and_o gracious_a god_n father_n and_o fountain_n of_o mercy_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o anâ—_n spare_v i_o out_o of_o the_o depth_n do_v i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o i_o have_v depress_v by_o stain_a and_o miserable_a soul_n to_o the_o brink_n of_o hell_n out_o of_o the_o depth_n do_v i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o father_n spare_v i_o father_n pity_v i_o i_o be_o oppress_v i_o be_o in_o great_a misery_n my_o soul_n be_v exceed_o sorrowful_a as_o unto_o death_n eli_n eli_n hear_v i_o and_o pardon_v i_o enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o i_o who_o be_o dust_n and_o ash_n sin_n and_o weakness_n let_v not_o the_o storm_n overwhelm_v i_o nor_o the_o depth_n of_o sorrow_n swallow_v i_o up_o nor_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o anger_n destroy_v i_o psal._n 69.15_o father_n i_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n or_o to_o be_v reckon_v in_o thy_o creation_n but_o according_a to_o the_o infinity_n of_o thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n do_v away_o my_o iniquity_n and_o blot_v out_o my_o transgression_n psal._n 51.1_o 2._o my_o heart_n fail_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v haste_v to_o help_v i_o psal._n 40.30_o by_o thy_o cry_n and_o pain_n o_o jesus_n deliver_v i_o from_o the_o guilt_n and_o burden_n of_o my_o sin_n from_o the_o terror_n of_o my_o waken_v conscience_n and_o from_o the_o unconceivable_a torment_n of_o hell_n by_o thy_o wound_a head_n thy_o bore_v hand_n they_o latch_v side_n thy_o pierce_a foot_n thy_o torture_a body_n and_o afflict_a soul_n by_o all_o the_o disgrace_n and_o passion_n of_o gethsemane_n gabbatha_n and_o golgotha_n save_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o o_o christ_n at_o this_o hour_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n and_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n amen_n father_n and_o saviour_n and_o comforter_n let_v this_o bitter_a cup_n pass_v from_o i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o look_v upon_o i_o o_o precious_a saviour_n lamb_n of_o god_n in_o my_o sorrow_n and_o distress_n as_o once_o thou_o do_v on_o peter_n that_o deny_v thou_o and_o weep_v bitter_o compassionate_a i_o as_o thou_o do_v the_o sinful_a magdaleâ—e_n and_o as_o thou_o do_v the_o penitent_a thief_n who_o confess_v and_o believe_v in_o the_o anguish_n and_o paroxysm_n of_o the_o cross._n i_o deserve_v all_o their_o grief_n and_o ten_o thousand_o pain_n and_o punishment_n more_o intercede_v now_o for_o i_o holy_a jesus_n with_o thy_o die_a petition_n father_n forgive_v they_o for_o they_o know_v not_o what_o they_o do_v o_o lord_n of_o glory_n i_o look_v unto_o thou_o i_o earnest_o look_v unto_o thou_o who_o i_o have_v pierce_v who_o not_o so_o much_o herod_n and_o pontius_n pilate_n and_o the_o roman_a soldier_n as_o sinful_a and_o wretched_a i_o have_v dishonour_v pierce_v and_o crucify_v lord_n forgive_v lord_n save_v i_o or_o i_o perish_v for_o ever_o the_o christ_n of_o god_n hide_v i_o in_o thy_o wound_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o testament_n revive_v and_o release_v i_o i_o hope_v in_o thy_o merciful_a intercession_n for_o thy_o fatherly_a tenderness_n and_o the_o numberless_a blessing_n already_o receive_v from_o thy_o bountiful_a hand_n and_o through_o the_o passion_n and_o mediation_n of_o thy_o belove_a son_n and_o by_o the_o unutterable_a groan_n and_o suggestion_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n pardon_n and_o deliver_v i_o lord_n god_n almighty_n amen_n iv._o resolution_n i_o will_v never_o adventure_v more_o to_o try_v and_o weary_v the_o grace_n and_o patience_n of_o almighty_a god_n the_o righteous_a judge_n and_o avenger_n i_o now_o break_v off_o my_o sin_n by_o repentance_n and_o resolve_v amendment_n i_o see_v what_o bring_v i_o to_o this_o shameful_a and_o perilous_a defection_n it_o be_v this_o occasion_n that_o invitation_n that_o excess_n that_o eye_n this_o rashness_n that_o supinity_n wherefore_o i_o now_o solemn_o renounce_v cast_v off_o and_o abominate_a the_o wicked_a and_o wound_a practice_n of_o my_o life_n as_o &c_n &c_n together_o with_o all_o their_o inducement_n and_o principle_n from_o this_o very_a hour_n and_o bless_v be_v god_n who_o have_v grant_v i_o this_o hour_n by_o prayer_n temperance_n charity_n industry_n fear_n and_o caution_n in_o all_o my_o action_n and_o enterprice_n i_o full_o purpose_n and_o now_o begin_v god_n helâ—ing_v i_o of_o his_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o pity_n to_o alter_v and_o reform_v my_o life_n according_a to_o the_o gospel_n and_o example_n of_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n and_o also_o by_o kindness_n charity_n and_o almsdo_n i_o will_v manifest_v to_o the_o world_n the_o sincerity_n and_o vigour_n of_o my_o repentance_n and_o renovation_n v._o petition_n for_o grace_n holy_a father_n incline_v direct_v and_o fortify_v my_o heart_n to_o pursue_v this_o pious_a and_o necessary_a resolution_n that_o iniquity_n be_v not_o my_o ruin_n ezek._n 18.30_o thy_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o lord_n soften_v bruise_v change_z and_o reform_v my_o soul_n according_a to_o thy_o own_o will_n according_a to_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o after_o the_o likeness_n and_o innocence_n of_o adam_n when_o thou_o first_o breathe_v into_o he_o life_n and_o reason_n yea_o according_o to_o the_o same_o tâ—mper_n and_o purity_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o wherein_o by_o thy_o grace_n i_o once_o ascend_v from_o the_o laver_n of_o regeneration_n tit._n 3.5_o amen_n for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n pardon_v and_o destroy_v not_o amâ—nd_n and_o destroy_v not_o most_o merciful_a creator_n the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n by_o i_o presumptuous_o and_o shameful_o profane_v destroy_v not_o o_o bless_a saviour_n the_o purchase_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n the_o decay_a part_n of_o thy_o mystical_a body_n destroy_v not_o o_o holy_a spirit_n the_o subject_n of_o thy_o regeneration_n and_o various_a bounty_n destroy_v not_o o_o everbless_v and_o everadored_a trinity_n the_o humble_a and_o mean_a of_o all_o that_o believe_v and_o worship_v thy_o majesty_n oh_o break_v not_o this_o bruise_a reâ—d_n let_v the_o wicked_a forsake_v his_o way_n and_o the_o unrighteous_a man_n his_o thought_n and_o let_v he_o return_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o to_o our_o god_n for_o he_o will_v abundant_o pardon_v for_o jesus_n sake_n isa._n 55.7_o come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v alas_o i_o feel_v my_o transgression_n heavy_a and_o numberless_a as_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n say_v the_o compassionate_a saviour_n take_v my_o yoke_n upon_o you_o and_o learn_v of_o i_o for_o i_o be_o meek_a and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n and_o you_o shall_v find_v rest_n for_o your_o soul_n matth._n 26.28.29_o this_o be_v a_o faithful_a say_n and_o worthy_a of_o all_o acceptation_n that_o christ_n jesus_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n of_o who_o i_o be_o chief_a i_o the_o vile_a 1._o tim._n 1.15_o such_o gracious_a sentence_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n be_v my_o last_o hold_n be_v my_o plank_n o_o lord_n make_v haste_n to_o help_v i_o sickness_n and_o pain_n chap._n xvii_o i_o will_v bear_v thy_o indignation_n o_o lord_n till_o mercy_n prevail_v against_o judgement_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o micah_n 7.9_o why_o shall_v i_o yet_o live_v i_o complain_v for_o the_o punishment_n of_o my_o sin_n for_o any_o thing_n short_a of_o unquenchable_a fire_n thou_o know_v whereof_o we_o be_v make_v remember_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o but_o dust_n a_o fade_a flower_n and_o a_o transient_a blast_n remember_v for_o his_o sake_n who_o out_o of_o infinite_a condescension_n and_o pity_n bear_v our_o nature_n and_o our_o infirmity_n amen_n psal._n 103.14_o 15_o 16._o all_o my_o desire_n be_v before_o thou_o o_o lord_n and_o my_o groan_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o turn_v unto_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n enlighten_v and_o cleanse_v and_o heal_v and_o revive_v thy_o servant_n that_o my_o way_n may_v please_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o choose_a and_o rejoice_v with_o thy_o inheritance_n amen_n though_o the_o outward_a man_n perish_v alas_o i_o perceive_v i_o feel_v it_o perish_v yet_o good_a lord_n renew_v the_o inwarâ—â—an_n day_n by_o day_n secure_v the_o part_n immortal_a that_o which_o understand_v thou_o love_v thou_o praise_v thou_o and_o now_o aspire_v to_o thy_o beatific_a presence_n for_o christ_n sake_n see_v chap._n vi_o vi_o 1._o of_o this_o book_n hope_v in_o god_n and_o resignation_n to_o his_o pleasure_n chap._n xviii_o see_v chap._n vi_o vi_o 8._o of_o this_o book_n o_o wretched_a creature_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o death_n rom._n c._n 7.24_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n and_o the_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n but_o thanks_o be_v to_o god_n who_o give_v we_o the_o victory_n
will_v receive_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o offer_n unto_o he_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n through_o jesus_n christ._n amen_o psal._n 116.11_o 12_o 15._o at_o receive_v the_o cup·_a chap._n xiii_o i._o amen_n jesus_n master_n have_v mercy_n on_o we_o luke_n 17.13_o let_v this_o blood_n purge_v my_o conscience_n from_o dead_a work_n to_o serve_v thou_o the_o almighty_a and_o most_o gracious_a father_n to_o honour_v thou_o the_o everliving_a saviour_n and_o for_o ever_o to_o obey_v and_o fear_v thou_o most_o holy_a and_o quicken_a spirit_n amen_n lord_n i_o will_v serve_v thou_o better_o i_o will_v obey_v thou_o succour_v my_o weakness_n pity_v my_o infirmity_n dear_a lord_n lord_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o love_v thou_o john_n 21.17_o what_o honour_n have_v almighty_a god_n do_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v the_o vessel_n of_o this_o divine_a mystery_n and_o bear_v within_o my_o breast_n the_o lord_n jesus_n i_o adore_v i_o give_v thanks_o ii_o thou_o be_v make_v whole_a go_v and_o sin_n no_o more_o no_o more_o by_o anger_n lust_n excess_n fraud_n slander_v etc._n etc._n joh._n 8.11_o our_o god_n be_v a_o consume_a fire_n to_o the_o perverse_a and_o impenitent_a our_o god_n be_v a_o merciful_a father_n to_o the_o humble_a and_o relent_a orator_n as_o be_v his_o majesty_n so_o be_v his_o mercy_n ecclus._n 2.18_o both_o infinite_a and_o incomprehensible_a both_o to_o be_v acknowledge_v admire_a and_o adore_v o_o majesty_n everlasting_a i_o fear_v thou_o i_o worship_v thou_o i_o trust_v in_o thou_o through_o jesus_n christ._n amen_o let_v i_o not_o o_o let_v i_o not_o again_o pollute_v this_o body_n and_o soul_n with_o my_o habitual_a and_o grievous_a sin_n as_o &c._n &c._n after_o i_o have_v receive_v thy_o body_n and_o blood_n o_o lord_n who_o have_v create_v i_o and_o redeem_v i_o grant_v i_o thy_o grace_n o_o god_n that_o i_o may_v fulfil_v the_o place_n and_o office_n thou_o call_v i_o to_o in_o this_o life_n amen_n iii_o lord_n bless_v these_o and_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o brethren_n and_o let_v we_o live_v eternal_o together_o ever_o praise_v and_o adore_v thou_o for_o by_o this_o great_a and_o attractive_a sacrament_n we_o all_o become_v one_o bread_n one_o blood_n one_o soul_n and_o consent_n have_v all_o one_o faith_n one_o hope_n one_o heaven_n one_o lord_n the_o bless_a lord_n jesus_n the_o knot_n and_o centre_n of_o this_o most_o immense_a and_o pious_a fraternity_n and_o eminent_o one_o god_n and_o father_n of_o all_o who_o be_v above_o all_o and_o through_o all_o and_o in_o we_o all_o to_o who_o be_v glory_n and_o obedience_n everlasting_a amen_n in_o heaven_n amen_n on_o earth_n from_o thy_o one_o precious_a body_n o_o wonderful_a saviour_n thou_o feed_v and_o revive_v five_o thousand_o and_o five_o thousand_o thousand_o million_o of_o thy_o disciple_n and_o follower_n aeternae_fw-la tanta_fw-la est_fw-la opulentia_fw-la mensae_fw-la prudent_a say_z o_o lord_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v omnipotent_a this_o day_n salvation_n be_v come_v unto_o this_o house_n luk._n 19.9_o iv._o the_o bread_n of_o god_n be_v he_o that_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o giveth_z light_n to_o the_o world_n lord_n evermore_o give_v we_o of_o this_o bread_n joh._n 6.33_o 34._o thus_o thus_o will_v we_o show_v forth_o thy_o death_n o_o jesus_n till_o thou_o come_v again_o and_o bless_v be_v those_o servant_n who_o at_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n the_o lord_n shall_v find_v so_o do_v yea_o very_o bless_v be_v he_o that_o eat_v meat_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god._n luk._n 12._o 43._o c._n 14.15_o he_o that_o solemn_o and_o faithful_o and_o serious_o contemplate_v my_o passion_n and_o philanthropy_n and_o amends_o his_o life_n for_o that_o consideration_n he_o that_o eat_v my_o flesh_n and_o drink_v my_o blood_n have_v eternal_a life_n and_o i_o will_v raise_v he_o up_o at_o the_o last_o day_n amen_n holy_a jesus_n who_o be_v the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o life_n joh._n 6.54_o 56._o master_n it_o be_v good_a for_o we_o to_o be_v here_o mark._n 9.2_o do_v not_o our_o heart_n burn_v within_o we_o while_o the_o lord_n open_v to_o we_o the_o scripture_n open_v to_o we_o his_o precious_a side_n full_o be_v the_o satisfaction_n inexpressible_a the_o joy_n of_o those_o that_o love_v thou_o o_o jesus_n angel_n and_o man_n consent_v heaven_n and_o earth_n join_v together_o to_o praise_v thou_o serve_v and_o worship_v thou_o and_o with_o these_o my_o poor_a soul_n the_o mean_a of_o all_o thy_o creation_n good_a lord_n accept_v we_o i_o will_v give_v thanks_o unto_o thou_o among_o thy_o people_n and_o sing_v praise_n unto_o thou_o among_o the_o faithful_a my_o heart_n be_v fix_v o_o god_n my_o heart_n be_v fix_v for_o thy_o â—ercy_n be_v great_a than_o the_o heaven_n and_o thy_o truth_n reach_v above_o the_o cloud_n set_a up_o thyself_o o_o lord_n above_o the_o heaven_n and_o thy_o glory_n above_o all_o the_o earth_n thou_o have_v wrought_v redemption_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o earth_n o_o jesus_n and_o vanquish_v all_o the_o enemy_n of_o guilty_a mankind_n and_o be_v seat_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o father_n the_o lord_n and_o worship_n of_o angel_n hosanna_n in_o the_o high_a the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v the_o preeminence_n the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o lord_n bring_v mighty_a thing_n to_o pass_v the_o word_n be_v make_v flesh_n the_o belove_a son_n of_o god_n die_v for_o we_o let_v they_o now_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n confess_v that_o his_o mercy_n endure_v for_o ever_o v._o i_o â—ill_v read_v joh._n c._n 18._o and_o c._n 17._o the_o security_n and_o consolation_n of_o the_o church_n and_o also_o rom._n c._n 8._o and_o the_o hymn_n come_v holy_a ghost_n our_o soul_n inspire_v etc._n etc._n in_o the_o order_n of_o priest_n almighty_a god_n who_o have_v give_v thy_o only_a son_n to_o be_v unto_o we_o both_o a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n and_o also_o a_o example_n of_o godly_a life_n give_v we_o grace_v that_o we_o may_v always_o most_o thankful_o receive_v that_o his_o inestimable_a benefit_n and_o also_o daily_o endeavour_v ourselves_o to_o follow_v the_o bless_a step_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a life_n through_o the_o same_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o most_o holy_a spirit_n the_o efficacy_n and_o life_n of_o this_o mystery_n bless_v i_o with_o these_o thy_o gift_n and_o fruit_n meekness_n modesty_n sobriety_n prudence_n diligence_n honesty_n fidelity_n constancy_n chariâ—y_n kindness_n and_o devotion_n from_o the_o time_n of_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n for_o i_o have_v now_o dedicate_v and_o give_v up_o entire_o my_o soul_n sense_n and_o affection_n my_o will_n wit_n and_o reason_n to_o the_o glory_n and_o service_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o die_v for_o i_o i_o must_v i_o will_v obey_v he_o in_o all_o thing_n lord_n forgive_v lord_n help_v i_o my_o soul_n do_v magnify_v the_o lord_n and_o my_o spirit_n rejoice_v in_o god_n my_o saviour_n o_o how_o plentiful_a be_v thy_o goodness_n which_o thou_o have_v lay_v up_o for_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o and_o that_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o they_o that_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o thou_o psal._n 21.21_o i_o be_o altogether_o confound_v and_o swallow_v up_o with_o the_o immense_a grace_n of_o god_n i_o be_o thorough_o possess_v glorious_a lord_n with_o thy_o love_n and_o boundless_a favour_n to_o i_o i_o long_o i_o here_o endeavour_v yet_o can_v tell_v how_o to_o express_v my_o thankfulness_n and_o obedience_n my_o thought_n and_o contrivance_n and_o my_o word_n and_o laud_n my_o action_n and_o zeal_n can_v do_v it_o to_o any_o fitness_n or_o content_n lord_n still_o excite_v and_o still_o direct_v my_o gratitude_n i_o will_v be_v as_o thankful_a to_o thou_o as_o humble_a as_o obedient_a as_o any_o creature_n in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n father_n almighty_n make_v i_o so_o amen_n now_o lord_n jesus_n who_o be_v expanded_a on_o the_o cross_n for_o i_o command_v i_o what_o thou_o will_v use_v i_o in_o the_o hazard_n and_o difficulty_n of_o thy_o church_n thy_o purchase_n and_o thy_o glory_n bid_v i_o walk_v upon_o the_o sea_n i_o will_v obey_v thou_o and_o thy_o right_a hand_n shall_v hold_v i_o up_o and_o i_o will_v not_o deny_v thou_o in_o the_o court_n or_o in_o the_o garden_n i_o be_o ready_a to_o lay_v down_o my_o estate_n my_o liberty_n and_o also_o my_o life_n will_v to_o god_n it_o be_v a_o clean_a and_o entire_a sacrifice_n for_o christ_n religion_n and_o to_o be_v obedient_a unto_o the_o death_n assist_v and_o strengthen_v my_o mind_n o_o bless_a saviour_n by_o thy_o grace_n thy_o intercession_n thy_o example_n amen_n all_o power_n be_v give_v unto_o i_o in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n faith_n the_o ascend_a jesus_n go_v you_o therefore_o
be_o also_o ready_a to_o make_v reparation_n of_o fame_n and_o credit_n together_o with_o a_o ingenuous_a and_o humble_a acknowledgement_n to_o all_o that_o i_o have_v slander_v and_o calumniate_v namely_o to_o etc._n etc._n and_o according_o i_o forthwith_o take_v order_v that_o restitution_n and_o satisfaction_n be_v make_v to_o they_o all_o to_o the_o utmost_a of_o my_o ability_n and_o that_o their_o release_n and_o acquittance_n for_o all_o injury_n do_v to_o they_o be_v obtain_v or_o else_o most_o just_o and_o very_o presume_v before_o i_o adventure_v to_o crave_v the_o benefit_n of_o absolution_n if_o i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o such_o a_o confession_n and_o restitution_n i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a nor_o afraid_a to_o be_v the_o everlasting_a contempt_n and_o scorn_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a creator_n and_o of_o all_o that_o be_v bless_v i_o be_o not_o ashamed_a nor_o affright_v to_o be_v the_o companion_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o villainous_a man_n that_o ever_o live_v in_o darkness_n horror_n and_o torment_n let_v no_o father_n patron_n or_o master_n think_v of_o better_v the_o worldly_a condition_n of_o his_o successor_n by_o his_o own_o dreadful_a condemnation_n for_o final_o conceal_v and_o retain_v his_o illgotten_a estate_n or_o fraud_n iv._o moreover_o with_o a_o charitable_a heart_n according_a to_o the_o bâ—st_n of_o my_o understanding_n and_o enquiry_n implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n i_o â—ave_n make_v my_o last_o will_n and_o testament_n dispose_v the_o good_n and_o estate_n god_n have_v give_v i_o for_o his_o great_a glory_n namely_o among_o my_o relation_n and_o likewise_o in_o a_o due_a acknowledgement_n of_o sundry_a precious_a benefit_n receive_v by_o i_o in_o this_o apostolic_a church_n of_o which_o â—_o hope_v to_o continue_v a_o part_n to_o my_o life_n end_n and_o also_o for_o the_o poor_a blessing_n almighty_n god_n for_o enable_v i_o to_o give_v they_o some_o relief_n and_o so_o to_o lend_v unto_o himself_o his_o own_o temporal_a blessing_n to_o obtain_v far_o better_a riches_n in_o heaven_n amen_n i_o rest_v upon_o thy_o merit_n and_o upon_o thy_o word_n o_o triumphant_a saviour_n forgive_v and_o you_o shall_v be_v forgive_v give_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v into_o your_o bosom_n good_a measure_n press_v down_o shake_v together_o and_o run_v over_o luk._n c._n 6.37_o and_o c._n 11.9_o amen_n final_o i_o have_v give_v my_o relation_n and_o friend_n the_o best_a advise_v and_o counsel_n i_o can_v for_o the_o good_a of_o their_o neverdying_a soul_n and_o for_o their_o well-living_a in_o this_o world_n v._o have_v thus_o rid_v myself_o of_o all_o the_o care_n and_o trouble_n and_o concern_v of_o mortality_n have_v now_o perfect_o do_v with_o this_o world_n with_o a_o clear_a and_o humble_a heart_n i_o address_v myself_o to_o thy_o grace_n almighty_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n and_o father_n beseech_v thou_o to_o instruct_v exercise_n and_o prepare_v i_o for_o the_o succeed_a glorious_a and_o immortal_a life_n to_o which_o by_o the_o christian_a profession_n thou_o have_v advance_v my_o hope_n and_o awful_a expectation_n haleluia_o through_o the_o glorify_a jesus_n haleluia_o to_o all_o eternity_n amen_n but_o i_o foresee_v the_o passage_n to_o this_o beatitude_n to_o be_v very_o dark_a and_o dismal_a full_a of_o thorn_n and_o tear_n full_a of_o confession_n remorse_n and_o contrition_n for_o the_o many_o fault_n of_o a_o short_a life_n and_o also_o full_a of_o disease_n and_o pain_n and_o anguish_n reach_v unto_o dissolution_n insensibility_n stench_n and_o rottenness_n by_o all_o thy_o agony_n and_o experience_n help_v i_o o_o holy_a jesus_n through_o this_o terror_n amen_n repentance·_a chap._n xvi_o see_v chap._n vi_o vi_o 5._o and_o chap_n xi_o xi_o 2._o i._o confession_n i_o have_v sin_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v deal_v wicked_o i_o have_v lead_v a_o unequal_a untoward_a and_o pollute_a life_n i_o have_v sin_v before_o thou_o when_o ashamed_a of_o humane_a view_n before_o thou_o my_o father_n my_o judge_n my_o benefactor_n my_o worship_n and_o my_o god._n o_o absurd_a and_o stupid_a wretch_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n with_o all_o the_o power_n and_o ability_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o with_o affection_n and_o design_n have_v i_o sin_v against_o thou_o most_o mighty_a and_o most_o holy_a ungrateful_o and_o base_o grievous_o and_o presumtuous_o particular_o etc._n etc._n have_v i_o sin_v and_o lord_n how_o often_o secret_o and_o open_o in_o the_o chamber_n as_o etc._n etc._n anâ—_n in_o public_a as_o etc._n etc._n tread_v upon_o thy_o earth_n and_o cover_v with_o thy_o heaven_n yea_o â—_o have_v sin_v in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o prayer_n and_o invocation_n as_o etc._n etc._n be_v this_o then_o the_o image_n of_o god_n be_v this_o a_o christian_n a_o heir_n of_o eternal_a life_n â—his_fw-la a_o priest_n and_o dispenser_n of_o the_o pure_a word_n and_o sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n ah_o this_o be_v nothing_o but_o clay_n and_o dirt_n uncleanness_n and_o misery_n ii_o contrition_n the_o soul_n that_o be_v trouble_v and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v vex_v cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o relent_v i_o grieve_v i_o be_o hearty_o sorry_a for_o this_o demerit_n and_o irritation_n of_o thy_o divine_a justice_n i_o be_o ashamed_a i_o abhor_v myself_o i_o be_o perfect_o weâ—ry_a of_o this_o corrupt_a life_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v whither_o shall_v i_o turn_v i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n that_o behold_v my_o vileness_n to_o heaven_n which_o i_o have_v abuse_v and_o despise_v i_o will_v bow_v myself_o to_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o grave_n that_o wait_v to_o hide_v and_o devour_v such_o a_o wretch_n i_o will_v sâ—ite_v upon_o my_o breast_n with_o the_o conscious_a publican_n upon_o my_o breast_n the_o box_n and_o origine_fw-la of_o all_o this_o mischief_n and_o do_v thou_o strike_v this_o rock_n o_o holy_a jesus_n that_o the_o water_n may_v free_o flow_v that_o my_o tear_n may_v mingle_v with_o thy_o blood_n my_o humble_a and_o sincere_a repentance_n reach_v thy_o propitiation_n and_o remission_n dissolve_v thou_o sinful_a clod_n tremble_v thou_o earth_n earth_n earth_n at_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n at_o the_o presence_n and_o vindication_n of_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n who_o turn_v the_o â—lint_n stone_n into_o a_o spring_a well_o i_o wish_v for_o the_o tear_n of_o david_n pierce_v with_o the_o matter_n of_o uriah_n the_o mourning_n of_o jeremiah_n and_o the_o dejection_n of_o manasseh_n i_o recollect_v and_o confess_v in_o particular_a unto_o thou_o my_o more_o grievous_a sin_n the_o rest_n be_v without_o number_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o soul._n thus_o and_o thus_o have_v i_o do_v etc._n etc._n i_o give_v glory_n to_o thou_o as_o achan_n i_o confess_v and_o be_o confound_v at_o the_o enormity_n and_o presumption_n and_o villainous_a circumstance_n of_o my_o offence_n as_o etc._n etc._n i_o hide_v not_o my_o unrighteousness_n as_o adam_n in_o the_o garden_n who_o lead_v the_o way_n of_o sin_v and_o of_o repentance_n i_o hide_v not_o i_o can_v hide_v but_o with_o tear_n and_o dread_a remorse_n acknowledge_v to_o thy_o most_o pure_a and_o omniscient_a majesty_n my_o fault_n my_o folly_n yea_o rather_o my_o wilfulness_n my_o hardness_n my_o vice_n my_o criminal_a and_o deplorable_a life_n and_o lo_o here_o i_o judge_v and_o reprove_v and_o condemn_v myself_o at_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o throne_n and_o yet_o i_o be_o not_o enough_o abase_v he_o can_v fall_v too_o low_a who_o merit_n be_v hell_n my_o deformation_n and_o destruction_n be_v only_o from_o myself_o from_o my_o perverse_a and_o incorrigible_a self_n my_o relief_n and_o salvation_n be_v from_o thou_o only_o father_n thou_o know_v my_o sin_n and_o thou_o know_v my_o anguish_n it_o be_v not_o easy_a to_o transgress_v thy_o command_n and_o reflect_v upon_o the_o transgression_n my_o flesh_n tremble_v for_o fâ—ar_v of_o thou_o and_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o thy_o judgement_n o_o lord_n i_o dread_v that_o great_a day_n when_o the_o throne_n shall_v be_v set_v the_o book_n open_v and_o my_o shameful_a life_n recite_v and_o all_o my_o work_n of_o darkness_n expose_v in_o perfect_a light_n i_o tremble_v lest_o the_o bless_a jesus_n who_o shed_v his_o blood_n for_o my_o redemption_n and_o have_v so_o earnest_o urge_v and_o offer_v i_o pardon_n and_o peace_n and_o eternal_a life_n shall_v then_o condemn_v i_o and_o the_o mighty_a angel_n and_o holy_a man_n of_o all_o age_n and_o nation_n new_o clothe_v with_o immortal_a and_o illustrious_a body_n hiss_v i_o from_o the_o righteous_a tribunal_n and_o the_o mouth_n of_o hell_n receive_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n into_o exquisite_a torment_n without_o light_n or_o pity_n my_o present_a horror_n and_o confusion_n be_v great_a but_o what_o be_v this_o to_o everlasting_a burn_n iii_o supplication_n great_a
of_o this_o soul_n and_o body_n as_o calm_v and_o easy_a as_o their_o union_n be_v and_o as_o it_o shall_v be_v i_o pass_v i_o pass_v into_o eternity_n o_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o jesus_n who_o go_v through_o the_o same_o shade_n while_o the_o earth_n sink_v down_o towards_o its_o earth_n most_o merciful_a father_n sanctify_v save_v and_o receive_v this_o soul_n that_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o flee_v to_o thou_o it_o be_v finish_v hallelviah_n psalm_n cxxxix_o chap._n xxi_o o_o lord_n thou_o search_v i_o throughout_o mark'_v every_o secret_a and_o recess_n my_o sit_v down_o and_o rise_v up_o and_o all_o my_o thought_n before_o i_o guess_v the_o eternal_a eye_n do_v follow_v i_o through_o every_o step_n at_o every_o stay_n and_o while_o i_o speak_v before_o they_o be_v form_v thy_o spirit_n take_v the_o word_n away_o thy_o presence_n and_o i_o dread_v the_o thought_n enclose_v i_o on_o every_o part_n be_v intimate_v and_o pierce_a far_o beyond_o conceit_n of_o humane_a heart_n how_o can_v i_o shun_v thou_o ray_n divine_a or_o whither_o shall_v i_o from_o thou_o slay_v heaven_n be_v thy_o throne_n if_o i_o go_v there_o and_o hell_n i_o fear_v as_o hell_n do_v thou_o if_o to_o the_o western_a main_n i_o post_v the_o bind_v of_o nation_n and_o of_o day_n there_o shall_v the_o gleam_n of_o providence_n surprise_n and_o bless_v i_o in_o its_o way_n the_o night_n shall_v shroud_v i_o and_o within_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o earth_n i_o will_v lie_v but_o shadow_n cloud_n &_o this_o whole_a globâ—_n be_v glass_n and_o brightness_n to_o thy_o eye_n thou_o saw'_v i_o in_o the_o stove_n of_o life_n thou_o saw'_v i_o for_o thou_o laidst_v i_o there_o a_o piece_n of_o strange_a and_o various_a art_n worthy_a thy_o finger_n and_o thy_o care_n frame_v and_o embroider_v in_o a_o cell_n secret_n as_o night_n and_o deep_a mine_n a_o draught_n too_o fine_a for_o microscope_n complete_a in_o all_o its_o part_n and_o line_n how_o num'rous_a be_v thy_o grace_n o_o god_n from_o that_o small_a embryo_n to_o this_o man_n more_o than_o the_o sand_n more_o than_o my_o fault_n or_o what_o no_o artist_n reckon_v can_v search_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o sound_v my_o heart_n examine_v every_o valve_n and_o string_n amend_v the_o motion_n and_o to_o bliss_n direct_v it_o with_o a_o last_a spring_n the_o ten_o commandment_n expound_v literal_o in_o the_o direct_a and_o common_a sense_n both_o of_o jew_n and_o christian_n as_o also_o spiritual_o and_o in_o great_a part_n from_o our_o saviour_n sermon_n on_o the_o mount_n matt._n c._n 5_o c._n 6_o and_o c._n 7_o chap._n xxii_o exod._n chap._n xx._n i._o god_n speak_v these_o word_n and_o say_v i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n thou_o shall_v have_v no_o other_o god_n but_o i_o i_o believe_v i_o trust_v in_o i_o adore_v with_o deep_a reverence_n of_o body_n and_o mind_n i_o worship_v according_a to_o what_o be_v reveal_v in_o the_o holy_a scripture_n and_o i_o fear_v and_o obey_v above_o all_o thing_n one_o god_n eternal_a maker_n and_o governor_n of_o the_o world_n and_o infinite_o more_o excellent_a than_o all_o his_o creature_n spiritual_o i_o desire_v to_o behave_v myself_o in_o all_o place_n as_o one_o that_o real_o believe_v and_o daily_o confess_v and_o sincere_o worship_n and_o fear_v one_o almighty_a all-knowing_a spiritual_a most_o excellent_a most_o righteous_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n author_n and_o ruler_n and_o judge_n of_o all_o ii_o thou_o shall_v not_o make_v to_o thyself_o any_o grave_a image_n nor_o the_o likeness_n of_o any_o â—hing_n that_o be_v in_o heaven_n above_o or_o in_o the_o earth_n beneath_o or_o in_o the_o water_n under_o the_o earth_n thou_o shall_v not_o bow_v down_o to_o they_o nor_o worship_v they_o for_o i_o thâ—_n lord_n thy_o god_n aâ—_n a_o jealous_a god_n and_o â—isit_v the_o sin_n of_o thâ—_n father_n upon_o thâ—_n child_n unto_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n of_o they_o that_o hate_v i_o and_o show_v mercy_n unto_o thousand_o in_o they_o that_o love_v i_o and_o keep_v my_o commandment_n i_o will_v not_o show_v any_o sign_n or_o token_n of_o religious_a reverence_n trust_v and_o devotion_n to_o any_o idol_n or_o figure_n melt_a or_o grave_v or_o paint_v of_o the_o false_a god_n of_o the_o heathen_n i_o will_v not_o consult_v they_o or_o pray_v to_o they_o or_o thank_v and_o praise_v they_o as_o my_o protector_n and_o benefactor_n nor_o will_v i_o build_v temple_n or_o altar_n to_o they_o nor_o offer_v sacrifice_n and_o oblation_n to_o they_o nor_o will_v i_o make_v any_o idol_n for_o other_o to_o worship_n nor_o any_o way_n confer_v to_o and_o meddle_v with_o the_o sacrifice_n and_o superstition_n of_o idolater_n nor_o will_v i_o consult_v wizzard_n or_o use_v any_o enchantment_n moreover_o i_o will_v not_o honour_v any_o creature_n angel_n or_o man_n or_o other_o as_o as_o god_n or_o as_o representation_n and_o and_o sign_n and_o memorial_n of_o the_o onâ—_n true_a god_n with_o the_o solemn_a worship_n supplication_n praise_n thanksgiving_n faith_n and_o reliance_n self_n dedication_n and_o obedience_n which_o i_o in_o duty_n render_v to_o the_o most_o bless_a incorporeal_a and_o invisible_a creator_n of_o all_o thing_n but_o will_v avoid_v all_o occasion_n of_o such_o superstition_n and_o profaneness_n spiritual_o i_o put_v my_o trust_n and_o final_a hope_n and_o confidence_n in_o god_n only_o not_o in_o riches_n or_o strength_n or_o honour_n or_o wisdom_n nor_o in_o any_o creature_n in_o heaven_n or_o on_o earth_n to_o god_n i_o fly_v by_o humble_a prayer_n in_o all_o my_o concern_v and_o distress_n and_o upon_o his_o gracious_a providence_n i_o whole_o rest_v for_o the_o direction_n and_o success_n of_o all_o lawful_a mean_n i_o also_o beseech_v his_o eternal_a wisdom_n to_o enlighten_v my_o understanding_n with_o most_o reverend_a and_o convenient_a conception_n of_o his_o infinite_o perfect_a and_o glorious_a majesty_n iii_o thou_o shall_v not_o take_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n in_o vain_a for_o the_o lord_n wilâ—_n not_o hold_v he_o guiltless_a that_o take_v his_o name_n in_o vain_a i_o will_v not_o dare_v to_o invoke_v and_o allege_v the_o great_a and_o reverend_a name_n of_o god_n to_o a_o untruth_n or_o to_o any_o light_n and_o trivial_a matter_n nor_o will_v i_o dare_v to_o blaspheme_v and_o speak_v evil_a of_o god_n most_o holy_a and_o dreadful_a majesty_n his_o eternity_n perfection_n providence_n and_o government_n nor_o will_v i_o swear_v when_o lawful_o call_v and_o urge_v to_o it_o but_o by_o the_o name_n of_o the_o live_n and_o omniscient_a god_n in_o certain_a knowledge_n and_o righteousness_n spiritual_o i_o will_v always_o speak_v and_o discourse_v with_o great_a leisure_n care_n and_o awe_n concern_v the_o power_n and_o the_o justice_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god._n i_o will_v never_o mock_v or_o jest_v or_o play_v with_o the_o word_n of_o god_n or_o with_o any_o verse_n or_o phrase_n of_o it_o nor_o with_o any_o holy_a and_o solemn_a thing_n or_o person_n but_o take_v all_o heed_n that_o my_o talk_n within_o door_n and_o without_o be_v innocent_a and_o profitable_a i_o will_v also_o frequent_o repeat_v my_o sacramental_a vow_n and_o bend_v my_o word_n and_o action_n thereunto_o the_o lord_n help_v i_o iv._o remember_v that_o thou_o keep_v holy_a the_o sabbath_n day_n six_o day_n shall_v thou_o labour_v and_o do_v all_o that_o thou_o have_v to_o do_v but_o the_o seven_o day_n be_v the_o sabbath_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god._n in_o it_o thou_o shall_v do_v no_o manner_n of_o work_n thou_o nor_o thy_o son_n and_o thy_o daughter_n thy_o manservant_n and_o thy_o maidservant_n thy_o cattle_n and_o the_o strange_a that_o be_v within_o thy_o gate_n for_o in_o six_o day_n the_o lord_n make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n the_o sea_n and_o all_o that_o in_o they_o be_v and_o rest_v the_o seven_o day_n wherefore_o the_o lord_n bless_v the_o seven_o day_n and_o hallow_v it_o i_o will_v observe_v the_o rule_n of_o my_o religion_n spiritual_o i_o will_v take_v care_n that_o i_o and_o all_o belong_v to_o i_o do_v sanctify_v the_o lord_n day_n abstain_v from_o worldly_a business_n except_o for_o charity_n and_o frequent_v the_o public_a prayer_n and_o sermon_n and_o sacrament_n and_o visit_v the_o sick_a and_o relieve_v the_o poor_a and_o at_o home_n read_v and_o meditate_v on_o the_o holy_a scripture_n i_o will_v also_o spend_v part_n of_o other_o holy_a day_n in_o prayer_n and_o praise_n of_o god_n in_o public_a and_o in_o private_a final_o in_o my_o family_n i_o will_v daily_o use_v domestic_a prayer_n v._o honour_n thy_o father_n and_o thy_o mother_n that_o thy_o day_n may_v be_v long_o in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n give_v thou_o i_o will_v obey_v i_o will_v reverence_v outward_o by_o all_o