into_o thy_o bedchamber_n by_o these_o glory_n and_o joy_n to_o the_o joy_n and_o glory_n of_o heaven_n why_o have_v thou_o change_v thy_o old_a way_n and_o carry_v we_o by_o the_o way_n of_o discipline_n and_o mortification_n by_o the_o way_n of_o mourning_n and_o lamentation_n by_o the_o way_n of_o miserable_a end_n and_o miserable_a anticipation_n of_o those_o misery_n in_o appropriate_v the_o exemplar_n misery_n of_o other_o to_o ourselves_o and_o usurp_v upon_o their_o misery_n as_o our_o own_o to_o our_o own_o prejudice_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n no_o perfect_a in_o itself_o but_o that_o it_o need_v a_o foil_n of_o depression_n and_o ingloriousness_n in_o this_o world_n to_o set_v it_o off_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n no_o perfect_a in_o itself_o but_o that_o it_o need_v the_o sourness_n of_o this_o life_n to_o give_v it_o a_o taste_n be_v that_o joy_n and_o that_o glory_n but_o a_o comparative_a glory_n and_o a_o comparative_a joy_n not_o such_o in_o itself_o but_o such_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o ioilesnesse_n and_o the_o ingloriousness_n of_o this_o world_n i_o know_v my_o god_n it_o be_v far_o far_o otherwise_o as_o thou_o thyself_o who_o be_v all_o be_v make_v of_o no_o substance_n so_o the_o joy_n &_o glory_n which_o be_v with_o thou_o be_v make_v of_o none_o of_o these_o circumstance_n essential_a joy_n and_o glory_n essential_a but_o why_o then_o my_o god_n will_v thou_o not_o begin_v they_o here_o pardon_v o_o god_n this_o unthankful_a rashness_n i_o that_o ask_v why_o thou_o do_v not_o find_v even_o now_o in_o myself_o that_o thou_o do_v such_o joy_n such_o glory_n as_o that_o i_o conclude_v upon_o myself_o upon_o all_o they_o that_o find_v not_o joy_n in_o their_o sorrow_n glory_n in_o their_o deiection_n in_o this_o world_n be_v in_o a_o fearful_a danger_n of_o miss_v both_o in_o the_o next_o 17._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o have_v be_v please_v to_o speak_v to_o we_o not_o only_o in_o the_o voice_n of_o nature_n who_o speak_v in_o our_o heart_n and_o of_o thy_o word_n which_o speak_v to_o our_o ear_n but_o in_o the_o speech_n of_o speechless_a creature_n in_o balaams_n ass_n in_o the_o speech_n of_o unbelieve_a man_n in_o the_o confession_n of_o pilate_n in_o the_o speech_n of_o the_o devil_n himself_o in_o the_o recognition_n and_o attestation_n of_o thy_o son_n i_o humble_o accept_v thy_o voice_n in_o the_o sound_n of_o this_o sad_a and_o funeral_n bell_n and_o first_o i_o blessethy_o glorious_a name_n that_o in_o this_o sound_n and_o voice_n i_o can_v hear_v thy_o instruction_n in_o another_o man_n to_o consider_v my_o own_o condition_n and_o to_o know_v that_o this_o bell_n which_o toll_v for_o another_o before_o it_o come_v to_o ring_v out_o may_v take_v in_o i_o too_o as_o death_n be_v the_o wage_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v due_a to_o meâ_n as_o death_n be_v the_o end_n of_o sickness_n it_o belong_v to_o i_o and_o though_o so_o disobedient_a a_o servant_n as_o i_o may_v be_v afraid_a to_o die_v yet_o to_o so_o merciful_a a_o master_n as_o thou_o i_o can_v be_v afraid_a to_o come_v and_o therefore_o into_o thy_o hand_n o_o my_o god_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n a_o surrender_n which_o i_o know_v thou_o will_v accept_v whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v for_o thy_o servant_n david_n make_v it_o 31.5_o when_o he_o put_v himself_o into_o thy_o protection_n for_o his_o life_n and_o thy_o bless_a son_n make_v it_o when_o he_o deliver_v up_o his_o soul_n at_o his_o death_n declare_v thou_o thy_o will_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o life_n or_o death_n in_o thy_o time_n receive_v my_o surrender_n of_o myself_o now_o into_o thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o be_v thus_o o_o my_o god_n prepare_v by_o thy_o correction_n mellow_v by_o thy_o chastisement_n and_o conform_v to_o thy_o will_n by_o thy_o spirit_n have_v receive_v thy_o pardon_n for_o my_o soul_n and_o ask_v no_o reprieve_n for_o my_o body_n i_o be_o bold_a o_o lord_n to_o bend_v my_o prayer_n to_o thou_o for_o his_o assistance_n the_o voice_n of_o who_o bell_n have_v call_v i_o to_o this_o devotion_n lay_v hold_n upon_o his_o soul_n o_o god_n till_o that_o soul_n have_v thorough_o consider_v his_o account_n and_o how_o few_o minute_n soever_o it_o have_v to_o remain_v in_o that_o body_n let_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o spirit_n recompense_v the_o shortness_n of_o time_n and_o perfect_a his_o account_n before_o he_o pass_v away_o present_v his_o sin_n so_o to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o may_v know_v what_o thou_o forgive_v &_o not_o doubt_v of_o thy_o forgiveness_n let_v he_o stop_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o those_o sin_n but_o dwell_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v he_o discern_v his_o own_o demerit_n but_o wrap_v himself_o up_o in_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n breath_n inward_a comfort_n to_o his_o heart_n and_o afford_v he_o the_o power_n of_o give_v such_o outward_a testimony_n thereof_o as_o all_o that_o be_v about_o he_o may_v derive_v comfort_n from_o thence_o and_o have_v this_o edification_n even_o in_o this_o dissolution_n that_o though_o the_o body_n be_v go_v the_o way_n oâ_n all_o flesh_n yet_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o saint_n when_o thy_o son_n cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o he_o speak_v not_o so_o much_o in_o his_o own_o person_n as_o in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o church_n and_o of_o his_o afflict_a member_n who_o in_o deep_a distress_n may_v fear_v thy_o forsake_v this_o patient_a o_o most_o bless_a god_n be_v one_o of_o they_o in_o his_o behalf_n and_o in_o his_o name_n hear_v thy_o son_n cry_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o forsake_v he_o not_o but_o with_o thy_o left_a hand_n lay_v his_o body_n in_o the_o grave_n if_o that_o be_v âhy_a determination_n upon_o he_o and_o with_o thy_o right_a hand_n receive_v his_o soul_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o unite_v he_o &_o we_o in_o one_o communion_n of_o saint_n amen_n 18._o at_o inde_fw-la mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la the_o bell_n ring_v out_o and_o tell_v i_o in_o he_o that_o i_o be_o dead_a 18._o meditation_n the_o bell_n ring_v out_o the_o pulse_n thereof_o be_v change_v the_o toll_n be_v a_o faint_a and_o intermit_a pulse_n upon_o one_o side_n this_o strong_a and_o argue_v more_o and_o better_a life_n hiâ_n soul_n be_v go_v out_o and_o as_o a_o man_n who_o have_v a_o lease_n of_o 1000_o year_n after_o the_o expiration_n of_o a_o short_a one_o or_o a_o inheritance_n after_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n in_o a_o consumption_n he_o be_v now_o enter_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o better_a estate_n his_o soul_n be_v go_v whither_o who_o see_v it_o come_v in_o or_o who_o see_v it_o go_v out_o no_o body_n yet_o every_o body_n be_v sure_a he_o have_v one_o and_o have_v none_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v mere_a philosopher_n what_o the_o soul_n be_v i_o shall_v find_v among_o they_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o temperament_n and_o harmony_n and_o just_a and_o equal_a composition_n of_o the_o element_n in_o the_o body_n which_o produce_v all_o those_o faculty_n which_o we_o ascribe_v to_o the_o soul_n and_o so_o in_o itself_o be_v nothing_o no_o separable_a substance_n that_o over-live_n the_o body_n they_o see_v the_o soul_n be_v nothing_o else_o in_o other_o creature_n and_o they_o affect_v a_o impious_a humility_n to_o think_v as_o low_o of_o man._n but_o if_o my_o soul_n be_v no_o more_o than_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o beast_n i_o can_v not_o think_v so_o that_o soul_n that_o can_v reflect_v upon_o itself_o consider_v itself_o be_v more_o than_o so_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o mere_a philosopher_n but_o mix_v man_n philosophical_a divine_n how_o the_o soul_n be_v a_o separate_a substance_n enter_v into_o man_n i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o generation_n &_o procreation_n from_o parent_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o charge_v thâ_n soul_n with_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o original_a sin_n if_o the_o soul_n be_v infuse_v into_o a_o body_n in_o which_o it_o must_v necessary_o grow_v foul_a and_o contract_v original_a sin_n whether_o it_o will_v or_o no_o and_o i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o immediate_a infusion_n from_o god_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o maintain_v a_o immortality_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n as_o shall_v be_v beget_v and_o derive_v with_o the_o body_n from_o mortal_a parent_n if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o a_o few_o man_n but_o almost_o whole_a
many_o simple_n even_o from_o the_o beginning_n do_v thou_o mean_v that_o we_o shall_v be_v sick_a when_o thou_o do_v so_o when_o thou_o make_v they_o no_o more_o than_o thou_o do_v mean_a that_o we_o shall_v sin_v when_o thou_o make_v we_o thoâ_n foresaw_a both_o buâ_n cause_v neither_o thoâ_n lord_n 47.12_o promise_v heeâ_n tree_n who_o fruit_n shall_v bââ_n for_o meat_n and_o their_o leaââ_n for_o medicine_n it_o be_v thâ_n voice_n of_o thy_o sonn_n wââ_n thou_o be_v make_v whole_a that_o draw_v from_o thââ_n patient_a a_o confession_n thaâ_n he_o be_v ill_a 5.6_o and_o coulâ_n not_o make_v himself_o wââ_n and_o it_o be_v thou_o ow_v voice_n be_v there_o no_o phisiâcian_n 8.22_o that_o incline_v we_o dispose_v we_o to_o accept_v thy_o ordinance_n anâ_n ât_a be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o wise_a man_n both_o for_o the_o matter_n physic_n itself_o the_o lord_n have_v create_v medicine_n out_o of_o the_o earth_n 38.4_o and_o he_o that_o be_v wise_a shall_v not_o abhor_v they_o and_o for_o the_o art_n and_o the_o person_n the_o physician_n cut_v off_o a_o long_a disease_n in_o all_o these_o voice_n thou_o send_v we_o to_o those_o help_n which_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o in_o that_o but_o will_v not_o thou_o avow_v that_o voice_n too_o 38.15_o he_o that_o have_v sin_v against_o his_o maker_n let_v he_o fall_v into_o thâ_n hand_n of_o the_o physician_n anâ_n will_v not_o thou_o afford_v i_o a_o understanding_n oâ_n those_o word_n thoâ_n who_o send_v we_o for_o â_o blessing_n to_o the_o phisicââan_n do_v not_o make_v it_o â_o curse_o to_o we_o to_o go_v wheâ_n thou_o send_v be_v not_o thâ_n curse_v rather_o in_o this_o thââ_n only_o he_o fall_v into_o thâ_n hand_n of_o the_o physician_n that_o cast_v himself_o whole_o entire_o upon_o the_o phiâsician_n confide_n in_o he_o rely_v upon_o he_o attend_v all_o from_o he_o and_o negâlects_v that_o spiritual_a physic_n which_o thou_o also_o have_v institute_v in_o thy_o churchy_n â_z so_o to_o fall_v into_o the_o âands_n of_o the_o physician_n be_v a_o sin_n and_o a_o punishment_n of_o âormer_a sin_n so_o as_o asaâfell_n who_o in_o his_o disease_n seek_v not_o to_o the_o lord_n 16.12_o butââo_v the_o physician_n reveal_v therefore_o to_o i_o thy_o method_n o_o lord_n &_o see_v whether_o i_o have_v follow_v it_o âhat_n thou_o may_v have_v glory_n if_o i_o have_v and_o i_o pardon_v if_o i_o have_v not_o &_o help_v that_o i_o may_v thy_o method_n be_v 9_o in_o time_n of_o thy_o sickness_n be_v not_o negligent_a â_o wherein_o will_v thou_o have_v my_o diligence_n express_v pray_v unto_o thâ_n lord_n and_o he_o will_v makâ_n thou_o whole_a o_o lord_n â_o do_v i_o pray_v and_o pray_v thy_o servant_n davidâ_n prayer_n 6.2_o have_v mercy_n upâon_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o aâ_n weak_a heale_n i_o o_o lord_n for_o my_o bone_n arâ_n vex_v i_o know_v that_o even_o my_o weakness_n be_v a_o reason_n a_o motive_n to_o induce_v thy_o mercy_n and_o my_o sickness_n a_o occasion_n of_o thy_o send_v health_n when_o be_v thou_o so_o ready_a when_o be_v it_o so_o seasonable_a to_o thou_o to_o commiserate_v as_o in_o misery_n but_o be_v prayer_n for_o health_n in_o season_n as_o soon_o as_o i_o be_o sick_a thy_o method_n go_v further_a leave_v off_o from_o sin_n 10._o and_o order_v thy_o hand_n aright_o and_o cleanse_v thy_o heart_n from_o all_o wickedness_n have_v i_o o_o lord_n do_v so_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v by_o thy_o grace_n i_o be_o come_v to_o a_o holy_a detestation_n of_o my_o former_a sin_n be_v there_o any_o more_o in_o thy_o method_n there_o be_v more_o give_v a_o sweet_a savoury_n and_o a_o memorial_n of_o finâ_n flower_n and_o make_v a_o fat_a ofâfering_n as_o not_o be_v and_o lord_n by_o thy_o grace_n i_o have_v do_v that_o sacrifice_v â_o little_a of_o that_o little_a whicâ_n thou_o lent_v i_o to_o they_o for_o who_o thou_o lent_v it_o and_o now_o in_o thy_o methoâ_n and_o by_o thy_o step_n i_o be_o come_v to_o that_o then_o giââ_n place_n to_o the_o physician_n 12._o foâ_n the_o lord_n have_v create_v he_o let_v he_o not_o go_v from_o theâ_n for_o thou_o have_v need_v of_o he_o i_o send_v for_o the_o physician_n but_o i_o will_v hear_v he_o enâter_v with_o those_o word_n of_o peter_n â4_n jesus_n christ_n make_v thou_o whole_a i_o long_o for_o his_o presence_n but_o i_o lookâ_n that_o the_o power_n of_o the_o lord_n 5.17_o shall_v be_v present_a to_o heal_v i_o 4._o prayer_n o_o most_o mighty_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n who_o be_v so_o the_o god_n of_o health_n &_o strength_n as_o that_o without_o thou_o all_o health_n be_v but_o the_o fuel_n and_o all_o strength_n but_o the_o bellows_n of_o sin_n behold_v meâ_n under_o the_o vehemencâ_n of_o two_o disease_n and_o unâder_v the_o necessity_n of_o twâ_n physician_n authorize_v bâ_n thou_o the_o bodily_a and_o thâ_n spiritual_a physician_n i_o comâ_n to_o both_o as_o to_o thy_o ordiânance_n &_o bless_v and_o gloârifie_v thy_o name_n that_o iâ_n both_o case_n thou_o have_v afâforded_v help_n to_o man_n by_o the_o ministry_n of_o manâ_n even_o in_o the_o new_a jerusaâlem_n 2d_o in_o heaven_n itself_o iâ_n have_v please_v thou_o to_o discover_v a_o tree_n which_o iâ_n a_o tree_n of_o life_n there_o buâ_n the_o leaf_n thereof_o be_v for_o the_o heal_n of_o the_o nation_n life_n itself_o be_v with_o thou_o there_o for_o thou_o be_v life_n and_o all_o kind_n of_o health_n wrought_v upon_o we_o here_o by_o thy_o instrument_n descend_v from_o thence_o 51.9_o thou_o will_v have_v heal_v babylon_n but_o she_o be_v not_o heal_v take_v from_o i_o o_o lord_n her_o perverseness_n her_o wilfulness_n her_o refractarinesse_n and_o hear_v thy_o spirit_n say_v in_o my_o soul_n heale_n i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o will_v be_v heal_v ephraim_n see_v his_o sickness_n 5.13_o and_o judah_n his_o wound_n then_o go_v ephraim_n to_o the_o assyrian_a and_o send_v to_o king_n jareb_n yet_o can_v noâ_n he_o heal_v you_o nor_o cure_v you_o of_o your_o wound_n keep_v i_o back_o o_o lord_n from_o they_o who_o mis-professe_a art_n of_o heal_v the_o soul_n or_o of_o the_o body_n by_o mean_n not_o imprint_v by_o thou_o in_o the_o church_n for_o the_o soul_n or_o not_o in_o nature_n for_o the_o body_n there_o be_v no_o spiritual_a health_n to_o be_v have_v by_o superstition_n nor_o bodily_a by_o witchcraft_n â_z thou_o lord_n and_o only_o thou_o be_v lord_n of_o both_o thou_o in_o thyself_o be_v lord_n of_o both_o and_o thou_o in_o thy_o son_n be_v the_o physician_n the_o applyer_n of_o both_o esa._n with_o his_o stripe_n we_o be_v heal_v say_v the_o prophet_n there_o there_o before_o he_o be_v scourge_v we_o be_v heal_v with_o his_o stripe_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v i_o be_v heal_v now_o now_o when_o that_o which_o he_o have_v already_o suffer_v actual_o be_v actual_o and_o effectual_o apply_v to_o i_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n incurable_a upon_o which_o that_o balm_n drop_n any_o vain_a ãâã_d empty_a as_o that_o that_o bloââ_n can_v fill_v it_o 7.14_o thou_o proâmisest_v to_o heal_v the_o earââ_n but_o it_o be_v when_o the_o iââhabitants_n of_o the_o earth_n pray_v that_o thou_o will_v heal_v it_o 47.11_o thou_o promiâsest_v to_o heal_v their_o wââters_n but_o their_o miry_a place_n and_o stand_v waters_n â_z thou_n say_v there_o thoâ_n will_v not_o heal_v my_o retuâânâng_n to_o any_o sin_n if_o shall_v return_v to_o the_o aâbilitie_n of_o sin_v over_o all_o my_o sin_n again_o thou_o will_v not_o â_z âeale_v this_o earth_n o_o my_o âod_n by_o repentant_a tear_n ând_v heal_v these_o water_n âhese_fw-mi tear_n from_o all_o bitterness_n from_o all_o diffidence_n ârom_o all_o dejection_n by_o establish_v my_o irremovable_a assurance_n in_o thou_o âhy_a sonn_n go_v about_o heaââng_v all_o manner_n of_o sickness_n 4.23_o no_o disease_n incurable_a none_o difficult_a 6.19_o he_o âealed_v they_o in_o pass_v virtue_n go_v out_o of_o he_o 7.23_o ând_v he_o heal_v all_o all_o the_o multitude_n no_o person_n inâurable_a he_o heal_v they_o âuery_n whit_n as_o himself_o speak_v he_o leave_v no_o relic_n of_o the_o disease_n and_o wiââ_n this_o universal_a phisiciââ_n pass_v by_o this_o hospital_n and_o not_o visit_v i_o noâ_n heal_v i_o not_o heal_v mâ_n whole_o lord_n i_o lookâ_n not_o that_o thou_o shoulder_n say_v by_o thy_o messenger_n tâ_n i_o â_o as_o to_o ezechias_n bââhold_v i_o will_v heal_v thou_o anâ_n on_o the_o three_o day_n thou_o shaââ_n go_v up_o to_o the_o house_n of_o thâ_n lord._n i_o look_v not_o thââ_n thou_o shall_v say_v to_o mââ_n as_o to_o moses_n in_o miriamâ_n behalf_n 12.14_o when_o mosââ_n will_v have_v have_v heââ_n heal_v present_o if_o her_o âather_n have_v but_o spit_v in_o her_o âace_n
of_o need_n be_v not_o my_o meditation_n rather_o to_o be_v incline_v another_o way_n to_o condole_v and_o commiserate_v their_o distress_n who_o have_v none_o how_o many_o be_v sick_a perchance_o than_o i_o and_o lay_v in_o their_o woeful_a straw_n at_o home_n if_o that_o coâner_n be_v a_o home_n and_o have_v no_o more_o hope_n of_o help_n though_o they_o die_v then_o of_o preferment_n though_o they_o live_v nor_o do_v no_o more_o expect_v to_o see_v a_o physician_n then_o then_o to_o be_v a_o officer_n after_o of_o who_o the_o first_o that_o take_v knowledge_n be_v thâ_n sexton_n that_o bury_v themâ_n who_o bury_v they_o in_o oblivion_n too_o for_o theâ_n do_v but_o fill_v up_o the_o number_n of_o the_o dead_a in_o the_o bill_n but_o we_o shall_v never_o hear_v their_o name_n till_o we_o read_v they_o in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n with_o our_o own_o how_o many_o be_v sick_a perchance_o than_o i_o and_o throw_v into_o hospital_n where_o as_o a_o fish_n leave_v upon_o the_o sand_n 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&_o free_a present_n to_o david_n that_o place_n those_o instrument_n for_o sacrifice_n and_o the_o sacrifice_n themselves_o it_o be_v say_v there_o by_o thy_o spirit_n all_o these_o thing_n do_v araumah_n give_v as_o a_o king_n to_z the_o king_n to_o give_v be_v a_o approach_n to_o the_o condition_n of_o king_n but_o to_o give_v health_n a_o approach_n to_o the_o king_n of_o king_n to_o thou_o but_o this_o his_o assist_v to_o my_o bodily_a health_n thou_o know_v o_o god_n and_o so_o do_v some_o other_o of_o thy_o honourable_a servant_n know_v be_v buâ_n the_o twilight_n of_o that_o day_n wherein_o thouâ_n through_o he_o have_v shine_v upon_o i_o before_o but_o the_o echo_n of_o that_o voice_n whereby_o thou_o through_o he_o have_v speak_v to_o i_o before_o then_o when_o he_o first_o of_o any_o man_n conceive_v a_o hope_n that_o i_o may_v be_v of_o some_o use_n in_o thy_o church_n and_o descend_v to_o a_o intimation_n to_o a_o persuasion_n almost_o to_o a_o solicitation_n that_o i_o 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soul_n weep_v blood_n and_o more_o for_o the_o displeasure_n of_o my_o god_n then_o for_o the_o stripe_n of_o his_o displeasure_n take_v i_o then_o o_o bless_a &_o glorious_a trinity_n into_o a_o reconsultation_n and_o prescribe_v i_o any_o physic_n if_o it_o be_v a_o long_a &_o painful_a hold_v of_o this_o soul_n in_o sickness_n it_o be_v physic_n if_o i_o may_v discern_v thy_o hand_n to_o give_v it_o &_o it_o be_v physic_n if_o it_o be_v a_o speedy_a depart_n of_o this_o soul_n if_o i_o may_v discern_v thy_o hand_n to_o receive_v it_o 10._o lentè_fw-fr &_o serpenti_fw-la satagunt_fw-la occurrere_fw-la morbo_fw-la they_o find_v the_o disease_n to_o steal_v on_o insensible_o and_o endeavour_v to_o meet_v with_o it_o so_o 10._o meditation_n this_o be_v nature_n nest_n of_o box_n the_o heaven_n contain_v the_o earth_n the_o earth_n city_n city_n men._n and_o all_o these_o be_v concentrique_fw-la the_o common_a centre_n to_o they_o all_o be_v decay_n ruin_n only_o that_o be_v 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mention_v the_o flea_n as_o the_o viper_n because_o the_o flea_n ardionus_fw-la though_o he_o kill_v none_o he_o do_v all_o the_o harm_n he_o can_v so_o even_o these_o libellous_a and_o licentious_a jester_n utter_v the_o venom_n they_o have_v though_o sometime_o virtue_n and_o always_o power_n be_v a_o good_a pigeon_n to_o draw_v this_o vapour_n from_o the_o head_n and_o from_o do_v any_o deadly_a harm_n there_o 12._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n as_o thy_o servant_n james_n when_o he_o ask_v that_o question_n what_o be_v your_o life_n provide_v i_o my_o answer_n 4.14_o it_o be_v even_o a_o vapour_n that_o appear_v for_o a_o little_a time_n &_o then_o vanish_v away_o so_o if_o he_o do_v ask_v i_o what_o be_v your_o death_n i_o be_o provide_v of_o my_o answer_n it_o be_v a_o vapour_n too_o and_o why_o shall_v it_o not_o be_v all_o one_o to_o i_o whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v if_o life_n and_o death_n be_v all_o one_o both_o a_o vapour_n thou_o haât_v make_v vapour_n so_o 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therefore_o that_o commination_n of_o âhine_n by_o thy_o prophet_n 2.30_o i_o will_v show_v wonder_n in_o the_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o earth_n blood_n and_o fire_n and_o pillar_n of_o smokeâ_n â_z 2.19_o thy_o apostle_n who_o know_v thy_o meaning_n best_o call_v vapour_n of_o smoke_n 78.8_o one_o prophet_n present_v thou_o in_o thy_o terriblenesse_n so_o there_o go_v out_o a_o smoke_n at_o his_o nostril_n and_o another_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o anger_n so_o 6.4_o the_o house_n be_v fill_v with_o smoke_n and_o he_o that_o continue_v his_o prophecy_n as_o long_o as_o the_o world_n can_v continue_v describe_v the_o misery_n of_o the_o latter_a time_n so_o out_o of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n arise_v a_o smoke_n 9.2_o that_o darken_v the_o sun_n and_o out_o of_o that_o smoke_n come_v locust_n who_o have_v the_o power_n of_o scorpion_n now_o all_o smoke_n begin_v in_o fire_n &_o all_o these_o will_v end_v so_o too_o the_o smoke_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o thy_o wrath_n will_v end_v in_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n but_o have_v thou_o afford_v we_o no_o mean_n to_o evaporate_v these_o smoke_n to_o withdraw_v these_o vapour_n when_o thy_o angel_n fall_v from_o heaven_n thou_o take_v into_o thy_o care_n the_o reparation_n of_o that_o place_n &_o do_v it_o by_o assume_v by_o draw_v we_o thitherâ_n when_o we_o fall_v from_o thou_o here_o in_o this_o world_n thou_o take_v into_o thy_o care_n the_o reparation_n of_o this_o place_n too_o and_o do_v it_o by_o assume_v we_o another_o way_n by_o descend_v down_o to_o assume_v our_o nature_n in_o thy_o son_n so_o that_o though_o our_o last_o act_n be_v a_o ascend_n to_o glory_n we_o shall_v ascend_v to_o the_o place_n of_o angel_n yet_o our_o first_o act_n be_v to_o go_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o sonn_n descend_v and_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n too_o who_o descend_v in_o the_o dove_n therefore_o have_v thou_o be_v please_v to_o afford_v we_o this_o remedy_n in_o nature_n by_o this_o application_n of_o a_o dove_n to_o our_o low_a part_n to_o make_v these_o vapour_n in_o our_o body_n to_o descend_v and_o to_o make_v that_o a_o type_n to_o we_o that_o by_o the_o visitation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n the_o vapour_n oâ_n sin_n shall_v descend_v &_o we_o tread_v they_o under_o our_o foot_n at_o the_o baptism_n of_o thy_o son_n the_o dove_n descend_v &_o at_o the_o exalt_v of_o thy_o apostle_n to_o preach_v the_o same_o spirit_n descend_v let_v we_o draw_v down_o the_o vapour_n of_o our_o own_o pride_n our_o own_o wit_n our_o own_o will_n our_o own_o invention_n to_o the_o simplicity_n of_o thy_o sacrament_n &_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o these_o dove_n thus_o apply_v shall_v make_v we_o live_v 12._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v we_o to_o destroy_v ourselves_o &_o have_v not_o give_v we_o the_o power_n of_o reparation_n in_o our_o sâlues_n have_v yet_o afford_v we_o such_o mean_n of_o reparation_n as_o may_v easy_o and_o familiar_o be_v compass_v by_o we_o prosper_v i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o this_o mean_n of_o bodily_a assistance_n in_o this_o thy_o ordinary_a creature_n and_o prosper_v thy_o mean_n of_o spiritual_a assistance_n in_o thy_o holy_a ordinance_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v carry_v this_o thy_o creature_n the_o dove_n through_o all_o thy_o way_n through_o nature_n and_o make_v it_o natural_o proper_a to_o conduce_v medicinal_o to_o our_o bodily_a health_n through_o the_o law_n and_o make_v it_o a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n there_o and_o through_o the_o gospel_n and_o make_v it_o &_o thy_o spirit_n in_o it_o a_o witness_n of_o thy_o son_n baptism_n there_o so_o carry_v it_o and_o the_o quality_n of_o it_o home_o to_o my_o soul_n and_o imprint_v there_o that_o simplicity_n that_o mildness_n that_o harmlessness_n which_o thou_o have_v imprint_v by_o nature_n in_o this_o creature_n that_o so_o all_o vapour_n of_o all_o disobedience_n to_o thou_o be_v subdue_v under_o my_o foot_n i_o may_v in_o the_o power_n and_o triumph_n of_o thy_o son_n tread_v victorious_o upon_o my_o grave_n and_o trample_v upon_o the_o lion_n and_o dragon_n 91.13_o that_o lie_v under_o it_o to_o devour_v i_o thou_o o_o lord_n by_o the_o prophet_n call_v the_o dove_n 7.16_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n but_o promise_v that_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n shall_v be_v upon_o the_o mountain_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v i_o low_o in_o this_o valley_n of_o sickness_n so_o low_a as_o that_o i_o be_o make_v fit_a for_o that_o question_n ask_v in_o the_o field_n of_o bone_n 37.3_o son_n of_o man_n can_v these_o bone_n live_v so_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n carry_v i_o up_o to_o these_o mountain_n of_o which_o even_o in_o this_o valley_n thou_o afforde_o i_o a_o prospect_n the_o mountain_n where_o thou_o dwell_v the_o holy_a hill_n unto_o which_o none_o can_v ascend_v but_o he_o that_o have_v clean_a hand_n which_o none_o can_v have_v but_o by_o that_o one_o and_o that_o strong_a way_n of_o make_v they_o clean_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n amen_n 13._o ingeniumque_fw-la malum_fw-la numeroso_fw-la stigmate_fw-la fassus_fw-la pellitur_fw-la ad_fw-la pectus_fw-la morbique_fw-la suburbia_fw-la morbus_fw-la the_o sickness_n declare_v the_o infectionâând_a malignity_n thereof_o ãâ¦ã_z 13._o meditation_n we_o say_v that_o the_o world_n be_v make_v of_o sea_n &_o land_n as_o though_o they_o be_v equal_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o sea_n in_o the_o western_a they_o in_o the_o eastern_a hemisphere_n â_z we_o say_v that_o the_o firmament_n be_v full_a of_o star_n as_o though_o it_o be_v equal_o full_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o star_n under_o the_o northern_a then_o
shall_v she_o not_o be_v ashamed_a seven_o day_n let_v she_o be_v shut_v up_o seven_o day_n ând_v then_o return_v but_o if_o âhou_fw-mi be_v please_v to_o multiply_v seven_o day_n and_o seven_o be_v infinite_a by_o the_o number_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o be_v more_o infinite_a if_o this_o day_n must_v remove_v i_o till_o day_n shall_v âee_n no_o more_o seal_n to_o i_o my_o spiritual_a health_n in_o afford_v i_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o church_n &_o for_o my_o temporal_a health_n prosper_v thy_o ordinance_n iâ_n their_o hand_n who_o shaââ_n assist_v in_o this_o sickness_n iâ_n that_o manner_n and_o in_o thâ_n measure_n as_o may_v moââ_n glorify_v thou_o and_o moââ_n edify_v those_o who_o obâserue_v the_o issue_n of_o thâ_n servant_n to_o their_o ow_v spiritual_a benefit_n 5._o solus_fw-la adest_fw-la the_o physician_n come_v 5._o meditation_n as_o sickness_n be_v thâ_n great_a misery_n sâ_n the_o great_a misery_n oâ_n sickness_n be_v solitude_n when_o âhe_v infectiousnes_n of_o the_o disease_n deterr_v they_o who_o âhould_v assist_v from_o conâing_v even_o the_o phisiciân_n dare_v scarce_o come_v solitude_n be_v a_o torment_n which_o be_v not_o threaten_v in_o hell_n itself_o mere_a vacuity_n the_o first_o agent_n god_n the_o first_o instrument_n of_o god_n nature_n will_v not_o admit_v nothing_o can_v be_v utter_o ânptie_a but_o so_o near_o a_o âegree_n towards_o vacutie_n as_o solitude_n to_o be_v âut_v one_o they_o love_v not_o when_o i_o be_o dead_a &_o my_o body_n may_v infect_v theâ_n have_v a_o remedy_n thââ_n may_v bury_v i_o but_o wââ_n i_o be_o but_o sick_a and_o migââ_n infect_v they_o have_v no_o âââmedy_n but_o their_o absence_n and_o my_o solitude_n it_o be_v ââ_o excuse_v to_o they_o that_o a_o ââ_o great_a and_o preâend_v &_o yââ_n be_v loath_a to_o come_v it_o be_v ââ_o inhibition_n to_o those_o wââ_n will_v true_o come_v bâcause_fw-mi they_o may_v be_v maââ_n instrument_n and_o peââducts_n to_o the_o infectionââ_n other_o by_o their_o coming_n and_o it_o be_v a_o outlawry_n ãâã_d excommunication_n upoâ_n âhe_v patient_a and_o seperat_o âim_v from_o all_o office_n not_o only_o of_o civility_n but_o of_o âorking_a charity_n a_o long_a licknesse_n will_v wâary_v friend_n aâ_n last_o but_o a_o pestilential_a sickness_n avert_v they_o from_o the_o beginning_n god_n himself_o will_v admit_v a_o figââe_n of_o society_n âs_v there_o be_v a_o plurality_n of_o â_z in_o god_n though_o âhere_o be_v but_o one_o god_n &_o all_o his_o external_a action_n testify_v a_o love_n of_o society_n and_o communion_n in_o heaven_n therâ_n be_v ordens_n of_o angel_n and_o army_n of_o martyr_n &_o in_o that_o houââ_n many_o mansion_n in_o earââ_n family_n city_n churchy_n college_n all_o plural_a thing_n and_o jest_n either_o of_o thâ_n shall_v not_o be_v compaââ_n enough_o alone_o there_o ãâã_d a_o association_n of_o boââ_n a_o communion_n of_o sainââ_n which_o make_v the_o mâââtant_a and_o triumphaââ_n church_n one_o parish_n ãâã_d that_o christ_n be_v not_o oâ_n of_o his_o diocese_n when_o hâ_n be_v upon_o the_o earth_n nââ_n out_o of_o his_o temple_n whââ_n he_o be_v in_o our_o flesh_n gââ_n who_o see_v that_o all_o thââ_n âee_z make_v be_v good_a âame_n not_o so_o near_o see_v ãâã_d defect_n in_o any_o of_o his_o work_n as_o when_o he_o see_v âhat_n it_o be_v not_o good_a âor_a man_n to_o be_v alone_o âherefore_o hâe_v make_v he_o ãâã_d helper_n and_o one_o that_o âhould_v help_v he_o so_o as_o âo_o increase_v the_o number_n ând_v give_v he_o her_o own_o use_v more_o society_n angel_n âho_fw-mi do_v not_o propagate_v âor_a multiply_v be_v âade_v at_o first_o in_o a_o abundant_a number_n and_o so_o âere_z star_n but_o for_o âhe_n thing_n of_o this_o world_n their_o blessing_n be_v increase_v for_o i_o think_v i_o neeâ_n not_o ask_v leave_n to_o think_v that_o there_o be_v no_o phoenix_n nothing_o singular_a north_v alone_o man_n thaâ_n in_o here_o upon_o nature_n only_o be_v so_o far_o from_o thinkâing_v that_o there_o be_v anââthing_v singular_a in_o thââ_n world_n as_o that_o they_o wiââ_n scarce_o think_v that_o thââ_n world_n itself_o be_v singular_a but_o that_o every_o planeâ_n and_o every_o star_n be_v anâother_n world_n like_o this_o they_o find_v reason_n tâ_n conceive_v not_o only_a plurality_n in_o every_o species_n in_o the_o world_n but_o a_o plurality_n of_o world_n so_o that_o the_o abhoârers_n of_o solitude_n be_v not_o solitary_a for_o god_n and_o nature_n and_o reason_n concur_v against_o it_o now_o a_o man_n may_v counterfeit_v the_o plague_n in_o a_o vow_n and_o mistake_v a_o disease_n for_o religion_n by_o such_o a_o retire_n and_o reclude_v of_o himself_o from_o all_o man_n ãâã_d to_o do_v good_a to_o no_o âan_v to_o converse_v with_o âo_o man_n god_n have_v two_o testament_n two_o will_n but_o this_o be_v a_o schedule_n and_o noâ_n of_o he_o a_o codicill_n and_o noâ_n of_o he_o not_o in_o the_o body_n oâ_n his_o testament_n but_o interlind_a and_o postscribe_v by_o oâthers_n that_o the_o way_n tâ_n the_o communion_n of_o saintâ_n shall_v be_v by_o such_o a_o solitude_n as_o exclude_v all_o doâing_a of_o good_a here_o thââ_n be_v a_o disease_n of_o the_o mindâ_n â_z the_o height_n of_o a_o infââctious_a disease_n of_o the_o boâdy_n be_v solitude_n to_o be_v leave_v ââlone_o for_o this_o make_v ãâã_d infectious_a bed_n equaââ_n nay_o worse_o than_o a_o graââ_n that_o though_o in_o both_o ãâã_d equal_o alone_a in_o my_o bed_n i_o know_v it_o and_o feel_v it_o and_o shall_v not_o in_o my_o grave_n and_o this_o too_o that_o in_o my_o bed_n my_o soul_n be_v still_o in_o a_o infectious_a body_n and_o shall_v not_o in_o my_o grave_n be_v so_o 5._o expostulation_n o_o god_n my_o god_n thy_o son_n take_v it_o not_o ill_o at_o marthaes_n hand_n that_o when_o he_o say_v unto_o she_o thy_o brother_n lazarus_n shall_v rise_v again_o 13.23_o she_o expostulate_v it_o so_o far_o with_o he_o as_o to_o reply_v i_o know_v that_o hâ_n shall_v rise_v again_o in_o the_o resurrection_n at_o the_o last_o dayâ_n â_z for_o she_o be_v miserable_a by_o want_v he_o thenâ_n take_v it_o not_o ill_o o_o my_o god_n from_o i_o that_o though_o thou_o have_v ordain_v iâ_n for_o a_o blessing_n and_o for_o â_o dignity_n to_o thy_o people_n that_o they_o shall_v dwell_v alone_o 23.9_o and_o not_o be_v reckon_v among_o the_o nation_n because_o they_o shall_v be_v above_o they_o &_o that_o they_o shall_v dwell_v in_o safety_n alone_o 33.28_o free_a from_o the_o infestation_n of_o enemy_n yet_o i_o âake_v thy_o leave_n to_o remember_v thou_o that_o thou_o have_v saâd_v to_o 4.10_o two_o be_v better_o than_o one_o and_o woe_n be_v unto_o he_o that_o be_v alone_o when_o he_o fallethâ_n â_z and_o so_o when_o he_o be_v fall_v and_o lay_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o sickness_n too_o 1.9_o righteousness_n be_v immortal_a i_o know_v thy_o wisdom_n have_v say_v so_o but_o no_o man_n though_o cover_v with_o the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o son_n be_v immorâall_a so_o as_o not_o to_o die_v for_o he_o who_o be_v righteousness_n itself_o do_v die_v i_o know_v that_o the_o son_n of_o righteousânes_n 14.23_o thy_o son_n refuse_v noâ_n nay_o affect_a solitariness_n loneness_n many_o manâ_n time_n but_o at_o all_o timeâ_n he_o be_v able_a to_o command_v more_o than_o twelve_o legion_n ãâã_d angel_n to_o his_o service_n 26.13_o anâ_n when_o he_o do_v not_o so_o ãâã_d be_v far_o from_o be_v ââlone_o for_o i_o be_o not_o alonâ_n say_v he_o 8.16_o but_o i_o and_o the_o fââther_n that_o send_v i_o i_o cannoâ_n fear_n but_o that_o i_o shall_v always_o be_v with_o thou_o anâ_n he_o but_o whether_o thiâ_n disease_n may_v not_o alien_a ãâã_d remove_v my_o friend_n ãâã_d âhat_n they_o stand_v aloof_o fronâny_a sore_n 38.11_o and_o my_o kinsman_n stand_v afar_o off_o i_o can_v tell_v â_o can_v fear_v but_o that_o thou_o will_v reckon_v with_o i_o from_o this_o minute_n in_o which_o by_o thy_o grace_n i_o see_v theeâ_n whether_o this_o understanding_n &_o this_o will_n and_o this_o memory_n may_v not_o decay_v to_o the_o discouragement_n and_o the_o ill_a interpretation_n of_o they_o that_o see_v that_o heavy_a change_n in_o i_o i_o can_v tell_v it_o be_v for_o thy_o bless_a thy_o powerful_a son_n alone_o 63.3_o to_o tread_v the_o winepress_a alone_o and_o none_o of_o the_o people_n with_o he_o be_o not_o able_a to_o pass_v thiâ_n agony_n alone_o not_o alonâ_n without_o thou_o thou_o aââ_n thy_o spirit_n not_o alone_o wiâââout_v thou_o spiritual_a anâ_n temporal_a physician_n aââ_n thy_o not_o alone_o without_o i_o those_o who_o thâ_n band_n of_o blood_n or_o friendship_n â_z have_v make_v mineâ_n â_z aââ_n i_o and_o if_o thou_o oâ_n thy_o or_o i_o abandoââ_n i_o i_o be_o alone_o and_o wâ_n
again_o he_o that_o collect_v both_o call_v this_o fear_n 1.20.27_o the_o root_n of_o wisdom_n and_o that_o it_o may_v embrace_v all_o he_o caâls_v it_o wisdom_n itself_o a_o wise_a man_n therefore_o be_v never_o without_o it_o never_o without_o the_o exercise_n of_o it_o therefore_o thou_o sentâst_v moses_n to_o thy_o people_n that_o they_o may_v learneâ_n fear_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n â_o their_o life_n 4.10_o not_o in_o heââuy_n and_o calamitous_a buâ_n in_o good_a and_o cheerful_a day_n too_o for_o noââ_n who_o have_v assurance_n ãâã_d his_o deliverance_n yet_o mââued_v with_o fear_n 11.7_o prepare_v a_o ark_n for_o the_o savingâ_v his_o house_n 18.27_o a_o wise_a man_n ãâã_d fear_n in_o every_o thing_n anâ_n therefore_o though_o i_o prââtend_v to_o no_o other_o degreâ_n of_o wisdom_n i_o be_o aâbundantly_o rich_a in_o thiâ_n that_o i_o lie_v here_o posseââ_n with_o that_o fear_n which_o âs_v thy_o fear_n both_o that_o âhis_v sickness_n be_v thy_o immediate_a correction_n and_o âot_n mere_o a_o natural_a âccident_n and_o therefore_o âearefull_a because_o it_o be_v a_o âearefull_a thing_n to_o fall_v into_o âhy_a hand_n and_o thât_o this_o âeare_z preserve_v i_o from_o all_o inordinate_a fear_n arise_v out_o of_o the_o infirmity_n of_o nature_n because_o âhy_a hand_n be_v upon_o i_o thou_o will_v never_o let_v i_o fall_v out_o of_o thy_o hand_n 6._o prayer_n o_o most_o mighty_a god_n ãâã_d merciful_a god_n ãâã_d god_n of_o all_o true_a sorrow_n ãâã_d true_a joy_n to_o of_o all_o fear_n â_o of_o all_o hope_n to_o as_o thou_o haââ_n give_v i_o a_o repentance_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o ãâã_d give_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o feaââ_n of_o which_o i_o may_v not_o bâ_n afraid_a give_v i_o tendeâ_n and_o supple_a and_o confoââmable_a affection_n that_o ãâã_d i_o joy_v with_o they_o that_o iââ_n and_o mourn_v with_o they_o that_o mourn_v so_o i_o maâ_n fear_v with_o they_o that_o fear_n and_o since_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o discover_v to_o i_o in_o his_o fear_n who_o thou_o have_v admit_v to_o be_v my_o assistance_n ân_o this_o sickness_n that_o âhere_o be_v danger_n therein_o âet_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n go_v aâout_a to_o overcome_v the_o sense_n of_o that_o fear_n so_o far_o as_o to_o pretermit_v the_o fit_a and_o prepare_v of_o myself_o for_o the_o worst_a âhat_n may_v be_v fear_v the_o passage_n out_o of_o this_o life_n many_o of_o thy_o bless_a martyr_n have_v pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o aââ_n show_v of_o fear_n but_o thâ_n most_o bless_a son_n himâselfe_n do_v not_o so_o tââ_n martyr_n be_v knownâ_n be_v but_o man_n and_o therefore_o it_o please_v thou_o to_o fill_v tââ_n with_o thy_o spirit_n and_o thâ_n power_n in_o that_o they_o dââ_n more_o than_o man_n thy_o sââ_n be_v declare_v by_o thou_o ãâã_d by_o himself_o to_o be_v gââ_n and_o it_o be_v requisite_a thââ_n he_o shall_v declare_v himâselfe_n to_o be_v man_n also_o iâ_n the_o weakness_n of_o maââ_n let_v i_o not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v ashamed_a of_o these_o fear_n but_o let_v i_o feel_v they_o to_o determine_v where_o his_o fear_n âid_v in_o a_o present_a submit_v of_o all_o to_o thy_o will_n and_o when_o thou_o shall_v âave_n inflame_v &_o thawd_n my_o former_a coldness_n ând_v indevotion_n with_o âhese_fw-mi heat_n and_o quench_v my_o former_a heat_n with_o these_o sweat_n and_o inundation_n and_o rectify_v my_o former_a presumption_n and_o negligence_n with_o these_o fear_n âee_o please_v o_o lord_n as_o one_o make_v so_o by_o thou_o to_o think_v i_o fit_a for_o thââ_n and_o whether_o it_o be_v thâ_n pleasure_n to_o dispose_v ãâã_d this_o body_n this_o garment_n so_o aâ_n to_o put_v it_o to_o a_o faââther_n wear_v in_o thâ_n world_n or_o to_o lay_v it_o up_o iâ_n the_o common_a wardrobe_n thâ_n grave_n for_o the_o next_o gloârifie_v thyself_o in_o thâ_n choice_n now_o &_o glorify_v it_o then_o with_o that_o glory_n which_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n christ_n jesus_n hatâ_n purchase_v for_o they_o who_o thou_o makeâ_n 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physician_n to_o consultation_n death_n be_v in_o a_o old_a man_n door_n he_o appeareâ_n and_o tell_v he_o so_o &_o deaââ_n be_v at_o a_o young_a man_n back_n and_o say_v nothings_o age_n be_v a_o sickness_n and_o youth_n be_v a_o ambush_n and_o we_o need_v so_o many_o physician_n as_o may_v make_v up_o a_o watch_n and_o spy_v every_o inconvenience_n there_o be_v scarce_o any_o thing_n that_o have_v not_o kill_v some_o body_n a_o hair_n a_o feather_n have_v do_v itâ_n nay_o that_o which_o be_v our_o best_a antidote_n against_o it_o have_v donn_v it_o the_o best_a cordial_n have_v be_v deadly_a poison_n man_n have_v die_v of_o joy_n and_o almost_o forbid_v their_o friend_n to_o weep_v for_o they_o when_o they_o have_v see_v they_o die_v laugh_v even_o that_o tiran_n dyâânisius_n i_o think_v the_o sameâ_n that_o suffer_v so_o much_o aââter_a who_o can_v not_o dââ_n of_o that_o sorrow_n of_o thaâ_n high_a fall_n from_o a_o king_n tâ_n a_o wretched_a private_a maââ_n â_z die_v of_o so_o poor_a a_o joy_n as_o to_o be_v declare_v by_o the_o people_n at_o a_o theatre_n that_o heâ_n be_v a_o good_a poet._n we_o saâ_n often_o thât_a a_o man_n may_v liââ_n of_o a_o little_a but_o alas_o oâ_n how_o much_o less_o may_v a_o man_n die_v and_o therefore_o the_o more_o assistant_n thâ_n better_o who_o come_v to_o a_o day_n of_o hear_v in_o a_o cause_n of_o any_o importance_n with_o one_o advocate_n in_o our_o funeral_n we_o ourselves_o have_v no_o interest_n there_o we_o can_v advise_v we_o can_v direct_v and_o though_o some_o nation_n the_o egyptian_n in_o particular_a build_v themselves_o better_a tomb_n than_o house_n because_o they_o be_v to_o dwell_v long_o in_o they_o yet_o among_o ourselves_o the_o great_a man_n of_o style_n who_o we_o have_v have_v the_o conqueror_n be_v lest_o as_o soon_o as_o his_o soul_n leave_v he_o not_o only_o without_o person_n to_o assist_v at_o his_o grave_n but_o without_o a_o grave_n who_o will_v keep_v we_o then_o we_o know_v notâ_n as_o long_o as_o we_o can_v lât_v we_o admit_v as_o much_o help_n as_o we_o can_v another_o and_o another_o physician_n be_v not_o another_o and_o another_o indication_n and_o symptom_n of_o death_n but_o a_o otherâ_n and_o another_o assistant_n and_o proctor_n of_o life_n noâ_n do_v they_o so_o much_o feed_v the_o imagination_n with_o apprehension_n of_o danger_n as_o the_o understanding_n with_o comfort_n let_v not_o one_o bring_v learning_n another_o diligence_n another_o religion_n but_o every_o one_o bring_v all_o and_o as_o many_o ingredient_n enter_v into_o a_o receipt_n so_o may_v many_o man_n make_v the_o receipt_n but_o why_o do_v i_o exercise_v my_o meditation_n so_o long_o upon_o this_o of_o have_v plentiful_a help_n in_o time_n
seven_o day_n my_o everlasting_a saboth_n in_o thy_o rest_n thâ_n glory_n thy_o joy_n thy_o sight_n thy_o sâlfe_n and_o where_o i_o shall_v live_v as_o long_o without_o reckon_v any_o more_o day_n after_o as_o thy_o son_n and_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n live_v with_o thou_o before_o you_o three_o make_v any_o day_n in_o the_o creation_n 14._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o do_v permit_v darkness_n to_o be_v before_o light_n in_o the_o creation_n yet_o in_o the_o make_n of_o light_n do_v so_o multiply_v that_o light_n as_o that_o it_o enlighten_v not_o the_o day_n only_o but_o the_o night_n too_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v some_o dimness_n some_o cloud_n of_o sadness_n &_o disconsolateness_n to_o shed_v themselves_o upon_o my_o soul_n i_o humble_o bless_v and_o thankful_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n that_o thou_o have_v afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o spirit_n against_o which_o the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n can_v prevail_v nor_o 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a_o hope_n that_o we_o shall_v rise_v the_o strong_a and_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v rise_v no_o more_o sleep_n be_v a_o opiate_n which_o give_v we_o rest_n but_o such_o a_o opiate_n as_o perchance_o be_v under_o it_o we_o shall_v wake_v no_o more_o but_o though_o natural_a man_n who_o have_v induce_v secondary_a and_o figurative_a consideration_n have_v find_v out_o this_o second_o this_o emblematical_a use_n of_o sleep_n that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o representation_n of_o death_n god_n who_o wrought_v and_o perfect_v his_o work_n before_o nature_n begin_v for_o nature_n be_v but_o his_o apprentice_n to_o learn_v in_o the_o first_o seven_o day_n and_o now_o be_v his_o foreman_n and_o work_v next_o under_o he_o god_n i_o say_v intend_v sleep_v only_o for_o the_o refresh_n of_o man_n by_o bodily_a rest_n and_o not_o for_o a_o figure_n of_o death_n for_o he_o intend_v not_o death_n itself_o then_o but_o man_n have_v induce_v death_n upon_o himself_o god_n have_v take_v man_n creature_n death_n into_o his_o hand_n and_o mend_v it_o and_o whereas_o it_o have_v in_o itself_o a_o fearful_a form_n and_o aspect_n so_o that_o man_n be_v afraid_a of_o his_o own_o creature_n god_n present_v it_o to_o he_o in_o a_o familiar_a in_o a_o assiduous_a in_o a_o agreeable_a and_o acceptable_a form_n in_o sleep_n that_o so_o when_o he_o awake_v from_o sleep_n and_o say_v to_o himself_o shall_v i_o be_v no_o otherwise_o when_o i_o be_o dead_a than_o i_o be_v even_o now_o when_o i_o be_v asleep_a he_o may_v be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o wake_a dream_n and_o of_o his_o melancholic_a fancy_v out_o a_o horrid_a and_o a_o affrightful_a figure_n of_o that_o death_n which_o be_v so_o like_a sleep_n as_o than_o we_o need_v sleep_v to_o live_v out_o our_o threescore_o and_o ten_o year_n so_o we_o need_v death_n to_o live_v that_o life_n which_o we_o can_v outlive_v and_o as_o death_n be_v our_o enemy_n god_n allow_v we_o to_o defend_v ourselves_o against_o it_o for_o we_o victual_v ouâ_n self_n against_o death_n twice_o every_o day_n as_o often_o as_o we_o eat_v so_o god_n have_v so_o sweeten_v death_n unto_o we_o as_o he_o have_v in_o sleep_n we_o put_v ourselves_o into_o our_o enemy_n hand_n once_o every_o day_n so_o far_o as_o sleep_n be_v death_n and_o sleep_n be_v as_o much_o death_n as_o meat_n be_v life_n this_o then_o be_v the_o misery_n of_o my_o sickness_n that_o death_n as_o it_o be_v produce_v from_o i_o and_o be_v i_o own_o creature_n be_v now_o before_o my_o eye_n but_o in_o that_o form_n in_o which_o god_n have_v mollify_v it_o to_o we_o and_o make_v it_o acceptable_a in_o sleep_n i_o can_v see_v it_o how_o many_o prisoner_n who_o have_v even_o hollow_v themselves_o their_o grave_n upon_o that_o earth_n on_o which_o they_o have_v lion_n long_o under_o heavy_a fetter_n yet_o at_o this_o hour_n be_v asleep_a though_o they_o be_v yet_o work_v upon_o their_o own_o grave_n by_o their_o own_o weight_n he_o that_o have_v see_v his_o 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israel_n 121.1_o shall_v neither_o slumber_n nor_o sleep_n but_o shall_v not_o that_o israel_n over_o who_o thou_o watch_v sleep_n i_o know_v for_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o that_o there_o be_v man_n 2.3_o who_o damnation_n sleep_v not_o but_o shall_v not_o they_o to_o who_o thou_o be_v salvation_n sleep_n or_o will_v thou_o take_v from_o they_o that_o evidence_n and_o that_o testimony_n that_o they_o be_v thy_o israel_n or_o thou_o their_o salvation_n thou_o give_v thy_o belove_a sleep_n 1._o shall_v i_o lack_v that_o seal_n of_o thy_o love_n you_o shall_v lie_v down_o 26.6_o and_o none_o shall_v make_v you_o afraid_a shall_v i_o be_v outlawd_v from_o that_o protection_n 1.5_o jonas_n sleep_v in_o one_o dangerous_a storm_n and_o thy_o bless_a son_n in_o another_o 8.24_o shall_v i_o have_v no_o use_n no_o benefit_n no_o application_n of_o those_o great_a example_n lord_n if_o he_o sleep_v he_o shall_v do_v well_o 11.12_o say_v thy_o son_n disciple_n to_o he_o of_o lazarus_n and_o 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this_o deluge_n there_o be_v a_o red_a sea_n great_a than_o this_o ocean_n and_o there_o be_v a_o little_a spring_n through_o which_o this_o ocean_n may_v pour_v itself_o into_o that_o red_a sea_n let_v thy_o spirit_n of_o true_a contrition_n and_o sorrow_n pass_v all_o my_o sin_n through_o these_o eye_n into_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v clean_o and_o my_o soul_n so_o much_o better_o purge_v than_o my_o body_n as_o it_o be_v ordain_v for_o a_o better_a and_o a_o long_a life_n 21_o atque_fw-la annuit_fw-la ille_fw-la qui_fw-la per_fw-la eos_fw-la clamat_fw-la linquas_fw-la iam_fw-la lazare_n lectum_fw-la god_n prosper_v their_o practice_n and_o he_o by_o they_o call_v lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o tomb_n i_o out_o of_o my_o bed_n 21._o meditation_n if_o man_n have_v be_v leave_v alone_o in_o this_o world_n at_o first_o shall_v i_o think_v that_o he_o will_v not_o have_v fall_v if_o there_o have_v be_v no_o woman_n will_v not_o man_n have_v serve_v to_o have_v 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to_o glory_n thou_o will_v pardon_v i_o if_o i_o shall_v press_v thou_o by_o prayer_n for_o the_o accomplish_n of_o this_o resurrection_n which_o thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o to_o bless_v and_o glorious_a triunity_n be_v none_o to_o hear_v but_o you_o three_o and_o yoâ_n easy_o hear_v one_o anoâther_n because_o you_o saâ_n the_o same_o thing_n buâ_n when_o thy_o son_n camâ_n to_o the_o work_n of_o re-demption_n 12.28_o thou_o spoke_v and_o they_o that_o hear_v it_o take_v it_o for_o thunder_n and_o thy_o son_n himself_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voiceâ_n â_z upon_o the_o cross_n twiceâ_n as_o he_o who_o be_v to_o prepare_v his_o coming_n john_n baptist_n 46.50_o be_v thâ_n voice_n of_o a_o crier_n and_o âot_n of_o a_o whisperer_n still_o âf_o it_o be_v thy_o voice_n it_o be_v a_o loud_a voice_n 5.22_o these_o word_n âaies_v thy_o moses_n thou_o âokest_v with_o a_o great_a voice_n ând_v thou_o adde_v no_o more_o âaies_o he_o there_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v be_v evident_a 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