my friends away from me and hid mine acquaintance out of my sight yet let me ever see the light of thy countenance and I shall not be troubled for not seeing them and make me rejoyce in thine everlasting love and I shall find no want of my other friends lovers 28. O Lord I cannot deny but that having been at enmity with thee I deserve to be cloathed with shame and covered with mine own confusion as with a Cloak But O cloath me with thy Sons righteousness and therewith cover my shame and my confusion I am unworthy in my self to pray for mercy for Judas-like I have betrayed my Saviour O make me worthy in his blood not only to pray for it but also to obtain it 29. O Lord my foot hath often slipped but thy mercy hath hitherto held me up that I have not fallen into the pit of destruction Let thy Mercy O Lord still hold me up and in the multitude of sorrows that I have or shall have in my heart by reason of my sins let thy comforts evermore refresh my soul For thou makest me find trouble and heaviness that I may call upon thy Name and I do call upon thy Name that thou mayest deliver my soul O Lord I beseech thee deliver my soul from death mine eyes from tears and my feet from falling that I may walk before thee in the Land of the living That I may walk carefully and conscionably before thee because thou seest all things That I may walk reverently before thee because thou rulest all things That I may walk thankfully before thee because thou givest all things That I may walk comfortably before thee because thou savest all things and wilt in mercy save me O let me so walk before thee here in this world as one that hath a hope to live with thee hereafter in the world to come Let my soul awake from the sleep of sin to give glory to thee because I trust that when I shall awake from the sleep of death I shall receive glory from thee 30. O thou worthy Judge-Eternal I tremble at the very thought of thy Judgement and how then shall I tremble at the sight of my Judge For mine own mouth doth most grievously accuse me and mine own heart doth most impartially condemn me and mine own conscience cannot but set its seal to the justness of my condemnation But I believe that thou
wilt come to be my Judge who hast already come to be my Saviour and I therefore pray thee to help thy servant whom thou hast Redeemed with thy most precious blood O Lord in thy Justice when thou shalt be most ready to condemn me remember the Mercy whereby thou didst come to save me and hear thine own precious blood crying out to thee for my salvation and hear not my grievous sins crying out against me for my condemnation for what wilt thou do with thy Mercy which moved thee to shed thy blood if thou wilt not forgive sinners what wilt thou do with the Merit of thy blood that hath been shed if thou wilt not save sinners O Lord I appeal unto this Mercy which hath promised forgiveness of sins and to this Merit which hath purchased salvation for sinners and in this Mercy and in this Merit I cannot but hope to stand in the Judgement 31. If the Lord himself had not been on my side now may my soul say if the Lord himself had not been on my side when the Devils and mine own conscience rose up against me they had swallowed me up quick when they were so wrathfully displeased at me Yea the waters had drowned me and the stream had gone over my soul but praised be the Lord which hath not given me over for a prey unto their teeth My soul is escaped even as a bird out of the snare of the Fowler the snare is broken and I am delivered My help standeth in the Name of the Lord which hath made heaven and earth and which hateth nothing that he hath made 32. O Lord Jesus Christ which upholdest all things in heaven and in earth make me evermore to put my whole trust in thee in the state of health and prosperity to trust in thee for preservation in the state of sickness and adversity to trust in thee for deliverance and relief in all states to trust in thee for grace and benediction That in the distresses of my body I may be comforted for the salvation of my soul in the distresses of my soul I may be comforted for the mercies of my Savioâ—… Let me submit my soul to thee in piety by doing righteously that thou mayest not punish me and having failed of that let me submit my soul to thee in patience by suffering contentedly when thou dost punish me for my sins Let me not despair of thy Mercy when I have most provoked thy Justice that thou mayst in Justice remember Mercy and in Mercy remember me Let me never say in my heart through impatience or infidelity There is no God Let me never wish in my heart through impenitency that there were none Let me not say in my heart â—…efore I sin There is no God least I sin with greediness Let me not wish in my heart there were no God after I have sinned lest I sin without Repentance But make me set thee alwaies before me both in thy Majesty as coming to Judge me that I sin not and in thy Mercy as willing to save me that I despair not when I have sinned And be thou alwaies with me by thy special grace that I perish not in my sins O thou which art the joy of Angels be also the joy of my sinful soul speak salvation to me who can speak nothing but damnation to my self Be unto my sinful soul sanctification from sin that thou mayest be to my sanctified soul salvation from death That I may at last stand with that great multitude who shall stand before thee cloathed with white robes and palms in their hands to cry with a loud voice saying Salvation to our God which sitteth upon the Throne and unto the Lamb for ever ever Amen 33. O Lord who art so merciful unto sinful man as to vouchsafe to be his Guide and Governor and so constant in thy Mercies as to guide and govern him all his life even unto death I beseech thee to be my Guide in this my greatest perplexity now that my body is as it were bitten with fiery Serpents and my soul dwelleth among Scorpions Now that torments and tumults are without me temptations and discontents are within me O be thou â—…igh at hand that none of all my outward â—…r inward vexations may either disturb my â—…fety or betray my innocency Let God â—…ise in my heart and let all his enemies â—…ere that is all my impatient thoughts 〈◊〉 scattered Like as smoke vanisheth so 〈◊〉 them vanish at the presence of God â—…nd my soul be joyful in the Lord it shall â—…ejoyce in his salvation 34. O God thy Charets are twenty thouâ—…nd even thousands of Angels O set â—…me of them compass me about as they â—…d thy servant Elisha whiles I am living â—…nd let others of them carry my soul into â—…brahams bosom when I shall die as they â—…d thy servant Lazarus That these thy â—…inistring spirits which are sent forth to â—…inister for them who shall be heirs of salâ—…tion may also minister for me thy most â—…worthy servant not only in my sickâ—…ss to succour and defend me but also in â—…y death to direct and convey my soul 〈◊〉 by thy appointment they have brought â—…e to those everlasting mansions where I â—…all together with them alwaies behold â—…e face of my Father which is in heaven â—…men 35. O Lord thou hast commanded me tâ—… break off my sins by repentance but I havâ—… broken off my soul from thee by sin anâ—… widened that breach by my impenitency Wherefore it is but just that I who have sâ—… often grieved thy Spirit should now at 〈◊〉 grieve mine own For I have often reâ—…turned to those sins which by mine owâ—… mouth had so terribly accused me and bâ—… mine own default so grievously woundeâ—… me But I beseech thee to fill my heaâ—… with Repentance which I have so ofteâ—… filled with sin and let me have that sorroâ—… here which may keep me from confusioâ—… hereafter For if thy servant Peter weâ—… three whole daies nay all his life long fâ—… denying thee thrice out of a sudden passâ—… on What tears what repentance is neeâ—… ful to the washing away of my sins whâ—… have so often denyed thee upon deliberâ—…tion If Mary Magdalen wept so griâ—…vously for seven Devils shall not I muâ—… rather for seventy seven more unclean spâ—…rits She was not then thy servant whâ—… she entertained those impure guests I haâ—… been a long time thy friend thy brotheâ—… thy son and yet have given these thiâ—… enemies my best entertainment She 〈◊〉 â—…ot in the Devils again after they had â—…een cast out but I have swept and garnishâ—…d the room for them make me therefore â—…ood Lord all my life long to wash thy â—…et with my tears that thou mayest wash â—…y soul with thy blood and so at last preâ—…nt it without spot and blemish before â—…he heavenly Father in thine eternal and everlasting Kingdom Amen 36. Lord let me often find the influence of thy grace in heavenly
offered and the time of my departure is at hand 2 Tim. 4. 6. Now therefore I pray thee if I have found grace in thy sight shew me now thy way that I may know thee that I may find grace in thy sight and consider that I am one of thy people And he said my presence shall go with thee and I will give thee rest And he said unto him if thy presence go not with me carry me not up hence for wherein shall it be known here that I have found grace in thy sight is it not in that thou goest with me And the Lord said I will do this thing also that thou hast spoken for thou hast found grace in my sight and I know thee by name And he said I beseech thee shew me thy glory so saith my soul O Lord and because no man shall see thee and live I desire to die that I may see thee Exod. 33. 13 14 15 16 17 18. Unto him that is able to keep me from falling into the pit of everlasting destruction and to present me faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy do I recommend my soul even to the only wise God our Saviour to whom be glory and Majesty dominion and power now and ever Amen Epist. of Saint Jude v. 24 25. The Lord shall preserve me from all evil yea it is even he that shall keep my soul. The Lord shall preserve my going out and my coming in from this time forth for evermore Amen Psal. 121. 7 8. The sick mans Departure or Dismission ARise ye and depart for this is not your Rest because it is polluted it shall destroy you even with a sore destruction Micah 2. 10. Return unto thy Rest O my soul for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee For thou hast delivered my soul from death mine eyes from tears and my feet from falling I will walk before the Lord in the Land of the living Psal. 116. 7 8 9. There remaineth therefore a Rest to the people of God Heb. 4. 9. Lord I willingly go out of this world that I may enter into that everlasting rest Amen I have set God before me he is at my right hand I shall not fall Therefore my heart is gland and my glory rejoyceth my flesh also shall rest in hope For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell neither wilt thou suffer thine holy one to see corruption Thou wilt shew me the path of life in thy presence is fulness of joy at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore Amen Psal. 16. 8 9 10 11. To me to live is Christ and to die is gain I have a desire to depart and to be with Christ. Lord now lettest thou servant depart in peace that he may rest in hope rise in joy and reign in glory Amen A sick mans Resignation Psal. 31. 5. Into thine hand I commit my spirit thou hast Redeemed me O Lord God of Truth THere is nothing more the duty of a good Christian then whiles he lives to possess his soul in patience and when he shall die to resign his soul in comfort And indeed he must possess his soul in patience that he may resign it in comfort He must possess his soul in patience as not being fully contented much less fully delighted with his present â—…ndition in this world wherein he canâ—…t but see very much to trouble him but â—…thing at all to satisfie him Help Lord â—…h the Psalmist Psal. 12. 1. in great â—…ation of his heart and we may gather threefold reason why he is so vexed 〈◊〉 the godly man ceaseth the faithful fail â—…d they speak vanity Defectus sanctitatis 〈◊〉 affectu veritatis in intellectu sanctitatis 〈◊〉 â—…ffectu saith Alensis The defect of holiâ—…ss in the will of truth in the understandâ—…g of innocency in the action This is â—…e threefold defect that makes the good â—…ristian possess his soul not in delight as â—…on choice but only in patience as upon â—…cessity because he wants holiness in his â—…ill and cannot love God because he â—…nts truth in his understanding and â—…not know God because he wants inâ—…grity in his action and cannot honour â—…od as he is bound and desires to do This the reason that he possesseth his soul not delight but in patience and the trouble â—…at he finds in his possession makes him 〈◊〉 think himself of a Resignation The â—…ssessing his soul in patience whiles he â—…es makes him Resign his soul in comâ—…t when he is to die And here we have the form of that comfortable Resignatioâ—… Into thy hands I commit my spirit thou haâ—… redeemed me O Lord God of truth I hopâ—… no man will say that this set form of thâ—… Resignation of his soul doth stint Goâ—… Spirit which teacheth him how to Resigâ—… his own For sure we are that he useâ—… this same form of whom it is said Gâ—… giveth not the spirit by measure unto hiâ—… John 3. 34. And if a set form did not coâ—…fine the spirit in him who received it not bâ—… measure much less can it confine the spirâ—… in us who have it measured from him Well may set forms teach us rightly tâ—… commend our own spirits to God but theâ—… cannot possibly make us confine his Spirit Had there been any such inconveniency 〈◊〉 using of set forms the Spirit of Goâ—… would not have provided us so many seâ—… forms of Prayers and Praises in the Psalm and other parts of the Text so that no objection can be made against set forms oâ—… Prayer as such which may not be retorteâ—… to some undervaluing if not undermininâ—… of the Scripture it self the very light oâ—… our eyes the breath of our nostrils and thâ—… joy of our hearts We may not then hearken to this objection above all the rest unless we will say That the Spirit of Goâ—… did intend to confine himself Or the Son â—…f God did intend to confine his own Spiâ—…it in us when he absolutely prescribed a â—…t form in his own most holy Prayer comâ—…anding it to be said Luke 11. 2. when ye â—…ray say Our Father nay yet more unâ—…ess we will say that the Son of God did â—…ntend to confine his own Spirit in himself when he used this very particular form 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Into thy hands I commend my spirit Luke 23. 46. For it is the very same Greek Text in both places and the very same translation in the vulgar Latine though we in English have seemed to make a Verbal but not a Real difference And therefore it is evident that our blessed Saviour by using this set form hath sanctified it for our use and taught us thereby how to Resign our souls to him that gave them And indeed the Spirit of God had sufficiently sanctified it before so that now we have this Resignation doubly sanctified to us by the spirit and by the Son of God so happy a thing is it for us seriously to consider and much
more sincerely to love it to give it a place in our meditations and much more in our affections And indeed it doth challenge both nothing so fit to busie our contemplations as these words Into thine hand I commit my spirit nothing so powerful to work upon our affections as these words Thou hast Redeemed me O Lord God of truth But since good Meditations do produce good affections and good affections do increase good meditations it is manifest that God hath joyned them together and therefore we may not put them asunder And indeed the whose verse concerns one and the same thing considered in it self and in its cause Resignatio Resignationis causa The Resignation of the soul and the cause of that Resignation The Resignation of the soul Into thy hands I commit my spirit The cause of that Resignation Thou hast Redeemed me O Lord God of truth The Resignation of his soul is as ours should be remarkable for its seasonableness for its fulness for its willingness Resignatio Opportuna Plena Voluntaria It is first opportune or seasonable secondly full or plenary thirdly free or voluntary First it is an opportune or seasonable Resignation for he was now in great danger and in greater distress Pull me out of the net that they have laid privily for me v. 4. He was already partly ensnared and did fear lest he might in time be wholly entangled in the miseries and mischiefs of this sinful life if he should retain his soul too long and that makes him think of Resigning it He well understood his dangers and his distresses and that made him look towards his Deliverer and after his Deliverance T is not unseasonable at any time to resign our souls to God for he may call for them when he pleases and we ought to be ready at his call But it is most seasonable when we see our selves either in imminent danger or in irremediable distress then it is proper to follow the example of Eliah 1 Kings 19. 4. He requested for himself that he might die and said Satis est nunc Domine Accipe animam meam It is enough now O Lord take away my life It is enough for me in regard of this world saith R. David It is enough for this wicked world for I have lived too long to see so much wickedness and to be able to redress none and yet desirous to stay longer to help increase All Thus far in effect a Jew could go but let Christians go farther in their Gloss and say moreover It is enough for thy glory and enough for my salvation It is enough for thy glory for thou hast miraculously preserved me in my life it is enough for the good of mine own soul for thou hast made me sensible of and thankful for thy miraculous preservation And when can I better desire thee to take my soul then now it actually hath this sense of thine undeserved Mercies and this thankfulness for them Yet Tremelius seeking for the reason of this prayer out of the tenth verse thus pithily enlargeth his Gloss Abjectio Tui Foederis Cultus Tui Destructio Prophetarum tuorum coedes mei persecutio faciunt ut mortem expetam That the children of Israel have forsaken thy Covenant thrown down thine Altars slain thy Prophets with the sword and seek my life to take it away These things that have hitherto made me weary of life do now make me even desirous of death Nor may we think so Religious a Prophet would have carried with him the guilt of Impatience much less of Uncharitableness to his grave For it was the indispensable necessity of Gods Truth and the unfeigned zeal of Gods glory that extorted from him this most grievous complaint And indeed when the true Religion and worship of God is in danger or in distress though we our selves be in neither yet is it not fit for us to admit of the comforts of this world then if any say Fear not for thou hast a Son thou needest not be troubled that the Philistims have gotten the conquest over Israel for thou art in a happy condition thou hast a goodly inheritance and a Son to inherit after thee yet must thou not answer neither regard it unless thou wouldest have a weak dying woman rise up against thee in Judgement 1 Sam. 4. 20. Then must Ichabod be all thy saying that is where is the glory not where am I what will become of me or of my Family But where is my God where is his glory For if the glory be departed from Israel how can a true Israelite desire to abide in it Thine eyes are not opened to see thine own and other mens wickedness thine heart is not opened to be sorry for it and to repent of it unless thou be ready in such a case as this to cry out and say Wo is me that I am constrained to dwell with Mesech and to have mine habitation among the Tents of Kedar Psal. 120. v. 4. This was the method of his prayer who questionless prayed with Gods Spirit Psal. 119. First Give me understanding according to thy Word v. 169. Then Deliver me according to thy Word v. 170. till he had a right understanding of his misery he knew not how to pray for his deliverance But as soon as he fully saw the one he could not choose but heartily pray for the other Resignatio opportuna This Resignation of his soul was opportune and seasonable that is the first And as his Resignation was opportune and seasonable so it was also full and plenary In manus tuas Into thy hands as if he had said I desire to reserve nothing in mine own hands but do resign all into thine The Common-Law is very careful that a Resignation be whole and entire without any reservation And Navarr tells us that he that hath anothers Resignation must be very cautelous in allowing him any thing out of his living for fear there may be a suspition of a Simonaical contract Potest quotannis Resignanti quid Donare si id faciat ob Amorem Dei principaliter coram Deo absque tamen ullo pacto And again Gratitudinem erga Resignantem Caute exercere debet ne praesumatur id facere ob Confidentiam Will not ehe Law be satisfied without a full Resignation and do we think God will be satisfied without it Or what were it for him to accept of part of thy soul but to allow himself to be but half a God Thou must therefore either Resign all to him or keep all to thy self For thou canst not divide the Sacrifice unless thou wilt divide the Deity And since thy All to him is nothing thou canst not give him less then All but thou must profess him worthy of less then nothing He hath required All thy soul and All thy might and All thy strength and it is a most abominable undutifulness and a more abominable unthankfulness not to give him what he requires since thou canst not
provided Mercy for as is his Majesty so is his Mercy But as he is the God of truth so he hath moreover assured it In this assurance did Saint Paul comfort himself 2 Tim. 1. 12. For I know whom I have believed and I am perswaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Depositum meum servare God is contented to be our Depositarius or Trustee to keep that which we commit to him so it be worth his trust or fit for his keeping And nothing is fit for his keeping which hath relation to this day or any thing of this world but only that which hath relation to that day or to the world to come Therefore I may commit nothing else to him as to my Depositary or Trustee but only my soul which alone can remain and a bide till that day And if I commit my soul unto him against that day he will see it then forth-coming as safe as I can desire and more safe then I can deserve This is the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 The Depositum Saint Paul speaks of And the word used by him is a Noun derived from the Verb used in my Text 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I will Depose Into thy hands will I Depose my spirit Saint Pauls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 wholly agrees with this 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his Depositum with this Deposing The thing that he commits to Gods trust is his spirit his soul which he commits into his hands as the only Trustee of souls And it is much to be observed that the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Greek Text is not in the Present but in the Future-Tense so that it is to be rendered not I do depose or commit or commend but I will depose or commit or commend my spirit to shew to us mans uncessant Dutifulness and Gods uncessant Faithfulness First mans uncessant Dutyfulness for this act of Resigning the soul is a continued act it is a thing long in doing before it can be well done It requires great preparations greater deliberations and greatest Resolutions And after all our Preparations and Deliberations and Resolutions it is still a motion that is rather in fieri then in facto esse rather compleating then compleated that hath more perfection from the time to come then from the time present or past more perfection in the Purpose then in the Performance in the Resolution then in the Execution 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I will commit No man can so fully Resign himself to God as he ought and though our blessed Saviour could and did yet to teach us this Document of humility he also speaks as if he had not done it for he saith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as well as David I will commit As if something were still behind something still more in the Resolution then in the Execution For though the grace of union in Chirst was infinite the grace whereby he took his humane soul yet the habitual grace was not infinite the grace whereby he resigned his soul But God is infinite as in himself so also in his Obligation and an infinite Obligation requires an infinite Satisfaction which to a Finite nature must needs be rather in the Purpose then in the Performance for which cause our blessed Saviour himself thought fit to say not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I do commit but I will commit my â—…pirit O Lord let me never think I can â—…o too much when thine own Son hath â—…ught me that I can never do enough He said I will do it when he had done it â—…hall I say I have more then done it when cannot do it Did he speak by way of â—…xtenuation in his works and shall I â—…hansie a Supererogation in mine Did â—…e seem to intimate something less in his â—…erformance then was in his Obligation â—…nd shall I dream of Performing more then was Obliged O let me never come to â—…at height of Impiety as to neglect my â—…uty much less to that height of Impuâ—…ence as to over value it Let me never â—…y I Do or Have done but only I will â—…o accounting it thy greatest mercy to my â—…oul that thou givest the will to do and â—…he greatest security of my soul that thou â—…cceptest the will for the deed Secondly Gods uncessant faithfulness for David could not have said I will commit by a continued act of giving if he â—…ad not believed Gods uncessant faithfulness in a continued act of receiving Gods faithfulness is as everlasting as himself And that makes him look upon his trust as never fully discharged but as alwaies newly undertaken And he would have us believe that he is as careful of it and as faithful in it as if he did every moment newly undertake it for this same 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Future-tense which doth shew mans continued act in resigning his soul to God doth also import Gods continued act in receiving souls that are resigned unto him that he is alwaies ready to Receive them and alwaies as careful to Retain them and will be as faithful to Restore them He Receives them by his Mercy he Retains them by his power nonâ—… is able to pluck them out of his hands Johâ—… 10. 28. He will Restore them by his Truth And he will Restore them infinitely better then he can Receive them contrary to all other Trustees who generally Receive much better then they Restoreâ—… Never any man gave his spirit to God in his life-time though but for an instant bâ—… an holy Contemplation or Affection buâ—… he received it again much better then he gave it How much more shall he that gives him his spirit at his death by a full and free Resignation receive it again infinitely better at the last Resurrection Wherefore let us pray unto him that hâ—… will be pleased to make us ready to resign â—…ur souls to him without reluctancie and â—…areful to resign them without spot or â—…emish being throughly washed by the â—…ars of our own Repentance and by faith 〈◊〉 our Saviours blood that so he may â—…ceive them into his Mercy and sanctifie them by his grace and satisfie them with â—…is glory through Jesus Christ our Lord â—…nd only Saviour to whom with the Father and the Eternal Spirit be ascribed all â—…onour and glory be performed all bounâ—…en duty and obedience from this time â—…orth and for evermore Amen Quod de te per te loquimur da transeat ad te Utque tui simus nos age solus habe FINIS