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one_o pretend_v to_o love_v his_o master_n who_o hate_v or_o despise_v what_o be_v dear_a to_o he_o now_o this_o affection_n of_o the_o servant_n must_v express_v itself_o towards_o his_o master_n child_n one_a in_o a_o due_a respect_n 2_o in_o his_o care_n for_o their_o moral_n 3_o in_o a_o sincere_a zeal_n for_o their_o honour_n and_o 4d_o for_o their_o interest_n one_a in_o respect_n respect_n due_a respect_n this_o their_o birth_n challenge_n every_o slight_a or_o neglect_v offer_v the_o child_n by_o a_o servant_n be_v some_o diminution_n of_o the_o reverence_n which_o he_o owe_v his_o master_n for_o the_o father_n must_v needs_o suffer_v in_o the_o contempt_n of_o the_o son_n and_o yet_o this_o respect_n ought_v to_o be_v wise_o regulate_v for_o
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