may_v still_o see_v more_o of_o that_o wonderful_a love_n which_o he_o have_v discover_v in_o his_o gospel_n and_o to_o accompany_v i_o with_o his_o grace_n till_o i_o arrive_v at_o his_o heavenly_a court_n o_o let_v his_o good_a spirit_n breath_n upon_o i_o and_o carry_v away_o my_o soul_n in_o holy_a desire_n towards_o he_o let_v it_o guide_v my_o course_n through_o this_o troublesome_a sea_n wherein_o i_o be_o toss_v let_v it_o shine_v upon_o i_o and_o prosper_v my_o endeavour_n let_v it_o bring_v i_o safe_o to_o a_o quiet_a haven_n in_o eternal_a rest_n and_o peace_n these_o pious_a aspiration_n you_o may_v still_o pursue_v at_o the_o end_n of_o these_o meditation_n in_o some_o such_o prayer_n as_o this_o a_o prayer_n i_o praise_v thou_o i_o magnify_v thy_o wise_a and_o mighty_a goodness_n o_o lord_n who_o have_v make_v this_o great_a world_n the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n with_o all_o thing_n contain_v therein_o to_o the_o everlasting_a honour_n of_o thy_o name_n i_o thank_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o soul_n for_o bring_v i_o into_o it_o and_o for_o advance_v i_o so_o much_o above_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o creature_n here_o below_o that_o i_o see_v the_o glory_n of_o thy_o majesty_n shine_v every_o where_n and_o hear_v thy_o name_n proclaim_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o thy_o work_n of_o wonder_n but_o above_o all_o i_o acknowledge_v thy_o bounty_n with_o the_o most_o admire_a thought_n and_o the_o devout_a affection_n of_o my_o heart_n for_o send_v jesus_n christ_n upon_o earth_n to_o open_v unto_o we_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o to_o show_v we_o the_o glory_n of_o another_o world_n o_o the_o exceed_a greatness_n of_o that_o love_n which_o give_v he_o to_o die_v for_o we_o and_o reward_v all_o his_o suffering_n with_o a_o bless_a resurrection_n and_o then_o translate_v he_o to_o heaven_n and_o appoint_v he_o heir_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o settle_v his_o throne_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n on_o high_a from_o thence_o he_o have_v send_v the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o be_v witness_n of_o the_o fullness_n of_o his_o royal_a power_n and_o love_n and_o have_v show_v himself_o sometime_o in_o majesty_n and_o glory_n above_o the_o sun_n when_o it_o shine_v in_o its_o strength_n that_o we_o may_v hope_v in_o thou_o for_o the_o like_a resurrection_n to_o a_o glorious_a immortality_n in_o the_o heaven_n no_o tongue_n can_v utter_v nor_o heart_n conceive_v what_o honour_n glory_n and_o peace_n what_o joy_n and_o gladness_n of_o heart_n thou_o have_v prepare_v there_o for_o those_o that_o love_v thou_o but_o bless_a for_o ever_o bless_v be_v the_o riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n whereby_o i_o understand_v so_o much_o as_o to_o feel_v most_o earnest_a long_n in_o my_o soul_n after_o a_o full_a sense_n of_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o taste_v and_o relish_v beyond_o all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n o_o raise_v and_o enlarge_v my_o spirit_n unto_o clear_a &_o more_o comprehensive_a thought_n of_o that_o supreme_a blessedness_n thou_o who_o entertain_v all_o thy_o creature_n with_o so_o much_o liberality_n who_o cause_v thy_o sun_n to_o shine_v upon_o the_o good_a and_o the_o bad_a and_o the_o shower_n of_o heaven_n to_o fall_v on_o the_o just_a and_o the_o unjust_a deny_v not_o to_o satisfy_v the_o pious_a desire_n of_o a_o soul_n in_o who_o thou_o have_v excite_v a_o ardent_a thirst_n after_o its_o proper_a and_o eternal_a good_a but_o inlighten_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v know_v more_o and_o more_o what_o be_v the_o hope_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a call_n and_o what_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o inheritance_n in_o the_o saint_n and_o what_o the_o exceed_a greatness_n of_o thy_o power_n to_o us-ward_n who_o believe_v according_a to_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o mighty_a power_n which_o wrought_v in_o christ_n when_o thou_o raise_v he_o from_o the_o dead_a and_o set_v he_o at_o thy_o own_o righâ—_n hand_n in_o the_o heavenly_a place_n o_o life_n up_o my_o mind_n to_o that_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n where_o thou_o dwell_v and_o where_o jesus_n be_v enthrone_v and_o where_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n continual_o behold_v and_o praise_v with_o joyful_a heart_n the_o majesty_n of_o thy_o glory_n and_o where_o our_o lord_n have_v promise_v all_o the_o faithful_a shall_v live_v and_o reign_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o help_v i_o to_o climb_v up_o daily_o by_o all_o thy_o creature_n on_o which_o thou_o have_v set_v such_o mark_n of_o thy_o greatness_n wisdom_n and_o goodness_n to_o the_o contemplation_n of_o that_o celestial_a bliss_n and_o possess_v i_o with_o such_o a_o constant_a sense_n and_o desire_v of_o it_o that_o nothing_o here_o may_v engage_v my_o heart_n which_o will_v indispose_v i_o for_o the_o happy_a company_n and_o society_n of_o the_o bless_a assist_v i_o good_a lord_n by_o such_o meditation_n as_o these_o to_o discern_v more_o and_o more_o the_o incomparable_a and_o surpass_a greatness_n of_o that_o felicity_n which_o thy_o royal_a bounty_n will_v bestow_v upon_o our_o advance_a spirit_n and_o body_n in_o the_o world_n of_o reward_n and_o recompense_n affect_v my_o heart_n more_o powerful_o with_o it_o and_o fill_v i_o with_o love_n and_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n when_o i_o turn_v my_o eye_n towards_o it_o stir_v i_o up_o thereby_o to_o prepare_v myself_o with_o diligence_n and_o care_n by_o a_o lively_a resemblance_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n for_o the_o day_n of_o his_o appear_v and_o to_o wait_v with_o patience_n for_o that_o bless_a hope_n when_o i_o shall_v not_o see_v as_o now_o through_o a_o glass_n dark_o but_o face_n to_o face_n and_o be_v make_v complete_o like_o he_o by_o see_v he_o as_o he_o be_v enable_n i_o always_o to_o live_v upon_o this_o hope_n and_o according_a to_o it_o that_o grow_v in_o all_o goodness_n by_o a_o cheerful_a obedience_n to_o his_o holy_a command_n i_o may_v be_v find_v of_o he_o in_o peace_n and_o be_v so_o happy_a as_o to_o hear_v at_o last_o those_o gracious_a word_n of_o he_o well_o do_v good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n enter_z thou_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n amen_n iii_o i_o need_v say_v no_o more_o to_o excite_v one_o of_o your_o virtue_n to_o the_o frequent_a exercise_n of_o such_o meditation_n as_o these_o which_o be_v no_o less_o delightful_a than_o they_o be_v useful_a let_v i_o next_o unto_o this_o advise_v you_o to_o study_v the_o true_a notion_n of_o god_n and_o of_o religion_n the_o love_n of_o which_o be_v the_o way_n to_o that_o transcendent_a bliss_n and_o happiness_n of_o which_o i_o have_v speak_v as_o you_o must_v believe_v thing_n unseen_a and_o persuade_v yourself_o thorough_o that_o they_o be_v so_o it_o be_v necessary_a you_o shall_v inform_v your_o mind_n aright_o what_o they_o be_v and_o in_o particular_a look_n upon_o religion_n as_o a_o most_o pleasant_a thing_n and_o represent_v it_o to_o yourself_o with_o a_o face_n as_o fair_a and_o beautiful_a as_o you_o can_v if_o it_o seem_v cloudy_a dark_a and_o melancholy_a it_o will_v make_v you_o to_o be_v of_o the_o same_o complexion_n but_o if_o it_o have_v a_o lovely_a and_o cheerful_a aspect_n it_o will_v incline_v you_o always_o to_o smile_v upon_o it_o the_o poor_a norwegian_a who_o story_n tell_v of_o be_v afraid_a to_o touch_v rose_n when_o he_o first_o see_v they_o for_o fear_v they_o shall_v burn_v his_o finger_n he_o much_o wonder_v to_o see_v that_o tree_n as_o he_o think_v shall_v put_v forth_o flame_n and_o blossom_n of_o fire_n before_o which_o he_o hold_v up_o his_o hand_n to_o warm_v himself_o not_o dare_v to_o approach_v any_o near_o but_o as_o he_o you_o may_v be_v sure_o be_v happy_o undeceive_v when_o he_o come_v not_o only_o to_o touch_v but_o likewise_o to_o smell_v those_o innocent_a flower_n which_o seem_v to_o burn_v in_o his_o eye_n so_o will_v it_o be_v with_o we_o when_o we_o come_v right_o to_o understand_v and_o feel_v the_o pleasure_n that_o religion_n give_v we_o which_o at_o first_o sight_n before_o we_o come_v acquaint_v with_o it_o look_v as_o if_o it_o intend_v to_o make_v we_o martyr_n but_o not_o to_o crown_v we_o with_o any_o joy_n or_o contentment_n as_o the_o martyr_n say_v of_o the_o real_a fire_n wherein_o he_o be_v cover_v that_o it_o seem_v to_o he_o as_o if_o it_o be_v a_o bed_n of_o rose_n so_o shall_v we_o say_v of_o true_a religion_n which_o we_o be_v afraid_a will_v scorch_v we_o and_o prove_v too_o hot_a for_o we_o its_o flame_n be_v but_o the_o flame_n of_o love_n and_o it_o make_v we_o not_o lie_v down_o in_o sorrow_n but_o in_o the_o most_o comfortable_a sense_n of_o the_o tender_a love_n of_o our_o dear_a lord_n think_v with_o yourself_o therefore_o
grace_n to_o improve_v and_o make_v the_o best_a use_n of_o this_o blessing_n to_o my_o further_a increase_n in_o wisdom_n and_o goodness_n which_o be_v the_o great_a treasure_n of_o all_o o_o that_o i_o may_v feel_v my_o heart_n dispose_v and_o incline_v by_o a_o particular_a love_n to_o some_o to_o be_v kind_a and_o love_a to_o all_o other_o man_n and_o especial_o to_o love_v thou_o and_o our_o bless_a lord_n the_o more_o my_o best_a and_o my_o eternal_a friend_n bestow_v upon_o those_o to_o who_o i_o be_o unite_v in_o friendly_a affection_n all_o that_o i_o can_v desire_v for_o myself_o a_o healthful_a body_n a_o long_a life_n a_o clear_a understanding_n a_o ready_a apprehension_n a_o exact_a prudence_n a_o virtuous_a will_n a_o unwearied_a diligence_n a_o constant_a cheerfulness_n a_o sweet_a and_o oblige_a behaviour_n a_o useful_a conversation_n and_o good_a success_n in_o all_o their_o undertake_n requite_v all_o their_o kindness_n to_o i_o in_o multitude_n of_o blessing_n and_o above_o all_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o divine_a favour_n and_o with_o the_o perpetual_a joy_n and_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n o_o bless_a lord_n hear_v all_o their_o own_o prayer_n hear_v they_o for_o themselves_o and_o for_o i_o also_o and_o stir_v we_o up_o all_o to_o pray_v with_o great_a ardency_n with_o a_o more_o zealous_a affection_n to_o thy_o honour_n and_o each_o other_o good_a and_o with_o a_o most_o inflame_a desire_n to_o be_v as_o like_v thou_o as_o possible_o we_o can_v that_o after_o a_o constant_a and_o hearty_a friendship_n here_o in_o this_o world_n we_o may_v have_v a_o comfortable_a departure_n out_o of_o it_o and_o rest_n in_o a_o joyful_a hope_n to_o meet_v together_o in_o the_o other_o life_n and_o embrace_v in_o the_o bosom_n of_o our_o bless_a lord_n christ_n jesus_n amen_n amen_n xi_o in_o the_o next_o place_n i_o must_v exhort_v you_o to_o exercise_v a_o great_a faith_n in_o god_n good_a providence_n which_o rule_v in_o all_o affair_n this_o be_v of_o great_a force_n to_o banish_v all_o perplex_v thought_n and_o consequent_o to_o make_v you_o of_o a_o cheerful_a spirit_n and_o to_o be_v good_a company_n for_o yourself_o when_o you_o be_v alone_o or_o about_o your_o necessary_a employment_n and_o it_o have_v not_o only_o this_o oblique_a aspect_n upon_o our_o soul_n to_o defend_v they_o from_o that_o heaviness_n &_o sadness_n which_o be_v too_o apt_a to_o oppress_v they_o but_o be_v of_o a_o more_o direct_a and_o manifest_a influence_n to_o comfort_n and_o enliven_v they_o on_o all_o occasion_n by_o remove_v that_o be_v those_o impediment_n out_o of_o the_o way_n which_o be_v a_o clog_n and_o a_o burden_n to_o our_o spirit_n and_o by_o beget_v likewise_o a_o high_a faith_n in_o god_n goodness_n to_o our_o better_a part_n which_o take_v such_o care_n of_o our_o low_a concernment_n for_o what_o be_v it_o that_o make_v our_o heart_n unwilling_a to_o go_v to_o god_n and_o to_o wait_v upon_o he_o as_o mary_n sit_v at_o our_o saviour_n foot_n but_o the_o multitude_n of_o business_n wherewith_o like_o martha_n we_o encumber_v and_o trouble_v ourselves_o we_o imagine_v we_o can_v never_o take_v care_n enough_o about_o those_o thing_n and_o when_o we_o have_v do_v our_o best_a still_o we_o remain_v solicitous_a about_o the_o success_n and_o so_o our_o soul_n be_v already_o fill_v &_o crowd_v with_o these_o thought_n there_o be_v no_o room_n leave_v to_o admit_v of_o any_o other_o till_o they_o be_v thrust_v out_o and_o suppose_v now_o our_o own_o conscience_n begin_v in_o this_o case_n to_o reprove_v we_o and_o bid_v we_o go_v to_o our_o god_n yet_o if_o it_o be_v that_o only_o which_o urge_v we_o and_o not_o a_o quiet_a faith_n in_o his_o good_a providence_n how_o do_v we_o hear_v those_o thing_n call_v we_o off_o again_o and_o invite_v nay_o drawing_z our_o heart_n to_o they_o as_o be_v indeed_o their_o own_o it_o be_v nothing_o else_o that_o distract_v we_o but_o these_o care_n which_o be_v not_o eject_v by_o faith_n but_o only_o silence_v and_o still_v a_o little_a by_o natural_a conscience_n which_o tell_v we_o we_o do_v amiss_o or_o if_o they_o have_v lie_v quiet_a a_o while_n and_o give_v we_o leave_v to_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o think_v of_o better_a thing_n how_o easy_o do_v they_o thrust_v out_o all_o our_o good_a meditation_n and_o pious_a affection_n when_o they_o return_v again_o nay_o how_o do_v they_o eat_v up_o and_o prey_v on_o the_o very_a soul_n itself_o as_o well_o as_o on_o all_o the_o good_a notion_n which_o be_v within_o it_o if_o we_o be_v necessary_o engage_v then_o in_o more_o affair_n than_o willing_o we_o will_v it_o be_v as_o necessary_a we_o shall_v be_v strong_o persuade_v of_o the_o care_n which_o god_n take_v of_o all_o thing_n that_o they_o shall_v go_v well_o with_o those_o who_o trust_v in_o he_o that_o so_o we_o may_v use_v but_o a_o moderate_a diligence_n and_o not_o trouble_v ourselves_o about_o issue_n and_o event_n and_o that_o we_o may_v save_v abundance_n of_o time_n for_o better_a thought_n and_o that_o these_o affair_n may_v not_o take_v up_o our_o heart_n both_o while_o we_o be_v in_o they_o and_o when_o we_o be_v out_o of_o they_o too_o that_o be_v too_o much_o familiarity_n with_o they_o when_o they_o will_v never_o let_v we_o alone_o and_o we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v that_o though_o they_o employ_v our_o mind_n for_o many_o hour_n yet_o when_o we_o have_v do_v our_o work_n they_o may_v not_o then_o engross_v our_o time_n also_o the_o care_n of_o religion_n be_v great_a enough_o we_o need_v not_o take_v upon_o we_o the_o care_n of_o the_o world_n too_o with_o what_o reason_n do_v we_o complain_v that_o we_o find_v it_o difficult_a to_o govern_v ourselves_o when_o it_o seem_v we_o think_v ourselves_o meet_v to_o govern_v this_o world_n and_o all_o no_o wonder_n that_o we_o be_v weary_a of_o our_o work_n when_o we_o have_v not_o only_o our_o own_o to_o do_v but_o will_v needs_o undertake_v god_n work_v likewise_o we_o may_v well_o sigh_v and_o be_v discourage_v when_o we_o carry_v such_o a_o vast_a burden_n upon_o our_o shoulder_n there_o be_v no_o end_n of_o these_o care_n which_o intermix_v themselves_o not_o only_o with_o our_o particular_a business_n but_o trouble_v we_o continual_o with_o sad_a and_o fearful_a thought_n about_o the_o affair_n of_o nation_n and_o the_o state_n of_o the_o public_a wherein_o our_o private_a wealth_n be_v embark_v and_o this_o be_v the_o mischief_n of_o it_o that_o when_o we_o be_v discourage_v by_o this_o mean_n it_o be_v a_o sin_n and_o not_o mere_o our_o misery_n because_o we_o will_v meddle_v with_o more_o than_o belong_v unto_o we_o we_o put_v ourselves_o to_o a_o unnecessary_a pain_n to_o put_v ourselves_o out_o of_o the_o favour_n and_o care_n of_o he_o who_o will_v ease_v we_o of_o this_o burden_n by_o cast_v it_o upon_o his_o merciful_a providence_n it_o be_v a_o uncomfortable_a and_o a_o sinful_a condition_n which_o be_v aggravate_v by_o this_o that_o it_o be_v a_o needless_a and_o a_o bold_a intrusion_n into_o his_o business_n who_o govern_v the_o world_n it_o be_v as_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v very_o solicitous_a whether_o the_o sun_n will_v shine_v to_o morrow_n or_o not_o when_o i_o have_v occasion_n to_o stay_v all_o day_n about_o my_o affair_n at_o home_n let_v we_o do_v what_o concern_v we_o and_o leave_v god_n to_o dispose_v of_o all_o the_o rest_n and_o let_v we_o believe_v that_o he_o will_v assist_v we_o in_o our_o dispatch_n and_o a_o great_a deal_n the_o more_o if_o we_o will_v not_o stretch_v ourselves_o to_o meddle_v beyond_o our_o line_n he_o will_v help_v we_o to_o do_v what_o we_o ought_v when_o we_o do_v no_o more_o than_o we_o shall_v when_o we_o be_v not_o oppress_v i_o mean_v with_o fear_n that_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o go_v through_o our_o employment_n and_o when_o we_o be_v not_o too_o careful_a what_o will_v become_v of_o they_o after_o we_o have_v finish_v our_o work_n god_n will_v take_v care_n that_o we_o shall_v do_v they_o and_o that_o they_o shall_v have_v the_o best_a success_n when_o they_o be_v do_v look_v upon_o yourself_o as_o a_o part_n of_o the_o world_n and_o upon_o god_n as_o the_o governor_n of_o the_o whole_a and_o then_o by_o faith_n in_o he_o make_v yourself_o as_o it_o be_v a_o part_n of_o himself_o that_o so_o he_o may_v have_v a_o particular_a concernment_n in_o your_o affair_n look_v upon_o yourself_o not_o only_o as_o one_o of_o his_o family_n and_o therefore_o under_o his_o general_n providence_n but_o also_o as_o one_o of_o his_o child_n for_o who_o good_a he_o will_v more_o than_o ordinary_o provide_v and_o be_v always_o confident_a he_o will_v provide_v the_o better_a for_o you_o because_o
and_o make_v provision_n for_o its_o lust_n and_o pleasure_n rescue_v it_o from_o that_o thraldom_n and_o assert_v its_o liberty_n which_o be_v no_o such_o difficult_a undertake_n since_o right_o to_o understand_v itself_o be_v sufficient_a for_o its_o safety_n and_o preservation_n and_o to_o say_v the_o truth_n the_o necessity_n of_o this_o exercise_n be_v no_o less_o apparent_a than_o the_o benefit_n we_o have_v need_n acquaint_v ourselves_o thorough_o with_o those_o spiritual_a and_o heavenly_a being_n and_o make_v they_o very_o familiar_a to_o we_o because_o these_o outward_a object_n be_v so_o near_o we_o and_o have_v gain_v such_o a_o interest_n in_o we_o that_o even_o when_o we_o be_v think_v of_o the_o other_o they_o will_v busy_o interpose_v themselves_o and_o be_v able_a in_o a_o instant_n to_o obtrude_v their_o company_n though_o then_o very_a troublesome_a upon_o we_o how_o oft_o do_v our_o mind_n turn_v aside_o to_o speak_v with_o they_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o our_o prayer_n how_o will_v our_o thought_n be_v discompose_v at_o the_o sound_n of_o a_o bell_n the_o creak_n of_o a_o door_n the_o buzz_n of_o a_o fly_n or_o some_o such_o weak_a and_o contemptible_a thing_n that_o affect_v our_o sense_n when_o we_o be_v bow_v down_o before_o god_n when_o our_o hand_n and_o eye_n be_v lift_v up_o to_o heaven_n how_o do_v the_o memory_n of_o yesterday_n enjoyment_n or_o the_o fear_n of_o to_o morrow_n trouble_n beside_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o present_a day_n business_n start_v up_o and_o interrupt_v we_o we_o know_v not_o how_o or_o on_o what_o occasion_n the_o uneasiness_n of_o our_o bend_a joint_n the_o bite_n of_o a_o flea_n the_o prick_n of_o a_o pin_n some_o word_n which_o we_o then_o speak_v any_o fancy_n that_o rise_v up_o by_o the_o natural_a motion_n of_o our_o spirit_n will_v trouble_v our_o mind_n in_o our_o devotion_n and_o carry_v we_o away_o from_o god_n it_o concern_v we_o therefore_o very_o high_o to_o work_v our_o mind_n into_o a_o strong_a and_o more_o delightful_a sense_n of_o he_o and_o of_o all_o spiritual_a enjoyment_n since_o our_o familiarity_n with_o the_o other_o be_v so_o intimate_a that_o the_o very_a lest_o of_o they_o be_v in_o favour_n enough_o with_o we_o to_o give_v we_o a_o avocation_n from_o this_o better_a company_n even_o when_o we_o be_v engage_v in_o it_o in_o order_n to_o this_o and_o all_o thing_n else_o you_o know_v very_o well_o how_o necessary_a it_o be_v to_o implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o god_n grace_n and_o to_o beseech_v his_o infinite_a goodness_n that_o he_o will_v be_v please_v to_o represent_v himself_o more_o clear_o than_o you_o can_v do_v unto_o your_o mind_n and_o lift_v it_o up_o above_o towards_o the_o happiness_n of_o the_o other_o world_n which_o you_o may_v do_v in_o some_o such_o word_n as_o these_o a_o prayer_n o_o god_n i_o believe_v that_o thou_o be_v and_o that_o nothing_o can_v have_v be_v without_o thou_o who_o fille_v all_o thing_n and_o be_v every_o where_o to_o be_v see_v and_o feel_v by_o observant_a mind_n who_o diligent_o seek_v thou_o vouchsafe_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o behold_v a_o soul_n that_o serious_o aspire_v towards_o thou_o and_o who_o thou_o have_v already_o fill_v with_o earnest_a desire_n to_o be_v unite_v in_o eternal_a love_n to_o thou_o but_o be_v pull_v down_o alas_o by_o this_o earthly_a body_n and_o in_o danger_n to_o sink_v without_o thy_o mighty_a aide_n into_o too_o great_a a_o love_n of_o these_o low_a good_n which_o here_o surround_v i_o draw_v near_o o_o father_n of_o spirit_n present_v thyself_o so_o clear_o to_o i_o and_o touch_v my_o mind_n with_o such_o a_o powerful_a sense_n of_o thou_o that_o it_o may_v be_v lift_v up_o above_o all_o earthly_a thing_n and_o my_o heart_n may_v always_o incline_v towards_o thou_o and_o be_v possess_v with_o a_o constant_a and_o most_o ardent_a love_n of_o thou_o awake_v in_o i_o on_o all_o occasion_n a_o lively_a remembrance_n of_o the_o worth_n and_o dignity_n of_o that_o immortal_a spirit_n which_o thou_o have_v breathe_v into_o i_o and_o raise_v it_o up_o to_o as_o lively_a a_o belief_n and_o hope_v of_o that_o eternal_a bliss_n into_o which_o jesus_n our_o lord_n be_v enter_v for_o we_o fix_v my_o mind_n upon_o that_o unseen_a felicity_n and_o keep_v it_o in_o such_o a_o steadfast_a and_o delightful_a contemplation_n of_o it_o that_o nothing_o here_o on_o earth_n may_v be_v able_a to_o tempt_v i_o down_o into_o a_o inordinate_a desire_n after_o it_o and_o love_n unto_o it_o o_o what_o glorious_a object_n appear_v before_o i_o surpass_v all_o that_o my_o eye_n behold_v now_o that_o my_o thought_n be_v retire_v a_o little_a from_o this_o outward_a world_n o_o what_o shadow_n do_v all_o thing_n here_o seem_v in_o compare_n with_o those_o heavenly_a enjoyment_n which_o thou_o present_v to_o i_o what_o long_n do_v i_o feel_v excite_v in_o my_o heart_n after_o thou_o what_o desire_v to_o be_v always_o with_o thou_o and_o to_o be_v fill_v still_o with_o a_o strong_a sense_n of_o thou_o o_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o beginner_n and_o finisher_n of_o all_o good_a be_v please_v to_o assist_v my_o holy_a endeavour_n to_o withdraw_v my_o mind_n more_o and_o more_o from_o these_o sensible_a thing_n that_o it_o may_v have_v a_o clear_a sight_n of_o its_o heavenly_a country_n from_o whence_o it_o come_v and_o whither_o it_o desire_v to_o return_v and_o there_o live_v for_o ever_o preserve_v it_o thereby_o from_o the_o power_n of_o all_o temptation_n here_o and_o enable_v i_o to_o prepare_v it_o to_o be_v present_v unto_o thou_o by_o my_o saviour_n adorn_v with_o that_o faith_n purity_n patience_n righteousness_n mercy_n and_o such_o like_a heavenly_a quality_n as_o will_v dispose_v i_o for_o the_o company_n of_o the_o bless_a i_o sigh_v to_o think_v o_o my_o god_n of_o the_o weakness_n of_o my_o mind_n which_o be_v so_o easy_o distract_v and_o turn_v aside_o in_o these_o my_o address_n to_o thou_o pity_v i_o good_a lord_n and_o knit_v my_o thought_n and_o affection_n to_o a_o close_a attendance_n on_o thou_o help_v i_o to_o gather_v my_o mind_n into_o itself_o and_o there_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o divine_a presence_n with_o less_o disturbance_n from_o this_o outward_a world_n o_o that_o all_o thing_n here_o may_v rather_o bring_v thou_o to_o my_o mind_n than_o carry_v it_o away_o from_o thou_o dispose_v i_o so_o to_o observe_v the_o footstep_n of_o thy_o wise_a and_o mighty_a goodness_n in_o all_o thy_o creature_n that_o i_o may_v perpetual_o acknowledge_v thou_o and_o then_o especial_o be_v bear_v away_o far_o above_o all_o other_o thing_n in_o high_a admiration_n of_o thou_o and_o servant_n affection_n to_o thou_o when_o i_o be_o thus_o prostrate_a in_o humble_a adoration_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o when_o i_o be_o so_o feeble_a as_o to_o wander_v after_o little_a thing_n even_o while_o i_o be_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o and_o offer_v my_o heart_n to_o thou_o help_v i_o to_o long_a the_o more_o earnest_o after_o that_o happy_a state_n wherein_o i_o shall_v with_o more_o steady_a thought_n and_o entire_a devotion_n give_v everlasting_a praise_n to_o thou_o amen_n ii_o now_o that_o you_o may_v the_o better_o preserve_v in_o your_o soul_n these_o ardent_a desire_n and_o that_o they_o may_v not_o die_v for_o want_v of_o continual_a fuel_n to_o feed_v and_o nourish_v they_o let_v i_o advise_v you_o my_o friend_n in_o the_o next_o place_n to_o represent_v to_o yourself_o as_o often_o and_o as_o sensible_o as_o you_o can_v the_o incomparable_a greatness_n of_o that_o invisible_a happiness_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v in_o which_o that_o i_o may_v assist_v you_o as_o much_o as_o i_o be_o able_a i_o will_v direct_v you_o to_o such_o a_o easy_a way_n of_o manage_v your_o thought_n that_o you_o may_v pursue_v this_o counsel_n with_o no_o great_a pain_n and_o labour_n justin_n martyr_n observe_v in_o his_o dialogue_n with_o trypho_n the_o jew_n that_o therefore_o god_n lay_v such_o restraint_n upon_o that_o nation_n and_o forbid_v they_o for_o instance_n the_o use_n of_o certain_a meat_n the_o often_o to_o put_v they_o in_o mind_n of_o himself_o even_o in_o the_o most_o common_a action_n of_o humane_a life_n and_o to_o make_v they_o remember_v they_o be_v under_o his_o government_n and_o subject_a to_o his_o supreme_a authority_n which_o they_o be_v too_o prone_a to_o forget_v and_o will_v it_o not_o be_v a_o great_a shame_n if_o in_o these_o ripe_a age_n of_o the_o world_n the_o free_a use_n that_o god_n have_v give_v we_o of_o all_o thing_n shall_v not_o teach_v we_o as_o much_o as_o those_o restraint_n and_o abridgement_n of_o their_o liberty_n do_v they_o in_o the_o infancy_n of_o divine_a knowledge_n ill_a nature_n be_v teach_v most_o by_o their_o want_n
and_o you_o feel_v yourself_o a_o be_v that_o can_v subsist_v and_o enjoy_v itself_o if_o he_o please_v without_o a_o body_n excite_v in_o your_o soul_n a_o most_o passionate_a desire_n to_o be_v so_o happy_a that_o when_o it_o quit_v the_o place_n of_o its_o present_a abode_n it_o may_v approach_v near_o to_o his_o bless_a majesty_n and_o have_v a_o clear_a sight_n of_o his_o surpass_a glory_n put_v yourself_o in_o hope_n also_o that_o his_o divine_a goodness_n which_o have_v plant_v in_o you_o such_o strong_a inclination_n and_o fill_v you_o with_o such_o desire_n will_v not_o let_v they_o want_v the_o pleasure_n of_o satisfaction_n look_v up_o above_o and_o think_v that_o when_o your_o spirit_n shall_v take_v its_o flight_n from_o hence_o there_o be_v some_o other_o company_n to_o entertain_v it_o in_o another_o world_n who_o acquaintance_n be_v far_o more_o desirable_a than_o the_o society_n of_o the_o dear_a friend_n we_o have_v here_o who_o perhaps_o as_o soon_o as_o he_o have_v gain_v our_o love_n take_v his_o leave_n of_o we_o and_o go_v his_o way_n thither_o what_o comfort_n have_v we_o remain_v in_o this_o and_o other_o innumerable_a case_n but_o the_o hope_n of_o immortality_n which_o be_v the_o only_a thing_n that_o can_v raise_v our_o spirit_n above_o the_o pleasure_n and_o the_o trouble_v too_o of_o this_o mortal_a body_n this_o be_v our_o chief_a good_a on_o which_o we_o shall_v set_v our_o heart_n this_o be_v the_o inheritance_n to_o which_o we_o be_v bear_v as_o lactantius_n speak_v and_o for_o which_o we_o be_v form_v by_o virtue_n and_o piety_n the_o only_a inheritance_n of_o which_o we_o can_v be_v secure_a that_o we_o shall_v never_o be_v defeat_v for_o all_o this_o world_n we_o must_v leave_v behind_o we_o we_o can_v carry_v nothing_o away_o with_o we_o but_o a_o innocent_a and_o well-passed_n life_n and_o the_o hope_n which_o accompany_v it_o he_o only_o come_v to_o god_n rich_a and_o plentiful_a and_o abound_v in_o wealth_n as_o his_o word_n be_v who_o continence_n mercy_n patience_n charity_n and_o faith_n shall_v attend_v and_o convey_v into_o his_o presence_n 5._o to_o assure_v yourself_o therefore_o of_o this_o great_a good_a on_o which_o our_o principal_a strength_n and_o comfort_n rely_v consider_v in_o the_o next_o place_n that_o your_o mind_n plain_o tell_v you_o and_o its_o testimony_n be_v indubitable_a that_o god_n must_v needs_o be_v true_a and_o that_o whatsoever_o he_o say_v ought_v immediate_o without_o any_o hesitation_n to_o be_v firm_o believe_v for_o as_o he_o can_v never_o be_v deceive_v himself_o so_o we_o be_v sure_o he_o can_v deceive_v we_o 6._o now_o god_n have_v be_v please_v at_o last_o to_o speak_v to_o we_o by_o his_o own_o dear_a son_n as_o a_o voice_n from_o heaven_n and_o a_o world_n of_o mighty_a deed_n have_v testify_v 7._o and_o see_v jesus_n have_v not_o only_o comprise_v in_o his_o doctrine_n all_o the_o holy_a wisdom_n and_o all_o the_o goodness_n that_o ever_o be_v think_v or_o speak_v of_o since_o the_o begin_n of_o time_n but_o have_v likewise_o add_v a_o lively_a discovery_n of_o that_o state_n of_o good_a thing_n which_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n natural_o wish_n and_o belong_v for_o in_o another_o world_n 8._o and_o see_v in_o the_o last_o place_n god_n have_v confirm_v his_o exceed_a great_a and_o precious_a promise_n of_o eternal_a life_n by_o his_o resurrection_n from_o the_o dead_a and_o his_o ascension_n into_o heaven_n and_o the_o send_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n you_o ought_v to_o persuade_v yourself_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o these_o invisible_a thing_n and_o represent_v they_o so_o often_o to_o your_o mind_n till_o they_o seem_v no_o less_o real_a and_o certain_a than_o what_o you_o see_v with_o your_o eye_n and_o feel_v with_o your_o hand_n nay_o till_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n which_o the_o bounty_n of_o heaven_n give_v you_o in_o friend_n or_o any_o other_o good_a thing_n here_o seem_v but_o as_o shadow_n and_o faint_a image_n of_o the_o better_a enjoyment_n which_o you_o expect_v hereafter_o those_o wise_a man_n who_o be_v guide_v only_o by_o the_o light_n of_o their_o own_o mind_n make_v no_o great_a account_n of_o they_o and_o yet_o all_o the_o philosopher_n of_o great_a fame_n be_v but_o little_a child_n compare_v with_o christian_a people_n in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o this_o great_a point_n 4._o l._n 1._o praepar_fw-la cap._n 4._o as_o eusebius_n just_o glory_v we_o be_v not_o leave_v to_o gather_v this_o truth_n as_o another_o of_o the_o ancient_n speak_v from_o the_o weak_a conjecture_n and_o imperfect_a reason_n of_o our_o own_o 8._o lactant._n l._n 7._o cap._n 8._o but_o we_o know_v it_o from_o a_o divine_a tradition_n it_o be_v deliver_v to_o we_o by_o the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o have_v put_v a_o end_n to_o all_o dispute_n by_o come_v from_o heaven_n to_o we_o with_o the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n lay_v up_o his_o word_n therefore_o most_o careful_o in_o your_o heart_n let_v they_o dwell_v rich_o and_o plentiful_o in_o you_o in_o all_o wisdom_n and_o possess_v you_o at_o once_o with_o a_o mighty_a sense_n of_o god_n and_o of_o the_o dignity_n of_o your_o soul_n and_o of_o immortality_n and_o of_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o invisible_a world_n the_o benefit_n of_o this_o exercise_n be_v so_o evident_a that_o i_o may_v leave_v you_o to_o relate_v they_o when_o you_o have_v feel_v they_o it_o will_v be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o to_o suggest_v to_o you_o that_o the_o heart_n must_v needs_o become_v by_o this_o mean_n very_o cold_a and_o dead_a to_o those_o earthly_a enjoyment_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o bewitch_v and_o inchant_v it_o with_o their_o deceitful_a pleasure_n if_o the_o soul_n be_v clothe_v as_o the_o platonist_n fancy_v with_o as_o many_o garment_n as_o there_o be_v element_n through_o which_o it_o pass_v as_o it_o descend_v into_o this_o body_n and_o if_o it_o be_v so_o muffle_v in_o they_o that_o it_o do_v but_o fumble_v in_o its_o thought_n and_o have_v much_o ado_n to_o feel_v itself_o hereby_o it_o will_v be_v able_a in_o some_o measure_n to_o divest_v itself_o of_o those_o thick_a blanket_n wherein_o it_o be_v wrap_v and_o throw_v off_o those_o heavy_a coat_n that_o dangle_v about_o its_o heel_n and_o encumber_v its_o motion_n as_o it_o set_v its_o foot_n forward_o to_o walk_v towards_o the_o father_n of_o its_o be_v it_o be_v no_o contemptible_a discourse_n which_o their_o master_n make_v concern_v felicity_n phaedone_n plato_n in_o phaedone_n which_o he_o right_o place_n in_o the_o contemplation_n and_o love_n of_o the_o sovereign_n good_n how_o that_o no_o man_n can_v attain_v unto_o it_o in_o this_o life_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o lumpish_a matter_n to_o which_o the_o soul_n be_v fast_o tie_v and_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o multitude_n of_o worldly_a affair_n which_o require_v our_o attendance_n yea_o and_o of_o the_o fancy_n and_o toy_n that_o will_v fill_v our_o thought_n do_v what_o we_o can_v whence_o he_o conclude_v that_o either_o no_o man_n shall_v be_v happy_a which_o he_o think_v be_v very_o absurd_o affirm_v or_o he_o must_v arrive_v at_o his_o happiness_n after_o he_o be_v dead_a and_o if_o when_o we_o be_v dead_a say_v he_o the_o bless_a time_n be_v come_v wherein_o we_o may_v enjoy_v as_o we_o will_v that_o great_a good_a then_o the_o near_a any_o man_n approach_v unto_o death_n the_o near_o he_o come_v within_o the_o reach_n of_o his_o felicity_n if_o a_o man_n therefore_o will_v withdraw_v himself_o from_o the_o world_n if_o he_o will_v abstract_n his_o mind_n from_o sensible_a thing_n and_o take_v his_o heart_n from_o bodily_a pleasure_n and_o turn_v himself_o into_o himself_o which_o they_o judge_v as_o the_o holy_a writer_n do_v a_o kind_n of_o death_n he_o shall_v be_v in_o the_o beginning_n of_o his_o happiness_n there_o i_o know_v my_o friend_n you_o desire_v to_o find_v yourself_o and_o for_o that_o cause_n i_o pray_v you_o learn_v thus_o to_o steal_v out_o of_o the_o company_n of_o worldly_a thing_n which_o by_o hinder_v we_o from_o begin_v our_o happiness_n will_v keep_v we_o in_o perpetual_a misery_n converse_v as_o often_o as_o you_o can_v with_o your_o noble_a self_n and_o contract_v a_o intimate_a acquaintance_n with_o those_o divine_a inhabitant_n which_o be_v lodge_v there_o grow_v into_o a_o high_a esteem_n of_o that_o unseen_a power_n which_o know_v god_n and_o the_o life_n to_o come_v which_o think_v and_o guide_v and_z gives_z order_n desire_n and_o love_n and_o do_v all_o thing_n else_o belong_v to_o this_o life_n and_o call_v to_o mind_n continual_o its_o worth_n and_o dignity_n and_o consider_v for_o what_o heavenly_a enjoyment_n it_o be_v design_v disdain_v to_o let_v it_o be_v condemn_v to_o so_o base_a a_o slavery_n as_o to_o serve_v the_o body_n only_o
i_o forget_v to_o look_v continual_o towards_o this_o immortal_a life_n and_o what_o be_v that_o shall_v make_v i_o forget_v it_o how_o come_v i_o to_o lose_v that_o sense_n and_o let_v go_v my_o hope_n of_o immortal_a life_n o_o wonderful_a love_n o_o patient_a goodness_n which_o still_o wait_v and_o attend_v upon_o i_o to_o remind_v my_o soul_n of_o its_o everlasting_a bliss_n may_v i_o after_o so_o long_a a_o time_n of_o sleep_n and_o such_o forgetfulness_n be_v favour_v with_o a_o sight_n of_o it_o will_v my_o love_n and_o free_a obedience_n be_v yet_o accept_v awake_v awake_v then_o all_o the_o hide_a power_n of_o my_o soul_n rise_v up_o and_o call_v he_o bless_v who_o can_v withhold_v his_o heart_n from_o devote_v itself_o affectionate_o to_o he_o with_o what_o pleasure_n can_v i_o entertain_v myself_o comparable_a to_o those_o which_o grow_v out_o of_o the_o hope_n of_o immortal_a life_n or_o what_o service_n can_v be_v unpleasant_a which_o be_v undertake_v for_o so_o great_a a_o happiness_n the_o thought_n of_o it_o make_v my_o soul_n light_n and_o aërial_a even_o under_o the_o burden_n of_o this_o body_n i_o feel_v it_o draw_v i_o up_o above_o from_o whence_o when_o i_o look_v down_o upon_o all_o the_o man_n of_o this_o low_a world_n how_o do_v they_o appear_v but_o as_o so_o many_o little_a aunt_n busy_o creep_v on_o a_o molehill_n while_o i_o sit_v upon_o the_o holy_a hill_n of_o god_n o_o that_o my_o mind_n can_v dwell_v there_o or_o since_o i_o can_v reach_v so_o high_a a_o felicity_n it_o may_v never_o descend_v from_o thence_o but_o with_o a_o lively_a remembrance_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o that_o celestial_a hope_n which_o may_v bear_v i_o up_o above_o all_o the_o petty_a temptation_n of_o this_o world_n for_o what_o be_v it_o that_o i_o labour_n and_o toil_n with_o such_o restless_a thought_n and_o desire_n for_o what_o be_o i_o trouble_v and_o discontent_v can_v any_o thing_n make_v he_o absolute_o unhappy_a who_o hope_v to_o live_v for_o ever_o with_o god_n no_o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o my_o lord_n always_o again_o i_o say_v i_o will_v rejoice_v i_o will_v bear_v at_o least_o even_o all_o my_o dulness_n and_o listlesness_n to_o my_o duty_n with_o a_o quiet_a and_o compose_a mind_n in_o hope_n one_o day_n to_o be_v more_o full_a of_o life_n here_o my_o pen_n be_v very_o forward_o and_o will_v be_v run_v on_o further_a than_o my_o design_n will_v allow_v and_o therefore_o i_o must_v restrain_v it_o and_o abbreviate_v also_o the_o remain_a counsel_n have_v be_v so_o long_o in_o some_o of_o the_o forego_n lest_o instead_o of_o a_o little_a book_n to_o carry_v about_o with_o you_o and_o refresh_v you_o i_o shall_v send_v you_o a_o tedious_a volume_n that_o will_v quite_o tire_v you_o let_v i_o only_o annex_v before_o i_o leave_v this_o a_o prayer_n to_o god_n which_o relate_v to_o what_o have_v be_v now_o say_v and_o with_o which_o you_o be_v not_o unacquainted_a a_o prayer_n o_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_v for_o ever_o more_o who_o be_v the_o most_o excellent_a nature_n the_o perfection_n of_o beauty_n happy_a in_o thyself_o alone_o and_o need_v not_o the_o company_n of_o any_o of_o thy_o creature_n to_o make_v thou_o happy_a than_o thou_o be_v it_o be_v we_o poor_a beggarly_a thing_n that_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o thy_o continue_a grace_n and_o love_n who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o our_o spirit_n the_o only_a hope_n and_o stay_v of_o our_o heart_n the_o joy_n and_o comfort_n of_o our_o life_n that_o fill_v and_o satisfy_v good_a in_o who_o alone_o our_o desire_n can_v meet_v with_o perfect_a rest_n and_o repose_v the_o most_o glorious_a of_o all_o the_o heavenly_a host_n can_v find_v no_o high_a pleasure_n than_o those_o of_o love_v and_o praise_v and_o obey_v thou_o who_o minister_n they_o be_v and_o delight_n to_o be_v in_o execute_v the_o command_n of_o thy_o holy_a will_n in_o every_o thing_n for_o thy_o will_n be_v guide_v by_o the_o best_a and_o most_o excellent_a reason_n and_o be_v so_o propense_a we_o see_v to_o goodness_n benignity_n and_o charity_n that_o all_o its_o command_n must_v needs_o be_v reasonable_a and_o good_a too_o and_o intend_v the_o great_a kindness_n to_o those_o that_o be_v obedient_a to_o they_o every_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o under_o the_o earth_n and_o in_o the_o sea_n obey_v thy_o almighty_a word_n declare_v thou_o to_o be_v as_o good_a as_o thou_o be_v great_a 5.13_o rev._n 5.13_o and_o give_v not_o only_a glory_n and_o power_n but_o blessing_n and_o honour_n unto_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n yea_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o thy_o love_n when_o he_o come_v into_o the_o world_n free_o choose_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o not_o his_o own_o say_v i_o delight_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o my_o god_n yea_o thy_o law_n be_v within_o my_o heart_n psal_n xl._n 7._o what_o be_v there_o then_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n that_o i_o can_v wish_v but_o to_o be_v unite_v in_o hearty_a devout_a and_o cheerful_a affection_n together_o with_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n and_o heavenly_a host_n to_o that_o most_o holy_a will_n of_o thou_o by_o a_o free_a and_o constant_a obedience_n to_o it_o it_o be_v infinite_o fit_a and_o desirable_a i_o be_o sure_a that_o we_o above_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o creature_n shall_v take_v a_o perfect_a contentment_n and_o pleasure_n in_o serve_v thou_o who_o have_v not_o only_o gratify_v all_o our_o sense_n with_o great_a and_o delightful_a variety_n of_o good_a thing_n in_o this_o world_n but_o also_o send_v thy_o son_n from_o heaven_n to_o entertain_v our_o spirit_n with_o joyful_a hope_n of_o have_v our_o weak_a and_o short_a obedience_n here_o reward_v with_o great_a and_o endless_a pleasure_n at_o thy_o right_a hand_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o shall_v have_v such_o a_o regard_n unto_o he_o and_o what_o heart_n have_v we_o if_o after_o all_o thy_o grace_n we_o shall_v delight_v in_o any_o thing_n more_o than_o thou_o or_o be_v weary_a and_o faint_a in_o our_o mind_n while_o we_o be_v do_v thy_o bless_a will_n o_o how_o deep_o shall_v we_o have_v be_v indebt_v to_o thou_o if_o thou_o have_v only_o admit_v we_o to_o the_o happiness_n of_o know_v and_o love_v thou_o and_o comply_v with_o thy_o good_a will_n while_o we_o dwell_v in_o this_o body_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v design_v when_o we_o expire_v to_o recompense_v the_o mere_a discharge_n of_o our_o duty_n here_o with_o the_o continue_a happiness_n of_o be_v with_o thou_o and_o enjoy_v thou_o for_o ever_o be_v a_o expression_n of_o thy_o bounty_n that_o exceed_v all_o our_o wonder_n and_o admiration_n if_o a_o full_a sense_n of_o this_o thy_o stupendous_a goodness_n shall_v now_o possess_v our_o spirit_n they_o will_v grow_v i_o believe_v too_o big_a and_o large_a for_o our_o body_n and_o burst_v forth_o in_o passionate_a love_n will_v make_v their_o way_n into_o eternity_n which_o only_o be_v wide_a and_o long_o enough_o to_o admire_v and_o love_n and_o praise_v thou_o in_o but_o be_v please_v o_o lord_n of_o love_n in_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n to_o give_v i_o at_o present_a such_o a_o true_a and_o lively_a feel_n of_o it_o as_o may_v make_v i_o think_v of_o nothing_o so_o much_o or_o with_o so_o much_o delight_n and_o satisfaction_n of_o heart_n and_o as_o may_v inflame_v i_o with_o such_o a_o fervent_a love_n unto_o thou_o that_o it_o may_v melt_v and_o dissolve_v my_o will_n into_o thou_o and_o consume_v all_o my_o corrupt_a desire_n and_o abate_v at_o least_o the_o chillness_n and_o indifference_n of_o my_o spirit_n and_o offer_v i_o up_o a_o whole_a burn_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o my_o god_n and_o then_o stay_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o the_o fullness_n of_o my_o love_n and_o praise_n and_o joyful_a acknowledgement_n till_o i_o come_v to_o that_o happy_a liberty_n of_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o do_v but_o to_o love_v and_o thank_v and_o magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o it_o be_v my_o daily_a and_o repeat_v desire_n according_a as_o our_o lord_n have_v teach_v we_o that_o thy_o will_n may_v be_v do_v in_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n to_o which_o both_o now_o and_o ever_o i_o say_v most_o hearty_o amen_n o_o purge_n and_o refine_v my_o nature_n to_o such_o a_o degree_n of_o virtue_n and_o goodness_n that_o i_o may_v at_o least_o delight_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n as_o those_o heavenly_a creature_n do_v o_o that_o those_o little_a little_a act_n of_o piety_n and_o charity_n which_o i_o be_o able_a to_o exercise_v in_o this_o world_n may_v never_o want_v this_o complacence_n in_o the_o performance_n of_o they_o
you_o in_o brief_a this_o be_v a_o holy_a feast_n where_o our_o lord_n not_o only_o make_v you_o good_a cheer_n for_o the_o present_a but_o renew_v your_o decay_a strength_n and_o beget_v in_o you_o a_o great_a liveliness_n for_o the_o future_a one_o great_a end_n of_o the_o institution_n of_o public_a feast_n among_o all_o nation_n in_o the_o world_n be_v for_o the_o maintain_n of_o unity_n love_n and_o friendship_n among_o the_o people_n that_o live_v under_o the_o same_o law_n and_o for_o the_o recreate_v of_o those_o who_o be_v tire_v with_o their_o constant_a labour_n and_o it_o be_v the_o design_n we_o likewise_o see_v of_o our_o private_a feast_n which_o be_v time_n of_o ease_n and_o refreshment_n for_o our_o neighbour_n and_o preserve_v also_o good_a will_n among_o they_o according_a to_o that_o of_o ben_n syra_n a_o famous_a person_n among_o the_o jew_n spread_v the_o table_n and_o contention_n cease_v we_o be_v all_o good_a friend_n at_o a_o feast_n upon_o which_o account_n plato_n be_v of_o opinion_n that_o their_o god_n themselves_o in_o much_o pity_n to_o mankind_n who_o life_n be_v full_a of_o labour_n leg._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n lib._n 2._o de_fw-fr leg._n do_v appoint_v those_o festival_n time_n for_o they_o that_o they_o may_v have_v a_o little_a relaxation_n and_o be_v encourage_v by_o those_o public_a joy_n to_o proceed_v without_o any_o murmur_a in_o their_o several_a employment_n we_o be_v very_o sure_o that_o god_n have_v institute_v by_o his_o particular_a command_n this_o holy_a feast_n like_a to_o which_o none_o ever_o be_v and_o which_o we_o may_v celebrate_v as_o oft_o as_o we_o please_v upon_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o his_o dear_a son_n whereby_o a_o great_a love_n sure_a will_v be_v beget_v in_o our_o heart_n to_o he_o and_o his_o service_n who_o guest_n we_o be_v and_o at_o who_o cost_n the_o entertainment_n be_v make_v mere_o out_o of_o his_o extraordinary_a grace_n and_o royal_a favour_n towards_o we_o this_o sure_a will_v be_v a_o singular_a refreshment_n and_o restorative_n to_o our_o spirit_n when_o we_o grow_v weary_a and_o almost_o spend_v in_o the_o work_n of_o our_o lord_n the_o sweetness_n of_o this_o will_v be_v like_o wine_n to_o the_o heart_n or_o like_o marrow_n and_o fatness_n to_o the_o bone_n it_o will_v stir_v we_o up_o when_o we_o be_v listless_a and_o comfort_v we_o when_o we_o be_v sad_a and_o put_v life_n into_o we_o when_o we_o be_v dead_a and_o make_v we_o not_o only_o able_a but_o willing_a to_o be_v religious_a be_v both_o our_o pleasure_n and_o our_o food_n seneca_n speak_v of_o time_n of_o relaxation_n and_o rest_n from_o labour_n say_v he_o know_v some_o great_a man_n animi_fw-la l._n de_fw-fr tranq_fw-fr animi_fw-la who_o once_o a_o month_n will_v give_v themselves_o a_o day_n of_o play_n and_o other_o that_o every_o day_n will_v allow_v some_o hour_n wherein_o they_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o write_v a_o letter_n or_o meddle_v with_o any_o thing_n that_o have_v the_o show_n of_o business_n if_o we_o in_o like_a manner_n do_v though_o not_o every_o day_n yet_o every_o month_n take_v this_o sweet_a repast_n if_o out_o of_o love_n to_o christ_n and_o consideration_n of_o our_o own_o necessity_n we_o do_v lay_v aside_o all_o other_o thought_n and_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o those_o delightful_a meditation_n which_o here_o present_v themselves_o unto_o we_o it_o will_v ease_v we_o of_o many_o care_n and_o trouble_n and_o make_v we_o more_o cheerful_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n at_o other_o time_n and_o dispose_v we_o to_o attend_v the_o whole_a business_n of_o religion_n as_o the_o pleasure_n rather_o than_o the_o labour_n of_o our_o life_n but_o if_o you_o be_v cast_v into_o a_o place_n where_o you_o have_v not_o the_o opportunity_n so_o frequent_o to_o celebrate_v the_o remembrance_n of_o christ_n death_n by_o receive_v the_o outward_a and_o visible_a sign_n and_o pledge_n of_o his_o divine_a grace_n than_o you_o may_v the_o often_o communicate_v with_o he_o spiritual_o in_o your_o own_o heart_n and_o represent_v his_o die_a love_n as_o lively_a as_o you_o can_v to_o it_o in_o your_o retire_a thought_n beseech_v he_o to_o accept_v of_o your_o unfeigned_a desire_n to_o make_v he_o your_o public_a acknowledgement_n and_o to_o join_v with_o all_o those_o pious_a soul_n which_o be_v then_o meet_v together_o throughout_o the_o christian_a world_n to_o show_v forth_o his_o praise_n and_o to_o offer_v up_o themselves_o in_o holy_a love_n to_o he_o and_o to_o our_o bless_a redeemer_n christ_n jesus_n for_o which_o purpose_n i_o will_v advise_v you_o to_o make_v use_n of_o all_o such_o meditation_n prayer_n and_o thanksgiving_n as_o be_v wont_a to_o attend_v those_o solemnity_n alter_v only_o those_o word_n which_o relate_v to_o your_o actual_a receive_n at_o the_o table_n of_o the_o lord_n the_o profit_n of_o such_o a_o frequent_a remembrance_n of_o our_o lord_n one_o way_n or_o other_o will_v be_v exceed_o great_a for_o the_o secure_v your_o duty_n and_o the_o make_v all_o those_o counsel_n which_o i_o have_v give_v you_o the_o more_o effectual_a it_o will_v put_v you_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o worth_n and_o dignity_n of_o your_o soul_n for_o which_o christ_n have_v do_v and_o suffer_v so_o much_o and_o on_o who_o he_o bestow_v such_o precious_a token_n of_o his_o love_n it_o will_v quicken_v your_o love_n to_o he_o which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o religion_n you_o shall_v taste_v how_o sweet_a it_o be_v beyond_o all_o comparison_n to_o be_v religious_a whereby_o we_o have_v such_o hope_n in_o god_n there_o you_o shall_v be_v remember_v how_o gainful_a it_o be_v to_o be_v good_a beyond_o all_o the_o purchase_n of_o this_o world_n for_o christ_n impart_v himself_o to_o you_o and_o all_o his_o benefit_n there_o you_o pray_v with_o the_o great_a devotion_n and_o offer_v up_o spiritual_a sacrifice_n and_o you_o represent_v also_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o christ_n to_o prevail_v for_o blessing_n for_o you_o and_o there_o you_o be_v most_o likely_a to_o have_v the_o most_o plentiful_a communication_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n to_o you_o and_o to_o feel_v your_o heart_n dilate_v in_o the_o large_a affection_n unto_o he_o there_o you_o confirm_v your_o promise_n to_o god_n and_o he_o seal_v he_o to_o you_o you_o can_v there_o be_v of_o another_o judgement_n if_o you_o will_v than_o this_o that_o since_o christ_n die_v to_o give_v you_o life_n you_o ought_v not_o henceforth_o to_o live_v to_o yourself_o but_o unto_o he_o which_o die_v for_o you_o and_z rise_v again_z this_o i_o make_v no_o doubt_n be_v one_o reason_n why_o those_o promise_n wherein_o man_n stand_v engage_v to_o god_n be_v no_o better_o perform_v because_o they_o do_v not_o frequent_o repeat_v this_o holy_a action_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o which_o they_o find_v their_o heart_n at_o present_a full_o resolve_v for_o god_n and_o goodness_n this_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o they_o waver_v again_o and_o all_o their_o promise_n and_o vow_n wherein_o they_o bound_v themselves_o fall_v off_o like_o cord_n of_o vanity_n whereas_o do_v they_o upon_o all_o occasion_n communicate_v with_o our_o saviour_n they_o will_v find_v their_o resolution_n grow_v so_o strong_a and_o steadfast_a that_o no_o temptation_n will_v be_v able_a to_o break_v they_o they_o will_v be_v like_a band_n of_o iron_n or_o chain_n rather_o of_o gold_n that_o will_v hold_v they_o for_o ever_o to_o their_o duty_n you_o have_v hear_v i_o believe_v the_o story_n of_o mithridates_n who_o by_o often_o use_v of_o the_o antidote_n which_o he_o invent_v so_o fortify_v his_o spirit_n that_o they_o resist_v the_o force_n of_o all_o poison_n insomuch_o that_o when_o to_o avoid_v the_o roman_a slavery_n he_o will_v have_v dispatch_v himself_o by_o a_o strong_a venomous_a draught_n he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o effect_v it_o such_o a_o sovereign_a virtue_n you_o will_v find_v in_o the_o frequent_a devout_a receive_n of_o the_o sacrament_n of_o christ_n body_n and_o blood_n it_o will_v secure_v the_o life_n of_o your_o soul_n confirm_v your_o strength_n arm_v you_o against_o the_o bite_n of_o the_o old_a serpent_n and_o make_v it_o in_o a_o manner_n impossible_a for_o you_o to_o be_v empoison_v by_o any_o naughty_a affection_n but_o i_o have_v write_v so_o much_o on_o this_o subject_a in_o other_o book_n already_o that_o i_o need_v not_o say_v any_o more_o of_o it_o here_o you_o find_v i_o hope_v those_o treatise_n useful_a to_o the_o stir_v up_o devotion_n and_o to_o the_o make_v a_o soul_n more_o forward_o and_o unwearied_a in_o god_n service_n and_o there_o likewise_o you_o may_v meet_v with_o a_o particular_a prayer_n for_o love_n to_o the_o holy_a communion_n wherefore_o let_v i_o proceed_v without_o any_o stop_n to_o the_o next_o advice_n xiii_o if_o
great_a repute_n in_o his_o faculty_n to_o look_v after_o their_o health_n and_o administer_v medicine_n to_o they_o just_o thus_o it_o be_v in_o the_o case_n of_o our_o soul_n it_o be_v too_o much_o presumption_n and_o careless_a confidence_n to_o rely_v upon_o our_o own_o counsel_n alone_o in_o the_o setlement_n of_o our_o everlasting_a estate_n or_o in_o the_o cure_n of_o those_o disorder_n and_o distemper_n in_o our_o mind_n which_o threaten_v danger_n we_o ought_v to_o take_v good_a advice_n and_o for_o fear_n of_o mistake_n have_v the_o judgement_n of_o some_o more_o skilful_a person_n to_o secure_v we_o as_o well_o as_o our_o own_o and_o indeed_o from_o hence_o you_o may_v learn_v what_o account_n god_n make_v of_o your_o soul_n and_o how_o high_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v value_v by_o yourself_o for_o the_o safety_n of_o which_o he_o have_v make_v such_o careful_a and_o plentiful_a provision_n have_v next_o to_o the_o gift_n of_o his_o son_n and_o of_o the_o holy-ghost_n settle_v a_o order_n of_o man_n to_o minister_v unto_o soul_n to_o look_v after_o they_o and_o see_v that_o they_o do_v not_o perish_v for_o want_v of_o instruction_n or_o good_a advice_n as_o he_o will_v have_v our_o saviour_n lie_v down_o his_o life_n for_o they_o so_o he_o have_v thereby_o make_v he_o a_o most_o compassionate_a highpriest_n and_o prefer_v he_o to_o a_o kingdom_n which_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o office_n power_n and_o authority_n to_o take_v care_n of_o soul_n and_o do_v they_o good_a continual_o by_o virtue_n of_o which_o he_o have_v commit_v authority_n unto_o other_o in_o a_o perpetual_a succession_n that_o they_o shall_v watch_v for_o man_n soul_n as_o the_o apostle_n to_o the_o hebrew_n speak_v declare_v to_o they_o their_o own_o worth_n and_o his_o love_n engraft_v that_o word_n in_o they_o which_o be_v able_a to_o save_v they_o call_v they_o to_o repentance_n establish_v they_o in_o the_o faith_n encourage_v their_o progress_n in_o virtue_n order_v their_o go_n feed_v they_o with_o his_o bless_a body_n and_o blood_n absolve_v they_o from_o their_o sin_n assist_v they_o in_o their_o last_o agony_n that_o they_o may_v finish_v their_o course_n with_o joy_n this_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o a_o peculiar_a kindness_n to_o soul_n he_o have_v not_o deal_v so_o with_o our_o body_n for_o we_o never_o hear_v of_o a_o company_n of_o man_n appoint_v by_o god_n to_o invent_v pleasure_n and_o contrive_v way_n for_o the_o feast_n of_o our_o sense_n there_o be_v none_o separate_v and_o set_v apart_o by_o he_o to_o teach_v the_o world_n how_o to_o get_v riches_n and_o improve_v their_o estate_n and_o fill_v their_o coffer_n but_o all_o the_o wisdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v employ_v to_o other_o purpose_n have_v ordain_v man_n to_o teach_v we_o how_o to_o live_v above_o those_o thing_n and_o to_o replenish_v our_o mind_n with_o his_o knowledge_n and_o our_o will_n with_o his_o love_n this_o he_o have_v make_v their_o constant_a function_n and_o perpetual_a employment_n to_o the_o world_n end_n and_o therefore_o be_v not_o slack_a to_o use_v their_o ministry_n nor_o doubt_n of_o the_o blessing_n of_o god_n upon_o it_o but_o have_v so_o much_o love_n to_o your_o soul_n as_o to_o apply_v yourself_o to_o they_o for_o assistance_n who_o be_v particular_o concern_v to_o give_v it_o and_o so_o much_o love_n to_o god_n as_o to_o be_v confident_a he_o will_v make_v those_o mean_v successful_a which_o he_o have_v particular_o ordain_v for_o your_o good_a a_o prayer_n i_o adore_v thou_o o_o lord_n the_o father_n of_o mercy_n who_o have_v design_v mankind_n to_o the_o great_a felicity_n in_o everlasting_a life_n and_o have_v not_o leave_v we_o in_o pursuance_n of_o it_o to_o the_o uncertain_a guess_n of_o our_o own_o mind_n but_o send_v thy_o dear_a son_n into_o the_o world_n both_o to_o assure_v we_o of_o that_o happiness_n and_o to_o direct_v we_o by_o his_o holy_a doctrine_n and_o example_n how_o we_o may_v attain_v it_o bless_a be_v the_o tender_a mercy_n of_o our_o god_n whereby_o the_o son_n of_o righteousness_n have_v visit_v we_o from_o on_o high_a to_o give_v light_n to_o they_o that_o sit_v in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n and_o to_o guide_v our_o foot_n into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n great_a be_v thy_o love_n o_o lord_n which_o after_o he_o have_v leave_v the_o world_n send_v his_o apostle_n and_o other_o minister_n of_o thy_o word_n to_o be_v the_o messenger_n of_o reconciliation_n and_o peace_n the_o leader_n and_o conductor_n of_o soul_n the_o steward_n of_o thy_o mystery_n and_o the_o guide_n unto_o blessedness_n great_a be_v thy_o love_n which_o to_o this_o day_n continue_v a_o merciful_a care_n over_o soul_n in_o provide_v a_o succession_n of_o faithful_a pastor_n and_o instructor_n to_o teach_v we_o our_o duty_n to_o reduce_v we_o when_o we_o go_v astray_o to_o resolve_v we_o when_o we_o doubt_v to_o help_v we_o when_o we_o be_v weak_a or_o weary_a and_o by_o their_o counsel_n admonition_n and_o comfort_n to_o bring_v our_o soul_n back_o again_o safe_a to_o thou_o the_o father_n of_o spirit_n i_o see_v o_o lord_n how_o dear_a and_o precious_a our_o soul_n be_v in_o thy_o sight_n for_o which_o our_o saviour_n have_v do_v and_o suffer_v so_o much_o and_o employ_v still_o the_o care_n and_o pain_n of_o so_o many_o person_n to_o take_v the_o charge_n and_o oversight_n of_o they_o and_o guide_v they_o unto_o their_o rest_n my_o soul_n bless_v thou_o and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o praise_n thy_o holy_a name_n as_o for_o all_o other_o thy_o benefit_n so_o for_o the_o many_o good_a instructor_n i_o have_v meet_v withal_o the_o many_o good_a lesson_n i_o have_v be_v teach_v and_o the_o pious_a counsel_n and_o advice_n i_o have_v receive_v i_o thank_v thou_o for_o put_v i_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o such_o friendly_a and_o skilful_a guide_n and_o that_o i_o have_v never_o hitherto_o want_v some_o to_o conduct_v i_o in_o all_o the_o dangerous_a and_o troublesome_a passage_n of_o my_o life_n be_v please_v still_o to_o favour_v i_o with_o the_o continuance_n of_o the_o like_a happiness_n indue_a i_o with_o wisdom_n to_o choose_v and_o grace_n to_o follow_v such_o a_o person_n who_o may_v on_o all_o occasion_n clear_o inlighten_v my_o understanding_n settle_v my_o doubt_n confirm_v my_o resolution_n quicken_v my_o endeavour_n direct_v my_o zeal_n keep_v all_o my_o passion_n in_o order_n and_o secure_v my_o go_n in_o thy_o path_n that_o so_o i_o may_v neither_o miss_v my_o way_n nor_o proceed_v with_o irregular_a motion_n nor_o be_v discourage_v in_o it_o but_o hold_v a_o even_o steady_a and_o constant_a course_n in_o well_o do_v till_o they_o to_o who_o thou_o have_v commit_v the_o care_n of_o i_o deliver_v i_o up_o in_o peace_n and_o safety_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o great_a shepherd_n and_o bishop_n of_o our_o soul_n christ_n jesus_n to_o who_o be_v glory_n and_o dominion_n for_o ever_o amen_n fourteen_o but_o when_o you_o be_v in_o your_o best_a mood_n and_o think_v yourself_o farthest_o off_o from_o danger_n it_o will_v be_v good_a to_o exercise_v a_o holy_a fear_n and_o jealousy_n over_o yourself_o lest_o you_o shall_v give_v way_n to_o any_o thing_n which_o may_v make_v you_o grow_v worse_o remember_v how_o false_a and_o treacherous_a the_o conquer_a enemy_n be_v and_o therefore_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v narrow_o watch_v though_o it_o promise_v fair_a remember_v that_o you_o must_v not_o trust_v it_o without_o a_o constant_a guard_n and_o mark_v the_o least_o begining_n of_o a_o evil_a for_o fear_n if_o they_o be_v slight_v as_o small_a fault_n they_o draw_v you_o into_o a_o great_a though_o we_o must_v not_o be_v deject_v for_o our_o little_a irregularity_n yet_o we_o must_v not_o pass_v they_o over_o neither_o without_o a_o serious_a observance_n if_o a_o father_n laugh_v or_o smile_v when_o he_o chide_v a_o wanton_a child_n it_o be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v a_o check_n to_o his_o folly_n that_o it_o do_v the_o more_o embolden_v he_o to_o play_v those_o idle_a trick_n for_o which_o he_o be_v reprove_v and_o so_o it_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v we_o shall_v find_v ourselves_o dispose_v if_o we_o be_v not_o in_o good_a earnest_n displease_v at_o ourselves_o for_o any_o thing_n that_o border_n upon_o vice_n and_o do_v not_o reprove_v ourselves_o serious_o for_o make_v too_o much_o use_v of_o our_o liberty_n we_o may_v be_v in_o danger_n by_o this_o mildness_n and_o gentleness_n to_o take_v the_o boldness_n to_o proceed_v to_o further_a transgression_n but_o i_o may_v seem_v to_o forget_v to_o who_o i_o write_v and_o consider_v what_o a_o great_a quantity_n you_o have_v of_o this_o fear_n i_o have_v need_n give_v it_o a_o large_a dash_n of_o some_o other_o mixture_n lest_o it_o turn_v
able_a than_o we_o be_v and_o particular_o i_o will_v advise_v you_o on_o such_o occasion_n to_o lift_v up_o your_o soul_n frequent_o to_o god_n in_o earnest_a desire_n beseech_v he_o to_o preserve_v you_o from_o cheat_v yourself_o and_o that_o he_o will_v help_v you_o to_o discern_v clear_o when_o it_o be_v the_o flattery_n and_o when_o it_o be_v the_o mere_a weakness_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n that_o hinder_v you_o from_o do_v as_o you_o be_v wont_a when_o you_o cast_v a_o glance_n i_o say_v towards_o heaven_n and_o send_v up_o a_o sigh_n thither_o now_o and_o then_o as_o you_o be_v able_a let_v this_o be_v one_o of_o your_o desire_n that_o god_n will_v be_v so_o gracious_a as_o to_o give_v you_o to_o feel_v plain_o when_o mere_a necessity_n require_v your_o attendance_n on_o your_o body_n and_o when_o it_o call_v for_o more_o than_o it_o need_v for_o he_o love_v that_o in_o every_o thing_n we_o shall_v make_v know_v our_o request_n to_o he_o and_o will_v certain_o some_o way_n or_o other_o satisfy_v your_o mind_n in_o such_o concernment_n and_o when_o you_o have_v use_v the_o best_a judgement_n you_o have_v and_o can_v procure_v together_o with_o your_o prayer_n about_o they_o then_o i_o hope_v you_o will_v be_v cheerful_a and_o let_v your_o thought_n trouble_v you_o no_o more_o or_o if_o a_o thought_n shall_v happen_v to_o start_v up_o and_o strike_v your_o mind_n tell_v you_o that_o you_o be_v lazy_a yet_o believe_v i_o beseech_v you_o your_o more_o deliberate_a and_o not_o these_o sudden_a conclusion_n there_o be_v one_o case_n i_o know_v of_o this_o kind_n wherein_o though_o it_o be_v certain_a that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o we_o to_o do_v as_o we_o be_v wont_a and_o that_o we_o be_v not_o hinder_v by_o any_o fault_n in_o our_o will_n but_o by_o the_o mere_a indisposition_n of_o nature_n yet_o it_o may_v be_v hard_o sometime_o to_o avoid_v deject_v and_o complain_v thought_n upon_o this_o account_n it_o be_v in_o sickness_n when_o the_o mind_n necessary_o languish_v with_o the_o body_n you_o may_v chance_v then_o to_o imagine_v that_o some_o sin_n or_o other_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o correction_n and_o so_o you_o have_v draw_v this_o disability_n upon_o yourself_o for_o which_o you_o can_v now_o be_v humble_v as_o you_o desire_v but_o i_o hope_v my_o friend_n that_o you_o take_v such_o a_o exact_a view_n of_o your_o life_n that_o sickness_n will_v not_o let_v you_o see_v any_o fault_n that_o be_v not_o visible_a to_o you_o before_o and_o i_o know_v you_o to_o be_v wise_a than_o to_o torment_v yourself_o with_o a_o fancy_n that_o there_o be_v some_o sin_n lurk_v in_o you_o though_o you_o can_v find_v it_o out_o but_o if_o any_o thing_n shall_v discover_v itself_o to_o you_o which_o be_v not_o so_o evident_a before_o let_v i_o beseech_v you_o not_o to_o pass_v any_o hard_a censure_n upon_o yourself_o but_o to_o remember_v that_o this_o have_v be_v bewail_v whensoever_o you_o lament_v the_o general_a infirmity_n of_o your_o nature_n and_o that_o now_o perhaps_o it_o be_v represent_v to_o you_o more_o ugly_a than_o it_o do_v deserve_v or_o if_o it_o be_v not_o yet_o it_o be_v sufficient_a only_a to_o beg_v of_o god_n to_o accept_v your_o hearty_a confession_n and_o your_o promise_n of_o amendment_n when_o you_o be_v able_a and_o to_o desire_v your_o spiritual_a guide_n to_o be_v the_o witness_n of_o your_o sincere_a resolution_n and_o to_o give_v you_o absolution_n and_o his_o blessing_n and_o so_o rest_v satisfy_v but_o there_o may_v be_v another_o reason_n likewise_o assign_v of_o our_o heaviness_n at_o certain_a season_n which_o i_o have_v noâ—_n yet_o name_v and_o that_o be_v the_o withhold_v in_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o thaâ—_n strength_n and_o power_n which_o be_v upon_o we_o from_o the_o holy-ghost_n to_o raise_v and_o elevate_v we_o to_o a_o high_a pitch_n of_o love_n activity_n and_o joy_n in_o well_o do_v for_o as_o the_o help_n of_o that_o do_v lift_v we_o up_o above_o ourselves_o so_o when_o it_o much_o abate_v we_o be_v apt_a to_o fall_v as_o much_o below_o ourselves_o and_o to_o be_v surprise_v with_o sadness_n and_o dejection_n of_o spirit_n to_o see_v ourselves_o so_o strange_o change_v and_o this_o may_v be_v deny_v we_o for_o several_a cause_n either_o because_o we_o have_v not_o improve_v it_o so_o well_o as_o we_o may_v or_o because_o our_o lord_n see_v that_o our_o nature_n can_v bear_v always_o such_o extraordinary_a motion_n or_o that_o he_o may_v make_v we_o more_o sensible_a of_o his_o favour_n and_o raise_v their_o price_n and_o value_n in_o our_o esteem_n or_o that_o he_o may_v try_v our_o strength_n as_o a_o mother_n let_v we_o go_v she_o hold_v of_o the_o child_n to_o make_v it_o feel_v its_o foot_n or_o that_o he_o may_v thereby_o bow_v our_o will_n more_o absolute_o to_o he_o and_o break_v our_o self-love_n which_o desire_v nothing_o but_o pleasure_n or_o that_o he_o may_v prove_v whether_o we_o will_v love_v he_o for_o himself_o and_o not_o for_o the_o delicate_a entertainment_n which_o he_o give_v we_o or_o for_o some_o such_o cause_n unknown_a to_o you_o and_o i_o and_o every_o body_n else_o and_o shall_v we_o not_o yield_v submission_n quiet_o to_o a_o thing_n for_o which_o there_o may_v be_v so_o many_o reason_n and_o those_o not_o at_o all_o to_o our_o prejudice_n but_o to_o our_o profit_n let_v i_o say_v a_o few_o word_n concern_v the_o two_o last_o thing_n mention_v and_o show_v you_o that_o if_o our_o patience_n be_v exercise_v upon_o those_o account_n it_o will_v prove_v very_o beneficial_a to_o our_o soul_n i_o can_v say_v as_o some_o have_v do_v that_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o desire_v goodness_n for_o our_o own_o good_a but_o mere_o because_o it_o be_v please_v to_o god_n no_o this_o seem_v to_o i_o a_o very_a absurd_a doctrine_n and_o utter_o impossible_a that_o we_o shall_v separate_v these_o two_o piety_n and_o our_o own_o good_a we_o can_v so_o much_o as_o desire_v to_o be_v good_a but_o we_o shall_v feel_v a_o satisfaction_n in_o it_o for_o the_o very_a name_n of_o good_a carry_v a_o respect_n in_o it_o to_o something_o in_o we_o to_o which_o it_o be_v agreeable_a and_o convenient_a we_o do_v not_o mean_v when_o we_o bid_v you_o love_n god_n for_o himself_o that_o you_o shall_v not_o therein_o love_v yourself_o and_o seek_v your_o own_o contentment_n for_o you_o can_v choose_v but_o be_v please_v in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o virtue_n but_o this_o i_o may_v affirm_v with_o safety_n that_o there_o may_v be_v sometime_o too_o much_o of_o self-love_n in_o our_o vehement_a desire_n after_o the_o extraordinary_a pleasure_n and_o joy_n of_o piety_n and_o that_o if_o we_o can_v be_v content_a after_o we_o use_v due_a diligence_n with_o our_o dryness_n and_o barrenness_n of_o spirit_n with_o our_o dulness_n and_o want_n of_o vigour_n nay_o with_o our_o frailty_n and_o fault_n too_o mere_o out_o of_o submission_n to_o god_n and_o because_o he_o think_v not_o fit_a to_o give_v we_o the_o pleasure_n of_o be_v whole_o without_o they_o it_o will_v be_v high_o acceptable_a to_o he_o and_o no_o less_o advantageous_a to_o we_o if_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o mean_v we_o can_v rest_v satisfy_v that_o god_n will_n be_v do_v though_o we_o be_v deny_v if_o we_o can_v forbear_v to_o prosecute_v our_o own_o will_n even_o in_o those_o matter_n and_o desire_v he_o to_o give_v we_o as_o much_o life_n and_o spirit_n and_o cheerfulness_n and_o joy_n as_o he_o please_v we_o shall_v be_v so_o far_o from_o offend_v he_o that_o he_o will_v take_v it_o for_o a_o very_a grateful_a piece_n of_o service_n to_o he_o this_o be_v not_o to_o teach_v any_o remissness_n in_o your_o desire_n and_o endeavour_n but_o it_o suppose_v you_o do_v your_o best_a and_o only_o advise_v you_o that_o if_o notwithstanding_o you_o can_v be_v as_o you_o will_v you_o do_v not_o let_v your_o spirit_n fall_v into_o any_o impatience_n or_o fretfulness_n for_o this_o be_v to_o prefer_v god_n pleasure_n above_o your_o own_o it_o be_v a_o subjection_n of_o your_o will_n to_o he_o in_o those_o point_n wherein_o you_o be_v most_o desirous_a to_o have_v it_o gratify_v it_o be_v a_o unusual_a instance_n of_o resignation_n to_o he_o which_o declare_v there_o be_v nothing_o so_o dear_a to_o you_o but_o you_o be_v willing_a to_o quit_v it_o so_o you_o may_v but_o do_v well_o and_o be_v accept_v with_o he_o and_o here_o remember_v these_o two_o thing_n first_o that_o our_o solid_a comfort_n do_v not_o depend_v upon_o do_v every_o thing_n so_o ready_o easy_o and_o delightful_o as_o we_o will_v but_o in_o accomplish_v god_n will_v however_o it_o be_v do_v and_o two_o that_o humility_n patience_n and_o submission_n to_o god_n
in_o the_o midst_n of_o our_o infirmity_n may_v be_v more_o acceptable_a to_o he_o than_o that_o complacence_n and_o joy_n which_o we_o feel_v to_o arise_v mere_o from_o the_o sense_n that_o we_o have_v of_o our_o strength_n and_o ability_n to_o be_v please_v in_o our_o success_n be_v not_o so_o please_v to_o god_n as_o to_o be_v patient_a in_o our_o contest_v nay_o to_o rejoice_v and_o triumph_v in_o our_o victory_n be_v nothing_o so_o good_a as_o to_o be_v constant_a and_o resolve_v notwithstanding_o that_o we_o be_v a_o little_a overcome_v in_o those_o spiritual_a consolation_n which_o we_o thirst_v after_o we_o do_v not_o always_o receive_v so_o much_o profit_n as_o we_o do_v pleasure_n but_o in_o the_o want_n of_o they_o if_o our_o will_n be_v thereby_o more_o perfect_o subdue_v to_o his_o we_o receive_v both_o a_o very_a great_a benefit_n and_o in_o the_o issue_n no_o small_a pleasure_n you_o have_v see_v perhaps_o or_o you_o may_v imagine_v the_o smoke_n of_o a_o potter_n furnace_n how_o thick_a and_o black_a it_o be_v as_o if_o it_o will_v make_v a_o picture_n of_o hell_n itself_o who_o will_v think_v that_o the_o vessel_n of_o clay_n which_o be_v bake_v there_o will_v not_o be_v burn_v to_o ash_n by_o the_o fury_n of_o the_o fire_n or_o that_o at_o lest_o they_o will_v come_v out_o as_o black_a as_o soot_n by_o the_o foulness_n of_o the_o smoke_n and_o yet_o when_o the_o fire_n be_v put_v out_o and_o the_o vessel_n unfurnace_v you_o see_v there_o be_v no_o such_o thing_n but_o that_o which_o be_v soft_a and_o yield_a be_v become_v hard_a and_o strong_a and_o its_o complexion_n likewise_o be_v so_o much_o mend_v that_o a_o prince_n need_v not_o disdain_v the_o use_n of_o some_o of_o these_o cup_n just_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o a_o distress_a soul_n when_o it_o be_v cover_v with_o a_o cloud_n and_o wrap_v in_o darkness_n and_o burn_v thereby_o in_o a_o great_a and_o sore_a displeasure_n against_o itself_o it_o be_v apt_a to_o think_v that_o this_o sure_a be_v the_o gate_n of_o hell_n that_o it_o be_v forsake_v of_o god_n and_o shall_v either_o perish_v in_o this_o condition_n or_o not_o escape_v out_o of_o it_o without_o much_o loss_n but_o after_o a_o while_n when_o the_o work_n of_o god_n be_v do_v and_o the_o vapour_n be_v vanish_v and_o disappear_v it_o find_v itself_o to_o be_v grow_v much_o in_o firmness_n purity_n and_o splendour_n and_o that_o it_o be_v make_v a_o vessel_n of_o honour_n fit_a for_o the_o master_n use_n there_o be_v no_o loss_n of_o any_o thing_n but_o of_o its_o self-will_n nothing_o be_v consume_v but_o its_o softness_n and_o delicacy_n which_o make_v it_o loath_a to_o be_v touch_v the_o like_a may_v be_v say_v of_o many_o little_a passion_n and_o disorderly_a desire_n to_o which_o our_o frail_a nature_n be_v subject_a if_o we_o can_v free_v ourselves_o from_o one_o inordinate_a passion_n which_o be_v a_o too_o vehement_a desire_n to_o be_v quite_o rid_v of_o they_o it_o may_v bring_v we_o little_a less_o peace_n than_o if_o we_o be_v and_o our_o profit_v will_v no_o less_o appear_v in_o continue_v still_o to_o do_v our_o duty_n of_o which_o we_o complain_v that_o they_o be_v so_o great_a a_o hindrance_n however_o there_o be_v no_o reason_n for_o such_o conclusion_n as_o those_o which_o good_a mind_n have_v be_v apt_a to_o make_v in_o a_o gloomy_a day_n that_o if_o god_n love_v they_o he_o will_v not_o treat_v they_o after_o that_o manner_n there_o be_v rather_o great_a reason_n consider_v what_o have_v be_v say_v to_o be_v not_o only_o patient_a but_o thankful_a to_o he_o in_o such_o a_o condition_n for_o it_o be_v not_o inconsistent_a with_o his_o care_n and_o infinite_a kindness_n to_o let_v we_o be_v obnoxious_a to_o those_o change_n and_o those_o weakness_n too_o which_o i_o have_v mention_v but_o you_o see_v plain_o it_o must_v be_v so_o and_o therefore_o it_o be_v best_o to_o be_v well_o please_v with_o these_o method_n of_o our_o heavenly_a father_n at_o least_o content_v that_o it_o shall_v be_v so_o and_o let_v i_o add_v this_o for_o a_o conclusion_n of_o this_o discourse_n that_o god_n may_v suffer_v some_o person_n to_o be_v thus_o overcast_v with_o darkness_n and_o he_o may_v withhold_v his_o gracious_a influence_n from_o they_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o their_o former_a life_n before_o they_o be_v convert_v which_o deserve_v he_o shall_v never_o have_v afford_v his_o grace_n unto_o they_o at_o all_o what_o be_v we_o shall_v such_o man_n say_v that_o we_o shall_v expect_v to_o live_v always_o under_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n alas_o one_o age_n of_o darkness_n be_v too_o good_a for_o we_o and_o we_o have_v reason_n to_o thank_v he_o if_o we_o be_v not_o eternal_o banish_v from_o his_o sight_n why_o shall_v such_o poor_a thing_n as_o we_o think_v to_o receive_v every_o day_n some_o extraordinary_a token_n of_o his_o divine_a favour_n when_o one_o good_a look_n from_o he_o be_v enough_o to_o oblige_v we_o as_o long_o as_o we_o live_v how_o much_o more_o reason_n have_v we_o to_o praise_v he_o that_o all_o our_o day_n be_v not_o gloomy_a that_o our_o sun_n be_v not_o always_o eclipse_v or_o rather_o that_o our_o life_n be_v but_o one_o long_a night_n than_o to_o complain_v that_o a_o cloud_n sometime_o pass_v over_o we_o or_o a_o mist_n gather_v about_o we_o it_o be_v but_o fit_a that_o we_o shall_v be_v hereby_o teach_v what_o it_o be_v to_o sin_n against_o god_n and_o it_o be_v well_o for_o we_o that_o we_o be_v not_o send_v to_o learn_v it_o in_o outer_a darkness_n we_o be_v not_o ill_o deal_v withal_o if_o we_o can_v learn_v at_o so_o cheap_a a_o rate_n the_o value_n of_o pardon_v mercy_n but_o shall_v have_v cause_n in_o heaven_n to_o praise_n god_n that_o we_o pay_v no_o dear_a for_o it_o be_v this_o all_o the_o punishment_n that_o be_v due_a for_o our_o many_o fault_n do_v he_o not_o use_v we_o very_o kind_o if_o we_o be_v not_o quite_o cast_v out_o of_o his_o presence_n o_o what_o a_o joy_n will_v it_o be_v to_o we_o to_o find_v that_o we_o be_v in_o his_o favour_n in_o the_o other_o world_n and_o we_o may_v be_v content_a if_o he_o please_v to_o stay_v for_o our_o joy_n till_o that_o time_n when_o we_o shall_v certain_o know_v whether_o we_o have_v reason_n to_o rejoice_v or_o no._n but_o i_o shall_v say_v no_o more_o of_o this_o to_o you_o who_o have_v spend_v your_o time_n so_o innocent_o and_o virtuous_o that_o there_o be_v reason_n you_o shall_v reap_v the_o fruit_n of_o it_o now_o in_o perpetual_a joy_n and_o satisfaction_n of_o heart_n from_o the_o consideration_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o you_o and_o i_o have_v whole_o omit_v this_o last_o advice_n do_v not_o i_o know_v the_o weakness_n of_o humane_a nature_n to_o be_v so_o great_a that_o the_o best_a dispose_v soul_n may_v sometime_o feel_v such_o alteration_n in_o they_o as_o may_v make_v it_o very_o necessary_a in_o which_o case_n if_o ever_o you_o shall_v find_v yourself_o doubt_v not_o to_o approach_v to_o god_n and_o say_v to_o he_o with_o all_o humility_n of_o spirit_n some_o such_o word_n as_o these_o a_o prayer_n i_o acknowledge_v o_o great_a god_n the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o the_o least_o glimpse_n of_o thy_o divine_a favour_n it_o be_v sufficient_a that_o i_o live_v and_o behold_v the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n and_o be_o not_o banish_v into_o outer_a darkness_n and_o it_o be_v more_o than_o enough_o for_o so_o wretched_a a_o thing_n as_o i_o be_o that_o thou_o be_v please_v at_o any_o time_n of_o my_o life_n to_o bestow_v upon_o i_o the_o small_a testimony_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o that_o i_o live_v in_o hope_n to_o pass_v through_o all_o these_o cloud_n and_o to_o behold_v my_o bless_a saviour_n in_o inconceivable_a splendour_n and_o rejoice_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o o_o what_o a_o grace_n be_v it_o how_o infinite_o be_o i_o indebt_v to_o thou_o for_o such_o riches_n of_o mercy_n it_o ought_v to_o make_v i_o content_v with_o any_o condition_n here_o and_o exceed_v thankful_a to_o thou_o that_o it_o be_v no_o worse_o deal_v with_o i_o o_o merciful_a god_n even_o as_o thou_o please_v so_o that_o i_o may_v but_o have_v this_o humble_a hope_n preserve_v in_o my_o heart_n of_o see_v and_o love_v my_o lord_n not_o as_o now_o dark_o and_o dull_o but_o in_o the_o clear_a light_n and_o with_o the_o most_o ardent_a love_n in_o immortal_a glory_n i_o submit_v to_o thy_o infinite_a wisdom_n under_o all_o that_o heaviness_n and_o listlesness_n of_o spirit_n wherewith_o i_o be_o oppress_v from_o which_o i_o know_v thy_o infinite_a power_n if_o thou_o do_v judge_n it_o most_o convenient_a be_v able_a