shall_v the_o cry_a voice_n of_o murder_a jew_n have_v be_v to_o thy_o ear_n how_o shall_v thou_o have_v hate_v their_o bloody_a heart_n detest_a their_o unlawful_a request_n and_o loathe_v their_o malicious_a desire_n when_o they_o cry_v out_o unto_o thou_o in_o their_o fury_n &_o exclaim_v in_o their_o madness_n let_v barrabas_n go_v free_a let_v barrabas_n go_v free_a crucify_v crucify_v jesus_n matth._n 27.21_o thou_o know_v well_o enough_o that_o wicked_a barrabas_n have_v make_v a_o insurrection_n disturb_v the_o peace_n and_o commit_v murder_n and_o that_o thou_o can_v find_v no_o fault_n nor_o ferret_v out_o any_o offence_n in_o the_o life_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n but_o that_o the_o spiteful_a jew_n have_v accuse_v he_o for_o envy_n and_o seek_v his_o death_n to_o satisfy_v their_o malice_n for_o indeed_o his_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o excellent_a virtue_n his_o hand_n be_v clean_o from_o evil_a action_n his_o heart_n be_v pure_a from_o sinful_a cogitation_n say_v thy_o eye_n be_v so_o blind_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o divinity_n yet_o thou_o do_v see_v and_o thy_o mouth_n do_v testify_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v the_o apparent_a virtue_n of_o his_o innocent_a humanity_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o to_o pronounce_v false_a judgement_n to_o shed_v his_o innocent_a blood_n be_v thou_o so_o fond_a to_o purchase_v favour_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n do_v thou_o so_o dote_v after_o the_o love_n of_o the_o people_n who_o mind_n be_v more_o mutable_a than_o the_o wind_n alter_v their_o affection_n every_o moment_n that_o contrary_a to_o the_o sense_n of_o law_n testification_n of_o thy_o conscience_n and_o approbation_n of_o thy_o own_o word_n thou_o be_v seduce_v to_o condemn_v such_o a_o innocent_a person_n thy_o wife_n do_v admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o that_o righteous_a man_n who_o suffer_v many_o thing_n because_o of_o he_o in_o her_o sleep_n and_o therefore_o forewarn_v thou_o by_o her_o fearful_a dream_n matth._n 27.19_o but_o neither_o the_o caveat_n of_o thy_o wife_n nor_o chastisement_n of_o thy_o own_o conscience_n can_v stay_v thy_o false_a judgement_n but_o at_o last_o the_o envious_a jew_n have_v what_o they_o will_v at_o thy_o hand_n and_o thou_o do_v give_v they_o thy_o consent_n to_o execute_v the_o extreme_a malice_n of_o their_o wicked_a heart_n what_o have_v thou_o get_v if_o thou_o have_v gain_v the_o whole_a world_n with_o lose_v of_o thy_o soul_n woeful_a be_v the_o purchase_n which_o be_v buy_v at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n before_o thou_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o give_v judgement_n against_o my_o harmless_a redeemer_n thou_o do_v make_v a_o solemn_a protestation_n before_o the_o multitude_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v guilty_a with_o they_o in_o the_o shed_n of_o his_o innocent_a blood_n think_v by_o wash_v thy_o hand_n with_o a_o little_a water_n to_o take_v away_o the_o deep_a stain_n of_o thy_o conscience_n oh_o how_o may_v all_o the_o world_n wonder_v at_o thy_o madness_n how_o may_v all_o posterity_n condemn_v thou_o of_o folly_n well_o may_v a_o little_a water_n clear_v the_o spot_n of_o thy_o hand_n but_o all_o the_o water_n in_o the_o ocean_n can_v not_o wash_v away_o the_o blot_n of_o thy_o soul_n such_o pretty_a slight_n may_v pass_v without_o contradiction_n among_o man_n but_o alas_o they_o can_v blind_v the_o all-piercing_a eye_n of_o the_o eternal_a judge_n who_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o every_o man_n heart_n search_v the_o reins_n and_o understand_v all_o our_o thought_n it_o be_v horrible_a cruelty_n yea_o it_o be_v a_o curse_a deed_n void_a of_o all_o common_a humanity_n to_o command_v my_o lord_n jesus_n to_o be_v strip_v out_o of_o his_o clothes_n and_o to_o have_v his_o naked_a body_n wound_v with_o stripe_n when_o thou_o see_v he_o can_v not_o be_v convict_v of_o any_o wicked_a act_n nor_o just_o reprove_v for_o any_o evil_a word_n and_o to_o license_v thy_o lewd_a officer_n to_o gibe_v at_o he_o at_o their_o will_n and_o to_o jest_v at_o he_o like_o a_o fool_n at_o their_o pleasure_n and_o by_o aggravate_v his_o misery_n to_o make_v themselves_o merry_a yet_o so_o popular_a be_v thy_o mind_n and_o thy_o affection_n so_o glue_v to_o the_o humour_n of_o the_o people_n that_o when_o thou_o see_v that_o those_o stream_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n can_v not_o extinguish_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o fury_n thou_o do_v doom_n he_o to_o a_o most_o scandalous_a and_o ignominious_a death_n who_o be_v honourable_a above_o all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n for_o his_o righteous_a life_n and_o declare_v to_o be_v faultless_a by_o thy_o voluntary_a confession_n after_o thy_o strict_a examination_n oh_o happy_a be_v the_o eye_n of_o those_o which_o sit_v on_o the_o seat_n of_o judgement_n which_o can_v see_v the_o deformity_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o their_o heart_n may_v be_v replenish_v with_o integrity_n and_o their_o hand_n with_o innocence_n not_o stain_v with_o the_o spot_v of_o innocent_a blood_n curb_v thou_o oh_o lord_n the_o furious_a passion_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o quench_v the_o flame_n of_o bloody_a wrath_n when_o it_o begin_v to_o be_v kindele_v in_o my_o breast_n that_o my_o heart_n may_v not_o imagine_v to_o slay_v the_o innocent_a nor_o my_o hand_n be_v defile_v with_o their_o blood_n keep_v i_o that_o i_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wicked_a when_o they_o lay_v snare_n and_o dig_v pit_n for_o the_o destruction_n of_o any_o of_o thy_o dear_a child_n i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o ready_a every_o moment_n to_o wander_v astray_o unless_o thou_o direct_v my_o foot_n by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o guide_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n by_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o word_n i_o confess_v my_o heart_n be_v taint_v with_o original_a vice_n and_o my_o hand_n be_v stain_v with_o actual_a offence_n all_o my_o part_n be_v defile_v yea_o my_o whole_a body_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o vessel_n full_a of_o corrupt_a liquor_n i_o be_o prone_a to_o commit_v all_o evilnesse_n with_o greediness_n but_o alas_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o motion_n to_o do_v any_o goodness_n i_o be_o forward_a to_o persecute_v thou_o with_o the_o cruel_a jew_n and_o to_o give_v my_o consent_n to_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n with_o curse_a pilate_n yea_o i_o daily_o crucify_v thou_o by_o my_o sin_n and_o pierce_v thy_o bless_a side_n with_o my_o iniquity_n i_o cause_v thou_o to_o be_v unjust_o accuse_v and_o wrongful_o condemn_v have_v not_o my_o curse_a word_n and_o bloody_a oath_n be_v like_o sharp_a spear_n to_o wound_v thy_o heart_n and_o my_o cruel_a deed_n like_o nail_n to_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n wherefore_o wound_v thou_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v not_o lie_v still_o snort_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o careless_a security_n and_o continue_v senseless_a in_o the_o lethargy_n of_o sin_n purge_v the_o dross_n of_o my_o vicious_a heart_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o purify_v my_o corrupt_a cogitatious_a by_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o grace_n oh_o let_v this_o holy_a fire_n be_v still_o burn_v in_o my_o breast_n that_o it_o may_v consume_v the_o corruption_n of_o my_o infectious_a sin_n that_o clean_v so_o fast_o unto_o my_o bowel_n bow_v down_o thy_o ear_n oh_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n unto_o my_o humble_a petition_n and_o give_v a_o gracious_a answer_n to_o my_o earnest_a supplication_n then_o i_o shall_v be_v embolden_v to_o come_v before_o thy_o majesty_n and_o to_o approach_v near_o unto_o thy_o seat_n of_o mercy_n oh_o let_v my_o morning_n and_o evening_n sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n my_o loving_a lord_n and_o bountiful_a jesu_n send_v up_o a_o sweet_a savour_n into_o thy_o nostril_n which_o do_v suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v scorn_v scourge_v and_o condemn_v by_o the_o sentence_n of_o wicked_a pilate_n only_o for_o my_o sake_n and_o my_o sin_n to_o set_v my_o captive_a soul_n at_o liberty_n and_o with_o the_o effusion_n of_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o pay_v so_o dear_a a_o price_n for_o the_o purchase_n of_o my_o redemption_n grant_v that_o the_o remembrance_n of_o such_o a_o worthy_a and_o more_o than_o wonderful_a benefit_n may_v evermore_o be_v fresh_a in_o my_o memory_n and_o lay_v up_o as_o a_o most_o precious_a jewel_n in_o the_o safe_a closet_n of_o my_o thankful_a mind_n and_o at_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o last_o judgement_n and_o general_a assize_n when_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o judge_v the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n nor_o remember_v my_o iniquity_n but_o judge_v i_o with_o thy_o elect_a according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v possess_v the_o kingdom_n with_o they_o which_o thou_o have_v
that_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n may_v appear_v the_o clear_a in_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o grievous_a malady_n and_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o glory_n shine_v the_o bright_a by_o my_o deliverance_n therefore_o i_o will_v come_v confident_o unto_o thou_o my_o most_o mild_a and_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v with_o thou_o the_o everlasting_a delight_n of_o the_o bless_a give_v i_o therefore_o thy_o heavenly_a bread_n oh_o my_o good_a jesus_n thou_o which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n and_o grant_v oh_o bountiful_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v enable_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o eat_v worthy_o that_o i_o may_v remain_v in_o thou_o eternal_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o everlasting_o for_o i_o desire_v this_o one_o thing_n it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o the_o contentment_n of_o my_o long_a affection_n that_o i_o may_v dwell_v inseparablie_o with_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o i_o will_v cleave_v unto_o none_o other_o but_o only_o unto_o thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o shall_v see_v light_a a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n foretold_v his_o disciple_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v betray_v by_o one_o of_o they_o that_o same_o night_n med_n v._o among_o the_o 26.20.21_o the_o mat._n 26.20.21_o twelve_o as_o jesus_n sit_v at_o meat_n at_o his_o 14.14_o his_o mark_v 14.14_o last_o supper_n thus_o to_o they_o he_o say_v who_o 22.22_o who_o luke_n 22.22_o dip_v his_o hand_n in_o dish_n and_o with_o i_o eat_v by_o 18.5_o by_o john_n 18.5_o he_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v betray_v after_o our_o most_o love_a and_o most_o gracious_a jesus_n have_v feed_v his_o disciple_n with_o his_o precious_a body_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o his_o blood_n he_o be_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n and_o say_v to_o his_o disciple_n very_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v betray_v i_o which_o eat_v with_o i_o that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v he_o which_o eat_v my_o bread_n shall_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o oh_o how_o hard_o be_v this_o say_n my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a saviour_n oh_o how_o harsh_a and_o bitter_a meat_n have_v thou_o reserve_v for_o thy_o disciple_n at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o supper_n thou_o do_v feed_v they_o with_o sweet_a milk_n in_o the_o beginning_n and_o thou_o give_v they_o delicious_a honey_n in_o the_o middle_n when_o thou_o do_v wash_v their_o foot_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o thy_o precious_a body_n for_o their_o meat_n and_o with_o thy_o royal_a blood_n for_o their_o drink_n but_o now_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o have_v reserve_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n sour_a sauce_n for_o their_o sweet_a meat_n when_o these_o sorrowful_a word_n do_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o bless_a lip_n and_o that_o dreadful_a speech_n be_v utter_v by_o thy_o honie-flowing_a mouth_n woe_n be_v i_o my_o sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n i_o seem_v to_o see_v the_o cheerful_a countenance_n of_o thy_o dear_a disciple_n sudden_o change_v their_o heart_n overwhelmed_n with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o excessive_a grief_n the_o heat_n of_o their_o desire_n quite_o extinguish_v and_o all_o their_o hope_n whole_o dash_v so_o soon_o as_o those_o fearful_a word_n have_v pass_v through_o their_o ear_n and_o pierce_v their_o heart_n who_o of_o so_o sweet_a a_o beginning_n little_o expect_v so_o sour_a a_o conclusion_n have_v they_o not_o much_o matter_n of_o mourning_n and_o be_v it_o not_o a_o world_n of_o sorrow_n unto_o they_o that_o thou_o be_v their_o master_n captain_n governor_n guardian_n and_o ruler_n shall_v be_v betray_v to_o death_n and_o it_o do_v much_o more_o augment_v the_o matter_n of_o their_o woe_n and_o increase_v the_o heap_n of_o their_o grief_n that_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v contrive_v this_o horrible_a treason_n and_o be_v the_o author_n of_o this_o bloody_a attempt_n the_o first_o be_v a_o violent_a motive_n to_o move_v they_o to_o exceed_a sorrow_n because_o they_o so_o dear_o love_v and_o be_v so_o entire_o belove_v of_o their_o love_a master_n but_o the_o latter_a be_v so_o horrible_a to_o their_o ear_n and_o so_o terrible_a to_o their_o heart_n that_o it_o quite_o abate_v all_o their_o former_a joy_n &_o utter_o amaze_v their_o perplex_a mind_n marvel_v in_o their_o trouble_a cogitation_n who_o among_o such_o a_o little_a flock_n of_o sheep_n shall_v prove_v so_o wolvish_a as_o to_o devour_v so_o good_a a_o shepherd_n admire_v that_o any_o one_o in_o their_o holy_a society_n shall_v so_o far_o degenerate_a from_o his_o faithful_a fidelity_n as_o to_o betray_v the_o life_n of_o so_o bounteous_a so_o mild_a and_o so_o merciful_a a_o master_n but_o hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n what_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n answer_v when_o they_o hear_v those_o lamentable_a word_n pronounce_v they_o look_v one_o upon_o another_o their_o face_n be_v pale_a with_o fear_n and_o their_o heart_n full_o fraught_v with_o sorrow_n and_o scarce_o can_v their_o tongue_n utter_v any_o part_n of_o their_o inward_a grief_n the_o flood_n of_o their_o woe_n do_v flow_v fast_o and_o rise_v to_o so_o high_a a_o tide_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o they_o say_v with_o a_o tremble_a voice_n what_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v these_o which_o our_o dear_a master_n do_v utter_v who_o among_o we_o shall_v prove_v such_o a_o curse_a wretch_n as_o once_o to_o imagine_v or_o such_o a_o horrible_a traitor_n as_o once_o to_o complot_v such_o a_o detestable_a deed_n and_o execrable_a fact_n such_o a_o heinous_a intention_n say_v every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v far_o from_o my_o thought_n such_o a_o hellish_a motion_n do_v never_o enter_v into_o my_o breast_n for_o how_o shall_v such_o a_o devilish_a cogitation_n enter_v into_o our_o mind_n or_o find_v any_o harbour_n in_o our_o heart_n but_o our_o lord_n can_v be_v deceive_v wherefore_o every_o one_o of_o they_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n say_v be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n to_o who_o bless_a jesus_n answer_v one_o of_o the_o twelve_o which_o dip_v his_o hand_n with_o i_o in_o the_o dish_n shall_v betray_v i_o but_o peradventure_o many_o of_o they_o shove_v their_o hand_n in_o the_o dish_n at_o that_o time_n they_o be_v not_o able_a to_o discern_v who_o it_o shall_v be_v wherefore_o judas_n say_v what_o be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n but_o love_v jesus_n otherwise_o not_o discover_v he_o answer_v thou_o have_v say_v as_o though_o he_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v say_v and_o not_o i_o for_o we_o may_v think_v true_o that_o if_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v plain_o discover_v that_o curse_a man_n to_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o love_a and_o belove_a disciple_n they_o if_o we_o shall_v compare_v their_o affection_n with_o other_o man_n passion_n have_v not_o be_v able_a to_o have_v contain_v their_o hand_n but_o with_o one_o accord_n will_v have_v assail_v that_o most_o wicked_a traitor_n and_o have_v end_v his_o hateful_a day_n with_o a_o speedy_a death_n who_o allure_v with_o the_o bait_n of_o the_o devil_n go_v about_o to_o make_v sale_n of_o the_o bless_a life_n of_o their_o dear_a and_o best_a belove_a master_n for_o how_o will_v thou_o have_v be_v able_a oh_o bold_a and_o courageous_a peter_n to_o have_v cool_v the_o heat_n of_o thy_o fury_n and_o to_o have_v hold_v thy_o hand_n from_o take_v vengeance_n upon_o such_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n when_o as_o thou_o do_v not_o fear_v to_o make_v resistance_n against_o a_o great_a band_n of_o soldier_n in_o the_o defence_n of_o thy_o belove_a master_n for_o as_o their_o love_n towards_o love_a jesus_n be_v without_o mean_a so_o their_o hatred_n towards_o hateful_a judas_n will_v have_v be_v without_o moderation_n if_o his_o treacherous_a plot_n have_v be_v open_o discover_v unto_o they_o but_o i_o pray_v thou_o stay_v here_o a_o while_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o ponder_v within_o thy_o inward_a thought_n with_o devout_a meditation_n the_o sacred_a word_n and_o divine_a speech_n 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which_o thou_o have_v so_o great_a society_n but_o a_o foam_n become_v flesh_n clothe_v with_o beauty_n frail_a and_o every_o moment_n decay_v but_o it_o shall_v be_v true_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o miserable_a and_o rot_a carcase_n and_o meat_n for_o the_o worm_n for_o how_o much_o soever_o it_o be_v deck_v and_o adorn_v it_o be_v always_o flesh_n if_o thou_o do_v consider_v what_o issue_v out_o by_o the_o mouth_n nostril_n and_o other_o passage_n of_o the_o body_n thou_o shall_v never_o see_v a_o more_o filthy_a dunghill_n if_o thou_o will_v reckon_v up_o all_o her_o misery_n thou_o shall_v find_v how_o she_o be_v fraught_v and_o lade_v with_o sin_n provoke_v with_o vice_n itch_a with_o concupiscence_n possess_v with_o passion_n pollute_v with_o illusion_n always_o prone_a unto_o evil_n and_o bend_v towards_o all_o kind_n of_o vice_n full_a of_o all_o confusion_n and_o ignominy_n by_o the_o flesh_n man_n be_v make_v like_o unto_o vanity_n because_o from_o it_o he_o have_v draw_v the_o 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take_v section_n xix_o for_o what_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n shall_v thou_o have_v do_v which_o thou_o have_v not_o willing_o do_v to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o my_o salvation_n thou_o have_v dive_v and_o cast_v thyself_o over_o head_n and_o ear_n into_o the_o troublesome_a ocean_n of_o thy_o stormy_a passion_n that_o thou_o may_v draw_v i_o whole_o out_o alive_a from_o those_o perilous_a water_n when_o the_o wave_n have_v enter_v even_o into_o thy_o soul_n for_o thou_o do_v willing_o subject_v thyself_o to_o the_o pain_n of_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v restore_v my_o soul_n unto_o i_o which_o i_o have_v so_o wilful_o lose_v luke_n 1.71_o and_o now_o behold_v i_o be_o oblige_v unto_o thou_o by_o a_o double_a debt_n because_o thou_o have_v twice_o give_v i_o my_o soul_n once_o by_o creation_n and_o once_o by_o redemption_n what_o have_v i_o that_o i_o may_v more_o just_o give_v thou_o then_o my_o soul_n but_o for_o thy_o precious_a soul_n vex_v perplex_a and_o trouble_v with_o so_o many_o and_o such_o heavy_a tribulation_n i_o find_v not_o what_o recompense_n man_n can_v be_v able_a to_o render_v unto_o thou_o in_o any_o sort_n to_o gratify_v the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o desert_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o give_v thou_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o their_o beautiful_a furniture_n and_o the_o glorious_a ornament_n of_o they_o i_o can_v in_o no_o wise_n attain_v the_o measure_n or_o discharge_v the_o infinite_a sum_n of_o such_o a_o everlasting_a debt_n but_o that_o i_o may_v render_v both_o that_o which_o i_o owe_v and_o also_o that_o which_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o be_v a_o matter_n whole_o belong_v to_o thy_o liberal_a bounty_n and_o must_v only_o flow_v from_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o thy_o beneficial_a goodness_n thou_o be_v to_o be_v love_v oh_o lord_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o must_v tread_v in_o thy_o path_n and_o follow_v thy_o step_n which_o have_v endure_v all_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o 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thou_o i_o hope_v in_o thou_o i_o covet_v &_o long_o to_o approach_v so_o near_o unto_o thou_o as_o the_o feeble_a wing_n of_o my_o mount_a desire_n will_v carry_v i_o let_v thy_o strong_a hand_n support_v my_o weakness_n let_v the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o mercy_n supply_v the_o want_n of_o my_o infirmity_n let_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o unsearchable_a goodness_n never_o depart_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n let_v a_o memorial_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v wrought_v my_o everlasting_a salvation_n be_v perfect_o write_v within_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n so_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v still_o be_v view_v it_o and_o let_v it_o be_v deep_o engrave_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o inward_a thought_n and_o cogitation_n may_v evermore_o be_v meditate_v and_o muse_v upon_o it_o let_v thy_o crown_n of_o thorn_n thy_o red_a bloody_a nail_n thy_o pierce_a side_n thy_o grievous_a wound_n thy_o precious_a blood_n thy_o death_n and_o burial_n be_v evermore_o 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my_o strength_n what_o be_v my_o unite_a force_n to_o sustain_v so_o heavy_a a_o burden_n of_o worldly_a misery_n with_o such_o a_o invincible_a mind_n and_o peaceable_a patience_n as_o thou_o have_v command_v how_o can_v i_o sail_v in_o this_o troublesome_a ocean_n but_o i_o must_v needs_o run_v against_o the_o rock_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n unless_o thou_o be_v my_o pilot_n and_o guide_v my_o stern_n it_o be_v fond_a to_o put_v any_o confidence_n in_o man_n it_o be_v vain_a to_o put_v any_o trust_n in_o prince_n for_o although_o thou_o have_v call_v they_o god_n to_o teach_v they_o how_o high_a thou_o have_v exalt_v they_o and_o they_o indeed_o be_v true_o honourable_a that_o remember_v thou_o to_o be_v the_o author_n of_o their_o exaltion_n yet_o by_o and_o by_o thou_o have_v give_v they_o a_o cool_a card_n to_o quail_v and_o qualify_v their_o haughty_a pride_n tell_v they_o plain_o that_o for_o all_o that_o they_o shall_v die_v like_o man_n and_o return_v and_o be_v turn_v into_o dust_n as_o well_o as_o the_o mean_a of_o the_o people_n section_n xx._n be_v my_o foot_n oh_o christ_n like_v unto_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o swift_a hart_n that_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o follow_v thou_o so_o swift_a a_o runner_n through_o the_o thorn_n and_o prick_a bush_n of_o thy_o painful_a passion_n do_v i_o not_o walk_v upon_o the_o water_n always_o ready_a to_o sink_v with_o fearful_a peter_n unless_o thou_o put_v forth_o thy_o powerful_a hand_n to_o succour_v i_o mat._n 14.29.31_o but_o hear_v my_o voice_n oh_o thou_o son_n of_o david_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n infuse_v the_o precious_a quintessence_n of_o thy_o celestial_a grace_n into_o my_o bosom_n and_o then_o lie_v thy_o sweet_a cross_n upon_o thy_o servant_n which_o be_v the_o tree_n of_o life_n to_o they_o which_o apprehend_v it_o than_o as_o i_o hope_v i_o shall_v run_v forward_o cheerful_o and_o i_o shall_v carry_v that_o cross_n after_o thou_o with_o great_a willingness_n which_o thy_o cruel_a enemy_n do_v 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unhappy_a happiness_n of_o this_o life_n slide_v away_o every_o moment_n may_v not_o allure_v i_o like_o a_o entice_a harlot_n to_o yield_v to_o the_o wanton_a inducement_n of_o carnal_a sensuality_n and_o to_o weaken_v his_o vigour_n by_o the_o intemperate_a abuse_n of_o unlawful_a pleasure_n neither_o let_v pine_v care_n pensive_a thought_n and_o sudden_a unhappy_a chance_n trouble_v the_o peace_n of_o it_o or_o procure_v any_o turbulent_a motion_n but_o let_v my_o spirit_n as_o well_o in_o the_o sunshine_n day_n of_o calm_a prosperity_n as_o in_o the_o bluster_a weather_n of_o stormy_a adversity_n be_v fasten_v to_o thy_o cross_n with_o the_o nail_n of_o prudent_a moderation_n and_o christian_a fortitude_n that_o neither_o in_o prosperity_n i_o may_v soar_v too_o high_a with_o the_o wing_n of_o aspire_a pride_n nor_o in_o the_o adversity_n be_v depress_v too_o low_o with_o the_o weight_n of_o dispairefull_a care_n but_o that_o there_o may_v appear_v some_o similitude_n of_o the_o prick_a thorn_n which_o pierce_v the_o vein_n of_o thy_o head_n make_v a_o passage_n for_o thy_o precious_a blood_n to_o run_v down_o to_o the_o skirt_n of_o thy_o clothing_n grant_v i_o pray_v thou_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v be_v so_o deep_o wound_v with_o the_o forcible_a compunction_n of_o healthful_a repentance_n that_o my_o eye_n may_v shower_n down_o plenty_n of_o tear_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o my_o defile_a conscience_n so_o mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v pliaable_a to_o receive_v the_o impression_n of_o tender_a pity_n so_o that_o it_o may_v still_o have_v a_o feel_a compassion_n of_o other_o man_n misery_n let_v a_o earnest_a zeal_n to_o emulate_v and_o imitate_v that_o which_o be_v righteous_a before_o thou_o so_o prick_v forward_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v always_o place_v thy_o perfect_a law_n before_o my_o eye_n and_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n and_o that_o in_o the_o extreme_a fit_n of_o my_o great_a sorrow_n i_o may_v turn_v unto_o thou_o for_o my_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n and_o that_o despair_v of_o my_o own_o merit_n i_o may_v be_v relieve_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o well_o please_v that_o thou_o put_v a_o sponge_n by_o a_o reed_n to_o my_o mouth_n and_o that_o thou_o give_v sour_a vinegar_n to_o my_o taste_n it_o like_v i_o that_o thou_o shall_v teach_v my_o reason_n by_o thy_o holy_a word_n that_o the_o glorious_a pride_n of_o the_o world_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o empty_a sponge_n which_o appear_v more_o in_o show_n than_o it_o be_v in_o substance_n and_o that_o the_o sweet_a taste_n of_o it_o be_v more_o sour_a than_o vinegar_n which_o exceed_v in_o sharpness_n and_o all_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o it_o more_o bitter_a than_o gall_n or_o wormwood_n even_o so_o oh_o heavenly_a father_n let_v the_o cup_n of_o babylon_n be_v bitter_a unto_o i_o let_v not_o the_o pleasant_a colour_n of_o the_o wine_n allure_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o that_o poison_a liquor_n neither_o let_v the_o deceitful_a sweetness_n of_o it_o overcome_v my_o understanding_n nor_o drown_v my_o reason_n as_o it_o have_v do_v they_o which_o think_v darkness_n to_o be_v light_n and_o light_a to_o be_v darkness_n bitter_a to_o be_v sweet_a &_o sweet_a to_o be_v bitter_a i_o dare_v not_o drink_v of_o the_o wine_n temper_v with_o myrrh_n and_o mix_v with_o gall_n because_o thou_o will_v not_o drink_v of_o it_o mark_n 15.23_o for_o thereby_o appear_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o envy_n and_o malice_n which_o thy_o furious_a foe_n do_v bear_v against_o thou_o who_o will_v afford_v thou_o no_o humane_a pity_n in_o thy_o great_a extremity_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o to_o give_v thou_o a_o cup_n of_o sweet_a water_n fashion_v thy_o servant_n oh_o lord_n like_v unto_o thy_o quicken_a death_n that_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n i_o may_v die_v daily_o crucify_a my_o carnal_a lust_n always_o loathe_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a and_o that_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n i_o may_v daily_o be_v reviue_v embrace_v and_o love_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v righteous_a and_o good_a and_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v to_o carry_v in_o i_o the_o perfect_a image_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o crucify_a saviour_n express_v also_o a_o similitude_n of_o that_o in_o i_o which_o the_o unsaciable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o evil_a one_o act_v against_o thou_o after_o thy_o curse_a and_o yet_o most_o bless_a death_n let_v thy_o lively_a and_o powerful_a word_n pierce_v into_o my_o side_n and_o wound_v my_o hart_n for_o thy_o word_n oh_o lord_n will_v soon_o enter_v than_o a_o double-edged_a sword_n and_o penetrate_v deep_o than_o the_o sharp_a spear_n even_o to_o the_o division_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o marrow_n enclose_v in_o my_o bone_n that_o in_o steed_n of_o blood_n and_o water_n there_o may_v issue_v forth_o continual_a stream_n of_o love_n towards_o thou_o and_o thy_o brethren_n so_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v not_o spare_v to_o shed_v thy_o heart_n blood_n for_o i_o i_o may_v always_o be_v willing_a to_o express_v my_o gratuity_n towards_o thou_o last_o wrap_v my_o spirit_n in_o the_o pure_a linen_n cloth_n of_o thy_o righteous_a garment_n in_o which_o i_o may_v safe_o rest_v come_v out_o and_o go_v into_o the_o place_n of_o thy_o holy_a tabernacle_n and_o wherewith_o thou_o may_v hide_v i_o until_o thy_o anger_n be_v appease_v and_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n remove_v but_o the_o three_o day_n after_o the_o day_n of_o labour_n and_o punishment_n early_o in_o the_o dawn_n of_o the_o sabbath_n day_n raise_v i_o everlasting_o among_o thy_o child_n that_o in_o my_o flesh_n i_o may_v see_v thy_o brightness_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o countenance_n section_n xxi_o oh_o my_o saviour_n and_o my_o god_n
way_n of_o truth_n and_o to_o feed_v their_o soul_n with_o the_o spiritual_a food_n of_o his_o celestial_a doctrine_n oh_o most_o merciful_a and_o bless_a jesus_n thy_o word_n be_v spirit_n and_o life_n which_o thou_o do_v speak_v to_o thy_o disciple_n and_o that_o know_v thy_o servant_n peter_n when_o he_o say_v thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n for_o thy_o word_n be_v pure_a and_o sweet_a to_o the_o taste_n of_o they_o that_o love_v thou_o yea_o more_o sweet_a than_o honey_n and_o the_o honiecombe_n they_o also_o know_v that_o those_o who_o be_v send_v by_o the_o chief_a ruler_n to_o lay_v hand_n upon_o thou_o be_v take_v with_o such_o wonderful_a admiration_n at_o the_o gracious_a word_n which_o do_v proceed_v out_o of_o thy_o bless_a mouth_n that_o they_o be_v constrain_v to_o proclaim_v thy_o worthy_a praise_n tell_v they_o that_o never_o any_o man_n speak_v so_o gracious_o oh_o most_o eloquent_a orator_n stream_n of_o sweetness_n do_v flow_v from_o thy_o lip_n 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