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terror_n of_o conscience_n be_v the_o worst_a of_o sea-storm_n three_o he_o be_v overwhelm_v with_o sorrow_n and_o this_o be_v imply_v in_o the_o word_n flood_n and_o the_o flood_n compass_v i_o about_o so_o that_o his_o spirit_n as_o well_o as_o his_o body_n sink_v as_o lead_v in_o the_o mighty_a water_n as_o it_o be_v say_v of_o pharaoh_n and_o his_o host_n when_o they_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o red_a sea_n exod._n 15.10_o our_o saviour_n thus_o express_v the_o misery_n that_o shall_v come_v upon_o all_o incorrigible_a sinner_n matt._n 18.6_o it_o be_v better_o for_o he_o that_o a_o millstone_n be_v hang_v about_o his_o neck_n and_o that_o he_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o depth_n of_o the_o sea_n oh_o who_o can_v be_v sensible_a of_o the_o trouble_n and_o misery_n wherewith_o poor_a jonah_n be_v overwhelm_v when_o he_o be_v in_o the_o sea_n four_o he_o be_v close_o confine_v not_o only_o as_o to_o his_o body_n but_o narrow_o pen_v up_o as_o to_o his_o spirit_n this_o be_v include_v in_o 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thou_o say_v the_o lord_n and_o thy_o redeemer_n the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n though_o you_o find_v no_o help_n at_o present_a yet_o god_n will_v help_v you_o if_o you_o look_v to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o promise_n for_o he_o be_v with_o you_o five_o then_o god_n can_v open_v a_o door_n of_o comfort_n even_o in_o such_o a_o state_n as_o he_o do_v to_o jonah_n here_o in_o the_o whale_n belly_n for_o his_o look_v towards_o the_o holy_a temple_n imply_v no_o less_o as_o it_o be_v say_v of_o ezra_n neh._n 8.5_o and_o ezra_n open_v the_o book_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o all_o the_o people_n for_o he_o be_v above_o all_o the_o people_n and_o when_o he_o open_v it_o all_o the_o people_n stand_v up_o so_o when_o the_o bless_a god_n who_o be_v over_o all_o and_o above_o all_o shall_v open_v a_o door_n of_o hope_n and_o such_o a_o door_n he_o will_v open_v to_o every_o mourner_n in_o zion_n all_o his_o deject_a one_o that_o be_v now_o grovel_v in_o the_o dust_n shall_v stand_v up_o yea_o 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