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require_v the_o depth_n of_o grace_n and_o a_o depth_n of_o misery_n call_v for_o a_o depth_n of_o mercy_n if_o i_o ask_v myself_o why_o be_v thy_o mercy_n great_a for_o that_o there_o be_v no_o cause_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o thy_o mercy_n i_o must_v answer_v by_o the_o effect_n because_o thou_o can_v 〈◊〉_d my_o soul_n from_o the_o nethermost_a hell_n from_o such_o anguish_n of_o body_n from_o such_o perplexity_n of_o spirit_n from_o such_o terror_n and_o torment_n as_o be_v ready_a to_o overwhelm_v i_o in_o the_o pit_n of_o destruction_n if_o i_o ask_v how_o great_a be_v psalmum_fw-la thy_o mercy_n i_o must_v give_v a_o answer_n answerless_a i_o know_v it_o to_o be_v marvellous_a great_a but_o how_o great_a it_o be_v i_o can_v comprehend_v the_o immensity_n of_o it_o i_o have_v assay_v to_o shadow_n out_o by_o such_o resemblance_n as_o the_o world_n afford_v to_o outward_a sense_n for_o the_o shallow_a conceit_n and_o weak_a capacity_n of_o mortal_a man_n be_v not_o able_a with_o my_o thought_n to_o reach_v much_o less_o with_o my_o tongue_n or_o pen_n to_o express_v it_o the_o height_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o 〈◊〉_d to_o the_o altitude_n of_o the_o heaven_n above_o the_o earth_n the_o breadth_n 103._o to_o the_o distance_n of_o the_o east_n from_o the_o west_n the_o depth_n to_o the_o affection_n of_o parent_n to_o their_o child_n butalas_o these_o be_v no_o even_a match_n for_o that_o which_o be_v limit_v and_o finite_a have_v no_o proportion_n at_o all_o with_o that_o which_o be_v unlimited_a and_o infinite_a thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n be_v as_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v great_a without_o quantity_n as_o thou_o be_v good_a without_o quality_n thou_o be_v not_o merciful_a but_o mercy_n not_o good_a but_o goodness_n not_o love_v but_o
from_o our_o sense_n and_o sight_n i_o know_v i_o have_v offend_v but_o i_o know_v not_o that_o i_o have_v so_o high_o offend_v i_o think_v thou_o do_v see_v my_o sin_n but_o i_o do_v little_o think_v that_o thou_o have_v take_v such_o special_a and_o exact_a notice_n of_o they_o as_o to_o send_v a_o herald_n or_o extraordinary_a ambassador_n of_o purpose_n to_o challenge_v and_o reprove_v i_o for_o they_o and_o to_o rouse_v i_o out_o of_o my_o sound_a sleep_n and_o snort_a security_n in_o they_o it_o be_v thy_o great_a mercy_n o_o god_n to_o send_v a_o prophet_n to_o check_v admonish_v and_o correct_v i_o and_o it_o be_v of_o thy_o gracious_a goodness_n that_o cross_n which_o be_v thy_o messenger_n for_o that_o purpose_n affliction_n of_o body_n or_o mind_n outward_a or_o inward_a one_o or_o other_o be_v ordinary_o lay_v upon_o thy_o child_n to_o make_v they_o know_v themselves_o and_o by_o know_v themselves_o to_o know_v thou_o and_o by_o know_v to_o love_v thou_o and_o by_o love_v thou_o to_o be_v belove_v of_o thou_o this_o be_v that_o golden_a chain_n every_o link_n whereof_o be_v fasten_v within_o another_o whereby_o a_o man_n be_v tie_v and_o nex_v to_o thou_o this_o be_v that_o ladder_n of_o jacob_n by_o which_o thou_o descende_v to_o he_o and_o he_o ascend_v to_o thou_o none_o be_v so_o dangerous_o 〈◊〉_d sick_a as_o he_o that_o do_v not_o find_v and_o feel_v himself_o to_o be_v sick_a i_o know_v my_o own_o malady_n and_o therefore_o 〈◊〉_d resort_v to_o thou_o the_o great_a physician_n to_o be_v ease_v and_o vult_fw-la cure_v thereof_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o seek_v health_n and_o help_n unless_o i_o lay_v open_a my_o 〈◊〉_d wound_n and_o discover_v the_o malignity_n of_o my_o disease_n which_o be_v morbus_fw-la complicatus_fw-la as_o the_o physician_n term_v it_o not_o a_o simple_a or_o single_a but_o a_o compound_n disease_n wherein_o many_o disease_n be_v fold_v and_o wrap_v together_o so_o as_o if_o there_o 〈◊〉_d be_v not_o extraordinary_a care_n take_v to_o apply_v somewhat_o to_o each_o ill_a affect_a part_n respective_o i_o may_v soon_o come_v ad_fw-la diliquium_fw-la animae_fw-la to_o the_o faint_a and_o fail_v of_o my_o spiritual_a life_n i_o know_v my_o sin_n in_o the_o plural_a number_n which_o albeit_o they_o flow_v from_o one_o and_o the_o same_o fountain_n yet_o run_v they_o into_o diverse_a stream_n for_o as_o much_o as_o to_o my_o adultery_n i_o add_v both_o treachery_n and_o murder_n neither_o do_v i_o betray_v and_o expose_v to_o slaughter_n one_o man_n alone_o or_o a_o few_o person_n but_o a_o whole_a band_n and_o troop_n of_o man_n fight_v in_o my_o own_o quarrel_n and_o in_o defence_n of_o thy_o church_n wherefore_o it_o be_v not_o without_o cause_n that_o in_o one_o gross_a body_n of_o sin_n i_o represent_v unto_o myself_o many_o several_a branch_n and_o kind_n of_o sin_n by_o multiplication_n and_o sever_v it_o into_o sundry_a part_n by_o division_n he_o that_o know_v his_o sin_n know_v himself_o which_o the_o heathen_n hold_v to_o be_v a_o etc._n divine_a lesson_n and_o most_o profitable_a instruction_n for_o what_o can_v he_o understand_v that_o know_v himself_o but_o that_o the_o imagination_n of_o his_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o his_o mouth_n the_o work_n of_o his_o 6._o hand_n be_v evil_a only_o and_o wicked_a continual_o on_o the_o other_o part_n he_o be_v not_o a_o sinner_n only_o that_o be_v one_o that_o have_v sin_n in_o he_o and_o somewhat_o also_o beside_o sin_n but_o he_o be_v a_o great_a lump_n and_o entire_a mass_n of_o chrysol_n sin_n nothing_o but_o sin_n that_o do_v not_o know_v himself_o to_o be_v a_o sinner_n and_o that_o he_o have_v commit_v many_o and_o manifold_a sin_n he_o that_o know_v himself_o and_o his_o sin_n can_v but_o displease_v himself_o and_o thereby_o please_v thou_o as_o also_o he_o that_o neither_o know_v himself_o nor_o his_o sin_n may_v haply_o please_v himself_o but_o he_o can_v possible_o but_o displease_v thou_o he_o know_v his_o own_o sin_n as_o be_v fit_v who_o be_v sorry_a for_o it_o and_o displease_v with_o it_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o abide_v god_n chastisement_n and_o man_n reprofe_n for_o his_o amendment_n he_o that_o resolve_v for_o the_o time_n come_v to_o avoid_v sin_n and_o all_o occasion_n of_o sin_v who_o serious_o consider_v what_o the_o malignity_n of_o sin_n be_v of_o what_o good_a thing_n it_o bereave_v he_o to_o what_o penalty_n it_o make_v he_o liable_a how_o venomous_a 〈◊〉_d poison_n of_o it_o be_v at_o home_n how_o contagious_a the_o example_n of_o it_o be_v abroad_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o o_o lord_n the_o knowledge_n of_o thy_o law_n and_o by_o the_o knowledge_n of_o thy_o law_n the_o knowledge_n of_o my_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d for_o that_o which_o be_v right_a and_o straight_o do_v both_o show_n itself_o and_o that_o which_o be_v crooked_a also_o but_o if_o thy_o write_a law_n be_v silent_a and_o dumb_a and_o do_v conceal_v itself_o or_o my_o sin_n from_o i_o yet_o thy_o unwritten_a law_n grave_v in_o every_o man_n heart_n both_o jew_n and_o gentile_n do_v accuse_v i_o so_o oft_o as_o i_o transgress_v the_o limit_n thereof_o and_o leave_v i_o without_o excuse_n i_o own_o conscience_n cry_v aloud_o and_o lay_v wide_o open_a before_o my_o eye_n the_o book_n wherein_o my_o enormous_a sin_n be_v 〈◊〉_d in_o capital_a character_n so_o that_o i_o may_v run_v and_o read_v they_o it_o stand_v sentinel_n in_o the_o watch-towre_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o do_v keep_v i_o wake_v when_o my_o sense_n or_o sensuality_n will_v fain_o be_v sleep_v it_o do_v restles_o raise_v and_o rouse_v my_o dull_a and_o dead_a spirit_n out_o of_o the_o deep_a dungeon_n and_o spiritual_a lethargy_n of_o carnal_a security_n the_o true_a fence_n and_o full_a knowledge_n of_o my_o sin_n make_v i_o so_o anxious_a and_o ardent_a in_o beg_v pardon_n because_o i_o can_v rest_v till_o i_o have_v make_v my_o peace_n and_o wrought_v my_o reconciliation_n with_o thou_o the_o extremity_n of_o my_o danger_n and_o distress_n do_v cause_v i_o incessant_o to_o importune_v thou_o for_o relief_n and_o remedy_n and_o my_o strong_a hope_n be_v that_o this_o force_n will_v not_o be_v displease_v to_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n my_o sin_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o i_o do_v not_o only_o know_v and_o understand_v my_o sin_n and_o there_o leave_v the_o matter_n i_o do_v not_o upon_o a_o bare_a enumeration_n and_o cogitation_n of_o they_o cast_v they_o careless_o behind_o my_o back_n but_o i_o muster_v they_o before_o my_o conscience_n daily_o i_o behold_v they_o as_o in_o a_o table_n set_v before_o my_o eye_n continual_o that_o upon_o sight_n of_o the_o uglines_n of_o they_o i_o may_v be_v humble_v and_o cast_v down_o of_o the_o terror_n and_o horror_n of_o they_o i_o may_v tremble_v and_o quake_v for_o fear_n of_o the_o baseness_n and_o filthiness_n of_o they_o i_o may_v loathe_v they_o &_o myself_o for_o they_o for_o sin_n commit_v be_v true_o feel_v and_o lively_o represent_v to_o the_o conscience_n like_o fury_n or_o ghost_n of_o hell_n fright_v their_o beholder_n away_o with_o their_o ugly_a shape_n &_o deform_a form_n sin_n be_v of_o that_o ill_a nature_n and_o condition_n that_o it_o will_v cast_v he_o that_o have_v do_v it_o in_o the_o tooth_n as_o they_o say_v it_o will_v lie_v upon_o the_o conscience_n as_o unsavoury_a oil_n float_v upon_o the_o stomach_n it_o will_v neither_o be_v disgorge_v nor_o digest_v thou_o tolde_v cain_n if_o thou_o 4._o do_v evil_a sin_n lie_v at_o the_o door_n it_o be_v restless_a it_o will_v not_o be_v still_o it_o will_v not_o keep_v house_n it_o will_v not_o hide_v itself_o in_o a_o corner_n of_o the_o heart_n it_o will_v lie_v in_o the_o way_n so_o as_o thou_o can_v neither_o come_v in_o nor_o go_v forth_o but_o thou_o must_v needs_o stumble_v upon_o it_o a_o sinner_n be_v fit_o resemble_v to_o a_o dreamer_n not_o only_o she_o because_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n do_v quick_o and_o light_o vanish_v away_o like_o a_o shadow_n or_o dream_n but_o also_o because_o the_o shape_n and_o form_n of_o his_o day-sinne_n do_v represent_v themselves_o to_o he_o in_o the_o night_n the_o pleasurable_a action_n thereof_o for_o the_o time_n do_v beget_v hideous_a apparition_n afterward_o on_o the_o other_o part_n a_o sinner_n conscience_n be_v like_o a_o grave_n that_o cast_v up_o the_o earth_n again_o as_o fast_o as_o he_o cast_v it_o in_o it_o be_v a_o grave_n sepultara_n ever_o open_a though_o he_o close_v it_o never_o so_o often_o it_o be_v report_v of_o the_o indian_a bracmanni_n that_o to_o the_o end_n they_o may_v still_o be_v occasion_v to_o think_v of_o their_o end_n they_o keep_v their_o grave_n ready_a dig_v and_o always_o open_a before_o their_o
shall_v be_v find_v just_a and_o pure_a and_o it_o be_v my_o part_n as_o to_o believe_v there_o be_v equity_n and_o justice_n in_o all_o thy_o proceed_n 〈◊〉_d sometime_o through_o my_o blindness_n i_o can_v sometime_o through_o my_o 〈◊〉_d i_o will_v not_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d so_o even_o when_o 〈◊〉_d do_v most_o bitter_o smart_v to_o bridle_v my_o unruly_a passion_n and_o with_o a_o calm_a and_o subdue_a heart_n to_o kiss_v the_o rod_n wherewith_o i_o have_v be_v scourge_v and_o to_o endeavour_v by_o all_o mean_n that_o thy_o righteousness_n as_o it_o be_v indeed_o so_o it_o may_v shine_v clear_a and_o bright_a to_o the_o face_n of_o all_o the_o world_n behold_v i_o be_v bear_v in_o iniquity_n and_o in_o sin_n have_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o upon_o the_o straight_a inquisition_n and_o exact_a survey_n of_o myself_o and_o my_o sin_n search_v and_o ransack_v every_o corner_n of_o my_o house_n of_o clay_n i_o have_v find_v a_o noisome_a sink_n and_o filthy_a puddle_n or_o rather_o a_o poison_a and_o poisonous_a spring_n a_o paternal_a or_o a_o parentall_a sin_n a_o hereditary_a a_o radical_a and_o original_a sin_n whence_o all_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n be_v continual_o and_o plentiful_o derive_v this_o be_v that_o canker_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v breed_v in_o the_o bone_n will_v never_o out_o of_o the_o flesh_n this_o be_v the_o law_n of_o my_o member_n which_o do_v always_o resist_v the_o law_n of_o my_o mind_n the_o everliving_a seed_n of_o rebellion_n which_o maintain_v the_o implacable_a war_n between_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n which_o will_v never_o 〈◊〉_d till_o mortality_n have_v put_v on_o immortality_n and_o death_n the_o last_o enemy_n be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n this_o be_v peccatum_fw-la peccans_fw-la a_o sin_v or_o a_o spurn_v sin_n it_o be_v a_o sin_n a_o punishment_n peccati_fw-la of_o sin_n and_o a_o cause_n of_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d which_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o allege_v to_o excuse_v or_o extenuate_v but_o rather_o to_o accuse_v myself_o and_o aggravate_v my_o sin_n know_v right_o well_o that_o the_o vile_a i_o be_o in_o my_o own_o the_o more_o acceptable_a i_o shall_v be_v in_o thy_o sight_n and_o hope_v that_o the_o frank_a confession_n of_o my_o miserable_a condition_n proceed_v from_o true_a humiliation_n and_o contrition_n will_v the_o rather_o move_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n as_o beggar_n chrysost._n upon_o earth_n to_o stir_v the_o bowel_n of_o pity_n in_o their_o beholder_n lay_v open_a to_o their_o view_n their_o grievous_a sore_n and_o loathsome_a disease_n the_o great_a misery_n be_v the_o fit_a object_n of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n &_o the_o more_o desperate_a the_o malady_n the_o more_o honourable_a will_v the_o cure_n be_v to_o the_o physician_n where_o my_o sin_n abound_v thy_o grace_n delight_v to_o superabound_v for_o the_o only_a and_o singular_a sin_n of_o adam_n as_o of_o he_o that_o bear_v the_o person_n of_o all_o his_o posterity_n be_v just_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a posterity_n and_o all_o be_v guilty_a of_o sin_n by_o his_o singular_a sinful_a act_n thou_o o_o god_n in_o thy_o justice_n do_v permit_v the_o natural_a propagation_n of_o sin_n in_o his_o offspring_n which_o deserve_v such_o a_o punishment_n for_o such_o a_o sin_n hereupon_o it_o come_v that_o my_o inbred_a corruption_n and_o the_o inherent_a sting_n of_o sensuality_n in_o i_o who_o sin_v in_o adam_n as_o levi_n tithe_v in_o abraham_n loin_n be_v not_o the_o first_o cause_n of_o my_o guilt_n but_o a_o fruit_n or_o reward_n thereof_o according_a to_o thy_o just_a judgement_n whence_o it_o may_v well_o be_v term_v the_o penalty_n of_o sin_n for_o that_o prime_a sin_n the_o chief_a source_n of_o sin_n which_o the_o further_a it_o run_v the_o fast_a it_o increase_v by_o this_o stream_n fall_v into_o it_o grow_v in_o the_o end_n to_o such_o a_o strong_a and_o forcible_a current_n as_o do_v even_o carry_v and_o compel_v i_o violent_o to_o sin_n if_o thy_o grace_n do_v not_o resist_v the_o 〈◊〉_d thereof_o because_o hence_o do_v flow_v my_o sinful_a passion_n my_o evil_a affection_n my_o sinister_a inclination_n and_o from_o they_o my_o sin_n of_o action_n or_o omission_n which_o be_v sin_n of_o action_n also_o in_o their_o full_a perfection_n or_o imperfection_n rather_o which_o i_o daily_o or_o rather_o hourly_a and_o continual_o commit_v in_o which_o regard_n my_o woe_n arise_v from_o my_o own_o wickedness_n my_o case_n be_v most_o deplorable_a every_o way_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o pity_n and_o mercy_n to_o behold_v it_o i_o be_v conceive_v in_o sin_n and_o therefore_o there_o be_v no_o 〈◊〉_d sin_n that_o i_o be_o not_o apt_a and_o ready_a to_o conceive_v yea_o to_o engender_v and_o produce_v from_o imagination_n to_o assent_v from_o assent_n to_o delectation_n from_o delectation_n to_o resolution_n from_o resolution_n to_o execution_n if_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o beget_v i_o anew_o by_o the_o immortal_a seed_n of_o thy_o word_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o quell_v and_o extinguish_v in_o i_o this_o old_a seed_n which_o will_v always_o be_v spring_v and_o sprout_v in_o the_o rank_n soil_n of_o my_o sinful_a flesh_n when_o my_o mother_n first_o warm_v i_o in_o her_o bowel_n she_o conceive_v sin_n when_o she_o bring_v i_o forth_o into_o the_o world_n she_o be_v deliver_v of_o a_o child_n of_o sin_n the_o child_n in_o the_o mother_n womb_n be_v hold_v to_o be_v a_o part_n of_o the_o mother_n and_o undoubted_o the_o mother_n have_v a_o great_a share_n in_o the_o child_n before_o she_o depart_v with_o it_o beside_o her_o nature_n and_o substance_n she_o impart_v unto_o it_o her_o quality_n inclination_n and_o disposition_n be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o scion_n take_v from_o her_o tree_n and_o a_o collop_n cut_v out_o of_o her_o flesh_n that_o which_o be_v bear_v of_o flesh_n be_v flesh_n and_o therefore_o holy_a 〈◊〉_d ask_v this_o unanswerable_a 14._o question_n who_o shall_v appear_v clean_o before_o thou_o or_o who_o 〈◊〉_d bring_v a_o clean_a thing_n out_o of_o a_o 〈◊〉_d not_o only_o actual_a 〈◊〉_d but_o 〈◊〉_d and_o natural_a not_o the_o second_o motion_n of_o it_o only_o put_v into_o form_n but_o the_o first_o that_o be_v unshape_a do_v plot_n and_o contrive_v the_o treason_n be_v author_n if_o not_o actor_n of_o it_o they_o bring_v fuel_n to_o the_o fire_n which_o afterward_o be_v kindle_v and_o set_v a_o burn_a that_o fomentation_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o only_o the_o cause_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n but_o sin_n itself_o this_o be_v that_o threefold_a cord_n every_o part_n and_o piece_n whereof_o be_v sinful_a that_o bind_v i_o fast_o to_o the_o bar_n of_o thy_o justice_n first_o adam_n his_o primitive_a sin_n then_o the_o dirivation_n of_o sin_n to_o all_o his_o posterity_n and_o afterward_o the_o particular_a action_n of_o sin_n proceed_v from_o they_o both_o now_o if_o i_o be_v a_o sinner_n 〈◊〉_d in_o my_o mother_n womb_n when_o and_o where_o shall_v i_o be_v faultless_a if_o 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i_o be_v conceive_v in_o sin_n 6._o behold_v thou_o love_v truth_n etc._n etc._n in_o these_o two_o ecce_n which_o be_v happy_o sort_v together_o i_o desire_v to_o intimate_v two_o remarkable_a thing_n the_o one_o be_v the_o misery_n of_o my_o wretched_a condition_n the_o other_o the_o largeness_n of_o thy_o tender_a affection_n the_o first_o ecce_fw-la be_v on_o thy_o part_n behold_v o_o lord_n my_o conception_n and_o birth_n in_o sin_n behold_v i_o drown_v and_o overwhelm_v in_o a_o sea_n of_o sin_n the_o other_o ecce_fw-la be_v on_o my_o part_n i_o behold_v in_o thou_o o_o lord_n a_o fire_n of_o love_n because_o thou_o love_v the_o least_o sparkle_v of_o grace_n in_o i_o which_o mount_v upward_o make_v i_o
please_v because_o they_o be_v offer_v with_o a_o love_a and_o sincere_a heart_n unto_o thou_o thou_o do_v not_o accept_v the_o person_n for_o the_o sacrifice_n but_o the_o sacrifice_n for_o the_o person_n sake_n the_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v all_o in_o all_o with_o thou_o last_o that_o it_o be_v not_o so_o arbit_n much_o any_o uprightness_n in_o i_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o worth_n and_o dignity_n much_o less_o of_o the_o perfection_n and_o purity_n of_o it_o that_o minister_v this_o comfort_n unto_o i_o but_o as_o it_o be_v a_o fruit_n of_o thy_o favour_n and_o a_o token_n of_o thy_o love_n not_o itself_o so_o much_o as_o that_o whereof_o it_o give_v i_o assurance_n and_o that_o in_o two_o respect_n first_o as_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n and_o seal_n of_o my_o adoption_n assure_v i_o that_o i_o be_o thou_o adopt_a child_n for_o my_o regeneration_n whereby_o this_o sincerity_n be_v wrought_v in_o i_o do_v ratify_v and_o seal_v up_o my_o adoption_n the_o old_a man_n harbour_v no_o such_o guest_n none_o be_v thy_o adopt_a but_o such_o as_o be_v thy_o regenerate_v child_n and_o on_o the_o other_o part_n all_o that_o be_v thou_o by_o regeneration_n be_v thou_o by_o adoption_n also_o now_o as_o earthly_a 20._o parent_n love_v their_o child_n not_o so_o much_o for_o their_o wit_n and_o comeliness_n as_o because_o they_o be_v they_o so_o do_v thou_o o_o god_n love_v thy_o child_n because_o they_o be_v thy_o child_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o love_v they_o before_o they_o have_v they_o shall_v never_o have_v any_o thing_n to_o 10._o make_v they_o be_v love_v of_o thou_o so_o then_o this_o beginning_n of_o true_a grace_n argue_v thy_o child_n and_o a_o weak_a child_n of_o thou_o be_v yet_o thy_o child_n as_o well_o as_o a_o strong_a may_v in_o that_o regard_n expect_v a_o child_n portion_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a inheritance_n second_o as_o it_o be_v a_o earnest_n 〈◊〉_d or_o godspenny_n of_o my_o glorification_n for_o this_o sincerity_n be_v the_o 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desire_v it_o it_o be_v thy_o gracious_a proclamation_n joan._n the_o lord_n god_n will_v be_v merciful_a yea_o he_o have_v be_v already_o and_o be_v merciful_a to_o those_o that_o set_v their_o heart_n aright_o that_o desire_v to_o fear_v his_o name_n whereupon_o i_o take_v heart_n and_o say_v then_o shall_v i_o not_o be_v 6._o confound_v when_o i_o have_v respect_n to_o all_o thy_o precept_n and_o when_o i_o be_o upright_o with_o my_o god_n the_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v from_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o upon_o those_o that_o think_v upon_o his_o commandment_n to_o do_v they_o and_o therefore_o unto_o such_o also_o be_v joy_n in_o plain_a term_n promise_v the_o righteous_a 64._o shall_v be_v glad_a in_o the_o lord_n and_o trust_v in_o he_o and_o all_o without_o exception_n that_o be_v but_o upright_o in_o heart_n shall_v rejoice_v and_o therefore_o have_v by_o warrant_n of_o the_o bless_a spirit_n pronounce_v they_o bless_v not_o that_o never_o sin_v but_o that_o 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of_o grace_n have_v the_o grace_n to_o feel_v that_o want_n 6._o in_o the_o secret_a of_o my_o heart_n thou_o shall_v teach_v i_o wisdom_n or_o thou_o shall_v teach_v the_o secret_n of_o wisdom_n in_o my_o heart_n or_o hide_a part_n the_o conscience_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n on_o the_o one_o side_n &_o my_o true_a desire_n to_o serve_v thou_o better_o hereafter_o on_o the_o other_o do_v raise_v my_o dciected_a soul_n and_o make_v i_o believe_v and_o hope_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o gracious_a goodness_n will_v teach_v i_o more_o wisdom_n even_o the_o mystery_n of_o godliness_n and_o be_v of_o religion_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o secret_a of_o my_o heart_n i_o say_v thou_o shall_v because_o i_o beg_v earnest_o and_o hope_v confident_o that_o thou_o will_v teach_v i_o such_o wisdom_n the_o teach_n of_o the_o inward_a man_n by_o the_o true_a instruction_n of_o heavenly_a wisdom_n the_o end_n whereof_o be_v eternal_a salvation_n belong_v to_o thou_o alone_o it_o be_v thy_o proper_a and_o peculiar_a work_n whereupon_o thy_o elect_a one_o be_v term_v the_o teach_v of_o god_n for_o flesh_n and_o blood_n reveal_v not_o these_o thing_n unto_o i_o he_o have_v august_n his_o chair_n in_o heaven_n that_o teach_v the_o heart_n and_o to_o thy_o scholar_n it_o be_v only_o give_v to_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o thy_o kingdom_n therefore_o i_o trust_v thou_o will_v teach_v i_o thy_o way_n and_o thy_o statute_n thou_o will_v open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v sce_v the_o wonder_n of_o thy_o law_n thou_o will_v give_v i_o true_a understanding_n and_o send_v i_o thy_o good_a spirit_n as_o a_o perfect_a pilot_n to_o lead_v and_o guide_v i_o into_o all_o truth_n &_o goodness_n this_o be_v the_o wisdom_n of_o calesacit_fw-la the_o heart_n and_o breast_n not_o of_o the_o head_n and_o brain_n whereby_o i_o shall_v become_v grego_n not_o more_o learned_a or_o politic_a but_o more_o godly_a 〈◊〉_d virtuous_a not_o more_o able_a to_o discourse_n and_o dispute_v but_o to_o do_v and_o live_v well_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d become_v righteous_a that_o be_v by_o a_o little_a variati_fw-la on_o of_o the_o word_n right_o wise_a for_o when_o all_o be_v say_v &_o do_v that_o be_v right_a wisdom_n which_o make_v i_o wise_a unto_o salvation_n that_o be_v not_o seem_v and_o shine_v but_o sound_n and_o solid_a wisdom_n that_o be_v real_a and_o operative_a dicitur_fw-la not_o speculative_a and_o formal_a wisdom_n the_o true_a information_n and_o thereby_o reformation_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o soul_n of_o wisdom_n it_o be_v never_o teach_v enough_o which_o be_v never_o sufficient_o learn_v and_o this_o wisdom_n be_v of_o that_o nature_n that_o the_o soul_n be_v never_o satiate_v therewith_o but_o be_v still_o hungry_a and_o covetous_a of_o more_o i_o have_v hear_v and_o read_v many_o lesson_n by_o way_n of_o instruction_n in_o this_o wisdom_n but_o either_o through_o my_o dulness_n i_o can_v not_o apprehend_v they_o or_o through_o my_o oblivion_n 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i_o can_v but_o it_o erate_a my_o earnest_a petition_n and_o reinforce_v my_o humble_a prayer_n to_o be_v purge_v thereof_o and_o for_o the_o fit_a application_n and_o better_a operation_n of_o the_o purgation_n to_o be_v purge_v with_o hyssop_n thou_o o_o lord_n do_v appoint_v hyssop_n to_o be_v use_v in_o thy_o law_n for_o diverse_a purpose_n in_o the_o institution_n of_o 22._o the_o passeover_n the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n be_v appoint_v to_o be_v sprinkle_v upon_o the_o door_n cheek_n with_o a_o bunch_n of_o hyssop_n and_o with_o a_o scarlet_a lace_n in_o the_o purgation_n of_o the_o leper_n 6._o the_o bunch_n of_o hyssop_n be_v to_o be_v dip_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o sparrow_n in_o the_o burn_a of_o the_o red_a heifer_n 19_o which_o be_v to_o be_v choose_v without_o spot_n or_o wrinkle_n the_o priest_n be_v to_o put_v in_o hyssop_n beside_o cedar_n wood_n and_o scarlet_a by_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n the_o sparrow_n and_o the_o red_a heifer_n the_o blood_n of_o 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first_o into_o computation_n or_o consideration_n of_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o sin_n in_o former_a time_n commit_v the_o fresh_a wound_n seem_v ever_o the_o more_o fearful_a and_o the_o new_a terrible_a object_n do_v so_o dazzle_v and_o confound_v the_o soul_n sight_n as_o it_o can_v look_v either_o beyond_o or_o beside_o it_o but_o the_o more_o grievous_a and_o enormous_a sin_n after_o awhile_o do_v occasion_n we_o to_o make_v a_o more_o narrow_a inquisition_n and_o take_v a_o more_o exact_a survey_n of_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o our_o sinful_a life_n whereby_o we_o can_v but_o find_v that_o we_o have_v run_v into_o many_o error_n and_o manifold_a crime_n the_o remembrance_n and_o recognition_n whereof_o we_o have_v former_o in_o a_o sort_n neglect_v then_o we_o begin_v serious_o to_o consider_v that_o in_o this_o general_a muster_n there_o be_v not_o any_o one_o sin_n seem_v it_o never_o so_o light_a or_o slight_a but_o be_v a_o offence_n against_o a_o infinite_a majesty_n and_o a_o violation_n of_o the_o whole_a law_n of_o god_n deserve_v a_o heavy_a judgement_n in_o the_o severity_n of_o 〈◊〉_d and_o that_o if_o some_o of_o our_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d be_v remit_v and_o other_o retain_v we_o remain_v still_o in_o a_o most_o woeful_a condition_n &_o therefore_o do_v not_o content_v ourselves_o with_o a_o prayer_n that_o some_o or_o many_o of_o our_o spot_n and_o sin_n may_v be_v wipe_v out_o but_o crave_v with_o a_o note_n of_o universality_n a_o abolition_n of_o they_o all_o blot_v out_o all_o my_o transgression_n my_o sin_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n my_o sin_n of_o omission_n and_o my_o sin_n of_o action_n my_o sin_n of_o childhood_n youth_n middle-age_n and_o elder_a year_n my_o sin_n of_o infirmity_n and_o my_o sin_n of_o presumption_n my_o sin_n within_o and_o my_o sin_n without_o my_o body_n my_o bloody_a and_o my_o unbloody_a sin_n my_o sin_n commit_v in_o my_o own_o person_n and_o my_o sin_n commit_v by_o other_o through_o my_o ill_a example_n for_o 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come_v within_o the_o reach_n of_o thy_o free_a remission_n not_o one_o egyptian_a escape_v out_o of_o the_o red_a sea_n saul_n be_v 15._o command_v to_o kill_v all_o the_o amalekite_n man_n such_o as_o offend_v of_o malice_n woman_n such_o as_o offend_v of_o infirmity_n child_n such_o as_o transgress_v out_o of_o ignorance_n only_o create_v in_o i_o a_o clean_a heart_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o whoso_o beg_v justification_n which_o be_v the_o foundation_n will_v seek_v sanctification_n also_o which_o be_v the_o goodly_a frame_n 〈◊〉_d thereupon_o and_o can_v but_o after_o sin_n commit_v and_o remit_v shine_v and_o flourish_v in_o holiness_n of_o life_n and_o conversation_n he_o that_o have_v that_o fire_n can_v
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and_o stick_v fast_o to_o thy_o goodness_n kindle_v this_o fire_n in_o my_o soul_n which_o will_v inflame_v my_o love_n of_o all_o good_a duty_n on_o the_o one_o and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n waste_n and_o consume_v eat_v up_o and_o the_o voure_v my_o concupiscence_n and_o all_o my_o carnal_a desire_n and_o cause_v they_o to_o return_v into_o that_o dead_a sea_n whence_o they_o be_v first_o exhale_v renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o he_o who_o spirit_n be_v desert_v by_o god_n spirit_n lose_v the_o vigour_n and_o vivacity_n of_o his_o spirit_n his_o spirit_n wax_v old_a &_o crooked_a in_o he_o sin_n where_o it_o invade_v make_v such_o spoil_n and_o havoc_n of_o all_o goodness_n and_o virtue_n in_o the_o soul_n as_o it_o can_v subsist_v unless_o it_o be_v timely_o repair_v and_o true_o renew_v by_o repentance_n when_o a_o man_n lie_v grovel_v upon_o earthly_a and_o hover_v upon_o fleshly_a desire_n his_o spirit_n which_o shall_v direct_o 〈◊〉_d upward_o be_v bow_v down_o and_o 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mercy_n and_o 〈◊〉_d i_o will_v not_o sing_v unto_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d mercy_n alone_o nor_o judgement_n alone_o o_o god_n 〈◊〉_d mercy_n and_o judgement_n join_v together_o i_o will_v teach_v temeritatis_fw-la they_o what_o a_o absurd_a consequence_n and_o unkind_o kind_a of_o reason_v it_o be_v in_o as_o much_o as_o god_n be_v merciful_a love_a and_o long_a suffering_n therefore_o i_o will_v abuse_v his_o poenit_fw-la mercy_n and_o continue_v my_o cantic_a wicked_a course_n i_o will_v do_v what_o like_v my_o wilful_a appetite_n that_o the_o argument_n in_o moral_a congruity_n as_o well_o as_o logical_a divinity_n hold_v strong_o in_o the_o quite_o contrary_a form_n god_n be_v gracious_a and_o expect_v my_o conversion_n and_o the_o long_o he_o expect_v the_o heavy_a will_v be_v my_o punishment_n when_o it_o come_v if_o i_o neglect_v or_o rather_o contemn_v the_o riches_n of_o his_o patience_n and_o gentleness_n and_o therefore_o i_o ought_v even_o to_o day_n before_o to_o morrow_n to_o hear_v 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his_o ear_n be_v bend_v to_o hear_v his_o prayer_n i_o add_v on_o the_o other_o side_n in_o the_o same_o sentence_n but_o the_o face_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v against_o they_o that_o do_v evil_a to_o root_v out_o their_o memory_n from_o off_o the_o earth_n my_o last_o corollary_n and_o conclusion_n shall_v be_v blessed_n be_v the_o man_n that_o fear_v the_o lord_n therefore_o serve_v the_o 11._o lord_n in_o fear_n and_o rejoice_v in_o he_o with_o reverence_n i_o will_v teach_v transgressor_n desperation_n in_o all_o kind_n and_o degree_n that_o they_o do_v not_o at_o any_o hand_n through_o the_o terror_n of_o their_o own_o sin_n or_o apprehension_n of_o god_n displeasure_n either_o by_o cowardice_n or_o carelessness_n quite_o despair_n of_o god_n abundant_a mercy_n i_o will_v use_v my_o best_a
so_o even_o thy_o praise_n must_v come_v from_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d to_o set_v forth_o thy_o glory_n thou_o desire_v not_o sacrifice_v else_o will_v i_o give_v it_o or_o have_v give_v it_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o many_o sin_n oppress_v my_o soul_n and_o the_o fearful_a apprehension_n of_o thy_o just_a indignation_n conceive_v against_o i_o to_o ease_v and_o free_v myself_o to_o appease_v and_o please_v thou_o what_o will_v i_o not_o do_v what_o will_v i_o not_o suffer_v what_o will_v i_o not_o offer_v but_o i_o have_v nothing_o whereby_o i_o may_v redeem_v thy_o favour_n towards_o i_o for_o if_o i_o have_v mountain_n of_o gold_n if_o i_o have_v river_n of_o oil_n if_o i_o have_v ten_o thousand_o sacrifice_n to_o bestow_v upon_o thou_o it_o boot_v i_o nothing_o they_o be_v all_o thy_o own_o already_o and_o beside_o thou_o make_v not_o account_v or_o esteem_v of_o any_o of_o these_o thing_n at_o all_o which_o i_o do_v not_o deliver_v to_o disallow_v or_o altogether_o disualue_n all_o kind_n of_o 〈◊〉_d by_o slaughter_n of_o beast_n and_o bird_n appoint_v by_o thou_o and_o prescribe_v by_o thy_o own_o law_n but_o because_o these_o be_v sign_n only_o and_o representation_n to_o the_o weak_a capacity_n of_o mortal_a man_n of_o that_o real_a effectual_a renown_a and_o eternal_a sacrifice_n once_o to_o be_v offer_v for_o the_o redemptition_n of_o mankind_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n by_o the_o illumination_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o it_o be_v a_o inward_a and_o internal_a not_o a_o outward_a or_o external_a sacrifice_n which_o thou_o be_v a_o spirit_n delight_v in_o thou_o look_v upon_o the_o heart_n and_o pious_a affection_n thereof_o alone_o i_o conceive_v that_o to_o draw_v cio_o thy_o own_o people_n from_o the_o superstitious_a idolatry_n whereunto_o the_o gentile_n through_o the_o blindness_n of_o their_o understanding_n and_o the_o delusion_n of_o satan_n be_v so_o prone_a and_o so_o much_o addict_v and_o to_o teach_v they_o to_o embrace_v such_o worship_n of_o thou_o as_o thou_o shall_v prescribe_v not_o themselves_o 〈◊〉_d thou_o have_v institute_v sundry_a kind_n of_o sacrifice_n upon_o several_a occasion_n to_o be_v offer_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o indulgent_a respect_n to_o our_o infirmity_n who_o be_v carnal_a delight_n in_o outward_a show_n without_o which_o we_o can_v so_o easy_o comprehend_v those_o inward_a service_n and_o spiritual_a duty_n to_o be_v perform_v by_o we_o and_o ever_o with_o relation_n to_o the_o true_a substance_n of_o the_o heart_n affection_n to_o be_v erect_v and_o consecrate_v whole_o to_o thy_o honour_n for_o thou_o have_v not_o 〈◊〉_d or_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d for_o thyself_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o drink_v the_o blood_n of_o bull_n and_o goat_n 50._o the_o eternal_a god_n do_v neither_o hunger_n nor_o thirst_n etc._n etc._n but_o a_o single_a and_o sincere_a mind_n fear_v god_n of_o those_o that_o offer_v such_o thing_n as_o they_o have_v from_o thou_o be_v a_o sweet_a smell_a and_o well-pleasing_a sacrisice_n to_o thou_o by_o thy_o gracious_a acceptation_n who_o do_v not_o so_o much_o regard_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v do_v in_o this_o kind_n as_o the_o mind_n where_o with_o it_o be_v do_v and_o the_o end_n wherefore_o it_o be_v do_v to_o wit_n thy_o own_o glory_n thou_o do_v not_o respect_v the_o shadow_n but_o the_o substance_n not_o the_o shell_n but_o the_o kernel_n not_o the_o chaff_n but_o the_o corn_n not_o the_o sign_n but_o the_o thing_n signify_v at_o least_o thou_o doeft_v not_o esteem_v the_o type_n without_o the_o truth_n nor_o the_o figure_n in_o any_o degree_n of_o comparison_n with_o that_o which_o be_v represent_v thereby_o and_o therewith_o to_o be_v present_v unto_o thou_o that_o be_v a_o break_a heart_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o god_n in_o the_o plural_a number_n because_o this_o one_o be_v many_o sacrifice_n this_o one_o be_v all_o the_o sacrifice_n that_o thou_o expect_v at_o our_o hand_n a_o break_a heart_n a_o contrite_a spirit_n diverse_a word_n import_v one_o and_o the_o same_o thing_n be_v a_o heart_n wound_v a_o spirit_n deject_a and_o perplex_a with_o the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o sin_n commit_v mourn_a and_o melt_v into_o tear_n through_o the_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n grievous_o lament_v that_o it_o be_v so_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a as_o graceles_o and_o ungrateful_o to_o reject_v the_o just_a law_n of_o so_o powerful_a a_o judge_n and_o to_o neglect_v the_o kind_a invitation_n of_o so_o pitiful_a a_o father_n and_o all_o for_o a_o little_a vain_a idle_a foolish_a frothy_a and_o fruitless_a pleasure_n which_o be_v mingle_v with_o 〈◊〉_d in_o that_o little_a time_n wherein_o it_o be_v so_o greedy_o 〈◊〉_d and_o pleas_o 〈◊〉_d now_o 〈◊〉_d do_v thy_o gracious_a goodness_n wonderful_o show_v and_o 〈◊〉_d forth_o itself_o that_o thou_o not_o only_a 〈◊〉_d to_o teach_v we_o what_o to_o do_v and_o what_o to_o say_v how_o to_o 〈◊〉_d our_o action_n and_o frame_v our_o supplication_n that_o both_o in_o word_n and_o deed_n we_o may_v please_v thou_o but_o also_o when_o we_o have_v offend_v &_o displease_v thou_o to_o tell_v we_o how_o to_o pacify_v and_o appease_v thou_o again_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o god_n be_v etc._n etc._n nay_o further_o thou_o do_v not_o require_v such_o a_o sacrifice_n as_o must_v be_v procure_v and_o purchase_v from_o abroad_o with_o much_o care_n and_o cost_n far_o fetch_v and_o dear_a buy_v as_o they_o say_v but_o such_o a_o sacrifice_n as_o we_o have_v or_o may_v have_v in_o our_o own_o bosom_n 〈◊〉_d à _fw-la te_fw-la extrâ_fw-la pp_n to_o quaeritur_fw-la thou_o require_v nothing_o from_o i_o but_o what_o be_v within_o i_o beyond_o all_o this_o thou_o do_v we_o the_o honour_n and_o trust_v we_o with_o the_o office_n of_o priest_n that_o we_o may_v be_v sure_a to_o see_v this_o sacrifice_n due_o perform_v we_o must_v our_o selnes_n for_o our_o 〈◊〉_d offer_v up_o our_o 〈◊〉_d in_o humility_n &_o contrition_n which_o be_v 〈◊〉_d only_a 〈◊〉_d and_o unbloody_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thou_o every_o 〈◊〉_d as_o a_o 〈◊〉_d priest_n 〈◊〉_d a_o victim_n 〈◊〉_d within_o 〈◊〉_d to_o offer_v the_o franke-incense_n that_o must_v be_v put_v upon_o the_o altar_n in_o his_o own_o bowel_n in_o his_o own_o heart_n a_o sacrifice_n that_o be_v of_o force_n to_o 〈◊〉_d and_o win_v thou_o to_o compassion_n he_o need_v not_o seek_v for_o a_o beast_n abroad_o to_o slaughter_n and_o burn_v to_o ash_n he_o have_v within_o himself_o that_o he_o may_v and_o shall_v kill_v he_o may_v slay_v sin_n he_o may_v mortify_v his_o earthly_a member_n he_o may_v strike_v with_o the_o hammer_n of_o sound_a repentance_n upon_o the_o hard_a anvile_n of_o his_o stony_a heart_n till_o it_o be_v mollify_v bruise_v and_o bray_v to_o piece_n and_o then_o it_o will_v be_v thy_o time_n &_o turn_n as_o it_o be_v thy_o great_a honour_n to_o bind_v up_o and_o heal_v the_o wound_a and_o break_a heart_a he_o may_v kill_v and_o sacrifice_n to_o thou_o his_o bull_n of_o pride_n his_o goat_n of_o lasciviousness_n his_o ram_n of_o stubbornenes_n his_o bird_n of_o fly_v and_o wander_a imagination_n and_o so_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o carnal_a &_o sensual_a affection_n which_o be_v beastly_a do_v turn_v man_n into_o beast_n deface_v that_o image_n of_o thou_o wherein_o they_o be_v create_v to_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n the_o moral_a whereof_o be_v this_o he_o may_v in_o a_o life_n of_o virtue_n and_o piety_n offer_v up_o the_o death_n of_o his_o vice_n &_o iniquity_n to_o thou_o he_o that_o repent_v his_o sin_n 33._o do_v chide_v and_o brawl_n quarrel_n and_o brabble_n he_o do_v expostulate_v and_o fall_v out_o with_o himself_o in_o this_o tune_n oh_o unhappy_a wretch_n why_o will_v how_o can_v thou_o so_o base_o stoop_v to_o the_o lure_n of_o fleshly_a wantonness_n of_o worldly_a profit_n of_o spiteful_a revenge_n of_o treacherous_a infidelity_n how_o can_v thou_o be_v induce_v to_o sell_v thy_o inheritance_n for_o a_o mesle_o of_o pottage_n thy_o ever_o during_o treasure_n in_o heaven_n for_o a_o little_a flit_a and_o unconstant_a trash_n of_o the_o world_n what_o fruit_n have_v thou_o now_o of_o 〈◊〉_d the_o forbid_a fruit_n of_o enjoy_v those_o sinful_a and_o momentany_a pleasure_n whereof_o thou_o be_v so_o much_o ashamed_a be_v not_o the_o terrible_a voice_n of_o the_o law_n thunder_v out_o hell_n and_o damnation_n of_o power_n to_o fright_v thou_o from_o rebellion_n be_v not_o the_o sweet_a promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n of_o force_n to_o invite_v thou_o to_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o constant_a service_n of_o god_n nay_o beyond_o chide_v and_o brawl_a a_o true_a penitent_a must_v chastise_v and_o punish_v himself_o thy_o justice_n o_o god_n although_o it_o be_v full_o satisfy_v by_o that_o all_o sufficient_a obedience_n and_o propitiatory_a sacrifice_n of_o the_o lamb_n
slay_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n yet_o as_o a_o fruit_n of_o our_o repentance_n expect_v from_o we_o a_o holy_a revenge_n upon_o ourselves_o we_o must_v judge_v our_o 140_o self_n that_o we_o be_v not_o judge_v and_o lest_o our_o judgement_n become_v fruitless_a and_o elusory_a we_o must_v put_v they_o in_o execution_n severe_o without_o pity_n or_o partiality_n let_v we_o therefore_o prevent_v his_o face_n of_o majesty_n his_o countenance_n of_o authority_n by_o confession_n which_o confession_n be_v a_o profession_n of_o forsake_v our_o former_a fault_n the_o judge_n cbrys._n we_o can_v the_o judgement_n we_o may_v prevent_v if_o we_o take_v the_o opportunity_n and_o repent_v true_o and_o timely_o of_o our_o sin_n thou_o will_v merciful_o and_o gracious_o repent_v thou_o of_o the_o judgement_n denounce_v &_o doom_v against_o us._n therefore_o it_o be_v hove_v every_o man_n to_o keep_v a_o court_n at_o home_n and_o therein_o to_o sit_v as_o chief_a justice_n to_o indict_v and_o arraign_v himself_o at_o the_o bar_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n &_o where_o he_o find_v the_o fault_n there_o to_o inflict_v punishment_n in_o as_o much_o as_o at_o these_o assize_n the_o heart_n must_v needs_o be_v find_v the_o great_a offender_n because_o from_o the_o heart_n do_v flow_v all_o vain_a and_o sinful_a imagination_n all_o idle_a and_o wicked_a word_n all_o lewd_a and_o scandalous_a action_n let_v he_o do_v justice_n upon_o his_o heart_n in_o the_o first_o place_n let_v he_o correct_v the_o pride_n of_o it_o by_o humiliation_n the_o wantonness_n of_o it_o by_o contrition_n the_o jollity_n of_o it_o by_o sorrow_n the_o stubornenesse_n of_o it_o by_o weep_v the_o gluttony_n of_o it_o by_o fast_v the_o covetousness_n of_o it_o by_o almes-giving_a and_o so_o according_a to_o the_o rule_n of_o physic_n cure_v each_o contrary_n by_o his_o contrary_a affection_n the_o physic_n must_v be_v apply_v to_o that_o part_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v ill_o affect_v the_o salve_n lay_v upon_o the_o place_n that_o be_v sore_o where_o the_o sin_n breed_v &_o swell_v there_o must_v the_o sinner_n cut_v and_o lance_n he_o must_v prick_v his_o heart_n to_o the_o quick_a and_o let_v out_o store_v of_o tear_n as_o the_o former_a and_o latter_a rain_n as_o our_o heart_n have_v be_v fat_v and_o pamper_a as_o it_o be_v with_o sin_n so_o they_o shall_v grow_v lean_a and_o meager_a again_o by_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n look_v how_o much_o the_o poenit_fw-la less_o i_o spare_v myself_o so_o much_o the_o more_o will_v thou_o spare_v i_o my_o repentance_n do_v in_o a_o sort_n execute_v thy_o vengeance_n and_o with_o a_o temporal_a vexation_n do_v prevent_v and_o avoid_v thy_o eternal_a damnation_n by_o cast_v i_o down_o it_o lift_v i_o up_o by_o make_v i_o ugly_a in_o my_o own_o it_o present_v i_o pure_a in_o thy_o eye_n by_o accuse_v it_o do_v excuse_v by_o condemn_v it_o do_v acquit_v i_o it_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o unhappiness_n to_o be_v sear_v and_o cauterise_v with_o a_o hot_a iron_n and_o fret_v with_o a_o eat_a powder_n but_o those_o mean_n and_o medicine_n which_o do_v cure_v by_o sharpness_n and_o sourness_n by_o the_o benefit_n which_o they_o procure_v do_v excuse_v their_o distastfulnes_n and_o by_o the_o succeed_a profit_n do_v allay_v the_o present_a pain_n by_o sin_n thy_o spirit_n take_v occasion_n to_o increase_v grace_n not_o by_o the_o nature_n of_o sin_n but_o by_o the_o sovereignty_n of_o that_o spirit_n which_o even_o of_o sin_n make_v a_o plaster_n against_o sin_n for_o i_o be_v as_o sick_a of_o sorrow_n as_o of_o sin_n may_v hopeful_o resort_v to_o thou_o the_o physician_n of_o my_o soul_n who_o end_n of_o come_v into_o the_o world_n be_v to_o cure_v the_o sick_a especial_o such_o as_o feel_v themselves_o sick_a enen_fw-la at_o the_o heart_n i_o must_v break_v my_o golden_a 32._o calf_n that_o be_v any_o idol_n of_o sin_n which_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n do_v serve_v and_o worship_n i_o must_v burn_v it_o with_o zeal_n and_o 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ungrateful_o instead_o of_o thanks_n and_o praise_n to_o return_v contempt_n and_o dishonour_n to_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n but_o on_o the_o other_o side_n thou_o can_v in_o no_o wise_a endure_v that_o the_o most_o wretched_a caitiff_n the_o most_o shameful_a and_o wilful_a sinner_n that_o satan_n can_v furnish_v out_o of_o hell_n shall_v despair_v of_o thy_o endless_a and_o bottomless_a mercy_n wherein_o above_o all_o other_o thing_n thou_o do_v so_o much_o delight_n and_o glory_n &_o which_o do_v so_o far_o surmount_v thy_o justice_n as_o thou_o do_v continual_o woo_v &_o invite_v thy_o great_a enemy_n to_o the_o participation_n thereof_o o_o lord_n be_v a_o sinner_n as_o david_n be_v i_o can_v but_o pray_v for_o mercy_n as_o he_o do_v and_o because_o i_o have_v grievos_o sin_v pray_v for_o great_a mercy_n and_o because_o i_o have_v etc._n many_o time_n and_o many_o way_n multiply_v my_o sin_n so_o as_o they_o be_v grow_v to_o a_o number_n numberless_v pray_v for_o a_o multitude_n of_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n that_o the_o whole_a debt-book_n wherein_o my_o sin_n be_v register_v may_v be_v quite_o cross_v and_o deface_v i_o must_v beg_v again_o and_o etc._n again_o that_o thou_o will_v wash_v i_o again_o &_o again_o wash_v i_o thorough_o from_o the_o pollution_n and_o filth_n of_o my_o sin_n give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n etc._n to_o see_v my_o sin_n full_o to_o confess_v they_o free_o entire_o to_o give_v thou_o the_o glory_n to_o take_v the_o shame_n to_o myself_o deserve_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o lay_v open_a etc._n my_o fester_a wound_n and_o loathsome_a sore_n to_o thy_o view_n in_o abasement_n and_o humiliation_n to_o stir_v thy_o bowel_n of_o tender_a commiseration_n make_v i_o to_o love_v in_o my_o etc._n self_n what_o thou_o love_v inme_v to_o wit_n truth_n and_o sincerity_n of_o heart_n accept_v o_o lord_n my_o honest_a study_n and_o faithful_a endeavour_n for_o true_a and_o full_a performance_n let_v i_o solace_v my_o soul_n in_o the_o conscience_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n past_a and_o my_o true_a though_o weak_a desire_v to_o serve_v thou_o etc._n better_o in_o time_n to_o come_v for_o which_o purpose_n enable_v i_o with_o wisdom_n teach_v i_o the_o art_n of_o godliness_n and_o the_o mystery_n thereof_o in_o my_o hide_a part_n and_o because_o the_o leprosy_n etc._n of_o sin_n have_v infect_v i_o from_o top_n to_o toe_n temper_n and_o prepare_v for_o i_o a_o powerful_a purgation_n with_o those_o ingredient_n which_o be_v of_o strong_a operation_n that_o be_v without_o shadow_n or_o figure_n the_o blood_n of_o that_o immaculate_a lamb_n slay_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n apply_v by_o a_o lively_a faith_n to_o my_o disease_a soul_n be_v please_v to_o bathe_v my_o etc._n ugly_a soul_n in_o thy_o laver_n of_o justification_n till_o i_o become_v white_a and_o bright_a in_o thy_o pure_a and_o pierce_a eye_n let_v i_o when_o i_o be_o etc._n confound_v in_o myself_o and_o cast_v down_o into_o the_o dungeon_n of_o sorrow_n through_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o sin_n yet_o hopeful_o and_o zealous_o seek_v joy_n and_o comfort_n in_o thou_o and_o thy_o salvation_n let_v i_o so_o place_v my_o etc._n sin_n before_o my_o own_o sorrowful_a face_n that_o thou_o may_v hide_v thy_o face_n at_o least_o thy_o angry_a face_n from_o they_o or_o rather_o so_o quite_o deface_v they_o that_o they_o may_v 〈◊〉_d be_v to_o be_v see_v hereafter_o that_o they_o may_v 〈◊〉_d rise_v up_o in_o judgement_n either_o to_o shame_v i_o in_o this_o or_o condemn_v i_o in_o the_o next_o world_n and_o because_o my_o justification_n which_o consist_v in_o etc._n thy_o free_a remission_n of_o my_o sin_n can_v subsist_v without_o sanctification_n and_o holiness_n of_o conversation_n as_o the_o light_n of_o that_o lamp_n and_o heat_n of_o that_o fire_n and_o because_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o draw_v a_o clean_a out_o of_o a_o unclean_a thing_n i_o beseech_v thou_o lord_n to_o work_v a_o wonder_n on_o i_o that_o be_v to_o create_v a_o clean_a heart_n within_o i_o purge_v the_o fountain_n and_o then_o the_o stream_n which_o 〈◊〉_d from_o it_o in_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n will_v be_v clear_a and_o pure_a give_v i_o a_o 〈◊〉_d spirit_n etc._n that_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d carry_v myself_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thou_o and_o for_o 〈◊〉_d this_o spirit_n 〈◊〉_d become_v decay_v and_o distort_v by_o the_o perverseness_n of_o my_o nature_n and_o obliquity_n of_o my_o transgression_n vouchsafe_v to_o renew_v it_o in_o i_o from_o time_n to_o time_n by_o a_o continual_a supply_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a grace_n although_o i_o have_v many_o etc._n way_n and_o time_n deserve_v thy_o just_a indignation_n yet_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n abandon_v i_o not_o from_o thy_o presence_n banish_v i_o not_o from_o thy_o court_n let_v i_o behold_v thy_o face_n though_o overcloud_v with_o a_o storm_n of_o displeasure_n although_o i_o have_v grieve_v etc._n yea_o and_o despit_v thy_o good_a spirit_n when_o it_o endeavour_v my_o reformation_n direction_n and_o consolation_n yet_o i_o beseech_v thou_o not_o to_o take_v it_o utter_o from_o i_o let_v not_o that_o holy_a fire_n though_o rake_v up_o under_o the_o ash_n of_o my_o sin_n be_v quite_o extinguish_v when_o thou_o do_v for_o etc._n my_o sin_n bereave_v i_o of_o the_o comfortable_a confidence_n i_o find_v in_o the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o salvation_n give_v i_o leave_v to_o claim_v still_o my_o interest_n in_o it_o even_o when_o i_o tremble_v and_o quake_v at_o thy_o judgement_n and_o thereby_o to_o crave_v a_o restitution_n of_o that_o tranquillity_n of_o mind_n and_o peace_n of_o conscience_n which_o i_o former_o enjoy_v with_o contentment_n make_v i_o by_o the_o want_n right_o to_o value_v the_o worth_n of_o so_o great_a a_o favour_n than_o which_o
a_o great_a can_v be_v bestow_v upon_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n while_o it_o be_v confine_v within_o this_o valley_n of_o tear_n enclose_v within_o this_o body_n of_o death_n and_o because_o through_o spirit_n the_o frailty_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o the_o fraud_n of_o satan_n i_o be_o so_o prone_a to_o recidivation_n and_o back_n shd_v so_o ready_a to_o fall_v away_o from_o thou_o even_o 〈◊〉_d many_o apostasy_n pardon_v unless_o i_o be_v still_o uphold_v and_o support_v give_v i_o thy_o free_a spirit_n that_o 〈◊〉_d may_v cheerful_o thy_o firm_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v constant_o accomplish_v thy_o bless_a will_n and_o 〈◊〉_d in_o 〈◊〉_d good_a duty_n that_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d unto_o i_o and_o for_o that_o thankfulness_n etc._n be_v the_o best_a return_n for_o benefit_n receive_v and_o the_o strong_a mean_n to_o purchase_v new_a favour_n give_v i_o grace_n as_o to_o promise_v so_o to_o perform_v gratitude_n every_o way_n and_o evermore_o high_o to_o esteem_v and_o zealous_o to_o affect_v the_o reduce_n reclaim_v and_o convert_n of_o sinner_n and_o impious_a person_n those_o that_o err_v in_o their_o religion_n or_o conversation_n or_o both_o as_o the_o most_o acceptable_a service_n that_o can_v be_v do_v unto_o thou_o upon_o earth_n teach_v i_o to_o use_v all_o earnest_a etc._n compellation_n and_o powerful_a insinuation_n to_o etc._n win_v thy_o favour_n again_o when_o i_o have_v forfeit_v it_o by_o commit_v some_o grievous_a sin_n especial_o quicken_v i_o by_o faith_n to_o make_v a_o particular_a application_n and_o appropriation_n as_o it_o be_v of_o thy_o salvation_n to_o my_o own_o soul_n which_o pious_a presumption_n and_o holy_a ambition_n thou_o be_v well_o please_v withal_o give_v i_o grace_n with_o the_o etc._n deep_a strain_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o the_o loud_a tone_n and_o tune_n of_o my_o voice_n to_o magnify_v thy_o marvelous_a goodness_n though_o i_o be_v less_o than_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o mercy_n yet_o teach_v i_o in_o duty_n and_o discretion_n for_o more_o bountiful_a favour_n to_o return_v more_o plentiful_a praise_n if_o i_o be_v deliver_v from_o a_o cry_a sin_n i_o ought_v of_o congruence_n to_o sing_v aloud_o of_o thy_o justice_n which_o give_v assurance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n by_o performance_n of_o thy_o covenant_n of_o grace_n can_v but_o produce_v a_o exultation_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o a_o exaltation_n of_o the_o voice_n and_o tongue_n in_o the_o celebration_n of_o thy_o just_a praise_n but_o alas_o how_o can_v i_o make_v that_o poor_a return_n for_o thy_o etc._n rich_a mercy_n which_o i_o think_v i_o ought_v to_o vow_n and_o promise_v when_o all_o be_v do_v i_o must_v therein_o also_o crave_v thy_o bless_a assistance_n that_o thou_o will_v be_v please_v to_o open_v my_o lip_n and_o to_o untie_v my_o tongue_n string_n i_o must_v owe_v thou_o for_o that_o grace_n also_o and_o go_v on_o thy_o score_n even_o for_o those_o praise_n which_o only_o by_o echo_n i_o resound_v unto_o 〈◊〉_d bless_a be_v thy_o name_n o_o etc._n lord_n who_o in_o my_o deep_a distress_n and_o heavy_a condition_n for_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o seek_v for_o ease_n and_o relief_n tell_v i_o the_o mean_n whereby_o thy_o anger_n may_v be_v appease_v and_o thy_o favour_n redeem_v thou_o require_v no_o sacrifice_n that_o with_o labour_n and_o charge_n shall_v be_v purchase_v abroad_o but_o such_o as_o be_v or_o shall_v be_v at_o home_n and_o within_o i_o thou_o expect_v no_o other_o satisfaction_n from_o i_o but_o the_o humiliation_n of_o my_o proud_a heart_n and_o the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o rebellious_a soul_n o_o wonderful_a goodness_n o_o unspeakable_a mercy_n what_o more_o favourable_a term_n can_v be_v devise_v or_o propound_v then_o that_o thou_o will_v accept_v my_o submission_n and_o reconciliation_n so_o as_o i_o will_v ask_v thou_o forgiveness_n humble_o and_o free_o profess_v and_o express_v effectual_o my_o hearty_a repentance_n for_o the_o manifold_a sin_n i_o have_v commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n out_o of_o the_o the_o apprehension_n of_o this_o love_a kindness_n and_o tender_a compassion_n if_o there_o etc._n be_v nothing_o else_o i_o ought_v to_o melt_v into_o tear_n of_o grief_n break_v my_o hear_a hart_n bruise_v my_o obstinate_a spirit_n which_o have_v transport_v i_o so_o far_o and_o plunge_v i_o so_o deep_a into_o thy_o displeasure_n o_o lord_n enable_v i_o who_o thou_o have_v ordain_v a_o priest_n for_o this_o purpose_n to_o offer_v daily_o and_o due_o this_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n unto_o thou_o which_o i_o shall_v the_o more_o willing_o present_a because_o it_o no_o way_n intend_v the_o destruction_n of_o my_o body_n but_o the_o correction_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o only_a to_o slay_v my_o sensuality_n to_o quell_v my_o unruly_a affection_n and_o subdue_v they_o to_o thy_o holy_a will_n for_o my_o own_o good_a not_o to_o impech_n nature_n but_o to_o increase_v grace_n and_o for_o my_o better_a encouragement_n to_o this_o mortification_n thou_o be_v gracious_o please_v to_o use_v this_o protestation_n that_o if_o i_o judge_v myself_o thou_o will_v not_o judge_v i_o if_o i_o chastise_v myself_o thou_o will_v not_o condemn_v i_o if_o i_o execute_v my_o own_o just_a and_o unpartial_a sentence_n against_o my_o own_o heart_n the_o capital_a offender_n thou_o will_v favourable_o spare_v and_o merciful_o pardon_v i_o for_o ever_o o_o lord_n i_o pray_v not_o for_o myself_o alone_o but_o for_o thy_o whole_a church_n wheresoever_o disperse_v howsoever_o distress_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n as_o i_o pray_v that_o thou_o will_v be_v merciful_a to_o i_o particular_o so_o i_o beg_v also_o that_o thou_o will_v be_v favourable_a etc._n to_o zion_n universal_o be_v a_o member_n of_o that_o mystical_a body_n whereof_o thy_o christ_n be_v the_o head_n so_o long_o as_o i_o have_v spiritual_a life_n in_o i_o i_o can_v but_o resent_v such_o affliction_n as_o any_o of_o thy_o choose_a do_v sustain_v o_o lord_n i_o pray_v thou_o for_o jerusalem_n the_o kingdom_n wherein_o i_o live_v that_o peace_n may_v be_v within_o her_o wall_n prosperity_n etc._n in_o her_o palace_n i_o can_v but_o out_o of_o honest_a affection_n wish_v well_o to_o my_o brethren_n neighbour_n and_o companion_n that_o their_o person_n may_v be_v protect_v their_o wall_n of_o wood_n or_o stone_n reedifyed_a for_n often_o as_o need_n require_v &_o that_o not_o for_o necessity_n only_o but_o for_o comeliness_n also_o but_o i_o must_v still_o profess_v that_o i_o regard_v the_o case_n for_o the_o 〈◊〉_d sake_n which_o be_v compass_v therewith_o the_o commonwealth_n for_o thy_o house_n and_o that_o portion_n of_o thy_o church_n that_o be_v preserve_v therein_o i_o respect_v chief_o zion_n thy_o darling_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n my_o precious_a good_n be_v embark_v in_o that_o ship_n what_o fortune_n betide_v they_o i_o be_o content_v shall_v befall_v i_o i_o will_v sympathize_v rejoice_v and_o mourn_v with_o they_o upon_o all_o occasion_n i_o do_v acknowledge_v no_o near_a affinity_n no_o dear_a consanguinity_n no_o better_a fraternity_n then_o be_v christianity_n nay_o my_o spiritual_a kindred_n be_v of_o more_o esteem_n with_o i_o 〈◊〉_d any_o natural_a or_o legal_a conjunction_n whatsoever_o o_o lord_n show_v thy_o favour_n etc._n to_o zion_n for_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n sake_n she_o have_v no_o other_o motive_n to_o induce_v thou_o no_o other_o mediator_n to_o intercede_v with_o thou_o be_v gracious_a to_o she_o for_o his_o sake_n in_o who_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v be_v please_v of_o thyself_o thy_o own_o goodness_n for_o thyself_o thy_o own_o glory_n to_o show_v this_o love_n unto_o thy_o spouse_n though_o foul_a in_o she_o own_o nature_n yet_o fair_a by_o thy_o gracious_a acceptation_n these_o grace_n o_o lord_n etc._n which_o i_o beg_v zealous_o for_o myself_o and_o other_o i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v mercifu_o that_o i_o may_v 〈◊〉_d thou_o with_o praise_n and_o praise_v thou_o with_o love_n that_o i_o may_v thankful_o acknowledge_v thy_o gracious_a goodness_n and_o in_o testimony_n thereof_o render_v unto_o thou_o all_o honour_n and_o glory_n all_o manner_n of_o praise_n and_o thanks_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n even_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n finis_fw-la bern._n ad_fw-la frat_fw-la in_o mon._n tertul._n de_fw-fr paenit_fw-la aug._n in_o 〈◊〉_d 51._o chrysost._n in_o hunc_fw-la psalmum_fw-la psal._n 103._o melius_fw-la impressum_fw-la quam_fw-la expressum_fw-la innotescit_fw-la in_o his_o non_fw-la capit_fw-la intelligentia_fw-la nisi_fw-la quantum_fw-la attingit_fw-la 〈◊〉_d bern._n in_o cant._n 3._o qui_fw-la non_fw-la gustaverit_fw-la non_fw-la intelliget_fw-la quam_fw-la 〈◊〉_d sapit_fw-la mell_v aug._n in_o psal._n 30._o rom._n 5._o miserationum_fw-la dei_fw-la nec_fw-la magnitudo_fw-la mensurari_fw-la nec_fw-la multitudo_fw-la numerari_fw-la potest_fw-la basil._n jerem._n 31._o psal._n 38._o job._n 7._o john_n 13._o rom._n 12._o 〈◊〉_d